#like maam you are stunning

[venompinks]

ROSÉ 𓆩♡𓆪 W KOREA DECEMBER ISSUE

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btw literally nobody at the airport knew my gender

[hiiikiko]

𝕕𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣

ellie w. x reader | tlou m.list

tw: suggestive uhhhh idk

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Ring, ring ring!!

You groaned and got up from your coach, you had just started a movie, when you got a call from your girlfriend. When you picked up the phone, Ellie immediately started rambling but all you could make out was, “society of champions.. something something.. hero.. something something something.. can you dye my hair?”

You were honestly stunned, although Ellie very much loved your dyed hair, always complimenting the various shades you had over the past year, you never thought she would want to try something like this, yet, here you were in her apartment.

Ellie was sitting on a stool, her hair divided into four sections, an old spiderman towel draped around her back, and you were mixing the bleach. Ellie said she wanted a reddish orange, to mimic some heroe form the society of champions thing she was really into.

“She can like shoot lasers and stuff! Her hair isn’t naturally that colour, her natural hair is blonde but after she was outcasted by society, she decided to dye it and, personally, I think she did this as a way to continue to ostracize herself so that,” Ellie was excitedly telling you the lore about this character, it was honestly so cute but she kept moving so that she could turn around to see your reaction.

Eventually, you pulled out a full length body mirror so she could look at you and talk, you were sitting on the ledge of the bathtub and she was in front of you, mindlessly running her hands on your legs while telling you about the significance of why the character decided to dye her hair.

You chuckled and put the bleach cap on her, “Okay, now let’s wait like twenty minutes or so then we’ll wash, ‘lay?”

“Yes maam,” Ellie inspected the bleach, scrunching her nose at the chemically smell.

After twenty minutes had past (Ellie kept checking her phone every two minutes, so it’s not like you would have been able to miss it) she pulled you into the restroom and you helped wash her hair, being careful as to not get any on her face.

Her hair lifted very nicely, given that it was virgin, so after drying it and mixing the dye, you started to slather it on.

Ellie was so excited, walking over to the mirror to inspect your work every time you went to dip your brush back.

When you went to rinse her hair, instead of washing it in the sink again Ellie suggests that she just take a shower, she says she needs one anyway. Before you could agree and leave the bathroom, you turn around to see Ellie taking off her shirt, revealing her sports bra and toned stomach, your face immediately erupts into a blush and you cover it with the spiderman towel as your hands blindly feel for the door.

Ellie chuckles and pulls you into her, “Take a shower with me, baby,” you can feel her breath against your ear, “You’re pretty dirty too,” suddenly you feel her hand on your inner thighs where you had gotten dye.

“Mmkay?” Ellie gently pulls your arms up so she can take off your shirt, then your bra, and help you step out of your shorts, before taking you into the shower with her.

The cold water splashes onto Ellie’s hair, making the water turn red and coat the both of your bodies. Your hands reach into her hair and you lather out the dye while Ellie’s hands rest on your waist, she softly whimpers at how good your hands feel on her scalp.

“I should repay you, hm?” She says as her hands trail from your waist further down, a devilish smirk playing on her face.

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[a/n] i need to dye my hair again i hate this colour i have rn

[shadowdaddies]

Oh please make a fic of the funny reader and Cass. Imagine they've been friends for so long and are secretly pining for each other but the tension gets worse as time passes by. Imagine the almost kisses, the almost confessions and the longing and one day they give in and the bond snaps. AGHHHHHHHHHHH IT WOULD BE SO CUTE!!!!! the FLUFF, the angst ugh ITS A NEED MAAM

Okay I got a few requests to make the Cassian x funny reader head canons into a fic so here y'all go. This is when the bond snaps💜

Life of the Party

Cassian x Reader fluff

It was another night at Rita’s where you and Cassian designated yourselves as the party starters. While you took up residence on the bar top encouraging everyone to get on the dance floor, Cassian paid off the band to play the perfect music to set the mood. 

Rita’s was the most lively it had ever been, as was any place where you and Cassian went together since you’d joined the Inner Circle as a spy and emissary. Despite the demanding job, you felt more yourself than you ever had been since you came to Velaris. You were close with everyone in the IC, but you’d connected with Cassian immediately. 

He understood your sense of humor in a way that others didn’t, he was always happy to have a wild night out or a quiet night in with you. You’d never felt that way with anyone in your life, but as coworkers, you ruled out anything beyond friendship. Besides, Cassian was the handsome, renowned general who could have any female he wanted.

You looked over from where you stood on the bar to see Cassian motioning you over to the dance floor where he danced with Mor and Feyre. Mor grabbed your hand, smirking as she spun you right into Cassian. You laughed as he jokingly bowed to you as if for a formal dance, returning his goofiness with a curtsy of your own before the both of you began dancing wildly. Others around you were staring, but you never cared about that with Cassian, as you laughed to the point of tears having fun with your best friend.

Once you’d worked up enough of a sweat to warrant a break, you went over to the bar to get water for you and Cassian and met him at the booth where he now sat with Rhys, Amren, and Az. The booth was too small to comfortably fit you, so Cassian pulled you into his lap, the both of you giggling as you slung your arms around his neck. “Oh, my hero. Thank you, sir knight for saving me from having to stand,” you said with a dramatic flair as you pressed the back of your hand to your head in your best “damsel-in-distress” impression. 

You had just adjusted to a comfortable spot in Cass’s lap when he leaned in to whisper something to you, but he was cut off by a dramatic groan from Amren. “By the Cauldron, you two, get a room!” she huffed out, rolling her eyes as she stood up to join Mor and Feyre. Azriel and Rhys shared amused looks with each other as you sputtered out your lame excuse. “You guys know it’s not like that, we’re just friends right Cass?” You said, turning around to look at Cassian, waiting for him to crack a joke. 

Cassian let out a soft, forced laugh as he gently sat you down in the now open space beside him. “We’re just friends, of course,” he said with a soft smile to his brothers. 

“Oh, well in that case, would you care to dance General?” You turned to see where the unfamiliar voice was coming from, to see a stunning high fae female approaching Cassian, looking like a lioness on the hunt. Your vision turned red as you heard a vicious snarl, and all heads turned towards you. You turned beet red as you realized the snarl came from you, and the realization of your feelings crashed into you. Heart pounding and tears forming in your eyes, you searched for the quickest escape from the booth when Cassian grabbed your arm, holding you back. 

You reluctantly looked in his eyes, and a gasp left you as lightning shot through your body. It was as if you could see the invisible string that connected you to Cassian. His expression reflected yours, as though he just had the same realization. Your mate. Time froze as you stared at each other, unsure of what to do next. You were snapped out of your daze by Rhys’s laughter as Az slapped money in his outstretched hand. “I told you so,” Rhys said to Azriel, smirking at you and Cassian as he spoke.

You whirled around to face them. “You had a bet on if we’re mates?!” Az scoffed, “not if, just when you found out.”

[starysky1289]

Alpha! Toxic!Sorority!Vanessa X Omega!Reader. I'll keep you here PT 2

A/N: Stacie and YN have a PLATONIC relationship! So every time they say ‘ I love you ‘ ( it’s like twice ) they aren’t having a affair or something

" shhh, I know Elizabeth...cmon, let's fall asleep "

You held your daughter close to your chest, as she wailed into the night. You were desperately trying to get her asleep, you knew she was a bother to the other Soroity girls in the house. It had only been a month since she was born, and god could she cry.

" I-I know Elizabeth, it's a lot, it's a lot for mama too....i just need you to sleep, please... maam needs to go with her friends to get her pretty dress...and I'll be getting yours too. You'll be so pretty, just please go to sleep. "

You felt your eyes swell with tears, her wails continuing. God this was too much, you let this happen, you could have done so many things to stop this, but now you were stuck with Vanessa. You had school assignments piling up, and you were getting married in August, only months away.

" y/n...give me her.."

You glanced up, seeing Vanessa figure in the doorway, the little light in Elizabeth's room lit Vanessa green eyes up. She gently walked towards you, taking Elizabeth in her arms, who settled down almost instantly.

"d-does she not like me.?"

" no y/n. She's just had you all day, she wants her mother for a bit. Go lay down, please. I need my girl rested for her huge day tomorrow

Vanessa kissed your forehead gently, and you left the room, laying down in Vanessa bed and falling asleep instantly. Vanessa scent of vanilla and citrus flooded your nostrils, and comforted you as you drifted to sleep.

*~*

" why are you having me take a picture of you y/n, no one can see! "

« Vanessa wants to see the options I like. Then she'll tell me what one matches the theme best. "

It was just you and Stacie, your best friend, in the boutique. You had plenty of elegant gowns lined up on racks for you to try on. Your current one was a ball gown, with lace ruffles and beautiful sequins down the dress.

" what do you mean she's going go see it?? The whole point is she doesn't! "

" I know Stacie...but she just wants it perfect, and these are the only ones with matching baby dresses. Vanessa only wants me, her, and Elizabeth wearing white. It's gotta be perfect. "

Stacie sighed, helping you fluff your dress before standing back to take the photo, and sent it off to Vanessa as you went into the back to change.

" she says no. She wants some sorta sleeve."

" alright! One minute! "

You went for the next dress, with lace lining the edges of the dress, that lead up the chest part in beautiful flowered swirls. It had puffy lace sleeves that only had the cuffs touching your skin. You stepped out of your changing room and onto the small stage in front of Stacie.

" oh, this has to be it. Its gorgeous!! "

" we'll take a picture! Oh I hope she says yes.."

Stacie quickly took a few nice photos of you in the dress, and sent the to Vanessa. Your heart raced with anticipation, you loved this dress, she had to love it, please let her love it.

" she says yes!! She loves it! She says you're absolutely stunning in it and she can't...you can read the rest "

You squealed in joy as you snatched the phone, blushing almost immediately as you read the rest of Vanessa's message.

" Oh it's gorgeous. Yes, 100% yes. God I can't wait to rip it off you after the wedding~ "

You laughed, sending her back a heart as you hugged Stacie tightly, squeezing her into you.

Stacie chuckled, pressing her forehead against yours.

" you seem so happy about all this...are you really? "

You smiled softly, glancing off into mirrors around the boutique.

" I am. S-she's great..really.... an amazing mother to Elizabeth..."

" really? Even though she wasn't there...? "

You looked up at Stacie, nodding silently, still holding your smile.

" she is. She's stayed up late and changed and bottle fed her...she watches her when I have exams...she's such a good mother to her...unlike me…”

" don't say that y/n. You're a wonderful mom..."

You sat down on the small stage,you were exhausted, you could hardly sleep after last night, kept up by the thought you were an awful mother. You couldn't get your a daughter to sleep without help.

" i-i just feel like Elizabeth hates me...she just cries and cries when I hold her, and the other sorority girls complain that she keeps them up, a-and-"

" well if A bunch of girls are annoyed by a baby that's there problem. Vanessa said they could move out for a bit, but they insisted on staying.And Elizabeth is just a baby, she's going to cry. It doesn't make you a bad mom that you need some help with her. It's normal..."

" I just...I feel bad she has to grow up around these people..."

Stacie sat besides you, pulling you into a tight hug, wiping away your tears and pressing her forehead against yours.

" it won't be forever. Vanessa graduated, your almost about to graduate as valedictorian. Do you know how incredible that is. You haven't let this pregnancy stop you. Your passing with flying colors, you get to go on that stage and say ' hey losers, guess who's valedictorian and a mother. ‘ “

You chuckled, hugging her tightly. Stacie was always there for you in your ups and downs.

And she would always be there, she was your child's Godmother, and she swore she'd do anything for her. She'd do anything for you.

" yeah. Yeah. Thank you Stacie....cmon. Let's pay for this dress and go get something to eat. “

You stood up, smiling once more, going back into the changing room to change back. You were valedictorian, and you were about to marry a successful lawyer, with your beautiful daughter. You were loved.

*~*

“ Vanessa Dean Shelly. Are you kidding me??? A huge ass party the day before my finals?? A huge party with our baby in the house?? “

“ relax baby, it’s the last party I’m throwing as president before Bailey takes over. The upstairs is off limits, and- “

“ It dosent matter!! You promised me months ago that you would watch Ellie while I studied!! This is ridicules. “

You turned around and stormed upstairs, grabbing your empty backpack and heading into Elizabeth’s room, packing up her necessities, diapers, bottles, clothes, wipes. Elizabeth was still sleeping when you were done packing, as you quickly dialed Stacie’s number.

“ Hello?? “

“ sorry Stacie, can me and Ellie crash at the dorm? Vanessa’s throwing the big song the year party, and I don’t wan Ellie to be in the house for it. “

“ Seriously?? Your kidding. Alright, I’m coming. Love ya. “

“ love ya to “

You hung up, finishing packing your stuff as you gently picked up Elizabeth, kissing her forehead gently. You placed her in the carrier, slinging the backpack on as you made your way back downstairs, people already beginning to pile in.

“ Yn?? Hell are you doing with Ellie. “

“ we are spending the night at Stacie’s. And we won’t be back till you’re sober. She’ll be here any moment. “

You made your way outside, waiting on the sidewalk. Vanesssa chased after you grabbing your shoulder.

“ C-cmon yn!! Have a drink, relax! You haven’t been in a party for months! “

“ cause I’m taking care of our daughter! Do you remember last time, you were drunk, banging on the door to see her. Your not ok when your drunk. “

Just then, Stacie’s car pulled up. You opened the back door, sliding Ellie in and sitting besides her. Vanessa tried to hold the door open, you could tell she was angry, desperate for you not to go.

“ I’ll cancel the party if it’ll make you happy, ok?? No one’s gonna hurt our baby!! “

“…it’s not the others I’m worried about…”

You finally closed the door, Stacie quickly drove off and you watched Vanessa storm up the steps, kicking a flowerpot off the steps before going inside. You looked down at Ellie, holding her small hand with your finger.

“ I’m sorry Stacie…”

“ don’t be. Your bed is still nice and made, it’ll be like you never left. “

“ yeah…I don’t wanna be a bother again but. Could you maybe…watch Elizabeth while I’m at my final tomorrow…? “

“ yeah! Of course! You have all the stuff, so no problem. “

You looked back down at Ellie, watching her yawn, as she slowly blinked her eyes open to look at you.

“ thank you…”

*~*

You had stayed with Stacie for two days before Vanessa finally called back. Ellie had just ran out of diapers, and you had neglected to pack your own clothes, so you stank in your outfit. Stacie had given you one of her hoodies to borrow, to try and help. You stepped out of her car, Elizabeth in the carrier and the practically empty backpack slung over your shoulder.

Vanessa stood on the front step, watching you as you made your way up to her.

“ give me my daughter. She needs her mother. “

“ My English final went great, thank you for asking. “

You gently handed over the carrier, shoving past and into your bedroom to change. You could hear Vanessa following after you, her presence heavy over you.

“ and burn that hoodie why don’t you. You don’t need to be wearing her clothes. “

“ wow i missed you to Vanessa. Why are we even getting married if your like this. “

“ don’t talk to me like that. Look. “

She turned you around with her open hand, pulling her collar down enough to show off to show off the set of bite marks around the base of her neck.

“ look. You have me this mark, the night after I proposed to you. You did this to show me you loved me. Why are you treating me like this. “

You froze, glancing up at her, then down to Ellie, before at the ground.

“ I’m…I-I’m sorry Vanessa…I was just….stressed about my final. I should sleep on the couch tonight, just so I can cool down…I-i love you. “

You clung onto Vanessa, leaning your head against her. You were a bit…rude lately…you just needed some time to unwind.

“ aww…I love you too sweetheart. I’ll Watch Elizabeth tonight, mkay~? “

“ alright…t-thank you…”

*~*

Finally. Today was the day. You sat in your dressing room as your stylists did your hair and makeup. The pretty wedding dress fit you perfectly, and Ellie was already in hers, waiting for the ceremony to start.

Stacie was nearby as her stylist fixed her up. She was your maid of honor, and one of the few bridesmaids you had.

“ you ready yn? I just got the text there ready when we are. “

“ mhm…a-as ready as I can be…”

You could see Stacie from the corner of your eye. The stylist finished up and left. You gently picked up Elizabeth, holding her at your side as you looked into the mirror. You’ve never looks so pretty, you where gorgeous in the dress.

“ cmon…lemme see Ellie. Your bouquets right there. Remember the plan? “

“ M-mhm…first is Vanessa, then her girls, then my mom will bring down Ellie, then you girls…then I walk down with dad…”

Stacie held your hand, giving you a gentle smile. You returned the smile, squeezing her hand.

“ I love…”

“ no. Don’t say that right now yn. Today’s the day you put all your love onto one girl. Ok? “

You nodded, wiping away your tear before it messed up your makeup. Stacie smiled once more, leaving the room before you and leaving you alone. This was it, the moment you waited for. You were excited, it just felt so. Off.

You were getting married in the most beautiful chapel you’d ever seen. Everyone was coming, even though your family was much larger than Vanessa’s. All your friends and almost every sorority girl was there.

You made your way out into the hall, holding your bouquet of hydrangeas and lilys. The walk down to the entrance felt like it took forever. When you finally walked through, the photographers immediately began to take photos, you pulled your smile onto your face, staying back as everyone else lined up. You could see your mother settling Ellie into the small wagon to bring her down the aisle.

Then the music began. Your smile only grew brighter, you were getting married to the women your loved. You had a beautiful baby girl with her, and an amazing life. You could see Vanessa coming in the other way, blocked by her bridesmaid to not see you. Then she was followed by her girls, then your mother carried Ellie down, then you watched Stacie and the few others, then it was you.

Your father took your arm, giving you a gentle smile. The music began to change, as you made your way down. The eyes of every person in there were on you. It would have scared you if you weren’t so fixed in Vanessa.

She was wearing a gorgeous long Lacey dress, covered in laced flowers and small jewels. Her shoulders and neck were bare and open, with a beautiful rose gold chain around her neck, with a beautiful diamond on it. You could see the mark you left on her, small but deep. She was holding Ellie in one arm, smiling at you as your father let you go, as you stood across from her. Elizabeth turned and reached for you, and you took her with your open hand, as the preacher began to speak.

“ Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today for the holy union of these two lovely souls. Today they are to be united permanently, love bound for eternity. Vanessa, if you’d like to start with your speech. “

Vanessa nodded, clearing her throat before talking. Her green eyes beautifully starring into yours.

“ Y/N L/N, or, shall I say soon to be Y/N Shelly. Sense the moment I saw you in our college class, I knew I had to have you. I knew you would be the one to spend the rest of my life with. I know, we have had our ups and down in our relationship, but, what couple hasent. I’m the luckiest women in the world to be married to a college valedictorian, a wonderful mother of our wonderful daughter. I wouldn’t want anyone else to be my mate, my wife Y/n. I love you. “

You watched Vanessa get teary eyed, before wipping them quickly. Elizabeth made a small coo, and turned to Vanessa. Everyone let out a small chuckle as Vanessa took Elizabeth back.

“ Y/N, now you may give your speech. “

You cleared your throat, holding Vanessa open hand.

“ V-Vanessa….i know we have had our rough moments. But I’ve seen you grow, and I have grown besides you. I knew that when I first saw you, there was something. Something special about you, and now here we are, with our perfect daughter at this perfect ceremony. I love you. I love you more than I can ever possibly show you. I’m the luckiest to have you as my mate Vanessa. “

The pastor cleared his throat, signaling for a girl to bring up two small cases. He took them both, and opened the first one. Inside sat a gorgeous silver wedding band with the date etched on it. He handed it to you, and you took Vanessa had.

“ Repeat after me,’ I, Yn, promise to stay by your side, through sickness and death, through sadness and joy, as your lawfully wedded wife “

“ I, Yn, promise to stay by your side, through sickness and death, through sadness and joy, as your lawfully wedded wife “

You gently slide the ring onto her finger, you could see her smile growing. The pastor took out the next ring, a thinner silver band with the date etched on it.

“ Repeat after me. ‘ I, Vanessa, promise to stay by your side, through sickness and death, through sadness and joy, as your lawfully wedded wife ‘ “

“ I, Vanessa, promise to stay by your side, through sickness and death, through sadness and joy, as your lawfully wedded wife “

Vanessa gently slid the ring onto your finger. You felt your eyes swell with tears, you could latch onto right now if you wanted.

“ And now, with the power vested in me, by the state of Minnesota, I now pronounce you Wife and Wife, you may now kiss the brides. “

Vanessa turned and handed off Ellie to one of her bridesmaids, and immediately scooped you up, kissing you deeply. The roar of applause and cheers filled the room. She carried you in her arms as you both walked down the aisle. You pulled her face you yours, kissing her deeply.

“ Well, Mrs Shelly, how does it feel to be married to the best women on earth. “

“ I don’t know Nessa, how does it feel~ “

Vanessa laughed, kissing you once again and putting you down. The bridesmaids followed after you, returning Elizabeth to your hands. You both bent down and kissed her small cheeks. You haven’t felt this happy in months, this was the best feeling you’ve had. And now you were married to the best Women ever.

*~*

You sat besides Vanessa at the brides table, she was loudly talking to her friends, laughing about stories from college. Elizabeth sat besides you, gently feeding her the baby food you had brought, not to focused about the atmosphere.

The After-Party was in a beautiful hotel convention room. It was adorn with gorgeous crystal chandeliers, with gorgeous and colorful rose bouquets across every table.

“ Well, Mrs. Shelly, why aren’t you enjoying yourself? “

You glanced up, seeing William standing infront of you, he was dressed ins a deep violet suit, his greying hairs combed back.

“ oh, I’m just feeding Ellie, the party just started, I’ll have time later “

“ you and Vanessa haven’t even had your first dance. Everyone’s waiting. I’ll finish feeding little Elizabeth, and you two have your dance. This is just as much your night as it is hers. “

You smiled, giving and gentle nod as you handed him the rest of the small jar of baby food, letting him pick up Ellie and go back to his seat.

“ nessy….i think it’s time…”

“ Hm? Oh yes! Bailey go tell the band we’re ready. “

Vanessa stood up, taking your hand and leading you to the middle of the dance floor. Everyone went silent, as the slow rhythm of the music filled the room. You held onto both of her hands, as you both gently began to waltz, your eyes locked onto eachothers.

“ Oh..yn you look gorgeous..”

“ your just as stunning Vanessa….i love you..”

Vanessa spun you, before pulling you into her, and kissing you gently. Her Ivy Green eyes glowed in the slight.

“…I love you too..Mi Amor~ “

You chuckled pulling back a Little to sway better.

“ Spanish Vanessa? Rather romantic…it’s still early dear~ “

“ I’ll be very romantic with you later then dear~ “

You felt like you were floating, like no one else was here with you, just you and Vanessa, dancing under the beautiful stars. She was the best thing to happen to you in years, like she has changed everything in one night.

The music stopped, and the clapping started. Vanessa walked you back to the brides table, looking around and beginning to panic slightly.

“ Where’s Ellie!! Where did she go-! “

“ it’s ok!! No worries, William has her, see? “

Vanessa looked over, her eyes like daggers as she saw William feeding Elizabeth.

“ I see. Whatever, just get her back soon. “

“ please, just don’t hate your father for the night. He’s just being helpful, he wants us to have fun. “

“ alright…I still want Ellie back soon..”

You pulled vanessa closer, hugging her arm close to you. Vanessa rolled her eyes, kissing your forehead.

“ I love you YN…I hope your having a good time “

“ I’m having a wonder night Vanessa…thank you so much…I love you. “

Vanessa smiled softly, looking over at the table of her friends who were waving her over.

“ go, we’ll have all night together, go hang out with your friends. “

“ you sure? “

“ positive Vanessa. “

Vanessa smiled, getting up and walking over to her friends. You got up and went over to Stacie, who sat nearby.

“ you having fun? “

“ I am! It’s great. “

“ I’m so happy for you YN. I really am. “

You sat besides Stacie, and began talking about your highschool and college years. You were married to Vanessa, but you both still knew you could be separated at times like this. You glanced over at her, and saw her starring back at you. What a lucky girl you where

*~*

The whole night had been filled with dancing and talking, and amazing food. Vanessa really haven’t wasted a cent on it. You were sitting in front of the vanity in yours and Vanessa’s room, brushing your hair out and prepping yourself for bed. Elizabeth had just gone down, and she was fast asleep. Suddenly, Vanessa rushed through the door, chuckling softly.

“ YN! “

“ Vanessa shh! I just got Ellie down…what’s the matter? “

“ the hostess told me they just finished cleaning up. Cmon, head down with me. “

You tilted your head, standing up and walking over to her. You were wearing simple grey sweatpants and a black shirt.

“ Why? And what about Ellie? “

“ Elizabeth is a heavy sleeper, and it won’t be that long, just cmon! “

Vanessa took your hand, quickly pulling you into the hall and gently shutting the door. You chuckled as she rushed you to the elevator. She must be drunk, she’s never been this excited about something so small.

You both entered the elevator, Vanessa his the lobby button and held your hand tightly. You leaned your head against hers, and with her open hand she turned your head and kissed you gently. You didn’t taste a drop of alcohol on her tongue.

“ your sober Vanessa? “

“ of course I am. Ok I had one drink at the beginning of the after party, but nothing else. “

The elevator dung, and Vanessa quickly rushed you out, heading towards the center your wedding was held in. The hostess smiled and nodded, and Vanessa walked you into the middle of the floor. All the tables had been packed away, it was empty. Just the two of you.

Vanessa pulled her phone out and scrolled through, pulling up the two of yours favorite song. She smiled softly, holding your hips and beginning to sway gently, you followed suit after.

“ I wanted to give you one last dance. Just for you baby. “

“ Vanessa….i-I…”

“ I love you YN Shelly. “

“ I love you more Vanessa Shelly…”

You kissed her gently, and pressed your forehead against hers. The two of you stayed like this the whole song, swaying and humming softly, embracing each other’s love. At the end, Vanessa gave you a twirl, before pulling you into a gentle kiss. You giggled, hugging her tightly.

“ I love you…”

“ I love you more “

Afterwards, Vanessa lead you back through the lobby, up the elevator, and finally back to your room. Elizabeth was still asleep, like nothing had happened. You both snuggled onto the bed, hugging eachother tightly.

“ sleep well yn. I hope you have the best dreams…”

“ you too Vanessa….thank you…”

Vanessa kissed your head as your drifted away to slumber. The last things you heard her say was a simple.

“…thank you….”

*~*

“ Baby…get up…”

“ Vanessa…? “

“ fuck…I’m so hard baby…”

You groggily rubbed your eyes, sitting up and seeing Vanessa sat up in bed, panting slightly with a visible tent in her boxers.

“ I-I couldn’t sleep and I let myself daydream about…about how sexy you looked in that wedding dress…a-and I’m..I’m so hard yn…please…”

Vanessa whined softly, you blushed lightly as the sight. You gently pulled down her boxers, taking her girth in your hand, stroking it gently.

“ shh…I’ll take care of you nessa~ “

“ Please…I-i need my pretty omega…”

You smiled, tossing off your sweats and panties, stabbing her hips.

“ wet already? “

“ well when you get all hot and bothered like this I can’t help myself Vanessa…”

You grinded slightly against her length, before placing your arms over her shoulders and letting yourself slip onto it.

“ o-oh fuck vannessa~ “

“ Y-Yn~ “

Vanessa gripped your thighs, holding onto you as you bounced on her cock. Her ivy eye where the only thing glowing in the room, just you two in darkness, loving eachother with such force, such dedication.

“ S-so big nessy…p-please give me more…”

“ you want m-more princess~? “

“ P-pretty please…”

Vanessa smirked, flipping you backwards. She threw your legs over your shoulders, and thrusted hard into you. You let out a shrill moan, before quickly covering you mouth.

“ yeah, that’s it…keep quiet for me baby…I-I’ll fuck this pussy nice and good…”

Vanessa continued her pace, kissing up and down your neck, leaving small marks every now and then. Your moans were muffled but audible, fuck she was big. And you got to keep her all to yourself now, what a lucky little omega you were.

“ v-Vanessa…p-please…”

“ F-Fuck! Take it…take my pretty load and keep it in your pretty cunt all night long…like a good slut~ “

Vanessa’s thrusts grew faster, as she gripped your sides to hold you better. You cried out louder, as Vanessa’s muffled you with a kiss.

“ cum with me…show me how much you love me YN Shelly. “

“ F-fuck…I-I….i love you n-nessa- F-FUCKKKK “

You cried out as your came, feeling Vanessa thrust in again, her hot load following after.

“ that’s it….you like being filled with my pups don’t you slut~ “

You were too exhausted to answer, panting heavily as you expected her to continue.

“ I won’t push you…rest…but next time we aren’t stopping. I love you YN. “

Vanessa kissed your forehead, pulling out slowly and laying besides you, pulling you into her arms as you drifted asleep once again in her strong, loving arms.

*~*

“ Yn Get up. We have to get ready for brunch. Make sure Ellie’s changed and dressed. “

You yawned, sitting up in the comfy hotel bed, your legs still hurt from last night. Vanessa was up and in her new dress already. You were groggy, exhausted from the day prior.

“ where are you going nessa….”

“ I’m going to the restaurant early to make sure the buffet is set up perfectly. Dont worry, I’ll be back to get you two. Your dress is hanging in the bathroom, Elizabeth’s is there too. I’ll be back “

Vanessa made her way to the door, looking back at you before leaving. You sighed, sitting up and heading into the next room, Ellie was still asleep.

“ heavy sleeper huh? Even after last night. Pft…cmon baby girl, let’s get you all pretty “

You lifted her up and carried her into the next room, and as soon as you did she stared crying.

“ no no shh…shh its ok Elizabeth…mamas gonna get you all pretty for yummy breakfast. “

You bounced her in your arms, looking out the window. You could see the whole city from the top floor. Thats when it hit you. Vanessa was elsewhere, you were with your crying baby, it was just like months ago.

You sighed, turning to head into the bathroom. You loved Vanessa with all your heart, but she was a busy woman. She could clearly make time for you, like last night. But maybe she just needed to be busy.

But she had kept her promise. She kept you here. And you weren’t all to upset about it. She loved you, even if she couldn’t alway show it. And you definitely loved her.

[juneknight]

excuse me maam can we get a summary of this miguel dick fic

Thought this said excuse me mama for a minute but yes okay so:

It’s a line of duty that comes with pressure, and one day he snaps: Miguel needs an outlet and you just happen to be there for him to pin to the wall (your fucking toes not even touching the ground) and rut against and make out with. It becomes a habit after more intense jobs. Eventually you realize you are the PG-13 version of being fuck-buddies.

But if you go anywhere near his dick with hands or mouth or pussy, he shuts down and leaves you high and dry. One day you weasel it out of him: O’Hara is big. Like, big-big. There’s a myth that ‘the bigger the better’ but in his experience, he’s learned that isn’t true. He has accidentally hurt women before, and it makes him so anxious and uncomfortable now that he just doesn’t fuck. He doesn’t pull his dick out.

Opening up to you definitely makes him feel more comfortable though, and eventually he decides that you can jerk him off if you seriously want to and when you get two hands on that python, you are stunned. Whatever you were thinking—it’s bigger. You understand why some women could get hurt. There’s no hope of deepthroating this guy or even having him sink balls deep.

Then why do you become accidentally obsessed with the thought of trying?

Or something like that idk idk

[aiysan2]

Chapter 7 'Going Under' Dabi x reader

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"Put me on your back," You told him, now clothed as you tried to jump on his back. 

"Whatever," He rolls his eyes, keeping his hands under your thighs to secure you. 

The two of you walked back to the festivities in blissful silence remembering the events of the hour before. You knew that little cave of yours was going to be a constant location of the two of you. 

You could feel the heat of the blazing fire in the distance, though it could've just been your partner, you had no idea.

You looked at the edge of the forest noticing Maame and The Elder, conversing as if they were in great distress.

"Touya," You pointed in the direction of the two, "let us see what is wrong with them," He walked in your desired direction, despite his reluctance to speak to anyone but you.

The two heard the soft crunch of leaves, their attention turning to the both of you. Maame scrunched up her face, examining the closeness between you two as if it was a filth that shouldn't exist.

"So it is true?" She asks, you notice her upset climbing off of Dabi's back to comfort her. Her hand snaps back before striking you across the face, a sharp sting spreading across your cheek. Dabi's hand lit up almost immediately threatening to be used on the lady for even thinking of attacking you.

"Wait!" You demanded, holding your hand up at him, your other holding your stinging cheek, trying to figure out where this rage had come from. "Maame?" Tears began to fill your lashline, shocked that the woman you saw as your mother had harmed you. 

"You!" She yelled, pointing an accusing finger at Dabi, "Have allowed your twisted outsider views to corrupt this girl and convinced her to commit an atrocious act before the required time!" Her anger was evident with the activation of her quirk, something you had never seen her use even when you were a child - she, only in her 20s, being attacked for stealing from The Elders' cabin.

The ground below your feet becomes unstable as it crumbles away little by little. 

"Ryuko you must calm down." The quivering elder muttered, though his face held a large smirk like he had finally hit the jackpot.

Maame took a deep breath, holding her tongue from cursing you out or dropping boulders on both people at the same time. 

"Please tell me what you mean?" You asked, suddenly distressed despite knowing exactly what she meant by what she said.

"He saw you, he saw you two galavanting and touching and entering some cave, I have seen the two of you together touching and flirting as if you were teenagers, I've seen him degrade you sexually with his eyes I know he has touched you!" She took a step towards you, pulling at your clothes. 

You fought for your decency wrapping your arms around yourself and trying to shove her away with your elbows.

"I know his markings are on you!" She yelled as if possessed.

Dabi stepped in once again his blue flame catching the corner of your eye, about to cause damage to your mother figure that would probably be irreparable.

"Stop, please do not hurt her!" You shouted, the two involved in a tussle ceasing movements altogether to watch you as you sobbed, you knelt on the floor, hands grabbing at Maame's feet.

You knew your connection with your creator was wrecked as soon as Touya became part of your bubble, your prayers interrupted with thoughts of him. Your chores stopped to ask him useless questions and talk to him about the mundane. He had taken away your main reason to live and replaced it with himself, making your belief sway.

"All we did was kiss I swear it to my grave," You sobbed, your heart twisting from the lie, making you cry even more while Dabi stood stunned.

The Elder smirked, opening his mouth to spout useless blubber.

"Our pure angel has been tainted by this beast from the outside, she is crying Ryuko. She feels guilt for allowing the devil to poison her mind, to insert the seed of temptation!"

His shouts called the attention of your sect, if not that then your pleading cries as you confessed to sin. Upon the arrival of his fighters, he used a signal to let them know to hold Touya down. Sick thoughts raced through his head as he thought of how to provoke the man in front of him.

He stepped around your shrunken form, reaching his old hand down to your nape, holding you tight as he pulled you upwards. Your snivelled face reddened with blood while tears dripped down your face out of guilt and fear of punishment.

"You have allowed his dirtied lips on yours, you no longer fear the one who created and spent time making you with perfection, you go and commit the original sin a conspiracy against your maker. The punishment is clear."

You hold your breath, fearing what he would do to you, anything but fire you hoped you couldn't stand the idea of being burned.

"The boy will be exiled while the girl will be pitted,"

You couldn't let Dabi leave, you weren't sure you knew a time when you could live without him there. If he left you'd spend every moment of every day searching for him in the trees, in the birds, in your cute frog. You couldn't have him leave you here.

"Please, he didn't do anything, it was me. I forced him to, I begged him to-"

"She's lying!" Dabi shouted, finding the whole scene ridiculously medieval. The way that man was speaking to you was degrading, the way he was even holding you sent unpleasant shivers down his spine and the way he looked at you provided enough evidence to prove that he was the one who touched you.

"I am not, he is just trying to protect me. I pulled him to the cave. I plotted against our maker. I threatened him if he didn't touch me. I told him I would get him punished if he didn't comply. I made him kiss me!" You cried, your body sagging as you curled into the ground clutching the soil while you became overwhelmed.

You hadn't lied like this before, you had never been this persistent you had never begged like this before, never felt this strong need to protect someone it was all too much. 

"My trial! I always remember the feeling and wanting to know if I'd get the same thing from a kiss, my mind has been corrupt since,"

Dabi squinted his eyes, completely confused. Were you saying that you forced him to kiss you cause you liked being touched when a teen? What type of fucked cult bull shit is this?

"You guys are fucked in the head," He muttered for that man to hear.

The Elder, held his hand up for silence, the mutters in the crowd coming to a halt as he thought of the punishment to be used.

"By morning I do not want to see you here, you must be gone, if not you will be executed. Is that understood Dabi?" He sneered, holding the urge to smirk at his obvious victory over you. 

"No please!" You begged wrapping your arm around the much older man's leg.

"Y/n can you not see the evil woven into the scars on his face? The deceit he has held over all of us. Look at him once more, he was raised in hate, born in grief and I am doing you a favour by making this disgrace leave our Swarga. Thank me for not killing him instead,"

You thought you didn't have any more tears but they were evident as more spilled out of your eyes, your throat dry and croaky as you groaned, your head hurting from all the despair this man was causing you. Yet despite it all, your emotions dimmed out and you thanked him.

" Very good of you, I will lower your punishment back to the pit, it was going to be branding," 

Dabi knew well enough that man wasn't going to brand you, but your eyes widened in fear, lips zipping immediately as you quivered.

You didn't protest when a fighter picked you from the floor guiding you to the pit that Touya had heard you speak of. ' A boxed grave' is how you described it, spiders and beetles crawling in the confined space with only enough room for you to breathe. One couldn't move in the pit without warning a snake that you were a threat and it should attack. There wasn't enough space to lay on your side and sleep, and one wouldn't want to sleep due to the hardwoods and fear that a rat may eat your toes as you snooze. 

You hated the pit, though from what you told him, you were a very frequent visitor.

He observed he had finally gotten what he wanted, a chance to leave. His thoughts, however, were on you. He promised himself that he would leave with you if given the chance. He couldn't leave and spend his days missing the hippie cult that wanted to kill him rather than his overbearing father and silent mother.

The Elder watched as the crowd dispersed, already bored of what was going on while Maame stood still, chewing on her lip anxiously.

"I'll fucking kill you, you know," Touya threatened, but he knew he wouldn't do it because it would upset you and he wouldn't do anything to make you upset.

"You will further prove you aren't one of us and be killed by Elders of other sects if not by the residents," He grinned, if he was a young man he would be clicking his heels in glee.

"You're fucked in the head, speaking to her like all this is real like all this getting high and praying to some creator is good. I know it was you who fucking touched her as well, you put your dirty hands on her and made her hold that stupid thing that makes her think she's forsaken!" Touya hadn't felt a rage like this in a long time, a hatred that he usually reserved for his father spilling out of his mouth.

"Oh so you know," The man laughed eyes gleaming red as he activated his quirk, freezing Touya in place, " She must have told you how I gazed upon her virgin body and took my time touching her, she must have told you the sounds she made in her confused haze, how she enjoyed the touch of her elder over that of the children we scatter around here. Did she tell you about how I installed a fear of temptation by punishing her birth mother for her reaction? How I made her watch as I set the woman alight and told her she would go to hell because her daughter allowed herself to enjoy a man's touch. " 

He chuckled to himself like a madman, watching Touya's paralysed body as his eyes shifted with anger trying to cause harm to him. He relished in Dabi's hatred.

"You must think I'm sick, but worse happens on the outside that is why me and my friends created this haven, a small lie to protect people like Y/n from demons like you. I will be the first to have her body and by that time you will be a forgotten memory just like her whore mother-"

The man's face fell forward passing out almost instantly, possibly dead.

Dabi took a deep inhale, holding his head in confusion, his eyes clear as he noticed Maame stood behind him with a rock in her hand, obvious betrayal and confusion in her eyes like she was two seconds away from a manic episode.

That's probably what happens when one finds out their daughter had been touched when they were younger.

Oh and the fact their place of living had been created by a group of friends.

"You must leave now." She muttered, her face holding high levels of disgust as that man's words rang in her ear.

"I will just tell me where is this pit, where's Y/n?" 

Maame, held his hand, pulling him around the passed-out partiers, and the few overdosing. She brought him into the forest, a dark, cold and wet part and pointed at the leaves covering a rectangular opening.

"You must take her and leave, do not return to this place again,"

"And what about you?" He asked, foreign feelings brewing inside him, was this pity?

"I'm going on a walk." She stated, staring into space as she walked silently into the darker parts of the forest, thoughts of death fickling in her mind.

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You lay still and silent, trying to keep your mind as blank as possible so as to not feel anything. Your mind registered the rushed voices above you as partiers trying to find their way to their cabins to lie down. 

You held yourself tightly, reminding yourself not to think.

Then the heavy door of your confinement swung open, your eyes went wide a smile spreading across your face as you saw your lover reaching a hand inside to help you out.

You suppressed the urge to cry already high on emotions thinking that he saved you. Saved you from an endless agony, or from being forgotten inside this coffin.

"You came for me?" You smiled, grinning from ear to ear. He ignored your words, remembering what that chunky woman told him before walking deeper into the forest.

"We have to leave this place" He urged, holding your hand and pulling to drag you while your mind caught up with his words. 

"Wait Touya!" You exclaimed, yanking your hand back to your body. "Leave where?" You asked.

"Swarga or whatever this fucking hellhole is called," He heaved, already disgusted he has to spend more time in the countryside.

"Do not curse," You scold.

"I have no time for this pious bullshit, that man is going to wake up any second and will kill me on the spot do you understand,"

"No, he wouldn't he gave you until morning, we have until morning to convince him to let you stay," You affirmed.

"Don't be stupid, that won't work, we need to go and now!" He stepped forward pulling on your hand once again to drag you to the tall trees separating the forest of the commune and the forest near his city

"I'm not going anywhere with you!" You exclaimed taking a few steps away from him in case he tried to grab you again.

"Why not? I'll keep you safe" His voice was impatient though he kept it calm as if trying to calm a child.

"How will you keep me safe, you are the one who came to repent because you want to murder your family. I do not want to harm my family in any of my dreams. In my dreams, they stay safe with me. I grow old with Leilani and Iguchi, I tend to Maame as she ages and I remain here, in Swarga." Your voice raised, your brain trying to understand his reasoning as to why he wanted to leave your home.

"Maame might not even stay here herself, she just ran away now because your pedo elder admitted to this place being fake," He shouted, stalking towards you in his yukata, finding it weird that you didn't want to leave all this hippie shit behind.

"I do not care," Your hands curled into fists, your stubborn nature peeking through.

"What?" His brows furrowed.

"I do not care. My family reside here, we are at peace here, we eat together, live and sleep together, we have been around each other since young I cannot abandon them and even if this place is a lie, I do not believe it is, I am happiest here."

"Even after they locked you in a grave!" He scoffed

"Yes, I love them,"

" Even though they burned your mother,"

Your eye twitched, you had never dumped that memory from your brain, it was the main reason you hated fire, but you had caused it, not them. When someone does something bad they must pay for the crime.

"It was for a greater good,"

"Do you hear what the fuck you're saying? You said your mother deserved to die because some guy assaulted you."

"It was a trial,"

He couldn't believe how indoctrinated you sounded as if you had rehearsed your lines to make yourself sound deluded.

"A trial that no other girl had to do?" he rolled his eyes "You're not that dumb."

"Stop insulting me!"

"Stop giving me opportunities," The two of you stay silent arms folding and glaring at each other. You wanted to hit him for proposing such a stupid idea to you. You felt like he didn't understand, he wasn't seeing how much your life here meant to you as a person and how you were the best version of yourself.

"And how would we leave without Amaliqah, without my notebook, my clothes, did you think of that?" You snapped, feeling your mind cloud with the things The Elder accused Dabi of being, and things he accused you of being that wouldn't have been brought up if Dabi didn't bring up his outside ideals.

"I don't care about a frog, I care about you, and I can't leave you here knowing that, that man is alive and well and could harm you again." He sounded vulnerable, like he would break down and cry in a second just like old Touya would, before you came and changed him for the better.

"I'm not going with you." You stood your ground fighting the urge to cry as you stared with upright authority.

"Y/n,"

"No, you should leave, you have your father to argue with, your hatred for him surpasses your love for me, so please go to him, I choose family as well but out of love." You fired.

"Y/-"

"please leave immediately, I would hate to call the fighters if I see you again." You declared, turning your back to him as you felt tears fill your eyes. Were you going to let your soulmate leave your sight, was he willing to end it all? Didn't he see that your religion was dearer than he could ever be?

Touya paused, watching as you turned away from him wrapping your arms around your own body. He wanted to just pick you up and run away, but you'd hate him even more for that. Despite all the arguing he always had a knowing of where your priorities lie. 

" What do you dream of?" You had never answered his question, always saying that you were content with your life and that you didn't need anything, yet you had known for the past 4 hours that he dreamt of you morning, day and night. Did he seriously not matter to you enough to not want to run away with him?

"I am sure it is not you," You answered, still refusing to look in his direction.

He wanted to accuse you of lying, he wanted to continue arguing since that would be the only way to speak to you, but you seemed finished and stubborn.

He turned around walking away to never see you again.

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[marleysfinest]

twix and laffy taffy!!!!

YES MAAM

twix – in what ways do you complement each other?

I answered here in a much more philosophical way so now I will ask far more literally; he's so fucking poetic about it it's borderline cringe like I'll get ready for the day and come downstairs and he'll be all "omg you look stunning" when all I've done is combed my hair and put on mascara, whereas I'm much more quiet and reserved about it (read: not stingy!!!!), like we'll be in the car and I'll scratch the back of his neck and tell him he looks handsome today uwu

laffy taffy – do any of you ever take things too far?

I honestly don't think so like I legit don't see this happening??? we're both bags of nerves so while we do love to joke around we're constantly on guard for upsetting the other one LMAO

halloween candy selfship asks🍭

[goodluckbab]

i was like what stunning dyke moment will she bless us with and bitch came out as a knight with a sword. yes maam i love you so much

[peterparkersnose]

The Last of Us Ep 2 Spoilers Under Here

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1. Opening scene: Jakarta. The tik tok conspiracists were right.

2. Joel’s broken hand >>> i’m sorry i’m fucked but that was hot

3. Tess sounds like Donna Pinciotti from that 70s show it’s uncanny.

4. Frog playing the piano was the most wholesome thing i have seen in this show so far

5. Skeleton in the hotel/spa scared me. 10/10 jumpscare

6. The way Joel pulls Ellie back by her hood

7. The awkward small talk between Joel and Ellie “Are you two…” “Pass”. Gives more of an insight to Joel and Tess’s relationship. I love dialogue with them. Soft Joel coming out around Ellie >>>

8. I just have to say these sets are amazing??? Stunned.

9. MUSEUM!!! I know this, I remember it from the game!

10. THE FLASHLIGHTS! Idk why but they always make me feel so connected to the game

11. “Not Quiet. Silent.” I love assertive Joel.

12. This museum is 10x scarier than I remember in the game. The show is definitely scarier than the game (or i’ve just been desensitized to the game bc i’ve played it multiple times)

13. THESE PROPS. WOW. The dead infected lady on the stairs?

14. I also love how we’re getting more of an insight to their lifespans. “Some live for months, some for years.” I never knew that about infected before. Confused tho, not sure how many people are still thriving to be recently infected in this world of very few.

15. The museum room with the clickers is JUST how i remembered it in the game.

16. WHEN I FIRST HEARD THE CLICKERS MAAM I WAS SHITTING

17. The fact that they have people playing these clickers is fantastic. Amazing acting from these individuals.

18. Joel checking his bullets >>> (quietly tho)

19. I can just tell pee paw Joel is just so done with these clickers. 

20. I will say tho these shits are so much easier to kill in game.

21. Clicker experience 10/fucking 10

22. Ellie got double bit lmaooo

23. Joel setting Tess’s ankle is such a bittersweet moment, I had a gut feeling on what was coming up.

24. Dead fireflies. Dead infected fireflies

25. Looking at all that abandoned firefly supplies makes me want to collect all they have. Game instincts i guess

26. Tess revealing she is bit

27. “Your breaking my fucking heart, baby” (for any of my narcos girlies bc that’s how i felt during that scene)

28. “Oops, right?” i swear that is more direct dialogue from the game

29. THE HORDE. The makeup on them is phenomenal

30. Tess died fighting the horde instead of soldiers. More upset she died the way she died.

31. The way her lighter wouldn’t work gave me such anxiety

32. TF THAT THING KISS HER FOR??? NAW i was done. worse than looking at toes istg i HATED THAT WITH A PASSION. worse than that damn granny scene in ep. 1 i hate the tendrils. god fucking damn.

33. Thanked god the lighter worked bc idk if i could have handled that tess x infected make out sesh any longer. EW!

34. no tommy in this episode :( they really made both miller brothers so fine tho. thank u casting director 😘

thanks for listening to my rambles :)

[hollyhomburg]

just tryna make sure you get these asks !! your bank card MAAM

OH MY GOD THANK YOU I AM SO FUCKING LUCKY 😭 locked and did an order for a replacement

You seriously have my back dude like…wow I was SO GOING THROUGH IT I POSTED MY BANK INFORMATION???? On a scale of one to ten how down bad are you for yoongi cuz obviously he’s got me down bad enough wow 🫠 I’m stunned at my stupidity LUCKILY nothing happened

[jassrain]

"Captain Crimvaren, ma'am," the cabin boy, Jim, huffed out. The youth was in a panic and scared, it read from his heavy breathing to wide darting eyes, and his pallid complexion.

"Take a breath Jimmy," Rain said as she stood up, her smoky voice soothing in tone. "What has you in such a state?" She asked, tightening the belt of her breaches after tucking in her tunic.

"Ma'am, the sky is strange….you have to see this, maam." The youth calmed enough to speak clearly.

"Then I'll have a look" she walked past the boy tousling his shaggy hair. She set up her boots next to the door and remained barefoot. After a brief glance at the ornate long coat she pulled the tricornered hat on to shade her eyes as she went out on deck.

On the deck there was dead silence, no one calling for sail work or rigging adjustments. Also missing was the sound of the sails snapping in the wind. There was the creek and groan of the rigging as the schooner bobbed.

"Are we in the doldrums Mr Hawk?" Rain asked, approaching the helm, snapping her fingers in front of the man's face when he didn't answer.

She finally turned to look at what had the crew so stunned to not answer their captain. The sea was still like glass and reflected the deep purple sky and maroon horizon of the sunset. There were however three moons in that sky, one full and two crescent. The crescent moons framing the full, giving the appearance of an eye.

"Jim" Rain said, pressing a key into the youth's hand, "give Skillet a sip of rum then help him distribute it to the others."

"Captain" the boy nodded, then from the stairs to the main deck "where are we, Captain?"

"Well off the map young Jim, well off the map." Dismissing Jim from her thoughts, Rain went to the rail and scanned the aft horizon.

[truehappinessissonear]

"hello nice to meet you" goes bonkers over this song

So first of all starting off with the obvious new greg

Plot reason to explain a new actor! He literally became a new person- Rebecca perceives him way differently than she did before

This Greg is cuter I'd say, because she sees him as less mean

Similarly, Rebecca's transformation comes in the evolution of her hair, which I've talked about before

Considering the show is from her POV it makes sense as to why shes the same actor, sure she changed, yes she acknowledges she changed, but deep down she still perceives herself in a similar way, because those bad things of her past will remain in her mind, she can forgive others but not herself

WHICH! i will come back to later

The first place they go to is the pretzel shop- the first example that shes becoming her own person and doing something that makes her happy

This shows Greg that she has gotten better- however as established in a later episode, the pretzel shop isn't her "dream" so while it makes her happy, its not her full true self. This matches with the fact shes really happy to see Greg however the guilt of her Marco incident weighs her down- she enjoys the pretzel shop but shes still not achieving her dream

Rebecca is stunned to find Greg so different- he was a bitter guy who, despite going back to her a lot, found it hard to forgive She needs reassurance that he's ready to forgive- she doesn't THINK he should forgive especially considering Marco

The song starts because Rebecca doesn't feel like this is reality- while the songs are usually her escape from reality this isn;t the same, she can't believe this is reality

Greg says at the start he wants to start over, however Rebecca's mind is telling her that they can't truly start over fully. Thats why she starts off with "You've been inside of me" as she can't disconnect their past from them Then he responds with "You broke my heart" obviously not something he holds against anymore, but I see it as Greg telling her that he cared. We see in the song "I hate everything but you" he has a really unconventional way of saying I love you. Greg can come off as uncaring so he wanted to reassure her But back to Rebecca's starting line, she uses sex to cope a lot of the time, to cope with the fact that shes debating about the Marco thing she cracks a joke like that

They then say "I've spent many years processing my anger, wouldn't know what to say to the person I knew, but its nice to meet you" They acknowledge the fact that they are the same people but they can see in eachother that they've grown- maybe suggesting to eachother they're proud of the others growth

Then the sets come in

They aren't real, they don't look real

The characters acknowledge them. A lot of Rebecca songs the sets are very IN the song but the fact they are obvious sets continues the fact that Rebecca doesn't see this as real- she can't believe it

"Oh maam your baguette!" ,,,hear me out on this one guys Basically they're only kinda talking about their issues with eachother, only one off sentences but they'd rather make jokes and act like nothing happened Obviously,, this isn't the best as seen later but this is what Rebecca WANTS to happen She doesn't want to say the Marco thing because she likes Greg, she wants to act like nothing happened So they can make jokes but the song has the general theme of "ypu did this to me!!" covered with a joke, cus Rebecca wishes something as big as that could be jokes about

Greg agreeing with him being toxic and rebecca agreeing that she was a bitch <3 theyve grown so much my sillies

"Yeah she kinda was" They're not going to make excuses for eachothers past actions, they just forgive

Which is the entire thing of the song

Don't ignore but forgive

Also the screen ratio changes from average film to tv (tv being,,, rebeccas real life) once again suggesting that feeling of not real

"I mean is anyone we meet really that new to us, we're all the same species that grew in a uterus" so true line Every human is some way is connected adn connections are important We all came from the same place so #worldpeace whatevs

"You seem really cool" they're so dorky I love them. Plus his little spin is so much like the "I gave u a uti" song, this time she gives into his silly goofiness tho! cus love

"if you have a message for my doppelganger, I'm happy to pass it along as a favour" Making it clear to eachother that talking and setting boundaries is important and that they do want to let the other vent out past emotions, however they won't take it as personal as they aren't the same people as they were 2 years prior

However, Rebecca knows she has to tell the truth about his dad so she tries to bring the conversation back to seriousness with "Tell him its sad that he had to hide" Then Greg responds with a jokey line, shutting her down However, unlike old Rebecca she wants to let people know how truly sorry she is so she immediately says "Tell him I'm sorry" she wants the conversation to be serious for a second And Greg realises that, so he goes along with it. Showing how unlike before he's ready to face his emotions

The camera also changes back to normal during that line cus thats when it gets real,,,

THEN.

They just take a second

To smile at eachother

No singing

No speaking

Just a simple smile

Then a cute walk back to where they started at the start of the song, Rebecca seeing the smile realised he did mean it, he does love her AHH

ok.

next

Ok why isn't one on youtube

Theres a song right before this next one where they sing "I mean is anyone we meet really that new to us, we're all the same species that grew in a uterus. A kiss is a kiss, a face is a face, so what if we met in another time and another place"

After Rebecca tells him about the Marco thing- she thinks its over

However, he meant what he said

He meant that he wanted to start over

He truly forgives her, so he reconfirms it They know that they're good together- it truly was just "right person wrong time" and they realise this, their faults are faults but they're still a person, just like the other

NOW.

the reprise.

"she can forgive others but not herself"

this is represented in her dislike/ignorance of the child she donated her egg to

She says shes getting better but her hatred for herself is now put into this baby- which she sees as a small version of herself

Babies as commonly known as "pure" yet Rebecca's thoughts on herself taint Hebby's image

Though this song starts off with her introducing herself- cus shes ignored this baby for so long

You know Darryl calling the baby Hebecca probably did not help her

But Rebecca introduces herself because this is her acknowledging the baby isn't her

"Your kind of me" Still- she does feel like her mental health issues will impact this baby, shes worried shes made a mistake and itll grow up to have as poor of a life as she did

And she knows the baby is in good hands, so she knows the issues won't come from family trauma, but she assumes it would come from her. She doesn't want to even acknowledge what she sees as a mistake

Considering the fact the baby was born as she as getting arrested (knowing Rebecca's reliance on "signs) her view is,,, probably ruined by that too

"Since your both the future and kinda a mirror, I'll tell you right know that life doesn't get clearer" But she realised her best chance at letting Hebby have a good life was to give the baby advice- to ensure her future would be good. Plus, she wishes she got the advice, as she searched for her life to suddenly "make sense"

"All I can say is have fun in the grave" Still- Rebecca is a pessimist despite her trying to hide it in optimism. So she lets herself slip into a more morbid thought in front of the child

Then at the end, she emphasises "It's nice to meet you" because Hebby is her own person- a person that Rebecca should have a connection to as she grows up

[gogoakechi]

realizing just how formative reading deadman wonderland was for a very young freshly hatched transsexual me. like. looking back my whole fucking Ideal Gender Expression kinda originated with chaplin sukegawa. shes why i even started associating with peacocks and thinking of them in trans allegory. shes why i call my gender peacock NOW. i last read the manga in high school so idk what id think of her rep today but in the moment i was absolutely stunned to see her personal traumas treated with as much weight as any other deadman. ESPECIALLY when they paired her with a young girl whos issues also revolved around not being a woman "the right way" and how they embraced themselves whilst beating the ass of some pretty chick that represented "perfect" womanhood. and she doesnt even detransition in the epilogue where she gets out and lives a happy life as a theatre director <3

maam you literally created me

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Chapter 9 'Going Under ' Dabi x reader

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Touya watched the tree croak and fall, the sound of its splitting bark hitting the water was ear-splitting, shocking him out of any thoughts he held. 

If this had been a normal morning and you'd been at the lake, you would've been injured heavily or dead. They needed something better than trees to hide this place otherwise you'd get hurt. He sighed, realising leaving would be a lot easier with the opening the tipped tree offered.

However, he saw something unnaturally big flying in the air, something with red wings on his back and a stupid haircut and jacket. Was that Hawks?

Had his dad sent Hawks to collect him instead of himself? No that couldn't be it, there was a fire on the tree and the festival fire was on the other side of the sect neat the inner forest. He squinted looking at the gap provided by the fallen tree and noticed heroes pouring into the community. 

Had this been another time he'd be happy that his father had finally got the time and put an effort into finding him, he'd probably be content with the outcome of running off this time, but he was a different person now. He had different wants and different needs, right now his priority was making sure you were safe.

He was sure he'd have to find you and protect you from his tyrannical father.

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Fuck why did this have to happen to me?

You cried, your arms hooked under Maame's dragging her limp body from the forest where you found her. She hadn't responded to your calls, your cries or begging, but what you knew she needed was help.

She was a bigger woman than you and it was taking a lot to pull her through the trees, without hurting her more than she had already.

She had to have known that berry wasn't for eating, she was the one who taught you about plants. She had to have known the red pearl-like berry was poisonous and that it could kill and harm. It wasn't time to think about that, she would be fine if you just found help. 

All you need to do is find someone who can help, with a healing quirk or someone who knows how to get rid of poison in the body.

You tripped over, groaning and sniffling from stress. You couldn't lose two people at once, and you couldn't bear it. You huffed, keeping your tears in your eyes as you started again.

Imagine if you hadn't ventured deeper into the woods if you hadn't decided to clear your head, you wouldn't have found your shallow-breathing mother sprawled out on the floor and choking on her own vomit.

"Maame I promise you will be fine, I just need to get you to a doctor or healer and you will be ok," You bit your lip, straining as you dragged her once again, body taken over by fatigue. 

You sucked in a deep breath, it held there indefinitely. Your eyes went wide as you saw what was coming towards the two of you, a large fiery branch thicker than your height and longer than your cabin flew at you. 

You were stunned, a thousand questions going through your mind. Had this branch come from the acre fence, if so how did it get this far, why is it on fire, why is it coming towards me, what if it hurts Maame, is it judgement day, am I going to hell for having sex?

Your body reacted on its own, draping yourself over Maame to protect her face, skin and body. You couldn't allow any harm to reach her before it was her destined time.

You sighed when the branch landed far from the two of you, breaking the smaller trees down with its heavier weight and transferring the fire to the other trees. 

You trembled, thinking you were being shown what your punishment after death would be. Your mother, d̶e̶a̶d̶  passed out in your arms, having no escape from the forest due to the fire surrounding you and about to burn for eternity. 

It happened to your birth mother and now it was going to happen to you.

You wouldn't let the fire stop you, even if you felt choked up and two seconds away from passing out due to stress you wouldn't allow Maame to be injured. You dragged her around the branch, luckily missing the ashen debris of plants and trees and exiting the forest to the residential area.

You would've been safer in the burning forest, it looked like an all-out war.

It looked like the people of your home, your family were fighting, demons. Devilish creatures here to cause distress, wearing strange costumes, with strange gadgets on their body, their quirks in full power as they attack your family.

Couldn't they see your people were defending themselves, yet they were attacking innocent people, what about the children, the animals, our belongings? Lost to the fire, houses lost to the green-haired boy who punches and the girl who produces Satan's weaponry from her body.

Didn't they know that Leilani dreamt of training to become the best fighter the commune had ever seen, or that Iguchi was yet to ask the blue-haired boy with red eyes from the other sect to be his friend? 

They are here to destroy dreams.

The destruction caused by the one with ash blonde hair, his anger and frustration that of a jinn while he happily, pridefully attacked the fighters.

The one with wings cuts Leilani's beautiful long hair, as she defends her home from the intruders—the demon who commands animals to commit treasonous acts against their own will. 

Worst of all the ones with fire, they horrified you, they made your skin itch with hatred. One had hair of fire warning any good person not to come close otherwise she will tempt to sin. Then worst of all Shoto and Endeavour.

"Is that not the man Touya praised in his dream?" You whispered, clutching onto Maame as you thought of your next plan of action.

The two were merciless, pillaging and plundering, setting fire to homes to draw people out like barbarians. If you would say anything, it was that this man was satan himself. An anger present that you hadn't seen before, lashing residents disregarding his humanity to spread his evil.

He was the personification of evil and nemesis of all good people, malevolent forces of pure sin, and Touya was the son of such a creature.

He was larger in person and scarier to look at, fire erupting from his body constantly, to warn disbelievers of what was to come.

You thought of your responsibility, your pet, your child Amaliqah, scared in the pet sanctuary as the fighting split her ears. You thought of the nursery, the babies confused, panicked and traumatised, ears bleeding from the noise.

"We must help protect the animals and children," You told Maame, dragging her body and leaning it against a tree, promising you will come back for her, but need your hands free. 

You ran, through the twisting houses towards the animal shelter. Yet you stood confused, wondering where the shelter was if this tree branch had taken up its space. You stood, ignoring the screamers and runners and beggars and prayers, while you stared at where your frog would stay to sleep squashed under a burning branch the stench of burning skin sickening you. You hunched over, holding the floor as you vomited.

"Y/n I'm so happy I found you, look I can get us out of here, I'll use my fire to protect you and we can just run, nothing bad will come your way I promise, Y/n?" 

You shut your eyes, taking deep breaths while you stood up, trying to calm the awful, strong pounding in your chest. You felt like you were going to die, you were going to die. 

"Leave me be I need to find Maame," You whispered, running past him towards, where you left your mother. 

She was fine, you sighed, everything was intact.

"I need to get her help, she ate something and was sick, you need to help her before you help me, then we need to get the children, the fighters are busy and those with strong quirks, many are too scared to help, we need help. Oh creator, please help, please make sure Amaliqah is ok and Maame gets the help she needs...."

Touya looked at Maame and she looked, well, dead. Her skin had paled, her face had lost elasticity almost sagging and her eyes were blank and open, her mouth covered in vomit.

"Y/n she's dead." He told you as you began trying to drag her again. You didn't stop still muttering to yourself a plan on how you could save everyone there but you were dragging a dead body around like a mad woman. 

"Y/n?"

" Stop talking and help me,"

"She's dead," 

"How can she be?" You asked, successfully dragging her around aimlessly, not seeing logic in what Touya was saying.

"Look at her y/n she's dead," 

You looked down, glancing over her features properly, and let a few tears leave your lash line. Of course, you knew she was dead but you couldn't leave her, and she wasn't allowed to leave you.

"What do you want me to do, leave her so her body can be taken by the devilish flames of that man?!" You snapped, realising that you had surrounded yourself by Dabi and his poison.

"Calm down, I'm not the one who killed her,"

How could he say something so cruel? No it all made sense now, he had tempted you with the evil he shares with his father.

"Is that man your father?" You pointed at the sky, to the broad man surrounded by fire.

"Yeh," He answered, creeped out by the sudden chill in your tone.

"Of course, he gave you his fire and you hold his evil inside you,"

"Where is this coming from?" He asked, reaching his hand to you like you would do to him, he always liked it when you slid your hands over his, but you pushed him away by his chest, making him topple onto the floor.

"Do not touch me dirty child of the devil!" You spat. You shut your eyes tightly taking a deep breath as you decided to leave your mother giving her a lovely view of her home being destroyed.

"Y/n please," He whispered, sensing pure hatred from you Touya hadn't felt the grief of death and he wasn't one to be an empath but with you, he could read you like a book, and you despised him, " touch me and you'll see that I still dream of you," He offered stretching his hands out for you to take.

"You do not dream of me, you do not love me, you see me as an appendage to spread your satanic ideals, and you have tricked me to complete your tasks before calling your father that you conveniently hate. I wish for you to leave me be I do not wish to be with you."

Touya was going to cry, he could feel blood pooling in his eyes as he allowed them to fill his eyes, but he was just met with a grimace from you.

"You even cry tears from hell, you are a devilish creature, I shouldn't even be interacting with you."

"Was I devilish in my dream the one where I married you, was I so grotesque there?" He asked, almost on his way to tweak out, you couldn't dump him like his father, you were meant to be forever. He had promised himself he'd marry you as soon as you guys left, going straight to a courthouse to sign documents.

"I do not know what powers you possess, that is how jinns tempt you, they show you something you cannot refuse before taking you down to hell fire with them, and you have tricked me well. I believed you were mine, yet you were here to make me fall into the sin of lust again, so our creator can give me a just punishment just like my whore mother, you have made me a whore Dabi,"

"That's not true-"

"Oh my gosh. Dabi. How didn't I know from the start the name you've branded yourself with i knew it sounded familiar, cremation, you have come to do it to me specifically," Your jaw was slack, eyes wide as you panicked thinking it was already your time and who else could it be by if not by the one you loved.

"I promise you I'm not. You need to calm down Y/n you're just shocked, your guardian has just died you're grieving you need to sit down,"

"Stop speaking to me like that. You are an enemy of Swarga, an enemy of me leave me be."

Touya watched you walk away, he wanted to break down and cry, he wanted to scream he wanted to chase after you but he couldn't seem to move so all he did was walk away.

You would go for the children first then, you would check the animals again, check if Amaliqah is alive, or maybe it was better she was dead because her beloved lake now held a tree polluting the clear waters with soot and CO2. She wouldn't like that very much.

You wanted nothing to do with that scum. You wished you hadn't met him, then you would be content with your life here, you would've kept your hymen intact for 7 years more, and you would've been happy taking care of your sect and leading prayer.

So why were you now regretting the words you spewed to him, why did you miss your mornings by the lake and why were you thinking about all the questions you didn't get a chance to ask him?

"Hello, are you Y/n?" You turned to the direction you heard the voice, a teenager with purple hair, and tired eyes looking in your direction while he stood unaffected by the firey branch he was perching on.

" I must get the children I'm not in the mood for any conve-"

Why can't I move?

"Are you Y/n?" 

"Yes," You answered, your soul stuttering at the lack of use of your body. You feared this outsider would take advantage of your body. His quirk acting like a bodily control - truth quirk. 

"You're under arrest, come with me please."

To your surprise you followed, confusion filling your body as you walked out.

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maam did you know that youre absolutely gorgeous? like, stunning? you are

Oh, Thank you, Darling. That is very kind of you.💋

But yes, I did know.