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[stargareed]

My Favorite Jon Snow Fan Fics

So, I've been out of the fandom for a year-and-a-half or so. But recently, for nostalgia's sake, I went to ao3, clicked on the "Jon Snow" tag, and took a nice little trip down memory lane.

I didn't know fanfics were a thing until, yearning for a "fix" (or at least an ending that halfway made sense) after GOT Season 8, I stumbled on to ao3. And wow. For the next year or so, I read Jon Snow fics like my life depended on it. And it was so satisfying.

Anyways, I know writing fic can be a thankless job. That's why I'm so grateful for the folks listed below who each provided at least one fic that gave me some semblance of resolution after S8, as well as a nice escape from the pressure and stress of being a junior associate at a law firm.

Alex Stark -- The Rise of the Dragons

aliasme(vsvera) -- The Conspiracy of Ice and Fire

alparez -- The Dark Prince and the G.L.; Diff. Song, Same Singer

ArielChelby -- The Princess and the Bastard; Burn and Consume

ashleyfanfic -- Love on the Brain

atetheredmind -- You Can Never Be Mine

Avery Fontaine -- When the Snake Bites; Violent Delights

BenAndWaffles -- The Hostage Prince

bluetilo -- Everyone has a summer

Bruh4 -- The Heart of the Blessed

CadenceIX -- Wyrm and Cub; Northern Conqueror

cc100 -- Maester Wolf

cmfic01 — A Window to Home

DancingSnowflakes23 -- Red Rubies

Danivat (DanieU) -- Dragonstone

DaThornintheNorth -- The Sword of the North

DerkAndFullOfErrors -- The Rising Son

DolorousEdditor -- Our Choices Seal Our Fate

Doublehex -- A Song for Dragons

fairytalelovr -- Winter Roses series

FieryPen37 — Held Captive

gutterking -- Red Reign

House Blackfyre -- The Lost Emperor; Shadowchaser and S.B.

ihaveastorminme -- How Ruthless Are the Gentle

Jade Masquerade -- The Thawing of Winter

jaqtkd -- The Prince Next Door

KaleidoKai -- an inconvenience

King Maegor -- The Dragon of Greywater

Kurohitenshi -- A Heart's Home

LeesieLex -- Magic Awakens

Libradoodle -- One Wish

Longclaw 1 6 -- An Empire of Ice and Fire; The Heart of the Blessed

LustOnMyFingers -- The Maiden in the Tower

Magali Dragon -- when the sun sets in the east

magicmoon111 -- Her Life and Her Death

meisie -- Up Against the Wall

mywishingglass -- Darkest Before the Dawn

OnlyInAutumn -- Two Hearts, One Beat

orangeflavor -- From Instep to Heel

orphan account -- The Cold Remains the Same; Maternal Instinct

Persephone Lancaster -- Dynasty

Priestess of Groove -- The Dragon's Roar

PumpkinKingofGames -- Come the Dragons

qyburnsghost -- Burn and Consume

RhiaWriter -- Dragons in Winter

RollTodd -- Home

schrutfarms -- Prince of Winter

sharkygal -- Quid Pro Quo

SilverDust09 -- Lies; The Princess and the Bastard

SirChiefDoodle -- The Red Keep Is A Vicious Place

Sleepy_moon29 -- A Time for Dragons; Red Reign

spearshake -- The Ice Dragon

Spectre4hire -- Our Blades Are Sharp

ssjmrxi -- The Last Dragons

TheScarletGarden -- High Hopes

toaquiprashippar -- Sent To Me

Vicaressse -- Heir

Winterfelland -- Freia

Writegirl -- Scholar's Mate

Ziggy527 -- A Wolf Apart

[too-much-jonerys]

The Halls of the Kings Who Are Gone

Jonerys Secret Santa 2019

A/N: I have been trying to make this post for two days now, so hopefully Tumblr finally lets it go through! My giftee was the wonderful, wonderful, @tomakeitbeautifultolive!! She was sweet enough to basically give me free reign. So, I wanted to give her and the healing Jonerys fandom a MUCH different take on a Jonerys throne room scene. Hopefully significantly more in-character than any garbage, trash, filth that D&D crapped out in s8... but I digress 😒 I hope you all enjoy this fluffy take on how I would’ve ended the series since I actually like and understand these characters and cohesive narratives... I digress again.

Happy Holidays to my giftee and to my lovely fellow shippers! May we continue take our ship back from the idiots in 2020! 🎉🎉

Summary: It’s a heavy crown Daenerys will wear when after her coronation tomorrow. So, she takes the night before to reflect on the road behind her, the road ahead of her and her journey with the one who had loved her the most.

Excerpt:

She walked quietly through the dim corridors with a lantern in hand. The twists and turns of the palace were still new, and Dany had gotten turned around a couple of times on her way from her bed chamber. Her bed chamber. Her palace. It hadn’t set in that The Red Keep was hers. It didn’t feel like hers. Still, every step felt somehow familiar.

Each guard she passed, she assured to be at ease. Their queen was safe in the halls her family built. And she had one important thing to do alone before her coronation that next day.

Down and down through those halls, she finally reached the throne room and with a deep breath she willed herself to enter. As she pushed the doors open, a gust of wind hit her. But, it wasn’t cold. It was warm. As warm as the sun breaking through clouds on an overcast day. It beckoned her. She stepped down the long pathway towards the throne forged of swords. Forged by dragons. The enormous window behind the chair bore a large, newly-casted sigil. Three dragons. For the first time in over two decades. It was everything she couldn’t have ever thought to imagine.

The room seemed immense and grand as she slowly neared the throne. Yet, Dany somehow knew she wasn’t alone there. She could hear voices calling her name softly. She didn’t know who they were, but something told her that they were family. The Targaryens long gone who’d ascended those same steps. Sat on that same throne beneath the same sigil.

Daenerys, they whispered as she approached the chair and reached out to touch it.

Daenerys

Daenerys

“Dany?”

She gasped and spun around quickly, holding up her lantern, right in time to see Jon enter the room, his own light in hand.

Read full fic on AO3 here

Let me know what you guys think 💕

[jonerysquotes]

“The kiss she gave him was short but salacious, her hand snaking into his back pocket for a good squeeze.”

Dating in the Dark by LustOnMyFingers on AO3 and @tomakeitbeautifultolive on Tumblr.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13891683/chapters/36249801

This fic is A. Really hot and B. A very clever modern take on Jonerys in a unique setting with so many amazing callbacks to the books and show.

TAGS

Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen Talisa Maegyr/Robb Stark Jon Snow Jon Snow | Aegon Targaryen Daenerys Targaryen Robb Stark Yara Greyjoy Theon Greyjoy Pypar (ASoIaF) Ghost (ASoIaF) Viserys Targaryen Rhaegar Targaryen Talisa Maegyr Incest Aunt/Nephew Incest Blind Date Anonymous Sex Semi-Public Sex Dubious Consent Caught Taboo Forbidden Love Disguised Actually Incest Foreplay Car Sex Sex in a Car Fluff Smut Angst Romance Passion Modern AU Jonerys Week jonerysweek Jonerys Week 2018

SUMMARY

Dragged to a peculiar party by his friends, the reluctant Jon Snow gets much more than he bargained for during an anonymous ‘date in the dark’ with a captivating woman who seems eerily familiar to him. After solving the riddle of her identity, Jon must decide whether to capitalize on their chemistry under the guise of ignorance, or to come clean about his identity and the true nature of their relationship before things go too far.

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[targsdaenerys]

jonerys fic recs

hey everyone! some might know, but ive decided to start making some jonerys ficrec lists for all of us in quarantine indefinitely. these are just some stories that i have read recently that id like to suggest! please feel free to request for more fics or even certain tropes you may want recs for. i have plenty more!

Format: Story title + rating + status + type

Ratings: G (General Audiences), T (Teen & Up), M (Mature) and E (Explicit)

Status: WIP denotes Work In Progress, which means the fic is incomplete. If the fic is complete, it will have a word count instead.

Type: Canonverse/Canon-divergent (in the GOT/asoiaf universe); Modern AU (Alternate Universe - Modern), Fix-it

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Visit to Hell by confessa (@alwaysmyoriginalsin) (M, 14k, AU) - exactly how the title describes it. Jons a devil, Danys and angel, and they both are SOFT in a beautifully written star-crossed-love story.

Playground Love by TheScarletGarden for Elegantfirepoetry  (@thescarletgarden1990) (T, 18k, Modern AU) - BRO. bro. I love the growing-up-together tropes, and this one just takes the cake. Ive reread it too many times. *chefs kiss*

Winter Came (With Fire and Blood) by frombluetored (@clearsightedeyes) (T, 201k, fix-it) - GREAT fix-it, all the yes. I just recently found it after accidentally closing out of the tab a few months ago, but the chapters i read literally started to heal me from the finale. 

The girl in my story has always been you by aliciutza, Dragon_and_Direwolf, TheScarletGarden for LustOnMyFingers( @adecila, @dragonanddirewolf, thescarletgarden1990)(E, 6k, Modern AU) - this one’s a new story, but i love it so and want to make sure everyone’s caught it. Writer!jon, librarian!dany, and the perfect mix of cuteness with smut. Yum.

A prayer whispered against her skin by TheScarletGarden (@thescarletgarden1990)(M, 2.8k, Canon-Divergent) - what we SHOULD'VE gotten post 8x03. clense your skin. (yes i know 50% of this list is scarlet)(no im not ashamed)

Take the Black by zavocado (G, 7k, Modern AU) - this was my secret santa gift from @zavocado ! its so fun and the perfect definition of coffeeshop au. Plus, roommates!

a soft but endless prayer by atetheredmind (@muttpeeta) (M, 1k, canon-compliant) on-the-road-to-winterfell shenanigans. Bless. This kind of fluff just hits the spot.

much love to all of the writers out there:) remember, dont be afraid to request for specific lists, or even just another rec list!

[zae82]

My Top 15 Fave Jonerys Ao3 Authors of All time

Meisie aka Meisie The Great. Queen👸 of Smut Hehehehe. 😝

atetheredmind

Lustonmyfingers

SarahRoseSerena

Fierypen37

notpmaHlem

OnlyinAutumn

LAStoryWriterAlex

RoseAlenko

SilverDust09

targaryenrestoraton

Ashleyfanfic

KiyaSama

MeeMaw

Lyn452

Honestly they are all very good and there are more super good writers out there.... like I always say there’ll never be enough Jonerys fics. And yes most on the list write beautiful sexy smut because I am that perverted 😝

Also they don’t do Bait & Switch fics and there isn’t unnecessary angst and too loooong slowburn in their fics. I can’t wait 50 chaps for Jon & Dany to meet or for them to kiss or for them to fuck 😖. I waited 6 freaking seasons.... it was torturous for someone who ships Jonerys since end season 1. Asking me to wait 50 chaps is just killing me softly.

[meisiesmut]

The Jonerys Fic Rec Post No One Asked For

I don’t do a lot of fic reading because I write a lot and I’m also a fussy fucker, but here is a list of Jonerys fics I am currently into or go back and read on the regular, some of it may not be to some people’s tastes. 

1. Now You See Me by @daenerys1417 (hilarious, filthy, a total riot, modern AU, BDSM but FUN)

2. I Am a Man on Fire, You a Violent Desire by @ashleyfanfic (canon AU based upon Greek mythology, blind smut, very clever)

3. Take Me to Your Dark Places by @tomakeitbeautifultolive (LustOnMyFingers on AO3, written for ME, canon BDSM, forbidden smut, dark but consensual)

4. The Burnt World by @xxthewolvenstormxx (dystopian modern AU that deserves more love for the sheer thought that goes into it, smut rare but choice)

5. Across the Sea by @lawonderlandwriter (Lyanna and Jaime escape to Essos with the surviving Targs, Jon and Dany grow up together, teenage fumblings, UPDATE PLZ)

6. The Prince Next Door by @jaqtkd (canon AU, Jon and Dany know each other as kids thanks to a magic door, they meet again as adults, so imaginative)

7. I’ve Been Running With the Wolves to Get to You by @muttpeeta (atetheredmind on AO3, writes a lot of good stuff but this is my favourite)

8. An Empire of Ice and Fire by Longclaw_1_6 on Ao3 and FF Net (this has some very interesting ideas and plot twists, FF Net sucks but it has the most updated version) 

There is more, but tired now. Happy reading and remember to COMMENT. 

[sorenisbby]

Fics I love (Gendrya edition)

Ok, so I am doing a Gendrya Fic rec because I was asked what my fave fics are recently and a while ago as well, so this is a long time coming!

To Forge in Steel by QueenOfTheEyesores -

https://archiveofourown.org/works/1322938/chapters/2753215

Fated by yourloved- https://archiveofourown.org/works/2629325/chapters/5866331

Crash into me by UnspokenDefinities -

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4178025/chapters/9433788

northerners never forget by BohlkeCarter - https://archiveofourown.org/works/4537581

The Wolf and the Stag by jlovesallfandoms - https://archiveofourown.org/works/947280/chapters/1850169

Street Rats by winterwaters - https://archiveofourown.org/works/955111/chapters/1868932

Love on the brain by ashleyfanfic - https://archiveofourown.org/works/11958477/chapters/27039831

(Other ships included but I love this too much for words to describe haha)

6 Feet Beneath the Ice by thelandofnothing- https://archiveofourown.org/works/12247599/chapters/27828669

our corner of the universe by winterfel (stilinskitrash) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/12015879/chapters/27193998

Cindergendry by SomewhereBeyondReality - https://archiveofourown.org/works/10961433/chapters/24400620

Dawn's Beginning to Storm's End by LustOnMyFingers - https://archiveofourown.org/works/12823323/chapters/29275716

visenya by longlivehousestark(abrahamsdaughterraisedherbow) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/12232113/chapters/27789885

On the run by swanprincess- https://archiveofourown.org/works/12686805/chapters/28927035

Anything by gendryxaryatrash - https://archiveofourown.org/users/gendryxaryatrash/pseuds/gendryxaryatrash

Unwanted Attention by thiddleslover.17 - https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12422254/1/Unwanted-Attention

Also The Great War by thiddleslover.17 is great, check it out!

Arya of the Thousand Days by DrHolland - https://archiveofourown.org/works/3859474/chapters/8619157

Gendry Stark, Lord of Winterfell by Lady3jane - https://archiveofourown.org/works/2904914/chapters/6473147

The Reluctant Bride by Lady3jane - https://archiveofourown.org/works/1036146/chapters/2066187

Rain by therearenousernameleft - https://archiveofourown.org/works/11809839/chapters/26642460

Okay so there are many, many more that I love but these are the ones that I have read most recently. I love all of these authors and their stories literally give me life! Hope you guys check them out!

[lawonderlandwriter]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen Characters: Jon Snow, Daenerys Targaryen Additional Tags: Jonerysvalentines, Jonerys Valentine's Week, Prompt 7: Arranged/Fake Marriage Sex, Fluff, Smut, Jonerys wedding night Summary:

Dany is ordered by King Robert to wed Ned Stark's bastard son, Jon Snow, as punishment for the crimes her family committed during the Rebellion. Dany resents her betrothal to Jon Snow, spending her whole life cursing his name and dreading the moment when they would become man and wife...that is...until she actually meets him.

Written for: Jonerys Valentine Week Day 7: Arranged/Fake Marriage Sex

Family Dynamics of this fic inspired by Her Life Her Death by magicmoon111 and Together, We Collide by LustOnMyFingers (both of which I HIGHLY recommend reading as they are awesome!)

[filhadoboto]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen Characters: Jon Snow, Daenerys Targaryen Additional Tags: Jonerysvalentines, Jonerys Valentine's Week, Prompt 7: Arranged/Fake Marriage Sex, Fluff, Smut, Jonerys wedding night Summary:

Dany is ordered by King Robert to wed Ned Stark's bastard son, Jon Snow, as punishment for the crimes her family committed during the Rebellion. Dany resents her betrothal to Jon Snow, spending her whole life cursing his name and dreading the moment when they would become man and wife...that is...until she actually meets him.

Written for: Jonerys Valentine Week Day 7: Arranged/Fake Marriage Sex

Family Dynamics of this fic inspired by Her Life Her Death by magicmoon111 and Together, We Collide by LustOnMyFingers (both of which I HIGHLY recommend reading as they are awesome!)

Hearing her approach, her betrothed finally turned around to take her hands and Dany was momentarily struck dumb, her breath catching in her throat and mouth hanging agape.  This  was her betrothed??  This  was Jon Snow?? No. No, it couldn’t be possible. The man standing in front of her was…  beautiful.  Now, that was a silly thought. A man being  beautiful. But Jon Snow was, there was no other way to describe him. Dark eyes that bore into hers making all her insides feel as if they had turned to mush. Pillowy lips that for some reason she suddenly had the urge to kiss. Just the right amount of hair dusting over his upper lip and jaw that made him look more distinguished. It took her a moment to realize she had stopped breathing but as soon as she did, Jon Snow leaned in dangerously close making Dany’s breath catch all over again and her heart slam against her rib cage painfully quickly.

“I hope I am not a disappointment to you, my lady,” he whispered in the softest, sweetest northern lilt. “Though neither of us chose this, I know it was meant as a punishment to you, more than anything.” He pulled away from her just slightly, face apprehensive, almost as if he were expecting her to scream or hit him. He was so open and vulnerable. Perhaps even more so than Dany herself felt.

Tears pooled in her eyes as she looked at the man who would be her husband and she finally realized, all the anxiety, all the fear, all the anger she had felt leading up to this marriage, he had felt it too. How could she have been so stupid? The things she had imagined of him, what could he have possibly been imagining of her? Probably some bitter, spoiled former princess who would loathe him for being a bastard and make his life miserable in exchange for being forced to marry him. Dany was suddenly ashamed of herself for her thoughts toward him all these years.

“Not at all, my lord,” was all she was able to get out, giving him a watery smile. Jon’s eyebrows shot up in hope and he let out a sigh of relief, quickly returning her smile, the new expression making his face, if possible, even more lovely.

[fourtrisheafanfic]

The Cloak: Chapter 4

Also on Ao3: (x)

Rating: Mature

Summary: A short dive into the beginning of S8 of GoT. Jon and Dany attempt to cloak their love as the great reveal and the tampering of others threatens to tears them apart. This will have romance, angst and smut.  I am not a GoT expert, this is not about plot points or trying to stay perfectly true to character. This fic is emotion centered and written for fun. I hope you enjoy! **I have no rights to these characters, all belong to HBO and Author of GoT** Mostly Unedited

Chapter 4: The Cloak

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Actual GoT Season 8 – Casting call: A sassy/attractive girl, 18-25: GOT would like to find a "sexy and confident" young northern woman for just one scene. The role is "memorable" and will be with leading cast.

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Author’s Note:  Here is chapter 4, enjoy. It is ANGST - but no fear, this will be HEA. I don’t like reading sad endings, let alone writing them. A huge THANK YOU to my fellow GoT fanfic writer,  her work is amazing! - LustOnMyFingers (on Ao3, here she is: @tomakeitbeautifultolive  ) - for her help with how to add images to my chapters on Ao3 and for taking a look at this chapter beforehand.  xoxo

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^^ The next day^^

Sighing softly, Arya finishes getting dressed for the day. Although Jon and his travel party arrived to Winterfell less than twenty-four hours ago, it feels more like a week. So much has happened in such a small amount of time.

My brother, Jon. I don’t care what Bran says…Jon will always be my older brother.  

Always.

Shaking her head, Arya never dreamed Jon would become King of the North.  The brother she loved as early back as she could remember, who was always made to feel as though he was not as good as the rest of their siblings.

Arya remembers the meeting Tyrion led after dinner last night. It was the Stark family members, Davos, and Sam that Tyrion requested to meet with. Jon had stormed in late, he was visibly upset but insisted that Tyrion hurry and get it over with. Tyrion was very factual and calm as he revealed what the Dragon Queen had decided in regards to the North and carving it out of the seven-kingdoms. The North would remain independent, and Jon would remain King of the North.

Rolling her eyes, Arya remembers having to pinch Sansa’s arm to get her to stop gloating with relief. Bran nodded as though he believed it was a good idea, or maybe he knew already from listening in to other’s private conversations earlier.

Davos was on the same page as Arya, both watching their king as the news was relayed. Jon said nothing. From the moment he entered the room after dinner, he was silent and brooding. Arya was starting to worry that Jon’s feelings for Daenerys Targaryen was much more serious than anyone was aware of.

Arya doesn’t care about titles, or who is King or Warden of Winterfell. What she cares about is her brother’s happiness. As much as Arya wants Jon to be content in life, she isn’t convinced that the Dragon Queen is right for him.  Especially with all she has witnessed in the last day, Daenerys came across as very cold and indifferent.

As soon as Tyrion’s meeting ended, Jon said goodnight and walked out. He had made it very clear he didn’t want to talk about anything else that evening. Sansa was very pleased with the new direction and needed to take lead on logistics for Winterfell, as the undead approach many more Northerners are arriving to Winterfell each hour that passes. Sansa was so relieved that Daenerys’s armies were comfortable with the camps that have been set up on the surrounding lands. We are running out of room for all of the Lords, women and children that need refuge.

With time on her hands before it was time to turn in for the night, Arya asked Davos if he would accompany her to visit Gendry. The smirk Davos gave her was enough to make her cheeks flush, but the loyal man happily complied.

Davos did make sure to tell Arya that once she was done spending time with Gendry that he would personally escort her, alone, back to her room…that same evening. Arya laughed at the old man, she could see why Jon appreciated his counsel and company so much.

They found Gendry working hard, helping assemble tools out of dragonglass that Jon had brought back. Arya has enjoyed finding Gendry again, and she finds herself wanting to get to know him again. But also weighing on her mind, is her need for information about Jon. She had known that Gendry traveled with Jon and Daenerys by ship.

Arya recalled what Daenerys had said to Jon in the small counsel room: “Almost everyone in this room got to hear us on the boat. So what if they also get to hear you ending things between us now?”

Of course Arya could guess what types of things people in the travel party had heard, but she wanted details from Gendry, and Davos as well if he was willing to share.

Unfortunately, as close as she and Gendry were becoming again he is very loyal to Davos and Jon. At least when it comes to Jon’s privacy. Neither Gendry nor Davos were willing to spill any private details of Jon’s history with the dragon queen. Arya knew that she would get no further by asking directly.  

Arya smiles at her satchel with her collection of faces, she will find another way to investigate if needed.

Groaning as Arya shuts her bedroom door for the morning – she recalls her late night of sneaking around Winterfell numerous times to keep an eye on Jon.

As Davos had escorted her back to her room, she saw a brooding Jon roaming the halls. She choose not to approach him as he seemed so very sad and unhappy.

It was also last night that Arya begin to think about the incest issue, she hasn’t spoken to Jon about it as he refuses to discuss Daenerys with anyone.

Although not how they are raised. She wants Jon to be happy.  

Arya decides to walk to Sansa’s room before the dining hall.

“Good morning Arya, I am glad you came by. There is a lot to be done today, I was hoping you could help me with some things,” Sansa asks while signing documents at her desk. “Jon has not been…himself. I haven’t bothered to transfer back all of the responsibilities yet.”

“Of course, I actually came here to talk about Jon. I am worried about him,” Arya says cautiously. She decides not to tell Sansa about what she saw in the halls last night. Sansa can be so judgmental at times.  

“If this is about Jon and the queen, it may be hard for him now but it is good they found out early they are related,” Sansa says calmly. “Jon did the right thing.”

Arya’s eyebrows raise. “You know, we have history of incest in the Stark family, not even that far back.”

Scoffing, Sansa frowns while signing. “You seem to have put a lot of thought into this, my question is why?”

“Our own grandparents were cousins, Sansa! Our father’s parents were Rickard Stark and Lyarra Stark,” Arya protests. She doesn’t feel strongly either way, but there is still the part of her that loves to argue with her older sister.

“Arya, I am not concerned with family history. What I can tell you, Joffrey was a monster, he was insane…and his parents were siblings!” Sansa snaps, her irritation growing. “I think Jon is wise to worry about his future, especially since he most likely want children one day.”

“Ramsey was insane, evil even. Was he product of incest?” Arya asks.

Sansa rolls her eyes, shaking her head as a no.

“What about Myrcella and Tommen, were they insane and evil too?”

Sansa puts down her pen, meeting Arya’s eyes. She hasn’t thought of Tommen and Myrcella in ages, but she was flooded with both warmth and sadness.  They were good. They were kind.

And now that, like so many are gone.

“No, they weren’t any of those things,” Sansa concedes, a sad look now on her face.

“Evil exists, whether it is something someone is born with or due to their upbringing…but I don’t think it is fair to assume that children from an aunt and uncle are destined for ruin,” Arya says. “All I know is that I love Jon, and I want him to be happy.”

Sansa nods, she wants the same thing for her brother.

“Jon was so happy yesterday when he first arrived to Winterfell. Which was expected as he was finally reunited with his favorite sister…” Arya laughs at the scowl on Sansa’s face. “Have you really looked at him? I mean since Bran blew up his world...since he ended things with her.”

“I’ve been busy, but yes. I am seeing the same thing you are,” Sansa admits, knowing that Jon is miserable. “Arya, you should talk to Jon. And alone, he bit my head when I asked him about Daenerys. Don’t forget, it is more than just the incest issue. I think he is very upset that father is not actually his…”

“Sansa, father adored Jon. No matter what, he will always be Jon’s father too. In every way that matters,” Arya insists but agrees, she plans to ask Jon the hard questions. No matter how much he wants to avoid it.

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Arya spars with Brienne in the courtyard after breakfast, both are testing out their new swords. Gendry worked throughout the night to finish both Arya and Brienne’s dragonglass weapons. Arya had mentioned that training with Brienne was able to challenge her the best.

Gendry immediately met with both women to gather specifications he needed to make their new swords.

Arya’s cheeks flush with warmth remembering the time she has spent with him, since just finding out he was alive just the day before.

“Arya, do you need a break? You look flushed,” Brienne chastised, a touch of humor in her voice.

Arya is about to push back when she notices Jon across the courtyard, he is speaking with a few of the Northern Lords. Even from a distance she can see his body language, he looks tired and put out. The dark circles under his eyes and preoccupation makes him looks year older than he is.

“I need to speak with Jon, do you mind if we regroup after?” Arya asks, smiling as Brienne agrees and turns to Podrick for his turn to spar.

Arya approaches quietly, Jon is speaking to the Lords to go over the weapon types that are being wielded with dragonglass. There is a dispute on whether the Lords should just pick weapon types or ask their men for their preference.

Arya leans against a wall, observing all those around her. The courtyard is full, Winterfell has had even more arrivals today. As the army of the undead approaches, the most northern houses have begun migrating their people to Winterfell.  

The hope is that it will just be as an unnecessary precaution.

Arya notices a small group of maidens standing on the opposite side of Jon’s group. They are watching Jon’s every move and giggling. At first Arya assumed it was the many young men sparing throughout the courtyard that were drawing the group’s attention, but after a moment it became obvious that it was mainly Jon that has captured their fancy.

Arya notices a young woman in purple cloak, she sticks out from the rest. She seems very confident, and calm. Arya can also admit that her beauty allows her to stand out more than the rest, numerous men are stealing glances at her. She is quite the northern beauty. Arya has no idea who she is, nor has she ever seen her before.

Arya can also clearly see that this young woman only has eyes for Jon.

+++o+++

Arya approaches Jon as his conversation ends, he is staring intently at the fresh snow on the ground.

“Jon, do you have a minute? Is everything okay?” Arya asks quietly.

“Of course, Arya. I just looking at the snow…we must have gotten a snow fall last night,” Jon mumbles painfully. His mind has been remembering his conversation with Dany from the boat. He misses her so much. Every turn he makes, he is faced with painful memories of things they have talked about, moments together and now broken promises he has made.

“Yes, the season of winter does sometimes result in the falling of snow, brother,” Arya smiles, hoping to get a smile from. It doesn’t come.

“Is everything okay, Arya? Did Gendry finish your new sword?” Jon asks worriedly. He has witnessed how incredibly skilled his little sister now is, but the thought of her facing off with the undead army makes his blood run cold.

“Oh, yeah. Yes, Gendry did an amazing job. Look, Jon. I really wanted to talk to you about Daenerys-” Arya begins.

“No,” Jon snaps, cutting Arya off. “There is nothing to talk about. Leave it alone, Arya. Please.”

Arya places her hand on his arm, “Jon, if not me…who can you talk to you about her? Let’s not pretend that you aren’t in pain, that you don’t have strong feelings for her.”

Jon moves a step away, so that her hand drops to her side. “There is nothing to discuss, Arya. Dany and I are now over…and in case you missed the obvious, she detests me. It’s too late. I am asking you to leave it alone.” He finishes, then turning away from his sister before letting her respond.

Arya frowns, unsure of what to say. She doesn’t know the dragon queen well enough to dispute Jon’s assessment.

“I have to go, I’ll see you at lunch,” Jon gives Arya a quick nod before walking away.

+++o+++

“And there goes another one, this is painful to watch,” Arya snickers quietly in Sansa’s ear.

The sisters are watching as numerous maidens miserably attempt to flirt with the great King Jon. The comical part being the fact that Jon is completely oblivious to their advances.

“Why would Jon notice anything, he hasn’t torn his eyes away from Daenerys even once since lunch started. It’s almost pathetic,” Sansa says equally as quietly, hoping that no one overhears her. “How did your talk go?”

“Not well,” Arya answers and frowns. As Jon told her that he has no hope with the dragon queen, she seems to be the only thing on his mind. All he does is stare at her and brood.

Arya notices the beautiful young maiden from the courtyard again, she is sitting close to Jon but has not made any attempts to flirt with him. She is discreet and dignified, but Arya still sees the way she watches Jon carefully out of the corner of her eye. She seems to be waiting for the possibility that Jon will notice her great beauty and pay attention to her. Ready to speak to him, but holding back on initiating.

Watching Daenerys Targaryen throughout the meal has also provided insightful. The young queen has not looked in Jon’s general direction even one time. In fact she has been very careful to never look at any of the Starks, Davos or Sam. She seems to be avoiding anyone that has anything to do with Jon. Arya wonders if she has any clue that Jon is basically watching her every move. Arya also wonders if she would even care

Arya reminds herself that Jon ended things between them, fighting her first inclination is to despise the queen for her role in his current unhappiness

“Jon didn’t want to talk about it, he is adamant they are over,” Arya answers Sansa, her mind deciding it is time she investigate more.

It is time to become no one.

+++o+++

Wanting to blend into the background, Arya choose the face of a plain, older woman. She wore clothes that made her appear to be one of the many servants. With so many additional people at Winterfell, Sansa has been utilizing staff from other houses. No one will find her disguise to be out of place.

Gendry and Davos arrived to the dining hall as lunch was ending, which could not have worked better for Arya. She knew they would be staying late in order to eat and then she could be part of the clean-up staff without them noticing her.

Arya walks over to the men, pretending to be deaf as she motions for them to lift their feet while she rudely sweeps under the table where they are eating. Davos and Gendry do as told before continuing with their conversation. Arya listens quietly while cleaning, pretending to not even notice them.

Davos sighs. “That boy has not even so much as looked at a woman in years. The queen opened his heart to love again. It’s quite tragic how things have played out. Of all of the women in the world, to fall in love with someone that is his blood.”

“I want to feel bad for him, but I really don’t. He has a beautiful queen, that is madly in love with him…and he just dropped her,” Gendry rolls his eyes before continuing. “It seems rather foolish to me. Love is worth fighting for, no matter what!”

Arya is glad she is wearing a mask, she feels her cheeks flush at Gendry’s words about love. She makes sure to be looking in the opposite direction, not wanting to see Gendry’s face. She does look forward to finding him before dinner this evening, they agreed to meet in the courtyard to spend time together.

“Look at you, one day in the presence of Lady Arya Stark and you’re suddenly a bloody love-poet!” Davos laughs wholeheartedly before directing the conversation back to Jon. “The truth is no one can force Jon to accept who and what he is. Just as no one could ever force the dragon queen to forgive the king if he ever tried to win her back…”

Arya cringes, Davos appears to have the same concerns she has. Daenerys was furious and hurt by Jon…but now she seems to be completely done with him.

They say the opposite of love is not hate, instead the opposite of love is complete indifference.

Which is where Queen Daenerys seems to be now.

“No way, Davos. That queen loves him dearly. She risked her life and her dragons to save him. Yes, there were others that needed saving…but her face when it was believed Jon had died beyond the wall. I couldn’t even look at her, I felt so bad for her suffering,” Gendry reminded Davos with confidence.

“Aye, you bring up a good point, son. Eh, speak of the devil…there is our king now. We should best stop gossiping like old women before he hears us. Be ready to give Jon an update on the dragonglass,” Davos says while shoving a large spoon of stew into his mouth.

Arya resumes sweeping, as she turns her back from the men. She has yet to be around Jon when wearing a face. She doesn’t want to risk him recognizing her.

Jon storms over, his face is pulled into a tight frown.

“Davos, I was just informed that the queen has left Winterfell! How did this happen without my approval?!” Jon barks.

“Your grace…my understanding is that Queen Daenerys would only be leaving for the day in order to visit her armies. She isn’t leaving for good…is she?” Davos says, sounding concerned.

“Well no, of course not. She wouldn’t do that. But she will be gone all day, and I would have expected to have been apprised ahead of time. I am king of the North, I should know when the queen is going out on daily excursions!” Jon spits.

“Forgive me, your grace. But did you think the queen would have wanted you to join her?” Davos pushes back. Davos knows he is bringing up a sore subject for his king. But he also knows that if Jon is going to have any chance to fix his love life, he needs to move quickly. That’s if it’s not already too late.

“Obviously not,” Jon snaps, frowning at the question. Even Arya knows that Daenerys would not have wanted his company, she can’t even bear to look at Jon right now. She can only guess how dejected that point made him feel.

“I am the King, and I just feel it is my responsibility to make sure she remains safe while here, in my home.  That is all,” Jon says before turning to leave.

“Understood, I will keep that in mind moving forward,” Davos agrees.

Jon nods in thanks and begins to walk away.

“Oh, Tyrion has been asking. Any word from the south? We are still waiting for Cersei’s armies to arrive,” Jon questions the men.

“No, I will follow up with Varys. He is always in the know,” Davos says.

Jon nods again before walking out of the dining hall.

Arya sighs as she resumes her sweeping. She is worried both Jon and Daenerys are too damned stubborn to ever make up. Even if they do really love each other.

++o++ ++o++ ++o++

Jon finishes his plated dinner, he is eating alone in his private study this evening. Being so despondent he decided to dine alone so he could concentrate on work. Daenerys and her small travel party would not be back in time for this evening’s feast. Had she been at dinner he would have tortured himself some more, and watched her every move from across the dining hall.

It’s as if I no longer exist in her world. She won’t even look at me.

Another way he has tortured himself all day long was listening to the comments of men around him, all completely enamored with the dragon’s queen and her beauty. Jon has had to turn away from the many men that have stared at her with lust or appreciation since they arrived to Winterfell.

Jon slowly releases the breath he had been holding. He doesn’t know how he will survive when she marries one day, or even just takes a lover. The thought of her in another man’s arms sends a chill down his spine, a dull feeling in his chest.

Jon resumes reading his papers, Sansa has done an amazing job running Winterfell, but the war needs his attention now.

Pinching the bridge of his nose, Jon recalls his awful night and then day. Miserable is the only word to describe how he feels. He was unable to sleep his first night in Winterfell, anytime he tried to lay down he would think of Dany. He missed holding her in his arms, he missed being able to love her completely.

And when he wasn’t thinking about Dany, he was agonizing over the fact that Ned Stark was his uncle, and not his father.

So Ned is my uncle, the same way that Daenerys is my aunt.

Groaning Jon dives back into his work. There is so much to be done. Pouring over maps, weapon counts, numbers of men, many hours go by. Jon fights to concentrate on what is needed, worrying about the things that have gone wrong are not going to save his people from the white walkers.

Jon doesn’t even know if he will live past this war, he could easily die. It dawns on him that he can’t imagine a world in which Daenerys isn’t alive. He is so torn about his feelings. There is still a large part of him that wishes he had just waited before bluntly ending things with her. He wishes he had taken the time to think things through.

Fuck, he loves her. He knows he does still. He never doubted for a moment that he would always love her.

He loves her with every part of him that is.

Jon wishes he had never learned the truth from Bran and Sam. None of it.

What he hates most of all, is that Ned is not his father. The biggest part of his identity came from being Ned Stark’s son. Jon feels a pang in his heart. He had been concentrating so much on the incest with Dany, and then losing her…that he hadn’t concentrated on what it meant to not be Ned’s son. Even his own siblings…are really his cousins.

Jon thinks about his childhood at Winterfell. How Catelyn hated him with such a passion. Jon knows that Ned and his wife had a great love between them…why couldn’t Ned have just trusted his own wife to know the truth about him? Surely she loved her husband enough to join him in protecting Jon. It was her deep envy of the unknown, of how Ned had come to father a bastard, that drove her to such hate. How could Ned not have trusted his own wife that way? A wife that he loved so dearly.

                Should Dany trust you now? Look at how you are treating her…

Jon is startled at the revelation his mind made. He realizes that he had been thinking of Dany as his wife, thinking of a marriage with Dany. He wanted to marry her, to have forever with her.

Jon feels completely off kilter, he fears he has ruined everything.

Placing his head in his hands while resting his elbows on his desk, Jon tries to think things through. He doesn’t know if Dany still cares about him, or if he even will have a chance to talk to her again. She wants nothing to do with him. He is lost in thought, wishing he could turn back time to the previous day.

“Your Grace?” a woman’s soft voice rings through his office.

Jon is startled, his eyes snapping up to search the room. He sees a young woman standing a couple of feet away from his desk. After deciding she is no danger, he doesn’t look at her closely. The truth of the matter is he just wants to be alone with his thoughts.

“You startled me,” Jon says. “Why are you here?”

“My apologies, your grace, I was asked to check if you needed anything,” the young maiden purrs softly.

Jon slowly releases a breath to control his emotions. He just wants to be alone but he also doesn’t want to be rude to this woman, one of his subjects. He is still king after all. “I am fine. If you have the time, the plates from my finished dinner can be cleared.”

“Of course, your grace, but maybe later. I am actually here to see is I can assist you in another manner. To relieve your stress,” the young maiden say confidently, stepping closer to Jon as he still sits at his desk.

Jon’s eyes snap up to meet hers, seeing her for the first time. Jon cannot deny that she is very beautiful, she appears to be about his age. He gulps, momentarily wondering if he is reading too much into her words.

“My family joined your travel party the last leg to Winterfell,” the young woman says softly. Jon then studies her, he remembers the trip and he doesn’t recall seeing her before. The only family that joined their travel party was the Karstarks.

“I actually looked for you the night before we arrived, in your tent…it was empty,” she finishes with a small smirk on her face. “I was hoping you could help keep me warm.”

Moving to the front of the desk, the young beauty is now very close to a sitting Jon. She unties the top of her cloak, baring her voluptuous breasts and leaning back seductively against the desk. Her cloak now having fallen around her waist. 

She places her hand to Jon’s cheek and speaks provocatively. “I have desired you for so long my King, and now that we face such eminent danger I want tonight to please you.”

Jon tries to control his scowl, “Desired me? For so long you say? Who are you?” He places his hand over hers.

The maiden keeps her smile firm, “I am Tila of house Karstark. A distant cousin of Alys, Lady of Karhold. I was in Winterfell the day you became King.”

There it is, Jon thinks. It does not escape his attention that this woman probably would have never wanted him as just a bastard.

“Is that the day you speak of, when you say you began to desire me?” Jon asks emotionlessly as he removes her hand from his face.

Tila’s voice falters as she is perplexed by his change in tone and actions. She answers his question honestly, she does lust for him. “Yes, you were so handsome and…”

“And I became The King, no longer the bastard of Winterfell. Isn’t that the most important detail you are leaving out?” Jon interrupts her. He then stands at his desk putting distance between the two.

Tila blushes, her robe still at her waist. She is a very beautiful woman, she is not used to such a cold rejection from a virile man. She is speechless.

“We are done here,” Jon says while trudging to the door of his study and as he is about to open it, he turns to her, seeing that she is still exposed. A look of shock on her pretty face. “My lady, you need to cover yourself up and leave.”

Dejected, Tila pulls up her robe roughly. Realizing a moment of passion with the young king was not going to happen, and she is very disappointed.

Walking towards him with her robe back on her shoulders, but not tied, Jon can see her large breast and that she is not wearing a stitch of clothing underneath. Her eyes meet his, still inviting him to take her. Her eyes are dark with lust and longing. She is a true northern beauty, he will give her that.

Alas, Jon feels no desire for her. She isn’t the woman that he loves. She isn’t the one woman that has made him feel like a man again after so many years.

Jon steps back while pulling open the door to his study, waiting as Tila finally passes. He is just relieved to see her finally go.

As she steps out of his study a loud gasp is heard in the hallway. Jon immediately steps out behind the young woman, his eyes landing on Dany’s stunned face!

Seven hells!

++o+ Chapter End +o++

Find chapter 5 here: (X)

[tomakeitbeautifultolive]

When someone has the audacity to inform a fic-writer going by the pen name “LustOnMyFingers” that they “write too many smut scenes” ...

Bitch, that’s why I’m here.

[ao3feed-gendrya]

Dawn's Beginning to Storm's End

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2zmM3mq

by LustOnMyFingers

As Arya awaits the arrival of her brother Jon and Queen Daenerys at Winterfell, she goes over her 'list' as she remembers her fallen loved ones, vowing to avenge those she's lost along the way. As the party finally arrives, she spots the unmistakable blue eyes of someone she'd already mourned the loss of long ago. (Recent Import from FF, Originally Published: Oct 24)

Words: 21268, Chapters: 8/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: Davos Seaworth, Sansa Stark, Bran Stark, Sandor Clegane, Brienne of Tarth, Samwell Tarly, Gilly (ASoIaF), Tyrion Lannister, Jaime Lannister, Bronn (ASoIaF)

Relationships: Arya Stark/Gendry Waters, Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen

Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Canon Universe, Reunions, Young Love, Love, Smut, Romance, Friendship, Siblings, Family, Revenge, War for the Dawn, The Long Night, Sex, Fluff, Angst, Magic, identity crisis, R plus L equals J

read it on the AO3 at http://bit.ly/2zmM3mq

[ashleyfanfic]

Jonerys Remix 2021 - Week Two postings

Moonlight - Lustonmyfingers, alicuitza - Fic/Art - Edward Cullen/Bella Swan (Twilight Series)

Chasing the Storm - justwanderingneverlost - Art - Jo Thorton/Bill Harding (Twister)

Marshmallows and Promises - dracarys713 - Fic - Veronica/Logan (Veronica Mars)

Here's Looking at You, Kid - ashleyfanfic - Art - Rick/Elsa (Casablanca)

Crown of Thorns - dracoignis, dragons_and_direwolves - Fic/Art - Cesare/Lucerzia (The Borgias)

Do the Stars Gaze Back - justwanderingneverlost - Art - Tristan Thorn/Yvaine (Stardust)

It's A Wonderful Life - ashleyfanfic - Art - George Bailey/Mary Hatch Bailey (It's A Wonderful Life)

[fourtrishea]

This is so AMAZING.  It reminds so much of the in-progress fic by @tomakeitbeautifultolive about a young Jon and Dany growing up together at Winterfell, her story is on Ao3 - called Together, We collide by LustOnMyFingers (in Ao3). Warning, full of awesome smut.

Instead of struggling to survive Essos as a princess in exhile, Daenerys is a dragon raised amongst the wolves of the North.                 Daenerys Targaryen Week || Alternate Universe

[ao3feed-tywin]

The Girl with the Dragon's Scales

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/31Zj4mK

by LustOnMyFingers

Safely hidden away in the Red Keep, Daenerys meets a string of suitors in her brother's futile attempt to find the elusive 'prince that was promised' to break the family curse. One such suitor after her impressive dowry, Joffrey Baratheon, is so horrified when her disfigurement is revealed that he runs screaming from the castle. Ordered to help redeem his nephew's reputation, Tyrion Lannister hires the down-and-out heir to Winterfell, Jon Snow, to help lure the dragon out and prove, once and for all, that she exists. The plan goes awry, however, when the pair begin to develop feelings for one another.

Words: 9147, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Daenerys Targaryen, Jon Snow, Viserys Targaryen, Tyrion Lannister, Arianne Martell, Arya Stark, Joffrey Baratheon, Tywin Lannister, Melisandre of Asshai, Barristan Selmy, Cersei Lannister, Gendry Waters, Varys (ASoIaF), Ghost (ASoIaF), Nymeria (ASoIaF)

Relationships: Jon Snow/Daenerys Targaryen, Arianne Martell/Viserys Targaryen

Additional Tags: Romantic Comedy, Fluff and Angst, fairytale, First Love, family curse, Mistaken Identity, Viserys is king, and he's trying his best, Some details about tertiary characters are left vague because they're not important, Prologue is in first person but the rest of the fic is not, No Smut, Much to my own chagrin, Once you read it you'll see why it didn't work

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/31Zj4mK

[zae82]

So apparently my porny fic got nominated. Hah! This is hilarious but seriously there are many better smutty fics out there….

So I’m gonna highly recommend Meisie’s 2 smut fics. Vote for hers, ‘Up Against the Wall’ and ‘No one’s business but mine.’ Smut with feelings and not a porny mess like mine. Hah

Another great smut fic is a modern AU called “Between the Raindrops.” OMG… that one is art in words. And I love Lustonmyfingers AU fic ‘together we collide’ which should be in top 3 for multichapter fics and AU fics.