#lying here. god. god. god. god.
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22. things you said after it was over
"I suppose some things simply aren't meant to be," says Besk out of the blue as their meal winds down; they've been eating together in silence, nothing to interrupt their bubble of quiet but the scraping of knives on plates. "But all the same, I'm glad we tried."
Instance glances up. Besk isn't looking at her but instead at the rest of the mess hall, the rest of the colony laughing and chattering and bright with warmth and life. The smile on her face isn't the one she pulls out for patients but it's unreadable all the same.
The quiet stretches. Besk's eyes flick over; when they meet Instance's, she tilts her face back towards her properly, unreadable smile growing but otherwise remaining exactly the same. "I want to be clear, though, that no matter what, I'll always be here as your therapist, alright? Nothing will ever change that."
"...Mm," says Instance. It's oddly reassuring. "Thank you."
In return Besk's smile only widens, before she starts to stand and gather her tray. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a patient in about fifteen minutes...."
Instance waves her off in lieu of a reply. Besk gives her a single nod and then in a flutter of dark hair and white coat she's gone, transient in the way that no one else has ever seemed to notice. There are moments she makes Instance think of moths, of dandelions, of things too delicate to last.
...Which is completely and utterly ridiculous. Arabesque is a grown woman, not some sort of... fairy tale creature, about to blow away at the slightest touch. Instance is well aware of the physical reality of her, of the calluses on her writing hand and the scar on her left shoulder from a childhood accident. Honestly, it's insulting to both of them to think otherwise.
And yet all the same, there's a strange sort of feeling in Instance's chest sometimes, when she sees Besk leave. Which is, again, ridiculous. Silly, even, the greatest condemnation she could possibly levy against herself.
She has nowhere she could even go, Instance thinks to herself, sternly, before taking her own tray and leaving their table -- and her own foolish thoughts -- firmly behind.
#hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha#thank u for letting me parallel these. god. i am fucking#lying here. god. god. god. god.#besk/instance....... besk/instance...........!!!#obligatory im not sure abt my instance voice siltl disclaimer but#ahahahahahahaha#:))))))))))) god#how do you writing#asks#ask meme#gutsyfaerie#i was a teenage exocolonist#i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers
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The moment I saw Orion Pax flipping off the authorities I knew that this is going to be my perfect transformers movie
Because YES of course Optimus Prime is all serious and responsible and polite and stuff. He has to be that way. And of course Megatron is all charismatic and powerful. He has to be that way too.
BUT
Between their past selves??
Orion is the one who jumps off the roofs to fight jets in the air even though he can't fucking fly himself
And Megatron is the one who hides under the table during the bar fight
And I absolutely love them being that way
Transformers one gives me everything I need ahahah
#maccadam#tf one trailer#tf one#orion pax#HELL YEAH F I N A L LY SOMEONE WRITES ORION BEING FERAL#IM HERE FOR IT#IM SO HERE FOR IT#Like#oh my god#jgkhkgmh
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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo
#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this#seriously it took a month... disapointing#more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899#if there was such a thing#really tragic#ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own#so that's taking a long time#but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain#coooool#anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords#and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon#hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#digital art#animation#animatic#video#weston college arc#black butler anime#black butler agares
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I'd like to take a moment to point out to detractors of ships involving Laios who feel that "Laios wouldn't take any interest in people!" that he'd hyperfixated on Shuro so badly it was ruining the man's life lmao
#dungeon meshi#dunmesh spoilers#not even discounting that he'd be aroace or anything just that laios is perfectly capable of taking an interest in people#labru#this one's for labru nation#laios stating the reason that (alongside with having a genuine interest in shuro's home)#he was so excited because he thought shuro considered him a friend#could you even IMAGINE how he'd be with a person who went c o m p l e t e l y out of his way to be his friend on purpose#venturing into the dungeon putting himself in danger dying over and over again just to get close to him and his party#can you#i can#none of this even mentioning how the series ends with laios developing a genuine desire to take a bigger interest in humans#but i wont hold that against the anime onlys#side note it just kills me how laios (who is so painfully trusting of people) to immediately think kabru is lying to him here#god#top 10 characters who absolutely rot my brain
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Some absolutely stunning new pictures of David in Macbeth.
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#macbeth#donmar warehouse#i feel like the intimacy of the theatre is adding to all of this#the one of him lying on his back is doing things to me#the power this man exudes on stage#i hope i'll be able to see him in the theatre for real someday#god he is gorgeous here#far too much attractiveness in one person#the androgynous beauty of David Tennant#amazing
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gentle rejection
#torikasa#enstars#ensemble stars#tori himemiya#tsukasa suou#back at screentone practice AND I THINK THIS EXPORTED NICELY??? OH MY GOD!!!!!#i was not lying when i said im an unrequited love fan this is the nice side#i really like moments like these............ of kind indirect rejection................#here it feels kinda like. i like you but i haven't fully forgiven you#because you knowww tsukasa is the type to get carried away when hes happy w/o remembering that his past actions have had consequences#''shouldn't you know what this means since you literally just wrote it'' no ♥#i typed in the speech bubble then had to sit there for a second like maybe this wording is a bit too much#but well!!! leaving it as is bcs i like how loaded it feels even if it is a bit cruel#art tag#comic#i think i really achieved my goal with this one#i also think i messed up the height difference but hwatever. pocket sized tori kun
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facial features headcanons ~
#tog#tower of god#2024#the 25th bam#khun aguero agnis#hwaryun#kiseia#bamkhun#khunbam#tog elizabethan au#shibisu#rachel#bam's whole theme is circles or roundness (at least around the beginning) so im trying to keep him not too sharp looking#on the other hand khun should be sharp - lots of angles - defined bone structure#hwaryun should exude an aura of “i dont want to be here” at all times#her nose is pretty long and flat#tare-me/tsuri-me dynamic save meeeeee (lying on the ground)#okay technically this is the 2nd time im making this sort of facial feature hc post for khun and kiseia but uhh the first one was not good#↑super indecisive
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bart having 2 learn how 2 run again would ruin me
#yeahhh can u tell its been a little since ive drawn? whoops depression rot#anyways these r some random doodles uhhh my ohones gonna die#tim hurry up & but bart another leg cmon start a collection#anyways ive just been lying here thinking how fucking cool it would b if there was an entire arc of bart relearning how 2 run like not even#just using speedforce just normall#& he would get so frustrated oh god anwyayss#should i put this in the tagg uhh#sureui#bart allen#impulse#puppee art#i prommy this isnt stopping me from also drawing bart w/his cane#i just like drawing#i 4got what i was going 2 write damn :((#OH YEAH bart allen does not look like bart allen here its kinda weird like#mayb i need 2 use some refersnce bc j think im getting away from his canon design aaaa#ANYWAYS OK IM DONE RAMBLING
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#Alex Rider#sorry for all the Alex Rider posts u-u it will happen again#i love both series. i just think Alex telling everyone he's an uwu innocent lil guy is sooo funny when he has a killcount higher than god#even funnier when everyone else ALSO knows he has a killcount so he's just straight up lying to their face to get them to underestimate him#even more funnier is when it WORKS#Alex the Loves To Blow Shit Up Kid: i can be trusted with explosives#MI6: ..................................................................... yeah seems legit. here's like 5 bombs go hog wild
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headspace sunnflower is so funny to me.
You can send the silly flower gay boy to hell and then kill the silly flower gay boy in several horrific ways OR you can go on a killing spree date and hold hands with him as you two murder everyone else in several horrific ways for sport.
#I’m so normal (I’m lying)#this game doesn’t feel real. Imagine being the nicest person alive but also number one on gods wanted list#anyways#omori#omori spoilers#omori sunflower#nightshade is even funnier. Here’s the personification of my hope and my despair. Now kill each other. I mean kiss
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Neil posted on his instagram stories new videos of him training
Part 2
#neil ellice#bearded neil#I'M NOT MOVING FROM HERE#I'm lying on the floor#god i am not your strongest soldier#thats my man#my mans so fucking fine#soap mactavish#call of duty modern warfare 3
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Summer is only nice when you have air conditioning….
#many nights I have spent lying in agony#as if every pore on my skin was squeezed dry of liquid#I reminisce on better times when a cool breeze carried me to a land of peaceful slumber#when I was young and foolish#taking you for granted#OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS SO HOT IN HERE BRO HELP ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ITS GONNA BE 90 FUCKING DEGREES TMR I HATE IT HERE#I SHOULDVE JUST MOVED TO MASSACHUSETTS#haliai rambles
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they’re going to kill my brain between being chronically online for tour content reading fic before I go to sleep having dreams about them and now waking up twice to ig stories bc of time zones they literally never leave my mind palace
#i wouldn’t have it any other way#but I wasn’t lying with that phannie brainrot tagline#i used to use tiktok so much and barely go on it now#but I’m always on my phone on here and ppl around me have started to notice/ask bc I don’t really use other socials like that#so maybe I need to tone down the sus vibes lmao#i also just don’t care I started sending my friends stuff like the photocards bc god I just love them and this era sm#dnp#me.txt
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STICKERz
#zeno's art#ocs#ultimate x-calibur#nova starbridge#optico#of course a redraw of jan's new years piece#have i improved? idk#i guess my artstyle is more cartoony now#i want to say i've gotten better at coloring but i used less colors here than i did in jan#this will be the end of the purple period (lying)#also whenever i draw personal art i always feel guilty i've got like 10 comms to do 😭#i hope you guys can forgive me#here's to a year with better art#and also 2024 WILL be the year i start a band it's been my dream it will happen god willing#even tho i've gotta get a gee-tar first... maybe i'll practice my sister's dusty old acoustic to get used to holding them#ok. sorry i was weird this year but thank you all for supporting me!
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i just don't understand what milady has done that was so bad. sure she killed and she kidnapped, but who hasn't? sure she's a terrifying demon of vengeance, but she deserves it? good for her??? all these men treat her so reprehensibly and she's smart and talented and she should kill them all if she wants to. i support her.
#she did something to get the fleur de lys branded on her shoulder but i haven't been able to figure out what. she just. stole something?#and then her husband found out and tried to murder her???#get that asshole baby i got your flower#kill him and then kill d'artagnan i will be here rooting for you#her brother-in-law just imprisoned her in his castle because he got a letter from some guy saying she wants to inherit all his money#fuck youuuuuuu. you're on my shitlist#if she wants to kill you for your money she should be allowed! god! and that's not even why she's there anyway!!!#les trois mousquetaires#milady de winter#my posts#and like HAS she killed someone? i actually can't remember anyone she's killed. she kidnapped mme bonacieux#and she tried to kill d'artagnan a bunch of times but has not yet succeeded#and she tried to have d'artagnan kill this other guy but he didn't#and she was miffed when her brother-in-law failed to die in a duel#but so what! she should be allowed!!!#<-edit i wrote this when i hadn't finished the book yet but now that i have finished it and she has killed people: SO WHAT! SHE SHOULD BE#ALLOWED!!!!
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Dunno if you've followed much on latest SAO-game but have like, seen the Yujikiri-food there - it's grown to a freaking wedding feast 😢
YUJIKIRI WEDDING CANON????
THEY’RE FUCKIGNGN MA R RI E D???????
#SAY WHAT YOU WILL ABOUT SAO!!!#But no other anime has ever. EVER. EVERRRRR. Given us as much fanservice as THIS#HOLY SHIT I’M GOING TO CRY#THEY ARE MARRIED AND IN LOVE AND MARRIED. DID I MENTION THEY’RE MARRIED.#SAO#Yujikiri#Sword Art Online#Kirito#Eugeo#UGLY CRYING I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL#They really said Yujikiri canon. Yujikiri CANON. FUCK whatever happened in the anime I’m all here for this#Shima answers questions#TEARS OPEN MY SHIRT RAAGHHDH RAGHFHHD THEY MAKE ME INSANE!!!!!!!!!#Not to mention ALL of their bed scenes in all the previous games before this. Eugeo half naked lying inches from Kirito in his bed. GOD.#Thank you for sharing this with me I will proceed to be normal about it :))))))))))#(I am lying)#indygotcha
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