#lolol I really wish to be able to draw with my friends
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I’m sure the ways I go about creating would distress some people (not in a horrible way but someone would definitely look at how I do things like “wtf. Why”)
#random post#like the fact I write down NOTHING#literally NOTING is written down#if I DO write something down. it’s on my tumblr and everyone can see it#but other than that. I don’t take notes or write on paper to keep track of things#which. definitely causes difficulties sometimes LOL but like. I just keep everything in my head since the dawn of time and it’s been#decently ok XD of and the order in which I fill out a sketch page gets ppl going like 👀 why#cus I start top left then go bottom left. top then bottom right. which icks or confuses some people but it works for me so whatever#and when I draw I pretty much completely draw out the face before everything else#so if I can’t get anything else to look right I’ll just have a really nice face or maybe a bust 😭#lolol I really wish to be able to draw with my friends#y’all can laugh at how I go about things#I’m very. idk the word but I’m very not normal and have a funny expressive way of going about things#sometimes I talk to my drawing like it can hear me 😭’why are you like this wtf are you doing you dumb butt stupid face I love you’#making faces at my drawing like it understands. I don’t *always* do that tho#sometimes I’m just completely immersed and zoned tf out for hours and then I come back to an entire mini comic thing#sorry for novelizing the tags again kshshdhssb <3 I’m just having bed time thoughts as per usual
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GET TO KNOW THE MUN.
respond to the prompts out of character!
what made you pick up the current muse(s) you have? honestly, it is because something about Mulan that spoke to me. her brave spirit, her story, the way that she took charge of her destiny even though she was afraid - there is so much about her that captures my attention and draws me in. over the years of writing her, i never get tired of it. she is just one of those muses that makes me feel good after i write and who inspires me.
is there anything you don’t like to write? zombies is a huge one, and there are a few others, but for everyone's comfort i am not putting it here.
is there anything you really enjoy writing? legit the freedom to bring the imagination to life. to be able to talk to others and to create with them. its just so much fun !
how do you come up with headcanons? when the mood strikes for them. maybe i watched something inspiring, or i had a random conversation that made me go "oh shit". it just depends.
do you write in silence or do you play music? silence. i rarely listen to music if i write, unless its instrumental only.
do you plan your replies or wing them? depends. sometimes they are planned, other times i just go YOLO - or my favorite, i plan something, go to write it & it comes out completely different.
do you enjoy shipping? i do enjoy shipping with the right shipping partner. i love when my parents are as excited to ship as i am. that we can talk about everything. but, Mulan is super picky when it comes to ships so its why i have to respect her wishes.
what’s your alias/name? Gabby
age? 31 years old
birthday? April 6th
favorite color? Pastel Pink, Pastel Blue, red & black.
favorite song? can't say for sure, because it changes per mood.
last movie you watched? Aquaman 2, hubby wanted to watch it last night.
last show you watched? Bob Hearts Abishola
last song you listened to? Dane - by Peyton Parrish
favorite food? Pizza, pancakes, pasta dishes, chooclate.... ?
favorite season? Spring, Summer and Fall... keep that Winter away from me with the cold & snow lolol
do you have a tumblr best friend? @battleguqin, @incissam, @princessofmuses, @sparesovereign legit though they are my real life besties since we talk every day ?
TAGGED BY: @valorums ( ty ! ) TAGGING: @battleguqin + @caracarnn + @luckhissoul + @ka-go-me + @orangeshinigami + @thuganomxcs + @auburniivenus + @cuckoo-among-beasts & or steal & tag me !
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Very very important question:
What are the Mysme characters favorite barbie movies?
Bonus, what are your OC’s favorite barbie movies?
Finally. A question that fulfills two of my special interests. So, let’s think about this using every Barbie film since 2001 since there are a lot of materials to think about and plenty of characters to consider.
So, I guess we’ll start off with these group’s gamer boy, Yoosung. I feel like you could get him invested in more of a modern era Barbie so the films after 2009. Cliche but, Video Game Hero has a whole story arc about solving video games by programming as you venture in a plot that’s better than anything SAO could ever dream to be. Let’s get Yoosung into more games instead of leaving him to climb through LOLOL.
Jaehee deserves Barbie & the Diamond Castle film. Which is, hands-down, one of the more sapphic films in the series. What’s more powerful than learning how to work together with your best friend, singing songs and finding yourselves in a world of chaos? Nothing, you’re right. It’s what she deserves and this would be a great watch as Jaehee starts to realize more of her romantic inclinations toward MC.
Zen is one I would give to Swan Lake. I feel like he would be able to identify with that story in more ways than one. Feeling trapped and unable to live the life he wants because he seems to be nothing more than an “oddity” instead of a guy with a huge heart that shines on stage. It doesn’t matter if he feels “Cursed,” he will make the best of his situation, just as Odette does in that film since it has a much brighter ending then the original ballet does.
I know what you’re thinking here and you’re going to ask, hey, what would I give to Jumin? Well, you’re in luck. I’ll be happy to inform you that he’s getting to sit back, relax, and engage with Princess and the Pauper. I feel like he enjoys the aspect of the original story, but now they’ve added charm to it with cats and that happens to be easy to watch with Elizabeth. But, really, he would enjoy watching two worlds collide and the lessons that come from realizing everyone could have a way of relating to each other if given a chance.
Saeyoung would love Star Light Adventure, hands down. It’s the Barbie sci-fi films of the century and since it’s one of the more modern films, it doesn’t get a lot of love or attention. But, Saeyoung would love the hell out of this movie for a lot of reason I can’t spoil to you. But, let me tell you, he would love to be Barbie in this situation, surfing the stars to save space from losing its glimmer... and the little pet sidekick is cute.
V is one you’re gonna need to hear out. Okay, so, Magic of Pegasus is probably the most sassy Barbie film ever. She is a stubborn girl who dreams of nothing in this life but ice skating, but when her family and life is threatened by a wizard, it turns out she has to learn more about her family and the curse that came to take them away. Conflict happens in more ways than one, and I think V would be able to see his younger self in this movie, as well as his current self, the one who is at his wits end trying to decide what’s good for him. Literally the comeback and all the quips in this film are teenage V.
GE Saeran is my love. Therefore, I’m giving him Rapunzel since that’s always a story he can relate to. I appreciate that this Rapunzel has the ability to draw and paint her way to her freedom with a magic paintbrush set, and he would love that brand of whimsy once it was shown to him. Also, this movie has a dragon... who doesn’t like dragons? I debated if there would be a better option for him but this is what makes the most sense to me.
Vanderwood is my most cliche answer by far since Spy Squad is a movie about spies. But, I feel like this movie would be comforting to him somehow. Just this thought of Vanderwood thinking about how he wishes that the job had more a lot more like this, not corrupted, just doing good for others and not losing yourself to despair and death. It’s a movie where Vanderwood claims to be hate-watching it but... not really. There’s something about plucky spies who are too happy for the sake of it... cough cough, reminds him of the brat.
Rika... might be another cliche decision but i feel like this is the best choice in this situation. Barbie did a take on the Christmas Carol, and it’s about an opera singer instead. I feel like Rika would like this film despite how many already are aware of the plot, simply because this story is about a girl who has friends, but her trauma and frustration with the past begin to isolate her from the people in her life who love her. I think Rika needs a reminder that she’s more than all of her anguish and fear, and seeing someone overcome that and get her closest friends back could do wonders.
Bonus OCs!
Lila gets The Nutcracker, not just because it was my favorite as a child, but because there’s a lot of warmth in the story itself. It’s about not giving up when you’re faced with impossible circumstance. She would be able to do that since she’s the Saeran MC, you know? She has a heart that won’t shatter when the going gets tough. Yet, she would never be able to believe she was a princess... much like how Clara in the story doesn’t realize she’s the Sugarplum Princess until her strength reveals itself in the last second.
Judas... yeah, we already know he’s going to say that Princess Charm School would be his favorite. I assume it’s because he sometimes wishes that he had been born to better parents who cared for him instead of the ones he had. It’s a cruel dream of his to discover his parents weren’t really his parents at all, but it’ll never be the case. So, he can project onto Barbie who gets to live happily with a lot of friends and a newfound family that wanted her from the start. Of course, it’s got to have drama, too, which is why the conflict here as why this princess was far from her kingdom is right for him.
Minji is our down to earth girl. I’m giving her both of the Mermaid Tale movies as they’re both very enjoyable films that she’d take to like bread and butter. This is a series about a surfer who discovers her mother is a mermaid, and tries to find her way back to her only to discover the kingdom is in need of help. I will say it’s enemies to lovers in the second film when you meet Barbie’s newest rival and it happens to be one of Minji’s favorite tropes in media. You would think I might be thinking of a more food centric Barbie movie, but, nope, it’s about sports!
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GET TO KNOW ME GAME !
tagged by · @dearhee
tagging · @koishua @yujipg @amakumos literally don't have anyone to tag 🤣 just do this even if ur name isn't here
birthday: 25th may, i wish i shared it w someone
favourite colour: rose gold, gray rose / gray lavender, ice blue
do you have pets? no, but i do have a stray cat i feed and she basically lives in my backyard
how tall are you? no
how many pairs of shoes do you own? 😵💫 around 20
favourite song: sherlock ( oceanfromtheblue ) 긴밤 ( seori ft GIRIBOY ) mimi ( youra ) by my side ( junny ) i have so many help
favourite movie: interstellar, literally the best thing ever directed. also, these are not movies but 2521 ( kor. ) first love ( jap. ) threads our tapestry of love ( jap. )
who would be your ideal partner? lee heeseung yeah, he is the standard. but fr i like people who i can communicate with easily, without much issues ( i mean, we can understand each other ) the main thing i look for is probably, how they are under pressure or how they deal with things / serious things. this is very important to me because i need that person to be there when we're going through something so it's really important that they don't avoid problems ( besides, people like that annoy me help ) also someone who's fun but is also smart ? like, we can joke around and also discuss about something academic, it's fun. i mean i love to talk about interests and how things work, everything logical. i also like pretty ppl and heeseung is very, very pretty.
do you want children? ok i'm gonna be honest. like a few years ago, i was so against it, but now, i can consider. i mean, i'm not saying i will have kids in future, but i can consider. i can at least adopt one so yeah, can consider.
have you gotten in trouble with the law? no
what colour socks are you wearing? i don't wear socks off season ( no one here does )
favourite type of music: classical, but most recently added is krnb
how many pillows do you sleep with? one
what position do you sleep in? straight ?? it's good for posture
what don’t you like when you’re sleeping: noise. loud music, or talking too much. u want to talk, go do it somewhere i am not sleeping
what do you have for breakfast: fruits / fruit juice, milk ( with toast, optional ) on school days. when i'm home, i usually have a bowl of fruits with coffee ( odd choice, i know, but it really gets me through next 5-6 hours that are very crucial )
have you ever tried archery? except in amusement parks, no
favourite fruit: guavas, grapes, kiwis, bananas
are you a good liar? very, very good liar
what’s your personality type? intj, i like being smart fr
innie or outie? former
left handed or right handed? ambidextrous hehe i can write + draw with both hands ( love me for that )
favourite food: we have these dishes called pav bhaji & idli sambhar, honestly heaven
favourite foreign food: pasta ( creme cheese one especially )
am i clean or messy? both, more on the clean side
most used phrase: innit, "just like me fr," at the most random times, "help me" as a way to express delight "sweetheart," to call my friends help does that count?
how long does it take for you to get ready: 20 minutes, at most. i don't use makeup except eyeliner & gloss but even if i opt for anything more like blush or eyeshadow, it takes 30, at most
do you talk to yourself? it's a coping mechanism
do you sing to yourself? all the time
are you a good singer? i think? i mean, i passed 2 rounds of sm global auditions so that says something
biggest fear? yk deep water? where you aren't able to see anything except pure darkness? the eerie feeling it carries? that. it's not a phobia, but it's to the point that i get scared even by looking at it in pictures so i avoid those
are you a gossip? we all are, to an extent
do you like long or short hair? medium to long
favourite school subject: science, biology specifically ( zoology, in that ) and that's why im pursuing med lolol, also i love english, engineering graphics and math minus commercial mathematics and trig
extrovert or introvert: introvert but i talk quite a lot when i'm with family or with close friends ( the classic, yk )
what makes you nervous: doing something for the first time, going to a place i've never been, MAKING SPECIMEN SLIDES i swear i've spent my highschool years making microscope slides but it never fails to make me nervous like what !! if !! there's !! an !! air bubble !! v good at it but i still have tendencies to mess up
who was your first real crush? this guy from tenth grade, we went to a competition together from school and got lost in the city so ig that's where my feelings originated from
how many piercings? 2
how many tattoos? none
how fast can you run? idk bro but it's pretty decent
what colour is your hair? black
what colour are your eyes? black
what makes you angry: when i can't do something that i know i can do ( like when i mess up a painting, or some questions ) people who think they're entitled to everything, people who talk shit behind others ( i mean we all do that, but like, i dislike ppl who use others and then talk behind their back ) people who avoid responsibilities, PEOPLE WHO ARE CRUEL WITH ANIMALS i swear if u dont treat animals nicely you will have a miserable life
do you like your name? definitely
do you want a boy or a girl as a child? can't pick
what are your strengths? i am very, very calculative so i make decisions i do not regret ( slay ) my determination is through the roof, i've been told that i'm eloquent & clear with agenda which is such a plus point for me, i have experience with tons of things ( science, math, art & painting, music, dance, basketball, volleyball, swimming, cricket, badminton, chess, baking, finance, coding & computer science, writing, tutoring, public speaking, basically everything that my parents ever made me learn plus it's v fun tbh ) i can adapt quickly, i am amazing memorizing skills, quick learner
what are your weaknesses? i know i sound like im bragging in prev question, but i have so many weaknesses to cover my strengths up . major one being finding it hard to concentrate and staying motivated, getting things done on time, my laziness god i am so lazy. it's super hard for me to build a habit and ever harder to get rid of one, i can't cook for the life in me and i have so much trouble trying to mix up with new people
what is the colour of your bedspread? teal
colour of your room: one wall is pink while rest 3 are off white
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Did you study the art of comic somewhere? If so, where did you study? I love the way you work!
I've mostly learned by doing a LOT of comics, but I have some experience from school too! Also being surrounded by incredibly talented friends helps a lot, so I always have someone to ask for advice and to talk about ideas etc.
I've actually thought about making a series of tutorials or studies, and post them on patreon for free (it’s the easiest place to archive stuff right now imo) I'm not yet sure if I have anything important to say but if it turns out to be useful to at least one people I think it’s going to be worth it haha!
so far I have planned on writing about the following;
the most important thing first... learning how to learn! figuring out your goals is the first step, and then thinking about how to get there. Are you a visual person, or more of a storyteller? there are so many aspects in comics, and it took me a while to come terms with the fact that I'm not really a drawing person, but more of a storyteller and writer, for example. sometimes people mix up illustrations with comics, which can lead in comics that are incredibly pretty but hard to read.
I also have some pretty extreme practises I learned in school that have been helpful to me, but they might not be helpful to everyone. most of my art teachers I've resonated the best with are from Russia or Eastern Europe, and they have usually a very different approach to art and the practice of making art that I see discussed online these days. so I hope people will read those parts with this in mind.
the next part would be about tools. I still consider myself a traditional artist, even if I paint my comics digitally these days. the lineart is still drawn on paper, and I only make colour work on traditional media, so there’s going to be a lot of talk about that! I don’t see too many trad media tutorials online so I hope it’ll be helpful for people wanting to try entry level stuff, as well as for people who are more familiar with trad art. I also started out as poor trad artist, so in this tuto I will also talk about how to get into trad art with literally zero budget lolol...
the last part I've thought about is the making of comics itself. and in my tutorials the emphasis will be heavily on the storytelling aspect, not the drawing. mostly I will write about how to use different storytelling techniques to cut time and focus on the parts that matter and will keep you, the creator hopefully satisfied with your work. these are more like little tidbits that I've used in Tiger, Tiger to make the progress faster, like making montages, and cutting the doing part of the action off, so we get from starting to finish right away etc etc.
these might seem a little self explanatory, but man I wish I had realized some these things earlier myself hehe! I will show some examples from Tigers, and I hope some people will find those things helpful!
EDIT// also feel free to suggest any topics that you think I might be able to give some insight on!
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Fact or Fiction?
— “OKAY get this : pro hero bakugou & pro hero reader are shipped by literally everyone bc it’s painfully obvious that the boy likes her & people keep tagging him in n*fw stories abt reader & him & he reads one & literally cannot look at reader the same & she goes “you’re acting weird. oh no, did you read the fanfics?” because SHE HAS TOO. anyways they finally end up getting together & maybe n*fw???" by anonymous.
pairing: pro hero!bakugou x fem!reader word count: 3.0k genre: pro hero au, humor/crack, smut warnings: explicit language, masturbation (bakugou), imagined oral?, bakugou is just fucking horny y’all, 18+
a/n: tysm for the request! it’s not full on heavy fucking (i’m still warming up to writing that...so prob in my next smut fic hehe) and it’s more crack than smut lolol, but i hope you like it! [y/h/n = your hero name]
GROUND ZERO AND Y/H/N SPOTTED IN KANAGAWA PREFECTURE!
Bakugou rolled his eyes. That was the headline following a Pro Hero meeting at a neighboring ward just a few weeks ago. Of course you were spotted together. You were both Pro Heroes after all.
SECRET ROMANTIC GETAWAY?: GROUND ZERO AND Y/H/N CAUGHT HOLDING HANDS AT MOUNT MITAKE
He definitely was not holding your hand. You simply dropped your wallet--for someone so good on the field, you sure were rather clumsy--and he handed it back to you. Easy as that. It was only the angle of the photograph that made it look like your fingers were interlocked.
Y/H/N SPOTTED WITH A HICKEY AFTER HER DATE WITH GROUND ZERO
There were many issues with this headline.
For one, he did not take you out on a date. Deku invited you, Iida, and Bakugou out for dinner, but of course the paparazzi captured pictures of only the two of you, making it look like a one-on-one date.
And for two, there was no hickey anywhere in sight. You had simply banged your jaw on the table while reaching down for a spoon you dropped, causing a small bruise to form on the place your jawline met your neck.
(Besides, if Katsuki were to give you a hickey--which he wouldn’t even dream of--it sure as hell wouldn’t look as sloppy as that.)
GROUND ZERO PROPOSES TO Y/H/N?!
Now this one was just bullshit.
TOP 5 HOTTEST “GROUND Y/H/N” STORIES YOU NEED TO READ
Bakugou froze at the last headline, cautiously eyeing the link before scoffing in both curiosity and disgust and exiting the window.
He knew what the article meant by stories. He was tagged in them more times than he could count. Plus, he wasn’t stupid-- Katsuki knew that people shipped his hero persona with yours and that some fans went a little overboard with the art and writing. But honestly, he didn’t pay that much mind.
In fact, he gave little to no fucks about what people chose to do in their free time, but tagging you and him in them and commenting links for you to see? That was a different story. Doing so was obnoxious and revolting and if he ever found out someone made you uncomfortable by exposing you to a the obscenity, he would make sure they suffer the consequences.
He hoped you didn’t see any of that shit in your lifetime and he sure as hell didn’t want to either.
So, of course, the universe heard his plea and decided to give him the exact opposite.
“Can’t you people fucking keep these to yourselves?” growled Bakugou when the first thing he saw as he logged onto his social medias were notifications of tags and links to obscene creations on his page.
There were drawings of him and Deku, him and Uravity, and even him and the half-and-half bastard. But the overwhelming majority of the pictures were of him and Y/H/N. Some of the art was normal enough and most of them were incredibly well drawn and pure. But a handful of them were--to put it nicely--lewd as fuck.
And Katsuki couldn’t help but feel incredibly guilty was his eyes wandered from the exposed swell of your breasts to the curves of your hip and lower to the smooth expanse of…
He squeezed his eyes shut, throwing his phone onto his sofa with a disgusted snort. Even though it was only a drawing, he felt terrible for indulging in it like that.
“Dammit, Katsuki,” he scolded himself, running his fingers through his hair as he tried not to picture how you really looked underneath your hero costume.
Now was not the time to be wondering if your skin would feel as soft under the caress of his fingertips as he had imagined. (Yet, here he was.) Nor was it the time to pick up his phone and stare at the obscene drawing of Ground Zero and Y/H/N he was tagged it. (Yet, he found himself walking over to his sofa and doing just that.)
And it was definitely not the time to be tempted by the link to the “5 Hottest” fanfictions written about the two of you. (Yet, two seconds later, the curiosity--and horniness--won over and he there it was on his screen.)
“Don’t fucking do it,” threatened Bakugou, glaring at his reflection on the darkened cellphone.
But either he wasn’t as strong-willed as he thought or his logic was rendered completely useless whenever it came to you, because he found himself reading through a 20,000-word long story about a sex pollen quirk.
In the story, a villain with said quirk attacked you on the field and the only way to relieve yourself of the unbearable pain was-- Well…an orgasm. And for some godforsaken reason, Ground Zero was the only one able to provide you with that release.
It was ridiculous and would never happen in real life, and yet something about the writing made it impossible for him to tear his eyes away.
As Bakugou continued to read, a vivid image of you sprawled out underneath him flashed before his eyes and he stifled a groan. His throat felt dry as the Ground Zero in the story trailed kisses from the swell on your breast to your sensitive navel and lower still, hands firmly gripping your hips to keep you from squirming under the assault of his tongue as your fingers tugged at his hair.
“Y/N… Fuck,” he swore under his breath, his one hand clutched his cellphone as he continued reading on, while his other hand made its way down to his semi-erect member.
His touch started light and feathery, almost tentative in a way, as he ran his fingers up and down his length in repetitive strokes. As his cock hardened, Bakugou grew more impatient and increased the pressure around his shaft, thighs tensing at the sudden spark of pleasure.
In the story, he had just finished eating you out and, to return the favor, you dropped onto your knees in front of him. You swirled your tongue around the tip of his cock and he mimicked the motions, pretending it was your mouth around his head and not his own fingers.
Oh, how he wished it was your tongue instead of his own fucking fingers…
His vision grew hazy as his phone slipped out of his grasp, forgetting the fanfiction and picturing what you would do to him instead. Your eyes would be wide open as you peered up at him through your lashes, lips wrapped around his shaft as you took him deeper into your mouth.
As his thursts grew more and more uncontrolled, a low moan slipped out of him when he gently squeezed his fingers around his member one last time.
The moment he reached his climax, Katsuki’s eyes fluttered shut as his chest rose and fell in shallow pants. He was sweaty and flushed and sprawled out on the sofa, praying you would be there between his legs when he opened his eyes.
But of course, that wasn’t the case. And all Bakugou could do was laid spent on his back, wondering how the fuck he was ever supposed face you after that happened.
“Well, fuck…”
- - - - -
It was a Saturday evening and Bakugou and some of your other Pro Hero friends were supposed to meet up at your house, but that wasn’t what ended up happening.
Instead, the moment Katsuki texted the group chat that he was almost there, every single one of your friends began making excuses as to why they could no longer show. Deku had to babysit, Yaoyorozu had a last minute dinner date, Shouto was visiting his family… And the list went on, each excuse more pathetic than the last.
And so, that was how you and Bakugou found yourselves eating Chinese take out on your sofa while a shitty reality TV show played in the background.
“So,” you said, plopping a piece of steamed broccoli in your mouth and chewing slowly. “How was your day?”
He avoided your gaze, glaring down at his container of chicken and rice. The whole evening so far was filled with one awkward encounter after another-- Entirely his fault, he could admit. But he couldn’t help it! How the fuck was Bakugou supposed to look you in the eye and pretend everything was normal when just last night he jerked off to a sex story about Ground Zero and Y/H/N?
There was simply no way.
“I’m fine,” he managed, voice gruff as he almost choked on his words.
You stared curiously at him and he tried his hardest not to look your way. He knew one look into your eyes and he would be stuck wondering how they looked rolling back into your head as he fucked you senseless.
“Why are you acting so weird?” you asked, scooting closer to him on the couch. “Are you mad at me?”
Katsuki shook his head, pressing himself against the arm rest. Maybe if he tried hard enough, he would disappear into it.
“Then what’s the matter?”
You set your food aside on the coffee table and turned your body towards him, tucking your feet underneath your legs as you leaned forward. When he jumped at your brief touch, you studied him with unwavering intensity.
“Fine, don’t tell me,” you said, sticking your tongue out.
He winced at the sight of your pink flesh. God-fucking-dammit.
You pouted when he didn’t respond, nudging his shoulder with yours. “Okay, fine. I’m only kidding-- Please, tell me!”
“Nothing’s the matter,” Bakugou lied through clenched teeth.
“Sure. You’re acting like I was after I read all those--” you cut yourself off, eyes widening in realization. “No way!”
“What?” he asked defensively.
There was no way you could have meant that you read those obscene stories… Right?
A teasing grin grew on your face as you scooted closer to him, whispering conspiratorially. “Don’t tell me you did it.”
Bakugou jerked away, your close proximity and warm breath too tantalizing after the events of last night.
“What did I do?” he repeated.
“You know what.”
He had a feeling he did know, but he damn well hoped he was wrong. “No I don’t.”
You narrowed your eyes at his avoidance before nodding understandingly. Giving him a little more room, you leaned back against the sofa and folded on leg across the other. (Unfortunately for Bakugou, all that did was draw more attention to your exposed thighs-- Or, as the fanfiction called it, “a long expanse of smooth skin leading to a delectable center.”)
“Remember that one week around Deku’s birthday when I was ignoring you?” you asked suddenly.
He snorted at the memory. “Yeah. You didn’t reply to my messages for days and when we saw each other at his birthday dinner, you turned into a bumbling mess and tried to leave the room.”
To this day, Katsuki still wasn’t certain what exactly had happened that caused you to avoid him like that, but he has a sinking suspicion he was about to find out.
“Exactly!” you agreed. “I got flustered whenever you were around and could hardly think straight.” You turned your body towards him once more, crossing your arms across your chest and accidentally pushing your breasts up. (Not that he noticed.) “Me back then? That’s how you’re acting right now!”
His nose crinkled indignantly. “Bullshit! That doesn’t describe me at all.”
“Oh, really?”
He nodded as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
“Hmm,” you drawled, leaning forward and giving him a clear sight of your cleavage. Bakugou almost choked on air at the sudden assault. “If that’s true, then why have you been staring at my boobs the whole time we were talking? And why does your vein look like its about to pop out of your neck from your overwhelming self-control?”
“And why are you spewing all these lies?!”
You smiled knowingly and he wasn’t sure whether he wanted to wipe the look off your face with an explosion or with a kiss.
“They’re not lies. Do you know how I know that?”
Katsuki rolled his eyes. There was no reason to argue any longer. “Hmph.”
“Because I was once in your shoes, too, young grasshopper,” you said serenely. Before he could get mad at you for fucking around like that, you continued. “I know you read those stories.”
This time, there was no almost-- He really did choke in surprise. You stared at him in alarm, moving closer to gently pat his upper back as he coughed up the fucking air. As if today wasn’t embarrassing enough…
“What stories?” he wheezed, trying to save face.
The word was such a vague term. It could have referred to many things. Maybe you got tired of hearing stories about how great of a Pro Hero Ground Zero was… No. That didn’t make sense even to him.
“Oh, come on. You don’t have to play dumb with me, Bakugou. You know what I’m talking about. And I know you’ve read them-- It’s written all over your face!”
Bakugou made an indignant noise of protest, but what you said next shocked him into silence.
“I know that look on your face very well… Because I’ve read them, too.”
He could only blink in response.
“After I read one, I couldn’t look you in the eye for weeks!” you said, shaking your head with an embarrassed, yet amused, smile. “When I saw you at Deku’s birthday party, I couldn’t even glance your way without thinking about ‘the beads of sweat framing your flushed face’ or ‘the way your red eyes darkened at the captivating sight sprawled out underneath you’.”
An angry blush invaded his cheeks and made its way to his neck and ears as the image flooded his head. Bakugou felt an uncomfortable heat as he tugged at the collar of his shirt. But nothing in the world could prepare him for what you were about to say.
“And don’t even get me started on your ‘big tiddies’,” you huffed, pursing your lips disdainfully.
There was one beat of silence… Two…
“My big what?” he forced out.
You shrugged drumming your fingertips along the couch cushion. “You know-- It’s what your fans call your pectoral muscles.”
If it were possible to die from embarrassment, Katsuki was sure it was bound to happen to him within the next few seconds.
First, you admitted to reading those lewd stories about the two of you. Second, you recited direct quotes about what was most likely his orgasm-face verbatim. And third, you were talking about tits while yours were resting comfily atop your crossed arms.
You tilted your head to the side, deep in thought. “Now that I look at them… They are rather big. I bet they’re bigger than mine.”
Well, if yours were anything like the drawing he saw yesterday, he would have to say you were wrong. Utterly and completely wrong.
“I don’t think you have to worry about that,” Bakugou muttered under his breath as he eyed your breasts, only loud enough for him to hear.
“Hmm?”
“Nothing.”
Shrugging, you brushed off his comment with a pensive look on your face. “Your fans’ description of your chest is so spot on, I’m beginning to wonder if the other things they’ve said are facts too.”
“What other things have you heard?”
“That you have a nice ass. But just one look at your butt in those jeans is enough to prove them right.”
Bakugou’s embarrassment faded away at the compliment. He did have a nice ass. And he damn well worked hard for it too. He puffed up in his seat at your praise while you rolled your eyes in amusement.
“Yours is pretty nice, too.”
“Thanks,” you mumbled, sticking your tongue out at his teasing. God, if he saw that fucking tongue one more time tonight… He wasn’t sure what was bound to happen. “You know what else they said? That you’re packing.”
Your eyes flitted downwards to his jeans and he shifted in his seat to subconsciously give you a clearer view. You made a quiet nose of surprise but didn’t back away, instead meeting his gaze with a darkened look.
Only the sound of the static from the forgotten television played as neither of you wanted to move and break the fragile moment. When you swallowed slowly, taking your plush lower lip between your teeth, Bakugou decided he was done with letting you have the upper hand.
“You know,” Katsuki said slowly, his voice so gruff it startled even himself, “I guess there’s only one way to find out if that’s true or not.”
The air was thick as you crossed and uncrossed your legs. “W-What exactly are you saying?”
Bakugou smirked. “Not so cocky now, huh?”
You puffed your cheeks up in a pout that did nothing to help Katsuki’s thinning self-control.
“Cat got your tongue?”
“No, but a loud-mouthed asshole got on my nerves.”
He scoffed in laughter, taken aback by your blunt tone. Shrugging as you sulked, he warned, “Don’t start something you can’t finish, baka.”
“Oh, I can finish just fine,” you remarked with a challenging look in your eyes. “Don’t you worry about me. And I bet when I’m finished, you’ll see it won’t be like the lewd stories you’ve read.”
Tilting his head to the side, he met your gaze without backing down. “It won’t?”
“Nope. It’ll be better. Because it’s the real thing.”
“Is that a fact?”
With a mischievous grin, you leaned closer to Bakugou and craned your neck up so your face was mere inches from his. Using his own words against him, you replied, “Guess there’s only one way to find out.”
And it was safe to say that, yes, the real thing was leagues better than the stories could ever imagine it to be.
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@tangycoleslaw Hey! I wanted to request for a ship request for enhypen. Also your asks weren’t open so i hope it was alright to ask here :)
basic info:
- im 18, 02/10/03
- sun: aquarius
moon: gemini
rising: leo
- infp 9w1
- 5’3
- shoulder length black hair, and curtain bangs
-deep brown eyes (not rlly noticeable they’re brown)
Personality:
- im pretty reserved, but still pretty warm whenever people come up to me
- also rlly introverted
- rlly independent
- with close friends i love to joke around a lot and make them smile
- even though I like to tease and play a lot, I still keep it serious when it comes to other’s personal problems and stuff
- heard from friends that im pretty mature?
- also rlly relaxed and easy going, i was told i give off a very comfortable atmosphere
- i can get rlly emotional, in an empathetic way
- awkward as hell, most of the time i wish i knew how to communicate better
- i don’t really get angry all that often, just irritated at times but even then im able to cool off pretty easily
- pretty spiritual type of person
-i can get pretty competitive
- terrible with confrontation and speaking my mind though i can if it’s people im close to
Interests and hobbies
- love to draw (actually becoming an animation major to pursue that in the future ><)
- playing video games
- watching anime
- inline skating
- fashion (im still learning to be better at it but my aesthetics shift all the time since i get bored with staying with only one lolol)
- crocheting (specifically crocheting small plushies, its rlly random but it’s something i got rlly absorbed in)
- reading
- eating a bunch of desserts and sweets (its not a hobby but i just like desserts)
Thanks for taking the time to read and do these 💕💕💕 (also hope that wasn’t too long to read)
thank you for the ask and sorry for the trouble, the asks are open now, if anyone want to request anything
I ship you with Heeseung !
you both are caring nature and introvert
both are teasing and relaxing but can be serious
being an idol is really stressful specially and as you are a infp, your empathy level is high so you can understand him and support him
and heeseung is a type who would appreciate your calm, flexible attitude
talk about your interests, heeseung will definitely try these with you, even if he doesn't know how to do it
heeseung is more of a organised type of guy so you can also help him to get more relaxed and flexible
while heeseung can help you, organize your activities in a way where you can able to do all of them and maybe try something new too
heeseung loves playing games, so you can play together and he might sometimes let you win too
you can also show him your drawing or he might join you in drawing
heeseung also have a high empathy so he would understand you a lot
and seeing as he is older than you he will definately try to take care of you, but yk he is still a baby
he is also an emotional baby, so you both can give each other a shoulder
also i once did a reading of heeseung's ideal type which said that he would like to have a s/o who doesn't mind others buisness and haves the patience to take things at their own pace
he would like to have someone who isn't all extrovert but would stand up for their friends, which kinda matches yours
that's it, i hope you like it
I'm sorry if this wasn't what you expected
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Episode 27: The One where I Want to Punch Basically Every Sect Leader in the Face. Repeatedly. With a Chair.
And we start off back in the rain, AKA OUR ENDLESS TEARS
Wwx is like, do you remember our promise?
And lwj flashbacks TO THEIR LANTERN SCENE FROM THE ONE WHERE LWJ FINALLY SEES THE LIGHT
WE GET TO SEE LWJ’S PRECIOUS BABY FACE AS HE FALLS HEAD OVER HEELS IN THAT FLASHBACK
IT HURTS SO GOOD
Wwx: i wished to stand with justice and live without regrets. But tell me now, who’s strong, who’s weaker? Who’s right and who’s wrong?
Lwj: wei ying!
Oh god, his voice! HE’S DISTRESSED
Wwx: is this the promise we pledged our lives to keep?
THEY BOTH LOOK SO HEARTBROKEN RN
Oh, look, lwj is doing the deathgrip of gay yearning on bichen again. We haven’t seen that in awhile AND I WISH WE WEREN’T SEEING IT NOW
Okay, but for real, how can lwj look so hurt here when the actor is literally doing nothing with his face??
I know i’ve mentioned that before, BUT C’MON, HOW?? HOW DOES THAT EVEN WORK??
Wwx: my only regret is that i didn’t stop the jin clan who took living people as bait
I REGRET YOU NOT TAKING DOWN THE JIN CLAN TOO
WE COULD’VE AVOIDED SO MANY PROBLEMS IF WE’D JUST KILL OFF 90% OF THAT CLAN, OMG
And now wwx is all, i missed my chance to protect wen ning before so now i MUST leave to save him
BC WWX IS THE BEST MOST HONORABLE PERSON IN THE WORLD
Oh no
Oh noooo
He’s pulling out his demon flute. We’re gonna get THAT SCENE
Wwx: lan zhan, if i finally have to fight them, i’d prefer to fight with you
Wwx: if i am doomed to die, at least i can be killed by you. That would be worth it.
HE SAYS THAT BC HE TRUSTS VIRTUOUS LWJ TO STOP HIM IF HE REALLY IS IN THE WRONG
AND I AM SCREAMING IN PAIN RN
BC LOOK AT LWJ’S FACE
HE’S LISTENING TO HIS SOULMATE TELL HIM THAT HE WANTS HIS DEATH TO BE AT HIS HAND
Oh god, he’s doing the bichen deathgrip again
He tears his gaze away from wwx and turns to the side TO LET THEM ALL GO PAST
EYES LOWERED AS HIS HEART BREAKS INTO A MILLION PIECES
HE’S CRYING OH GOD HE’S CRYING
THERE ARE TEARS GOING DOWN HIS FACE, OH GOD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING
HE DIDN’T EVEN CRY WHEN HIS HOME GOT BURNED AND HIS FAMILY WAS MISSING AND/OR DYING
And now he drops his umbrella to the ground AS HE TRIES TO DROWN HIMSELF IN THE RAIN
*HYSTERICAL SOBBING*
THEY PACKED ALL THAT HEARTBREAK INTO THE FIRST 6MIN OF THE EPISODE, WTF, SOMEBODY STAB ME
And after all that emotional torture we get Plot Stuff happening
Blah blah wwx at the burial mounds blah blah sect leader banquet blah blah
Ugh, gross, they’re letting the idiot sect leaders talk again
They’re all blah blah wwx is evil blah blah he murders ppl blah blah we hate him blah blah
SHUT UP YOU BUNCH OF WALKING HUMAN-RIGHTS-VIOLATIONS
This whole part here is so difficult to watch. They’re literally just trash-talking my PRECIOUS SUNSHINE BOY
Jc, lwj, and lxc look visibly uncomfortable with what’s going down and they kind of sort of tried to defend wwx but they didn’t present a united front or hold their ground
Instead they let yao and ouyang run their stupid mouths
Anyway
Here’s little itty bitty bits of almost wangxiantics in the middle of this mess
Jgs: yeah, jc, i know wwx is your trusted bro and all but idk if wwx actually respects your authority. Do something about it, maybe
Lwj: *subtly glares at jgs*
And then everyone joins in on dragging wwx’s name through the mud bc apparently that’s the hot new thing in the cultivator world
If you look closely while this is happening, you can see that lwj legit GRINDS HIS TEETH with how much he’s holding back. MY POOR BB HAVING TO SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO EVERYONE DISPARAGE HIS SOULMATE
Jgs: wwx totally doesn’t respect you, jc, my bro. Everyone here heard him say how much he thinks you suck or whatever
Lwj: No I didn’t.
OOOOH, LWJ IS ANGRY AS HELL
HE’S OUTRIGHT GLARING AT JGS
Jgs: what??
Lwj: i never heard wei ying say that, nor did i see him disrespect clan leader jiang
HANGUANG-JUN I LOVE YOU, LOOK AT YOU DEFENDING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, I’M SO PROUD OF YOU
And ugh, disgusting, jgy steps in to be all “oh, well, wwx said so many awful things that day, who can possibly remember the specifics?”
Lwj visibly swallows here, as if he’s choking back a response, and his lips are all pursed.
HE’S FURIOUS. HE’S ROILING WITH IMPOTENT ANGER, WHICH IS THE WORST KIND OF ANGER, TBH
That’s all the wangxiantics we get from that terrible awful sect leader banquet
THOSE SECT LEADERS NEED TO GET PUNCHED IN THE FACE
LIKE, A LOT
WITH A CHAIR
OR A TABLE
YOU KNOW WHAT, LET ME JUST TAKE BICHEN AND BEAT THEM ALL WITH IT
OR BETTER, YET, I’LL USE BAXIA. I WON’T EVEN CUT THEM UP. I’LL JUST BEAT THEM WITH THE BROAD PART
*ANGRY YELLING*
Oh, wait a minute. Wait a minute!
This isn’t a wangxiantic
But it is an EPIC MOMENT that should be commemorated.
Because here we get…
*drum roll*
MIANMIAN BEING A BOSS
Jz: blah blah wwx kills our people indiscriminately blah blah
Mm: not indiscriminately
Mm: indiscriminate is not accurate
And everyone around her is like, confused and offended because they’re assholes
Mm: in this specific case, if the overseers did abuse the Wen prisoners and kill wen ning, then what wwx did was not “killing indiscriminately”
Ouyang: nah, the overseers said they never abused/killed anyone
Mm: OF COURSE THEY’D FUCKING SAY THAT. THEY DON’T WANT TO FACE PUNISHMENT, YOU IDIOT
(okay, she didn’t call him an idiot outright or swear, but it was totally there in her tone of voice and also ouyang is an idiot so there)
Mm: you all think you’re so smart and voice your opinions so loudly
Mm: I SECEDE FROM THIS BULLSHIT. FUCK THE JIN CLAN AND YOUR STUPID CLAN POLITICS
And she throws down her jin robes and mARCHES RIGHT OUT OF THAT SHITHOLE WITH HER HEAD HELD HIGH
MIANMIAN PLEASE MARRY ME
Lwj watches her do that and two seconds later follows her out bC HE RECOGNIZES BADASSERY WHEN HE SEES IT (and also she defended the love of his life)
And that badass moment ends
But the banquet of idiots keeps going
The jin clan needs to learn how to shut the fuck up
God, they just go on and on and on
Why are they torturing me like this
OH WAIT, WE’RE OUTSIDE THE BANQUET HALL NOW
We see lwj and mm standing together on a terrace, talking to each other
BUT WE DON’T GET TO HEAR WHAT THEY SAY TO EACH OTHER AND THAT HAUNTS ME TO THIS DAY
WHAT DID THEY SAY
TELL MEEEEEEE
Oh, side note to let you all know this direct quote from nmj - “that girl really has a backbone.”
Okay nmj, i’m slightly less angry at you now. I won’t try to beat you with bichen or a table or a chair.
(but now i kinda wish mm would join the nie clan. I think she’d do well there and also i want to see her carry a gigantic saber)
We get some chitchat with the Official Bros™ but idc let’s move on
(tho i do appreciate the look nmj gives jgy, like, HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME lolol)
Ooooh, now we’re getting lan fam time
ANGRY lan fam time, uh oh.
Lqr: lwj, have you regretted it? I didn’t punish you when you broke into the Forbidden Chamber bc i thought you’d self-reflect
Lqr: you shouldn’t have gone to qiongqi way and let wwx go. Should you make one mistake after another?
And lwj is kneeling in front of him this whole time with a blank face
Lqr: what’s the use of getting you to memorize the Great Big Book of Lan Fam Rules?? Tell me, what is rule 52?
Lwj: No association with evil
He answers immediately and without any inflection to his voice.
Lqr: did you forget what happened to your father???
AND WE FINALLY GET A REACTION HERE
Lwj practically gasps and lifts his gaze to meet his uncle head-on
Lwj: my mother, she…!
Lqr: hold your tongue!
And just like that, lwj shuts down again; expression flat and gaze lowered
GOD, THIS CLAN HAS HURT HIM SO MUCH THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE
I MEAN, THEY MUST’VE, FOR HIM TO BE ABLE TO JUST DISCONNECT LIKE THAT
THAT IS NOT THE BEHAVIOR OF A NORMAL WELL-ADJUSTED PERSON
Basically the entire lan clan needs to go to therapy, like, STAT
Oh, i just noticed, lwj has his fists clenched at his sides. He’s clenching them hard, too. I think they’re trembling a bit, actually…
Lqr: i’ve been taking care of you since you were a kid; you’re like my son.i was strict bc i wanted you to stick to the right path and avoid your father’s tragedy
Lqr: that’s what i wanted to say to you. I hope you choose the right path. You may leave.
Lwj still bows respectfully before taking his leave
And i’m sure y’all are wondering, hey trensu, why did you make us endure that angry lan fam time that hurt us deep in our soul?? That wasn’t wangxiantic at all!
That’s where you're wrong, my friends!
It’s actually SUPER wangxiantic bc lqr kept drawing parallels to lwj’s dad the practically whole time
You know, the dad that married their mother who murdered some guy and had the whole world turn against her.
(Sound familiar?)
The same mother that dad loved with his entire being and did what he could to keep her safe from the ramifications of her actions? By marrying her? And hiding her in the cloud recesses?
YEAH, HE’S EQUATING WANGXIAN WITH LWJ’S PARENTS’ TRAGIC ROMANCE
Bc, you know, that’s a totally hetero comparison to make lol
Oh, now we get to see our favorite Disaster Het be less of a disaster
We’re not going into detail here bc we’re not here for hetero shenanigans, yuck (actually, i’m apparently weak to Pining Idiots of all kinds bc this whole jzx/jyl scene is giving me tender feelings)
BUT
I do want to add that OMG FOR REAL LWJ AND JZX HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON WHEN IT COMES TO THEIR LOVE LIVES, IT’S FANTASTIC
I NEED 10 MILLION FICS OF THEM COMMISERATING OVER THEIR SHARED DISASTER-NESS
Also, how the HELL did jzx end up being the one who was able to express his intentions clearly? He was all “please don’t go to the burial mounds, stay here with me so i can protect you from all who would want to hurt you”
DAMN IT LWJ, IF YOU’D JUST SAY THAT TO WWX, HE’S UNDERSTAND WHAT’S GOING ON.
YOU CAN’T JUST BE ALL “COME TO GUSU” WITH NO EXPLANATION
Jzx accomplished this before you did, YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED.
Huh, okay, i guess i did go into a bit of detail with that hetero nonsense. Oh well.
Now we’re at the burial mounds again with wwx
AND WE SEE A-YUAN PROPERLY FOR THE FIRST TIMEEEEE!!
ANY A-YUAN MOMENT IS BY DEFAULT A WANGXIANTIC, GUYS, TRUST ME.
AAHHHH, WE SEE A-YUAN DO THAT LEG-GRABBY THING HE DOES!!!
HE’S SO CUTE. TOO ADORABLE.
I LOVE YOU A-YUAN
Lol, wwx is all if you don’t let go i’ll plant you like a turnip
And a-yuan plops himself down in the dirt like YOUR THREATS DON’T WORK ON ME, OLD MAN, I LIKE BEING IN THE DIRT
Then he asks wwx for 3 elder brothers and 2 elder sisters, awwww. He thinks wwx can grow them in the garden (like cabbage patch kids!!!)
Plot stuff happens
Blah blah wwx and wq share moment blah blah jc shows up blah blah
Lol
Jc sees that glowing talisman door thing and is like THAT SIGN WON’T STOP ME BC I CAN’T READ
And then whips it down with zidian
Now we get some feelings-laden Yunmeng bros time
A-yuan shows up and leg-grabs jc and it’s ADORABLE
But jc yells at him bc he’s a JERK
Wwx scolds jc and then is a Dad to a-yuan: don’t put your hand in your mouth, you were just touching dirt!
Awww, we get to see jc fight back a smile at this! HE WANTS TO BE AN UNCLE, I JUST KNOW IT.
Plot plot plot stuff happens
More plot stuff happens
And the episode ends with us still in the burial mounds with the yunmeng bros
And you know what, i’m just gonna focus on our BAMF mianmian moment bc quite frankly the rest of the episode either had me in tears of anguish or spitting mad. There was no inbetween.
I’m gonna end up having blood pressure problems at this rate.
I’m too poor young to have blood pressure problems.
The Jin clan better pay for any medical bills I get because of them, I'm just saying
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awwww i’m here now darling so you better feel amazing <33333
ok miss i see the subtle flex you just pulled on me, just say your team is op and go... :pp jk!! no but yeah if you’re stronger than the goddamn bosses it usually goes easily. can’t say i’ve seen those days in a while tho rip
YOU ARE MY BABY!!!!!! you could do a doodle for me and i’ll literally cry abt it until i die. ooooh that seems good tho??? especially ningguang and beidou... the ladies are making a comeback 🥴 i agree with you actually!! i’d love for chongyun to come back (so you can get his c6 mostly) and for selfish reasons i want razor to come back to... bc boy scouts. i really want the boy scouts... hope it happens soon tho 🥺
speaking of boy scouts i just got him.... xingqiu.. i felt so bad bc i know how much you want him... :( but i didn’t get any xiangling so. i lost successfully shskdhsk. also I WISH they had cross-server co-op more than ever at this moment bc then we could do our chongyun + xingqiu dates... 🥺
cluna you’re literally so cool! you work through them? help couldn’t be me. i get super annoyed and if it’s not working i’ll just let it go and write something else instead shskdhdksk. for instance, i was working on this fic two months ago and i got really far into it when i hit a writers block. so, its just been collecting dusts for months now. a couple days ago i accidentally stumbled upon it and realize the potential it had so i might pick it up sksjdkd. i was literally prepared to just let it rot like so many other fics i write. so yeah idk sometimes i just give up because it’s easier even if it hurts me bc i spent so much time writing them sjshdkdj. yikes.
right?? and when you write a fic that takes place during the day you can get inspired by the atmosphere outside!! and yes!! i have to study outside i can’t get anything done at home. i used to be able to do that when i was younger but now it feels sooo impossible. especially with online school and stuff. either i go to a library, cafe or school. although most of these are closed now so i have to book a room somewhere to study. do you have a specific area at home where you write or can you just sit down anywhere and study?
for sure!! if i had the space i’d absolutely consider buying more books. right now i just have them scattered around everywhere (even some in my makeup drawer shdjdh). do you have a bookshelf? 🥺 that’s so pretty...! what are some of your other favorites btw? oh grade school is basically class 1 to 9... so from 6 years old to 15? girl no worries i know how difficult it is to understand all of that. when my friends used to explain their countries school systems before i’d just sit like owl eyes.
THE ALBEDO FANART!!!!! during his quest i took sooo many screenshots god he’s just perfect. he’s such a gentle and sweet boy ughhhhh.... he’s been gone for 2 days and i already miss him. and xiao and aether are just... yeah... i love how everyone ships aether with the boys yet i don’t think i’ve ever seen lumine shipping fanart? let’s just say gay rights and leave it at that.
BEFORE I CLICKED ON THE LINK I HAD A FEELING IT WOULD BE THAT POST.... literally us!!!! don’t make one in america no worries!! idk why my acc was set to that lmao. i’ll make one in asia tonight and just hustle for a few weeks until i reach co-op (i think it was ar 15?) plus i really want aether so i’m kind of not so stressed about it tbh? god i’m actually so exciiiiiteeeeed...... 😭 you gotta promise you’ll help me with domains and bosses tho you’re gonna be at a much higher rank than me while i’ll just be a little nooby girl. 😭
thank you so much for the encouragement!!! ♥️
today i didn’t keep you waiting too long, hehe. i missed you too much. but you’re porobably asleep now though :( oh well, can’t wait to hear from you my love <333
hiya!! i’m still up bc i miscalculated the length of a fic chdjcnskjd and thought to check if you’d sent anything before i went to sleep!! made me v excited to see there was not only 1 but 2 asks from you hehe (also it’s 2am rn so apologies for any incoherence!!)
AHAHAH fjskdjskdn genuinely tho,,, i’m really happy with my team rn LOL. and noooo you’ll get there someday!! before your world level increases and you’re stuck being many levels below the bosses again fhdjdjkd it’s a cycle 😩
NFKSKDLAKS i wish i could manage even a doodle… drawing hair is literally my worst nightmare (along with drawing anything else tbh) and all the genshin charas have such complex layered hair ugh it’s like they don’t want me to even try. yass beiguang (idk if that’s their ship name) actual queens 👑. razor!!!! what a good boye. i love his idle animation so much, pls he deserves everything 🥺🥺 and you deserve to get the boy scouts!!! can’t wait for that day to come <33
AHHH!!!! no don’t feel bad i’m so happy for you omg… live out all my xingqiu-having dreams for me please 😩😩😩😩 our xingyun dates!!!! some day it’ll be a reality <333
DHJAJSHS nooooo fuck writer’s block 😤😤😤 but i hope you’re able to finish that fic now!! (vaguely, if you prefer) what’s it about? also i have plenty of fics/ideas just rotting too, but that’s usually bc i get caught up in a new idea which i like more ? i think? lmao so yeah i definitely do give up on my fics too omg wait do you have those fics where you’re like omg this concept is god tier i’m so big brained and then you write out a scene and then it’s like … wtf do i do with this now? HAHAHAH like my attention span is slowly too short to write any long af fics, i can’t stay dedicated or interested enough for that but a lot of the ideas i have have the potential to be those 300k 40 chapter slow burn etc etc so there are so many docs in my drive that are just. works with like 2-3 written scenes and an entirely fleshed out plan but i know i’ll never actually end up writing it bc of aforementioned factors lolllll. that’s another reason why i think about just releasing all my wips some day! so people can see all the ideas im unable to execute jfjsndns. do you [like] writing super long fics like that? i admire your tenacity if you do ahah
agreeeeeed <3 and oh i see!! i always feel like people who don’t study at home are so studious fjskdksk it gives off that kinda vibe for me 🤪 and i have a study! so i usually do most of my work there. sometimes tho when i get bored and if i’m not watching a lecture i’ll sit on my couch or on the floor and change things up a bit lolol
djxkkakdks omg don’t let your makeup ruin the books.. or is the makeup more important djskskks. i do have a bookshelf!! it has like… 6 levels? and it’s all full 😳😳 other faves are defs the hunger games (catching fire >>>>>>>>) and you know the others like percy jackson, divergent, the mortal instruments. oh and the maze runner!!!!!!! the prequel (? sequel???) is probably one of the recent books i’ve actually read, even tho that was like back in 2017 lmao. i liked the john green stuff too.. just a lot of the like. basic ones LMAO. hbu??
6-15??? damn that’s an interesting range djsksk i guess the closest for us would be primary school which covers ages 6-12!
albedo is legit SO prettt and for what. his hair, his eyes, his soft spoken manner. ugh 😩😩😩 and taking a bunch of screenshots is a big mood!! ooo i’ve seen some lumine ones but yeah def not a lot ! (i know there’s discourse surrounding that lmao) but yes gay rights 😤 wait that reminds me i saw the cutest razor pic the other day and saved it i’ll show you when i’m in a more awake state to attach the image fjdjnd
!!!!!! ours minds… actually connected 🧠
okay that sounds good!!! and yeah wtf why does co-op unlock so like late lol let us play together NOW 😤 and good luck with starting again!! and have fun with aether hehe we’ll be able to have both ours meet 🤪🤪 AND YES I PROMISE!!!! i’ll carry you until we’re both the same AR and we can suffer fighting bosses together <3 you can just sit back and watch me do all the work 🤪 i’m super excited too!!! 🤩🤩🤩 and thank you for doing thisss even tho i know you said you don’t mind but still!! 💗💘💝💕💓💗💞
no problem!!! i believe in you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
eagerly (but patiently) anticipating your response~ xo!
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i go back and forth with, yea the dude is dating this girl, so what. to wow its kinda funny all this is happening now right around the release of their movie. and the editor or whatever of cmbyn says that yesterday and today theyre wandering around together and shes wearing his shirt. idk, maybe its both their together and their playing it up. or its all fake. or its real. dont get it lol best to keep it light tho and realize the only real love is btwn him and armie lolol
Oh,nonnie, you asked (or maybe not lol):
What is truth? That question is keeping philosophers going since the old Greeks. Can we ever know what another person truely thinks and feels? What do we really know about people we interact with personally? We live in our cave and stare at shadows. So how can we assume anything about people we really don’t know at all?
Well, there are a few approaches. One is that you admit that you know nothing, that everything you believe (not know) is made up in your head anyway, so you can built YOUR OWN FANTASY. And it’s nothing wrong with that, as long as you stay aware that IT IS A FANTASY. You can’t prove or disprove a fantasy because it’s all in your head anyway, it’s highly subjective and made up.
And we are not curing cancer here, this is fun, so believe what you want if it helps you getting on with your life.
And isn’t it nice if you write or draw about THIS FANTASY and post it in fan spaces and find likeminded people with similar FANTASIES and you share them and a fandom grows and everyone has fun and is happy?
So, if, in this regard and context, for you, A&T are the greatest love story that ever happened, or LRD&T are the greates love story that ever happened, or Tim is secretly a shapeshifter, or a vampire, or is boning Glen Close - FINE! Knock yourself out. Believe what you want. Only, don’t insult or ridicule those who SHIP/dream/believe something else. Because no ship (aka FANTASY) is better than the other and there’s no truth to be found in a FANTASY. You either believe it or not and believe something else. It’s totally subjective and - as a FANTASY- there’s nothing wrong with that.
Trying to prove a fantasy is what leads to insanity. Believe me, it’s not that I wasn’t tempted at one point. Only, you know, I’m a scientist. And in science, when we start an experiment, we have a question or an assumption that we want to prove, not already an answer.
Because I don’t have to prove something that I know is true. You still with me? When I start to look for clues that A&T are together, lead by my knowledge (not assumption or question if) that they are together, of course I will only prove what I started with in the first place and ignore/disregard everything that speaks against my knowledge because I’ve known the truth from the beginning and will produce a narrative accordingly. This is called confirmation bias.
In that context, even the absence of proof is proof for something - and at this point, you can’t argue with people who work like this because they have made their mind up long before they entered the argument. They had the answer before the question. For them, there isn’t an argument at all, because they KNOW. End of story.
True, sometimes the dog NOT barking is evidence. But for that to work there has to be a dog in the first place. If you don’t know that there is a dog, it not barking proves nothing.
So, again, can’t we know anything about anything? Well, there’s a thing called probability. Not all arguments are equally valid, some are more reasonable than others because we have experience, context, and from that we draw conclusions re the probability of things.
But lets first look at the evidence presented in favour of certain theories. I’ve been on this train for over 2 years. I saw a lot of the things going round in fandom and taken as proof for or against something now as it happened - and I have to say, many things got taken out of context and were blown up to much more proportian and meaning than at the time things happened. Pics have been cut in certain ways so people have been removed to make them look more intimate. Things no one has ever seen or knows anything about are suddenly taken as facts (a marriage contract, for example) just because they’ve been repeated so often by fans that they’ve been talked into existing.
These proofs are often photographic ‘evidence’. But pictures lie. And can be manipulated. What we see in them depends on lighting, angels etc. If you take a pic or vid out of context it can look as if it shows something totally different than it originally did. So never base anything solely on a single picture you didn’t even take yourself. Always ask for the context it has been taken in. Is it a fan snapshot? Is it a directed photoshoot? Has it been made during an official promo event? These things matter to determine the validity of the things show in these pictures.
For example, look at this:
Isn’t that a lovely pic of A&T? Doesn’t T look totally shagged out, bathing in the afterglow while Armie tells the world: ‘Look, he is mine!’ This is the photo as I saw it on tumblr.
This is the original:
As you can see, Tim is probably laughing at something Petra Collins says to him. This changes the whole context. And these things happened quite often in the early days because we were shippers, we knew that we were wearing our shipper goggles, we spun a FANTASY, quite aware that what we were doing was playing freely with the facts. It wasn’t about proving something, it was about illustrating a fantasy. Taking these things now as proof for anything is absurd.
Same goes for interviews. These can be cut and edited in certain ways. Watch a whole press conference, not just the part your shipper heart loves if you want to get the whole picture (or live in the one sentence that makes your shipper heart flutter if this is just about your FANTASY).
As said in the beginning: no one on here knows these people and their circumstances. We didn’t even go to school with them, worked with them, or are their neighbours or in any direct contact with them whatsoever. So we base our judgement solely on currated content provided by them or people close to them, and public appearances that happen in a certain context like a movie premiere, and on very random public sightings by people we also don’t know and whose statements we can’t verify.
We can’t really built anything about their private lives upon these things, can we? It’s all highly speculative.
Okay, after having discussed the reliability of our evidence, lets move on to how to sort it. There is this thing called probability. In theory, everything is equally likely over an infinite period of time. But in reality, humans are able to learn from experience. And experience teaches us that some things are more likely than others.
Then there are facts. Facts are things we know to be true because they haven’t been falsified yet. For example, Armie is married. I know, there are many rumors going around about the state of his marriage, but as long as he’s not publicly divorced he got publicly married to EC and that’s the only thing we can work with. Otherwise, our already pretty sketchy footing slips away completely if we only work with hearsay, specualtion and gossip, and we end up with a fantasy again.
So, in our case: do we really think that friends, family, spouses, girlfriends, colleagues, ex-colleagues, ‘the press’ and random people on the internet are all conspiring since June 2016 together to hide that two actors - who to large parts of the world are totally unknown - are in a relationship, when, on the other hand, we have photographic evidence from multiple independent sources - and in Armie’s case even a marriage certificate and 2 children - showing that they are both with someone else?
Okay, but we’ve discussed the unreliability of photos. True. But it’s not just one cropped pic showing T with LRD. There are many, taken over a long period, by different people, professionally and privately. That makes them being a fact much more probable because why should all these people, who took those pics and reported sightings and don’t know each other and do gain nothing from their lies, lie? Isn’t it much more probable that what these pics show us is the truth?
On the other hand, what solid evidence do we have that A&T are a couple? We don’t even have one photo showing them kissing outside of a movie they made together 3 years ago. Compare this to pap and private pics of T&LRD kissing, that have been taken over a period of a year by different people. What does probability tell us here? That something we’ve never seen is more likely to be happening than something we’ve seen on different occasions, documented by different people independently for 12 months?
Isn’t it more likely that a man who’s never been seen out in public romantically involved with another man, who is married for years and has 2 children - is straight?
Isn’t it more likely that another man, who’s never been seen out in public romantically involved with another man either, who’s only other relationship the public knows of was with a girl, who - if he talks about his private life at all - talks about kissing a girl or wanting to impress a girl, who’s been photographed at different occasions by different people kissing a girl - is straight?
Leave aside what you want them to be and look at the facts, as sketchy as they are.
If you look seriously at what little facts we have - there is nothing reliable connecting A&T romantically that can’t be explained by them being friends and having filmed a movie together over 3 years ago. Everything else is subjective, projection, hearsay, wishful thinking, a fantasy, shipping, gossip, rumors.
Documented facts show us that their reality is incongruent with our ship. And if we start to disregard those facts it leads to sending hate to these very people because fans who took a ship for something real feel betrayed. So, please, sort facts from fantasy, take a look at the facts (not at projection, hearsay, wishful thinking, a fantasy, shipping, gossip, rumors) and draw your own conclusion.
What do you think is more probable when you look at proven facts? Probable, not true. There’s the possibility that I might get proven wrong someday. But, to me, all real evidence points towards T&LRD and AH&EC.
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BOTW RANT-ISH INCOMING
Okay okay..since the botw 2 sequel trailer, I’ve been thinking of something..
Nintendo, for breath of the wild, decided to give a reason behind Link’s silence for the first time. (Correct me if I’m wrong) saying that he felt the weight of hyrule on his shoulders and felt like he couldn’t put his say in anything and bear the huge responsibilities if I’m remembering correctly.
So we see why the hero is mostly blank and silent in the flashbacks with Zelda and the Champions.
But yet..they continued this blank slate even through the cutscenes that took place in present time. I know that Nintendo said that they really wanted to emphasize the “a link to the players” shit more so than ever this time around.
But in my opinion..I feel like if that was going to be the case..then maybe they shouldn’t of acknowledged Link’s silence and actually given it a reason.
They said before that his memory loss indeed did affect his personality afterwards. (I believe this was in the master works) that he was back to being more expressive and talkative since now no one knows he’s here or something of that sort.
Though..we still see him being silent in the present day cutscenes anyways? Again, I know that Nintendo was just really focused on him being a blank slate for the player but..that’s why I’m saying they shouldn’t of told us why he became silent, and shouldn’t of told us that he wasn’t completely that way anymore after the memory loss..cause then it makes you wonder why he looked blanked with Tiba or Sidon, etc. (I’m talking cutscenes, not small things like him happily cooking or smiling and waving hello to people. It’s just so much inconsistency.)
They shouldn’t of drawn attention to his silence.
Do I think the “knight who became silent because of all of eyes on him” is a good plot? Yeah I do, I actually really like that. I like knowing he was able to open up and trust Zelda too. But it just frustrates me to know that they kept that going in the present day cutscenes when that’s now incorrect with the information that Nintendo themselves gave us. They shouldn’t of even said anything, lol.
So what am I getting to when it comes to the sequel?
Well..Nintendo likes to keep things up to the player, right? Even when it comes to love interests in the Zelda games.
Though in my opinion, I feel like they do obviously favor zelink. Giving them more content from other options. Of course there are going to be people out there that will disagree and always deny it and hey..that’s completely fine. You do you. Have fun.
But I’m not just saying this because I am a zelink shipper..I’m saying this because I personally like to follow ships that get the most obvious attention. So I pay attention to what truly is written there and shown to me in front of my eyes. So I will see and admit to when Link and Zelda are not given attention, and I will see when they definitely are given more attention.
Breath of the Wild definitely being one of them that definitely does favor giving them more attention. The content they are given is too much for me to even list here. There are already great posts out there to do that for you.
Now I know all of this so far sounds like rambling and admittedly it probably is..but I mention this to let you know that even though I do feel like link and Zelda are more favored in this game then in some others, that I don’t expect Nintendo to actually confirm anything. No, of course not. I don’t think they ever will. They still want to paint it as “player’s choice” after all.
But what do we know so far?
Link opened up to Zelda, his true personality came back after his memory loss (in my opinion at least it was his true personality before making himself a rock) that Zelda has something to tell Link when she sees him again, and that Link knows about the princess’ crush on him.
Now..there are some problems with some of those that may seem obvious.
What I’m worried about with the sequel is what Nintendo’s cowardly choices will be.
Since they’re so fixated on “YOU CHOOSE YOUR ROUTE” I feel like they’ll still keep what you ended on in the first game, vague.
It would mean no progress in the things that you discovered in the first game.
Does this link remember Zelda and all of his friends like you worked hard to do? Or is this link the link that rushed into hyrule castle immediately and clapped Ganon’s ass cheeks and didnt regain his memories?
I know in the end, it’s still up to your imagination and you just go with your own headcanon. And yeah, that’s fine..I understand the freedom in that and all.
But I’m personally someone who likes to have things shown to my face and confirmed. I personally have more fun in that. So if the second option is the route they will be taking then..yeah of course I’ll live. Of course it’ll all still be fun. I just wish Nintendo would do a change with Link for once. They were starting to..especially with SS Link but..yah know.
And the “Link knowing Zelda’s crush” thing I understand you can only have Link discover that if you finish Kass’ quests. I understand if that one isn’t as important for Nintendo to focus on in..some ways. But I thought I’d mention it anyways.
So I feel like because of all of that..because Nintendo will still want it to be “it’s whatever you choose” that they won’t address things in a satisfying way. They won’t show the link that opened up to Zelda. They probably won’t make Zelda try to make things happen between her and Link because I feel like they still don’t always want to show confirmation between ships. (Also they will be too busy with GANON..so of course you know that could be a reason too lolol)
Again it’s not about “I’m a zelink shipper and I want to see them finally happen!” It’s more about..okay Nintendo, you are the ones drawing attention to certain aspects in the story and character’s romantic insterests for once and if you’re not going to progress and expand upon that then like..what are you doing lol..
I just..after Nintendo themselves saying that his personality does change after the memory loss..I don’t want to see him being blank again in present day. Nothing progressing..nothing being talked about between characters. Not after all of the attention they brought to his backstory and even Zelda’s feelings.
But I know that’s probably going to happen.
But hey! Maybe I’ll be proved wrong.
Of course this is all super earlier thoughts and worries since we don’t know shit about the new game, haha. I’m just spitting out what comes to mind.
And I know it’ll be more about the deep story Nintendo is wanting to show which, awesome! I’m excited! More excited for that to be honest.
Again, I don’t mean to repeat my self here and you probably won’t believe me from how much I’ve said this now, but this truly isn’t about me being a zelink shipper.
It’s literally..
Nintendo.. if 👏you👏are👏going👏to👏actually👏draw👏attention👏to👏why👏Link👏is👏silent👏and👏actually👏confirm👏that👏a👏zelda👏legit👏told👏someone👏that👏she👏has👏eyes👏for👏her👏knight👏then👏dont👏dodge👏the👏shit👏you👏put👏on👏the👏table👏yourself👏and👏not👏address👏your👏shit👏and keep👏link👏being👏a blank👏slate👏when👏it👏no👏longer👏makes👏sense👏then👏what👏the fuck👏writing👏are👏you doing👏
....
This👏is👏no👏longer👏the👏past👏link👏But is👏now👏the👏link👏you👏said👏has👏changed👏👏👏
Again, this stuff probably ain’t even a second thought to other people..I’m not saying this is the most important shit in the world to me..this is just something that I thought about and decided to let out cause I just can haha
Sorry that this is so unnessarily long.
I can lose focus and wind up not even getting to my point or not making my point clear..so..like..I’m sorry, lol. I probably explained myself horribly.
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☯ Is there a muse you’ve always wanted to play?
hmm ig i’ll go with canon for this one because i have many ocs, but uh i really wanna write for seto from fragile dreams. i used to have an ask blog for him back in the day but that died quickly seeing as how dead the fandom is so- but i do love him with all my heart and i would love to be able to someday write him or something
♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?
rick riordan, marissa meyer and michelle rowen. i’ve read their books throughout middle school and high school and i still find myself going back to reread their books because i just love how their words flow as well as how engaging their plots are. i honestly hope i can reach rick riordan levels of skill whenever i get around to finishing my own novel!
♧ Is there an RP partner(s) that you credit for becoming a better writer?
one would have to be an old rp friend that we sadly don’t talk to anymore since she was the first one i started writing with a lot more back in high school as well as the one who would give me advice on how to improve and just be patient with me when i go stuck with writing our threads and also mikey (@snw-cnvs) since he also supports me outside of rp’ing to get me to write actually fiction drabbles. i just wish i could finish them lmao
♥ What’s your favorite ship with your muse?
all of my ships with mikey no i’m joking lolol i really love my ship with haneul because i’ve had him for two years now and he’s grown a lot because of his ship. he’s someone whose never believed that love was real and sure their relationship is a little rocky, but they both don’t really have the proper understanding for love until waaaay later. i also really love how whenever he’s with obe, he’s able to pull out this different side of haneul, someone whose so overconfident and quick to words, becomes at a loss for words and questioning himself a lot. i just love them best otp
♡ Would you ever write a poly ship?
sure, i’d be down for it as long as our muses have the right chemistry as well as if i know both muns pretty well and if they’re also comfortable with it.
♦ What’s an AU that you’ve always wanted?
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♢ What’s an AU that you think just won’t work with your muse?
any au that causes too much of a shift in my muses’ personality. i’m usually willing to try any au but if it becomes too much that my muse basically becomes a different person i don’t like it.
♔ What’s your opinion on teacher/student verses? Do you have any of these as threads?
eeeeh i dont really care, but i work at a school so the thought makes me like uncomfy because i don’t wanna think about work lolol but its also like fiction and i’m able to tell the difference between fiction and reality so yea. also no i don’t have any threads like that
♕ Do you like magic!anons? Why or why not?
not really. it became too much of a thing to deal with back in the day. i just like the simple things
⚜ What is the best time to write for you? Why?
nighttime because i’m fuckin nocturnal even tho i have a day job rip my sleep schedule and ever growing eye bags
★ What type of historical AU would you like to do one day?
Victorian era, or the prohibition era don’t ask me why i like them i don’t even know myself i just know i wouldn’t mind
☆ What type of fantasy AU would you like to do one day?
all of them. i’m a huge slut for fantasy in general. its one of the best things i love the most.
☄ Do you think your muse would have liked going to high school sports games? Do you or did you go to high school sports games?
haneul: no, he’s not into those things, but also he was home schooled until he went to college
eiji: he used to play soccer in high school so yea
reese: do magic tournaments count? cause if so then yes
sage: no, i was the loser who hung out at the library with friends to sit around and read books and manga
☾ Do you like writing smut? Why or why not?
okay, if it wasn’t obvious i used to rp back in middle school through high school and on tumblr and i have done my fair share of the sin once i turned 18. nowadays i’m pretty much like eh, but ig i could try again if the need arises, but it also depends on my mood ig? i’d have to write it with someone i’m completely comfortable writing with but also even then it’s gotten to the point i’m more like ig we can just fade to black yea?
tbh i feel i got all the urges to write sin outta me when i was on my old en blog lmao i had so many smut threads on there i’m ashamed
☽ Do you like writing angst? Why or why not?
yes god i love being able to break my muses because it’s so fun. like yea it also hurts because that’s my kid i’m hurting but i’m okay with that. it’s just something that adds realness to them because the world sure as fuck ain’t rainbow and sunshine
☼ What’s an FC that you’re dying to use? Why?
i have these icons that i squirreled away for awhile now and i really wanna use them but my brain is too dead to figure out who he could work for. like he was my first thought for reese but he didn’t really give off the right reese vibes so maybe i’ll dig around my oc bin and see who looks the closest to him
or i cave and just make a brand new oc for him
☀ What’s an FC that you desperately want to play with? Why?
i’m not really picky about what fc write with tbh
☁ What’s an FC that you refuse to play with? Why?
not really refuse to play - more like i’m eh with. if only because en used to be my main chara for a long time like, i was so deep into the magical boy lore that a good chunk of my headcanons became canon. but also it just…leaves a bad taste in my mouth even more so since the drama that happened in that fandom left me filled with fear and hesitance to rp for a good chunk like before. it just brings back bad memories and i thought i was moving past it when i was thinking about using him for reese but alas. some memories don’t leave
maybe one day i’ll either get to write en again or i can use his face as fc but we’ll see
☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?
haneul: he loves the rain and he’ll spend it either under an umbrella or just sitting there in the rain just letting it wash away his thoughts and fears for a little bit
eiji: he’d spend it indoors playing a video game or playing with seto
reese: he’d prob be dumb and splash in the puddles because he likes to enjoy the little things. other times he’ll just ignore it and stay indoors either hanging with friends or studying and practicing his magic for his school’s next tournament
sage: i like to spend it just lookin out my window with my kitty on my chest. i love the sound of it against the sidewalk and streets.
☃ If your muse was cartoonized, what would their FC be? Why?
uh idk how to answer this tbh
☺ What’s a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why?
toshi @ haneul *stares at @snw-cnvs* and also reese @ momo *stares at @deceptivetreat* but also i just want everyone to bother my boys i love them so much.
☹ What’s a character that you refuse to play with? Why?
idk i’m pretty open for any character
☢ Are there any ships that you would like to write for one day? Any that you wouldn’t?
uh dunno. i’m open for any ships that have the right chemistry tbh just not haneul since he’s already taken
☣ What’s one thing that will make you drop a thread?
useless drama and or if i can’t seem to figure out where the thread is going for our muses. like if they don’t clash well i don’t wanna give tryin to grasp at straws. but i’m always down to try again unless it ends up the same than welp
♨ What’s a muse that you wished had lasted, but didn’t?
aaaah my supernatural brothers!!! i love them so much but they didn’t last and i’m not sure if i’m goin to add them on here or leave them in the void.
❀ Do you like reblog karma? Why or why not?
i’m gonna sound old but i don’t know what that is hold on. *googles* oh okay yea no. that seems like too much pressure to do and i have too much anxiety to do that i’m sorry.
✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?
yes. because i have so many icons it’s not even funny, but also before i got my hair cut she looked the most like me and also i thought it’d be fun to be able to tell the difference between me and my boys
see, back in the day i was the loser who would make ooc posts that included my muses and it was easy to have mun fc so you could do that and it was a lot fun, but it’s somethin i won’t so nowadays.
♪♩♫ Does music inspire your muse? What’s one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse?
haneul: mirror part II
any of weiss’ songs work for him tbvh
eiji: rpg
reese: havent found one that works for him yet, so come back later
✂ Do you like to format your posts? Why or why not?
yes it’s all for the aesthetic
✆ Other than RPing, what’s a hobby of yours?
i love to write and draw. lmao sometimes i don’t write drafts so i can write more of my novel or little drabbles that’s for friends.
✉ Do you RP on any other platforms?
nope
❤ Have you or are you currently in love?
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❥ Has something ever happened for you to hate a ship? Why?
uh nope can’t say there has been.
ツ Who has been your favorite muse to play so far? Why?
haneul, eiji, lifty and shifty, and en
han and eiji because they’re both my ocs and it’s so much fun to see them develop and grow their characters more.
en because i was able to write a lot of different aus, headcanons, and just develop a canon character until he pretty much just became my own character
lifty and shifty were my roots. i started in the htf fandom and had so much fun writing those lil shits. it was just my go fuckin crazy shit. i still have their icons and their old blog is still up and i do kinda miss them some days.
回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?
i used to have an oc named harley who was a living doll and i haha came to hate him because i made him around the same time i created haneul and i always loved haneul because i put a lot of effort into him and not much in harley and i got annoyed and jealous that back then everyone seemed to love harley more him. so i pretty much tossed him to the curve adfhsdkfjh
sorry harley but you were also hard to write because you were too sweet and cliche for me
✘ People come in a group. If I were to look on your blog, who would I see you interacting with the most?
@snw-cnvs and @deceptivetreat
ღ Do you have a personal blog? Do you share it with your followers or do you keep it private?
nah i haven’t used tumblr in years until now. i do have one but i don’t use it so idc it’s called @shouyoutheworld but again i don’t use it it’s…v old
▼ Do you keep your character in character even if they are one of the worst people in the world?
yes. what’s the point of writing and creating said character if you’re gonna sugar coat them?
▽ Why did you create this muse?
haneul: i wanted an oc who was really jaded and brat. i wanted to see him grow into something more even if its difficult
eiji: i pretty much wanted a muse that i could dump all my useless game infos on
reese: i wanted a witch oc who had a rival that they both hated their guts for and eventually fall in love I’M SO RR Y THAT’S REALLY WHY HE WAS MADE FORGIVE ME BUT NOW I DEVELOPED HIM A LOT MORE FOR RP’ING PURPOSES BUT Y’KN OW
#﹝저자 — ooc ﹞#﹝저자 — answered ﹞#aah#that took forever but there we go#i was gonna say fuck format but uh#i gotta fix the readmore line#so ig i'll do a quick formatting change#im just glad#i got no kids to deal with at work#otherwise id do this at hime
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Tianshan-The artist and the nude model au
(part 2)
Part 1:
https://pelliwelli.tumblr.com/post/168226311701/the-artist-and-the-nude-model-guanshans-pencil-was
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A comfortable silence had enveloped the two men.
He tian had insisted on modeling for guanshan when he told him that he still had trouble drawing legs.
So there they were.
In he tians luxurious apartment.
Alone.
The ginger was not only slightly frightened by that relatively empty space, but also very nervous.
He has never imagined himself in such an expensive looking environment and never dared to dream of it, knowing that his chances to owning such a place were pretty low.
He had known he tian for 4 months now, was in a relationship with him for 3 and a half months and knew that he tian probably had a lot of money for 40 minutes.
They just always met up at guanshans or outside.
That guy was full of surprises and still… he didn’t find one thing he disliked about him.
Guanshans train of thoughts was stopped when he heard he tian cough.
Damn it.
He had stared too much.
He tian was smirking.
His pencil flew around the thick paper, creating a very familiar sound.
He finished shading the patellar tendon when tian spoke up.
“Hey. Do you remember the first time we met?”
“‘F course i do. I still don’t get why you would want to model for so many strangers though..”
“It was a bet actually. Jian yi, a friend of mine, told me a riddle and i couldn’t solve it.”
Mo guanshan raised an eyebrow in interest, while he continued working on the gastrocnemius.
“What kind of riddle was that?”
“Let me remember…’it starts with a ‘t’, has a ‘t’ in the middle and ends with a ‘t’’. And apparently ‘teenytinyhat’ spoken fast doesn’t count as a single word.”
“….and the right answer would be?”
“Teapot.”
Facepalming at the immaturity of his lover, guanshan choked out a chuckle.
“Well i don’t regret losing. I would have never met you otherwise.”
“Is that so?” He spoke while shading the biceps femoris.
“Yeah.” Tian muttered softly. “You do know that i only came again to see you?”
Mo Guanshans eyes flickered open abruptly.
“What?”
“When i first saw you the only word in my head was ‘perfect’. I had the feeling that i wanted to see you again and eventually…. make you mine.”
Tians grey eyes shone of lust when guanshan ignored him and stood up, from the tiny stool he was sitting on, to show him his piece of art.
“I’m not fazed by all that crap. Try as much as you want.”
“How cold~ But it’s true. You were the reason i modeled there for two weeks. Your expression when you are sunken into that little work of yours is too cute. You frown even harder and pucker your lips too! Too adorable~”
Tian sat up from his careless position and massaged his nape.
The fact that the raven haired men was not wearing any pants had made guanshan gulp before he let his body fall next to him on the floor.
He tians hand traveled along the paper slowly, his hand was relaxed and his movements looked almost lazy.
“I had tried to impress you before i talked to you. I even asked Zhan Zhengxi for advice. He was shocked.”
Tians confident laughter echoed through the empty apartment.
Guanshan wished he would be able to hear it more often in the future. It made him feel giddy, an unfamiliar feeling started spreading in his chest.
When was the last time he had been in love?
He couldn’t remember.
Had he ever been in love?
“So~” tian locked eyes with him.
“Are you horny yet?”
His cheeks suddenly felt warm.
“Chicken dick.”
“You sure got a foul mouth. I have to help you with that.”
He tian practically leaped towards the gingers face, when guanshan put a hand on he tians face to stop him from coming any closer.
“Step off. I still have to tidy up my-“
“No! You can’t let me live with blue balls again! It has been one week!”
Tian theatrically sighed, moving a hand to his forehead.
“I gotta collect my pencils and stuff, then I’ll cook for your sorry ass!”
Tian only winked at that.
“You don’t have to!”
“You’ll starve otherwise.”
“Oh myy~ so caring~”
The ravenette attacked his boyfriend with a hug, bringing him down onto the floor.
“You fool!”
“Wait! Let’s take a picture of this! Then you’ll be able to draw yourself together with me.”
“Don’t wanna! Let go.”
Tians clinginess sonetimes got on guanshans nerves, but he had to admit… that there wasn’t a single thing he doesn’t like about him.
He really seemed to be.. just perfect.
Perfect for him.
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Please ignore all the spelling and grammar mistakes!
(And the biceps femoris (also called long head) is a muscle near the knee so dont think its the biceps in the arm lolol)
Sorry it took me so long~(i hope it’s ok lol)
For you 😉
@alexc1ting
@taedaddyskitten
@tishanreali
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Lolol hey friendo!~✨💕💞💖3: Do you miss anyone?Absolutely. A handful in fact. My friends Sage, Ayla(who I'm honestly not sure if she wants to talk to me anymore), Connor(who I honestly and legitimately hate rn but I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him), Tanny(same thing as w/ Ayla).No one more than Synth though... I've wished I could be there to hold him since I met him... Though I doubt he'd want to rn ^^;;11: Are you listening to music right now?No. Though if I was I'd only be switching between about 3 songs:NSP's cover of "Everybody Wants To Rule The World" (cuz I need to settle dwn rn...)nano(ナノ)'s song "Magenta" (exact same reason)and NateWantsToBattle and Arin Hanson's cover of "Infinite" (cuz.... Smth you'll hopefully know abt soon)25: Role Model?A few for different reasons, but the biggest one would be Mark Edward Fischbach(@markiplier). That man may be a childish mess sometimes (no disrespect intended..) But honest to god, he's able to hold himself together so well, articulate complicated concepts when he needs to.But far more important, he gives so much! He's such a kind, warm, generous human being. One I greatly aspire to be just like someday... at least in these regards ^^;;.....I just doubt I'm even on the right path to getting there or that I even can....Augh!! But that's my personal problems leaking through, ignore that ^^31: 3 Random FactsUh.... I'll assume that means about me?I love to draw and sing (though I'm god-awful at the latter)My favourite type of dog is a huskyand I technically haven't, nor do I think I ever will, outgrow my emo/scene phaseDon't know why, it's just.... cool? xD(Also ik the 1st is technically 2, idc!! xb)33: Something you want to learn?Related to the last one actually, the thing I'm immediately obsessed with trying to get started again is singing. I desperately wanna learn how to sing!!Problem is my asthma greatly hinders my ability to use my diaphragm properly and I'm forced to almost exclusively use my throat which not only ruins it, but also causes me to fuck up notes, fall flat constantly, and lose stamina quickly.I'd like to find a vocal coach of some kind, but me and my family are broke as fuck and I'm not working rn so..... Yeah.53: 5 things that make me happy1: Making art2: Making people happy/laugh3: Singing (when my voice doesn't hate me)4: Petting a good puppo (Rest In Peace Cocoa)5: My friends!~6*: 🌹~!Synth!~🌹54: Something that's worrying me at the moment...Without really going into detail; Really paranoid I grossed Synth out/upset him.I love him to death and I'm terrified I'll scare him off with my bad habits....But I'm trying to keep in mind that he feels the same about me, as to not freak out too much ^^;;;
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Tamaki Yotsuba Birthday Photobook Rabbit Chat Part 5: All Their Gratitude.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Yamato: It is now April 1st
Mitsuki: Congratulations
Tamaki: Yaaaaaaaaaaay
Sogo: Congratspuddi~
Iori: Happy Birthday
Riku: Happy King Puddipuddi~
Nagi: Congratulations!!
Tsumugi: Tamaki-san, congratulations!! By the way, why is everyone speaking like that..?
Tamaki: It's King Pudding speak. It's funny so I'm taking pics and screenshots of them
Riku: It's making me laugh too much so can we stop already?
Tamaki: No. Just a little longer
Riku: Huuuh..!
Iori: Wait a second. I'd like to confirm this first, but King Pudding doesn't speak, does he?
Riku: Huh? He doesn't?
Sogo: I had no idea...
Tamaki: You had no idea! So-chan, you don't have the right to draw King Pudding anymore
Sogo: Wait! I'll learn from this mistake...
Mitsuki: Before that, I want to know why you're ending your sentences with a "puddi".
Sogo: Huh..!? Before this rabbit chat, I thought it’d be a cute way to end my sentences...
Nagi: A simple idea... Nowadays, there are no characters with such hamfisted moe traits.
Yamato: You've really been sitting on that one for a long while, haven't you.
Riku: Huh, I thought it was cute, though. Right, Sogo-san!
Tamaki: Don't encourage him, Rikkun.
Iori: I'm sure he doesn't speak. Look at that blank expression of his. He resembles Nikaido-san quite a bit.
Nagi: OH... I doubt I will ever be able to enjoy this mascot.
Yamato: What's that supposed to mean.
Mitsuki: It really is like Yamato-san. Wouldn't someone like Riku be better!?
Tamaki: Don't start making up personalities for King Pudding!!!
Tsumugi: I have no idea what's going on right now...
Yamato: We're about to turn over the bucket King Pudding we made.
Tsumugi: Huh!?!?
Riku: It's so exciting...
Tamaki: Don't fail--! It's my bucket pudding!
Sogo: We chilled it properly, so it should be fine, though...
Tamaki: I'll start filming! And I'll upload it no matter what
Iori: I'd like it if you didn’t publish any embarrassing material of us...
Tamaki: So you already think you're gonna fail!!!!!
Tsumugi:
Tsumugi: It sounds like you all have more than enough pudding over there! I suppose you won't be needing the premium pudding I prepared for today..?
Tamaki: We do!!!!! I love you, manager
Yamato: Hey hey, what was that now, young man
Nagi: Tamaki, you are 40 years too early to be talking about love.
Mitsuki: That's surprisingly little...
Iori: Anyways, don't you want our thoughts on your photobook, Yotsuba-san?
Tamaki: I'm more interested in seeing you guys get the pudding on the plate right now. Iorin, you help them too
Iori: Sigh...
Sogo: Here we go
Yamato: Aaaah---!!! (lol)
Mitsuki: It splattered--!!! lololololololol
Nagi: lololololol This is no doubt the incident of the year X-P
Tsumugi: Did you fail!?
Riku: We failed... And we worked so hard to make it, too. Sorry, Tamaki.
Tamaki: Wait a sec
Tamaki: I thought that was caramel, but it's red..!!!
Nagi: *slurp* This is... tabasco!
Yamato: Cut it out, Nagi (lol)
Nagi: OH! Just a small taste, and the tabasco pepper is heating me up nicely...
Sogo: Since the book that picture of you with a lunch that Yamato-san made in the shame of a red and yellow King Pudding, I thought it'd be fun to replicate it... It looks like that was a mistake, sorry Tamaki-kun...
Tamaki: Don't make mistakes this big!!
Tamaki: And why didn't anyone stop you!!!
Yamato: We thought it'd be funny...
Mitsuki: We thought it'd be funny...
Nagi: We thought it would be funny...
Iori: I'm not participating in this.
Riku: Whoa, you’re surprisingly considerate, Iori!
Iori: I may not seem like it, but I do sympathize with Yotsuba-san for having his caramel replaced with strong tabasco...
Tamaki: Iorin...
Tsumugi: I feel like this is going to take a while, so let's leave your impressions for later..!
Nagi: I like it when you take control, Tsumugi. As you wish.
Sogo: I have a lot to learn about comedy...
Tamaki: Nevermind that and learn about King Pudding first.
Choices/outcomes:
1. Disposal of the tabasco pudding aside, you should get changed!
Tamaki: I'm nervous The main event starts now
2. Tamaki-san, are you ready?
Tamaki: I'm always ready The tabasco's stinging my eyes, though
3. It's time for the usual!
Tamaki: I came in my sweats so it's easier to change
Tsumugi: Everyone, are you ready?
Iori: Yes.
Riku: Ta-dah--! This is your real pudding!!
Nagi: It is the birthday edition of King Pudding. We went through quite the trouble to acquire it.
Tamaki: This... It's the one you can only get at an arcade!! I gave up on it because it's 200 yen for one try
Sogo: I got it for you with Nagi-kun's help... Do you like it?
Tamaki: Sooo-chan!! Thank you so much!!!!
Mitsuki: We were all gathered around that crane game cheering Sogo on, lolol It must've been a bother for the employees, though...
Yamato: Despite looking like a real Most Desired Embrace No.5 on that cover, King Pudding's what makes Tama this happy (lol)
Tsumugi: Did you manage to take a good picture?
Riku: It’s perfect!
Nagi: I thought I wanted to do something to show my gratitude to Tamaki for getting me that Cocona.
Tamaki: Thank you so much... So that means you'll forgive me for spilling pudding on your manga...
Nagi: NOOOO!!! This and that are separate issues! I will never forgive that, you demon.
Yamato:
Iori: I believe your honest joy and smile are a talent in their own regard. Please do not lose those traits.
Tamaki: Did you just praise me?
Iori: Well, I suppose.
Tamaki: Yay!!
Riku: Good for you, Tamaki! April's only begun! TMK Appreciation Month's just getting started!
Tamaki: Yeah--!!
Sogo: To us, today is our dear Tamaki-kun's birthday. Not April Fools’. A celebration of your birth.
Tamaki: What the hell... Don't show off...
Yamato: You should act more honest, Tama (lol) Are you embarrassed to hear that from your unit partner?
Nagi: You are still a child.
Tsumugi: Even if he doesn't act honest, please give him your comments as per usual!!
Tamaki: Here we go---
Nagi: here we go━━━(゜∀゜)━━━!!
Mitsuki: Tamaki, Happy Birthday! You're so good at being spoiled that I've become great at spoiling others! I hope you keep being your cute self! We love ya!
Riku: Tamakiii--!! Happy Birthday---!! I know you're kind enough to look after me and worry about me better than anybody else! I'm not that good at games, but let's play them together again. Never change!!
Yamato: Congrats. I can tell you've mellowed down from before. Seeing you grow like that makes me feel old (lol) Let us keep watching your back, Tama.
Nagi: My beloved friend, Tamaki. You are my fellow member, rival, and comrade. Let us keep expressing our passionate friendship through battle.
Iori: Yotsuba-san, congratulations. I thought you'd stay a child no matter how old you got, but in this Tamaki Photobook, I was surprised by how mature you can look. I hope that you continue being both my classmate and my fellow member of this group.
Sogo: Tamaki-kun, Happy Birthday. I know I'm always causing you trouble, but I think we've been able to see eye to eye lately. I believe that we've managed to become closer, that we've started supporting each other. Congratulations.
Tamaki: Thank you guys so much
Tamaki: I'm like the happiest guy on Earth right now
Tamaki: But I still wanna hear Iorin say how much he loves me
Iori: Huh!? You still remember that thing from last month!?
Yamato: You should use that memory for studying (lol)
Tamaki: I'm still young, so my head's not all hard like Yama-san's
Sogo: Then, let's all say it
Mitsuki: That's good!!!!
Riku: Let's do it!! Ready, set
Tamaki: You didn't need to say it...
Tsumugi: Did they say it, Tamaki-san?
Tamaki: They all said it to my face just now
Nagi: It was a devastating blow! Right, Tamaki.
Mitsuki: Even I'm getting kinda embarrassed, lolololol
Iori: What is with this uneasy atmosphere!
Sogo: Sorry, I know I suggested it, but it turned out to be more embarrassing than I thought.
Riku: It's because Tamaki's so embarrassed by it! lol
Tamaki: Cut it out already!! Manager, I'll give my social media comment now
Tamaki: I'll remember this, So-chan
Sogo: Next month is my turn, isn't it. I'll bear that in mind.
Tsumugi: Well then, please go ahead!
Tamaki: Yea--
Tamaki: Thanks for celebrating my birthday. You're not fooling anyone, are you? Lies are bad, y'know.
Tamaki: Today, everyone told me that it was my birthday and not April Fools'. And then they made me a weird bucket pudding and some other stuff. I hope everyone's birthdays are as fun as mine
Tamaki: I'll work even harder to make everyone happy. I'm looking out for you. Always
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Sweet delusions pt.1
Genre(s): ANGST/ROMANCE/MYSTERY/SMUT
Pairing: Zen x OC(chubby! MC) x Unknown
It’s my first english Mysme fic so it may have some mistakes. So please, don’t be so hard on me... (。•́︿•̀。)
Anyway... I hope you guys will like it. ❤
I squeezed myself through a great amount of screaming fangirls with rage to finally reach the quieter corner of the theater just to rest a bit. I wished to be as far as possible from the discomfort, superficial fans, upset workers, but above all those looks which folled me around in every single inch of the building. Ever since I worked as manager of Zen, I felt like i get to the center of attention too many times. All those womens whom Zen was surrended by were whispering about me, guessing the true nature of our relationship but in most cases they just made comments about my not so modell like looks and the reason what am I exactly doing in their beloved actor’s side with this apparence. Meanwhile men spoke about my above avarage apparence wich was pretty visible thanks to my beloved idol who forced me into bolder and bolder dresses. A deep sigh slipped out of my lips. If I had known that Hyun would proudly show off with my not so perfect shape what I hated in my entire life, I wouldn’t be so naive to accept this too-well-paying job offer. I nervously tried to draw the royal blue, strechy dress’s hem down at least a few millimaters when i suddenly noticed a familiar voice. A new chat room. Once I took the closest seat to the emergency door, I reached for the smart phone in a side pocket of my bag.
- Yeon☾has entered the chatroom -
- Oppa! ~ Oppa!~ Notice me~ Take me_♥
- 707 has entered the chatroom -
707: Senpai! lolol I think our beloved Honey has lost her mind. You read too much hentai, aren't you, naughty girl? ~
- Are you the one who's talking Sevenshii? I'm the youngest one in this group. So innocent. So fragile ~
I can't say the same things from you, Oppa!
Anyway... I just imitated those girls... I can still hear they whining over they future wedding with Oppa. So you're kinda right. I might go crazy because of this noise. Somebody save me!!!
- Jaehee Kang has entered the chatroom -
- Unnie save me pretty please...
Jaehee: Oh, Yeon. Are you having trouble dealing with the fans?
- [nodding emoji]
You are my hero, Jaehee! Hyun too! I can't handle this much social life ;_; People are so annoying...
707: lolol
*khm* weeb *khm*
Jaehee Kang: Well Luciel, it's the same for you...
- ZEN has entered the chat room -
ZEN: lolol so adorable. My pretty manager is already that tired?
- Oppa! Are you already done for today? ♥
ZEN: Not yet, Princess ~ We're just taking a short break. Hang in there! Can you bring me some energy drink from the automata, please?
- ... fine...
ZEN: Also you can stay here if you would like to. I don't really like when my manager is that far from me... [crying emoji]
- I swear Oppa~ I want bonus! Also some posters to Jaehee. One, this dress is killing me. So flashy so not like me. Two, I won«t come near to your fans especially looking like this. omg.
Jaehee Kang: Thank you, Yeon. [smiling emoji]
707: What kind of dress? [heart emoji] I want a pic!!!
- An ugly one. Excuse me, Hyun Oppa it's beautiful. Just not in my curves. I feel so defenseless ~ You’re so mean making me wear it. Between... I'm on my way!
[ inserted selfie ]
707: OMG. !!! [heart emoji]
- Yeon ☾has left the chatroom -
The melting drink nearly slipped out of my hand as I fought through the crowd up to the stage again. I felt those scornful glances at me for even dareing to be close to their favorite not that I have the courage to talk or moreover have a fiendly relationship with him.
- Thank you sweetheart. - he took a sip of the narcoticly sweet dring with a smile. Although I triend to keep my attention on him from the corner of my vision I noticed those contemptuous eyes constantly staring at me.
“This… This must be a misunderstanding ...” mumbled to herself a girl who was about my age while she varied her glances between me and her small group of friends. “Look at him. It’s impossible that Zen Oppa is with such a girl, right? “ she chuckled.
„ Actually I would be glad” another young fan spoke out in a gloating voice. „If she was able get him, I would seduce him in no minute. Just let me get closer to oppa ~ “ loud laughter filled the auditorium. I thought - during that half year since I worked for Hyun I slowly got used to this mess, but my ruggedness seemed to have lasted to this point. I’ve listened to the nasty remarks against me for a while, when a soft voice jolted me from my annoyance.
“Yeon, speaking of what you wrote in the chat ... I'm sorry if I brought to an awkward position, I swear it wasn’t bad intention- he apologized, nervously fridgeting with his overgrown locks.” Just ... this dress is so beautiful, but on you... woah. You’re like Cinderella ...” in an embarrassed smile he raised his hand to his mouth. - Of course, I can’t tell you how to dress. You would be stunning in every material, Princess. Oh, speaking of your bonus-
“Hyun Oppa ~ “ I mirrored the other girl’s whimpering “Don’t be so stiff, I was only kidding. However, if you’re such willing… Can I get a taste of it? It’s might be cloying...” I bit my lower lip seductively, at least it was my purpose. But acting was never a part of my strengths, thus we were both aware of. Zen blinked back at me in confusion what was followed by a sardonic smirk indicating whatever I’m planning he’s gladly on it. He arbitrarily pushed the metal towards me, which as if has killed all the other noises in the room. The only thing I kept hearing was my heart’s more and more intense beating.
“Thank you.” I whispered with lost confidence, and gently lifted his chin to have his lips on mine. My nervousless only let me hint a small, childlike kiss before i pulled away giddily.
“Indeed. It's really sweet ...” whispered to himself licking his upper lip. The actor’s flaming irises hungrily searched for my diamonds. Reaching for my hand he demanded me closer and to him for another kiss. The bitter taste of tobacco and the caffeine’s characteristic aroma danced on my tongue. When i came back to my senses my body was overly tight on him. His fingers gripped my hips, while the dominant hand lost in the eternity of my locks.
The fans froze for a moment. Those who have had enough presence of mind, recorded the incident with phones in their hands. In the distance, a deep, jagged sound broke the awkward silence. The guards called ordered everyone to turn off the cameras, but the flashes gleamed continously.
“I ask everyone to stop the photo shooting. There's nothing to see!” Zen pushed himself up behind the desk. He grabbed one of the guards arm near to us. “Please, lead this lady to my dressing room. Make sure that no one following you.”
The stranger pulled me closer to himself while i switched my attention between my escort and Hyun. The actor tried to somewhat calm me down with a soft smile. "Everything will be alright." - murmurred thereafter he returned back to his main bother, to settle the chaos created by me. I took a deep sigh. In an instant i was able to confirm the admirer’s fake rumors about our romantic relationship what turned my entire managerial career and Zen’s career into hell. I could only hope that the years spend in show business made him sly enought to fix my blunder. As his manager this should’ve been my major thought. As his friend I wished this incident won’t change a thing in our relationship what has become increasingly close over the years. But deep inside I wanted exactly the opposite. Back then in the theather’s lonely corridor I lured nothing more than the annoying crowd’s fade away to feel those scarlet eyes on me again.
#mystic messenger#mystic messenger angst#hyun ryu#mysme fanfic#saeran choi#Unknown#luciel choi#jumin han#angst#fluff#mysme#saeyoung choi#zen x mc#unknown x mc#saeran x mc
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