#m!shep x oc

[dreams-amuck]

Seeing Red🚨

Fan art sketch I did of @x3no9's m!Shep, Isaac, having his way with his pretty little OC, Nate Hackett.

Support me on ko-fi or commission me to get your own spicy drawing!🤭🫣

[x3no9]

N7 Month Day 11-Crew

I have a fic that is perfect for this prompt!! Alot of the crew is in this one.

MATURE READERS ONLY !

[cchickki]

My Fanfic Masterlist

My fanfics through the years from both ao3 and fanfiction.net

thinking about opening requests for some one shots soon! i also have more ideas for some shorter fics, but i want to try and catch up on what i'm already working on first

complete - story is finished

in progress - story is among my wips/currently being worked on

incomplete - not sure if i'll ever finish this story

Image credits for headers: (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

Thank you all for the support <3

Spiderverse / Marvel

Tomorrow Never Came - Miguel O'Hara x fem reader ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 15/? | rating: M | status: in progress Say Yes to Heaven, Say Yes To Me - Miguel O'Hara x fem reader ao3 | tumblr | chapters: 1/1 | rating: M | status: complete Surprise! - Miguel O'Hara x fem reader ao3 | tumblr | chapters: 2/2 | rating: G | status: complete

HBO War / Band of Brothers

A Woman At War - Donald Malarkey x OC / Floyd Talbert x OC ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 65/65 | rating: T/M | status: complete A Woman At War (Rewritten) - Donald Malarkey x OC / Floyd Talbert x OC ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 13/? | rating: T | status: in progress A Miracle In Bastogne - Eugene Roe / Renee LeMaire ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 6/6 | rating: T | status: complete Embedded - Nate Fick x OC (Generation Kill) ao3 |ff.net | chapters: 3/? | rating: M | status: incomplete

Uncharted (video game series)

Crossing Paths - Sam Drake x OC ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 21/21 | rating: T/M | status: complete Crossing Paths Part II - Sam Drake x OC / Nadine Ross x Chloe Frazer ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 2/? | rating: T/M | status: in progress Crossing Paths AU Libertalia - Sam Drake x OC / Rafe Adler x OC ao3 | chapters: 1/? | rating: T | status: in progress

Mass Effect

Beyond the Deep - Kaidan Alenko x (Custom) Fem Shep ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 11/? | rating: M | status: in progress

More Stories (misc)

Movies

Serenity - Shu Lien x Mu Bai (Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon) ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 1/1 | rating: G/K | status: complete Ameliorate - Furiosa x Praetorian Jack (Mad Max) series ao3 | parts: 3/3(?) | rating: T/M | status: in progress

Video Games

Rage Against the Dying of the Light - Astarion x Tav (BG3) ao3 | chapters: 3/7 | rating: M | status: in progress it would feel like this - Gale x Tav (BG3) ao3 | chapters: 1/1 | rating: E | status: complete The Ugly Truth - Ellie Williams (The Last of Us) ff.net | chapters: 1/1 | rating: M | status: complete A Grim Prognosis - Genji Shimada x Angela "Mercy" Ziegler (Overwatch) ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 3/? | rating: T | status: incomplete

Television Shows

Hallelujah - Charlotte "Charly" Weiss x Wilhelm Winter (Generation War/ Unsere Mütter, Unsere Väter) ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 4/? | rating: T | status: incomplete Run, Girl, Run - Roman Godfrey x OC (Hemlock Grove) ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 3/? | rating: T | status: incomplete Joanne - John Shelby x OC (Peaky Blinders) ao3 | ff.net | chapters: 8/? | rating: T | status: in progress?

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bright and new- |M| sam coe x oc

Sam helps spacefarer get ready for a gala and is pleasantly surprised by an unexpected kiss.

somewhere close to me- |M| sam coe x oc

Sam and spacefarer attend a gala and he experiences a twinge of jealousy.

deepest of cover - |E| sam coe x oc

Sam can’t get Shepard out of his head so he allows himself a little treat.

Shepard doesn’t realize what she’s walking into until she does.

love on your arm - |E| sam coe x oc

Sam shows Shep how he feels.

kill off the hours |E| sam coe x oc

Shepard drags Sam into the Coe Heritage Museum and things get frisky.

the world can wait |E| sam coe x reader

An NG+ prompt fill for the main quest Entangled.

loop |G| sam coe x reader

A very short drabble to dispose of my numb feelings after ng+.

facade |E| delgado x reader

You attempt to strike a deal with the Crimson Fleet but things are never that simple.

split skin mid fic |E| Delgado x oc | complete

Delgado needs the Legacy like he needs air. When he indulges himself in the pirate captain Verity Blanche’s loathsome little game of give and take, he finds that it might just be worth it if he can achieve his dream through her.

Renegade - long fic |M| sam coe x oc | wip

Shepard, on the run from her past, seeks asylum on Neon. With the funds from a few odd jobs and a shady loan, she purchases a small bookshop. Though her shop is practically failing, she can always count on her favorite customer, Captain Cora Coe to make a weekly purchase. But when she can’t make a loan payment on time, her life gets turned topsy turvy and she’s forced to depend on friends for help.

linger- mid fic |E| Delgado x oc| wip

They both reside on the lowest level of the apartment building, barely an upgrade from sleep crates.

She’s to his left. Two-ten. Plays keyboard same time he picks at his guitar. She has a brother who joins in sometimes with a fucking violin of all things when they’re not too busy screaming at each other. She used to be a Generdyne corpo until they let her go or something like that. He can’t remember what all has been passed on between the too-thin walls. But he remembers enough to feel like he knows her already.

AO3

[sky-kiss]

G, M and U ❤️

G - Have you ever had an OTP? If so, do you remember your first one? Who was in it?

I have been around. I’ve been around. I have many OTP’s. All cursed. I think…what was my original OTP…

Cloud/Aerith? Or Link/Zelda? I would have been like 7. If we’re picking more recent OTP’s that don’t involve OC’s or anything, I’d go with like…oh god. What do I like? All the thoughts have left my brain. Raphael/Haarlep in a wretched and twisted way. Geralt/Yennefer. GERALT/YENNEFER. 

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

Many. Find me a loyal gremlin and you will find someone I’d like to befriend. Dante from DMC, Garrus and Miri from ME, Jaheira, uh…many.

U - Three favorite characters from three different fandoms, and why they’re your favorites.

Also asked by @inaconstantstateofchange and @flamemittens. 

Yennefer: my baby girl. Yennefer is perfect. God. I love her. She starts off as seemingly cold and mean, but she’s really just stressed about her daughter. I love, love, love, seemingly frosty characters who are hiding their insecurities behind their power, self-possession, and aloofness. Yennefer is so deeply feeling. She’s unflinchingly loyal. When push comes to shove, Yennefer would fight god, the world, and the natural order to protect the people she loves. When you’ve earned her trust, she’s support you. She’s perfect. (She’s also a dark-haired, mean sorceress and like…that’s my catnip. I collect them like Pokemon).

Garrus from Mass Effect. My beloved boy. He’s perfect. The growth this character goes on. It’s so rare in franchises that we get a character who would be the protagonist if the main character was absent. Garrus could be the MC, but Shep is just that good. Garrus is loyal, determined, dedicated, passionate, playful. His romance is probably the closest to perfect for a M x F ship in games, to me. The progression from intimate friends to lovers? /chefs kiss. He goes out of his way to make you laugh. He’s the one person Shep knows will always be there. There’s no Shep without Vakarian. And god, I love him. 

Raphael. I feel like I’m obligated on this one, haha. He’s fascinating to me? Like. Setting the looks and the voice aside, he has so much potential. His capacity for darkness and humanity, his conflicting nature, his relationships in the Hells…it all has so much room for growth. We had so little of him in game, but he made such an impression. Incredible character.

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*ੈ✩˚⊹RP information*ੈ✩˚⊹

Welcome. Here you can find all the important information, if you wish to RP with me.

✧˚₊ ABOUT ME ✧˚₊

Adult. Minors DNI 🚫

She/her

GMT +2 (not USA)

1 x 1 and discord only

Making friends ✔️

Long-term

Collaborative, cooperative and always willing to brain-storm

Semi-rapid to once a day replies (depending on life and timezone)

❗Want a basic vibe? Read the summary❗

RPing is a hobby of mine, but a hobby I put passion and effort into. It's nice to see it returned both IC and OOC.

Replies vary from short and sweet paragraphs, cozy medium ones, to long ones (over discord limit) - all depends on what is happening and if I can bounce off a given reply.

Frequency depends on timezones and schedule mostly, bu that said, if you know you like to take a week / a month to return with a reply, I am not your person.

I try to always be fair and equal in replies, but am not going to count words/paragraphs every time - quality, fluidity and fun over white noise quantity.

I always try to give heads up about being busy / wanting changes / needing a break. It's nice to see the effort returned.

I enjoy RP plotline like in books. Improvisation mixed with planning (no single scenes or singular one-shots).

Everyone has HC for their CCs - so do I. Both for mine, and for those I would like to interact with.

Vibe checks out? Make sure you keep reading then - quite important stuff under the cut...

ABOUT STYLE:

3rd person past only

Novella style + clean paragraphs

Semi-literate / literate / flexible literate

Trying to be grammatically and stylistically correct

I love building worlds, OCs, lore etc, BUT I will not carry the weight of the RP by myself.

No godmodding

ABOUT DISCORD:

RP ONLY over discord (will share in private over DMs)

My discord serves have some very basic rules (mostly about godmodding, communication, inactivity etc.), but I am nothing but accommodating and flexible when needed. They are there to help both you and me.

I don't use discord bots, and prefer to divide everything by roles

Can RP in one thread with the story flowing like in a book (switching)

Can RP in two threads or more, where the story focuses on parings at the same time / different times from each other (doubling)

ABOUT WHAT I RP:

Parings: mxm and mxf (LGBTQ+ friendly)

Paring types: OC x OC, CC x CC, OC x CC

Character types: top!m, switch!f

Content: SFW and NSFW (but no PwP or pure smut, 70:30 or 80:20 ratio if the vibe is good)

OK with populating the world with NPCs and side characters, but require effort in return

OK with meaningful, thought out parings, with chemistry, romance, hurt/comfort, fluff, many shades of slow-burn etc.

ABOUT WHAT I WON'T RP:

Dead dove tropes

Underage

Any form of non-con

Unsanitary kinks and other similar

NOT OK with 'uwu submissive one-dimensional bottoms' or 'bottom brats who constantly rebel and oppose for the sake of it'

Hardcore gore (SFW-time gore during fights - ok, NFSW gore -not ok)

Pretty 'vanilla' when it comes to more gruesome or dark kinks (click to see more)

GENRES:

YES: fantasy, urban-fantasy, science-fiction (light, heavy, mecha, aliens etc.) wild west, ancient, apocalypse, post-apocalypse, horror (halloween, slashers etc.), monsters (vampires, werewolves etc.), modern (with a twist), superheroes, victorian, historic, dark, psychological, romance+ (slow-burn)

NO: celebrity rp, real people rp, self-inserts, only slice-of-life, only domestic

If you arrived this far, it means you actually read my bio, so please tell me so by using the code word : kopytko

FANDOMS (and possible parings - bolded italics is what I want to play):

Mass Effect (fem!Shep x Garrus)

Baldur's Gate 3 (fem!OC x Halsin)

Dragon Age (fem!Herald x Cullen)

Watch Dogs 2 (Marcus x Wrench)

HP (OC x OC / maybe OC x CC)

Avatar the Last Airbender (animated) (OC x OC)

Legend of Korra (OC x OC / maybe OC x CC)

Witcher (OC x OC)

will add more when I remember them

[seigeocs]

Ships and Characters

Skyrim

My OCs + their ships. Farkas Vilkas Brynjolf

Fallout 3 Butch Cross Jericho Charon

Fallout New Vegas (if it’s not obvious, I really like the ladies in NV) Boone Lily Bowen Raul Cass Veronica

Fallout 4 All of the romance options Deacon Maxon The Raider bosses in Nuka World except the Black siblings

Fallout (TV Series) Ghoulcy Maximus x Lucy

Destiny 1 Any of my OCs Siobhan x Emyr Siobhan x Shaxx Siobhan x Uldren

Destiny 2 Any of my OCs Siobhan x Crow Siobhan x Shaxx

Dragon Age: Origins Any of my OCs established ships F!Cousland x Anora, F!Warden x Leliana, F!Warden x Morrigan, M!Warden x Morrigan, M!Warden x Zevran, F!Warden x Zevran

Dragon Age: Awakening F!Cousland x Nathaniel Howe, F!Cousland/Anders, F!Warden x Varel

Dragon Age 2 I’ll write for any of the characters and ships in DA2.  My favorites are: F!Hawke x Fenris, F!Hawke x Isabela x Fenris, F!Hawke x Varric, M!Hawke x Fenris, M!Hawke x Fenris x Isabela

Dragon Age: Inquisition I like almost all of the ships.  I struggle to write Solas so he’s just not available unfortunately.  Not that I don’t like his character, I just suck at writing him. My OCs and their ships, Dorian x Bull are some of my favorite.  I also love writing interactions that don’t involve smut for the companions as well.

Dragon Age Veilguard (when it comes out as I’m trying to keep away from most of the game information)

Mass Effect F!Shep x Kaidan, F!Shep x Ashley, F!Shep x Garrus, F!Shep x Tali (DON’T CARE IF THEY WEREN’T OFFICIAL, THEY EXIST TO ME).

Mass Effect 2 F!Shep x Garrus, F!Shep x Thane, F!Shep x Zaeed, F!Shep x Garrus x Thane, F!Shep x Tali, F!Shep x Miranda, M!Shep x Jack

Mass Effect 3 Same ship as 1 and 2.  I also write F!Shep x James Vega but in the non creepy Citadel DLC way.  That doesn’t exist in my canon.

Stardew Valley I’ll write smut about many of the characters in the game.  My one farmer is shipped with Harvey and my other is shipped with Leah.  If you give me characters I’ll make it work.  My only line in the sand is I will not write any cheating.

BG3 *waves hand to OCs* I’ll write whatever for them and their ships.  If you request BG3 just give me some options and I’ll figure it out.

Helluva Boss* Established canon ships!  I am loving the angst with Blitz and Stolas right now.

Hazbin Hotel* Established canon couples, Angel Dust x Husker (mostly fluff for these two because Angel Dust needs it).  I won’t write Alastor in any romantic ships.

My Hero Academia*

I mostly write Reader insert fics for MHA.  I also write ships between characters too.  Platonic fluff, found family, sarcasm, and anything that is G to T rating is for every character.  My main ships: Midnight x Eraserhead x Mic Midnight x Eraserhead Mic x Eraserhead Fatgum x Mirko Fatgum x Hawks Fatgum x Eraserhead All Might x Eraserhead Mirko x Shigaraki (Don’t question it, I love the toxicity of it) Compress x Twice Twice x Hawks Hawks x Dabi

Demon Slayer*

My OC x Rengoku My Demon OC x Muzan Reader Inserts for all the over 18 characters I also write platonic found family for all the characters

Kaiju No. 8*

Hoshina is my absolute favorite character in this show. Kafka Hibino is a close second Narumi (omg the anime did him a disservice so badly) Eiji Hasegawa Haruichi Izumo Iharu Furuhashi Reno Ichikawa

Any any platonic, fluff, cute stuff with any of the characters

Haikyuu

As everyone in the main cast is over 18 by the end of the manga, I’ll write all the characters.  It’s mostly Reader Inserts but I’m open to OCs and character x character ships.

One Punch Man

Saitama Genos Atomic Samurai Blast Zombieman

[ohmypawsandwhiskers]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤️

Oh my goodness! I love this idea! Thank you for the message!

Alright, let's see...

Of Devils and Monsters (Attack on Titan; Erwin x OC) Status: In Progress (7/??) This has to be my first one up, because it's one that has my full attention and entire heart!

Summary: Fate brings two old friends together again and sets them on the path to truth. In a last ditch effort to save her own skin, Lozen Daniella Pierce reaches out to an old friend in hopes of gaining her freedom. In doing so, she and Erwin Smith find themselves thrust on a path to truth- the truth behind the walls, behind secret organizations, and the truth of who they turned into. Rating will go up, but I am setting it at M for now. Eventual Levi x OC in later chapters.

Read it here on Ao3! I will probably start cross-posting to tumblr for non-Ao3 users in the near future due to the change in privacy settings because AI and bots are big bags of wet and smelly socks.

2. If It's True (Dragon Age: Inquisition; Solas x OC) Status: In progress, but on hold for the time being This is another one of my babies near and dear to my heart that I plan on picking up soon once I replay DAI.

Summary: Before the veil was erected, the Elvhenan empire was a sight to behold, with towering cities of crystal and gold, plenty of resources to go around, and Elves and Spirits lived in harmony. But there was a dark underbelly rarely acknowledged- at least until Solas encounters a woman who changes his views of his beloved people and puts him on the path to ending the tyranny of the Evanuris.

Read it here on Ao3! Again, if people are interested, I can cross-post here.

The next are drabbles I have posted to reddit in the past for the Dragon Age OC from #2, taking point post-veil. I haven't posted them on tumblr or Ao3- I don't believe, so I can link them below. Please excuse the summaries! I am not great with coming up with them on the fly.

3. Prompt 4: Something that was lost but now regained, regret, a wish, a window, touch. (Nehna x Solas)

Summary: Nehna decides on how to tell Solas that she recovered parts of her memories- parts in which she knew him.

Read it here!

4. Out of Time (Dragon Age)

A bunch of Halloween prompts thrown together for another round of Nehna and Solas!

Summary: In a brief reprieve from war, while she is hiding out from the Evanuris, Nehna awakes to a nightmare

Read it here!

5. Smoke, Gun Fire, and a Sense of Deja-vu (Mass Effect; Garrus x OC)

Summary: As Kei and her team work against the clock to save the colonists of Horizon, she struggles to separate past from present.

I will put this one below a read more, since it's not officially shared anywhere else besides discord, I believe. It will be part of a story or series of one-shots I eventually share, but for now, it remains in my drafts!

2170

Acrid odor assaulted her senses as Makeda pulled her friend along through the burning prefab building, hard spilling out of the corners of her eyes as smoke stung her eyes. Gunfire and screams took over any thought as instinct kicked in- where that instinct came from, she had no idea, but Makeda wasn’t about to question it now.

“What the hell is going on?” Cindy screamed as they scrambled over rubble. 

“Why would I know? Just run!” Just as they rounded the corner, they were met with a beeping followed by a force that sent the pair flying.

Present 

“Shepard! Shepard! Kei-” A hand pulled her down beside a hedge as a cutting beam narrowly missed her left ear as  she was brought back. Horizon, the Collectors. Abducted colonists. Everything was a blur since they touched down.

Specks of blue cleared the fog from her brain just enough for her to pick up on the worried twitch of mandibles. “We’re pinned down, Shep. Any ideas?” 

Kei peered over the barrier to be greeted by a line of husks ambling beside a praetorian. She took a shot at one of the mindless puppets before taking cover. It crumbled to the ground, twitching just a moment before it went completely still. “What’s the heat clip situation?” Kei asked as she summoned her drone to distract the enemies. With a beep and a whirl, as if it was assenting to unspoken orders, it was off, zooming the crowded field to distract their enemies for a moment. 

“Would advise using abilities as much as possible until another cache,” came Mordin’s voice over comms. “Did find particle beam dropped by assassin drone- could be useful against biotic barrier of the praetorian.” His efficiency with words always brought a smile to her face in the heat of battle. 

“Right, Garrus, cover me. Mordin, get that gun prepped.”

2170

“Mark, get down,” Cindy hissed from their hiding spot under the rubble, trying to get their classmate to hide from sight. Her voice didn’t carry over the conflict around them, and Mark fell right before their eyes. Before Cindy could scream, Makeda covered her mouth. 

“You want them to find us?” Makeda whispered, trying her best to stop her voice from shaking. “We need to keep moving. If we make it to my place, we can at least defend ourselves.” 

Silent tears streaked through the ash on her friends face as she nodded. 

“At least he can be a distraction. We need to move, and quickly.” Without waiting for an answer, Makeda began to belly crawl from under the fallen wall. The Batarians wouldn’t get her or her family. 

Present

The vibration radiating from the particle beam made the aiming difficult as Makeda tried to balance not dropping the damned thing while evading the constant stream of deadly energy from the last remaining enemy. In her periphery, she saw Mordin and Garrus alternating their shots in an attempt give her a break from the seemingly singular focus of the Praetorian. For a brief moment, the enemy’s beam was interrupted, giving her time to duck behind a crate and quickly catch her breath.  “I think we have it,” she yelled. “Just one final push. When it’s back in the air, I’ll take down its biotic barrier with a taste of its own medicine, and then Mordin and Garrus, throw everything you’ve got at it.”

2170

The ground beneath her shook as the bombardment against her house continued. Cindy’s body remained unmoving from it’s fetal position- any sign of life had left hours ago. It had been a mistake coming here to try and find her family. All that had greeted them was an empty house, already rifled through for any supplies or survivors. 

Crisp air and soot made her eyes water.

Makeda hugged her knees into her chest, rocking back and forth as though it would be the only thing keeping the sobs at bay.  Should she wait or continue in hopes of finding her family?

Present

Makeda lept from cover sending the remaining power of the gun careening into the floating creature. One final push. That was all it took until the creature shuddered and then evaporated into dust. Feeling uneasy, Makeda’s legs gave away beneath her, and she welcomed the thud of reality. The visions would stop. 

‘They will, won’t they?’

Footsteps from either side of her came running up to her position as Mordin began applying medi-gel to the burns sustained from the Praetorian’s beam. She welcomed the cold the medicine brought in hopes it would just serve as additional grounding to reality. 

“Good call on the Collector’s gun, Mordin,” Makeda said, and her eyes flickered over to Garrus, hoping he didn’t catch the waiver in her voice. 

Mordin went to respond, but was interrupted by the cowardly colonist they had run into hurling curses and insults their way. Garrus helped her to feet and tried to keep a steadying talon on her shoulder to be brushed off as Makeda rounded on the mechanic. 

“What the hell did you want us to do, huh? Most of the colonists were gone by the time we made a dent in their forces. I wanted to save them as much as you did-”

“Bullshit! Why would you care about a bunch of colonists out in the sticks?”

A voice stopped all of them in their tracks. “Show some reverence, Trevor, you’re standing in the presence of a ghost.”

That voice. She knew that voice. 

All anger dissipated as she turned to see the one face she needed to see. Needed to know was alright. “Kaidan!”

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DADWC & Prompts

Updated 29th June 2024

I accept prompts at any time, although I make no guarantee that I’ll fill them! I’m happy to try my hand at any M/M or F/F pairing, barring polyships, so feel free to suggest a ship, a character or a platonic relationship and I’ll see if I can write something for them. I might come up with something horribly angsty or tragic, as that’s where my imagination tends to go. Fair warning!

Below is a list of my own favourite ships at the moment

DAI:

Inquisitor x Solas

Inquisitor x Cullen

DA2:

Hawke x Isabela

Bethany x Isabela

Hawke x Sebastian

Cullen x Sebastian

Anders x Sebastian

Fenris x Sebastian

DAO:

Zevran x Sten

Warden x Zevran

Warden x Leliana

You don’t need to specify a ship in the prompts if you don’t want to; I’ll just write something I’m in the mood for. I’d also prefer not to be prompted about DA4 characters; I want to meet them before I write them.

Available prompt lists can always be found in this tag, or here are some direct links to some that have really captured my imagination lately:

Vague Prompts - Eerie Edition

The Tragic Lovers Prompts

Autumn Prompts

I would also be happy to fill prompts for Warcraft (my OC Ravendras), Mass Effect (M!Shep x James Vega, or F!Shepard x Miranda), or Baldur’s Gate 3 (M!Durge x M!companion, F!Tav x F!companion)!

[x3no9]

N7 Month Day 12-Knife

Tricky choice as usual! I chose my AU Cyberbunk/ ME crossover fic "Outlaws" because a knife comes up a few times.

It is long-winded and features some ridiculous things. I didn't hold back to be honest. Cyborgs, vampires, time travel, and more.

MATURE READERS ONLY

[ladykatakuri]

Stardust Reblog Challenge October 2022 Part 2

You can find part 1 of this list here.

17th:

TBB + Fives & Gregor x Blind Reader HC`s See You with a Touch by: @zoeykallus SFW

TBB + Maul x Reader HC`s - Left Behind by: @zoeykallus SFW

The Light Between Oceans Chapter 2 - Rex x F!Reader, Fives x M!OC, Fives x F!OC by: @rowansparrow Mature

Mine and Mine Alone - Hunter x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus NSFW

TBB + Rex x Reader HC`s - Sleepy Cuddles by: @zoeykallus SFW

Painted Nails - HCs of Clones who would allow you to paint their nails by: @zoeykallus SFW

TBB x Reader, Hurt/Comfort HCs - Its been a Bad Day by: @zoeykallus

Vampire in the Senate by: @ladysongmaster SFW

I`ll Always Wait for You - Frankie "Catfish" Morales x F!Reader by: @musings-of-a-rose NSFW

18th:

Walk Me Home Chapter 3 - Wolffe x Cherise by: @cyarbika Mature

Kinktober 2022 Prompt: Missionary - Jack x Fives. Clone Effect Crossover by: @twistedstitcher27 NSFW

TBB HC`s - Reacting to Abuse of a Teenager by: @zoeykallus SFW ( does have triggers )

TBB HCs - Please Dont Leave Me by: @zoeykallus SFW

TBB HC`s - Cars and Driving by: @zoeykallus SFW

Echo - There For You Ch.23 - Echo x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

I`ve Got So Much Love For You 2/2 - Fives x Virgin F!Reader by: @zoeykallus NSFW

Aggressive Negotiations - TBB x F!Reader HC`s by: @zoeykallus NSFW

TBB x Reader HC`s - Affectionate/Giggly/Touchy Drunk Reader by: @zoeykallus NSFW ( Crosshair part duh )

A Love We Never Got Over - Cobb Vanth x F!Reader by : @nahoney22 SFW

The Beginning of Something - Tech x F!Reader by: @nahoney22

Under the Surface - Crosshair x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus NSFW

Gym Membership - Echo x F!OC by: @imabeautifulbutterfly SFW

Kinktober 2022 Prompt: Leather - Fem!Shep x Thane Krios by: @twistedstitcher27 NSFW

Close Encounters of the Toothy Kind - Max Phillips x F!Reader by: @wardenparker and @absurdthirst NSFW

Clone Trooper Rambles - Surgery by: @wanderinginksplot SFW

TBB x F!Reader HC`s - React to your Jealousy by: @zoeykallus SFW

House of Sins and Pleasures IV - The Guardian, Din Djarin x F!Reader by: @princessxkenobi NSFW

One Last Time - Imp!Crosshair x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus NSFW

Call Me Home: Life Else: V - Rex x F!Jeadi OC by: @twistedstitcher27 NSFW

The Cover of Night Ch.4 - Steven Grant/Marc Spector x F!Reader by: @interstellarwraith SFW

The Light Between Oceans Ch.3 - Rex x Reader, Fives x M!OC, Fives x F!OC etc by: @rowansparrow NSFW

19th:

Kinktober 2022 - Set Alight - Din Djarin x F!Reader x Cobb Vanth by: @ezrasbirdie NSFW

Dirty Little Thief 14 - Hunter x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

Bad Moon Rising - Steven Grant/Marc Spector x F!Reader by: @interstellarwraith SFW

Clonetober 2022, Mercy Mission by: @ladysongmaster SFW

The Ultimatum 2/3 - Cad Bane x F!Reader by: @nahoney22 SFW

You Are Part of My Family - TBB x Reader HC`s by: @zoeykallus SFW

Walk Me Home Ch.4 - Wolffe x Cherise (F!OC) by: @cyarbika NSFW

Hold Your Head Up High - Alpha17 x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

Kinktober 2022 - ARC Echo x F!Reader by: @twistedstitcher27 NSFW

Silent Night, Bloody Night - TBB x AFAB! Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

Happy Halloween! TBB x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

The Puppy Surprise - TBB x Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

Soldier Boy. 17 - Unforgiven, Fives x F!Reader by: @zoeykallus SFW

Chin Up - Cad Bane x GN!Reader by: @nahoney22 SFW

Caught You Singing - TBB x Reader HC`s by: @zoeykallus SFW

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[innepttia]

Header by @markmefistov for a WIP I’ve been slowly working on for Mass Effect involving minor characters aboard the Normandy! Fic to be posted soon.

(updated 7/29/2022)

Mass Effect, Hades (game), and Destiny 2 things I’m working on, things I’ve written, things on hiatus!

For Star Wars please go to my side blog

Mass Effect:

Mass Effect:

As It Was: a multi-chapter series about Nihlus x Samara (Nihmara, if you will), enemies to lovers. Nihlus lives-and-becomes-a-squadmate-in-ME2 AU. Samara tells her story about how she chased Nihlus across a planet for two weeks. Squadmate heavy story, very little Shepard in this fic. Full disclosure: I love this fic to death, but I am horrible at updating it. (Rated T)

Lungs: a multi-chapter drabble about Thane/fShepard. Just a bunch of stories about them falling in love and being a mess in no particular order. (Rated T)

Departed: a two-shot AU about Legion falling in love with fShepard, but she’s already in an established relationship with Garrus. Told from Legion’s POV. During the Quarian-Heretic Geth battle above Rannoch, a piece of Legion’s code gets downloaded, rewritten and sold. It’s uploaded as a passenger ship’s AI. Shepard and Garrus have booked passage on this ship, under the guise of needing to be transported to a far off planet. The pair uncover a shady secret on the ship while also trying to free this small part of Legion, who becomes more and more unstable. Lots of OC murder involved. (Rated T)

Hades (video game):

Nocturne No. 1 in D Minor: a multi-chapter fic about Zagreus and Thanatos between escape attempts. Established lovers. Lots of fluff and smut. (Rated E)

Completed fics that I’m excited about:

Empty Crown: a Mass Effect shrios one-shot. My fave fic I’ve written so far. You like dark Thane and a damaged fShepard? Then you’ll like this. (Rated E)

Rebel Yell: a multi-chapter vakarios fic. Mostly smut set between Shepard’s death and resurrection. What if Garrus and Thane met before ME2? What if they fell in love? (Rated E)

The Dreamer: 🚨cursed fic alert🚨Illusive Man/fShep. Nothing but smut. Little to no plot. Just Shep day dreaming and touching herself over some deranged power crazed old man. (Rated E)

hope is a dangerous thing: a Mass Effect fShep/Kaidan retirement fic. Pure fluff. (Rated T)

casual sabotage: a Mass Effect one-shot 100% crackfic. Thane/fShepard pairing. Shepard takes the crew to a galactic fair (similar to state fairs) and just straight up shenanigans occur… plus a sneaky BJ lol (Rated M)

Staying Up (Nightmare): a Mass Effect one-shot shoker fic. I am embarrassed to say I didn’t know about this pairing until I wrote the fic. Written for the Shadow Broker Files prompt: Nightmare. It’s a deeper dive (ish) into Joker’s reunion with fShepard in ME2. (Rated T)

On Hiatus:

Fire In My Head: a multi-chapter Mass Effect shakarian AU. fShepard is a rogue Spectre and Garrus is the new turian Spectre tasked with hunting her down and eliminating her. Enemies to lovers. (Rated M)

How Not to Drown: a Hades (video game) Thanatos/Zagreus two-shot. An exploratory fic into their early relationship. (Rated T)

F is for Friends who do stuff together: a tumblr only ficlet series about the presidium gardenkeeper x dark star lounge bartender, idiots to lover style (Rated G)

[megafreeman]

Questions for an Author

Tagged by @eulerami. Thank you so much for taggin’ me, had fun answering these!

Tagging: @punkishrogue​, @classicsinga​, @thetwobosses​, @dorkdevil​​, and 

Name: Mega / Wolf

Top 5 Fandoms Written:

Saints Row...

Fallout

Mass Effect

Dragon Age

Agents of Mayhem

IDK if its fair when most of these have unpublished/unfinished works lmao

Top 5 Fandoms You Want To Write For/More: Apex Legends, I’m really considering it. But honestly, more than other fandoms, I really want to finish at least one fic for a non-SR fandom. I’m struggling to keep inspiration on them. 

Stories You Wish More People Knew About: Please read Rose of Stilwater, I’ve kept that idea to myself since like 2014 and wanted to realize it since then, I’m really proud of it despite only publishing the “intro chapters” so far 😔👉👈

Ship(s) Written The Most:

Boss/Shaundi

The Bean Boys, Hal/Jonathan

Character(s) Written The Most: Gotta love my little bean Jonathan. Also Shaundi is a character I enjoy writing a lot for, She’s just one of the few complex characters SR has to offer

How Many OCs Do You Have: Man I used to post counts all the time lmao. Saints Row - 48 (4 universes), Agents of Mayhem - 3 + 2 headcanon characters, Dragon Age - 21 (3 universes), Fallout - 20 (3-ish universes, currently reworking them all), Mass Effect - 18 (reworking them all currently, as in actually deleting some), Rockstar - 5 (4 Bully, 1 GTA), TES - 11, but tbh don’t care as much about them, Valve - 4 (used to have more but never finalized some lel)

How Many Series Do You Have: None honestly, I’m afraid of committing and then forgetting about them. Currently finishing my Rowvember 2020 series of small prompts and that’s about it.

What Do You Do With Fics You’re No Longer Interested In?: WIP folder Hell

Coming Soon: Joker x M!Shep longfic (ME), Jonathan/Shaundi brOTP, “Socialite Fall” (Bully), Kaidan x M!Shep one shot, my Courier shipfic (just cause its a rare pair lel) and two Alistair x Warden one shots

Line From A WIP: "Fine, but only to visit your mom." Lina waved her finger at the cowboy "If I hear you pull any shit while there, I'll... I dunno, I'll cut off your ear or something."

Do You Accept Prompts? Oh, I never really thought of “accepting” them TBH, if anyone has any suggesion by God’s gift, please do share them with me and I might do something with them! (but alas, as someone from 

How Do You Feel About Kudos? Every time I get an email notification about a kudos, my heart melts, thank yall so much 🥺️🥺️🥺️

Do You Read Fic As Well?: Oh I love, but honestly, I struggle keeping attentin when reading and prefer reading shorter stories over long fics. I got like 3 books I started reading and haven’t finished them yet, so sometimes I even feel guilty reading really long 20 chapter fics

[teamfreewill-imagine]

I Know Your Wife (She Wouldn’t Mind) - Part Forty-Four

Summary: Since telling your family about your past, you’ve worked hard to find a way to help others with your own story. Words: 4.4k Jared x Reader x Gen, Jensen, Danneel, Shep, Kim, Briana, Stephen Amell, Cassandra Jean, Grant Gustin, LA Thoma, Emily Bett Rickards, Dallas (OC) Warnings: mentions of past sexual, physical, and emotional abuse Beta: @blacksiren

I Know Your Wife - Masterpost

Your name: submit What is this?

You were pacing back and forth behind the curtain, mouthing the words on your printed pages to try and calm your nerves as you heard the chatter of the crowd.

Genevieve stood up, unable to watch you pace any longer as she reached a hand out to you.

“You’re gonna be fine,” she assured you, squeezing your hand. “You’re strong. You’ve organised this whole thing.”

“I know,” you smiled, pulling her into a hug. “I can do this. I want to do this. I just… I don’t want to mess up my words.”

“You’re speaking from the heart,” she reminded you, placing a light kiss to your lips. “You might stumble a little bit, but nobody is going to take any notice. They’re here for a good cause and to hear your story, okay?”

You nodded, knowing she was right.

After opening up to your family, you had felt a strong urge to share your story more publicly. Not because you wanted sympathy, not even because you wanted more people to know, but to reach out to others that might have been in your situation and let them know they had options, that they could get out.

You had been in contact with SAFE, a charity based in Austin, since April to arrange this event. It was being held in a marquee on the land of the brewery, your family more than happy to provide the location and refreshments. High profile family friends and acquaintances had been invited, along with a few media representatives and some of the people that had been helped by the charity.

The marquee was packed full, almost everyone invited was in attendance, and every single person was waiting to hear your voice; waiting to discover the real reason that they had been invited along.

“Alright,” Gen sighed, pulling you back to the moment. “Are you ready?”

“Sure,” you smiled, accepting one last gentle kiss.

Genevieve pulled back, running her thumb under your lip, assumably to make sure your lipstick was still in place.

“I’ll go get this started then,” she told you, letting go of you completely.

You took a deep breath as she walked through the curtain and out onto the stage.

“Ladies and gents, can I get your attention?” Genevieve’s voice sounded through the speakers, the chatter of the crowd instantly dimming down. “You know we’re all here because Y/N invited us, and I’m sure you’re all curious as to why. I’d like you to all keep an open mind and an open heart as she comes out here.”

Your heart was pounding as you walked towards the gap in the curtain, waiting for the official welcome.

“Please give a warm hand for our host, Y/N Ackles!”

You walked through to a deafening applause, trying to keep your hands still so the audience wouldn’t notice your papers shaking.

Gen pulled you into a hug as you reached the podium and microphone, placing a kiss to your cheek.

“I love you,” she whispered as you pulled back, making you smile.

“I love you, too,” you replied, placing your speech on the stand and looking out into the crowd.

Your eyes instantly zoned in on the table where your family was sat, Genevieve leaving the stage to join them.

The children were being entertained inside the brewery - they weren’t old enough to hear what you had to say, but you wanted them near - but your parents, partners, and extended family were all there in support. Seeing Danneel’s slight nod grounded you completely, and you took a long breath before addressing the room.

“Good evening,” you spoke, clearing your throat as it tried to close up. “Thank you for coming, and I’m sorry for the mystery around tonight. It really means a lot to me that you’ve all come out in support with very little knowledge of what I’ve called you here for.”

You paused, looking down at your speech and nodding to yourself.

“I’m… I’m gonna tell y’all a little story,” you continued. “All I ask of you is that you listen, like- like Gen said, with an open heart.”

A shout of ‘we love you’ from the crowd had you smiling despite your nerves, recognising the voices of Kim and Briana even if you couldn’t make them out amongst the many faces.

You paused, ready to begin the speech that you’d practiced in front of a mirror countless times.

“I have a sister who is five years old and doesn’t see anything bad in the world. She sees the best in everyone around her. No harm has come to her, nothing has taken her innocence, and I’m determined to keep her safe. 

“I have a sister who is twenty months old and she’s growing up fast. She can say my name and sense emotions. While I was trying to write this, my laptop in front of me as I sat in the living room, my baby sister pointed at me from our mom’s lap and said ‘Ditto crying’.

“I have a daughter who is almost eleven months old. She is lucky enough to have two mother figures in her life so that, when I fall short, she has someone else to look up to.

“And I do fall short. Constantly.”

You swallowed, trying to keep the emotion down as you changed a new page.

“I have a son who is six years old. He’s only been my son for a year, but since my daughter being born I’ve been lucky enough to earn the title of ‘Mama Y/N’. He’s a smart kid. He’s been in tune with my emotions before I even understood them myself.

“I have a son who is four years old and he lights up my world. Like his brother, I haven’t been a parent to him for his whole life but I’ve earned that respect. I’ve listened to them and learned from them and we’ve helped each other to grow.

“I have a brother who is twenty months old. He has older sisters, a twin sister, and a niece who is less than a year younger than him. He’s growing up surrounded by women, and we’re all working together to ensure they all look out for each other.

“We’re all working together to ensure their safety and happiness throughout their lives.”

Your hands were shaking but you pressed on.

“When I first became a mother, I believed that to ensure my child’s happiness and safety, she couldn’t see me be weak. Whenever I felt like I needed to cry I did my best to leave the room so she wouldn’t see me in that state. I hated myself if I got angry or frustrated while I was in the same room as her. Her mama should be strong, someone to look up to.

“But tears aren’t weak. Showing emotion isn’t showing weakness. And women do not need to prove their strength to be powerful.”

Applause erupted in the room so you took a moment to compose yourself as you let the noise die down.

“See, I never had a mama growing up. I had a mother, sure. She gave birth to me and housed me and sent me off to school when I was old enough, but she wasn’t a mom. On the rare occasion that we’d be seen out of the apartment together, I wasn’t allowed to call her ‘mom’. She wouldn’t hold my hand or pick me up, as soon as I could walk I was on my own.

“Inside the apartment I was nothing. I could come home crying from school and she wouldn’t even stir.

“For the longest time I tried to justify her behaviour. To friends, to myself. She was young when she had me, really young. My biological father didn’t want me at all, so she was alone. By the time I was a young teen, I realised she was dependent on drugs.

“It wasn’t her fault, I’d tell myself. She’d had a tough life. Which, yeah. She had. But that didn’t give her an excuse to treat me like she did. 

“I’m not talking about the not holding my hand, or the not caring if I cried. I’m not talking about the verbal abuse, the telling me she wished she never had me, the constant reminders that I was worthless. I’m not even talking about the times she got physical.

“Don’t get me wrong, no parent should do any of those things to their child. I’m in no way excusing that behaviour from anyone.”

Your hands were shaking so you placed them on the podium, holding on as if your life depended on it.

“I was fourteen when it first happened. It was a Saturday and I was home alone, looking over my homework that I’d already finished on Friday night. My birth mother came in with a man. I recognised him, he’d been over before. At the time, I’d thought he was her boyfriend.

“He was looking at me with dark eyes so I cleared my work away to give me something to do and stop myself from focusing on the uncomfortable tension in the room. She asked to speak to me, so I went through to her bedroom while the man stayed in the front room.

“She told me that he liked me. That he really liked me. That he wanted me. I told her that I didn’t understand even though I knew what she meant, I was never enough of a child to be naïve, but I didn’t understand why.

“She told me that it didn’t matter why. Didn’t I want him to want me? This was the same woman who told me that she didn’t want me, that I was worthless. Of course I wanted to be wanted. But I didn’t know him.

“She told me that she’d told him that he could have me. I didn’t want to disappoint him, did I? Of course I didn’t. But I was a virgin. And he was a stranger. And he was older. But none of my reasons were good enough. 

“She told me I was being stupid. She told me that she’d been having sex at my age.  She told me that I would enjoy it. She told me that he wanted me, and I’d be an idiot not to go for it. Think of his experience. Think how good he’d be. I didn’t know why she was pushing it so hard, but I gave in. I’d thought that maybe - just maybe - if I went for it, if I did what she asked, I’d earn some respect. So I let him. I let him do what he wanted.

“My mom left the apartment and I let him fuck me on the couch that I called my bed. 

“I was fourteen years old.”

Your voice cracked as gasps went around the room.

“It had happened eight times, some with different men, before I figured it out. These men, these guys that I thought she knew and trusted, weren’t her boyfriends. Or her friends. Barely even acquaintances. These men were her dealers.

“See, she’d ran out of money, she couldn’t afford to feed her addiction. I was used in place of payment. My own mother, the woman who brought me into this world, was whoring me out for drugs when I was fourteen years old. Once I figured it out, I asked her why she did it. She told me they wanted me. She told me they enjoyed it.

“When I told her that I didn’t want it, that I didn’t enjoy it, that I wouldn’t do it anymore, she hit me. It wasn’t the first time, but it was the worst so far. But after that, there weren’t any men for a month. I thought it was over, but she was just waiting for my bruises to fade.”

You felt yourself begin to cry, but you sniffed it back. You had more to say.

“It kept happening. It carried on for over a year before the inevitable happened. Less than a month after I turned sixteen, I found out that I was pregnant. Thirteen weeks. She wasn’t happy about that.

“I tried to hide it from her, but she found out hit me. She hit me in the stomach and pushed me down the stairs. I lost the baby. My daughter.

“They arrested the father. She had told the authorities that it was him that hit me, and they believed her. I wasn’t in any state to dispute it. He would have been charged anyway. I was underage, he had no business fathering my child. He had no business being anywhere near me.”

The entire room was silent and the hitch in your breath echoed through the speakers.

“Now that I was sixteen, she gave me a choice. I could get a job at the weekends or I could continue the way we had been going. I chose to get a job and give her all of my money. Almost every cent. The only money I kept for myself was a few dollars to buy myself a cupcake, a candle, and a small box of matches on my seventeenth birthday.

“I was eighteen when I realised the true extent of what she had done to me. Or, what she had let those men do to me. I was at a party and there was a guy there. I knew he wanted me, and he was a bit drunk. I wasn’t interested, but he was. My entire experience with men up to that point was that exact same thing.

“So I let him grind on me. I let him kiss my neck and push me against a wall. I let him put his hand under my skirt. I would’ve let him do whatever he wanted. I didn’t want to sleep with him, but I would have let him.

“If it wasn’t for my friend pushing him off of me and taking me away, I would’ve just taken it. My friend told me something that night that I’ve never forgotten. She told me, ‘If you don’t want it, he doesn’t deserve it, and he has no right to take it.’ It sounds simple enough, but to me, that was a lightbulb moment. An epiphany.

“I realised that I’d never wanted it. Not really. I’d come to accept that it was going to happen, and I never fought them, but I never wanted it. I hadn’t really appreciated until then that I was in charge of my body and nobody - not those men, nor my birth mother - had any right to tell me what to do with it. I realised that night that I was a victim of sexual assault.”

You looked up for long enough to catch Danneel’s expression, tears running down her face but a proud smile in place.

“Now, I say victim. I know that it’s become more common to say ‘survivor’ or something more positive, but back then I didn’t feel like a survivor. I felt like a victim because that is what I was.

“I was targeted and victimised specifically, and I never even realised the magnitude of it. It messed me up, to be honest. It messed with all of my future relationships.

“I spoke to my birth mother for what I thought was going to be the last time, and I moved to LA on a scholarship for drama school the August before I turned nineteen. Now that I was in charge of my body and there was nobody there to tell me what to do, I slept around. I never stayed with anyone longer than a few nights together.

“I’d realised that I wasn’t totally straight by then and I’d fooled around with girls and guys, but I wouldn’t commit. I remember someone asking if I’d be their girlfriend, and I panicked and called everything off. I didn’t want to be anyone’s anything. I wanted to be my own person. I’d thought, if I’d given myself the title of ‘girlfriend’ then that person would have the right to my body whenever they wanted it. I wasn’t ready for that to happen again.”

You looked to Jared and Genevieve, smiling through the anxiety.

“I’m lucky enough now to have two partners, both of whom I love wholeheartedly. They have taught me what love is. They have taught me self respect in place of self loathing. They have taught me how to be myself. “I’m also lucky to now have two loving parents, who have taken me in and treated me as one of their own.

“It wasn’t until a conversation with my new mom back in January that I realised I’d been raped. Repeatedly. For years. I’d never used that word, not even to myself. It still scares me to use it now, because I didn’t fight or scream or try to call for help. I wasn’t held down at gun- or knifepoint. But I didn’t want it. I didn’t want to be touched or used and everyone involved in the situation was aware of that. I cried when I realised that what had been happening was rape.”

Your voice cracked on the word. It always did.

“They weren’t tears of a survivor, they were tears of a victim. They were tears of a little girl who was scared. A little girl who wanted her mother’s love and approval. A little girl who didn’t want to be hurt anymore. 

“But from my tears I’m here to light a fire. Or add fuel to one that has been burning from the tears and tales and triumphs of the victims who have stood up before me. The survivors and warriors who have been making a difference and changing the world for years.”

Applause sounded again and you smiled, wiping the tears from your cheeks as you took a deep, grounding breath.

“So that brings me to why we’re all here tonight,” you continued. “I’m excited and honoured to announce that I am now an ambassador for SAFE Austin. For those of y’all unfamiliar with the charity, SAFE stands for ‘Stop Abuse For Everyone’. SAFE’s aim is to end sexual assault and exploitation, child abuse, and domestic violence through prevention, intervention, and advocacy for change. As you can imagine, when I heard about this, I couldn’t help but get involved. Helping people get out of the kind of situation that I was in, helping rehabilitate them, is exactly what I want to do with my platform.”

Your family clapped along with the rest of the room, matching expressions of pride on each of their faces.

“I want my children and siblings to grow up in a safer world, a world where the kind of abuse that I suffered for years is unheard of. I want to be a part of that future, and I want them to be able to see us fighting for a better tomorrow.

“I am determined to be a good influence, a strong role model, for all of them. When they are old enough, they will watch the video from tonight and hear my story and I’m no longer afraid of them seeing me cry, because I know that it’s not a weakness. It’s a sign of strength.

“I want to thank you all for coming out tonight, I know that some of you have travelled a long way. There are a few people who have been helped by SAFE in the marquee tonight, and I’ve had the pleasure of getting to know some of them, and learning how SAFE has made their lives better. I’m absolutely honoured to now be a part of this incredible charity.”

You picked up the envelope on the podium and held it in one hand, showing it to the crowd.

“There are a few envelopes like this on each table,” you explained. “Inside, there’s more information about the charity and what they do to help men, women, and children get out of bad situations. There’s also an opportunity to donate with forms inside, but that’s not why you’ve been invited. We’re not necessarily looking for donations, we just wanted to raise awareness, but your generosity would obviously be greatly appreciated by the charity should you feel so inclined.

“I’ll also be working with Represent to create a charity tee and possibly other merchandise, so I would appreciate your support in promoting that in the weeks to come.”

You cleared your throat, folding your papers in half as you prepared to bring your speech to an end.

“Again, I wanna thank all of you for coming and for listening, and hopefully I will get a chance to talk to you all throughout the night. But, yeah. Food will be served shortly and drinks are available as always. And, in the words of my best friend and partner… always keep fighting. I love y’all.”

The crowd erupted in applause, everyone that was able getting to their feet in a standing ovation, as you made your way from the stage to see your family.

Danneel met you halfway, wrapping you up in a strong hug.

You buried your face in her neck, breathing in her grounding scent.

“I’m so proud of you,” she whispered, kissing your temple. “You did amazing.”

You pulled back, smiling slightly as she cupped your cheek.

“My girl, you’re my hero,” she told you, turning your small smile into a grin.

*****

After dinner, the rest of the evening was spent mingling with all guests. Most offered their sympathy but all praised your bravery in sharing your story.

You and Jared were sat at a table with some friends you’d invited while at SDCC when Jensen rested a hand on the back of your chair.

“Dits, kiddo. Sorry to interrupt,” he smiled, leaning down to talk to you quietly. “Dallas is fussing and the sitter can’t seem to calm her.”

You nodded, looking to Jared before making a decision.

“Bring her in,” you murmured. “The kids can come in now, the sitters have done a great job but it’s not like they’ll hear the things we didn’t want them to at this point.”

Jensen nodded, affectionately patting your head before leaving to get the kids from the brewery.

“What’s up?” Emily asked from across the table, your conversation with your father too quiet for her to hear.

“Jen’s bringing in the babies,” you explained. “Our little star’s getting grouchy.”

“Probably missing her mama,” she smiled. “She’s done a great job not to cause a fuss so far.”

“She’s quite used to it,” Jared explained, and you frowned at him.

“That makes me sound like a bad mom,” you argued, and he laughed softly.

“I just mean that she’s used to being on set,” he corrected. “She’s good without us during takes.”

“Nobody thinks you’re a bad mom,” Stephen assured you.

“We all use sitters, no judgement here,” Cassandra agreed, and you smiled softly.

“Yeah, and the kids love theirs,” Jared nodded. “Dal just can’t cope without her mama for too long.”

“Can’t blame her, Y/N’s a catch,” Emily grinned, and you couldn’t stop the smile back.

“I think you’ve got enough partners already, don’t you?” Jared teased, causing you to roll your eyes.

“Jealousy is ugly on you,” you told him, smiling as Jensen and Danneel entered the tent, all six kids in tow.

Jensen made a beeline for you as Dallas visibly squirmed in his arms.

“She’s got big,” Cassandra commented, and you nodded in agreement.

“One next month,” you reminded her. “Plus, her father’s a giant.”

Jared ignored your comment as Shep came running towards him, pushing out his chair so that he could bring his son up onto his lap.

“Have you had fun?” Jared asked as you stood up.

“Yah, we had pizza,” Shep stage whispered, and the table gasped as if this was the big news he clearly thought it was.

Dallas was reaching out for you as you walked to meet Jensen, and you scooped her up into your arms as soon as you were within reach.

“Alright, sweetheart,” you murmured, kissing her head. “Mama’s here.”

Dallas’ hands reached for your hair, and you shifted her into one arm so you could let it down from its ponytail.

Jensen kissed your temple, murmuring something about wrangling the twins before leaving to help Danneel as you made your way back to the table.

Your daughter wrapped your hair around her fingers, sucking the thumb of her other hand and calming herself down just by your proximity.

“She… is adorable,” Grant told you, as you took your seat between him and Jared once again.

“She’s a handful,” you retorted, shifting until you were both comfortable in your seat. “But this whole night is for her anyway. And for the other kids. Gotta help make the world a better place.”

“We’d love to help out,” Emily piped up, earning nods from the rest of the table. “When you start your campaign I’ll promote it for sure.”

“Yeah, us too,” Cassandra agreed. “Let us know anything we can do.”

“‘Bout what?” Shep asked, sitting in Jared’s lap.

“We’re getting some shirts designed, buddy,” you told him. “For charity, like what Daddy and Uncle Jensen do sometimes.”

“We’re helpin’ people?” he clarified, and you nodded.

“You sure are,” LA confirmed, smiling across at him. “Everyone here is helping people because of your Mama Y/N.”

“Good job,” Shep told you, making you laugh.

“Thanks, baby,” you smiled, and Jared kissed the top of his head.

Dallas shifted in your arms, leaning her head against your chest and closing her eyes.

“What time is it?” you asked Jared, and he checked his watch.

“Just after nine,” he told you, and you nodded as you looked down at the kids.

“No wonder they’re exhausted.”

“The event’s ending soon,” Jared reminded you, “Then we can all go to sleep.”

“Y’all are staying with us?” you asked the table.

“I believe so,” Cassandra confirmed.

“We’re with Jay and Danneel,” Grant added. “Figured all of us crashing your house would be a bit too much.”

“Yeah, maybe,” Jared laughed, standing up with Shep on his hip.

You got to your feet, careful not to move Dallas too much in the process.

“We should mingle a little more,” you explained, bouncing Dallas lightly. “But, seriously, thank you for coming.”

“It’s our pleasure,” Stephen told you, earning nods and hums of agreement from the others. “Thank you for sharing your story. It will help a lot of people.”

“That’s the plan,” you smiled, leaning into Jared as he wrapped his arm around your shoulders. “Then it will all be worth it.”

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@slothssassin tagged me to do the OC description profile, and @bardofheartdive tagged me to post three songs that reminds me of my OC, so I’ve rolled them into one and done it for my Jonathan Shepard (father of my main Shep, Layla). I’ll tag: @katajanokka, @nordickzz, @somethingbanana, @bioticsandheadshots, @foxintheglade, @sparatus, @probablylostrightnow, @ferociousqueak, @ahealthylionisanonillion, @underneathestars, and anyone else who’d like to do this!

B A S I C S

full name: Jonathan Shepard, although lately I'm not sure if that's his real name or a pseudonym...

gender: Cis male

sexuality: Biromantic demisexual

pronouns: He/him

O T H E R S

family: Hannah Shepard (wife), Layla Shepard (daughter)

birthplace: Somewhere in eastern Europe

job: author, retired Alliance intelligence officer

phobias: snakes, losing people

guilty pleasures: loud music

hobbies: boardgames, illustration, calligraphy  

M O R A L S

morality alignment? Chaotic Good

sins: Desire / Despair / Envy / Fear / Hunger / Pride / Rage / Sloth

virtues: Charity / Chastity / Diligence / Humility / Justice / Kindness / Patience

T H I S - O R - T H A T

introvert/extrovert: Introvert

organized/disorganized: Organized

close minded/open-minded: Open-minded

disagreeable/agreeable: Agreeable

cautious/reckless: Cautious

patient/impatient: Patient

outspoken/reserved: Outspoken, but diplomatically so.

leader/follower: Leader when necessary, but he tends to lead from behind the scenes.

empathetic/unempathic: Empathetic

optimistic/pessimistic: Optimistic

traditional/modern: Modern

hard-working/lazy: Hard-working

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

otp: Jonathan x Hannah

Acceptable ships: I haven't really thought of any others.

ot3: None

brotp: I have a vague notion that he was friends with Nyreen and/or her parents, though I haven't fleshed this out at all...

notp: None

S O N G S

I will be back one day - Lord Huron

Start a war - The National 

Blue lips - Regina Spektor

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I was tagged by the amazing @baggesa. Thank you very much for tagging me :D

Ok, so I guess I have many ships from games, mostly. So I will use only Mass Effect and Dragon Age for now. :) 

So here are my favorite ships (I will place the general ship and then my ocs that I ship with the characters):

Femshep x Garrus Vakarian / Jessica Shepard x Garrus Vakarian (Mass Effect);

F!Warden  x Alistair Theirin /  Kahlan Amell x Alistair Theirin (Dragon Age);

MShepard x Tali’Zorah / Gustav Bertrand x Tali’Zorah / In an alternative universe, I also ship my oc Gustav with my friend @djfatchip​​ oc Celestine Claire Shepard, instead of being with Tali, as I headcanon that Gustav isn’t actually Shepard. (Mass Effect);

M!Warden x Morrigan / Johann Amell x Morrigan (Dragon Age);

Shepard x Kaidan Alenko / Amanda Shepard x Kaidan Alenko (Mass Effect);

Femshep x Thane Krios / Keira Shepard x Thane Krios (Mass Effect);

Warden x Leliana / Laurea Tabris x Leliana (Dragon Age);

Warden x Zevran Arainai / Daya Mahariel x Zevran Arainai (Dragon Age);

F!Inquisitor x Solas / Eirien Lavellan x Solas and actually all the ships in Dragon Age: Inquisition. I really like them all and I have an oc for all the companions I can romance and I won’t be listing it here or it would be big. My main Inquisitor romanced Solas (Dragon Age: Inquisition).

I also enjoy very much a Mass Effect ship from an AU my friends and I are creating. It’s my friend @djfatchip​‘s oc Bryant Leon Shepard and my friend @leysendris​ oc Akeelah Madaki (Mass Effect).

Relationships which would be fun to watch: 

Joker x Shepard (Mass Effect);

Tali’Zorah x Khal’Rhaegar. I would love to see them in game being like a couple if Shep didn’t romance Tali (Mass Effect);

James Vega x Shepard (Mass Effect);

Ashley Williams x James Vega (Mass Effect);

Liara T’Soni x Javik (Mass Effect);

Ryder x Tiran Kandros. Since I only romanced Jaal in MEA so far, I still don’t have a main ship for this game, but I would love to be able to romance Kandros, I really like him. (Mass Effect: Andromeda);

Sometimes I feel like Kasumi x Shepard too, other times I don’t feel like them. lol 

Oriana Lawson x Kolyat Krios. I don’t know why, but since I saw some fanarts I really would like to see the two together. xD (Mass Effect).

Well, these are the ones that came to my mind so far. I know many people might not agree and that’s totally ok. :) 

Thank you again for tagging me! That was fun to do <3

I think most of my followers already did this, so I will tag anyone who wants to join. :)