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sneeg-snag · 4 months ago

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Loop, and the potency of “I asked to be here”

i have been thinking non fucking stop about this game since i played it and i NEEDED to talk about this one damn line. SPOILERS FOR ISAT ACT SIX AND TWOHATS IF YOU HAVE NOT PLAYED THAT PLS DONT READ!!!!!

i thought of this while driving a couple days ago so APOLOGIES if its a little rambly and all over the place but ive genuinely been turning the act 6 fight and just Everything about the game around in my head like a rotisserie chicken for the past couple days.

thinking back on loop after Act 6 has got me really mulling over some of their lines- ESPECIALLY said before I personally figured it out. one of those lines that stuck in my head was when loop says "I asked to be here"

at first i definitely interpreted this as "i saw your situation, and i wanted to help. i asked a higher power/the universe (why theyre a star) and here i am! in return, i am now stuck with you until you get out." loop was playful and kind of carefree, making jokes and poking at siffrin.

and i feel like in some stories this could very well be the case! its apart of the heros journey to have this kind of higher power help the protagonist, and i can definitely imagine a world where something like this happened. Sif wished, and a shooting star saw and wanted to help him.

but thats not what happens in isat. Isat is a game about loss.

and now, looking back after the reveal and the act 6 fight, that line of "i asked to be here" is incredibly potent and hard hitting. instead of it being "i asked to be here" like i originally thought, its "i asked to be here."

its a knife that turns on loop and twists, just gets worse and worse for them. you say "there cannot be any place worse than this", stuck in a timeloop of your own wish, and no matter what you do you cannot leave. so you say "anything will be better than this" and the universe listens and says "really?" and the monkey paw curls.

you asked to be here you say as you watch someone with your face be put in the same predicament. you asked to be here you say as you watch this clone go through the same events you did. you asked to be here you say as you give advice to this doppleganger because youre still stuck. you asked to be here you say as you watch this understudy get out. live the life you were supposed to have.

the universes biggest punchline.

#if i was loop i think id loose my mind as soon as i realized #isat spoilers #isat #isat loop #ros talks #loosing my mind over this character #ESPECIALLY cause my friends had a watch/play party of sasasa RIGHT BEFORE I STARTED ACT FIVE #EVIL of them. EVIL and SMART.#i need to make a webweave for then

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nerdy-hyperfixations · 2 months ago

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Listen, I love Fiddlestan as much as the next guy, but where did we start getting the idea Ford was cold and dismissive towards Fidds during their time working on the portal???

I could totally be wrong because I haven't read every single GF related thing (hell, my journals aren't decoded because I'm a slacker), but like??? The first time he saw him, he bought him his favorite snacks *and* a whole ass banjo and said he'd make it his mission that Fiddleford would be comfortable in his home.

They go adventuring together and talk about things like fashion trends and the future and go stargazing.

Ford is *so* happy when Fiddleford returns that he hugs him immediately. Abd then he feels bad that Fiddleford feels bad about his failing marriage that he throws him a holiday party even though he doesn't celebrate and hates the holidays honestly. And he put on Fiddlefords favorite song (which he despises and honestly? ME TOO FORD. I HAVE BEEF WITH THAT SONG) and drank seemingly spiked eggnog with him despite not usually liking to drink. So that he could make Fiddleford feel better.

He also just openly adores everything Fiddleford does. Maybe it's only in his journals. You could argue he doesn't say it out loud but, like, he exclusively describes him as impressive all of the time-

And I get where it's coming from in like a "oh he's a workaholic who has the pressure of Bill breathing down his neck that he has to be working on the portal 24/7." And like yeah, but in the pages he's a workaholic he's a workaholic practically begging Fiddleford to stay up with him because he loves working along side him. Fiddleford and him work *together.*

Like the page where they're sorta fighting with each other because Ford wants to work more its not "leave me alone Fiddleford, I have to do this" it's "hey! How come you won't stay up with me! Ugh this is so unfair that you're going to bed even though you know I plan to continue working for another hour."

I'm just saying if Fiddleford wanted to cuddle, I imagine Ford's response would be "Oh! Awesome, I love spending time with him 🥰🥰🥰" but he'd just end up using Fidds' back as a table for his studies. Or they'd do that thing where one of them is working on a desk and they sit on one chair in each other's arms.

And, while we're here, realistically? Emotionally stunted, slapped by more women than He's dated, "I can't cry in front of people, and the only thing I'm good for is my fists." Stanley Pines??? He's not cuddling shit. He's got that toxic masculinity ingrained into him. It doesn't matter how incredibly touch starved he is, cuddling is too emotionally intimate and "girly" for him. Honestly if Fiddleford tried to cuddle him he'd probably throw him in a headlock because he's also been on the streets for years now with people constantly trying to attack him.

And I'm not saying this to diss on Fiddlestan. Again, I *like* Fiddlestan! But when I read "Ford could never appreciate him like Stan could" I don't understand it.

They so clearly bonded well together, and if Ford truly was being an asshole (or not an asshole, but just generally unpleasant even when he wasn't possessed) the whole time, I doubt Fiddleford would've stayed. Nostalgia and physical attraction can only get you so far, and Fidds is already facing the horrors in Gravity Falls, Stanford has to be a hell of an amazing person to make someone want to stay. Like, he's a grown adult. Sure he really wanted to impress Ford and allotted himself to be "the tech guy to Ford's smarts" but if he wanted to leave, he could've. And there didn't seem to much keeping him there. Especially when he was having doubts on the portal.

#gravity falls #the book of bill #stanford pines #ford pines #fiddleford mcgucket #stanley pines #stan pines #fiddauthor #ford^2 #ford squared #fiddlestan #why do we have to squash one ship to prop another up?#My take might be biased though #because as much as i love the cutesy fiddlestan posts #i gravitate towards the 'fucked up' fiddlestan where they're toxic and looking for distractions #where Fiddleford never recognizes Stan as his own person and rather deludes himself that its ford until he actually looses his mind #and like hes gotta like Ford to do that lol #dont ask why i gravitate towards toxicity #i think i just like exploring human flaws in character because im sick of fandoms glossing over them #and im slowly getting more and more extreme with the flaws i guess #but like cmonnnnn the inherent problems in relationships are what make them interesting right?

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liauditore · 4 months ago

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new suicide squad anime got me thinking about the genderbend batman au i made when i was 16 again.

extra (nsfw??? body horror + shirtless doodle lol) art under the cut + drabble.

A mysterious actress appears in Gotham!

Production for the long-anticipated remake of the 1930s classic horror film, "The Clay", is saved in part thanks to the audition of one woman with no credits to her name, just a face and demeanor identical of the late leading actress of the original film.

However, the cast and crew have bigger worries than their limited budget and endless demands from their producers -- everyone involved seems to be disappearing one by one!

While the average gothammite worries that the cult classic's "cursed" reputation might be a little more than an urban legend, The Batman refuses to entertain such unfounded silliness and aims to get to the bottom of this crime against cinema!

presenting BATMAN '63 - THE RISE OF CLAYFACE coming not actually ever lmao

(her hair is brown now because I like the idea of her appearance never being fully consistent lol. shapeshifters gotta do their thing)

#batman au #gotham rogues #genderbend #clayface #dc comics au #i have no idea how to tag this. hi guys.#anyway i rlly do like how silly they made clayface in the isekai anime. i definitely took some inspiration from that iteration but #this version of fem clayface has been. in the back of my mind for literally years. i like the film actor angle for him too much #might do more of these might not. depends on how indulgent i feel ig.#anyway some misc headcanons for this clayface:#she was a struggling actor who was incredibly insecure about her appearance.#before she became clayface she would undergo plastic surgery for every new role she landed. her over the top passion for getting into (cont #(cont) character frightened directors. she gained a moniker for herself as “the woman with 1000 faces”#in this story specifically she's working under the penguin to get rid of some loose ends in a sensationalized way because the targets (cont #(cont) are famous. and she's more than happy to comply because a good chunk of the cast on set have been bad to her in the past.#her shapeshifting abilities have some limitations. she can morph into anything she has had skin to skin contact with however (cont)#(cont) she cannot change her total mass. which is why she has so much hair lol #she also can't copy powers cus that's whack. also only living things she can't turn into a car.#i probably forgot something important but yeah. goddamn you au i made as a teenager #goddamn you stupid ass suicide squad anime for making me think about this au again #cw horror #body horror #oh yeah she's also probably got a weird gender but she doesn't know that #she also can't maintain her not-clay-monster form for long or she starts to literally melt away.#my art

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sneakertin · 1 year ago

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still thinking about how half a year ago i saw these pictures from the original production of 'the pillowman' starring dt and got curious. so i read the play. and it turned out to be the best piece of literature i have ever read in my entire life. and ever since then i've been obsessed with this story and these characters but literally no one knows about this play so it's just me. sitting here. in my little puddle of dirt....

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knightinink · 10 months ago

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Just watching HB over again & paused at this shot

LOOK AT HIS FACE. LOOK HOW ANGRY HE IS. HIS MARKING IS A BROKEN HEART IN BOTH OF THEIR HALLUCINATIONS

#still loosing my mind over Blitzø and his character everyday I love him so much #blitzø #moxxie #helluva boss

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togo--mimori · 5 months ago

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I thought I'd be normal again about rody soul when I woke up. No. I'm not. It might be worse.

#help i cant believe the first deku ship ive fallen head over heels for is from a movie only character I'm LOOSING MY MIND #mha #rody soul

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waterfall-ambience · 1 year ago

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neuvillette is so luna coded if you know what i mean

#when i made captain ignacio j luna i basically made up a sad old man (affectionate) loosely based on zhongli but given xisuma's position #and the cultural & socioeconomic background of wealthy/educated filipinos in the spanish colonial era #and uh. ngl neuvillette is kind of like zhongli a little to the left. its the refined gentleman who is also old and sad kinda vibe.#but neuvillette and luna are both trapped in systems they should have authority over and are trying their best #+ apologise a lot + fairly introverted & possibly intimidating but actually nice + disconnected from humanity #though neuvillette is not human while luna is almost painfully so (at least in my mind)#uh. the amount of x readers neuvillette is getting is mildly reassuring bc luna canonically gets treated like that by some of the gods.lmao #perpetua genshin au is gonna be fun bc some will fit really well while others are going to be gunning for the same character #neuvillette luna is an obvious choice (gestures) and avery could maybe do aether #childe phobos and rosaria riza work well enough but damien and cosmo are gonna have to fight over who gets to be scara

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mariathechosen1 · 8 months ago

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Was Anyone But You a good Much Ado About Nothing adaptation? No, not at all, but fuck it was fun!

#y’all know I have many thoughts about this play and these characters #but even though the movie didn’t completely live up to my expectations as an adaptation #I still really enjoyed it!#and I really despise all those people making posts about how sydney sweeney can’t act #idk it seems a little rude #my main problem is how they messed up the benedick and beatrice characterization and dynamic #I love that they played up the ex lovers thing (which is left up to interpretation in the play)#and i love love queer Hero and Claudio!!!#but their hatred of each other didn’t really pack the same punch as in the original #I suppose I wish they weren’t afraid to make the characters bigger assholes?#ya know- give them more flaws?#because right now the enemies part doesn’t really feel believable for big parts of the movie #They really could have leaned more into making Bea a bit of a cold and snappy mess (as she is in the original)#and Ben more of…ya know…actual human disaster who can’t commit #both of their characters in the play are driven by their desire never to marry and their distrust for the opposite sex #They included this a bit with Bea (her not believing in true love and all that)#but her break up with Jonathan (because he was too nice???) didn’t really convince me of it #They also keep insisting that Ben is a fuckboy but we never really see it demonstrated?#I personally don’t mind the fact that they changed up the whole ‘convincing them that the other secretly loves them’ bit #especially considering this is only loosely based on much ado #but I do think they made it a bit messy considering they included the gulling scenes but only as a joke #I wish they’d either leaned fully into the much ado plot or ditched it #I think what a lot of adaptations get wrong is that they’re either too afraid of leaning into their og media #or too afraid of seperating themselves from the og media #oh god I’ve reached the tag limit help #anyways- rant over #anyone but you #maria talks about things #much ado about nothing #beatrice x benedick

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blushblushbear · 1 year ago

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So I will say a lot of my headcanons about Volks got proven wrong and actually a bit of what we learned about him made me re-evaluate some of my old memes and stuff, but honestly???

I’m so glad about that.

THIS IS WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED! THIS IS WHY I STARTED MAKING HEADCANONS IN THE FIRST PLACE!! YES, GIMME MORE INFO AND CHARACTERIZATION!!!!

frankly not only do I want a coffee date with the rest of the boys, but I legit would like a second deluxe date.

JUST MAKE A FULL ON DATING SIM FOR THESE BOYS, I WILL PLAY THE FUCK OUT OF IT!!

I know it’s already technically a dating sim but I mean JUST a dating sim-- with no idle game stuff, just the getting to know and perusing the guys, that’s it.

maybe that could be the plot of a follow up game???? where the spell is broken and all these dudes are into you, who are you gonna keep perusing and talking to?? who/which boys will you choose to be your end game man now that we’ve dated the lot??

I don’t wanna go too monogamy about it since, even though I am not polyamorous, I don’t wanna rain on someone’s poly parade (a dating sim where a polyamorous relationship is possible would be SO RAD) but a dating sim of these boys where you pick one final dude to marry would be a thing that is possible and makes sense for the story and series. (though again, porque no los how ever many you want??)

Idk-- I honestly just want more at this point. More deluxe dates, more Volks, more blush blush!!

I already have shown I have no shame and will give this game my money in a heart beat lol

#blush blush #blush blush game #bb #bb game #bear rambles #bear text #bear talks #Volks #bb volks #volks bb #volks blush blush #blush blush volks #honestly getting to know Volks better made me like his character all the more #I'm so curious to what the other boys will feel like #who will win me over??#who will make me like them even more??#who will change my mind about how much I like them???#who will loose me in the second half???#only time will tell #I know I'm very curious about Eli #cause he already won me over after hating him at first blush and then spending time and getting to know him #he's honestly low key one of my favs #and def a more fleshed out character than originally thought #I have had and would make more friends like Eli irl #also ready for Cole but that's cause I'm a sick freak and his voice is sexy #also to quote a weird post I saw once being stocked is oddly flattering #I hate how much I'm down for yanderes #(IN A FICTIONAL SPACE MIND)#(WOULD CALL THE COPS AND OR COME OUT SWINGING IRL THIS IS FICTION NOT REAL WORLD DATING ADVICE)#welcome to blushing bear hours

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ultravioart · 2 years ago

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THIS WAS NOT A FEVER DREAM IT'S A REAL POST?!?! WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN Bonus

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jessicas-pi · 4 months ago

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being in that state of half-asleep stupor that one gets when one is a passenger on a road trip that started at four in the morning is the best way to solve plot holes actually

#I needed 2 characters to fight over something but I didn't know what and everything I tried just didn't work overall #until my hazy 5AM mind gave me the answer while I was in the backseat napping #and it was so simple and easy and most of all it was SO OBVIOUS and yet I never thought of it before!! but it's perfect!!#and it ties everything together that was hanging loose before!!#jessica's writing nonsense #star wars medieval au #honestly though I genuinely cannot believe I never thought of it before because it's so obvious!! the conflict is right there!!#ughhhhh it's perfect and I am so happy #sorry just had to happyrant there

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one-hell-of-otaku-is-here · 6 months ago

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Just started Oniisama e... because one character looks like Oscar from ROV but then...

Almost all of the characters seem like reincarnations of those from ROV

(There's not a single straight person here, at best they're bi lmaoo and nobody's going to be happy by the end of it)

#im loosing my mind over this #its only been one episode but i can already seen such a storm brewing for all of these characters #watch me spend my summer watching solely this show #oniisama e

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 1 year ago

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Yuriiiii I love your tags to!!

hfgfhazf waaa i'm so happy you guys like them!!! i hate when i don't have much to say about a piece/writing- it just makes my reblog feel so empty :'Dc <33333

#ask #the more tags the better is my rule >:D i'm glad it makes you guys happy as well<3333 #but also how can i NOT gush about the little things that nobody ever points out???#half the time i'm loosing my mind over the artstyle more than the character ngl HHHH #you're welcome frog!! i love your works too<333

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catacropolis · 2 years ago

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Don’t mind me having a whole breakdown and a half loosing my mind over this

#twst chapter 7 spoilers #twst chapter 7 #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland chapter 7 #SPOILERS FOROM HERE ON OUT PEOPLE #SPOILERS #ok well holy fuck my dudes I am loosing my shit rn #silver lore and malleus lore omg I’m shitting bricks #finding out what everyone wants to go into a career was just so amazing #color me surprised to hear rook going into fuckin archeology and Leona beings geologist what #not surprised that Idia has job opportunities but more surprised taht his parents were so encouraging about it tbh I’m confused #malleus moments here were great it’s good to see yuu question about the seven and who they were in the eyes of the cast #lillia is making me sob and laugh and loose my mind and I can’t handle this man #I love silvers character he’s one of my favs and I genuinely think about them constantly #I want to see him and lillia have more father son moments and I want lillia to stop being criyptic as fuck like the bracelet who gave you it #was it from malleus was it from a former lover was it from mals grandma wtf man #we all knew but I’m still loosing my mind over it but like silver being royalty holy shit man I want to know more #why does it make him sleepy is he going to be affected by his curse more often because of this is this the source of his curse and who did #seeing malleus vunrable about his childhood and loneliness before yuu ripping off the bandaid and saying we’re leaving #I love lillias parental moment there of showing malleus the consequences of his actions and inviting him to change and fox it on his own #like man he’s so great I want him to be my dad #I do wish we got more Sebek and lillia interaction and silver was being way to nonshalabt about his dad #tbh don’t think he has prossessed it quite yet #I’m really hoping we see Sebek and malleus have a fight Sebek sees malleus the way malleus doesn’t want to be seen and I want them to fight #I want mal to push Sebek away and just be brutal to him #guys pls don’t kill me I love Sebek but he’s so steadafast in his belief that his vision gets clouded and he can’t see the full picture #I think it would be eye opening and really good for him to see the imperfections in the person he idolizes so much #holy shit this is long ummm anyways hope none of y’all were spoiled cuz this sequence hits harder without spoilers

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mysticarcanum · 11 months ago

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auuuugh there is only skulduggery pleasant in my brain right now.

#i support women's (valkyrie cain's) wrongs #like. okay. i grew up on this series and it's absolutely fundamental to my psyche #and i dont even care about the quality of the books i will read all of them forever #but also like. valkyrie is my og blorbo. my og Character I Rotate In My Mind #i also had a huge crush on her. and then derek landy made her bisexual thank u derek<3 #but like. i just finished reading hell breaks loose. the dead men prequel set in 1703 #and. as a connoisseur of Imagining Scenarios #i am particularly fond of constructing time travel scenarios in my brain featuring my Characters of choice #in this case my best friend my chew toy ms valkyrie cain #so i was reading the book slow. spending my spare time imagining scenarios where valkyrie time travels back to enter this narrative #IMAGINE MY SURPRISE #when HALFWAY THROUGH THE BOOK #one of the mysterious masked characters is revealed to be VALKYRIE CAIN TIME TRAVELLED BACK FROM THE FUTURE #my scenarios!!!!! my little scenarios!!!! they happened in the book!!!!!#anyway im so beyond over the moon. that book was so sexy. ive got to reread the series now.#ive got to put valkyrie cain in my mouth and suck on her like a hard candy (NOT SEXUAL!!!!)#i feeel like a dog tearing apart a much beloved chew toy. except the chew toy. is Character #i need to find one of the og series books where valkyrie murders the most people and then i need to eat it #on god i wish these books got more tumblr fame because they fuck like hell. i mean. i love percy jackson as much as the next guy #but i feel like tumblr would eat the sp series up #like. its about a skeleton detective and the world's most violent teenage girl and theyre so platonically obsessed with each other #that theyd both blow the world up in defence of the other.#and also both of them have the magical potential of a nuclear bomb and are trying sososo hard all the time to not just snap #and kill everyone in a ten mile radius. but also they're not good people and they love violence so muc h #god i really did read some extremely violent books as a teen/preteen #at least skulduggery pleasant was aimed at that age group. i was also obsessed with the valhalla trilogy and. dear lord. dear lord

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datastate · 2 years ago

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nankidai contact me we could fix the rankings of asunaro agents, training regimes, and also make sei a much better character without ridding what i know your intentions were.

#i did like the ministories i Did. but the more i think about sei the more it gives me a headache #what's with the trial. things would've been fine if it weren't for the trial. and i know his intentions were for the resemblance of the #hades incident but also Why. what is the POINT !! rahhh #i know it's cool on the surface but w this one + anzu's not making her clownfit it's as if he's retconned what happened...#or added things entirely out of the blue. like this. ahhh #jestersvaguely #yttdlb #also sei is not a bad character per se. it would be interesting sure! but i feel like it's now more. convoluted?#that's the only way i can express it really. i feel as if it's more convoluted to have two iterations of rio...#when initially the impression was that rio was his own. loosely meant to fulfill what kai lacked #but now he's meant to fulfill two roles - kai and sei... and he is not enough of a character to really justify that i think #i don't want to sound mean or make it seem i dislike this but there are just such small changes which could've been made to adjust this...#also why did kai live. why was he chosen. how could asunaro reason this out. why didn't they let them practice more before assessing #their skills. they aren't needlessly sadistic. they don't see kids fight for the hell of it. what was the point of having them fight when #they're like 8-14... ahhh #i know i already made a whole post basically rehashing these points but genuinely the more i spin it over in my mind #the more i really do think the trial is more for some sort of shock on the player's behalf because it doesn't. make sense...#and rio cannot live up to two dead people. quite honestly. he is a good character but he is not that good #negative #I'M SO SORRY. AGAIN I DID LIKE IT BUT IT JUST BRINGS UP SO MANY ISSUES THAT WERE NOT THERE BEFORE. IN ADDING MORE RE: SEI & TRAINING #WITHOUT FULLY THINKING IT THROUGH IT ENDS UP FEELING... INCONSISTENT AND A LITTLE UNDERWHELMING IN SOME ASPECTS #yttdposting

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