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I'm thinking of making an oc master list as well ngl otherwise my blog will be really confusing
#idk im thinking about it#like it could help ya know#anyway#oc x canon#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc
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As per usual, itās DP crossover with (probably) DC, although you could probably adjust it for other fandoms
ANYWAYS
A little kid and his mother are trick or treating in another city, perhaps at some kind of event rather than knocking on doors, and the kid is dressed as Phantom. Itās very adorable, with his little ghost-shaped bucket and clearly homemade and already stained costumeālisten, white only works if you can just fly over street grime or phase it out of your clothesāand his slightly Iāll fitting wig. The kid is SO happy to be out and about dressed as his favorite, and maybe even showed it off to Phantom back in Amity Park before his family left.
The hero, insert whoever you wish here, is probably in civvies and just enjoying the event. The kid, meanwhile, is so glad when people ask who he is so he can explain, and so- the hero gets to hear ALL ABOUT the local town hero who is probably pretty small time despite the kidās clearly exaggerated stories. The hero certainly never heard of him, but the kidās mom confirms that Phantom really was the town hero, despite some mixed reviews of the poor guy.
āDid you manage to show him your costume?ā the hero asks.
āYeah! We went down to the cemetery to leave flowers and I got to show him my costume.ā
Wait. Cemetery? Maybe it was part of theme, because Phantom had to be named that for a reason, butā¦ it sounded likeā¦
The kid ignores the suddenly VERY still hero and instead turns to his mom. āMomma, do you think we should bring him candy? He doesnāt get to trick or treat like we do, and I can work super hard to get him a bunch!ā
The kidās mom just smiles. āWe could, but maybe we should bring him something homemade. I bet heād like something more filling, teen boys like him have a hollow leg.ā
The kid wrinkles his nose. āLike Vernie with the pizza bagels?ā
āLike your cousin, yes. We can make some cinnamon rolls and take them to his memorial, maybe bring some of the apples from your grandpaās gardenā¦ā
The hero is pretty much forgotten as the two-part family wanders off, not quite intentionally forgetting the hero is there so much as the hero somewhat accidentally ended the conversation when they just froze and didnāt ask anything further.
Not that the hero didnāt want to. But theyād learn something very serious.
Oneāthere was a small town hero theyād never heard of. Twoāthat hero was apparently a teen. Thirdāmost pressingly, the teen hero was both beloved enough to have kids dressing up as him and dead enough to have a grave.
Thisā¦ might require some phone calls.
#dpxdc#danny phantom crossover#meanwhile Danny. sitting on a giant marble slab that has the most ridiculous gag gifts a ghost could ever ask for#heās just like Oh Sweet Cinnamon Rolls!#he would try to convince people to bring him nasty burger but while val has MOSTLY gotten over her vindictive anger at Phantom DOES decide#that sheās gonna be petty and add cilantro to everything#because Danny has the cilantro soap gene#jokes on her heāll still eat it#Danny likes his little memorial in the grave. it helps settle him sometimes. also heās gotten to know the security guards for the cemetery#theyāre fun. a bit morbid. they LIKE his jokes so you can stuff it JAZZ#MEANWHILE the hero. Whomstever they are but like 90% of you are thinking either batfam or Justice league#are having just. a TOUCH of a crisis#now they gotta figure out where the kid and his mom are from without either of them figuring out#dealerās choice on what the GIW and why Amity Park isnāt on the radar#Iāll add my two cents bc when donāt I but Iām by and large not likeā¦ dictating this? anyways#I like making the GIW just a BIT more incompetent or just having some massive flaws as an organizational group#so they keep forgetting to tell people to not LEAVE and to keep quiet#average amity Parker if the GIW tried this anyways: aw thatās cute. anyways-#and if itās dc I guess you need to figure out how the jl never found out. so#i mean thereās a LOT of heroes and cities in dc#and amity park is just lost to the noise or. bc Fenton bad luck#every time Danny tried to call. the jl had some insane disaster and or their systems were down#he eventually figured he might actually be cursed- juryās still out on that -and heās saving lives by just handling it himself#he can handle rhe metaphorical mega thunderstorms if it means he doesnāt accidentally summon a fucking tsunami to hit the planet ya know?#the kid and the mom have no idea that what they said was Odd#they are just so used to it. amity park already was using death puns and had an. interesting history and relation with death#even BEFORE there was a dead kid flying around in his white gogo boots
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Eddie x fem!reader (reader wears lingerie, no other descriptions of reader given except mentioning hitting that spot just right)
Contents: lingerie, both are a lil pervy tbh, humiliation, crying, praise kink, sub!Eddie, this is literally just horny ramblings
18+ only
It wasn't every day you came back to your house and your best friend had broken in. Maybe, every other week at best.
Usually, Eddie would be high eating your snacks (you were thinking about getting a lock for the cabinets). Or he would be watching whatever show you recorded and tease you about spoiling it (you threatened to use the VHS to beat him over the head and strangle him with the VHS ribbon if he did).
But, you had no clue Eddie was even in your house today. His van wasn't parked in your driveway when you came home. His shoes weren't in a haphazard pile at the front door. You had 0 clue he was there.
Not until you heard a thump coming from your bedroom. Which, your first thought went to the knickknacks you had that someone could be stealing (they wouldn't cause to a normal person it was junk but to you they were memories).
You grabbed a knife from the kitchen (you weren't gonna die without a fight, besides you learned a thing or two from the horror movies Eddie made you watch). You quietly pushed your bedroom door open and-
Shit.
Eddie was standing in your room in front of your mirror. Miles of pale skin just on display, scattered with contrasting dark tattoos he had. Nothing on, save for your lilac lingerie.
The palest purple lace bra, you can see from the back isn't even clipped correctly, missing the hook entirely. But the color is striking on Eddie. The lace thong cuts high on Eddie's ass, and you try not to gawk at the little black heart tattooed on his cheek. Eddie's scars seem softer amongst the lace.
How often did Eddie do this? Come over and put on your lingerie? Stand in front of the mirror and rub his fingers over his one hardened nipple. You couldn't see from where you were, but you knew his cock was hard. He'd be leaking all over your underwear, marking them.
Eddie lets out a little moan and it ignites a fire in your gut. You lick you lips as you watch Eddie, which maybe makes you a pervert but really it is your house and he is wearing your clothes so if anyone is-
Fuck why is it so hot?
"So-" you clear your throat. Eddie let's out a screech (that you are pretty sure ruined your eardrums) as he whirls around. He tries to cover himself with his arms, curls in on himself. And Holy cow he is hard.
He is big, so big, the tip just peeking out of the waistband of the panties. You can see the pearly translucent precum already dripping onto the underwear.
"I- fuck, I'm aha listen I can exp- i can explain!" Eddie fumbles over his words. You blink a few times tearing your eyes away from his massive dick (oh it would feel so good it would hit every spot just right).
Eddie's face is red, tears welling up in his eyes. "Oh Baby, no," you rush over, pausing when Eddie flinches. You gently put a hand out on Eddie's shoulder, drawing him into a hug, " It's- it's okay. Please don't cry." "Don't hate me." You gasp in shock, pulling back to look in his eyes," I could never!"
Eddie's eyes are wet, filled with unshed tears. His nose is turning a bit red, from embarrassment, shame, or sadness you can't tell. But his cheeks are such a pretty pink you think it'd look nice elsewhere on his pale skin.
Eddie hides his face with his hair, shuffling his feet a bit. "So..." you pause unsure how to ask it politely so you just go for it," I can see this is a kink thing...but like, what kind?"
Eddie shrugs," Wanted to feel pretty..." You frown," You are pretty Eddie." Eddie shakes his head and gestures to his abdomen," Not with these."
Eddie really should not be drawing your eyes any further south then his face. Cause your pulse kicks up and the fire inside you lights back up your spine. You can't help but notice his dick is still hard as a rock.
"You are too pretty." "Not really." "Yes!" Not-" You shove Eddie lightly, causing him to stumble back and fall onto the bed. Eddie's eyes widen in shock as he peers up at you.
"Don't talk about my best friend that way! You are too pretty. And handsome. Funny. So talented," You sigh and step forward, into Eddie's parted legs. Eddie leans up on his elbows and blinks rapidly at you. "You're so fucking pretty Baby." You murmur, hand reaching out lightly touching his thigh.
Eddie let's out a whine before looking startled at himself. You can't help but notice his dick twitch under the pale purple lace. "You like being called pretty?" You smirk. "Like when you call me Baby," Eddie replies softly.
You aren't sure who moves first, but suddenly your arms are wrapped around each other. Your lips meet Eddie's without hesitation. His are slightly chapped but still soft, molding perfectly against your own.
You run your hand down Eddie's neck, to the pale bra strap and snap it. He gasps and you take the chance, slipping your tongue into his mouth. He tastes of weed, mint gum, and just Eddie.
Eddie moans against you, hips bucking forward seeking friction. You pull back, gasping for air. Eddie let's out a whine," No, come back-" "I ain't going anywhere Baby."
Eddie's eyes flutter shut as he bites his lip. He hums as you kiss his jaw, lightly nipping at his pulse point. He shivers against you, hips bucking forward again. You suck lightly as you decide to give him some relief.
Your hand snakes down, grasping him firmly. You lightly squeeze through the lace, giving just enough friction as you move your hand.
"Look so good in my lingerie Baby, you should wear it more often." You murmur between kisses. Eddie nods absently, gasping and moaning beneath you. "Got a red pair that has some nice straps, you'd look so metal and so so pretty."
Eddie freezes, mouth falling open. His brow wrinkles slightly as he moans, pleasure overtaking him. His hips spasm, even his thighs twitch, as he comes. You can feel your underwear get soaked along with part of his stomach.
You stroke him through it, extending his pleasure until he whimpers and pushes at your hand. You pull back, smiling softly at his face. Eddie's eyes flutter open, darting down to your lips. "Kiss?" He asks quietly, unsure. You simply smile and kiss him again.
#So listen...I wrote this in a feverish state and then sat here and stared at a wall for about 5 minutes#I am sure I could add more contents but uh my brain is not working#Literally just sitting with this scenario and nodding to myself whispering āyea...yeahā#Eddie would look so good#He tries it on all innocent but then likes the way it looks and feels and he is like OH#He is like ya know what I can wear whatever the hell I want he could buy his own but he doesn't cause money#But also something about wearing yours gets his blood pumping#He really never expected to tell you anytime soon and was definitely not expecting you to come home#But as he lays in bed next to you he can't help but be glad#And plan your future wedding but hey what happens in his mind stays in his mind...#And if he writes it in a journal with hearts and your names mashed together so what!!#He is still all mean and metal even if he wants to be called baby and held and look pretty#I love him he is rotating in my brain rn just sitting with his arms wrapped around his knees spinning in the microwave#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson/reader#eddie munson#sub!eddie munson x reader#sub!eddie munson#sub!eddie munson x you#Jade is talking
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Here you go fellow gays enjoy some tranquil scenery with the favorite fruity robot ever. Spend a late night chatting with him on a balcony as the laughter rings out in the air. Canāt quite get any better then this
#uhhhh yea sorry about the lack of talking hereāI know itās not every day Iām left with zero thoughts to elaborate on#but itās 11:46pm and the right side of my head loves to make me suffer#like I canāt think straight despite being sober. Either itās sleep deprivation once again or simply a developing migraine#no clue!! and Iām not going to stay awake a second longer to figure that one out!! š#anyways yea kinda lean to the headcannon of Puzzleās being bisexual#heās talked about being a ādamsel magnetā or whatever and that could read as him being into the feminine qualities#however heās clearly not conventional in that heteronormativity#heās just too fruity to ever be contained. you couldnāt slap the strait label on him even if ya tried#itāll just peel right off like those cheap banana stickers#which can only mean one thingāthat manās gay AND European!!#cue the rest of the musical number#ā¦.help Iām going to black out genuinely#I canāt even feel my hands at this point uhhhh#hplonesome art#smg4 mr. puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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Me (whispering to myself as I hit play on Merlin s1ep1 once again): And like the cycle of the year, we begin again
#Merlin#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#and like the cycle of the year we begin again#is this how the format works?#idk#but this is all I could think as I was hitting play#because I JUST finished my last rewatch like a week ago#am I mentally well right now?#no#am I trying to watch Merlin to fix it?#yes#is watching the most devasting#heartbreaking#completely soul crushing show going to help?#ya know weāll find out
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Hey there! Do you perhaps have more Tempest and AJ stuff? Maybe some headcannons? You've planted worms into my brain
But wait, theres more!!
#basically the story goes#after the visit to the kirin village#aj kept in touch with autumn through letters and their romance slowly began to develop#after a while autumn came to ponyville because she never really ended up reacclimating to her village#and she wanted to learn more about ponies#applejack invited her to stay at the farm and things progressed from there#for aj and tempest#after the events of the movie twilight still wanted to keep an eye on tempest#and tempest still had a lot of anger for the way she had been treated by the world#so twi was like āhey aj do you want to help her work through her lingering rage through exercise and manual laborā#and aj was like āYES MA'AM I'LL TAKE THE HOT CHICKā#and proceeded to flirt with her for the entire time she was required to be on the farm#and then once her time was up tempest was like āyou know... i could stay-ā#and there ya go#tempest and autumn werent dating at first but that changed after a few months#art#digital art#mlp#fanart#mlp g4#mlp fanart#my little pony#mlp tempest shadow#tempest shadow#mlp tempest#tempestjack#autumnjack#tempestblaze#?#if tempestjack is a rare ship that one us even rarer
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Did I accidently write more than just a few lines of dialogue for this scene?... *shyly fumbling with fingers* š„¹šš maybe...
Sorry, I suck at words and this isn't betaread nor properly proofread and I am not native english, I'm very sorry in advance...
full story down below
(Chappel Roan - Love me Anyway)
(Benson Boone - Slow it Down)
"VICE-CAPTAIN!!!!"
The tiny moving plush-like thing in his hand apparently started screaming as well now.
"WHY ALWAYS MEEE!?!?"
What looked like the chibi mini-version of the Defence Force's biggest trump card, struggled to hold on his thumb, kicking around those little feet of his.
"Well, now I'm quite curious abut THAT story..."
"I CAN'T TURN BACK AND I AM T I N Y !!! (Ė ĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„āĖĢ£Ģ£Ģ„ )"
"I see that... How'd you even get in here?"
Tiny #8 stopped fidgeting a bit. Instead two unproportionally big round dark eyes goggled at him. It was undeniably adorable to look at. "Well after THIS happened, I couldn't grab my phone on the table anymore, so I ran around to find someone, but I figured Narumi and Kikoru would very likely take advantage of my situation and do something stupid with me."
"Oh yeah, they definitely would and I get why, honestly."
"So I ran around to find you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THE 1st DIVISION IS, WHEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS, OK?! And then I saw the slightly opened window and just crawled in... ą¼¼āÆļ¹āÆą¼½"
"Wait... you know where my temporary place in the 1st Division is located? Why?"
"....Coincidence? (*ļ¾ļ½°ļ¾) "
He sighed. "Well just when you think you saw everything...Kafka Hibino enters the stage..."
"SIR, WHAT SHOULD I DO?? WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME??"
"you really want me to answer that, bud?", he barely tried to hide the undertone of his voice, which left the small creature on the palm of his hand baffled for a second.
"Wha-? HEY, MEAN!! What are you on about!?"ļ¼ļæ½ļæ½ļ潊“ļ¼ļ¼
"Yeah, maybe, I don't know STOP CHANGING in general, like I told you f.ex.. or maybe stick to your training routine without going OVERBOARD on a regular basis? How 'bout that?"
The big dark round eyes got even bigger with every word spoken.
"Yeah, don't look at me like that, I might coincidently got wind of stuff, you know?"
His unexpectedly open and emotional response threw Kafka off. For a second he forgot about his *tiny* main problem, his mind jumped between confused and worried and he couldn't comprehend with his reaction for now. After some awkward seconds in silence, Hoshina's tone grew significantly calmer, but still sort of off to his usual self-assured expression. "Well at least this time you're actually telling me about stuff that bothers you, huh?"
Silence again. While hanging from the palm of his Vice-Captain's hand Kafka realized something (besides his size) was different. His senses grew more aware of his surroundings to find answers.
"Are... are you drunk, sir?"
Besides the slight scent of alcohol in the air, and the - well quite obvious - bottle of sake on the table, the startled twitch on his face confirmed Kafka's guess was right. Other than the sake the only other thing on the table were some snacks. Another odd thing to Kafka, who was used to see Hoshina's surroundings stuffed with documents, loose papers, books and other work related things.
The silence lingered around them uncomfortably. To Kafka's suprise Hoshina was seemingly struggling with words. A look on his face Kafka couldn't remember seeing before. Now his mind definitely jumped to 'worried'.
Hoshina tried to mimic an insulted face and looked away. "A little tippsy at most... I'm off-duty for tonight.." Besides the slightly blushed nose and cheeks, Kafka now noticed some dark circles under red eyes. "..and despite my gut telling me better, I assumed I probably won't be needed anymore today, and that I could hang loose a little. It's not my Division after all, there's another Captain and Vice-Captain in charge here. So I might as well make use of that chance... Should have known, it would end up that way or another.. " He smiled a bit and Kafkas felt like his heart clenching from the sight. "Although I definitely should have placed my bet on YOU to be the reason for that." He chuckled lightly, while his expressions grew somewhat softer.
"I'm sorry, Sir."
"Nah, it's fine. As if I didn't get used to your-"
"I never put much thought to it, but ever since the Defence Force started preparing for the big counter attack on #9 your workload must've at least doubled in the 3rd and 1st Division.. and here I am still taking over the rest of your time as well..."
"Don't like where this is going, officer... You're not starting pitying me, are ya?"
"No I-...I just feel like.. I didn't realize, and there for not appreciated your work enough.." Silence. "And also.." The tiny kaiju had his look glued to the floor in front of him for a while now. "I know you told me to brush it off earlier but,... I truly regret ... not telling you about... #8 n'stuff.. I'm sorry... I'd change that if I could.."
A small plushy-sized Kaiju was gently put back on the ground again. Hoshina scratched his nose for a second, before bending far back to the other side of the room. He grabbed for his smartphone that was burried in piles of carelessly pushed aside documents.
"As I said. You're here now, aren't ya?" When he got his phone he chose to stay laid down on the floor and started typing something on the lightened screen.
A tiny transformed Kafka carefully made his way around and walked up on eye-level with Hoshina's face again. Once again overwhelmed by his current state of being, he let himself fall back on the floor and sat on the ground. "So... what should I do?"
"The first thing WE do is trying to make some calls. But since you seem to be in no life-threatening condition, we might have to wait 'till tomorrow for a first medical examination. If that's the case you'll stay, and I get you down to the lab first thing in the morning."
"Wait!" The tiny Kaiju made a suprisingly far jump right up to Hoshina's chest and pressed the (for him very big) red hang-up button on the screen with both paws. "You're right about that, I won't die this second from being tiny, so we might as well wait for tomorrow."
The questioning look on the opposite's face made a tiny Kafka look away and scratch his neck shyly. "Well, since you're ... I dunno,... I feel like, I can't have you be seen d-dru- .. like this by other officials of the 1st Division, b-because of me..."
A finger poked his forehead, which caused a tiny being like him to fall right back landing on warm soft fabric of Hoshina's shirt.
"Idiot. But you might be right about that."
#kn8#kaiju no 8#fanart#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#kafhoshi#kafhoshi pls come and calm my mind#I don't know why but I get a thing out of slightly fed up Hoshina.. he would never actually be pissed at kafka tho#but I always thought like.. boy this man can't have that much energy / caffeine for all the stuff he is responsible for at#and I love storylines that could theoretically fit into canon#went through my pile of shame aka. WIPs I abandoned#tried working on some and failed#sticked to this one then.#mediocre happy with both text and fanart#guess its because of my mood tho#I had some weird days I tell ya...#ADHD problems all the way#like i broke a piece of my tooth AND my car lol the irony#there would be days I'll handle these things better but I'm very much ignoring my problems rn#my dad felt the need to help out his ālittle girlā once more and took care of the car for me#I'm really thankful for it but at the same time I feel horrible 'cause I'm like 31 ;_; I should handle my own sht rn n I feel like I can't#also my HAND is ITCHING for DAYS#these are the most unreasonable and confusing tags right here sry#I'm sure I'll laugh about it in a few months looking back at it (Ā“ā”`)#icy's art
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DP x DC Prompt #85
Bart was told he could run track as long as he didnāt break any records and didnāt win all the time. And he isnāt! But this is the first race where heās running against a fellow meta! Heās just gotta not lose control in the heat of the competition. And he wonāt ā¦ probably.
#finemeal prompt#dp x dc#bart allen#danny fenton#the thing is bart#danny isn't a speedster#so like you can chill i promise#just act natrual#and chill#which you're SOOOO well known for doing#right?#oh boy#this ain't gonna end well lmao#bart and danny are involved in track and field#change my mind#i know in the show danny wasn't much of a sports dude#but like i just think he'd eventually find running calming#and as something he could do to get out of the house#and help fund college#so ya know#multiple reasons#multilayered
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Better jobs for Steve than being a cop: teacher, counselor, bartender, florist, librarian assistant, garden section associate, dog walker (dog groomer canon?), grocery store manager, food pantry helper, seasonal worker as a Santaās elfā¦.
#stranger things#steve harrington#I could go on and on#I technically understand why so many fics make him a cop or one of Hopperās deputies#as in he is a protector and they think it fits his narrative#but I truly believe he would be not only anti authority but also very zany like other girls#and go for something else#also acab ya know#steve harrington hc#my favorite job for him is he gets a job as a counselor at the state college he goes to when he finally joins Robin in Chicago#and heās a young himbo with a corner office who helps wayward kids
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cw: suggestive themes of violence + mild gore & it's dark cause of theme at play here okay so heed that thx
that concludes the doodle dump series of yandere!spain concept
tune in for more!!! having ideas for a more spaus centric ideas for this concept ngl
also please note the characters included in the speech bubbles that's like a 'hit list' is really just a gag on the whole insanity that is the yandere trope of "killing off" the rivals or whoever was close to their person of interest, i don't mind any of those ships!! i fucken love pruaus and swissaus (even if one sided lmFAOOO) so don't anyone come at me HSDJKFHS
#spaus#hws spain#hws austria#aph spain#aph austria#hetalia#hetalia fanart#hws#aph#ya it's still nationverse#just with a very unhinged spain#which makes it all the more fucked up nations can't die so even if france is decapitated#man's head would be reattached and spain would come knocking again like hola :D#and france would be screaming trying to get the door closed as spain just smashes through in the style of that meme āHERE'S TONIā#swiss probably would get off a bit easier#he'd be beaten within an inch of his life before he could reach for his gun and one warning from spain and swiss is like jesus fuck my guy#āhe's YOURS holy shit no one's taking himā#then prussia is#understandably spain knows the man would actually die so just#scar him up a lil here and there and the man's like ābro you need fucking helpā#i'm enjoying this concept way too much#my art
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iām licherally losing my goddamn mind (x)
#this is as close as i could get them with the picrew#i wanted carmy to have longer curlier hair but i was working with what i had ya know#also i saw the rat and was like i wonder if they have a gray one and then was happy to see it had a chefs hat#itās fucking remyyyy ratatouille#someone send help#carmrich#carmrichie#carmy x richie#carmen x richie#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#carmy the bear#richie jerimovich#richard jerimovich#richie the bear#jeremy allen white#ebon moss bachrach#the bear#the bear tv#the bear fx#the bear hulu#picrew#picrew art#baby blurbbs
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Hey, random question (sorry to bother you) but do you remember that name of the tmnt au that has the 2012 boys locked in a turtle pendant haunting leon? I started following it after I saw you reblog a part of it but it completely disappear from my fyp, following, and I don't remember the name because I'm bad at names ššššš I'm so sorry for bothering you :(
im gonna be honest- i dont have a clue what au you could be talking about
i've made a 2012/Rise crossover, but that doesnt have a pendant involved, nor does it involve control
imbi has a pendant, but not 2012 nor control like that
hmm, theres also Two Souls that i haven't caught up on in quite a while that involved 2012 leo haunting Rise leo, but theres not a pendant involved iirc, and also he only takes control rarely
also how long ago did i reblog this? it might have been when i was still invested in crossovers, but its been a while since then- i've been focusing mostly on rise for now
if anyone that follows me knows what au this is, feel free to leave it in my inbox :D
#rambles#also its no shame to ask if i know an au#i wish i did so i could help ya out#but im just as lost as your are rn aljflsdjflsjd#wracking my brain but im coming up with nothing#i dont recall ever hearing about an au like this#but also my memory is garbage lmao
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#feeling really lonely lately and idk why#i mean i guess this is what 5 years of complete isolation do to ya lol#but yeah... sometimes it hits me that i don't really have friends (my fault obvs) and i just sit here with no idea how to change that lol#cause i have the curse of being ok while i'm alone and feeling incredibly anxious when i'm with people#so i convince myself that i'm better alone#and i am for the most part#but then 5 years since the last time i met someone that wasn't my mom or my brother go by and i go ''hmm... i don't think this is healthy''#and i spiral into a pit of dispair#like i can't believe that my highschool years when i was an absolute emo ''i hate everybody and everybody hates me'' kind of dude#were healthier than now#because i had online friends whom i talked to for hours about just random shit#and i met incredible people in uni but i haven't talked to them in literally i'm gonna say 5 years?#and the fact that they live 3hs away doesn't help but still#and i fully know I'M the problem#cause i isolate myself and i don't text and i don't hang out when they arrange hang outs#(again being 3hs away. relying on public transport and not feeling comfortable going out at night don't help..)#but also i put waaaayyyy too much pressure on this so that doesn't help at all#and i'm waaaay to awkward and self depricating to even attempt to have a meaningful friendship with anyone...#so i'm left here (by my own actions) alone and sad lol#i might be getting my period btw so maybe that's why i want to die today#but yeah... it's been in my head for a while now and i wanted to get it out so i can move the fuck on#if only i could be a normal person... sigh#angel talks#personal
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yāall look at my birthday cake! do you think if we sing the summoning instead of happy birthday the lords in blackāll appear
#ruth vc: i turn 26 todayā¦..to me#we usually donāt do anything custom or fancy for my birthday#but had a very very not fun thing happen thatās been HARD to process and heal from#something that made me really not want my birthday in the first place cause i was like āwhatās to celebrateā#so my mom knows how much my i love starkid and contacted a baker to have this cake made!!#thank ya ma <333#anything i could wish for on a birthday candle iāve already found in those like bre and kels and ali and all of you wonderful people!!!!#so thank you <3#yāall have helped me more than you can ever know!#food image tw#šŖ šš”šš² š°š¢š„š„ š§šØš š¶ šššš ššš ššššš šššš š¶ć»ā„ā įµįµį¶.
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i feel like i should just keep the trademark i have going and do a ___s___s for my new blog url.
#i keep thinking about this. i think its the answer.#it is time to say goodbye to kingwaino since. ya know. retired and god love him i am not following his musical career#god speed adam if that's the journey you are on#but anyway. yeah. idk. i know its just the hyperfixation blah blah blah but what is a blog url for if not the hyperfixation#so like. idk i could do that. not really sure what else to do true detective wise#anyway thoughts and feelings y'all what do we think about new url for me#what are my interests what are my hobbies hmmmm#funny enough i actually had a similar conversation at lunch today.#we just. idk. he was saying how he's finally getting stuff back and i was like trust me i'm almost there. i'm starting to get it back#and this new job would really really help me start to get some of that back#in other words his journey took like. a decade and i speed ran through that journey in half the time.#i'm rambling again aren't i
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OH MY GOD WAIT. you have a rat sona?? do you have art.. i wanna see the silly..
also i havent made one yet. but!! i want to!! they could be so silyl together if youre down for that :))
absolutely!!! they could be so silly together!!!
iām not done with it but you can see a little quick sketch if you want
thank you reference images because i have no clue how to draw a rat lol
the idea is that heās a young rat from the country that got stuck in a box of produce and got shipped to the hotel that the smp is taking place at
heās scared and he wants to go home and heās really not used to living without his ma and siblings
i think if i were to like actually give him a story line it would be something like for the first half heās trying to find his way home and then through that long process learn to live on his own, idk kinda like a coming of age story or something
but yes please talk to me about your sona if you make one! iād totally love to play touys :]]]
#the void talks back#thinking about it now he looks a little to proper to be from the city#but idk how to help that because like the rugby shirt is one of the few design things that are like essential for my sona#and thatās the only way i could get the hair to make sense and look like me#iād be even worse if i added my glasses lol#but i decided against that sense ya know itās hard to draw glasses and i can just say rats donāt have those
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