#m0th rambles

[m0thwinged]

never talk to me or my 72 year old rotting orange capitalist son ever again.

[m0thisonfire]

God I am in delighted agony

I keep looking over the official mini-comics that the official Afk Arena posted way back when for Vedan, and-

He's just a silly guy. He's silly, he's a dork trying to be cool for his kids and Isabella and Silvina can't stand him and I love it. He's an absolute loser, I adore him

Like look-

He loves them. He took them in for selfish reasons and to further his plans originally, but like- he loves them. And he tries to be scary and badass, but it's very clear he's just an aristocrat douche loser who managed to cheat death and become a vampire.

Listen, when the official account bullies one of their characters, I immediately fall in love with said character. If I already loved them before finding out, then that character is unfortunately solidified as an all time favorite.

I want him. Carnally. He is my type of loser and I want to ruin him.

He's a vampire? A dilf? He's an egotistical noble?? You made him a pathetic loser too!?? Oh, you made him a little goofy despite his smarts too, did you?

And you expect me not to want to fuck this man within an inch of his life after watching him get bullied by the official account and artists???

I'm not even touching the Esperia shorts portrayal of him, because it just solidifies the fact he's a silly goofy guy. 53 seconds. 53. But it shows how much of a goofy guy he is.

I love him so much, it is not funny-

[m0thwinged]

It's a fucking pun.

A PUN.

The OMORI x Requiem Cafe menu is here! The cafe will be open from 8/10-8/31 in Anaheim, California. There will also be special ticketed events hosted by Requiem Cafe during the month!

[m0thwinged]

If you put Randy, Oliver, and Roger together in a room full of fragile objects I'm confident that nothing will be left un-broken. Randy is constantly shaking and every time he moves there's a twenty percent chance he slips due to his wet shoes. Don't forget the fact that he's definitely vitamin deficient, so I bet he's somewhat constantly dizzy. Roger would probably do well for about two minutes before forgetting to look where he's going while pacing around and coincidentally tripping over something. Maybe he picks something up to get a closer look and drops that, too. Oliver actually does the best, but I think he may struggle with (figurative) object permanence, so he starts chatting with Randy or Roger or something and starts talking with his hands, forgets there's fragile objects behind him, and proceeds to knock something over. Gingi isn't included here because it would knock things over on purpose.

[m0thisonfire]

my worst fear is scrolling through my dash and my cat walking across the screen like he does, and accidentally reblogging something that may or may not cause a few of my wildly varying mutuals to stare upon me like a freak (derogatory).

Weasel is both my beloved and my possible undoing, He needs to keep His little paws the Fuck off my tablet.

[m0thwinged]

I think Dave would take an interest in Roger due to his resemblance to Jack, that being his orangeness and an incredibly lonely aura.

Roger would also be really easy to take advantage of despite his more structured, defined set of morals and you'd need to push hard for him to fight back (which DOES happen, might I say! They would totally get into quite the amount of fights but Roger would most likely give in most of the time.)

I think this would be a quite interesting dynamic!

still thinking about the dynamic of dave x roger btw....... theyre both just inherently neutral with each other.... i just like to think that. what IF roger did end up dating dave? i personally see it as theyd both rub of on each other..... which, in a way, would mean dave would chill out a bit.... or maybe not. maybe dave would just rub off on roger and roger would go from polite guy to suddenly hes got a bit of a temper and teases you a bit more because he picked up that behavior from his purple freak boyfriend. would they also be bad for each other? most likely! dave would probably encourage roger to drink again for fucksake. would roger actually do it? depends on who you ask! theyd definitely argue with each other a lot though..... toxic yaoi

[shulkerbullets]

even if he didn't get to hear it, I think he'd be alright in the end.

(long ramble under the cut)

so...I feel a little insecure posting this, because I worry that it doesn't convey what I was trying to very well? I've thought a lot about why he might still be upset about this though, and I wanna talk about it a little bit.

Because, all things considered with him being VERY alienated from his peers, I feel like it'd make sense if he just had abandonment and trust issues that he tied back to her in his mind. Of course, they were just kids at the time, so this moreso I'm thinking about what that could've meant to him. And either way, she did still use and exploit him.

this post by @/roboroses puts it into words perfectly, I think. I used that as well as these tags on this post by @/m0th-gh0st as points to sort of incorporate into my thoughts here, as they're both written better than anything I could say on the matter, considering it's an experience I wouldn't firsthand understand.

I've also just had the idea in mind that the demon hipster chicks have probably been big supports in his life for a long time, maybe he had stumbled upon how to summon them at a young age accidentally or something. Either way, I figure they understand him to an extent on the outcast thing, and do their best to be patient with him through his bad moments.

BUT I also kinda think that because of his obsessiveness with who he ties back to the root cause of his abandonment and trust issues, he might take that support and patience a bit for granted at first. I don't think he actually had feelings for Ramona or anything personally, but I do think he loved the idea of having someone there for him for once. Especially someone cool and admired like her, in his eyes.

I don't entirely know if I'm explaining my thoughts well, and I feel like I'm rambling too much, but I hope this makes enough sense for you to understand the initial thought behind this short comic I drew.

AND FOR REAL. READ THE POSTS I LINKED. THEY'RE REALLY GOOD. <3 <3 <3 they put all this into words perfectly, imo.

[keimishi]

Welcome to this blog!

This is my keimishi side blog where I'm gonna put all of my rambles, art, writing, and analysis stuff relating to this ship.

My main is @moth-mayh3m, and my art blog is @m0th-misruled, since I'll be reblogging a lot of stuff from there.

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[smallmxth]

Orym, fearne, laudna, imogen and dorian: WHERE'S GRANDPA

FCG and Ashton:

[m0thwinged]

Hm... well, creating angsty, violent and or gorey art is a great way to relive stress and or negative feelings, it's a coping mechanism! Though, Some people draw characters hurting just because it's fun. That's actually the main reason I've done it in the past.

Considering how absolutely pathetic and soppingly wet our dearest friend Randy Jade is, he's the perfect target for this specific genre of art. He doesn't fight back, and when he does, it results in him getting hurt in some shape or form!

It would literally be so easy to kill him. You just gotta apply some pressure to his face and BLAMO! Brains everywhere. Randy is such about easy target to make violent art of because his story is violent. Randy has gotten his skull cracked open and his hands are constantly bitten and bleeding. he even dies in one ending.

Randy's fragility combined with how much he's canonically gotten hurt in the past-- both physically and mentally-- puts his pain at the forefront of your mind. I'll say it again, he's ALWAYS bleeding! You're gonna subconsciously associate Randy with pain and suffering, among other things.

So, putting it simply:

Randy is pathetic, fragile, and damaged. This lures angsty and gorey artists in like blood to a shark.

Hi, question,

Why the fuck is there so much art of Randy being hurt / injured?

No, genuinely, WHY do y'all draw him injured so much.

[m4gicm0th]

what if bugs were like. super big. what if bugs replaced things like horses and dogs. imagine riding a june beetle. imagine petting a bee like a cat. taking your earthworm on a walk. you hear rustling by your trash cans outside and there's a mosquito digging through your trash like a raccoon

[entitiesandeggbutts]

You 🤝 Me: !! after every post (this is 100% in reference to that bi post you reblogged from me!!)

it’s true!! call us out like that why don’t ya??

[moth-mayh3m]

Salutations! I'm Moth, but I also go by Myles!

I use he/xe prns, and any masculine descriptiors, adjectives or titles!

I'm autistic! I need minimum tones tags, I guess, and general patience.

I love the color purple!!!

I am learning both ASL (self taught) and Japanese! (For school/as a class).

I talk a lot about and post artwork/writing my interests/hyperfixations here, for example;

Do not interact:

proshippers/profiction/whatever the other terms are nowadays

[will add more if necessary]

Media(s)

Your Turn To Die

Ib

Therapy with Dr. Albert Krueger / Vincent: The Secret Of Myers

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

Pokémon (Both the games and the animes)

Arcane: League Of Legends (not actual League Of Legends, sorry lmao)

Sky: Children Of The Light

Deltarune

^ and a bit of Undertale, but mostly Deltarune

Misc

Psychology

Entomology

Information about various disability rights activism movements and the history behind them / history of ableism

Music! (Like Will Wood, Shayfer James, FAKE TYPE!, Steam Powered Giraffe, and many other artists)

That's all I can really think of right now, soooo...

Thank you for reading! Have a nice day!

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My other blogs:

♤ @m0th-misruled Art Blog

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♧ @keimishi - My keimishi ramble/analysis/art blog

☆ @kazumimishimadaily - Another Mishima gimmick blog, specifically a daily image of him everyday.

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[m0thwinged]

glad I could do you some good! I'm happy you got something out of my rambles! I absolutely love henry despite not really actually ever talking about him. at all. Dude, I should like, REALLY talk about him more he is so cool. The way he attacks people with just . insults. And the thing is!! Those insults have actual merit to them! His insults are just the truth stretched to be as harsh as possible, targeting the insecurities and anxieties of the flipside gang... like... you're right, dude, dee DIDN'T do anything to actually prevent child death, blackjack DID hide in the shadows and refuse to do anything for multiple decades, Steven's death WAS a completely meaningless bet (not sure why that one got to steven so much, any steven fans out there have any thoughts? Maybe it was because he failed at the one good thing he could ever remember himself doing.), Peter sure is an orphan! That is a fact! (okay real note here ohh my god the whole "your family died to get away from you" thing. That WORKED on peter. He has SOOO much guilt towards leaving his family when they needed him most and it is NEVER addressed at all. Ohhfguhh. peter you deserved so much better here.) Dave, yes, is almost absolutely just as bad as Henry if you look at it through the right lense. I mean, morally standing, Flipside Dave is actually pretty respectable at times with real actual live guilt and doubt about killing kids, so I guess he's NOT as bad as Henry in that sense, but actions-wise? He's done everything Henry has done. That's Dave was AIMING to do. He WANTED to be like Henry, continue what he thought was Henry's legacy. And yes, Jack sure is a soulless husk. A sidenote on that, by the way. Do you know WHY Jack wasn't effected by those words? Being told he was a soulless husk, that he was lifeless, that he was a cancer and that he'd never mean anything at all to anyone? Because he already KNEW that. It had been beaten into his very being since the day he was resurrected as nothing but a tool to be used to fulfill a purpose. Fulfill a purpose and then die. "You're about as human as a hammer or a wrench, Old Sport, and that's what Phoney and I see you as." That's what Dave told him at one point. Yeah, no, Jack does NOT See himself as human. He doesn't even deny it when Dave says that, just. OHhh. .. Henry forgot to account for the fact that Jack is completely and utterly broken. It's shown time again and again. Jack has nothing left to live for except his one, singular purpose. He. he. h . anyway back to henry DUDE HE'S . OKAY NEVERMIND IM. IM OUT OF STEAM. I can't ramble anymore . apologeese for the giant block of text but i am noooot formatting this.

HENRY IS SO FUCKING MISCHARACTERIZED BY EVERYONE, PROBABLY INCLUDING ME, BUT LIKE IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE SAYING "Oh, Henry sucks, I bet he's homophobic!" GIRLYPOP HE IS CANONICALLY BISEXUAL. ITS NOT EVEN LISTED ON THE WIKI, EVEN THOUGH DIRECTDOGGO CONFIRMED IT. HE IS AN INCREDIBLY COMPLEX CHARACTER WITH A REALLY FUCKED UP MENTAL STATE, BUT SO OFTEN I SEE HIM SIMPLIFIED INTO AN EVIL LIZARD. NOT SAYING YOU CAN'T OR SHOULDN'T SIMPLIFY CHARACTERS, BUT FOR ONCE I'D LIKE TO SEE A DEPICTION OF HENRY WITH ENOUGH THOUGHT INTO IT AS DAVE'S/WILLIAM'S OR JACK'S MENTAL STATE. MAN'S HAD AN ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD, A FUCKED UP ADULTHOOD, AND A HORRIBLE MENTAL STATE THET ENDED UP FUCKING HIM UP SL BAD HE STARTED HIS WHOLE MESSED UP RESEARCH BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WAS DOING THE WORLD A FAVOR. BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WAS THE GOOD GUY. THE PROTAGONIST. HOLY FUCK IT'S LATE AND I'M RANTING, BUT SERIOUSLY!

:(

[m0thwinged]

I NEED to talk about my "dee was designed subconsciously mimicking dave" headcanons but I dont know how to do it coherently.... I mean they don't exactly look that similar, but they have a lot of design elements that I interpret the same way when It comes to drawing them and that's why I developed this headanon in the first place.

For instance, let's just start with an easy comparison. Both are ridiculously lanky. This can even be seen in their sprites, and dee is often referred to with language ("noodle-limbs") that imply a long, spindly frame.

And over in Dee's physical form sprite..

We see a long neck and a tapering down from the chest into the stomach. We also see long claws and a perpetually open mouth.

Dave's shape is implied to also taper down in a similar way by his sprite (or at least, I interpret it that way), and over in his tape appearance..

We see long claws, a long neck, and a perpetually open mouth. Also a lack of eyebrows or a nose, which is a feature the puppet mask shares.

ANYWAY with the reasoning to why i thought of this wacko idea in the first place out of the way,.. let me yap about the in lore reason why dee resembles Dave.

Okay, so Henry didn't like Dave. We know this. Henry also didn't like Dee. She was likely annoying as hell to take down considering he needed backup, and she continued to cause even MORE problems as a ghost. That's why Henry trapped her in the puppet in the first place iirc. Both Dee and Dave constantly cause problems for Henry.

I think that Henry subconsciously, while designing a vessel for That Damn Child He Hates, got spiteful and made it look like That Damn Guy He Hates.

Also there's something to be said about Henry literally manipulating Dee (she's a puppet, something you manipulate) and emotionally manipulating Dave but I can't think of any good way to expand on that thought.

[m0thwinged]

YESS I LOVE HIS THEME!! when I was playing through it with my friend they told me they kept expecting for it to transition into megalovania because at some point in the song it plays like the first three or four notes of it. I doubt this was intentional but it is funny. Also his theme is so perfect for his character ghhfhfhgg... its constantly changing around what melody it wants to go for and its such a silly, clumsy sounding tune!!!!! It SOUNDS like Roger.

1)this is such a undertale ass song of a theme he has. Like temporary secretary to me bc how anxiety inducing it gets near the end. but 2)MILVES????????