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[httpiastri]

Hiii Love!

Gosh, I haven't been here in a while! I hope your doing good!

I actually managed to watch the race last Sunday, which is the first race I have watched since the summer break. That's so crazy 🙈 but I am just trying to get the most of the nice weather before it just starts to rain all the time here.

I am so so happy about choosing to do the year abroad, and even though sometimes there are harder days (like when my au pair kids do the opposite of what I tell them to do) and it gets frustrating, I love this work and the country and the kids of course! One of them was all cuddly today and didn't wanna stop hugging me 🥰

But the race was so good! Even though I am very... unsure what to think about Carlos as a person, I love love love Carlando and the teamwork at the end of the race was everything!! Gosh, I was so nervous!

I was planning on watching the race on Sunday as well, because it's early in the morning before I could go out, but now it turns out I am going out the night before and won't be home till 3 am 🙈 I really don't think I'm gonna be able to keep my eyes open to watch or even get up. How did I do this back home??

I don't know if I missed anything because I haven't read all of the asks, but did you come to a decision about your University? Just if you wanna talk about it :)

Also, I read that you were struggling a bit about a writer's block and I just wanna say that just starting is the most important thing, even if it might be absolute bullshit! You can always improve it later! Hope it resolves itself soon and you have more time to write as well!!

-✨

hello love! i’ve missed you!! i’ve been doing good, how about you? <33

aw im glad you got to watch the race, it was a good one!! not just the boring old “max verstappen wins by 64 seconds” race 🤭 i’ve been kinda unsure about my feelings about carlos recently too but i can’t say no to carlando, such an iconic and lovely pairing 🥰 just wish it had been swapped around so lando had the win!

but yes you’re right for enjoying the weather and spending time with the kids! i’m really glad you feel like going away to be an au pair is the right thing 🥺 since i work with kids too (they’re probably a bit older than yours, though?…) i really get you, it can be annoying at times but it’s also so much fun. and a cuddly child 🥺😭 that’s so sweet awwww i’m so happy for you about this whole thing 🫶

oh god if you’re up that late then it indeed would be hard to stay awake 😩 good thing you can always watch it later! and i hope you have a great night out 😁😁 idk how i’m gonna survive it either, i really wanna catch up on some sleep this weekend… why couldn’t this weekend be a later race 😔😔

about uni, i ended up not going and instead i’m taking a course in journalism at another university! it’s only once a week though, so i’ve been working these last few weeks. first time i’ve ever worked an actual 9-5 job for more than like two days 😵 i’ve done so many other types of work but this is new territory. it’s quite alright so far! the only problem being that i never fall asleep until 1am at the earliest, so i never get a lot of sleep :/ well well!

you’re very right, always when i get a block i just sit down and force myself to write either way. i have barely had any time at all to write these last few weeks tho so i haven’t gotten around to doing it. i did manage to sit down last night though and had a good writing moment! but it was at 2am so my work today is going to suffer from it 🥲 thank you love!

i hope you have a great weekend sweetheart 🥰🥰

[kensatou]

you think YOU had a bad day at work?

bonus: sid shrieking "no!!!! NO!!!!!" loud enough to be heard in the stands and on camera

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle neen!!! welcome back omg i was so sad to see u disappear </3 hyh !!! i had a question i asked last time but i was wondering since ur rewriting ur fics, are u planning on posting them on tumblr? or on ao3? pls be kind to urself too<33

good MORNING, lovie!!!!~ <3 c':

( or whatever time it is, where you are at the moment! )

i'm very excited to announce that you are my very FIRST new ask message on my brand new blog!

( teri is my first follower; ly ter. <33 o//3//o )

***long overdue UN ramble-bramble under the cut. xx

i /do/ miss my six hundred bajillion ask memes and am mourning the loss of all my online creations and great joys as a deranged southpark fanfiction author and the legacy i built with my tiny, gay weird hands

( i will go into it another time, but i had a very, very frightening bipolar episode surrounding my blog and my role on here as a writer, friend and mentor to you all, deleted all my things in a horrible panic, was able to recover them...but in the -- what i hope is the *very last* -- after shock of my episode...i got very scared, very sad and deleted both my dearly treasured and beloved, beautifully cult followed by many of you and other ghosts of sp style fanatics past ao3 account**

**( with peppermint on it at 13k likes which...oh my god, please be gentle with me, that was a very, very hard blow and rough realization for me and i am sorry to everyone who loved that fanfiction and wanted to go back and read it for posperity and personal comfort...i miss her too; rest in peace, pep, my first born. my sweet girl. </3 )

...and most tragically of all, i deleted my tumblr blog, with over one hundred pages of carefully curated content surrounding my sp aus, your lovely, insightful and thoughtful questions and inquiries, also typed with your tiny, weird gay hands answered, in turn, with mine, torched the ev. of those memories in the final blast and lost my window into your world through that medium...

...which is literally heartbreaking to me, because more than even my silly fanfictions or my blog, what i loved to do, was talk to all of you and read your wonderful messages each day and remind myself of why i should be here and continue to do what i do. </333 :'''c

BUT! my darlings, as ravenstan would say, 'it's always darkest before crimson dawn', for the very first time in several weeks ( which, i fear, and i was, full of fear and horrible self loathing/dread every waking and nightmarish moment ), last night, i cried for a very, very, very, long time, held myself together in the broken places -- told myself and the girl i was that i loved her and i was going to take care of us and be brave -- and broke the fever ( a little off key like jersey kyle, but very lovely nonetheless; love you tone deaf king. x my sboyf. )

today, i woke up this morning and slept...PEACEFULLY and woke up PERFECTLY HAPPY AND RESTED...

AND SMILED. QUITE. WIDE!!!!~ :D

and that is a baby step, but it is a step in the right direction and also almost wanted to make me weep like a baby again because i literally have not felt happy or like i do not hate myself for like, i shit you not, over like 15-20 days...it was frightening and fucking horrible! SLAY!

nevertheless ( or the most, finally ) i am excited to welcome in a new era/year of change on my blog and within myself; which is an era of peppermint flavored 'hope i'm healing' in a delicious rem(ember) font.

unfortunately, because i nuked my ao3 account, i do not currently one atm, but am in the process of recovering it.

( i'm not condoning any kind of rude/uncivilized behavior bc people are allowed to do anything they want -- but i'd really like to get my user back and would appreciate it a lot if no one used it to create another ao3 account just because it would be confusing for my readers and disheartening to me to not be boxwinebaddie anymore. )

until then, i will be writing/drafting rem(ember) in my messy google docs, am storyboarding everything to the best of my ability ( which is not perfect, but nothing is -- except stan and kyle to each other -- but god loves a trier, which is why he hates me: i prefer hell where it's drier -- that way my girlfail guylinea will not run. xx )

KALE SEITAN! ;)

posting little snippets of it on here for all of you, probably put it here on my tumblr and post it up to ao3 if i can regain my account/one in general ( i am a little worried that because of how long it's been, the loss of all my followers and, what i assume, is a decreased public or tiktok generated interest in sp, it will do poorly; rip </3 )

-- but the point is...that i want to start doing stuff for myself now. and not because i think i should or create unnecessary stress/sadness surrounding my strength or weakness as a writer or person ( or like, beat the living shit out of myself every single day anymore )...

...so i am writing it slowly, carefully, synthesizing all the info i gathered from over a year of answering your questions ( which helped me develop my sp au styles and their worlds into the lovely, seemingly breathing paper machslayed things they are now ), am going to write the fanfiction i always/wanted/ to write ( i’ve always wanted to rewrite RM, but was so busy and overwhelmed with my blog/my irl stuff that i couldn't )

and i'm calling it...

<3

p.s. ( i love you ): i am going to give my grandmother a copy of the first chapter of peppermint for christmas because i wanted to do something special/sentimental for her and secretly push the gay middle school style agenda ( she is actually very woke and thought my uncle might be gay for a while when he was younger, haha xx ), but i want to give them different names, so that on the off chance it gets passed off to my mom, my dad or manages to travel by world of mouth ( my grandma has a tendency to gab, but i love her a lot ) that it can't specifically be traced back to my dead ao3 or my blog.

so if any one has any ideas for silly interesting names i could give my sons, names for other characters or south park in gen. hit me up! <33

thank you for your interest in my work -- and in me, in general. i love you all dearly, i hope you heal ( i know you will ) and smile, pendejos because got a lot coming up on that crimson dawn and a lot of crazy shit coming down on that *jersey i won't say i'm in luh megara vc*

~SCHARLET sLUt~

cheers! mazel! ;) xx

-uncle nina, in her healing era <3

[aquamata]

some of my pokemon teams :> for @yuuichirouh bc i want you to see them lol

so i don't really have any of my og teams on their games except for alpha sapphire, sword, and violet. and thats because i replayed the ds games so often, but im sure ive transfered them to home or another game

BUT from my most recent playthroughs this is what i got C:

This is my most recent save from diamond and tbh i didnt play diamond that much ever since i got platinum bc i could get glaceon wayy sooner without help.

but this trainer card was my team my very first run when i was 13 :)

not too uncommon from what many other people used LOL

NOW THIS IS PROBABLY MY FAVORITE TEAM EVER, i know its not balanced but idc about that it's got some of my fav pokemon and a cute little guy mascot (chimecho:) it's definitely not the team i first played platinum with but i like the lil story i made for it when i did this playthrough so it's very special to me <3

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I was in the middle of replaying black and white and w2 for a story i was gonna write i think so i don't have any saves for them yet but heres some teams i know i used for black, white, and black 2

tbh i replayed the gen 5 games so so much i used a lot of their pokemon and i loved a lot of them too, but these were the ones i remember the most and my white playthrough i probably my favorite bc braviary is one of my favorite bird pokemon :)

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OH WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT SOULSILVER

ok this is the only team i remember playing soulsilver and i don't have the game cartidge because i sold it a long time ago for quick cash T0T MY BIGGEST REGRET!!! i've been on the hunt for another copy to play with again but gotdamn i dont wanna spend hundreds of dollars for this game no matter how much i want it T^T

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okie heres my tiny team for Y . i did try that shiny hunt fishing technique to get that shiny Dragalge tho B) tbh this isn't my first y team either because i specifically remember using that ice rock dinosaur that i forget the name of.

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OK and here's my alpha sapphire team, first time in hoenn and this is my first and only team for this save lol and i know that because it's that shiny metagross you got as a promotion, ALSO shiny bellossom i found randomly and i named him basil c:

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i dont't have my first moon save or the sun save i played like once but my last save on moon was primarina, lilligant, minior, mimikyu, snorlax, and mismagius. i hate how they don't have a hall of fame pic with all of them at once in sun and moon and beyond but oh well T-T

here is that shiny minior i got from chain shiny hunting named pinball <3

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OKAYY MOVING ONNN, heres my sword team, and yeah i used three pokemon from my platinum run because this was right after i finished platinum with that team i liked so much i used them again for sword because they were available LOL

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and finally my violet team <333 alll girls and i was laughing about this with my discord friends because this was just a girly pop run and we were all amused by it lololol

anyways sorry this was so long but id love to see your teams too!!! yknow what @hopefulstarfire i wanna hear you yap about your og teams too

[chilschuck]

`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ once again i’m so sorry for slow request posts!! i’ve been super busy with work and i also have a con this weekend i’m going to, but i’ll do my best to get you guys a new post out!!! lots of love to you all!!! <3333

[soloavengers]

ok bridal carrying max affinity is cute but this RUNNING ooohhhhh

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

As a girl who very often falls in love with straight girls and gay guys your gojo and nobara unrequited love post is giving me feelings(tm)

YOU AND ME BOTH ANON 😭😭😭😭 we’re holding hands rn….. sorry/you’re welcome for the Feelings 😔😔 i’m very happy i can feed those of us who exclusively fall for the unattainable <33333

[thelingering]

brain tired from Latin so have an appreciation post for humanity

[recareels]

i know next to nothing about mr reca but u are singlehandedly giving me a soft spot for him w ur cutle lil musings for him :( the one about bundling u up!! and the one about getting rid of bad memories!!! just end me now before it gets worse ໒꒰ྀི ∩⸝⸝∩ ꒱ྀི১

EEEEE hello sweet eden <333 omggg HEHEHE i am giggling and kicking my lil feet this is so CUTE ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡ i’m so glad (and flattered, omg!!) that i am infecting you with the Reca Love Bug <33 he truly is a very interesting (and sexy) character and i cannot wait to see where they end up going with him!! c: also so glad that you are enjoying my lil blurbs about him!! aaah thank you for that!!! <3

[vampmilf]

hi i just uploaded my recording of sleep cult in köln btw ✌🏼

[the-judicial-assistants-notebook]

that's a good point about Edgeworth projecting more onto Kay than vice versa! the main reason that idea occurred to me was because when I first played AAI, I kept thinking "Edgeworth must be aware that the version of himself from a few years ago absolutely would have tried to have this semi-delinquent aspiring thief prosecuted" and that ended up coloring a lot of how I thought about their unlikely friendship. like he was almost overcompensating with defending her to make up for the person he used to be?

Ooooh, okay that is such an interesting point I've never really considered before. I think, back then, he might have been more annoyed by her than actually trying to get her arrested (like he says in AAI, she hasn't yet done anything), but I think his motivations would have definitely differed from past to present. If their relationship (and Gumshoe's relationship with Kay) in AAI wasn't altered at all, then I believe he still wouldn't have been so hasty as to believe she set the embassy fire, but it would have less to do with their weird friendship and more to do with conducting the "perfect investigation". And he definitely would have persecuted her full-force if the evidence was swinging against her. I think AAI2 (with the Forgotten Turnabout) had the right idea by having him insist that it wasn't for her sake but simply for finding the truth in that sense, as a good middle-ground between the strength of his convictions and his faith in her as a person. That case also touches on the whole 'me in the past vs me now' aspect of his character, and I think it showcases what you picked up on quite a bit, too.

Don't really have much to add! It's a super-interesting thought, and I love everything about it. Edgeworth being riddled with guilt is always so fun to think about, and I 100% think you're on to something there, whether it's conscious on his part or not.

[prosebushpatch]

Would you look at that? Another blog post! This time I take a look at first lines and the age-old adage of starting in the middle. Please take a look and feel free to let me know what you think!

[recklessandyoung]

hi :) (for the ask game thingy)

Hiii love thank you for this!! Okay here you go ::)

I will bring you ruin

It always goes like this

I can feel it on my tongue

When the speed kicks in

Once I had a dream

[bom-bombon]

Happy birthday! I know we haven't talked in a long time but I'm happy to see you're doing well and I hooray your birthday is a good one this year! You definitely deserve it

THANK YOU STARS!!!! 💙💙💙 It has been a while hasnt it? We should talk again I miss chatting with yall :3

[jeanmoreaux]

oh man I’m like 100 pages into the atlas six, and just couldn’t get into it? I actually read two other books since starting it (which I never do, I’m normally a one book at a time kinda gal) and now I can’t find the motivation to pick it back up and keep going? I feel like I should give it more of a chance since it was a lottt of set up and I still keep forgetting who is who lol. But now seeing this I’m like….should I even bother when there’s other things I want to read? Anyway thanks for the differing opinion cause I felt like everything I’ve seen about it is like how good it is and I just haven’t gotten that yet lol -bikevindayy

hi ali @bikevindayy <3 well, tbh i think the atlas six is the best book in the series and the ending of the atlas complex is definitely not worth it, so i’d say that if you cannot get into it i wouldn’t force it. if the first book is not doing it for you, the other two probably won’t either (given that the writing doesn’t chance much—i was reading the atlas complex and even in that book so much felt like set up that lead to no payoff). if there are other books you want to read, i’d definitely put ta6 on hold. if you ever have the time and nothing you’d rather pick up you can still go back to it. i also want to spare everyone the headache and annoyance and frustration i experienced so maybe i am biased but i’d tell you to skip the series. i can recommend her other books though, if you’re interested to explore her writing. personally i loved alone with you in the ether (literary fiction for mentally ill people) and masters of death (humours/heartfelt low fantasy), but no guarantees that they’ll work for you (they both share certain issue with ta6 but i find them to be less detrimental to the overall enjoyment of the books).

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i feel like a road trip with kenjaku would be quite fun

the guy wants to try everything! see everything!

you'll be walking one day into the kitchen, and then BAM!

kenjaku slings you over his shoulder.

"Where are we going?"

"Be patient, puppy."

"No, but seriously—"

"What are you, five?"

ANON . YOU UNDERSTAND. YOU SEE THE VISION. he’s soooooo fun to be around!!! he can be relaxed and quiet and soothing but then he gets a random urge to take you to a festival and BAM. you don’t get a choice he rlly would just pick you up and carry you there 😭😭😭 AND HIM IGNORING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS HE’S SOOO INFURIATING……. ”just be patient” as if he didn’t literally drag your unconscious body out of bed by the ankles because he couldn’t wait for you to wake up first 🤨 ”don’t spoil the surprise.” like yeah okay sir. whatever i guess. i love him so bad it hurts

i blacked out at the ”puppy” btw