#like pchem?

[chemical-processes]

Final exam of the semester in 15 min... I am not feeling confident about this one y'all

[chemblrish]

You know how humanities people say they lovingly re-read the essays/ other pieces of writing that they got an A on? That's exactly what I do with my lab reports

[pinacoladamatata]

waking up in the dead of night with a tavstarion pretentious deranged law student au idea forming in my mind

[i-love-tubbs-the-cat]

my idea of fun these days is just to hang around during office hours like i may as well be penciling these into my schedule like classes

[queer-reader-07]

was talking to one of my friends about my plans for next year academically and i said that i was excited for ochem because i think it'll be fun and she just went "and that's what makes you crazier than me, because you think, of all the classes you'll take, ochem will be fun." and i think i needed that reality check because i legit forgot most people don't think like that

[meteortrails]

HELP I FUCKING FORGOT I HAD MED CHEM TODAY AND SKIPPED IT ON ACCIDENT???? this is so fucked up how did I FORGET….

[cat-clawz]

Autism is all fun and games until it's finals week and your hyperfixation has you seized by the throat and is preventing you from studying

[i-am-q]

Working on the perfect meme to capture the level of retardartation a brain must exhibit to say the phrase YOU OPEN SOURCED IT when being called out for unethical research such as preventing an entire amygdala from generating life saving neurotransmitters.

If her heart rate spikes, trigger GABA these dummies say. STHAAP YOUR HEART RATE IS TOO HIGH. YOURE A STRESSED, CHAIN SMOKING NAME DROPPING PHD ON AMPHETAMINES FOR ADHD (clearly) BUT US NURSES (RNs and NPs alike) AND PA’s (some MDs even) think you are unhealthy. The national labs disagree. Call them and see if they can justify your methods. Not the women though. They just want me dead.

What can we do then, Addie? We’re all desperately addicted to monitoring you biochemical pathways.

Nothing, she says.

Not good enough these self untitled narcissists say.

Sthaapp you’re a narcissist too.

Correct I say, the best kind: the self aware. (See yellow notebook) (AK switches narration from third to first person for comedic effect)

Didn’t we have a job for you narcissists great at math?

Sthap I’m a biochemist, I didn’t go past Calc II but I NEED TO SUPPLY FIXED POTENTIALS TO YOUR RECEPTORS FOR THE COULOMBIC THING YOU ALL TALK ABOUT.

[fivenightsatcorans]

i want to go home i just want to drop out and never think about education or anything on earth ever again i never want to use my brain in the service of the sciences or math

[glassfullofsass]

i love my pharmacist OC so much i thought "wait a minute, I could be a pharmacist" and spent about two minutes googling grad programs before I remembered how much i fucking hate ochem

[academicallyinsufferable]

HANA PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER

Day 1/ idk how many no of days.

Woke up at 6 :11 am and had to commute to my coaching which is like an hour away so during that time I reviewed botany "morphology in flowering plants" and attended all my classes and started preparing for my test zoology is completed and now all I have to do is review it again and then there are still some subject I need to cover practiced Physics tried some questions and reviewed my pchem notes did some questions and that's it

[cysticnotes]

May 21

After being in an unproductive maze for almost a week , this is my renaissance moment ( 8.5 hours of studying ft multiple blackouts and finding memes to emotionally resonate with throughout the day )

I have to complete a vast portion of pchem and ochem within this month which is stressful and the intricate schedule I make myself every mrng is rather a tea joke .

But but but things are looking a tad bit brighter now that I have memorized 22 formulas and forgotten 56 . Ik for a fact that this is what y'all have been calling progress since decades , something like failing and getting back up again ig ?

Also the weather could have helped me but it isn't.

Three things I am grateful for -

Mom getting her much needed rest.

Not forgetting love and loss and neither hating either .

Being purposefully delusional.

[chemblrish]

5 November 2023

Actually, pchem is fun and I don't know why everybody used to tell me otherwise

Listen, I'm well aware it's all I ever talk about these days, but this is the first time in my life that I'm taking a course that's so incredibly challenging and yet so enjoyable. It's pretty great :')

[charmcoin]

going home and napping. because i feel like the shambling corpse. and then going back to campus and accomplishing things.

list of things includes:

- finishing take home exam for microbio

- writing results section & copying procedure for lab tomorrow

- reviewing the iliad and odyssey in preparation for exam on friday

- reviewing pchem notes if i have time/desire

and when i am done i can go home and play more metal gear solid. as a treat

[charmcoindied]

caught up on homework Yayyyy. honestly should probably study for pchem tomorrow we'll see if i feel like it. only big to-do is to read books 5-8 of the odyssey and deep clean my room maybe i will even have time to watch a movie tomorrow...... the day is mine

[iamfuckingsorry]

this thesis is gonna fucking kill me, this is fucking comparable to sitting through pchem and fluid mechanics back when in my second year of undergrad.

(pchem lectures mostly consisted of me quietly crying in lecture halls and thinking "fuck this shit i'd rather be unemployed and homeless than work with this shit i'd legit rather be unemployed" on repeat for 2 hours at a time. fluid mechanics wasn't difficult in hindsight and both the lecturer and the TAs were fucking amazing but it took me three semesters to finish that course, there was just something about it that prevented my brain from getting any work done /at all/, only in that one course)

my brain is significantly less efficient at getting anything done than it was back then, too. like i know there's a simple solution to this R problem i've been trying to solve for the past 3 days, i've found a couple of stackoverflow pages that look very close to what i'm looking for, but somehow my brain refuses to look at the code and actually /process/ what it's looking at so that i can copy it and change two lines and have my problem solved

...sigh.

/rant