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drchucktingle · 3 days ago
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As an autistic person, did you struggle to make and keep friends? And have you found friends through the writing world? I ask because my mom always said i needed to find my people. I did finally find them (they are neurodiverse trans nerds, haha), but not until i was like 30. And i wonder if its true of other autistic people too. So i guess my question is: did you find your people, and when?
thank you this is good question. i have always had a LOT of CLOSE BUDS even from a very young age. i would actually say that i am unusually socially adept in my way and that it is partially BECAUSE of my autistic trot. LETS TALK ON THAT FOR A MOMENT
'BUT CHUCK YOU SAID YOU ARE ON THE SPECTRUM AND AUTISTIC BUCKAROOS CANNOT BE SOCIALLY ADEPT' some say. and sure it is UNUSUAL overall, technically speaking, but there is also an important reason we talk about this as a spectrum of buckaroos and not a monolith
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when buckaroos ask me what it is like to be autistic i try to explain like this: there are certain cues and markers from the outside that serve as a sort of identification checklist but because of masking they are not always correct. instead i see it as question of WHAT IS IT LIKE INSIDE YOUR BRAIN?
internally my brain is different. its taking in way more information all the time, including the stuff that neurotypical buds block out, and that can become overwhelming. it is hard to navigate because i do not have that automatic neurotypical 'here is what is important here is what is not' function
so yes i can be easily distracted and zone out as i watch the patterns and fractals spin off. and yes i can miss certain things in social situations. in many autistic buckaroos this makes large groups overwhelming and the OUTPUT of behavior matches what we typically know as signs of autism
FOR ME however, same thing is going on inside, but i have managed to HARNESS that information. even from very young age i see that everyone is DOING THE HUMAN ACT but instead of rejecting that and shutting off i think 'well okay i am just going to do THIS because thats what they actually want'
in other words, most neurotypical buds say one thing that has a kind of spiraling social-cue-related OTHER MEETING (they do this ALL the time) and instead of rejecting that i have trained myself to be REALLY REALLY good at knowing the hidden meaning. it is EMPATHY but on a sort of LOGIC BASED level
and because i have always been pretty good at that, people like to trot around me and say 'wow this is a good friend they understand me'. now for ME that can be a little exhausting and there are things i need to do and stims and all that to release the effort, but overall it is worth it to me
OTHER THING is that i was a successful CREATOR AND ARTIST BUCKAROO from an early age which is socially seen as 'cool' especially when you are trotting around in your youth. it is not particularly FAIR but it is true that some level of fame makes buds treat you well even if you are 'weird'.
of course it can be a sort of FAKE 'treating you well' but as an autistic buckaroo it is still more of a chance than you might otherwise get. this timeline has sort of carved out a very special little sliver of social grace for the token odd artistic weirdo to have a seat at each cool kids table
ANYWAY that is the trot of my life. it is a unique trot that i dont get to talk on much but since you asked THERE YOU GO. every chance i get to say 'I LOVE BEING AUTISTIC' and talk on HOW MUCH IT HAS IMPROVED MY LIFE i try to take a moment and do that. when i was young i had few autistic heroes
and OF COURSE it can be difficult and overwhelming and we need to have space for those stories and voices, but i want young buckaroos who get this diagnosis to know there are ALL KINDS of stories and trots on the autism spectrum. MINE IS PRETTY DANG COOL and maybe yours will be too. LOVE IS REAL
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wrenofwvnds · 3 days ago
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eva noblezada as eurydice in hadestown~
it’s truly been a dream seeing eva perform as eurydice. i cannot believe how different she seems on stage compared to when i saw her and reeve perform together in their concert. this whole hadestown stuff has been so fantastic but also incredibly stressful and bittersweet. there’s SO much to process, like the fact that i’m seeing someone perform that i never thought i’d get the chance to, let alone as my favourite role of hers. i’m incredibly grateful that i have gotten to see the OBC 2 times so far. but as an autistic person with a hadestown special interest, i can���t pretend it hasn’t been very hard! i love it so much that it hurts. and i’m sad because i know it won’t last forever and i feel so much pressure to make the most of every second of it. i am but it’s taking a toll on my body seeing it, like the first 2 weeks i was soo deep in the special interest, all i could do was stress about making art for them at stage door. the second time i saw it, i cried through the whole show (silently haha) agh it’s just a LOT and i love it but it’s it’s hard. it’s ironic that i got the tickets because i’m autistic and get access tickets, but i also am experiencing all these different emotions about it so intensely because .. i am autistic.
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devixncy · 3 days ago
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Can I request a Thanos x reader AU where the X voters actually win and they leave early? But the main problem is that the reader was on the games to pay off debt so she can leave her shitty parter/fiancée/spouse but now she can’t because the money wasn’t enough to pay it all off. Fortunately, Thanos and the reader grew close during the games and he knew her reason for being there, and also knew the money wouldn’t be enough. So basically post games, he runs into her and they reconnect and he absolutely beats the shit out of the reader’s awful partner (because in Thanos’s mind, anyone who hurts the reader deserves hell)
If you couldn’t tell, I’m a sucker for protective Thanos who won’t hesitate to (literally) kill a bitch haha
a/n: anon i'm sorry this took me so long, i rewrote this 6 times. SIX. (i am never satisfied with my own work LOL)
✧ pairing: choi su-bong (thanos) x reader
✧ word count: 6.1k (i'm sorry.)
✧ content: fem!reader, swearing, mentions of abuse!!, mention of drugs, violence, ooc thanos/su-bong yet again (oops), au where X voters win, partner is gn bc it wasn't specified but also realized that thanos beats they ass so...
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The first day was the hardest. The sterile feel of the dormitory, the looming silence, and the constant threat of death. Nothing could prepare you for the weight of it, the brutality of it all, how you were just merely a pawn in a sick game.
You had stood lined up with the others—strangers, all of you forced into a game of life or death. None of you could fathom what was to come. The sounds of the red light/green light game still echoed in your mind, the screams, the metallic scent of blood, the bodies falling one by one.
But there was one person you noticed, even in the chaos. The purple haired rapper that you had heard the other players talking about, Thanos. He wasn’t like the others—no frantic desperation in his eyes. You had seen him after player 196 was shot in front of him. How quickly his demeanor changed once he took a pill out of his necklace; how quick he was to put others lives at stake. He breezed through the game, like it was something fun instead of something twisted and terrifying. 
You had no intention of ever speaking to him–or anyone else for that matter, unless the games required it. You felt as though you couldn’t trust anyone. There was already a divide, the vote evenly splitting the remaining players. Unfortunately, you voted to stay. It wasn’t like you wanted to, no. There was not a drop of greed in your body unlike most of the players that voted the same as you. You were drowning in debt, obviously–but it was more than that. It was debt that wasn’t your fault, but was the fault of your shitty excuse of a partner. You needed that prize money to escape from them as well, get away from the awful card you’d been dealt. 
You found yourself sitting alone in the dormitory after the vote, exhausted and anxious. Your mind raced—how would you survive this? Your previous determination was slipping away, overtaken by thoughts of self-doubt. Even if you did escape with enough money, how would you hide it from your partner? If the games disbanded early and the X voters won, would it even be enough? And what if it wasn’t?
“You’re thinking too hard, señorita,” a low voice rumbled from behind you. 
You stiffened, jolted out of your thoughts. Turning, you were startled to find Thanos standing there, his frame casting a shadow over you. He looked at you with an expression that was unreadable, his pupils blown wide. 
“You know, thinking like that can get you killed.” he said, lowering himself onto the stairs next to you. He didn’t ask for permission, didn’t even wait for an answer. You weren’t sure what gave him the confidence, but you could only assume it was the drugs still running through his veins. 
You scoffed, looking straight ahead. “And what would you know? You’re clearly not thinking about much of anything but yourself right now.”
He barked out a laugh, making finger guns and pretending to shoot them. “That’s how you play the game, flower. Only focusing on yourself means you’ll live.”
“Okay, is there a reason you came over here? Can I help you with something?” You asked with an eye roll, not quite sure what he wanted from you. 
“Tell you what. You stick with me, and I can keep you safe. Come join the Thanos world,” He said with a hand movement, and you turned your head to stare at him with a questioning look.
“Didn’t you just say-”
He cut you off. “Forget what I said. I don’t even remember what I said,” He responded with a stupid grin, his high still in full effect. “Look,” he said as he pointed to the blue O patch on your chest. “We’re basically already on the same team anyway. Don’t you think it would make sense?” You pursed your lips as he blabbered on.
“We’re here for very different reasons.” you murmured, crossing your arms over your chest. 
“Clearly not,” he snorted, his arrogance on full display. “But if you say so, señorita. If you change your mind, you know where to find me.” With a wink, he stood up and skipped off, presumably to go harass others with player 124. 
You shook your head to yourself. Why would you ever need him? 
The next day, during the second game, you were ashamed to have to walk up to Thanos. You felt like a dog with its tail between its legs, dragging your feet. In all fairness, you didn’t think you would need to team up so soon. And unfortunately–Thanos was the only player you had spoken to so far.
As you approached, he immediately noticed you. Turning his attention towards you, he grinned. 
“Señorita! Did you change your mind? Couldn’t resist the charm of the legend Thanos?” He gestured to himself. You internally gagged, wanting to turn around and walk away right then and there. 
“Don’t get the wrong idea. I’m only doing this because I have to.” You grumbled, while he and player 124 snickered.
“Yeah, yeah, whatever you say. C’mon, you won’t regret it.” He threw an arm around your shoulder, and you shrugged it off. You ended up sitting with your group that was made up of Thanos, Nam-gyu, Min-su and Se-mi. 
You began to open up a little as you sat and waited for your group's turn, conversation about nothing important flowing easily (more so with the sober ones of the group). Either way, it was a welcome distraction from the gunfire and bloodshed happening around you as entire groups were gunned down. Your tense posture and slight flinching at the sounds didn’t go unnoticed by Thanos. As soon as he noticed, he put a hand on your shoulder.
“Don’t worry, pretty girl. I said I’d keep you safe, didn’t I?” He asked with a laugh, however, you caught something genuine in the tone of his voice. You looked at him and his large pupils, and as you did some of the tension released from your body. Maybe he really did mean it. 
Thankfully, your group had breezed through the six legged pentathlon. You were terrified–and being chained directly to Thanos didn’t help, considering how reckless he was. To your surprise, however, his presence was comforting. He cheered you on during your turn, giving you the confidence you needed to help advance your team. 
Then came the next vote. You voted to stay yet again, as difficult as it was. The prize money still wasn’t enough to justify switching your vote. Thanos made himself the center of the chaos as per usual, egging on the O voters and only helping to increase the tension between both sides. It was almost unbearable to watch. 
Meal time was next, and it wasn’t nearly enough to satisfy your hunger. You’d been behind Thanos in line, watching as he threw his arms up in exasperation as he saw what they were offering. Once you stepped forward, you figured out why. It was a lousy piece of bread and a carton of milk. You accepted the food with a sigh, mumbling a quiet ‘thank you’ to the guards and turning on your heel. You walked past Thanos and the rest of your group, hearing him call out to you with one of his dumb pet names. Ignoring it, you went and sat by yourself to have some peace and quiet, wanting to be alone with your thoughts. 
Unfortunately, the universe did not have your back because minutes later, you felt a presence sit down next to you. You could see the flash of purple in your peripheral vision, causing you to roll your eyes.
“Can I help you, Thanos?” You questioned, taking a bite out of your bread. He was tapping his foot in an aggravating fashion, causing you to shoot your arm out and grab his leg. “Please stop doing that.”
“Ooo, I didn’t think we were moving that fast, señorita,” he wiggled his eyebrows. “I don’t mind, don’t worry. In fact, we could-”
You immediately put your finger up to his lips to stop him from talking. “You do not want to finish that sentence. I am not in the mood.” 
“Of course you’re not. Do you hate jokes and having fun?” he let out an exaggerated sigh, gulping down his milk. You didn’t respond, taking another bite of your food. 
“I’m kidding, relax,” He said as he noticed your silence. “Anyway, question for ya.” You didn’t respond, but motioned for him to continue. “Haven’t gotten a name from you yet. I can only come up with so many nicknames, you know?”
“That wasn’t a question,” you stated matter of factly. 
“Tch. Okay smartass.” He said, and you couldn’t stop the smile from spreading across your face. His eyes lit up at the sight, and you could tell he was about to make some dumb comment. 
“It’s (Y/N).” You said before anything could leave his mouth. He was silent for a moment. 
“Hm,” he hummed, looking right at you. “Beautiful name for a beautiful girl.” His voice was filled with nothing but sincerity, causing you to look at him with burning cheeks. “Aww, she’s blushing!” 
And he effectively ruined the moment. “Do you do this to every girl you meet?” You tilted your head questioningly. 
“No. Only the pretty ones.” He snickered, and this time you genuinely couldn’t tell if he was kidding or not. You huffed, finally finishing your meal. Taking notice of the fact that Thanos somehow hadn’t yet, you raised an eyebrow. You watched as he broke a piece of his bread off, holding it out to you and gesturing for you to take it. Vehemently, you shook your head. “Come on, (Y/N),” he tested your name, waving the food in front of your face. “You need it more than I do.”
“Uh, no actually. You shouldn’t be high on an empty stomach, you eat it. I’m not taking your share.” You stated, genuinely not wanting to take it. They barely fed you all as it was, not nearly enough to be sustainable. He shrugged, popping it into his mouth with no hesitation. 
“If you say so.” He mumbled with his mouth full, causing you to scrunch your nose. 
As much as you didn’t want to admit it, your bond with the egotistical rapper was quickly growing. Never in a million years did you think he of all people would be the person you’d become the closest with. To be honest, it wasn’t like you really had a choice. He didn’t leave you alone. But you were starting to look forward to his presence—it was the only form of comfort and familiarity you had in this place. 
That same night, you sat in your bunk with your knees pulled up to your chest after lights out. The faint glow of the piggy bank was the only thing illuminating the dark room. It allowed your eyes to wander around without being too obvious, although most players were long asleep. You, however, were wide awake. That would only be prolonged when a certain someone decided to come invade your personal space. 
You almost didn’t register how your mattress dipped below the weight of another person, your unfocused gaze and scrambled thoughts making you oblivious. Your head shot up, and your body quickly relaxed once you recognized the figure on the end of your bunk. 
“Relax,” Thanos whispered as if you weren’t surrounded by people who could easily take you out. “Just me again.”
“Shouldn’t you be asleep? Thought the pills would have knocked you out.” You cringed as the words left your mouth, not even trying to come off as rude. He chose to ignore it, though. 
“Could ask you the same thing. Shouldn’t you be asleep?” He asked as you shrugged. 
“Can’t sleep.” You said simply, looking at him in the golden glow of the pig. 
“I noticed. That’s why I came over here,” he said as he made himself comfortable on your bunk, sitting with his legs crossed. You mirrored his movements as sitting with your knees up was becoming slightly uncomfortable. 
The two of you sat and conversed for longer than you expected. You knew it wasn’t ideal—both of you should be getting enough rest for the third game. He was very easy to talk to, you had to admit. 
“So, how did someone like you end up in a place like this, señorita?” He asked, and you had been dreading that question. You could easily lie and come up with something other than your situation, because in all honesty Thanos absolutely seemed like the gullible type. However, you had come to trust him in the short amount of time you’d known him and didn’t feel that it was necessary to lie. You fidgeted with the sleeves of your jacket, taking in a shaky breath.
“I’ve raked up a lot of debt. I know that goes for everybody here, obviously. But it wasn’t my fault,” You paused, your eyes averting to stare at the mattress. “My partner…after we started dating, they got me to move in with them. Everything was going well until then. After I moved in, they had me quit my job. Promised to “take care of me”, said I wouldn’t have to worry about working. Then they drained my account, took everything I worked for. Blew through it, left both of us with nothing,” You said as you rolled up your sleeves, showing off the fading and now yellow bruises that littered your arms. “This has been my life. Escape always felt impossible, until I was handed that card in the subway station,” You let out a humourless laugh, feeling tears sting the back of your eyes. “And that’s why I’ve been voting to stay. So I can pay off my debt, and get the hell out of there. But easier said than done, I suppose.”
Thanos was silent. The deafening silence that made you uneasy, and you almost regretted saying anything at all. You kept your eyes averted, honestly in disbelief that you had confided in him so easily. But then, you heard him slowly exhale. His hands reached over, rings brushing against your skin as he tugged your sleeves back down. His touch was gentle, hands steady—he wasn’t high. 
“Hey,” he said softly, his finger guiding your chin up so that you were looking at him. “Trust me when I say that we’re getting you out of here. And then you’re getting out of there. On my life, a hand will not be laid on you again.”
You looked at him in shock. His expression was something unreadable—but you could see the anger that lingered underneath. Never in a million years did you expect something so sincere to come out of his mouth, not from the least serious player in the games. It honestly left you feeling confused. Did he really care about you that much? You hadn’t even known each other long. 
“That’s the plan, I hope,” you said with a humorless laugh. Your stomach churned at the thought of failure, of not being able to leave. As Thanos opened his mouth to speak, you held your hand up to stop him. Talking about your situation only made the mood bleak, and you didn’t want to talk about it anymore. 
“What about you, Thanos? How’d you end up here?” You asked with a tilt of your head. He paused, dropping his hand from your chin. Thankfully, he recognized that you were redirecting the conversation. He chuckled as if the answer should be obvious.
“Blew all of my money on drugs, clubbing, clothes, shoes, you name it. Spent it on whatever I wanted. When I went through all of my money, I went to loan sharks. Started coming after me because I couldn’t pay it back. Simple as that, sweetheart,” He hesitated then, as if there were more to it. And there was. “The recruiter found me on a bridge. I was about to just end it all before he got there. So now here I am. Guess you could say he saved my life, in a way.”
Your lips parted in shock at his confession, not expecting vulnerability from him like that. “Oh wow, I’m so sorry Thanos-”
“Su-bong,” he interrupted, causing you to pause mid sentence. “My real name is Su-bong. Hearing you say Thanos just sounds strange.”
Slowly, you nodded. “If you say so, Su-bong.” You spoke unsurely, his name sounding foreign on your tongue. 
“That’s more like it,” he said with an encouraging grin. “I like the way my name sounds coming out of your mouth much more than Thanos.” He winked, causing your cheeks to burn. You smacked his leg and he laughed, causing a nearby player to tell him to “shut the fuck up”.
That night, Su-bong had fallen asleep on your bunk. Neither of you meant for it to happen, however exhaustion had hit both of you hard seemingly out of nowhere. He actually had fallen asleep mid conversation; you had asked him a question and got nothing but snoring as a response. You didn’t have the heart to wake him up and kick him off, so you let him sleep at the end of your bunk. Shortly after he passed out, you followed suit, curled up at the head of your bed. If you were being honest with yourself, it was the safest you’d felt in a while. 
When you awoke the next morning, Su-bong was already up and gone. You did take notice of the blanket covering your body that wasn’t there when you had fallen asleep, though. The gesture was sweet, something you weren’t used to. It warmed your heart, but guilt started to creep in at the same time–even though it shouldn’t. 
“The third game will begin momentarily. All players, please get out of bed and get ready.” 
You sighed, swinging your legs over the side of your bunk and standing up along with all of the other players. Making your way into the center of the room and into the crowd, you immediately made your way towards the easily recognizable mess of purple hair. He was standing with Nam-gyu, surely doing something stupid, and as you got closer you could instantly recognize that they were high. Your smile faltered slightly, but you shook it off as you approached. If he needed it to get through the games, so be it. 
Su-bong noticed you immediately, a grin adorning his face. “Señorita! There you are!” 
You chuckled, falling into step with him as you headed towards the stairs to the game arena. “Good to see you too, Su-bong.” As his name left your mouth, Nam-gyu immediately threw a questioning look towards him. Su-bong noticed and threw his hand up, accidentally smacking Nam-gyu in the face with it. He slung his other arm around your shoulder, pulling you in closer. You weren’t entirely sure if it was affection or for his own benefit, considering his noticeably unsteady steps.
During the game–which ended up being mingle–had to be the most terrified you’d felt in your time there. This was a game where desperation reared its head, players shoving and ripping each other away to ensure their spot in a room. The entire time, much to your relief, Su-bong stuck with you. Your wrist was constantly in his grip so that he didn’t lose you. He almost had, during the final round. He chose you over Nam-gyu, dragging you towards a room with a speed you didn’t know was possible. Someone had grabbed the back of your tracksuit jacket before you got in the room, trying to rip you away from safety. Su-bong was extremely quick to react, even while high, and ripped the other player away from you with a strength you didn’t know he had. Besides that minor incident, the game had gone as good as it could’ve–although your tremors had yet to slow down. 
Upon heading back to the dormitory, you nervously waited for the vote to be cast yet again. Your hands shook, still slightly shaken up. Su-bong stayed by your side, his arm brushing against yours. There were only 100 players left, and the prize money was at 356,000,000 won. It was almost enough. Almost.
You placed your vote, yet again voting to stay. You stood on the O side, arms crossed across your chest. Watching as Su-bong skipped up to the booth and smashed his lips onto the O button, you couldn’t help but roll your eyes. He scampered over to you immediately, then changed direction and pushed his way towards the back. You paid no mind, feeling too much anxiety about the vote to pay attention. However, you could faintly hear him and Nam-gyu starting to harass Min-su into voting to play another game. To their dismay, he didn’t. Nam-gyu, who voted after him, was noticeably unhappy. You weren’t thrilled either at the thought of losing a vote, but you couldn’t blame him. 
Down to the final vote, you held your breath. The vote was currently tied. Deep down, part of you knew that this was it and you weren’t winning this. Accepting it was a different story. As player 001 walked up to the booth, your hands clenched into fists. Su-bong, who was next to you, took notice and grabbed one of your hands. He ran his thumb across the back of your hand.
“Don’t worry, señorita. We’re going to win this vote.” He said it with too much confidence. Time stood still as player 001 made it to the booth, pausing before he made his decision. The red X button illuminated, changing the vote from a tie. Immediately, cheers erupted from the X voters. It was decided. 
The sound of the final vote echoed in your ears, muffled and distant, like you were trapped underwater. The games were over. You were going home.
Your chest tightened. Your breath hitched. No. No, no, no—
You could hear the other players on your side reacting around you. But their voices barely registered. The moment the vote was cast, your body locked up, panic surging through your veins. 
This was supposed to be your way out, the only way you’d be able to pay all of your debt and get your own place to leave your partner. Now, you weren’t sure what you would do. 
Your hands curled into fists, nails biting into your palms as you stared blankly ahead. You had spent the past few days convincing yourself that you just had to survive. Just win. Just hold on long enough, and then you’d be free. Free from the debt. Free from the hands that grabbed too tightly, from the voice that spat venom at you whenever you spoke out of turn.
But you weren’t free. You were going back to them.
Your breathing grew shallow. Your vision blurred at the edges. The world felt too small, suffocating you as the reality of your situation settled in. You knew you were perhaps being irrational, not thinking clearly—but it was hard not to. 
A firm grip on your wrist yanked you back to the present. You flinched, expecting the worst, but when you looked up, it wasn’t them. It was Su-bong.
His grip was solid, grounding. “Breathe,” he murmured. 
You shook your head wildly, your voice barely more than a whisper. “I-it’s not enough money, Su-bong. What am I supposed to do?” 
Something dark flickered in his gaze. His jaw tightened, and his fingers flexed around your wrist before slowly releasing you. 
“Don’t worry. I’m going to come find you, no matter what it takes.” He promised, but in the moment it felt empty. You couldn’t even respond, your thoughts racing as the dormitory became chaotic. The guards were saying something but you couldn’t even listen.
Suddenly, you could hear a hissing sound. Smoke began to spill out of all of the vents, quickly filling the dormitory. You brought your hands up and gripped Su-bong’s wrists, everything becoming hazy. The last thing you saw was his face, and the last thing you heard was his voice.
“You hear me? I will find my way to you.” Then everything went dark. 
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As you expected, life outside of the games hadn’t gotten any better. The games had been disbanded for almost a month now, and nothing had changed. You were miserable, still burdened by your remaining debt and toxic partner. 
They hadn’t let go of the fact that you had disappeared without a trace for three days, only to show up again in the dead of night. It was dangled above your head, used as a way to manipulate and guilt trip you. You felt lost, hopeless even.
Your mind was still plagued by Su-bong. You wondered how he was faring after being granted freedom. His promise to find you hadn’t come to fruition yet, but you still clung to it–it was the only thing keeping you going. But until then, you lived your life in misery.
You had convinced your partner to let you pick up a part time job at a local convenience store. It had taken a lot of convincing, because they were sure you were going to disappear again. But you pressed, telling them it was just to get some extra money, promising to get them whatever they wanted with it. In reality, you didn’t care about that. You wanted an escape, to be able to go somewhere where you weren’t constantly scrutinized. And thankfully, it worked. 
Late night shifts were your favorite. It was the only sliver of peace you had–where the streets were empty, where you could breathe, if only for a moment.
That’s where you were now, walking home from work, the cold biting at your skin. The chill didn’t bother you–in fact, it seemed to keep you grounded, stopping you from getting into your own head. The silence was welcome, nobody around to bother you. But that’s when you felt it.
A presence. 
It was subtle at first, something you could easily shrug off. Then, you heard footsteps. Directly behind you. 
Your breath caught, heart racing. You had to keep moving. Ducking into the nearest alley, you turned the corner almost too fast, nearly losing your footing. You didn’t dare to look back.  You weren’t sure who was behind you, but paranoia told you it was your partner. They had warned you. Told you they’d be watching. That if you ever even thought about running—
A hand closed around your wrist. You gasped, your fight or flight response kicking in. Before you could do anything, whether it be scream, fight or run–you were spun around.
Your mind took an extra second to catch up with your body, not registering who was in front of you. But when you caught a glimpse of purple hair, the chain around his neck, the ear piercing–your eyes widened. 
Su-bong.
The adrenaline left your body, your tense posture sagging with relief. You only stared at him, unable to form words, in disbelief that he was in front of you. But he spoke before you could. He lazily grinned at you, holding his arms out and gesturing to himself.
“I told you I’d find you.” He said, and hearing his voice set something off in your head. You wasted no time in throwing your arms around him. He reciprocated, his arms immediately snaking around you tightly. 
“Oh my god, you have no idea how happy I am to see you and hear your voice.” You admitted quietly, and he chuckled. After a moment he pulled back, holding your shoulders at arm's length. His eyes raked over your form, his smile slipping away as he took in your exhausted appearance. His smile disappeared further at the fact that you had tried to run, thinking he was someone more dangerous. 
“Did you think I was someone else?” He asked with a tilt of his head, and you swallowed hard. 
“Yeah..” you whispered, knowing there was no point in lying. He already knew your situation. 
He frowned, watching as you nervously played with the ends of your sleeves. Anger bubbled in his chest, easily interpreting what was going on. “You’re still there, aren’t you?” He murmured. Slowly, you nodded.
“...I’m still there, Su-bong,” you admitted, slightly ashamed. “I’m still not financially stable enough to get out and get my own place. Not with the debt I have, too.” You could feel his grip tighten at your words. Thankfully, he didn’t press, but his next words made you stiffen.
“Let me walk you home. That’s where you were going, right?” 
“Yes,” you said, hesitating as you chose your next words. “You can walk me home. But that’s it.” You warned, knowing he had some kind of underlying intention. He nodded, the grin returning to his face. 
“That’s all I need, señorita,” he slung an arm around your shoulder. “Such a pretty flower shouldn’t have to walk home by herself in the dark, anyway.” He began to walk, pulling you along with him. You rolled your eyes at his comment, but smiled–that was such a Thanos thing to say. 
Your walk back to your apartment was peaceful. But as soon as you reached the building, the atmosphere shifted. You turned to Thanos, and he looked down at you. You offered a small smile, one that didn’t quite reach your eyes.
“Thank you,” you murmured, and he nodded. He took his phone out of his back pocket, pulling up a new contact before handing the device to you. 
“Put your number in. Please,” He said as you took his phone from him. You typed your number in, and then to lighten the mood, you set your contact name as Player 243. Handing it back, you watched him shake his head. “You’re something else.”
“I try,” you said with a laugh. Then, you took a step back from him, signaling you were about to make your way to your apartment. “Goodbye, Su-bong.” You said, a warning edge to your voice. He grabbed your hand before you could get too far, lifting it up and pressing a kiss to the back of it. Your heart skipped a beat, face heating up. 
“See you later, (Y/N).” He said, letting go of your hand. He gestured for you to ascend the stairs, and you did. You didn’t disappear until you made sure he turned his back to leave the complex.
Sighing in relief, you slowly made your way to your door. It wasn’t like you actually wanted him to leave–you just didn’t want more unnecessary problems. You wanted to be smart about this. Pulling out your keys, you fiddled to find the correct one. As you moved to put it in the lock, you paused. 
“Su-bong,” you whispered, your eye twitching. “What did I tell you?” Looking over your shoulder, you shot him a glare.
He had his hands shoved in his pockets, looking around and avoiding your gaze like he had no clue what you were talking about. You had to give it to him, though, he seemed to materialize out of thin air. For someone who was typically so loud, he knew how to move silently when he wanted to. 
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” he said as he finally met your eyes. His expression softened. “Come on. Did you really think I was gonna let you go in here alone? Especially with the way you acted earlier?”
You only rolled your eyes. “What exactly is your plan here?” You asked while pushing the door open slightly, signaling for him to be quiet. Unfortunately, the universe hated you. 
“Maybe beat some ass–I mean talk some sense–into someone.” Su-bong responded nonchalantly. But his voice was a little too loud. 
“Who the fuck is at the door?” A voice slurred from inside, causing your stomach to drop. You were so screwed. 
You barely had time to react before Thanos reached forward, pushing the door open wider with one hand.
Your partner stumbled out into the entryway, rubbing their eyes, blinking at the unfamiliar figure now standing in their doorway. Confusion twisted into irritation. Then into anger.
“Who the hell are you?” 
Su-bong didn’t answer. He just stared, gaze cold and unreadable. It was like a switch flipped, his chill demeanor disappearing in an instant. 
Your partner sneered, stepping closer to you. "You screwing around on me, huh? That what this is?" They turned their glare on you, their lip curling. “You brought him here, didn’t you? You really think some asshole off the street can save you—”
A loud crack echoed through the apartment. It happened so fast, you barely registered it. 
Su-bong’s fist connected with your partner’s jaw, sending them sprawling backward. They hit the floor with a thud, groaning.
It was like something took over him, rage consuming his whole body. Before your partner could recover, Su-bong was on top of him. 
“You fucked up. You think you’re tough, treating a defenseless girl like that?” Su-bong spoke calmly–but there was a dangerous edge to his voice. It was a warning. 
Your partner sneered, rolling their eyes. “I don’t know who you think you are, man. But stay the fuck out of it.” They tried to shove him off. Before you could even blink, Su-bong struck again. His fist connected with their face–a hit that knocked the arrogance straight out of them. He channeled his blinding anger into every hit laid into your partner. His fists quickly became bloodied. Each hit was filled with fury; he wasn’t just fighting, he was punishing. 
“You like keeping her scared, don’t you?” Su-bong snarled between punches, eyes dark. “Makes you feel powerful. Makes you feel big.” He let out a humorless laugh. “Pathetic.”
You watched with a hand over your mouth, torn between horror, relief and some dark sense of satisfaction. No one had ever stood up for you like this. But as you watched, you realized he had no intention of stopping–you had to intervene before he literally killed them. 
“Su-bong,” Your voice was quiet, but he heard you loud and clear as he paused. “Please.” You whispered, a plea to stop only because you were worried about him. You didn’t want this to get him in trouble. He exhaled slowly, but wasn’t done yet. He grabbed your partner’s collar, bringing their bloodied face closer to his.
In a low, chilling tone, he delivered an ultimatum. “If you ever come near her again, I promise that I will finish what I started. Are we clear?” They nodded frantically, and he slammed them back to the floor. Su-bong got to his feet, finally turning towards you. His eyes softened upon landing on your shocked form. “C’mon,” He started casually, wiping his hands on his pants. “Let’s go get your stuff and get out of here.” You nodded, trying to will your legs to move. 
After the events that had transpired, you ended up in Su-bong’s apartment. You brought as many of your belongings with you as you could, with the promise that you could stay with him for as long as necessary. While he helped you get settled into his guest room, you tried to come up with the right words. You hadn’t spoken about what had just happened, how he almost just killed for you. You stopped what you were doing, watching him for a moment. He sat on the bed, his long legs dangling off the edge. 
“Hey,” You called out, and he stopped whatever he was doing to look at you. “I never thanked you,” you said softly. “I don’t think I would’ve made it out of there without you.” 
He reached out and grabbed your arms, pulling you towards him so that you were standing between his legs. “You don’t have to thank me,” He murmured, cupping your face with his hands. “I was just doing the right thing. I would’ve never let you walk in there alone, you know that. You never deserved that. I just want to make sure you’re happy.” 
And you smiled, the first genuine smile you’d shown in weeks. He grinned, running his thumb across your cheek. “That smile looks good on you, señorita,” He whispered, standing up and placing a soft kiss on your forehead. Your cheeks burned, not used to being complimented after being degraded for so long. “You should get some rest, flower. If you need anything you know where to find me.” You nodded and he left the room, giving you some space. You sat down on the bed and smiled to yourself.
Your heart was full; for the first time in a very long time, you finally felt completely safe. You knew you weren’t alone anymore. 
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yellowdaffodils-76 · 3 days ago
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Ooh thanks for the tag!
Fave Color: Yellow! 💛💛
Currently Reading: Beloved by Toni Morrison. I first read it in college. It’s challenging and also traumatic but it’s sooo good and poignant.
Last Song: Ya Got Trouble from The Music Man haha
Last Movie: Peggy Sue Got Married
Last Series: MASH and Abbott Elementary
Flavor: Sweet all the way 😋
Craving: Sweet iced tea, vanilla ice cream, chili with Fritos and sour cream, buttered corn on the cob, and 50,000 dollars.
Tea or Coffee: Tea! I’ve never liked coffee :/
Currently Working On: Getting certification/license to teach in my state. It’s surprisingly and ridiculously hard.
No Pressure Tags:
@passiveagressiveintrovert @wolpertinger-prince @aroaceofthesea @aroace-barbie @booksdogsmagicandmore @cuddleswinchester
Nine people i want to get to know better
Thank you @shortace for the tag
Favourite colour: green
Currently reading: The Bones Beneath My Skin by TJ Klune and Rivals by Jilly Cooper
Last Song: Wait For It from Hamilton
Last Movie: I Saw The TV Glow (again)
Last series: on a Phineas and Ferb rewatch
Sweet, savory, salty: sweet. But not too sweet.
Craving: choc chip cookies (luckily I have some downstairs)
Tea/coffee: coffee. As black as my soul
Currently working on: much good omens fanfiction. So much.
Tagging: @funky-disco-demon @starks-kid @sweet-omens-good-hugs @turtlenec-crowley @snognes @reese-the-usc-girl @reggie-moony @rjcee-art @snek-of-eden
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slut4hee · 2 days ago
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Don’t Test Me
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{Paring: Idol Boyfriend Heeseung x Blk Gf Reader
{Genre: Pure dirty smut, barely no plot! Heeseungie gets jealous and f*cks your brains out, 18+ so (mdni).
{Synopsis: In which Heeseung gets jealous when you get too touchy and close with his members, so he decides to show you exactly who you belong to.
{Warnings: explicit scenes, rough sex, backshots, dirty talk, pet names, just faith filth okay?! Don’t like it don’t read it simple!
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F-Fuckk, H-Heeseung slow down pls” You cried out, as your boyfriend fucked into you ruthlessly, he had been abusing your pussy for hours now, you can’t even recall how many times you’ve came around his long thick cock.
“Shut the fuck up and take this dick, you wanted to be a bold little whore, and feel up on Jake, so take what I give you with no complaints” He grunted, his hips moving wildly as he pounded you into his mattress. You could feel his cock inside your stomach, his mushroom tip poking your cervix, as he dicked you so deep.
“Baby I’m sorry, I was only t-trying to help him fix his shirt, it was on backwards” You managed to stutter that out, drool dripping on the sides of your mouth, as you moaned uncontrollably, his cock felt so good.
“Bullshit, I saw the way you were looking at his abs, greedy little bitch can’t survive off one cock, you gotta be a sleaze and seduce my fucking members” He spat, gripping your hips tighter, as adjusted his position on the bed, now pulling your body to be flushed to his chest and resuming pounding into you.
“No! I promise that w-wasn’t the case, Fuck right there please right there” Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, your pussy clenching uncontrollably around his dick, you could feel yourself getting ready to explode. He pushed your body back onto the mattress, putting all his weight on you, as he plowed into you as if you were only a rag doll.
“Who does this pussy belong to? Huh, tell me this good fucking pussy Is all mines” He groaned deeply, his thrust growing erratically, as he neared his high, you could feel his cock pulsating inside you, your tight little pussy threatening to milk his cock for all it’s worth.
“It’s yours hee! My pussy belongs to you daddy, this pussy is all yours fuck! I’m gonna c-cum daddy ugh” You screamed out, tears starting to prickle your waterlines. Heeseung’s long fingers made contact with your puffy clit, and that sent you over the edge, your legs trembling wildly as you came hard around his cock.
“Fuuckkk” Heeseung let out a guttural grunt, his stomach tightening, emptying his load deep inside you, painting your gummy walls white. The both of your breaths were uneven, as Heeseung collapsed onto you, a reminder of his presence behind you.
“Now you know not to fucking test me again “
The End....
A/n: I decided to come out of hiding and publish a little drabble, I’m currently going through a moving process, so I’ve been really busy and just don’t have time to write😭 don’t be mad at me too much pookie I wuv you all🫶🏽 you think I proofread this? Haha you’re funny🫣
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bambambwi · 18 hours ago
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Burning Desire ; Jealousy
༺ warnings ; contains smut
༺ context; ji yong, who's consumed by his jealousy, letting his uncontrollable impulses take over the moment.
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You’ve been buried under an endless pile of work for the past few weeks, and it feels like there’s never enough time to breathe as much as you try to juggle everything, you can’t help but feel the weight of it all. Amidst the chaos, your boyfriend, ji yong, has been patiently waiting for you. With his album release just days away, he’s been consumed by rehearsals, interviews, and the pressure that comes with it and he had invited you to his listening party, hoping you could be there to share the moment with him.
But, with everything on your plate, you wont be able to make it.
You’d hoped to at least have a free moment to call him, but the second your phone rings, you recognize his name lighting up the screen. You hesitate for a moment before answering, your heart sinking at the thought of letting him down once again.
"Ah, you can't come?" ji yong’s voice sounds tired, though there’s a softness to it that pulls at your heartstrings. "It’s okay, I know you’re busy these days."
You feel the guilt surge up, biting your lip as you sit down on the edge of your desk, a sigh escaping your lips. "I’m really sorry, ji. I really want to come... I just—I can’t get away right now. Everything’s piling up."
His silence lingers for a moment, and you can almost hear the quiet understanding in the way he breathes. "I know," he says, his voice gentle but tinged with a hint of disappointment that he tries to mask. "It’s alright. I understand."
But you can tell that his words don’t fully erase the ache in his voice. You wish you could be there, support him the way you’ve always wanted to, especially with something as important as this album. It’s hard knowing that the distance between you, even if just for a little while, feels even greater now.
"Hey," his voice breaks through your thoughts, warmer this time. "You’re doing great. Just… don’t burn yourself out, okay?"
You smile, feeling the sincerity in his words. "I’ll try. I’ll make it up to you soon, I promise."
"I’ll hold you to that," he says, chuckling softly. "Take care of yourself, alright?.”
Yes, that’s exactly how the call went. You were frustrated about not being able to make it to his listening party tomorrow, especially since he was releasing his album after such a long time. Out of guilt, you spent hours that night having a long conversation with your manager, trying to convince her to cancel and postpone the work scheduled for tomorrow night. After much pleading and practically begging, she finally agreed to move things around. You were overjoyed to finally be able to see your boyfriend after weeks of being apart. The excitement and exhaustion hit you all at once, and you fell asleep before you could even tell him you'd be able to come tomorrow.
You found yourself doing photoshoots and advertisements from morning to evening, draining every ounce of your energy. Once you finally wrapped up work, you quickly changed into a black two-piece outfit: an off-shoulder top paired with shorts, white thigh-high stockings, and black mary jane shoes. Your hair was straightened, with black bangs framing your face and the rest of your hair flowing down. To top off the look, you wore white earrings and a beaded necklace, adding the perfect finishing touch.
"You look gorgeous, y/n!” your stylist says, finishing up with your makeup. You glance at the mirror, taking in the look, and then turn to give your stylist a soft hug. “haha, thank you!’’ you reply, appreciating her work.
It was almost 7 PM, and you had finished getting ready just in time to head out.
You got into the car and scrolled through your phone for any important texts as your driver drove.
Oh, I haven’t told ji yong.
Closing your eyes in disbelief, you muttered, "I should just make a sudden appearance then."
As you stepped out of the car, you managed to get through security and were finally allowed into the party. You walked in slowly, scanning the room for ji yong.
And there he was. Dressed in a casual blue suit with a hat to top off the look. His fashion was always a little unconventional, but he always managed to pull it off effortlessly.
The moment he spotted you, ji yong quickly walked over, grabbing you by the hand and pulling you into a hug.
"I thought you couldn't come?" he said, his beaming smile impossible to hide.
"Oh well!" you replied with a shrug, grinning back at him.
He didn’t leave your side, sticking to you like glue for what felt like forever, until he was finally dragged onto the dance floor to dance his song. You watched him dance, feeling a mix of amusement and affection as he looked super shy and awkward next to taeyang, who was absolutely owning the dance floor.
Just as you were enjoying the moment, you were interrupted by a group of men who politely greeted you at first. They appeared to be in their mid-twenties, dressed neatly with a firm, composed demeanor. They stood there for a moment, exchanging glances before one of them began the conversation with you.
ji yong, who had slowly crept away from the dance floor in embarrassment, tried to find you but noticed you were busy conversing with a group of people. He stood there, staring at you, hoping you’d turn around and come to him. But instead, he found himself watching as the man gently brushed a strand of hair out of your face while you shook your head and took a step back, visibly uncomfortable. Watching you with them stirred a mix of anger and jealousy inside him, fueling emotions he couldn't quite control. Why on earth did he just touch you? And, more importantly, why were you still continuing to talk to him?. ji yong spent the entire time at the party glancing at you, exchanging cold stares with the men. Once the party came to an end, he walked over, grabbing your hand and pulling you away.
"Stay tonight," he said, his voice firm.
"Oh? Okay?.." you said, looking visibly confused as you glanced at ji yong, who appeared cold and angry.
The moment you both arrived at his place, ji yong quickly closed the door behind you, rushing over to you. He cupped your face in his hands and immediately began smothering you with rough, urgent kisses. His hands slid down to your waist, pulling you closer, deepening the kiss. You were caught off guard, still trying to make sense of everything. The tension in the air was thick, and before you could process it all, ji yong broke the kiss, his breath heavy against your lips.
"Why were you talking to him?" His voice was low, sharp, laced with frustration.
"I thought it was rude to just walk away," you said, catching your breath, trying to steady yourself after the intensity of his kiss.
ji yong’s eyes narrowed, but he didn’t pull away. Instead, his grip on your waist tightened, his frustration still simmering beneath the surface. "You don't need to entertain them," he muttered, his tone softer but still edged with jealousy.
Without another word, ji yong closed the gap between you both, kissing you roughly once more. His hands were urgent, almost desperate, as he guided you toward his master bedroom. He gently dropped you onto the bed, his body caging you in as he leaned over you, his gaze intense, his breath ragged.
He started biting and kissing down your neck, his hands expertly removing your jewelry and tossing it aside on the bed.
"ji, what are you—" you gasped from the sudden intensity of his touch, but he silenced you by placing his hand over your mouth. His lips continued their path, trailing kisses down your thighs as he removed your shoes, carelessly throwing them aside as well.
Coming back to your face, ji yong leaned in closer, his breath hot against your skin. "He can't have you like I can," he muttered, his hand moving from your chest down to your stomach, trailing lower into your shorts. His fingers brushed against the fabric of your underwear, a light, teasing touch that sent shivers through you.
You closed your eyes, turning your face away from his, but he gently grabbed your face, guiding it back toward his. His fingers continued to rub softly as he whispered, "Look at me, darling."
He went back to smothering you with kisses, his lips moving feverishly over yours. You wrapped your hands around his shoulders, pulling at his suit and shirt, eager to feel more of him. He responded in kind, removing your shorts and top with equal urgency, the room filled with the sound of your racing breaths.
“ji, the stockings," you moaned, tugging at his shoulders, your breath hitching with anticipation.
He smirked, his eyes darkening with desire. "You're even sexier with them on," he murmured, his lips brushing against your neck, sending shivers down your spine.
You could feel the heat radiating between you, the tension thickening the air. His hands slid down your arms, tracing the delicate lace of the stockings, igniting a fire within you.
“Your mine, not theirs to touch and play around,” he whispered into your ear, grinding his hard length against you. You moaned out his name desperately, urging him to stop teasing and give you what you craved.
“Oh? You want it that bad?” he mumbled, still grinding into you, his voice dripping with playful arrogance.
“Yes,” you gasped, your body arching instinctively against him, craving more of his touch.
He paused for a moment, his breath hot against your skin as he locked eyes with you, a smirk playing on his lips. In one swift motion, he removed your undergarments, revealing your body to him completely.
Positioning himself, he gripped your leg, holding onto the delicate fabric of your stocking, while his other hand steadied himself. With a deep, deliberate thrust, he entered you, filling you completely.
A wave of pleasure surged through you as he moved, the connection between you two igniting a fire that consumed you both. 
You gasped, “ji, hold on—”
He silenced you with a deep kiss, thrusting in and out of you, each movement sending waves of pleasure coursing through your body. You clung to his shoulders, nails digging in as you surrendered to the sensations.
“Can they do this to you, huh?” he groaned, his voice thick with desire. “They can’t. You’re mine.”
His words fueled the fire between you, and you felt a rush of exhilaration at his possessiveness, driving you both deeper into the moment.
With each thrust, the world around you faded, leaving only the two of you in this moment of pure ecstasy as he drove deeper, you felt the tension within you build to an overwhelming peak.
“ji, I’m so close,” you gasped, your body responding eagerly to his every movement.
“Oh, so quick? That’s not right,” he teased, thrusting into you hard, targeting your g-spot with precision. The sensation was overwhelming, and you couldn’t help but scream out his name, the pleasure coursing through you like electricity.
With one final, thrust, he pushed you over the edge, and you cried out in ecstasy, your body trembling beneath him as the waves of pleasure subsided, he collapsed onto you, his entire weight resting against you, enveloping you in warmth.
“Darling, you’re shaking,” he said, wrapping his arms around you, holding you close as he pressed his forehead against yours.
You could feel the warmth of his body against yours, grounding you as the aftershocks of pleasure coursed through you. “I’m just overwhelmed,” you admitted, a soft smile breaking through the lingering intensity.
He chuckled softly, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Might as well take work off tomorrow morning for those legs of yours.”
You raised an eyebrow, a teasing smile playing on your lips. “Oh really? And what makes you think I’d want to stay in bed all day?”
“Because,” he said, his voice low and playful, “I have plans for you. I want to make sure you’re well taken care of.”
You felt a warmth spread through you at his words, the promise of more intimacy lingering in the air. “Well, when you put it that way, how could I refuse?”
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monstersflashlight · 21 hours ago
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Werewolf boyfriend NSFW Alphabet
A/N: This is inspired by the wonderful @davinawritings, here’s her orc boyfriend alphabet, and I decided to do the werewolf one because I do love a good werewolf… (lil disclaimer: I haven’t run this thru the corrector bc I was in a rush, so sorry if something is incorrect!) Enjoy!
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex):
Werewolf boyfriend loves to snuggle against you as his knot goes down, preferably over you until you feel like you are almost going to suffocate. He puts you on your side after a while, his big paws resting over your lower belly so he can feel the tip of his dick pressing there. Doesn’t matter how much you whine, he only chuckles and rubs your clit again and again until you are clenching over his knot with another orgasm. But when his knot finally goes down, he doesn’t clean your right away, pushing his come back inside of you again and again until you are coming again, too tired to move. Only then he takes his huge ass tongue and cleans you up, if he makes you come again… that’s just a perk for him. (Also loves to cuddle after everything, but by then you are fast asleep.)
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s):
His favorite part of you are your hips, the perfect squeeziness for him to grab onto as he pounds you from behind. His favorite part of himself are his teeth, always ready to bite your neck to remind you who you belong to.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically):
Werewolf boyfriend comes buckets, and wants to keep every little drop inside your tight cunt if he can. But he also loves to come every part of your body, leaving you dripping as he rubs his come onto your body so you never stop smelling like him. Bonus points if you let him come on your panties and put them back on around the house, knowing you are sticky with his come always makes him extra feral in bed… and you love that.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs):
He likes to play fetch, but if you tell anybody he would deny it.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?):
He fucked many before you, but no pussy was as tight as yours and no mouth made him want to fuck into their throats as yours do.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying):
He loves it doggy style, duh.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.):
Werewolf boyfriend is the silliest monster. He loves being Goofy around you (pun intended bc dog, haha). He cracks jokes every chance he gets, always loving to make you laugh.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.):
He’s hairy as fuck… and you love it.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect):
He loves gifting you little things he finds in his runs. A rock shaped as a heart? He’s bringing it to you. A cute little flower that matches your dress? He would get it. Trying to bake a cake just because you were craving sweets? He’ll try… and fail.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon):
He likes jerking off on you. He always thought he wouldn’t be like those possessive wolves that make their mates smell like come 24/7, but now that he’s with you he’s changed his mind. He comes on you every time he can, he obviously prefers to knot you until you are crying, but he also enjoys coming over your pussy and rubbing your clit with his come as lube.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks):
Size kink, knotting, predator/prey, marking, watersports… You name it, he probably has it.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do):
He would fuck you anywhere, everywhere. He doesn’t matter if somebody can hear, if somebody can see, if he has a hard dick, he wants to stick it in you, and if he can’t… then you might need to find a secluded place as soon as possible.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going):
He loves you so much that every little thing you do is a turn on. You are walking around the house cleaning? He would hug you from behind and rub one off against your ass. You are helping him cook? He would let the food burn because he has you bent over the counter as he eats you out messily.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs):
Seeing you even a little bit sad. If you watch a sad cat video, he would insist on you throwing the phone to the side and cuddling with you until you are warm and smell “correct”, aka happy, again.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.):
He’s feral when it comes to eating your pussy, enjoying it a lot more than you expected, always wanting to lick you clean after fucking, waking you up with his huge tongue between your legs, pleasuring you in the shower… If he doesn’t eat you out at least a couple times a day, his day is not complete.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.):
He likes hard and fast, but when you are getting there, he likes to slow down, drag your orgasm out until you are begging, just to knot you and feel every single squeeze of your tight pussy around his knot.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.):
Anywhere, anytime… If he can get his cock or tongue in you, he’s gonna. But he prefers when he has time, so he can knot you good and hard.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.):
They would do and try anything that you suggest trying. He’s a firm believer of trying everything at least once, and most times than not, he ends up liking it.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?):
He can go for hours during the full moon, but on a normal day, he sticks to one knot in the morning and one at night.
T = Toys (do they own toys? Do they use them? on a partner or themselves?):
He loves to be pegged.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease):
He likes to edge you until you are begging and messy, so he can slip his knot inside of you without stretching you out first.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.):
He’s very loud, but he tries to muffle his sounds biting your neck. Doesn’t really work, but his whines and grunts always make you wetter, so it works for him.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character):
Werewolf boyfriend acts though around other wolves, but in reality he’s just a big softie who cries watching Disney movies.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes):
He has an average sized cock (for a werewolf), but a knot wider than others, making you stretch around him until it feels almost painful, but always gives you the strongest orgasms. His cock is dark at the base, and pinkish-reddish at the tip, getting shiny as soon as he gets hard, dripping copious amounts of precome.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?):
Again: anytime, anywhere.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward):
He enjoys watching you sleep after (like a total creep).
A/N: Hi darlings, would you like for me to do this with some of my OCs? I think it would be really fun? Let me know if that’s something you’d be interested in and who do you want for me to do first?
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starrbar · 3 days ago
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Thanks for the tag x3 Sorry it took me so long to get to it haha. I'll highlight characters in red if I had a lot to say about multiples in one answer.
Favorite girl: I think I'd say Jinx because I love her character. All her scenes in S1 are compelling and tense, and I found her to be thoroughly tragic by the end. She's the thread that holds everything else together and it's beautiful. Also Ambessa and Sevika are both super hot and I always look forward to seeing them.
Favorite boy: I like boys. O_O My favorites are Silco, Singed, and Viktor. Silco is one of my favorite villain characters, very layered and complex, and I was genuinely intrigued and excited as I learned more of his story in S1. I'm also totally guilty of mega-simping for him in S2 despite how my opinions of the story would later sour. Singed honestly just has a fantastic voice and animation that hits me the same way Rango's animation does, where "ugly" characters are treated with such care that they're a treat to watch anyway. He's so stimulating aaaa. Finally, Viktor's arc in S1 is one of my favorites, handled patiently and expertly, and his arc in S2 has quite a few problems, but I still... really enjoy seeing him, and seeing him with Jayce, so I don't tend to be bothered by how S2 handled Viktor.
Least favorite character: You know what? I was so close to posting this with "S2 Caitlyn" because she's a nasty person who never gets to have a proper arc in any direction, but I think a more fitting answer would be S2 Vi. Caitlyn being an awful person in some scenes was still interesting and believable, if a bit rushed, and I would have been fine with her character going that path had it been executed a bit better. Vi, though, is just... turned into a sad lapdog who doesn't act on her own at any point and is just depressing to watch, even in her "happy" moments. God damn, they destroyed her this season. ><
Favorite ships: Zaundads, Sinco, JayVik, and Jilco. If I elaborated on each, I'd feel like I spent way too much time on this, but they each have dynamics I enjoy for different reasons.
Least favorite ship: S2 Caitvi. They were cute in S1, but S2 made Caitlyn an abusive war criminal and then pretended that didn't need to be properly addressed before Vi just gave herself to her. Blegh.
Favorite side character: Lately, it's Salo because I like em pathetic ahaha~ I've always loved Mylo too, adorable little Junkrat kid. x3c
Favorite songs: Oooooh this is a hard one. x3 Goodbye and What Could Have Been will always hit me so hard and remind me how watching Arcane for the first time felt, and for that, they're extra special. I think Playground still gives me those vibes too. I also adore Guns For Hire, and Dirty Little Animals goes so hard. S2 introduced quite a few songs I love too. Ashes and Blood, Renegade, and Spin the Wheel are favorites. Favorite score songs are: The Bridge, The City of Progress, You're Stronger Than You Think, You Can't Escape the Past, A Story of Opposites, Stubborn to the End, I Can Help Them, The Era of Hextech, Revenge, You're a Jinx, A Bicentennial, The Assailant, Romance, Traitor, She's Back, The Toy Boat, I'm Right Here, Showdown, First Steps, You're Perfect, and I'm far less familiar with S2's score, but I can't stop listening to I Promised You. <3
Favorite episode: S1 episode 3. There are tons of scenes I love throughout the story, but this episode marked one of the greatest experiences I've ever had watching a show.
Least favorite episode: So like... I'm not entirely sure which entire episode is my least favorite, so it might be easier to list "chunks", like all the Mel/Black Rose stuff is a boring waste of time to me, and all the final battle stuff is like... uuuuugh. But I didn't just wanna say s2 episode 9 because I do still like the Jayce and Viktor stuff even if, critically, I don't think most of it makes sense x'D. Those two are legit just a guilty pleasure this season and I'm okay with that.
Favorite duo: Oooooh, mmmm..... I think Jayce and Viktor fit the term "duo" best out of my favorites. My other fave is Jinx and Silco, even though they basically never work together, but their interactions are priceless. <3
Favorite design: Aaaaa so many good ones, ummm... honestly? Powder is one of my favorite characters to watch and her design is adorable and complex (a lot of characters are complex in design, but ye). I really love the mismatched look of a lot of Zaun outfits. Also past Silco is um, I'm locking him in my basement. >u>
Least favorite design: Hm... so... I don't think I've looked at any design and hated it, just felt like a few of them were kinda... not as appealing to me as previous versions. So, I prefer Ambessa's pre-S2A3 designs, and I think it's because she looks too slender in her final look compared to previous ones making her look so big and imposing. I think Jinx's newest design is... overrated and kind of messy to look at. I know she's a messy character, so that would fit, but I dunno, there's something missing or... something. It's also hard not to let my feelings on the story taint my feelings for some of the designs, like Vi and Caitlyn's, which look pretty damn cool actually, but I just always picture that final cuddly scene with them and it makes me feel icky.
Favorite scene: The Guns For Hire sequence ✨
Least favorite scene: The Silco, Vander, and Felicia flashback because it ruins the motivations of Silco and Vander, not just to adopt their kids, but to free Zaun from Piltover's oppressive hold. Felicia is pretty and even has some fun sassiness to her personality, but I want her far away from my boys.
I don't like this ending on a negative, so Imma add one more question myself:
Favorite visual moment: Of course, I can hardly pick less than a dozen, but I'll just list a couple off the top of my head, not counting previously mentioned stuff of course. I love the scene of the mage saving young Jayce and his mother. It's so gorgeous and fluid and the music adds so much too. Gahhhh- I also super love that shot of Silco leaning back while smoking right after he talks to Marcus.
I'm always bad at tagging, so just like, do it if you feel like! 8D
On tiktok there was this arcane trend that was just about stating some basic arcane opinions of yours and I thought it would be fun to do something similar here! You can tag others and make it a tagging game or you can just answer the questions do what you want :)
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Hi Ozz ! I was wondering if you had watched GTO (Great Teacher Onizuka) ?
I've watched a few episodes today for old time's sake and DAMN is the stalker-ish yandere content lurking in my brain hours after 😫
GTO has been on my to-watch list for more than a decade now, haha. I absolutely love the idea, and the overall theme is right down my alley, but I always seem to stumble after the first two episodes.
I'm someone who is very much used to Japanese humor and other tropes that might be considered odd overseas, but there's one thing that makes me cringe: old-school ecchi. If I see a teenage girl squealing and flashing her panties, I'm immediately reconsidering everything. It's the reason I gave up on Sayonara, Zetsubou-sensei. I wanted to like it so badly, but I couldn't get over all the lewd shots.
GTO hits especially hard, because I'm an adult in my twenties and I literally studied to be a teacher, so I cannot watch my man chasing his students without audibly grunting.
There's two series that I absolutely love and have a very similar plot:
Rookies, about a highly optimistic, dorky teacher who joins a school filled with delinquents. He encourages them to play baseball and follow their dreams. I watched the live action, and it's actually what motivated me to pursue my studies!
Gokusen, about the granddaughter of a yakuza boss who becomes a math teacher in an all-male high school. She is the next in line to become the Head of the Family, and is also assigned as the homeroom teacher to an unsuspecting class of delinquents.
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miwiheroes · 2 days ago
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For those having Byler doubt just remember that during the rink-o-mania fight Will was the one trying to redirect the conversation back to friendship. While Mike was the one perceiving everything Will said as romantic. You don’t write an unrequited love story like that. Plain and simple. If it’s truly one sided you don’t have the other side —Mike— be the one finding all the romantic undertones in everything Will is saying to him and poking and prodding at it to find if there’s maybe (just maybe) something there. You don’t have him getting all defensive and flustered and shutting down something that only got brought to the surface because he brought it there. If it’s truly one sided it would stay that way. Period.
LITERALLYYYY like i find it really interesting that they made him the one confirmed to be in love with mike - this was likely because will seems to act like all he wants is to be best friends with mike no matter what, so it would be hard to determine whether he's in love with mike without clear confirmation from other scenes.
they reallyyyy don't write unrequited love like that, usually with unrequited love, they have the person on the love side (will in this case) be completely hopeful, but in this case, all will wants is to be mike's friend even if that means hiding his feelings and being sad forever.
idk if i worded this correctly haha bc im busy rn woops
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impactedfates · 3 days ago
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hello! congrats on 500 followers!!! for the sfw alphabet, may i please ask for A, G and K for navia, cyno and serval if that's alright?
Thank you!! Here's your request done, I hope it's okay :)) Sorry it took so long haha.
Not proof read, so feel free to point out any mistakes I did.
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A - Affection (How they show they love you)
Navia shows her affection in many ways, from kisses, hugs and her favourite. Giving you baked treats, in her opinion, it's the best way for her to show how much she loves you, especially if you're the type of person to dislike PDA. This way, she can make your favourite treats and give them to you!
She especially loves doing this when you're hard at work, when she knows it's your breaktime she pops over and hands you a bunch of sweet treats, she sometimes goes overboard but when she does she brings over something healthier so you still get all the nutrients you need.
Don't get me started on if you ask if she can feed you, she would absolutely love it. She gets giddy and all. And if you were to bake her something? And/or FEED that to her, she's falling more in love with you.
G - Gesture (Small things they do to subtly tell you they love you)
Sticky notes. Whether that be one in your lunch that just tells you to enjoy your day, a note on your mirror (If or when you two move in together) telling you, you look nice.
She puts sticky notes everywhere for you to find. But in fact she doesn't use it often so she can tell you how much she loves you, she can tell you to that in person! But she does it a lot so she can remind you of things.
She's busy herself and she may worry if you may forget things, so you'll find a sticky note reminding you of perhaps a doctor's appointment, a sticky note reminding you where your keys are as you scramble to look for them. She knows you well.
She puts sticky notes everywhere with little reminders of what you have to do that day, she even colour sorts them! Green for work related reminders, blue for missing item reminders, pink for more loving reminders if she may not be home for a bit, ect.
K - Kisses (How do they kiss you? When do they? ect)
Navia loves kissing you a lot, depending on if you were okay with PDA or not would depend on when she does it. If you don't mind, expect a kiss on the cheek a good few times if you two are out together. She sometimes excuses it as a thank you kiss, if you were to just open the door for her.
If you dislike PDA, she'll refrain herself from doing it in public, unless she's sure no one is looking and you're okay with it. Whether or not you like or dislike PDA though, she's going to give you soft kisses on the lips once you two are alone. It's not that she doesn't want to kiss you out in public, and she likely has, especially on dates.
But in her opinion, a kiss on the lips is much more intimate and needs less eyes looking. She likes giving soft but long kisses. Or peppering your face with kisses if she gets a new lipstick. She also loves giving you surprise kisses, just seeing the look of shock on your face as she manages to kiss you without warning is so funny to her.
She also loves giving good morning, good night, hello and bye kisses. She claims it's for good luck, but she won't have a good day if she doesn't manage to get a kiss hello from you, let alone a good morning kiss.
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A - Affection (How they show they love you)
Cyno tries to show how much you mean to him with quality time and being more careful on his job, due to his job he doesn't really have much time. So when he does, he likes spending it with you, asking you what you'd like to do as he feels bad if he's away for too long.
Especially if you told him, he's worried you. While he knows and you probably know as well that his job is dangerous. That he can be injured to different degrees and if you two were to get together, you'll have to learn to be okay with that.
And he knows you know that, but he also wants you to tell him if he's worried you once he comes home from a mission, he feels bad for worrying you and wants to make it up. Even if you insist it was fine and you knew this feeling would happen, he takes none of that.
He doesn't care if worry is something that comes with dating someone with his job, he can't stand the thought of you being upset. So not only does he make sure he's extra careful on his missions, he's a bit quicker. He also spends as much time with you as he can before another mission starts. And once he sees that smile he loves so much, he can't help but smile back.
G - Gesture (Small things they do to subtly tell you they love you)
For Cyno, I feel like he shows his love by running jokes by you. I mean that as, if you give him a deadpan look when he tells his joke. He mentally notes that down. While he probably still found it funny, if you disliked it? Then no point telling others.
If he sees even the smidge of a smile from you, or a full laugh. He's on his way to tell everyone who will listen. If they don't laugh, not only will he explain it but he might get huffy as:
"Well my partner found it funny, you have no taste"
It's subtle, and you might not even notice it, but he loves checking with you on how funny his jokes are, especially if you laugh, he feels he's accomplished something as he hears your laugh which he swears is like a song. (Cheesy ass man)
It'll come to the point that if you two ever where to move in together or marry. He'll tell these jokes to you that he knows you've laughed at. Sure it's repetitive, but if he's figured out a way to make you smile and laugh, he wants to utilise it to the fullest till you get tired.
K - Kisses (How do they kiss you? When do they? ect)
During the first stages of your relationship with him, he gets nervous kissing you. Especially on your lips. He starts off with quick cheek kisses and maybe kissing your hands if he's feeling romantic, and as time goes on he gets more comfortable kissing your lips.
Once he is, he likes giving you one or two before he leaves on a mission to tell you he'll be careful, a promise to be careful. And once he's home from the mission he gives a slightly longer kiss to show you that he was telling the truth.
His kisses tend to be short and sweet (aside from the kiss you get once he comes home) It's not that he dislikes kisses, course he likes kissing you, but there's just other places he prefers kissing you. Like your cheek or forehead. Of course if he's feeling romantic he'll give you a kiss on the lips though.
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A - Affection (How they show they love you)
Serval is all about telling you how much she loves you. She is so grateful for you and makes sure to remind you of that a lot. She usually floats to just telling you how much she loves you. Even having a specific time where she'll text you an I love you text.
She'll also do it in the morning and night. At this point, you can't even question if she truly likes you with how much she essentially reassures you she does love you.
She's definitely written songs about you and performed them. She's all about talking to you in my opinion, as well as helping you if you need anything. Especially mechanics related, she's an expert! She loves helping you y'know.
If you ever tell her you want to learn how to play an instrument she's ecstatic, even more so if you wish to play the guitar like her. It means she can teach you, help you learn, it means she can compliment you so much when you do something good (even if it's just you managing to do a chord right)
Best of all, she can guide your hands to the right position on the instrument, be behind you and gently move your hands in the right place.
G - Gesture (Small things they do to subtly tell you they love you)
I have said she's definitely written songs about you and performed them, but there are times where she writes songs especially for you. Not songs that talk about how much she loves you, but songs that say how grateful she is for you, songs about how you two met, all of that.
She does well to mask the lyrics so it isn't as obvious, but what makes it special is that the song is specially for you. She isn't gonna play it on a stage for others to hear because it's just going to be you who hears it. Even if you don't know what the meaning of the song she wrote it.
She loves writing songs for you, and she loves it more if you sing or play it for yourself. Hearing you do that swells her heart so much. As it's essentially what she did when she wrote it, she played and sung it to ensure it was good before gifting it to you with a smile.
K - Kisses (How do they kiss you? When do they? ect)
She gives neck kisses and even bites. She just finds it fun and finds it more affectionate to kissing, but anyways. She loves placing kisses everywhere on your body, one of her favourite things to do would be kissing everywhere on your face slowly.
From your eyelids, to your nose, to both of your cheeks, to your forehead to your chin then FINALLY to your lips, which she likes to slowly move to before pulling away. Laugh if you seem upset before pulling you in for a loving kiss.
Her kisses tend to be soft and tender, usually quick enough unless she's had a bad day. Kissing you tends to help, even by just a little bit. She isn't afraid of giving you kisses if you two are in public, but if you dislike PDA she quietly asks if she can. If not, she'll nod and understand, if you do agree she'll give a kiss on the cheek before a quick kiss on your lips.
She seems like the person to do the whole, book hiding face while kissing thing as well, especially if you visit her at work and she catches you off by surprise. She enjoys your blushing face (or just surprised face in general haha)
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Hopefully these were worth the wait haha. Getting to the rest of them soon :)
Please do not translate, copy/plagiarize my work or post my work on other platforms. Thank you
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buckysouvenir · 9 hours ago
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in the hex, episode 2: just the two of us
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pairing: bucky barnes x y/n summary: Y/N, a witch with no memory of her true nature, lives a seemingly perfect life with her husband, Bucky Barnes, in a quiet, idyllic 1950s town. Everything seems picture-perfect—Y/N and Bucky are a deeply loving couple, content in their everyday routine. They share playful moments, enjoy simple pleasures, and have a deep connection that feels unshakable. Their life is peaceful, with no hint of anything out of the ordinary. However, things aren’t what they seem. authors note: in complete shock of how much all of you are so entertained by this! (i’m also grateful, don’t get me wrong haha) (it’s also carnival in my country so apologies for any delays in posting!!!)
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The morning air is crisp, carrying the scent of freshly baked bread from the bakery down the street. The town is alive with friendly chatter, neighbors tending to their gardens, and kids riding bicycles along the sidewalks.
Y/N and Bucky walk hand in hand through the bustling town square, a woven basket hooked over Y/N’s arm.
“You sure we needed this much fruit?” Bucky teases, glancing at the assortment of apples, oranges, and peaches she insisted on buying.
Y/N gives him a playful nudge. “Well, if someone didn’t eat five peaches in one sitting, I wouldn’t have to restock so soon.”
Bucky smirks. “What can I say? You married a man with a peach addiction.”
She rolls her eyes with a smile, adjusting her grip on his arm as they walk. The warmth of his skin beneath her fingertips feels so real, so familiar. Like she’s held onto him her whole life.
As they pass by a boutique, Y/N slows down, eyeing a powder-blue dress displayed in the window.
Bucky notices immediately. “You like it?”
She shrugs. “It’s beautiful, but I don’t need another dress.”
Bucky steps closer, looking at the dress with a thoughtful expression. “It’d look real nice on you, doll.”
Y/N feels warmth creep up her cheeks. “You think so?”
“I know so.” He smirks, then tugs her inside the store without another word.
By the time they leave, Y/N has the dress neatly wrapped in brown paper, and Bucky looks way too pleased with himself.
“You spoil me,” Y/N murmurs as they make their way back home.
Bucky presses a kiss to her temple. “You make it easy.”
Later that evening, they lounge on their front porch, enjoying the cool night air. Fireflies dance in the garden, their glow flickering softly.
Bucky leans back in his chair, sipping a cold beer, while Y/N rests her feet on his lap, flipping through a magazine. The sounds of crickets and distant laughter fill the quiet.
“I love nights like this,” Y/N says, stretching her arms above her head. “Just you, me, and the stars.”
Bucky smiles. “Yeah? I thought you liked the big town parties.”
“I do,” she admits. “But… I think I like this more.”
Bucky’s fingers trace lazy circles on her ankle. “Me too.”
A comfortable silence settles between them.
Then—
A flicker.
The porch light above them dims, then flickers violently before shutting off completely.
At the same time, the radio inside the house crackles to life, though neither of them turned it on. A voice—garbled and distant—echoes from within.
Bucky sits up straight. “Did you hear that?”
Y/N nods slowly, placing her magazine down. “Yeah…”
The radio crackles again. The voice is distorted, layered, almost pleading—
“Ca—… an y—… me?”
Bucky stands, instinctively moving in front of Y/N. His shoulders tense, as if preparing for something unseen.
Y/N swallows hard. “Bucky, what’s going on?”
The radio hisses sharply, then—
Silence.
The porch light flickers back on. The radio shuts off. Everything is normal again.
Too normal.
Bucky exhales, running a hand through his hair. “Probably just a power surge,” he mutters, though he doesn’t sound convinced.
Y/N nods, but her heart is still racing. She glances up at the night sky. The stars seem… off. Like they’re not twinkling quite the same way they were before.
She shakes off the thought and looks at Bucky. He’s watching her carefully, like he knows she feels it too.
Neither of them says anything.
But for the first time, the perfect life they share feels… fragile.
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hellspawnmotel · 2 days ago
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ok answering more asks cuz I've got a lot to catch up on!
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I have not..... I know a lot about them though and of course I've heard amazing things. they seem like exactly what I would've loved when I was younger and I'm really happy other people got to experience that. but I got pretty burnt out on cartoons after the 2014-2017 era of fandom. can you blame me lmao
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yes that is me! thank you!! but ummm honestly I don't think their reactions would be much different than canon. they're still fundamentally the same people, just with somewhat different life circumstances. so all around the basic "hey asshole, you try to hurt my family again and I'll make you wish you never discovered the third dimension" from everybody involved.
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I haven't, but taking a glance at it it seems pretty impressive. the art and designs don't really grab me (I'm picky) but maybe I'll check it out sometime.
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I played a little bit of it! mostly the robot section of course. cube's got a great design, it's not elegant at all but it's dynamic and memorable
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unfortunately most horror games are a huge blind spot for me, ESPECIALLY survival horror. I am......a wimp. like, majora's mask was too stressful for me to play, I don't think I could make it through a whole game being chased by The Killer.
I love horror elements in non-horror games though. and I'd like to get into the somewhat more obscure horror games that are focused more on atmosphere and storytelling than anything else (parasite eve I'm coming for you)
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ech..... honestly I was kinda disappointed by the new trailer. I was really looking forward to it but I wanted more weird time travel stuff and it wouldve been a really cool way to learn more about kalos' history. what we've been shown so far looks kinda lame. on the other hand though, it wouldn't be authentically kalos if it wasn't kinda lame and disappointing (said with all the love in the world for XY)
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well that.......sucks. unfortunately I'm not surprised though lmao. I know it's pretty beloved but chrono cross was always gonna be a hard sell to me anyway. I know what it does with the cast of chrono trigger and I'm not happy about it.
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I do not do requests, sorry. I am often VERY influenceable though and I pay attention to what people say in tags so that's a good way to trick me into doing what you want, haha
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right on man 🏄
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fall0utmind · 3 days ago
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Pretty please with a cherry on top can you tell us about the Marc starting to nest again? I'd live to know your ideas on that <3
I am LIVING for this au I'm so so excited for the fic if/when you decide to write it!!
Hi anon,
I've been saving this one because I'm so excited about it haha
^^^ wrote this like 2 days ago and now I'm tipsy and ready to actually write a response.
OKAY SO. I wrote a lol bit about this in another ask (here) - basically talking about who marc might nest with and how he will react
As I spoke about in the previous ask, I think the first time, marc nests is alone/ just with Alex and is a slightly sad nest. Because it's been like 7 years since marc nested at all or with a pack. He wants a nice nest but has no ones clothes, nor any materials. It's all very sad and melodramatic. His omega so badly wamts to be free, to be allowed out. But marc is so scared to give into it. After years of repression, he doesn't want to lose control. (More on that later)
Now I'm gonna break it down into packs to make life easier. Idk what would come first, whether he would nest with the motogp pack, the VR46 packz his pack of adopted youngsters from other series - what are your preferences. Either way, here's my thoughts.
Thinking about VR46, the first time they nest with marc, Bez ropes him into building it. He's trying so fucking hard to make it fun, not sad at all, like daring each other to go nick people's clothes - Pecci loses a jumper on a race weekend (Marc), Vale keeps losing t shirts (also Marc), Celin actually keeps misplacing things, thinks he's going insane - it's actually just bez constantly stealing his stuff to wear/ use for nests lol. Anyways, basically, they go hunting for stuff and bring it all back to the ranch the first time that Marc joins a pack weekend. Marc hasn't been building his nests again for long and is consequently still a bit stiff. It should come naturally to him, but he's been repressing his omega for ao many years that hes so scared of letting it out, so scared of fucking it up. Because what if he puts the hoodie in the wrong place, fucks it all up and everyone hates him again. So bez helps him, kicking out all the alphas until they're happy with it. He chucks one of his own hoodies are Marc's face, tells him to put it on so Marc is surrounded by Bez's comforting, sweet scent
I think bez actually has a bit of a role in his recovery as an omega. He pulls marc into the nest before the others are allowed in, instantly shoving his nose in marcs neck, making the older tense. Until slowly, slowly, he relaxes. Like everything in recovery, it takes time, Marc beginning to get used to being in a pack again, to being an omega again. Because it's been so long... (Vale, when i catch you🔫)
At first, when they start to touch him, to initiate that contact, scenting him, etc, he just freezes, tenses up, and doesn't know what to do. (Again, it's been so long) So when the boys join the nest - pecco first (closest to marc), before the others slowly filter in - Marc is nervous. Bez doesn't leave his side, wrapped half around him, scenting him carefully, filling the air with him sweet scent to calm everyone. Pecco joins first, scenting marc himself, before slotting himself next to marc, too. The others join slowly, slipping around each other, each scenting marc as the join. Everytime they scent him, marc slowly melts into the bed, his scent getting stronger in the air.
Is now a good time to mention that bez and Vale have slowly been able to coaxed marc into stopping the scent blockers. This weekend, marc had turned up sheepish, still wearing some, and bez had led him to the bathroom, gently rubbing it off (with marc's permission).
Also, the others are absolutely gone for it, so obsessed with Marc's smell, calmed by it ( can i test the waters and say ever so slightly into it...but of a turn on)
Finally, when all the boys are there, Marc a puddle in the centre, and Vale joins them. He smiles softly at the scene, marc's eyes half lidded as he loses himself to the feeling of being in a pack, his omega beginning to take over.
And i think that's the crux of it. The nesting is the first time marc's omega side is fully let out in YEARS. So he's completely gone it it, beginning to purr as Vale joins, nudging Bez into Cele, so he can wrap himself around marc, breathing in the scent of content omega. Marc is half conscious, recognising sounds coming from his throat, but so shocked and confused because he doesn't remember purring, doesn't even know how to do it. So it's bitter sweet, there's marc fucked out, half lidded, letting himself sink into PACk, his instincts take over, but also the sadness, the fear of his omega taking hold because what if he never gets it again, what if he can never go back to the balance of his secondary gender and just being MARC.
So very much sweet, loving, everyone trying to be as close to marc as possible. Touching him, a hand on his shin, his hair. Every time anyone comes or goes, they scent him and Vale, and marc just completely lost to it. It worries vale, how out of it marc becomes, barely responding, his eyes cloudy. It's only after a few times that he kind of becomes normal again. Is able to operate.
But also i think that first time, the panic of his omega finally being in control, or at least not suppressed, as well as the fear of losing eveyrhting (his pack) and being repressed again... I think all of that means that it triggers a bit of a stress heat?? Very good excuse to write that, i think. It would be a fucking mess.
I love it, might do a separate post on it, if people want!!
Motogp
This is much a less structured first nest once Marc is reintroduced into the pack. I feel like most people in the paddock don't know marc was banned from the pack. There are rumours, of course, but nothing is confirmed. Marc doesn't want to go there. he doesn't want to make people pity him. Or hate valentino. So he says nothing.
Anyways. The first time he walks into the pack room again is in early 2026, hounded by his little pack of boys from younger categories until he finally sheepishly walks in. Obviously, the room freezes. It's actually pretty busy when he first enters. So Marc freaks. Because what if they don't accept him. What if it all goes to shit immediately. He defo tries to leave, maybe he does just flee?
Either way, when he is eventually coaxed into the pack, it's like coming home. It is important to remember that Marc is actually pack omega, and that 90% if the riders don't know this/ have never smelt Marc. So he comes in with his fucking perfect scent, all citrus and fresh summer breeze with a hint of Motor oil (of course) and the pack finally feels complete. Because Marc should have been there all along (thanks, Vale 🤨🤨🤨)
So, of course, people kinda freak a bit, like um I need to get as close to him as i can. It's one of the boys (his boys) who pulls him down into the pre built nest, immediately clambering practically on top of him as the others crowd in. And people don't really hesitate, clambering into a nest, finally reunited with the pack omega. I imagine that Marc being there is so calming for them, like his energy bring peace and a firm but loving atmosphere. Nobody would dare to fuck with him because in this world pack omegas are VERY important!
Marc is stiff at first, unused to such big nests (a bit like with the VR46 too), unused to people touching him, gentle hands against his hair, his legs, whatever they can reach. David (alonso) has instantly glued himself to marc, nose pressed in his neck, the vr46 boys are closest, wrapped around Marc, staying close in case he freaks. Alex is there too, right beside Marc. He slowly begins to relax, a weird nose building at that pack of his throat, purring still feeling unnatural, but making the alphas in the room glow with pride, the other betas and omegas settle into the comfort. Happiness permeates the air, scents pleased, and content.
This is post reconcilliation, when marc and Vale have sorted themselves out.
So Valentino definitely walks into this after finishing up with the team. Seeing his omega and his packs all together. It settles something in him. Something he didn't even know needed to be settled , a bit like how marcs gaping emptiness is finally, finally gone.
I like the idea of one of the youngsters (maybe David, or Maximo?) growling at Vale, still upset by everything. A couple of people tensing in the pack, until Marc hushes them, let's Vale join.
IMO I think that the motogp pack is simulatenosuly more and less important than the VR46 one. More because he always belonged there, and it was unfair for Vale to keep him away when he was part of the sport. Less because it has less sentimental value to marc, it's not the same as mourning a pack bond like the VR46, where they are a family.
It is very important for me to note that the motogp pack is not a romantic or sexual pack, just platonic. Of course, there's overlap of those kinds of relationships within the pack, but it's not the purpose!!!!
Also, this pack is not as rigid as others (because of the nature of it), but there's still a lot of respect for Vale and Marc!!
Anyways, what are your thoughts.
Sorry it's taken me so long. I hope you like it 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
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lovcrss · 2 days ago
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pretty please could i request a peter maximoff fic? >__< i'm thinking one where peter gets arrested for some petty theft (again) and u can't help but find it attractive HAHA he looks like such a total loser but ur all heart eyes.. a total 'crush' by ethel cain moment
obsessed with this, LOVE PETERRRR
handcuffs | peter maximoff
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The evening started off peacefully. You went to a coffee shop with friends after a long day and had much fun. The weather was perfect for walking and you used that opportunity to walk back to the X Mansion.
You’ve been working with the mutants for a long time, supporting their missions, helping with their physical health and being a major problem solver. Out of all of them, Peter Maximoff should be the most lucky to have you to get him out of trouble.
His little scandals and adventures always caused him a lot of trouble. He was wanted by many for his mischievous tricks. The gift of super speed was mostly used for petty things such as stealing, yet somehow he would always get away with it.
Charles always warned you about Peter, telling you to keep an eye on him and you tried hard, but Peter was spontaneous and restless. With him, you never knew what could happen.
Enjoying your walk back to the mansion relaxed, you receive a warning text. It was from Charles: “Peter is at it again. I sense trouble, please check it out.”
After you were finished reading the text, sirens started blasting somewhere behind you. Police cars passed and your gut told you that something was wrong. Running after the cars, you cursed Peter for being so recklesss.
When you arrive at the scene, your suspicions appear to be right. Police cars surrounded a gaming shop, where Peter got all his video games from. Peter’s silver hair pokes out the door, in between two officers who held his hands behind his back. You quickly jog closer to the mess he made, calling his name.
Peter looked up and saw you, after which he smiles ironically and shrugs his shoulders. He looked all flushed and ashamed. “What can I say?”
You shake your head disapprovingly, glaring bullets at him. “Officers, will it be possible for me to take it from here?”
“No, unfortunately. We have to report him back to the station.”
One of them put handcuffs on him and that’s when a weird feeling interrupted your train of thoughts. With his hands pinned behind his back, Peter throws his head back, closing his eyes defeatedly. His Adam’s apple popped though his neck, he sighs, his eyelashes falling to his rosy cheeks. Even in this state, Peter managed to look like a statue. “Oh thank you, officer”, he jokes.
Snapping out of your daze, you realize what’s happening when they start approaching the car. “W- uhm, Wait up-”
Peter turns around to look at you. Suddenly you appear more nervous than you were when you arrived, you had no idea what was happening but he noticed it.
“I’m right behind you!”, you shout after him.
“Don’t speed too much”, Peter calls sarcastically.
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A cab took you to the police station. It was half empty, so it was easy to spot Peter right away. He still had handcuffs on, looking bored and embarrassed.
The officers who took him here were speaking to the receptionist, guarding Peter between each other. You enter, hurrying to check the situation. It seemed like they checked him in the sistem, but now you were there to take responsibility for him.
Once he saw you, Peter straightened his posture and focused, relieved to see that you came to his rescue once again. His lips squeezed together in an “oh well” manner.
You roll your eyes, quickly whispering in his ear: “I’ll deal with you later.”
His eyes darken, lips part and face turns red in a flash. For a second the arrest was worth hearing you whisper that sentence to him, making his blood rush through his veins.
He watched you speak to the police, loving how in charge and leading you looked. You held your head high and tone calm as you negotiated.
“Give us some time and we’ll let you go shortly”, they told you.
Meanwhile you notice how the handcuffs made Peter’s muscles more defined, his back wider and his behaviour more tamed than ever. It made you wonder why the hell you hadn’t reported him yourself earlier to watch him in this state. With his arms behind his back, wrists crossed and head thrown back, his silver strands of hair falling around his head he looked hotter than ever.
You were so stunned you didn’t notice when the officers tried talking to you. Peter looked at you to see what you were gonna respond, instead noticing the look in your eyes as you watched him. “Hello?”, he tilts his head.
Reality hit you once again, trying your best to focus. “You were saying?”
The conversation between you and the police resumes, while Peter notices the shift in your behaviour. He observes: you nervously play with your hands, red in the face and constantly glimpsing over at him, not even sure if you were listening to what was being said to you. This was confusing, but he liked the way you were looking at him.
Once you were finished, you were instructed to sit down on nearby chairs. Peter joined you while the officers weren’t looking, still handcuffed. He was tamed and still a little ashamed of the situation he found himself in, getting caught like this, more importantly having you witness it. On the other hand, you were more aware of his presence than usual since they caught him.
He was eager to tease you. “You know I’m the one arrested, not you, right?”
“What?”
He looked you up and down. “Well, I can sense you’re nervous. Did anything illegal tonight, Y/N?”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about”, you scoff, playing it off, trying to ignore him and crossing your arms.
He chuckled, standing up. “Whatever you say, ma’am.”, he shrugs.
His long sleeved shirt showed his muscles and you couldn’t help put notice them. You felt like you were being tested, like Peter knew exactly what he was doing. Subtly, you stand up and pull at his handcuffs. “Stop doing that.”
“Doing what?”, he smirks.
Your glare riles him up even more, adrenaline entering his system. He realized you secretly loved watching him in those handcuffs.
Going back to the reception, you talk to the officers again. Negotiations were ahead, deciding if Peter was going to get punished slightly or not. “Bail is possible, since this is his first strike”, the blonde policeman explained.
Hearing this Peter went back to being embarrassed, staring at the ground and squirming in his place. This only made your excitement grow.
“Don’t worry, we will make sure this doesn’t happen anymore. Right, Peter?”
His gaze was still focused down. “Yes, I promise”, he mumbles slightly desperate, nodding.
After a few minutes, they finally announce: “You’re free to go, for now.”
You wait outside while they took his prints and take off his handcuffs, much to your disappointment. As he walks out, Peter barely looks at you. His shame and sudden lack of cockiness only amuses you. “Why so sad now, Quickie? You miss the cuffs?”, you tease.
He rolls his eyes. “Not funny. Matter of fact if anyone misses them, it’s you.”
You play dumb. “What the hell are you saying?”
“I’m saying I saw the way you looked at me.”
“You’re too cocky”, you scoff.
“Am I?”
It was already past midnight, you waited for a cab to take you to the mansion. He had his hands in his pockets, still feeling humbled. “Should’ve just ran from here.”
“I’m tired, let’s just put this behind us now.”
Your relaxednesses was suspicious to him, making him gain a little confidence again. “Still gonna deny it, huh?”
“Deny how I saved your ass once again?” , you raise you eyebrows at him.
He kicks pebbles, humbled once again.
“However, I think I’m gonna buy you those handcuffs for later”
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forestdeath1 · 2 days ago
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you've cursed me with thoughts of sirius punishing severus for his bratty behavior <3
I mean... Yeah. He's such a brat here haha no wonder Sirius wanted to put him in his place. I mean Snape's not an idiot, he knows he's provoking Sirius, but he just keeps pushing it, almost enjoying getting under his skin and having Sirius push back. And the way he does it... Peak brat behaviour lmao
‘Oh yeah,’ said Sirius sarcastically. ‘Listening to Snape’s reports, having to take all his snide hints that he’s out there risking his life while I’m sat on my backside here having a nice comfortable time ... asking me how the cleaning’s going –’ 
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‘Sit down, Potter.’ 
‘You know,’ said Sirius loudly, leaning back on his rear chair legs and speaking to the ceiling, ‘I think I’d prefer it if you didn’t give orders here, Snape. It’s my house, you see.’ 
‘I was supposed to see you alone, Potter,’ said Snape, the familiar sneer curling his mouth, ‘but Black –’ 
‘I’m his godfather,’ said Sirius, louder than ever. 
‘I am here on Dumbledore’s orders,’ said Snape, whose voice, by contrast, was becoming more and more quietly waspish, ‘but by all means stay, Black, I know you like to feel ... involved.’ 
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ said Sirius, letting his chair fall back on to all four legs with a loud bang. 
‘Merely that I am sure you must feel – ah – frustrated by the fact that you can do nothing useful,’ Snape laid a delicate stress on the word, ‘for the Order.’ 
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‘Wait a moment,’ said Sirius, sitting up straighter in his chair. Snape turned back to face them, sneering. ‘I am in rather a hurry, Black. Unlike you, I do not have unlimited leisure time.’ ‘I’ll get to the point, then,’ said Sirius, standing up. <...> . ‘If I hear you’re using these Occlumency lessons to give Harry a hard time, you’ll have me to answer to.’ 
‘How touching,’ Snape sneered. ‘But surely you have noticed that Potter is very like his father?’ 
‘Yes, I have,’ said Sirius proudly. 
‘Well then, you’ll know he’s so arrogant that criticism simply bounces off him,’ Snape said sleekly. 
‘I’ve warned you, Snivellus,’ said Sirius, his face barely a foot from Snape’s, ‘I don’t care if Dumbledore thinks you’ve reformed, I know better –’ 
‘Oh, but why don’t you tell him so?’ whispered Snape. ‘Or are you afraid he might not take very seriously the advice of a man who has been hiding inside his mother’s house for six months?’ 
‘Tell me, how is Lucius Malfoy these days? I expect he’s delighted his lapdog’s working at Hogwarts, isn’t he?’ 
‘Speaking of dogs,’ said Snape softly, ‘did you know that Lucius Malfoy recognised you last time you risked a little jaunt outside? Clever idea, Black, getting yourself seen on a safe station platform ... gave you a cast-iron excuse not to leave your hidey-hole in future, didn’t it?’ 
Sirius raised his wand. 
‘Are you calling me a coward?’ roared Sirius, trying to push Harry out of the way, but Harry would not budge. 
‘Why, yes, I suppose I am,’ said Snape. 
‘Harry – get – out – of – it!’ snarled Sirius, pushing him aside with his free hand. 
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