#lilo's college days

[stitchandani]

"don't leave me, okay?"

[seonghwaddict]

ateez fic recs!

🧸 lilo’s notes! here is a collection of works that i loved and thought everyone should read! works marked with a bear emoji are some of my favs. i’ll be updating the list, of course. this list contains both sfw and nsfw content, minors please interact accordingly.

hongjoong

he’s kinda hot — @ohmyamor

“After a decent run with your boyfriend, you finally decide to end it when his paranoia becomes too much. Except, maybe he wasn’t crazy. And now you have demon who refuses to leave you alone.”

demon!hongjoong, fem!reader, fluff, slight angst, please see content warning before reading, suggestive

lilo’s notes! i absolutely love demon!atz aus and i can testify that this is definitely one of my favs. everything about this was absolutely fantastic and i may or may not revisit it every few weeks

you’re hongjoong’s bias — @jnginlov

“when you and your group go on idol radio to promote your latest comeback, you don’t anticipate one of the hosts to be completely enraptured by you”

idol au, fluff, gn!reader

lilo’s notes! listen… idol aus are usually not my cup of tea (though several fics on here prove that wrong), but this is absolutely one of the cutest things i’ve read.

seonghwa

new horizons — @fivestar-outlaw

“Attempting an all-nighter while playing Animal Crossing alongside your bias, you didn't expect your turnip prices to be such a high amount... nor did you expect Park Seonghwa to actually accept your offer to sell his turnips on your island.”

completed series, FLUFF, idol!hwa x nonidol!fem!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! EEEEEEE THIS FIC IS SO CUTEEEEEE

🧸 honest (but happy) accident — @ad0rechuu

uni student!hwa, gn!reader, fluff, slice of life

lilo’s notes! y’all are gonna get so sick of me cuz you’re gonna see multiple of zero’s fics on here. jokes aside, this is genuinely so fucking cute i was rolling around and giggling while reading it.

🧸 12:25 time of love — @jaehunnyy

kindergarten teacher!hwa, mom!reader, meet cute, fluff

lilo’s notes! imagining seonghwa in a job like that genuinely makes me so soft. whenever i’m in that Emotional mood i like to read this.

🧸 impressionism — @hwaightme

“a post-graduate student specialising in impressionism, you were a regular visitor to the many art galleries in the city. who knew that among the paintings you would encounter your favourite, timeless work of art?”

vampire!gallerist!hwa x art historian!gn!reader, fluff, soulmates

lilo’s notes! as an art history nerd, this fic is so beautiful especially when combined with a vampire au like AHHHH some of my fav things in one fic

yunho

early hours — @honeyhotteoks

“you run into him in the hallway of the hotel, it's late and you're exhausted from the concert, but he thinks you should grab a drink and you can't help but agree”

idol!yunho x nonidol!fem!reader, one night stand, nsfw, some fluff

lilo’s notes! HDJSJDJSJKF the way this had me glued to my phone and giggling should be studied.

🧸 principia and opticks — @bro-atz

“you're struggling with a specific class that's required for your major; but, luckily, your professor, professor jeong, has no problem helping you out outside of class” // “you and professor jeong yunho decided to continue your relationship secretly, only to almost get caught one day”

professor!yunho x student!reader (legal), nsfw, fluff

lilo’s notes! don’t judge me but i think professor x student (COLLEGE. LEGAL.) is such a good trope it’s always gonna have me running laps around my room.

bottle service — @bro-atz

“all yunho wants to do is fuck the bottle girl's brains out.”

big dick!yunho x small!afab!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! i have nothing to say for myself other than size kinks are hot. even more so when it’s related to yunho

christmas dinner — @a1sh1teruu

“it didn't just end with one dinner.”

ceo!yunho x secretary!fem!reader, fluff

lilo’s recs! THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR ME AGHHHHHHHH i love it so much i think about it at least once a week

🧸 summer nights — @honeyhotteoks

“he's your best friend and roommate, but during the heat of summer and the confinement of quarantine, you just can't seem to help yourselves.”

roommate!yunho, nsfw, fluff

lilo’s notes! i reread this yesterday and realised there’s a sequel. TRUST i will be devouring that as soon as i can

track 3: cyber sex — @highvern

whipped loser!yunho x camgirl!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! STOPPIJDIDJ yunho was so cute and shy in this i wanted to scream into a pillow

yeosang

🧸 lessons in intimacy — @honeyhotteoks

“you didn’t mean to actually meet the man who’s audio porn was single handedly getting you off every night, but you do”

camboy!yeo, nsfw, fluff

lilo’s notes! absolute perfection this was so sjsjjcjsjd i could feel myself slowly losing my mind

evolve — @nebulousbrainsoup

“more often than not, a life lived in Night City is carefully crafted, slotted firmly between preapproved lines—or it is if you value keeping it. whispers of freedom float just beyond the city's neon lights, and it's only through a chance encounter with the most unlikely of characters that you finally start to hear them.”

biker!yeosang x fem!reader, fluff, nsfw, some angst

lilo’s notes! despite it being 12k words i gobbled it up in a single sitting which is crazy tbh, it didn’t feel that long at all and i was so invested

san

🧸 prelude in e minor — @bro-atz

“your brain tells you to focus on your education, but your heart tells you to focus on professor choi”

professor!san, CELLIST!san, nsfw, angst

lilo’s notes! back at it with the professor aus yupppp y’all know me so well. i felt so many emotions while reading this i thought i was gonna go insane.

mingi

🧸 slowly, i’m going down — @yutasbellybuttonpiercing

“mingi hates studying, but what he hates way more than that is being perceived as stupid. what mingi loves on the other hand, are pretty people getting flustered about his voice or mingi shows you exactly what he hates and loves.”

college au, tutor!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! not only was this written so well, but it was so fucking entertaining. mingi is just so silly in this i love it.

angel eyes — @binniesbang

“Yunho teases Mingi when he trips over his words infront of a girl, he needs a little loving to make it better:((“

coffee shop au, fluff, comfort

lilo’s notes! AHHHHHHHH sobbing crying screaming this was so cute and soft i love this mingi

🧸 untitled — @teasteeper

“kissing practice with your best friend mingi”

best friend!mingj x fem!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! GRRRSGHDJDJD OH MY GOD mingi you ain’t slick at all- anyways, my turn when?

wooyoung

ribbon — @wooyoungmybelovedhusband

“You just love Wooyoung's dick, and maybe you wanted to make it look pretty like it truly is.”

daddy!wooyoung, nsfw

lilo’s notes! they be fucking but somehow it’s so??? cute?? really enjoyed this one 10/10

spiderman! — @cherrysoojins

“being spider-man comes with a lot advantages, but those advantages can have their disadvantages. like jung wooyoung not being able to show up to study groups to be able to see the girl he’s crushing on big-time.”

spiderman!wooyoung, smau + written, fluff, angst, crack. ongoing(?) series, last updated: july 7th, 2023

lilo’s notes! this was actually such a cute and fun fic and i really wished there were more chapters :c

backstage rockin’ — @a1sh1teruu

“after a late night of practice with the band, and with you lounging in the background. when his friends finally left, he couldn’t keep his hands to himself any longer.”

bandmate!wooyoung, nsfw

lilo’s notes! i think this was THE fic that awakened my love for bassists, that’s how good it was. zerda’s writing always has me giggling

jung wooyoung’s superpower — @ad0rechuu

best friend!wooyoung, fluff fluff fluff

lilo’s notes! ik i’ve probably said this a lot but this is ACTUALLY one of the cutest fics i’ve ever read i adore it so much

🧸 i’m just bein’ curious — @teeskz

“in which your friend wooyoung invites you over for a movie night”

pervy best friend!woooyung, nsfw

lilo’s notes! it’s short but if i said this didnt awaken something in me, i’d be lying. i reread it this morning and that’s what made me start this rec list

jongho

🧸 adorable — @i-luvsang

frenemy!jongho, gn!reader one bed trope, fluff, comedy

lilo’s notes! AHHHHH I LOVE RIA’S WRITING SO SO SO MUCH fluff by ria is genuinely so djdjdjsjd it’s got me giggling

untitled — @nateezfics

nsfw, fluff

lilo’s notes! i’m sorry but idc if they’re going at it, it’s so cute and soft?? they’re just so silly

multi

🧸 milky way — @ad0rechuu

“It’s not everyday that your friends childhood friend turns out to be the girl that you literally have a fan account for, but for Seonghwa, San and Mingi it’s become a reality. being able to get close to your bias is great! even if she does have a raging crush on someone else…”

fanboys!hwasangi x idol!reader, smau + written, fluff, angst, suggestive, slow burn. completed series, 60 chapters + 3 different endings

lilo’s notes! i will never not be grateful that this series exists. it’s funny, cute, and angsty and i absolutely love it with my whole heart. i think it’s one of the first fics i read on tumblr, so it’s really special to me + i think this was part of the reason i got close to my lovely zero

🧸 blurred lines and lies — @yuyusuyu

the synopsis is really long

best friend!yeosang x fem!reader x best friend!jongho, love triangle, romance, slice of life, angst. completed series, 10 chapters + 2 different endings

lilo’s notes! words cannot describe how i felt reading this but i think it’s comparable to going through every stage of grief possible plus more. genuinely, one of the best fics i’ve ever read

strawberry mocha — @pirateprincessblog

“your favorite café has a new barista, and he seems oddly familiar, especially when you see his hands move when he prepares your favourite beverage”

barista!camboy!wooyoung x fem!reader, ft yunho, nsfw, angst

lilo’s notes! my thought process while reading was a cycle of “oh my god” and “what the fuck” in the BEST way possible. the writing is so good i wanted to reach through the screen a smack some characters, and hug some others

clair de lune — @atzfilm

“you’ve finally gotten the chance to enter “clair de lune”, a infamous night club to see the band hiraeth. but why did you feel like their eyes only watched you?”

yandere!ot8 x fem!reader, angst, fluff, nsfw. completed series, 8 chapters.

lilo’s notes! so iconic. if you haven’t read this, you better and that’s a threat.

murphy’s law — @atzfilm

“according to murphy’s law, everything that can go wrong will go wrong. Black holes circle each other until they collide and merge, a cataclysm so fierce, sends ripples soaring through the fabric, crossing thousands of kilometers within a fraction of a second, leaving behind a wave on the space-time continuum. That’s the simplest way you can describe meeting him. And yet, even that is an understatement.”

alien!ot8, multi x fem!reader (not ot8), soulmate au, fluff, angst, nsfw, check other warnings. completed series, 5 chapters.

lilo’s notes! another iconic fic by an iconic writer, we love to see it

mists of celeste — @hongism

“Sneaking aboard the ship of a renowned space pirate may not have been the best idea, but you’ll have to make do with what fate has handed to you.”

space pirate!ateez, multiple pairings, angst, fluff, nsfw, check other warnings. ongoing series, 49 chapters + additional content

lilo’s notes! i’m pretty sure everyone on tumblr who reads atz fics has seen this one at some point and it definitely deserves its hype. this is probably one of the best, well thought-out fics i’ve ever read and i believe it can definitely be considered better than many published books

🧸 hotel california and paradise gardens — @mint-yooxgi

“You can check out any time you’d like, but you can never leave.” // “Eternity means nothing if I don’t have you.”

yandere!demon!ot8 x fem!reader, horror, fluff, angst, nsfw, check other warnings. complete fic, 42 chapters combined

lilo’s notes! yeah i reread this every few months and i’m not ashamed to admit i’m obsessed with it.

outlaw miniseries — @hongism

individual parts for each member/unit, nsfw with a side of fluff and angst. ongoing series, 4/6 chapters

lilo’s notes! hi no i won’t shut up about hongism i think ive read everything she’s published and if i didn’t want to make this list diverse i would’ve just put a link to her masterlist and called it a day. seriously, highly recommended. my fav on this is the 2ho one.

from storm to sunrise — @ad0rechuu

“you and your boyfriend yunho wake up to find your other boyfriend mingi no where to be found”

fem!reader x bfs!yuyu and mingi, fluff, mild angst

lilo’s notes! zero try not to write something i’ll fall in love challenge, go! oh no you already failed because everything by user ad0rechuu is a masterpiece

🧸 hooked — @songmingisthighs

“A freshman hookup rekindled into something new. With an incentive, of course. But what would happen if your ‘relationship’ led you somewhere you never thought would happen to you?”

ot8 x fem!reader, smau + written, college au, fluff, crack, nsfw. completed series, 91 chapters

lilo’s notes! this is also one of the first fics i read on tumblr!! it’s definitely one of my all-time favs and it’s just such a fun read

🧸 unconventional first encounters with ateez — @bluehwale

ot8 headcanon, fluff, humour

lilo’s notes! i also reread this occasionally, the humour tag really is accurate

hongwooho — @yourfatherlucifer

idols!hongjoong, wooyoung, jongho x fem!reader, nsfw

lilo’s notes! the first time i read this (and all the times after that) i was giggling and rolling around on my bed. this kind if scenario is something i’d LOVE LOVE LOVE to see more of

sway with me — @luvt0kki

“former noble turned space pirate, wooyoung was now part of one of the most revered and hunted group of pirates of the galaxy. sure he’s only known them for six months but there’s only so much you could do in a ship when you travel from one planet to the next. the ship was their home, his home… and the members of this crew were friends that he felt he was fated to meet. // but he hasn’t met one person of the crew… and he didn’t know that.”

ot8 x fem!reader, space pirate au, nsfw, fluff. ongoing series, 5/?? chapters + 1 interlude

lilo’s notes! i gobbled the posted chapters up in a single sitting and it was honestly sososo good 10/10 recommend. i can definitely see this being added to my favs as soon as it’s done!

🧸 ¡arriba! — @teeskz

“being a bookworm, you’re used to your regular schedule of simply studying, eating, oh, and the occasional sleeping. it isn’t until one night, you find yourself at the wrong place at the wrong time, and soon get swept up in one of the craziest games you’ve ever heard. in hindsight, maybe you should’ve declined. but it was only supposed to last for one night. one, dirty night.”

hongjoong, yunho, san, mingi, wooyoung x fem!reader, college au, nsfw, part of a series (“T!TS UP”)

lilo’s notes! NO YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND I WAS GAGGEDDDDDD the way i had to pause multiple times to cool off while reading this it was so hot and something i didn’t know i needed in my life until i found it

[sylvies-chen]

nobody asked but everyone needs this so here are some headcanons of annabeth at disney world:

she LOVES epcot and the architectural design of that big sphere, and ends up asking all the staff about the thought behind the design

goes on the typhoon lagoon just for percy and will never admit this to anyone

actually has beef with all the character actors because a) she has no idea who they’re supposed to be dressing up as and b) she finds it very patronizing that they would assume she couldn’t possibly figure out that they’re actors in costumes just because she’s a kid

the judgemental stares goofy and pluto and mickey get from her are wild, but eventually she doesn’t mind the ones like lilo and stitch, mulan, merida (whom she very confidently introduces herself to and calls her a daughter of artemis which confuses the poor college student actor)

though her dad protests at first, he reluctantly lets her use her cap to sneak onto the rides that she isn’t yet tall enough to go on

goes on the expedition everest ride and is completely unfazed— picture the most deadpan 12 yo face you’ve ever seen in the midst of a bunch of screaming crying kids

but also fully believes she saw the yeti and tells grover and percy she saw the it over the summer

knows the mickey mouse ears offer zero tactical protection but can bashfully admit she really wants a pair

LOVES the themed food and goes crazy for the curly straw drinks and sweet treats

leaves swearing she’s not tired and could go on more rides and attractions all day because it’s nothing compared to the monsters they had to face on their que— *falls asleep almost instantly after getting in the car*

[an-au-blog]

Shuggy College au sounds like a riot because I can definetly imagine that Shanks sometimes brings over his 12 year old “not officially godkid but I knew this little brat for ages and I love him” Luffy every once in a while and then Buggy comes into his dorm room and suddenly there’s this little menace just…. Present. Which wouldn’t be too bad but then he starts bringing his friends over as well. Buggy opens the door and it’s like that gif of the one guy entering a room with Pizza and the whole place is in chaos and also in flames.

Shanks also sometimes regrets bringing everyone over because Luffy will just try to turn that slow burn enemies to lovers fic with 45 chapters into a one shot by accident, because he will just innocently tell Buggy that Shanks talks about him aaaall the time and thinks he has the prettiest eyelashes and -HMPF!! Shank has already slapped a hand over his mouth and is now bribing the gang to leave by offering to buy them all ice cream.

aaaaa stoppp you're making me want to actually write it

But honestly yes! I imagine the first time it's just Luffy but then the next day it's Ace as well, another day passes and suddenly they're 4 then 8! And Buggy is just baffled how his ended up like this.

I DO like to think that after a while he actually grows fond of Luffy then the thing you said with Luffy accidentally snitching on Shanks happens like that one bit in Lilo and Stitch.

(and to throw in some angst kinda) I believe that one of the biggest reasons why Buggy stays ignorant to Shanks' feelings for so long is because he's not used to having people flirt or compliment him, so he just assumes he's being mocked.

[afeelgoodblog]

The Best News of Last Week

1. Woman who was walking to work because her car was broken finds $14k in a bag and turns it in to police, who return it to newlyweds who lost it. Crowdfund for a new car up to $14k so far.

Dianne Gordon was walking home from work on Jan. 21 when she saw a plastic bag on the ground and inside the bag she could see piles of money. Although she was in need of a vehicle-- her car broke down last year -- Gordon contacted police and returned the money immediately.

Police were able to track down who the money belonged to and discovered it belonged to a newlywed couple and have since returned the money to the couple. As for Gordon, her good deed wasn’t overlooked by people who heard her story, as the spouse of one of the police officers involved launched a crowdfunding campaign to help secure a car for Gordon. As of Thursday morning, the campaign has raised $14,500

2. Washington D.C.’s free bus bill becomes law as zero-fare transit systems take off

Washington, D.C., has enacted a zero-fare bus bill into law.

The policy eliminates the $2 fare for all the city’s buses starting this summer.

It is the largest city to institute a fare-free transit system and part of a growing movement nationwide.

3. Mom and son graduate college together, fulfilling 18-year promise

Carolyn and Immanuel Patton, a mother-son duo from Maryland, have graduated college together, fulfilling a promise the younger Patton first made to his mom when he was 5 years old.

Two years after they started the path together and about 18 years after Immanuel Patton vowed to graduate alongside his mother, they realized their collective dream.

4. A homeless mother left a note with her dog for whoever found her. An animal shelter reunited them.

This pup named Lilo came to McKamey Animal Center off the street - with an added surprise – a note.

"Please don't abuse me." Cool, totally wanted to be crying at work right now.

The shelter staff posted about Lilo on social media, hoping to connect with her owner when they got a call from someone saying they were Lilo's mom. While centers like McKamey provide shelter for dogs, they also provide resources for families who love their pets, but might not be able to keep them due to cost. Mann said they'll give food and supplies to families struggling to pay for their pets' needs. They'll even help the family find a pet-friendly home.

5. Campbell Johnstone reveals himself to be first openly gay All Black.

In a momentous moment for New Zealand's rainbow community, Campbell Johnstone has outed himself as the first openly gay player to have represented the country's most influential sporting brand.

All Black No. 1056 has publicly revealed his sexuality – in a brave bid to “open up that door and magically make that closet disappear” – for the first time on TVNZ's Seven Sharp programme on Monday evening. Johnstone, who played three tests for the All Blacks all in 2005, did confide in some teammates and his family during his playing days.

6. 92 year old flood victim reunited with lost cat

Valerie Axtens thought she had seen the last of her beloved cat Mendelson as she was being rescued through a window from rapidly rising floodwater. Valerie Axtens was rescued during the February 28 flood.

After the floodwater receded and one of her sons was able to return and check on the mud-covered house, he discovered — much to everyone's surprise — the cat had survived.

7. Slovenia becomes first eastern European country to recognise same-sex marriage

The legalisation of same-sex marriage has officially come into effect in Slovenia, in a huge win for LGBTQ+ rights in eastern Europe. 

The bill, which saw Slovenia’s Family Code updated, officially took its place amongst the country’s other laws on Tuesday (1 February). The historic moment followed a decision by the country’s top court in July, which found that banning same-sex marriage and adoption violated the country’s constitution, which prohibits discrimination

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[artist-issues]

Day Nine💖

(reminder that if anybody wants me to stop sending these asks at any time, just tell me and I will stop!)

what is the thing that you are the most passionate about in life and why? what sparked your interest in it? is their a goal with it you want to reach, and are you actively working on your passion, or is it just something you know a lot about?

It should be Jesus but I don’t think it is, not perfectly, not all the time. What I tell myself and others it is, most of the time, is “storytelling.” But what I think it actually is (most of the time, but not when I’m in the Spirit) is self-glorification and wanting to be famous.

So there’s the triple-nature. What I should be passionate about, what I want to be passionate about, what I am passionate about underneath it all. But only one of those things is going to actually endure, and it’s “what I should be passionate about.”

Anyway.

What sparked my interest in storytelling was a combo of factors, but I remember the exact moment it came together clearly. I was getting ready for church and I’d been up all night (because at this point in my life I was like 19 and having trouble sleeping was a thing.) And I was trying to decide what to do with my life. I had interest in animated movies and in counseling but I didn’t know what to go to college for, so I was taking a gap year.

And as I was getting ready for church my draft table had the “Lilo & Stitch: Collected Stories From the Film’s Creators” book open on it, and I was listening to a worship playlist in my room and thinking about movies, and thinking about telling some of the kids I worked with in student ministries what made Lilo & Stitch kind of a Gospel story and how I could tell that to them convincingly.

(This is not my picture, but the book looks like this.)

It was open to the producer’s foreword. And this song came on my playlist:

Which is about how God is the inventor and producer behind everything. It’s Tyler Joseph and Travis Whittaker. But I wasn’t familiar with this song yet, so I thought the lyrics were saying “You’re the author, the producer, the inventor of the scene.” It’s not, it’s “inventor of the seed,” but whatever, same principle.

Then like I was having some kind of dramatic realization, the vague idea that all of life was a movie God made, and the main point was Himself, and all man-made stories that were good had nuggets of that in them, clicked together. I had never thought of reality that way before.

And ll through that morning’s service and yammering to my mother at lunch afterward, I was just thinking thinking thinking about it. About how, in movies, the setting tells the story as much as the characters and events tell the story. (Stitch starts out in vast outer space where all the ships look vaguely like fish—then the scene transitions to a small, folksy town with a local feel, but still plenty of fish imagery.) And how, in God’s “movie,” the plants and the way they work tell the story of the Gospel. Seeds, growth, death, rebirth. How the seasons do the same thing. How the animals do the same thing—the freakin caterpillar is a crawling worm, then goes into a kind of death for a period of time, then comes out a new creation.

The art of storytelling, settings, characters, narrative, and all, is just a hobbled-together copy of how God has been communicating from the dawn of time.

And my brain was racing, and I remember thinking about the idea that Christians are supposed to be “little Christs.” Well, if He was THE storyteller who told His story to show us Himself, then what better could I do than be a little storyteller who showed people Him, too? Not just with my career and my writing and art, but with the way I obeyed Him with my life, obviously.

But that’s how I decided what to go to school for. And that’s what got me into the industry I’m in now.

All that to say, if there’s anything that is actually accurate about reality and God in my little “realization” or philosophy, it’s only because God showed it to me, not because I came up with it myself. And if it’s not accurate, He didn’t show it to me, I made it up and heaven help me. But so far I think He did show it to me, so I keep trying to tell stories without letting that become an idol.

[awildtei]

[CW for everything canon re: Aaron in AFTG]

Listen, I love Andrew with all my heart but the more i think about it, the more i feel sorry for Aaron. We are so deeply in Neil's POV that Andrew's actions make sense, but from Aaron's POV? Fucking devastating: You grow up with an abusive, negligent mother. You hate your life, you are so lonely it eats at your bones. Drugs numb that sharp sting of pain, so you use them until you can't stop. And then, out of the blue, you find out you have an identical twin brother! It feels like a miracle, like all your prayers have finally been answered (literally Lilo praying for a friend and getting Stitch). You will have someone. You will have a real family. You write to him, feeling a hope you have never felt before, and all he writes back is "Fuck off". He wants nothing to do with you. Months later, you find out he's in juvie and you go meet him for the first time. He still wants nothing to do with you. He gets out of juvie and comes live with you. He is weird, and cold, and not how you had hoped for, but at least he's there, at least he's real. He finds out about the bruises and says he wants to protect you, says in return you have to give up having friends or dating. And you're so tired, so bone-deep tired, and you don't really have any friends, anyway, so you say yes, you think maybe he can truly protect you. And then he fucking KILLS YOUR MOTHER?? And you're like what the fuck!!! You killed my mother!! And he's like yeah so? I told you I would protect you. And you're (reasonably) like that's fucking insane!! And now he's mad at you for being mad at him for killing your mother. He doesn't speak to you or look at you or acknowledge your existence, but he also doesn't let you talk to anyone else. It is, incredibly, worse than before. Now you're still completely alone and you carry this fiery anger inside you that Andrew refuses to own up to. And the worst part is... you still want Andrew in your life. You still believe there is a possibility to have a brother. So, even though he gets you clean in the most ruthless and cruel way possible, you renew your deal with him for your college years. And then he gets you involved in a mob war by adopting two mafia-runaway assholes and continues not to pay any attention to you whatsoever. And then you kill a guy for him, which will make it hard to get a job as a doctor even though it was ruled self-defense, and he STILL won't give you the time of day.

Anyway they deserve to work through their issues and have the sibling relationship they crave, because they've both been Through It and deserve happiness.

[louisrarepairfest]

LOUIS RARE PAIR FEST 2024

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⬇️ Possible prompts below ⬇️

(A) Louis/Character B are uni roommates

(B) Louis/Greg James - Louis takes Clifford to a secluded park and lets him run free for a few hours. A few weeks into going to a park, a friendly dog (Barney) Louis assumes is a stray comes over by him with a stick in his mouth and Louis plays fetch. This becomes a Thing every time. Louis notices Clifford has been gaining weight and can’t figure out why. One day, Clifford doesn’t come back like he usually does. Louis goes looking for him with (Barney) trailing on his heels. He’s just about to give up when (Barney) sprints away and Louis can’t stand the thought of losing two dogs in one day so he runs after him. Cut to…Louis finding a very tall, very handsome man, very excitedly welcoming Barney back with Clifford barely looking up from the almost gone bucket of dog food said very (very) handsome man clearly brought to the park. Confusion ensues since each thinks the other’s dog was a stray. Wild accusations from Louis about Greg making Clifford fat, jokes from Greg about how Barney has taken up finding perfect sticks and running away with his best one. They fall in love and become one big happy family.

( C ) Louis/Character B are musicians vying for the role of band leader at their former high school. They went there at the same time and were rivals then too, though for a totally different reason: they both had secret crushes on one another. When I've of them learns this, it changes everything.

(D) Girl direction! Louis/Character B are star athletes on the college (you choose the) sport team. They're both on the butch side, and it takes them a while to figure out that they're into one another and don't need to femme it up to get the other to like them.

(E) Omegaverse: Alpha Louis has never questioned who he is, a strong Alpha loving Alpha who defies stereotypes. When he meets character B, a beta, he certainly doesn't expect to fall for him (and hard)

(F) Famous Louis returns to his home town for his sister's wedding. When he sees his non-famous ex-boyfriend at the first wedding event of the weekend, sparks fly. Cue a whirlwind romance and a lot of big decisions about what they're both willing to do for love.

(G) Louis is a werewolf who's gotten good at hiding his nature in order to make a quiet life for himself in a small town. Character B is the vampire whose arrival coincides with a couple of murders that threaten his peaceful existence. When it becomes clear that B isn't behind the murders, he and Louis team up to find the real culprit (and maybe accidently fall in love along the way).

(H) Louis/Liam - Bros who get married for insurance purposes and then decide divorce isn’t worth the hassle.

(i) Louis/Charlie Lightening…no plot but sex on the ping pong table. Obviously. 

(J) Louis and his bandmates/opening band let off some steam by having a circle jerk. It might turn into more for some of them.

(K) Ever since Character A was a kid they wanted to climb on a fire truck and one day they decide to just walk over to the fire station and ask if they can get on the truck. Character B is one of the firefighters.

(L) M/M Louis and Taylor Swift are rival quarterbacks for their town's 2 high school teams. Nobody knows that they've been secretly dating since sharing a NYE kiss. 

(M) Louis/Liam - everyone thinks Louis and Harry are together but it’s actually Louis and Liam

(N) Lilo hot water maintenance au based on this tumblr post

(O) Lilo Robin Hood AU

(P) Lilo Howl’s Moving Castle au

(Q) Louis and either Charlie or Nick from Heartstopper (the Netflixshow), friendship fic. Would love Louis either helping Nick through his sexuality crisis or Louis being there for Charlie through the events of the first season

(R) Omegaverse: Louis is about to turn 25 without having presented. As he debates undergoing the risky process to force a presentation, he meets Character B who helps him realize he doesn't necessarily have to "present" to be the alpha he know he is. (Omegaverse but make it trans and powerful!!)

(S) Bread van fic reimagined with all the guys in Louis' band

(T) Louis plays on the uni football team and Liam is on the athletics team. they pass each other to and from training all the time. cue attraction. they are or become friends and are secretly pining for a while before they eventually start dating

(U) Edwardian era Lilo au where they’re both working class. maybe one is a servant and one is a shop assistant, or both servants.

(V) Louis and David Dawson bond over their time with Harry

(W) Louis/Oscar Isaac- edwardian AU where Oscar is a poet and Louis is his muse

(X) Louis/Pedro Pascal AU where Louis is exploring in the arctic and needs a guide

(Y) Louis/Pedro Pascal Gladiator AU

(Z) Michael B. Jordan as a boxer and nurse Louis

(AA) Louis/Sebastian Stan arranged marriage royalty AU. Louis is betrothed to King Sebastian Stan, a widower with two kids who aren't to keen of the King's fiancé.

(BB) Louis/Sam Claflin - something based on the interview where Sam says Louis follows him on Twitter and that they've had a conversation but he doesn't want to get into it.

(CC) 27 dresses take off where Niall is always the best man, never the husband, and Louis is the snarky reporter.

(DD) Zouiam, uni AU - Zayn meets Liam at the library and falls halfway in love during a single conversation. It’s a fairy tale, only back home is Louis - his FWB, the most important person in Zayn’s life, and someone who doesn’t take well to losing out on attention. Louis' a bit put out when he meets Liam at football practice and this annoying, bossy, fit as all hell guy slides right in under all his defences. It could be the start of a beautiful term of fighting and fucking, only back home is Zayn. Zayn not only needs Louis - he’d become a full-time hermit otherwise - but it’s damn convenient having sex on tap right there in his own flat. And, oh yeah, Zayn’s like, his reflection or his shadow or his other half or something. Liam’s quite confused by having two drop dead gorgeous guys alternately sending him go signals, then just as quickly, stop. He figures if either of them settle on go, he’ll be batting a thousand. Then he realises they know each other. Biblically.

(EE) Louis is an actor in a murder mystery troupe. Character B (maybe Nick Grimshaw...?) is the audience member who’s clearly too cool for all this but giving joining in his best shot anyway. Louis is distracted by him all night, and then after the denouement they meet in the bar.

(FF) Louis/Greg James - Louis won’t stop whanging on about not getting to do the breakfast show with his new album, and character X (maybe Niall, or Oli?) eventually realises it's less career-related jealousy and more about who sits behind the mic. He hatches a matchmaking plan.

(GG) Character A does embarrassing things when interacting with Character B because of their massive crush. Like Character B reaches out to do a fist bump and Character A thinks it's supposed to be a microphone and says hello into their fist.

(HH) Character B joins local amateur dramatics society and suddenly Louis is no longer a shoo-in for every lead role. Cue the drama!

(ii) AU. Preschool teacher Louis / Boxer Sebastian Stan

(JJ) Yellowjackets AU! Girl direction, any pairing from the show, cutting from 1996 to present.

(KK) Louis/Cillian Murphy - 1970s criminal au (preferably with Louis as the criminal), based on this photo: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FvyDkCnWAAk1UwS?format=jpg&name=4096x4096

(LL) Louis/Isaac: Louis and his band Rogue Direction are doing their first tour in their beat-up van at questionable bars across the country. One night, Isaac is hurled into his life, fleeing from an abusive boyfriend in parking lot of the band’s gig. Louis can’t help but feel..protective of the scrappy tagalong who’ll do anything to earn his keep.

(MM) Louis/Isaac: Louis fucks Isaac’s gauged ears.

(NN) Omega Louis / Male Alpha / Female Alpha polyamorous relationship

(OO) Louis/Patrick Dempsey. AU Patrick is Louis’ dad’s best friend. Possible tags: age difference, secret relationship, feminine Louis, hung Patrick

(PP) Louis Tomlinson/Alex Turner AU. Is basically based in the Tranquility Base Hotel and Casino where Louis and Alex are imprisoned together; so they must find a way to escape. But while they try to escape they begin to fall in love with each other however it will be difficult for both of them to escape.

(QQ) Louis and Rob Pattinson are in a secret relationship during the 1d days (around 2014 or 2015) unknown to everyone but then louis gets pregnant.

(RR) Beta Louis with alpha whomever, not established relationship.

(SS) Louis and Michael are secretly dating and navigating the resurgence of the Larry rumor mill. Larry was once real, Louis has insecurities about secretly dating another band mate, and Michael has some insecurities over Harry being Louis ex. Maybe an awkward run in or two with Harry trying to get him back but Michael and Louis being endgame.

(TT) Louis tomlinson/Dev Patel- second chance romance

(UU) louis/charles Leclerc, could title the fic as -my good luck charm- (or some such since charles won the race when louis was there etc) and or u could have charles say that to louis and louis getting smug and or bashful & giggly!

(VV) Charles Leclerc at one of Louis gigs? Or him joining the band onstage?

(WW) Louis had to wear multiple badges to have F1 access, so Louis makes Charles wear multiple badges to have VIP access to his concerts. All’s fair…

[mik3stuff]

Billy Cane (my DC self insert) lore

PART ONE - Backstory (before Batfam)

Before moving to Gotham, Billy lived in the northeast of Brazil, but because of his parents' work, he had to move to New Jersey due to a wave of crimes in Gotham. At the time, he was six years old and his egg had not yet cracked.

Around the age of nine, his parents, his older brother and he were kidnapped by the Joker, who killed his parents but only managed to slightly injure him before they were found and the Joker was arrested. Despite this, he still broke his ankle trying to escape, something that would leave long-term consequences. (+ the trauma of having his parents killed in front of him by an extremely bizarre and pisciotic clown, duh)

Despite this, his brother came out of the situation relatively well (or as well as he could at least), having dislocated his wrist (something that would also leave some after-effects), but still having to go to college and work after a few weeks.

(He still wanted to take his little brother and run away from that crazy town, but he knew that if they moved they could end up in an unpleasant financial situation and he could lose custody of his brother - like Lilo and Nanny from Lilo and Stitch - so he decided to stay, finish architecture school and try to get a stable job for now)

Now that his brother had to spend the whole day away at work and college, and the little time he did spend at home he was either tired or sleeping, Billy found himself with time to go out shopping and DIY-ing a few things to become the town's new vigilante when he wasn't at school.

PART TWO - The Beginning (self explanatory)

After the 'Joker Incident' some members of the Batfam decided to keep an eye on things to make sure everything went well.

(It didn't last more then a year until Cassie found a little Jester sneaking out of the window in the middle of the night)

(The DIY clay mask looked pretty fucking awsome tho, she would give him that)

A week of patrol later and Billy found himself under Black Cat's wing after being cornered by a guy much bigger than him and all he knew was that now either he dropped the mantle, or he was going to have a superheroine on his tail insisting he drop it every night.

After two months of persistent bargaining and three near-death experiences Black Cat agrees to let him join her as 'Ghost Robin'

('Jason will be SO petty lmao' 'who's Jason? can i meet him?' '...not now kiddo')

PART THREE - Now (super-hero funky facts)

Jason was, indeed, very petty. Mostly by him being a kid ('Cassie?? The hell?? i trusted you!') but also by the 'Ghost Robin' thing tho he would never admit it

He got along with Stephie, Babs and Duke right away, after three days he got along with Tim, it took him a month to get close to Dick, Bruce and Selina but he didn't give up.

Jason and Damian were certainly the most stubborn, but they were also the ones he tried the hardest for.

Damian because they're only a year apart, Jason because 'OH MY LORD IT'S RED HOOD *fanboy-ish sounds*'

took him three moths but he got them to like a bit more then he expected...

(no romantic intonation please! found-family for all of them)

There are still details that refer to a jester in the uniform. He intends to go back to that costume when he stop being Robin (which will certainly happen at some point when Cassandra allows it, and she WILL allow it, RIGHT CASSIE?)

PART FOUR - Extra (more funky little facts)

Currently between 12/13 years old

His full name is Izaak Guilherme Mauricio Dias Cane, but Billy is his nickname and William is easier to pronounce then Guilherme

His brother prob already knows, he just doesn't know how to ask

Sometimes him and Damian will be found sitting together drawing on the couch in the purest and most complete silence

Autsim (AuDHD)

He acts, sings, draw, paint, sculpt, sews, crochets and also makes beaded bracelets. Not for lack of something to do lmao

Jason is also teaching him how to cook and play bass

Candy, chocolate and cinnamon cake and Ice cream addiction

Has choccy milk, cheese sandwich and watermelon as his safe foods

He started dying a strand of his hair green because of Summer (@punkeropercyjackson)

Fights Muay Thai and do Skateboarding

PART BONUS - Related Posts

This post by my pseudo-mom Summer (a.k.a. @ punkeropercyjackson but I already tagged him)

This post and this post that are just like, silly headcanons, fun facts and interaction with other characters

@maxarat @yukii0nna

[1dfangirls35]

I’ve been finding myself wanting to write down just what I’ve been thinking over the past 48 hours and who better to share them with then the former community I have through this blog.

I remember the day I learned about One Direction distinctly. While I think I had heard WMYB on the radio, it was another girl in my yearbook class watching the music video on YouTube my sophomore year of high school that subsequently lead me to stay up watching Funny Moments videos on my KindleFire late into the night. There was no going back after that.

It is hard to articulate precisely what One Direction means to me. I often joke that it’s a part of my personality at this point- much to my mother’s dismay of me never growing out of the “phase”. I lived and breathed One Direction throughout my last two and a half years of high school. Watching videos, writing fanfiction, sending fangirl Fridays to my friends, and even starting this blog. Through this band I made not only a best friend, but a community of worldwide fans. In the good old days, nothing could make me happier than staying up to listen to a new album (leaked more than likely), the boys tweeting out or going to a concert. That kind of pure happiness is something that I don’t think I have experienced to the same level in my adult life.

While I was always a Louis girl, this blog was started with a Lilo focus- with my friend at that time being a Liam fan. I have always viewed Liam as a strong foundation to the band- especially in the early days. “Daddy Directioner” always guiding them. His songwriting has also been part of many of my favorite tracks.

When Zayn left my freshman year of college, I truly thought that would be the worst day in the One Direction fandom, perhaps second only to the day they announced their 18 month hiatus. But soon I learned there was a whole new aspect to being a fan as each of the boys launched their solo careers. While some members of the fandom broke off and supported individual members, I stayed true to OT5 and was so looking forward to going to each one of their solo concerts.

The dream of course, was that one day they would reunite. 20 year old me thought that would be in less than 2 years, but as each anniversary passed, I started to have a new dream about the reunion. I had my savings account accumulating and knew that when the announcement came, that experience would be priceless. I didn’t care if I was in a nursing home or raising a baby I would be there. I looked forward to the feeling I would get when they announced a reunion or dropped an unreleased album- even if it didn’t happen until I was old and decrepit.

On Wednesday I learned there was a new worst day to be in the fandom- and that was the day I learned of Liam’s tragic passing. There would never be an OT5 reunion in the way that many of us dreamed of and more importantly we had lost a piece of the band.

I think the thing people in the fandom don’t understand is even though I’ve never met Liam- I still feel like he’s been incredibly influential to my life. It’s weird to grieve someone you’ve never met but yet means so much to you. One Direction and even the boys solo work has been a comfort to me at many stressful times. If I’m having a bad day it’s always my One Direction Forever playlist I turn to. I still can’t believe he’s gone. That I will never get to see him perform Strip That Down Live or throw water at Louis on stage again. There will never be a One Direction reunion- not in the way we have dreamed of.

As I’ve gotten older I’ve realized just how much these boys must have went through at the peak of One Direction. I look at myself between the 16-22 and see how little I knew at that age and how different of a person I was. I can’t even imagine what they went through with that level of fame at such a young age. We will never know what really happened to Liam. There were be speculations and autopsies and eye witness reports but the only person who knew what was going on in those hours leading up to his death is no longer with us. I only wish that he can now see the outpouring of love and support to a boy who shaped millions of lives around the world.

This tragedy is powerful reminder of the power of social media in both his negatives and positives. It’s a reminder that social media can be a harmful and toxic environment. But I’ve also realized over the past 48 hrs that social media can be a powerful tool for connection and community. My TikTok feed is full of memories of Liam and 1D. I’m in a groupchat for girls in my city setting up a tribute. Our fandom still continues to amaze me.

My heart aches for Liam’s friends and family. For Bear. For Niall, Harry, Louis and Zayn. I can’t even imagine what they are going through right now. I hope that even if this tragedy never leads us to a formal reunion between the remaining four, that this reconnects them together. I hope Liam is in a better place now and that all his pain and suffering are gone.

Take care of each other, take care of your friends and let us remember Liam as a boy that changed our lives forever. Let us remaninsce on all the joy he brought to our lives. One Direction isn’t One Direction without him 🥲.

Rest In Peace Payno

[stitchandani]

Headcanon: Lilo and Stitch attempting to stop their arguments when preparing for Nani’s wedding.

Doverstar

You don't have to worry, anon! Lilo and Stitch were not very far into Lilo's college years when Nani got married. Zeke hadn't entered the picture and they weren't really fighting at that time yet! Smiles all around.

[naminethewriter]

Monstrously Simple Days at College

Chapter Two: Platonic Cuddling at Midnight

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Story Summary: Humans and Monsters live together in harmony and that means they all get to go to college together. Roman, Remus, Janus, Virgil, Logan and Patton are big group of friends that may be a bit chaotic with all the different monster cultures they hail from. College itself is hard too, but with them all supporting each other, it can’t be that bad, can it?

Content Warnings: None

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“I’m sorry you have to do this…”

“Pat, I thought we got it through your thick skull last semester! None of us mind doing this with you,” Virgil sighs, pressing more of their weight into Patton behind them. They are sitting on Patton’s bed in the dorm he shares with Janus and are currently making their way through the Lilo and Stitch series.

Patton whines quietly and Virgil twists their neck to look up at him, seeing his ears pressed against his skull.

“I mean it, Pat. We all know you consider us your pack and that that means that during full moons you’re going to be a bit more clingy than usual. The others would be here too if Logan hadn’t run out of those weed things that can only be harvested under a full moon for some reason. Honestly, herbology sounds like a fucking nightmare.”

“Language! And I know you don’t mind it usually but when it’s just one of you here it gets even worse. Just the thought of you leaving the bed is making me kinda upset…”

Virgil reaches up to scratch behind his ear in comfort.

“I have no plans of getting up, I’m very comfortable where I am. Plus you’re always nice and warm. And unlike the others, I don’t need to use the bathroom as often.”

Patton’s arms tighten around Virgil slightly and appreciatively. He also nuzzles against the back of their head.

“Still, I would feel more comfortable with at least one of the others here so you can at least move around if you want to.”

“Yeah, Janus and Roman going with is still kind of stupid. Like, I get why Remus is tagging along, he’s still super attached to Logan, but I swear Janus just went along because he wants to cause some kind of chaos and Roman then decided he had to do damage control. I’m gonna text them to get their asses back here.”

“Nooooo, you don’t have to!” Patton whines, reaching for Virgil’s phone but they evade his grasp. “I don’t want them to come back just because I’m a bit clingy!”

“Oh please, Pat, it’s not bad that you have needs. And it’s not like they’re out for anything important. Logan will probably thank you later for getting them of his back.”

“Well… if you say so.” Patton’s voice is still hesitant, but his tail is wagging at the thought of at least two of his packmates returning soon.

“Aaaand Roman says he’s dragging Jan back here. Will take them at least another twenty minutes because apparently, they got separated from Logan and Remus anyway, so no teleports. But with their flying speed it shouldn’t make much of a difference.”

“What do you mean they got separated?” Patton sits up straighter, in turn justling Virgil who quickly soothes his worries.

“Everything’s fine. I already texted Logan and it seems like Ro and Jan started arguing about something so Remus and him just left them behind. They’re still on campus grounds so they didn’t think it was a big deal.”

“But it’s the middle of the night!” Patton cries, struggling to get out from behind Virgil and out of bed. Virgil quickly turns to face him, grabs his arms gently but firmly and presses him back on the bed. Thankfully, their vampire strength gives them a bit of an upper hand, though with it being a full moon, they’re sure that Patton could break free if he really tried.

“Breathe, Pat. In, two, three, four. Hold, two, three, four, five…”

Virgil continues counting until Patton’s eyes stop darting towards the door and remain locked with theirs.

“The others are just fine. Logan has protective spells up at all times and Remus can kick just about anyone’s ass. As for Janus and Roman, they’re no slouches either and are both very fast. Not to mention, they’re still on campus grounds, they’re safe.”

“Yeah. Yeah, you’re right. Sorry.”

Virgil sits back, letting go of Patton so that he can get himself comfortable again.

“Don’t apologize, Pat. You’re protective of us and that’s super sweet. And I’d love to watch you lecture the two when they get here.”

“They’re your partners though? Shouldn’t you be trying to get them out of trouble?” “Eh,” Virgil chuckles as they cuddle back up against Patton, “where would the fun in that be?”

[amberjazmyn]

pinky promise

𝓲𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓮 - pinky promise

𝔀𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 - sad, big sister ackles leaving, crying, tears

𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 - the older sister of the ackles family, aurelia, was leaving austin, texas to go back to australia for college. and let's just say her family but especially her younger sister jj was not happy about it.

𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻'𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮 - this was first written so many years ago and i am so pumped to be rewriting it now when i'm a much better writer. also, this will be set in like 2015 when danneel was pregnant with their twins, arrow and zeppelin so that's why jj is only mentioned as the other ackles daughter.

masterlist

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today was the day that no one in the ackles family was looking forward to. wishing that the day didn't even start and they wish it never ended. aurelia, the eldest daughter of actors jensen and danneel ackles, was needing to go back to australia for the second semester of her first year of university. her two-month long semester one break was finishing and she was due to come back on campus on monday and it was now thursday evening, the last night that aurelia would have with her family before needing to be awake at stupid o'clock for her eight am flight back to brisbane, australia.

knowing this was going to be her last night in austin, texas with her family for who knows how long, sucked the big apples. she really wished thursday didn't come or end. aurelia's vlog camera capturing this sweet moment between her and little sister jj as they talk about aurelia's farewell tomorrow on friday.

aurelia's pov

"...why are you leaving me, ria?" my little sister, jj whined, my nickname "ria" falling from jj's lips as i chuckled softly, not wanting to cry as i had already cried way too much when packing some last-minute things

"because jj, i have to study!" i giggled back, moving over to the pouting and sad jj and allowing her to rest in my lap as she played with my long hair

"i don't care! you are not leaving me...not leaving us or the new babies!" jj whined as she wrapped her arms around my waist, literally sitting herself in my lap

it did warm my heart at the same time as hurting it as i could tell jj would become hysterical the second the family steps foot into the airport. especially considering jj was right, mom was pregnant with twins right now and she was worried that i wouldn't be home in time for their birth.

"i have to jj, i know it sucks but, i'll be back soon i promise, and i'll be home way before the new babies are born!" i giggled softly, attempting to lift the spirits of jj but also my parents and aunty and uncle and cousins but, nothing was working so, i just exhaled and allowed my chin to rest against jj's head of hair as i tried to distract myself

"you pinky promise?" jj's soft, upset voice rang back in a whisper as i chuckled softly, lifting my head up to see jj lifting her pinky, making me lift my pinky up too for the pinky promise

"pinky promise," i responded back, giving jj a little comfort kiss to the head as she grabbed my arms and cuddled them, knowing she wouldn't have that opportunity for another month or two before seeing me again

it was starting to become quite late when it was decided that netflix would be chromecasted from my iphone to the tv and watch a movie together with the joint padackles family. the padalecki's were also visiting so they could also farewell me tomorrow at the airport with their two boys as well. we were also in the lounge room on the king-size mattress that we were all laying on so we would all sleep together. we had then all agreed to watch the disney movie, lilo & stitch at the request of jj because it was one of her current favourites.

by the end of the movie, somehow, we were all intertwined and cuddling with one another, well, just me, jj, thomas and shep since the adults had all moved to their bedrooms at some point in the night. but, this was normal, even though it was going to be the last one for a month or two due to my studies back in brisbane. which is why we wanted to make the most of it before the treacherous flight back.

time skip | five am friday morning | aurelia's pov 

fluttering my eyes open, i looked to my right to see that it had just hit five am which was perfect because it meant that i had to get ready for my nineteen hour and thirty nine minute flight back to brisbane, australia for my second semester of college. looking around the king-sized mattress, it seemed as though i was the last one awake however when i stood up and turned the corner, my poor little sister jj had fallen asleep with her head resting on the breakfast bench. i chuckled softly before tip-toeing over to her and trying to shake her awake. deciding to get all of this for the farewell vlog, placing the camera down a couple of benches away and shuffled over to jj.

"jj, sweetheart, you need to wake up," i giggled softly as i tried to whisper, telling jj she had to wake up, a childlike whine falling from her lips as my heart melted at the sound

"no, i don't want to!" jj whined out as i cooed at how tired she sounded but, nevertheless, she opened her eyes and lifted her head off of the countertop, giving the saddest look ever right into my eyes as i pouted

"i'm sorry jj but you have to. i'm sorry that it sucks," i pouted as jj sniffled before swapping her weight from the countertop over to me as i took no time in wrapping my arms around my tired younger sister

it was easy to tell why jj wanted to stay aslee for as long as possible. because, her logic was that, if she didn't wake up, then i wouldn't have to leave. which, was the saddest but smartest and cutest thing i've ever seen.

then, after having a little cuddle with jj, i could hear my cousin thomas getting ready in the bathroom with his dad, uncle jared's, help. and it already sounded like little tom was getting upset. i gave jj a kiss on her forehead before walking to the bathroom, i was also filming this for my youtube channel for the farewell vlog so, this made it even worse to say goodbye. and, before y'all attack me, i've always had permission by both my parents and uncles and aunties for permission to film the kids!

"tom, you alright?" i whispered, giving a soft knock on the door with my vlog camera in my hand as tom responds as i hear uncle jared try to comfort him

"uh-huh," i pout at the camera at tom's small noise, but i know straight away that tom wasn't okay

"tom, don't lie to me my love. can your daddy please confirm to me that you're okay?" i asked softly as i then hear jared's voice and he sighs sadly - yeah, tom definitely wasn't okay and i don't blame the little one, i was feeling the same and i hated that today was even happening

"no, he isn't okay, ria," uncle jared responds as i nod my head and take that as my cue to come in

i quickly place the camera a far distance from our faces as straight away, tom asks to be picked up by me. similar to what jj had done as i don't refuse and i pick him up and have a little cry as well. uncle jared watches on before obviously, me and tom open the hug so daddy/uncle jared could join in.

"everything's going to be fine, tom, i promise i'll be back soon, you don't need to cry sweetheart!" i whispered into the little boy's cheek as tom's small cries become muffled due to my shoulder and the texas football jersey that was my dad's that i was wearing

"i just don't want to forget you, cousin ria!" tom revealed, his tears making him sound congested as i hugged tom tighter, completely ignoring the camera that was filming this entire thing as i gave a sad look to uncle jared who returned my sad look with a sad look of his own

and hearing tom say that broke my heart, did he seriously think i would come back home for a couple of months and then just go back to brisbane and forget about him and the rest of the family? what a silly little goose he is, if anything, i'd be worried about them forgetting me!

"oh, tom, my sweetheart, i won't forget about you guys! i love you all way too much to even think about forgetting you!" i whispered back as tom smiled into my shoulder as i managed to catch a peek as i smiled back

then, after i finished my cuddle session with mr tom padalecki, i decided to pause my video recording so i could eat something for breakfast so we all decided as a family to get food. right next to the house and a little up from the lake we have a little cafe that we would go to almost every day so, we decided to go there for some coffee and breakfast before the airport. and then, after the breakfast trip, we all came back home and i spent more time with the rest of the family, had some cuddles with the kidlets, jj, tom and shep, the youngest of the padalecki boys and also had some last minute cuddles with my parents and uncle jared and aunty genevieve as well.

time skip | airport | aurelia pov 

now came the time that all of us hated, stepping out of my range rover and into the bloody austin airport. the entire car ride, i was being smothered in cuddles by the three kids, my sister jj and my cousins tom and shep. the best thing being, i was sitting with jj cuddled in my lap and tom and shep leaning on me so the cuddles i got were immaculate. however, i felt awful for my parents as dad was driving and mom was in the passenger seat whilst uncle jared and aunty genevieve were in the middle of the car and me and the kidlets were right in the back of my jeep. i could tell that dad was getting upset and wearing sunglasses so no one would notice how upset he was getting. i had also now decided to start the vlog up again so, this was all being filmed, the car ride probably was the cutest thing i had filmed the entire day of which was otherwise depressing.

"...so guys, it's now happening! i'm now at the airport with the rest of my family about to check-in for my flight and then go though security. thankfully, all of us, will all be able to go through together so they won't have to leave straight away which is nice. but, it's just awful in general that semester break is now over for uni and that i have to go back to brisbane but, it is what it is and, i'll be back home for semester two break. as of right now though, it is time to get ready to head to college," i huffed into my vlog camera as jj stayed attached to my hip since i was carrying her as i chuckled, giving her a kiss to her head as she smiled and hid her face in my side away from the camera

"as you can tell, none of the family is happy about it..." i giggle as i pan the vlog camera to my family who all instantly turn away, my dad even going as far as giving it the finger as i pout with a small giggle

"but, just like mom always says, i chose to study internationally and it's a new and fun life experience and we can't change it. so, for a catch up as i didn't really vlog anything last night, pretty much the entire day all of us were packing up the house and doing some final touches umm, we had packed away the bedframe, hence why you saw that king-sized mattress this morning in that little clip that you saw of jj and i in the kitchen. umm, we all fell asleep watching lilo & stitch and we were just cuddling and all over one another but at some point during the night, mom, dad and uncle jared and aunty genevieve were upstairs in their rooms which just left me, jj, tom and shep on the king-sized mattress in the lounge room. then we just got dressed and went out to the cafe that's just over the lake a little bit for some breakfast and coffee before we made our way here over to the airport. it is now *checks phone* six-thirty in the morning and my flight is at just before eight am so, we have an hour and a bit left together before i truly do, leave my family for another two months *they groan as aurelia giggles*," i tried to speak as quietly as i could even though they weren't that many people that were actually in the airport right now

and, this was shocking as they'd usually be quite a few morning flights but, apparently, not today!

we then checked in and, i lowered my vlog camera for that so all they were seeing was jj, tom, shep and my shoes and fluffy socks that we all decided to match with one another. and then, we went through security so, all the video was seeing was the inside of the x-ray radiation machine. whilst it was quite cool looking back, i don't think it was actually good for the camera itself but, we move. then after that whole security check, we then went to find my gate.

"we've just all gone through security and we are now waiting at the gate of where i'll be getting on a plane and leaving..." i trail off as jj suddenly flops herself onto my lap as i groan and giggle, running my fingers through jj's hair

"...but, that isn't for another hour or so so right now, i think we're just gonna chill and just have loads of cuddles as a family and hopefully my parents, uncle and aunty won't get asked for any photos *giggles*..." i trail off as i shake my head

"...i'm totally joking but, i'm only saying that because there are times and places to ask for photos with your fave celebs and just saying, as a tip from a daughter of an actor's daughter, do not ask your fave for a photo whilst they are at the airport with their family. especially when it's them saying goodbye..." i trail off again as i then finish the little ted talk and circle back to what i was explaining earlier

"...but, going back to what i was talking about earlier, now that we are just waiting for the next hour or so, i'm not sure how much of this i'll film but, yeah, do enjoy these next few clips that will be showing up on the screen soon!" i giggle as i then have a filmed cuddle sesh with jj and tom before pausing the vlog again to grab another coffee before starting the vlog again

"...i'm back y'all! umm, the clips you saw before this one was of me having some more cuddle sessions with jj and tom so, after that i just cut the vlog for a bit since i don't really want to film a whole hour of us waiting and twiddling our thumbs *giggles*. i decided to grab some more coffee in that break because i know i'll need it so i don't cry like an absolute ugly baby because i learnt that lesson when i left for semester one at the beginning of the year and, i didn't have a coffee let alone two so i was a cry baby and it was very embarrassing that i cut it completely out of that vlog *giggles*. but, it has now just gone six-fifty in the morning so we've still got a while before the flight gets called to be boarded but i just thought i'd give you an update. so, as of right now, as you can tell, i have a thing called shep padalecki, in my arms right now. i'm just holding little shep here cause mom and dad have taken jj and tom to get some hot chocolates for those two and some coffees for them and uncle jared and aunty genevieve. so, that's all i can really update y'all on right now so, yeah, see you guys later!" i smiled as i then shut off the camera again as i see mom and dad return with jj and tom

i pause the video and put the vlog camera down on the seat next to me. my second arm that's now free from the vlog camera now comes around shep as i can now hold him properly, with two hands rather than just the one. i then saw dad smile as he noticed that i was still wearing his texas football jersey he had given to me as he watches jj and tom, making sure they don't spill their hot chocolates as mom also smiles at me, cradling her pregnant belly as i smile back at my parents.

the clock had now hit seven-twenty which meant that it was coming up to the time of my flight's first round of passengers being called onto the plane. and this is when everyone truly started to get upset. however, i occasionally would pick up the vlog camera for some clips.

seven-fifty am

"...guys, it's happening! it's seven-fifty am and in a few short minutes, i will be getting called up to board the flight to brisbane, australia. i'm honestly the most upset i've ever been in years as, i honestly didn't want this semester break to end but, now it really has so, in these next few clips, you'll be seeing me and my family say goodbye. and, i do apologise in advance and issue a warning as there will be some very ugly crying starting in three...two...one..." i did a video transition by covering my hand over the camera as the clips of me saying goodbye to my family started to be filmed

uncle jared and aunty genevieve were the first to come over and say goodbye. i could tell they were upset but it wasn't a weepy upset like you would think. i mean, of course uncle jared and aunty genevieve were sad, they hated seeing me leave as did my parents but, i think they were more so proud of me. but, even still, my heart broke when i hugged uncle jared and aunty genevieve as it was never fun having to say goodbye to them.

"bye uncle jared and aunty genevieve, behave, both of you! and i better hear some pregnancy news when i come back because i still want a padalecki niece! i love you both and take care of yourselves and of my little boys!" i giggle, whispering into the group hug with uncle jared and aunty genevieve as they giggle as well

"we love you too, aurelia! come home soon! we will behave and we'll try to fulfil your wishes of wanting a padalecki niece! take care of yourself too and we'll see you soon!" jared said with a smile as genevieve just nodded her head in agreement as i giggled

after saying goodbye to uncle jared and aunty genevieve, it was time for me to farewell the kids, cousins tom, shep and my sister jj. and, before i even hugged any of them, jj was hysterical. which then, when i did have to end our hug and goodbye with the kids, made me feel even more guilty because jj was already hysterical. thankfully tom and shep didn't seem too upset but i knew that would change when they'd see me walk onto the plane as that's what had happened last time.

"i miss you already sissy! please don't go!" jj cried as i picked her up and hugged her as tightly as i could, making eye contact with the camera

"jj, sweetie, if i could choose i'd stay but i can't, i have to go back to study but i promise i'll be back soon!" i spoke softly into jj's tiny ear as her cries started to calm down which i was really thankful for

as, in all honesty, seeing my little sister so upset broke my heart. also seeing tom or shep cry or upset felt like my heart was broken. but, because tom and shep didn't seem too affected at this current point in time which made it slightly easier on me.

jj had now calmed down which meant it was now time to move on and say goodbye to was mom. thankfully, her emotions and hormones were slightly controlled so she wasn't as emotional as she was the first time i had to leave. however, it was obvious mom was still upset that it was happening again and i couldn't blame here. so, i shuffled over to mom and opened my arms out for a hug as we both laughed. she welcomed me in for a hug straight away and i smiled and hugged her tight.

"oh, my darling aurelia! this break went too quickly and i wish i could have slowed it down so you were home for longer! i love you loads my darling and we'll see you soon!" mom smiles as she hugs me tightly before pulling out of the hug and placing her hands on my cheeks as i smile and nod my head

"i love you too, mom. and this break did go too quickly and it should have been longer, i agree. however, i will see you guys soon and, hopefully the babies aren't causing too much trouble!" i giggle at the baby comment i made as i then touch mom's pregnant belly and talk to it because, of course i do, my baby siblings are in there

"oi, speaking of my ackles babies, please don't put mom through too much pain, alright! don't be kicking her, don't be using her insides as bongos and other musical instruments, please and thank you. and behave and listen to everything mom and dad tell you and also listen to jj cause she's still older than you! and also, please don't make any special arrivals until i come home again, alrighty? i love you so much babies and i'll see you soon my loves!" i whisper to mom's pregnant belly as i then kiss it as mom smiles and brushes her fingers through my hair

"well, that was a stern talking to and, i hope they listen!" mom giggles as i laugh as well as i hug mom for a second time before we pulled away

and now, the last person i had to say goodbye to was my dad. the hardest goodbye ever next to mom and jj. the entire drive to the airport, dad was quiet and didn't even try to strike or include himself into any of the conversations like he usually would during car rides. meaning that today really wasn't a good day for him and, he wanted to get it over and done with as quickly as he could so then he could grieve privately away from everyone and my vlog camera.

just like jj, before even speaking or hugging, he was teary and it was awful. for those wondering, my dad wasn't really much of a crier, that was all uncle jared to be quite honest. so, the fact that the roles were switched this morning was quite a jumpscare. then, i shuffled over to dad and opened my arms for a hug which he basically initiated straight away and hugged me tightly. i could feel a couple of his tears and i pouted sadly, i could tell dad regretted not asking the school if i could do the uni work online and stayed for the extra month home here in austin but, he just didn't think he would get this upset. and because of that, he didn't bother asking and now i am ninety nine percent sure dad wishes he had done that.

"i love you dad, don't be upset for too long! i'll be back soon and you know that! besides, i thought you were the one that always says no chick flick moments?" i tried to joke as i managed to hear dad giggle a little as i giggled as well

"i love you too ria. and i'll try not to be upset for too much longer. i know you'll be home soon, i'm just being dramatic! and, how dare you use my own words against me!" dad joked back, giving me some sass as we pulled out of the hug as i giggled again and shrugged my shoulders

"oh, you know, because i can and it's not the first time i've used your words against you," i giggled as dad couldn't argue with that as he laughed as well, hugging me close again before giving my head a kiss

then, as dad and i parted from the second hug, the announcement that we had all been dreading but waiting for the entire morning came over the pa system.

"can passengers for flight 933 to brisbane, australia please start to board for their flight. i repeat, flight 933 to brisbane, australia, thank you," i couldn't help but finally shed some tears i had been holding back as the entire family ran over for a group hug as jj started crying again

after parting from that hug, it was finally time for me to go and board my flight.

"okay, it's actually happening guys, i'm flying back to brisbane for my second semester and i don't want to go," i sigh into my vlog camera as i see out my viewfinder that my family, but more especially dad and jj were waiting for me to run back to them

exactly like what's shown in the movies but, i couldn't do that as, if i did do it, i don't think i would have it in me to run back to my plane in time.

i then made it on the plane and found my seat and got myself as comfortable as i could for the nineteen hour flight back to brisbane, australia. i got my vlog camera back out to do the outro before placing the vlog camera back into my carry-on so i could then go back to listening to my spotify and watching netflix.

"...a few minutes have passed and, i'm now on the plane. the next you'll see is a compilation of the last month of my trip back home to austin, texas with the best family in the world and then, in the rest of this "outro" since it'll be kinda long, i'll be back in brisbane in my dorm room at college. see you guys then, i love you all and remember, you are very much loved, you are not alone and always keep fighting!" i waved goodbye and blew a kiss to my camera before ending the vlog

i then went into spotify to press play on my playlist. only to hear the one line of the one song that really encapsulated today in a sentence as a tear glided down my cheek. i closed my eyes and rested my head on the window before the safety demonstration was to begin.

if you were wondering what the song was that made me cry, it was louden swain's she waits.

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well shit, now i'm sad, why did i write this

ily xx

word count; 3922

[massivechildtidalwave]

Danny Phantom as Skull. Au

I’ve seen a lot of ____ as Skull… love it! Never seen a Danny Fenton as Skull however which valid, those are two very separate genres however I really wished we dug into it a bit because there is some story potential.

they both have:

-magic powers that require secrecy due to possible issues. (Ghostly things, Flame) -powers gained by stress and near death experiences (the portal and actual death)

-societies and cultures based around those abilities.(liminals in amity park and mafioso)

while it is a bit of a leap it could explain a lot of skulls backstory and actions in a way I think would be really cool! Especially because we know so little of Skulls past and barely see him. Especially if you do a “amity ran the Felton’s out when everyone became liminal” or a “mass teenager evacuation due to liminal/ ecto plasm contamination”

“amity ran the Fentons out.” Story line

The Fenton experiments with the portal spread ectoplasm around the town causing mutations

(Paulina being able to shift into a dragon, increased speed, strength, smell, the production of cores in the bodies of those particularly contaminated, Wes becoming a modern male Cassandra with his theories etc).

Those who could survive the mutations became liminals, those who couldn’t but had a strong enough Will gained Flames and slowly adapted to the contamination on their own time, and those who couldn’t died and became ghosts. With two thirds of their population ectoplasm contaminated and the last third quickly on its way, Amity Park kicks the Fentons out of town to protect themselves.

maybe the ectoplasm just stayed around town, maybe the GIW tried to contain it but it turns Amity into a town more ghostly then human, with the ability to travel around the world. Jazz is safe at college, Dani is safe traveling somewhere, Amity is much more friendly with ghostly neighbors…. Amity is Danny’s territory, home but now that’s it’s safe. Maybe he could… you know.. travel a little. get all his energy out before coming back to Amity for college… Maybe take a gap year and see the sights without having to fight anyone… that would be pretty nice!

“Mass teenager evacuation”

Ground 0 was Danny’s house, however the Fentons lived in a neighborhood. How many of his neighbors were kids in his school, it’s a medium to slightly large town. There are probably only two high schools.

Ecto contamination happens quickest at certain points in life. at birth before the body realizes that the Ecto isn’t a “extra outside nutrient source”

With teens because their bodies are changing as they age leaving more room for the ecto to wriggle in

near death when the infinite realms has the highest chance at claiming the soul for its collection.

Casper high students start noticing that things are off. Paulina’s nails have started to look like talons and they broke the nail clippers she used. Dash had improved and beat multiple school records many of which shouldn’t have been possible for him without extensive training. Wes”s conspiracy theories have a slightly more power effect in the opposite direction he wants.

they feel more in tune with one another and a little too intimate with each others moods and behaviors.

it doesn’t happen with their families except for very young children. Fenton and Phantom have the same aches and pains after a fight, the geek and the goth always seem slightly more tired and scared during and after ghost fights then Normal People should.

multiple of them have started to bleed green as well as red.

One day the GIW makes an announcement that they are checking everyone for “ghostly influences for the safety of everyone”.

Casper high tried to get their parents to refuse but when that doesn’t work and the GIW is closing in they know the have to leave.

They pretend it’s a quick one night field trip.

📱”hi mom! No you get tested I’ll do it when we get back, Promise! We are really busy packing Lilos things over here, it will be easier for everyone!”

Dart on a dart board-Hello Italy

of course they are going to stick together, many of them had to snatch their own siblings in order to keep them safe, you think young teenagers know how to raise a child on their own? No! They have money! And friends with money! They are taking a few apartment complexes and then the rest of that damn town for themselves. ( ghosts have territories just like clouds, however ghosts can pack theirs away into small doors instead of massive living land. Liminals take up small territories for themselves to satisfy the instinct)

Casper High students are very familiar with the concept of hiding in plain sight. No ghost shenanigans until all the “normals” are away.

Liminal doesn’t just go away, they make their own portal to meet up with their ghostly friends and satisfy the fighting-bonding instinct and to get information on how to make their own Amity Park(because the easy were there first and the name belongs to where they live) where no one questions the ghostly habits and they don’t have to hide.

(Amity Park was Danny’s territory, they knew he wouldn’t take it well being forced to leave it, making it as similar to their previous territory would be the safest option for everyone.)

With as many safe as possible and them all being there to stay, Danny has a lot less that needs to be actively protected. And hey! Jazz left books for everyone about food coping mechanisms and one of them was adventuring. Something about forests and oceans being calming, city activists keeping the mind occupied as you figured things out…

Maybe he would give that traveling circus a chance, it could help his freak show trauma if he spent time around clowns not trying to kill him!

[fizhingtrawl]

Omg I love Lilo, he's so cute! Do you have anything else about him atm?

yeah :3 he just graduated from college- he's a marine biologist! though he's having a hard time getting his footing in town, lila's been helping him try to find a job, as well as lending him the couch to sleep on. Lilo is oblivious. He knows nothing about what goes on in the town, and is way too trusting! Speaking of that, on his first night in town, he got mugged by someone named Devie. That'll come into play later! :3 Though, he escaped with near to no injuries and now he spends most of the day searching for a job or helping his big sister with his nephew- Skid LOVES when he and lilo go out to fish or to get icecream.

[gukguktae]

♡ eleven

Jungkook blames his finger for what happened, but also thanked them because it got him close to you. Though you wouldn't want him closer, no. You can only keep guys as friends (personal reasons) and then that's it. However, that's the thing about Jungkook if he can't walk through the door, he'll climb the window.

♡ Pairing : ITMajor!Jungkook x BusinessMajor!Reader(YN)

♡ Genre : college au, fluff, slight angst, elite reader?

♡ Warnings: cursing, mention of autism, kissing (should this be in here idk)

♡ Status: on going

♡ WC: 2k more or less

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Jungkook face first pops in your door with a flat smile on his face. You were sitting on your sofa giggling at his antics, he already has keys to your place. Just like all your close friend has, you like it that way. It's less lonely. He finally walked in with a paper bag on hand.

This is the fourth or fifth, you can't remember anymore, Jungkook been in your apartment, but only whenever you allow him. You didn't let him spend the night anymore and he's very understanding about it. He's also patient with your decision about that second date.

However, Jimin pointed out that you guys already hangout almost every single night. You're basically dating at this point, but you're not. You tell yourself.

"Remember when you told me that greasy burger on East Avenue that you've always wanted?" He shakes the bag and wiggle his brows.

Your mouth gape and stood up. "No! You remembered?" He handed you the bag and you stick your face inside. The smell of grease and unhealthy amount of meat burst. "I told you about this almost two weeks ago, our first meeting! I can't believe you remember."

He just shrugs like it's nothing, maybe to him it's nothing. But to you? It means the world. Who would drive for a greasiest burger for 30 minutes and waits in line for 2 hours? Jungkook would... for you. So, it does means the world to you that he'll do something like this just to see you smile. You pull him to the sofa so you can devour the burger with him.

"Oh, my God!" Your eyes rolls to the back of your head when you took the first bite. "This is so good!"

While your mouth is full, Jungkook's heart is too. He couldn't stop admiring you and how simple you are, that things like this impresses you when you have people to do it for you. Also, it gives him pride that he knows how to make you happy. He played with his lip ring as he gazes.

You wipe the side of your lip and with mouthful you said, "Sorry."

"Have I ever told you how beautiful you look?" He didn't remove his eyes from your face, he witness how your blood runs to your cheeks. "Because you are."

You chewed slowly and look down thinking how he could say that when your face is smothered with meat juice and oil. How could he sounded sincere saying you're beautiful when you look like you've seen better days in your favorite Lilo and Stitch PJ's? You swallows before looking up, his eyes are still on you.

"Thank you again for the burger-"

Jungkook's lips was soft, almost as if they were made from rose petals and cottons. They were also warm, just like he's always is. Warm and soft Jungkook. Lips gentle with the way he pressed on yours, but his body is stiff because his heart is pounding on his chest. He's shooting his shot again, he doesn't know how you'll react. You pushed him lightly.

"Sorry, I wasn-"

"No, it's just... I have food in my mouth." It took him 3 beats before he brust out laughing, his pitch laugh made you join him. He shakes his head befofe handing you water and watches as you fix yourself. "Thank you."

"Good?"

You nod and he presses his lips again on yours. This time deeper with his hand on your waist. He pushes you down on the sofa. Your heart starts pounding in your chest, it's possible that he's feeling it against his. You open your mouth for him making Jungkook moan and groan.

He can taste the burger in your mouth and that burger can't be this delicious and sweet. That is all you.

He brushes his hand up carressing on your side, he holds you as if you'll crack if he presses more. You love how gentle he's being on your lips and skin, he's always been soft with you. Always patient.

The kiss didn't went farther, but it was amazing. How he sent electricity in every fibre of your being making you moan with content. You were panting when he pulled away, forehead pressed against yours with a smile on his face. No one talks for moment, both of you processing what just happened because this brings the-whatever-relationship-this-is to another level. It wasn't your first kiss, but it definitely your first incredible and dizzying one. Jungkook closes his eyes with his forehead stills on top of yours.

How dare he tells you your beautiful when he looks like this? An angel, perfect eyes, nose and lips. If he spread his wings right now you wouldn't even be surprise. You bit your lip when he opens them, almost as if he's staring into your soul.

"I'm going to miss you." He mutters.

"It's just one day, Kook."

He sighs and rest his head on your chest, body weight relaxing om top of you. "Okay." He whispers.

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Silence. It fills the limosuine that your parents sent, even though you weren't alone. Two men and your father's secretary accompanies you. You requested that no one should talk to you, unless they were spoken too. Sure, it sounded like your a brat, but when the topic is all about this day and your father you'd rather cut your ears off.

You received a phone call this morning from your mother, says you can't be late, like your life isn't revolving about time and schedule already. She also informs you that your father didn't approve Mira joining dinner which put you in such mood.

"Approve? He says he didn't approve?! Like Mira is some kind of business that he didn't like. She's his daughter for the love of God!" You remembered screaming. "I'm spending tomorrow morning with her. I don't care what any of you says!"

Your mother just sighs and says she'll do something about it. Told you to take care and she loves you, it made you sick to your stomach because you know she doesn't says those words to your sister.

"Ms. YN, we've arrived." Soo-young, you father's secretary, handed you tissues. You touched your face and felt a wet patch on your cheeks.

It's still the same, a beautiful modern house that you grew up hating. Behind those magnificent walls and thick glass lies a beyond repair of a family, an empty shells of people who will never call it home. All because of him, your father. Because he wants perfect and power, which is a dangerous combination when you came from money.

Employees lined up for you, they bow their heads when you step out of the vehicle. You hated every part of this day and it's just getting worse and worse. When you reached the inside of the cold house your immediate thought is your sister.

"Where's Mira? I need to see her." You kept walking in direction of her room.

"She's in therapy right now, Ms. YN."

You stopped your tracks, "What? She's supposed to be here."

"Yes, but her therapsist came from France just for her. Mr. Y/L/N orders to get you ready as soon as we can." She wasn't even looking up from her tablet. "This way, please."

Your whole body heats up as your parent's promise is broken again. They knew that Mira is their only leverage and they're using her to get you do whatever they want. Even if it means making the both of you miserable.

"Soo-young?" She look up from the device and smile timidly, you did too. "Do me a favor?"

"Anything, Ms. YN."

"Tell my father that he can fuck himself."

Her mouth gape, but before she could say anything you were steps away from her. She called your name over and over, but you just walk faster, when they open the door for you your father's standing on the other side. His white thinning hair with eyes cold as you remember them to be and his lips in a thin line appears on a gloomy day, of course. He's never home in daylight and definitely not when your around. He's as tired fighting with you as you were, but none of you are going to back down because both of you are fighting for what you love. Him is his money and you is your sister and freedom.

"Where do you think you're going?"

"Soo-young has a message for you." You smirked and look back at pale faced secretary. "Go ahead."

Your Dad sigh and head inside, "Follow me."

"No, I'm leaving. You promised me Mira."

"YN, if this day didn't go as I planned I will send Mira to US, there's a facility there that takes care of... her kind."

Your fingers turns into a fist on every word that came out from his mouth. He has no right to utter your sister name, no right to send her anywhere away from you, no right into ordering you what you should and shouldn't do. It makes you angry that he's your father or that he's an asshole, but you have to obey.

For Mira.

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They put you in a lavender floral dress. It hugs your torso perfectly while the skirt flows mid-thigh. At least you like the color and the design, the first and probably the only thing that you will like today.

Your Mom, Dad and you, enters a VIP room of the main Hotel of the Y/L/N family. It only caters for the high-society, you despise this place because it is filled with pretentious and thight ass people. People you would never like.

"Mr. Kim and his family is running a little late, they sent they're apologies." Soo-young said as they seated you.

"Tell him we're not waiting for more than 5 minutes."

Your Mom turn to you, "Sit up straight, Darling."

"What is this about? Tell me already." You asked for the fifth time today, but ignored everytime.

Your parents shared a look, your Mom started talking when your Dad gave her permission. "We will strengthen out partnership with The Kims, this will make our business grow on their territory. We will invest in them in return."

"What do I have to do with that?"

"You have to marry Mr. Kim's son."

A knock cut you off and two elderly couple walked in followed by another man, who's probably three or four years older than you and finally Taehyung. Suddenly his texts made sense, he knew that this was going to happen, he knew about this and he didn't had the heart to tell you.

His parents apologized for being late and sat down across from your parents, while his brother sat acroos from you and next to him is Taehyung with his scowl face. His brother has the same sour mood as you are and non of the adults seems to sense the tension.

"Marry? I have to marry Mr. Kim's son?"

"YN not now." Your Mom smiled at the Kim's and gave an apologetic look.

You scoff, "Oh, I'm sorry. Please tell me when can I react about this absurd idea."

"YN, that's enough." Your father finally talked.

It enrages you that this is what they plan, to offer you as a bind to their business.

"Mr. Y/L/N, thank you so much for this." Taehyung's father smiled brightly. "My son already considered doing this and he couldn't be happier."

Yeah, happiness filled the room, if it was possible three of you rolled your eyes almost at the same time. They talked as if you weren't there, as if they're talking about a building or a land that they're going to trade to each other and not their children.

"We should order before we start?" Mrs. Kim cheered ignoring the atmosphere on half of the table.

You eyed Taehyung, his eyes are apologetic for what is happening. He was informed about what's going to happened weeks ago, but he didn't know that it was you until couple days. He was told not to mention anything to you because you were a flight/fight risk, and now he hated himself that he made you sit through this. He should've said something.

All those things that Jimin said about your life made it even worst for him. You just had a chance of being happy with his best friend, Jungkook. Now, you're about to marry his brother, Taemin. Who were also weren't fond of the idea of marrying some stranger. But his parents assure them that this will benefit them most.

When his parents mentioned the wedding date you were about to protest, but Taemin stood up and slam his hand on the table. "I'm not going through with this." he look up to you, "I'm sure you're lovely, but I can't marry someone I don't know." His jaw clenched.

"Sit down, Taemin." Mr. Kim orders which earns a glare from him. "We've alrrady talked about this– I am sorry, Mr. Y/L/N. He'll do it, after all the contract had been signed."

"What? What contract?" You sat up straight.

Taemin relaxes his shoulders, "What do you mean? You don't know anything about this?" You shake your head and he turns to the elders of the room. "I cannot believe people like you exists. Using your children as pawns to your fucking business, I hope you choke on your every single pennies you own!"

"Taemin!" His father's boomed.

They've already signed everything? So, what, all you have to do is marry Taemin to seal the deal and make sure none of the family will back down? What kind of bullshiterry is this?

"Is there going to be a problem about this? Because we didn't waste our daughter's time for this." Your Dad utters.

You scoff, then it turns into a laugh. An obnoxious loud laugh, they all turn to you. No matter how many times your Mom calls your name you kept on laughing, clutching your stomach.

"Thank you, Dad." You calmed down and wiped tears on your eyes. "Thank you so much for thinking about me. Oh, God, that is so nice of you! Waste my time, right? The Kim's should be embarrass about their son's protest to marry a stranger because it is the noble and right thing to do. They should be ashamed of themselves for not controlling their son! What kind of parents are they?" The air in the room tilted, your father's knuckles are turning white while his ears are burning red, The Kims and your Mom is holding their breaths as you and your Dad seems to have each other by the neck. "No? All of you-"

"YN, that is enough! One more word out of you and you will deal with the consequences!"

"–fuck yourselves. I am leaving." You push your chair and stood up. Taemin declares he's leaving too, he was the first out the door and slam it shut. You were about to do the same when your Dad speaks.

"Mira will suffer from this. Take my word for it." Your heart sank as much as you want to run away from them you can't they have you by the neck using your sister's name. "If you leave right now, your sister will be sent away and you will never hear from her again."

It took you moments to drop your hand from the doorknob and face them with streaming tears. Taehyung wanted to reach for you, he wanted to tell them to fuck off as well, but he figured it's no use. He can't so anything about this to help you out, he wishes there's something he can do.

"Sit down, YN." Your mother coos, you obey her and sat back down. You flinch when she tried to touch your arms. "I'm sorry about that. Now, that everything is back on track, we need to talk about the date of the wedding."

Mrs. Kim looks at everyone back and forth, "I don't think Taemin will come back or show himself again. He has this temper that made him an unbearable person that's what happens when you give them everthing they want."

Taehyung's eyes rolls and scoffs. His brother is nothing like that, he's the nicest out of the two of them. Graduated top of the class and volunteers at every shelter he can. How can they frame their own son as some kind of spoiled brat, if him they were talking about Taehyung would agree, no doubt.

"Well, you have to convince him. Our industry would like to merge with you as soon as we can. The deal is 6 months." You Dad spoke as if you weren't crying your eyes out.

"We'll do something about it-"

Taehyung who's been sitting silently ever since they walked in spoke something he should regret. Said something that made everyone finally notice his presence and sends shivers down your spine. He didn't even look up when he said it, he's just tapping his fingers on the table as he clenches his jaw.

"I'll do it."

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Mira smiled as you brings out the snacks you bought for her. She gathers everything using her arms and set it on her pink bed. You look up to her nurse and told her to give you a moment with her.

"You're not going to eat it all at once, do you?" Her bed bounces when you jump in. "You have to give me some."

She hides the snack behind her. "But you gave them to me."

"Yes, to share."

She sigh and slowly handed you one.

You spent all day with Mira, playing and doing whatever she wants. So you sneaked her out and went to a lake, she loves outdoors and nature specially with flowers You remembered how much you begged your parents to build a gazebo in the garden for her. You were 15 and she was 19. The look on her face when she first saw it is always going to be a core memory for you.

She sulks when both of you have to leave, but them you promised her ice cream. Mira catch you up about her life, more like ramble about what she does or what they do to her.

Mira says something that broke your heart to millions. "I'm going to be fixed sooner, so I can come to your school my doctor said."

Like she needed fixing, you hate on what kind of doctors or people she's around with. How they can say something to her like she's less than human. When you vowed to hate your parents forever for what they did to her and you, you meant it. Making Mira feel like this.

You were thirteen when you found out that you have an older sister. You found photos and document on your Mother's desk when you were trying to find her seal to sign a school paper yourself. At first you were confused as to why she has a photo of a girl, who looks exactly like you, but older with short hair. You took a copy of her birth certificate and everything else.

By the time you were 14, your Mom finally let you meet her. She's in a seperate home, away from all of you. "She doesn't belong with us, it's better this way. People won't talk about our family." Your father said, that right there that day is when you started hating him. How disgusting and vile his mindset when you used to adore him as a smart business man.

After that, years of fighting with your father about Mira. They were wrong about her, she's not "useless" as they put her to be. She's much more than that, she's sweet and kind and funny. Sure she has fits and all but that's not her fault, she has triggers, but with right care and patience it can be easily deal with.

Autism isn’t this negative thing, it’s just a different way of thinking and experiencing the world. She just find herself more or less compatible with living than others, she'll have different needs and it may vary everyday. Why can't they understand that? Why do they keep trying on "fixing" her, when all she needs is love and to be seen as what she is and that's okay? Why do we have the same parents, when she could have others who will love her with their whole heart?

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Your phone buzzed in your night stand, you carefully roll out of the covers so Mira won't stir and wake herself up.

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