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Collector redraw with Kid Belos 🙏
#genuinely ignore if the lineart isn’t clean and is inconsistent#my uterus is clawing out my insides rn I could care less#me when they have the same va#and similar features#and abandonment issues#and are a lil screwed up#he looks dumb#I hate him#I hate Philip Wittebane#I am number one Philip Wittebane hater#i fear I’m yapping in the tags too much#OH I FORHOT TO TAKE MY ADHD MEDS DAMMIT#HOLD ON#the owl house#toh#philip wittebane#emperor belos#my art#kid Belos#collector toh#collector#ok I took them we’re good
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BILLDUMP TIME (with transparency, because I can). Don't mind me, I'm just yeeting my goofy art at some way more talented individuals out of nowhere and then hauling ass back to the security of being a weird silent lurker ahaha
@tesscourtes and @beccadrawsstuff, respectively! These two Bills make a little prism of sorts together because of their recent crossovers on Patreon~ :3c Speaking of which, I highly recommend supporting both these artists! They do fantastic work! (TessCourtes and Beccup)
@qoolk on the left, and @monobmp on the right! I am such a sucker for these outfits~ OuO Go and check these two out, their art is phenomenal!!! >u<
@1spooky2me The most difficult Bill of the lot for me to draw, ahaha... Their art is so incredibly consistent and dynamic, I am, a little envious <:,) A little envious, but mostly impressed, so go look at their amazing art, what are you waiting for
And finally, @ckret2, whose writing is sublimely in-character and just a delight to read - they're a great artist, as well! I simply Could Not resist drawing their Bill in this ridiculous incredible and very fashionable pink feather dress, even though he only briefly wears it in their fic, so I also did a little bonus doodle of him in his standard hoodie to make up for it. XD (Also, as far as I'm concerned, Bill and Mabel were both correct in that lime green accessories make the dress Much Better.)
This is just a small selection of the human Bill designs I enjoy. I may draw and post more later on, who knows! Feel free to reblog with some neat Bill designs, either your own or by other folks - if any of the designs particularly call to me, I'll add them to the little list I've got going~ :D (Alternatively, if you really like my stuff and want me to draw something specific, you could...mmm...perhaps, commission me...? OuO)
Also I'm tagging Billford because uhhhh yeah, sorry not sorry, every single one of these Bills is getting shipped with Ford by the artists in some way or another, lmao
#fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#human bill cipher#human bill design#billford#bill is just so Gender#regardless of whether or not he's a triangle. just. such Gender. wow#honestly tempted to draw the OG twink!bill and the mangopablo save-the-town!bill just for funzies#i may also attempt to draw alex hirsch's “canon” human!bill but uhhhh who knows LOL#i kinda feel like he made the design extra ugly just to poke fun at the fandom#so the “canon” aspect of it is kinda up in the air for me personally LMAO#not sure if i drew goldilocks!bill thicc enough tbh#just. look. it's hard to draw a person who is as close to triangular as a human can possibly get. ok??? ok#I TRIED AND THAT'S WHAT'S IMPORTANT OnO#in other news why did these turn out so much better than the drawings of my own design??? wtf that's so rude#get it together ME this is fukken embarrassing#btw if i draw something for you and you respond to thank me only to have me say nothing back it's because i am very awkward and anxious lol#there is also the adhd which makes me forget that i failed to respond like a normal person would have ahahahaha o-o#but mostly it's the horrors of being perceived for more than the two seconds it takes to yeet an art at a person O-O#why am i like this? good question! maybe i'll have an answer someday when i can actually afford therapy XD#I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ASLEEP FIVE HOURS AGO
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Day 2 - Gemini
#warframe#warframe fanart#tennotober#tennotober 2024#warframe equinox#my art#my adhd got hands ok don’t look at me#finally made an equinox piece that wasn’t a shitpost yippee
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speedpaint (with a few...... side tracks)
hopefully this helps in answering the questions i got about rendering
>finished art here<
#i was considering leaving out that random fyodor comic interlude but#i feel like it's more realistic if i leave it in#that's how 90% of my process looks like#no i dont have adhd#also bonus points for spotting that quick nana doodle there#ok tags#iztea draws#art process#speedpaint#drawing timelapse#timelapse#painting process#bsd#bsd chuuya#chuuya bsd#fem chuuya#bungou stray dogs fanart#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#character design
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I feel like I owe everyone an explanation for my near social media death (hiatus is a better word I guess). Suffice to say my motivation/focus hit an all time low, and a couple of very well placed distractions didn’t help keep me on track. On the other hand, despite all of the… shit out there… my mental health otherwise feels better. Or as well as it can in the absence of energy and motivation. Can’t have it all!
I have managed to get a little done after all this time. Two comms on the slab and a new friend on the way. My fingers are crossed for a lot of things, and I gotta fight to keep putting in the work!
#work in progress#watercolor#traditional media#commissioned art#I’m so so so so sorry I’ve been so bogged down in my head#will probably be cutting off commissions for a little while until I get into a better position to get them done#in a TIMELY MANNER oh my god I’m sorry#my dumb brain is still mad about not having an adhd diagnosis#now people keep mentioning I’m probably autistic#not to self diagnose but that makes some sense#anyway look at the dog sketch if she settles ok I’m naming her Raclette#maybe Lettie for short?#she’s adorable either way#very demure and mindful
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WOMEN 😩
oh ABSOLUTELY.
(based on this f!bones dedicated to @muirmarie in spirit :3333 🩵💙💛)
#star trek#star trek fanart#star trek tos#star trek the original series#fem!trek au#mcspirk#mcspirk fanart#mckirk#spones#mckirk fanart#spock#jim kirk#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#let's go lesbians#ugh im eepy ..... if you see any errors in the notes app scribble no you dont (lie) (i did it as quickly as possible bc tired lol)#btw muir if you're reading this know that all of this is dedicated to you in my heart <333333333#uhhh in terms of context.... maybe a farm planet or something? with a western thing goin on?#look i have a desperate need to see 1. f!jim in nightie and 2. f!spock in sheriff apparel. and also lady bones in overalls obviously#ok night night now hope yalls day treats ya kindly !!!!!#fun fact the bones illustration has been sitting in my finished folder for MONTHS lol#love when adhd. but i was determined to give it the mcspirk bonus i intended and i did it yayyy
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Be nice
late addition. existentialism
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#self#sona#selfship#admin draws#fanart#TTAC#platonic self ship#is this. oc x canon? i have no idea how to tag#is it selfship if its just like. friends. two blokes who hang out an ddo fuckall#idk. its fun though. id say its a guilty pleasure but its not i dont have enough shame anymore#edit. big thanks to puccalamb for reminding me of the platonic selfship tag 😭#anyways they hang out. mostly stand there looking weird and talk a lot of nonsense about a wide variety of topics#their discussions are a nightmare also like imagine if dirk had a conversational partner that has adhd and loves to yap about ethics n shit#theyd be insufferable. talk until they literally dehydrate themselves#and every so often one of them will be like dare you to do x act of violence and the other will haggle it up or down#usually down because. i mean. you always start high#thats just haggling 101#anyways this is what ive been doing lately. and prepping a shitty little dirkjake lyricstuck#and passing a biochem exam as that 1 drawing suggests. ok bye#ttac
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oh my GOD i finlaly got to the place in neil's stream where the character he invented is banging the character he invented and she (player character) picks up astarion to do some Adult Fantasy Game things and neil just blurts out "oooh, mommy?" ,MSDFOIWYHEGTHSDHSG
#NEIL IS SUCH A BAD BOY#ALSO HE MENTIONED BOTH HIM AND TOM HAVING ADHD I CALLED IT SO HARD#POOR THEO SOLOMON HAVING TO SEE THIS SHIT KSKDFJSHDGHG#neil newbon#bg3#bg3 spoilers#tbd?#neil: this is getting a little wierd even for me / also neil: MOMMY? oh wait she's/im kind of hot .... omg look at astarions abs...#starting to think he wants to make a neil sandwich with each of them on either side#he did call astarion 'my boyfriend' last stream rip#its ok king i see u its how everybody with bi/pan panic feels in this game
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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?
Evidence below the cut!
can be pretty hyperactive, forgets things regularly (even important things, forgot he turned into a heartless in kh1), distractable, later on he seems to have some problems with emotional dysregulation. hes constantly called lazy by his friends but as soon as hes doing something he likes he has all the energy in the world, and also tends to dismiss his own intelligence despite actually being pretty smart, both of which are things that i think are decently common with undiagnosed adhd
#poll#noncanon adhd character#kingdom hearts#kh#sora#kh sora#sora kh#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG TAG RAMBLE#ok first sora even getting posted is like a saga#originally i was going to post him myself but had trouble verbalizing evidence#so i asked my discord friends#and then i forgot to write down what they said and lost it#then he got submitted in the initial submissions right when the blog started#but the only evidence was 'look at him lol'#so he was unpostable#then he finally got submitted again during the recent spike with actual evidence!! so i can post him now#sora is so important to me#kingdom hearts is how i found playframe and that community is a huge part of my life now#and also i spent multiple years playing a weekly ttrpg campaign in a completely homebrew kh system#and it was the most fun ive ever had in my life and i am not exaggerating#there was only one other non dm player so three of us in all#and we had such a great dynamic we are such close friends now and the dm even looked up tips for dming for adhd players#and gave my character the ability impulsiveness which turned out to be one of our most powerful abilities#(i say our bc later we got the 'sisterly bond' ability which allowed us to use some of our coplayer's abilities and impulsiveness was one)#it let me take an action during someone else's turn at the cost of one less action on my next turn. basically taking it early#making her adhd one of our most powerful tools#and my character ended up very much a sora parallel despite not living in the time of the main kh games#so yeah. kh and adhd sora specifically. very important to me
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it's cal!
#so did y'all see reflection last night#hee hoo#reflectionttrpg#cal#oc#chibi#ok art talk time#i have mixed feelings about this chibi syle#like it's kind of The Look i have cultivated with the bond ups#and i LIKE it#but i wanna do MORE push FARTHER#idk i got an itch to do something different!#...ok that part might be the adhd#anyway pls enjoy a cal
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I'm finally the person I've always wanted to be, WHICH IS ME
#audhd#Look I got here ok?#actually autistic#autism#autistic#autistic things#neurodivergent#adhd#late diagnosed autistic#authenticity#disabled#disability#positive#positive thoughts
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sketchbook dyump of a few lil comics.
anyone elses father make them insane even though you've never even had much contact with the bastard
#illustration#doodles#comics#personal work#mental health#anxiey#depression#dissociation#traditional art#digital art#clip studio paint#diary comics#artists on tumblr#i like to play and draw#ive had enough of not posting stuff like a pussy im just gonna go back to posting all the art that makes me look like im going insane#even though im so normal#lest?#i miss letting people who feel like theyre off the shits feel seen by me having a mad one#its time#john wick voice im thinking im back#and this time im going hard on monetising my mental illness ok#i deserve it#9 million tags sorry not sorry i love ranting in tags#its like a little side diary full of secrets#>3< omggggg#adhd moment
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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.
#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa#maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work#anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful#and I can’t do it on command or anything#but sure#seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts#and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series#and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because#then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing#and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to#and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going#and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours#time I could have spend doing other work or#heaven forbid#enjoying myself#that was more of a rant than I expected#I’m doing ok I think#I hope#i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others#but I’ve done more work than my flatmates#and that at least makes me feel a little better#I’m going to get myself a coffee now#hopefully that’ll help me today#my goal is at least 200 words#then I can stop#actually autistic#autism#personal rant
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#ok. i told my sister i think i might have autism/adhd and she was like 'ok that makes a ton of sense and here's why'#and read me for filth. reminded me of the like. ok#i forgot about this but one time i made an entire categorization system for my chemical romance song lyrics#like which songs were religious. which ones alluded to gender. etc etc. i don't remember all of the everything but it was a lot#i spent so long on it. and i did that a lot but music was always a big one#in 2020 i created an entire 10 page document of the top songs of the 2010s to correlate with a spotify playlist i made#that no one would ever care to look at or anything but i spent so long on it just because it was so much fun#and it was like all i did. ok. see this is why it's important to talk to my family about all this because they remember stuff i don't
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Buying a present for a friend’s newborn baby and getting stressed like. I’ve never met this wee guy idk what he’s into
#jane posting#I got a teddy dog that looks like his mum’s dog#it’s cute and soft#and some fab tiny trousers that are adaptable so they’ll fit him for a few years#clever baby technology there#I think I did ok#autistic things#autism#adhd#friendship#gift#present#cute#wholesome#new baby#silly#autistic#autistic experiences#autism meme#autism humor#meme#relatable#shitpost
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had fun playing co op with @shadowefigure @overstays @plutosoda
#rain world#slugcat#saint rw#rivulet rw#artificer rw#spearmaster rw#IM LAZY TO TAG THEM ANY DIFFERENTLY.#ok for context i was riv but slugpup .#the colors arent accurate but i didnt wanna get rid of the sheer cuteness of baby rivulet..#i was named purple guy but i looked like a dragonfruit#the lavender marriage bit comes from mimi saying that arti and saint are fakedating to not look gay#also mimi (they were baby spearmaster) was named BLUE BABY all caps yes all caps#GIRL boss#BLUNT dad#those are obvioys.#babby saint is unrelated i was just disappointed when atlas showed me slugpup saint and it wasnt as fluffy as i expected.#have you seen a fluffy kitten? those things are RIDICULOUSLY fluffy most ofhte time.#and also the rocks hting uh . i kept hitting debil (he was saint) with rocks bcz its funny and im the adhd having problem child#[rare art tag]#cs#cc
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