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Wisdom teeth out, finally not as loopy as I was yesterday. I think I'll list out my favourite things my mom got on video while I was loopy on anesthetics.
Number 1 on the list: I have to say the funniest thing was that even though I couldn't drink without stuff dribbling down my chin and not knowing where I was, I smiled very widely and said "felix" as in, fix it felix jr. Of course, even on the heaviest of drugs, felix lives in my head rent free.
Number 2: we got me getting over excited about scrambled eggs. The nurse mentioned I could have them at some point and I smiled and said "egg" which made everyone laugh, then I started CHANTING "EGG EGG EGG EGG" loudly
Number 3: asking my mom repeatedly if I was still handsome and her not giving me a straight answer because she was trying to figure out how to get out of the hospital. Getting into the "moving room" which was an elevator. The elevator having a mirror, so I gasp when I see myself and practically yell "MAMA LOOK I AM STILL HANDSOME"
Number 4: telling my mom not to open the doors with me?? "I don't like being a battering ram MAMA, it's not NICE"
Number 5: my mom telling me to hold on tight to the wheel chair she was wheeling me on and instead, I put my hands in the air and yell "ROLLERCOASTER WEE"
Number 6: CRYING, because they didn't let me say goodbye to my teeth. Getting upset they didn't let me keep them because "that's my property, I grew em myself!"
Number 7: remembering the fresh start au but in my head, its REAL. so I start UGLY crying and yelling about how "I JUST WANT FELIX AND TAMMY TO BE HAPPY, MAMA!" and her being so concerned and telling me "honey, they're married and..and not real" and me crying harder because "THEYRE REAL TO ME MAMA"
Bonus: I realised I had a lisp so I started repeating "Turbotastic" and "have some candy"
I'm so glad my mom got this on video cause I remember NONE of it.
#wreck it ralph#fix it felix#wir#sergeant calhoun#fix it felix jr#wreck it ralph fandom#wisdom teeth#loopy thoughts#the death grip feels like a hug#post op#i hope yall find this as funny as i do
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Your honor I love him 😭😩
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My brain is exhausted and loopy from being sick for a week so take this with that fair warning but the more I think about the word "sweetheart" used to refer to one's lovers or children the creepier it gets. What is sweet? My heart? Have you...have you tasted...the organ my body relies on to pump my blood? How? How did you do that? What makes mine taste sweeter than another person's? Is that why you keep me close? Are you farming me?
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Prompt:
Jason, after coming back to Gotham and taking over the criminal underworld— is burnt out.
He’s exhausted, he can’t sleep, he’s pretty sure he broke some ribs somewhere along the two month mark of being the Red Hood and he just wants to go home.
So he does, entering the Cave near deliriously while Batman and Robin are out on patrol, shattering the stupid memorial he comes across while he’s at it, and— huh, well, that actually looks like a pretty comfy spot to take a nap. He’s just gonna— one minute. He just needs one… minute…..
When Bruce and Tim return to the Cave it’s to a dead boy passed out in the shattered remains of the memorial case, wrapped up in the tattered cape Bruce pulled from the rubble in Ethiopia.
#jason goes home#sleep deprivation#is nothing to sneeze at#it makes you really loopy#Jason then wakes up to frantic pulse checking and what not#Bruce definitely thought someone had the audacity to dig up his dead son’s body to mock him with it at first#before he realized that#hold on a minute#he looks older#Tim is freaking out because his favorite Robin just came back to life#and god help him he’s making sure it’s permanent#even if he has to dunk him in a pit#(joke’s on him Talia already did that part#(everyone say thank you Talia)#jason todd#batfamily#batfam#bruce wayne#dick grayson#robin#tim drake#red hood#Nightwing#Batman#prompts
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pikmin but make them like, magical girls
#pikmin#pikmin fanart#madoka magica#crossover#fanart#doodles#I don’t know what I thought honestly but it’s. it’s cute so shur up#loopy’s art tag 🧃
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Ghosts’ Larry Rickard Explains Why They Chose the Captain’s First Name

Photo: Monumental,Guido Mandozzi
It couldn’t be a joke. That was one rule laid down by the Ghosts creators when it came to choosing a first name for Willbond’s character. Until series five, the WWII ghost had been known only as The Captain – a mystery seized upon by fans of the show.
“It was the question we got asked more than anything. His name,” actor and writer Larry Rickard tells Den of Geek. “Once we got to series three, you could see that we were deliberately cutting away and deliberately avoiding it. We were fuelling the fire because we knew at some point we’d tell them.”
In “Carpe Diem”, the episode written by Rickard and Ben Willbond that finally reveals The Captain’s death story, they did tell us. After years of guessing, clue-spotting and debate, Ghosts revealed that The Captain’s first name is James. At the same time, we also learned that James’ colleague Lieutenant Havers’ first name was Anthony.
The ordinariness of those two names, says Rickard, is the point.
“The only thing we were really clear about is that we didn’t want one of those names that only exists in tellyland. It shouldn’t be ‘Cormoran’ or ‘Endeavour’. They should just be some men’s names and they’re important to them. The point was that they were everyday.”
Choosing first names for The Captain and Havers was a long process not unlike naming a baby, Rickard agrees. “It almost comes down to looking at the faces of the characters and saying, what’s right?”
“We talked for ages. For a long time I kept thinking ‘Duncan and James’, and then I was like ah no! That would have turned it into a gag and been awful!” Inescapably in the minds of a certain generation, Duncan James is a member of noughties boyband Blue. “Maybe with Anthony I was thinking of Anthony Costa!” Rickard says in mock horror, referencing another member of the band.
Lieutenant Havers wasn’t just The Captain’s second in command while stationed at Button House; he was also the man James loved. Because homosexuality was criminalised in England during James’ lifetime, he was forced to hide his feelings for Anthony from society, and to some extent even from himself.
In “Carpe Diem”, the ghosts (mistakenly) prepare for the last day of their afterlives, prompting The Captain to finally tell his story. Though not explicit about his sexual identity, the others understand and accept what he tells them – and led by Lady Button, all agree that he’s a brave man.
Getting the balance right of what The Captain does and doesn’t say was key to the episode. “It wasn’t just a personal choice of his to go ‘I’m going to remain in the closet’,” explains Rickard. “There wasn’t an option there to explore the things that either of them felt. That couldn’t be done back then – there are so many stories which have come out since the War about the dangers of doing that.
“We wanted to tell his personal story but also try to ensure that there was a level at which you understood why they couldn’t be open, that even in this moment where he’s finally telling the other ghosts his story, he never comes out and says it overtly because that would be too much for him as a character from that time.
“He says enough for them to know, and enough for him to feel unburdened but it’s in the fact that they’re using their first names which militarily they would never have done, and in the literal passing of the baton”.
The baton is a bonus reveal when fans learned that The Captain’s military stick wasn’t a memento of his career, but of Havers. As James suffers a fatal heart attack during a VE day celebration at Button House, Anthony rushes to his side and the stick passes from one to the other as they share a moment of tragic understanding.
“From really early on, we had the idea that anything you’re holding [when you die] stays with you. So it wasn’t just your clothes you were wearing, we had the stuff with Thomas’ letter reappearing in his pocket and so on. And the assumption being that it was something The Captain couldn’t put down, it felt so nice to be able to say it was something he didn’t want to put down.”
Rickard lists “Carpe Diem”, co-written with Ben Willbond, among his series five highlights. He’s pleased with the end result, praises Willbond’s performance, and loved being on set to see Button House dressed for the 1940s. He’s particularly pleased that a checklist of moments they wanted to land with the audience all managed to be included. “Normally something’s fallen by the wayside just because of the way TV’s made, it’s always imperfect or it’s slightly rushed, but it feels like it’s all there.”
Rickard and Willbond also knew by this point in the show’s lifetime, that they could trust Ghosts fans to pick up on small details. “Nothing is missed,” he says. “Early on, you’re always thinking, is that going to get across? But once we got to series five, there are little tiny things within corners of shots and you know that’s going to be spotted. Particularly in that very short exchange between Havers and the Captain. We worried less about the minutiae of it because you go, that’s going to be rewound and rewatched, nothing will be missed.”
The team were also grateful they’d resisted the temptation to tell The Captain’s story sooner. “We’d talked about it every series since series two, whether or not now was the time, but because he’s such a hard and starchy character in a lot of ways you needed the time to understand his softer side I think before you had that final honest beat from him.”
“What a ridiculously normal name to have so much weight put on it for five years,” laughs Rickard fondly. “Good old James.”
From Den of Geek
#bbc ghosts#bless you larry for doing all these den of geek interviews#I wonder if they just did one marathon session with him#inside ghosts was kind of disappointing this week#I guess Ben just wants to let the episode speak for itself and you're like yes but I would like to hear you talk about every detail#trust me we will be interested#long post#I really thought they loved the joke of nearly saying the Captain’s name so much that they'd never reveal it#so it's so lovely that they were like no this is not a joke name; he's a real man with an ordinary name#and we are going to tell you that in the most devastatingly romantic way#I am eating my words and they are delicious with that spread on top#also 'that's going to be rewound and rewatched' = 'I know you people are loopy so here is content specifically for you'#bbc ghosts spoilers
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boom. traditional art sifo be upon ye!
#you can tell its an old one cuz ofthe lack of his hair loopie#random boli thoughts#star wars#my art#sifo dyas#⛏️⛏️⛏️
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hey i found your "anaxa's stories are all in forgotten mediums" post again. did you know that at the beginning of 3.3, when Trailblazer is reminsicing about the chrysos heirs that have already departed, they mention everyone's name except for anaxa's? they say "mydei, may your battles know no defeat", "see you tomorrow, trianne", and "at the end of the west wind, shall we meet again, castorice" but for anaxa they just say "the incarnation of reason, at the edge of existence, have you found your answer?". he's already being forgotten
man. MAN. I didn't even think about this but you're so right about that... come to think of it (don't quote me on this I haven't 100% explored the grove yet) but I don't even know if there are any fragments of recollection where we actually witness him. Which is of course devastating in light of my post, but also took a? weirdly comedic turn? when I got to thinking. Hold on. We, the players, of course saw a lot of Anaxa- how much did the Trailblazer actually see of him?
under the cut because I ramble for a lil bit
Which sent me down a rabbit hole of looking through quest transcripts, and to my knowledge the answer is- not much. The Trailblazer finds him in the Grove and goes with him to deliver condolences to the vitcims' families, but to my knowledge they don't really interact again until he testifies against Aglaea at the pre-Citizen's assembly vote, and then the TB and Castorice head off to Styxia and are gone for the next two weeks.
We, the players, get to see inside Anaxa's head, but the Trailblazer has no idea what this guy is up to. Before they depart for Styxia with Castorice, Aglaea mentions Dan Heng and Hyacine's findings in the Grove- so the Trailblazer leaves knowing that Anaxa is planning Something to do with Kephale's body, but doesn't know what. He gives Castorice his philosopher's stone to aid them, too, which has got to be some weird mixed signals. And then TB arrives back from Styxia right before Anaxa gives up the coreflame and dies.
Imagine you are the trailblazer, sent to find this random scholar. Upon finding said guy, you witness him looking pretty-much-dead on a throne before getting indwelled by a titan. You help him deliver condolences to people's families (thoughtful of him), hear that he apparently has some kind of beef with Aglaea, and then later hear that he's probably going to use alchemy to commit what some would consider to be blasphemy. He also testifies against Aglaea at an assembly, which tracks, but also doesn't bode well for the next meeting in a few weeks. Can't worry about that, though, because you have to go to the city of the dead. You spend two weeks there, get your life back, say goodbye to Castorice, and arrive back to the Vortex of Genesis approximately five minutes before that same scholar. rips the coreflame out of his chest and dissolves.
The conversation about Anaxa and how he will be remembered (or misremembered, or not at all remembered) by the rest of Amphoreus is deeply fascinating. And devastating! But also thinking of it from the Trailblazer's perspective is kind of cracking me up right now. Anaxa out of context would be deeply confusing.
Trailblazer having a much briefer and less personal memory of Anaxa could be an interesting point on the topic of his legacy, but it's also kind of also... they didn't really know the guy on the same level as the others!
This might be just another case of late-night Knick finding things too funny, and this dialogue was probably meant to be more on the side of TB trying to be respectful and serious about it because. Yeah they just said goodbye to Castorice and are about to watch this other guy essentially die as well. A heavy occasion! But in my head, and knowing that TB can be a bit awkward and anxious at times, their internal dialogue at this moment is probably just like: I don't really know this guy. What do I say? I should say something, it would be disrespectful if I just stay silent. Let's just copy Aglaea. Yep
To put it in silly terms, to the TB Anaxa is kind of just. this meme
#hsr#anaxa#anaxagoras#writing this out literally right before I go to sleep#so do let me know if I missed anything#right now I'm just losing it#trying to find scraps of humor where I can after 3.3 amirite#I"M SERIOUS ABOUT ANAXA I PROMISE#I do have serious thoughts about him#I swear#I'm just also a bit loopy right now I fear#knick rambles
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I thought I was just a little loopy from stress but I'm having problems like recalling shit like parts of my cognitive functioning and memory is like shutting down should I be worried
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MHA Chapter 412 spoilers translations
This week’s initial tentative super rough/literal translations under the cut.

tagline 迫る崩壊にデクは⁉︎ せまるほうかいにデクは⁉︎ semaru houkai ni DEKU wa!? Deku [faces] the approaching decay!?
1 内側 うちがわ uchigawa Inside [his body],
2 防御に徹して身動きが取れなかった間 ぼうぎょにてっしてみうごきがとれなかったあいだ bougyo ni tesshite miugoki ga torenakatta aida while he was completely unable to move himself in defense,
3 「黒鞭」で無理矢理筋肉を伸縮させ続けた 「5TH」でむりやりきんにくをしんしゅくさせつづけた 「5TH (kanji: kuro muchi)」 de muriyari kinniku wo shinshuku sase tsudzuketa he was able to continue to force his muscles expand and contract with the 5th (read as: Black Whip).
4 筋力限界蓄積「発勁」 きんりょくげんかいちくせき「3RD」 kinryoku genkai chikuseki 「3RD (kanji: hakkei)」 Muscle strength accumulation limit of the 3rd (read as: Fa Jin)

1 による ni yoru And by doing that...
2-3 風圧発散 ふうあつはっさん fuuatsu Wind Pressure Emanation

1 デラウェア DERAUEA Delaware
2 スマッシュ SUMASSHU Smash
tagline No.412 史上の最狂のヒーロー 堀越耕平 ナンバー412 しじょうさいきょうのヒーロー ほりこしこうへい NANBAA 412 shijou saikyou no HIIROO Horikoshi Kouhei No. 412 History's Craziest Hero Kouhei Horikoshi

1 ハハ�� HAHA "Haha!"
2 極致だな緑谷‼︎ きょくちだなみどりや‼︎ kyokuchi da na Midoriya!! "That's peak*, Midoriya!" *(Note: The word Tomura uses here to describe Izuku's use of his quirks means "ultimate, extreme, pinnacle, acme.")
3 「崩壊」の予測範囲ごと 「ほうかい」のよそくはんいごと 「houkai」 no yosoku han'i goto The entire predicted area of Decay
4 風圧で抉り飛ばしやがった ふうあつでえぐりとばしやがった fuuatsu de eguri tobashiyagatta he gouged out with wind pressure.
5 伝播の媒体自体を減らして でんぱのばいたいじたいをへらして denpa no baitai jitai wo herashite By reducing the medium of transmission itself,
6 進行を限りなく弱体化…! しんこうをかぎりなくじゃくたいか…! shinkou wo kagiri naku jakutaika...! the progress [of Decay] will weaken without limit...!
7 ーーだが --daga "--But"
8 その場凌ぎ! そのばしのぎ! sono bashinogi! "[that's only] a stopgap measure!"

1 何度でも触れてやるよ なんどでもふれてやるよ nando demo furete yaru yo I'll touch you however many times!
2 土煙が つちけむりが tsuchi kemuri ga The dust cloud
3 散っていかない ちっていかない chitte ikanai isn't dispersing.
4 なるほど‼︎ naruhodo!! "I see!!"

1 「煙幕」に「変速」"一速"を付与!滞留させる! 「6TH」に「2ND」"ロー"をふよ!たいりゅうさせる! 「6TH (kanji: enmaku)」 ni 「2ND (kanji: hensoku)」 "ROO" wo fuyo! tairyuu saseru! Confer the 2nd's (read as: Gear Shift's) low gear to the 6th (read as: Smokescreen)!
2 視界を遮断して「煙幕」を展開 しかいをしゃだんして「6TH」をてんかい shikai wo shadan shite 「6TH」 wo tenkai To block his vision, deploy the 6th (read as Smokescreen).
3 死柄木の「危機感知」を鳴らし続ける しがらきの「4TH」をならしつづける Shigaraki no 「4TH」 wo narashi tsudzukeru Keep sounding [the alarm] of Shigaraki's 4th (read as: Danger Sense).

1 その間に���ー‼︎ そのあいだにーー‼︎ sono aida ni--!! And in the meantime--!
2 「危機感知」に頼るリスクはよく知ってる! 「4TH」にたよるリスクはよくしってる! 「4TH」 ni tayoru RISUKU wa yoku shitteru! I understand well the risks of relying on the 4th (read as: Danger Sense).
3 "溜め"を作る為にここまで…! "ため"をつくるためにここまで…! "tame" wo tsukuru tame ni koko made...! "All of this to create a stockpile...!"
4 けど…9代目‼︎ けど…9だいめ‼︎ kedo...9daime!! "But...Ninth!!"
5 死柄木は しがらきは Shigaraki wa Shigaraki
6 「サーチ」でこっちがーー‼︎ 「SAACHI」 de kocchi ga--!! [can see you] over here with Search--!!
7 ぐあっ gua "Gwah!"
8 見えてんだけど? みえてんだけど? mietenda kedo? "But I can see you?"
9 位置も いちも ichi mo "Your location, too."
10 弱点も じゃくてんも jakuten mo "And your weaknesses."
11 この目で見た人の情報100人まで丸わかり! この目でみたひとのじょうほう100にんまでまるわかり! kono me de mita hito no jouhou 100nin made maru wakari! I completely know information about up to 100 people I see with these eyes!

1 おまえ息できてないだろ おまえいきできてないだろ omae iki dekitenai daro "You aren't able to breathe, right?"
2 "変速"の反動‼︎切れた! "へんそく"のはんどう‼︎きれた! "hensoku" no handou!! kireta! "Gear Shift's recoil!! It cut off!"
3 さっきの"溜め攻撃"も さっきの"ためこうげき"も sakki no "tame kougeki" mo "That stockpile attack from before also"
4 そう乱発できるモンじゃないな そうらんぱつできるモンじゃないな sou ranpatsu dekiru MON ja nai na "isn't something you can fire over and over."
5 腱や筋肉を内から直接補強… けんやきんにくをうちからちょくせつほきょう… ken ya kinniku wo uchi kara chokusetsu hokyou... "Direct reinforcement of your tendons and muscles from within..."
6 肌から透けて見える黒鞭が物語ってる はだからすけてみえるそれがものがたってる hada kara sukete mieru sore (kanji: kuro muchi) ga monogatatteru "That (read as: Black Whip) that's transparently visible through your skin tells the story."
7 まともにくらえばさすがに俺も無事ではなかったかもな まともにくらえばさすがにおれもぶじではなかったかもな matomo ni kuraeba sasuga ni ore mo buji de wa nakatta kamo na "If I had taken that [hit] normally, maybe even I wouldn't have been all right."
8 守るもんが多くて大変だなァ緑谷 まもるもんがおおくてたいへんだなァみどりや mamoru mon ga ookute taihen da naA Midoriya "It's tough when there are so many things to protect, right, Midoriya?"
9 …だからって… ...dakara tte... "...I said that's why..."
10 泣いていたあの少年を…諦めはしない…! ないていたあのしょうねんを…あきらめはしない…! naite ita ano shounen wo...akirame wa shinai...! "I won't give up...on that boy who was crying...!"

1 人は狭い窓から世界を解釈しようとする… ひとはせまいまどからせかいをかいしゃくしようとする… hito wa semai mado kara sekai wo kaishaku shiyou to suru... "People try to interpret the world through a narrow window..."
2 どうなった⁉︎ dou natta!? "What happened!?"
3 見えない みえない mienai "I can't see."
4 遠くに行っちゃった とおくにいっちゃった tooku ni icchatta "They went off far away."
5 理解のできない物事に理由をつくって楽になろうとする りかいのできないものごとにりゆうをつくってらくになろうとする rikai no dekinai monogoto ni riyuu wo tsukutte raku ni narou to suru "They try to make things easier by making up reasons for the things they don't understand."
6-7 おまえは自分の狭い解釈に俺を落とし込みたいだけだ おまえはじぶんのせまいかいしゃくにおれをおとしこみたいだけだ omae wa jibun no semai kaishaku ni "You just want to fit me into your own narrow interpretation."
8 見えてんだろ みえてんだろ mietendaro "You can see it, right?"
9 俺に"幽霊ども"が見えてるように…OFAを通じて俺の中が… おれに"ゆうれいども"がみえてるように…ワン・フォー・オールをつうじておれのなかが… ore ni "yuurei-domo" ga mieteru you ni...WAN FOO OORU wo tsuujite ore no naka ga... "It's like you ghosts can see me...[see] inside me through One For All..."
10 だから煙の中おまえも俺を捕捉できた… だからけむりのなかおまえもおれをほそくできた… dakara kemuri no naka omae mo ore wo hosoku dekita... "That's why you even were able to catch me in the smoke..."
11 しっかり見ろ しっかりみろ shikkari miro "Look carefully."

1 泣いていた少年はもうとっくに乗り超えた ないていたしょうねんはもうとっくにのりこえた naite ita shounen wa mou tokku ni norikoeta "The boy who was crying already got over it long ago."
2 どこまでも解釈を拡大し どこまでもかいしゃくをかくだいし doko made mo kaishaku wo kakudai shi "I expanded my interpretation without end,"
3 少年は死柄木弔になった! おれはおれになった! ore (kanji: shounen) wa ore (kanji: Shigaraki Tomura) ni natta! "and I (read as: the boy) became me (read as: Tomura Shigaraki)!"
4 俺ぁ何も困っちゃいないんだよ! おれぁなにもこまっちゃいないんだよ! orea nani mo komacchainainda yo! "I am not in any kind of trouble!" (Note: Tomura means he's not a person who needs to be saved from anything.)
5-6 僕はあの子を救けたい ぼくはあのこをたすけたい boku wa ano ko wo tasuketai (kanji: sukuetai) I want to save that kid!

1 諦めろ あきらめろ akiramero "Give up."
2-3 救いようの無い人間はいるんだよ出久くん すくいようのないにんげんはいるんだよいずくくん sukuiyou no nai ningen wa irunda yo Izuku-kun "There are people who cannot be saved, Izuku-kun."
4 君の掲げたヒーロー観にとって きみのかかげたヒーローかんにとって kimi no kakageta HIIROO kan ni totte When it comes to your views on heroes,
5 こいつは最大の壁であり こいつはさいだいのかべであり koitsu wa saidai no kabe de ari this guy is the biggest wall.
6 超えなくていい壁だ こえなくていいかべだ koenakute ii kabe da It's a wall you don't have to climb over.
7 一撃で跡形もなく消すしかない いちげきであとかたもなくけすしかない ichigeki de atokata mo naku kesu shika nai "There's no choice but to erase him with one blow until no trace remains."
8 堪えろ出久くん! こらえろいずくくん! koraero Izuku-kun! "Bear with it, Izuku-kun!"
9 溜めろ‼︎さっき以上に! ためろ‼︎さっきいじょうに! tamero!! sakki ijou ni! "[Gather a] stockpile!! Even more than before!"
10 嫌だ… いやだ… iya da... "No..."
11-12 じゃあ何であんな寂しい過去を…心に据えてたんだよ…‼︎ じゃあなんであんなさびしいかこを…こころにすえてたんだよ…‼︎ jaa nande anna sabishii kako wo...kokoro ni suetetanda yo...!! "So then, why [did you fix*] such a lonely past...into your heart...!!" (Note: By "fix" here, Izuku means "place, lay as a foundation." Essentially: "Why is such a lonely past in such a foundational position inside your heart?")
13 蓋を…しただけだろーが… ふたを…しただけだろーが… futa wo...shita dake daroo ga... Literally "A lid...you just put one on, didn't you..." Contextually "You just...covered it all up, didn't you..."

1 守れなかったモンを見ないフリして まもれなかったモンをみないフリして mamorenakatta MON wo minai FURI shite You pretend not to see those you couldn't protect,
2 傷んだ上から蓋をして いたんだうえからふたをして itanda ue kara futa wo shite and covered up their pain from above. (Note: The official translation of the above two lines is: "You pretended not to see those you couldn't protect and swept their pain under the rug.")
3 その蓋ブッ壊れるまで そのふたブッこわれるまで sono futa BUkkowareru made "Until that cover breaks,"
4 殴るのを止めない なぐるのをやめない naguru no wo yamenai (kanji: tomenai) "I won't stop striking at it."

1 だから dakara "That's why"
2 反対していたんだ はんたいしていたんだ hantai shite itanda "I reversed [my stance]."
3-4 "宿敵を救けたい"なんてイカレた幻想に俺たちの歩みを委ねるのか? "しゅくてきをたすけたい"なんてイカレたげんそうにおれたちのあゆみをゆだねるのか? "shukuteki wo tasuketai (kanji: sukuetai)" nante IKAREta gensou ni ore-tachi no ayumi wo yudaneru no ka? We’re gonna entrust our footsteps to this crazy fantasy of ‘I want to save our nemesis’?
5 平和ボケした傲慢な考えだと へいわボケしたごうまんなかんがえだと heiwa BOKE shita gouman na kangae da to "It's the arrogant idea of a peace-loving fool."
6 だが裡から見てきて だがうちからみてきて daga uchi kara mite kite But when I began to look within, (Note: It's not clear from these words if Kudou is talking about looking within Izuku or looking within himself. The imagery of the rest of the page could imply that he's looking within Izuku.)
7 わかった wakatta I understood.
8 この少年は このしょうねんは kono shounen wa This boy
9 縋っているのだと すがっているのだと sugatte iru no da to is one who clings [to others].
10 嫌悪すべき人間だろうと けんおすべきにんげんだろうと ken'o subeki ningen darou to Whether it's a person he should hate
11 無個性の人間だろうと むこせいのにんげんだろうと mukosei no ningen darou to or a person who lacks individuality*, *(Note: This word, mukosei, is the MHA world's term for "quirkless," but whenever it means "quirkless," it is written in quotes in the manga. Here the word is not in quotes, so it should mean what the word mukosei normally means in Japanese: "a lack of personality/individuality." I think here the word may be intended to refer to the other kid with the long fingers who also follows Katsuki around.)
12-13 その奥には等しく人の心があるのだと そのおくにはひとしくひとのこころがあるのだと sono oku ni wa hitoshiku hito no kokoro ga aru no da to he is one who [believes that] deep down people have the same* hearts. *(Note: This sentence is awkward to write out in English because the word "same" is actually an adverb in Japanese, like "similarly, equally." It means something like "All people are equal in that they similarly have human hearts.")
14-15 信じたいのだ しんじたいのだ shinjitai no da He is one who wants to trust*. *(Note: This word could also be translated as "wants to believe [in others].") (Update: I now believe this line should be translated as "He is one in whom I want to believe. Please see here for a bit more detail.)


1 …… "......"
2 キレイ事は…嫌いじゃない キレイごとは…きらいじゃない KIREI goto wa...kirai ja nai "I don't hate...such idealism*." (*Note: This word in Japanese literally means "lip service." This is the same word used by All Might (in a flashback) and Mirio in chapter 367 when talking about how heroes have to talk the talk of positive thinking before making those ideals into a reality.)
3 今から俺の言う通りにしろ いまからおれのいうとおりにしろ ima kara ore no iu toori ni shiro "From now on, do as I say."
4 おまえに賭けるよ9代目 おまえにかけるよ9だいめ omae ni kakeru yo 9daime "[I'll] bet on you, Ninth."
5 OFAを手放すんだ ワン・フォー・オールをてばなすんだ WAN FOO OORU wo tebanasunda Let go of One For All.
tagline 2代目の秘策ーーーしかしそれは… 2だいめのひさくーーーしかしそれは… 2daime no hisaku---shikashi sore wa... The Second's secret plan--but that...
#my hero academia leak translations#mha 412#bnha 412#my hero academia manga spoilers#final arc spoilers#insert loopy tags that reveal my silly thoughts here#nah#i'll save it for the metas#<3
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Connor is, for lack of a better term, a try-hard. He puts his all into everything he does and it’s half exhausting, half endearing, and 100% Connor.
Markus is the same. He’ll light himself on literal fire to keep others warm. He’ll give and give until there’s nothing’s left, and he’ll smile and hold your hand and thank you for it.
When they’re together, they don’t know how to take. Connor runs himself ragged trying to keep Markus safe, which isn’t an easy feat when Markus is constantly throwing himself in front of Connor at any sign of danger. They’re driven to exhaustion orbiting each other, racing down the mutual path of sacrifice and self-destruction.
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Is it just me or was there a huge missed opportunity the show to explore the parallels between Gabriel and Adam? Third brothers, ignored by their fathers, (presumed) dead but come back, want no part in the big showdown but play one anyway… Is this anything??
#spn meta#spn gabriel#adam milligan#spn#this thought brought to you by me watching spn on while getting a little loopy on an exercise bike
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I will probably write a whole essay about this later but,,
The fact AFO is attacking Bakugou with the language Bakugou would use to demean people. The way that the downfall of AFO would be the very attributes that Bakugou had to relinquish in order to beat him. The way that he is not only fighting the big bad but is also fighting his past. The way he is again sacrificing his everything to win and for Midoriya. The way he is hearing that he is an extra, that he is a nobody, all of the things he has told everyone else, and has not only accepted it but is embracing it: He is here to support Midoriya, he is the one who needs to get out of Midoriya's way, he is not the main character of this story. And he has wholeheartedly embraced that.
He has not only taken the hand of others and realized he can't do it alone but has found the strength in doing so.
He has learned that the world doesn't revolve around him. He has learned that he needs to know when to get out of someone's way.
But not for AFO. Bakugou will still never back down from a fight. He still will go down swinging. He will not move out of the way when it comes to an enemy.
But he has realized Midoriya isn't an enemy. Izuku never was.
#this is a bit messy because i have so many thoughts but i had to get it all out there#bakudeku#<- i mean at this point its all implied#bnha 409#mha 409#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#im going just a lil insane#just a lil loopy#just a lil silly crazy#i will probably write an indepth essay later#bnha meta#mha meta
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Tentative Truce [RP]
With @dazednde-fused:
Hearing his real name uttered by The Voice Who Answers gave him a strange flutter in his belly. It felt strange, but also made him oddly joyful. The happy feeling quickly gave way to worry. Thunderbird Two grounded? Wait, the machine or the pilot? John said repairs, so that meant just the machine, right? Not that that was a good thing. Concentrate on the job at hand. Moving rubble. With explosives. Okay, that could be done. No cave-ins though. Tricky. He'd need to be careful - not something that had been a priority with his last employer. "Uh, okay. Yeah." He swallowed hard. He could do this. For the briefest of moments, he'd entertained the idea that John meant Thunderbird One was coming here to take him out to Australia to give hands on help. Then he realised the GDF wouldn't allow that, so John must have meant help-via-holocall. "So, you want me to give Scott . . . er, Thunderbird One advice on types and quantities of explosives and precise placement and stuff, right? I can do that, but I'll need as much information as you can give me on the terrain and the type of rock and soil involved." Doing this remotely wouldn't be ideal, and the potential for getting something wrong was higher than he'd like. What if something went wrong and people got hurt? He'd never be able to prove to IR and the Tracys that he'd changed then.
The look of relief that slips through Thunderbird Five's mask of professionalism suggests that the situation may be far more dire than John had been letting on.
"We appreciate your cooperation." He says, and it sounds surprisingly sincere for so robotic a statement, "The GDF has granted us a special permissions licence, for this rescue only, to have you on-site. I'm afraid we'll have to tolerate a security detail, but International Rescue isn't about to complain about having more hands for a job." There's a quick flash of white teeth that might even count as a smile.
"I trust I don't need to get Colonel Casey in here to remind you to toe the line?" John adds, watching as the other man is flanked by uniformed GDF officials, ready to be escorted out to the waiting helijet. "I'll transfer the schematics I have of the site over to your handlers now."
Even with the guard, the Space Monitor has no intention of leaving Fuze's commline for even a moment. He's taking a big risk here, gambling like this, but he hopes that the fact that - should he try anything, should he go rouge - his GDF entourage will make sure he never sees the light of day again, will be enough to keep his brother and the rescuees safe.
Clarence expressed a desire to change... and John is hedging a lot of bets on that being true.
#TentativeTruceRP#Putting this in a thread post bc John's blog goes loopy reblogging asks bc the HTML for it is so ollddddd#Hope thats ok! <3#also#dont u worry#there is no possible way to stuff up#you could write anything and i will love it#im just happy to be here XDD#//sends love your way//#... i wonder if i should re-do his blog theme#feedback says its awful to try and read white on black but i find it easier so ?????????#any not mobile users got thoughts on that?#also no one ask me how long it too for me to spell entourage
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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