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I don’t tell anyone irl about my hallucinations because I’m already the black sheep of the family but I wonder if I should. Tell a medical professional or something
#It’s like phantom smells it used to be a specific flavor of cotton candy and then now like a salty dropper solution#the salty solution is actually less bothersome because the cotton candy was more overwhelming#I was a kid though so I thought shisha candy smoke was stuck in my nose#like physically. Not psychologically#It smells like a hospital wherever I go though. :(
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The crazy thing about the Lockwood and co show cliffhanger ending is that if someone who hadn't read the books asked "wait wtf is in that room!?" and u replied "a dead person!!" even that major spoiler doesn't fully account for just how fucked the situation is
#am i makijg sense. like weve moved past the level of horror that would be appropriate if it was a body in there (gross)#and past the level of horror it would be if there was just a ghost in there (eek! also sort of illegal!!)#and into this new hellish dimension of “behind this door is a shrine to my dead sister. i can see the scene of her death to this day!”#(actually actively life threatening from both a psychological and physical safety perspective)#lockwood and co spoilers#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lockwood and company#meta#jessica lockwood
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So like, I think that Jupiter wanted to kill jason as a child.
Eliminate the threat, this little child, before he grows up to eventually dethrone him. But Jason was needed for the quest, so he just settled with physical and psychological abuse instead :)
And when the quest was over, Jason was free to kill anyway, and I think Jason knew it.
He thought he could outrun it, he'd go to Camp Half Blood and attend like normal school. He wouldn't be a threat.
Bur he was from his birth and he died. He knew he was going to die.
#and he aslo spoke against his fahter#like pookie was doomed anyways#jason grace#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians#riordanverse#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo fandom#rick riordan#jupiter pjo#zeus pjo#my child <3#jason grace my child#tw abuse#tw physical abuse#tw psychological abuse#tw emotional abuse#:(
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magistrate astarion with an unknown drow woman. rumour has it that they’ve met each other at the night of the lumberg manor scandal and have been inseparable ever since. no information can be found on the drow… maybe she’s one of mamzell amira’s new girls?
anyway. more of the murder mystery au but this time with the hags 🙂↕️🤭 their whole plot is basically them planning to kill one (1) guy but accidentally unveiling this decades long city scale murder conspiracy
#astarion ancunin#oc: shri’iia.#bg3#hag romance.#bg3murdermysteryau.#mine.#now it has a tag! 🤭🙂↕️#they’re not gonna do anything abt that plot tho LOL they’re like my circus but def not my monkeys#also as I was colouring this I realize he doesn’t have to look so deathly bc he’s not a vampire here but I just kept his colours bc he’ll#look weird lol. maybe it’s from the stress. in this au he’s getting psychologically tortured by cazador instead of physical#cazador is also blackmailing him and keeping him in a short leashes hence ^ why they gotta kill that guy#and shri’iia needs a way to return home so if she does that for him he’s gonna arrange a way for her to go back to menzoberranzan#tbh their plot is very tangled LOL this is just an elaborate tangled au essentially
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if im reading a cherik fic and logan isnt there to be psychosexually obsessed w charles loud enough to piss erik off then whats the point
#am i saying this bc i want the fic point blank to be logan being psychosexually obsessed w charles and thats IT?....yes BUT u cant tell me#it isn't more fun that way. plus jealous erik is hilarious to me like my dude my guy. maybe if u treated him right this wouldn't be#happening but yeah go torture logan physically and psychologically im sureee thatll end w charles running into ur arms. reall sure#cherik#mindclaws#xavierine#charles xavier#logan howlett#erik lehnsherr#x men
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what happens when you piss the Bats off:
bruce: psychological warfare
dick: psychological warfare
jason: psychological and physical warfare
tim: psychological warfare
damian: psychological w-
#you get the point#they have that in common at least#bruce also uses psychological warfare to show affection so.#(tim’s 16th bday anyone?)#this is stupid#the bats#batfamily#dc comics#this goes for steph and babs as well#cass and duke would just physically fight you#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#warfare doesn’t look like a real word anymore
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It was low-key so hot when in the second batman live action, Cillian Crane said "I said my drugs would take you places, I never said they would be places you'd want to go"
I need Btaa scarecrow to say precisely those lines now because he is essentially Cillian crow just fan fitted to be more accurate.
(Huge ass massive character rant in the tags lol, I LOVE JON SO SO SO SO SO MUCH)
#im actually really enjoying seeing all the different faces and behavioural manurisms of the different Cranes.#they are all so unique from each other despite being all the same guy#btaa sounds like he actually does his own drugs in his free time and actively promotes drug misuse to children#WHICH IS LITTERALY CRAZY#codotverse has given me an even deeper view into Scarecrows character making scarecrow a split personality front to protect Jon#showing clearly the severity of his childhood trauma to where his brain created scarecrow to defend him from more psychological harm#Which is so awesome how Codot applied actual real life psychology and diagnosis#to explain Jons actions and show Scarecrow as not just a mask but a physical part of himself#with a mind and actions of his own that he justifies through wanting to protect Jon#can you tell I love Codot Jon#then there was Mof Jon who bless him was bullied for things completely out of his control#ofcourse Jons actions are still unforgivable and evil unjustifiable acts if terrorism but its the complexity of his character that makes me#love him so much.#Jonathan crane#the scarecrow#cillian scarecrow#nolanverse#codotverse#codot Jonathan crane#codot scarecrow#btaa scarecrow#btaa#Honourable mention goes to btas Jon#less justifiable bro I love you but you were straight up just psychologically torturing folk#batman the audio adventures#btas#btas scarecrow#batman the animated series
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Day 327 | id in alt
Both the first and the last survivor of idle transfiguration.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#i just think it would be funny if she tweaked out worse sometimes#itadori: Kugisaki!! How are you!!#Kugisaki visibly contorted and tweaking while in the mist of trying not burn a hole through Itadori: im the hottest bitch alive#that just fucked her up psychologically. mentally and physically. she got the whole package and more#shoko cant heal that so you just get Kugisaki mumbling bullshit to herself#shes going to forget gojo yknow. she might be the only one in that whole sorcerer group to do so#shes funny like that.#you bouta fucking catch these hands if you EVER think Kugisaki is gonna confide anybody with this#Kugisaki getting her head caved in with a rock and walking it off like a true sorcerer(she told herself that)#sorry to all the maki believers but she is not second scanning Kugisaki acting weird unfortunately and i mean this sadly#Kugisaki walking off the horrors(Shes running into the woods)
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#The Terror#hodgving#she's her fragile little flower!!!#Starky's original posts#Hodgson truly the most glass cannon character of all time. like. literally.#also the text post's specification of ''adults'' really adds a certain. ah. something. to the whole thing#George Henry Hodgson#george hodgson#sorry I can't stop thinking about describing the mutiny situation as a scary man charging up a beam. like in a way.#metaphorically.#psychologically.#and ultimately physically.#that scary man was charging up some sort of beam yes.#HER BEAUTIFUL FRAGILE PETALS!!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! SHE'S MY DELICATE LITTLE PET I HAVE TO PROTECT HER--#not that Jirving is any good at holding aggro obviously. Ned should really be the tank build of the three of them.
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I relate to Sanji too much because it really does seem like he’s adopted the mentality that physical and mental abuse is a form of significant affection but only directed towards himself, like he sees it’s wrong and unjust when other people are being abused, but when he’s the victim he feels this conflicted sense of I deserve it and Wow they love me so much! It’s heartbreaking just to think about tbh
#it makes sense looking at his past#and how he interacts with people he cares deeply about—besides woman who he holds#to a higher standard which I more so interpret as him looking back#on his mother and not wanting to see them abused and sick and whatnot like she was#look at how he acts around Zeff and compare it to Zoro—it’s the exact same really#not compare the above with his brothers—he’s cold towards them and obviously wants nothing to do with them completely different#to the amount of emotion displayed in his eyes AND body when conversing with the men on his crew and Baratie#hes a victim of physical and psychological abuse and severe child neglect(?)#he’s going to have a vastly different way of expressing his emotions and how he expresses them to loved ones#for woman it’s unashamed intense infatuation#that he usually expresses with a showering of flowery lovey dovey words and gifts#for men it’s closed off and angry but once you get to know him he shows his kinship through his ACTIONS#idk if any of this makes sense to anyone else lol#but Sanji is a really interesting character when looking at him through the lens of an abused child#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji
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Seeing you be very normal about small details in the show got me thinking about Pomni, and I was wondering if you've thought about the possibility that Pomni probably hasn't eaten in several days. Like, we know they don't NEED to eat.. but it's probably not healthy for her mentally to skip the process of 'taking care of your body'. Ragatha, for example, says that participating in sleeping despite the fact they don't need to- helps keep them mentally steady. Idk just a thought..
ooooooooh.... its a good thought!!!!!
i DO think that like. theres definitely some psychological aspects to a lot of things like eating and sleeping that i feel like tadc characters would be at risk of neglecting... like with something like sleep, i think they can go without it for a LONG time without physical fatigue BUT at the same time like. psychologically sleep is IMPORTANT. i dont know all the science of it but iirc sleep isnt just a physical need but i get the feeling thats not smth that occurs to people in the circus often :[ ragatha seems aware enough of the benefit of the routine of sleeping and how the adventures can be helpful for that to BUT i imagine even she doesnt fully realize that sleep is still pretty important for them, just in a different way
on that note i could definitely see eating being similar!!!! its not something thatll physically harm a person in the circus if they dont eat but also eating is a deeply ingrained aspect of human life, and while i struggle to place a specific problem abstaining from it for too long in the circus couls cause, i COULD imagine it being like. at LEAST psychologically disorienting. especially with jax claiming he feels hungry??? it implies that its similar to the breathing thing that they may not phsyically need to , but their mind still assumes they do....
i DO get curious if they have like. regular meals?? i liek the hc that theres some sort of kitchen in the circus (seeing the weird little couch area was SOOO exciting for me, im super invested in finding out more about the layout of the circus!!!!! i like details like that theyre FUN) so imagine theres SOME way to access food just like how they have bedrooms (though, i get the feeling caine doesnt have a complete idea of what sleep IS but thats a diff thing). but also with them having a feast at the end of the pilot could imply they do, but with that 'reward' not being brought up at ALL in the next three eps (caine has the opportunity to mention it but noticably doesnt, especially in ep 2 where he just full on Leaves after the adventure- it seems more like he just sorta congratulates people on completing adventures and makes sure everyones accounted for and calls it a day) makes me think that communal meals are NOT super common, or at the very least them being coordinated by caine isnt...
all that to say that if shes only been part of the ep 1 feast (i cannot imagine she ate i feel like she was too out of it to do Anything😭) i am unsure if shed have gone out of her way to find a kitchen... if she wanted to know i think shed feel comfortable asking ragatha about it, but i wonder if its even crossed her mind???? and i imagine that would be jarring for her to realize, and also generally psychologically Not The Best for her...
#ask#tadc#i think its not smth pomni would actively avoid BUT i could see her forgetting to#i dont know??? how much hunger they feel so it could be a minute while shes adjusting for her to even Realize how long its been...#it does honestly make me wonder if they CAN get sleepy. they can feel the need to breathe and i imagine they wouldnnt get#the physical fatigue from lack of sleep. but its just bad for ur brain to put it off too#the breathing thing in general has INTERESTING implications for things#i get the feeling a lot of it is like.. mental. but not just psychologically#smth about autonomous stuff. ur body knows what it needs to survive so even if u know ull be fine in the circus#ur bodys like . i need air or ill DIE!#so its like. how much does that apply to#how much of the circus IS influenced by ones own mind#if ur mind sends signals to the computer that 'i cant breathe' and responds accordingly...#and then it then comes back to the food thing....#(i think if pomni started thinking about this too much it would Scare Her. because it has deeply distressing implications#about ones own existence#and on top of 'i am detached from physical needs and this makes me feel partially divorced from my own humanity and it unsettles me'#its smth i think she would have to avoid thinking about too long 😭)#circus discussion
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Thinking about Marcy Wu (again)
How she was so, so urgently wanting to get away from her parents. To stay with her friends. She didn't think the box would work but still had a plan and put her faith in what could've been utter nonsense; she was desperate and would do anything if it meant she wouldn't have to go with them, alone, away from her friends she loves so incredibly dearly.
I dunno. Something about it all makes me think her parents aren't the greatest of all time, whether that was intended by the writers or not, it's just one of those things I think about a lot
#amphibia#marcy wu#thoughtposting#rainy.txt#cw implied abuse#to get into it deeper and talk about projection a little:#i dont think it was ever very physical. more just words#anger and aggression. throwing and smashing things. the things that psychologically destroy a kid that theres no physical evidence of#for others to see. at least#do i think its that bad in canon? likely not. but#i can do whatever i want with headcanons
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Cannot get over that post that's like "what if Ford's house was like alive and it liked Stan and it resented Ford and made his life miserable" like bestie Ford's house is the pit where he isolated himself for six years while trying and failing to make a single human friend in town, a vessel for his ex's surveillance of him, the vehicle through which he was forcibly ejected from this plane of existence and the vehicle through which he returned to find nearly every maladjusted suicidal "no one would miss you if you disappeared one day" thought was in some way shape or form true with the sole exception of Stanley (and the kids basically instantly but like, his own mother looked Stanley in the eye and couldn't tell that he wasn't Ford, and despite acting completely differently no one in town noticed either, and Fiddleford fucking erased his memories to forget him, that's gotta sting). That house is already a bottomless pit of bad memories, Ford did not have a good time in that house at any point it's already tormenting him.
There's a room in that house where the window is shaped like Bill Cipher and the lighting turns blood red during dramatic moments, the House of Leaves shit writes itself at that point. Like you can add the Monster House stuff too but it's kind of overkill
#Stan ''I can't believe Ford won't thank me for bringing him home''#Ford ''Oh boy the house where I was psychologically and physically tortured by an actual demon and spent years completely isolated from#Any human companionship due to a variety of complex sociocultural and introspective reasons''#Like no shit he's not happy to be there ford's time in that house fucking sucked I'd be pissed too#It's not even the same house time and Stanley's renovations have turned it into a quote ''funhouse mirror version of itself''#Ford ''I guess you really can't ever return home again''#You sure can't buddy#You sure can't
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I think that when I feel happy I should start literally radiating sunlight from my body like yvaine from stardust. like I just think when I smile I should emit an actual halo of light. because I’m the sun. I just think I deserve that.
#I just… ough. I feel like that. I genuinely feel like I am radiating light whenever I am happy. I wish it was real#I should be an actual light source#I should emit physical warmth that makes everyone feel better#instead I just have this stupid ass psychological connection
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How do you write the psychological aspects in canary continuity so well? I want to write something involving that topic but it’s not nearly as eloquent and impactful as yours. (My personal guess is either you’ve spent hours researching or you’re a psych major.) Any tips/advice for those just starting to write about that sort of topic, as well as just possibly writing better in general? Ty!!
(Also canary continuity it was so good I finished it in a day and a half and stayed up till 3 in the morning bc I was so addicted before I forced myself to stop and go to bed)
i did some research on how to write horror, mostly (very hard to find good sources for it iirc, which sucked and i blame google), while the emotional stuff came from my own experiences (ocd + what i think is pretty severe generalized anxiety) and just me kind of winging it. its very sweet to assume im a psych major because i didnt even graduate highschool 😭😭😭 dropped out in my junior year!
i dont have any really good advice because its been so long (coming up on 7 months?) since i wrote CL in particular, i cant remember a lot of the research i did. i think it's just a matter of finding your muse and trying to put yourself in the moment instead of writing what'll feel like summaries of scenes.
#ask#canary continuity#i wont say im PROFESSIONAL#my writing has so many mistakes and i always noootice#but i do think summarizing is a very easy mistake to make when youre starting out#by that i mean when its just ''they did this and this and this'' instead of lingering on things. maintaining tension or etc#especially when you're writing narratives that are meant to be very suspenseful its good to linger and use vivid language#i think it captivates readers too#i think a lot of people wont mind if you improvise with physical details (like setting; it doesnt have to be super vividly described)#but things like body language and expressions and feelings esp. are important#idk how else to put it .... when it comes to the psychological stuff in CL i think my main tactic was the Classic Donnie Overthink#he was a really good narrator for the situation because he was already actively trying to improve himself and he's quick to spiral#he questions himself constantly. tries to put the pieces together and arrives at the wrong conclusions#he's an unreliable narrator because he's oblivious#and when he was so psychologically fucked up that his perception of everything around him was completely obliterated#i just tried to keep the language abstract. it helps
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I remember after Lord of Shadows someone made a countdown account for QOAAD and the wait was agonisingly long.
Silly. I was so young and naive. No real or deep understanding of the word "patience."
#TLKOF will come out 8 years+ after QOAAD and 10 years after Lady Midnight#it will be worth it though#i just need the book on a physical and psychological level rn? every cell in my body is aching for the missing puzzle pieces to be revealed#like i'm so invested in these characters lives and in the politics i need to know how it ends!!#the last king of faerie#the wicked powers#ty blackthorn#kit herondale#dru blackthorn#ash morgenstern#the shadowhunter chronicles#the dark artifices
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