#like my mom was talking to me i dont think i was even listening--

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Npd + mixed race + kinda vent culture is fighting with trump supporters because you know you're right in your judgement.

After Trump's inauguration i have caused 3 fights while living with my parents and almost a physical fight with my dad for trying to hug me for being extremely triggered by my mom

My mom is a white woman i mean 100% European white

And my dad is an immigrant from Mexico and he is also apche

Today i think it is the worst it has gotten

I started to talk about how I'm worried about my dads family because they are visibly Mexican and some of my family members dont even speak English

And today i received a comment under one of my posts that contained a racial slur against my people and saying they were going to kill my family because of the fact they are Mexican

I told my mom and she said to not let it get to me and that i should have called the police if i cared that much

But you cant do much with anonymous Internet users

The problem is

She will never experience being discriminated against because of her race or she will never receive death threats for being white

And i feel like i just tell her these things to prove im right and im more morally superior than them and to show how stupid they look for even believing the bullshit tiktok conservatives spread

And when they wont listen or budge saying that they are wrong for thinking the way they do

I get extremely upset

I dont even think i see my mom as a person anymore so i feel like i cant treat her like one

Trump supporters are subhuman scum in my eyes

I wont post this as an anon because me and my peoples concerns should be voiced publicly and not hidden

Sorry if it wasn't much of a "npd culture" thing or a relatable thing for some

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[bitchkay]

I think Rio would use magnum condoms

[gleppy]

i wish people misunderstanding and misinterpreting my words wasnt as bad of a stress trigger for me as it is but holy fuck there are few things that make me fly off the rails more lmao

[microwavestim]

what's the word for a best friend but like the kind that drains all your energy if you have to interact with them

[softshuji]

Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.

[vanweezer]

very very personal, just insight into where im at w my family and things that bother me/have encouraged me to move out

"i know youre moving out so im just gonna say no ones kicking you out and if you feel like this is something you have to do then ok"

thanks! i know im not being kicked out! but yknow i kinda yet a weird vibe when your out of touch husband takes me to a cemetery to yell at me, tell me im just like my father/dont give my father "the time of day", and that im "mean to people who care about me" in front of his dead mother's grave in a poor attempt at guilting me out of speaking my mind. but no yeah thanks for stating the fucking obvious that im leaving on my own terms

[readymades2002]

if i might bitch about work for a second: yesterday was hellishly bad despite being able to keep up with it and i found out that apparently our department made 4600 dollars yesterday which is making me angry beyond belieffffffff

[kutyaharapas]

i dont think my brain can conceptualize love. or at least from the information i gather

[ourladyoftheflytrap]

1 month ago today my exes mom died is it too soon to tell him I unfriended him and ignored his message because I kind of think he raped me

[ryuseitai]

so nervuos for tmrw bc im seeing my cousin

[todayisafridaynight]

Wait, it was Freak by Estelle not Frank wkcjwjckwkkc. Also, since you're tired of Nasty, which I don't think is one of the best Tinashe songs... time to listen to Freak Nasty by Megan Thee Stallion.

need to ring up estelle to write 'frank' so last post's possible .......

[milkweedman]

I had asked my mom to ask her sister specifically but her family in general about eds stuff (just like trying to guage if it runs in the family on that side, etc), bc my aunts kids have combinations of health problems that tend to be comorbid with eds (autism, gi stuff, etc). And my mom got back to me and said they said they were all actually struggling with some joint issues thay were getting a lot worse as well and im just 😐😐😐😐😐😐 i was just wondering if one cousin in that family was having joint problems but holy shit dude

[truckstoptigers]

can my stepdad please stop showing me sexual jokes/skits on fb & stop invading my space when he does it i always take a step back and sometimes he gets mad about it but he knows i don't like either of these things & continues to do them & i'm not even allowed to say anything because then i'm just being "too sensitive" and I "need to learn to take a joke" and to "not get so offended all the time"

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[pr]

i mean i do not personally relate to sweet nothing being about mothers in general like....at all lol. my mother uses any and every vulnerability of mine against me eventually so i cant super relate to the softness and comfort of having a mom to run home to. but its just so andrea swift it makes me wanna die

[computerpeople]

ive thought about becoming a babysitter full time id really enjoy it, i love child care and i think im pretty good at it! i couldnt raise a kid of course but im really good at interacting with them and teaching them stuff and keeping them entertained. my friends always liked my littlest sister better, but my friends siblings always liked ME better and thought i was the coolest thing theyve ever seen. every kid ive ever met has thought i was the coolest person theyve ever met and i tend to work really well with them