#lipstick lyrics

[cherrygothnightmare]

[floralcrematorium]

a casual affair, that could go anywhere, but only for tonight

reference

[secret-smut-sideblog]

House of the Rising Sun

Halsin x Tav (named)

18+ love triangle dynamics, light drug use (weed), talks of death, grief release, hurt/comfort, rebound sex, dirty talk, power play, size kink, roughness, fingering (f!), breast worship (m!), p-in-v, unprotected sex

After Gale received the Annuls of Karsus, and the subsequent break of Aurum's heart, she cannot shake the lingering betrayal. Driving her to the strong shoulder and warm arms of another...

Masterlist

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Aurum stood on the edge of camp, staring into the dark. Pain of many forms sitting in her chest.

She had survived the heat death, just barely, but the source of its catalyst still ate a hole in her.

Her and Gale had made up, in that vague way that sudden emergency forces, but her trust in him had eroded. Still in aching disbelief at his choice, circling the back of her thoughts when she found herself alone. Those moments were far in between, as he had remained her shadow since Isobel forced her to reveal her incoming demise, but still.

She had left him that night, and they had not rekindled since, but there was still hurt and love in terrible equal in her heart.

She grimaced at the shrouded forest, standing at the crest of its teeth. Maw open and tempting. The urge to run never left her, not when she was a child, and not now.

"Go." She whispered to herself. "Just go."

But her body stood still, waiting in command of her will not her words. Stubborn to her reason.

Tears spiked the corners of her eyes.

"Vaendaan-naes." She hissed to herself, a bite of cold jest in her throat.

"Ah, 'born of life's bright struggles'... if that doesn't describe you..."

Halsin's warm voice came up behind her, responding in kind in their tongue. Elvish a lyric rumble in his throat.

She turned, wiping her eyes with quick angry fingers. Trying to sniffle away her shame. His hand came up to gently pause her effort, fingers enveloping the back of her wrist.

She continued in Elvish, reassured in the veil of their language to speak more freely.

"I know, I shouldn't be wandering at night." She fought the pull to fall into that instinctual mask of grace. Voice still sliding to serene.

"You're allowed to wander as freely as you desire." His voice was easy in its reassuring. Hand that had soothed her shameful fingers now pointing to the pipe in her palm.

"I was actually searching for that." A warm chuckle in his voice.

"Sorry." She sighed, the sweet smoke curling inside the bowl. "I shouldn't ha-"

"What is mine is yours. Though, that smells like more than just pipeweed..."

"I shouldn't be imbibing this soon." She pressed a palm to the ache throbbing in her chest.

"If it helps the pain, I encourage it." He eyed her with a knowing gaze. "Pain of the flesh and perhaps pain of the spirit..."

And, just like that, those agitated tears were back.

Aurum pulled her lower lip into her teeth to keep it from trembling. Desperate to not break in front of him. In front of anyone.

"I just can't believe..." She started, her arm looped around her waist digging fingers into her hip. "After everything I've told him..."

Halsin's hand settled on her back, rubbing warm into her spine.

She bowed into his touch, her body always so traitorously hungry for affection. A deep breath releasing slow.

"Betrayal stings deep in the soul." He agreed, pulling closer as her body turned into his touch. "A barb hard removed once it's entered."

"Gods, he hurt me. I never thought... and maybe that's just it. I didn't think. Foolish of me, to think that he would consider what divinty means for me, that he was listening."

Her sadness pushed into bitter, exhausted anger.

"I am so tired of powerful men. Whether a muse or a weapon, I'm just a tool to them. And why wouldn't I be? I was designed for it."

She tried to pause her revealing tirade, but the tide rose high into a curl. Poised to crash into the stones.

"How much more do I even have? Maybe a year? Less? I have to finish what we started, but I'm quick burning, and he's kindling the flame. And I'm still... still piling my trust at his feet, trying to halt his stride."

"What am I even doing? I can't change his nature. He will do what he pleases, even if it kills me. My death will be a small burden to a god, anyway."

"Aurum... I'm so sorry. I didn't know..."

She let out a grief edged laugh.

"Yeah, I know, I've been keeping secrets from you all. I want to say I'm sorry for it, but I'm not."

Her eyes rose in sharp jest.

"The irony. I doomed myself again for him that day, and now he's going to live forever. This is all my fault in the end. I am a forest fire, and he will only be risen by my heat beneath his wings. He will ascend phoenix from my ashes."

Halsin went still next to her, and she could feel him putting context together.

"Aurum... no... in the Shadowlands...?"

She nodded, tears flowing free now.

"The shard was dormant... the tadpole, it snuffed it somehow..."

She shuddered, the weight of what she lost twisting her stomach.

"When I woke on that beach, I was free. It was dark. It was still."

Turning to him with desperate grief in her eyes.

"Gods, it was still!"

She let out a wail that had been held in her lungs for months.

Halsin rushed forward, smothering her cry into his wide chest. Leaning down into the crown of her head.

"I had a second chance!" She cried, ragged in her grief. Burying into him, his warmth engulfing her.

She cried into his chest, sobs hitching raw in her throat. The weight breaking over her in waves, allowing her precious gulps of air before ripping her under again. Halsin's strong body a rock that she clung to.

As she slowed, his own tears dampened her hair. Murmuring out in a pained voice.

"Does Gale know...?"

She pulled back, panic shaking her voice.

"No. And he can't. He can never know what I gave up that day."

"Aurum... he must-"

"No." Her voice firm under the shake of tears. "Swear to me. That you won't tell him."

Halsin paused, then cupped her cheek. Staring down at her.

"I swear."

She let out a shaky breath.

"Thank you. I... I don't even know where he and I stand. I left him that night and now... all he looks at me with is guilt. I want time away from him. I want to breathe and feel and forget that I'm dying. If just for a moment."

Halsin tilted his head down to her, pressing his forehead to hers. Hearing precisely what she wasn't saying.

"You were right. I do want you." She urged in a desperate whisper. Balling his shirt in her fist. "Please, Halsin."

He scooped under her thighs and, in one motion, laid her in the grass under him. Breathing hard through nose, kiss searing into her mouth.

She whimpered, eyes wet and fire burning in her belly. Tangling her hands in his long hair. His soft growls sending jolts through her.

He was ravenous and so was she, both driven to animal hunger in lust. Rough pulls of pleading mouths, wrath slicked. Fire licked fingers ripping at clothes, garments scattering in their wake.

His mouth descended to her neck, biting with shockingly sharp teeth. Fingers hooking into the sides of her underclothes to yank them down to be banished at her ankle. Moaning in strangled desire into her throat, his teeth drawing blood. Lapping it up with huffing breath, hand rising to brace next to her head as the taste hit him.

His fingers plunged into her and he shuddered above her. Pumping quick thrusts.

"By Silvanus, you're so tight." He groaned. "I don't know if you can take me, golden lily."

"I can." She gasped out, just his two fingers filling deep. "I promise I can."

He hooked up into her navel, and she trembled. Body writhing in heat, his long fingers reaching far back into her. Reaching that pleasure that was too deep for her to find alone.

He braced down on his forearm above her head, leaning down on his shoulder to catch her throat again. Sucking at the pool of blood caught in her clavicle.

"Of course you taste like that." He groaned, body tightening with restraint. Fingers rocking into her in increasingly powerful drives. Her eyes rolling delirious in sockets.

His voice dropping into a growl again.

"I may not be able to stop myself. I want... I need to devour you."

She pulled his hips hard into her, his cock pressing down into her mound with a sharp wince of his breath.

"Eat me. Break me. Bruise me. Be as rough as you can." She urged. Digging her nails into his hips in crescent bites.

His eyes lit gold, shuddering against a force deep inside him, hands arching in curls next to her head. Beginning to draw back from her.

She locked her legs behind his hips, angling her pelvis up and pulling. Seating the head of his cock into her cunt.

He drove forward beyond his control, smothering a cry in his throat. Eyes stuttering in light.

Her back curled up, gasping out. He was stretching her to her limit, her body twisting to escape on instinct. But she was stronger than her body. And she wanted more.

"Come on." She urged in a deep whisper. "Come on, make it hurt."

He fell on his forearm again, hips pulling back and thrusting forward in a lunge. Tremoring with constrained effort.

Her breath kicked from her lungs. His cock striking spear through her, cunt clenching in vicious demand.

He buckled at her clenching, eyes fluttering in lids. If he was so large for her, she could only imagine how tight she was for him.

Getting that mean glint in her eyes, she pulled back and thrust up into him. Seating herself to his belly.

He huffed out a curse, body curling.

"Mercy." He gasped. "Have mercy on me."

"Oh, am I too tight?" She clenched her cunt again, forcing another huff of breath from him. "Too small and wet around your massive cock?"

She drove her hips back and forward again, bottoming him out by force. A delicious whimper leaving his throat.

"That's a shame." She clicked her tongue in mock disappointment. "Considering..."

She flipped him onto his back with a powerful wrench of her thighs.

"I'm going to fuck you into the earth. Whether you're ready or not."

His gold eyes went wide, his cock throbbing hard inside her.

She planted a hand on his lower belly and rose onto knees, driving down into him in rolling strokes. His size forcing her to a slow start, shuddering in pleasure around him.

He gripped lifeline on her hips, face crumbling. The tight pull of her cunt lifting his hips with each rise of her ride. Gasping shallow huffs, pleading out for mercy again as she picked up speed.

This was her absolute favorite way, smiling down at him, fucking hard and mean.

Ignoring his cries, she slammed herself into him unbridled, chasing her pleasure. Using his body as a seat to fuck. Taking all of her anger and hunger and driving it down into him.

"I know you can take it." She laughed, dragging her nails hard down his chest. "I know you're as ravenous as I am."

He grimaced into a snarl, sharp teeth gritting.

"That's right, bare your teeth." She urged, rolling both of his nipples in her fingers. Leaning down to suck one into her mouth. Her hips naturally rising up his length.

He moaned, cupping her head, then huffed out a "No!" At the loss of her sheathing him. Driving his hips up in a jolt.

She smiled into his chest, holding her hips still for him to use. Fucking into her with the same inconsiderate abandon that she held him down with. Sucking and lapping his hard peak, his moans hitching back into growls.

He snapped when she nibbled down, back arching then twisting. Rising shadow behind her and holding her by hair onto her hands, slamming into her. The force nearly knocked her off her knees.

"Yes, yes!" She cried, his cock so deep in her it struck pain up her back. The pain dancing with a dangerously high pleasure. Her vision going wavy.

He snapped his hand down on her ass, striking the ample flesh hard. Pulling a whimper from her, chest collapsing down into the dirt. Going limp, her cunt free use for his wrath.

He growled, winding his hand into her long hair. Pulling her body back up.

"Where do you think you're going?"

He pulled her up to his chest, spitting down her front and gathering it against her nipple and her clit. Rocking hard into her, fingers rubbing and pinching into the sensitive bundles.

She shuddered and cried out, orgasm nearly at her throat. Gripping onto his thigh behind her.

"Thats right, cum on my cock, little light. I need to feel it." He bit into the side of her neck, sending her over.

"Fuck!" She cried out. Orgasm ripping up her pelvis in blinding pulses. Body giving out against his, strong arms holding her in place as he kept playing her body. Pulling her pleasure higher and higher by force.

He pushed her onto belly again, taking her hips into hands. Driving into her merciless. Knuckles white.

"Please cum, Halsin." She begged, body so deliciously bruised and battered. But about to give out regardless. "Fill me."

He braced on her lower back and drove two more strikes before buckling into her. Gasping and pleading choked moans. Flooding her cunt to its brim and then beyond. Pushing down her thighs in rivers. His thrusts forcing the spill.

He finally stilled, falling back into an open kneel. Gasping with a thrown head into the night sky.

She fell back into him, head hanging in the curve of his shoulder. Her breath equally lost. Mind empty, body broken.

"Perfect." She sighed. Closing her eyes, blissful.

"Perfect." He echoed. Hands smoothing tender over her small body. "That... might have been one of the best."

"Top three?" She teased.

"Easily." He laughed. Gently pulling her hair to a more tame lay against her hips. "Ugh, I love long hair."

"Same." She smiled, reaching up to play with the ends near his clavicle.

He went quiet in thought.

"You must return to your lover." He sighed after a moment of internal battle. "I want you, but he needs you."

She bit her lip. Knowing he was right.

"I will keep this between us, if you desire. But mend with him. He sees every star in your eyes. He names them after you every night. A love that great should not be discarded."

"He can't accept that I'm dying." She hushed. "I will break him."

"And he will be more fulfilled breaking with you once than breaking twice alone."

"Go to him. I will heal you tonight." He nuzzled into her shoulder. "And, when you are gone, treasure what you have given me for an eternity."

She swiped fast forming tears, shuddering out a breath.

"Thank you."

~

[the-crim-rat]

you’re laughing. the lipstick on the mirror are the lyrics to my obituary and you’re laughing.

[girlboss-and-malewife-in-one]

When Will Wood said, "In lipstick on the mirror are the lyrics to my obituary," I take it he meant this:

[dsm--v]

im gonna get on my knees ^_^ will you kick me in the face please xP it’ll make whatever i say sound like poetry >-< and as my gums begin to bleed the words’ll fall like teeth :3 and whatever we had locked up is now free :DD

[lettheliightin]

me putting on my lip combo that survived ww1, ww2 and got run over by a truck

[besumins]

　　　　take　　one　　look　　at　　me

　why　　the　　fuck　　should　　he　　run

　　when　　i　　got　　his　　last　　name

　　　　　

[eternallynotyours666]

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light,

[gmanmedias]

SHE LETS ME DOWN, THEN GETS ME HIGH!

💞 💞 💞

⚙️ ⚙️ ⚙️

💖 💖 💖

miu iruma with pink, glitter and makeup for anon!

[strawberross]

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

[medicalunprofessional]

‘ My skin is metallic now, no longer an elegant powder blue ‘

- King Crimson. Lyrics to “Dig Me”

[anothergoodtime]

I can wait for you at the bottom. 🦇

[glittergroovy]

[emo-ish]

About me:

Im a 15-year-old girl from a small country in eastern europe! My birthday is july 6th. I am a bit insecure about myself, i might vent on here.. Anyways, i LOVE MCR,PTV, PATD i seriously adore vic, gerard,ryan and their music <33. My style is inspired by the 2000s, and i want to dress more emo, but i have strict parents. LOL

About blog:

I will repost / post fashion, moodboards, lyrics, relatable or venting/ranting posts, and pretty pictures from pinterest or my gallery <3 Main topics will be: pierce the veil, my chemical romance, a LOT of colour red, emo fashion, scene fashion, sparkly things, my food posts and outfit checks, hope you enjoy

Note:

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[evans-art-madness]

"The man said, it's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"

After a particularly bad full moon Remus is feeling insecure about his scars and Sirius has an idea to make him feel better