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needle and thread
sometimes i wonder if this is what i was meant for.
an unending loop of the same draining day,
dark circles under my eyes extending
until my flesh tears and my skull shows through.
rotting skin is a stench no floral perfume can cover.
no makeup can conceal the gashes over my cheekbones.
i return to the place where i live
(no, it’s not home)
and every night i pierce needles through the baby fat still clinging desperately to my cheeks
(so that is where my youth has gone)
and stitch my pieces together.
day after day
my body withers, and night after night,
i thread a needle and do it over again.
#robin talks#take some shitty poetry#poetry#poems#tumblr poetry#cringe#i may be cringe but i am free#cw needles#cw body horror#maybe?#cw body mutilation#thats probably more fittinf#cw self harm#idk if this needs a self harm cw but i feel like stitching oneself up kind if counts so im tagging it just in case#i wanna be safe man#lmk if i should add tags
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doing my lab over the summer bc i wanted to free up space to do other shit but it's bio and it's so so hard to not pay attention during the fucking nutrition unit. trying so so hard not to think too hard about what i eat bc we have to download a lil app to track what we eat and ofc the little app is like calories? :) do you want to fast today? :)
#tw ed implied#tw food#lmk if i should add tags#suenanigans#(sounds of pain and suffering)#me thinking ive grown since middle school vs nutrition units
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Something something "eat your heart out" or however that phrase goes...
Had one hell of a visceral dream the other night, and knew I had to makes something about it.
A paper collage of an anatomical heart made from pomegranate flesh. Made a few small digital alterations to fix the colour balance and not have them bleed into each other :)
#my art#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#collage#paper collage#uni work#pomegranate#anatomical heart#cw organs#are those cw tags reasonable??#i'm genuinely not sure#if you feel i'm missing any please lmk. i will absolutely add more if i need too#i'm just.. not sure which others i should add if any
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hes so fun to draw in different outfits. bro did NOT go to medical school
#cw needle#? idk the proper way to add trigger tags if i should do it differently lmk#sylvester ashling#sylvie ashling#epithet erased#♦️charlie's art#also this outfit isnt from anything i just wanted to draw him in smth different.... why he greem#ALSO sorry for inaccurate syringe 😭🙏#ALSO ALSO it's weird draw him w normal eyes but i had to for the design on the glasses to work 😭 wdym his eyes aren't a part of his glasses
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Let us dance into the night as the fire rages on....
Gonna add a greyscale version, the sketch this was based on under the cut, but all I really have to say about this is that this is the first time in a long time. Maybe even years. That I've sketched up a simple doodle and had it grab me by the soul and rip and illustration out of me. This is also the first illustration in a long time where I enjoyed the whole process. I also tried different techniques and stuff here and I'm in love with how this turned out actually
But yeah greyscale version and sketch this was based on under the cut
I was gonna add some rambles down here about the way I think about Narinder and the Lamb's dynamic and the stuff going on in the background and other things but after spending like an hour and a half writing and rewriting this caption. Uh. Nevermind lol
Enjoy the chaos that is this drawing and, if you're reading this, may something good happen for you today
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(i guess??? like i feel like this can be read into like romantically but i feel like it doesnt have to be yk??)#cotl leshy#cotl heket#cotl kallamar#idk if i should tag anything for like. the follower characters but the dog is pana the rabbit is noon and the yellow cat is annamer#also i dont know if there needs to be like a tag or anything for the drinkhouse being in the drawing or for hekets beer that shes got but#if there should be a filtering tag for that or anything else here lmk so i can add that on#but yea this was fun. im gonna stop thinking about this caption now cuz its been over an hour
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Whats that? A DTIYS??? Where I can draw a rat demon in any style I please??? 👉👈🥺
Dont mind if I do~ @sharkfinn
Version without all the fancy glow effects:
#lmao well this was fun#a trip to make as well#rottmnt#little brother au#cw teeth#cw mouth#uhhh is there like a correct body horror tag for this?#cw body horror#I am sooo forgetting a tag for this......#if theres a cw tag I should add lmk <3#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#<- ty person who suggested eyestrain#forgot about that one
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So. I was not messing around when I said this one would be severe.
#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors oc#sporeclan#SCREAMING CRYING KICKING YELLING SOBBING AUUHGHHSGHGHGGHHHHH#MY BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!! </3</3</3</3#CLANGEN......... CLANGEN WHEN I GET YOU CLANGEN.................#sc moons#sc:dawnpelt#sc:oakfox#sc:foxspeckle#sc:fennelacorn#sc:piperpaw#sc:minklake#sc:mousegrove#sc:cliffthicket#sc:spottedfrost#sc:petunia#so uh. i hope you can all see why this took me a little longer than usual#this is both the longest and most detailed moon i've made so far#tw animal death#tw injury#tw fire#if there are any other tags i should add lmk!!!!!
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Cyborg boy
#emd au#even more of a disaster twins au#leoichi?#onesagi lol#emd au one#emd au Usagi#he thinks robots are cool (does not elaborate)#teaaart#rottmnt separated au#tw open chest#?? most of it is covered though#tw surgery#just in case#tw implied gore#struggling w the tags here lmk if I should add anymore warnings
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puppet and master (which is which?)
#idk man. he's just been on my mind lately#how much of him is actually left after being fused with the phantom ruby. etc etc#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#infinite the jackal#sonic forces#phantom ruby#cw eye strain#<- lmk if i should add more cw tags#sonic art#sonic fanart#art#fanart#digital art#vixenart
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Okay so I did some research on Seam and realized that it would be a crime to not add him to my AU in someway where him and Jevil reconcile and they escape to the multiverse together and are free and they're best friends and- 😭😭😭
I had a dark story all thought up for this but half way through drawing I changed the story so this isn't really canon anymore?? Or it might be idk- my Deltarune AU is only a few days into development so its constantly changing <XDD Sorry-
If anyone's interested in the story I've got it below the Keep reading :}} (Fair warning, its rather dark and disturbing..)
TLDR: This story is super dark and interesting to me but it might not be canon XD
ANYWAYS! The story behind this was Jevil and Seam come from a very dark and corrupt AU. Ruled by an even darker and wicked King (Lancers dad). In this AU they were Kings royal Magician and Jester as per usual. They were best friends though and preformed these beautiful displays of magic together. Side by side, hand in hand. They were best friends for years and always dreamed of one day running away together and finding a safe place to live.
Eventually Jevil met someone. Someone who spoke of a way to leave this place. They spoke of walking through your own reflection. And if done right, one could leave their AU entirely.. Jevil believed them out of desperation and tried to tell Seam about it. Seam thought Jevil was losing his mind. Walking through your own reflection? That makes no sense..
King caught wind of them plotting to escape. And as punishment to both of them he commanded Seam to lock Jevil away using his own magic.
In Seams eyes, Jevil was his best friend. His brother, the only thing in this world that he could trust. But he was more afraid of what King would do to him or Jevil for disobeying him, then he was willing to stand up against him. So while believing Jevil was sick in the head and needed help, he acted out of cowardice and sealed Jevil away..
I'm thinking that eventually sometime later, Jevil is able to escape through his own reflection. A mirror. And either he goes back and sees Seam dressed in these beautiful robes and thinks "well the king must be treating him well. Guess I'll just leave him to reap the benefits of betraying me.. >:(" And leaves with a bitter heart. THAT, or he just left. Never going back to check on Seam or see if King was treating him well or not.
So the AU continues. With Jevil traveling from world to world, meeting new people and learning new things.. When eventually he's with the whole gang and they're all sitting in a restaurant or something.
When Jevil suddenly feels this overwhelming sense of doom. Something horrible is about to happen to Seam. He just knows it, its in his bones. Deep within his soul he can feel it. He knows- he needs to save him.
He falls back out of his chair into a mirror and heads straight for his old AU. Showing up just in time to stop Seam from.. well..
They end up talking. Turns out that after Jevil was imprisoned, Seam tried to sneak down to the basement and visit him. He wanted to apologize for imprisoning him and explain himself- but he was caught by King.
"I just wanted to see him!"
"For that I will take your eye."
"NO! Please don't take my eye!!"
"For talking back, I will take your voice too."
King took Seams eye and stitched his mouth shut. He could still talk but not very well. To make things worse, when Jevil escaped? Seam thought he had died. Why wouldn't he? His magical barrier was never broken and Jevil was gone. Surly he must have died somehow.. Meanwhile everyone else was under the impression that Seam let Jevil escape because they were friends.
Seam then suffered greatly for years as punishment for "letting Jevil escape". He was bound by these magical chains made by King. He was abused for years and at this point he had enough. But before he could do anything rash.. Jevil returned.
Jevil then felt the sinking horror realizing that he left Seam alone in this world to be abused by King. He abandoned him. After all those years of promising to one day run away together..
Seam betrayed Jevil, and Jevil abandoned Seam.
After realizing all of this and having a long emotional talk. Seam and Jevil deeply apologized to the other, and forgave each other. Marking the beginning of their new friendship. And despite Seam feeling like he doesn't deserve freedom, he agreed to run away with Jevil and finally be free with him.
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Now this story is super cool and morbid and all but now I'm questioning the story and wether or not I want it to be canon <XD
I have some other ideas that I really like too and this one is just a biiiiit dark... ish. I mean I've made worse- but idk I guess this one just has a bad taste to it..
I also like the idea that Seam has been with Jevil this whole time and was the first person he saved. Which motivated him to try and save other people and give them the same freedom that he gave to Seam. But then that would change the Grillby fight and Spamton situation a bit and also maybe effect the Goner kid situation- GAH!! I'll figure it out eventually- <XDD
I hope this wasn't too hard to stomach and if you read all the way through I thank you :}} 💖
#deltarune#jevil#seam deltarune#jevil and seam#tw mentions of abuse#tw suicide attempt#tw needles#tw implied suicide attempt#I know this thing is pretty messed up- if there are any tags that I should add PLEASE lmk#I don't wanna upset anyone but I'm really bad at tagging things-
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Messy Roxim doodle be upon ye (basis under cut)
It just immediately made me think of them. Possibly bc of Recent Posts but I Digress
#art#fanart#sp comic#spvtw#spto#kim pine#roxie richter#scott pilgrim takes off#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtwtg#ship stuff#roxim#roxipine#drumswords#kimrox#roxy richter#roxanne richter#kim pine fanart#roxie richter fanart#roxy richter fanart#roxxane richter fanart#spto kim#spto roxie#scott pilgrim kim#scott pilgrim roxie#ooc#meme#i hate tagging things I QUIT!!! (if there's any standouts i should add lmk)#thank gods for the queue... realized i forgot to give roxie her painted nails in the second doodle 💀
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Being held together by the magical equivalent of duct tape is so in season ☑️
ft. new oc who surprise surprise doesnt have a name yet! who do you think i am :D
#my art#digital art#personal#bones#skeleton#weary about their name (Haze - placeholder)#trips and falls and yells kyaaaaa while $8 in coins + old receipts + lint + markers + pocket notepad go flying#<<< that’s what’s in their pants#hips technically but shhh#lmk if I should add any other tags
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nightow when i catch you nightow.............
#he was so evil to make this into a foreshadowing.....#also#this just in: teenager thinks he knows and understands the world better than a 150 year old cryptid being#which is ....... extremely realistic actually#trigun#vashwood#yeah im rereading the manga. probably will post more too#(lmk if i should add a special tag for filtering)
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Okay quick poll because I’ve seen split opinions. Please chime in, fellow monsterfuckers.
Deimos: the og, many hands for…hugging, obsessed with an old man (relatable for many of you I’m sure), cute little lanterns on his horns, able to get Super Big in his last fight phase, definitely into bondage.
Cerus: the lil bro, fancy horns, rippling pecs, wing arms to hold you still whilst he….hugs you with his main arms, obsessed with the commander, might want to eat you in more ways than one.
#gw2#guild wars 2#deimos#cerus#personally i'm more for cerus because his lines made me go feral#also ive tanked deimos too many times dfghj#i dont think this needs a spoiler tag but lmk if i should add one ;-;
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oh and here's the small piece of spot art i made for my wonderful friend @toxicpineapple 's gonta week fic!! PLEASE GO READ IT it's absolutely fantastic and i am so normal about postgame gonta and miu
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#drv3 spoilers#gonta gokuhara#miu iruma#strangulation cw#choking cw#eyestrain#if i should add more tags please lmk#this was a super experimental idea for me i'm pretty happy with how it turned out.... yay yippeeeeee
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I’m so deeply sorry to Childe fans who understand his mental illness(TM) the way ppl talk his #issues stresses me out SO much. They don’t GET it. like idk even when ppl misunderstand say Xiao or Scaramouche I feel there’s generally an understanding of the severity of their emotional baggage and how that impacts them as characters. However unfortunately Childe seems to have completely dissociated from the concept of his own trauma and thinks he’s just a little silly sometimes and everyone has FALLEN for it .
Do NOT let him fool you. That freaking white boy got dropped into a hole when he was 14 and was molded into a child soldier and weapon of violence who twisted his terror of being a child in literal hell into loving the thrill of violence and combat with the strangled remains of his childhood innocence so he could survive. Ok. Everytime I talk to him he starts dropping casual passing comments about how he loves being used as a weapon instead of being a person and how he loves compartmentalizing his sense of identity like he’s doing nothing but playing a good imitation of himself/Ajax/Tartaglia/etc in the middle of our mundane conversation, and I don’t even think he’s aware of the implications of this. You have got to help me
#childe#tartaglia#genshin#fern.txt#fandomferns#child abuse mention#idk how CW/TW tagging fully works on tumblr lmk if adjustments r needed. I just felt I should add Something here? NEJNDND#I feel nuts. HES in the 4.0 trailer too
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