#like seriously I need helppp

[gingernut1314]

Don't you just love it when you rediscover a character and can't go a second without thinking about them?

Yeah, me too. 😞

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

To be fair a slap could probably knock someone over if they're off guard so it's actually a good way to get them in a position to do spores and stuff- I also feel like Oliver would hunt primarily at night to add another veil of confusion onto the victim (where I'm from a lot of streetlights are orange so he'd look less like a Flower) -🌟

true true...

(ik what ur talkin abt orange streetlights... 😭😭 not the same place probably but im.. waugh.. nostalgic for me)

BUT ANYWAYS that is very smart tbh of him... and oli already i feel like he'd naturally be up at night he's a feral lil kid like that

but also

[xbinksc]

DATING NICHOLAS WOULD INCLUDE:

⭒❃.✮:▹Nicholas Alexander Chavez

WARNINGS: nsfw included

✧༺༻∞

• ok let’s say you met nick through cooper who’s been tryna get you two together for MONTHS

• the second y’all locked eyes it was love a first sight

•the dates omg THE DATES nick is lowkey a romantic under his mysterious and cold persona (but don’t tell anybody)

•beach dates,fancy dinner dates,at home movie dates you name it

•he would literally do anything for you

•obssesed with you

•no seriously, it’s a clinical obsession

•always wants to share his passions with you

•supports EVERYTHING you do and is your number one fan

•always there for you whether it be letting u vent to him or simply sitting at home totally quiet and comfortable in each others presence

•he thinks your the funniest person on the planet and can listen to your dad jokes 24/7

•he’s so thoughtful and always remembers the littlest things u may mention

•SPOILS U TO HELL

•his love language is definitely words of affirmation and physical touch

•always has to be caressing ur leg or holding u somewhere

•”I’m so proud of u bby” HES A SUCKER I TELL U☝🏽

•PET NAMES PET NAMES PET NAMES does he even remember your name at this point?

nsfw

•k this may be controversial but……..he’s definitely into doing it in public spaces

•the idea of possibly being caught or seen gets him ooomf😵‍💫

•club/resto bathroom stall✅ beach✅ trailer on set✅ in the car✅

•choking.

•”you’re taking it so good for me baby” HELPPP RELEASE THE SHACKLES THIS MAN HAS ON ME

•yk how as teens we thought walking around with hickeys was cool? yeaaaa he hasn’t outgrown that phase yet

•he loves to pick u up against a wall or onto the kitchen counter type shit

•in other words the bed is rarely used

•worships your body you’re literally the most beautiful magical being on this earth

•very dominant but lowkey wouldn’t mind if u took on that role sometimes

•honestly who needs toys when ur fkg Nicholas

•but y’all are suckers for a little ice play here and there

•loves to go down on u

•ohhhh he likes to be edged but don’t tell him I told u

•lemme end this before I get carried away…moral of the story is he’s the best fk u ever had the end.

[mellowwillowy]

i licked real boobies today and i feel like a drug addict...they were so fricking soft....bhjfufeiskj helppp how do i calm myself? i wish i had her tattas in my mouth, i sound so virgin 😭 Mmmm now i'm thinking about fem twins boobies... No but seriously i never felt the need to have something in my mouth so much i need her boobies...also tattas get hickeys pretty easily so now i don't have an excuse to suck her for hours to 'leave my mark' ☹️

Floyd's tits are slightly larger while Jade's tits are slightly firmer... oh I'm drooling... imagine them sandwiching you, suffocating you with their tits. They smell so good and feel so soft in your hands and mouth too!

Jade likes to treat you like a newborn baby whenever you start sucking on her, telling you to suck it as long as you want so that you are full of milk.

Floyd on the other hand likes to sandwich your face and suffocate you with it while you grope on her tits. She sometimes says it tickles her but only sometimes.

They also like to show off the hickeys you give them~

[lucienne-thee-librarian]

Its so revealing too about how one sided the sympathy for characters' own trauma and internal lives is for these people because um. I don't know how to tell people this but Lucienne has had to watch her entire home crumble to dust and everyone she loves besides him, either flee or crumble to dust. Her library, her pride and joy, the project she has dedicated MILLENIA if not millions of years of her long lifetime to, is gone. She has been in total isolation, wandering the crumbling ruins of the only home she has ever known for MOST of her existence at this point, for at minimum, a few years now. All of this happens because Dream was held captive. Like, y'all think this wasn't traumatic for her?? Really??

So when he comes back and immediately is like "right, need to go leave to get my stuff, even though I'm still basically at 5% power instead of 1% so anything could happen to me. Again"...yeah, of course she's freaking out internally and overruling his insistence to make sure she isn't stuck there without any way to reach him or know wtf is happening. Yeah, she's "not really listening"...but Lucienne is traumatized too.

But I guess only Dream gets to lash out and act badly. His trauma is the only trauma that counts. Hell, according to ppl who posted and agreed with that take, it's like they only even remember the existence of his trauma in the first place in their minds. Sure. Fine. Whatever. Cool

this is all reminding me of that post on here about lucienne not respecting dream’s boundaries re: having a new raven. as though she wasn’t 100% in the right and faultless and he wasn’t being a little bitch. this really does happen every time huh

[lokisremainingsanity]

guys 😥

i need to find this one loki fic where reader is like an agent on the avengers team and they both were on a mission together but they got stranded with no communication so then um to keep reader alive uh loki suggests to drink his 😶‍🌫️ and so then its like shes sucking the skin off of it for basically the entire time they are there and he's getting annoyed because he's now waking up to you on him and he's got no mo booze in him 😪

BUT SERIOUSLY IVE BEEN UP TILL ONE AM SEARCHING MY AO3 HISTORY PLZZZ HELPPP

[hermanunworthy]

!DNDADS S2 EP46 SPOILERS!

im getting to listen to this right as it drops. and frankly. i am TERRIFIED. ive heard about Bad Things Coming and i fear this episode may kill me. pray for me guys

- WTF DOES THIS TITLE MEAN. WHY LINCOLN

- NO ONE WILL DIE THIS EPISODE #AFFIRM

- MATT. NOT THE TIME.

- THE CLUSSY???

- WILL BEING AN ADAMANT CASS DEFENDER. U ARE SO REAL MAN

- I HATE LISTENING TO THIS AT HOME IM LAUGHING TOO LOUD ALREADY

- THE MOANING. QUIT IT ALREADY IM GONNA CRY

- SCAMSTER ORIGIN STORY WTF????

- we already knew this. but. evil. they are so silly and awful

- 3/4 NOOOO I WAS HOPING FOR HERMIE DAD ARC..... but ofc were not gonna get it

- NOT WILL GETTING EXCITED ABOUT ACTUALLY FIGHTING TAYLOR. FUCK

- SWIFTLI AND NORMSCARY YESSS

- WILL WHAT IS THIS VOICE UR DOING

- the fact that theyre not remembering hermie as the actual next in line is killing me im ngl

- FREDDIE RANDOMLY MAKING NPCS W DUDEBRO VOICES IS MY FAVE THING

- MATTS LAUGH WHEN HE ROLLED THAT NAT1. GOD I FELT THAT IN MY SOUL

- OH *ABRAHAM* LINCOLN??? IS THAT WHO THE TITLE IS REFERRING TO 😭

- WTF IS THIS EPISODEEEE I KNEW THEYD DO SOME CRAZY DUMB SHIT TO GET OUT OF TJIS

- HERMIE HERMIE HEMRIE

- WHY ARE U ONLY JUST NOW REMEMEBRING HERMIE

- ISTG IF THAT IS HERMIES ONE ONLY LINE THE WHOLE WPISODE IM GONNA KILL

- NOT TAYLOR INHERITING THE CLOSE FIGHT BETTING INSTINCTS

- FIND JODIE????? IM GONNA DIE

- hang on hold up. breakfast break

- ANTHONY "BC HE PUNCHED U REALLY HARD" "YEAH FUCKED UP RIGHT??" IM CRYING

- WHAT IS THE FANART FOR THIS FIGHT GONNA BE LIKE.

- NORMALS IN DEATH SAVES NOOOO

- "HIM LOOKING BACK ON HIS LIFE, HIM GETTING DUNKED ON 24/7" STOP IT WILL STOP IT I DONT NEED THIS RN

- oakicks nation were winning ig

- "THATS BRISK BABY" SCREAMING

- SO THE JEZZBALL WASNT BC OF HENRY.... ☹️

- NO NO NO PLZ DONT HURT NORMAL MORE

- PLZ IM SO STRESSED I NEED NORMAL TO BE SAFE

- MATT IS JUST SO UNHINGED THIS EP

- IS LINK GONNA KILL SHMEGAN???

- RON IS STILL HERE???

- TAYLOR IS SO USELESS NOW HELPPP

- THIS EPISODE IS SO DUMBBBB

- NOT ANOTHER EXPLODING HEAD DEATH

- NORMAL IS OKAY!!!!

- HE LOST HIS MUSTACHE LMAOOO

- david lovesatan will NEVER be jodie foster >:[

- NOOOO THEYRE GONNA TAKE DOOD

- SHMEGAN IS DEAD

- NORMALS GONNA GET FUCKING HIT AGAINNNNN I CANT DO THIS

- DOOD UNLEASHED?????

- THIS IS DOODS 100% EXPLOSION FOR ALL MY FELLOW MP100 FANS OUT THERE

- .....is it too early to say that this episode is NOT as bad as i feared

- bc i seriously thought henry would be coming back and shit would happen w hermie and it would be super awful evil but ig thats NEXT episode. god

- TY BETH FOR REMEMBERING HERMIE 🙏🙏

- WHERE ARE THEY???

- okay fbi office okay..... okay....

- WHAT???? HERMIE?????? WHAT

- WHAT

- WHAT

- AM I GONNA GET SOME AWFUL HERMIE CLIFFHANGER. I WILL KMS

- WHY IS HERMIE CHOKING WHAT

- WHY IS HERMIE BLEEDING OUT?????

- IF HERMIE DIES I WILL DIE. DONT DO THIS TO ME WHAT IS HAPPENING

- HERMIE GOT SHOT

- OH GOD OH NO

- ANTHONY. COME ON.

- HERMIES CALLING OUT FOR FUCKING NORMAL??????

- WHAT THE FUCK

- PLZ DONT KILL HERMIE PLZ

- NO

- GUYS.

- GUYS

- IM GONNA KMS

- HERMIE IS DEAD.

- HERMIE LIKES NORMAL BACK AND HERMIE IS DEAD.

- guys im done

- i literally cant even process this i cant even cry yet im just

[stargatesg-1obsessed]

Okay, so I’m writing the halloween chapter of if one thing had been different, would everything be different, today?

Seriously need a better name for that, if you have suggestions lmk.

And I’m having trouble with writing it, because i don’t know what to have them do at the party. I know how the halloween party I go to goes, my family comes round to my house, we have food, play games, eat sweets, listen to music, it’s all lovely blah blah blah. But I can’t find a way to write that interestingly, it needs more iykwim.

If you have any ideas for it, please let me know 🙏 I’ll put your tumblr users/and or your AO3 users (depending on if it’s different and if you have AO3 or not) in the notes for credits of the idea.

Just not quite sure what to do at the moment and it needs to be out by halloween and I’ve written like 100 words. Helppp

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Ok merging responses a bit here we go

HELPPP MICROCELEB LMAOAOAOA ok but honestly every time I see someone mention me on your blog and it’s not you (jeirin) I’m like “omg my rise to fame!!” LMAO and OOO I NOTICED the part that currently says “feels like we only go backwards” right?? Actually speaking of I’ve always been kinda curious about how you chose what to put there LOL

EXACTLYY Karasu tries to walk in all manly like “this is boring and dumb I’m too good to be scared” and gets his shit rocked by the entrance staff (bonus points actually if otoya sneaks in during the same round and makes Karasu piss his pants)

NO SERISOULY SUXHEIDJ it’s fr just “mother, older sister” HELLO???? Bachira’s mom is fr the only one who gets named wait I’m actually gonna fact check the age again when I have the book in my hands again jic

That episode really did something to me he looked immaculate thank you 8bit (I’m ngl I think it’s partially because it was also a nagi and Reo episode that they put their 8bitussy into it hopefully we get a very nice Karasu scene soon…)

FRRR need to send fan mail to kaneshiro asking lowk

Latte sweater yuki is so perfect with the muted earthy tones and the cozy vibes goodbye maybe i need to sit around in cafes more

NO SERIOUSLY like what are the odds that that question gets asked??? Its so random lowk like of all questions kaneshiro fr a stalker

Also losing my mind the amount of times i accidentally click on an ad while scrolling and get launched onto a random ass webpage thank you so much tumblr

- Karasu anon

LMAOO whenever someone else mentions me in their posts especially when they don’t tag me (so i get jumpscared while scrolling through my dash) i’m always like 😱 people perceive me?? idk i think i should stop being surprised though considering how much i post about bllk and how many fics i’ve written for it i think people are probably sick of seeing my username in the tags SKDFJHS anyways yeah i get what you mean i kick my feet and giggle a bit too

YES that part!! ngl i just put song titles from my writing playlist there 😭 feels like we only go backwards is one of my favs if you haven’t heard i recommend!!

okok hear me out here…so we have karasu going on a date in a haunted house, otoya and shidou trying to scare him (otoya had to ask shidou for karasu’s schedule since he’s not on pxg anymore and shidou would only give it to him if he got to join in the shenanigans), and then for some reason AIKU AND NIKO are actually working at the haunted house (niko is the ticket seller that scared karasu because of his emo haircut and aiku is one of those actors that blows up on tik tok because everyone’s thirsting after him) truly so chaotic…oaeu creeps into everything i think about like any idea ever can ALWAYS be elevated by the addition of aiku and niko LMAOOOO

i think isagi’s parents were named in an additional time too?? but yeah other than that there’s nothing really given in terms of info about anyone’s families…in my mind karasu’s sister will always be named yayoi though like i doubt we’ll ever get more info about her (even if we get a karasu ln they’ll probably do what the barou ln did and just call her his older sister without an actual name) so in my mind her name is yayoi (bfb effect) now i need to come up with one for chigiri’s sister…hmm…maybe akane (apparently it means deep red?? which would fit with the hair and whatnot [kinda like karasu])

oh 8bit was def putting in the work because of nagi and reo those are two of their favs LMAOOO i think reo’s little sequence was the best animation besides episode one all season KSDJFHDSK but yeahhh yuki absolutely slayed and we love him for that

UGHH I WISH THERE WERE YUKIMIYAS IN THE CAFES BY MY HOUSE all i have is old people i need to move or smth because the selection where i live is dismal i’m fr going to die single if this is what i have to choose from

LITERALLY IT’S SUCH A RANDOM AND SPECIFIC QUESTION i know for a fact kaneshiro is lurking…which of my followers are you king i need to know!! and btw kaneshiro if you’re out there read my post about yukimiya and kunigami and give them proper characterizations 🙏🏻

HELPP omg tumblr has so many ads now it’s so annoying i can hardly go on the app without my music cutting off and stuff it pisses me off fr

also another unrelated thought BUT i saw an edit of karasu’s dub voice and i actually love it omg like he sounds really good?? i was hating on his dub voice last season but the english va really stepped it up this season he sounds amazing (i actually really like all of the new dub voices except otoya’s i think…otoya’s is just eh but it doesn’t fit him esp in some scenes) anyways here’s a little tt dump for you i’m sure you’ll have seen a majority of them but OH WELL you will see them again!! also if i’ve sent any of these previously i’m sorry i forget atp what i have and haven’t sent LMAOO

this is the one with his dub voice i feel like the sass translated really well??? imo he sounds a lot more smug and condescending and a bit arrogant the way he lowkey is but it doesn’t feel like he’s trying too hard if that makes sense (like it’s not that kaiser-esque “ex-fucking-cuse me” “kneel blue lock” grandiose bs it just feels like karasu really does think he’s better than the others but in a casual nonchalant way as he should)

this isn’t an edit but the way he says “go look in a mirror” also kinda has me giggling 😭 like okay karasu whatever you say king anything for you

THIS ALSO ISN’T AN EDIT BUT THE MOST YUKIMIYA VIDEO TO EVER YUKIMIYA (the other two guys are tabieita) THE GUY EVEN LOOKS LIKE HIM IT’S SO PERF

me whenever isagi is on screen instead of nagi karasu barou or yuki fr

THIS EDIT HAS ME FUMING black beauty is MYYYY SONG why did someone edit RIN ITOSHI to it and why is it GOOD 🤬

nagi the most glorious beautiful majestic man ever he is the only one who is allowed to be edited to 99% of ldr songs (karasu barou and yuki are okay too but most of her music doesn’t really fit them imo)

speaking of nagi i need all of his haters to remember that he was the FIRST to gag rin both in terms of soccer and verbally as well as the first to score on the u20s and likely would’ve thrashed bm if he had stayed motivated…sorry not sorry but nobody’s favs are touching MY goat 🔥

okay ngl i may have sent this to you already if so i’m sorry but anyways this is one of my FAV karasu edits specifically because of the clips of his hands LSJFIDJSJ HIS HANDS ARE SO GORGEOUS AMAZING MAGICAL what i wouldn’t do for him to be real and in love with me

this song kinda cracks me up because of an insta post my ex-friend (the fanon shidou one) made as a joke a couple of years ago BUT the edit is reallyyyy good also this kinda music is what fits karasu for edits in MY MIND…to me the most karasu audio to ever karasu is asap rocky’s part in summer bummer by lana del rey (if you couldn’t tell ldr is my favorite artist) if i could edit i’d make one of him to that song too (i actually used to have an editing acct on tik tok but i rarely posted and got scared someone i knew irl would find me so i deleted it HAHA but actually in high school i was the editing queen people used to film clips at assemblies and stuff and send them to me to edit it was crazy)

this song is FR me to karasu LIKE COME HERE TABITO I WANNA BE SAVEDDDD

another miraverse curated edit but this time it’s nagi and barou instead of barou and karasu

i hate that this one is actually really good (tw kaiser)

otoya (idk what else to say it’s just him being cunty LMAAOOA)

i’m sure you’ve seen them considering how many likes they have but the way this artist draws yukimiya especially but also karasu…sigh…hey god it’s me again

UGH he’s so beautiful i love him…okay that’s all from me happy scrolling!!

[brutalitybunny]

hey you are THE dhurkedatzer to me and i need your opinion on this. they remind me of teo torriatte (let us cling together) by queen what are your thoughts here you know them better than anyone else i know

thank u for asking for 2 reasons. 1 its incredibly sweet to be acknowledged as the reigning king of dhurkedatz (no but seriously aww thankyou i love to talk abt them<3) and 2 i was planning on rotting in bed all day but i had to give this my full attention....so i'm up and awake at 3 pm. u saved me

Anyway

(in a puddle of blood on the floor)yeah it;s very them Oh my goddd are u KIDDING ME!!! the dhurke to datz of it all!!! dhurke in the twilight realm smacking his face against the clouds like DOES DATZ KNOW I STILL LOVE HIM ... DOES HE KNOW!! I HAVE TO TELL HIM!!

there's so many good lines for Them... the "there's no one else/could warm my heart as much as you"... and this whole verse is so. me when the dhurke urging datz to keep fighting even without him for their shared dreams ok? dont forget him or get caught up in the grief ok...? cus dhurke is always WITH HIM!!!

or this little part :(!! please!! the dhurke who wants and needs datz to know how much he rly did love him...and be strong ok? cus he's always with him ok???? be strong... dont turn your heart...dont become jaded to the world they tried so hard to protect together just bc dhurke is gone now......... im losing it. also 'the years go by' is emphasizing how datz has to grow old without him HELPPP IM ON THE FLOOR! I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS!!

[winwintea]

❗❗HELPPP❗❗ I NEED HELP‼️⁉️ MY HEAD HURTS THIS IS INSANE . A CDRAMA HAS TO BE MADE OUT OF THIS.

EVERYONE LET'S MEET UP AND BRING THIS INTO LIFEE LET'S MAKE A MOVIE

But on a serious note this is the most extreme plot I've witnessed in a while . Like this is crazy. Even thriller movies don't have such a good plot. This is seriously so cooool

A C DRAMA LMAOOOO LOVE YOU 💕💕

girl…. you flatter me too much okay 😀😀

i had an idea and rolled with it… nothing very special 💀💀

[lcvclywon]

HII OMG. i absolutely loved your jake fic 😓😓 like i’m really eating it up breakfast lunch and dinner. i loved reading it sm that i actually made little notes while reading it ����😭

exhibit a. HELPPP. HEESEUNG IS ONE HELL OF A GOOD WINGMAN… like i really need him in my life 😓☝🏻AND JAY. oh jake has such good friends around him… like they’re really out here sweeping the mess that jake made!!

exhibit b. MY HEART LITERALLY DROPPED TO MY ASS AT THE DRINKING SCENE. jake u are so so so stupid :((( LIKE COME ONNNN!!

exhibit c. the scene where he wrapped his hoodie around her made my heart legit cry a tear or two. oh it’s so romance movie coded… and i just know he used the getting his hoodie back as an excuse to see her again… MY HEART IS SO WEAK FOR ALL THIS CHEESY SHIT.

safe to say, i absolutely loved this. YUYA U ABSOLUTELY ATE THIS UPPPPPPP.

LYN. HAND IN MARRIAGE RN. DONT PLAYYY. STOP IM SOOOO HAPPY U ENJOYED IT SERIOUSLY!!

a - STOP I KNOW WE ALL NEED A HEESEUNG AND JAY! i swear they’re better than me fr bc i would have js let him rot

b - i felt so devious writing that scene….BUT JAKE IS SUCH AN IDIOT UR RIGHT!! he had the chance and fumbled so hard……

c - STOP. bc i actually based it off of that one scene in nevertheless where jae eon gave nabi his hoodie so >< LIKE HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING HE KNEW.

nonetheless omg i’m so happy u loved it ily pookie

^ me seeing this ask

[whispers-into-the-void]

sometimes i'm ashamed of how tired i get

also ashamed of the fact that I don't know why i'm tired. like i sleep approx 6 hrs a night, and i haven't had active internship work since a week now but I still feel like i'm about to collapse ?? and like my periods came today(i think.) but my periods don't tire me as much as make me feel ugly yk. and yeah every part of my body hurts and i feel bad cause I didn't even do smth strenous ? i didn't climb any mountains.

also understanding that i'm autism spectrum means understanding that I'm bad at reading my body and also that social interactions tire the hell out of me so. my body might just be shutting down becauses colleges and public transport host so many loud human beings.

then again. idk if that's smth i can ascribe to autism? seriously i need to read more ab the things i'm diagnosed with helppp

point is: i'm rlly tired and i have been rlly tired for a long long time. and idk why so I can't fix it 💀

anyways :(

[riverstardis]

series 32 episode 28:

that's a slightly ominous opening sjsdjjs

rash and bea running into work. rash hiding his runner past?

now rash has conquered resus he's begging alicia for more exciting cases so she gives him the incoming patient from prison sjdjdhjsf

aw alicia's still trying to apologise to ethan "i don't want it to be like this. look, i messed up, i don't know what else to say apart from i'm sorry. what i wrote i never intended you as the target." :( ethan's like "you humiliated me. and now you're upset because there's bad blood?" exactly!

"almost there" "lock up your nurses" "well, ours are called charlie, jacob, and david." SJKSDJJD

bea's uncle was english, as is her mum. i guess that makes sense actually because she lives in england

ah ethan tells bea he's cleared it for her to spend the week on orthopaedics where the head of department ms alex broadhurst teaches at the international trauma course that he put her up for... that means we're about to meet eddie

yup there he is🤬🤬🤬

bea's a graduate of swansea and won some "contribution to operations support award"

ms broadhurst's pretty fit ngl. also i feel like i've heard her name somewhere else?? i mean obviously i've seen these eps with her in a few times so it could just be that but i feel like it was another time outside of this storyline? has she appeared or been mentioned on the show any other times?

aw the prisoner kneeing rash in the face

gem's bonding with the prisoner over their prison time

oop eddie making bea take over from him because he's having problems with his contact lens apparently but then when the drill bit chips off and she wants to tell ms broadhurst he encourages her not to😬

"one cannot bring up boys to be eagles and then expect them to be sparrows"

bea telling rash about eddie "i swear the term 'punch me face' was designed with him specifically in mind" lmaooo so true

lmao rash telling bea everyone's annoyed about having pick up her slack while she's up in orthopaedics and then he's like "it's not you they're annoyed with, it's our elusive clinical lead. seriously i never see the guy unless he's in my face shouting about something."😭😭😭 i suspect the reason why rash isn't seeing him is probably that he's avoiding alicia and rash is her mentee😭 bea's like "well, he's got a lot on. it's not his fault you wimped out on a patient because he scared you." and rash is like "he nearly broke my nose!" sjsjdjsf i miss them

oop ethan finding alicia and having a go at her for getting dylan and rash to swap patients without telling him and she says she couldn't find him and he gets his phone out and points at it like "okay, this works, for the record, so next time use it, yeah?" helppp😭😭

and now charlie's got to give his opinion🙄 lmao ethan just says he could do without the fatherly pep talk right now😭 that's exactly what i was saying a while ago about how charlie's pep talks never work on ethan! something which charlie is obviously at least somewhat aware of because he doesn't keep trying he just switches tactic and gives him a telling off instead. god charlie's so annoying.

so ethan's presumably been hiding somewhere other than his office if alicia couldn't find him so they SHOULD be showing his side of things because he's obviously struggling! but instead they're leaving everything they could have used to keep him in character (as in, show why he's behaving as he is) off screen and just making him act like an arsehole

urgh eddie taking credit for the surgery >:(

woo go rash!!

rash jumping on the bonnet of the car to save gem sjsdjjsf

alicia telling charlie she needs ethan to sign off on a load of stuff but that she can't find him anyway and he says he thinks he's in a meeting and she's like "honestly, he makes this impossible" does she really not understand why he's still angry at her??? charlie asks her why on earth she wrote all that stuff on the blog "you must've known that he would take a lot of that personally" RIGHT?! alicia says "i don't know. i felt helpless and angry and it was an outlet. it was on impulse and then it just took on a life of its own. look, i know i've hurt people, are you gonna tell anyone?" he says that people have a right to know but he doesn't know how that would help anyone and "it hasn't been easy here lately, but the one who'll be feeling that the most is ethan."

the fact that no one else ever found out it was alicia makes me wonder if everyone just kept on thinking it was rash. because if noel was telling people that ethan thought it was rash, and then they found out that whoever it was had been found out and the blog stopped, they would just assume that he was right wouldn't they? except that rash wasn't aware that ethan ever thought it was him so it would be funny if someone just mentioned it offhandedly sometime in the future and rash would be confused why everyone thought it was him and then they would all be confused because they'd spend so long just assuming that it was sjdsjjsf

bea is WAY out of her comfort zone in this fancy restaurant with ms broadhurst and eddie😭

aww bea comes clean about the drill bit chipping but covers for eddie by saying that she asked to do it instead of him. and when ms broadhurst asks why they didn't tell her eddie tries to say they didn't want to create a complication where they didn't think it was necessary but bea says they were thinking about the international trauma course and trying to impress her. she's deffo just saved her arse, and won alex's favour, by properly telling the truth

aw yeah she's speaking to bea after eddie's gone and says she knows that it was eddie who asked her to take over and to hide the mistake but the fact she played along made her just as culpable, but she says that "playing the game" as in passing blame to score points isn't the only way and that she sees something in her. go on bea!!!

hey as much as i don't particularly care about rash and gem that much, at least they didn't just write them in out of nowhere and then try and gaslight us into thinking there had been something there all along!

[luanaoliv]

GUYS I NEED HELP!!!! I don't know if I've already shifted to my Dr so I seriously need help.

It happen like an year ago or something like that.

I was in my room, all the lights were off and I was really concentrated. I started to affirm that i was already in my dr and started to count to 100 when ALL OF A SUDDEN I started to see a light, it was like flashes you know?? and it was like I was in a kind of tunnel with flashing lights. Then I saw like a building, I don't know but it seemed with an old building??? and it was like flashes of this building, it was passing super fast so I couldn't actually see it right.

And suddenly everything stopped, all the symptoms stopped and it was like all black. The only thing I remember is waking up in a really dark place that seemed like a bathroom, but it was a huge dark bathroom.

I remember hearing someone crying and when I looked up IT WAS MY S/O AND I WAS LIKE WTF????? I remember that we talked for a while but after that I just black out and woke up in my room.

HELPPP, IT WAS A DREAM???? OR I ACTUALLY SHIFTED BUT JUST REMEMBER A PART OF IT???

[arillusionist]

shadow and bone ep5 reaction its been 3 whole days since i watched this show 🤯🤯 also i started reading the s&b book!! its pretty good but obviously like the show its v predictable and definitely not on the level of the soc books

we starting off with the crows?? im being blessed omg 🥹🥹

LMAOO JESPER AND INEJ'S FACES WHEN THEY REALIZED THEY COULDNT BRING THEIR ICONIC WEAPONS

ketterdam mention (me when im insane)

also genya and alina have chemistry I CAN SEE IT theyre actually pretty cute

help not me saying this right before genyas crush comes in 💀💀 (well hes her crush in the books idk if they changed it)

oh my god alina looks so cool using her powers 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

ok yeah he definitely is her crush also not alina just rejecting the glove like that?? damn 😭

i cant take kaz seriously he looks so. stupid

honestly i kinda forgot the crows are literally trying to capture alina help

theyre giving jesper a temporary 2 second love interest because wylan isnt here

i feel so bad for inej why are they always doubting her 💔💔

i NEED some conflict in alina's plot like girl why are you always happy!!! wheres the angst!!!! 😐

IM CRYINF THEY WHITEWASHED ALINA 💀💀💀

"new guy" STOP ACTING LIKE HES ACTUALLY PART OF THE CREW BECAUSE HES NOT

he just wants him and inej to be together

everytime alina and the darkling are in the same room i feel so. ugh like GET AWAY FROM HERRR

STOP NO DONT KISS HIM 😭😭 they better reveal him as a villain fast because i cannot handle a love triangle

jesper is way out of that stable boy's league i mean cmon but his flirting is so funny

"shes suli" TELL THEM!!!!! 🔥🔥also finally zoyas here i missed her

"is it my size?" "you have to ask" STOP THEYRE LITERALLY MARRIED 😭😭 i love their banter sm im glad its not all angst

the way inej just walked away 💀💀 girl is not in the mood to listen to his blabbering

inej is so ready to prove kaz wrong

awwhjffjkg the look on inej's face 🥹🥹 i love her sm also she should punch kaz

...how long was jesper fucking that stable boy

need this old man to shut up

ughhh here comes the classic banter between the two love interests PLEASE REVEAL THE DARKLING IS A VILLAIN ALREADY 🙏🙏

yes yes i can feel the real plot finally coming

LMAO DUMBASS HE GOT THE WRONG GIRL.

i keep forgetting how fucking smart kaz is!! of course he would know there was a double

ok yes thank god he was planning to ditch that "new guy" he was annoying i didnt want him

not the darkling ruined the crows plan so he can make out with alina 💀💀

oh my god how long is the kiss scene

ok YES this is the reveal scene i have been!! waiting!! for this!!

YESSSSS 🔥 thank god i dont have to see anymore darklina makeout scenes

ok but if baghra is the darklings mother why does he keep her around?? wouldnt he know she can go around telling people his true intentions??

or maybe he doesnt know she knows his true intentions

idk tho he seems like the kind of person who would

lets be honest kaz looks so good when hes murdering people

OH MY GOD

SHE KILLED HIM??

SHE REFUSED TO KILL BUT SHE DID IT

IN A FUCKING CHURCH TOO

SHE DID IT IN A HEARTBEAT FOR KAZ 😭😭😭😭😭

THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER???? LIKE SHES A SAINT OH MY GODDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i love them so much oh my god

"you saved my life" HHDHHFGHKGHj

ALINA JUST CLIMBED INTO THE BACK JUST LIKE THAT??? HELPPP 💀💀

soo im assuming this is where it deviates from the books!! i better have time to watch the next episode tmrw