#major missing

[mujhe-pyar-hua-tha]

When someone understands you, it's like they hold a piece of your soul in their hand...

[ravenirisworld]

AO3, please come back

Seriously,  This unexpected maintenance is taking a toll. 

OH DEAR GOD, I was in the middle of a good session. Then wham, gone!

It’s been hours.....Gosh, come back. We miss you. Didn’t even get a chance to download a fic or put it on entire work mode. 

[danmeigirl]

Another beginning of a happy Wenzhou year 🌸

[sambaridli]

I'm watching this series called sisterhood on amazonmini. Dude like its been only 2 months of me out of school and i already miss it. Watching this show now even i want to have crush on that stupid boy from the next class and relive the heartbreak again. I want to roam in the corridors to get a look at him. I want to bunk classes in the name of house captain duties again. I want to enjoy the gossips of other classes with my friends again with all the 'apparently in the 8th class.....they found...' or 'the teachers are bitching about.....in the staffroom'. I want to spend scrolling random shit on the school computer.I want to wait for the trip circular again.Man I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm already in the feeling nostalgic about school phase.

[nothanksbi]

There's not much new to say, really. So I'll just say what I keep thinking about when I think about you.

I love it, you know, when you send me sunset pictures and videos, when you tell me you thought of me, when you bring me lil trinkets from places you visit. I don't know the reason you treat me so well - do you like me or do you want to keep me in your life platonically? - so I don't know if I should bring you lil trinkets too. I hear rumours of people seriously flirting with you, of you liking them back, but I don't know what to believe. We haven't talked this past week when I was away, but your texts aren't tiny so I know you still want me around. Do you know I care? Do you know I keep telling myself this might all just be in my head? Are you the one or are you going to be just another lesson? Am I attracted to you or just the way you make me feel - is it you or is it the feeling?

Did you mean it when you said - no, insisted, even teased me a bit - that we are going out for a movie that time? Do you see me as me or someone who might just need you every now and then? We instinctively look at each other when there's a dirty joke in the air, I know you look at me sometimes too, but do you...see me?

[massivesleepcycle]

you're addicted to those water splashing fans in haram.

[fox-guardian]

[ID: The metronome meme. One side of the dial says "i want TMA's ending to be kept vague and open-ended it's better that way" and the other side reads "MY FUCKING GUYS GRAAAAHHHH". The metronome rapidly swinging from side to side reads "me rn". end ID]

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how are we fucking feeling gamers

[celerydays]

🤍 Monster AU(?) Horror movie/actor AU(?) drawn for the Le Blanc zine in 2023 🤍

I thought it would be super fun to go for an old school, kitschy horror movie poster vibe with a werecat!Chat Blanc -also I may or may not have just come out of a huge monster romance reading binge at the time huhuhu

[ninjasmudge]

based game for having beer and alcohol but no other drinkable liquid. theres not even the suggestion of a well or anything, lamb forgor

[verflares]

practice doodles from this weekend. or alternatively titled "babygirl you are strange and offputting"

[mujhe-pyar-hua-tha]

when kundan from raanjhanaa said "kon phirse mehnat kare? dil lagane ko, dil turwane ko, ab saala mood nahi hai" i felt that

[queer-inthe-closet]

💔

[corneredcopia]

Get you someone who looks at you the way Nandor looks at Guillermo when he’s finally giving Nandor attention again who has missed him deeply

[biblically-accurate-dca]

painting test with a limited color palette

here's the moon equivalent!

[lgbtlunaverse]

I feel like too often people frame Nie Mingjue's issues as ignorance borne from safety. Like, they think that because of his privilege as a sect leader he doesn't know what it's like to be in danger and forced to make hard choices to survive. And I disagree. Strongly.

First of all, Nie Mingjue is very familiar with death not only from war but from. You know. Actively dying since the age of fourteen. Let us not forget Nie Mingjue is dead! Super dead! And maybe he didn't die the exact way he expected to but he did, absolutely, know he was going to die. To act like Nie Mingjue is unfamiliar with the scenario of "do something you find morally reprehensible or die" is to ignore that he has been living that exact scenario and chose death.

Nie Mingjue knows death is a risk for someone like Jin guangyao, in fact he explicitly acknowledges it even in his worst moments like the stairs in chapter 49. Had his issue been ignorance, then he would've responded to Jin Guangyao saying that he's in danger and has to sacrifice others for his own safety with "No you aren't you'll be fine." But he doesn't. He accepts the fact that jgy is in danger with no qualms and says: then you should die.

That's not him betraying his values, those are his values. He is, essentially, pro-suicide. Jgy is like hey I have a moral dilemma what should I do and nmj straight up goes "Kill yourself" and earlier that same chapter when he was faced with a moral dilemma he went "I'm gonna kill myself." He believes the solution to moral dilemmas is suicide! He is extremely consistent about this! When it's pointed out to him that it would have been dangerous for Wen Qing to oppose Wen Ruohan it doesn't phase him because he thinks putting yourself at risk to do the right thing is the only moral choice. The idea that he can only hold this belief because he is himself somehow not in danger, again, requires you to ignore that he is dying the whole time. And it doesn't deter him. He is the idea of self-sacrifice as a moral good taken to its absolute logical extreme. Someone who is ready to die and demands the same from everyone else.

It makes him a very fun case study for fandom, because a lot of fandom spaces also tend to revere self-sacrifice as the ultimate good, and yet we get very uncomfortable when someone starts demanding it of characters we love. Like woah, hold on, that's a bit too far isn't it? Only we the audience get to do that!

[fox-guardian]

martin strikes me as the type not to start gossip, but he will corroborate and/or correct information if he can. and he will Definitely listen to all the gossip you can offer