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that's a pretty good representation of what the road to recovery looks like
#like. I'm looking at a metaphor here.#that part where he falls from the top and his bounces get lower and lower#and you're like that's gotta be it right it's done the dance is over#only for him to keep going#with bounces that fail to get him anywhere#but that still matter because they're building his momentum#until finally#he manages to get back to where he wants to be#sorry I just#I like this piece a lot
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Sublime Equine.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#little apple#Did I *need* to dedicate a whole comic to little apple when I'm trying to economize my scenes?#Well! I did start this whole blog with the dreams of one day being able to draw better equines. So Yes. I did need this.#The true benchmark of my art progress is actually the quality of how I draw Little Apple.#(no seriously go look back at my little apple tag. Then come back here).#Hey welcome back! I know right! What was I even doing at the start? That was *not* a donkey!!!#That aside - I really am thrilled that I can draw her more. Even if she's only *really* in two more comics for season 2.#I wish I had more thoughts here. I'm so distracted by the donkey rotating in my brain. I missed her so monch.#Oh! Yeah I really like the parallels here between WWX and Little apple.#Specifically the sense of how we get a nod to how he's changed.#Little apple and WWX have both grown a little less lean and hungry (one literally the other metaphorically)#This whole episode is basically about WWX's desire for something peaceful and domestic in his life.#and here is little apple - his first companion from the start of his new life - changed to something softer.#Very much a 'look how far we have come moment' that is rather subtle but enjoyable.
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The Terror S1 Ep. 9 // Yellowjackets S2 Ep. 8 // "Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters)" by 1017 ALYX 9SM & Ethel Cain // "Strangers" by Ethel Cain
#when i saw that scene with james it reminded me immediately of lottie here :c#my two pookies always thinking of the good of their group before themselves ugh i'm gonna be sick actually#cannibalism as a motif#cannibalism as a metaphor for love#in this case i'd say is cannibalism as a way to surrender your own self for the well being of those you love#the fact both gave consent for this but their loved ones (be it crozier for james or the yellowjackets for lottie) decided against it#even if it consuming them could increase their chances of survival by a lot cause they just couldn't do that to james/lottie :c#anyways gonna go cry my heart out in a corner now my emotions are too raw still#ethel cain#famous last words (an ode to eaters)#strangers#james fitzjames#lottie matthews#the terror#yellowjackets#the terror amc#web weaving#edited cause i didn't like how the spotify lyrics looked still not sure if i like this one better but oh well#fave#my post ♡
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i saw a tumblr post a while back of someone talking about how they met an older poly lesbian who saw their relationships like. a planetary system. like some people are planets and always in your orbit, some people are other stars far away but occasionally having bursts of interaction, some people are asteroids or comets who regularly come and go. and its something thats stuck in my brain ever since. im somewhat well known among friends as The Astronomy Guy so its pretty much directly in the center of my alley and ive started to think a lot about astronomical symbols and themes with class 77 too because im nothing if not on brand.
idk i just think hajime would really like that concept and way of thinking about things. in my little brain.
Aaaawe that is SUCH a sweet way of looking at it... you're always happy to see stars too no matter which one it is.... I love that ty
#T#I'm tagging u directly. Look at this#That's such a good metaphor omg#It's like omg I can see that one star! Hi star ily! But also here's ol' reliable. Hi I love you#That's so nice ty#Not an art#God to have an older poly lesbian. Can I move to wherever that is
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Something something about Buck and learning and or teaching.
Something something about Buck teaching when he really needed to be learning.
I just keep thinking about how the show has increasingly - especially last season - put Buck into the role of 'teacher' - including his coma dream. (i'm using teacher for the lack of a better term!) and how in the aftermath of the coma dream - he's been trying to teach but it hasn't worked - instead he's been learning.
I've been musing on the fact that even back in season 1 Buck has been in a teacher role -
Abby learning to chose herself and go for her happiness,
Bobby learning to let people in and Buck being a major part of that because of their developing father-son type relationship
'teaching' Eddie that he could rely on other people for help
Maddie learning at Bucks hand that she didn't need to keep running, that she could lean on him for support and build a new life for herself
Ravi being tutored by Buck in the fire house
even Lucy being given advice by Buck - teaching her through his own experiences in dumb luck
Buck making himself into a teacher in his coma dream and the idea that all these people he has helped teach teaching him that he has a place with them and that he is important
and so many more examples through the seasons that I won't list or I'd be here forever!
Because there has been a lot of emphasis on teaching and learning since Buck woke up from his coma - he learnt he was good at maths, but then wasn't allowed to help Chris with his maths homework because it would be cheating.
used his maths skills to win at Poker - but got taught lessons even in victory - rather than teaching others lessons (whatever they might have been)
Natalia being interested in him because he could teach her about death and things going south pretty quickly when it became evident that Buck needed to learn how to live again rather than be stuck in death
And now we've had several mentions by Tommy of him teaching Buck things - teaching him to fly, teaching him Mauy Thai, all the way to him being his bi awakening is teaching him about a part of himself he didn't know. Things are turned on their head - Buck is the student not the master now
Even with Eddie this season, we've seen him teaching Buck things - rather than Eddie learning from him - Eddie handing over this really important thing going on with Chris - Eddie knowing that Buck would be a better option - that Chris would open up to him more - is teaching Buck about his importance in the Diaz family - re-enforcing that he is part of their life. Its also Eddie who has had the good advice for Buck this time rather than the other way round.
Something something about 'you like to be the guy with the answers' to Buck becoming the guy with the (maths) answers - only for it to fade away and now he's having to learn
Something something about the tie to Buck and death and the resurrection and how Christ was the teacher up to and immediately after his death and resurrection when he left others on earth to spread his teachings and he ascended to learn at the right hand of god
Something something about how that is the key to happiness and that is what Buck has figured out and that is why his journey to figuring that out has had him wearing the bright blue - because in Christianity - that shade of blue is the colour of the kingdom of heaven (because it is the colour of the sky!) so putting Buck in it at all these key markers of his journey is showing him as being on the road to ascension.
This post is a mess - I don't even know what it is any more! I started with one idea about teaching and Tommy and then more kept coming and we ended up here!!!!
#I know technically that they all teach and learn from each other and that others were also involved in these scenes#but I'm just interested in the fact that the tables have now been turned on Buck specifically and he is now the student#I think thats interesting as a character study - Buck who learnt to survive on his own and teach himself now getting to go back to learning#look here I am - atheist me blabbering on about religious symbolism around Buck once again!!!#Im fascinated in it though - especially in relation to Eddies catholic guilt and the way that the show is using much more#scientific symbolism around him - hearts and guts and the mind - all working organs (or groups of organs)#that have these metaphorical and intuitive attributes attached to them#but all have important real world functions that a human need to survive#and the fact that we've got Buck to this point of 'ascension' and Eddie effectively working on the last of the three - the gut#well I think that is pretty telling - once Eddie has his gut under control/ worked out (catholic guilt) then he will be in a position to#'ascend' as well.#and don't even get me started on the triangle symbolisim within all of this - the holy trinity and the trifecta of heart mind and gut#because they are playing into the triangles this season - literally every where!!!#I feel like at this point if they put Buck in purple (esp if hes wearing it when buddie go canon) - the holiest of colours and#one associated with magic -then I will be the one ascending - because that would be the ultimate#this show is insane!!#it makes me insane - I'm insane!!#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 meta
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Personally I find it really funny that based on what the twins said in the Book 2 finale re: having to tell their mom about what happened to Unalaq, it's literally canon that Unalaq's wife a) exists, b) is alive, and c) is just chilling in the Northern Water Tribe
She took one look at all the spirit fuckery her husband was getting up to and went "Well that's none of my business" and honestly I respect that
#oh and when I say spirit fuckery I mean it in both the literal and metaphorical sense. blame kat's latest raava and vaatu fic#yeah I'm just gonna start posting random LoK opinions on here now. this blog's been dead long enough#not really an incorrect quotes girly anymore sorry#not even a girl anymore. but you know#most of my red lotus and oc posting will remain on my personal blog though bc no one wants to see that#anyway. yes. Unalaq's wife. when I say the avatar franchise has a mom problem this is exactly what I mean#80% of characters don't have a mom. the moms that are alive either have little to no screen time or mentions#or they're basically Schroedinger's mom in the sense that they exist but not really#the exceptions being like. pema and suyin. and maybe senna though she also has very little screentime#my point is. the twins are younger than korra. I know avatarverse has a precedent for putting kids on the throne. looking at you zuko#but really we should have gotten unalaq's wife as chief of the nwt#introduced her in book 3 during the lead up to p'li's prison break#but that's just my objectively correct opinion#northern water tribe chief raspberry when#(according to avatar wiki her name is malina so I've been calling her raspberry in my head ever since I found out#malina means raspberry in russian that's why. probably in a bunch of other slavic languages too idk I'm not an expert#and she shares a name with katara and sokka's weird white stepmom from the comics which no sane person considers canon. so that's fun)#the legend of korra#unalaq
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- Richard Selzer (The Knife)
#web weave#web weaving#parellel post#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#aziraphale x crowley#good omens 2#richard selzer#the knife#this originally had scenes from the ep 1 in it where they were angels but this is better#you dont need to know so literally why crowley is the handle and aziraphale the blade anyway#but basically a scalpel is something that cuts at the flesh obvs and metaphorically this is how they split apart in the final 15#... obvs#and six inches and joining together for 6000 years in that little notch#and the finger thing like COME ON that do it again LOOk#so much to say here#its literally 2 am when i'm scheduling this I could be making 0 sense with this
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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Ohhhh Folly my beloved. I understand you like no one else does. I get it. Cycles of self hatred and not forgiving your inner child. I get you Folly AUGH IM SO ILL IM FUCKED UP ABOUT THIS FOREVER. AUGHHHH. FOLLYYYY
#text tag#I am NOT maintagging my insane ramblings ouhhhg you guys don't even know how emo I am about her ohhhhhh#Nebbie text posting#You guys don't even KNOW half of it .you don't. Not even people in patronage. I think cloudy's the only one who'd get her like I do#The cleave is such a metaphor about self loathing and how growing older changes you. Yeah okay sure yeah the tree god who's you is mad at—#you for having more potential than it when it's also you and it made you. This is a love letter to everybody who's hated themselves for—#not living up to expectatations in childhood and hating how they can't create like they used to and being jealous of their younger selves.#But that younger self is you too and when you hate it you hate yourself and you hurt yourself. And you become consumed by it#The great one and the dreamer and the parasite are all the same person and Folly is made of all three parts of herself fighting eachother#She's so ohhhhgg fuck. She's so tragic I'm so fucked up about this#AUUGH. AAHHHFGGHH CAN ANYONE HEAR ME. FUCK!!!!!! AAUUGH#LIKE OKAY. LOOK. IT SAYS. IT SAYS RIGHT THERE IN THE STORY THAT ITS OWN HATRED BECAME A PARASITE. LIKE#THAT HATE IS NOT AN OUTSIDE FORCE THAT'S HER OWN HATE FOR HERSELF FROM HERSELF OF HERSELF.#IM SO FUCKED UP ABOUT THIS. FUCK. THIS IS ALL IM GONNA THINK ABOUT FOR SO LONG#HI. HERE WITH NEW REVELATIONS TWO DAYS LATER. I've seen it interpreted very ALSO CORRECTLY as—#experiences of a victim of child abuse and even CSA. And I wanna say those takes are incredibly real too.#Cycles of self harm is the first way I saw it but the tree as a mentor or parental figure that becomes jealous of their child—#rings true with the experiences of a lot of people and. ouhgn fuck it hurts. The cleaveeeeeeee the CLEAVEEEEEEEEE#<- insane person rambling and sobbing I'm so fucked up about the cleave.
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lol im almost in tears at work thinking about handers. specifically mage hawke and anders. two mages, happily in love and free from the circle. especially older mage hawke and older anders with grey in their hair, (with. KIDS. ?!), and the vague sense of choked awe from the (former) circle mages they meet. when i was in the circle, love was only a game. it gave the templars too much power if there was something you couldn't stand to lose. no mage i know has ever dared to fall in love. this is the rule i will most cherish breaking. how many of them watched their lovers -- lovers they never held or slept with or even kissed -- turned tranquil, how many lost their lovers overnight to failed harrowings. how many mages kept their eyes shut, turned away from intimacy, out of fear it could be used against them. that they would be used against someone else, their lives ripped away for the crime of falling in love. how many heard the screams of mothers ripped away from their children just after birth. how many heard the sobbings of apprentices ripped from their families at night. and then, to see handers -- both mages, both so fiercely, unrepentantly, defiantly in love. mages who love each other, who have loved each other for years, who will always have each other, when they've never had that before. doesn't it give you hope for the future.
#sorry but handers is The ship. possibly of all time. just. the idea of other mages looking at them and seeing how much they love each other#and the defiance in that love when the entire world is telling them it's WRONG because they're mages#it's a metaphor for something i'm sure but i just. fucking love them.#(they're definitely both a bit freaky but that's like. when you know them. i'm talking about random mages seeing the small intimacies#between them. how they share a cup of coffee. hawke quietly piling more food onto anders' plate. anders absently holding hawke's hand while#he's explaining something. etc etc. and just. the defiance in these small unthinking moments that are UNIMAGINABLE for mages to have#but here they are! having it! they have it! this life is SO possible even for you! ok fuck me up i guess)#handers
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yknow when my therapist closed last week's session with a "so next week is the election please talk to me before considering dying" talk I kinda brushed it off but now it's two days away and there it is, that funny feeling once again.
#my diary#(feeling the need for a trip to inpatient amirite)#nah I'm fine I just wasn't expecting to dread it this much this time around#the amount of cognitive dissonance required to survive american politics is truly incomprehensible#the closest I've ever coming to understanding eldritch horror#there's a post that goes around here periodically that talks about how americans don't really have a cool kaiju like japan has godzilla#and I'm not really into kaiju media much but my friends are so I've been seeing more of it#and idk that post got its hooks into my brain and I got to wondering how a kaiju would manifest here#like what would that look like#but brother I think the kaiju is us#the american empire is the kaiju being inflicted on the rest of the world#and we're in-the-hills-in-the-cities-style bound to this unstoppable empirical monstrosity that's consuming and destroying the whole planet#and at this point in my life I feel like I woke up from the matrix but am still stuck and plugged into the battery pod#too weak to break free but you can't un-awaken (at least not entirely)#so you're just....... stuck in the pod and forced to occasionally re-enter delusion land to cast a ballot#like the ballot is going to affect the giant squid robots back in the real world somehow#this metaphor is getting away from me which means I'm ruminating so I'm gonna go play splatoon now#all this to say I hope kamala harris wins#and ha ha hee hee hoo hoo my therapist was right I'd get weird about the election even though I thought I'd be normal and fine
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Writing and suddenly realizing I have unwittingly established a coherent metaphor that ties several plotlines together thematically COMPLETELY by accident
#That's pretty much always how it is for me like any metaphors/other symbolic structures I set out with INTENTIONALLY usually end up being#shitty or irrelevant meanwhile stuff that just manifests on its own is actually coherent and solid#It's awesome. Love to share someday if I were not terminally self-conscious about writing#I think I'm like.... technically competent (not great but not bad) and maybe notably decent at being funny but any time I have to share#anything publicly it's like DON'T FUCKING LOOK AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Creative writing classes were hell for me#I did share some stuff here on my prev account but it was straight up bad I'm better now
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fascinating to see posts where it's like. someone taking a phrase with a specific meaning and insisting that it can actually mean Anything At All Whatsoever. i get what you're trying to do here but words have meanings for a reason
#I'm thinking of that post thats like#'your character should want to fuck something so bad it makes them look stupid. it could be anything like finding their parents or -'#'so long as its something they would make themselves look stupid to do'#and its like. okay. look i get what you're trying to say here#but 'wanting to fuck something so bad it makes you look stupid' is like. very specific as a phrase#thats specifically a character thats horny!!! or with a crush on another person!!!!#like jeez they can just have Motivation or Desire or A Goal thats what those words MEAN#or like#'being at the club is a metaphor it represents being young and free stop saying you wouldn't be at the club'#okay maybe it doesn't represent that for everyone. maybe that is not what youth or freedom means#argh i know its nitpicking#but a phrase can just be. A Specific Phrase you dont need to generalise it out to every scenario ever formulated u know#*not what youth or freedom is to some people#is what that tag should say
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tagged in this thing by @gniew777! thanks!
last song: abigail by chatham rabbits - I'm still hunting down songs to compile a playlist that specifically evokes oak savanna summertimes* and every time I find a song that I think will be perfect it turns out to be textually about kentucky or something. it's still a good song though.
currently watching: finished castlevania recently and haven't decided where I'd like to go next. maybe hilda??
currently reading: still working through my ridiculous quest to download all of mainseries animorphs into my head at painful speeds (we are partway into book 35 at the moment) and also idly picking at rosemary sutcliff's 'the sword and the circle' since it's nicely pocket-sized and thus portable.
current obsession: as previously stated, you may have noticed my animorphs problem. and also the flintlock fortress project is still chewing at the inner walls of my skull like unto a squirrel trapped in my braincase. so there's that.
and I shall tag... @dxppercxdxver, @natdrinkstea, @sailorpants, @graveyardrabbit, @cytocutie, @what-even-is-sleep, @fluentisonus, @cedarboots, if you'd like to share?
#one of those tag things#*california musical tradition is fascinating to me because if there is a genre or style that focuses on this I Do Not Know of it at all.#there are most certainly Location-Based Musical Traditions here but I find that the ones that are most codified in my head are quite urban#whether that's older music that's got a specifically san francisco sense of place or more modern stuff in other very specific spots#and what more folk-adjacent stuff there is does not exactly feel grounded in the landscape in the way that I'm looking for#anyway [interlude of harmonica squawks in the redwood grove] I have got to write more strongly set California Fictions as well#every so often my excitement about a really specific sort of landscape comes bursting out of my chest like an alien :/#and I am very particular about what media is able to properly put the alien back in and reinstall my ribs over it for another few months#...this metaphor may have gotten out of hand.
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Damn right she's pretty enough to make the list despite not meeting all the criteria. That's a nice little ego boost for the day!
"That is a rather nice list though. I would hardly mind meeting a handful of those lovely ladies, myself!"
"Or you could just leave them be. The situation has grown out of hand as is, Alsi." <-Wants to avoid an incident, as many of said lovely ladies are from Gaea, where they are decidedly not allowed to be.
"What? Come on, Sivvie, let her live a little! It's Alsi; it's not like she's going to be dumb about it!" <-Wants to see if Alsina can actually catch any of said lovely ladies' interest.
#[Alsina -commentary-]#[Sivel -commentary-]#[Ranadi -commentary-]#And then there's Alsi#who is over here like 'Wow thanks! :D'#'Both for the compliment and the list!'#tbh I'm not actually sure if she would ever sleep with Dame or not#I think right now she isn't even really looking at him because she's trying to avoid all the metaphorical#(and probably a few real)#daggers being thrown in his direction
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this bus smells like penis........
#not a metaphor it literally does I'm gonna puke#why does it smell like balls and semen WHO IN HERE IS RESPONSIBLE. LOOKING AT THE GUY ON MY RIGHT.
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