i think it would be nice for ed to have a little lisa frank notebook to write about his feelings in bc a black leather-bound type of notebook might make him feel like he needs to make sure the feelings he’s writing down are filtered or presented a certain way but a notebook with a rainbow leopard print kitten sunset cover isn’t going to judge him for saying something that feels kind of silly or overly sensitive. rainbow leopard print kitten sunset notebook wants to hear your silly and overly sensitive feelings. it understands
For the “Otherwordly” prompt, I decided to bring back an alien clown I designed last year for Clown Month! Only this time I made her be in a piece more inspired by Lisa Frank, using some of those filter methods I used on the “whimsy” piece. I absolutely love her!
I was wondering what eyeshadow you’re using in your pinned post? you’re stunning!!! 🖤
It’s a combo a purple shadow in the Lisa frank morphe eyeshadow palette and the shade Saturn from the magical guardian’s glimmer duochrome palette (the filter I used for the vid made it look a bit darker it’s actually a beautiful sparkly shade) also thank you so much! 🖤
I used one of those AI art apps recently. It couldn't understand the concept of what I wanted from it, but it gave some interesting results all the same.
This one was the prompt of "white tiger dragon with butterfly wings". Clearly, the AI couldn't understand that concept.
Just for shits and giggles, I added "with purple stripes" to the prompt, giving me an interesting result that I actually liked. Even if it's not even close to what I wanted.
I did get a cool result with the 'psychedelic' style filter...
I just wish it knew what the "four seasons tree" was, since it couldn't figure that out at all. But, given that I grew up in the 90s, the Lisa Frank look works for me.
Upside, adding a pic of my hibiscus tree (Ficcy), gave me an absolutely amazing result, but it just looks like a filtered version of my tree.
Got some cool secondary pics of my tree filtered through the AI, too.
Then, just because, added the tiger prompt to it again, using Ficcy as a base, and got a cool pic out of it.
Anxiety ranting. Feel free to keep scrolling. I need to free the thoughts. Chronic pain means anxiety is a little worse and bites harder. Under a read more so... don't worry. This kind of isn't meant for people to read but for the curious, awesome. If you scroll, I hope you have a really good night. Or a good day. Really, I mean it. Hope you get the high score or two snacks or an extra coupon. Anyway.
If you notice I may be struggling, my pain can be heightened from anxiety so I apologize.
Tl;dr Health Sucks, Brain Sucks.
My anxiety is at the point where my brain is begging me to delete everything and run away while cutting off all forms of contact. Go be a hermit somewhere. The thing that I'm trying to convince myself to do is that I want to be utterly alone because friends are a "bad idea" when I'm not healthy enough for them and I just don't deserve to have them.
Do not panic. That is the anxiety talking. I am aware this is a stupid anxiety thought and this is not happening. Unfortunately it's there. They don't really go away unless I talk about them, endure feeling bad for a little, and take the L to my pain tolerance which is already bad.
Thing is... I don't really like talking about this with people that much (my fiance is the one exception? maybe a few others if they push my buttons and i explode on them). I can't handle people trying to cheer me up with them telling me how much they love and care about me because my anxiety will filter that as "they're just gonna feel guilty if something happens and they don't want that responsibility" and that tends to make things worse. Cause then I'm throwing my head into the wall and telling myself none of this is real, not a single thing of this is real and any companionship I feel is a total lie.
Suddenly you realize why I am terrified to do positivity memes!
The need to scream my feelings into the abyss... and yet nobody can hear me because it's not about them. It's my crappy brain stuck in one position.
I know you actually like my Lisa Frank Casey binder (dated reference x2) and I'm not a terrible person, metaphorically speaking. It's just really hard to get my brain on board when we're in this direction and I'm wide-eyed and zombie-like from pain.
Here it is. My anxiety garbage and it's flavored with depression and the root cause is prolonged chronic pain so my brain just switches off. Not anyone's fault I have a stupid body that I deserve a refund for.
Thank you for letting me yell into the abyss. I promise I'm fine. My brain is a little toasty right now and it's turning my body into a pretzel.
Unveiling the Utterly Unfathomable: A Revelation by an Angsty Teen
Hey there, fellow humans! Prepare yourselves for a mind-blowing journey into the realm of random, obscure, and completely unbelievable truths. But wait, don't expect some boring, factual article written by a sophisticated scholar. No, my friends, this blog post comes to you straight from the mind of an angsty teen who's bursting with misunderstood brilliance.
You see, hidden within the depths of everyday life lies a secret so shocking, it'll leave you clutching your heart and gasping for breath. So brace yourselves, because here it comes!
Are you ready? Brace yourself for this mind-boggling revelation: unicorns aren't real! I know, shocking, right? Who knew that those majestic, rainbow-emitting creatures roaming our dreams and Lisa Frank stickers aren't actually trotting around in the real world?
Incredible as it may sound, this truth was revealed to me by the all-knowing, all-seeing powers of the internet. Yes, it turns out that what we believed to be a mythical creature is nothing more than a figment of our collective imagination. I mean, who can blame us for falling hook, line, and sinker for something so majestic and utterly fantastical?
But fear not, my dear readers, for I have more incomprehensible truths to bestow upon you. Did you know that plants can actually survive without Instagram? I know, right? Mind officially blown! Forget all those carefully curated plant feeds on Instagramgasm (oops, I meant Instagram). Apparently, all that leafy goodness can thrive just fine without needing a million followers, hashtagged captions, or perfectly filtered sunlit corners.
But wait, there's more! Prepare to have your reality shattered once more. Brace yourselves for this one: not everyone on the internet is telling the truth! Gasp! Shock! Surprise! Turns out, people can actually lie on social media. Who would've thought? It's a world full of armchair detectives, wannabe influencers, and fictional accomplishments. The horror!
So there you have it, folks. Prepare to rethink your entire existence in the face of these absurd, outlandish truths. Remember, this revelation comes from the depths of an angsty teen's mind, so you know it's totally legit and unquestionably accurate. Stay tuned for more mind-boggling insights, brought to you by the angsty teen who sees the world like nobody else.
Disclaimer: This article is intended for entertainment purposes only and should not be taken seriously. The author does not claim responsibility for any existential crises or shattered dreams caused by reading this piece. Thank you, and stay angsty!