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kingsofgaytham · 2 years ago

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i sometimes think about how one of the first things stede did upon waking up and meeting the charming stranger was inviting him into his secret closet and then in the same episode they not only swap clothes but exchange rings too

#please the symbolism is so cute #edpecially seeing that ed doesn't have his rings on after they surrender (are they in a bag? lost forever?)#stede's blue ring is tied to his sea-persona he only wears it as captain bonnet and takes it off when he goes back to mary #ed always wears his red ring (which i think ties with his red silk) except for when he gives it to stede #the red ring is almost a metaphor - for the Edward that struggles inside Blackbeard #it represents his humanity his need for a change and freedom #since he never puts in on bc he's sure stede left him i'm gonna need a scene with them putting on a fine outfit together #that probably wont happen but a girl can dream #and Stede notices the ring and puts it on Ed's finger #anyways the whole rings/sharing a cravat symbolism is fantastic and the costume design team did a phenomenal job #stede bonnet #the gentleman pirate #edward teach #blackbeard #gentlebeard #our flag means death #ofmd #my post

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tinylittlelilac · 4 months ago

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I’m looking to hire a hitman to kill this thing if you have any information dm me

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ethan-elliott · 4 months ago

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I actually had a dream that the show got renewed and dream-me was even going on tumblr to share my happiness this is how serious it’s getting

#renew dead boy detectives #dead boy detectives #dbda #I’d say I hope I have prophetic dreams but I also dreamt I lost my job so

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homosekularnost · 1 year ago

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pov youre having another meeting with the annoying academics & this person in the back looks kinda familiar

#im abt to reread network effect just for this does she know what it looks like???? do you think shell ever find out what happened?????#my dream for leonide is for system collapse to irrevocably alter her worldview and she finds herself unable to do her work as efficiently #cause shes constantly wondering what the secunits are thinking about the people etc etc she starts trying to make conversation with them #she ends up getting rescued by mbs humans again when the secunits take over the be ship and leave her on some colony #and then when shes unemployed (because she lost sm equipment or whatever) and forced to take up a job at pumnt they do tell her #& then she doesnt talk to anyone for twenty days #(also shes fucking. like so much.) (<- in any fic writer is taking inspo. please note)#the murderbot diaries #system collapse #system collapse spoilers #leonide #three #my art

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velvetjune · 8 months ago

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the chapter songs in Alan Wake 2,, flawless

#they deserve more love and discussion #saying this while also not knowing what to say other than they’re so fucking good #alan wake 2 #i think it’s partially because poets of the fall’s tracks are iconic so of course they’re in the spotlight (as deserved)#but also the CHAPTER SONGS. them being made for a given chatacter(s) with the help of Sam lakes poetry #the changes with ‘this road’ by Poe with every Alan chapter. becoming more distorted and revealing lyrics and the spiral #the scratch song being 1) hilarious and 2) similar to Zane’s poetry in the aw1 arg #the emotion in superhero when saga feels lost at the story making it so Logan was gone #the lines of her feeling like a ghost in this story forming around her.. how she feels guilty and absent for both what the story’s doing #and being away from Logan because of her job. ashdhhhhjhh my heart #AND. follow you into the dark HAS to be alice. which kills me because at for at I thought of Alan #but no. Alice jumped in the dark place after him. it’s so !!!!!!!!!!!#the rabbit hole line. Alice spiraling deeper and deeper into a dream—into wonderland #the Lost at Sea one is also good. intrigues me. the Bowie and Lynch references are blatantly aw2 Zane #but it’s so similar to diver Zane and the ‘originals’ death. being lost in the dark place with illusions of escape #and losing any sense of identity. whether he’s real at all or the monster of this sea or just a lost soul.#the soft and calm vocals / instrumental really makes the whole thing #NEED to stop typing more tags because this is a Lot. however.#‘no one left to love’ is also a phenomenal song and one of my favorites from the album. GORGEOUS vocals and how it all flows together.#such a powerful and beautiful way to end a chapter #anyway that’s all I had to say :)#god. I’ve started to watch a few playthroughs of the game and 90% of people have skipped the chapter songs and every time im #that’s fair but my brain and soul might implode if I don’t see anyone else talking about how good these songs are

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sidoopa · 1 year ago

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i forgot to caption this FUCK

#my art #my ocs #original character #my oc #first illustration i have done in a WHILE. A WHHHIIILLLEEEE #how are yall doing folks #ive been job hunting since i lost my work but things are possibly looking up #may be moving in w the bf if this job gets back to me and says they want me..... fingies crossed cus that would be a dream #things are tough at home rn in the leadup to xmas without my dad around #but overall i would say im doing okay #just stagnant #cant wait to not be stagnant #speaking of stagnant heres the nth wizard drawing of this year #but listen im so happy w the final design i had a fire in my BONES to paint her

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einaudis · 4 months ago

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#I just think it's ironic how I spent so much time thinking about leaving this country. but the moment I said: hey maybe I could make it work #if I find a good job and income maybe I could make it work. because I don't /want/ to leave #because this is my home and I know I won't be able to find myself anywhere. the MOMENT I decided to stay here and fight for my own future #and MAYBE be able to get my own place and just be at peace... THE MOMENT I decided that #things went to hell. and now ALL I think about 24/7 is where am I going to go? what should I do to leave? how much will it cost?#where do I begin?#and I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped and running out of time because I don't know what's going to happen #and for the first time in a while I'm feeling /desperate/#it's like I'm grieving this country even before leaving it. but also grieving my life here #and the worst thing is that I don't even think I will (leave). I just want to. but I can't (hence the 'trapped' feeling)#I really wish I could go to sleep tonight and wake up in a safe place where I could be happy #my own little place is all I want. I don't even ask for endless fortune or beauty or love or anything #just a way and a place to be #random #personal #my shitty English #ohhhh... to be free to cry. what a dream. instead I have to take deep breaths and keep moving #where to? no idea. but moving it is

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knaveofmogadore · 4 months ago

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You ever wake up from a dream so fucked that you have to sit there for 10 minutes after waking to rewrite the ending so that you can move on with your day or are you normal

#messages from knave #i keep having these ongoing dreams about an alternate reality version of my life #mainly about my parents #like right after i lost my job i had a dream that they'd moved to another state on a whim #and just told me to either upend my entire life to move to florida with them or figure it out #and i ended up moving into a much shittier apartment before realizing 'wait i have a whole house' and moving back into my own house in NJ #and then last night i dreamed I'd visited them and spent a day with my nephews then we all went to a wrestling match #and then after almost being run over by my dad cause he started driving while i was getting into the car #we go back to their house and i take a fat nap only to wake up in the dream and discover that I've disturbed this thumbelina sized toddler #that my mom jad apparentky adopted and then completely forgot about. and we wtruggled to getbit comfortable again on its little ved #then it escaped as toddlers do and i went through a comedy of errors trying to find it only to find it seemingly plastic and lifeless #only for it to start going through rapid metamorphosis into an adult and running around my parents house #my dad and i tried to stop it from growing up becuase every transformation opened up a new pocket dimension or something #then the dream changed into something else as my brain slowly booted back up from a migraine back into reality and i woke up #but the visage of a polly pocket sized toddler being left behind in my adult sized bed really shook me for some reason #it was so small and it was on a teeny pink pillow and it had a little purple teddy it kept dropping #but now I'm thinking of the logitstics of actually raising a child you could step on and squash by accident #that must be nerve wracking like how did thumbelina make it to adulthood without being confibed to a single room or even a single table #cause my first instinct is to build a diarama on a table for them and never let them leave until they're old enough to dodge

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swagging-back-to · 6 months ago

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finally went and got my GED diploma a year after i graduated :)))))

#the check in woman was like 'come on you cant leave without saying bye first!' and iwas like nonononono please no #she made me go talk to the woman who single handedly delayed my graduated by 6 months.#who is annoying as fuck and super classist and pro college.#when she asked what i do for work i was like 'an educator' and she was like 'oh so you've used the free college credits to get your early #childhood education?' and i was like 'uhhh no. still just as against college as i was last year. i don't plan to be an educator for long.'#and she goes well what do you want to do (not your fucking business lady. at all.) and then when i said 'anything' bc real people don't hav #the choice of their dream job or nothing. real people have to just take whatever is available to them--esp in our dead town.#and she was like 'oh come on in during the summer! I'm here for summer school! can take a bunch of tests to find out what your dream job is #can figure out what colleges youd like!'#i was just like ''yeahhhhhh. anyway have a good day' and fucking left.#i was actually debating going to college just a month ago. for the first time in my life i was seriously debating college bc it was my #choice and n oone had been pushing college to me for years. and then she starts this bullshit and im even more anti college than i was in #highschool #anti college #college is a scam #not to mention 'come in during the summer to take completely unnecessary summer school after youve graduated with almost a perfect score'#???? seriously how entitled do you think you are to my time?#i have work this summer. i have plans this summer. and even if i didnt i sure as fuck wouldnt spend my time being preached at about how #im wasting my life and dooming myself to poverty bc i dont want to go 6 figures in debt #and lost 4+ years of time i could be earning wages.

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corpsentry · 4 months ago

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black eyes

#my stuff #my writing #mein fucking goat i cannot keep having dreams about my ex and yet it is happening still #this is one of the less remarkable ones even. i’ve had two in the past month where i try desperately to give them a flatscreen tv #and one of those big ones too. like 40 inches across. i don’t own a flatscreen tv #i’ll admit it being in singapore is hitting me like a brick to the balls and i am grievously unwell #it’s like i come back and all the work i put in to deal with my anxiety and depression gets high in the woods and dies #but that’s not the point. the point is devoid of friends (in fucking america) and a hyperfixation (haven’t found anything that’s stuck)#i am full of nothing but yearning. good ol classic yearning. and i am so moved on from my ex but i keep trying to give them this fucking tv #!!!! ?????? huh????????????? mayne got………#a girlfriend or a cat would fix me. or leaving this country take your pick #working on it #i’ve made a to do list to combat my i have lost the will to do things problem #and on it is APPLY TO JOBS (note; outside singapore (note: outside america too))#i have a plan and it’s to get as far away as possible and live #we’re getting there #in the meantime here’s a funny poem #i was so. in the dream i actually wanted to see them which is crazy. top 10 bad fan characterizations #but it was a dream with a good color palette. all cool whites and grays and a deep deep blue for the night #cold cold white snow. etc. so of course i had to write about it #which i have done. and now i am going to sleep #good bye

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violettierre · 5 months ago

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If evil why serving cunt ?

#five models lost their job because of this panel #lives were changed #that side eye alone got me pregnant with quadruplets #and that jaw line #that godcrafted jaw line #left me paralysed #good sir i must let you know you changed the trajectory of my life #every time i look at your beauty my eyes tear up on its own #you are everything i ever dreamed of my beloved #why must you be fictional???!!!!!#whhhyyyyyyy #negai no astro #astro royale #shio yotsurugi #daddy shio

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shouldntbeaskingmyselfwhy · 2 months ago

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i'm gonna be sick lolllllll

#i lost my dream job on this date 4 years ago #and like 1 year after that event i celebrated bc it was like #'wowie!! look how far i've come!! i thought i was not going to survive but i did!!!'#and i did little reflections on this date on year 2 and 3 and it just became like new year's for me #and here we are at year 4 objectively so much worse than then and i'm just. tired!!!!!!!!!! hate it here!

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beevean · 10 months ago

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man i'm so lame why is my dream job working in a library 😭

#beev stuff #therapist asked me to do research on both this and what my dropped degree would allow me to do #and i really want to give up on university #but man #i feel so lost and i'm ashamed of admitting it #i mean i know why it's my dream job #i tried it for a couple of months at university and i genuinely liked it a lot #it's just... i don't know #i shouldn't fixate on this one opportunity since the situation here is shit but i'm daring to hope

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pencey · 1 month ago

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God. I am about to plead the fucking 2nd. Bitches grab a rape victim at a bar for walking out with a cup 9f WATER. I yelled at him and he wouldn't letm3 go. You don't know who the fuck your messing with.

Imagine waiting your entire life for your Gerard Way I was Born for This Joan of Arc Twin Towers moment. You achieve it. Then a fucking rapist destroys your life and you'd rather kill yourself than degrad yourself by living on the same planet as a rapist. Not just a random rapist, but a very specific type of rapist that sits in a Hell more evil than fucking Hitler. Hitler is a safer space for me and there is no hope. Imagine dedicating your entire life to a Twin Towers moment. Then imagine fighting for your life just to get justice. Then, imagine climbing a battle against rape all the way to the top of the mountain, sacrificing your life, bloody and soul, just to loose 10 feet away from the top.

I swear and vow on my life. If I don't get justice, suicide is the only hope.

The horrific acts that have been given to me made sure that my life is worthless. I wouldn't be caught dead living on the same Earth as a rapist.

#ive lost 6+ jobs because im begging for help and no one will listen to me. i just want a fucking hug #you never know who cries themselves to sleep everynigjt and every morning #if i go to the hospital i loose my dream job and i will shoot up the fucking pentagon if i loose this job #yes i am physically safe happened a while ago #i have been running for 3+ years without rest healing or justice #i have a torn meniscus that healed improperly #i just want a hug. i just want someone to care about me and ask how im doing #i literally have an Honorary N Word Card and an Honorary Kill Card by Jesus Christ #nobody cares about me and im a fucking pity and evil for crying about rape #i cry 24/7 at work when i wake up and when i go to bed #im a grown ass adult and im acting like a “toddler” because i dont want to get raped #why is that so cruel of me to ask? how am i the bad evil guy?#im asking for it because im obsessed with horror movies and frerard #im asking for it by being naked in the streeta #im a VILLIFIED EVIL WICKED CRUEL INSANE AND WRONG BECAUSE I SAID NO TO RAPE AND EXCERCISED MY RIGHTS TO SAY NO #IM A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR HOPING THAT I COULD FIND A PERSON ROBIN WILLIAMS TO SAY ITS NOT YOUR FAULT #i just want to be alone. i want a hug. i want justice

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afaroffsong · 1 month ago

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TOO. MUCH. TO DO. AND THINK ABOUT.

#I hate the BHS so much and I would be so happy to be free of it #But.#But I saw one of the kids from the old riding school today and I just about lost it.#If I can just get through a miserable year maybe #Maybe I can get my dream job #And actually be happy? In what I do? 😭#…But I’m so overwhelmed.#*collapses*

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brightlotusmoon · 4 months ago

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Trump-owned company sells shoes with image from assassination attempt

........help.

The Onion can barely keep up at this point.

Satire isn't dead, but it's been beat up a lot lately by reality.

#i must laugh or I will scream #help us #this timeline is a fever dream #I'm not even sure this is the same timeline #i think we shifted realities again #mandela effect #bring back inside job #i can't at this point #i have lost my ability to can #I'm done #done atello #this is some doom patrol villain bullshit #make it stop

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