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#pokemon#pokemon art#alolan vulpix#poochyena#wurmple#noctowl#art#my art#fanart#pokemon fanart#ink#watercolor#traditional art#artists on tumblr#described art#love that this is my bare minimum now
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Thinking abt writing a one-shot for the zaundads showing the next couple of hours once Felicia leaves and both of them have a LOT of discussing/ plans to talk about but it quickly turns into an argument showing off the first hints of where they politically diverge. But all in some weird subtext style like 'Hills like white elephants' just to practice/build up my pastiche
#🍊.txt#arcane#zaundads#fanfiction#fanfiction prompt for myself later#ernest hemingway#i usually hate his style#but im coming around to it#i used to be a really long winded highly detailed writer#but now i love the sharp only include what is needed subtext style he has#i want to mimic it so i can creat deep contrast in my own work when usingbhighly detailed for slower moments#and fast paced bare minimum when dialogue or something intense is going on#writing#pastiche practice
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Whitney with tongue piercing y/y
#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol whitney#artists on tumblr#fanart#ok so I wasn’t all that into him#at first#but then he starts acting cute and soft#and I appreciate bare minimum apparently#LMAO I love this lil shit#marriage with my pc when#also did you know he’s going to be a neurosurgeon#he has brain underneath the pretty package?#yeah he’s my fav now#whitney the bully
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hoyo music casually being masterpieces is hardly a rare occurence BUT YOURE FUCKING KIDDING MEEE WITH THE NATLAN LIVE SYMPHONY HOLYSHIT 😭 I fanboyed. no other way to describe my excitement and giddyness. ITS SO FUCKING COOL ARE YOU SEEING THIS??? THE LYRICS THE MELODY THE SOULFULNESS 😭 my heart is so full...
I havent felt this way since I first heard Port Ormos theme (literally sounds like coming home. like songs from my childhood) and Sumeru's live symphony where I saw instruments from my culture 🥹 I can only imagine the same euphoria from other ppl who can relate to the culture presented in Natlan's live symphony will feel..
"In the end, you rekindle in ashes because of a dream."
BARSSSSS
#fuck the colorism in the character designs but goddamn they never miss with everything else#i was already incredibly happy they didnt go with the 'undeveloped savage tribalism' angle for Natlans worldbuilding (bare minimum)#and enviro#but the music... this is my first taste of it and holy frickkk ur kidding me#theyre peaking so hard#now if only the characters didnt look like that... though i have a sneaking suspicion theyre gona make me love them anyway :(#like how i warmed up to Nilou and Sumeru characters#despite them not looking like my people :'(#aishi.txt#anyway my heart is still pounding#the Natlan music is so goooood holy shit😭#hoyo always makes me conflicted arghhh#im gonna take inspo from redesigns if i ever make Natlan fanart mhdmhffm i was so set to skip this patch but 😭#they seem to be going all in for Natlan so i might as well stick around while its still summer break for me :')))
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If I ever met Cale I’d laugh in his face because my life is everything he wants his to be (I slack off and he doesn’t)
#I do nothing all day#I’m the real slacker between the two of us#he’s actually such a fake slacker I can’t believe him#he’s so in denial about it too#I love him he’s so pitiful and unfortunate#he doesn’t even know he’s digging his slacker life’s own grave#tsk tsk#Cale let me tell you from a real slacker to a fake one#a REAL slacker does the bare minimum of everything possible#if something sounds like a pain you find a way to avoid it entirely and do something where you can get the most rest right at that moment#while I think your method of slacking off for the future works occasionally#you must find balance between work and rest#and you poor soul have found yourself forever drowning in work because of your ‘I have to do it now it’s more convenient’ mentality#rambling#I like to make fun of Cale a lot actually#Alberu too#it’s just so funny#My favorite old man workaholics#one of them is in denial about it the other is not#tcf#lcf
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this left me a bit insane ngl
#HIS SMILE IS SO AWKTSJFSNGD😭😭💖#ARAJIN DIDN'T LEFT HIM BLEEDING ON THE FLOR LETS GOOOO🗣🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️#the bare minimum I know but THEYRE GETTING BETTER TRUST🙏🔥🔥🔥#I LOVED THIS EPISODE IT WAS SO GOOD#MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED ARAJIN DID HAD A BIT OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT#NOW IM WAITING FOR MORE ANGST WITH HIM PLEASE DESTROY HIM [affectionate]#I do think this was the end of arc 1 and we’re going to get into the juicy bits next week hopefully#this scene in particular made me regain hope of seeing Arajin and Matakara’s “friendship” get better#All I want is to see is Arajin consider Matakara his friend that’s all I ask😭#bucchigiri?!#arajin tomoshibi#matakara asamine#MaJin#AraMata#MataJin#war arc is over now start the say gex arc🔥🔥🔥#anime#live kaii reaction#kaiicore
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i just need to ??? about a man
#today i had work coffee w [musician guy]#and we were v profesh/cordial to start#understandably it was awkward-- our first 1:1 convo#in like almost 3 years#and then we were talking about when i was so sick#and he said by the way sry about my dog he loved that died#and i kinda brushed it off like 'yea thank you'#and he got v teary and was like#'no i'm so sorry i'm really so sorry'#so here i am sipping my drink you know#and he's like 'i loved you so much. i was so scared. i'm sorry'#and i said 'it's okay [blond man]'#and i meant it???#and i recognize that this is the bare minimum#and that it took-- again-- almost 3 years#but he was actively hostile towards me for so long#that i feel like now at least we can exist in the same downtown#it was not a super personal convo! we don't need to ever have another super personal convo!#we don't even need to be friends!#but idk idk relief for me to be done with#i didn't even have to mention his wife having my face??#LONG DAY TBH!!!!!#tbd tbd tbd
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Magenta 😟
#I've had cognitive impairment from covid before but not to where i feel intellectually dumb when i write#my college papers and my writing projects dont sound like “me” as of late#its very bare bones and doesn't have the descriptiveness or humanity i normally give#like i see the scenes or what i want to say in my head#but what i type aint matching up#and yeah i naturally get into slumps like that but this is like that slump x 9000#I'm kinda scared this round might've given me brain damage#havent been feeling all the way like myself#but i also know too that covid takes a while to heal from and of course theres long covid shit which ive dealt with before#im just frustrated guys#i feel like within the last 3 to 4 months i finally healed from my last bout of rona#and i get it again and im back to square one#i just want to write and feel okay with it and not feel so stuck just trying to come up with a basic sentence#seriously even writing basic shit is hard right now#it took me a week to get 5 pages on duality#and im used to churning out at least 10 pages on my projects at minimum every couple days to a week#man give me chronic pain anyday but don't take away my mind and the freedom that comes with that#sorry guys im feeling sad#i know i gotta give myself time but im impatient#i hate how right before i caught covid again i was gonna get my flu shot and an updated covid vax#wish i could've avoided this crud#having weird chest shit too#was a heart thing now its gerd now its potentially back to a heart thing#im tired#i need a hug#i love you 🫂💙#magenta is my vent word
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the youtube comments on my video are going to turn me into the fucking joker
#ac3.txt#how DARE an asexual criticize the way the cishet creator ''confirmed'' a character as asexual! they must be aphobic!#why is it that the words of a cishet creator who doesnt give a damn abt representing lgbtq+ ppl in his works get praised for not even#the bare minimum#while someone who is actually asexual gives a light LIGHT critique. and is deemed the problematic one for doing so.#i know im not anybody that important but like. really. were taking SCRAPS?#and btw i fucking LOVE perry the platypus! hes my fav pnf character#i headcanoned him as ace before it was '''''confirmed'''' on fucking TIKTOK OF ALL PLACES#NOT THE ACTUAL SHOW. NOT EVEN IN ANY SHOW MATERIAL. A FUCKING TIKTOK COMMENT.#ace rep is few and far inbetween but is it really so bad to want BETTER from people in media?#rep that is meaningful and properly represents us#not a fucking footnote#siiiighs.#anyway. hi. im letting my moderator handle comments now bc i cant fucking take this anymore. i cant!#i want to talk about transmisogyny not fucking reheated ace discourse
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probably going to rework my human bellum design again
#surprise surprise im still not satisfied with it but i think i have the base down#might just rework his clothing a liiiiitle and maybe like. give him at least slightly darker skin#he still comes off as edgy or some shit to me. i still want to stick with the violent delinquent sorta angle#i just feel like its a bit much or whatever. he just seems too unremarkable but also too detailed#or something. with the scars all over. maybe its bc i cant picture him v well in the game artstyle? but ive never cared much abt that#tho looking at the comms ive gotten of him. he seems fine. the x on the eyepatch might be a bit much#maybe he can customize it when he materializes it idk and the x is a default. its made of sand when you inspect it#it might also help to write him more. force myself to think abt him in situations#in other news im thinking abt damien possible post ph healing magic. i like the idea i have#i really need to fiure out more defined post ph arcs it does bother me how aimless it is#i know vague stuff but very little specifics. it needs a fucking plot#i do want to keep bellums human form making him look closely related to link. i like that#its funny if nothing else#salty talks#damiens fine hes just a guy he doesnt need anything too fancy. if i think abt it too long my certainty dissolves#wow i love being insecure ablut my ideas. i love rsd. ohhhhhhhhh boyyy#now its a minor vent. w/e. at rhis rate im. gonna start talking abt how my job scheduled me on a shift#with the literal bare minimum number of scheduled workers so if its slightly busy its going to be a living hell#at least i get paid for closing so when closing inevitably takes over an hour bc i have to do it alone im getting paid more#if i wasnt motivated by money itd be so fucking over for me in the workforce
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how bad a sign is it that I not only don't want to go home but I'm dreading it
#I'm literally in the airport at my gate right now. I feel like going home is going to kill me#like. I work a job that is basically three jobs and barely make minimum wage. I struggle to get along with my family despite#how much I love them. I have absolutely zero career options no friends and no goals to aim for back home#shoot I need to move into a city don't I. oh frick. ohhh heck oh no#Lu rambles#adulthood woes
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I will be forever grateful i can be on this new med. it's one a lot of folks also need and can struggle to have access to! It's important i be on it, especially if i start doing any vid collabs
(some of which, really, all of which, i unfortunately actually need to cancel that were in the preplanning stages, bc the election results have me wanting to wait and see how the general atmosphere of the country is before i agree to meet up with anyone. I feel bad for cancelling, but also i just can't know for sure how safe things are/might be going forward and I'd rather avoid the potential of. ya know. various not great things that could happen at a meet up, tho i would certainly hope they wouldn't. i don't feel like actually addressing them rn, u guys know what i mean)
That said, if the truvada initial side effects could fuck off asap would be so lovely. three weeks at worst, then they should be gone/much better or so i am told. really hope that's true bc losing my mornings to being dizzy and nauseous is Not Working for me lmao. im on week two, and now understand why my new doc said to call if i needed any 'cheerleading' and support to get thru the side effects, bc apparently she's done that for several ppl to make sure they actually make it thru the three weeks and keep on it (lovely of her!!)
#text post#not going to get into the other painful smack of this morning#suffice to say that medicaid does not in fact fully cover vocal therapy/training for trans ppl#even if ur docs feel incredibly certain it is#if i was making a decent bit over minimum wage at consistent hours and already had my current debts paid off mostly#then I'd happily consider paying the chunk Medicaid won't cover but as of now#it would literally be basically two paychecks if not three to cover the estimate for this first visit#and that's only if the poll would have us polling every week like we did before the election#otherwise we're guesstimating it would be upwards of 4 paychecks to cover it#I'm actually gonna get into in here bc nobody reads all my tag essays (fair valid and correct)#im really sad abt this. my voice gets me clocked a lot and while i can mostly handle like. visually being clocked#my voice giving me away genuinely makes me feel a pain in my chest. i can't get my customer service voice to go lower yet#and even if it's my usual voice I've made minimal progress on my own self done vocal study stuff#so like. no one knows how high it was compared to how it is now tho so no one actually hears it as anything near deep#which it isn't but like. there's been a slightly barely there drop of it per at least a couple ppl in my life#i was probably going to be able to learn how to sing again and find my new range. I'd fix my customer service voice#even if it would only ever be a teeny bit lower than how it is now. it would be lovely#im not gonna get too down tho bc someday hopefully I'll be able to make it happen/afford it#and for now...im doing the bad thing of not cancelling the appt yet#i will bc they're booking out for months and it isn't right of me to take a spot i know i can't keep#but. let me pretend i can for another day or two. maybe until monday. then I'll call or msg them on mychart#and let them know i just don't have the funds rn tho i do deeply appreciate that Medicaid at least pays part of it#im just not at a point where i can cover the rest but that I'll reschedule/have a new referral sent whenever that changes#...and hopefully things in this country will be of such a state that such care is still available to ppl like me.#but that's all we're saying on that bc im already having a pathetic little cry over this#(im fine the med side effects have me crying over everything lol i see a sad commercial and Instant Tears like someone died lmaooo)
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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!
#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again#pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji#but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i#suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their#mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y#idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and#flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone#forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont#mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik#is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and#since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH#wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig#i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction#+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like#on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs#significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i#a restaurant or something#Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse#who is To be honest rather bare minimum#normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST#woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that
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google search how do i stop missing her so much i can't breathe
#she's literally not all that. i am 100% out of her league.#i cannot stress how much this girl does not deserve to have me pining over her and missing her and crying about her months after the fact#my standards are SO low and she did not fucking meet bare fucking minimum#and yet i'm still like. she could call me and ask me to take her back and i'd do it in a heartbeat#anyway lol i had a dream about my ex girlfriend ibn which we were back together (and also both working at an aquarium?? idk)#and now i'm like. ugh.#also imagine asking out a kind loving girl who is head over heels in love with you and would do anything for you#treating her awfully and breaking her heart AND NOT EVEN GIVING BACK THE FUCKING BOOKS YOU BORROWED!#i'm just saying lol. i wish someone felt about me the way i feel about her#and i wish she wasn't so unbelievably fucking immature#and i wish i had better taste in women#and i wish i didn't still think about her alll the time#okay i'm done i swear i'm so done#talking to strangers on foreign phones
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^_^ HIIIIIIIIIIIIII
#hvaña#IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY i still cant believe they passed me. AND i had a couple points above bare minimum!#my dad is so excited to add me to the auto insurance lmao<3#and now NOW i can finally relax and get back into reading and stuff!!!! i kept my to-do-after-passing list in my drafts so i can do all ofi#my dad took my picture and then texted all his coworkers T_T#some of them have known me since before i was born so i was like. ok iguess u can send them a pic of me. i guEsS.#also crazy how it worked out... like i'll writ eit down to take to therapy in a couple-ish weeks#ANYWHO!!! thank u to everyone who sent love and believed in me I LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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Hi, I would like to understand why do you ship Mario and Luigi? You don't have to answer if it's not comfortable for you. 🙂
This soooooo immediately reads as a bait question, but I'm trusting you here anon I'm trusting you asked this in genuine good faith which I don't know why you would but if you want to know;
The short answer is Because I Want To and I Like Them. Plain and simple, there doesn't have to be a deeper reason. Sometimes we just ship things because we want to. Understood? Okay cool.
A slightly longer answer would be because they're the kind of Ship Dynamic that brings me the most comfort. I love a ship where they are each other's other half, they understand eachother and support eachother and just get eachother in ways no other person ever could. Loving eachother, being together is all they've ever known, they can't imagine a world where they're not together, side by side.
Platonic or Romantic aside, Mario and Luigi are a perfect pair, that's their entire thing. Mario is Reckless and Headstrong, Luigi is Calculating and Sturdy. Mario charges forward, Luigi holds the line. Mario picks mushrooms out of his spaghetti, and Luigi eats them. They fill in the gaps the other leaves, they compliment and communicate and trust one another undoubtedly.
I love a love like that. Of course it's you. It was always going to be you. It could never be anyone but you. I am not me without you, and you are not you without me. They are eachother's everything
They are a bonded pair, do not separate.
#Shipcest#Mariocest#Did I explain myself well?? I dunno#I don't trust you anon but I'm willing to answer your question anyway#The simply answer is; They're my comfort ship and I love them and they love eachother#Romantic or Platonic I don't care I adore them either way#There's like a third reasons kind of but Tumblr's recent TOS update kind of puts me on edge talking about it#Sense people have already lost their blogs over the kind of conversation#So for now you get the simple answer of#I like they're dynamic. I love that they love eachother no matter what#I love how completely they love eachother#There is NOTHING you can do to make me love you less#That kind of thing#Brothers Lovers Best Friends and more they are eachother's everything#I feel like I could have answered this better with more like#Insane Red String Cork Board style rambling and evidence#but you caught me at a bad time Anon I just finished cleaning my ENTIRE house#And sense you're on Anon I didn't want to leave the ask sitting too long#So you get an I'm tired and can only bare minimum answer you for now#If I didn't explain something right ask again I guess maybe off anon this time so I can let it sit a bit#Or don't idk#I hope you got the answer you were looking for#Thankyou for asking
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