#that must be nerve wracking like how did thumbelina make it to adulthood without being confibed to a single room or even a single table | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

knaveofmogadore · 2 months

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You ever wake up from a dream so fucked that you have to sit there for 10 minutes after waking to rewrite the ending so that you can move on with your day or are you normal

#messages from knave #i keep having these ongoing dreams about an alternate reality version of my life #mainly about my parents #like right after i lost my job i had a dream that they'd moved to another state on a whim #and just told me to either upend my entire life to move to florida with them or figure it out #and i ended up moving into a much shittier apartment before realizing 'wait i have a whole house' and moving back into my own house in NJ #and then last night i dreamed I'd visited them and spent a day with my nephews then we all went to a wrestling match #and then after almost being run over by my dad cause he started driving while i was getting into the car #we go back to their house and i take a fat nap only to wake up in the dream and discover that I've disturbed this thumbelina sized toddler #that my mom jad apparentky adopted and then completely forgot about. and we wtruggled to getbit comfortable again on its little ved #then it escaped as toddlers do and i went through a comedy of errors trying to find it only to find it seemingly plastic and lifeless #only for it to start going through rapid metamorphosis into an adult and running around my parents house #my dad and i tried to stop it from growing up becuase every transformation opened up a new pocket dimension or something #then the dream changed into something else as my brain slowly booted back up from a migraine back into reality and i woke up #but the visage of a polly pocket sized toddler being left behind in my adult sized bed really shook me for some reason #it was so small and it was on a teeny pink pillow and it had a little purple teddy it kept dropping #but now I'm thinking of the logitstics of actually raising a child you could step on and squash by accident #that must be nerve wracking like how did thumbelina make it to adulthood without being confibed to a single room or even a single table #cause my first instinct is to build a diarama on a table for them and never let them leave until they're old enough to dodge

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