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Love Can't Stand Alone - Gordo & Ed Friendship Ups & Downs - For All Mankind
The 4th fanvid I’ve made for For All Mankind. This is another about Gordo & Ed’s friendship, this time about their ups & downs, their good times & arguments, but how they are always there for each other in the end & when it counts. ♥
#youtube#for all mankind#gordo stevens#ed baldwin#fam#fanvid#fan video#for all mankind fan video#michael dorman#joel kinnaman#bear's den#love can't stand alone#gordopickett fanvid#gordopickett#fan edit#for all mankind fan edit
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Tim Drake is DC Taylor Swift
#i don't say it as a compliment#tim drake#dc#Taylor swift#should i really tag her?#meh I'm poking the wasp nest might as well poke the jaguar with a short stick#anti tim drake#anti taylor swift#white billionaire people?#can't stand them#fuck tim drake all my homies hate tim drake#he's like OC x Reader x Self insert + 12 yo writer had a love child#and i say it in the worst way possible#Taylor swift i think is self explanatory#batfandom#I'm begging tim drake fans to actually read a comic book#i swear it's not that hard#he was robin for 20 years alone it really isn't hard to find tim stories#fandom#batman#robin iii#red robin
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i think i spike a fever as soon as i think about chrisker in any capacity
#chrisker#resident evil#they're just!!!!!!!#the way STARS era chrisker could have been so in love.....so domestic.....the way they would have leveled each other out#chris the golden retriever and wesker the black cat#the way that regardless of if they were platonic or romantic in RE1 the betrayal is nearly unfathomable#that's his captain.....that's his point man#the way wesker COULD have killed him back then and didn't....the way chris COULD have killed him back then and didn't.....#the way part of chris died in the volcano with wesker. the way he saved jill and the world and still couldn't feel whole#the way he can't let go of wesker and the way wesker couldn't let go of chris#im having a heart attack over them constantly. they make me go criminally insane#im not joking. out of all the OTPs i have ever had chrisker literally makes me unable to breathe bc of the constant push and pull#“i love you and i hate you with all that i am”#“i want you dead and i want you to be safe”#“i want you to leave me alone and i want you to never go away”#“you saw me from beginning to end of my story and i can't stand you in either”#im just. AAAAAAAAA!!!#AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!#RAAAHHHH!!!!#joey jabbers
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Happy birthday, Keith!
#I love experimenting with Keith's galra features#Lance definitely made him wear the hat and the pin#I keep putting Keith in the same jacket and I can't stop#I accidentally made keith doing the “wait they don't love you like I love you” meme#oopsies#The L on his necklace stands for LOSER actually#POV the birthday boy greeting you at the party his bf definitely forced him to have#Drawing this reminded me why I don't sketch on my phone#voltron#keith voltron#vld keith#keith kogane#klance#vld lance#art#keith art#voltron art#vld art#vld fanart#I can't stop making Keith's hair geometric#Someone please give me ideas for Keith's emo shirts because I cannot keep doing this#I look up “emo shirts” and it's like “leave me alone” in fucking comic sans#Not me queueing this literally 1 day in advance#October is too much#They're too much stuff to do in October#I'm posting my Halloween art and then descending back into terrible burnout for several months m#my Halloween art is a redraw this year#I bet y'all can't guess what the redraw is
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I've never wanted to follow orders so bad in my life
#COMMAND ME MAXIMUS PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU#he's so in charge and authoritative yet humble and kind#this man i swear#look how unbelievably attractive he is#look at that kind gentle face#those soft eyes as he looks at someone who is like a father to him AAUGGHHHH#and his neck!!!! i'm never over it!!!#WHY is he so crafted by the gods#specifically to my tastes#every time i see him in his armor all i can think is “i wish i were taking that off of him so we could make some sweet love in his tent”#i NEED to be the general's wife#y'all don't even know#the level to which i am obsessed with him#the sun rises and sets for him alone in my heart#i am withering away with need for him I JUST#I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE HE'S TOO FLAWLESS#I ADORE HIM IN EVERY WAY A MAN CAN BE ADORED#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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Aelswith & Alfred (destroying me 😭) in 3x03
*sobbing* I love them so much *sobbing*
#the last kingdom#sevenkingsmustdie#tlk aelswith#tlk alfred#aelswith x alfred#alfred x aelswith#you all knew this was coming#its not me posting if there not at least one aelswith x alfred gif set#I genuinely can't remember if I've done this scene before or not#I know I've used it with blending and still edits#but I don't think I've giffed it stand alone#if I have well here it is again#I have so many feelings about this scene#the way they both are trying to be strong for the other#the way the both of them break down at the end#the way they both are terrified of leaving the other#I CAN'T#I'm about to die sobbing#I love them so much#they mean everything to me#G O D#they are just everything#the way they love each other#I can't#😭😭😭😭😭
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𝖯𝖾𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗁𝖾𝗅 𝖡𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗈 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟦 by @percy-and-rachel-events (late entry)🔸 "She looked like a million golden drachmas"
Remember when Percy surprisingly memorized Rachel’s phone number? Let's just say that he was also surprised when he caught himself replaying the view when Rachel looked like a million golden drachmas in his head.
We arranged a meeting in Times Square. We found Rachel Elizabeth Dare in front of the Marriott Marquis, and she was completely painted gold. I mean, her face, her hair, her clothes—everything. She looked like she’d been touched by King Midas.
- Percy Jackson and The Olympians, The Battle of the Labyrinth
Percy sometimes came to the front of Marriot Marquis to see Rachel, painted gold, standing still like a statue as a form of art, and collecting donations at the same time. He remembered the first time he saw her in such a state, he thought it was weird to see her in gold, she looked like a statue of a famous person or an actress.
Then in the next summer, Rachel and Percy drove around the stretch of beach on the South Shore. On a such hot August day, Rachel wore a white blouse over her swimsuit and pulled her hair up in a ponytail. Percy had never seen her like that and he just spontaneously thought that she looked like a million golden drachmas…
Maybe he told himself it was weird to see Rachel in gold for the first time, but perhaps unconsciously he was impressed. It must’ve been so remarkable that he instantly thought of her looking like a million golden drachmas when he saw her being pretty.
#perachel#percy jackson#rachel elizabeth dare#percy x rachel#perachel bingo#percy and rachel event#perachel event#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#the battle of the labyrinth#pjo botl#botl#RJ? NOT MAKING AN ENTRY FOR 'SHE LOOKED LIKE A MILLION GOLDEN DRACHMAS'? NO WAY DAHHLING 💅#although the entry is just this :) a simple drawing/doodles... and a short retelling :) not much but#it is what it is#I just love to think Percy when he's in class or between classes or just skateboarding down town he suddenly think of rachel in gold#then he have this silly grin in his face thennn he realized what just happened but still a bit oblivious 'what was I thinking??'#if he was skating he would have stumbled a bit. and need to stop for a bit just standing there asdfghjh#silly boy <3#so many storytelling potential from this alone!!! but alas#brain can't write much rn~ brain go braining please go creative please *nudges with stick*#so I guess I'll draw- even drawing I still need to trace (ugh I feel bad) please excuse me for tracing for now 🙏#ibis paint x tracing sketches#rj drawings#rj post#rj ramblings#rj x pjo
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#....useless stupid thing#stupid hands#....fuckin.....arthritis and. ghhhh#.....i hate how much pain im in but gods i hate how useless i am even more#ccant do a damn thing#can't....can't hardly fuckin stand up can't grip anything can't lift my fucking cup of water#.......managed to pick up the trash and that is all i got in me today. that's it. the tiniest effort and.......ffuck it was all i could#do to even sit down afterwards#.....................i-i hate this so much everything is so hard and i can't even help myself let alone anyone else#....nothing but a drain on the people i love most#.......christ......#....................don't worry about me just ignore this#...its not important
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and then no one said anything about the fact that if i watched ONE MORE episode tenax pulls a "i'm not angry i'm just disappointed i'm hurt" about scorpus signing with the white faction.
#do you see the vision here <- guy who has a watch rate of one episode per month#oh the implications of scorpus not being there for tenax in his time of need... the death of the child who is not but is symbolically their#is that a separate fic completely yes but it is ALSO in some ways a divorce fic. tenax like i needed you but scorpus also needing him#OH MY GOD THEY LITERALLY DO SAY FELIX WAS HIM and i can do SO much with the concept of a “stray”. oh please. please strays instead of rats#one knife to the ribs one fixed race one apartment board THAT'S A STORYLINE BABY RISE OR DIE THE ROMAN WAYYYYYY#i do see your calla/tenax storylines i do. i could be swayed but we are not here for that currently this is the same as the chariot racing#like i KNOW what i said about the gold faction representing everything that scares scorpus a dream he never thought they'd reach#and then to have it ripped away now he no longer even has the dream untarnished i do understand. which is why the “i'm disappointed”#kills me even MORE because it shows he gets it. like on some level he does understand why scorpus had to but it's his pride that's wounde#so to continue from what i WAS saying with:#sets the bar so low because how else would tenax love him (as if tenax would not do the same thing if he lost) and they have even MORE#questionable celebratory reward sex. yes i assigned scorpus a degradation/praise kink the world works in wondrous ways don't question it#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#tenax making sure to care for the kids is what's killing me too because i REALLY want to draw a parallel with scorpus making sure he takes#care of the prostitutes. yes he's a notorious hedonist yes he has a lot of sex but he always pays well doesn't he. over-well. he pays too#much and ends up in debt he pays enough to buy girls freedom. so that they only have to if they want to. it gets him a reputation sure AND#it gets whole houses of girls under his (and therefore tenax's) protection. you can't bruise her up; that's scorpus' favorite girl.#she can charge more for being favored. he can pay for massive parties where no one else is invited and if he falls asleep midway drunk#off his ass after a race the girls would never say. they still get paid. if tenax comes to watch and give instructions they'd never say.#if tenax tells them all to leave and it's just him and scorpus in the golden room and all the girls see before they shut the door#and latch it behind them is scorpus on his knees in the soft plush cushions with tenax offering him grapes one by one from his fingertips#like a favored concubine instead of the champion whose laurels are tilted on his head they won't say a word. not even when the noise#inside the room continues for long after the hour runs out the girls still stand watch until it's quiet and then crawl back in around where#scorpus is alone in the big wrecked bed with a smear of blood or wine on his mouth who could say. certainly they wouldn't.#no matter what they still get paid. whether they did the work to wreck him or not.#ANYWAY#they take care of the selves they couldn't protect is what i'm trying to say. for tenax it's the child he was/scorpus it's the body he sold#only he hasn't stopped having to sell it. & i guess as we're learning with the extortion tenax is still a child running from a burning hous
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My For All Mankind fanvids on Ao3
#for all mankind#gordo stevens#ed baldwin#fam#tracy stevens#kelly baldwin#karen baldwin#danny stevens#danielle poole#fan videos#fanvids#fan video#fanvid#fan edit#ao3#youtube#darkness up ahead#where the shadow ends#banners#sleeping at last#courage of stars#saturn#burning fear#love can't stand alone#bear's den#uneven odds#for all mankind au#gordopickett#gordopickett fanvid#lost & found
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if i could stop crying that'd be fuckin sick
#tonight i bawled on the phone to my boyfriend about the most privileged problems imaginable#and now it's nearly 01.00 and i'm crying AGAIN#moving out again just isn't viable is it?#like my boy talked me through it thus evening and i know my mental health hinges on me getting tf out of here#but i just spent the oast hour looking at listings and it's so grim#but what's fucking obliterating me is that it wouldn't be this grim if it weren't for my own failings#if i had more friends who could stand me for extended periods#or if i'd moved out when everyone else my age moved out#then i'd have someone familiar to share house with and it'd be a fun comfortable experience of building a home with someone love#but i don't and i did't so it's not#instead i have two options#rent a place alone#which will optimistically cost 500 per week or 26k per year#and i'll be alone and i hate being alone#last time i lived alone for an extended period i experienced the longest disassociative episode i've ever had#second option is to share house with strangers#which i don't want to do again#i got so lucky my flatmates in NZ were good people but i've heard so many horror stories#and i'm too old for that shit now#plus the point moving out again is to find a place i can make my own and feel safe and not constantly on edge like i am around my parents#which i can't moving in eith strangers who are unpredictable at best#i'm so fucking tired#i just want a home#but it's completely unattainable#i think maybe my present emotional instability is being spurred on by this and the fact i accidentally opened my countdown the other day#i was sorting my open tabs so i could more coherently plan a camping trip with my boyfriend and there it was#first tab pinned to the top my browser#it's down to 100 weeks now#and idk i guess a flaw in my thinking has been exposed bc things are better but are they good enough to forget the countdown?#i had such vague parameters around the exit protocol because i didn't expect things to improve at all but now i just feel guilty
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AU where Phoenix is just slightly more spiritually sensitive so instead of just being able to hear Mia's ghost, he gets to hang out with his great great (x?) grandfather Ryuunosuke who imprinted on him the moment he decided to become a defense attorney for gay reasons.
Also if anyone could magically be there for Pheonix while Edgeworth is fake-dead it would be Ryuunosuke.
I'm also a staunch believer in both Phoenix and Ryuu having rough/distant relationships with their family so it's funny to think that the only biological family member you can stand is the one that haunts you and looks exactly like you if you time traveled and cut your hair unevenly with safety scissors.
#i do think that ryunosuke judges pheonix so hard for his taste in men#oh you want a condescending european man with gray middle-parted hair and vampire fashion? oh you're defending him in court?#falling into the gaa/dgs side of aa#some of my favorite things about phoenix are mirrored in ryuu and it's making me so happy#oh you seem to be really open about your emotions but you push down all the messed up stuff so no one notices? you can't stand being alone?#I love them i love seeing them go through mental anguish#i like how phoenix is the crybaby one and ryuu is the one with severe baby face disorder#they're so pathetic but will absolutely destroy the legal world in any place they step foot in#whoops accidentally unveiled decades of corruption and government conspiracies bc I was being too nice to a stranger#ryunosuke naruhodo#phoenix wright#naruhodo ryuichi#ace attorney#going crazy stupid over here don't mind me
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the end of exams has been the biggest goal for me to get to for a couple of months but now it's here i'm realising everything is still awful even if i don't have to study for hours on end
#this is the inevitable post-exam exhaustion situation tbh#i told myself i'd sort it all out once they were over but i still can't respond to my parents. ventposting because my dad just tried to cal#btw#cant pick up#i'm so tired#just seeing his name on my phone screen makes me so scared and sad like i was all christmas but if i tell him that who knows what he'll do#probably shout at me#or tell me it's painful for him to hear and make me feel so guilty#or ignore me for a week then i'll worry he's dead#im so so scared that he thinks i don't want to talk to him or don't care and that's why i'm not responding#idk what he'll do if he gets too deep in that belief#and i want to respond and act all happy so he knows it's not true#but i can't#and my mum . :/#she's always been my mother who i love above anything else but now she's just a reminder of everything and i can't stand it#need to get away from them pls i wish i could tell them to leave me alone without the inevitable paranoia my dad will kill himself#and my mum will neglect herself#as she's admitted to doing because i didn't talk to her for 2 days#as i know my dad does too just because he doesn't care#and now i'm the worst person in the world because i can't reply and be all cheerful despite knowing these things#can't even chat to my housemates smh i fucked that up too#i'm too autistic to hold a conversation no matter how badly i want to#glad i'm not going out tonight wow#it would have gone SO badly#tw vent#i guess#got to stop this jfc
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whatever i'm too classy to hate-rb anything but that post about "i like teambuilding activities at work, why are you all such sourpusses, join the scavenger hunt". Personally: take your bullshit teambuilding budget and put it straight into my paycheck. Yup right in there thanks that'll do. And I will go over the spreadsheets again.
#peace and love i'm not doing friday drinks to hear microaggressions and traumadumping from 46yo shitheads#let alone going ziplining with you chucklefucks. fun adventures are for my friends not for Work Me and her fellow corpo zombies#does that make me a sourpuss. yea. but i can't stand predatory workplaces that project ''we're all family here''. why the fuck you lying...
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honestly arguing over art interpretation is the domain of fans and/or haters LMAO. its important work and i do not want to catch a WHIFF of the author interfering. get out of my head
#narrates#authors can of course MAKE ART ABOUT AUDIENCE INTERPRETATION. im metafiction guy i love that shit#they just can't make that art and stand directly on the page and tell me what i should think about it. i can read subtext dude.#i would know what you were trying to say anyway. leave me alone.
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Hey / asking this of a few writers. If you have time and are interested, would you talk about what makes your OCs afraid? And what makes them cry (happy or sad tears or both). Thank you!
Lis
Hi, Lis! Thanks for this question.
Lil warning, some of these may be a bit more angsty than others.
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Oliver: Blood and anything horror-related terrifies him. He will full on SOB if he goes to a haunted house and gets scared. And as for something else that makes him cry, being publicly humiliated or insulted (especially with anything homophobic) will deeply hurt him since he always tries to be kind to everyone he meets and can't get why his sexuality makes him hated.
Jordan: Do NOT put this girl near bugs. Ladybugs and butterflies are acceptable, but any other creepy-crawly is a big no. But aside from that, Jordan isn't much of a crier unless she watches a sad movie like "A Dog's Purpose" or something.
Keiko: Truthfully, this poor man has a heart attack every time his sister breathes (because he has no doubt that she'd swallow a bug like she has on three occasions in her lifetime). Jordan is clumsy, and has always gotten herself hurt in one way or another, so Keiko grew up taking care of her. That is why he is honestly such a mother-hen to all his friends. But like his sister, he's not much of a sad crier, but he is a happy crier and will tear up if someone does something sweet for him.
Eliana: If someone yells at her, she will cry. If someone insults her because of her sexuality, she will tear up. She's honestly scared of her parents and sisters and her hometown since it was a very religious area where everyone insulted and harassed her for being lesbian. She still visits them and is cordial, but she keeps her distance for a reason.
Isaac: Isaac is afraid of losing his family. His brother, sister, and grandma are everything to him. After his parents disappeared, he was scared of the same thing happening to his family (or friends), and even though he knows it's unlikely, he still tears up whenever the thought just pops into his head.
Spirit: Water. Call it whatever you want, Aquaphobia or Thalassophobia or Bathophobia or whatever. Any body of water deeper than 3 feet is a major no for her. This girl will have a full-blown panic attack if she's submerged in water. She doesn't come off as the kind of person to have a fear like this, and her friends are the only people aware of this fear. I won't explain where this fear came from tho since I will explain it in some upcoming and future fics.
Amberlynn: She is afraid of her birthmother. The woman is basically psychotic, and tried to literally kill Amberlynn as a baby, and once again when Amberlynn was a teen. Safe to say, if she ever ran into this woman again, she'd panic.
Birdie: She is mostly afraid of failing. She's the kind of person who hyperfixates on doing anything she can right, whether that's puzzles or schoolwork. Messing up or doing something incorrectly, or having something go very wrong will make her spiral and basically meltdown and cry a lot. Other things can make her anxious a lot, and that's why she has bad skin-picking habits.
Aiden: Honestly, what scares this boi more than anything is the thought of people dying. He was depressed when his dad got shot and nearly died. The thought of people he cares about suddenly dying will make him cry.
Felix: He does not deal with spiders. If he sees a daddy long legs, he's standing on a table and screaming to Atticus to get it out of the house. If he sees literally any other kind of spider, he's flying back to London (not really, but he'd say that😅).
Atticus: Gore just doesn't sit right with him at all, and his fear of gore contributes to his fear of thinking he's not good enough to be a surgeon. He wants to be successful in a field he's passionate and knows a ton about, but he feels like his fear of gore will make him fail. He's cried about this to Felix and his parents on more than one occasion.
#thebrilliantidiots#fears#oc questions#I honestly can't stand bugs either😭 Creepy-crawlies are just a big no#Also just wanna add that Keiko isn't alone and all of my OCs would probably cry tears of joy if they feel deeply loved and cared about🥹🩷
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