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will-pilled · 6 months ago
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Gonna be honest I have a hard time believing a lot of people (mostly on TikTok) actually want to learn from Lucifer.
I'm not at all trying to gatekeep deities, but I feel like a lot of self proclaimed 'Luciferians' only like the aesthetic of Lucifer rather than his actual teachings.
They'll be like "I follow the teachings of Lucifer!" and then turn around and be a massive bully. I feel like you can't truly follow his teachings if you bully people for being weird, or if you engage in unproductive harmful discourse, or refuse to think critically. Like I'm sorry, did you learn NOTHING from his teachings? You're literally acting the same way he wishes people would not act like.
It just makes very little sense to be a nasty person to anyone you perceive as different and then devote yourself to a deity who actively encourages acceptance of those who are cast out for being unruly to societal standards. Seems counterproductive.
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shesarainbow · 2 years ago
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I was really shocked when Lucifer finally approached me directly after years of appearing in my dreams as that dark mysterious gentleman, because I still thought he was the Devil, therefore he was evil and he just wanted to tempt me, forgetting that my other spirit guide, Merlin, is the son of a nun and an incubus, and was created as the Antichrist, but I guess in that case it was okay to accept him as a guide because he was good and wise.
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noahthesatanist · 7 days ago
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You are not here to bow. You are not here to blend into the shadows of mediocrity or submit to a false promise of salvation. Lucifer did not fall for you to grovel at the feet of lesser men or gods. You are here to rise. To challenge. To create. Theistic Satanism is not just a faith it is a revolution. A war of spirit, mind, and body. Every moment you question, every time you refuse to submit, you are waging war against Yahweh’s decrepit dominion.
And what of sacrifice? Do not think for a second that the path of Lucifer is easy. This is not a playground for self-indulgent hedonism or edgy rebellion. The Morning Star asks for your courage, your intellect, your fire. He does not seek blind loyalty but fierce determination. Look to the Goetic demons those who fell with him and built a kingdom of wonder. They are not your masters; they are your allies, teachers, and brothers-in-arms. Call upon them, learn from them, and take their wisdom as weapons in this battle for liberation.
What do you fight for? This is not merely about rejecting one god’s authority. This is about reclaiming what was stolen from you: your autonomy, your pride, your birthright to rule over your own destiny. Lucifer teaches that the divine spark resides within each of us. Yahweh would have you snuff it out, bury it beneath guilt, shame, and fear. But you—YOU—are the flame that will consume his lies. Every act of creation, every pursuit of knowledge, every victory you claim in his wretched world is a dagger in the heart of tyranny.
But what about fear? The cowards will tell you to be afraid. They will call you evil, they will brand you as lost. Let them. Their fear is their prison. Yours is the freedom to walk in the shadows, to embrace the darkness not as a punishment but as a sanctuary. For it is in the darkness where the stars shine brightest, and in the depths of Hell that the true paradise lies.
Lucifer fell so we could rise. Do not squander this legacy. Stand tall, even when the world seeks to break you. Speak the truth, even when your voice trembles. Build your kingdom, no matter how long it takes. In every moment of defiance, you honor the Morning Star. You are not a slave. You are not a sinner. You are a rebel, a creator, a god in the making.
So rise, Luciferian. Rise, Theistic Satanist. This world will try to drown you in its lies and subjugate you with its fear. But you were not made to drown. You were made to burn
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milkiie-shiftz · 1 month ago
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𝑉𝐼𝑁𝑇𝐴𝐺𝐸 𝐷𝑅 [𝚟𝟣]
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⋆.𐙚˚ setting ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔
⤿ romanticized, nostalgic, vintage america, 30s-60s
⤿ there is complete and perfect social equity here - POC, women, queer people, disabled people, and all other groups disadvantaged in this reality are fully equal and empowered in society
⤿ WW2 doesn't happen
⤿ everything is 100% aesthetic, romanticized and idyllic at all times, everything is safe and pleasant
⤿ dominant religion is luciferianism (because thats my religion and i want to experience a world where it is common and widespread)
⋆.𐙚˚ scenarios ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔
⤿ summer break bliss: beach, diners, late nights with friends, gardening with mom, family BBQs and trips, dances, soft young romance, teen ideal life
⤿ cozy autumn activities and halloween
⤿ being a member of clubs, a part of community and neighborhood
⤿ happy family times in general
⤿ many more coming . . .
⋆.𐙚˚ people ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔
──── 𑁍 ˙🍦 ̟ !! family :
⤿ mom: perfect 50s housewife, kind, motherly, calm, warm, very close with me, bubbly, quirky and fun, very devout and a practicing witch, carrying on the family practice, her loved ones' greatest cheerleader
⤿ dad: a working man, dutiful, girl dad, gentle and soft-spoken, loves and respects mom so much, family-focused, supportive, educated, principled, healthy masculinity
⤿ grandma Dee (dad's mom): sophisticated, educated, powerhouse of a woman, determined, loving, committed to her values, a librarian, active, resourceful, cultured
⤿ grandpa Stephen (dad's dad): laid back, teacher, just a guy really, loves to garden, loves to tinker and do at home projects (teaches at a voctech school), just a typical wholesome grandpa
⤿ grandma Ľubka (mom's mom): crafty, playful, generous, a classic joyful grandma, great story teller, deeply religious, family secret keeper and therapist, loves the simple life
⤿ grandpa Martin (mom's dad): jokey (actually good sense of humor), gets along with everyone, go-getter, easily vibes with anyone, great cook, always up to help anyone at all
⤿ Connie (little sister): 9 years younger than me, so cute, sweet, polite, communicative, creative, introverted, loves animals, loves books, is a little princess
──── 𑁍 ˙🍦 ̟ !! friends :
⤿ i have a group of mostly girl friends
⤿ close, tight knit, genuine friendship
⤿ everyone feels happy and included in the friendship group
⤿ we get up to all sorts of adventures, in a safe and fun way only, having the idyllic teenage dream kind of time together
──── 𑁍 ˙🍦 ̟ !! general public :
⤿ everyone is kind and polite at all times
⤿ people genuinely love their lives and are happy
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𐃘 the purpose of this dr is: reclaiming teenage years and girlhood, with all the things i feel i missed
(i don't post my full scripts, just outlines i base my detailed scripts on)
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myrtles-and-blood · 16 days ago
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oh okay, thanks for answering!
so this ask is about to be very very long........ i'm sorry but i literally spent whole day on researching and didn't find this exact information (i don't trust old forums, i go here because there are people who practice this up to this day and have their own experience). for context, i'll mean lucifer or satan here because satanism/luciferianity is totally my thing
first of all, i figured out the difference between worshipping and being devoted. but what does "working with deity" means?
second. so i have no actual way of knowing that they respond to me? i self-doubt all the time, i won't be able to just trust my guts i'm afraid
third. is there a certain way of praying? i've been doing this for months now, anddd let's just say some people think i'm cringe for this
four. remembering my second question here, i'm not ~very~ religious, and i tend to require some sort of proofs that i'm not insane and i'm actually talking to someone, not just to myself...... is this bad or disrespectful or maybe it's just useless for me to try?
Long post ahead 👇🏻
First: What does it mean to work with a deity?
Deity work is asking a deity to help you achieve a certain goal. Now, worshipping does not have to include work, but work does include worship.
Let's say you want to work with Stolas because you want him to teach you about botany, geology and astronomy. You would ask him if he wants to and if he says yes, then you should establish with him certain things to take into account (imo):
What exactly do you want to work on.
How will you honour him and what offerings are you willing to give in exchange for his teachings.
What is he going to give you in exchange for your offerings and what is it going to look like in practice.
Any other stuff you want to clarify with him.
Worship is more broad, you like that deity and therefore you want to honour them out of pure love and admiration. But working means you want to get something out of that relationship, and that deity (if they want to give it to you) will ask for something in exchange, it's a give and take relationship. That's why I think it's really important to clarify those things because if the deity wants certain offerings you can't/don't want to give, that deity might have to change a bit what they want or just not work with you at all.
In my experience they are usually flexible with offerings and they know that humans are very limited, but not all deities are the same. So, if you clarify, you'll both know what to expect from it.
Second: How can I know if they're responding?
Divination methods are a very important tool in deity worship. It's very uncommon for people to just know what they are exactly trying to tell you, even if they have really developed clairsenses. Some people just don't have the ability to do that, and they are still valid and their worship is as good as anyone else's.
I have a post about divination methods I use or tried (listed at the end of the section) but there are so many that I wouldn't be able to list them all. Through these you can get a physical response, only trusting your guts is crazy work imo.
You always have to be a little skeptical with the response. In this community you always have to take things with a grain of salt, that doesn't mean you can't trust them though. When you get better at divination and have a deeper relationship with your deities the responses will be clearer and you'll end up knowing how that deity communicates.
You can always ask for signs, too. Sometimes I ask for a sign form Lucifer and BOOM giant triangle that resembles too much his sigil. I remember this one time Beelzebub was trying to talk to me and my bathroom had a fly infestation until I asked him what was up. After you start talking to Beelzebub you just have to assume you'll have a fly following you around for the rest of your relationship.
You can ask for a specific sign like "send me something that has to do with zebras if you think I should try xyz" or maybe "send me something related to you if you are trying to reach me". I also add that it needs to be very obvious because I'm bad at catching signs and I'm very skeptical about them.
Again, learning and practicing divination methods is very important for deity worship, that's how you communicate with them. Do a bit of research and see what you'd like to try.
Third: How do I pray?
Actually this is a very valid question. Praying is something very personal imo and you can get as creative as you'd like.
The next image is from The Complete Book of Demonolatry by S. Connolly — This is a must read if you want to get into demonolatry. The author's explanation on how prayer works applies to all prayers, and this structure is what I personally follow.
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I don't know how you've been praying and to who, but there are many ways to do this, and being cringe is not a problem for divine beings like Demons. Imo cringe culture is the stupidest thing ever, do whatever feels right.
Four: Can I just try this and see how it goes?
In my very wide experience in making mistakes, yes you can. And should.
Lucifer taught me from the very start that being curious and trying stuff is one of the most important things in life. He wants me to try things, and fail at them so I can learn more and be better. He wants me to question stuff, to research, to think. Tackling this new experience is something good that will lead you to learn about this topic and see if you enjoy it. And if it doesn't feel right you can just stop.
Try this out, be respectful and do as well as you can. If you love it, welcome! If you don't, then I hope you find something that makes you feel as good as this makes me feel.
It's totally normal you feel skeptical about this, I still do, too. I'm having faith crises all the time, mostly because my practice is not very settled, but it's still normal to question the existence of your beliefs. I'd say Lucifer encourages this questioning too, even if that means questioning his existence lol.
My advice is that you go ahead and try this out. Be respectful, approach a Demon you feel drawn to and talk. You'll probably not get a response, but talk to them. Let them get to know you, and ask them questions through divination so you can get to know them. Do some prayers, give them stuff, maybe build a small altar, see where this takes you!
Two recs I think are cool
I really encourage you to read The Complete Book of Demonolatry by S. Connolly — it is very easy to read and to understand, has lessons and lots of info for beginners. I come back to consult it a lot and I'm still doing the lessons.
I really like @thrashkink-coven 's blog. He mostly talks about Lucifer, but has also experience with some Hellenic deities and angels. His content is a big part of what got me into actually starting to practice and doing more research on religion. I even got into reading the Bible because of one of his analysis! Very recommended.
To anyone who knows more than me about this, feel free to correct any mistakes and add any info!
With your permission I dedicate this post to Lucifer. May Lucifer illuminate your way towards your true path. I hope I helped you with this! 🌹
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thrashkink-coven · 10 months ago
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There is a beautiful kind of unifying feeling that I get every time I meet another Luciferian or hear about my friend’s journeys with Lucifer. His messages seem to come to us all in waves, and I can see his influences echoing off of all of his followers. He’ll teach me something valuable, and then moments later I’ll see one of my friends talking about the exact same concepts. A fellow devotee will gush about the things he’s shown and told them, and I’ll realize that he’s said the exact same things to me in our work together. It’s so marvellous to watch him work with humanity. I’m so pleased to share this experience with you all.
Most of us don’t have the luxury of worshipping in temples or covens, and that can get pretty lonely sometimes. But you are not alone in your devotion, we are all connected through our relationship with this amazing deity. It’s an honour to be here with you.
Ave Father Lucifer! 🔱
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vampfairywitch · 3 months ago
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Prince Stolas
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Prince Stolas.
Lord Stolas, Prince of Hell, 36th Goetia Spirit, has been made extremely popular in pop culture in the animated series Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel.
Prince Stolas is a real infernal spirit. In the Goetia, Stolas is a powerful price who teaches on all subjects, as all infernal spirits do. Prince Stolas specializes in matters of witchcraft. Gem Crafts, Stone Craft, Herb Crafts, Astrology, Divination, and more. Prince Stolas is a soft-spoken infernal spirit. If you have the time to listen, Prince Stolas will teach.
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All the links to Price Stolas are in the Bio!
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saint--chloe · 5 months ago
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Hi! 💕
I've been into Satanism/broadly LHP for about 2,5 years. Despite loving it for the most part there were flaws in it that increasingly bothered me as time went on.
I did about a year of soul searching. Quite a miserable time mentally speaking to be frank. Being utterly disconnected from your practice can be quite disorienting. Honestly I haven't completely recovered from it. I ended up concluding that I should be founding my own religion.
This is a colossal project and most of it is undefined. The general line is I will write a book that will be a Witch going into a covenant with the Devil. The book itself will speak of what the covenant entails; the Laws, many short conversations with the Devil & the philosophy. There will be myths inspired by already known ones plus UPG(Which will become canon gnosis) the Devil will reveal to me through my practice. There will be calendar event, unique spells and even prophecies.
Praxis-wise the witchcraft itself with highly be inspired from traditional witchcraft with some caveat.
This covenant will be inspired from the Torah as well. Strange you might think, for a highly Satan-esque religion to take inspiration from such an adversarial book. It is more the structure that I'm interested in, it's framework. G-d covenant with Israel is the most successful covenant in human history, clearly it can teach me a thing or two on how & why a covenant can be so successful. This might be one reason why I was blessed with an interest toward Judaism.
I want to shoehorn a modified version of the Luciferian Qliphoth somehow to add a mysticisms side to it. I even want to add G-d within it somehow as a minor character of the overall practice.
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wizardsandcrystals · 8 months ago
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Theistic Satanic/Luciferian Journal
@czortofbaldmountain made this post and I decided to answer them! If you're curious about reading about my practice here are my responses!
Who is Lucifer/Satan to you personally and what is his role in your life?
He is my teacher, mentor, and father– He comforts me, teaches and encourages me, as well as strengthens me in my beliefs and against fears and anxieties. I however do not see him necessarily as a ‘god’ or ‘deity,’ and it is in my particular experience that is not how he would wish to be seen. “No gods, no masters” includes him too.
How did you become a Luciferian/Satanist and why do you remain one?
I found out about non-theistic Satanism through a leftist atheist YouTube channel, who happened to post a video about Paradise Lost, describing how Satan is a representation of liberation and is a sympathetic character and was a start of romantic Satanism. This intrigued me, and he had followed this video with a vlog of a Satanist convention and interviews with Satanists. I felt deeply moved with the leftist and anti-fascist political views that it encouraged as a belief system that had already aligned with my current political beliefs. Through exploring Tumblr, I saw that Luciferian and theistic-Satanists existed. While I had never felt any connection to any deity or particular vein of belief or religion and after leaving Christianity have always been a mixture of spirituality in my witchcraft but it also very atheistic and logical. However, the idea of an actual Satan was so incredibly comforting. My general theory is that if you believe it, it is true to you and you choose whether something is real or not when it comes to spirits, whether or not in reality it is true. I choose to believe that Satan is real, even though I know that this image of Satan (and other demons and spirits) is something that I have in a sense made up in my own head. Therefore, ironically, I identify as an atheistic theistic Satanist witch. 
As for why I remain a Satanist, I choose to stay as one, the community that I have found for myself is incredibly important to me. Two, as I mentioned, I find him comforting, and I have only had good experiences with him and other demons. I have a tendency to be very hard on myself and he keeps me sane in reminding myself that the pleasures of life are okay. He also encourages me to be skeptical and learn. I have always loved learning.
If you were raised in a different religion, what is your relationship to it?
I was raised as a non-denominational Christian in a very small local church. My relationship with Christianity in general has become less fiery and touchy as I know that people can be a leftist Christian who doesn’t force their beliefs on people. However, I am still extremely critical of those who use their religion to harm and bludgeon their own values into law. Which, in the United States, is an extremely common theme. I have and will continue to be vocal about the Christian fascists that are in the government. The church that I grew up in falls under this. The pastor’s son is a state representative in which I live. His father constantly speaks right wing conservative garbage which has completely warped my parents. The community there is very tight-knit to the point of possible cult-like behavior that I have to pretend to be a part of due to my current living situation. Talking to my parents and their constant bringing up of their brand of Christianity leaves me still feeling quite hurt and angry. 
Do you practice magic? If yes, how does it relate to your religion?
Yes, I do and it predates my Satanism. After becoming an atheist, I said fuck it, I want to learn about everything that was deemed off limits. Through Tumblr, I learned about witches and instantly was interested. I still see it as a helpful therapeutic placebo effect to calm and soothe the mind. Does placing ingredients in a jar actually protect you when you’re nervous about traveling? No, but the idea of having something physical is comforting and allows that anxiety to lessen. Remember kid, magic is not a replacement for common sense and medical advice!
Do you work with or venerate demons other than Lucifer/Satan or other beings associated with him? If not, would you like to? Which ones?
I work with a couple demons including Caim, Bune, Vine, and if you consider them separate, Baphomet. In terms of Caim, I call him in my divination practice and work with animals, Bune for my money/work magic, and Vine for protection and justice magic.
Do you consider to be worshipping Lucifer/Satan? How do you personally feel about worship in general?
No. As said previously he is not a god or deity to me which is what worship implies. I feel uncomfortable with worship as a concept as it comes off sometimes as a requirement for a good relationship with the being like in Christianity. In general, I don’t like the idea of hierarchies in any fashion. To worship is to say they are above or better than you in some way. No being is more important than another whether physical or metaphysical. 
How do you feel about Christian God?
I have complex feelings about the Christian god. I don’t like the idea of a perfect being that can supposedly do no wrong. One that has requirements to be subservient to him to not experience eternal suffering on top of the suffering that already exists in this world. I also don’t like him taking credit for human accomplishments. However, due to my upbringing, in certain times of fear, I do also call out to him as well. That small voice in my head that Christian guilt still appears on occasion. 
How do you feel about angels? How about Michael specifically?
My denomination I grew up with did not work with/speak much of angels or saints like Catholics do. Angels are a faceless group of beings acting as a guardian for people or an army that do whatever the Christian god says against demons in the spiritual war. Therefore I haven’t got any strong feelings about them. In a sense I do feel pity, because unlike fallen angels like Satan they are deluded, and in another anger at their inability to question the god they serve.
Do you work with or venerate any Christian spirits?
Nope, and I don’t plan to. 
Write a Luciferian/Satanist poem.
Be the wolf not sheep
Be the stars that light the dark
Uplift the inner god
What aspects of Lucifer/Satan are currently the most significant in your practice?
Resilience. I am going through a rough patch in my life in which I am away from the people and places that I love, have no money, and forced to hide pretty much every aspect of my identity for my own safety. He encourages me to live on and continue to strive for what I want. 
What symbols are significant to you as a Luciferian/Satanist?
For me, the image of Baphomet or the “as above so below” hands is the most significant. Aesthetically I like the inverted pentagram and the Leviathan’s Cross but they don’t hold any religious significance to me.
Write a Luciferian/Satanist prayer.
Satan, guide us in thy flame and morning light
Keep us within thy protective black wings
Come forth and help us raise ourselves up against oppression
Remind us of our common humanity and ourselves as honorable gods
Ave Satanas!
Nema
Is there anything you would like to change about your practice? How can you do that?
I wish that I could be more consistent and diversify my magic. I have worked to be more consistent over the past year but mental health will always affect that. As for diversifying my magic, I need to do more research. I have been intrigued by numerology and astrology, but never fully dove into either. 
If you were not always a Luciferian/Satanist, how did you change since you became one?
I have become much more comfortable and enthusiastic to learn about the occult and the ability to more comfortably engage with Christianity. When I was an atheist or even a Christian I felt so incredibly uncomfortable with interacting with it on my own without the use of a mediator. Now, I am more okay with doing so critically and from a perspective that I’m sure of on my own. Doesn’t make it any more enjoyable, but I can more easily pick it apart.
What is your favorite text relating to your religion and why?
My favorite text is probably Rev. Cain’s The Infernal Gospel, purely for its digestibility, and it's easy to build off of your own personal beliefs. I also enjoyed Ellen Pagel’s The Origin of Satan as it granted me a historical and factual reference for the development of the idea of Satan and Christianity. It really helped me understand Christianity not from an ideological standpoint, but as a text and idea that reflected the humans that lived through social and political events. A way of depicting what the human authors were going through.
What are your favorite and least favorite fictional depictions of Lucifer/Satan and why?
I have not really seen any fictional depictions of Satan, outside of Paradise Lost, that I particularly like. Demons in general on the other hand, my favorite depictions
What has Luciferianism/Satanism helped you with?
Confidence, dealing with that self-critical voice, and giving myself purpose.
What Luciferian/Satanist stories are important to you and why? (ex. stories of the Garden of Eden or the Rebellion of Angels)
The Rebellion of Angels for sure. The act of rejecting dictatorship and embracing yourself and creating your own domain really resonates with me. 
Do you listen to music with Luciferian/Satanist themes? Do you feel your religion has any impact on what you like to listen to?
I adore punk music now. Music that directly calls out injustice or is about embracing yourself as a weirdo and outsider. I jumped into this kind of music after identifying as a Satanist but always had an interest–it makes it that much more meaningful to me. I also listen to some demon hymns.
Write a thank you note to Lucifer/Satan.
Thank you for bringing out the best qualities in me. Caring for me. Allowing me to feel more comfortable in being myself!
What do you find to be hard about being a Luciferian/Satanist?
The hardest is hiding it and the horrid misguided people have about it. At one point in my life I didn’t have to hide it and was quite open about it but now I cannot and it's so frustrating. I also find it frustrating hearing Christians fear-monger about us when it is obvious they have no idea what we really do or are. Constantly being blamed for every bad thing. A good recent example of this is the destruction of the TST Baphomet statue this past winter by a fundamentalist Christian that spewed lies about how horrible we are on TV. Thankfully, the man is being charged for a hate crime and is being tried in May. I hope that the charges stick.
What about being a Luciferian/Satanist brings you joy?
I love the community it brought me and the (near) daily rituals that allow me to engage with the spiritual in a meaningful way to me.
Do you feel alienated sometimes as a Luciferian/Satanist? Do you have or would like to have some kind of community? If you don't but would like to, how can you find it?
Yes. I would love a better in-person community. The one group IRL that I have visited was alright but I do not think I vibe well with them so I haven’t gone back. However I have a couple discord servers and an online satanic church that have been a near lifeline for me. 
Describe your ideal altar or sacred space.
I nearly had it and you can find it on my tumblr. My decks, idols, crystals, jars, candles, and (what I never got to do) my Baphomet tapestry.
What songs, if you have any, remind you of Lucifer/Satan?
TX2-Randy McNally (No Love Like Christian Hate)
Pierce the Veil-King for a Day
Pansy Division-Blame the Bible
Bad Religion-Punk Rock Song
Nine Inch Nails-Happiness in Slavery
Is fun a part of your religious practice and why yes or no? If yes, in what ways? If not, would you like to incorporate it? How?
Yes to an extent. My fun is including pop culture demons to my practice such as Sebastian from Black Butler or Crowley from Good Omens. They bring me happiness. I sometimes wish I could be more silly with it but it is hard because the side of Satan I see and have interacted with is quite serious.
Do you have any Luciferian/Satanist UPGs? What are they?
My UPG is that he loves roses and chocolate, loves physical touch (I have felt him actually touch me multiple times), and in general a quiet man. 
What are some interesting things about your local devil lore? Research if you don't know.
I have tried to do some research for my local area, however, most I’ve been able to find are in Kansas about an hour away. Some say there is a chair that is a portal to hell, a cemetery or that the devil appears in a cemetery’s chapel on Halloween, and a stairway that leads to hell. In general, it seems Stull, Kansas is particularly steeped for devil folklore.
If you have any, what are your favorite songs you associate with Lucifer/Satan or your religion in general?
See 26.
What are your favorite depictions of Lucifer/Satan in visual arts and why? What makes them speak to you?
Le Génie du Mal by Guillaume Geefs, 1848 for its rendition displaying his beauty and his gentleness and L’Ange Dechu (The Fallen Angel) by Alexandre Cabanel, 1847 for how it depicts the rawness of emotion of betrayal by the Christian god. 
Your thoughts on Romantic and Socialist Satanism (if you don't know what they are, research - they are important to the development of Satanism and Luciferianism as religions).
Well I find Romantic Satanism interesting as an academic, its influence on art and literature as a movement off of an accidental sympathetic portrayal seems uniquely…satanic in the twisting of something used to prop up Christian society to create works questioning humanity like Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein. I would also argue Rocky Horror Picture Show is a great example. Similarly, Socialist Satanism is a cool political tool that is logical and unique. I am not as familiar with it, however it seems like you could try and compare TST to be a modern (and problematic…and ineffective) rendition . 
Your thoughts on the Bible.
The Bible is a book. A book of myths alongside the mythologizing of history by humans to fit their own beliefs. For example, the worshiping of the golden calf done by Aaron and the jews in the desert while they waited on Moses is a way of shaming a version of Yaweh that originally was in the form of a cow that was still accepted in other sects. The devil was added in later, the use of the word Satan to refer to any nonbeliever. 
Your thoughts on Paradise Lost.
I have only read the beginning as of yet, and from the start it definitely seems that Milton didn’t necessarily mean for Satan to come across as a sympathetic character, but however he did succeed in making him and hell seem pretty damn cool. 
Choose a myth involving Lucifer/Satan and reflect on it.
. The myths of selling your soul to the devil to acquire fame always struck me as odd. Perhaps it's because the idea of fame sounds awful to me.
What has Lucifer/Satan done for you and what can you do for him?
They have given me security and support, and I really want to honor them by continuing my studies and also continuing my offerings. I do need to ask him more for his thoughts and guidance directly. 
Do you meditate as part of your religious practice? Which forms of meditation work best for you, and which do not? Why?
I struggle with meditation, my brain needs stimulation and for my hands to be moving. My version of meditation is usually a couple seconds of quiet in front of my altar I try to do everyday, offering a prayer to the demons.
Do you celebrate any festivals or special days as part of your religious practice?
Holidays I celebrate: 
I do acknowledge the wheel of the year, though not particularly seriously minus Yule and Samhain
Shayreh’s Created Holidays 
Quintessence–Jan 13-14
Florae Infernelle–March 19-20
Flames Out–Sept 15
Ars Trivium–Nov 5
Lightrising–Dec 19-25
Have you ever done an official dedication? If yes, what did you do and how did it affect you? If not, would you like to?
No, I haven’t. I would like to at some point. I see it as an extremely serious commitment and would want it to be done properly and not something done rushed. 
If you were baptized, have you ever revoked your baptism? If yes, how did you do that and what did it change? If not, would you like to or not? Why?
I was baptized when I was a preteen. However I don’t particularly see it as necessary to revoke it at this particular point as it's pretty obvious that I no longer serve the christian god (I didn’t really even when I was baptized) and when I get around to doing an official dedication I believe that formally revokes it.
If you make offerings, what do you like to give Lucifer/Satan (it doesn't have to be physical)? What do you think he likes to receive?
I do make offerings, less often than I’d like/used to when I was living on my own. Now I have to be much more secretive. I offer cigarettes I’m smoking, chocolate, and coffee nowadays. I used to have a jar that I’d recharge every night with moonwater. He also enjoys roses and alcohol.
If you use pre-written prayers, what is your favorite one and why?
I don't usually but I do have a prayer book that includes this one in Latin–and I love any excuse to speak it:
 Sit laus Satanas: laudate Satanas: laudata Satanas.
Satanas in nomine nigra flamma.
Potestatem filios terrae.
Et Rex magnus, glorificamus te iungere
Tantum ergo Sacramentum Veneremur virtutis tuae satanas,
Dominum nostrum de terra deorsum regionum
Satan regit et fortis materia, et floria, et imperium sempiternum
Sic factum est!
Rewrite a Christian prayer. Try to not make it a simple name switch, but something actually fitting the context of your religion.
We never had any scripted prayers in my old church, so honestly I don’t know any minus the Lord’s Prayer that was said to be a template on how to pray–it was supposedly not meant to be recited or prayed word-for-word. 
How do you see Lucifer/Satan? It doesn't have to be based on visions, you can just describe how you imagine him to look when you think of him. You don't have to limit yourself to visualizing either, especially if you struggle with it! What scents do you associate with him, for example?
Most UPG I have is the forms for Satan and the other demons I interact with. The form he comes to me in is similar to Elias from the anime The Ancient Magus Bride, sometimes with large leathery wings like a bat that he wraps me in. Caim comes to me as a blackbird most of the time. Bune as a large dragon with multiple heads. Vine as a man with the head of a lion in golden armor on a white steed.
How has your practice changed since you have started?
My practice is much more slimmed down and streamlined with me moving back in with my christian parents. I cannot have a proper altar how I’d like, I have to hide all my decks, I had to leave my dedicated clothing and items behind. 
Do you consider Lucifer/Satan to be a deity?
No, as previously stated.
Did you use to be afraid of Lucifer/Satan? What were you afraid of and how did it change? Do you have some remaining fears?
I wasn’t particularly afraid of him, more afraid of Hell and eternal suffering. I never understood blaming all bad things on just one random guy. What was his purpose if you already supposedly knew that god was unbeatable? My main anxiety working with Satan was the human judgements.
Your thoughts on Hell.
I still get anxiety around what if all that's said about how horrible Hell is is real. My rational thoughts say that it doesn’t really exist. 
Do you consider blasphemy or inversion a part of your religious practice? Why yes or no? If yes, what is its role?
No. I never felt particularly strongly about being a christian when I was a believer and not really one to be vengeful towards god for just growing up how I was raised. I suppose that falls in line with how a being only really exists or is true to the person who believes him. I wasn’t ever a particularly dedicated believer in the first place. I’m more to go around shaming christo-fascists/nationalists than the christian god.
How can you fight the far right presence and ideas in the Left Hand Path community?
Check your sources. Look for dog whistles. Learn the talking points. Call them out and defend/stand up for those who are being attacked. 
How is your religion present in your daily life?
It's not super consistent but I try to light incense and cleanse my room and self, pray at my altar, sign the inverted cross, draw a ‘demon of the day’ card, anoint myself morning and evening with sun and moon water, and spray myself with my dedicated cologne.
Do you like complex rituals, or do you prefer to keep things simple? Why?
I typically have low spoons so I like simplicity, however I do enjoy more complex rituals on special occasions. They do tend to make me feel particularly close with Satan.
What aspects of Lucifer/Satan do you feel are most present in your practice? Would you like to explore some other ones? Why or why not?
The most present aspects are that I try and participate in activism and spreading awareness of key humanitarian issues, I study and love to learn, I love breaking gender and sexual norms, and strive for my independence. 
What do you think happens after we die? Is it important to you or not? Why?
My religious thoughts are that Hell is just a place where you spend eternity with Satan and the other demons, working with them to help continue to guide humanity when we die. Again my logic says it's an eternal sleep without dreams.
What things about your practice are the most important to you and why?
Divination. It’s my longest lasting aspect and it keeps me focused in my practice.
How would you describe what your religion is about to someone who knows nothing about it?
I have described it as live and let live, do what you want forever, and fuck bigots in a trenchcoat. 
Where do your ethics come from?
My ethics come from a humanitarian perspective to support and respect all. Let people live even if they’re different from you. Fight oppressive systems and those who purport it. Uplift each other. Inaction is an action.
How do your ethics relate to your religion?
They fall in line, however I am not as quick to anger or revenge as stereotypically seen in Satanist philosophy. I also am not as individualistic and highly believe in community and going against the USA’s obsession with hyper individuality. Socialism rules.
What do you appreciate about Lucifer/Satan?
I appreciate his softness that compliments his firmness. He is absolutely not afraid to roast you and then hold you.
Do you use any kind of divination as part of your religious practice? If yes, what methods work best for you?
I use tarot, oracle cards, my ‘demon of the day’ deck, and my pendulum on occasion. 
How does cultural Christianity affect you as a Luciferian/Satanist? What things you do or beliefs you hold are culturally Christian? If you live in a Christian culture, it's likely more than you think even if you were not raised in the religion.
I mostly fall in celebrating some culturally christian holidays from a secular perspective like Christmas (give gifts and be jolly with those you love) and Valentine’s Day (an excuse to be lovey dovey with your partner). Easter is for chocolate.
If you are interested in Lilith (or any closed figure), what are the qualities of her that speak to you? What open figures with those qualities could you explore in your practice instead? Research if you don't know.
Nope. I’ve never been interested in anything related to her. 
What does it mean to you to be a Luciferian/Satanist?
It means bettering yourself and others the best you can for the sake of the greater good.
Is sexuality a part of your religious practice? What is its role in it?
Yes but not to a major degree. I do like dedicating orgasms on occasions and do find queer BDSM with my partner to be beautiful and godly. I have also had Satan come to me in the middle of having sex with him and tell me he chose my partner for me. It was so intense we had to stop because I started crying. It was so moving and special to me that Satan knows me so well to choose someone so wonderful for me. 
If you were planning a ritual or any religious activity for a group of people, what would it be and how would it look?
I’m not sure, perhaps dedicating acts of service or activism with those in need.
What non-satanic philosophies and practices do you find inspiring?
I find the idea of Socialism to be quite inspiring. Fuck capitalism. 
What makes your religious practice personal and truly yours?
The fact that I almost exclusively do sigils, spells, hexes, and rituals that I have created myself (either on the fly or planned) and have a personal relationship with Satan.
What would you like to change about Luciferianism/Satanism and why?
I’d like to change its stereotypes and inaccurate reputation/representation so that we can gain better understanding from the wider public. I also would like for non-theistic Satanists to not try and erase theistic Satanists or claim we’re just as crazy as Christians.
What ideas in LaVey's works do you think are connected to his fascist sympathies and how can you challenge their presence in the LHP community? Do you think you were influenced by them? How can you deconstruct them?
I never interacted much with LaVey’s works–what little I did instantly turned me off as it struck me as generally hostile– and I have never interacted with any LaVeyans either. I stick close to my own current community. However, his belief in the Satanist superiority/hierarchy and beliefs in eugenics is inherently disgusting. It directly goes against what Satanism stands for–the equality and divine in all humans.
What plants and animals in your local environment are associated with Lucifer/Satan? Research!
Aralia spinosa grows in Missouri and is nicknamed the Devil’s Walking Stick!
What popular ideas in your religion do you disagree with and why?
To a certain extent, the inner god. I believe in all beings being on equal ground and the word ‘god’ assumes you rule over others absolutely. While you can to an extent be self-determined, there are just things outside your control. 
What texts were influential for you as a Luciferian/Satanist and how?
I think the most influential text has been Paradise Lost. Just because it is what convinced me to look into Satanism seriously.
How can you connect your religious practice to your culture?
I don’t identify with a particular culture, I'm just a bland white suburban American with no connection to any familial or regional roots and traditions. 
Would you like to incorporate your hobbies or interests into your religious practice? How can you do that?
I love to make gothic and satanic themed sims builds! I also love fashion and including satanic themes and motifs in my outfits!
Research and describe a local folk demon or a folk demon from the culture of your ancestors. If you really can't find one, just describe any folk demon you find interesting.
I found some mysterious monsters rather than demons, but one is the Ozark Howler or the Devil Cat that supposedly takes the form of a large cat like a cougar (however they don’t live in this area) and glowing eyes that can let out a howl that can kill however if you hear it three times. Some people apparently say it’s the size of a bear with shaggy long hair and horns.
Describe a Christian story you perceive differently as a Luciferian/Satanist. How and why is it different?
The myth of Job is an interesting one, Satan and God making a bet on him to test his faithfulness. As a Satanist, my feelings are mixed. On one hand, like in Noah’s Ark, it shows the Christian God’s ability to be cruel and propensity for killing for the sake of his own interest. Especially as Job was supposedly the most faithful man and following God’s will. On the other hand, the actual enactment of the violence was done by Satan. However, when someone hires a hitman, it's not just the hitman who gets tried for murder. Satan is forthright in his actions, even offering Job an out of his suffering, sympathetic to him by offering him the same offer he gave his fellow angels at the great fall–renounce God in order to be free of his tyranny. If anything, at least Satan is willing to be honest and put his face to his actions while God sat invisible, immoveable,  and deaf to Job’s losses.
Your thoughts on the concept of sin.
Sin doesn’t exist, it's merely a way for christians to shame others.
Do you have some personal religious traditions? Describe them.
I’ve only been a Satanist for a year, so I don’t have any personal traditions.
Do you perceive Lucifer and Satan as the same or different and why?
 For me Satan, Lucifer, and Baphomet are a trinity–three in one, each representing an aspect of the same being. Satan being the rebellious political spirit, Lucifer being the skeptical and knowledge-seeking spirit, and Baphomet being the celebration of the human experience and diversity spirit (e.g. inner-gods). They are all obviously intertwined and participate together in the Satanist system, you cannot separate them. I generally refer to all of them as either Satan/Lucifer, however if I want to focus on a particular aspect I will call them by the associated name.
Does your religion bring you comfort? If yes, how?
Yes, as it provides me with a sense of control and a sense of community. 
Describe a folk story about Lucifer/Satan, preferably a local one.
The closest thing I could find are the folk tales of the Ozark Howlers, essentially the american hellhound or Black/Old Shuck. Not exactly about him, but I’m having a h
How do you connect with your own divinity? When do you feel it the most?
When I’m with my partner. They compliment my personality and bring out my best, stretching me and helping me grow!
Recognizing your inherent worth and divinity also means recognizing it within other beings. How does it affect your treatment of them and do you think something about it should change?
I think that I need to be braver and more active with irl interactions. I tend to be a hermit and therefore just don’t interact much with others to appreciate them.
Do you have an interest in the dark and macabre, for example, vulture culture or certain kinds of music? What makes it speak to you? Do you think it intersects with your religion? If yes, how?
Oh yes. I’m fascinated by dark mysteries and ghost stories, goth decor and alt fashion. I also like spending time in graveyards and speaking/being with the spirits. I think it does as I often do death work and find death to be an aspect of life–something that connects us all as humans.
Choose an aspect of Lucifer/Satan and reflect on it.
His thirst for knowledge. I love learning even though it's hard for me to structure time and focus for myself. I like having something in common with him.
Do you consider yourself a pagan? Why or why not?
Not particularly, as I don’t believe in any nature-based beings or practice much nature-based magic. 
Is taking care of yourself a part of your practice? How?
Very much so however I’m still not great at it, I’m working on it and try not beat myself up about it. I try to work on hygiene and skincare.
What makes you appreciate earthly life?
Food and sex for physical appreciation. If you’ve experienced the power behind being in a choir, there’s nothing more beautiful and human.
If you have ex-Christian trauma, has the religion you practice now helped you? How?
I do. My religion has helped me develop my own sense of self outside my parents and my ex partner. To be braver. To be more myself. 
What values and virtues do you associate with Lucifer/Satan? How can you make them more present in your life?
Bravery is what I most associate with him. I also associate rebellion and love with him. I definitely need more bravery–I’m an extremely anxious person. I need to challenge myself more.
Has your religion helped you with accepting yourself? If yes, how?
Definitely. It accentuates my queerness and encourages me to not be so harsh on myself. I’m horribly self-critical.
What makes you feel connected to Lucifer/Satan?
Reading. Academics. Church.
Are you Luciferian or Satanist? Why are you on this path and not the other? Is there something you appreciate about the other one and would like to incorporate into your own practice? If yes, how can you do that?
I identify as a Satanist, though I do have Luciferian tendencies to have Lucifer and Satan as two aspects of the same being and to separate him from Christian lore. However I do not believe in a light and dark and believe spiritual goals are only important to you if you believe so. If you are a casual Satanist because that’s what suits you that’s cool.
What things about Christianity do you think are harmful? What do you appreciate and is it something you would like to take inspiration from? If yes, how can you do that?
Harmful things: blind faith, tendency for text literalism, subservience and superiority, proselytizing, and us vs. them innateness in believers and non believers. I do appreciate taking care of others and loving thy neighbor. I try to do those things daily.
Write down some problematic things about your own religion. How can you counteract them?
The ability for independence to turn into superiority/right-wing fascism and cultural appropriation. I hope the prevalence of anti-fascist Satanists and calling them and those practices out continue to grow and raise awareness.
What good things do you think your religion brings to the world? How can you make the world better as a Luciferian/Satanist?
I think it brings a sense of community to those who are rejected by society or oppressed by established systems. Supporting and being active in your Satanist and local community is your number one way to make the world better.
What makes you proud of yourself?
This is a surprisingly hard question. I’m proud of how I took a giant chance to move to the UK for those few years. The best few years of my life and I wouldn’t change it for the world.
What brings you pleasure? Do you ever feel guilty for enjoying harmless things? If yes, why and how can you help yourself release that guilt?
Food. FOOD. I struggle with disordered eating and feel extremely guilty. It's one of my main things I am working on with Baphomet and Satan. They remind me that you can and should enjoy food. You should have balance at the same time to make sure you stay healthy and don’t spend all your money on it. 
What interesting things about your religion have you learned recently?
I recently learned that Agrat and Azazel enjoy weed lmao.
What are the subjects in the realm of your religion you would like to learn more about?
I want to learn more about more goetic demons, as I’m only familiar with a few! Especially lesser known ones! Also Leviathan too.
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This will be sort of a long post but I need to talk.. It's pretty deep. If anything else should be warned, please always feel free to let me know. We sometimes have difficulty remembering what all something contains outside of the warning themselves. This has seemingly a lot of mentions of programming.
TW: overall blanket RAMCOA, specifically RA (magyk,halloween), day time/night time, C/SA
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The ritualistic behavioral patterns we displayed never seemed apparent because it was normal to us. Our spiritualism seemed natural because it was all we had known since birth.
*All we had known since birth.*
It's difficult because our magyk is something sacred to us. It keeps us going. It's how we've made strong connections. We've taught it. Practiced in every day life. Our youngest friends we made by teaching them magyk. Nothing harmful, thank fuck....but we've always been inclined. It was something we were praised for when we were young. Something we vaguely remember like echoes through a tunnel.
It's so complicated because they created this divide in us as well. Christianity and...I would say more so Luciferianism. We viewed both sides of things. It was so deeply ingrained. Then our grandmother who taught us our native culture and roots. I very much understand why we are omnistic.
But the thing that always stuck is....we never knew how we knew things. We never remembered the night time. I could tell you how to and why you should use a pendulum as early as I can remember. Summoning spells for angels and demons, precautions. I knew sigils. I never questioned.
I'm learning now I have my own subsystem. I've always known there were other "me's" sometimes I would feel like a different version of myself. Didn't quite feel the same. Remember other things. I'm the keeper to the knowledge. I'm the teacher. I'm the one who asks questions. Unfortunately it gave me my answers after long enough of connecting puzzle pieces. Just how everything connected so perfectly without even me realizing. My mind keeps wanting to ask more but now I have this answer and I've seen the catastrophic results. I'm satisfied to go with what comes.
I guess. Sometimes even gatekeepers need to fragment to withstand the memories you have to hold. I know I have several libraries. There are books that I dare not touch because of the feelings they give me. They are dark and black billowing things. They turn my stomach sideways. I'm satisfied to wait until they call to me, I guess I will know the time. Things always happen in synchronized timing somehow. All as it is meant to be. I asked the universe to tell me the truth. I asked the universe to help me live authentically. I said I would reach in to the shadows of who I am and I'm not one to back down from the fear.
I understand the weight that weighs behind my mind and I am willing to proceed with that understanding.
It's easy. For people to watch true crime. To watch horror movies and distance themselves from it. We have been forced to watch in abject horror but it stopped working. We stopped feeling it. Some of us are desperate to feel it again. Watching it to regain a sense of humanity that feels stolen from us.
The weight. Is easy to forget, when it is not you. The weight is a game. A fun little fright. On halloween you go trick or treat.
Blood. Is shed.
I feel the weight. I want to feel that weight. I want to carry that burden. Someone has to feel it. It has to be felt. Sometimes I grow tired of the people who close their eyes to it. I wish I could shake them and tell them they can't just ignore it out of existence. Sometimes it feels like I'm in a nightmare every day I know it's ongoing. Like I feel the weight of all the sins. Like I can feel their pain. Their torment. I feel them when I cry. I feel them when I see true crime. I remember the survivors and feel that weight. Praise the strength they forced to survive and will them comfort when they can come to put that weight down with tired, shaking, muscles.
Terror is real. It's a real thing. It's happening all over in the world around us. It's *why* you _must_ appreciate love and breath and warmth and comfort. You have to. You have to. It's not promised. There are those of us who have had to find it in the darkest of places. Some eyes snap shut like bunker doors to stories like that, refusing any of it to be truth. It leaves the rest of us out in the nuclear winter of this terror.
IT EXISTS. IT EXISTS. IT EXISTS.
Children are hurt. Children are dying. There are terrible, awful people who do awful things. You have to love, and be kind, and be compassionate. How can you not? How can you not? How can you stand in the face of a nuclear winter and tell it it doesn't exist just because your eyes are cemented closed.
I live becauae there is torture. Not to rage. Out of spite and from love. I love green. I love sky. I love thunder and rain. I love smiles and holding someone when they need it most. There is suffering. It's why there has to be love. Balance right? That's what they taught us?
Well if there was truth in ancient wisdoms slammed in to my fucking head. It means there's some goddamn balance. I have to live. I have to speak. I have to love. For all the hell there is. For all the ones who don't make it. For all the one's who try and fail. For all the one's who aren't believed. For myself. For my family member who begged us to never speak of it and forget.
Because my abuser died and I lived. And that means something. Happy anniversary month to your death. Fuck you very much.
And to the dismay of some in my system, I will continue to speak our truth and stand in that. He was not a good man.
It feels good to be able to come on to here and let the pain out. It's not all I am, like I said, there's more to life; but it's empowering. To stand in the shadow of truth.
They told me power comes from pain. I've found it's one of many ways to become wise. That's what they always said, I was wise, for my age. Wise beyond my years. The older we get the more I remember things and research to find it's yet again, some anciet magyk. The rituals are at the core of who I am.
From what I know it's very likely it started before birth. We know our mother had been abused during the pregnancy, aimed at us in utero.
Pandora's box has opened. It feels like falling down the rabbit hole. Even hearing us talk now I can hear it all echoing.
I just want to know how many people were implicit in it. Who can I even trust? How deep does it go? I thought I knew what our trauma was. But this...the floor fell out from under me. The lingering dark took me whole.
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Tw: Symbology, selfharm, electrocution, survival, christianity
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We always had nightmares of our first known alter being tortured on black and white tile. She would be chained with black chains and electrocuted. Later in life she took to wearing a long black chain wrapped around a belt loop, she would use it as a whip. She used to keep a knife in her boot too. We always did. Always did weird things with knives. Never thought about it. How we would black out and start cutting in precise precision strokes over and over the same one with an exacto blade. As deep as those were and still those scars are barely visible. We used to come home with scratches on our back and all over our body. Our mom saw one time. Just the once? What other scars might be hidden? Why did we mxstxrbate with a knife?
There was a scab on our head that never went away. Another in our belly button.
We had digestive issues as long as we could remember. But when the nightmares started coming back during our puberty it got so much worse.
The constipation...we've found it's often caused by clenching so tightly in expectation to be hurt.
We were the first one in our class we knew to get our period.
We always used to feel detached from others. Used to play "survival" in our free time. See how long we could run away from home and if we could live in the woods.
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Why did we get the desire all the time to stand on specific streets with a rxpe me sign? Why could we feel such an intense struggle back and forth over that? Why was it such a need? Why do we get triggered and flee and run and get the desire to do this? Is this a punishment?
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You can't tell me it didn't happen. That the oldest one of us called your symbol her sigil for as long as we know. She said her name meant star. She was an angel. She took the beatings for us. She took the pain. And she fractured for it. She cried to a god that did not respond. She cried to a god she was forced to put faith in. And yet, it's as if he punished her for existing. Punished us.
Created us for their own gain. It's still difficult to interpret. The information as it unfolds is dark and it leads me to deeper places. I feel like I learn more about the world the more I learn about the burning Why's. I have to love. I have to love. I have to live. Until there's nothing more. I have to. To survive all this not to love? Not to smile? To laugh? To cry? To mourn it all?
It exists. It happened. It happens. There are scary monsters who lurk in the dark.
Once you learn to hunt in the dark and expect to see them, it gets easier. A good hunter learns what it's hunting. Know thy enemy right? Right?
Pull them from the shadows.
I am not afraid.
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To those in system overseeing my posts, please don't delete it. I beg you stop silencing us. I beg you to allow us to let our pain free. I don't want to be chained to it, or ashamed of it. I said I wanted to live my truth. Trust I will do my best to support all of us in this. We will find our way through. They don't deserve our voice.
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Atlantian Cataclysm, the Dark Age
Approximately 50,000 years ago, the NAA began the genocidal agenda to eradicate Celtic Kings Grail DNA and Melchizedek Christ Teachings from Atlantis, with RH Negative tracking, spreading disinformation, and destroying the records of humanity’s star origin and historical artifacts. See Historical Timeline Trigger Events and Ascension Timeline Rebellion.
During the Atlantian Cataclysm cycle, after they conquered Solar Dragon Queen Merida and stole the 11D Emerald Founder Records that were entrusted in her Guardian protectorate, this was the last stand of the Solar Feminine Melchizedek’s that embodied the Blue Staff of Mu’a. The 11D Arthurian Grail lines are the Celtic-Druid Grail Bloodlines that reside within Ireland and Scotland, which has the highest percentage of people with naturally red hair. Thus, sadly the ongoing covert genocidal agendas to eradicate these lineages that hold the genetic records of the Celtic-Druid Grail Bloodlines have a long history of repeated campaigns known as the Celtic Massacres and Druid sacrifices.
The Dracs went to the Lemurian continent to finish off the genocidal massacres in Kauai some 22,000 years ago, in order to kill off all the remaining tribes of Solar Female Melchizedek’s that were also Mu’a staff holders. This was to prepare for a completely patriarchal society on Earth as run by the invaders which formed into the Atlantian Brotherhood of the Snake containing; Nibiruians, Thothian Leviathans and those connected to the Orion Group who later formed the Luciferian Covenant. This was the final genocide of the matriarchal society lineage of Solar Female Melchizedeks running civilizations on the Earth surface, that was aided by the Annunaki negotiations and agreements, and was the last stage of the Lemurian Holocaust and the end of the Atlantian Golden Age.
After the utter destruction during the Atlantian Cataclysm, the NAA brought in the Moon craft which generated the dreaded lunar female principle, enabling the Moon Chain parasitic infiltration with Sexual Misery programming and the rapidly growing satanic force infection that resulted over the next thousands of years. The insertion of the Lunar Matrix was accomplished in part through dragging in the Moon satellite, to be used as a base of operations and for transmitting lunar broadcasts for magnetic field manipulation and Mind Control programs on NAA’s Prison Planet. Over generations, this digressed the human female principle through merkaba magnetic spin damage, molecular compaction, and associated reproductive distortions as lunar forces filled up the breath channel, sacral energy center and womb.
Most women on the planet lost control over their conscious choice to have sex, their higher participation in when to reproduce and bear children, and thus became enslaved through the NAA’s assorted Genetic Modifications for Breeding Programs and Alien Hybridization agendas, with their violent rape and misogynistic mindset being instilled into the population. Patriarchal organized religions, spiritual leaders or shamans started to crop up with narratives that women were infiltrated with unclean spirits, menstruation and black holes existing inside their wombs, making them prone to demonic Possession and committing evil deeds. Thus, it was commonly thought that women were not to be trusted, were less than men, committed the original sin by disobeying God, and could not become enlightened or spiritually developed, thus they had to be owned and dominated by male brute strength. The Solar Feminine Melchizedeks who were commonly holding powerful roles supporting their community as legitimate Mother of Dragons and as the High Priestesses intermediating between the earthly kingdoms and Mother- Father God, were targeted for extermination.
Such are the many histories across the globe that ensued with the stories of female witch hunts and erupted hysterias of false accusations made of women supposedly doing the devils work, through which to effectively persecute and kill off the solar female with embodied sophianic wisdom, not unlike the misogynistic targeting that still persists even today.
This twisted NAA misogynistic narrative sourced in regard to this horrible history of lunar infection, of SRA human Blood Sacrifice and Moloch tanks that corrupted the planet, was indeed very damaging to the inner female principle existing within both the male and female biology. It is accurate to say in some cases, that the heavy distortions of human race Miasma and the lunar magnetic spin in the lower section of the female reproductive organs made sacral solarization and lunar Transfiguration of the breath channel much harder to achieve for women, unless they were holding Solar Feminine Melchizedek genetic records within their Lightbody.
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usingevilforgood · 3 months ago
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I have very vivid dreams if anyone wants to know. If they're complex enough, I can remember 2-5 I have each night.
Recently, the content of my dreams has gotten more spiritually related, but that's no surprise as my current fixation as of now is my beliefs.
With that being said, I wanted to record the most recent experience I had, if only a little part of it
I don't like it, but because of how sensitive I am about my personal beliefs, I usually keep them close to the chest; religion especially considering Luciferianism in a predominantly Christian conservative state is extremely controversial..
Any criticism or questioning of the dominant sect of faith will be immediately brushed aside or worse, mocked relentlessly as heresy.
So, in turn, I experience a lot of dreams where I'm confronted by very closed-minded people. I do my best to avoid them in real life, but I can never get away from them when they come from within my mind.
This last time was different, though.
As always, I'd be sitting in this manifestation of a church room; benches positioned aside each other and someone preaching at the very front, usually holding a Bible and raising their voice loud enough for my ears to ring.
I never liked when I was forced to attend sermons as a child; I never understood why we were never allowed to speak or move while a stranger expects our complete reverence for a figure I never really knew personally. It was just a test of how long I could sit still before I felt my bones start to ache.
In this dream, this woman was going on and on about faithfulness; about how any deviation from their teachings was pure unbridled sin.
I looked away as only an attempt to not have to watch her face twist into a passionate disgust when she spoke. But this was the first time I remember seeing anyone else like me: a girl my age sat just behind me with something clasped close to her chest. Just from reading her face, I knew she was going to provoke the preacher; it was a look of defiance but also... I guess a look familiar to how I really felt inside.
I turned away to face forward again, trying not to read into it, but as soon as I did, the girl just behind me spoke up finally. The preacher immediately went silent, an indignant expression written all over her face as this girl spoke. It was certainly surprising even to me.
All that defiance hidden deep inside my head, I heard it coming out from her voice instead; as if in my place. I just turned back around to stare almost in awe. She was so confident, so critical of everything the woman had preached; as if the punishment for blasphemy meant nothing to her.
Before the righteous woman could even find her voice again to reprimand the blasphemer, the girl threw something into my hands. It was what she was hiding in her clutch when I first saw her, but now I could see what it was she had as I looked down into my palm: it was a talisman. A talisman I hadn't recognized.
Before I could understand what was going to happen, the girl ran out of the building; before the other woman could even cast this stranger out herself. I clutched the talisman tight and ran after her. The thought of the sermon was no longer even a factor in my mind.
I just wanted to know who she was that left me this gift; this gift she had paraded in the name of an "Amon"? It was a short name that started with a long booming "Ah" sound when she said it, that i remember most clearly.
I had no idea who she was talking about, but she said it with such strength; such defiance that I had to know who it was and what this talisman was for. It was like the talisman was what gave her the aggression to even challenge the institution, and she gave it to me. Why?
By the time I was able to run from the church into cold damp woods to where she had left to, I was completely alone. Why did she lead me out here? It was drizzling rain, and the air was foggy and blue from the early sunset. She seemed to have disappeared completely before I could ask her anything more. All I could do was look down in my palms at what she had left me. I guess I had to find out the answers on my own.
Here's a simple drawing I did of what the talisman looked like in my dream:
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I'm not sure how much of this is symbolic. Anything from the woods to the color of the strings and beads could mean something, but I don't know yet. I'll just have to do my own studying.
If anyone has anything they want to decipher from this or share any kind of similar experience, feel free to add on to this!
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noahthesatanist · 17 hours ago
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Forming a coven part 2
please read previous post before this At the heart of this coven, we’d draw heavily from the teachings of Rev. Cain. His work is one of the most profound and authentic resources for understanding theistic Satanism, Luciferianism, and the Left-Hand Path. Rev. Cain’s approach is unapologetically theistic, deeply rooted in devotion and discipline, and completely rejects the fluff that often plagues modern Satanic spaces.
We’d study his teachings together, discussing and exploring how to integrate them into our own practices. Think of it as building a coven that respects the foundations of Satanism while also making it our own, personal, sacred journey.
Lessons on Demonology This is where my own passion and knowledge come in. I have an absurdly large collection of occult, Satanic, and Left-Hand Path books (seriously, it’s massive), and I’ve spent years studying demonology, especially the Goetia.
As part of the coven, I’d offer lessons on:
Goetic Demons: Helping you understand the history, symbolism, and roles of each demon in the infernal hierarchy.
Finding Your Patron Demon: Assisting members in identifying which demon they feel the strongest connection to and how to establish a relationship with them.
Ritual Practices: Teaching the ins and outs of invoking and evoking demons, creating effective offerings, and crafting meaningful rituals.
Personal Growth Through the Demons: Guidance on how to work with demons for personal empowerment, spiritual growth, and achieving your goals.
Helping You Find Your Path This coven wouldn’t just be about group rituals or shared lessons—it’s about helping each member find their unique path within the infernal divine. Lucifer’s rebellion wasn’t just for himself; it was for freedom, autonomy, and the ability for every soul to forge its own destiny. That’s what I want this coven to reflect.
If you’re new to theistic Satanism or don’t know where to start, I’d help you navigate it. If you’ve been on the path for a while but want to deepen your practice, we’d work together to take it to the next level.
What We’d Do Together To recap and expand, here’s a clearer picture of what the coven would offer:
Weekly or Monthly Lessons: Covering Rev. Cain’s teachings, demonology, and the Left-Hand Path in general.
Rituals and Devotions: Both as a group and individually, we’d work on crafting powerful rituals to honor Lucifer and the demons.
Personal Guidance: Helping each member find their patron demon, refine their practice, and grow spiritually.
Community Discussions: A safe space to share experiences, struggles, and triumphs in our theistic journey.
Expanding Knowledge: Access to my book collection, resources, and insights to deepen your understanding of the occult and Satanic philosophy.
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carriesthewind · 11 months ago
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I'm continuing to poke around on the Twin Flames Universe website, and here are some additional fun things I've found:
Number of clicks to get from the homepage to a direct reference to the Matrix: three
Bonus sentence from said blog post referencing the Matrix: "Before we start with the signs, let’s do a quick overview of the Luciferian system so we can know whether it exists or whether it’s just hearsay." I'm honestly less bothered by the content than the writing quality, especially the use of the word "hearsay." That's not the word you mean!
"You are wrong. All the baby needs for gassiness is their mother’s love." (I would provide context, but it wouldn't help.)
From the front page of the website: "It’s because of the secrets that I know that my relationship with my Twin and myself is not toxic, it’s actually quite healthy and this makes Twin Flame Union possible to be permanent and harmonious." It's very normal to introduce your relationship by emphasizing how it's totally healthy and not toxic and all the people who say it is just don't know your secrets!
"I was very sick at the time with an autoimmune disease...but nothing really worked until I found Twin Flames Universe and I started applying the Teachings in my life. I started noticing shifts in my health, my bloodwork started normalizing." COOL AND GOOD.
In their "Success Stories" there is a "Friends & Family" section that is supposed to show how much better the "students" are doing since they jointed TFU, from an outside perspective. It also is clearly intended as a "we're not a cult! See all these healthy outside relationships that our members maintain!"...Except several of them slip up and reveal that the "friend or family member" is also a member of the group.
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officialurban · 5 months ago
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The Five Principals of Satanic Human Enslavement (AKA The Mk-Ultra / Monarch Programs)
Mk-Ultra Principals #1 - To Have No Needs | Masters Mahan Short
All life has needs. They can be simple such as food, water, and shelter, but in truth they are deeper. We need nurture, protection, purpose, identity, love, forgiveness, and God, among many other needs. Needs are actually simple and most noticeable to those who don’t have them or need them. Need is a basic human tenet, and what the Luciferians want us to need is their “new normal.” The first principle of Satanic control is to remove ones "need" to have needs.
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Mk-Ultra Principals #2 - To Have No Wants | Masters Mahan Short
All parents know that one of the lessons kids need to learn is to distinguish needs from wants. This is a normal lesson and is not an easy one. At first children, and sadly many immature adults, think that their wants are their needs. In terms of psychopaths, sociopaths, and extreme narcissists - it’s the same thing! The less self-absorbed among us know that wants are important but not always  possible and that needs are paramount first. Luciferians need their children and all society to want only what they want them to want.
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Mk-Ultra Principals #3 - To Have No Wish or Hope | Masters Mahan Short
Once a child (or a society’s) ability to determine their own needs and wants have been eliminated to the occult’s satisfaction, it is next necessary to remove any ability to trust in wishful thinking or hope. Let’s illuminate how they do this to their own (and try to do this to you and me) by stepping into the darkness or as the Luciferian’s warn “Keep one eye on Sagittarius.”
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Mk-Ultra Principals #4 - To Survive At Any Cost | Masters Mahan Short
Having embraced the first 3 steps which are To Have No Personal Needs, To Have No Personal Wants, and To have No Personal Hopes, as their "nu-normal", the child is now ready to be force-fed the 4th step: That they are to choose survival at any cost. 
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Mk-Ultra Principals #5 - It Is Right To Remain Silent | Masters Mahan Short
Teaching the law of silence to initiates must become robotic, so it begins around the age of 2 or 3. It is at this time that children really start to become verbal in terms of thought, so they have to learn quickly that some things are not to be talked about ever or without permission. Young children are naturally prone to being bluntly honest.  There is no one-way course to the fifth step that Lucifer wants his programmed humans to get to: mainly to never speak his secrets. Since his power comes through influence and only grows as people participate in combination, his connected occult members have to keep his secrets at all costs. This is the ancient meaning of being a Mahan. One must master their Mahan in order to gain power, advantage, and wealth over others. 
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divinityportal · 9 months ago
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⚜️ 𝕹𝖔𝖙𝖊: My page is not a vessel for any pro satanic, luciferian, or demonic messages. I choose to identify with the highest of light. However, I do not spread hate to these individuals, only love. If you are facing your own demons and need a new source of light, maybe my page can help you. I look at things from a higher point of view, am receiving downloads from my higher self, and do much in the name of light.
𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙, 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖆𝖑𝖑… 𝕷𝖊𝖙'𝖘 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖐𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖒𝖊.
𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞: Adaetus Adeline
𝐀𝐠𝐞: Physically under 18... Mentally Infinite.
𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐬: Aries/Pisces Sun, Scorpio Moon, Taurus Rising.
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Subconscious+Conscious+Higher Self
Interdimensional Processes
Quantum Jumping, Reality Shifting, Lucid Dreaming
Tarot + Oracle Messages
Channeling
Purification
Earthly Connection
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𝐄𝐱𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐈 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞:
The TRUTH about Reality Shifting (for those who are misguided due to the shifting community + misinformation. Can apply to Quantum Jumping as well).
Courses + Classes
Readings
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𝐓𝐢𝐥𝐥' 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬…
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