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did you ever decide on the round orange boy/1000$ for cat guy
I was NOT proud of being the person with 8 cats. Every time I go TSC to buy my 120 pounds of cat litter they say “back again?”. I don’t even want to discuss the cost of feeding this many cats. But perhaps worst of all was having to say “I have 8 cats” out loud. Do you know what is even more embarrassing? Saying “I have 9 cats” (this is all meant in jest. This is who I am. I’ve accepted it)
He got dropped off yesterday at 9am and today he had his first visit with Doc.
Marty is 11 years old and he’s weighing in at a whopping 17 pounds. He has IBS and a very mild heart murmur. In his old home he pooped (and sometimes peed) in the shower, which is why it was difficult to find someone to take him when his owner got sick and could no longer care for him.
We’re hoping to be able to get him off the steroid he’s been on long term, but IBD in cats can be so difficult. Our clinic cat has IBD and it took a long time to get it under control without medications. The heart murmur is really very mild and not a huge concern. And some weight loss should take the stress off his heart
He’s temporarily being housed in the bathroom but he came from a multi-cat household so I’m hoping to have him quickly introduced to my gang. He’s still very nervous but he’s very sweet.
#one of my terrible little beasts tried to touch his butt from underneath the door#so now whenever they stick their paws under the door he gets nervous and has to hiss#he already seems much better abt it tho. yesterday he smacked the shit out of Bug’s paw when she reached it under the door#today he just hissed and then went back to purring and asking for pets#my post#Marty
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I also like the idea of Bakugo coming home from a long, overseas mission only for you to be surprised when you meet him at the airport cuz he’s twice as beefy and four times more scary looking.
#Bakugo#UGH IM IN A CAR so I can’t write this f*ck#but meeting him at the airport and being shocked he’s HUGE and a little bit shy abt it#and you take him home and are all quiet bc u think he wants to rest#meanwhile he’s all confused bc you didn’t seem so excited to see him? only gave him one measly kiss????#and knows he gained weight and is kinda… nervous u hate it#and when you get home you’re kinda creeping around him#and he just bursts out to ask if you’re not attracted to him anymore or found someone new#and all you can do is like whisper#‘I am so attracted to you right now I feel like I could d*e’#‘and I didn’t want to bother u after a long flight of other how wet my p*nties are’#and then u f*ck like animals for a whole week#gen#shii posts
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🎵A Pearl - Mitski
Sonic and Nine animatic
#gwuh#i lost motivation + ideas halfways thrhpugh and you cna see it SO SORRY#it also like. didn’t turn out like I wanted it to <\3 so#and yes I know 5e true meaning of the song but I’m going to twist it a little to fit Nine teehee#anyways lowkey. kinda. ehhhhh#i know some might still like to see it though#i just like drawing nine with that wet cat look /J#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#my art :3#nine the fox#miles nine prower#sonic prime#sonk#sonic prime nine#anyways sorry sorry it’s not comprehensible or good like. my line of reasoning (?) my line of thoughts are not quite in order#but aimply. he misses Sonic and clings onto the memory of him <3#i love the concept of longing#so I do that a lot#i could explain each bit nd piece but tht’d take the fun out of it no ?#sorry abt all thw sorries I’m very . very. nervous abt posting this
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I see people making fan designs for kaiju and it looked very fun so I gave it a try on that one guy I keep drawing
Tried to make him more pterosaur shaped while also keeping what I like from my favorite design of him
I think he looks funny
#im actually so nervous abt posting this it looks a little dumb 😞#my art#rodan#toho kaiju#godzilla#fanart
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i had like an idea about the eggs not being from like. a single dragon mother and being kind of like a conglomerate of a bunch of dragons and dragon hybrid dna. and then i remembered my qtubbo is a dragon hybrid and i thought 'what if fred had a part in this' because ive got permanent frubbo brain
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#tubbo fanart#tubbo#qsmp tubbo#syringe tw#qsmp fred#my art#im trying to be less nervous abt posting less polished art so heres a little dip into that
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6 months ago i got annoyed at every mention of mcyt. now i learned to draw humans just so i could draw etho. #characterdevelopment
#ghost post#art#digital art#hermitcraft#etho#ethoslab#nervous abt posting this. first time finishing a drawing of a human and its for the biggest fandom ive ever posted about#to my mutuals: hi im a little bit into hermitcraft now. and by a little bit lets say. watching all 27 hermits videos
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every time i see discourse about fundraisers go by on here im just fully struck with the realization that not a single one of you people have either taken a cybersecurity fraud prevention course or bothered to take one singular second to consider the website youre on. this is the broke bitches website. none of us can afford to fund our mutuals' grocery bills, much less entire evacuation funds, and CERTAINLY not FAKE evacuation funds taking advantage of genocide victims. all this shit abt how people are deliberately choosing not to fund every post that passes their dash because they hate palestinians literally just does the work of actual scammers for them by laying the high-pressure sales tactics groundwork, and the "do you guys have any idea how hard it is to keep coming up with new attention-grabbing fundraiser posts?" ones just ring EXTREMELY hollow because YEAH! YEAH I DO! and so does everyone i follow! and everyone they follow! because all of us are FUCKING BROKE and surviving on crumbs! i just saw one that said "i make sure to keep $40 in my wallet at all times so i can give $20 to any panhandlers i see, this is the same" and its like!! good for you, thats very nice, but like!!! you need need NEED to take a step back and realize that /being able to do that/ is a position of privilege, not the default setting to be a good person. i wont discount that some people do ignore fundraisers specifically because of racism because Of Course, but like. a) yelling at them isnt gonna make them stop, or more accurately yelling at /everyone else/ isnt gonna make those people stop, and b) trying to apply that as a blanket motivation for everyone just. realistically doesnt work. not donating is a nonaction, it is the literal default status, and while in specific situations you can use CONSISTENT absence of SPECIFIC actions to track a person's motivations SOMETIMES, broadly speaking that just. doesnt work.
there are 8 billion people on this planet. most of them will never know you exist. of the ones that do, most will not be able to help you. of the ones that can, most will not be on the broke bitches website passing the same communal $20 around. consider your audience and stop shitting on fellow poor people for having the gall to need to be careful with their money. and if you are genuinely only posting your fundraiser to tumblr, like. im sorry, but you need to anticipate not reaching your goal and prepare accordingly. theres a reason the last big scam scandal people talk about actually getting the money is like. all-or-nothing era, as a website none of us have the funds to make that kind of thing happen anymore or the security to risk it. a fundraiser not meeting its goal on here is not a personal sleight against whoever made it, its just how life goes sometimes. and it's unfair and it sucks and we should help however we can, but. sometimes you just arent able to help someone else, and continuing to feel responsible serves only to torture yourself. and blaming OTHERS serves only to move that guilt from yourself off onto another person. i imagine that has to be where a lot of the vitriol comes from, is people who cant afford to donate more getting pissed at people they see as having the funds but choosing not to share them, but again, sometimes you just are not able to achieve the goals you set out towards, through no fault of the specific parties involved.
people on tumblr choosing to buy groceries rather than potentially donate to a scam are not your enemy and are not the ones facilitating a genocide. we're all victims of the same horrific system, the question is just how that system manifests its influence on each of us. poverty kills just as thoroughly as a bomb. everyone is just doing their best to survive, and as much as we like to pretend that everyone should be a perfect selfless angel that puts others before themselves no matter what, humans are by default a selfish species, and it is a lot easier to say what youd do in theory than actually do it. and there's a reason you have to put on your own oxygen mask before helping the person beside you, youre of no help to anyone if youre too dead to do anything.
#origibberish#and inb4 someone goes 'are you saying poverty is as bad a situation as GENOCIDE' be so fucking fr with me i s2g#yall know thats not what i mean so if we can just skip the part where we pretend you dont and quibble about semantics thatd be great#also ive seen multiple posts being like 'i cant believe yall are saying EVERY FUNDRAISER FROM PALESTINIANS is a scam' which#uh. no one was saying that?#people were saying that. some scammers were using the genocide as their scam? which. is true? there have been? several confirmed?#like. most arguments in this i can see where theyre coming from but that just. literally is inaccurate#i cant even call it disingenuous even though it clearly is because thats just. so far off of what literally anyone was saying that i have#trouble interpreting it as anything other than a deliberate exaggeration to stir emotional responses.#like. ive said before i see little value in going 'zomg a psyop!!' but that more than anything made me be like#if there was anyone on this website i had to pick to be running a scam using palestine as a cover it would be that person. because just. how#the fuck do you get that interpretation unless youre deliberately trying to emotionally manipulate people into not using#their critical thinking skills to determine scams from real fundraisers.#oh also the posts being like 'even if some are scams‚ so what? you should still risk it'#like genuinely if you have shared that one i have 0 respect for you. like that just. is not how things work in the real world when you#need money to survive.#and when the stakes are 'help save someone from genocide or help someone taking advantage of genocide victims' like.#you really cant see why people would be a little nervous abt that without it being some deep seated personal hatred?#you cant see why picking the wrong one there might weigh on a person?#just. idk. ppl on here need to get better at trying to see others' perspectives i think
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#Jesus christ. what a fucking week. its been January for a million fucking years#but this week has been good. very busy. i gave my 1st departmental presentation which i was real nervous abt#but i think my presentation was good. the department has a high standard for students to meet. like one of the guys who goes to the adjacent#department's student talks was like man it is night and day. the presentations in this department r so much better#so i feel like im getting a good education lol. and everyone was super supportive. like no one congratulated me besides my lab when i gave a#departmental talk for my masters. but here like everyone stopped to say good job and that the work sounds exciting. so that was nice.#and i feel like i spent so much time being social this week. im kinda drained and like oh god im fucking insufferable. but also im like well#if im being fucking annoying and ppl still Associate with me its their fucking problem lol. and also if u spend enough time around anyone#they become annoying and i still like my friends even if sometimes theyre annoying and its fine. everyone has the right to b a little#annoying haha. but i really like my lab mates. its fun talking to them. also everytime i talk to my old boss im like oh wow i am learing a#lot bc we talk abt my old system and my old work and i have new ideas abt how things function on a community level and she's like oh wow how#does that work? and i kinda kno what im talking abt and i still kinda love my desert cyanos a lot. and thats the other thing. i feel like#thats the other thing. i thought astr0biology was my guiding light but i think its actually just that i lov cyan0bacteria. somebody's gotta#and thats me... and my old boss haha and i have her to thank for that 😊 anyway. im feeling a lot my confident in my being here and in this#project. which is so crazy after the last 2 years of my life. Anyway. an aside but its been a crazy fucking week to b a scientist#bc of all the funding stuff. the post docs r really really stressed. as r the PIs. and my dad works for the government so he was telling me#all abt the fear within the VA. its crazy. and scary. but anyway. im so tired. Hopefully ill b able to properly draw this weekend but well#see. im a lil strung out haha#unrelated
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I think I mentioned this before in my post a little while ago abt valjean not talking, but reading the barricade section just now & he talks so little. I think the only things he says the entire time is to ask for a gun to shoot down the mattress and to ask for javert & then say he's shot him -- people talk to him plenty but he never replies. and this taken with the fact that it's such a long section without his pov at all it I feel like really shows how much of a sort of. social/communicative wall I guess? he can & does put up sometimes, and how impenetrable & unreadable (& in marius' case disconcerting) it comes across. like even we as readers who know him really well are not getting much from this at all about what he's thinking or feeling or planning, he's incredibly hard to read without that element of internality
#(I'm not counting his interaction w javert in the alley here bc that's another thing)#also i won't talk abt this too kuch bc i need to actually get to this section of the book & not just do analysis from memory but#i really do think this element of not being able to read him at all is part of what freaks marius out abt him a little in that marius is to#begin with not great at reading people & also really sensitive to potential rejection/dislike so when jvj behaves this way around him#& later when he's. what's the phrase it's like 'benevolent & cold' or something i think that's like practically tailor made to make him#(marius i mean) in his own slightly neurotic way extremely nervous Already#which! like We get why valjean is doing this & the whole internal explanation it makes sense & we sympathize!#but it's just such a bad match personality wise for a hm. not entirely a misunderstanding. but you get what i mean#it's predisposed towards misunderstanding & bad communication#<- sorry this is all a complete sidetrack from the post but i was just thinking abt this in the occasional sections we get marius' pov#& his view of jvj#thoughts#les mis
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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol
#len’en#yabusame houlen#suzumi kuzu#tsubakura enraku#haiji senri#art#digital#there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it#and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone#also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out#you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb#too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life#also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had#completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable#OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but#I’ll go check my likes#anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing#edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking
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hii everyone! after an agonising amount of deliberation, i've decided that i'll start tracking #useryenas for joshua visual content!
anyone can use this tag (i.e. we don't have to be mutuals) but please follow the guidelines below:
visual content only - gifs, gfx, edits, fanart, moodboards etc.
please use the tag in the first 20 tags
general svt content is allowed but i'd prefer just for joshua!
i'll check the tag once a week and if your post has been liked, it's in my queue!
i won't rb any content that looks stolen, colour-washed or have things used without the owner's approval (fancams, etc.)
mutuals are allowed to use the tag for anything you want me to see! doesn't have to be visual or for seventeen, and ofc you're always, always welcome to spam the tag!!!
tagging a few moots and non moots to kindly ask to spread this if you can <3 :
@jeonwonwoo @irlvernon @seokmins @blue-jisungs @etherealyoungk @slytherinshua @wheeboo @ftdino @shuaberriez @gentlejoshua @y-ves @h-ao @itsyoonzino @woozi @ajusnice @kyeomyun @eternalgyu @soonhoonsol @weird-bookworm @rubywonu @wnjunhui @dalkyeom
#fairyhaos.txt#useryenas#tagging non moots makes me nervous not gonna lie so pls imaginr me just shyly handing u a little envelope and asking if u can read it#also the way i rushed to get this out before the comeback bc >.< im going to be BUSY DURING IT#n i dont wanna miss any content :<#also the way there's sooo little josh content and i rlly wanted a way to access the things people make for him !#ahahah i need tos top rambling#can you tell im nervois abt this post + this tag
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my acting class is today :)
#IM A LITTLER NERVOUS#but they sent over a script for us to familiarize ourselves with#and I’ve got it down#it’s gonna be good I know it will :)#I’ll post abt it after it’s done!!! it’s not for a little while so :)#live
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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This is kinda how I feel abt talking in the dailies discord server or even here talking on tumblr to the other dailies (sry if you can't read my shitty ass handwriting)
(Ummm also that second little person I don't like actually think that, it's just really negative thoughts 🥲)
Anyways if anyone wants to talk & become friends, you can bcuz I have trouble reaching out o_o
#I'm nervous abt just posting this omg why can't I just fucking talk abt anything T-T#not daily lyrics#Also the two little guys they aren't good & evil separately but instead both a neutral with different thoughts#I make interesting metaphors sometimes#Not often thought .-.
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"it's a metaphorical locker, it's a place where people like me get put when everyone's finally fed up with us."
#i cant believe the first proper fan art im posting on here is of abed and not mike wheeler my three year long hyperfixtation#also that quote has exactly zero relevance its just been haunting me since i heard it#alex is an idiot#alex says shit#abed nadir#nbc community#community#bisexual abed nadir#bi abed nadir#abed nadir fanart#autistic abed nadir#trobed#< target audience#i pulled a lot of shit like that in the byler fandom am i allowed to do that over here#alex does art#idk what else to tag#im a little nervous abt posting this tbh
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like obv this is an unfortunate set of pics to compare as the "before" was taken with different intent and in bad lighting but
the lotion i've been using for years was discontinued and replaced with one that was just REALLY not working for me so i, instead of continuing to try new lotions, said FUCK IT and made skincare my new hobby and have gotten really into the entire korean glass skin routine and replaced ALL my products (is this an overreaction to ur lotion being discontinued? mayhap but fuck u anyway neutrogena, u don't get my money anymore)
anyway the best (worst?) thing is that... it kinda works y'all..... like i know it's probably hard for other ppl to tell esp bc i don't have any like, real skin problems that an outside observer can identify but i PROMISE there is a difference! TT A TT (it's been? one month? and a half? between these?)
#kinda nervous to post this bc it's not my usual wheelhouse#but i am just really into this and there's only one friend i know i can talk to abt it#but i'm so excited abt SKINCARE and MAKEUP rn#it's a fun little artsy hobby but ur canvas is SELF CARE#life with sao#sao pics
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