#lucy and thaavia

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

I posted 35,175 times in 2022

That's 4,857 more posts than 2021!

217 posts created (1%)

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I tagged 6,015 of my posts in 2022

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#destiny 2 - 136 posts

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Fresh buzz cut and new cleavage window crop top, I'm feeling human again and feeling pretty fuckin gender.

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40 notes - Posted July 28, 2022

#4

Sometimes I think about the Destiny 2 Leviathan raid Titan armor.

And I wonder how many advisors it took to convince Calus not to put a cleavage window in the chest piece that is basically just a bustier over a breastplate.

How many psions died to keep us from getting shot in the tits?

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51 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

#3

Thank you boosting!

Friend had a surprise stroke of luck, thanks everyone for trying to help, and especially to the one entire person who donated anything.

54 notes - Posted August 11, 2022

#2

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!

Thank you so much to @saplingdraws for this lovely sketch of my girl Thaavia "Godbarter" Elanigo, watching one of her party membt get chokeslammed through a table with the same tired fond amusement one watches their cat get its head stuck in a tissue box for the third time in the last hour.

Y'all should go commission Allie, they're great and so damn talented, and as soon as I have a little more money to throw around, I'm getting another.

And a special thanks to @de-luka for the present, I swear I'll have my revenge for this ya nerd 💜💜💜💜💜

64 notes - Posted February 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

No more catboys with abs! No more catgirls with flat tummies! Give them back their primordial pouch!!!

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469 notes - Posted August 19, 2022

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Kade did a similar "slap em together" thing with bloodied Lucy and Thaavia's comm

Which turned his glare from "murderous intent" to "not a goddamn word, Godbarter. Not. A damn. Word." after getting planted through a table.

(and obviously she's sat in a chair while he's standing)

LMAAOOO I love how he’s STILL much shorter than here even when sitting 😭

All I see here is thaavia making love eyes at a very pissed off lucy jdbdjdj

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

MY BOY!!!

MY BOY LOOKS SO GOOD!!!!!

HE'S BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

Thyris

Character belongs to @mypunkpansexualtwin

@de-luka

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I'm back!!! 54-59 for Lucy because I think he'll provide some really interesting answers for those!! and 17-21 for seeker!!! hehehe

👀👀👀 Well let's see then....

For Lucy

54. how important is money in their life? do they save up for ages, or spend quickly?

Lucy is definitely a big spender. And it's not even because of any kind of lavish taste or nobleborn habits from growing up rich. It's just a combination of the fact that being a wizard is expensive and he wants so many spells as soon as gets access to new levels and the fact that he loves trinkets and minor magical curios and giving gifts to his friends.

Beyond that money has no value to him, it is simply a means to acquire things and were there other ways to get them he would do so.

55. they’re seeing their greatest wish come true—what’s happening?

He's climbed the academic ladder of his career, acquiring promotion after promotion until he stands at the rank just below the Archmage.

He is well known and respected and his name is uttered the world around, not just for his accomplishments in his fields of study, the discoveries he has made and the spells he has published, but also for his reputation as an extremely capable and efficient fighter who's list of belief-defying feats stack as tall as himself, a reputation crafted by hand over years of hard work and many adventures.

He has an informal and trusting relationship with his Archmage mentor, whom he sees as a father figure and in return views him as a son, one he can be proud of.

As well as a familiar and competitive yet still friendly relationship with his peers, a group consisting of the top students from the other colleges and nations. His Archmage has planned to retire and he has been named as next in line to his seat upon the council.

56. who would they trust with their life, unequivocally?

At this point in time? There truly is only one. The groups Goliath Paladin, Thaavia Godbarter. She has already saved his life a number of times, and tended his wounds more times than he can count. It was she that saved him when he lost his arm, taught him how to get used to the prosthetic, helped him put it on in the mornings and brushed his hair while he adjusted and regained his finer motor skills with it.

57. do they see value in the laws of where they live?

Lucy is somewhere between True Neutral and Choatic Neutral, and views the laws more like suggestions. He will try not to break them frequently or openly but won't hesitate to throw them aside when they're inconvenient or he disagrees with them.

58. how often do they swear? do they mind when others swear?

I don't think a single day goes by without the instictive curse when something inevitable goes wrong, it's not a loud display of foul language, just under breath mutterances and general curses.

59. what’s an element of their philosophy that you disagree with?

That you should expect little from others and try to do all the work yourself to make sure it's done right. I am not a wizard and other peoples responsibilities are not my problems. I am not gonna pick up after others due to lack of faith.

For Seeker

17. they’re crying—what did it take to make them cry?

Oh shit that's a really good question. I'm not sure honestly, I can't really share his backstory yet for reasons but it's pretty fucking bleak tbh, perhaps the permanent death of his most trusted companion and friend, his familiar.

18. what dish brings back the best memories for them?

Goulash, a hot, spicy beef goulash in autumn or winter. His childhood was far from good but he remembers the good times and the warm meals he did have.

19. what sparks genuine, unadulterated rage in them?

The mistreatment of children, the burning of books, the hoarding of knowledge against the interests of others and greed. Entities that prey on the weak and defenceless or take more than they need to the detriment of others.

20. what attracts them to someone—platonically and/or romantically, anything counts.

A willingness to listen and learn and an interest in sharing knowledge. It doesn't matter whether they're smart or not, it's about attitude over intelligence. He'll take the curious barbarian over the snobby wizard any day of the week. It's all about effort and the intent to use knowledge for good.

21. do they have an idea about how they’ll die? do you?

They have a couple ideas, some poetic, some ironic, certainly not of old age that's for sure, Hags are immortal and do not age, and therefore neither do Hexbloods. It will probably be self sacrifice, assassination, or cannibalism.

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

So I managed to scrape together an extra $6 to get me a month of Hero Forge subscription and have spent the last six solid hours making minis of @de-luka's Lucy and my Thaavia together.

This one in particular is probably my favorite, based on a moment in our DnD game where, on the way to rescue Lucy's ex, a wild animal tried to ambush him and Thaavia interposed her shield to try and prevent the hit. It wasn't quite enough on her own, but with his shield spell, we managed to keep him from getting hit by a creature that could have reduced his already not great strength score potentially to the point of paralysis.

The first and last pictures there are absolutely my favorites out of the set.

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

Yo, I need to know everything about these D&D guys immediately if not sooner, but I can't find much of anything in tags. I KNOW you have backstories, Logan. Lemme get at those sweet sweet little gay people in your head.

This ask has apparently been sitting here for two and a half months and I only just saw it. I feel a little bit like an ass, ngl.

Alright! So, I've got a bunch, but the main ones at the moment are Thaavia "Godbarter" Elanigo, aka Paladin Godbarter, her twin brother Aurmun "Hearthkeeper" Elanigo, aka Brother Hearthkeeper or Brother Aurmun. They're my current character and backup character/significant background NPC in a friend's homebrew setting, twin Goliath healers with the church of Vild, god of healing and purification. Both have their own complicated relationship with their beliefs and the people within the church, and are for the most part just focused on helping people however they can.

After that, the other significant NPC in this campaign who I also got to play during a battle royale session (actually more like 8 sessions, such is the nature of one-shots) is Thyris Griswold! He's a tiefling bard raised by halflings, told more often than not "yeah that explains a lot" when he explains that. Very much a candidate for the himbo hall of fame, and Thaavia's romantic partner of about 10 years (kinda, they do a lot of traveling in different directions and don't get as much time together as they'd like). They're utterly smitten with each other, but open to things if the other finds another partner while they're apart.

If you see me posting about another tiefling, that is actually de-luka's boy Lucy, and at the moment the character Thaavia (and likely Thyris) is romantic endgame with. Y'know. After a significant slowburn. We'll get there when we get there, right now we're at a very shaky friendship and a one-sided secret crush. Or at least secret to anyone who hasn't known him all his life, anyone who knows his type is gonna have that shit clocked from half a mile off.

After that, I've got Maya Acerbi, who's a character who jumps around a lot, and is currently being run as a Zabrak mechanic named Cutter Calish in a Star Wars Fantasy Flight game. Great system, I definitely recommend it. Cranky old woman with a lot of secrets that I'm not gonna get into because both other players follow me on tumblr and there's a lot in her background that I'm trying very hard to play close to the vest with, but I'd be happy to dm about.

And finally, there's Mhairi Eoghan, a strix inventor in the pathfinder Strength of Thousands game. Reworked from my old Arc*na oc when I was super into that mobile game 10000 years ago because they were great but the game and the devs were.............. not. Anyways, now they're an inventor with an exploding mechanical bird who's equal parts their bodyguard and personal watchdog, learning to adjust to being in a place where they don't really need to be that kind of guarded and hypervigilant against the people around them anymore. They're also a massive lesbian, which is cool.

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

hi logan ! i’m a lil late for the ttrpg meme but 39 - 42 for thaavia pls ??

Sam. Sam I love you, don't worry about being late, the timing on this was perfect, I was having... not a great night and this definitely helped.

Under a cut cause this got beefy. And anyone who wants to send me these, there's a link to the ask game at the bottom!

39. are they insecure about their appearance? how about their personality? what aspects specifically worry them?

Picked a great one right off the bat for sure. She's definitely not insecure about her appearance. She's not arrogant either, and knows full well that since she's built like a bear (both in the animal way and in the gay way) she's not exactly Standard Pretty. She knows she's not everyone's thing, but who is? Thaavia likes how she looks, and while she may not be the kind of person making folks swoon in the streets, she's also never been short of potential partners when she wanted one either. (Also she knows that even if she's not someone's type, there's no denying she has amazing hair. She busts her ass to keep it nice even while traveling, it's her one big vanity.)

As far as being insecure about her personality, that's... a tougher question. For most of her career as a medic/healer paladin, she's had a fair few cases of patients Reading Into It when she was just doing her job. There's been a fair (or rather unfair) bit of getting put on a pedestal by someone who just sort of assumed they knew what she was like and having a fairly brutal reality check that they rarely took well. So she's worked hard on putting up a front of being cold, distant, and gruff to try and nip that in the bud. And she's gotten very good at it. (16 charisma and she uses all of it to be a bitch.)

Either way, the end result is the same; most folks don't bother to get close enough to see her, to the point where she can see where the line is drawn on someone's perception of her, whether it's Thaavia they see or Paladin Godbarter™. I wouldn't go so far as to say insecure, because to me that feels more active than just a lack of confidence, but that could just be my own nitpick. Regardless, she never expects it when someone A) bothers to look past Paladin Godbarter™ to see the person under the reputation, and B) prefers Thaavia to the version of herself people like to build her up to be.

As far as what worries her, she's got some rough stuff in her past and some bad habits that she just... never fed rather than properly breaking and she's terrified that in the right situation they'll make themselves known again. All during her childhood she was raised being told she'd be a great leader to their tribe one day if she'd just learn to make The Hard Decisions, and while she prides herself on her greatest rebellion against her upbringing being her mercy, she also remembers exactly how she almost listened, what that choice almost cost, and what that promise could possibly bring out in her again. (I will not elaborate on specifics in the ask because Kade. I've been itching to reveal the big dramatic backstory stuff in game for over a year now. I really want to talk about it tho, so I could definitely be convinced outside of an ask.)

40. if you had to remake this character right now, how would you change them?

Probably not a lot of huge changes, actually. Maybe tweak her height a little (still freakishly tall even for a goliath, either down to 8 feet even or up to 8'6 just so she's the same height as Lucy while kneeling, because I enjoy when Kade threatens me with violence), possibly make her just a tiny bit older, an even 40 rather than 38. Maybe change her subclass to Redemption paladin rather than Devotion, but even that's a coin toss because both are Incredibly Thematic for her, but also mildly moot considering I plan on changing her to a homebrew of my own as part of her arc (Oath of Hubris, it's a whole thing that I'd love to go further in depth about.)

Also, I'd probably see about putting my foot down and making her and her fire genasi partner Thyris parents. Velita may not be canon, but she lives on in my heart.

41. how do you keep notes for this character, if at all?

.......I have. So many notes. I have the shared character document for her and her twin brother that details their backstory, NPCs to pull from, and tidbits of goliath culture stuff I made up for our setting and the DM went "Yeah I dig that, yoink." I have the actual in-game notes that I've been taking for, again, over a year at this point (two years in february) and a refined notes document I really need to finish and share with the rest of the table because my Stream of Consciousness style of typing is uh. Not super conducive to looking for specific details without a LOT of Ctrl+F and luck. I've got a document that's literally just her in-character journal of medical/herbal knowledge in the front half and scraps of poetry, songs, and books that she's jotted down because she loved them enough to not want to forget them. And, of course, 80% of my discord dms between me and Kade for the last two-ish years have been about Lucy and Thaavia that I can go back to.

I take so many notes. Otherwise the brain gremlins eat the thoughts so I can't get them back.

42. can they dance?

Oh definitely. It's not her first pick and she's not gonna be particularly dazzling with it, but she knows how to lead, how to follow, and how not to step on toes. That partner of hers I mentioned, Thyris? He's a bard. (Technically Bard/Sorcerer, with a significantly heavier leaning into sorc, but the point still stands.) He made sure she at least knew enough to keep from looking silly. Plus it was, and continues to be, a great excuse to just hold dance with her for several hours.

And to the rest of y'all, please for the love of god send me some more, I am chewing on the walls since all my dnd games keep getting cancelled for one reason or another!

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

Sure, sex is good, but have you ever sent a writing wip to a friend and gotten back nothing but keysmashes and your name, both in caps lock, as the next 10 messages they send in response?

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

I am actively being consumed by about 14 different AUs for my hyperfixations at all times and it's getting hard to get my brain to shut up long enough to sleep.

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HEY LOGAN WHY WOULD YOU HIDE THIS JDJDJDJ

I had a dumb thought and I had to spend the 20 seconds required to put them into a staring contest

DYINGGG 😂😂 CAUSE WHY DOES IT FIT SO MUCH THO JRNDIFBDJ

my own contribution... 🤭😂

Ft a badly draw sabbath and half a thaavia because he’s just so short that she couldn’t fit in the frame jdbdjdjdh

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

Hello 😳 I’m here for the himbo bard please 🤲🏻

Yes!! Hi Lou! The lad himself! Thyris Awe Griswold, bard extraordinaire (kinda) and Lucy's other future spouse because he and Thaavia are kind of a package deal. (Don't let those first two rough photoshops fool you, he's definitely not short, he's 6'0, he's just also a sucker for the absurdly tall, prickly ones.)

He's fun! Raised by a pair of halfling shepards along side their daughter after losing his biological family to an ambush as an infant. He's been hunting down leads on the biological family (doesn't consider them his real family, his real family are the folks who raised and love him) after finding out at about 15 years old that he's technically more magical than your average tiefling and he wants to know what the fuck is going on with his bloodline. He's got some strong blue draconic sorcerery that is the sole source of his magic (given that our setting doesn't have True Bardic Magic, it's a lost art, his "bard" levels are flavored as his sorcery turning bard shaped through his own practice).

He's very sweet and earnest, an utterly devoted hopeless romantic who finds something to love about half the people he meets, especially Thaavia and Lucy. (As mentioned, he's a sucker for a tsundere who's actually taller than him, and being 6' with a penchant for high heels, that second bit isn't the easiest standard to meet.) Not full on stereotypical slutty bard, but not far off either. He walks the line between Himbo and "was probably a golden retriever in a past life" like an acrobat on a tightrope. Skilled player of the hurdy-gurdy and the wooden tongue drum, uses his music to enhance his storytelling, uses his magic to enhance his music, and uses his overall vibe as a performer to come across as unassuming and unthreatening as possible. Definitely no slouch in a fight, though, and can be downright vicious when cornered.

First met Thaavia about 10 years before campaign start after he got his nose broken by the father of his latest lover (admittedly after talking the man down from outright gutting him) and Thaavia fixed it. By walking up to him and resetting it without so much as a word of greeting or warning. After the pain wore off, he offered to buy her and her brother breakfast as thanks, mentioned they were traveling in the same direction, and after a lot of warming up to him, they've been completely devoted to each other ever since. He and Thaavia are in an open relationship given that their respective goals keep taking them in different directions, but plan on settling down together eventually.

First met Lucy (sorta?) in the battle royale we had over the last month or so, except the Lucy he met was a future AU version of the man who was a time wizard and had already been married to Thyris for A While. In-game, they haven't actually met yet, but it's definitely gonna be interesting having them meet up and have Thyris half recognize Lucy as he is as the weird older tiefling calling him pet names and saving his life from the weird alternate dimension arena and all the shit in it that wanted to pull him apart like a twizzler.

Jury (and by that I mean the DM) is undecided on whether or not he and Thaavia have a daughter, but regardless of what happens in regard to that decision, their 8 y/o goliefling daughter Velita will always have a place in my heart.

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

🖊+ that big woman from that thyris post

You. I like you, anon.

That's my girl Thaavia, the paladin I'm playing in a friend's homebrew dnd setting. Thaavia Elanigo, aka Paladin Godbarter. Thaavia to her friends, Godbarter or Paladin to everyone else.

She's not just big, she's massive. 38 years old, 8'3 and 506 pounds, frequently carrying upwards of 150-200 pounds of gear. She's also a healer with an intentionally awful bedside manner as far as attitude (plenty of folks who took her taking care of them with 16 charisma the wrong way and she's just trying to nip that whole mess in the bud) but otherwise very careful and very professional as far as actual care.

As far as paladins go, she's not actually super devout to her god; her oaths more boiled down to "I do good deeds in your name, you give me power to do them so I can help people, we both benefit." Thus the name Godbarter. The moment she's forced to choose between her deity and people, she's probably gonna get her ass labelled as a heretic, to the point that I actually made a homebrew paladin subclass because I just wasn't vibing with Oathbreaker. (Might include it under a cut cause I can't publish it on official dndbeyond since it uses spells that aren't in the base books)

I have about 100000 screenshots of minis I made of her, so let's see if I can pare it down to my favorites. (Side note, I've gotten pretty damn good at making expressive as hell minis in hero forge.)

She's got a twin brother that's she's fiercely protective of, even when he's being a pyromaniac pain in her ass.

If you've got any specific questions, hit me with them cause my brain is a little bit pudding this week, more so than usual.

Aaand as a bonus, have some hypothetical Hubris Paladin Thaavia

(also Vow, the wedding sword just recently presented to her by de-luka's boy Lucy)

[detect-thoughts]

3 - 6 for lucy for the ttrpg meme pls 🤲

For you Sam, anything <3

3. can they accept failure?

In others? Yes. It is okay for others to fall short or fail. From himself? Absolutely not, failure is not an option for him, it doesn't matter how many times he has to try or what means or methods he must use. If he cannot do it, it simply is not possible. He holds himself to a much higher standard than he holds anybody else.

4. what one person, place, or thing do they love more than anything else?

He is extremely fond of our groups Paladin, a tall and powerful Goliath woman called Thaavia, who is just as emotionally repressed at he is, and they're both stupid for each other but won't admit it.

He also has a soft spot for out Ratfolk Artificer, Dlanor, who is young and small and very talented and tries to encourage, viewing him as a younger brother or son that he wants to protect.

He's also rather fond of the wand of magic missiles his Archmage mentor and step-in father figure gifted him recently after he got his first spells published, which was a large goal of his and a highly significant achievement for somebody as young as he is, further cementing his skill and talent.

5. is there something they want to be known for?

Lucy is largely defined by his ambition, he wants so much and he's willing to work for it all. He wants to be famous, or even infamous, as a mage of great skill and talent. The setting he is currently in has a council of Archmages called the Magi, each of them are the most talented and powerful mages in the setting, and each runs their own academy in a different nation while also advising their nation's leader.

Lucy aspires to not only sit on this council one day, essentially being known as one of the most powerful mages in the world, but also to be the youngest person to ever become a Magi.

Lucy's philosphy with goals is that you should never set a goal that isn't the absolute top rung of the ladder, believing that when people set a goal and accomplish it, they stop trying and working towards it any further, where they could have otherwise achieved even more if they has simply aimed higher, so Lucy only ever shoots for the top, and lands at his limit, never shorter.

6. how have they changed in the last year? how about the last five years?

Lucy has made more changes in his last 5 years than the rest of his life combined, growing into adulthood granted him agency and the power to gain his own financial freedom from his controlling noble parents. He's taken a break from on-campus college life to pursue field work in his studies, which agrees with him greatly.

He has made leaps in his casting abilities, has greatly enjoyed travelling, and generally not being in his home city. Grown significantly as a person through exposure to others, realised his own shortcomings. Lost his arm. Became wanted by the law in 2 different countries and made several significant discoveries while getting tangled up in designs much bigger than himself.

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Hello logan 👀 just wanted to say,, thank you so much for all the love and the nice comments that you constantly leave and make my day with 💓💓 I always look forward to what you have to say and I read all your tags, truly appreciate you 🥺

Oh and I wanted to deliver you this.. basket of cookies 🍪 🧺 for you (and my beloved thaavia of course) and also some kisses for thaavia and then some more for you 😘😘

Hi Lou!!! I'm always happy to gush about your art, you are insanely talented and Valen and Hyacinth and all of your characters are fucking LOVELY, and I want everyone to know it! 💜💜💜💜💜

And thank you, the cookies are already gone, Thaavia and I both have an insatiable sweet tooth. As for the kisses...

💜💜💜 have another blushy Thaavia, now in Lucy's coat that absolutely would not fit but she looks good in it so who cares

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

Hello logan 👀 just wanted to say,, thank you so much for all the love and the nice comments that you constantly leave and make my day with 💓💓 I always look forward to what you have to say and I read all your tags, truly appreciate you 🥺

Oh and I wanted to deliver you this.. basket of cookies 🍪 🧺 for you (and my beloved thaavia of course) and also some kisses for thaavia and then some more for you 😘😘

Hi Lou!!! I'm always happy to gush about your art, you are insanely talented and Valen and Hyacinth and all of your characters are fucking LOVELY, and I want everyone to know it! 💜💜💜💜💜

And thank you, the cookies are already gone, Thaavia and I both have an insatiable sweet tooth. As for the kisses...

💜💜💜 have another blushy Thaavia, now in Lucy's coat that absolutely would not fit but she looks good in it so who cares

[mypunkpansexualtwin]

Thyris has a habit of picking the ones that make him look like a manlet despite the fact that he's six feet tall and and wears 5 and 6 inch heels and Valen is no exception

So I don't know how invested you are, especially considering I don't talk about him much and he hasn't even technically canonically appeared in the game he's gonna be it, but Thyris got a redesign!

Kade, the bastard, said "hear me out: Fire Genasi Thyris" and I liked the redesign so much I ran it by the DM and we made it canon, so I've spent the last two days overhauling all his minis.

Including the one where he's dancing with Valen!

He's so goddamn orange. But he's also so goddamn pretty.

WAAAAAAAAAAA PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HE LOOKS SO GOODDD omG

Fire genasi is such a sexy species imo 😩👌👌 and get looks AMAZINGGHH oh the freckles 🥺🥺

And also they! 🥺🥺 they look so adorable but I especially love how short thyris still looks even with heels jskdjdh