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I think I just had a sexual awakening, which was last night but my brain needed some time to let it sink in so I am only being unbearably horny tonight.
Am I still ace? How dare these butches make me question my sexuality. I'VE BEEN ACE FOR ALMOST A DECADE NOW.
Also wow, what they write in fanfiction is true! You do feel heat in your gut! A real ass heat churning down there in your stomach! Who knew! NOT ME OBVIOUSLY BEFORE TONIGJT.
#status post#i think love butches#i think i sm veryy very into butches#this is quite big news to me#god#what is this feeling#this cannot be#i feel like#idk#i feel like i was in a shell and am finally ready so i am breaking out of it#that is do weird#anyways#wow#i wanna search about butches so so much rihjt now#like oh god#this coming to s point that i need it to like breath air#oh god oh god oh god#oh fuckkkkk#holy shit#i need to give xredit where its due
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awkwardly sitting through tmagp 2 while doodling on my arm bc i was just thinking how i wanted a tattoo...
#like oh god#ummm!!!!#i was so scared#the flowers on my hand are making me NERVOUS#the magnus pod#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers
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Y'know the universe has thrown a lot of things at me but I don't think anything will ever top the experiences i had as a 12 year old roleplaying hetalia.
How do I explain to people that I became best friends with a 14 year old and their boyfriend over a dead art/social media app (Framecast) because I got into hetalia after seeing a poster of it on pinterest and how we became such good friends over the matter of a year that I told them my full legal name, my address, my phone number, and literally facetimed them multiple times
How do I tell people that I used to roleplay the nations of Japan, Hungary, South Italy, Belarus, Hungary, Seychelles, and then my own hetalia oc: Mongolia (Because I am Mongolian and there is no canon mongolia character)
How do I even think about the fact that that best friend made a Malaysia oc and we made them girlfriends and had dramatic roleplays over the fact that gay marriage isn't legal in either country and also had an entire roleplay arc featuring their 2p counterparts (TLDR: 2ps are evil AU versions of hetalia characters) where for some fucking reason my friend wrote a fic and drew art of their oc being raped by their 2p version. And also how we roleplayed our ocs having sex using wattpad messaging
And how the fuck do they deal with the fact that they did so much insanely shitty stuff and then, after I got sick of their shit and blocked them on everything, went on to repeatedly try to text me with new numbers and also went on to write at least 2 different wattpad stories about me???
#i do not remember their pronouns actually#so tentative they/them#theres like. a lot more to what happened and its still the wildest shit to think about#like oh god#rape mention#sa mention#mind you this was like. 2018. i got into hetalia in 2018. the universe was against me#I also had a kinda maybe notable hetalia ask blog for a couple of months#badly drawn mochi america. how i long to forget you#that like peak of 2019 hetalia ask blog resurgences was really good though ngl#oh man this isnt even including my imperial japan fanart that was for a history project that accidentally included a slur#and my teacher never said anything but a few days after submitting it i overheard her telling a student not to use that word bc it was a#slur against japanese people#and 12 year old me was like HUH WHAT. HUHHHH.#I wish i had managed to keep it but the school kept it hung up for- oh my god. oh my god yeah. they hung up all of the posters we did.#WHY DID THEY HANG IT UP#this also isnt getting into me both getting really into and somehow downplaying japanese war crimes when i started roleplaying Japan#oh i guess this also isnt including that one zombie apocalypse rp. yeah no that would take too long to explain i think
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I’m about to post the most insane House MD finale analysis that my English essays don’t even compare, be ready.
#watch out hilson lovers#this one’s gonna hurt emotionally#like oh god#I feel like a genius but at what cost#house md#malpractice md#hilson#house x wilson#gregory house#james wilson
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i should start aglaea posting…
#i’m insane abou her and tribbie and i haven’t even fully finished the story yet#like oh god#them#🪡posting
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just saw the worst jily fan art ever i feel sick
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Yknow something that gets me abt certain fanon depictions of kai is that he’s portrayed with no sense of self preservation, as if he’s self sacrificing and burned out, and I think I dislike it bc it feels like the opposite of his character most of the time.
Yeah some of the actions he takes are harmful to himself in some way, but it’s never intended to, they were ways of coping and making himself feel better.
Like the green ninja plot, he is insecure in his place, so he strives for the highest title to make him feel better.
The red shogun isn’t him beating himself up and not caring about his own well being. He was winning fights, fully engaging in the job, taking his frustration out on others and drinking away his issues, and yeah there’s self loathing in that, but there’s also him trying to make himself feel better, to redirect hurt away from himself.
Him prematurely concluding his parents were the bad guys in s7, is (imo) his way of rationalising his mixed feelings, in order to keep himself okay.
He’s not a reckless war machine who throws himself into battle with no hesitation, he tries to keep himself safe.
Kai is self-prioritised and yknow I think people in general really demonise that kinda of trait both in fiction and irl and that’s actually kind of harmful. The self sacrificial trait is so grossly over romanticised and idk it’s a breathe of fresh air when you see a character who doesn’t start out that way or end that way. Like nothing wrong with that trait being written, it’s just like sometimes it feels like people are only allowed to prioritise themselves if they previously have no sense of self care, bc then it’s seen as a healthy improvement. But in any other case, it means you’re selfish and that’s a bad thing apparently.
Like no. Being selfish and loving yourself and thinking you are hot shit and the smartest person alive and prioritising things that make you happy. None of that makes you evil or morally wrong. If in attempts to meet your needs you try to hurt someone else, or end up hurting yourself, then the action you took was bad but the intent isn’t! Fuck the media that finds people loving themselves as immorally wrong! Fuck it! It is not sexy to hate yourself actually.
I want more fanon Kais indulge in activities that make him happy, Kais that make bad decisions in trying to protect himself and Kais that have good coping mechanisms because he’s still trying to protect himself he’s just found better ways of doing it.
Bc it’s canon and it feels like it gets erased a bit because people somehow don’t find self love appealing unless the character was self hating first.
#tangibly related but the people who think that kai sacrificed everything often forget that Nya#every fucking season she is sacrificing and giving up shit#like she is right there#she’s not AS bad either but like she does so much for the sake of others yknow#can someone#someone write a fic#where kai teaches Nya to have more self preservation and to not get flung about by others needs#pls#anyways half way through this post I realised I have So Many Issues TM#Like oh god#the whole ‘I don’t matter! my only purpose is to be there for my friends’ fucked me up so hard that like to this day#i cannot see when someone crossed multiple boundaries that they probably shouldn’t#because my brain is lazer focused on trying to be convenient to them#like oh man#im traumatised#and Ik there’s definitely so many of you on tumblr who are probably the same#because we live in a capitalist society where the walls subtly remind you that you must be convenient#and so many of you are queer and used to having to repress your identity for other people’s comfort#and so many of you are neurodivergant/disabled and are told every day that meeting your needs are inconvenient for everyone else#BUT THIS IS WHY WE SHOULD BE PROUD OF BEING SELFISH AND LOVING OURSELVES#BECAUSE ITS HARD SOMETIMES AND THE FACT THAT WE CAN FIND LOVE FOR OURSELVES IS SUCH AN AMAZING SKILL#AHHHHH#sorry for cutting so deep into this#i need a therapist maybe#ninjago#Ninjago kai#ninjago analysis
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So I have started watching She-ra and the princess of power...
And lemme tell you all that Catra and Adora have awakened something in me...
#muscle mommy#she ra#she ra adora#she ra catra#like oh god#the things they awakened#are monsters#you all will have to bear with me#💮~delia's garden~💮#i rant#my new obsession#they are so fine#and at the same time#I'm jealous of both of them#because they're going to endup with one another
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rewatched Nimona and man this shit still hits sm I LOVE THIS MOVIE RAHHHHH
#nimona#taelks#like bro its one of those movies where i finish watching it#and i feel HURT bc of how good it was#like it leaves a BURNING#like my heart went into overdrive and is catching its breath#like OUCH it was good OUCH#like idk just hits!! i think the emotional beats are delivered EXQUISITELY#like they HURT. like they mirror situations irl WELL#LIKE MAYBE A LITTLE TOO WELL#LIKE OH GOD#WAGHH#just immensely grateful to al the people that made this movie possible#:.)
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Man.. I know it's been a minute since I've done anything but occasionally reblog shit but OH. MY. STARS. it's been a very long time since I've had a lee mood this bad. AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT HOLY SHIT
Send help the lee mood absolutely melted my brain
#SEND HELP???#hepl#like oh god#tickles#tword community#sfw tickle community#its onyx's fault#its always his fault#onyx's tag#vees in lee mood#vees friends#god..#like..#I WAS NOT AWARE THAT TUMMY KISSES WERE THAT FLUSTERING#LET ALONE COMPLIMENTING IT?#NAH#SHIT TOOK ME OUT#FUCK#its 4:52am on a Saturday night.. morning#and I've not been this lee#in ages
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4.21/4.22
NICK CURLED IN THE CORNER SCREAMING HAS ME REAL FUCKED UP
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Thinking of ink interacting with other undertales characters and like it's interesting to think who he would get along with and who they'll get into conflict with or who he'll avoid or be iffy on. It's super interesting to think about.
#freshest rambles#like oh god#the interactions are so endless and interesting especially since they dont know about ink being souless at first#yeah angst#i just i love undertale charcters and i love ink alot so. i just#im weak to my mind#i just thinking of ink interacting with other characters gives me so many ideas#also i want him to have a diverse support system that isn't just gasteres and sanes but that just me#so yeah. woop
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in all timelines in all possibilities only you can show me this
#artists on tumblr#Arcane#jayvik#Jayce Talis#Viktor#arcane spoilers#my art#I saw That Shot (you know the one) and my brain broke with how beautiful it was#and then I was like wait those colors... oh my god what if...#aaaand I've always wanted to draw the klimt kiss ref#looks like these two were the ones who got it in the end hah#but phew this tested me in so many ways with figuring things out
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#oh my god?????#txt#STOP FOLLOWING US!!! WE DONT POST LIKE THIS. WE POST JFK RPF#'blah hah hah and everyone clapped' don't you want to live in a world of beauty? with us?#‘why can’t i reblog this?’ Because trads started going He dodged a bullet in our notifications
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‘You were my new dream’ or however the fuck that scene went
#I will now proceed to sleep for a million years#I put so much effort into this I feel like I just ran a marathon oh my GOD#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#my art#digital art#painting#digital painting#fanart#jayce talis#viktor arcane#artists on tumblr#art#jayvik#I actually can’t believe I was able to make this tbh#made viktors eyes shine for fun but also to make him look more like mel#gotta love those sweet sweet parallels
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the sexless lesbians who say every horny thought makes them "no better than a man" might kill me for this but regarding chappell roan's ass in the tight chainmail and thigh-high plate armor forming a pseudo-garterbelt situation, it needs to be said: AWOOGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HUBBA HUBBA WOWEEEEEEEEEEEEE HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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