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The De Nile sisters!
#monster high#monster high fanart#cleo de nile#nefera de nile#monster high gen 1#monster high redesign#artist on tumblr#character design#been working on this for days i needed to hurry up and post it before i started to hate it#this isnt meant to be a redesign of the two pack btw it just made me want to draw them together so i could figure out their styles#it is interesting tho cuz i gave cleo triangle theming and nefera diamond theming#but the two pack does the opposite which made me feel weird#but now i think im right since nefera's cheek gem is literally a diamond#anyway i wanted cleo to have a more casual style where nefera's is always elegant 100% of the time#i know all the mh ghouls are always overdressed but with nefera its on a different level#i might reblog with some more info on how i reimagined them story wise#but for now i'll just say that cleo is in her final year of high school (basically she's 17/18) and nefera is the equivalent of 21/22#my art#sabz art#EDIT: you can tell i haven't posted in a while cuz i completely forgot to add an ID!!#i was wondering why posting this was so quick#its because i was being a forgetful asshole!!! so#id in alt
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the rarepair of rarepairs
#haikyū!!#haikyuu#haikyu#hq#ennoshita chikara#fukunaga shouhei#haikyuu rarepair#haikyuu ennoshita#haikyuu fukunaga#haikyuu fanart#haikyu fanart#rarepairest of rarepairs#me and my friend became friend became enlightened after watching haikyuu in all forms for six days straight#they’re literally made for each other#how do they only have 21 works on ao3#yall better get on that
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my new OC: cempaka!
she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)
also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)
bonus first iteration under the cut!
i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3
#my art#original character#oc#oc art#art#im in love with her actually#she has 4 brothers all named after flowers#mawar kekwa orkid and melati#not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers#shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother#mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life#kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes#orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30#orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni#melati is traveling the world doing soul searching#cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone#so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing#she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN#like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life#he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough#ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT#basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while#and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it#but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved#so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly#also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL#HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO
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there's such a simple joy in being the youngest person in my friend group but only by a few months. because then several times a year on my friends' birthdays i get to say "jesus you're practically ancient now. how do you cope with having one foot in the grave. are you thinking about retirement yet" about someone who is three months older than me. never gets old. unlike my friends
#ive made this joke an estimated 100 times and i still think it's funny every time#what are they going to do tell me im practically the same age? im not. im literally 21. unlike you ancient creature of twenty-two years old#personal
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Please save me, I'm reading a reddit thread about Seb vs Max(bcs Tost said he thought Seb would win out), and none of these people know how good Seb was in his prime
#the fucking ignorance in this thread im gonna shoot myself#theyre like:oh he barely won 2010 and 2012#uhhhhh you mean two of the most competitive seasons in history?????????#2010: literally had 5 championship contenders for a while and then still 4 for the closer#^ also tbh its super impressive to me that he was never leading the wdc and still managed to pull it off at the last moment#and 2012 which is regarded as one of if not the best seasons of all time in which there were six different winners in the first six races#i cannot fucking believe i jsut saw a comment basically seb is not as aggressive as max#saying he doesnt have the samw 'step on their neck' mentality as Max does#uh what??????????? im sorry but seb was one of the most ruthless drivers ever and was way more of an asshole abt it. multi-21??????#but fuck. these people dont know him and his wdc years at all 😭😭#still has the record for most poles in a season. is still the youngest wdc and polesitter#got pole and won a race in his 1 ½ season IN AN STR before rbr could even try pulling that off#it just really sucks to me how his flop years have ruined his reputation for some people#yeah ofc he kinda fell off in the latter years of ferrari and amr but that doesnt erase all of his incredible performance in the prior yrs??#like please i beg of you go watch the rbr era years and you will be impressed istg#another stupid argument was saying 'oh he made too many mistakes in 2009 and lost a wdc he couldve won'#first of all that was only his 2½ season and his first season in a top team#and also not all of his dnfs and crashes in that ssn were his fault :/ the car wasnt the most reliable :/#i love max and i think hes probably one of the goats but my god the regency bias is insane#^ and alongside that. oh you point out all Seb's mistakes but completely ignore when max was called the crash kid?? 😭😭#like saying seb lost 2009 due to rookie mistakes...YEAH CAUSE HE WAS ONLY IN HIS 2½ YEAR AS A 21/22 YR OLD#also I think its impossible anyways to say who would win that matchup bcs theyre in completely different eras#seb dominated that v8 era and max dominates this current era. its truly impossible to say bcs they mastered completely dif cars#like whu cant we just say both of them are pretty damn fantastic as rbr golden boys??#anyways. fuck im so irritated right now. this is an affront to my spirit!!!#its really just: say you dont know seb without saying you dont know seb#catie.rambling.txt
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special place in hell for the "x are the best years of your life" crowd
#it's almost as if not everyone lives the exact same lives... 9 out of 10 people could be living it up in college but the 10th person has#more fun in their 30s than they ever did in college. someone can be at their career peak as early as 30 and others could start over at 30#i honestly can't tell you how fucking depressed this mentality made me in high school and all of college it's only recently that I've starte#started trying to unlearn this. someone went so far as to insinuate even if you're at your most miserable from 13-21 it'll still be the best#time you'll ever have and it's all downhill after that etc etc and honestly FUCK you for telling vulnerable and scared kids that#my dad has a bigger and much much more fulfilling social circle and social life at 52 than maybe ever. the guy literally lives like hes 25#our family doctor was still bettering his knowledge of medicine at the age of 88#life is not all about 13-25 it just can't fucking be and fuck you if you've made even a single person believe that#anumania
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I’m hurting quite a bit tonight.
My brother has a new girlfriend he’s seeing.
One of the first things he said was “She dropped out of 8th grade, don’t pay attention to much to what she says.” And then he made joke about she teaches special needs and how I could be a student.
#it just was all so much#I literally have been bawling my eyes out#I ride and die for that fucking kid#he’s 21#but god damn he acts like he’s 12#why would u say that shit about me#like nothing wrong the needing help but#he made it seem like I needed medicated beyond or#idk I’m drunk and maybe im looking too into it#but fuck#it hurt so much#he’s a comfort character too in my silly little life#idk
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As my following grows and as I meet more and more people who have rats, had rats, know someone who has/had rats, and love rats...
increasingly I wonder if/when a day will come... a day that I'll express rat enjoyment to someone and they'll enthusiastically ask me if I've heard of This Funnie Little Rodent Blog they like, figuring I may already know it or will enjoy it if not...
and it's.. my blog... and then I have to come out as popular Rat Tumblr blogger that they follow and now know IRL.......
#/lh#I'm saying this like it's some big deal but I'm just exaggerating for comedic effect adjfgsbkdfj#no idea what the likelihood on that looks like. based on statistics of people estimating statistics? probably likelier than we all think#anyway that time I posted a survey for a university research project here and you all wound up comprising 2/3 of our sample was so funny#I had to actually say in an academic research paper that one possible flaw in our study#was bias that may result from 2/3 the sample having come from a niche and extremely specific demographic of people#due to the fact that they flocked in from One Of The Researchers' Substantial Online Following Centered Around A Particular Theme#And Selected Specifically To Have Only A Certain Kind Of Person On It Via Boundaries And Blocking#literally you all made up 98/150 respondents (but that's assuming all digital responses were from y'all-- we had 52 paper responses)#ah but the research symposium was the best. in the paper I was able to remain that generic about it#but at the research symposium. well it's a glorified science fair. so participants have their own stations set up and observers tour them#as the participants speak to their audience; directly providing a summary and then answering any questions#some of the audience/observers are faculty and most are fellow students#so real scholarly scientific types yeah? so they had questions. thoughtful questions#long story short I confessed to numerous listeners throughout the day that the sample's bizarre gender ratio is probably my fault#around 57% women; 21% nonbinary adults; 17% men-- an unusual proportion#so I had to academically tell my professors... underclassmen..... my classmates....... acquaintances.... foes..........#... that I'm big famous in Rat#and it was so. djkjSBCJXHQKRIGAJFSHF
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It is 5:45 A.M and you will already not believe the morning I've been having
#i woke up at 5:30 btw#i have my economics midterm today#i was studying for it yesterday but#i LOST#the NOTEBOOK#in which i made my entite syllabus' worth of notes#I STUCK GRAPHS IN MY ROUGH NOTEBOOK#AND I LOST IT#thst plus a reference book i was using for my second subject#we have#macroeconomics#and#indian#economic development#and i lost the indian economic development guide#and i cannOT#study from#ncert#it is a pain in the ass#and i wake up today#to literal bl00d on my nails#because a hangnail i had pulled off in the middle of the night#and my dads been sneezing relentlessly#and not only do i hate how it sounds#he has no concept of hygiene#so jt smell terrible#sounds terrible#and ks terrible#bc we got covid fROM HIM IN 21#ugh
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crazy how if you google “how many job applications per week” (which you probably shouldn’t google anyway) you get one result saying doing 2-3 a day is good, one result saying doing 5-10 a day is good, and one result saying doing 11-20 a day is good. So basically, do whatever the hell you want forever
#my thing is. HOW many of these jobs are real. HOW many of these places are actually hiring#one of the 2 i did today made you answer like 15 different questions about whether you’ve ever been late for work. ummmm.no#my plan is to apply at least 20 jobs over the next ummm week or two or so#and keep in mind these are all like nothingburger minimum wage retail jobs designed for stupid individuals such as myself#and if NONE of these places want me then i will know that the job market right now is probably bad for realsies#and so between like september 14-21 i will know if i should be looking for a place to stay for october#or looking for a plane ticket back so i don’t waste money chasing something that won’t happen#and IF it’s option B then i will make my brother hire me at dunkin for a few months until a) the job market improves#or b) i have enough money saved up that i could convince some landlord to rent to me while unemployed#because my thing about the money is like. i still have everything i saved when i worked at target#and i still remember what i endured in order to save all that money. so i absolutely am not dipping into that money#until i KNOW my life is headed in the right direction#and also when i got the job at target that was literally the 4th job i applied to in like 3 months#so if i apply to like 2 dozen jobs and none of them pan out then i’ll Know the timing is wrong. the market is bad#anyway pay me no mind i’ve only been back on the west coast 24 hours#i just had to go ahead and think through every possibility before my head asploded. Her ass did not fucking sleep last night your honor
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found out today that not only is Buck younger than i first thought but actually younger than me. shocked and horrified
#HES 21 YEARS OLD. HELLO#i thought he was like. late 20s early 30s at MINIMUM but no. hes literally a year younger than me. what the fuck#like i cant tell age but i didnt think i was THAT far off#someone shared a picture of the license which they apparently made for him for the movie and yeah#his birthday is april 9th 1945. vide noir takes place in janurary 1967#dude should've been at the club 😔#lord huron#dani speaks#buck vernon#also i finally have confirmation on an eye color its GREEN#i couldn't tell for the longest time and it was driving me crazy#at least something good came out of this
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The wallpaper I've been aspiring to have on my walls for the last 3 years has finally been delivered ⚜️
#I've been wanting to wallpaper my walls for ages. I took it seriously in fall of 2021 too when I measured my current walls and was-#deciding between 2 pink wallpapers. Eventually I made a pro/con list & decided against the idea with the conclusion of doing it in the next#place I live in. Now that I'm moving & renovating my future room I ordered one of the 2 wallpapers I was debating back in '21#the room is being built up from scratch and is essentially a blank slate I can decorate however#the rolls arrived today and they are exquisite!! I was so surprised with how fast the shipping was because I only made the order on Monday#and the samples took over a month to arrive. & I can't tell you how BIG of a fan I am of wallpaper. Literally best decor ever#personal
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It's a bit funny that to parts of my circles I'm 'the fandom one'/'the fanfic one'/'the shipping one' as the person they know most prominently into such things
because as much as i love writing my fics and shipping my ships my interest in both of those things is, I think, very narrow and specific compared to most people who are into them? due to my habits being like. very particular
#i think some ppl think of me as ahh my buddy who is always reading fanfic and i'm like. look. i would LIKE to be that. but i'm not#it's comically difficult to get me to sit down and read a new fanfic. for no discernable reason#the fandoms i like to read for don't even have big fic scenes but i've still checked out such a narrow portion of them#(and these fandoms are like. just a few. leaving aside MiA's dead tag. LOGH + T&B + Vorkosigan + ...anything else here would be a lie)#(Queen's Thief + Temeraire + TMA are on the backburner rn for reading fic but they were faves before yet i read SO little of what existed)#(everything else i just check out very occasionally or when directly recc'd)#i think mmmaaaybe 'my buddy who reads tons of fic' would be the case if there were new fics about the sages coming out every day#they're sort of a unique hyperfixation for me lol#but there are NOT. instead there are ((checks))#four (4) english language belavue fics on AO3 that are not by me#AND two of them i would say do not actually have any ship content and were likely just tagged that to be safe#as far as non ship content there are ((checks again)) 21 English language fics tagged with Belaf and I wrote 13 of them ........#(and 17 for Vueko and i wrote 10. two of the others barely mention her and shouldn’t be tagged lol) …guys i'm starving............#ok you read to the bottom of the tags you get to hear a selfish wish#i kind of hope that someday...someone will...write some fic about the sages either because of me or for me#gen or ship it doesnt matter#but this kind of thing usually happens in AO3 exchanges though and there aren't ones in this fandom because the fic scene is so miniscule#i'm literally running one right now off AO3 but have a feeling it will end up being mostly art and also didn't put myself in as a requester#since the people participating have largely made stuff for me as gifts before and i have a glut of lovely work from them#and again that exchange will mostly end up being art i feel and not fic. but some other time... i still wish ... more fic... pleae..plaeabs#there are very specific reasons i don't want to host an MiA fic exchange through AO3. i can guess the kind of stuff some people will reques#(the kind of stuff that's already in the tag.) and it's not stuff i feel like moderating an exchange involving >_> so i won't#but god.. ... ..... someday......i hope....there can be an exchange where i ask for somethinga bout these people.............
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2023 reads // twitter thread
This Doesn’t Mean Anything
NA contemporary romance about a sex-repulsed girl starting uni and meeting an upperclassman who hangs out in the same study room and coffeeshop as she does
struggling with her asexuality, new friendships, and harassment
#This Doesn’t Mean Anything#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#well.#I was overall enjoying the first half of this! then it went to shit lol#for one. WAY TOO LONG. but also feels like scenes would be very short then skip to the next day#I liked how the first half of the book was just developing the relationship as a friendship.#there’s a conflict at 50% and they literally are terrible to each other for almost the entire rest of the book#also the conflict of why they can’t get together feels manufacured.#he feels like he (21) is too old for her (18) and while i’m like…yeah I understand that im iffy about it too;#as the reader we know they’re going to get together anyway. so it just feels stupid. and made that way just to cause a conflict. which lasts#too long.#2)#then men are SO overprotective to the point it’s kinda. not creepy exactly but like why the fuck can none of these women go anywhere without#a dude accompanying them? the MMC even. when she tells him to leave her alone (because he rejected her) he’s still being all protective and#and calling her sweetheart like I started to actively dislike him. it’s like. borderline manipulative ‘nice guy’#THEN it threw in a SA at 80% or whatever which. a) can we not SA our ace characters and b) is just not handled well. it feels like an excuse#to make them hurt/comfort and then get together aka end their conflict. which. oof.#3)#‘i was looking up why i dont want sex and i saw the word asexuality but couldn’t find much else maybe the GSA could help’#you can’t use info-not-on-the-internet as a plot excuse when. there is endless info about that on the internet? I don’t think this is set in#2005? also she doesnt even go ask the gsa#while her sex repulsion is a significant part of the book actual references to asexuality are extremely brief and half of it is shoved into#the last chapters. and it’s almost entirely her being self hating and the LI affirming her#anyway I can see the INTENTION is good here; the quality of writing just makes it all bad#like maybe these things are the author's experience and that's fine. the way it's written is uncomfortable.#i can tell all the 5* reviews are people who have never read an ace book before. i promise there is better#i think there’s gonna be a companion sequel about her roommate being aroace which. I don’t have super high hopes for writing-wise but I gues#guess I'm interested
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it's a shame my sister is only 11 years old and im 25. she genuinely is such a cool person to hang out with. i would absolutely love to take her out to some shows and gigs and show her the city and i really think we'd have a great time together. but by the time she's old enough I'll be well into my 30s and probably a bit too old for all that
#and my 21 year old sister who I SHOULD be hanging out with#would rather be cooking dinner for her boyfriend on a friday saturday night#it literally kills me#we will never ever be in our early 20s together ever again#and we never got to share that :(#and then my other sisters are 5 and 3 so. that's NEVER going to happen because ill be in my 40s when they're like 18#anyway at least I've made a bunch of cool friends along the way#mine
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Another fav Yoeko song I wanna ramble about.
Ren 'item/ Ren' aitem!!
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The translation is a bit interesting on this one. I think it's about wanting to connect and get involved long term but not being able to open up. The translation mentions yoeko dreaming to forget stuff at another's house and adopt things from their lifestyle, but she cant bring herself to take her own stuff (Sleepover kit/ and most importantly trousseau!!) out of her bag to begin with.
It’s interesting to see the overlap, she wants to be affected by this person... she wants to affect them too but she can’t or won’t? She has to keep trying. And keeps saying "tomorrow again"
I kinda relate to this one too. Platonically ofc. The main reason I was drawn to it tho.... THE BEAT IS SOOOO GROOVY WITH THIS ONE. LIKE ESP THE BEAT AT THE END??? Me when Ren ‘item’s final chorus hits…..
#Yokeo rambles#Yoeko#Japanese person wondering why I keep sing “Sleepover kit…. Trosseaus!” Over and over#ragna ramblings#brainrot#Yoeko brainrot#THE WAY I WENT AND SLOPPILY EDITED THIS#On a serious note… I’ll like want to be someone’s friend and I just get so scared of opening up about things I can’t even tho I want to#It’s crazy bc these songs came out around when I was born and they are so me 21 years later#So all my ocs too#This could be Hana… Alope… Magnolia… CASPIAN#It made it to Caspian’s playlist bc she literally had a situation like this#Hana is a close second but she is not giving anyone Trosseaus…#Caspian 😭 well… she kinda did#More on that later
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