#literally tho my laptop broke

[black-lake]

what a mix of energy I’m feeling this solar eclipse. It’s like the air is clearing and things are being broken down. I’m grieving some parts of myself I lost but feeling other parts of me returning and emerging

[embersofhope-if]

^^me after having to factory reset my laptop hoping that itll fix all the problems with it (ive done this a million times and it literally never fixes anything)

[gaywineauntsstuff]

Broke: everyone fights over whose Batman’s favorite

Woke: everyone fights over whose Dicks favorite bc Dick isn’t an emotionally stunted loser (I shit talk Bruce so much but I love him, he’s just also a loser) and trying to get in the bats favor is like trying to catch sand in a sieve

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Damian: obviously I’m Graysons favorite I was his Robin

Tim: dude I was the first Robin he trained and we still talk every day I am 100% the favorite

Steph: fuck you! You disappeared off the the face of the earth when he was Batman I was actually here I’m 100% the favorite everyone knows Wing loves me.

Jason: Dick willingly went to Gotham to spend time with me even when he was mad at Bruce. Has Dick ever been in Gotham when he was mad at Bruce for you guys? No? Didn’t think so?

Damian: ….

Steph:…

Tim: that’s because you sucked so much he thought you’d get blown up trying to have to bludhaven.

Jason: oi! Low blow, you can’t use a man’s death against him

Damian: shut up we’ve all died before

Steph: you literally said you were allowed to break Tim’s laptop bc you died b4

Jason: yeah it’s MY DEATH I can use it how I want

Tim: we really gonna call your 14yr old 4’7 self a man?

Cass: he helped me train when B rejected me I’m the favorite

Tim: you can’t be Dicks favorite you’re already Bab’s favorite those are the only 2 likable older members of the family. (They’ve decided Alfred doesn’t count since he’s legally not allowed to have favorites)

Dick: Duke is my favorite

Damian: what?

Tim: how?

Jason: this shit is rigged

Steph: What?? You barely spend time with him?

Duke who has been eating popcorn quietly this whole time:???

Dick: he doesnt steal my suit and murder people

Jason: …

Dick: or tell his friends I threatened to send him to Arkham when I told him to get therapy

Tim:…

Dick: or break into my apartment at 3am because he can’t communicate with his father

Damian:…

Dick: or make me believe he flatlined on the operating table

Steph: …

Dick: or tell me he can’t meet up for a bust because he’s too busy fighting Wonder Woman a hero we work with over text with no context and then go AWOL for 5 days

Cass:…

Dick: or overload his plate with 50 million things I will have to come in and help with

Everyone:

Steph: he started a cult tho??

Dick: was it before or after he was fostered bc if it was before it’s. Not. My. Problem.

Duke: I’m the favorite???

Dick: also I feel like if I died you’re the most likely to take over my duties and not go on a quest for vengeance or try to clone me or put me in the Lazarus pit.

Jason: ID NEVER PUT you in the Lazarus pit…. No comment on the rest tho.

Tim: ditto

Damian: meh you are superior to Todd and he’s relatively functional post the pit I don’t see the issue here.

Steph raising hand: I wouldn’t-

Dick: or help TIM do it

Steph lowering hand:

Dick: plus you have a parent so I don’t have to do 80% of the child rearing while giving Bruce credit

Duke still a little star stuck bc that’s nightwing: IM THE FAVORITE.

[snorfbin]

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[crguang]

it was indeed me 🌠 anon who finally downloaded ptn, can’t believe u guessed who I was. Which I haven’t even opened ptn yet bc I’ve been busy asf this week and I’ve been trying to fix my sleep schedule (spoiler alert it isn’t going well), midterms are coming up for me as well ugh. Oh and there’s like no storage left on my phone, it is holding on for dear life rn, I should just a computer that isn’t the age of a schoolchild so I don’t kill my phone but I’m too broke. My friend keeps sending me the do it for her things, and uh respectfully I’d like to chew on them. -🌠

i guessed it was you because of the typing style and u mentioned that u didnt have enough storage for ptn a while ago lmaoo, but i hope things calm down enough after midterms so you can actually play the game, i think ur gonna miss the current events tho </3 i also need a working laptop cause mine is so impossibly slow that i cant run any games on it and i havent been able to play sims im going insane i wanna make a ptn/hsr household😞 the way this official art just came out too… these are literally aisno’s favs because its always them in new fits😭 not complaining cause zoya looks scrumptious and coquelic’s my new chew toy, plus hamel is ethereal as always. they all look so gorgeous ughhhh i love this game

[raddagher]

HELLO!! I know this is a very random ask but I have. stumbled upon your "chrome refugees" post and. I am a chrome refugee. I am on a chrome book thingie and I don't know where to start for evacuating chrome or how to install plugins or whatever,, if you could give some pointers, a guide, etc etc. anything would be great I want to free myself from chrome's clutches. If even possible. thank you gang.

Heyyyy so glad you asked

Step one get rid of your Chromebook lol

Unless you need it for school or whatever. But Chromebooks run on Google software ("Chrome" as in literally Google Chrome), so theres no escaping with a Chromebook. You gotta get a real computer, meaning a PC or a laptop

I'm a broke bitch so I got a secondhand Thinkpad laptop for like $200. Thinkpads go for dirt cheap bc offices and schools use them and are always getting rid of them in batches. You can also find whole entire desktops at hospital or university surplus stores for as low as $50

Second is to start searching shit on search engines. Not Google tho. Duckduckgo and Firefox. But literally just start typing "how do I find my downloads folder" and "how to move my bookmarks to firefox" and literally anything else you don't know how to do. There are tutorials everywhere and they are awaiting you with open arms

[itsgirlcraft]

Hm. I..think I just unveiled a bit of my dark backstory. Neat

Long story short, last week my mom said something like "it's not fair to everyone else if you're just hanging out" in relation to college and chores and getting a job.

Anddddd...this isn't the first time. The last time was back in September 2023 where she went into an emotional rant about it. I checked my notes app abt that first time and damn. It did Not Go Well.

Putting a cut here bc it gets more vent-y and personal.

I had really horrible intrusive thoughts that first time. I was terrified of her "catching" me resting, even just eating. So I pretended to work on college after finishing my actual work, long after the sun set. I kept having thoughts of, "she's right I'm just a burden, rest is a reward I can't ever enjoy anything again I shouldn't sleep or eat anymore," etc. I felt like I was purposefully being dramatic, so I could get pity points, even though guilt was eating me alive.

However, this second time was different. I don't think it was all that emotional for either of us. Tbh I think I've actually gotten better in a lot of ways!

I tried to explain myself when she said so initially, trying to show my side of things. After, I just..went to work on my college assignment with nothing more than mild disdain for her. It was more a sign to rebel rather than give in, and I feel more confident in myself now! I even feel that what I've done is good enough, that I deserve rest and celebration!

And now, in the days later, I've dissected the whole thing logically, comparing our povs and what I agree/disagree with. I've explored the opportunities for why I'm wrong and why she's wrong, and that all of this is still my interpretation of her argument. None of what *I* assumed here may be right, because this may not be an attack whatsoever on her part.

Because I DO agree that chores should take up part of my day if I do stick with 1-2 classes that are ACTUALLY easy for me. I literally WANT to do that. I just don't like that she's implying 1, she's trying to pick my battles for me, and 2, that having fun is hurting others. Because from what I understand, she thinks any less than 3+ classes is too little, and I'm just "chilling" all day.

But last semester's 2 classes, combined with my laptop breaking, nearly broke me. I had to fight to get to this point, where I've gone beyond the shores of my comfort zone and straight into the depths. I got on a public bus and went to my college campus on my own, for the first time for both. I figured out how to get my student id, got on the wrong bus, and was fine with it! I was calm and trusted that, eventually, I'd get home!! That's INSANE, okay? I GOT ON THE WRONG BUS AND GOT OFF SOMEWHERE UNKNOWN, AND I DIDNT PANIC, I TRUSTED MYSELF AND THE WORLD TO BRING ME HOME!!!!! AND BY GOD, IM FUCKING PROUD OF THAT!!!

And yeah. Even tho my mom says she's impressed with that, her little talk last week felt hypocritical. Hopefully I'll get around to telling her all this soon, because it seems she's had this thought in her head for awhile...And for once, I don't want to avoid confrontation.

[coffeeallaloneandlord]

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got out my laptop to write a vent post like it's 2014 idk i'm just like ruminating on every breakup i've ever had and realizing after 15 years of trying to fit the role of girlfriend that is really just not for me lol! like i really thought i was on that path but if there's been any theme to my life so far it's that my path is not straightfoward like i transferred high schools i transferred colleges i moved to a new state without knowing anybody lost my housing immediately in a pandemic and still made it fucking work now i manage a restaurant which i could have NEVER seen myself doing 4 years ago even tho i always wanted to. the first most significant relationship i had when i was 18/19 was with a really genuinely great guy, i broke up with him because i knew somehow that i was too young and had a lot more to experience. it sucked because i loved him deeply and still did for years afterwards to a painful degree lmao. that colored a lot of my subsequent relationships thru college and beyond, which mostly: sucked. and they sucked because they all paled in comparison to the great relationship i had given up in order to have the freedom to have shitty relationships lol. so then i had some shitty relationships, interspersed with periods of girlbossing, then when i was 26 i started dating someone (long distance that i met thru a friend) who was really a perfect match for me in so many ways and i genuinely thought like this is it. literally had king of my heart on the relationship playlist, baby all at once this is enough. but then over time the realities of what it would take to really build that relationship, especially if it meant marriage, actually sank in for me and all that i would have to give up about myself, the life that i've built here, that i fought so hard to build. also i've said it before and i'll say it again.... this grown man let his mother do his laundry. this red flag represented more family dynamics that i won't get into for his sake but it was like once the puzzle pieces fell into place about what i was being asked to sign up for re commitment and marriage it was like omfg no. i will not be doing this man's laundry in 5 years' time fuming and resentful. so i ended that relationship which sucked because all my breakups SUCK i can never have a half decent breakup to save my fucking life, but i was still of the mindset that he wasn't the one for me and i needed to keep looking/waiting. i've dated here and there since then. but what took months and months to sink in the aftermath of that breakup was that the little details like the laundry and the distance that caused that breakup and not the underlying cause of all my breakups since i was 16 which all boil down to i don't wanna do this anymore lol. some people think the term honeymoon phase is controversial or whatever but that has been the case for me in every single relationship ive had that's gotten off the ground. relationships that don't get off the ground are a completely different story lol the only similarity is that every breakup ive ever had big or small sucked ass. to the point where it would lead to me staying in relationships way longer than i should have to avoid a traumatizing breakup which as we all know only makes the breakup worse [[laughing emoji x 13]]. so now like thinking about a guy a like and care about and him hypothetically asking me to be his girlfriend and i can't think of anything fucking worse. like no shade to the girlfriends out there. but my experience of being a girlfriend, even of a guy who treats you well, is that they are using the experience of possessing you to feel good about themselves. all guys do this. the guy who wanted to marry me treated me like aphrodite and worshipped the ground i walked on. and i believe he truly loved me, in a way no one ever has. but it felt perverse after awhile, like in the end it was really serving him. my laptop may die and i don't wanna lost this post, if you're still reading tysm for reading my stream of consciousness <333 if you didnt read this far sorry for not being perfectlol

[sumire-bride]

Haiiiiiiii guys

{ It's been a minute ik, I've been lurking from the side lines for peace n a stable mental state }

( I've reached a point in my life where I need to actually learn how to adult n it js taking up a lot of my time, n I mean a lot of my time obv }

{ I also broke my laptop, it caught on fire (js like when Sumire committed arson thst one time) so creating cgs for Sumires route has been difficult n so has writing them on a phone 😭 }

{ ik I say this all the time, i will be more active n sumkres route WILL BE POSTED SOON I PROMISE it is literally js her cgs 😭😭 the lack of activity is more cuz I don't get asks or interactions 🥲👍🏼 love u guys tho }

{ ANYWAY, love u guys thanks for still being here more content will be out soon }

[vampireghostlawyer]

Whatever happened to your OC who was missing a finger?

harlan? 0.0

well the bad news is that the game i was working on that he was a character in had literally all of its data on my laptop that broke, so for the near future, it's probably a lost cause </3 i lost the full demo, all the cgs, and everything i had coded for the main story.

i do still have a handful of his portrait sprites and like one single (VERY old) inspiration image drawing thing i did of him (also pretty sure i traced his whole ass pose from a movie screenshot cause i didnt intend to actually use it in the game)

the good news is that in the game's true ending he survived his saw trap AND the final game and ended up moving in with the mc and their boyfriend. he did still lose his leg, finger, eye, and part of his ear tho. rip sorry harlan

[cocoartistwrites]

Hi Coco 💐

I need an advice/new perspective on this situation I’m in. I have a friend group of 7 people since high school and we stayed in touch throughout university. But we kinda strayed away because of work and some of us moved abroad. And we rarely talk anymore. That’s fine by me because that is life.

A month ago, I found out that one of girls in the group is going to marry in October. However I soon discovered that I wasn’t invited because she reposted all the bridesmaids invite. All the girls in our group are the bridesmaids. I’m the only one who is not invited.

I’m not mad that I’m not going to be a bridesmaid but I’m a bit sad because I’m not invited (she also has sent out all the invitation for guests. Even our teachers got an invite). She even invited our friend who lives in Australia. My friend got worried about me and she asked the bride to confirm about my invite. Turns out I really am, not invited. When asked why, Lisa (the bride), said that there isn’t enough quota for me. I’m not gonna lie, I feel hurt but I understand.

However some friends heard that I’m not invited and decided to confront me about it. When I gave them the screenshots, they felt it was odd because she also invited plus one. My friends who were the bridesmaids asked to switch her plus one to me, but Lisa outright refused and got superrr mad when our friends asked why. Everyone was confused because I have never had any drama with anyone ever. I’m very non confrontational and I tend to let people walk over me.

Our friends who were the bridesmaids threatened to leave the wedding if she doesn’t tell the real reason. Turns out, the fiancé have a folder of my photos in his laptop. Some of these photos are stalker-ish and recently taken (probably 3 months ago) according to my friend. My friends got mad at Lisa because what he did is wrong and doesn’t understand why I’m being punished for it. Our friends backed out of the wedding and already requested a refund for the bridesmaids dress.

Now this is all happening without me knowing.

I have never met her fiancé alone. We’ve met at a party because he was a mutual friend of my ex. But other than that, it’s zero interaction. Like ZERO. Now I’m a bit paranoid about someone taking pictures of me secretly. I asked my friends to not back out and stay with Lisa because I think she’s just being a bridezilla. However they’re pretty adamant about not going to the wedding.

Lisa has made several instagrams post throwing shade at me. Even though she doesn’t say my name, but everyone knows it was me. Another friend who is very much confrontational commented on her post saying that it was never my fault and that Lisa is being super dramatic right now. News broke out about my pictures on his laptop because apparently he made a facebook post saying he had deleted the photos and that the photos are not pornographics.

Some of my friends got mad at me because while all of this happened, I never said anything. I don’t want to press charges against him too. I never asked anyone to talk to Lisa about me. Lisa has been calling me and accusing me of ruining her wedding and saying that I’m jealous of her. I apologize for what’s happening and told her that I’m not interested in her man and never interacted with him. Then I blocked her because I am just so exhausted.

Sorry this is too long. I think I’ve done the right thing by not responding. If you think I’m wrong, please let me know.

Thank you so much Coco 💐

Oh my GOD. She sounds like the fucking worst and you’re never going to win whatever that battle she’s invented is so you’ve absolutely done the right thing. What the fuck?? Why would you marry someone who is a literal actual stalker 😭

You must be terrified that’s a really traumatic thing to happen tbh I’m so sorry. Not only has this woman tried to blame you and try to make you a pariah but you might have been in danger and didn’t know. And to top that all off this woman then blamed you AGAIN. I’ve written that out even though it might be a bit confronting because I think it’s really important to acknowledge that what has happened to you is really fucking shit.

What I would say is that I’m glad these other friends were good about it, they seem like good people. I hope you can talk to someone about it as in friends and family. Professionally, I think you should maybe tell a lawyer sorry to be dramatic but I get why you don’t want to press charges etc over this but you don’t know this guy and she sounds quite mad too and I do think having some record of all of this and any evidence would be a good idea just in case. It might also give you some peace of mind. Obviously if you’re feeling unsettled and observed you should also hit up a therapist for a couple of sessions but that’s more a personal thing so I won’t advise there. The lawyer is a practical solution, and means you don’t have to press charges but you do have a legal record in case something happens down the line - which it almost certainly won’t. I just really cannot fathom the pictures thing though. And then to marry him?

I think she’s probably angry with you because she doesn’t want to admit the truth to herself, which is that she is making a gigantic mistake and should have walked away the moment she found that folder (and like what else did she find you know??)

Also god if I stayed with a guy like that wild horses couldn’t drag that information out of me who did she tell and why?

Anyway I hope you’re okay. It sounds like you’ve done everything you can to be the biggest person in this so be proud of that. I really hope you get excluded from their narrative now, and thank god you’re shot of such weird and shitty people. And thank GOD you didn’t have to go to their wedding.

[librathefangirl]

Hey Libra! 👋

First of all I love your blog! And that icon makes me happy every time I see it :D

Second of all this is actually the THIRD time I’ve tried to type this ask. 😂😅 first time I was nervous. Then Tumblr deleted the second one seconds ago because it’s bad luck day I guess. The curse of the broken headphones is spreading. It killed my laptop charger an hour ago and is now directly deleting my writing. Is the universe trying to send me a sign? Luckily, I am not listening. Though I do tremble in fear

I am writing a SDS demon analysis essay inspired by zorria’s post that’s been circling around about Tristian and Io. I wanted to ask you if you’d like to give a special guest / character / concept mention that you'd like to see me ramble on about! I’ll research pretty much anything.

So far for writing topics we have: zeldris, cursed by light, ethics of our least favorite tryant parents and the consequences, the supreme dirty specifically making me concerned for the future of the goddess clan for 90 minutes, Elizabeth’s holy war shenanigans, and Jenna and Zaneri making me question the druids.

If you would like to submit a Thought to the “thinking about demons and what nakaba’s wild writing actually means for the worldbuilding” train please do!

None of our SDS mutuals have responded to me about this yet, so in the meantimeeee I'm writing a Pre Holy War fic because time to write my first fanfiction I guess! First two chapters are done and end on cliffhangers, inspired by your latest SDS fic which I love.

Featuring! TC Meliodas’s Questionable battle strategy, Zeldris being a literal brat (child Zel!) but a very smart one, the Ten Commandments doing their job well for once but behind the Demon King’s back, Fraudrin being forced into the role of NPC, the predecessors of the Six Knights of Black being even worse at their job than the ones the Sins best in prisoners of the sky, and the lack of goddess characters forcing me to come up with one on the spot. She has a randomly generalized name and her fate is undecided.

If you would like to submit a Thought to that as well, I'm all ears. In any case you and the mutuals can expect something interesting from me soon I guess.

Thanks for reading if you end up reading this. I have no idea now many asks you get on a daily basis.

Have a wonderful day!

Hey!! 👋 (I've been trying to answer this ask all day but I'm also helping my sister take care for my nephew who's sick at the moment and it's like I swear there were more hours in the day??)

Anyway! Glad you're enjoying my chaos ;) And the icon - that's exactly why I picked it! I just love that scene (no matter how brief it is) and always replay it so I can watch that smile again (so soft! so happy!) So I thought, hey why not make it so I get to see it everyday?

Oh no, not the Curse of the Broke Headphones! 😂 It really must be spreading tho. My standard video viewing program on my computer (that I prefer to use for my videos) just works like... 1 out of 10 times, for the past few days. No clue why. Kudos to you for being persistent! If you hadn't, I wouldn't have gotten this fun ask 😊 I feel you on the nerves though. I think I've only ever sent 1 ask. And that was to thank for hosting a whump event. And I know saying there's no need to be nervous is pretty pointless (because if you're like me you're gonna be nervous anyway) but just know you can write whatever to me. No judgement!

Okay. So, that essay sounds sooo interesting! And I... don't have anything specific in mind at the moment. (Like always, somebody asks me what's my thoughts on Topic are and I'm like... *cricket sounds*). But seriously, all those topics so far sound really good and interesting. Man, the SDS demons really are Something to think about, aren't they? Honestly, the demons, the goddesses, the first holy war are all so fascinating to think about. (And definitely something I wish had gotten explored more in canon). Like, take the goddess clan in that era for example (admittedly not something I think about as much as the demons but) and the SD's role in the war. Like obviously, as seen in Cursed by Light, she didn't want the holy war to end, wanting to keep her "game" and the balance between light and dark, but at the same time we have people like Ludociel, who is dead-set on not only ending the war but destroying all the demons. Actually, this goes for the DK and the demons too! Neither the Supreme Deity nor the Demon King wanted the holy war to end, yet had their best soldiers fighting tooth and nail to end it. It's just interesting to think about, how did their thought process work? The archangels and the Ten Commandments are their elite troops, right? And - what, they didn't actually expect them to win? Like what would have happened if one side had figured out a way to win that didn't include the disappearances of both demons and goddesses? So much to think about.

Oh! First fanfic, yay! I remember my first fanfic - or actually I don't. But I remember my first fanfic that I posted (not sure if that's the first I wrote or not). It was for Lab Rats over on FF.net back in 2016. (Oh, man, just typing that out made me feel old. Have I really been writing fanfics (on-and-off) for almost 7 years now?). To the surprise of absolutely no one it was angsty and family-centric.

And yeah, gotta write those cliffhangers ;) Happy to be of service (inspiration)! To share some excitement from my end as well, I am currently (as in as soon as I'm done typing this answer) working on chapter 2. So, hopefully I'll (finally) have that up soon!

Okay, let me tell you something: that fic sounds absolutely amazing! So many good things included. You've definitely got me intrigued already! And I feel you on the goddess character. I can't tell you how many times while writing my fics I've been like wait I need a goddess/demon character for this. And they need a name and an identity?? Not to mention the time I had to come up with a name for an entire dragon species. Thank god for name generators 😂 Usually I just generate names until I find one I like and then maybe change it a bit (like for the dragons where I swapped two letters around because I liked it better that way) or just take whatever name pops up in my head (that's sort of what I did for Mel's sister in my Dragon Meliodas AU; I took a name that popped up in my head and switched it up a bit to be more similar to Zeldris' for maximum angst). One time I even went: you know what, this goddess is a minor character, that's gonna flee the scene of the crime almost immediately and isn't really the point of the story, and then just didn't bother give her a name at all 😅 Actually! I'm in this spot right now too. I still haven't named my demon character in When the Past Comes Crashing, but it's okay so far. He's still an unknown mysterious demon to the readers, so I have time to figure it out 😂 😅

Anyway. Excited to see whatever you come up with! Also, this is like the fourth(?) ask I've gotten. Ever. So, yeah, there's always room in my inbox (or dm if you prefer) to come yell, rant or just chat with me about SDS, fics, or anything you want to 😊

Thank you for this amazing ask! And I hope you have a wonderful day as well!

[typheus]

convinced the last cord i broke wasnt my fault tho, brand new n i literally used it once. went to plug in my phone for the second time n boom. melted plastic smell n didnt charge anymore 😑

o ya also one of the usb ports on my laptop has also started killing anything i plug into it :(

[hesitationss]

having this insane moment remembering someone from highschool when i was in my first year of uni broke as shit and also my laptop broke down during finals. i had an acquaintance from highschool call me to talk or whatever and he was like... taking on odd jobs in random places in europe bcuz he couldn't afford uni but was able to get like a work visa or whatever idek. but he was like "don't you have a credit card? just use that?" are you fucking insane first of all. a credit card is not a loan... like it exists for the sole purpose of building a credit score to determine whether or not you can be trusted w larger loans for things like houses or cars etc. like idk if it's my money anxiety bcuz i'm insane from growing up in poverty, but using a credit when u don't have money and have no foresight of earning money is like how you accumulate debt and more fees like i literally chose to not use it bcuz i would rather not get in trouble w the bank. like it was crazy bcuz his whole personality in HS was being poor and how that was so limiting for him but even tho i eventually moved into a larger house w my family later in life... idk like idk maybe white parents just shelter their children better bcuz my mom was like showing me her bills all the time to tell me how much i cost, but also apparently my vibe was off and she didn't like me bcuz she never did that to my siblings... like idk the money anxiety from being poor ... like non poor ppl don't understand... i would rather skip meals than go into credit card debt or spend and extra hour going places than spend money on an uber... like we are not the same 😭

[the-chronicles-of-a-bookworm]

hi Hannah!! I'm slightly late but 🤷‍♀️

(for the nosy ask thing)

13, 14, 15, 16, 18 (only if you're comfy tho), 19, 20, 21, 22, 25, 26, 28, 44

(I'm a super nosy person so)

I noticed your nosiness last time I had a last game! My hands were so tired after typing 😭 im not complaining tho THIS IS SO FUNN

13: biggest turn ons Nice hands. A professional speaking voice. Perfect grammar. Someone who doesn't curse, whispering some curse word under their breath. Like "fuck" really quietly that almost no one would hear. Someone who can genuinely make me laugh. Stupid, witty banter (like percy and annabeth before and after they started dating). A nice smile. WOAH WOAH WOAH STOP HANNAH STOP

14: Biggest turn offs Inflated ego. Insulting people for just existing (like james did to snape) Dishonesty. LITTERING. Being rude. LITTERING. Being really shabby or unhygienic. Someone who makes a mess when eating. Someone who doesn't use cutlery in the appropriate situations (i mean, im indian. we practically invented eating with our hands, but I use cutlery when its appropriate okay? I don't attack my rice of something with my hands in formal situations.) Did I mention littering?

15: Favorite Movie (answered here) but I also want a malayalam movie "Ennum Ninde Moideen" ITS SO GOOD

16: I'll love you if... (tbh I already love you <3) BUT YOU SHOULD READ PERCY JACKSON IF YOU ALREADY HAVEN'T (idk if this counts as an answer tho *sobs*)

JUST A WARNING: THE FOLLOWING QUESTION HAS TRIGERRING STUFF LIKE RAPE, FAMILY STUFF, AND SHITTY FAMILY MEMBERS, SO DONT READ IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE This is the first time I've ever talked about this to anyone. I don't ever talk about stuff like this, but I think it's time I open up a little.

18: Traumatic Experience When I was 12, I noticed that my grandfather was being a little too touchy. Whenever he got the chance, he would find a way to touch me and make me uncomfortable. I thought this was normal for grandparents to do. I'd known him my whole life. I trusted him, loved him, told him everything. Until he started calling me into his bedroom. Started telling me to undress myself. Started telling me let him "check" my privates to see if there is any problem. For a while, I let him. I let him touch me. Why would he do anything to harm me? I always thought. It got a little too much. Too much that I started screaming for help. I thought, somebody, anybody would help me. Because I knew a grandparent wouldn't do this. I knew this was wrong. And once it all settled, and my parents sorted it out. I was guilty. I blamed myself. I kept thinking "How many time has your mother told you about people touching you. How many times?". And as I was sitting there, I could hear my mother literally wailing. She was screaming. My father and uncle knew about this as well. I had never seen them this angry before. The worst part? We could do fucking nothing. My grandfather was the only reason we could stay in our apartment. It was a hard time and we were struggling with money. My grandmother was facing depression. Her mental state so bad, that I knew she couldn't know about this. My grandfather got away, scotch free. Every time I see him, I think about telling my grandmother. The man she fusses over everyday is not who she thinks he is. But I couldn't. My aunt went into denial. She kept saying that her father wouldn't do such a thing. No one else knew. Whenever I see him, I go into a state where I feel ants all over my body. It goes after a while, but it always stays. (It's a lot to consume. But it felt good to let it all out)

19: A fact about your personality I can get angry easily, and once you've done that I can get so damn scary. My aunt told me that, after she saw me and my brother fight with eachother once, when he broke my laptop.

20: What I hate most about myself I'm ugly.

21: What I love about myself I'm actually pretty smart. It may sound really egoistical, hence why I don't like answering this question, but I know I'm smart. That's why I keep trying to achieve more, you know?

22: What I want to be when I grow older? Oncologist or gynecologist surgeon. Once I retire from actually working in the medical field, I'll be a professor for a medical school.

25: My idea of a perfect date Something at home. Maybe napping a little, eating takeout, watching a movie, listening to music. If we're going out, I want to go to some amusement park. or some 24/7 grocery store. Or McDonalds.

26: Biggest pet peeves Someone chewing with their mouth open. Scraping your plate WITH A METAL FORK. PLEASE FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP. Chewing gum loudly. Not covering their coughs and sneezes. "You act so gayyy" UGH SO ANNOYING I KNOW I ACT GAY OKAY?

28: A description of the people I hate most

44: A random fact DID YOU KNOW THAT A PIG CANNOT PHYSICALLY LOOK UP TO SEE THE SKY? DID YOU KNOW A SHRIMP'S HEART IS IN ITS HEAD? DID YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY REALLY STUPID SOMETIMES?

[tea-with-evan-and-me]

I double checked and yes Emma was with Chord Overstreet in April 2012 and they broke up in May. He was at Coachella with her. I do remeber there are pictures of her and Evan at Coachella with their friends but I don’t believe anything had happened yet because she was with Chord and he was there lol. Emma and Evan had/have mutual friends. The first articles about Emma and Evan being a relationship are from July 2012 after that wedding. Regardless of how they began though I do think meeting Emma made Evan realize that he wasn’t happy with Alexia anymore and somewhat prompted that breakup. I always thought they broke up in March but maybe it was April.

First weekend of Coachella '12 , Emma was indeed with Chord, second weekend tho, she was with Evan and their friends. That's where those pics that surfaced are from. Lol imagine if she broke up with Chord Mid-week, Evan did the same and then texted her "hey, wanna hang out next weekend at the desert", and thus Coachella marks the start of their relationship 😅😭 - it's giving Natalie / Evan lol maybe I'm stretching it too far but hey

Proof for anyone wondering (as you can see from all three of emma's outfits,they were together for all three days during Coachella's second weekend):

https://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/68433071.html?page=5&cut_expand=1 (she has bite marks on her shoulder lol)

https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/8444318043462378/

https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/336925615885905185/

https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/271482683778339759/

https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/8444318043440321/

https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/70861394128863332/

And there's another photo of all of them sitting on the grass, Evan is wearing a hat and smiling wide lol cannot find it right now

Ahh simpler times, demon is demon, but look at Evan, such a baby 🥺💕

Also, Alexia herself said that none cheated on anyone, so my guess is that both Emma and Evan fell in love while prob being with other people, cheating doesn't have to be involved (I won't be surprised if Emma cheated on chord though)

thank you! i actually saw some these photos the other day saved on my laptop 😭 the nostalgia is real!

regardless of the past… here’s to this coachella romance being the literal opposite of the mistake that was emvan. 🥴