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i have a visceral reaction whenever i see spencer reid. he makes me want to bite my pillow, kick my legs, scream, stop breathing, giggle, i just AH
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no but i text like this so it would just be me and jamie spamming each other and i’d love it 💌
Modern! James Potter would be the most annoying, clingy, spammer texter ever.
He sends you at least five messages every morning:
“good morning”
“princess”
“sorry I forgot the cute name in the first message”
“not like i’m mad at you or something”
“could never be mad at my pretty girl”
And that’s just to greet you.
“anyways, how was your night?”
“any dream about certain handsome boyfriend you happen to have?”
“you’re not answering me”
“s’ok i’ll just ask you at school”
It was six a.m in the morning.
Or he’ll just send you pics like this:
And be like, “no wait babe, this is literally us”
“look at how i’m giving you kissies”
“babe you’ll look so adorable as a deer”
And you’ll be late to replay his texts because sometimes they’re just to much for you to answer but James is the kind of person who gets mad if you don’t go text by text. Sometimes you won’t even read them because he’s literally next to you and he’ll be just looking at your phone, waiting for you to open his chat.
#i have too many thoughts and feelings to get out#lish rambles#i do think me and james are just that adhd duo who feed off eachother too much#as an adhd girlie myself#james <3
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it’s a terrible thing to lose someone still alive. to go on day after day seeing him interacting with the world you once created together. shadows of the past cannot be ignored when they dapple the sunlight on your face.
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very very unpopular and not meant for anyone but some friends, so i can send it for reference, but reading posts defending viv///ienne actually ended up making me dislike her more, because the dialogue examples just reminded me of things i forgot.
specifically some banters with se///ra and so///las, where theyre fighting, and yes, theyre not supposed to be nice to each other, the fighting is the point, but the kind of insult she resorts to does not sit right with me. she says to se//ra something like "what has your scattered mind conjured" which just reads like an ableist insult to a very neurodivergent coded character, and to sol//as "what kind of rustic elven curse is that" which just reads like a racist "you elves are savages" insult. shes not jabbing at them for being wrong, shes jabbing at them for having a neurodevelopmental condition and being an elf.
the thing that rubbed me wrong initially is her privileged view of the ci//rcles. then ive read people who tried to prove shes much more than that, giving as an example her after h/aven convo where she is oh so caringly asking whether the inqui//sitor is ok - and i realized i never had that. because having, like, one convo with her where i disagree with the circ//les is enough to tank her approval enough for her to start blaming the inqu//isitor for h/aven. and it worsened my opinion of her - if your care is that heavily conditional and requires me agreeing with you on every point and never voicing an opinion - then no thanks i dont want it. i say it as an abuse survivor, i lived this shit.
unfortunately, many ppl who like her tend to misinterpret why ppl who dont dont, in the worst faith possible.
edit: ah right, i also allied with the mages. the convo where vivi///enne confronts you about whether you think mages should be free is after that, so that nets me the disapproval. still.
#ramblings#unspecific#allen and miyani (neurodivergent da//lish elves): *look into the camera like in the office*
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Hey! I got one for digital circus! If you’re not wanting to do it thats totally cool!
With Caine being AI and not having a previous life outside the circus, I think he would be rather confused and intrigued by tickles once he found out about it. And knowing Caine, he’d probably wanna test it out on all the circus members just cause their reactions would be amusing to him and fluffyness would ensue!
That is all, have a wonderful day Lovley!
Smile For Me
Summary: Caine's a bit fed up at the fact that his circus crew just will not smile. So he takes it upon himself to make them smile, and along the way, he finds out some very useful information about each of them.
Word Count: 2.2k words
Warnings: censored swearing, Caine is a teasy AI, cute alert.
A/N: ahhhhh nonnie i'm so sorry this is late! I've been so busy, and then I got sick which took me out for a while :( thankfully i'm no longer bedbound and managed to complete it this morning <3
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Caine was a bit fed up today. Everything just seemed so dull. His circus cast weren’t having fun at all. His adventures weren’t being well-received, and everyone just seemed so gosh darn grumpy! Caine tried to get everyone used to the circus when they first arrived. He assumed wacky fun was how to make anyone laugh or even a smile to appear on their faces. But Caine didn’t hear a single giggle from anyone, nor see a grin. And it was starting to frustrate him.
Sure, he might only be some lines of coding and a program within a game, but why was it so hard to bring smiles to these kinds of people?! Something had to give, and Caine pondered this even as he worked on his top secret project in the Void, his Wacky Watch beeping occasionally to track the crew’s movements, ensuring they were staying in the bounds of the circus. And luckily, they all were.
Maybe it was the project annoying Caine, but his fingers twitched as the AI pulsated with extra energy. This sometimes happened, but it felt worse this time. He needed a way to get out this jumpy energy, so out of impulse, he left the project alone and teleported into the tent. Right near Ragatha, who was walking by.
“RAGATHA!”
The doll screamed and hit the floor pretty hard, landing with quite an audible ‘OOF!’ noise. Caine gasped and flew to her side, the AI checking if she had been hurt.
“Gracious, my dear! I’m so sorry if I startled you! Are you hurt? Oh, what am I saying? You hit that floor most hard indeed!” Caine rambled, his gloved hands softly checking for sore spots.
“I’m fine Caine, plehease just- AHAHAHA!” Ragatha squealed, as she felt Caine poke into her side, right above her hip. Caine retracted his hands.
“Is that a sore spot? Oh dear, Ragatha! I’m so very sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt you!”
“No, no. You didn’t hurt me, Caine.” Ragatha assured, biting her tongue against further giggles.
“Well, then… what was that noise that left your mouth, if not a pained noise?” the ringleader asked.
“Oh, I’m just kind of ticklish there, Caine. You got me by surprise.” Ragatha explained. Caine blinked, taken aback. A question mark appeared out of the top of his head to further display his utter confusion. That was a word he didn’t know.
“Tick-lish? Tick-uh-lish? What is… what is tick-lish, Ragatha?” Caine asked, sounding the word out slowly, to try and get a deeper meaning of it.
Ragatha sighed, a small smile pulling at her mouth. “Okay, so the plural is called tickling. Basically, you touch someone and if it makes them laugh, it means that they’re ticklish. And when it comes to tickling someone, you can try mostly anywhere. There’s different tickle spots for any person, if they are ticklish. Like a person’s sides, hips, ribs. Anything, really. It just kind of differs between different people.”
Caine could feel his digital fingers wiggling on instinct the more that Ragatha explained to him. It sounded fun, plus it sounded like a surefire way to make someone laugh! Which was exactly what Caine was after when it came to his circus crew.
“Might I tickle you, Ragatha?” Caine asked, his voice very blunt and to the point. Ragatha’s smile turned wobbly as she softly held her hands up in front of her.
“Caine, don’t be silly. I-I’m not ticklish.” she lied. Caine didn’t believe her at all.
“My dear, you just told me you were. I don’t think lying to me is going to get you very far.” he said, even as he snapped his fingers. His ringleader outfit changed to a cowboy outfit, complete with a digital rope appearing in his hands. He lassoed Ragatha like a cowboy and pulled her into his arms, the ringleader holding Ragatha in a soft hug, her back pressed against his hip as his gloved hands snuck along her back.
“Yee-haw! I got me a ticklish dollie in my hands! Whooooo, boy!” Caine cheered, his AI voice switching to a Texan accent very briefly. Ragatha pursed her lips hard against the laughter bubbling in her throat.
“Y-You sound rihidihiculous, Cahahaine!” Ragatha teased, wriggling softly in the ringleader’s grasp. Caine gasped in mock offence.
“Oh, how very rude! Why, such rudeness is not permitted in my circus!” Caine declared, as his hand that was not holding the doll squeezed into her left side. “Is it ticklish here?”
Ragatha gasped and clamped her hands over her mouth, muffled giggles going into her hands as she closed her real eye, the button one remaining stubbornly open. Her shoulders bounced softly as she fought to keep her laughter quiet. Caine’s eyes shone a little. There was some laughter, that he coaxed out of the ticklish ragdoll. Good gracious, finally!
“Why, your laughter is sweeter than angel food cake!” Caine stated. Ragatha couldn’t exactly blush, but she felt her face grow warm all the same.
“Hahaha, Cahahahaine! Lehehehet gohoho of mehehe!”
“If you say so.” Caine said, letting her go as requested. Ragatha sighed as she dusted her dress off. She really had not expected that to work. She thought for sure that Caine was just going to ignore her and keep tickling.
“This is most intriguing. I must go test this on the others!” Caine said, his AI mind buzzing with theories as to the other members’ tickle spots.
“Go do that. But leave Pomni alone. She hates being touched. Like, she really hates it.” Ragatha murmured softly.
Caine could see she wasn’t joking and he nodded. “Alright. I shan’t touch Pomni. But the others are fair game, right?”
Ragatha nodded, and Caine’s eyes shone with mischief. “Lovely. Bye now, Ragatha.” he said, flying through the circus, on the hunt for another circus member to tickle silly. And then he saw a purple ear disappear around a corner, and he chased after it.
“Hey, Jax!”
The purple rabbit turned around. Upon seeing Caine, he looked very irritated. “What do you want, Caine?”
“I want to ask you something, Jax!” Caine said, adjusting his gloves a small bit as he looked upon the taller one.
“Which is? Make it snappy, I’m a busy guy.” Jax responded.
“Are you ticklish, Jax?” Caine asked, his mismatched eyes focused entirely on Jax’s face. Of all the things Jax was expecting Caine to ask, that most certainly was not one of them.
“Uh-“
“I take it that’s a yes!” Caine said. “So now I’m gonna tickle you.”
“Oh, no the (SPROING!) you’re not!” Jax called back, running off. Caine flew after him, the ringleader chuckling mischievously.
“Running was a bad idea, my friend! If you just stayed still, this would have been so much easier~”
“(HONK!) YOU!” Jax shot back even as he turned a corner, panting softly as he turned his head, rapidly looking for somewhere to hide. But to his dismay, when his head turned back around, Caine flew towards him and trapped the rabbit in a tight backwards hug.
“Gotcha, Jax!” Caine declared, his fingers immediately going to work, spidering up and down Jax’s sides. Jax spluttered out a string of incoherent curses before the bunny fell into laughter, squirming desperately in Caine’s arms.
“CAHAHAHAINE, STAHAHAP!” Jax cried out, hiding his smile. Caine saw him doing this and tutted, the AI chuckling to himself.
“Let me see you smile.”
“CAHAHAHAINE, YOU LITTLE (SPLAT!)” Jax cursed. Caine sighed. How rude.
“Now, is that any way to talk to me? Where’s your manners, Jax?” Caine asked, one hand grabbing Jax’s hands and pulling them away from his mouth.
“CAHAHAHAINE!”
“Your laughter is oddly endearing. I think I may just have to tickle you forever.” Caine stated clearly. Jax spluttered in protest.
“FOR (DOING!) SAHAHAHAKE, STAHAHAP!” Jax pleaded. Caine chuckled and let go of the rabbit immediately. Two down, two to go. He wasn’t going to touch Zooble or Pomni, so that only left Gangle and Kinger.
“Where’s Gangle and Kinger, Jax?” Caine asked, still feeling that ticklish itch in his fingers. Jax scratched his head a bit as he calmed down from the giggle fit that Caine had unceremoniously shoved him into.
“And why the (SPLAT!) should I tell you?” Jax asked defiantly. Caine just shrugged.
“If you like, I can just tickle you again, since you seemed to enjoy it~”
“Uh, I think I last saw ‘em chatting to each other at the main stage.” Jax said, immediately spilling to avoid a round two from Caine. Caine was a good tickler, and Jax didn’t exactly want to get on the wrong side of that again.
“Good. Alright, bye.” Caine chirped, twirling his cane as he went to go find the last two at the main stage.
Kinger and Gangle were engaging in a conversation about bugs it seemed. Gangle had on her tragedy mask again, and Kinger was talking about butterflies.
“-See, Gangle, there are about 17,500 species of butterflies known to us, 750 of those species in the United States alone. This one is a tiger swallowtail, or known to us as Papilio glaucus, native to eastern Northern America. You can recognise them by the black and yellow marking on their wings!” Kinger rambled, getting a bit lost in his insect hyperfixation while Gangle let him carry on.
Caine came up and waved to them. “Hello, you two!” he greeted. Gangle squeaked and her hands instinctually came up to cover her face, while Kinger turned around.
“EEK! Oh, h-hi Caine…” Gangle murmured.
“Hi, Caine.” Kinger greeted. Caine flew down to meet them.
“What are you two doing on this fine day?” Caine asked.
“Oh, I was showing Gangle my butterfly collection! I have tiger swallowtails, skippers, metalmarks, monarchs. You name ‘em!” Kinger chirped happily. “Anyway! How can we help you?”
“Are either of you two ticklish?” Caine enquired.
Gangle squeaked and hid her face deeper in her ribbony hands. Kinger hummed and then nodded, not seeming to catch the teasy tone in Caine’s voice.
“Well, we both are, yes. Gangle more so than me. But why do you ask?”
That was all the answers Caine needed. He grabbed one of Gangle’s hands and one of Kinger’s hands, gathering them in the same hand to hold them each tightly. Preparing to go for Gangle first, he chuckled as he softly began to spider along her ribbony stomach. But to their shock, Gangle squealed and wrapped herself tight around Kinger’s abdomen, already squirming a little with anticipation. But then Kinger started to softly laugh.
“Hahaha! G-Gahahangle, stohohop! Thahat tihihickles!” Kinger pleaded softly. Caine begun to have an idea. If he could play his cards right… he could tickle them both at the same time.
Kinger or Gangle? Kinger… or Gangle? Hard choice. But considering Gangle was right there… yeah, she would work.
Caine chuckled mischievously as he switched his focus to Gangle, walking his gloved fingers along her ribboned hands. The red ribbons she was made of felt soft on his hands, and the giggles he heard from her indicated that Gangle was feeling all of this as well.
“C-Cahahaine! It tickles, it tickles!” Gangle squealed out. Caine laughed along with her as he kept up the tickles. Kinger was getting tickled too from Gangle’s wriggling, which ended up tickling him.
“Who knew you two were so ticklish?” Caine teased, smirking. He didn’t even have to tickle Kinger, Gangle was doing that for him!
“GAHAHANGLE, STAHAHAP!” Kinger cackled, the two falling back onto the floor. Caine followed them down and kept tickling Gangle, which caused the poor ribboned miss to laugh harder. Which in turn meant more squirming. And THAT meant more tickles for Kinger.
“I CAHAHAN’T!” Gangle argued. “AHAHAHA! CAHAHAINE!” she screeched. “NOHOHOT THEHEHEHERE!”
“Oh, not here? Not on your ticklish little ribbon legs? Why ever not?” Caine asked, where he was tickling the backs of Gangle’s ribbony knees. “They feel so soft here! I could tickle them forever.”
“PLEHEHEHEASE NOHOHO!” Gangle shrieked, squirming for all she was worth. Her high pitch laughter intermingled with Kinger’s deep chuckles, creating a melody of laughter that Caine adored.
“Hah! Okay, okay. I’ll stop.” Caine said, gently letting go and helping Gangle unravel herself from Kinger. Caine felt happier seeing his circus crew smile, if only for a fleeting moment.
“I’ll leave you two to it.” Caine grinned, that ticklish energy in his hands finally dissipating, with the ringleader making to leave. Only to be caught by Kinger’s hold.
“Uh-uh. What about you, Caine? Are you perhaps ticklish?”
“Preposterous, Kinger. I am just AI. Lines of coding. Impossible for code to be ticklish.” Caine declared, trying to put on a bravado. In truth, he didn’t know. But by the look on Kinger’s face, he was going to find out one way or another.
“You sure about that, dentures?” came a voice from behind him. Caine was filled with a sense of anticipatory dread as he saw Jax and Ragatha slowly approaching, their hands outstretched and wiggling. Kinger grabbed him and hoisted Caine in the air, as the circus crew took their places around him, ready to all rally against the ringleader. He gave them laughter, so they were gonna dish it right back.
“Now, let’s be reheheasonable here! P-please! PLEHEHEHEASE! WAHAHAIT! JAHAHAX! RAHAHAGATHA! KIHIHIHINGER, GAHAHANGLE STOHOHOP! NO NO NO NOHOHOHO!”
#rosa writes fics#tadc tickles#lee!ragatha#lee!jax#lee!gangle#lee!kinger#ler!caine#we keeping to the canon that pomni hates touch with anyone she don't trust#tadc tickle
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love love love everything about this!!! i just want all the summer loving with eddie 💌
in desperate need of summer Eddie. Eddie in a pair of swim trunks hanging low on his waist, hair pulled into a ponytail and a pair of sunglasses on, groaning annoyedly as you rub sunscreen on him for the third time that day. Eddie in a loose tank top with the arm holes cut so low you can see his tummy and chest at the right angle, holding a beer in one hand while his other arm is snaked around your waist, laughing at a cookout with the gang. Eddie in slutty little shorts and a cropped band tee, beach towel slung over his shoulder and flip flops on his feet as he follows you to the ice cream truck after a day at the pool. Eddie in a cozy sweatshirt and shorts on a cool summer evening, sticky marshmallow on his lips as you make s’mores together around a fire. I just need summertime Eddie in all of his glory.
#i fear i need to write a summer love fest fic with eddie now#especially because i’ve been in my summer dates yearning era#lish rambles#fic recs#eddie <3
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Tiger’s eye and verdilite for scout
- @lish-self-ships
lish my ask game warrior 💪💪💪
Tiger’s Eye - jeremy is literally the number one hype man. he's pretty over the top and loud. he'll pat my back way too hard and excitedly babble praise and encouragement and only make teasingly mean comments after i do it if he knows it's really important.
Verdelite: HE'S A MENACE. he's obnoxious and irritating and everything he says makes my eyes roll so hard. i want to crush him into a little ball FREQUENTLY...... but he's my little bro. he's meant to be annoying and get on my nerves because he knows i'll love him regardless. he's such a sweetheart deep down and means well in all he does. he's so much smarter than he thinks and OK ILL STOP RAMBLING. I REALLY LOVE HIM. i see a lot of myself in him and i want to be there right at his side to help him grow into his best self
i got into tf2 yeeeaaars ago and scout was always my favorite because we were so similar. skinny whiteboy twinks from boston stick together etc. i also felt very annoying when i was younger and was always worried that people would hate me like people in the canon hate scout's antics. and as i grew older and found more confidence in myself he started to represent me when i was younger. and then it was kinda natural for him to fall into being a younger relative f/o for me :] i want to be there to help him and protect him but also tease him and have fun with him like an older bro should. give him the unplugged player 2 controller type beat but also obliterate anyone whos mean to him.
#⚾️🧢#he is also canonically the youngedt of 8 unseen brothers so i was like hahaha YESSS me now.#my s/i is still only the 2nd youngest though lmao
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I posted 664 times in 2022
57 posts created (9%)
607 posts reblogged (91%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@duckymcdoorknob
@intheticklecloset
@veryblushyswitch
@august-anon
@ticklishfanart
I tagged 572 of my posts in 2022
Only 14% of my posts had no tags
#bnha - 207 posts
#lee!bakugou - 48 posts
#kiribaku - 47 posts
#flame rambles - 43 posts
#ler!bakugou - 37 posts
#ler!kirishima - 34 posts
#lee!midoriya - 29 posts
#fma - 28 posts
#fmab - 27 posts
#encanto - 25 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#al having a happy ending is all i could ask for in this show and if i have to be the maker of all the post-promised day fluff then so be it
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Important question:
Do you guys pronounce it (either in your head or out loud) "tickle-ish" or "tick-lish"?
Same with "tickle-ing" vs "tick-ling"
Reblog with how you say it, I want to know!!
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#4
Scene from A Coin For a Coin by @impulsively-made-tickle-blog !!
I've been wanting to draw some kiribaku lately so I went looking through my bnha fic recommendations list for inspiration (which is not very updated oops) and boom baby
Go read it if you haven't!
64 notes - Posted August 13, 2022
#3
Love him or hate him, Dream has an incredible laugh and that's a fact
92 notes - Posted March 5, 2022
#2
Alright so I caved
Referencing this and this (@happyandticklish)
121 notes - Posted January 8, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
here is my addition to the incredible comission @skribblz did for me! They did the outlines and I added the color!! I really just wanted something that I could play around with and experiment with color/lighting without having to do my own outlines. And I could not be more happy with how it turned out!
in case you weren’t aware, this is a scene from my fic Sore Loser :)
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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
Ayyyyyy 😎
#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#this is pretty cool#long post
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heardle got me reminiscing!!! (in case it’s unfamiliar to you, tw for blood towards the end after she gets up from the piano bench)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTo_5LRqBx4
still genuinely upsetting & baffling that there’s no HD version of this performance somewhere online, it’s a fucking ICONIC performance
caveat for:
Yikes That’s Not How Disability and Mobility Aids Should be Used and Repped!!! OOF!!! BIG OOF!!! YIKESSSSSS
but the rest of it is just like. FUCK, man. i know it’s rose colored glasses in a way, but genuinely looking back like....lady gaga was so much higher concept than pop culture was ready for. ~ahead of her time~ etc
that fucking performance is just fucking iconic. how SCARED and SHOCKED the audience was! like they fucking bought into it. &when they realized it was fake blood, the screams continued but it morphed into AHHH FUCK YEAH THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!
&now that i’m looking back &have been on occasion w lady gaga’s discography & body of work, legitimately the only reason i never got really into her when she was just coming onto the world stage? well, two reasons, i’ll be honest.
the first is annoying/silly, in that high energy music is A Lot for me to listen to, so i don’t often listen to it. even though i really enjoyed her music, i rarely sought it out for that reason.
but the BIGGEST reason that hit me upon reflection?
i was wayyyyy too in the closet to be openly a fan of her
like i was already being called slurs all the time (thank you for the dyke comments, though, childhood bullies, i AM, now that you mention it! lol) &ppl were Highly Suspicious of me Being A Queer (again, correct! lol) so it was like HA yeah not gonna do that. my only saving grace was being into the jonas brothers so it was like the [points aggressively] SEE???? I’M STRAIGHT AND NORMAL!!!! thing for me. lol
lady gaga would’ve IMMEDIATELY put me into “fucking weird creepy dyke loser” territory even further than i was.
&of course funny thing, my friend who is ALSO gay (lol kidding MOST of my friends back then ended up being some flavor of queer) was the one who introduced me to lady gaga. she was on the ~cutting edge~ w music & shit like that, still is--she listens CONSTANTLY. lol
but she was thin and cute and had a lot of friends & was normal and quiet enough that afaik, she could avoid most of the shit that i got on that front, so she was able to be WILDLY into the GAYEST WOMEN IN MUSIC and it was fine, afaik.
now i’m just rambling and thinking abt it. lol bc she’s also of chinese descent etc. so i’m in NO universe saying she somehow had it fine--i specifically mean in that one regard at that point in our lives w the ppl we knew, &only afaik.
bUT!!!! my point is, lady gaga kind of. took a while to really get her due. &i do still wonder if, in popular culture, ppl really get the art that she puts out, y’know? her talent has gotten recognition. she’s iconic, of course. she helped to shape the artistic landscape now (looking at you, fucking wannabe billie e*lish lol--to be clear i literally don’t care/know anything at all, i’m being irreverent).
but yeah, looking back it’s just like. ppl thought she was “weird” and couldn’t figure her out & it’s like.
bro. her music, lyrics, &music videos WERE NOT SUBTLE. SHE WAS NOT SUBTLE. but just deliberately trying to ignore anything she was saying bc Yikes Uncomfortable. lol
ANYWAY just thinking & reminiscing. i’m extremely hungry rn and a little bit jazzed bc that performance just fucking GETS me, man. lol
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guess who woke up and wont be able to sleep again :)
Okay it's 3 am and thus it's eepy time. I'm gonna wake up early tomorrow and try to fix my sleep schedule!!!!
#its okay ill just do what i did in uni and power through the day and sleep in early#rahhhhh#nightmares are a bitch#i dont even remember what it was about only that i woke up crying and feeling overall panicky and bad#except i do know what the gist of the nightmare was#anyone want some lish lore?#like nothing actually happened to me but it sure was a scare for the rest of my family and I feel bad about it so fucking often#and i shouldnt but guilt sure does choose the situations where it wants to shine no matter how much you know for a fact its not your fault#actually on second thought maybe i shouldnt#yeah leaving that for another time when im more clear minded or sth so that i dont spew sth that'll dox me#it hasnt even been a good full hour since i slept what is my brain doing dreaming already like dude let me sleepppp#can someone please cuddle me and make me fall asleep again#goshh stop no im just gonna get up and draw#maybe continue working on making the teams#yeah thatll be good#i'll finish up on that and then draw a bit#then go for a run when its a little brighter outside#vent#im just gonna tag that for taggings sake in case anyone doesnt want to see me just ramble
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i’m actually going to go feral if i don’t get me a real life james potter… he is the perfect man
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i worship at the altar of you when i hold open the door, when i grab the right size spoon, when i lend you a pen or buy you a treat. each token is in homage to you, a treaty signed in kisses and promise. oh, how i enjoy serving my deity; i worship your every breath, hiccuping sob, joyful shriek, languid purr — they are my hymns, my choral song. my devotion to you may as well be written on my skin for how much i am a sacrifice to you, a bible, a guide to proper tribute. use me, i am yours; you are my god.
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its eilis ftr
i should just put my irl name on here given how many of yall know it anyway
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i love having stupid little ideas that i can turn into stupid little references for my own amusement
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so i am feeling incredibly emotional rn so, here’s an appreciation post for my favorite people. (this have been in my drafts for three weeks now) -- so why not post this along with my sleepover <3 sleepover bash
@chokemepansy
need i say more? no— but i will anyway. asteria, my mean cheerleader girlfriend, you are the first moot i’ve ever had, and honestly, i wouldn’t have it any other way. you're my favorite person in the entire world, and pls i am getting so emotional rn, i hate you >:-( i’ve told you everything at my previous letters but i just want you, and everyone else who’s about to read this, to know that you’re my platonic (and quite possibly romantic) soulmate, and my other-third, because pansy owns the shit out of us. love u lots, don’t say it back <3
@accioweaslcy
my favorite headcanon writer 😩 pls alyssa, i’ve had, and still do, have so much fun talking with you. i really, really, love your company, i love your writing, and most especially love you. you were one of my moots that talked to me with such ease and comfort despite being a tad bit younger than you, and it’s been fun ! you’re like one of those seniors who befriends juniors, but still have this amazing (and envying) friendship with each other. not only that, but you being my friend, and me being a dumbass, made our own version of the golden trio with @weasleyyy ! now, this is a story i’ll tell my kids. love u, even if you choose to chomp me <3
@weasleyyy
gHAZAL ! now, are you thankful for me being a half-asleep dumbass who thought you were rose because of your similar urls before, or what ? because i definitely am PFT SJSHSJSHSJN anyways, i’m so happy to have you in my life. i’m a sucker for your chaotic and impulsive energy, and your little thoughts about the hpu. just like rose, thank you for acting just as yourself around me, a smol bisexual mess, because i really do appreciate it, and now you made me a fanclub— which btw, i still cannot get over with. i wheeze everytime i remember it. i love u, madame gazelle, even if you’re a mean li’l fuck ! <3
@amrtxntias
AAAAAAAAH heather, you are officially my unofficial soft british best friend, and no, you do not have a say in this, because you’re stuck with me forever. thank you so much for helping me with terms i need for writing. you’ve been the best, you’ve supported me through every ups and downs with my writings ever since we’ve met. it wasn’t even too long ago ! but you’ve welcomed me like i was a long lost friend of yours. love u, h, the lily to my marlene <3
@buckysbeloved
aliciaaa !! you’re honestly like an older sister i’ve never had. i’ve never had anyone to rant about my marvel fangirlings with, but i am so glad that you were so open with my rants and conspiracy theories. you’ve never judged me or shown any disinterest with my rambles, you’ve been so supportive and you continue to give me the same energy as mine. it’s a very little thing to fuss about, but lish, you’ve got to know that it means so much to me. i’m tearing up— blame the hormones. but really, i’m so grateful for you and your company (and your maxibaby fics). love u to the moon and back ! <3
@acosmis-t
isa isa isa isa isaaaa, pls i love u so much. that’s all i want to say, but ofc, i need to say more. you have been one of my best friends— we clicked the moment we spoke to each other and i was incredibly happy to be your moot. i couldn’t even believe it at first because you’re this rly cool writer with tons of followers and i’m just another user in the crowd but like, everything i want to say is beyond the words that want to come out of my mouth, so i’ll leave it with a thank you for choosing me to be one of your mutuals. thank you for blessing me, and the others, with your lovely fics. never stop doing what you love, i’m here for you always. always was, and always will be. i mean, it should be with the jointed graves and all. love u <3
@reguluscore
SOOOORINNNN. sometimes i question what’s happening inside your head. like one second your posting angsty fics and thoughts, and next thing i know you’re posting a dancing prongs gif. i’ll never understand, i reckon, but that’s alright, i’ll love you just the way you are, even if you break my heart with your angst. tell me who hurt you and i’ll beat them up. i love u so much, i’m still listening to your playlist, because it’s astronomical. sending you some forehead kisses <3
@inks-and-jinx
vivian !! i’m still beyond grateful for you and your artistic and writing talents. you’re such an angel, and i’m so incredibly happy to have you in my life. you’re a sweetheart. you’re every sweet-soft-fluffy nickname there is, because honestly? i cannot speak well, or think straight because i don’t think words can describe how lucky i am to have you. well, i love u, and that’s all i could comprehend <3
@comfortwriting
karis ! you’re honestly one of my fave moots because you never fail to make me so appreciated and loved. your out of the blue messages always make me feel so happy because you’re so wholesome and nice. i’m very, very, glad to have you in my life. thank you for always being there to be my personal therapist and my human diary— who listens to all of my writing ideas, even if i have tons of wips to write. thank you for inspiring me to write again, without you, i would’ve never find my passion for writing again, so thank you, thank you for being the sweetest person there is, i love you ! <3
@krasivayadarling
ANYA ! darling, you are one of the very first mutuals i’ve ever talked to, you’ve welcomed me with open arms when i was new here and i wouldn’t change anything in the world. i’m so glad that you were the first person i’ve ever talked to because you are practically the human form of a squishmallow. don’t question me, you’re my squishmallow. anyways, you’re such a lovely person and i’m very happy to have you in my life, love you ! <3
@cursestothemoon
cHARLY-CHAR !! hehe you are like one of those nice, cool, senior students in school, you never fail to make me so giddy and loved. i’m so happy to have you in my life, and i’m wishing you all the happiness and love in the world because you truly do deserve it, especially when you’ve been nothing but so kind and friendly. pls i feel like crying because i don’t know what i did to deserve you. I BLAME U AND UR AMAZING WRITING SKILLS FOR MAKING ME SOFT >:-( i love you tho <3 — also thank you for that play fighting blurb with fred, i didn’t know that i needed to bite his cute butt until i read it.
@sunflowergirl522
ZOE ZOE ZOE ZOE ZOE ZOE ! I LOVE YOU. i feel so complete when i read your peter fics. i always look forward to them because it’s not everyday you find someone who actually writes him so good, and i know we don’t really interact much, but i feel like i got to know you more through reading your fics. u better trust me when i say that i’ll be your personal hype woman and maxibaby supporter, because i am, and i will forever be ! love u <3
@fives-cup-of-coffee
amelia, you bitch, i love you. to be honest, i've never really expected us to be friends, but ofc, here you are, simping for me and now we're besties. you've been, and still are, so fun to be around with-- only because i get to tease the shit out of you >:-) anyways, thank you for keeping up with my utter bullshit, i'm here for you always, i hope you know that. love ya ! <3
@moonvicake
wAHH-- sasha, hi. pFT JSADHJSAHDJH SORRY BUT PLEASE I LOVE YOU, DID YOU KNOW? it's been so painfully awkward at first because believe me, i'm the most gauche person you'll ever meet if we talk for the first time, but as soon as we grow accustomed to each other, you'd wish that you never spoke to me, because i'm this hot fucking mess, so thank you for keeping up with me. you're one of my favorite mutuals in here. i love you more than puppies and hello kitty pancakes <3
+ my mutuals who’ve been such amazing people, we haven’t talked as much as the tagged moots but i love you all just as equally, you lot mean the world to me, and i’m willing to go on the ends of the earth for all of you <3
@anchoeritic @babyjordy @frankenkyleluvr @ronsbadidea @kc-needs-coffee @nevilles-top @weasleyclaw @sweetnspicysimp @redbullchick @willowbleedsonpaper @weasleysandwheezes @daffodilmoons @incorrectpeterparker @dracosaccount @cedrics-grave @pad-foots @peepeepotter @oldschoolkiddo @spideyspixies @daltonacademia @eunoniaa @love-peachh @george-fabian-weasley @mayonnaise-and-anarchy @darthwheezely @thotbutpurple @l0ttadreamz @daisyyy2516 @prettywhitedoves @band--psycho @widowdays @loveboyhalo @gxtitobxby @fandomvariousness @nothinghcppens (i passed the 50 tags rule, eek— i’m sorry, i love all of you whom i didn’t get to tag, though 🥺)
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