#looking forward to ur Posts >:)

[mulders-too-large-shirt]

s1 episode 12 thoughts

another episode that had me. STRESSED. OUT.

first of all... the episode being about an irish guy who sets the british aristocracy on fire... the insensitivity there is fascinating. the 90's really were a time, huh?

second of all this phoebe is very pretty and very bold to kiss mulder right in front of scully. i was shocked. and it kept getting more and more shocking! (shoutout to scully for averting her gaze when they kissed. a respectful coworker!)

and the whispered "she hates me" from phoebe and tiny waves goodbye while otherwise entirely ignoring scully's presence... yeah this is sick psychological torment

! MULDER LORE REVEAL ! he's terrified of fire! and this ex wants to get him involved on an arson case! what could go wrong? (seriously though why does he want to do this. why wasn't there another person who could take this case. i'm seeing no appeal to getting involved)

AND he leaves scully to go attend to this nonsense. betrayal.

! FURTHER MULDER LORE REVEAL ! the two broke up because she cheated on him which is revealed in the same breath as the fact that they hooked up on arthur conan doyle's grave. i will be doing my best to not psychoanalyze that and then failing. how can i look him in the eye with this knowledge.

(i think they're going for a sherlock-irene parallel here but counterpoint: i don't like it)

<3 <3 <3 scully in glasses... think my heart skipped a beat <3 <3 <3

this whole thing was soooo sick and twisted. when phoebe said "i've booked a hotel for the night" (cut to mulder in deep distress) that was evil

(also scully calling and saying she had something important and he completely blew her off... only for her to show up anyway... queen shit she literally said idgaf i'll solve ur case for you dumbass)

i'd actually like to copy out what i wrote in my notes verbatim for this next part:

"Mulder in a suit Phoebe in a backless dress. Tension is palpable oh they're dancing. SCULLY WALKED IN ON YHAT WJAT THEBHELL OH THEYREKISSING WHAT THE HELL OH SHW'S ROLLING HER EYESAT THIS OH SHE JUMPED IN"

i think that speaks for itself

but in case it DOESN'T: scully pacing outside watching them dance and kiss was distressing to me. i will reblog many gifs of this when i find them eventually. free her from this situation y'all she did NOT deserve it. luckily a fire provided an excuse to make her presence known.

when mulder was scared to go into the fire and then he passed out and then he pushed scully's hand away while she was shifting into Doctor Mode... nearly screamed. he resists the tenderness offered to him.

and then cutscene to him waking up in bed shirtless and she's there offering him water! phoebe brings him into this fire- his worst fear- and the symbolism of scully bringing him WATER!

and YET the first thing he does is: ASK FOR PHOEBE! MULDER I CANNOT KEEP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOU (phoebe once again entirely ignores scully beyond a quick goodbye the commitment to pettiness is remarkable)

then he shows up to save the family from being lit on fire and phoebe is kissing the dad. muldershockedpikachuface.jpg (was anyone surprised. raise ur hand if u saw this coming)

but he jumped into the fire to go save the children!!! because he needs to be a hero and conquer his fears!!

i think scully had a very raw end of the deal this episode and when she knocked on his door pretending to be phoebe and asked in a british accent if he was going to buy her lunch. well. she had a good spirit about the whole thing. it's important for her to be mean to him sometimes.

during this episode i fell victim to exactly what i knew the screenwriters were doing, purposefully provoking anger in the viewer through an outrageous ex that also served as character exposition in revealing mulder's background. but once again this episode proves that dana scully deserves the world for putting up with this nonsense and somehow still choosing to have a positive attitude. give her a raise and a vacation.

[robotsafari]

i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me (update: i watched it. the movie was okay. <- short for im deranged about it but it missed so much opportunities and omfg i cant list all of my thoughts here.)

[lettherebechaos]

Arcane writers ik y’all did not spend the last 3 weeks getting me invested in vi and jinx rebuilding their relationship only to kill one of them off at the end…

[paging-possum]

hm. might fuck around and draw some other peoples ocs just for funsies when I have time its a nice change of pace from what I usually do

[t-errifier]

woke up a little later than i intended, & i work a nine hour shift today. so, activity might be a little sporadic. but wow, i got such beautiful replies to all the ask memes that i sent out yesterday & the non - verbal memes were such a blessing. i am holding everyone in my hands. i am so excited to write with you guys, work is just holding me hostage for now.

[m-kyunie]

massive W for OG Trigun fans we r gonna get merch (pls studio orange)😭❤️!!!!

LOVE & PEACE

[blighted-elf]

I just need every person who has ever made a mod for fem Adaar to know that I love them dearly

[twistedromeossenn]

hi there! I'm Mid, the student/therapist of our school! feel free to drop by my office if you need anything, it's across the infirmary

(also I like your hair it's very cool)

-mid/ @nrc-therapist

It's a pleasure to meet you, Mid-san. I am Romeo, a member of the Film Research Club. Your offer is most generous; I may very well find my way to your office when my thoughts become too convoluted. And thank you for the compliment on my hair— my younger sister takes great pride in styling it, infusing it with her own creative touch. I must say, your role here is invaluable, a beacon of clarity in the often shadowy halls of Night Raven College.

[clownsnake]

k so I’m getting the sense that Kim Dokja’s mom is a bad person (literally had frames of her standing over a dead body) but what I’m reading rn is pretty ambiguous in a v interesting way wrt if she cares abt her son or not

m: you don’t seem pleased to see me when it’s been so long

kd: do you really want something like that?

m: a little.

>lie detection skill has confirmed that was a lie.

like…. Maybe I’m too hopeful but also itd be tragically sweet if she lied bc she cares A LOT but doesn’t want to admit it. as opposed to what dokja’s thinking which is that she doesn’t even care a little.

idk I think I’m gonna believe dokja’s view & look out for hints until I learn more concrete information

[chasedeys]

bengals win today yes?

[chaosdemortem]

shoutout to @mecheye for always reblogging my madohomu plush posts with something silly... ur a legend

[tchaikovskaya]

😜

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[entriprises]

@ahdaline ♡ for a randomized starter ! you got : BUCK 

"life, uh, finds a way," the words leave his mouth like they're profound and warm as he watches people come together one by one to help each other. and they could be, if he didn't choose to ruin it. "jurassic park."

[phoenix-clan]

currently, i have exactly half of the pages done. i've been busy with irl arrangements but i should be free tomorrow and the next day so i will be working hard to finish the remaining pages :)

[tetzoro]

hellooo new mootie 😽 i’m so so happy i came across your blog bc i rarely see kuroo content on here,, but i can tell from how sexy your theme is that im about to be fed so well and i can’t wait to read your works

also i hope you’re having a nice day 🫶

IZZY HELLO !! hi new mootie :’) i’m so happy you found me because now we can gush over that silly lil man together !!! i will do my best to keep writing for him and try to do him justice🫡 i peeked at your masterlist and i’m greeted with an 8k kuroo office romance fic just waiting for me and i’m so very excited to dive into that later !!!!! 🤍

[pink-spaceturtle5]

truly one of the most profound feelings ever is listening to a song as a diagnosed and medicated adult that you used to be Really Fucking Emo to as a teenager