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uhohbestie · 10 months ago
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i havent finished tamn (chpt 30), but I have a little theory about immunity. I'm assuming the virus is usually fatal via fever, as in the fever kills the victim and then resurrects them. while gri and q survived the fever but are still infected, thus the "immunity". i just love sentient zombie stories! sorry for redundancy if you answered something similar to this in the past
That's the gist of it, yeah! Calling themselves "immune" is a bit of a falsehood on both Quackity and Grian's part (though not an intentionally misleading one- Grian picked up calling it 'immune' from Quackity, and Quackity calls it that because he's a very "if it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck then it's a duck" kind of person). They're both still very much infected, though, which means they carry and operate with all the symptoms of the virus (just skipped the "dying horrifically" part).
That being said, we figure that there are a few people out there with True Immunity (i.e. no adverse reactions/symptoms to a bite) but sadly, in the context of TAMN............ neitehr Big Q or Gri are one of those people - 🔒
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trauma-bot · 8 months ago
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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snail-day · 2 months ago
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Thinking about mornings with yan! Shoko x reader x yan! Utahime
TW: Yandere Behaviors, emotional manipulation from utahime.
You’re not sure who’s holding you until your cheek registers the warmth beneath it, smooth skin and the soft beat of a steady heart. Then there’s the smell of antiseptic on clean sheets, the faint press of a cigarette-scented kiss against your forehead.
Shoko.
Most of the time, she sleeps on her back, an arm wrapped firmly around your waist like a weight, keeping you close. Her skin is cool, the kind that drinks in your warmth. You shift slightly, and her hold tightens. Barely awake, she hums, voice raspy and full of sleep.
“Mm-mm. Where do you think you’re going?”
Your lips part to answer, but you don’t get the chance. She tugs you back in until your face is buried against the soft curve of her chest, one hand stroking lazily through your hair. Her other palm spreads across your back. Possessive. Loving in a way as her fingertips glide across your skin.
“I’m on call this morning,” she murmurs into your hair, a soft peck. “Didn’t want to wake you, but I hate going in without you.”
You blink blearily against her skin. “I thought you said I could sleep in today…”
A low chuckle. “You can. In my office. On the cot. Where I can check on you between patients.” Her thumb rubs a slow, dizzying circle against your spine. “Can’t concentrate without you close, Dove. Stresses me out. Makes me smoke more, you understand right?”
When you try to protest, she kisses your hair again, soft and final.
“No baby, you can’t leave my side. You know that.”
On the mornings Utahime has you in her clutches, it’s different, but just as smothering. With her in bed, it's much warmer, messier, ruffled floral sheets and tangled limbs. You wake to her breath on your neck, slender arms wrapped tight around your middle, her body pressed flush against your back. You try to shift and feel the grip tighten.
“No,” she whines softly, voice thick with sleep. “Stay.”
You’re groggy and barely able to function, but she’s already coaxing you back into the crook of her body, cupping your chest with one hand and pressing a sleepy kiss to your shoulder. Her voice, though sweet, holds an edge of warning - don’t even try to leave me yet.
“You’re so warm,” she whispers, nuzzling close. “I can feel your heartbeat. Don’t you want me to know you’re safe?”
A pause.
“…Don’t you want to make sure I’m okay?”
You give in. You have to pick your battles with this one.
Eventually, she coaxes you out of bed and into a warm bath. She sits behind you, running sudsy, soft hands across your chest and up your arms, pressing gentle kisses to the back of your shoulder. “We have to match today,” she murmurs as she helps you dry off, already laying out coordinated outfits. Something traditional, as always. “You’re my precious girl. Everyone needs to know that.”
And when you ask what you’ll be doing with her that day, she smiles.
“Oh, nothing much,” she says lightly. “Just sitting with me in class, looking cute. That’s your whole job, baby.”
She cups your face in both hands, chestnut eyes soft, voice quieter - deadly sweet.
“And you won’t talk to anyone, right? You won’t even look at them unless I say it’s okay?”
You nod. Slowly. Sleepily.
Her lips press against yours. Lingering. Savoring. As if she could drink you whole.
“Good girl.”
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batsplat · 3 months ago
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in honour of jerez weekend, let us all remember casey in the aftermath of one of the worst races of his life coming up with an insult that didn't really hit at the time, workshopping it and waiting for the right opportunity to eventually use the new and improved version over two-and-a-half years later like an absolute NERD
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also seeing how the remarks were given to the spanish press and translated back into english... surely there's a chance he said talent in 2008? technique does scan as a sightly odd word here, phrasing's a tad stilted. maybe he did literally just recycle the exact same insult
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sophiethewitch1 · 1 year ago
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we've read about dick and tim being pathetic, but I wanna know the strange, stoic way Damian would be pathetic for reader if you're up for it :) I love your writing!!!
Points at camera like I'm on a gameshow! You, dear reader are lucky you came to the right blog!!!
So, we all know what cats are like when they like someone, right?? Just, following them around constantly. They don't want pets, they don't want to get picked up, they just want to watch you from a distance of five to twenty feet. Anyway, that's Damian!
He's in love with you, he needs you, he wants to keep you, but he has his pride!! Well, for a while at least. He's clingy, of course but he just... pretends he isn't?? It doesn't really work after the first few times. Pressing kisses to your forehead and holding your hand. And he'll do it while he's glaring at you.
Now, if you break up with him or reject him, you are going to see true brattiness. Monstrously bratty. How dare you? How dare you think you can leave him, reject him? He's the heir to the Al Ghul and Wayne dynasties. He gives you everything. And you don't accept it?
...Okay, you thought he'd stomp off after that. He's not leaving?? He's just... sitting outside your house...?? Why the hell is he glaring at you through your window???? It's not your fault????? Damian, however, is absolutely certain it is your fault. He will sit there through rain and snow, deliver you gifts and takeout, and wait sadly and grumpily till you take him back. And I thought he was impatient!
Unfortunately, while you saw him as a cat, he thought the same with you. While you see him as tame, he thinks of you as some wild alley cat that needs to be caught for it's own good. He just needs to slowly acclimate you to him and you guys will be right as rain. Maybe some treats will make you like him more? He'll figure it out, that he's confident of. Don't tell him he's being silly, you will just make things worse.
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fist-of-vengeance · 1 year ago
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thinking about how essentially every relationship john locke formed in the early seasons of lost has completely disintegrated by the time of his death.
of course there's his relationship with jack, which starts tense but manageable and culminates in jack pointing a gun at john's head and pulling the trigger. but even his smaller, less narratively prominent relationships either implode or drift apart. he bonds with walt in season one but then walt leaves the island, which is itself a severing of their bond since it was mainly based on being the only two people who wanted to stay. still, he goes and visits walt off the island so this is probably john's most successful relationship. I dont think i need to explain how he fucked up with boone, "the sacrifice that the island demanded." charlie viewed john as a mentor and claimed to trust him more than anyone on the island, but after the events of fire and water, that trust is destroyed and charlie despises him. at the same time we get john bonding with claire and having a pseudo-paternal dynamic with her, but their closeness basically drops off the face of the earth as he gets less and less involved with the other survivors.
his arc in the series is essentially a gradual distancing from everyone around him. it starts when he abandons hunting (providing for the others) in favor of trying to get the hatch open (it's extremely clear his primary motive isn't any survival applications but getting answers to the mystery). when they do open the hatch, he spends more and more time inside, underground, cut off from other people. he spends more and more time interacting with ben, a human mystery box that he's obsessed with cracking even if it gets him killed. he follows the proverbial white rabbit deeper down the hole and leaves his connection to humanity behind. the island and its mysteries become more important to john than anything or anyone else.
then in season three we get him claiming to go undercover with the others only to unceremoniously tell sawyer that he's actually going to join them. and it doesn't feel shocking, it feels inevitable. because john has spent the entire series becoming less and less connected with the people he arrived with. in that sense he actually makes a fascinating foil to juliet, who is introduced as one of the others and yet never really fits, she's increasingly sympathetic and kind in a way the rest of them aren't, her redemption arc feels so natural that she actually starts referring to her old people as "the others" like she's been one of the crash survivors from the beginning. her and john basically have inverse arcs, which is probably accidental but very neat.
in season five john tries to convince everyone to go back to the island, and fails spectacularly. and of course he does, because he was so consumed by obsession that he stopped maintaining his relationships, and in many cases actively alienated people (this is also basically what happened with helen) and now he can't wrap his head around why they're all so hostile to him. i am forever obsessed with the scene where he confronts kate and she brutally calls him out for wanting to return to the island because he doesn't love anyone. it actually struck me on rewatch how well the two of them got along in season one, and how badly their relationship has degraded by this point. john repeatedly casts aside interpersonal relationships in favor of his obsession with destiny, so when said destiny actually involves persuading the people he once shunned, he's at a loss. this is because john treats purpose as a supplement for connection, destiny as an alternative to love.
as an aside, this aspect of john's character kinda ties into my opinion that several lost characters can be read as allegorically neurdivergent under a certain lens. i know this was absolutely not intended, but as an adhd former gifted kid who struggles socially, there is something uncomfortably familiar about a character who allows their relationships to burn around them because of a single-minded obsession, especially as a result of being promised the fickle status of "special."
tl/dr: john locke is a doomed idiot and i love him
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biteitwhenitssoft · 5 months ago
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ive come to a harrowing (lol) realization
Team Lobotomy!!!
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summer-oil · 2 months ago
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the great mischaracterization of jumin han (2019) does need to be studied deeply and passionately because people got SO into that one bad ending and made it his entire personality to the point where it got its own after story and everything (only further affirming it as like . a Core aspect of his character and not just . you know. a Bad End that you only get by teaching him that love = possession LMAO)….
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willothewispwisteriadawn · 19 days ago
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Because I’ve been getting approached about this:
You may try to debate me about with your “Ashley froze at the door” and “there was no grudge” theories. But those theories are largely a fandom creation and not super defendable outside an echo chamber. They are significantly less supported by the game and dev content. And you will have a tricky time defending the position, most likely. (The remake has more room for interpretation; that’s a separate deal).
Ashley locked out Chris largely because she was mad.
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halfbaked00q · 2 months ago
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OH YEAH. okay one thing I DO want to talk about from Skyfall. That I think we should be talking about more. is the "he went into the priest hole for TWO (2) DAYS" thing.
I had like. known that was A Thing, but ig didn't see or forgot what it looked like. but the first look at it I was like. whoa. this is.... how do I say. like there's something visceral and primal and primitive about it just being bare rock. and I made a comment about how insane that is, and esp seeing the mine/cave-like rock and the thought of TWO DAYS down there.. that it's sth "like returning to some sort of primordial earthly womb (tomb)"
but then later they showed that the priest hole is NOT just like a bolthole. but a whole-ass tunnel system!!! EXTRA wild! what was Bond doing down there? WHERE exactly was he in the priest hold then? Was he hunkered down in some corner? Was he wandering around the caves like some sort of primordial spectre.
also there's something interesting/cool about it being like. seemed like it was just going to be a bolthole, and then they revealed it was this whole-ass tunnel system. Skyfall has a lot of maze/hidden/hiding symbolism, and there's something interesting about there being this, like. hidden earthly labyrinth at the heart/hearth/underneath Skyfall.
also the idea of baby Bond wandering a stone labyrinth under the very bones of his ancestral home after the death of his parents... and the whole when he came out he wasn't a boy anymore or whatever it was exactly Kincade said.... hmmm......... Minotaur? Minotaur vibes perhaps? I think there is something here- I think there's something to be said about hidden monstrosity/adversity bringing out monstrosity in us, plus the whole nature/nurture question of like, Bond and HIS "nature," was he born brutal or was he made brutal
(by his career, by his forging as a 00 agent, by M's machinations-- speaking of machinations. but okay god the way she. Manages him... I DO think there's a lot of interesting parts throughout the movies but there was a particular moment in Skyfall when she was like. hunt them down. for Ronson. like ggngng that was like. the emotional equivalent of those loop/stick leashes they use to capture stray dogs.... lowering the loop around his neck and tightening... and then once it's tightened she can move him around cuz it's a stick and not just a rope leash, she can literally physically lead him...) (and also the nature/nurture question of Silva's rats thing)
#halfbaked00q dot edu#Skyfall posting#there's also a lot of interesting things we can analyze here abt the way Bond does or doesn't make eye contact#I think this is one of those 'soul looks like it wandered away from his body' movies#the way he is SO locked in with Severine in that convo... it's soo interesting#and the way he's like. kinda absent/going thru the motions w Moneypenny... until she puts that finger under his chin....#I also do rly like the way they kept it ambiguous if they slept together or not#although it does mean that Doylistically I think that means they shoehorned in the sleeping w Severine thing#cuz that's like. What Bond Should Do (sleep with hot chicks) but it didn't FIT with the previous scene I don't think....#although perhaps there's something interesting to read into like#she's a victim of the sex trade. he's a casualty of the need for sexspionage & 'by any means necessary'#and both of them in that moment were doing 'what they were supposed to' (I almost said what they were told lol. but I mean. ig that's not#wrong either? just like. what they were told. but doylistically)#so yeah I DO think there are interesting things in Skyfall that we could dig into more#that I don't think I've reaaally seen done or maybe done a lot of in fandom#although. you know me. I think the whole digging into the tension/fracture points in Bond's character are soo interesting. and so underdone#I think it's easy to just go with Bond as a whole character but to ME it's like. he has SO many stress points and fractures and#contradictions in his character. and that to me makes it sooo interesting#cuz it's present and it DOES cause tension/problems/trauma/etc#but also he's very like. brutally practical about it lmao! like. *shrug* strap my ribs in and keep walking cuz I gotta#or like. balances the knife edge of his contradictions and threads the needle of Remaining Functional#he's the machine that has been jury-rigged and patched up so many times that it's like. actually DON'T service it cuz you'll just#make it worse... like uhh water heaters that have never been drained - DON'T drain it cuz the limescale is probably what is keeping it#together and if you drain it you may actual reveal corrosion that is only being held together by the build-up#or like the car thing of like. if you've never changed your transmission fluid then the only thing keeping it running is the metal debris#and if you change it then actually it loses that debris that lets it catch and start and then you need a new transmission#sth like that
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haleigh-sloth · 6 months ago
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Chapter 275 of Blue Lock is slowly eating away at my existence like how am I supposed to recover from this:
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So triggered that he's reliving the devastating conversation he and his brother had.
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Isagi to the rescue--erasing Sae's phantom, keeping Rin from completely falling apart mid-game.
Why are we putting our lives on the line--this is soccer.
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Why are we dying together. This is soccer.
I get it, Isagi is special. I'm happy for you but Rin get some help.
I love this scene so much it's killing me.
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itspileofgoodthings · 2 months ago
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there is something about the fragmentary nature of teaching that I hate so much but I think I have to make my peace with because it’s probably where a lot of grace is working/things are operating that I can’t see. In good ways as well as hard ways.
#by fragmentary I mean like. I’ll have a great day and specific hard to reach kids will be moving with the novel and learning#and then the next day they’ll be GONE. for f***ing tennis or WHATEVER#and it annoys me soooooo much#not to mention doctor’s appointments illnesses and other legitimate things#and of course their stupid little attitudes play into this#sometimes they’re so excited to learn and other days they’re like ‘no I don’t think I will’#and all of this drives me up the wall because it just feels so discouraging and disheartening#and it feels like there’s no way they’re getting anything out of it#because they keep INTERRUPTING THE JOURNEY#and my own aims of building on my lessons and fitting things together in a beautiful organic and complete way#but I think some of that is just how it feels#because I was talking to my mom while I was teaching Copperfield this year#and I used the (kind of overwrought) metaphor that teaching it felt like bringing the kids to a banquet where the tables were simply loaded#with good things—honey and sweet things and real food and there were flowers and lights and autumn leaves#because dickens at his best is an Abundance of Good Things Poured out#and my mom said ‘and some of them will only want a taste’#‘but that doesn’t mean they aren’t hungry and don’t need to be fed’#and it made me cry a little bit because I have such an adult’s appetite —and both my heart and mind are very stretched to capacity#a capacity that’s always growing all the time#at least in the areas where I am doing the work and the literature I teach is such a huge place where I’m constantly doing the work#(which is also why I don’t have a lot of extra time to be taking things in especially Other Reading)#(because that IS my reading)!#but anyway the point is—I was reminded that their capacity is different than mine#they’re at a different stage. but just because they’re not locked in for all of it doesn’t mean they aren’t getting something#and they may need breaks in ways I can’t see. or they may need to miss it so that they can MISS it you know?#that may be a more important part of their journey than being there for what I perceive to be an amazing lecture or lesson#it’s still disheartening when kids are gone often. physically or mentally#and I am sick to DEATH of extra curricular culture and all the havoc it wreaks on kids’ ability to learn#and be present. and I’m sick of other unnecessary interruptions but also. the work is still happening. I have to believe.#teaching tag
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astrobei · 2 months ago
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few things more frustrating than seeing someone be an idiot online and them practically offering up the perfect rebuttal or comment on a silver platter except the person who did reply to them turned out to be an ambassador from logical fallacy land and now we all look stupid
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where-the-water-flows · 6 months ago
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If you know how to do it you can use someone’s phone number to find their full legal name and home address. It’s just a bit of Google and knowing what websites stores this kind of info. Saw your tags asking how a phone number could verify someone’s age
So, I appreciate you dropping into my askbox to pass that info on - genuinely, it's kind of you - and I can see how my tags came across, but what I actually meant wasn't 'how can you find info on someone just with their phone number??' -- I actually do exactly that kind of thing in my day job pretty regularly, and I have to conform to a lot of real strict ethic constraints that uh, bluntly, random discord moderators...do not.
What I was actually getting at is the fact that, assuming the hypothetical server is just using a phone number as age verification (and doing data broker/google search on that), how in the hell is it controlling for someone doing what people under the arbitrary age limit du jour have been doing since we started implementing this sort of check, ie, lying like rugs and supplying info for someone in their family/social circle instead who is older than [whatever age].
like. sure. maybe you get a phone number for age verification. awesome. plug that into your data broker/google/etc of choice, run your searches, and ok, it belongs to jane smith, 38 years old, accountant who lives in ballarat, she's totally fine to join the 18+ server! come on in jane, the smut is plentiful and the doves are extremely dead. Jane smith has a kid. jane smith's kid is 15. jane smith's kid isn't allowed in the server, because it's an 18+ only server.
jane smith's kid almost certainly knows their mum's mobile number.
how the hell can Hypothetical Server Mod control for 15 year old jane smith's kid putting in jane smith's mobile number instead of their own? and also, separately, how the hell is HSM dealing with the many -- many many many -- different privacy laws around the globe?
not just in terms of handling that sort of information on people (and also requesting it in the first place!), but also just. some countries you can get so much fucking info on someone! (the US. I'm talking about the US.)
some you can't. because privacy laws, because the info isn't publicly accessible, because it's not online and is only in hard copy at the local government office, because it's collated but only in a nonenglish language, because it's geolocked-- etc.
also, like. even if the hypothetical phone number brings up someone in the US, and also your hypothetical mod team has decided, y'know, fuck privacy laws, security of information and data ethics can take a long walk off a short pier, we're keeping this server 18+ or dying trying!
data brokers aren't...actually consistently what you would call...super accurate, or like, accurate at all. if you have a unique name, yeah, sure, you're probably kinda fucked! (assuming you're in, again, somewhere the data brokers focus) but like. if you're named something a little more common - say, james smith, or maria sanchez in the US- uh. well. there sure are a lot of people you could be, and some of them - most of them! - are over 18.
and ok, sure, a phone number is (usually) only associated with one person, but. you can get a lot of false positives, false negatives, and straight up 'we don't know 🤪', the latter of which is sometimes hidden by the databrokers going 'our best guess is that this person is: An Age!! somewhere between 0 and 200 years old. 😇'
again, I use this stuff for work, I can tell you exactly how inaccurate it can get as soon as you throw something like 'not based in the US/UK' or 'uses a nickname/multiple name formats' or 'isn't super online' or 'older than 65 and not turbo wealthy' at some of these - I've had more than one confidently tell me that [my wallet name] is an accountant based in darwin who makes horror films in alice springs on the side, and also, is 26, and had 2-3 kids with her husband Lauchlan.
literally none of these facts are true. like. even vaguely.
and that can of worms doesn't even get into if someone has requested to be removed from data broker databases and/or takes online privacy Very Seriously and/or is just fundamentally ungoogleable, which is...more common than you'd think. less common than you'd like, but more common than you think, even before google started enshittifying itself out of existence.
which is why when you're trying to do things like prove your identity to uhhh goverments, banks, etc, they want multiple forms of ID, one of which is usually a photo ID, none of which anyone should be sending to a random on discord, or, frankly, asking for from a random on discord, both bc my god privacy and security risk but also like. handling that information can actually have legal requirements!
anyway. extremely long ramble on the failings of databrokers over, I appreciate you reaching out to help explain and it was very kind of you anon, sorry that I have. uhhhh kind of a lot of professional feelings about data privacy and basic social engineering, by which I mean saying 'no I'm totally 18 pinkie swear' in the grand tradition of teens wanting to get into age locked areas ever, your forebears lied on LJ so you could lie on discord.
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aesterblaster · 1 year ago
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How time passes huh?
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theotherrichardpapen · 2 years ago
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there being next to no established canon backstory for basically anyone in this film is tonnes of fun cause you can say stuff like 'i think nigel had a brother he accidentally killed when they were both children' and there's nothing to dispute it
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