#look who isnt using nicknames anymore

[fionaswifeyy]

i stressed out waiting for ya

warnings: smut, p in v, fem recieving, nicknames, some spanish cause our girl is mexican and she cant help it!

mdni.

sorry if this isnt good enough its my first time writing these omg!!

likes, reblogs, asks and comments are well recieved<3

Sofia couldn't take it anymore, she spent the entire day ignoring the pulse in her core, rubbing herself against the edge of the counter chair every chance she could, after Rafe in the morning before leaving to attend to business left her wanting more of that touch, ugh, and the sloppy kisses on the bed, Rafe had positioned himself between her legs, pressing his morning erection over Sofia's pajama shorts, leaving her with nothing since his alarm had started ringing indicating that he had to leave or he would be late.

Now she was in the kitchen having coffee while waiting for Rafe to return from his business, and when Rafe arrived and found her in her favorite t-shirt and only her panties he would go crazy, Sofia would return the favor of leaving her without her morning orgasm. After waiting all afternoon for him to return from his business, the front door being slammed against its frame abruptly, Sofia turned around and her coffee almost overturned due to the sudden noise.

Yes, she had already heard Rafe park in the driveway, and yes, she also saw him slam the door of his big business man ass truck realizing that something was wrong, it had probably been a long day dealing with "fucking stupid bums who don't want to do nothing" and everything must be done by the man of the company. She went to the front door greeting Rafe with fuck me eyes until I see the fricking stars."upstairs, no panties, no fucking anything, not a goddamn word" was followed by a look that said it all, I'm angry, not with you, but I will take it out on you. And she knew it, and she loved it, please, it's Rafe Cameron, her man.

Sofia was a good girl, she couldn't miss the delicious opportunity of Rafe leaving her like a dirty rag when it was what she wanted most, she was craving for him all day, for his dick, and maybe a lot more for the dirty talk , so quickly while Rafe left his things in his office, she ran to the bedroom to take off all her clothes and wait for him sprawled in bed.

Rafe walked in with determined steps, he was eager to use Sofia as his stress ball, he knew she enjoyed it. Upon entering he went to her and took her face gently in his huge hands and kissed her like a starved man "mmh, you saw me this morning babe" Sofia felt like chatting, but this was only to encourage Rafe's anger and that once and for all he would give her what she wanted, "had a tough day, I wanna de-stress with you" they began to talk between rough kisses.

"Get even, mi amor, hazme lo que quieras" and with that, Rafe knew what he had to do "ass up, face down, doll c'mon" with a slap on Sofia's ass she did what Rafe asked, then Rafe took off his belt, unbuttoned his pants and took off his shirt and then continued with his shoes and pants, leaving him only in his boxers. By this point Sofia was dripping with arousal, so Rafe couldn't think of a better idea than to run his entire tongue through Sofia's juices while he spread her ass cheeks, pulling out a melody that Rafe loves to hear, Rafe had a couple of tricks to make Sofia cum so quickly just by licking her pussy.

"Rafe papi, touch me" he put his thumb on her clitoris and entered two long fingers inside Sofia's pussy, making her scream from how good it felt. After applying his tongue and a couple of dirty words, Sofia came in Rafe's face.

Rafe continued to play with Sofia's pussy foolishly, as if she wasn't sensitive from all the foreplay, but what happened in the morning, she couldn't stand it anymore. Rafe took off his boxers since he was harder than a fucking rock and placed the tip of his dick in Sofia's wet folds and moved it a little to the sides, Sofia felt that she was already being very teased

"Please Rafey, stop playing, need 'u" he kisses her back, leaving marks with his teeth "Fucking impatient" Rafe slowly introduced his cock into Sofia's pussy, both letting out a sigh of relief "Always so tight babygirl" starting a fairly fast pace, Sofia felt that she was about to "mmph, so big rafey" "'know you can take it, angel c'mon" rafe was pounding the shit out of her, and then he applied the same strategy , fingers on the clitoris, pressing and shaking a little, Sofia let out a pornographic moan "gonna cum, daddy!" "come on Sof, cum in my cock, fill it with cream" "Rafe! mmh."

After a couple of sessions, they end up tangled in the sheets, Rafe with Sofia on his chest drawing figures without aim. He grabs her chin and forces her to look at him "hi babe" Sofi lets out a chuckle, realizing that when he arrived they didn't even greet each other how it was supposed to be "hi honey" concluding their night with a slow and soft kiss, falling asleep.

At least Rafe wasn't angry anymore.

[pumpkinsy0]

You know what? No I wouldn’t make Two-Bit a tall girl in a genderbend world. She would be a short gremlin who uses Darry as a jungle gym. (Darry is tall in every universe.) they would SO be Jessica rabbit and Roger rabbit core. Unlike the others Two-Bit would LOVE being short as a girl.

Now…headcanons for like a 5’2 Two-Bit??

i feel like their ship name would still b darbit but like it being darc-it sounds funnier only bc it sounds like darn it

•darcy tries looking out for her, like u said darcy sees two as being pretty immature and she just doesnt want her getting hurt/taken advantage of

•but she has seen two hold her own w just her switchblade before and she was like “hm,,,hold on now”

•darcy is def a cheerleader btw, two but WILLLLL stay behind to watch her, two’s sleeziness transcends au’s

•shes also putting her arm around darcys waist!!!

•tbh, darcy can easily find two by just looking for her ginger hair in a crowd, its not hard at all, i was gonna b like “what if darcy calls two ginger as a nickname bc of her hair like cherry” but idk if it has that same ring to it

•two bit always leans of her, she acts like darcy is a wall sometimes

•the way two but stares up at darcy is actually crazy, its so obvious two has a thing for her, look at the sapphics❤️

•two bit has huge ass brown eyes, not quite like joanne, but pretty close and two bit tries using that to her advantage when shes

•this doesnt relate to her height but i see fem two bit’s voice sounding like meg’s from family guy, she gives off that vibe

•two also tries to do that ”flirting while ur cornered” thing w darcy, but it doesnt work bc darcy can literally just look forward and two bit isnt in her sight anymore

[thatonedeadd0ll]

˚✧₊⁎ COPING WIV ZE VERY TROUBLED CHILD ⁎⁺˳✧༚

hee ☆ they\them ☆ 9 y.o ☆ dad’s kid ☆ taken

🎀 hii w0rld ; welcome to me personal diary ✨

PLEAZ D0 N0T SEND ME WEIRD GR0SS ADULT DM. LIKE SEXUAL 0NES. IT IZ MAKING ME FEEL UMC0MF0RTABLE N TRIGGERS ME A L0T. ME D0ESNT WANT A DADDY 0R D0M 0R ANYTHING BC ME ISNT INT0 DAT. ME IS 0NLY IN L♡VE WIV ME FATHER. DIS IZ N0T ZE SAME 💔🔪

read zat tumblr at ur own risk bc this is ze safe place of a very mentally ill person who needs to have a place for their thoughts !!! dnt even consider me as real bc im only existing for me dada, me friendz nd fam irl 🤭. this tumblr contains very problematic, unhealthy, abusive posts so pleaze dnt read it if its not ok for you, block me tumblr nd forget abt me instead hihi. im very very very delusional mostly bc of me mental illnesses like general anxiety disorder, c-ptsd, depression, ocd, abandonment issues, paranoid thoughts and others. also im auDHD. dnt try to reality-check me or talk badly abt me dad, he is my god, the only person on earth who deserves me luv nd devotion. he is my whole life nd yee he is my father, not me partner, he saved me from everything nd since he has become me dada im finally starting to learn how to connect with myself, shut me brain off when im with him nd heal.

🖤 he created me to be perfect for him only 🖤

i dnt want to disclose my legal age since i dnt connect at all with it. bc of me childhood traumas n me autistic brain im basically ageless atp, mostly stuck around 9 to 11 y.o. to be clear it is me genuinely acting without masking anything, not me playing weird stuff. if you have a problem with incest or loli nd stuff : run away very quickly bc me can use or refer to those terms as a coping mechanism. i consider meself as a yan but me fear of abandon kinda overwhelmed me most of ze time, me is part of ze jirai community even if me doesn’t interact wiv anyone bc me is shy. my is a permanent age regressor but tbh me is doing adult stuff wiv dada so me cant interact wiv ozer kids bc me is not pure anymore bc of him 🥺. also me being childish, candide, high pitched voice n stuff dnt mean zat im not smart, actually me is very smart 👉🏻👈🏻.

last thing ; im nonbinary so respect me pronouns (they\them), basic decency huh. im very feminine i know but being this stupid mix of very girly doll presenting, androgynous body nd personality of a kid suit me perfectly. also dnt use feminine coded nicknames with me, ze only one i allow is for me dada only🖤💕✨.

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[whumpshaped]

I have several questions for helle bc i need to know more about this for scientific reasons

Do they get multilingual panic like me when they can't think of a word in any language, or can only think of it in non-english and cant translate it for Beck or are they too confident for that?

Do they have a massive vocabulary specifically so the panic doesn't happen because they can just rephrase whatever they were gonna say? Do they use big words to confuse beck? Do they make up big words to be mean and make beck think hes dumb because helle isnt even native and yet theyre so much more proficient than him?

How good are they at translation from one language to another on he spot? (I am terrible and whenever i try to do it anyway especially around people who know me as "the language guy" I get mega embarrassed and question my validity as a multilingual person bc i stutter and uh and umm a lot and cant find the right words........)

I think in french they use my little cabbage as a term of endearment, so how many times has helle called beck an unconventional name before realising it doesn't rly work the same in english? Cabbage beck? Cabbeck??

^^^^cabbeck

And finally.... Some people can purr..... By rolling their Rs in a specific way..... So if they can do that........ If helle can roll their Rs....... Can they..... Are they...... Kibby...............

Oh wait also can they do accents. The most cursed image of them doing a southern American accent came to mind and i dont know how to feel about this but i needed to laser that image into your brain you're welcome

"I stopped panicking about it a while ago," they start off casually. "I will either rephrase it entirely, or say the word in whatever language I can think of it in. I said what I wanted to say, not my problem anymore. People can figure it out."

"My vocabulary is decent enough, I suppose, but I would not be able to confuse that boy if I tried. He might not look it– No, he does. He is extremely booksmart. His vocabulary is likely better than mine, even with all the words I have picked up over centuries, since he has an advantage on the newer slang." They stop to think for a moment. "Honestly? He confuses me sometimes." They don't seem bothered by any of this. In fact, they talk about it in the dreamiest way, like Beck being smart is something they admire a lot.

"I am fairly good at translating on the spot, but it is merely because of experience and practice. You will get there, dear."

They sigh at the nickname question. "This is not a common occurrence by any means, but I must admit... Back when I was still using him as a snack, I might have called him my little cookie once or twice. Not terribly unconventional or embarrassing, but he did look at me weird. Pretty sure he assumed I was making it up specifically to tease him. I also cannot seem to get out of this habit of calling him a mouse. Have you seen him? He is the entire reason anyone even uses mouse as a pet name. He is my little mouse."

They skip your question about purring, just to build suspense, and go straight to accents. "I can do a couple. I can do... quite a few, actually, now that you mention it... But none of them are particularly American, I'm afraid. Maybe a generic American? But give me a few weeks, I shall get back to you with the most amazing southern accent."

"As for purring... Yes, I can do that."

[caramelmochacrow]

hey. im sorry but i need to just. spill this because it's sorta been in my mind for a few months, not outwardly, but a feeling i finally realized when this term ended.

(a vent about myself under the cut, sorry.)

i really hate how much im separated and need to hide myself from people. even if it's something simple and dumb to hide.

like, will you believe me if i say i need to keep my love of math from all of my classmates? everyone in my class hates it, they complain all the damn time and im the only one who genuinely enjoys math (even though i get frustrated with it sometimes). everytime i say "i love algebra!" or "i love graphs!" they look at me as though i am a liar or im some sort of freak. even my friends, they tell me to shut up when i say it out loud even though i dont say anything when they say they want our math teacher to die or they complain about something i like about math. (which kinda hurts me as well lol)

i understand the dislike for math, i disliked it before, but saying you genuinely want our teacher to die just because she teaches a subject you dislike is fucking dumb. i was starting to unlearn that, but now im starting to relearn it, which isnt helping myself at all. (i really want to tell them off about it, but i dont want to also.)

there's also my love of music that i've complained here before once, i need to keep it quiet because when they hear someone likes anime or j-pop they think im a weeb that's obsessed w anime men and want to see them butt naked. i hate it. i hate when i listen to rock, i hate when i listen to metal, but i love it so much i cant. i don't even listen to music in school anymore because i feel so self conscious about it. i feel that i'll be judged at and be seen as some sort of weirdo that they'll whisper about behind my back.

there's also the glaring obvious fact that im very-gay-for-girls-but-also-a-transguy. im in an all girls school, but there are a few non-cis people here for semi obvious reasons. i dont feel comfortable being out much for obvious reasons and i feel miserable here. most of the people here are actually chill w the trans people in my school but some just love asking uncomfortable questions like why they were there instead of the boys school or about their names. it freaks me out. it scares me. it makes me want to never come out and be myself. there was this time today when i was in my business class and made my nickname for this game 'birdboy' which led to my teacher asking why i used boy rather than girl, which led to me and my friend (another non-cis person and one of the people i came out to) saying that it just flowed better and not because i was a transguy. that teacher was surprisingly chill w trans people being in her class though, she asked my friend his preferred name and started calling him that, there's also another friend of mine in that class and she's also chill w him and his name, so i think she's ok.

other than my gender, there's my sexual orientation, which im not even sure on. i like girls, girls are can be pretty and handsome, but if i said that, they would hate me for being gay(?), which is also terrible because most people in my school are homophobic, yay. i got asked once for no fucking reason and without prompt if i liked girls or boys and i fucking panicked and said i didn't like either, which led them to asking if i was straight or bi (didn't even say lesbian, smh) which i also denied because i didn't rlly liked men anyway (what they got for not saying lesbian) and also didn't want to say i was gay(?) to my entire class before a fucking we went to our social studies class. i was so fucking scared when they asked that.

like, my school is accepting of queer people and lets them wear what type of uniform they like (except for me because my mom filled out my form for me which didnt let me put my preferred pronouns and kind of uniform) but it feels so hard to believe with the amount of hate towards specifically those who aren't fem presenting. it makes me feel torn apart with if i want to be who i want to be or be hidden behind this false version of myself that ive been hiding behind for almost my entire life. i feel so terrible.

i feel so disconnected from people of my own culture as well. i suck at tagalog, i know how to talk in tagalog, but i speak like a little five year old. every time i speak to other filipino people, there's a disconnection, there's a thing i dont understand or know about my own culture. i feel like some sort of failure as a filipino person.

im better at english than tagalog, so that means i must be fine, right? no. not at all. other than the other stuff i said above, they dont use american english, the one i learned. and since i lived my entire life in the philippines, i dont know some stuff in new zealand. they get shocked when i dont know something that is pretty much so well known here, when i dont know the british equivalent of an american word or when i dont know any maori words. i feel so fucking dumb every time it happens.

i just hate how much i dont know and how disconnected i feel from the world and those around me.

[axverelalol]

Bowser x Fem!!1! Reader Chapter 3

sorry for not writing i got kinda lazy and forgot about it, and due to school and stress and other shit but anyway i’ll start writing more and just suggest any x readers thanks! (also i kinda forgot the story line tho i do have the last chapter under this one aka in my notes app where im writing at so it may or may not make sense at first) btw heres something if u dont know it already but ok 

N/N = Nickname

F/C = Favorite Color 

F/V = Favorite Vehicle

D/C = Dress Color

H/C = Hair Color

E/C = Eye Color

V/C = Vehicle Color

yeah im not gonna continue cause yk laziness

WARNING ⚠️ - chapter Cursing, Blood, Betrayal

                                             Y/N POV

its been a hour since the.. yk- i’ve walked around still looking for  roma since he was up to….Something. and im still scared knowing about the so called ‘Wine’ after that you reached roma near a room then.. “ROMA!? ROMA WAIT-“ and with that said, roma left. i questioned why he always ignores me…

maybe its because i left for 4 years?

maybe its because i ignored him when he tried to talk to me?

Maybe its because i left the mansion?

maybe its because i never said goodbye…?

maybe its because….i dont know…..  i arrived to where roma was and there was a note on the door saying…

Hey N/N! Sorry for yk- But moving on! this is where you’ll find the F/C Dress At! And theres…. Other..things you might just need…THO IM NOT SUPPOSED TO DO IT BUT ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD! tho we may never see each other again..But lets save the goodbyes for later! But anyways stay save N/N! who knows what else lies..ahead! 

       Love Roma~ 

Huh…what does he mean by… “We May Never See Each Other Again…?” i was very confused but i walked in the room seeing a F/C Dress with Red Pearls On The Top and The Dress Itself Had Sharp Pearls That looked like…teeth? idk.. then i saw my name on it “N/N”… Huh..? whatever 

                         After putting on the dress

wait..How does Roma know my dress si- Oh, right i told him  before prom night for me since he was gonna surprise me…i miss him alot- but anyways i walk out the room almost tripping on those goth punk metal Black and white boots with spikes(or pearl spikes if you know what it is-) you get near a door with spikes and spiked pearls on the door saying ‘N/N’s R00m’  “Huh..?” you shrugged it off then walked in and saw who you thought you would never see again….”FELIX?!??!11!?”

“Long time no see! Y/N…..” suddenly everything went black…

did Felix just..

betrayed you..?

                                              FELIX POV

i hated betraying people, especially if its...Y/N..but hey? she deserved it! b!tch left without saying goodbye. and said one time she’ll come back and its been 17 years…pathetic. finally i dragged her to her bed in my Yk, human form… Y/N Slowly opened her eyes so i had to leave quickly in my Yk form.

(Small pov ikik im not good at them if it isnt Y/N’s Pov)

                                             Y/N POV

I Woke up in..My room?- i dont know anymore. i got up and looked around, the carpet was blood pink (or whatever color it is?) and the walls were pinkish blood red (stop dont bully me i dont know my damn colors just pretend i meant theres blood on the walls and carpet and whatever else im gonna put) i saw a broken mirror with hello kitty case around it..they knew my favorite Sanrio character..? (if u dont like hello kitty then pretend its someone else like Melody or Cinnominroll or Kuromi or whatever) i looked into the mirror and i saw..a whole different version of me..dark hair, red eyes, and horns (like tords but longer aka eddsworld character i simp for but ANYWAY-) … what happened to me..? and there was blood on the side of my face then…i felt a sharp pain in my back..and blood came out my mouth and everything darkened….no..i cant..die..Mario.. Peach..Rose…Daisy.. Luigi…? am i.. dying….? then everything went black..

Short chapter, yeah get used to it im lazy. this isnt even a x reader anymore this is just death itself 😭

[hangezoeenthusiast]

well hello anyone who is actually on tumblr and hasnt forgotten about me. ive been offline for a year or so, had personal issues in my life, and also started high school so i wanted to focus on that. life update:

- im in 10th grade now :)) high school isnt that bad and there actually isnt as much fights as there was in past years. also im in a lot of advanced classes now

- i got new friends, and dumped my old ones(they were toxic)

- got into some new fandoms(call of duty, genshin[sorta i barely tolerate some people, I just try to play the game without interacting with the fandom], tmnt[i’ve always loved it], and others that I can't rlly think about rn

- got my working permit today :D after new years I'm gonna look for a job

- well I figured out I'm trans now (f-t-m), after years of question my gender and making excuses, I'm also pansexual :)

- the name I want my legal name to be is kaisen(kai is just a nickname and I dont use j anymore)

- body image stuff, sucks to suck but I'm trying everyday, slowly

- i actually have a girlfriend, we have been together for 3 months, and known each other for around 1 or 2 years. We are long distance(she lives in another country), time zones suck, but we make it work. We also met on genshin, so i guess i owe the game for that.

- im teaching myself how to draw, and also have been reading a lot of books lately

- family life isnt the best, im not gonna elaborate, but i just try to ignore it

it seems like a dream with how i acted a year ago. i seemed way more immature than what i do act now. i was so innocent i guess you could say, and i guess you could also say that i was just figuring myself out. and as im sitting in my bed, listening to The Neighborhood, im reminiscing. i do miss the friends that i had before i dropped them, and i really wish that i didnt push everyone away whenever i was in a depressive episode, but its the past. if i cant get over the past i’ll never be able to move on into the future. im just so glad that past me could get that experience of exploring themselves and meeting new people. also i was very very cringey i realize now, i feel like i was acting a sort of way to get recognition from people.

well anyways i dont think i’ll be writing anything anytime soon, i dont feel the passion i used to back then. maybe someday, but not today, and not the next. also thank you for 300 followers, that might not seem alot compared to other people, but it is for me. also thank you for all the support with the dsmp stuff even tho i stopped writing about them. i rlly didnt expect my stuff to blow up like that :))

well signing off:

kaisen(kai), have a fantastic day/night 😊

(ps: ive never deleted tumblr, and i was reading fanfics on here, i just was being lazy and didnt feel like responding to messages and updating my profile 😉 so to all the people who commented on my posts, i wasnt ignoring u, im too tired and my brain cells are the equivalent of 1 at the moment, but i’ll try to respond)

[angelcloves]

2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 11, 13, 18, 19, 20, 21, 23, 24, 28, 29, 30, 34, and 35. i just came to say hello!👋

golly thats a lot! okay lets get cracking! these all apply to camilla btw

what sort of music would they like? have you thought about what genres or bands do they lean towards? do they have a favorite song?

classical but generally anything she can shmove to

weapon of choice? any particular reason they chose their weapon?

camilla generally does things hand to hand

how crafty/resourceful are they?

shes not the most resourceful person in the world but she can definitely get herself out of a pinch with what she has

how do they typically dress? does their wardrobe lean more towards practicality or aesthetics?

lots of dark colors and tighter fits. shes not one for flowy dresses or pastels

how do they wear their hair? do they care a lot how their hair looks?

generally she just lets it stay down but she will do the occasional ponytail for utility

do they have a nickname? who gave it to them? if it's not derived from their real name, what's the story behind it?

raine and eda used to call her milla wafer. like nilla wafer. she thought it was so dumb but it was funny enough that it stuck

favorite food? least favorite? are they a picky eater? do they have any dietary restrictions?

shes a hearty soup enjoyer for sure. she can spend days making the perfect chicken noodle or beef stew. she tries to always go out of her way to raise her own animals for slaughter so she can ensure that theyre always well cared for and fully utilized instead of contributing to overproduction and cruelty. some people cant stomach the fact that she does this

what do they have in common with you? how are they different? would you get along with them?

shes very determined at the expense of her own health. shes a lot more level headed than i am though. i think id get along with her well enough.

what languages do they speak? how fluently?

various fantasy languages but also ancient greek because i made a stupid joke about her performing the iliad of homer at karaoke while raine backed on the violin

their opinion on lying, stealing, and killing?

they have a time and a place but it would take A LOT to get her to take someones life with her own hands

are they quick to anger? what sets them off?

shes usually pretty in tune with her emotions and doesnt snap but threatening the people she cares about is a pretty quick way to get subdued at the gentlest

if applicable, can they drive? if they have their own, what color is their vehicle? is the inside neat and tidy, or a mess?

camilla drives a 1997 toyota corolla with like half of the factory white paint still on it. it smells like french fry grease inside

their favorite place to be?

anywhere where she feels welcome

how would you describe their voice? can they sing?

shes not going to be selling out concerts or anything but her voice is soothing enough when she needs to deal with certain kids who have trouble sleeping

do they have any creative hobbies? (art, writing, music, etc)

she sews all of her own clothes!

how do they show that they care about someone? how do they express that they don't like someone?

when camilla cares about someone she COOKS. food is important to her. i imagine she just nods along politely if she isnt really vibing with someone. shes not one to be openly venomous

are they associated with any particular element (air, earth, fire, water)?

space

do they smell like anything notable?

... spoilers

how would your character describe themselves? it doesn't have to line up with how they really are.

she would probably say shes 'serviceable'

do they ever return home?

she doesnt consider it home anymore

[antlereed]

15 questions for 15 friends

i was tagged by @quietblueriver (thanks for the tag it gave me a break from my other words today!)

Were you named after anyone?

technically yes but not anymore! when i first came out and started transitioning i named myself after a childhood fav cartoon character. lately though ive been playing with going by antony (just as an excuse to have antlered be a nickname

When was the last time you cried?

yesterday, i was watching spider-man 2 (doctor octavius you will always be my favorite) and teared up at the train stop scene. still one of my favorite spider-man movies its so fun

Do you have kids?

nope, but i am the oldest child so ive been parent to most of my siblings (i have nine siblings!)

What sports have you played/do you play?

never really played sports, outside of some soccer and cross country when i was a little kid

Do you use sarcasm?

sometimes, though usually my go to for humor is the classic "make shit up and then commit to the bit until it isnt funny anymore"

First thing you notice about people?

depending on how we meet/interact, either their style or their like. mood? most times im too hyperfocused on how im acting to really pay much attention to people (woohoo anxiety!!)

What is your eye color?

brown

Scary movies or happy endings?

scary movies, if someone doesnt get possesed, abducted by aliens, or otherwise irreversibly affected by the Horrors then im not entirely interested

Any talents?

ah, hm lets see. id say im pretty decent at some viddy games (proudly bottom rung bronze in apex legends) and im not half bad at performance stuff! many years of concert band and marching band has allowed me to do stupid shit in front of crowds for ages. i also know how to play most brass instruments, tho im the best at the trumpet and trombone!

Where were you born?

born in southern california and then immediately moved to central california because my mother couldnt stand the heat

What are your hobbies?

writing, whether thats fanfic or og fiction for myself. i love reading pulpy ass cyberpunk stories, and some romance because im a simple man and i love it when people hold hands and get sappy together. im also a non-practising dungeon master and just homebrew stuff for the sake of making some dope shit up (i am telepathically begging everyone to let me join their dnd/pathfinder games please please please)

Do you have any pets?

just one cat! my babiest boy Halo: The Master Chief Collection for XBOX One S

How tall are you?

5' 7" unless i want to lie to people

Favorite subject in school?

english initially, though i was also really obsessed with the astronomy portion of science to the point that i genuinely considered becoming an astronomer myself (until i found out abt the math required and then i just decided to look at the stars with my eyes instead)

Dream Job?

in a perfect world? the commisioned freak that rich people had during the renaissance. currently though, im not too sure, just that i want to help people exist in the nicest way i can

idk who to tag, so i guess ill go the usual if you want to do this then feel free to say i tagged you! along with @horse-immorality @dadrielle and @soaring-trash if you guys want!

[megismorallysunny]

HELLO AGAIN 20/09/23

ok so i said i might talk about a situation with a sub yesterday but i didnt end up writing about it, ok so our history and geography teacher was out probably bc theres a cold going around the school. anyways so we had a sub for the past two weeks and i was also out on friday which was a geography day, so this is all second hand information but its from my bestie "Diorite" nicknamed after my one of my fav blocks in minecraft. anyways so what happened is my class all got out of their seats because class was ending in under a minute. but anyways the sub gets mad and says "HEY EVERYONE SIT DOWN NOW ITS NOT THE END OF CLASS" and one of my classmates idk who says "but theres a few seconds left sir" and also its lunch next and the good things run out fast, my class is also in one of the hardest to get out of hallways so like it was completely justified. then the sub says "EMERALD YOUR STAYING AFTER CLASS" also ive nicknamed every1 in my class after a gem and emeralds a guy idk i think thats just a lil important. as soon as the bell goes emerald runs tf out and the sub RUNS AFTER HIM, he starts pushing people out of the way and yelling "EMERALD, EMERALD" apparently people from the canteen could here him, which is like far enough ish away. then the sub catches up and GRABS EMERALDS WRIST and emerald shouts at him "CLASS IS OVER SIR" and then the sub walks away, giving out under his breath. anyways the reason why i didnt say this on like saturday or whenever i said i was, was beacuse i was hoping for some kind of update. i was in school on monday and tuesday, we had first class with our tutor and she didnt mention anything but in english our teacher said "the bell doesnt dismiss you what does, emerald?" and emerald was like "uhh the bell?" and english teacher says "no emerald the teacher" also this came out of nowhere, we werent talking about anything like this before. so yeah quite confusing, and more confusing to pick emerald. on tuesday we had history first and i was really excited to see the sub bc it was gonna be really fucking entertaining. but turns out we had a different teacher. me and diorite were all like "omg i wonder what happened." diorite thinks he didnt want to sub for us anymore and admitted defeat, but i think that he got suspended. in second year a first year told on a teacher for swearing at her, and the teacher was like never seen after that. the teachers still dont talk about her or answer our questions. our history sub was weird, like proper weird, and very antisocial, like walks into other rooms to get stuff he needs during class which isnt too weird people forget things but he doesnt say hi or why hes there, anyways diorites in all my classes, bar woodwork, graphics, maths and business and while we were in history i said, "omg look at his head theres so much blood on it" and she snarkily replied with "yeah like you" (i had spots ok that sometimes bled but i hadnt had that for like 2 months so ty diorite that was luvely jubilee) then i said "no really look" and she gasped like proper gasped, she doesnt gasp not at all. so i was right yeah i know *mic drop* yeah yeah. but there was really a concerning amount of blood on the side of his head but id seen it before so i wasnt too creeped out. anyways not too much else happened so yeah hope you have a good morning, day and night. <333

[tesalicious2]

I absolutely adore both soooooo much! I don’t know which I prefer more honestly, but I think I favor the Famous Soap and Non Ghost.

I love Ghost holding Soaps hand in his rare public appearance fully covered in black hat mask clothes jacket and rings cause he’s not gonna make his husband look bad. Soap is smiling and laughing while Ghost has his head down avoiding the camera.

Ghost appears in Soap’s instagram from time to time in the background or behind Soap making him look good. The only thing of note is his black titanium ring on his ring finger always there and never changing despite the multiple sets of rings he has. Soap has the same one and always wears it, on set and inbetween takes. Even in movies he shows his devotion with his tattoo on his arm (a matching set with ghost obvi) and will never let it be covered unless he has to.

Soap always works Ghost in somehow.

Speaking of Ghost, it’s a nickname the fans gave him bc of his nature. Soap wears earring and has piericings of all sorts and like ghost, has many sets of earrings and ear cuff and hoops of all shapes and sizes. Anyways, Ghost fully embraced it and even tho he’s never seen, he always makes himself known. Soap only calls him Ghost and never Simon even though Soap has his name tattooed somewhere on him.

Ghost has his sleeve still and only showed it off once in an Instagram picture where he was hugging soap from behind and shirtless, though nothing could be seen. He had his head buried into Soap’s shoulder, blonde curly hair broken by Soap’s hand buried in it. Soap is smiling at the camera into the mirror.

There is a whole complication of videos that are just Soap taking about Ghost, they go on forever and Soap is always so bubbly and happy when he talks about him.

I’d like to think that Soap somehow gets into a sort of disagreement with another star. The other star hates Soap and Soap never responds and somehow that makes the other Star more angry.

Soap doesn’t really talk about it and makes it clear that he isn’t angry or feuding with any other stars and would talk to someone if he did. It ends up with threats and it’s getting dangerous. Soap isn’t coming out as much anymore and he isnt talking about it online.

The star ends up posting a picture of Soap with another man. It’s very implicating and everyone starts attacking him for cheating. When really it was just one of their friends, Gaz, who offered a place when Soap was to exhausted to get home.

Soap is slammed by everyone and gets threats constantly. He goes into a sort of hiding, he doesn’t leave his house, get out of bed. Ghost works from home and takes care of him. Maybe he streams games on the side and does pretty well.

It ends up with Ghost going on a live on Soap’s account and explains it all. Posting photos of the three of them, Gaz’s partners Farah and Alex, going to event with them and everything even though Ghost’s face isn’t all the way covered but he still has his mask.

It doesn’t go away but it blows over eventually. Ghost helping Soap and becoming his buffer between him and the public. Though he never shows his face, and he’s become a bit more know (too mcu for his comfort) but he would do anything for Soap and if he need a break, Ghostll give him one.

Now that the secret of his face is mostly out and people have found his streaming account, it’s gone pretty well and Ghosts used it to pretty much slam the other Star instead of gaming for two hours. Cutting the stream off when Soap comes in to see him for dinner.

Things end up pretty ok after that. Soap gets his career back mostly and Ghost is to well known for his taste but happy to do whatever for Soap. They are the next super power couple and rarely, Soap will join him for a stream, wearing a mask ‘to feel like Ghost’ for fun. He’s bad at it but always tries his best.

need more famous x non famous ghoap in either direction

famous, personable, charming actor soap with his grump of a husband ghost who he loves an insane amount, having been married before soap had really sky rocketed into fame. ghost is like a cryptid when it comes to paparazzi, actually impossible to photograph unless it’s by his own free will (which is incredibly rare). the public only knows of him because soap is incapable of keeping his mouth shut about his partner (every interview has at least one mention of ghost)

alternatively, famous and… not as personable actor ghost whose personal life is kept incredibly private, him being the perfect picture of professionalism that’s almost so perfect that it’s speculated ghost doesn’t really have a personal life at all. except he does, in the form of his bubbly, if not a little unhinged husband who can sometimes be found worming his way onto sets with the sole purpose of saying hi to ghost, and who, despite staying out of the spotlight, has won the hearts of many in the few times he’s been caught out with ghost

idk the idea of famous x non famous can just be something so wonderful i think

[pumpkinsy0]

Do u have any soda and Angela hcs?👀👀

idk if u meant like individually or them interacting/together but ILL DO EM BOTH☝🏽

im so sorry this took so long i napped a lot today😭

soda hcs

•before soda didnt like the nickname darry gave him before “pepsi-cola”, but after realizing that pepsi is ponys favorite drink is pepsi, he liked it, makes him feel more special

•after sandy, he’s more hesitant to build a relationship w someone else and so he’s more hesitant to flirt w all the girls at the dx, he doesnt push them away, but its obvious hes not that into it anymore

•it was soda who hung out w their mother the most, but everytime, he’d try to get pony in on it but pony was always either too young or too scared to go, so soda would get their mom to do things like play puzzles and what not, try to stay home and hang w pony

•he was named sodapop bc his parents wanted to keep up w the “drink sounding names” and darry sounds like dairy, and ponyboy was named ponyboy bc of sodas fascination w ponys

•soda can scratch like a cat, nobody knows how, nobody knows why, but his nails r just always sharp and everyone in the gang has a small scar bc of pkay wrestling w him

angela hcs

•shes that girl teachers would say “this isnt a beauty store” to ik it, speaking of beauty, i feel like it took her a few years to really, “look pretty” to everyone else if that makes sense, she was always pretty but to everyone at school/around her she had a glow up at some point and became really pretty and she uses that to her advantage now that everyones attention is on her

•all the shepards have sharp canine teeth, and if being related to curly has taught her anything, its to not be afraid to bite

•angela, watching mukbangs or pimple popping vids before bed wouldve done wonders for your mental health

•shes told that she looks like her mother a lot and her mother tells her she acts like her father and she died inside a lil bit everytime shes told either of those things

•she was into ballet for a little bit, keyword, a little bit, she was more girly when she was in haiti but when she moved to tulsa she became more of a tomboy bc she hung out w curly more as she basically had no friends

soda AND angela hcs woooo

•not even gonna lie to u, if pony didnt know curly had a sister, i dont even think soda would know either, he did NOT know angela existed

•i mean he would see her at the dx sometimes, she had a memorable face so he knows what she looks like and yea he’s thought “damn she looks similar to em” but it just never clicked😭😭

•angela knows exactly who soda is though, she keeps tans on pretty much everyone in town, its a gift of hers, when that whole sandy thing was going down, soda was missing work and angela asked steve “where the other guy”

•soda has seen a bunch of greaser girls around, and obviously hes seen angela around, but unlike all the other girls, he never saw angela w her own group or clique, she was always on her own, like yea he saw her w a group of girls SOMETIMES but then never see them together again and he feels a bit bad for her

•sometimes soda sees angela stealing pads or tampons and he doesnt say anything, saw her slip in some chocolates and chips too, didnt utter a word

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

hello it is Aeon again, im not sure if that is the right nickname that i chose last time though..

id need.. support and validation i guess? because this wont leave my head anymore.

TW for mentions of abuse (no details though). also TW for mental health professionals.

so i managed to get into therapy like a month ago and today i told her that i feel guilty and bad for thinking of how my parents treated me as abuse (even though i know it was atleast somehow damaging) because i didnt think they are bad people. she then proceeded to ask me what i meant with "abuse" and made me explain to her that i meant them emotionally abusing me (i sadly dont remember all of the conversation anymore). i feel like she didnt really react to me literally telling her that i feel guilty that my parents abused me and ive had that happen so much that i dont feel understood by things like that and that makes me unsure if i should even continue seeing her (i also just had a psychiatrist not believe me and thinking i was "just depressed" when i was literally not functioning and reliving the worst time of my life).

i know i should probably talk to her about it but i hate confrontations and i feel like i should be able to trust her to pick up on things like that?? shes not a mind-reader, i know, but im so confused about this, isnt she the professional?

(she has also told me that all of my previous professionals cant read minds and that they couldnt pick up on something that i didnt speak my mind about, when i said that i felt like nobody did anything to help me (which is a weird response to me feeling angry about past professionals when i was still in a place of abuse at the time i saw my first psychologist, and couldnt verbalise any of it and also didnt know a lot of things like that i was abused at all* or that i was an undiagnosed suspected neurodivergent kid))

*(just to clarify, me not noticing it was abuse was because it was normalised in my family. it still felt bad but i thought it wasnt that bad and that its just normal to go through)

im sorry if this is a lot of text!! :/

i hope you have a great day!

- Aeon (they/them)

Hi Aeon,

I'm sorry about what you went though.

It's important to feel heard and respected by your therapist. I understand how intimidating it can be to confront your therapist if they say or do something wrong (like being dismissive), but I think it's important to remember that a good therapist will take the criticism seriously and make an active effort to improve.

I'm also not sure if this is your first therapist but sometimes it's a trial and error process of finding the therapist that works for you. I've had four different therapists over the years and just had my terminating session with my current therapist a few days ago, so I'm on the search again. Just know that you deserve to be treated with respect, especially from someone like a therapist, and so if your therapist doesn't respond well to your confrontation, it may be worthwhile to look for other therapists. That being said, there is no obligation to confront her, as you're right that you should be able to trust her to recognize when she goes out of line.

One of a therapist's essential goals is to enter your phenomenological world and leave their biases or agendas at the door, meaning that they try their hardest to understand what you're going through and who you are as a person, and put any opinions or biases aside.

If you feel your therapist doesn't make you feel seen, heard, or appreciated, then that could be something to consider as you continue or terminate your therapeutic relationship.

I hope I could help, and please let us know if you need anything.

-Bun

[mitchellsbeca]

FBI!Bechloe AU: “Seven minutes until we get there, sir. All agents are in position for the trade-off.”

Part I // Part II

[lesbianpikachuu]

idk if anyone knows this but i have links and stuff and also friends that im gonna say things abt in the tags bc voclaloid!

[noctilucous-sunni]

more reversed sagau brainrot!! | a lot more under the cut

- when scara sorta just ✨materializes✨ in your apartment and you’re like excuse me wtf is happening, so u pinch yourself to see if its a dream and its not apparently so you must be going insane BECAUSE WHAT OTHER EXPLANATION WOULD THERE BE FOR ONE OF YOUR FAVOURITE CHARACTERS EXISTING IN YOUR APARTMENT

- i’d feel like in the sagau or reversed sagau he wouldn’t be too fond of the all-creator bc if thats the all-creator wouldn’t that mean that you’re the one responsible for his existence and his suffering?? but when he just sees you being so genuinely nice and caring and yet strong and doesn’t take his shit he kinda lets down the guard a little

- plus he literally has nowhere else to stay so when you threatened to kick him out he realized it was either live with you or out on the streets. and he kinda hated the streets, so he ended up trying to find your place all dirty and stuff from tripping in way too many godforsaken random holes in the ground. poor gremlin.

- he is just super bratty and still has that air of “i think im better than you” but it never works on you bc you dont take his shit and you make him do half of your chores when your pissed at him (and you make sure there are no complaints)

- he wouldn't call you your grace after a while and just uses your name, you however come up with a million nicknames for him and you think its funny that it annoys him on occasion

- you argue. A lot. like so much that your neighbour and the apartment below you complained several times and also kinda tried to make the landlord kick u out so you made scara apologize to them bc hes mainly the reason its so noisy

- he will actually follow you everywhere, sorta like a guard dog. everyone around you is pretty intimidated by him but they are even more scared of you when they see that you basically keep him in check

- he can’t fucking cook dear lord. you told him to stay in the fucking apartment bc you had an important meeting today and he couldnt come with you and he was like “i didnt want to come anyway” and you just said “fuck you” (affectionate) in return (note: wrote this before his signature dish came out and he’s actually a really good cook don’t judge me ahaha)

- but when you come back your apartment and kitchen especially is a mess. you forgot to teach him how to use online delivery. and hes just like chilling out watching tv with mild interest, acting like half of your apartment isnt covered in eggs and flour and who knows what else

“scara what the fuck happened here”

“the stupid stove of yours doesnt work and neither does that beeping machine”

“clean it up”

“no”

“well i guess we wont have any food today or tomorrow, until you clean. it. UP." *glare*

he then leaves it but by the next afternoon he's actually getting hungry and grumpy and eventually starts cleaning it up the next day when he can't take it anymore and you finally come home to a clean kitchen bc thank god, you didn't know how much longer you could live on your co-worker's lunches

- you're both just so stubborn. he's stubborn and so are you and that leaves the apartment just with a tense silence AND when someone sees u at that time they feel so uncomfortable bc the atmosphere is just so tense between the two of you since neither of you agree

- silent treatment happens a lot and its really fucking stupid bc you both wanna talk to each other after like a few days but neither of you want to be the first one to admit that

- omg you absolutely hate having guests now BECAUSE HOW ARE YOU MEANT TO EXPLAIN HIM??? also he has to have normal clothes now and he looked at all your clothing choices in disgust

- everyone thinks he's just a friend until they realize he actually lives with you and then they're like "oohhhh are you together??" and think that he's your boyfriend/partner. and honestly you dont even deny it bc there is no feasible way to explain who he really is (without sounding crazy) + you get your parents off your back abt getting a boyfriend bc they kept trying to make you go on blind dates and now you're free from that phew

- but some of your friends/co-workers are all like "really? this lil guy? and they often say this around him and it just annoys and offends him to no end. but also you're surprisingly defensive of him, like yes he's a bitchy emo gremlin but he's your bitchy emo gremlin