#lmao I'm gonna cry if this gets in
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I'm bored so here's some shots of Uryu from Bleach TYBW Cour 3 OP
#bleach anime#bleach tybw#bleach#uryu ishida#uryuu ishida#he stares ✨ menacingly ✨#well unfortunately my hope for old bands coming back for cour 3 op doesn't come true but this one is not so bad I guess#if we really will get his vollstandig in cour 3 I'M GONNA CRYING SCREAMING AND THROWING UP /pos#lmao I just realize uryu here is basically the blue eyes staring straight on your soul meme but his are a bit darker 😂
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*by this I just mean those who currently are or have previously been in LAIOS' adventuring party, not your favorite OVERALL character! please feel free to put your favorite of all time in the tags! also I'm keeping the poll sp*iler free for those who just wanna watch the anime so I KNOW I've missed party members!
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#marcille donato#senshi of izganda#chilchuck tims#laios dungeon meshi#marcille dungeon meshi#senshi dungeon meshi#chilchuck dungeon meshi#think for ME rn it's chilchuck I just think he's so fucking funny but thats absolutely viable to change as I watch the anime cuz#I think when we get to senshis backstory I'm gonna scream and cry and throw up#EDIT: JUST REALIZED I MADE THE POLL LAST A DAY ONLY 😭😭😭😭#oh well I might remake it once the anime is further in#like of course the anime onlys are gonna disproportionately vote for chilchuck- he just had a whole episode about him LMAO#CORRECT choice obviously but let's let em cook
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#sergei dragunov#tekken dragunov#.2d#tekken#blood#this is sort of- my custom of him cos I love red a lot lol#and man ik roses are a lee thing but whatever. roses are a thing for my custom dragunovs#and yes his hair is supposed to be down :3#this was fun to draw.. and took my mind off the incomprehensible horrors for a few days that are TOTALLY unrelated to politics in any way#and more related to my personal dumb ass life#if I forgot shit again I'm gonna cry lmao#i think im FINALLy getting a little better at his face and drawing in general idk
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took me until halfway through my masters but i finally managed to work kirk and spock being gay for each other into one of my essays
#i feel weirdly shy about it lmao#this is for a professor i also had in a course on queer cinema#so like obv she's gonna be cool w it and think it's an interesting interpretation#but i am baring my heart and soul over here ughhh#if i get a bad grade for it i'm gonna cry#no actually i'm not bc i wrote this whole essay fully last minute#i WILL be getting a bad grace but i also turned it in and at this point that's all that matters
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well, this all looks rather familiar...
#the llama or alpaca gem literally looks like one of the gems from the ice king crown#though thats interesting because I thought the ice elemental guy got it from a lava monster#also the wizard looking guys on the part about the magic beans remind me of those things shown in the cosmic imagination explained vids#those ones by paxw on youtube & other creators#im getting a bit tired pardon me if I miss on names & things im still reeling from the 7-8 episode experience; thank you to the AT crew#the next slide looks a LOT like the land of Ooo though I can't pinpoint where; im already terrible with irl geography#this man has been fixated on cursed objects since like day 1 lmao#doomed by the narrative fr#petrigrof got me crying though im ngl#im gonna miss my partner a lot when I go to finland :((( It might be a few years before I can see them in person again because travel#is very expensive 😭 thats probably partially why this hit so hard for me; I'm gonna miss our dates & adventures#mine#op#adventure time spoilers#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov
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....well that took too long
edit: HEY I REDREW THIS POST! GO LOOK AT IT HERE
#fanart#art#fnaf sun#fnaf sb#fnaf#fnaf art#fnaf sams#sams#sams bloodmoon#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams fanart#tsams#ALL THAT TEXT IS HAND WRITTEN I'M GONNA CRY WHY DID I DO THIS LMAO#insane behavior on my part#severely mentally ill he is#tsams bloodmoon#tsams bloodtwins#fnaf bloodmoon#mentally ill sun man me beloved#steal my art and i'll get voices too
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Fuck It Friday ☔️
Tagged and tagging @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @wikiangela @honestlydarkprincess @exhuastedpigeon and my sweets whose continuous support means the world to me @malewifediaz @spagheddiediaz @jeeyuns MWUAH 💛💛
Hey peeps, I've been having some not-exactly-good dreams last night and then had a really not-exactly-good day, on the flipside I have officially finished the first draft of the mudslide fic. 🫡
It still has a lot of blindspots and some kinda vague bits, but the skeleton is there, all I gotta do is build on it! It ended up just over 62k and though now I'm trying to avoid guessing word counts in general, I think it'll come to round out around 70k or so. Anyway, here, have some more Buckley-Diaz domesticity:
“What is it, Chris? Where is the fire?” “Dad!” His smile was so bright that his eyes crinkled with it and it was enough for Eddie to soften and let his grumpiness melt away almost instantaneously. “The Aquarium opens at nine!” Eddie dragged his hands down his face in an attempt to make himself more alert. “You didn’t forget about that, huh?” The door to his bedroom opened behind them and Buck walked out, squinting and looking just as disheveled as Eddie left him in his bed a moment ago. “Buck!” Chris turned his head into his direction. The air stuck in Eddie’s lungs for a split second, expecting the row of questions or accusations from Chris — after all, the kid was intuitive as hell — but it never came. Instead he just pushed past Eddie and grabbed Buck’s wrist, tugging him towards the kitchen, Eddie wandering numbly in their heels. “Hey Chris, wha- what’s going on?” Buck asked, clearly still in awe of the situation he found himself in only minutes after waking up. “The Aquarium opens at nine.” He relayed the same information to Buck as well, but while Eddie just felt a little out of sorts that he actually forgot about their plans, Buck’s face lit up like commercial LED lights. “Well then, we better get started on breakfast, hm? What do you say?” “Waffles!” Christopher cheered and Buck laughed, jovial and full of love and not for the first time, Eddie found that his heart was beating to the rhythm of hope. It wasn’t his fault that waking up in the same bed with Buck, followed by a family breakfast sounded perfect. Well, maybe too perfect. “Sorry bud, I don’t think we have any left in the freezer.” Eddie informed him regretfully, but before Chris could’ve expressed his disappointment, Buck cut in. “Come on Eddie, who needs frozen waffles when I have my Sous Chef to help me with the batter?” Buck winked at Chris who just beamed up at him in response. Eddie didn’t even know what to say to that, so he just watched the two of them idle towards the kitchen before following suit.
#this bitch is 158 pages already?? and it'll still get longer?? who's even gonna read all that lmao but seriously#I'm so excited I might die?? like wow#this was the first fic I started writing for these two sillies and to actually finish it after all this time??#it's still gonna be a lot of work but I think I MIGHT be able to start posting next week#god I can't believe I actually managed to pull it together before the weekend#so now I might just edit the grave fic tomorrow and post it~#because the shannon feels got to me and I kinda made myself cry with that one lmao#anyway#🫡🫡🫡#buddie#911#wip#the mudslide fic
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every day that i live without the $113 mens strap to strap pink plaid tripp pants (that you can unzip under the knee to turn them into shorts) is pain
#i've wanted them so fucking bad for like a year now and i have no hope of ever getting them lmao#they'd go SO fucking good with my melt-banana shirt i'm gonna cry for real
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when i tell you i've only been listening to 2016 mitski and 2017 phoebe bridgers and spending all of my free time watching gay couple home renovation shows and exmormon comedy girl youtube videos...
#logging off did Not help the depression i fear#i was like i'm gonna read a book cover to cover before i go back on tumblr :)#me when i lie because i am stupid and have no interest in anything and can't pick up a book without crying 💖🥰#i also stay up late writing about john adams and oscar van rhijn having various forms of sex with each other which probably isn't helping#likeeee why am i still getting so much screentime lmao
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Have a fever of 101.1 right now and I have work tomorrow 😭😭
#not snz#i do feel sick tho lmao#and before anyone comes for me for not calling off#I'm not contagious or anything#i got my flu and covid vax today and i react every time to the covid vax#so I'm obviously not gonna be spreading diseases#if i thought for a moment it wasn't side effect related i wouldn't go in but it definitely is#i get to suffer at work that's so fun 🙃#and I'm gonna be paired with the medic i love vibing with who apparently hates me to some extent#so i might cry lmao#we'll see#I'll post updates tho#like i never feel like shit in this way so i have to document it lmaooo#also if anyone is into fevers please hit me up so i can at least know that someone is enjoying my misery ahsjaksk
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wait your boobs actively shrink on testosterone?? fuck my stupid baka life
#i'm never gonna get the combination of characteristics i want huh#this actually makes me wanna cry lmao#darryl speaks
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the lord is testing me so hard rn. holy fuck. give me a break
#hbbbbbb spent what i built up after the semester on the mortgage i'm tired i have a full shift tomorrow and now the powers out and#i need a charger block for my phone cause i need to wake up tomorrow. wanted a shower. mom was gonna make a quiche i don't want wendy's lmao#i also do not want to start crying in front of her i am just. grumpy. and it is fine. but i need to not be tearing up when i get to the#pharmacy because my friend works there and will ask what's wrong and im not crying in cvs. so. hough. okay.#stop tearing up. get meds. get shitty stupid dinner i'm so sick of chicken holy fuck. go home. mom is also extremely overwhelmed i don't#want to get upset in front of her idk how to not do that. hhhgh. sucks. it sucks and it's bad and i'm tired
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Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#arlecchino#god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass.#also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh.#wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below:#for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up.#it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway#which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life#I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she#-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still.#I just find that pretty interesting.#also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :(((#clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get#the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure-#-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man.........#on a lighter note :)#I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a-#-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6#I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from#UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music.#anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!
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I would also just like to state for the record that when my grandmother died and when I wrote this post a few days ago, a lot of people reached out to me and so even though I've really been struggling for the past couple weeks, I am also simultaneously like
everything is hard rn but my friends are so good to me ;;
#I'll be okay I promise#I think I just did too much while traveling#and then the added stress of all the family stuff worsened my monthly health struggles#so I just... haven't been getting better lmao#I keep waiting for my body to bounce back and it Has Not#so we did make the tough choice for me to stay here for xmas#and spending it alone will kind of suck but the idea of flying rn makes me want to cry lmao#so I bought myself some presents and I put up a tree and I'm gonna be xmassy damn it
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sometimes i forget that being depressed isn't normal honestly
#bambi's rambling#i mean like it's normal for me and has been for years#possibly always#like i remember crying myself to sleep and thinking no one loved me at like age five#i just didn't really understand the concept until like. fifteen or sixteen i think#at one point i looked up an online 'are you depressed' quiz#even before my mom put me in therapy cause she was concerned#but it said i had 'mild depression' so i was like oh well that doesn't really count obviously#(the ironic part was that it was the same test that the therapist used to see if i was depressed. so apparently it was legitimate)#but like i dont know how not to be depressed#i know its getting worse lately but like. what do i do about that#i'm so horrendously uncomfortable talking about this kind of thing even in online settings#like there's a 50/50 change imma delete this instead of posting it it's that bad#prolly gonna delete this even if i do post it#how am i supposed to get help when i can't even ask for it. that kinda thing#not like it matters all that much anyway lmao#it's just my brain being stupid like normal#vent#tw vent#tw depression#tw mental illness#cw depression#cw mental health
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I think a fun activity for Thanksgiving this year, with the way the vote count is going, would be to cancel the whole dinner altogether and I order a pizza and drink a whole bottle of wine and huck my phone off the roof
#I am more scared now than I was in 2016 by far cause I mean..... the senate is gonna go repub. it's gonna be a shit show y'all#I don't wanna sugarcoat how uhhhh fucked up I kinda feel things are gonna get real soon#like. I grew up in a solidly right wing limbaugh fox news hannity worshiping home. they have always been out for blood.#so like lmao. I'm really worried. and very angry. and terrified. like. will I be able to get all my meds next year?#maybe not! how cool will that be!#will I have my job next year? maybe not! awesome!#and that's like first world basic white bitch problems compared to the fears of immigrants and trans ppl in this country rn#so like. I keep trying to play video games. and I just end up crying. I should probably start drinking.#erin explains it all
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