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YING HAOMING BACK AS BA YE IN SOUTHERN ARCHIVES THIS IS NOT A DRILL
#literally shaking and crying right now#the universe really said i needed a win this week#dmbj#southern archives#the south bureau#南部档案#are any of these tags right? i am forever confused over the English title for this show dfghhjjkm#ying haoming#ba ye#qi tiezui#i keep thinking im going to wake up and this will all be a dream
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



Arthur, through tears and shaking like a chihuahua: "This better not awaken anything in me"
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THIS MAY HAVE BEEN ONE OF THE WORST MONTHS OF MY LIFE BUT IT WAS WORTH IT
IN ONE MONTH’S TIME MY TUMOR MARKER WENT FROM 111.1 TO 74.4
WHICH MEANS MY NEW TREATMENT & RADIATION ARE WORKING
#i’m literally crying you guys this is the best news i could’ve gotten#im like shaking right now i’m not even kidding#cancer post
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#i have literally never been this panicked and sad before#my cat is sick and i can tell he's in pain but all of the. vet hospitals nearby are closed and the nearest one that's open is an hour away#and it's fucking hazardous weather conditions outside. like blizzarding. so we couldn't bring him to the vet#so we're gonna bring him at like 7 am but i can't sleep because im fucking terrified that he's going to die while i do#had a very terrifying call with the er vet earlier and like i don't want to assume the worst but also im fucking shaking and panicking#he is my family and if he dies now - at only a year old - idk what im going to do.#and iwant to go to bed because im exhausted but also i can't stop crying anf i was literally just having a panic attack#sorry fhis is. a lot. im delirious and sad right now#literally the worst possible time for any of this to happen#bee.txt
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omw to school now chat!! 😸
#Mini vent bc im not ok haha:#So i literally cant stop shaking and ws barely able to breathe when i ws getting ready + ws hyperventilating the whole time.#Feel about a split second away from starting to cry again.#Mother left like 5 minutes before the taxi ws meant to get here bc she had to bring cat to the vet.#So she ws js like 'sorry i cant help :[ oh btw you gotta get ur shit together in <5min for school bye' which. Um. Yeah.#So i had about 3 minutes of breakdown time before i had to get my shit together and now i gotta sit through 6 hours of random bs probably w#a bunch of catch up work bc i wasnt in last week when we properly went back. So ive missed like 3 days worth of lessons.#So 6 hours worth of random bs + extra catch up work (besides the fact im also behind in a bunch of shit anyways bc i joined the class late.#& i'll probably have a thousand and one teachers 'checking on' me. All they want to hear is just another fucking lie of me saying im ok bc#Im too much of a fucking burden to not be. Even if i say im not ok the most ill probably fucking get is a shitty cup of tea and 5 minutes t#sit in the hall being gawked at for having the audacity to not be ok.#Spooks isnt in today. My other friend might be? Crimson might be? And Star might be? So idfk.#I dont want to make fake fucking conversation i dont really want to talk ever or do anything.#I dont feel able to exist right now. But i cant not?? So! Hn. Guess its fucking school instead.#Um. Yeah. Sorry?( I guess? Not really.) For this chat.#See you guys later.
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Calling out tomorrow I can’t keep dealing with this shit
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IM LITERALLY SHAKING OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
#IM AT WORK AND IM CRYING#THIS HAD ME SO STRESSED#I HAD 88 TICKETS SAVED UP PLUS THE 10 DEVS GIFTED US THIS MORNING#I GOT RAF IN 30#AND SYLUS IN ZAYNE IN 70?? OR 80#IM LITERALLY SHAKING RIGHT NOW#lads#love and deepspace
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being insane rn abt fucking it's quicker & easier (to eat your young) chapter 20 update so bad I NEED YOU ALL TO KNOW THIS @pinkcannibal YOU DID IT AGAIN WAUGH HHHHHH HHHHH
#I NEED TO BE HELD SO BAD HOLY SHIT#IM YEARNING. YEARNING SO BAD RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.#im shaking sobbing crying dying LITERALLY#WAUGHHHH HHHH#personal.txt#eat your young#marilyn thornhill#marilyn thornhill x reader#laurel gates#laurel gates x reader
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We live in a world where a brown woman is threatened with death threats, is doxed and constantly harassed by the trans/lgtbq community because she dared to speak up against the white ‘non-binary’ child groomer on Tiktok. This isn’t okay, considering yall are threatening her kids as well! People literally have her kid’s private information - their address, their school etc. The fact that the lgtbq community is not even talking about this??? In fact, yall participated in harassing her and were so quick to call her ‘transphobic’ just because she said Jeffery Marsh’s obsession with kids was creepy. Jeffery Marsh still has a platform, still has thousands of fans supporting them and attacking the women or anyone else who speaks up. How is this not oppression and hate? How is silencing someone who speaks up not oppression? The lgtbq community does this then talks about being oppressed and how they’re not grooming kids? Please make it make sense. I’m disgusted asf rn. I’m all for living your life the way you want and protecting your rights, but in no world is doxing a woman and harassing her and her kids ‘protecting your rights’. This isn’t the first time I’ve seen the community being intolerant or creepy - numerous instances of people yelling on streets, a drag queen showing her naked ass to a kid and people cheering her on, a little girl intimating a stripper and collecting money and being cheered, a school that preached gender fluidity attacking a mother and refusing to show her the school’s syllabus, Jeffery Marsh preaching the isolation of kids and telling them to pay to ‘talk to him privately’ without anyone knowing. This is borderline creepy and grooming behavior and all the time that I’ve been in this community, no one ever mentions this. No one talks about the creepy aspect and people in this community. Yall love calling the conservatives oppressive and names but honestly yall are no better. Protecting a groomer and calling anyone who speaks against them ‘transphobic’. Yall may never realize this but you people are just as oppressive, just as intolerant because you can’t handle people calling u out and because you do not allow them to speak up. At the end of the day, a lot of the ideologies and behaviors of the lgtbq community are rooted so deep in colonization and patriarchy that we do not talk enough about it.
#this is so long#i'm literally crying and shaking right now bcs of how disturbed I am#feel so weird bcs I was literally supporting and considering yall my people but then yall start excusing and justifying opressing people#smh#Ik I'm gonna get attacked and even harassed for this because some many people wouldn't get my points and think I'm j being 'transphobic'#because yall are so used to calling anyone who calls u out that#Literally still love yall but god why is no one talking about this#trans community#lgtbqa#non binary#Jeffery Marsh#anti Jeffery Marsh#grooming#muslims#remind me if I used the wrong pronouns anywhere pls#ik I sound rude but god am i angry and just majorly disturbed#don't attack me pls this took a lot of courage to say#god so scared to post this bcs I j know I'm gonna get attacked#\
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just finished good omens season 2. absolutely no one talk to me. i am the most heartbroken i have ever been in my entire life
#FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#SHITTING AND CRYING AND VOMITTING#LITERALLY SHAKING RIGHT NOW#GAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!#good omens#good omens 2#go2 spoilers#good omens spoilers
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Season two spoilers under the cut
WHY? WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY????!!
Aziraphale yoU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID I WILL KILL YOU, YOU IDIOT.
You can't just leave Crowley like that!! Not only Crowley, everything! You left fucking everything behind.
I know he wants to change things for the better, but even Gabriel realized that is not worth it. You fool, how could you leave the most important being on your life for a stupid place on Heaven!? And here I thought you had your bloody shit togheter. I can't believe it.
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Now I am so sorry to have insulted Zira like that, but I cannot tolerate what he did.
Let's (try to) lighten up the mood a little, I really loved how the Ineffable bureaucracy went from a meme to cannon, it's beautifully funny.
I also love all the hints suggesting that Crowley could very probably been an archangel before the fall, one of my favourite headcanons.
I apologize to anyone that might get offended, but I believe I've made very clear that I disagree with lots of Aziraphale's decisions (not only leaving Crowley btw).
I'm gonna cry now, see you when I'm mentally stable enough to read A LOT of VERY fluffy happy ao3 ffs to try and forget that the last 10 minutes even happened.
#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#ineffable beurocracy#gos2 spoilers#Im crying#im literally shaking right now#whyy???#i was emotionally unstable already#Neil why??#just why?????#good omens 2 spoilers
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i need every white christian and/or conservative to literally fucking die right fucking now I'm not kidding
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I know I say this a lot
Bjut when I see h hi mb out in the wild I my heart doess the ba bump ba bump and I get all shaky shaky and rattle like a skeleton hgrghbfhgjdskfhkjksjhkfbghk sorry about me being gay it will happen again



#tippy rambles#vanilla my sweet#i pretend i do don't see the him.... but i do...#literally shaking and crying right now /joke#do not perceive me....
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I know plastic is killing the birds and the earth is crying but this boygenius cd case is cardboard sjsnsksnddn like its extra sturdy card stock 😭😭😭😭 but still
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I LOVE BRANDON ROGERS SM
but yes the voice acting was perrfect
Brandon Rodgers and Bryce Pinkham need all the voice acting awards in the world. That last scene was so emotional and intense. It left me in silence just staring at the screen after it ended, trying to process what just happened. I felt like Viv took my soul and destroyed it with her bare hands.


#helluva boss#stolitz#blitzø#stolas#helluva boss season 2#i'm literally shaking right now#i hate seeing stolas cry#blitz's rage at being abandoned was heartbreaking brandon rodgers the amazing actor that you are#the episode started off so funny and happy and then they do this to me
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so I finally have. 2 pages planned. for court of the weather. which has been now renamed (for english specifically) as the council of the weathers. because thats what their intro page calls them
anyways. I need more weathers. like the only actual scenario I wrote is the me-based one about a little humanoid who grows strawberries and wants "gentle rains" to help them grow. however I don't share her pronouns and shes also a witch (for art reasons. she's gonna have a straw witch hat with a strawberry pin in it)
I've been thinking of a beekeeper who wants the loud winds to stop and then they learn hes actually weirdly lucky and the winds are a hurricane that his house and beehives are just in the center of where things are usually just very scary and somehow the thing hasn't. moved. so the house and bees are fine but "this loud wind is scaring my bees!" or whatever
also thinking of an archeologist who keeps dropping things and cant find them in the sandstorm bc has to keep their eyes closed
the stories are all gonna be lighthearted though. like by definition. also gonna have reoccurring characters. like strawberry witchling who is gonna start dating summer drizzle after their first meeting in that passage I wrote. like theres gonna be stories of her bringing in strawberry muffins made with the muffins shes growing, or her sitting in drizzles lap in the background of a random page all cutesy. or her making up random issues just to come to see her girlfriend
#court of the weather#council of the weathers#.... realizing now some of yall dont. know what that story is#tldr for the past. few years actually. been making jokes about how I should put in a complaint in court about the weather#tldr it became “בית הדין למזג האוויר” (literal translation: the legal court in regards to issues of the weather)#which. effectively became a story concept Ive been playing with but never found the right Vibe for. until now#its a bunch of connected short stories. knew since the beginning theyre gonna be childrens book type stories#like in terms of illustrations and stuff. apparently also in terms of each story being 4 lines of story long#and being rhyming couplets abab#anyways I need to. decide how to design any of the weathers. except drizzle who gets a jeans jacket w cloud patches bc Cute#stormy probably gonna get a raincoat#a lot of them are probably gonna be stereotypical looking with only a bit of flare bc its a kids book style thing#I keep imagining the really destructive weathers like wildfires and hurricanes are toddler aged#imagine. tiny toddler in a windbreaker and a puffy crying face. and for some reason my brain also says maracas#on the hurricane toddler. tiny angy child gonna shake his things until your house explodes/j#for real requiring more ideas for weathers. Ill come up w the rhymes and the story I just am blanking#someone might be asking for sun after a long cloudy week or even bc they want a cool tan for when they go back to school after summer break#(someone wants lightning to strike their neighbors. they are denied. maybe even struck by lightning themself)
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