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Nothing like seeing happies updates of the minecraft series i follow on twitter dot com
#QUACKITY WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SERIES#PRIMERO ME QUITAN MI HUEVO CHINGON FAVORITO Y AHORA ME SILENCIAN AL CELLBIT#EL UNICO POV QUE VEO ES A LA ARAÑA EN DECADENCIA#Y NO TENGO TIEMPO PARA VER SIS STREAMS POR LA U POR LA CHUCHA DKDJIFIEKF🔪🔪🔪🔪#esta wea es cine puro me encanta#una pena que no pueda estar 100% al tanto :))))))))#also la carta a cucurucho fue poetica#in case any of my mutals read to this point#hiii i'm suffering from a minecraft series with eggs that can die and people disappearing in this beautiful night plz dont mind me :D#maaaaybe i delete this later <<#at least i will not tag it on my art tag
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I cannot stop making up characters/fics
Anywyas here’s papa being a tease and his-not ghoul
#it’s like an Inside joke between them bc he always calls them his ghoul etc bc they were summoned in HIS time by HIM no less#but as for their purpose it’s more to keep copia company (sister imperators request) so in terms of purpose they are copia’s ghoul#terzo enjoys the whole ‘when will you be my ghoul’ ‘when you begin developing a taste for intellectual conversations/when hell goes-#seven floors above/…’ and so on#danyl talks#my art#ghost band stuff#i may delete this later Maaaaybe clean this up digitally and post on my art acc#void ghoul#papa emeritus iii
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yall got any remote jobs w flexible scheduling and good pay that wont drain me emotionally and mentally that u can recommend me 🥲
#marine myths rambles#ill prob delete this later im just thinking abt... work... 🥲#just thinkin tht i shouldnt really feel so strongly abt having to go to work :V maaaaybe thtll change if/when i get my license/a car but...#whos to say...#i DO think my commute takes a LOT out of me (its abt 1hr-1hr30mins one way by public transport but like. 20mins by car)#(MAYBE 40mins by car if theres traffic but thats another issue lol)#(we're just also factoring the social aspect of public transport yk?? like just. being in the presence of Other People etc)#like. MAYBE i just need a vacation... and i DO really like n appreciate how flexible my current job is most of the time so idw lose tht...#idk idk i think i just wanted to put this out there for a bit lol#(but if anyone out there actually does have job recs 👀... lmk frfr)
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Urrrrrrghhh
Murder drones requests are open !! Yay!
Wont do every single one. Only doing canon characters! (I might do ocs later)
Try to be descriptive with your request, like, give a scenario for me to work with! Also I probably won’t do ships except for Vizzy and maaaaybe N/Uzi idk.
(Nsfw/f*tish requests will be deleted so don’t even ask.)
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the rat
#gonna try posting on my main blog instead of my art blog#also i have not actually ever read the manga but i think pika becomes the rat zodiac so we're going with it#hxh#hunter x hunter#kurapika#my art#maaaaybe delete later
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There will be a day I zero out my ask box
... but it is Probably Not This Day
#random#chatter#not a complaint#well not a complaint about anyone else#just bitching about my nervous system per usual#will probably delete this later#but for the moment it is cathartic#cathartic enough for me to post an answer to the last ask?#maaaaybe#we'll see#thanks for your patience Final Nonny#it's been in there like maybe three months???? i know#😔
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cue Christmas music...
#If I start working on these now maaaaybe I'll have a set by Christmas#back in the CC game baby#I've really been enjoying my time in blender#hope it lasts lol#WIP#delete later
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I love the scenery in this game. Best scenery in the Sim series, IMO.
#sims 3#ts3#scenery#saint greer islands#no editing in these pics#pure prettiness <3#maaaaybe delete later#I feel bad for inflicting five posts on you all in one day xD
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the only way i can see myself eating over 700 mayb 800 calories a day is if i eat hall0ween candy jghsdn... bc i dont eat fatty food anymore n refuse 2 eat like 800cals worth of rice like a glutton anymore too n none of my meals r particularly big bc i dont eat a ton due 2 my small size. i couldnt eat like a normal human unless i pigged out or ate unhealthy junk food shit which id refuse 2 do bc of the fat content ^^;;;
#like.. even if i was TOLD 2 eat more its like.. what do u want from me. i eat my breakfast my lunch or snack n dinner n its like 700 jghnsd#maaaayb 800 if i eat a bigger lunch. but nowhere near the '1200' thts supposedly how much ur supposed 2 eat.#delete later
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Things went of the rails in my class re: signature lady. She handed in a revision of her previous piece that dealt with all kinds of trauma - every type of abuse, from family members and then her husband. Then, racism encountered in America. The writing is very fragmented and can be difficult to follow (but to an extent she wants it that way) and then she weaves it in with long swaths of just history, like from a textbook or Wikipedia, about the place where she first moved in America. It has been hard to know how to respond to the piece but I think I did a pretty good job (in fact I know I did, because she wrote back thanking me profusely, and said she could tell I understand her, and then added a bunch more stuff from, I think, Wikipedia for me to continue my education…)
Some people in class also leave comments on a group editing document - line edits. I don’t because it was listed as optional. So I missed The Incident, but apparently an older white student (who I like but is certainly a bit dotty) left a comment on the group document, that signature lady found so offensive that she didn’t want to participate in being workshopped so she missed class that day (and…as a result we were able to actually have meaningful discussions that she did not derail with long unrelated stories…)
The teacher was basically like “I don’t want to get into a big discussion about it now, but I’m struggling because apparently the comment was deleted and I never saw it, so I’m having trouble knowing exactly how to handle it - I think we will have a larger discussion next week, but I didn’t want to not comment on it at all today and seem like I’m sweeping it under the rug.”
To her credit, comment leaver was like “oh I think it was me” and then read what she had written. It was…not great (but one of those classic older liberal white person things where it wasn’t overtly offensive either). She basically said “who is your intended audience? There’s a lot of anger here, and it’s justified, but you should think about who you want to read this and how you want them to feel, because anger can turn a reader off” 😬😬😬 maaaaybe could have been an okay comment, if the piece wasn’t so obviously memoir, by someone who is obviously still very much processing their PTSD, and who has also made it very clear that feeling silenced or judged or questioned by white people is one of the most upsetting things for her.
The teacher was like “okay I think I understand, I’m sure you didn’t mean to hurt her but I can see why she was upset, let’s you and me discuss separately later” (but with a lot more awkward dithering mixed in).
Then comment leaving lady emailed the next day to be like “I was up all night thinking of this, I’m so sorry for any hurt that I caused, and I will continue to come to class but I’m no longer comfortable giving anyone any kind of feedback. [more yammering…] enough said. Let’s end on a positive note - here is a picture of my family. [goes on to say that two different family members of hers are POC, where they’re from, etc]. I love them and I’m proud they’re part of my family.”
So yeah, peak white lady tears + implied “can’t be racist bc brown family” cringe…but also ugggh signature lady sucks and has honestly made me dread going to class…but obviously those are two separate issues and I need to very clearly draw that line in my brain…either way, CANT WAIT for whatever awkward discussion we’re all going to have this coming week!
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Getting AHDH testing seems an almost impossible task.
After several years of seeing people with ADHD and I sharing similar symptoms I decide that maaaaybe it's time to get tested and be treated for anxiety/depression.
SO I finally find a place nearby that seems to be positively rated and submit a form to see if I can get tested.
Yes, yes I can, but in the process, I've been asked to fill out lots and lots of paperwork. All in all, it was around 50 or so pages. Some of it was asking about symptoms, others about early development in life, drug usage, about your feelings, experiences, and such.
I guess it just seemed like a lot? For doctor's visits, it's only a few pages. I guess it gives them a better idea of what to expect and how to treat you, or what tests to run. But with someone who is easily overwhelmed, easily distracted, it's taken me almost a week to get this all filled out, and this is with me trying to sit and work on it an hour or two at a time.
Sometimes, the questions seemed to repeat themselves down the line. It made me feel like I was taking a school test and I had to go and double-check my previous answers. Or it felt like it was made to trip you up, that way they can go, "LOL, you said this one thing and changed your answer the second time. You're obviously lying for attention, get lost, and don't come back."
Maybe I am being paranoid? Is this on purpose to try and weed out people who are supposedly lying? Or is it to gauge your attention span? I don't know. I just know it's done now and I am so mentally exhausted and doubting myself.
Maybe someone else has experienced the same thing but it turned out fine? I don't know. At this point, I'm venting with no expectations of someone telling me this is a thing or not. I may delete this later.
#tw: vent#ADHD#Anxiety#Depression#tw: depression#I'm so tired#and anxious#may delete later#vent post
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How did neither of them go insane from hearing each other's thoughts?? Like Arthur half the time is probably thinking of stupid things but imagine dumb Arthur's teenage thoughts in your head??? On the bright side, both of them are suffering!! And scrolling through the tags, yeah that seems like it works. Arthur knew Ash's past and started the rumors just to hurt him but he really knew the truth. i can't wait to see this weird platonic thing at work in the extra chapter if you do that 😋-🦉🦉
Clearly they did drive each other insane, if their actions are anything to go by.
And regarding the rumors, yeah! Yue will say later that he fueled the rumors but didn’t entirely start them on his own. It would make a lot of sense if they originated with Arthur!
I’m not sure how much the extra chapter will actually have. There’s only one actual “deleted scene” that didn’t make it into the final cut. (Chapter 7 was originally longer than 300 words!) I could include the Feelings-universe Tumblr drabble maybe, and/or some of the memes. Some people have requested more YueSing content, but I haven’t actually written anything for it yet! Maaaaybe ...
#i've barely written in about a week until today#and i've been focusing on oneshots and the new au#(which i lowkey absolutely hate but maybe i'll be able to fix it)#but i do really love writing soulbond stuff so it could be fun to go back to that for some bonus content#answers#anon owl#i typed 'anon ow' the first time whoops
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I’ve shut off Anons for good. Here’s why (LONG POST BUT IMPORTANT):
If you hadn’t noticed already, I’ve shut off anonymous messages. I’ll probably be shutting off DM’s for a bit, likely temporary, but we’ll see. I’ll answer the anons still in the backlog, but no more from here on out. I’d like there at least to be some consequences for inappropriate questions.
If I choose to open up my DM’s again, try to keep it to questions you don’t want necessarily answered publicly, or just really short interactions. I physically do not have the time anymore to have long conversations with every fan in my DM’s. I’ll be moving to twitter once the series ends anyways.
With the advent of lots of new, very, VERY young fans coming in and finding this blog, I think it’s time to finally set some personal boundaries and give a little bit of information on ways to talk to your fave online content creators. If you’re older, you probably already know this, but it’s probably still worth a read. If you’re a minor, especially skewing on the younger end, this will benefit you the most.
This not only applies to fans of hiimmarymary, but to any sort of online series, like any slenderverse series, online arg, and frankly ANY online creator you like.
When I was a significantly smaller creator a few years ago, when I was 19 and only had a few dozen fans, I was very new to this and wanted to be everybody’s friend, so I tried to go above and beyond with my fan interactions to be nice and sweet to everyone. Now that my fanbase has grown to monumental numbers, I really can’t do that anymore.
A lot of these online fan-creator relationships are largely parasocial, meaning they tend to be mostly one sided. It’s very common with any sort of show/movie/actor/etc. It can get a little muddier when the creator is, say, not a huge star, and there are ways to contact, DM, and talk to them.
I know how some of you guys are feeling. It’s exciting to be able to talk to your favorite creators! I was a young fan of stuff too, and I always got really excited when a creator I loved responded to a message/question, or liked my post about their work. Heck, I was a fan of several big slender man web series when I was 14, and got soooo excited to just be acknowledged when I made a post about how good a new episode was.
But like a lot of these things, there is a line that is all too often crossed:
I can’t be your best friend, I can’t respond constantly to everyone’s messages right when they happen. I know it’s really cool to potentially say to your classmates that you’re good friends with a person on youtube, but that’s not a realistic thing I can do. I am a 22 year old adult woman with a full time job; I frankly feel a bit odd interacting with young fans who are half my age if not younger than that.
Frankly, if you’re really young, you probably shouldn’t be sharing lots of personal details about your life with a much older creator, just in general. There’s a power dynamic there that it pays to be aware of.
On that topic, I’m not going to date you, either. I know you might have a crush, but sending me any sort of overly flirtatious messages will either be ignored or will warrant a block, depending on WHAT it is you send. I have a lot of patience for this kind of behavior since I know it’s the kind of stuff you’ll go back and cringe about later when you’re older, but I’ll say that it isn’t appreciated, for sure. Always remember that if you wouldn’t tell me something in person, maaaaybe you shouldn’t send it to me either.
Don’t take it too personally if I don’t respond to you immediately. I’ll say this honestly; there’s over 80 unanswered questions in my inbox right now. So, it’s likely not you.
Any sort of inappropriate, invasive, or explicit questions will warrant an immediate block from now on, I’m not going to just delete the message. Don’t be gross.
Also, repeatedly spamming me with lots of messages or questions will likely warrant a warning first, then a block.
Please please please, don’t take it personally if I haven’t answered your question about advice for making a series - I get that question constantly from dozens of people, and I’m holding off on answering them from now on until I figure out a way to answer them all in one go - likely a short video response once the series is done.
For some of you on the younger end of things, parts of this may seem a little harsh, maybe even a little soul-crushing, and I’m sorry for that. But there’s a lot of things that the internet doesn’t inherently teach, and I’m writing this because I wish I had seen it when I was a 13 year old navigating the web and trying to reach out to Youtubers I liked.
Best of luck, loves, thanks for listening.
-k.
#sorry about the formatting - ill fix it when i get a chance to be on desktop#but this needs to be said#i will continue to approach you all with politeness#but i need to set some guidelines#hiimmarymary#slenderverse#webseries#arg#online community#stan culture#parasocial relationships#feel free to chime in if youve got any feelings on the matter#thanks guys
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i don’t care about tumblr so if you wanna be friends it’s better to catch me on twitter. i’m more active there.
@lukefonefabre
#delete later#i'm never here#only to like things and maaaaybe a reblog or two#i wanna make more friends though#ygo friends preferably
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Y1D6 Outtakes Part 2, aka ACR Hijinks Later Undone in SimPE, below the cut
[This was when I forgot to change tokens from dynamic to static when I rebuilt New Meraki]
She was sitting in the hottub chatting with Tammuz and Rubati, and I have no idea where Tobiah was, but she also may have had an off-the-books affair with Tammuz and/or Noel that I hadn’t yet noticed, and maaaaybe this was Tobiah and Noel hooking up in the other hottub? I think I deleted woohoo memories of them, too... if it isn’t your rotation I don’t have to let it be canon, lol, especially if it happens because I fucked up ACR.
Anyway, this was also a thing, and during the party they actually woohooed in Noel and Kimba’s bed lol
But my favorite part is Rubati mugging for the camera right next to their autonomous slow dance 😂
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lilkeeree replied to your post “…I might actually delete Tumblr. I don’t wanna give Verizon ad...”
Of you do, do you have any other social media?
I have a one, main twitter for now. But I’ll be splitting it into a ~professional~ one and a fandom fest one. I’m also c0nji on twitter.
As I’ve mentioned in my art blog, I do plan to make an AO3 account... and maaaaybe Insta. Probably. And I’ll definitely be applying for Pillowfort.
Don’t worry, I’ll make a post with links later this week. I’d love to see you around in other places too, Keeree ;^]
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