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Hey there!
I am a huge Sam girl and I was hoping you could write a nice fix for us wherein the reader gets badly hurt on a hunt but doesn't tell the boys and later passes out on Sam in the bunker. That's when they find out and both the boys panic especially Sam but take good care of her to get her to recovery. Reader recovers physically but mentally she's got a bit disturbed and gets a bad panic attack but Sam helps her through it as well and then it's all fluff in the end maybe? Pretty please! Also, I love your account!
A/n: This is literally so cute, I’ve actually thought about this before! There have been a few times where I’ve been very close to fainting, so I based this off of my own experiences. Thanks for the idea, I hope you enjoy! Also, for the sake of this imagine/os, Sam’s room is near the library because my dumbass forgot he sleeps in a whole separate hall lol.
Warnings: Fainting, mentions of slight head trauma, worried Sam, Sam daydreaming about you in his bed (If you really squint)
Funnily enough, Dean was the first to notice something was wrong. The way you slowly swayed side to side when standing, before bracing yourself on the countertop you stood by. His eyebrows furrowed as he watched you, nonetheless, he continued to shove another handful of frosted flakes into his mouth.
It wasn’t until Sam entered the room that you began to feel really spaced out. He laid a file and some newspaper clippings on the table in front of Dean, turning to you to go over new information about your current hunt.
“I think we might be dealing with a Berserker,” He stated, opening the folder to further explain.
Dean set his box of cereal down, brushing the crumbs off his hands. “Fantastic, because I know exactly what that is.” he replied sarcastically, Sam rolled his eyes and held up his hand as if to say Hold on, I’m getting to that.
You stepped away from the counter, standing closer to Sam as he proceeded to explain. You felt nauseous, opting to stay silent as you felt talking would only make it worse. As he went on, you felt a head rush creep up on you, your vision going blurry before becoming completely clouded.
Dean watched you rock to the side trying to keep your balance, again.
You turned your head, pretending you were able to actually see Sam when you turned to look at him. He hadn’t yet clued in to the near blank expression on your face, not until he turned to face you as well.
Your face went white as his voice began to sound muffled, you could almost make out his faint, “Y’okay there, hun?”
You blinked, barely making out a response before stumbling forward and dropping in his arms, Sam quickly catching and holding your limp body upright against him with a small stumble.
“Woah, hey- hey!” Dean jumps up from his seat to grab something, anything, really. He spins and paces around the floor, realizing now that he’s up and about… he has no idea what the fuck he’s looking for. Sam turns his head, frantically looking at him before rolling his eyes. “Anything with salt or sugar, Dean.”
Dean speed walked around to find something to get your blood sugar up, while Sam carefully lifted you up and carried you to his bed. It’s the nearest one, he thought, might as well lie her down as quickly as possible, that’s all. He'd be lying to himself if he said he didn’t get some form of butterflies at the thought of you sleeping in his bed, but that’s beside the point.
He laid you down as gently as he could, trying not to fall on top of you out of nervousness in the process. He sighed, brushing his hair back from his face before shaking out his blanket and laying it over you.
You stirred a little bit before waking, slowly blinking your eyes open to find yourself in bed. Sam stepped into the room with a glass of water, setting it down on the small table beside the bed next to a bowl of dry frosted flakes and extreme cheddar Goldfish (courtesy of Dean Winchester). You rub your eyes with your knuckles, feeling your head pound until Sam flicks off the light.
“Better?” He sighs a little, you nod and wince.
“What happened today?” Sam’s voice was soft and quiet as he knelt down beside you, his hands resting on the edge of the bed. You bring your fingers to the bridge of your nose, pinching it lightly to relieve the pain in your head. Sam gave you a pained look before reaching his hand up to feel your forehead, which was a tad warmer than it normally should be.
“Whatever that… thing was, when it threw me, I must’ve hit my head harder then I thought.” You sigh, “I threw up when we got back, ‘been dizzy since we lost it in the woods.” He shakes his head, sighing.
“Why didn’t you say something?” He rested his hand on your knee, running his thumb back and forth ever so slightly. A blush creeped it’s way across your cheeks, his touch sending butterflies straight to your stomach. You hope he doesn’t notice.
You hastily shake your head, “I didn’t wanna worry you guys, or…” Your hands tangle back into your hair to massage your scalp a little. “I ‘dunno, bother you…?”
He chuckles at that. “How would that be a bother?” You scoff, rolling your eyes at yourself. “I ‘dunno, sometimes I just feel in the way, I guess.”
Sam tilts his head before shaking it softly, hand moving to take hold of yours. “You’re not in the way. Not at all.” He frowns a little at your way of thinking. He knows you don’t mean to feel so negative, but he feels bad knowing they may have made you feel that way.
“If we, or I, ever made you feel that way, I am so, so sorry.” You lazily nod, looking down.
He tilts his head down, moving lower to find your eyes. He grins when that pulls a giggle out of you, “I promise you, ‘kay?” He says through a chuckle. You nod your head with a little more enthusiasm, though still trying to avoid any further pain in your head.
“Thanks, Sammy…” You address him by his nickname for the first time, which was always said to be reserved for Dean, and Dean only. Instead of protesting, Sam simply brushes the hair from your eyes, smiling sweetly. “Of course, darlin’ ” he whispers before standing up.
“You wanna come out and laze in the library for a bit, or do you wanna sleep in here?” Sam secretly hoped you’d pick the latter, as he was just fine with you sleeping in his room, and maybe even sharing a bed with him for the night. Just in case you need help during the night, of course.
You hesitate to answer, your injury somehow giving you the confidence to ask: “Can I do both…?”
Sam quickly nods his head. “Yeah!” He clears his throat, “Yeah, that’s fine,” He watches the smirk appear on your face, you find his caring and somewhat nervous demenour sweet. You nod in response.
He helps you to stand, guiding you back to the library. You slump into the seat, all of you continuing your prior conversation (much more quietly, as it’s highly possible it’s a concussion you’re dealing with). Dean chucks a pair of sunglasses at you after you complain about the bright room for the third time, and you all sit around each other, cracking jokes the rest of the night when you should be focused on research. Sam is much more protective of you for the next little while during your recovery, and neither of them allow you to join them for this hunt until you feel better again.
You’ve never felt more cared for than you do right now, with them. You’ve never felt more at home.
#sam winchester#dean winchester#sam winchester x reader#sam winchester x fem!reader#sam winchester fluff#sam winchester imagine#fluff#supernatural#spn#jared padalecki
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Hey hey so glad that you are feeling good about your desicion. Now, may I have some tony x male reader where the reader is a lot younger than him and tony and him have a contract where tony pays the reader's bills and in exchange just wants the reader to fuck the shit out of him?
Tony Stark x Younger Male Reader | Headcanons
Author Note: Keep in mind, English isn’t my first language, thank you so much anon and so sorry for the wait, hope this makes up for it because I ADORE writing for Tony 🤤
Warning(s)⚠: Top reader, age gap (unspecified but legal), size difference (Reader is big), dom reader, mentions of praise, degradation, and rough sex (lol sorry if I forgot any)
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You worked near Stark Towers but in a less... luxurious area, the job paid well enough but living in New York, you lived a very cheap and humble life that wasn't exactly your choice
There was a cafe near your job and Stark Industries, you would often go there on breaks and see some workers around the area, but never in your life did you expect to see the Tony Stark at that cafe nor did anyone else
Tony walked in on his phone, not really paying attention to anyone and got in line right behind you to your surprise, people murmured and whispers, some took pictures and you tried to look ahead and not pay too much attention to it so you can get back to work
Tony sighed, tired after a long day in the lab. All he wanted was a caffeine fix before working for the entire day again. He looked up from his phone, pulling his sunglasses donw to scan through the menu when he noticed you in front of him
A towering figure with broad shoulders stretching the fabric of your shirt even from the back it was impossible to miss your size and Tony always appreciated a good size difference, but it was your eyes that made him catch his breath when you finally peered at him out of curiosity
You cursed your own actions as you two made eye contact and he grinned at you, making you look away quickly and try to focus as you ordered your usual drink
"Can I please a get a (insert preferred drink)?" You asked the barista and pulled out your wallet to get ready to pay when Tony slid in smoothly beside you and ordered his drink as well
"Add a triple shot espresso to that too," he said and winked at the barista before looking up at you, your eyes meeting again and this time you maintained eye contact even as he smirked up at you
"Let me buy your coffee, handsome." He said, not really asking for permission as he inserted his card and payed for you both
"Uhh, thanks for paying for me..." you muttered, not exactly knowing what to say to which he just shrugged with a lazy smile
"Don't worry about it, it was nothing, though you can pay me back by joining me," he said teasingly and grabbed his drink signaling for you to join him at a table to which you hesitantly obliged and sat down with him
"You live around here sweetheart?" He asked you, sipping his drink to which you shook your head, taking a sip of your own drink
"Uh, no I just work around here, paying off some debts," you explained where your work place was and he nodded slowly, knowing that particular job wasn't exactly the best paying
"And how's that going?" He asked with a slight smirk to which you sighed and shrugged
"As well as anyone could guess, by the time I pay this off I'll probably be in a nursing home," you joked and watched as he stirred some sugar into his drink
"Well how about I help you with that handsome?" He offered and titled his head at you in question
Your eyebrow raised in confusion "For what in return?" You asked cautiously and he chuckled softly, lifting the stirring stick to his lips sucking on it suggestively
"Oh nothing too bad, I'll pay for anything and everything you need, plus more, and you just have to do one thing for me..." he paused and pulled the stirring stick out of his mouth teasingly and threw it aside "You get the luxury to fuck me, whenever I ask you to of course," he said and smiled as he sipped his drink and waited for your response
"I- um, wh-what?..." you stuttered, completely caught off guard making him laugh at your reaction "So your gonna pay for all my debt, my bills, and anything else as long as I just... sleep with you?..." you asked him
"Yeah, pretty much, if it makes you more comfortable we can put it in writing, make it a formal contract." He offered smiling cheekily, knowing that his night was about to get a whole lot better than it had been
Over some careful consideration, you agreed, making and signing the contract together, each having your own copy of it. Tony began paying for everything you needed or even happened to mention in passing time, but every week you would fuck his brains out for him as asked
Most days he seemed groggy or tired but he was always in a good mood when you came by and hid it behind his usual smiles and teasing, but he did always look much more happy after your thoroughly fucked his brains out
"Oh yeah, fuck this is just what I needed" he said, arching his hips to meet your thrusts better, his eyes fluttering shut in ecstasy and his hand raking through his hair that stuck to his glistened forehead as your large cock practically split him open
That was how it went, you gave him good dick, in return you got paid (Tony even began giving you "tips" every time you got off him real good) it was simple and you were fine with it, there was nothing that could possibly go wrong with such a perfect arrangement, as long as you don't get attached or catch feelings....
You got both.
But how could you not? Sure he was infuriating at times, a total diva, and an absolute drama queen which was typically embarrassing for his age but... you still couldn't help it, that little smile he gave you every time you showed up, a look of pure relief as if you were fixing all his problems, that moment right before he'd come undone where he would just whisper your name like he was in a trance, and they way he always tried to keep your attention on him
You'd never say anything though, it was far too comfortable, in fact you liked having to do what was considered the bare minimum for a fuck ton of money, it kept you employed and debt free and it kept him plugged up and content. Some days you'd get close, you would actually talk about life or you'd sleep in his bed all day, that sort of thing but both of you were at peace with your arrangement, you knew he wouldn't leave he might fuck around but he always came back, no one had ever taken him the way you do
The way you'd make his moans echo off the wall while giving him those degrading praises, how you'd angle your large cock just right against that one spot and hit it over and over again and yet you'd gently comb through his hair, that harsh grip you had on him that left him bruising for weeks... and yet the way you'd always make sure to never go too far was a luxury he never had before...
Yeah... he was falling hard too, just wasn't aware you were, it was clear the arrangement was fucked to begin with.
Hi hi! Sorry this took so long and sorry if it feels short but I thought I might as well get it goer with, thanks for reading and enjoy!
If you want more like this... check out my Masterlist
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Happy first anniversary to the Link Click Musical!! To celebrate, here is a list of all the specials official recordings that they have given us!
Kay so starting with
Chinese Musical Promo Special Livestream: (I forgot the name of the event hehe)
Faith of Friendship by Wang Minhui and Cai Qi
Words Can't Convey My Love by Shu Rongbo and Wu Yihan (they play these two songs straight, but no worries its not the case for the other proper specials held by encore musical)
100th Performances Countdown Specials: (Yes, this week was a blessing)
Words Cant Convey My Love with LG-CXS swap (roles not character if that makes sense) by WMH, Bai Zhuoming and Wu Hanglu (dont you love seeing wmh cocky confidence slowly and surely crumbles lol, bzm got the rights to get mad at him in the end)
Words Cant Convey My Love with LG->CXS->the girl and QL-> LG by Du Guangyi, Wang Yifei, and Qian Anqi (lets be real wyf took us all by surprise with that entrance and the oh~. its also the source of shy lg in cxs jacket. dont forget the failed streamer disaster lmao)
Faith of Friendship with a push up bet for every ball missed by Teng Chunpeng and DGY (aksnsjks the stupid star formation is great, and the multiple failed shots plss. i love their goofy asses so much)
Forget About It with LG->CXS->QL->LG by WYH, Ding Xingchen and Deng Xialin (i love dxc's twin sister, shes pretty shes great. wyh being a hyper orange cat on stage is also great, dont forget the meme that came from it)
Forget About It with various dialects by Guo Hongxu, Ji Xiaokun and Cai Lu (its the closest thing we've got to how the actual performance goes! special mention go cl needing to read the lyrics off her phone)
As The Saying Goes with CXS as Chen Xiao and everyone else as CX's mom by CQ WMH, DXL, Zhang Jiahao and Zhu Jiayan (chickenchickenchicken, peak comedy, i love wmh going all asian mom lmaooo, yess scold cq into a chokehold!)
Valentine Special:
Words Cant Convey My Love with LG->the girl QL->LG and CXS as CX by DGY, TCP and WHL (dgy wjth the high pitched voice, the almost kiss, the fckin succulent, the fake retching, its perfect)
200th Performances Special:
Words Cant Convey My Love with CXS->Liu Meng, LG taking the confessing role and QL->LG by WMH, GHX and DXL (i love how cheeky ghx looks, and how everyone burst out laughing when he enters. ghx is just terrorizing wmh this whole performance)
300th Performances Special:
Trump Card with CXS and LG hanging by TCP, DGY, WHL, ZJY and Zhou Bo (dgy core strength took me by surprise, its a mess)
1 Year Anniversary Special:
This 15 minutes video contains: (watch me struggle to describe this loveable mess here)
Words Can't Convey My Love by ZJH, Guo Zheyan, and DXL with mahjong cameos (shiguang is in the walls. i promise, it makes sense, its chaos, i love it) by GHX, BZM, ZHB, YHL
Faith of Friendship (doubled! theres too many of them!! and zhb is so tiny wtf. none of them can shoot, wheres basketball god when you need him) by GHX, BZM, ZHB, YHL
Back to The Past by CQ and WMH with WMH belting it whilst a group of raincoat wearing menaces (GHX, ZHB, YHL, CQ) does some cult ritual nonsense. (i am not joking, wmh is singing this angsty song on the verge of tears and getting bullied)
Also, Dive Back in Time with everyone!! (its very cramped lmao)
Bonus! If you prefer it to Weibo, here is a YouTube playlist for the specials posted by niebo! Happy 1st anniversary Link Click Musical! I know I haven't keep up with the clip list but damn I gotta do something.
#this is probably the best written list#out of every other ones#link click#link click musical#wang minhui#cai qi#shu rongbo#wu yihan#bai zhuoming#wu hanglu#du guangyi#wang yifei#qian anqi#teng chunpeng#ding xingchen#deng xianling#guo hongxu#ji xiaokun#cai lu#zhang jiahao#zhu jiayan#zhou bo#guo zheyan#lc musical list
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I love how you have the "duchess" costume as your pfp and header because IT'S. SUCH A BANGER mwah
hi dear anon! 💕
omg thank you so much!! 🥰🥰 I'm so glad you noticed!! ☺️☺️
as you may have seen in my unhinged tags on the poll where she was featured, I had such a Normal and Reasonable reaction to seeing that costume and was definitely not going feral or running around in circles or rattling the bars of my enclosure or any such thing 🙃🙃
to be honest with you I was floored when she lost that poll??? not that it's really win or lose in this case, because it's all about people's personal preferences, but I truly was like "ugh babe you deserved so much better" 😭😭
also on a very random personal note, I'm actually writing a gender-swapped version of cinderella set in a fictionalized version of enlightenment france (mostly to help myself get back into creative writing lol), and I was having such a hard time figuring out what the dauphine (my version of "prince charming") should wear at the ball. and then I come across "la grande duchesse" and it was instantly like omg yes this is fucking IT!!! I think I'll have her skirt be mostly black to match the coat (and to fit my vibe of her), but otherwise I finally have a reference for how to describe her outfit, which has been vexing me since I started the story ☺️☺️
anyway, my long ramblings aside, I'm so glad you noticed my pfp and header and that you like la grande duchesse as much as I do! 🥰🥰
edit: i forgot to add this when i posted it, but the poll where la grande duchesse was featured is right here for anyone who is curious ☺️💕
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You Need To Eat Well
Han Jisung x fem!reader
Warnings: eating disorder, panic attack, anxiety, throwing up, fluff at the end?
Word Count: 1.8k
P.S. This is my first post so please let me know if I’ve missed warnings! Also, this is NOT proof read so send in any typos or wtvr lol.
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It was around lunch time when you were with Jisung and his members in their practice room. They were arguing over a particular dance move while you lay on the couch in the corner, mindlessly scrolling through a social media app.
“Alright enough!” Bangchan said, raising his voice a bit.
You flinched slightly at his sudden unexpected tone change. The members went silent but Jisung stared at you, noticing your sudden movement. You noticed him staring and quickly went back to looking at your phone.
“Clearly we are all frustrated with each other and arguing isn’t going to get us anywhere.”
The other members nodded their heads in agreement as a bunch of sighs went around the room.
“You’re right,” Changbin chimed in. “It is a little past lunchtime, let’s grab something to eat and start up again after.”
You shuttered at the idea of eating in a group.
“Yeah, I could really use some food.” Hyunjin agreed. The other members simultaneously shuffled off to their bags to grab what they needed before regrouping at the door.
You saw a shadow approaching you and you set down your phone, sitting up to see who it was.
Jisung.
“You should come with us, you need to eat too.”
“Uh… yeah no I’ll go with you guys.” You replied back, making sure to avoid the part about you actually eating.
You grabbed your phone and wallet and walked out the door with the group. You tried to subtly walk behind the members to avoid the topic of food without making it obvious. Seungmin and I.N were debating very loudly over which ramen place would be better to eat at. Hearing the word ramen made you feel physically ill. You did your best to put on a smile but Jisung noticed you were a little pale and matched your pace to walk next to you.
“How are you feeling? You look a little pale.” He asked, trying to sound calm but his concern was more evident in his voice than he intended.
“Oh I’m pale? I feel fine though.” You said trying to sound convincing.
“Are you sure?” He asked, not believing you.
You nodded your head with the best reassuring smile you could muster up. You could tell he didn’t really believe you but before anymore could be said you had arrived at the restaurant.
The group grabbed a table and you tried not to sit next to Jisung to avoid him noticing your eating pattern. You sat next to Felix and Bangchan which made Jisung frown a little but he shrugged it off and sat next to Felix.
Minutes went by and your mood began to change for the better as Felix started excitedly talking to you about his upcoming Louis Vuitton photoshoot. You slowly forgot about where you were until the waiter came up and started taking everyone’s orders. It came to your turn and you were already dreading everyone looking at you, waiting for you to order. You pretended to look at the menu and then ordered a small appetizer.
The waiter finished writing down the orders and walked away.
“Y/n-ah you should’ve ordered more, that won’t fill you up,” Lee know stated from across the table.
Your stomach dropped. Everyone was looking at you.
“I uh- I ate a big breakfast, I’m just… not that hungry right now,” you felt so pathetic through the lie.
“Breakfast was so long ago, we’ll order you some ramen,” Bangchan said, waving down the waiter before you could reject his statement.
The food arrived moments later, and the second the bowl was put in front of you, you felt so nauseous.
It’s too much food. You look like a pig eating this in front of them, Don’t it eat, they’re judging.
You tried to wait a couple minutes before excusing yourself to the bathroom but you almost threw up just thinking about picking up the chopsticks.
“I’m gonna head to restroom real quick,” you said quickly and you sped to the bathroom.
You swung the door open, not bothering to lock it behind you. You immediately started belching and throwing up into the toilet. Tears streamed down your face as you continued throwing up. The door cracked open and you faintly heard someone’s worried voice.
“Y/n-ah…?”
A second later, someone was dashing towards you and holding your hair back. You shuttered aggressively once you stopped vomiting and let out a shaky whimper. You felt someone’s hand on your back, rubbing soothing circles on it.
“What happened...?” You recognized the voice. It was Jisung.
You sighed not wanting to speak.
Jisung grabbed your chin and turned head to look up at him. He looked you in the eyes and he could see the hurt in them.
“Talk to me. Please, Y/n…” he quietly begged.
“I just feel sick, it… it could be a c-cold.” You stammered through your lie.
It was evident in his eyes that he didn’t fully believe you but after a few moments of thought he let it go.
“I’m gonna tell the members you’re not feeling well then I’m taking you home.”
“Ji, I’m fine-”
He cuts you off, “Y/n don’t argue with me. You are sick and you need rest.”
You sighed and gave in, nodding your head. He helped you stand up and headed back to the table to grab your things.
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You lay in bed staring up at the ceiling with Jisung laying next to you. It had been quiet for a while, leaving plenty of time for Jisung to think. He noticed you were pale again.
“Do you think you can get down some broth?” He broke the silence.
You internally gagged but he didn’t notice.
“I’m not hungry,” you reply weakly.
He sat up, slightly hovering over you, “Y/n, I’m worried about you. You’re super pale, it’s not normal.”
He thinks you’re ill. You can’t eat. He’ll laugh at you for wanting food.
“Stop, please…” you begged, rubbing your face “I can’t think about food anymore… please, just stop.”
The tears were forming again and that’s when Jisung caught on.
“Are you… Y/n when was the last time you really ate?”
“I told you, I ate this mor-”
He cut you off, “Don’t lie Y/n, when was the last time you ate.”
Silence feel between you two. Tears pricked Jisung’s eyes as his suspicions were confirmed. He didn’t say anything before getting up and leaving the room.
He’s leaving you. He thinks you’re pathetic for not eating. You can’t eat. Don’t eat. He’ll think you’re a pig.
The thoughts kept rolling in and you started to panic, your thoughts consuming you by the minute. A couple minutes go by and Jisung comes back in with a small cup of broth. He sits on the edge of the bed and moves the cup towards your lap. You shake your head but he just looks at you with pleading eyes.
“Think of it as flavored water, yeah? It’s not food.”
“I- I can’t…. I-”
The panic is setting in. Your breathing became labored and you started shaking uncontrollably. You desperately tried to calm down but everything felt like it was caving in on you; the ceiling, the walls, the mattress pulling you into an endless abyss as you gripped at them tightly.
Jisung practically threw the cup onto the nightstand as he saw you panicking.
“Hey what’s wrong?” He asked, concern evident in his voice.
You tried to answer but your breath kept getting caught in your throat. You begin clawing at your chest as you felt like you were about to combust, tears now pouring out of your eyes. Jisung knew you were choking on your words and grew scared that you soon wouldn’t be able to breathe at all. He wrapped you in his arms, your head flesh with his chest.
“I need you to take deep breaths, love” he spoke, trying to sound grounded. “Listen to my breathing.”
He took a deep breath in and let it out slowly. You roughly tried to follow his breathing but it didn’t seem to be enough. You wanted to speak again but he stopped you.
“Don’t. Please, just… just keep breathing,” he took one of your hands and put it on his chest so you could feel his heartbeat. It was slow and steady, reminding you that he was there with you. He soothingly rubbed your back as your breathing began to slow down and your shaking subsided.
You sniffled softly before Jisung spoke again.
“What’s going on in your head, Y/n? You need to let me in. You’re not okay.”
“I don’t think this is something you can fix.”
“I can try. You don’t have to go through this alone.”
“I… I just feel like I’m constantly getting judged by people when I eat. I’m constantly comparing myself to how much others eat and I constantly feel like I’m defined by how much, how little, or even what I eat.” You sniffled and blinked trying to hold back your tears again.
‘Oh y/n…” he cooed, rubbing your back and kissing the top of your head. ‘That’s not true. You need to eat well. People care for you and we aren’t judging you.”
Jisung’s voice cracks as he also begins to tear up, “It hurts me to know that you feel this way. But I want you to know that I’m here for you, every step of the way. I’m going to help you through this, okay?”
You lifted your head off his chest, your eyes irritated and red from crying. You looked him in the eyes and saw his hurt, but through that hurt you saw comfort, reconciliation and… love. His gaze softened as he cupped your cheek with his hand.
“You are loved. You understand that? I…” he paused for a moment. “I love you.”
Time froze. Your heart melted at his words.
He loved you.
His eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. He leaned closer leaving barely any space between you, giving you a chance to back away. When you didn’t move, he closed the gap between you in a melancholy kiss. He conveyed his love for you in that sweet moment and you felt his love radiated throughout you.
Jisung broke away from the kiss and leaned his forehead against yours, slightly short of breath.
There was a moment of silence between you but that was all you needed.
“I love you too.”
#han jisung x reader#han jisung stray kids#han jisung skz#han jisung fluff#han jisung comfort#stray kids
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- Rook’s owl imitation =)
- Gus the nug!
- The ritual you can find out Cyrian was doing before you ever meet him; the way Bellara says his name, then ;-;
- Ziplining!
- Rook’s almost-falling-over animation when they stand on the edge of stuff!
- The way the spectral wolves point at the Fen’Harel altar prizes =3
- The crow’s feet at the corners of Neve’s eyes <3
- The coffee making stand outside Lucanis’ room
- That Rook and Harding AND Neve are like… why r u living in the fucking pantry dude get a real room
- How the plants in the Lighthouse keep growing as things improve and your team settles in!
- How representatives from each faction show up in the Crossroads to hang out with the spirits!!
- Mourn Watcher Rook gets a special line during Cyrian’s funeral
- The dialogue with Heir changes for Crow Rook!
- Viago likes Crow Rook so much… they’re his little guy
- Sometimes when they ride the zipline Rook says Whoo! =D
- ‘So, the Demon of Vyrantium.’ ‘Ha ha.. the name wasn’t literal, when I got it.’
- ‘If the Butcher cares so much for Treviso, he’ll make sure we have the proper ingredients for this risotto!’ Random civilian pinpointing the important issues 👍
- Lucanis taking care of the people who worked at the Dellamorte vineyard that the Antaam burned down
- Giant golden nug in the finance district!
- ‘Any day spent with the seventh talon is a good day!’ ‘She wants to plan Caterina’s funeral.’ ‘Oh… right.’ Pfffft lmao
- Neve’s idle animations at her clue wall!
- If you use the Nevarran theme for the Lighthouse courtyard, they put the huge funerary vases on either side of Harding’s door which is ;-; if she dies
- If Harding dies Emmrich tells you that he and Bellara(I think? Can’t remember exactly) are going to keep watering her plants =(
- If Harding dies and you instigated the Taash/Harding romance, Taash says they ‘should have known’ because everyone they love dies ;;;-;;
- The ring of keys on Ashur’s belt
- Neve’s freckles!! =D
- When Bellara is trying to fix the Nadas Dirthalan and gets frustrated and hits it with a wrench
- When Teia flirts with you!! <3
- ‘Teia! Don’t flirt with my… associate.’
- Lucanis is so worried about Illario being murdered and he’s so fucking bad at communicating that lmao
- Dorian pretending he has blackmail material on the First Warden lol
- The way Neve says Elek the first time you meet him
- The way the raindrops sit on Neve’s jacket!
- Ferdinand the cat by Halos’ fish stand !
- omg I almost forgot ;;-;; if Manfred dies for real Spite has a dialogue where he says ‘Curiosity. Where is it?’ And then when Emmrich says he’s gone Spite says something like ‘Bring it back. It should be here!’ What if I cried ;;;-;;
Round 2 of Veilguard (Watcher first, Crow second), going to note the little details I love (SPOILERS):
- When my rogue Rook is jogging I can hear the sound of the arrows in their quiver clinking against each other
- When you take Harding to practice her stone powers, after she moves the second one she raises her hands up in victory. Cute!!!
-The companion outfits!! They’re so detailed! The embroidery on Harding’s shirt, the intricacy of Bellara’s sleeves!! How elegantly Neve’s clothes are cut and draped! The little crow skulls on Lucanis’ buttons and fasteners!!
- The way the light glances off of Bellara’s earring. The hairs at the back of her neck that aren’t caught up in her bun
- The expressions!! They’re so good! The way Bellara’s brow wrinkles in the middle of her forehead under her Vallaslin; how she blinks rapidly when she’s talking about Cyrian (Bioware why can’t I hug her ;-;). How Neve smiles at you! Ahhhhh! Dare you not to fall for Lucanis when he looks at Harding all soft after he makes her coffee and she hates it!!!
- The way the grocery list/cooking rotation paper on the wall in the kitchen changes throughout the game
- Little notes everywhere where your companions write to each other and the people they care about! Harding’s letters to her mother! THE BOOK CLUB!
- The little references to the other games everywhere! Joining chalice, Aura’s letter, Blackwall’s commendation, Malcolm Hawke mention in Weisshaupt! Finding Thom’s little rocking griffon! Arainai’s Talon! The thing that made the Harvester in Golems of Amgarrak! The dog named Ostagar! The Arishok refusing to split from the Qun! Heir in the Diamond!
- Elgar’nan thinks Lusacan used to be bigger and Ghilan’nain still cares for her halla
-the whole Necropolis but ESPECIALLY the gardens
-the candlehops!
-How when you pet the cats the rumble feature activates on the controller because they’re purring
- THE MINRATHOUS CAT CAFE <3
- The vendor in the market in Antiva who tells you the story of how she killed her husband if you return there repeatedly
-the two novice Crows on the balcony who complain about how hard it is to correctly throw the crow graffiti thing
- when you tell those two lovers to escape antiva they show up in the necropolis
- the watchers are sooooo put out that they missed the undead dragon lol
- the necropolis moves! And if you return there sometimes it’ll spawn new rooms and you can go in them!
- there are tabletop games in Thedas and Hezenkoss was super into them
- Emmrich keeps Hezenkoss’ skull in his room to talk to lol
- How Rook is so— sometimes unexpectedly— wise and caring, so thoughtful and considerate! I love them!
- The way the choir crescendos and then cuts out right before Solas says ‘Vhenan’!!! AHHHHHHH
- The way he bends in on himself and clutches at the dagger when Mythal is talking to him; the way he says her name
- ‘I don’t know how to feel’ ‘I do. I know exactly how to feel.’ ‘Just don’t leave.’ ‘Never.’ ;;;;;;;;;;-;;;;;;;;;; FUCK!!! You can’t just say that that way!!!
More soon…
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Renegade Nell (2024) - 1x06
#renegadenelledit#renegade nell#nell jackson#polly honeycombe#louisa harland#ashna rabheru#renegade nell 1x06#nell x polly#femslash related stuff#it's been so long since I've posted a gifset I forgot what I did lol#but I've finally come to terms with some things and am finally in a mood to post#funnily enough despite not seeking out anything with f/f I keep finding it#I've had this set ready for a week#I wouldn't watch the show for it but it was a pleasant surprise#SW never lets me down#actually she lets me down a lot#and this one made me realize that unequal f/f is a pattern with her...#not sure where this is meant to go since nell has kind of barely acknowledged it#but the visual here#I liked the colorblind casting too#also unrelated but when that sofia actress does a f/f role the DA/ADC/KM people will be allll over her#actually I wouldn't be surprised if there are nell/sofia shippers#but their dynamic wasn't a fun kind of enemies to me
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Prompt 266
Back on my Danny & Ras frienemies/rivals/maybe-lovers-nobody-can-tell-their-signals-are-very-mixed train.
See, Danny has gone through time a lot. Often. It comes with being Clockwork’s charge-son-thing and honestly he finds it fun. And several times he’s used this time travelling to get some training in. Enter Ras, stage left, also a teen at the time and also learning swordsmanship from the same person.
And they… utterly despise each other. They would kill the other for an apple slice, if the other one would die! But also, only they can kill the other, as it is obviously their right!
And well, they keep running into each other. It has been a hundred years, surely the other would die by now? But of course their rival would live through utter spite. Probably to spite them specifically.
The amount of times they have ended up sparring- trying to kill each other or not- the moment they see the other is actually ridiculous. But time is also passing. And… Danny understands, not having another to talk about things people are forgetting, or have already forgotten.
How they ended up actually talking without a murder attempt was a long story that included a demon, a dragon, a pair of fae, some bandits, and a lot of alcohol, but it happened. And then it happens again. And again, and now it’s just kind of normal to share a drink after their spars, talking about things that no longer exist, and things they miss.
Sure Danny can go back in time again, but he knows better than to do it willy nilly. He’s matured, he’s been an adult for a hundred years now, he knows there’s consequences for messing with time, even with Clockwork’s blessings.
The first time they got married was technically for an undercover assassination. Well, Ras was there to assassinate someone, Danny was there to grab an artifact that should Not be in the realm of the living. And they got divorced after, it was fine.
They just, also got married again when they met a few years later, for another job. And… okay, so maybe they have gotten married over a dozen times now and only divorced like half of those times. Half of those were for the bit or while drunk!
And even if technically they’re married or shared a bed, it’s not like they're exclusive! As Ras’ daughters’ existences attest to (adopted in one case or not). They don’t exactly have a label for their relationship, despite others asking for one or trying to put a name to it themselves.
Now Danny knows Ras isn’t exactly a good dude, or at least on the side of ‘good’ as he’s a literal assassin. But he also knows that good? Bad? Rather relative. He had gotten labeled as a villain when he was just trying to help all that time ago after all, and really who was he to tell someone else how to live their life?
Which brings him to now, where he’s run into his old frienemy-rival and his youngest daughter. Who has a braindead teenager and a small toddler. Which is fine, really- but also, Talia dear, why are you using a brain dead teenager to guard your three year old son?
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Okay, Talia dear, Ras (Derogatory), why are you using your brain dead son and grandson to guard your younger son and grandson? Do you not have the Pits, which you were soo proud about Ras? Yes, he will spar with you, but for Realms’ sake, heal, what’s his name? Ah yes, go heal Jason and he’ll actually stick around for a few years, deal? Good.
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Deadly Decisions#Danny is Not Ghost King & he doesn’t want to be#Danny isn’t from the same timeline as DC but he hops around so many that he’s formed a few favorites#You Know the bats are going to go crazy searching for some sort of proof of Danny’s existence when they finally communicate w/ each other#Why yes Danny is an adult lol (he is also tall but has body more like his mom)#Yes Sam showed him how to do makeup & it was a bonding thing while they bitched#Is Danny Dusan’s mom? Wonderful question that the league is pondering themself#Danny introduced Sam & Tucker to Ras once & it was horrific how well they got along#Danny almost forgot that Tucker was once a royal dictator who had constant assassination attempts#Sam & Ras bond over violent love of nature & willingness to kill to keep it safe from assholes#Damian about Danny: Obviously this is Grandmother#Jason after being thrown in the Pit: Who are you Where am I What the fuck#Damian: :O Akhi you can speak now :D Come see my puppy Grandmother gave me for protection#Ras & Danny: Threatening each other#Everyone else: Do they want to kill each other or are they flirting or both…#Space Core Danny#Star Core Jason
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Returning to my roots, just a quick soft doodle :)
#Second time I've put timber in clothes where they match the others eye colour#An I'm not going to stop anytime soon#I would like to thank Jules Jourdain for singlehandedly persuading me to go ham on drawing eyelashes because I am having so much fun#Shout out to cosmic and their amazing advice. Criedit goes to you on this one :)#I was so caught up in my art I forgot to relax and have fun#Which I did here!!#Drawing soft things really is my comfort lol#My art#Timber#Timbern#Tim Drake#Bernard Dowd#Idk what happened to the quality in this oneagshabsbbs#I really will do anything to avoid drawing kisses lmao
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YIPPEE YAY!! hi guy. beauty that is The Tagging Games <3
favourite colour: green!! used to be mainly that super eye-strainy yellow-green radioactive colour but all shades of green are sooo gorgeous to me i cant pick favourites. well theres one i like the most which is 'green leafs on trees when the sun shines through them' its very specific but its my favourite colour of all time forever...
last song: i had to go through ten pages of tf2 fight songs on last.fm for this. its such a funny bit but by god. anyway it was kuso breaking nou breaking lily by maximum the hormone. listened to that album for the first time a while back and this song is like my all time favourite from it, used to loop it constantly a few weeks/months ago pff
currently reading: cuckoo by gretchen felker-martin! ive yet to finish it but its really good i like it a lot... ive gotta hurry the fuck up i have to take it back to the library in like 3 days lmfao. really want to take a shot at drawning the main cast and the body horror.
currently watching: metalocalypse babyyyyyyyy. honestly wanted to just rewatch aotd again but wanted to finish rewatching the show first. supposed to be rewatching all of jjba but i hate part 2 i dont want to look at it.. also need to finish the golden girls lmao.
currently craving: b&j's cookie dough... i dont even like the cookie dough that much the vanilla ice cream is just so fucking delicious... havent had it in forever though because the price is absolutely fucking ridiculous lmao
coffee or tea: i love iced coffee and i love tea... fuck... i have to go with coffee simply because i like my iced coffees too much. tea is delicious though where would i be without it during winter.
hobby to try: all of them must be done i need to start my projects... drawing, writing, reading more, and uh, squints, making character edits that counts right. i need to learn how to use shotcut lol. been meaning to get into clay stuff or to learn to knit but i always forget to get on it lmao.
current au: cant think of any for the life of me tbh. OH SHIT YEAH my psychonauts metalocalypse au i forgot completely about that. i think dethklok being psychics would be so fucking funny they'd be so terrible. i can imagine revealing their horrors using their mental worlds so easy. i grin sinisterly. psychonauts aus are just so good always. also theyre so fun to design!! besides that all the current others are co-owned so if i was gonna mention them i'd want to make a big thing about it. like a really shitty gender reveal. (they're all really shitty, but you get what i mean right) congratulations, it's a freak!
tagging: friends and mutuals yippee yay! im shy tagging my mutuals so if you dont want to do this per some random internet fellow giving the say-so, then no pressure LOL @brookiesandcream @its-me-im-bumblebee @the-archivists-plus-one @classic-heavy @ruthytwoshakes @maplemaplemaplemaplemaple + anybody else who feels up to it, get silly w/ it!!
Get to Know Me (tagged by @slingbees)
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Favorite Color(s): ORANGE!!!!! but also yellow!
Last Song:
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Currently Reading: them Guardians of Ga'hoole books because when I was in the hospital I read one of them.
Currently Watching: I'm going through Red Vs Blue with some friends.
Currently Craving: this peach monster right beside me. don't tempt me.
Coffee or Tea: I haven't been drinking much of either recently, but coffee.
Hobby to Try: Start animating at home.
Current AU: I guess I've been thinking about that Simpsons comic where Smithers gets cloned, fucking hilarious they just start killing each other. Other than that, I don't know.
TAGGING:@sleepypuddding @funkyjunkyfangz @beeframennoodles100 @danklemckspankle @potatoqueensays @notevenhodgepodge @butchbarneygumble @lorogy662 @calpalsworld anyone else too!
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SO 🙏 MUCH 🙏 FEELS 🙏 AND 🙏 YELLING 🙏
#twisted wonderland#twst chap 7 spoilers#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland spoilers#vil schoenheit#rook hunt#I yelled so much at MukiMukiEpel that I forgot to take a screen LOL#PomFam#Are we gonna go back through EACH PREVIOUS CHAPTER??#And wake up all the NRC people to beat the hell out of Malleus??#(and resolve Overblot therapy)#cause that would be FREAKING AWESOME#OMG THIS ONE WAS FABULOUS#POMFAM FTW#They’re truly the best dorm aaaaaaa#EPEL YOU GREW SO MUCH AND BEAUTIFULLY#I’M SO PROUD OF YOU LITTLE APPLE#ROOK#DAMN ROOK#WISHING FOR NEIGE AND VIL BEING BBF#DIIDFJFJDJD DUDE#WE SEE YOU#AND WHERE IS THAT OBNOXIOUS ACTOR VIL SSR?#I WANT HIM AAAAA#[inhales]#I need to lay on the cold floor and gather my scattered feelings
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he said it !!! that's the name of the show what !!!!!!
anyway silly idea that popped into my head what if the Ninja unknowingly already came across Jay and smth resurfaces in him
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#jay walker#kai smith#idk the others i forgot#dragons rising#hope its comprehensible idk why i did the layout like this#also as i was drawing it i thought it could make them not knowing where anyone else is supposed to go sillier#like theyre confused cuz to them kai clearly is supposed to go to the wyldness n jay saying nuh uh just confuses them lol#so they just go whatever! to future lost ppl
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#full circle.
#only friends#only friends series#only friends the series#only friends ep12#topmew#ofts#gmmtv#the way i completely forgot about that scene from ep1 jkhglfd#i was too busy screaming about mix that i didnt even notice the parallel lmaooo#but after seeing this; the last scene doesnt seem like an open ending anymore but rather like closing a circle lol#but also no season 2 pls#i cant go through this again dsjkhgkd#i have a mental health to think about#also MIX!!!!!!!#KING OF CAMEOS 😩#he looks SO good and cheeky sdkjhgfd#but also hear me out#what about a special episode? 👀👀👀👀#where mix fucks things up#just for fun#personally that should happen
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🍜🫤
#gorillaz#my art#artists on tumblr#noodle guitarist from gorillaz#fanart#aesthetic#do they look like noodles idk i cant draw them#this is what watching one 1 colouring tutorial video does to a mf#lile the original one sucked SOO BAD i didn't know where i was going with the colours but thank god youtube exists 🩷 and artists on youtube#not that this js perfect but the original one was atrocious lemme tell you ..... i understand why i stopped drawing for so long now#i hated my art lol#because i didn't study enoughhh but now that im learning its better 🩷#anyway idk#digital art#illustration#beginner artist#artwork#noodle gorillaz#i drew her so many times shes my blorbo#lgbt#she is bi ! bicon !#hidden snorlax big plushie hehe#and adventure time posterrr#and and sailor moon snoopy tamagotchi doraemon miffy things ... plus nana akira manga but kinda too hidden#OH AND those sanrio characters i forgot the name tho#and kirby#tiny murdoc 2d and russel 😺#y2k aesthetic
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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the clock is here. all hail.
i forgot to turn antialiasing to the right settings with my pen so it is. the little numbers are chunky. thats life sometimes. just dont zoom in too hard. if i fix it, i wont make a new post abt it ill just edit it on to this one or something [and state that i did so in the post]
prev post with noclock version
and as promised here is also progress pics, harvested from when i sent screenshots to friends as i worked. as a bonus ive also included various layer names and the 5 different names the file went thru. the parts i [very lazily] painted over with dark blue had not been done yet, ergo anything with dark blue over it is just the picture itself so do not regard it
i will now be nice to myself and work on my fanfic and smaller drawings for a while. i will do eye posts sometimes still when i get a slow day and wanna do some peepers for 3 hours, i have collected many eyes [klinger, fr mulcahy, trapper, margaret, charles, hawkeye, bj. ive been busy stealing eyeballs to paint on. theyre all on one document its pretty funny]. i will be doing my best to force the cast into my style so i can do quick stuff.
i also WILL do more paintings of full shots again, but. fellas. ive done 3 back to back full paintings with no other digital art projects in between.
this has been NOT good planning lol
not sure if i should tag everything again so i will just. do so? idk i have not been on tumblr hardcore since like 2018 and have never regularly posted so idk proper etiquette. im gonna leave off characters for this one ig
#mash#mash 4077#mash fanart#mash art#its me im back and i will now go to the countryside for my health for 5 months#nah but really my wrist is fine#i just strained it a lot from doing Too Much Art where my pressure needed to change and then the Hair twice and yeah#now i will go to bed at a reasonable time! [lie]#i forgot how much fun i had writing. rip#also when i decide to pick a big piece again im again welcome to suggestions#i prefer big emotions in the scene or specifically artistic shots#because certain ones can be funny or something but. i gotta stare at that for 20-30 hours#god this one was the worst because the lighting was so good. like u could SEE things#so i couldnt just 'teehee its all hidden' no you can see 100% of them 100% of the time#.my art#sorry to take up the mash tags again. i feel bad esp since its not a HUGE huge huge fanbase so i am diluting the waters more or something#or! i am lying to myself. to shame myself. equally likely.#anyway shoutout to fr mulcahy for giving almost the exact same kind of energy as my grunkle from ireland#its part of the reason i love him so much as a character. reminds me of family lol
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