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Specs of Stardust (platonic)
I really canât wait to get to determination! Y/n and the straw hats so instead I thought Iâd post little interactions/headcanons of some of the stuff theyâd do
I swear Iâm working on the Roger pov itâs just this popped into my head and sometimes switching between things in writing helps with my burnout
Masterlist for the series here
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Luffy
The best way to describe these two in a room is that Luffy does something stupid and y/n just goes with the flow following him
The rabid golden retriever and the chill black cat
The dumbass duo, rabid dumbass and chill dumbass
Once did the impossible and shared food with y/n because they gave him a dessert Sanji made (the rest of the crew thought they were mass hallucinating)
Y/n gives him cool rocks that they find, theyâve both now made it a goal to collect a rock from every place they go
Gives y/n piggyback rides 24/7
And no one else can give y/n piggyback rides cause thatâs captains privilege apparently
Occasionally when going into battle he gives y/n his straw hat to keep safe
Has semi-adopted one of y/nâs crows named Aurelius which he aptly calls Steve. Aurelius does not like him nor being called Steve
Aurelius keeps pecking at him but Luffy thinks itâs showing affection
Both throw caution to the wind about their own personal safety but if the other is hurt they will pummel someone
When he accidentally ends up in the ocean y/n jumps in after to save him forgetting theyâll sink too
Y/n acts a distraction for Sanji so Luffy can raid the fridge at 3 am
When y/n sleeps in the male quarter (they do regular switches between the female and male sleeping quarters) he has y/n tell him stories to make him go to bed easier
Likes to make y/n laugh
Likes to pinch Luffy cause they think itâs funny how heâs rubber
When Luffy says something really stupid sometimes y/n likes to write it down in a journal exclusively called âLuffy quotesâ
So far some of y/n favourites are âthe colour orange is named after orangesâ, âif I get reincarnated I wanna be a clamâ, âI am rubber and you are fat, don't you dare touch my hatâ and âif you hungry, eatâ
Sometimes the two of them make weird animal calls to scare Ussop
Speaking of the two, unfortunately for the rest of the crew they now have to deal with Luffyâs pranks now getting worse because y/n actually helps him plan them now
Ussop still has nightmares of when he woke up covered in bird seed and was almost taken away by the flock
As does Sanji when he realizes heâs been betrayed by y/n whoâs let Luffy raid the fridge once more
Sometimes y/n likes to ask him about his childhood, they find it so oddly funny that heâs the son of Dragon, grankid of Garp, became brother of Ace and was semi-adopted by shanks
They also like to hear about it cause they always worried Ace wouldnât find good people
Luffy whines itâs unfair y/n doesnât fully die in water like he would before being smacked on the head by either Nami or Sanji
When having to give history exposition y/n is the only one who can dumb it down so Luffy can understand and pay attention for over 2 seconds
Sometimes will proceed to forget y/n asleep on his back and jump into battle
Even when finding out y/n is immortal has still not figured out their connection with Ace or Roger
Both like to sit on the figure head of the ship and occasionally nap there
By doing this not have fell off several times only for Zoro to save them
Luffy just kinda somehow know how y/n is feeling and y/n similarly knows how Luffy is feeling
Instead of buying Luffy stuff y/n just shares whatever they get with him since they have relatively the same taste in nick knacks
Similarly Luffy kinda just shares his stuff with them in return
The Luffy and y/n stuff pile is ever growing
Luckily Nami has not yet found out about it
Ussop on the other hand has and is joining in on the stuff pile
As does chopper
No one can really distinguish whoâs stuff was whoâs anymore but they donât care
They now have an entire storyline happening with different characters
Y/n has a new journal for this exclusively for lore
Both are always hungry, while Luffy is open about it y/n isnât
Somehow though Luffy caught onto this and now demands for for the both of them
âShishishishi tell me another one!â Your captain says excitedly rocking back and forth as you both sit on the merrys figurehead, smiling you nod thinking of what to tell him âhave I told you about the time I met a samurai?â
You jolt awake with a small groan as you lift your head off of resting in the crook of Luffyâs neck, the sounds of battle now invading your ears. âLuffy did you have to get the marines attention when I was sleeping on your back?â At hearing this the boy pauses, his extended out rubber arm hitting a marine in the face sending the guy flying back âshishi sorryâ. At that you canât help but sigh, he most definitely wasnât.
Sitting at the table you watch as Luffy lists off the entire menu to the poor waiter, the retail worker shaking in their boots as he seemingly finishes and their gaze turns to you. âOh, Iâm fine-â before you can finish Luffy cuts you off with a blinding grin âtheyâll have the same as me!â And then you see the waiterâs hope drain even more impossibly so from their eyes.
Zoro
Mihawks reluctant kids that ended up on his island and he accidentally adopted duo
Before knowing their immortal he thought that they were mihawks secret love child or something after baratie
Bribes y/n with sword lessons if they side with him against Sanji
Sometimes the two of them switch bandanaâs
When he naps sometimes y/n joins him, when this happens he makes sure to take a protective hold of them just in case of turbulent waves
Other times when he naps heâll wake up with an umbrella set up for him
Doesnât know itâs y/n and Chopper who put flowers in his hair when heâs knocked out and assumes itâs Sanji which leads to a yelling match
Speaking of chopper, both he and y/n like to hang off of Zoroâs arms like monkey bars and zoro uses them as weights when heâs doing push ups
When he ends up lost y/n somehow has the miraculous uncanny ability to find him
But sometimes when he gets lost y/n ends up joining him for fun
Has kept y/n from unknowingly being mauled by wild animals because for some reason they either love or hate y/n
Likes to ask them about any swordsmen theyâve met on their journeys
The one who typically has to save Luffy and y/n when they end up in water
Y/n likes to joke that he and Sanji are an old divorced couple to others on the crew much to his chagrin
Zoroâs actually pretty observant of y/n due to their instinct to shrug off injuries
Y/n calls out this hypocrisy but it doesnât change anything
He actually really ends up liking y/nâs flock when the murder of crows occasionally stop by
The one he really connects with though is one named Acantha
She likes to perch on his scabbards and seems to almost guard them when heâs not around
Y/n once fell down the stairs and he almost had a heart attack
After this he instinctively watches to make sure they donât fall again
When y/n has nightmares and cries in their sleep he almost always ends up waking up
It keeps him up at night
The mornings after he subtly tries to keep an eye on them to see if their ok
Y/n about to fight a one off villain and being confused they ran off without them doing anything, Zoro behind them glaring with his swords out at said villain
Whenever y/n is on look out duty he typically volunteers to do it with them or take over for them
Sometimes game stares off into space he gets their attention by flicking their forehead
Has and continues to use y/n as an arm rest since chopper is too short in comparison
Has fell asleep while doing this but is always woken up by Sanji yelling at him
Will either carry y/n slung over his shoulder or tucked between his arm and side
Y/n constantly wonders how he talks with a sword in his mouth
Or how he came up with that idea in the first place
Sometimes when they end up islands y/n buys him sword themed things, like sword polish or even a small rack to display them
In return Zoro buys y/n journaling gear since he sees them sometimes writing in a small diary and also gets them things that he notices catches their eye
âŠ.100% bought y/n the journal of Uta that needs a password and when opened loudly plays a low quality version of Genesis
He regrets this decision when heâs woken up to it at 3 am
âY/n where are we? Luffy said heâd meet us around this time in the centre of this townâ the green haired swordsman says looking around at the people who were also in the same abandoned building as the two of you. They all looked weird, one was a big muscle dude, another looked like a ninja with pink hair, a samurai, a blond dude in a tracksuit and some weirdo with a forehead tattoo. âZoro how do we always end in situations like this?â You ask.
âIâll teach you more sword tricks if you agree with me next time Swirly brows gets in a fight with meâ he says suddenly waking up from his nap as you rested tucked between his arm, for a moment thereâs silence and then you nod making him give an almost vicious grin towards the kitchen of the merry.
âSo wait, you thought I was mihawks kid?â You question with an eyebrows quirked up, zoro with a bit of embarrassment nods. âWell, I assumed so since he gave you that little blade of yoursâ he says pointing a finger to Mihawks gift currently in its scabbard âbut he just gave me a sword? How does that make you think Iâm his kid?â. He gives you an impressed stare, âMihawk does not just gift anyone anything let alone a sword plus whatever else he gave you. Doesnât help that he acted like your damn dad afterwardsâ and after hearing that you let out a small âohâ.
Sanji
The seafood duo, aka the 5 michelin star chef and the kid who once boiled and ate their own boots (it was not tasty but they did it)
Since Sanji was the first strawhat encountered who knew y/n previously (the others being Chopper, Brook and Jimbe) he Was the first one to know about y/nâs immortality due to his prior experience with them
So itâs safe to say that he takes that secret to heart especially when y/n says they arenât quiet ready to reveal themself just yet
It still felt too soon and they wanted to be treated normal for a bit longer (their words not his)
So he respects that decision even if he knows Luffy and the others wouldnât make it a big deal
If anything Luffy would probably think itâs cool and move on
But even if thatâs his opinion he swears to keep that secret until their comfortable
And he does so with the upmost respect he can and even covers for y/n sometimes
Due to knowing y/n heâs also the one who worries for them the most, especially when realizing the stories they once told on that island have become more fractured in time
Even their memory of that place is much more hazy
Like a film put over a picture, changing its focus and making it blurry
So he does his best to remind y/n, adding in the details he remembers them now forgetting as they write down the stories
Bribes y/n like Zoro to help win arguments via making them any sweet or desert of their fancy
When y/n is aimlessly pacing around deck he has them help out in the kitchen quite a bit!
Typically he has them help with preparing small things but lets them help with bigger tasks once learning they have some prior kitchen experience
At a port he got y/n an apron that matched his and he had Nami embodier it with their name
Is going insane trying to figure out y/nâs preferences because they say their literally fine with anything
Has made them go through entire taste tests and still cannot figure anything out
Heâs chainsmokes more than usual after yet another failed test when y/n says they donât mind salted black liquorice
Cries and chain smokes when y/n tells him they once boiled and ate their own boots
Almost cried when they pick up on some of his French words
Calls y/n stuff like âpetite Ă©toileâ and âpetite lueurâ
After Alabasta y/n joking calls him âMr. Princeâ from time to time
Whenever he makes stuff for Nami and Robin he also makes some for y/n
When Luffy complains about this he always says âwomen and children come firstâ
Y/n sometimes clings to his legs, he always chuckles and lets them do so unless itâs dangerous
The only one allowed to raid the kitchen for snacks other than Chopper is y/n
Both of them abuse this privilege but he canât resist their combined puppy eyes
Once finding out through Luffy that y/n is more hungry than they say they are he now makes them bigger portions
He swears they have a similar stomach to Luffy but he canât be mad at them
Not when they seem to starve themself rather than tell others their hungry
Due to this he now carries small snacks just in case
Wants to meet whoever âThatchâ is so they can trade recipes and have a cook off
Also to find out through him how he feeds over 1000 people cause he has 2000 stomachs due to the combined forces of Luffy and y/n
Was at first iffy about the crows until a bunch of the birds started eating the leftover scraps he couldnât incorporate into dishes or was going bad
So he grows to like the feathered flock since they help in not wasting anything
His favourite is one named Blanche whoâs an albino crow the murder adopted as their own after finding her abandoned
She reminds him of a dove and of how he too was abandoned by a previous family but found a new one
She also delivers letters back fourth from Zeff for him
He adds a little blue ribbon tied to her leg
When staying in the boys quarters y/n often times has Sanji help them in taking care of themself properly
Mostly cause y/n would just pass out on the floor or stay up till 6 pm if not
Brushes y/nâs hair if Nami or Robin doesnât do it
Also loves to style it via y/nâs suggestion
letâs y/n borrow his clothes when seeing that Nami had to drag them to a clothing store to actually buy them something other than the clothes they wear everyday
Sanji will never admit it but sometimes he has nightmares of when they had died and on those nights silently checks to make sure their still there
Y/n will never admit to him how many times theyâve starved to death alone on their raft
Mostly for his own peace of mind and their own
Y/n likes to buy Sanji food themed stuff like magnets, dishes and keychains
Sanji meanwhile buys them candies and other odd things heâd think y/n would like, for example Hawaiian shirts and plushies
âPetite Ă©toile! I made you something!â Sanji yelled across the deck, looking towards him you see a Soda float on a small platter. Luffy eyes it hungrily though Sanji notices and he swiftly knocks the young captain with his leg. You giggle out a âthanks Sanjâ which makes the swirly browed preen in a mixture of pride and genuine happiness.
âAnd thatâs whenâŠ..â pausing in your story you try to think back, the details of which now seemed to escape you. Sanji clears his throat, giving you a sad smile as he then adds in for you âthatâs when the musician taught you pianoâ at that your memory jogs slightly and you smile âand ukuleleâ
Sitting at the table you eye the small labeled plates with different tastes and textures, all tasted good and even if it didnât youâd still eat it. But despite that Sanji sits across from you with a defeated look on his face, cigarette sitting numbly in his mouth. âSanji itâs on really, Iâm fine with anythingâ at saying this his temper seems to flare ever so slightly, something that reminds you of Zeff âyou have to have some preference!â. âWell I meanâŠI ate my boots before. Nothing can be worse than thatâ once more that seemed to be the wrong thing to say as the cigarette falls from his mouth as he mutters âyou what?!?â
Nami
The orange blossom pair
Is one of the first to pick up on the fact y/n might be immortal due to Arlong one day talking about a human child on the sun pirates boat before one that had betrayed them
At the time Nami wrote it off though, more horrified at the fact y/n was a pirate
It brought up a lot of memories of her childhood she does not like to reminisce on
But before joining the crew and after she tends to stick nearby y/n as a big sister presence
Not hovering over their shoulder but just far enough away to watch and make sure their ok
Especially when she wasnât initially sure if Luffy and Zoro
To be honest Nami always wanted to be a big sister, especially since she in a way wants to make up for everything Nojiko went through due to her
So she takes to caring for y/n the best she can
Especially when seeing that y/n does not to care of themself at all
Sheâs plain horrified at how they walk off a broken leg, havenât had a bath in months that wasnât in salt water, doesnât care for their hair and leaves stuff stuck in it, along with essentially starving themself sometimes
Nami quickly makes it a goal to change that with the efforts of Sanji
She gives y/n âdiscountsâ when she charges the crew for stuff
The discount is actually free because sheâd feel too guilty in charging a child
Along with the fact that y/n spends the pocket money she gives them on gifts for everyone but themself
Speaking of which she charges said person who got a gift with an import fee because that money the gift was purchased with was technically Namiâs
The only one who does not object to this fee is Sanji
Another fee she makes is a y/n hug fee, since as y/nâs appointed big sister she thinks y/n should be compensated for being hugged by a bunch of stinky boys
Teaches y/n about Tangerines and oranges, specifically how to grow them!
Likes to peel oranges for y/n and share them together as a snack as they ramble on about a place theyâve been
In the small garden for her fruits she lets y/n plant some hibiscus plants that y/n cryptically says reminds them of a friend they miss
Is confused as fuck how y/n seems to know almost all the islands they end up on
After finding out y/n is immortal she often asks about past navigators theyâve met and some of the most interesting places theyâve been to
Has to drag y/n to take them shopping because they insist their fine with one pair of clothes
She argues otherwise and canât help but bristle once finding out their immortal that for years theyâve worn the same thing
It reminds her too much of her childhood, of Bellemere scraping together what she could even when the villagers gave her discounts for clothes
Buys them an entire wardrobe and complains when they borrow the other crews clothes
In reality she doesnât mind and finds it cute
Has to fashion police y/n because they have no sense of shame and will wear the most god awful combinations of clothes
When y/n sleeps in the girls quarters Nami has their bed set up to be in the middle between her and Robin
That way if a night attack happens y/n is the most safe
And that way Nami can wake them up when their having a nightmare
Carries y/n like throwing a moneybag over her shoulder, itâs partially due to reflex and cause when she has to do this itâs typically in a shit situation
Y/n sometimes sees a small pink spark over Namiâs shoulder when she gets really excited
They havenât told her yet though
Y/n likes to show Nami the stuff theyâve collected over the years
Especially their jewelry gifted to them
Nami from the moment of meeting the flock saw money signs (lol)
The crows have now been ordered to steal stuff and they bring it to her to examine and evaluate
They also heckle the poor news birds into giving discounts or plain for free
Besides their monetary gain she genuinely likes their presence quite a bit
They not only valiantly guard her tangerines from other less behaved animals but also help her in charting islands
Her favourite is one named Axel, heâs on the older side with a scar across his eye
He not only has an eye for valuable things but also acts as a guard for both the young fledglings and Nami
Y/n likes buying Nami jewelry and navigation gear along with sharing their writing supplies with her
Nami meanwhile buys y/n clothes and some jewelry for them
Sitting beneath the tangerine tree you watch as the hibiscus you planted for Rouge sway lightly In the breeze, your gaze lingers there before Nami lightly touches your shoulder making you jolt. âHereâ she offers you a peeled tangerine with a smile, you take it popping the sweat fruit into your mouth. âHow much will I owe you?â You ask enjoying the sweet taste, at that she laughs âI need a tester to make sure my product is good. Just consider it free since youâre doing me a favourâ. Smiling you nod, not commenting how Sanji would be the better pick for this âjobâ.
âI still donât get how youâd gone so long with no other pairs of clothesâ Nami mutters whilst holding up two pairs of shirts your size âwhich do you like? Or do you want both?â. Looking at the clothes you point to the one held up by her left hand, the Hawaiian shirt with a funky pattern. âI knew youâd pick this oneâ her eyes are layered in fondness even if she gives a small sigh âIâm a creature of habitâŠ.besides Mihawk gave me those pyjamas so technically I now have more than one pairâ
Waking up to from nightmare your typically used to the sight of the night sky but you awake with Namiâs worried face. Shakily you sit up, âh-hey Iâm okâ itâs more said for her sake rather than your own. Despite your words Nami pulls you close, silently letting you clutch onto her like a lifeline as the scent of oranges and tangerines linger as does that small spark of pink just above her shoulder.
Ussop
The story teller duo! Aka the liar and the immortal
Honestly Ussop and y/n are a little dynamic duo of scaredy cat and unfazed whoâs dragging the other into a haunted house
Except the haunted house in this case is literally every dangerous situation known to man
Poor Ussop has got it cut out for him more than usual when y/n is around
Something he notices fairly quickly
But heâs too committed in looking cool in front of them and cause he sure as hell isnât leaving them alone for more than 15 minutes cause theyâll for sure somehow traumatize someone
Another thing he picked up on lol
Thereâs a Recurring joke with him and y/n when y/n remembers something important at the last minute and he yells that they have the memory of a goldfish
Though y/nâs title is the straw hats storyteller, they really like listening to Ussopâs stories
Though they knows his is fake they enjoy it better that way
Because that means thereâs always a happy ending
Something that not all of their stories have
Similarly, though he sometimes gets afraid when they tell their stories, Ussop really likes listening to theirs as well
Mostly for the fact that though some of them are sad their genuinely heart touching most of the time
Y/n tells their tales in a way that captivates just about everyone around them
Something Ussop really admires
Both know and acknowledge each others skills
And sometimes the two of them will collaborate together in figuring out how to make their adventures more engaging when written down
Y/n and Ussop sometimes do commentary when watching Sanji and Zoro fight
Ussop during these commentary of the fighting matches writes down his favourite insults that he and y/n then giggle about later on
Their favourite so far is when Sanji called Zoro Durian in both appearance and smell
Ussop is the one to help y/n in their âdisguisesâ
Aka supplying the fake moustaches
In similar fashion y/n helped make him the SogeKing mask before Water 7
Ussop has y/n test out his inventions and has them teach him new hobbies
To keep from the ever looming fear away Ussop tries to keep himself busy
Something y/n is a pro at and helps him pick up some of the hobbies theyâve learned over the years
On Sundays y/n teaches him and Robin how to do Pottery
Which helps out Sanji because of the amount of broken plates due to Luffy is uncountable
Calls y/n the first mate of the Ussop pirates
He will never admit it but when he misses Ninjin, Tamanegi and Piiman he ends up lingering near y/n cause they sometimes remind him of his old âcrewâ
Speaking of which y/n is the only one who he talks to about how much he sometimes misses syrup village
Specifically Kaya
Along with this he also confides to them about how he wonders if his dad would be proud of him or disappointed
It doesnât happen often but occasionally it does really weight on him
But he trusts y/nâs judgment because theyâve met Yassop, and in the fact that they understand what itâs like to miss people
When this happens y/n also confides in Ussop about the people they miss too
Even people they donât remember
Itâs actually pretty sweet especially since on those nights the two of them just talk about how they genuinely feel
Something that is kinda rare for the two
To enhance each otherâs stories the two now have started doing puppet shows!
Something they have Nami and Chopper help with in making the puppets
Ussop even made a mini stage out of popsicle sticks
Y/n uses Rogerâs coat as the curtain
Ussop Is terrified of the crows especially after that time y/n and Luffy covered him in birdseed and was almost flown away by the murder
Along with superstitions heâs heard about them being bad luck
But the crows love him
Like they really love him, almost as much as chopper
Itâs god damn comical watching him run away in terror meanwhile these little feathered fiends are chasing after him with puppy eyes asking for love
The only crows he likes are the baby ones
The little fledglings who (unfortunately for him) find perching on his nose to be the most optimal of places
But their cute as hell so he lets it slide
For now
This then perpetuates the cycle of them growing older and him being terrified of them but them loving him
Y/n finds it funny as hell
But he eventually comes around to them when y/n has them exchange letters between him and Kaya
As well as sending gifts and flowers back to syrup without the items getting lost or rotting
sometimes y/n and Ussop swap headscarves
Y/n likes to buy Ussop random stuff for him to use in inventions
Ussop likes to buy y/n crafts that they can do together (as well as with Chopper)
âAnd thatâs how I, captain Ussop! Defeated the unstoppable man after 3 days of fighting with my 3000 men!â At hearing that you nod enthusiastically as Chopper chimes in about how cool that was. You smile, thinking back to those 3 whole days Roger and fought Whitebeard before recruiting Oden temporarily to the crew. âWhat did you do afterwards?â You ask making the long nosed sniper perk up, he thinks for a moment before he continues his âtaleâ.
âUhhhh Ussopâ you say watching as the sniper who currently tinkered away at some new contraption break from his concentration. âOh hey! Whats up?â It comes out casually as he turns to look at you as you give him an almost apologetic look which makes his brows furrow. Wordlessly you point to the nearby open port window. One of your crows sits there, tilting its head at him âoh no-â before he can get another word out it lets out a squawk and other feathered little devils start flying in through the window.
âYour dad is more proud of you than I think you knowâ you say this with utter confidence and it makes Ussop stumble for a moment. âReally?â He asks this in a quiet tone, almost unsure before you nod and smile âitâs all he talked about when I was on the red force. So you best believe itâ
Chopper
Cherry blossom duo!
Was the second member of the crew to know about y/nâs immortality due to recognizing the picture of them with Hiriluk
Something that the little reindeer kept tucked away in a small slit in his hat Kureha added to it
So itâs safe to say that heâs ecstatic, confused and freaking out
Though luckily Sanji and y/n were able to talk with him
And to be honest Chopper gets why their scared to tell the others
Heâd be scared in their situation! So he keeps the secret as best he can!
Though there were definitely a few occasions he nearly slipped up lol
As the two youngest members on board both Chopper and y/n band together quite a bit
Partially because of the fact that in mental age their close and because their both just natural sweethearts
Chopper finds it funny that despite being the oldest y/n is also one of the youngest
Both are the cutest mfâs out there that Nami 100% uses to guilt others into getting discounts
Y/n and him unfortunately for her also use the puppy eyes on her to get her to peel their tangerines
Chopper thinks of y/n as a big sibling and very much heavily admires them
Y/n similarly thinks of Chopper as a little brother and admires his medical knowledge despite his age
Both have made each other bff bracelets with little sakura charms
Sometimes when chopper gets sad about Hiriluk y/n tells chopper about their experiences with him
And that he would be proud of chopper
That Kureha is proud
And that their proud of the person Hiriluk took as his own because y/n knows chopper will become the best doctor ever
Every time this happens Chopper sobs
Similarly in the moments when y/n is lost (mostly since they donât like being overly emotional about their feelings or trauma) Chopper likes to become kinda a therapy animal and let y/n pet his fur to calm them down
Along with that chopper also tries to have them open up about how their feeling
Y/n thinks choppers blue nose looks like a blueberry so they sometimes call him that
Chopper gets super âangryâ about it (not really, the only times heâs angry at y/n is when they shrug off an injury)
Speaking of which, he gets really worried for y/n and their careless tendencies
He knows their immortal but he wishes theyâd care for themself to at least show him their injuries even if their small
It reminds him of Hiriluk since he had also written off his disease and pain as nothing
The parallels between the two of them really make Chopper worried about losing someone again
Like he knows y/n would come back but having to watch someone you love die is still really traumatic
And the amount of times heâs almost had a heart attack from y/n narrowly dodging death isnât healthy
Now is it healthy for the others either lol
When in his more deer-like form he lets y/n sit on his back! He bashfully preens in pride when they call him their loyal steed
Letâs y/n decorate his horns with little do-dads and charms
His favourite is the little sakura themed ones they bought at a spring island for him
They have done the two kids on a trench coat routine before and itâs somehow worked
The funny thing is that y/n was the legs and chopper was the upper half
Both make inside jokes about the rest of the crew
Both also occasionally goad Sanji and Zoro into fights
They watch with Luffy while eating popcorn
Talks with the flock all the time! He gossips with them and they all adore him so much
He doesnât have a favourite and loves all of them
Especially since they all try and bring him herbs or steal him medical supplies from islands the crew dock on
The crows love to dote on him, even calling him one of their flock just like the others on the crew
It makes him happy since he gets a bit of animal companionship that he never got and the fact that the flock accepts anyone no matter their looks
Heâs scared to tell the birds about how his birth family kicked him out since he knows theyâll try to get revenge
Y/n likes that through chopper that they can now understand their crows
Something in which makes the crows absolutely ecstatic about and Chopper has to regal their constant pleas for attention and to let y/n know that their adored
He tends to their little injuries and puts little bandaids on their wounds
They like to perch on his antlers and he gets supper bashful when they call him their favourite crew member beside y/n
Chopper finds it funny they call y/n their god?
Itâs weird but he just assumes that cause the crows explained to him how several generations back y/n had nursed to health their injured ancestors
While y/n stays in the menâs quarter Chopper and y/n set up a little sleepover tent
Both typically fall asleep in the tent and Sanji or Zoro have to put them in their proper beds rather than sleeping on the floor
While sleepy y/n sometimes thinks chopper is a stuffed animal
Both cling to one another when tired (itâs adorable)
Y/n likes to buy Chopper Sakura themed things or medicinal herbs and books that theyâd think heâd like
Chopper on the other hands buys y/n things they can do together or with the crew like puzzles or little crafts
âAhhh!!! What happened to your arm?!?!â The young reindeer doctor practically screams as his widened eyes look at your bloody and bruised arm thatâs also bent the wrong way. The rest of the crew whom youâd been trying to hide it from look to you, whoops. âUhhhhâŠ.it was an accident?â You say this and before you can blink your being dragged to choppers medical bay, darn, youâd sneak past them next time
Sitting down on the flooring of the merry you thread your fingers through choppers soft fur. Your breathing still heavy and shaky as your mind comes down from focusing on bad memories. It takes a few minutes sitting there focusing on the sensation of his fur but eventually you find yourself of sound mind again. Tears staining your cheeks as you mumble a thanks to the doctor who nods. âA doctor has to look out for his patients in health and mindâ is what he says making you smile ever so slightly.
âHey chopper what did Rosemary tell you?â You asked looking quizzically at the Crow perched on his antlers, he looks up to bird listening as she squawks again. âShe said that big crow, big lizards and Yama missed you? Whoâs that?â He translates then giving you a curious look, you think for a moment then coming up with an answer âohâŠshe means king and the othersâ. He nods at the answer before then asking âwhoâs king? Wait! Do you know royalty?!?â
Robin
History duo, ones is a literal archeologist and the other is the ancient ass artifact
After chopper sheâs the third person to know of y/nâs immortality due to watching them die with crocodile
While working with crocodile she didnât talk to y/n directly too much but did try and look out for them in the shadows
Sheâs also been praying that y/n wouldnât end up in Alabasta nor that crocodile would find them again lol
But that didnât exactly go as planned
Once joining the crew y/n is one of the few to trust Robin partially due to their prior knowledge of her and experience with her
Both feel extreme sympathy for one another, especially once realizing they were both children hunted down by the government
Robin like with Chopper uses her abilities to tickle y/n
Robin cannot count the amount of times her ability has saved y/n without them knowing
Before Brook joined y/n would ask Robin to use her power to make arms and lift y/n up to see stuff lol
Sometimes with the sprouted arms y/n likes to play rock paper scissors with them which makes Robin laugh
Y/n eventually has Robin help in writing in their journal to remember things since they trust her perspective more than their own
Because these two both know Poneglyphâs the two gossip via notes to one another in the language
Robin when reading history books and finds something about y/n shows it to them
Itâs now an inside joke between the two of them
They also make it an activity to skim through accounts of things and try to find y/n
What sad though is that in some accounts where itâs clearly y/n mentioned y/n canât actually remember it
And for awhile y/n just gets kinda quiet and excuses themself
She does not mentioned their reddened eyes when she sees them again
But just offers them a hug
In a certain way, Robin kinda projects what she wish she had as a kid into y/n as a form of self healing
Especially after Enies lobby
She wants to be there for them
Care for them in a way she wished others had cared for her
And itâs with this that Robin becomes a mother figure to y/n
Sheâd tender and caring to y/n in a way that just kinda makes them instinctively cling to her presence
Her warm hugs and floral scent remind y/n distantly of their mom (or they think it does)
They know Robin isnât her (no one can be) but Robinâs care and general warmth towards them just makes y/n really happy
Hugs galore
As well as Robin helping Nami take care of y/n since they have no self care at all
Y/n constantly steals Robinâs cowboy hat (when she had it )
Like in pre-timeskip one piece Robin calls y/n by their title of âstorytellerâ but also refers to them by nicknames as well
Robin loves the crows so much, she has each of them memorized by name
As well as their preferences
Her favourite though is one named Hesta, sheâs a quiet one of the flock and likes watch Robin read
May or may not use her devil fruit to pet all the crows
Ussop may have freaked out when seeing the entire murder on the ship with Robinâs hands sprouted from the deck everywhere
When she has mini dates with Franky y/n dressed up as a server with a fake moustache
They also have a fake French accent because they took inspiration from Sanji
Both her and Franky have to hold back laughing cause y/n gets really into it
Y/n likes buying Robin history stuff and letting her borrow their journals to read
Robin meanwhile likes to buy y/n things she sees interested them while on an adventure
(She may or may not have stolen a few things whoops)
âHey Robin can you help me-â before you can finish what youâre saying the historian finds herself at your side, already helping in tying your shoelaces. She smiles, âfor all the skills youâd picked up over the years Iâm surprised you hadnât learned to tie them yetâ it comes out as a giggle with makes you smile bashfully âI know how tie sailor knots and stuff but I donât think they work for bootsâ
âY/n, do you want to help me write some the poneglyphâs? I want to look them over later and put what we have in orderâ Robin asks making you pause from tracing the forgotten language with your hands. You nod, then pulling out your journal and opening up a new page. âSounds good to me. Should I include me and Rogerâs messages?â At hearing that she nods, a curious smile on her face. âOf course.â
âWhat happened to you was never right, you deserved better than what the world gave youâ hearing this makes her go still as the still sleeping Nami tosses and turns in her sleep. âYou didnât deserve what happened to you either. Neither of us didâ when she says this you see tears glisten in moonlight as does she with your starry eyes.
Franky
Suuuuuperrrrrr Star duo!
Like a few others of the straw hats he actually met y/n in his childhood
Specifically because of the Roger pirates when they had stopped in water 7 with Oden
So itâs safe to say after everything in water 7 and Enies lobby he definitely knows y/n is immortal
Though after Franky beat up Ussop y/n kinda takes a little while to warm up to him again at
But Y/n comes around quick on Franky when seeing him help try and save Robin
And after he joins the crew y/n becomes his obligatory little helper!
Since y/n likes to be constantly doing stuff Franky has them help him do repairs on the ship and check for anything that needs to be fixed
He says he canât fit in a lot of the smaller crevices (which he technically canât) but normally heâd just use some invention of his
But y/n doesnât need to know that, not when they get excited in helping
Franky 100% teaches y/n to do poses with him
Nami is half tempted to strangle him for this when y/n did the âsuupppeerrâ pose after a battle
Unfortunately for her dumbass number 2 (aka Luffy) joins in and then Ussop as well
Y/n in the morning likes to help style Frankyâs hair, he wonderâs who Vivi is and why his hair colour reminds them of her
Y/n is also the reason why Frankyâs hair is now styled occasionally like sea creatures
His favourite is when they style it as a shark or whale
He shivers each time he looks at y/nâs âshipâ
Especially when they say that sheâs a fine sea-craft (she not)
He just nods along
Back when he was a kid he was also equally appalled back then about it and had offered to make it better
But just like back then y/n refuse
And somehow that dinky thing always seems to end back up at the ship even when in a storm it ends up lost at sea
Y/n sits on his arm all the time, especially when he is in a muscle man pose
They think itâs funny
He thinks itâs funny when steal his sunglasses
The two of them have single-handedly increased the amount of Hawaiian shirts owned by the straw hats by about 70%
Sometimes when he misses the Franky family he talks to y/n about how they deal with leaving people they love
And y/n always talk about how they kinda deal with it
But itâs always hard
They miss a lot of people
Some of which they donât remember but know they instinctively miss
It definitely helps him
But it also highlights to Franky just how lonely they are
Because he joined later on he hasnât seen or heard y/n talk about some of their experiences
Heâs maybe heard some from iceberg or the other straw hats but they were always vague
Itâs sad to him, especially since their short friendship with him had honestly made him feel less alone in the harder segments of his life
But knowing just how many people they had said goodbye to and would say goodbye to, the years afloat on that thing they call a ship by themself
Yeah, it really weighs on him
Because he gets it
Y/n is the only one for sure who knows that Robin and Franky eventually get together (frobin for real yâall)
They donât tell anyone cause they just kinda assumed everyone already knew and forgot it was a secret lol
Despite this though, they accidentally cover for Robin and Franky when they go out on small dates
Y/n is somehow Frankyâs ultimate wingman (wingperson?)
They suggest to him things they know Robin like or would like
The two of them like to paint a pair of stars on each of Frankyâs inventions
A blue 5 pointed on for Franky and a smaller 4 pointed gold one for y/n
Y/n Is the only one on the crew besides Luffy to use the Franky fridge to store stuff
Specifically the snacks the other crew members give them through the day
Franky ends up building some birdhouses on the ship for crows who stay the night along with prosthetic limbs for birds who lost legs or even their wings
He doesnât have a particular bird he prefers over the rest
He thinks all of them are SUUPPEERRRR
They seem to like his golden chain and shiny metal nose
Much to his amusement
Sometimes a chosen bird will be allowed to wear his sunglasses and it becomes the super bird of the day
This bird for that day gets to hang around on his head and gets a invention made for them
Y/n likes to buy Franky cool gadgets they find along with anything that has blue stars
Franky doesnât buy y/n stuff but instead makes them things, typically little do-dads or even some puzzles to keep them preoccupied
âHey Franky, do you need some help there?â You asked watching the blue haired shipwright peel himself away from repairing the mast of the ship. He grins, âSurre thing little helper!â He then tosses you a hammer that you luckily catch.
âWhat do you suggest I get Robin? Iâm still debating between these twoâ the cyborg man questions as he holds up two different bouquets of fresh flowers. You peer between the two, examining them. âRobin would probably like the second one. Those flowers have meanings of âloveâ âcompanionshipâ and âappreciationâ which would be the best choice. Sheâd like the effort behind themâ you say before correcting your fake moustache and dusting off any dirt of your fake waiter uniform you stole from Sanjiâs days at the baratie. âShould I have Hesta fly in and deliver them?â He adds making you respond âof course!â
Two cans of Cola clink together as you and Franky sit watching the horizon. âI can only imagine Odenâs face seeing that youâre now a pirate after saying youâd never be one, oh and Tomâsâ you giggle as Franky nods âdo you think theyâd be happy?â. For a moment you ponder âI canât say for sureâŠ.but I think so long as your happy theyâd beâ
Brook
Dead duo (lol) cause theyâve both died and come back to life (though one has done this significantly more than the other)
By the time he joins y/n being a immortal ainât a secret anymore
Even if it was his emotional breakdown when seeing them again asking if heâs finally gone fully insane before hugging them would probably proof enough that their immortal
But anyway!!
For very obvious reasons Brook for a long while after reuniting is kinda stuck at y/nâs side
Partially because heâs still unsure if this is real and afraid heâll wake up alone again
On that ship where only the damned souls of the sea like himself stay
Y/n seems to know this though and happily allows him to stay at their side as they hold onto his coat since heâs too tall for them to comfortably hold his hand
The annual amount of death and skeleton jokes have gone up exponentially because of the two of them alone
Both Brook and y/n cope via jokes and each other (as sad as that is)
The crew canât help but deadpan at the amount of time the two have watched something horrific or head about it and said âsameâ or pointed to a skeleton and said âlook itâs us!â
Brook doesnât ask his pervert questions or jokes in front of y/n heâs too mortified to do so when he basically considered them his family
He once accidentally did and y/n asked what that meant and he wanted to curl up and die (again)
Y/n brings him milk and stuff with calcium saying he needs to build up bone density
He has yet to tell them he canât drink it but he appreciates the gesture and gives it to Sanji instead so he can use it for recipes
Brook is the only person y/n talks to about the ways in which theyâve died
Mostly because heâs the only other person who can understand what its like
And because hearing vindication that what had happened to them was wrong kinda helps them process stuff
Because they should not have died as many as theyâve had let alone in such gruesome ways
Hearing it from Brook, someone whoâd also faced the horrors of death and immortality really opens their eyes
Whenever Brook plays music y/n instinctively joins him in song
Itâs just second nature to y/n at this point
Both are different versions of insane from immortality. Whileâs brooks is more noticeable for y/nâs itâs more subtle
Y/n likes to show Brook all the instruments and songs they learned after his death
Especially their ukulele skills much to his amusement
Neither can play Binks booze together without sobbing midway
Nor can Brook handle their stories of Laboon still waiting at reverse mountain
Nor can y/n handle hearing how Brook would see visions of them and the crew in his years of isolation
The rest of the straw hats canât handle just how depressing that all is lol
He accidentally found y/n, Chopper and Luffy in their game and now has made a soundtrack for it
When y/n stays in the menâs quarter Brook sometimes has to check their still alive because of his fear theyâll die again
Y/n has played the xylophone on Brookâs ribcage much to Namiâs horror
Both of them pull the âas the oldest people on boardâ card
The two of them also call each other senior citizens and try and get discounts at places via Namiâs orders
Both always get kicked out
Y/n somehow learned the word âbonerâ from someone and asked Brook what that meant because he was made of bones
He wanted to die a second time đ
He was mortified after that especially when y/n then taught that word to Luffy and chopper who joined in on asking him what it meant
Robin had to help him escape the questioning
When y/n canât see anything they like to climb Brook to get a better view
Y/n also sometimes hides in his ribcage
The two of them share an atrocious fashion sense
The only difference is that Robin and Nami help in making sure y/n doesnât end up in a floral shirt with polka dot shorts and sandals with socks
Brook is extremely proud of y/nâs skills that they picked up from him and his crew
The crows keep bringing Brook bones because they assume all skeletons they find somehow are parts of Brook
Y/n taught them to play the xylophone on Brook
The dead musicianâs favourite crow is one named âcrazy Peteâ because he just picks shit up and starts whacking against the nearest surface
This making him the best xylophone player of the crows as well as the best drummer
The flock also uses his ribcage as a perch as well as his Afro in which they have built a nest in that he didnât know about until baby birds hatched
He got to name the newborns and named some of them after his old crew
Y/n likes to buy Brook skeleton things (like those plastic Halloween skeletons lol) and music sheets for him to write new music
Brook gets y/n a bunch of weird mystical shit that y/n always ends up loving
âYohohohoho! Are you up for a duet?â The old skeleton asks as he holds up his violin, you look up from the book you were reading a smile already stretching across your face. âDo you have to ask?â You reply back as you get up and get into position, if a skeleton could smile he would.
âYo brook!â You yell already snickering under your voice âdo you think we ought to buy some tromboneâs? Or maybe some Xyloboneâs?â. At that he lets out his signature laugh, âmaybe, but theyâd cost a Skelaton! Get it? Cause weâve both died!â For a moment thereâs a pause of silence between you both before the two of you burst out into laughter. Nami grumbles under her breath about you both being ânumbskullsâ before realizing her mistake, the two of you laugh even harder.
In the middle of the night you and Brook sit in the crows nest, the humming the Binkâs booze filling the silence beneath the stars. Because for now thatâs enough.
Jinbe
Fisher duo! Wouldâve gone with sun duo because of the sun pirates but that duo name probably fits y/n and ace more
By the time Jinbe joins everyone on the crew knows so he doesnât need to keep the secret
Something that makes him hella realized about since he knows heâd have to jump through hoops somehow trying to explain why y/n knew him prior
Is always worried for y/n especially when realizing they already have a very small impulse control that melts away when Luffy is near
Like he is getting grey hairs as Robin and Nami emphatically pat his shoulder
Y/n loves to laze about on Jinbe, theyâll just randomly go up to him raise their arms up to be picked up and then just fall asleep or stay there
Y/n likes how warm he is along with how heâll carry them around. Plus his more squishy and smooth textured skin on account of being a fishman is a texture that they like
Jinbe has accepted his role as a resting place for y/n
Something that now also extends to Luffy, chopper and sometimes Zoro as well
When not doing his duties on the ship he likes to listen to y/nâs recounts of things
He finds it pretty soothing as well as informative
If no one else is up to listen to y/n word vomit then Jinbe always has an ear open
His favourites are ones are those including Roger
Heâd never known him, just knew about bits and pieces from Whitebeard so heâs especially interested in learning about him from someone else
Y/n sometimes like to ask him about fishman culture along with facts about mermaids as well!
Especially stuff about Joyboy
Something which makes Jinbe light up in pride
Head pats galore from this fishman once he finds out that y/n melts at that type of affection
Is the first to not question how y/n has befriended so many war criminals
Though his is curious how the hell Doflamingo ended up on that list
Speaking of which when y/n gets really scared or anxious he is quick to pick up on it
Just immediately picks up y/n leaves the situation while Luffy goes to beat up what caused the problem lol
Y/n when seeing him get odd looks gives people odd looks back
Especially when people ask where their parents were and they point to Jinbe as if it were the most obvious answer in the world
Y/n once has bitten someone who was being racist
While Jinbe was proud he was not happy with the fact they resorted to Luffy type behaviour
Definitely considers Jinbe a father figure
Something he holds in high regard especially when hearing how they think so highly about Roger
Due to Jinbe being a whale shark fishman y/n bought themself and him matching whale shark plushies
He got the smaller one while y/n got the mama
Jinbe may or may not have secretly cried about this
Because Jinbe is serious most of the time y/n has made it a sport in trying to surprise him
Like suddenly jumping from the crows nest into his arms or randomly appearing out of nowhere for hugs
Even if heâs upset with their recklessness he always ends up smiling
Much like the others he ends up as a resting spot for the crows, specifically the young ones just learning to fly
They always end up tucked into his kimono somehow but he doesnât end up minding it much
Not when the combined forces of the baby birds and y/n give him puppy eyes
His all time favourite crow though is one named Pearl, sheâs just a little sweetheart that loves to sit on his hands to be pet
To be honest he finds them all rather intriguing especially since crows typically arenât this intelligent
Like sure typically their intelligent birds but these ones seem even moreso
it seems somehow they have increased perception?
Heâs not sure as to why but leaves it as a ây/n thingâ
Something that has become a trend in his will for questioning things
Donât understand it? Probably a y/n thing so move on and accept it
Nami has been following in this mindset for awhile now
Y/n steals his robes despite them being too big
He purposely leaves them out when realizing they like to do this
Jinbe is the only one to know about y/nâs time as a slave and is the only one to know why they sometimes flinch when people touch their back
Heâs also the only way whoâs able to understand and comfort them when they silently stream out at the sea
At ports y/n likes to go shopping with Jinbe and though he says they donât need to buy him anything they buy him sea themed stuff to remind him of fishman island
In similar fashion despite y/n saying that he doesnât need to buy them anything he buys them charms for their bracelets and necklaces that represent a place theyâve been so they can keep track
âSo Roger really could stand toe to toe with Whitebeard?â Jinbe asks as you nod with a smile âyeah, Roger despite having no devil fruit was extraordinarily strong and had extraordinary Haki. Plus Roger was Rogerâ. At hearing this explanation Jinbe nods but then inquires âwhat do you mean by that last part?â Which makes you lightly giggle before explaining âRoger is the only person besides maybe Luffy who would sneak onto a marine base, fist fight Garp the fist, raid the kitchen and then proceed to escape back to the Oro with the stolen food, treasure and highly classified government field he thought looked coolâ
âJinbe can I go upâ you ask with your hands already reaching up to him and in position to be lifted. The fishman smiles, for an immortal you really were a kid still. He smiles. âAlright, do you also want to hear about fishman island again?â Itâs not even really a question when he knows your answer but he asks either way and sees you nod. Pearl whoâs perched on his shoulder makes room and finds a place between you and him.
Itâs late in the night when he finds you sitting on the railing of the ship, silently looking out to sea just as you did all those years ago. He leans against the railing beside you, remembering not to touch your back at this time. âYou got reminded of it again?â He asks on which he receives a full nod from you, âit was in the market, there were some propaganda posters about escaped slaves. I checked to see if I was on there, I wasnât luckily, but it still left me feeling all flightyâ. He frowns at that but nods. âDo you need me to stay with you for now?â You respond quickly without thought âyesâŠ.it burns Jinbe, my back burns again but I know the brands not thereâ
#determination!#platonic#one piece#one piece x reader#luffy x reader#zoro x reader#sanji x reader#nami x reader#robin x reader#chopper x reader#Franky x reader#I added some Frobin in there to hehehehe#brook x reader#jinbe x reader#ussop x reader
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hello vee.
@/twogallonhats on twitter made this iceberg, and now i am subjecting you to this. Explain to the best of your knowledge, good luck.
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay sure
idk why rhyme anima is listed tbh itâs just a zany anime version of hypmic but that very well may be the reason lol like it gave us a man by the name of tom whisper weathercock lol
thereâs always a prolific push for your fav to win the drb lol. iirc during the championship round in the 1st drb there was a fan?? fans??? who gave money to some guy with a following to post a video of him asking everyone to vote for mtc lol. jp fans for the second got together and made eng/kor/ch instructions on how to vote in the vr battles itâs a time canât wait for that to kick off next year đŹ
arb is technically not canon and therefore ooc lol
idk what hypmic tictok sounds mean. i can tell you of a few times hypmic was trending on tiktok tho lol
idk if they were even a soundcloud rapper, but some soundcloud rapper fell in love with hypmic and decided to make ichiro his oc/persona and put himself on a team with jyushi and samatoki and they were california division lol
back in 2018???? hypmic posted a christmas video except it was just champagne gold and base hifumi.png in a santa hat slid across the screen truly graphic design is hypmicâs passion lol
i mean there was a brief time there were rp accounts on twt so ig thatâs what it
kimura loves black people so much and wants to be black so bad he felt the need to bl@ckface for one of his album drops. fandom asked he take down the posts, he didnât, fans called him out on it, he blocked them
around the time when there was rumblings that gbr was exiting uhhhhh the eu i think, a dice cosplayer had a video of themselves popping mentos in a coke bottle go viral. someone in british politics used it as a metaphor for whatever stance they had on brexit lol
lol iâm lumping hypstage and hypnama together since i donât think thereâs a real reason theyâre listed other than occasionally being points of discussion
hifumi was the original tbh creature
asmr tubers vibe with hypmic characters being their yandere bfs
idk if itâs more than memeing on hitoya but that hitoya card in the pic was clowned on so hard LOL
i couldnât tell you a specific instance of it but hypmic jank includes frequent misspellings lol
lol i also donât know if thereâs actual controversy behind oridivis besides them getting thanos snapped
*rio voice* curry friday and the mtc seiyuu used to celebrate it lol
there was a collab with some instant curry company (probably called curry meshi lol) and they had the leaders rap a song for it. the songsâ are fun and whatâs even funnier is that the song has the leaders sharing this curry and kuukou technically didnât eat the curry bc it was all gone by the time the cup reached him (and jakurai ate most of it LOL)
i have no fcking clue what weenor busujima is lol
the fact hyprice is a thing is a damn good reason to be here lol. ogs know a hypmic series producer made the joke in 2018 during a hypnama that spawned the concept years later lmao
there was a typo on kuukouâs introductory bio that said he was 68cm LOL
akuma no hana is indeed a song about sex idk what else to tell ya lol
throwback to the hypmic bathtubs they had a live for crazy ass hypmic merch moments lol
the hangout streams are located in this building called mixalive. instead tagging that buildingâs twt for one of their events, hypnosis flava iirc, they mistakenly tagged a porn twt lol
there was an art trend a few years ago where artists drew their bde faves (and even real people got in on the trend) balancing a shampoo bottle on their big đ. ichiro was unfortunately the face of the trend
stage hitoya went viral for that pic used in the iceberg and i had to see randos calling him a two face ass character ONLY HYPMICS ARE ALLOWED TO BULLY HITOYA DAMN YOU
the seiyuu are always getting up to shit backstage lmao tradition is ishiya-san and amasaki-san prowling up on the mtc seiyuu menacingly lmao
if thereâs drama or anything of relevance outside of yes stream discords exist, ion know about it lol
a few songs are inspired by/interpolate from other songs. this a normal thing in the music industry (letâs get physical by olivia newton john and physical by dua lipa comes to mind) but hypmic caught a lot of flack for âstealingâ from black artists. shinogi dead pools is kendrick lamarâs drank swimming pools bar for bar lol but again, itâs very normal lol the whole kendrick vs drake rap battle that happened this year literally was them using each otherâs sound to diss them
some european(?) indie film had an actor wearing ichiroâs jacket
there was a brief trend in jp where they made snow sculptures of their characters as means of attractions and hypmic jumped in on it. it produced the ugliest kuukou known to man he was so unflatteringly scrunckly i loved him LOL
????? bat seiyuu family???? iâm sure what i have in mind is not what they have in mind lol but i mean yeah itâs a running joke that the bat seiyuu consider each other family lol shoutout to sakakihara-san randomly calling hayama-san his âonii-chanâ and both hayama-san and sakakihara-san bullying tf outta takeuchi-san by calling him âpapaâ lol
ariana grande is based about samatoki and thereâs proof lol
hypmic vs crsm rap battle was REAL and fumiya wanted to EAT THEM
kamio-san has taken to slapping kuroda-sanâs ass and kuroda-san has taken to trying to murder him for it đ
quite recently lol mtrâs album art was leaked ahead of the hangout stream in a post meant to advertise the fan meeting lol
british dice was a theory i didnât pay attention to bc i kinda thought just the concept was dumb *wheeze* i think it had something to do with a mistranslation about diceâs father
the rest of that tier i have no fcking clue about lol
in a camera transition during the 9th live, someoneâs desktop background was on screen instead of the yknow, livestreaming concert lmao
they got some ddb members to make choreography to move your body til you die!!! i tried i didnât think it was too bad but the pace of the dance needed to be slowed down eventually lol
if this isnât poking fun at sensei saying men should automatically know how to rap idk what that is lol
if thereâs a trip the mtc seiyuu have taken that stands out from the others, i donât know about it lol
the hypmic cafe thatâs going on rn have these stickers??? standees??? for sale and someone stole all of samatokiâs LOL
#vee got an ask#mxxnlightluuca#donât ask me for links for any of these lol i do not have any#i hope that proved my hypmic street cred enough lol đđđ
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thank you so much for 700 followers!! this is so insane to me and i'm so happy people are enjoying my posts.
i know most of you are here for my ""relatable writing posts"" but i also know some of you are interested in who i am, and specifically my writing, so to celebrate hitting 700 followers i thought i'd give you a taste of my writing !! i know i was supposed to tag some ppl but i forgot to write your names down and i can't remember who wanted to be tagged and who didn't đđđ
these are all drafts and i def don't consider myself a great writer, but i think i'm okay at storytelling. regardless, enjoy it for what it is!
this excerpt is from my first completed draft of "the midnight chase." for context, marley is aroace.
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They sat in silence for a while before Marley shifted towards Lucas. She bit her lip, uncertain of how honest to be. âLucas?â
He looked at her. âYeah?â
âYou know the party last month? Remember how Elvis kissed me?â
Lucas nodded. Marley averted her gaze, focusing on a path beyond the pond that led to a cliff overlooking the ocean.
âDo you think itâs possible to want that sort of closeness, without wanting it all?â Marley could feel Lucas gaze on her.
âIâm not sure I understand what you mean.â
Marley sighed and let her gaze drop to her feet. Her shoelaces had come undone.
âI mean, I donât like Elvis like that, but when he kissed me, I felt⊠warm inside. Like, itâs not something I crave, but it felt nice regardless.â
Lucas remained silent for a moment. Marley looked up to see his gaze thoughtful as he processed her words. The gentle rustling of leaves and the occasional chirp of a bird were the only sounds filling the silence between them. Marley could feel her heartbeat quicken, wondering if she had said too much, or if Lucas might misunderstand her.
Finally, Lucas sighed softly, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âI get what youâre saying, Marley. I think⊠itâs natural to want closeness, to feel connected to someone, even if itâs not necessarily about romance. Itâs human, you know? We all crave that warmth, that feeling of being wanted or cared for, even if itâs just for a moment.â
Marley nodded, relieved that he understood, but still, there was something else she needed to express. She glanced between Lucas and her shoelaces, her senses searching for any sign of judgement or discomfort, but all she saw was patience and a gentle curiosity.
âI guess it just made me question something thatâs been nagging me for a long time,â Marley continued, her voice softer now, almost hesitant. âLike, what if I donât ever want that kind of connection with someone, but I still want to feel close to people? Is that okay?â
Lucasâs expression softened even more, and he reached out, gently placing a hand on Marleyâs shoulder. âMarley, thereâs no right or wrong way to feel about these things. Youâre allowed to want whatever it is you wantâor donât want. It doesnât make you any less valid or any less⊠you.â
Marley let out a breath she didnât realize she was holding, the tension in her shoulders easing slightly. âThanks, Lucas. I guess I just needed to hear that.â
and here's another excerpt that shows a bit more of the story...... kinda.
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As Lucas excused himself to go to the bathroom, Marley looked for Chio. Instead, she ran into Silas.
âHey,â he said, holding his arm out. âLetâs dance.â
Initially, Marley wanted to say no, but something in Silasâ expression made her do the opposite. She took his arm and he led her to a more secluded part of the dance floor. Marley noticed people staring at them as they walked, not unsurprisingly, considering her and Silas' history.
Silas put a cautious hand on Marleyâs back as the song transitioned to a sentimental and slow piano arrangement.Â
âYou know the map I gave you?â Silas asked. Marley smiled. Yes, the one she and her friends had managed to figure out completely. âDid you solve it?âÂ
Something in Silasâ expression told Marley he already knew the answer. Did he want help? Had he solved it?
âYes,â Marley said. Silas nodded, and a smile crept up on his face.
âMe too. Which means⊠the winner will be determined by who gets to the middle first.â
Marley nodded. âYouâre doing it alone?âÂ
âYes. I work best alone. I know youâre doing it with your friends.â Something in Marley churned at his answer. It was a typical Silas answer, a simple phrase etched with an edge of passive aggressiveness. Marley had solved it with the help of her friends. He had solved it alone, using only his brains.
âTeamwork is an underappreciated tool,â Marley said, finding herself distancing herself slightly from Silasâ hold on her as they danced.
âOf course. Itâs important to be able to work with others. At the end of the day, though, you'll be alone.â
Marley looked into Silasâs eyes, trying to decipher his expression. There was something behind his words, a hint of loneliness perhaps, or maybe a sense of inevitability. She decided to keep the conversation light, not wanting to spoil the mood of the evening.
âMaybe so, but having friends by your side can make a huge difference,â Marley replied, her tone gentle but firm.
Silas nodded, his gaze thoughtful. âI suppose youâre right. Itâs just... sometimes it feels like relying on others is a weakness.â
Marley shook her head. âItâs not a weakness, Silas. Itâs a strength. Knowing when to ask for help, and knowing you can trust those around you, thatâs powerful.â
They continued to dance in silence for a few moments, the slow melody wrapping around them. Marley felt a strange mix of empathy and rivalry towards Silas. She understood his drive and his determination, but she also saw the value in the support system she had with her friends.
As the song came to an end, Silas offered her a small smile. âThank you for the dance, Marley. And for the perspective.â
Marley returned the smile. âAnytime, Silas. Good luck with the challenge.â
âGood luck to you too,â Silas replied, giving her a polite nod before walking away.
Marley watched him go, feeling a mixture of emotions. She was grateful for her friends and the support they provided, but she also understood the weight Silas carried. She hoped that one day he would realize the value of camaraderie.
Lucas returned from the bathroom, a curious look on his face. âDid I miss something?â
Marley laughed, shaking off the remnants of her conversation with Silas. âJust a dance with Silas. Nothing major.â
Lucas raised an eyebrow but didnât press further. âShall we continue dancing?â
âAbsolutely,â Marley said, feeling lighter and more determined than ever.
They returned to the dance floor, joining their friends in the celebration. The rest of the evening passed in a blur of laughter, dancing, and shared moments that Marley knew she would treasure for a long time.
As the night wound down, Marley found herself sitting with Chio and Maya on a bench outside the hall, the cool air in the stone-cladden corridor a refreshing contrast to the warmth of the dance floor.
Maya pulled out her phone from under her dress. Marley watched her. âWhere did you keep that?â
âOh, I have all my dressed sewn to include hidden pockets. I hate not being able to carry stuff.â
Chio rolled her eyes dramatically. âAh, yes, custom sewn gowns with pockets, what a normal and humble thing!â
âItâs not my fault that default dresses donât come with pockets already,â Maya countered.
âCalling normal dresses âdefault dressesâ is crazy,â Marley snorted. She looked at Chioâs dress. It was a beautifully simple dress with long, wide arms and a simple fabric belt around the waist, in a bright orange colour, contrasting Chioâs blue hair in a seamlessly effortless way.
âTo be fair, my dress is also customised,â Chio sighed, smoothing out her skirt, before smirking. âI took it in two centimetres at the waist.â
The three girls burst out into laughter. Maya looked at her phone.
âWhat time is it?â Chio asked.
â10:45.â
âWe should get ready.â Marley said. The Midnight Chase started at midnight, just as the name suggested. And she was not running down the maze in a long dress. Well, she could, she knew multiple people participating who were going directly from the dance to the maze. But they werenât in it to win it. Marley and her friends were.
Hopefully, Silas would find that working alone is actually the greatest weakness.
Marley had a gnawing feeling that her stance would be proven right.
HELP i'm so scared y'all are gonna think my writing is trash because LET'S BE FR THIS IS JUST FROM MY FIRST DRAFT!!!! i haven't yet edited these scenes so they're kinda cringe but i wanted to show my main project. i do have different writing styles depending on genre though, and i'm tempted to show some of my comedy writing. it's pretty hilarious, if i may say so myself.
anyway, thank you again for 700 followers. thank you so much. each like, reblog, reply, message, or ask brings me so much happiness. you have no clue how much your interest warms my heart (or maybe you do because you know how social media manipulates our brains and their reward system)
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25. a piece of advice for taking care of yourself in fandom spaces
I have two pieces of advice basically that loop back into each other honestly.
Don't ultimately care about what anyone else says or thinks
Not caring about or trying to manage what other people think of you or your thoughts â being rude or disrespectful, that doesn't mean it never happen - tone and frustration are absolutely real and I express the latter occasionally,
Other people are gonna ship things you don't or ship the same thing but in a way you don't like or just have opinions that are coming from a fundamentally different perspective or reading of the text and... none of it really matters. You don't have to conform to popular fandom if it doesn't fit what you think (that's basically been me in every fandom But TDP, so it's quite refreshing, and even then I very much felt like a lil island in the immediate s4 aftermath), you can ship whatever you want and so can anyone else. I think the most important thing with this is being self aware, though... like yeah I could hypothetically get annoyed over characters in TDP being childish, but coming-of-age stories are about kids and maturation, so like. I can vent in the proper tags but it may just mean the show isn't ultimately for me, y'know? Or at least that it's something I gotta learn to live with if I wanna engage with the show in a way that balances the salt and the sweetness
Additionally, one of the side effects I've found of being '''popular''' within TDP fandom is that my opinion will be taken as gospel or made out to be more than what it is, which is just my subjective opinion / interpretations, the same as anyone else's. Obviously I think my opinions are Right / grounded in the text (as do many people about their own opinions, whether they align with mine or not), but that doesn't mean everyone else is wrong, like... it's a children's cartoon show, if you're getting regularly butt hurt about what other people think or if they do or don't agree with you or whether ur ideas are popular or not you're not gonna have a good time, and fandom is a hobby. It's supposed to be a good time
Avoid taking things personally at all costs
In a similar vein to "don't care what anyone else thinks/says" that goes double for what they think or say about you / what you think. For me this means that unless I get 1) name dropped or 2) something that is so specific me it couldn't apply to someone else, I assume it's not about me. "Rayllum shippers / stans are so annoying"? Not about me and even if I am annoying - isn't everyone sometimes? Being annoying isn't a death sentence lol. "I hope the fandom takes this well"? Not about me. "People who defend S4 just can't admit TDP has flaws"? Not about me. "Snake boi Callum content is so dumb" is about a tag categorization I started for Callum's characterization, but has since more than taken on a life on its own... and isn't about me.
And even when it is personal, it says a lot more about what frustrates the OP or what they're trying to potentially wrangle than it does about me. Like someone disagrees with me or thinks I'm dumb, specifically? Okay, I know I've thought that about people on occasion, I try not to post it or make it obvious, but I can't control what you do. There were a couple of ZK bnf I thought were horrendously bad at meta that I knew by name bc they were everywhere, and it just meant forming my own atla communities/tags and/or stepping away from the fandom.
On a similar note, I'm still gonna keep doing my thing and I encourage people to block me and/or blacklist tags I use if they don't wanna see my stuff. I know how annoying it can be in fandom to feel like you still see stuff you don't want to if it's everywhere, which is also why I don't put all my stuff in the main tags either, but I'm not going to Stop Posting unless I... want to, which won't be happening.
I guess this all basically amounts to:
Focus on finding your people in fandom, cause they are out there
If you find yourself being annoyed by the fandom every day, or find yourself feeling like you have to rebut every little thing that annoys you (for ex, people saying they don't like Rayllum doesn't bother me, that's a neutral opinion. Ppl saying they shouldn't be in the show feels like more of a theme misread, however) work on stepping away and letting things go
Cultivate being fucking weird and unabashedly enthusiastic with self awareness. If you love a ship or headcanon or plot point that's fucking out there or clearly not happening, fucking go for it! Make or enjoy all the stuff for it you want. That said, maintaining awareness that the story doesn't need to go there in order to be good, or that there's not a lot of plausible grounding in canon, can be important especially if you want to connect with other fans.
Like CHET is my pet theory that has also been wildly fortunate enough to get a life of its own in the TDP / Rayllum fandom(s). I've been prepared to drop it three times. I think more than ever that's where the story is going in S7, and that there's a lot of continued setup for it / Something Like It, but I could be dead wrong, and I'm sure I will love if not prefer whatever route S7 would take instead. I love it, and I have a certain amount of attachment, but the story doesn't owe it to me, similarly to how I'm not owed in fandom to have people Like what I make or make what I like
Like respect should be given for sure unless I make a routine ass of myself, but again, I've been very fortunate that some stuff has caught on as much as it has because it clicked with other people who were already thinking the same thing, or found xyz idea made a lot of sense. And that's really nice! I think it's those things that help build a community. But in fandom you kind of have to be willing to be an Island first, and then if you get stuck being an island permanently, it may be worth reflecting on why sometimes â whether it's because of aggression, shyness, preference, or no real reason except your people haven't shown up yet
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Many-Faced's Introduction post
Hello! I'm Many-Faced, but I typically use Tea as a nickname. I'm fine with any nicknames as long as it's clear you're referring to me!
I'm a self-taught artist. I also do animations sometimes! You can occasionally find me participating in Multi Animator Projects or making animation memes and posting them on youtube! Though uh... it's mostly shitposting. Oopsies.
I am Agender!
I use any pronouns :>
This includes neos! Specifically I'm testing the use of ze and xe. Please do keep in mind that I tend towards masculine pronouns over feminine ones, and while I don't mind she/her, I'd prefer they/them, he/him or neos.
Before you interact!
I am a minor!
Please do not bring extremely suggestive or NSFW content anywhere near me or my blog. Not only am I 16, but I am also asexual and get very uncomfortable around those topics.
I sometimes struggle with tone.
Please use tone tags where possible so I don't take a joke as an accusation or whatever! I overthink... way too much. Oopsies..
I do in fact swear a lot
While you'll notice on Youtube I try to stay mostly clean, although I do swear now and then. I do generally swear a lot. Especially on Discord, the swear jar for me and my friends is always overflowing.
I am unhinged and I talk and type faster than I think
If I say something weird or irrational and need to go back and correct myself, yeah that's normal, it happens a lot.
I am Autistic and have ADHD
It's unlikely to cause any problems further that what I've already mentioned, but as mentioned before please please PLEASE tonetags where you can, I don't wanna misread something
Do NOT interact:
If you support any sort of discrimination. Any discriminatory messages will be immediately deleted and you will get no response, I'm not fuelling someone like that.
If you use AI unethically. Unlike many other artists, I am neutral on AI. If it was ethical, I could see the benefits, yes, but it isn't. We're using in a way that harms creatives, replacing them with robots that cannot ever truly make anything new. So if you pedal AI 'art' or think a movie created by all AI would be so 'great', you can leave now.
Cryptobros. Don't pedal me your scam coin, because I'm not buying it.
If you're just here to send hate and start drama. Seriously, if you have a genuine criticism I'm here to listen, but if you're just hating to hate, what are you even doing?
Proshippers. I hope I don't need to explain why some relationships are actually just illegal. Illegal things in general obviously are not welcome here.
Hey look, Cool people!
@darkhatkid - the shadow in the corner of my room that tells me to draw insane shit
@mugzymiik - absolute nutcase, don't trust em ever, e likes kissing shapes and robots/lhj (they have also beta read a few of my fanfics!)
My Fandoms
This list may be rarely up to date... Don't be surprised if I suddenly spawn in with a bunch of art for a fandom not on the list.
Rain World
Warrior Cats
JSAB
Stray
Inscryption
Worldless
My AUs and Stories
The Halfway - An original work made from the ground up by me that asks the question 'if there are multiple realities, what's between them?' Sounds all philosophical, right? Well, kind of, but also I just found it funny to turn vague concepts into insane pseudo-deities and put them through the wringer of existing. A serious story with a comedic streak, hopefully.
JSAB: Reloaded - A JSAB AU. I don't currently have much to say about it since it's under reconstruction. Remind me to rewrite this at some point when I get the story nailed down.
Rain World: False Affirmative - A Rain World AU. Asked the question 'what if Five Pebbles succeeded in making the taboo bypass?' and snowballed into an entire AU with a zombie virus rot and a whole lineup of new slugcats and iterators while also expanding on the canon ones.
Worldless: Polarized - A worldless AU that is sort of on a semi-hiatus.
Other socials!
Want to find me somewhere else? Here's where you can!
Youtube
Other/Notes
Please do not send me random art requests in my askbox!
Moots, dw, ya cool, I won't met mad at you for doing that [don't expect me to actually do it though,, I might,, maybe].
What I don't want is random followers sending me art requests, even if it's of fandom characters from fandoms I'm in. I don't reaally like being asked to do something by someone I don't know well. This has happened a few times and I promise I'm not mad at any of you! Just keep this in mind, please ^^
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intro post
I'll probably add more to/change this later; I've just needed an intro post for a while, and this is what I could think of. you should probably remind me to update it if this section is still here after like six months lol.
name/pronouns/age/gay shit~
honestly you can call me whatever, but I probably won't know you're talking about me unless you use vel/velvet.
prefer they/it; any pronouns are fine.
I'm probably non-binary I guess.
I'm an adult.
I basically just identify as queer at this point, but I'm like,, vaguely aroace-spec probably? still figuring it out. I'm actually very happy to talk about it more specifically, but I might have to sit you down for an entire day to explain it lol.
what I do/post~
I mostly post fandom stuff, and my original posts include a lot of art + occasional meta. I'm starting write fic too, so that might be a more regular thing in the future :)
other accounts~
@/velvetygames -- explicit nsfw twitter/x account, not very active
@cornerbytes -- old dragon prince account that I will probably revisit when the new season comes out
@/velvet_games -- ao3 account
nsfw~
I post occasional nsfw here (never super explicit; that's saved for my twitter); it'll be tagged #nsft.
fandoms~
current fandom: hazbin hotel
previous fandoms:
hannibal (will always have a very special place in my heart)
arcane (will revisit when the new season comes out)
ofmd (literally so happy this exists; devastated it's not getting a new season)
the dragon prince (will probably revisit when the new season comes out)
good omens
lotr (I also read like 2/3 of the hobbit and will hopefully finish it this summer lmao)
things in media that make me go insane (in a good way)~
friendship
happy endings
cannibalism
(WELL-WRITTEN) romance (THAT RESPECTS THE CHARACTERS AS INDIVIDUALS AS WELL AS WHO THEY ARE IN RELATION TO OTHERS)
surrealism
good visuals (even if everything else is shit; extra points if it's animation)
angst
fake-hating
this one's weird but I love situations where a character is really helpless; I thought I liked whump because I can be borderline sadistic about it sometimes, but whump is really not necessary at all to this concept
religious stuff, mythology, angels specifically for some reason (especially when they're terrifying and/or fallen)
gay people
requests~
you are welcome to send in ideas through comments, DMs, asks, etc., but I can't guarantee I'll draw them. if I don't, it doesn't mean that I don't like your idea; I'm probably just busy or have too many brainworms about a specific thing to draw anything but what's on my mind.
notes~
I randomly get really anxious about feedback on stuff sometimes lol, but I promise I read every single comment/tag and cherish them very deeply <33
also, like/rb spamming is totally fine and welcomed! I know some people don't like it, so I just wanted to make it clear that it's completely cool with me.
mutuals~
for a really long time, this was my pinned post, and it's still true! definitely welcome any interactions from mutuals <3
I do have a problem with randomly ghosting people though; I've been much better with it recently, but please try not to take it personally if I don't respond to DMs quickly. I'm probably just being insane and in my head about it. I'm really sorry.
misc~
this is an account that is purposely removed from my irl stuff; I'm here to have fun and relax on my mostly fandom-oriented blog.
I don't block often since I mostly meet nice people on here, but I am very happy to block accounts that make my experience on this app shitty.
I try to tag triggers when appropriate, but please let me know if you need me to tag anything I haven't.
art for me is just a hobby I use for fun and self-expression, so while I really appreciate concrit, keep in mind that my goal is ultimately to make stuff that makes me happy.
I am also very protective of young artists that get made fun of for being beginners or making unconventional art; you should never assume why someone is making art, and you especially should not assume that they are focused on becoming more skilled or making things that are beautiful to you. if they're not hurting anyone and you're not their target audience, get the fuck out.
I am of the mindset that media is not real, but that your reaction/the things you learn are. liking cannibal media does not make you a cannibal, but seeing bigoted portrayals of minorities can feed your biases (doesn't necessarily mean you can't consume it; does mean its effect on you/others irl should factor into if/how you decide to interact with it).
I'm vaguely fucked in the head. just keep that in mind.
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@kiisuuumii's writerly questionnaire !
thank you @lead-to-code for tagging (ily kara <33)
i'd love to see yall's answers (only if you'd like to share of course !) @noahsbong @yearning-rambles @thesorcererpoet
about me:
1. when did you first start writing?
i was maybe between seven and nine ? to be honest, i can't really remember when it was, but i remember the first few things i wrote were story quizzes on a (now gone </3) website called quizilla (it was naruto rp....................)
2. are the genres/themes you enjoy reading different from the ones you write?
not really, now that i actually think about it ! ive always been the type of writer that only liked writing angst, and even outside of writing (fan) fiction (which tbh i dont do very much of anymore), so much of my poetry either comes from heavy emotion or features it so sdghjksd
3. is there an author (or just a fellow writer!) you want to emulate, or one to whom you're often compared?
theres one mutual, actually, who i actually wished i could write more like. in a very self-deprecating way, but ive since become very comfortable, and maybe even happy (!), with my style of writing ! so, no, i'm not really looking to emulate anyone in particular, and no one's ever made a comparison between my work and someone else's so no to that one too :0
4. can you tell me a little about your writing space(s)? (room, coffee shop, desk, etc)
i usually write on my phone, in the notes app or in my drafts here ! and ill usually only write in a (head) space where i can really think, undisturbed, for at least 30-45 mins. so i'll usually be out in my backyard under one of my calamansi trees ! though, lately, ive been occasionally writing at my desk on desktop tumblr :>
5. what's your most effective way to muster up some muse?
fall in love with someone
once i start thinking about how everything around me is alive, i start remembering that i, too, am apart of natureâa lucky enough set of sequenced mutations, to make meâjust a eating, breathing, shitting animal. how lucky this set of mutations is to take it all in, the emeralds in the trees, and the beat of a chipmunk's heart, how scared we all are.
that or love
6. did the place(s) you grew up in influence the people and places you write about?
people, no, but places, yes. i grew up for most of my childhood in the desert, and i have /always/ hated summers, because i'm kinda heat sensitive, and i sweat easily, and i hate it i hate i hate it djhks
but, a year ago, i moved back home, and, honestly, since being back home, ive come to appreciate the desert a bit more sgkjds i used to think they were ugly and uninteresting, but there's so much more there if you look a bit harder imo
7. are there any recurring themes in your writing, and if so, do they surprise you at all?
honestly !! i think there are plenty obvious ones, but i really wanna talk about /the lack of/ sexual themes in my work !! i wanna write more sexetry or whatever, but it feels really embarrassing to sdghks i really like writing them too, but again !! it just feels embarrassing !! ;w;
my characters:
1. would you please tell me about your current favourite character? (current wip, post wip, never used, etc)
not to copy of kara dskjfs but i love my first (and my current) d&d chara !! her name is maeve umerie, and shes a drow wild magic sorcerer / (planned artillerist) artificer !! shes so packed full of trauma and self-harming behaviors and addictions that i dont even know where to start <33 (i promise i love her i would actually be so devastated if she died before i could give her a proper happy ending </3)
2. which of your characters do you think you'd be friends with in real life?
i have this fantasy novel thought that ive floated in my head since maybe september-october of last year, and, in it, i have a character named levin hel, and AUGH hes just a sweetie :^( hes the son of a blacksmith-gunsmith duo who know a thing or two about magic, and is the apprentice to the son of the wizard who saved his life (who's name is nox, and he's an asshole ! but also i love him so much ;v;)
i need go go back to all my notes and stuff on it, bc i invested A LOT of time worldbuilding for it, but yea levin's a very kindhearted person, very much wanting to be like nox's father :'''^) </3
3. which of your characters would you dislike the most if you met them?
i would absolutely hate to meet maeve mother. she's horribly self-serving and emotionally manipulative. she rules the house with an iron fist, and anything less than the best is worthless. she uses everything at her disposal to get what she wants, family or not.
4. tell me about the process of coming up with one, all, or any of your characters.
im ngl most if not all of my characters are just bits and pieces of me and my wants in different aus >_> .................................
5. do you notice any recurring themes/traits among your characters?
family and/or religious trauma mhm yep
6. how do you picture them? (as real people you imagined, as models/actors who exist in real life, as imaginary artwork, as artwork you made or commissioned, anime style, etc)
for my fantasy wip, i imagine imaginary artwork, but for maeve, i have pieces i've drawn and pieces i've commissioned of her !! id love to someday get pieces of her family and other major characters in her past commissioned :>
my writing:
1. what's your reason for writing?
i will say that it's changed over the years. as a kid, and up until college, i've wanted to always be a story-teller. but, lately, i dont really have a reason for writing, other than to satisfy the thing that lives inside me that wants to write :^)
2. is there a specific comment or type of comment you find particular motivating coming from your readers?
knowing other people's reactions, getting to hear how something made them feel emotionally, or physically, or if there was a particular thought or memory that came to mind. i love knowing what people see, what my work makes people see, if anything.
that or if theres something, a word choice, or a line, that you thought was clever or struck you !!! i always love knowing people's thoughts !!!
3. how do you want to be thought of by those who read your work? (for example: as a literary genius, or as a writer who "gets" the human condition; as a talented world builder, as a role model, etc)
i want to be thought of just as another person, honestly. someone who had very human emotions, and did the only thing she knew how to do.
4. what do you feel is your greatest strength as a writer?
uhhhhh im ngl i think this is also my greatest weakness but i have a tedium to my world-building, in that i need history-book-level details of my worlds or i will die (like i drew my own map. i drew a fucking map of an entire contiment)
5. what have you been frequently told your greatest writing strength is by others?
yk,,,,, no ones given me a whole lot of specifics so im not sure,,,,,
6. how do you feel about your own writing? (answer in whatever way you interpret this question)
i said it before, but im pretty content at the moment with my poetry. though with prose, i think i could probably improve a bit sdgjksg
7. if you were the last person on earth and knew your writing would never be read by another human, would you still write?
uh yeah !!!! i write and record voice memos in my journal fully knowing no one will ever read it or listen back right now as it is so !!!!
8. when you write, are you influenced by what others might enjoy reading, or do you write purely what you enjoy? if it's a mix of the two, which holds most influence?
i gotta be honest, writing is a selfish act for me. i write because i want to, in ways that tickle my fancy dgkjds
it really is almost like an instinct for me
#â
#.png#hehe thank you for tagging kara <333 this was a lot of fun to think about !!#i hope these answers are satisfactory to anyone curious :>
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Iâm coming here to say this with no hard feelings and as someone who has had an active inbox at times. With peace and love, I do see where some of the criticism you receive comes from. At the end of the day, social media isnât real and none of it really matters. But I do get where people are coming from sometimes. The âunspoken DTblr ruleâ for ask boxes is just that people only really post about discourse a ton when itâs actively happening. So yeah, when the gituation was going on it made sense that people in your inbox wanted to talk about that! It was happening in real time and anons who lurk like having a place to vent about things going on. But with running an inbox people usually. Donât post everything they get. Because itâs best to not in order to effectively steer the conversation, if that makes sense? And eventually, with doing that, ask blogs will typically redirect the conversation in whatever way they can and just not post about discourse as much when itâs not currently ongoing, even if theyâre still getting occasional asks about it. And the thing about running an inbox is anons will flock to talking about whatever you post. So if you keep posting asks about discourse nonstop, it creates this endless miserable cycle where itâs all anons want to talk about. And it does get annoying. And honestly, saying this as someone who has gone through it, it eventually is hard on you whether you realize it or not. There have definitely been times where I reflected back on when I was allowing discourse in my inbox all the time and been like Damn, I was actually really miserable doing that. It just becomes pointless and exhausting to rehash the same conversations about discourse every single day. Especially when nothing new related to the discourse being discussed has happened, like anything related to Hannah or Caiti or Connor or anybody else. So I guess thatâs just really my âtipâ for running an inbox that Iâm hoping you donât take offense to and that Iâm trying to send in the least confrontational way possible. Engaging in the same discourse endlessly just becomes redundant and tiring for everybody involved, whether you have a tag people can mute or not. The âunspoken rulesâ of DTblr are just. Actively trying to not enable negativity or post things that might cause drama when you run an active inbox. So when someone comes in who isnât familiar with running an inbox and does those things, it disturbs how things are and people get upset. I hope you can internalize this even just a little bit and maybe see why people react how they do when itâs coming in a way that isnât meant to attack you. Much love xx
ok first off I'm pretty sure I know who sent this and I do appreciate it! I will say though that I don't really understand how I am singlehandedly "displacing the dtblr delicate balance" by posting asks with a mutable discourse tag and not even really tagging them besides that? I feel like that is an easily avoidable thing. I understand that people don't wanna hear about it all the time and i DO keep a ton of asks unanswered and just simply stop responding to certain topics when I am done with them.
Not sure where people get the idea that I post everything because I definitely don't haha
But if that was an issue and people want to stop hearing about it, I'd rather they just come into my inbox politely and tell me that (like you are doing) rather than vague about me or send me horrible anons or something because it definitely seems like attacking.
I will be careful about not bringing up old stuff as much since it clearly is bothering people a lot though
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Howdy! I'm Jay! (she/they, 29, genderfluid, bisexual) This is my main blog, where you'll find fandom content, shiny rocks, spooky shit, funny stories (usually by other people), and whatever else catches my fancy. I run a shit-ton of RP blogs, but only a few of them are active at any given time. I also have a writing blog and an RP meme blog that I occasionally update. Outside of Tumblr, I have a full time job at a fast food joint (hate with a burning passion), and I play a lot of Dungeons & Dragons (love!!!), and I try to just live my life. I'm a disabled punk who's really tired of living in a Red State, but can't bring myself to leave because this is my home, and there are still plenty of good things about it, like roadrunners, armadillos, cacti, cave systems, and prairies! Wish I could get out and see more of it.
Some guidelines for following/interacting with me:
No bigotry of any kind. That means no racism, no homophobia, no antisemitism or religious discrimination, no TERF or radfem bullshit, no man-hater nonsense (even from so-called feminists), and no sexism. Don't like, don't follow. You whine about it, you get blocked instantly. I will not suffer hateful fools!
If you regularly post about politics, US or otherwise, please tag it. Same with the wars in Gaza and Ukraine. It's not that I don't care! I think it's shitty what's happening over there, and the fact that America is on the wrong side in what is essentially World War III is fucking disgusting, but I do not have the funds or mental capacity to donate to every fundraiser that shows up on my dash, and seeing people suffering and feeling guilty for not being able to help has made my depression a lot worse over the past year. This is the reason why I've shut off my inbox.
That being said, if you have questions or want to chat, my DMs are always open! It might take me hours to respond because of my work schedule, but I will at least try. I am a very awkward and shy person. It takes me a bit to start coming out of my shell, and even then, I tend to be a social chameleon, matching the energy and interests of those around me. It is extremely difficult for me to truly be myself around someone else. Please be patient with me.
I do have Discord! If you want it, you can always DM me, but I admit that it's no longer my preferred method of contact, unless you want to voice chat. I'll join a server if I'm invited to one that interests me, but I won't always be active. Something about large groups of people being intimidating even on the internet!
As I said, I run way too many RP blogs, and I'll list the active ones below, but if you want to play with them, either shoot me a DM or send in a starter or five. I'm not exclusive, but I do tend to follow my partners back. I'm fine with playing with Anons, too!
Active RP Blogs
@quaintnecromancer - Arguably my most active blog! Jett is my necromancer OC, and definitely my current favorite character to play.
@haunted-ex-rocket - My newest blog! Averis is a Pokémon OC based on my Pokémon GO! avatar, a rakish Ghost-type trainer from Kanto who used to work for Team Rocket but defected when he stumbled upon the Giovanni-funded Mewtwo Project.
@cursedphoenix - Another of my favorite OCs! Tancred is a witch who was afflicted with a sleeping curse after losing a duel to his evil mother. Over three hundred years later, he woke up, and is still trying to adjust to the modern world after decades of living in it. I used to write both him and Jett over on @covenunited , but that blog is no longer active due to loss of muse.
@feathers-n-fangs - Griffin is my vampire/warlock OC, and I love him a lot! He also has a Pokémon AU, among others.
@mage-of-black-robes - my Raistlin Majere RP blog!!! Heavily influenced by the Russian musical The Last Trial, but he also has a ton of AUs.
Iâll try to add more blogs to this list as I gain muse for them, but I make no guarantees.
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INTRODUCING MYSELF !!
HELLO, I'M OTTO !! AND I'M A MEDIBOT !! JOYOUS !!
I LIVE WITH MY SIBLINGS AND DAD AT HIS WORKSHOP !! I WOULDN'T WANT TO BE ANYWHERE ELSE !! WONDROUS !! IM ALSO SHARING WITH OSWALD, UDO, FLORIAN, KLAUS AND KASPAR !!
MY FAVOURITE THINGS ARE HATS, SEALS, AND MY FRIENDS !!
MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY !!
MECHANIC @emotionally-mature-mechanic - MY DAD !!
SPYBOT SYS @emotionally-anxious-spybots - MY SIBLINGS !! I'VE KNOWN THEM SINCE FOREVER !!
MECHAMEDES @emotionally-mean-mechamedes - MY BIRD. HE VISITS ME SOMETIMES !!
JANIE @emotionally-clumsy-soldier - HE'S MY UNCLE !!
BOLTY @physically-vampiric-medic - HE'S HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT !!
CLIFFORD @emotionally-shy-soldierbot - THEYâRE MY COUSIN !!
SYLVESTER @physically-synthetic-engibot - WE'RE LIKE A TEAM TOGETHER !!
ESMĂ @mentally-joyful-demobot - SHE HAS A REALLY PRETTY GARDEN I LIKE TO VISIT !!
REDIBOT @physically-artificial-medic - SOMETIMES-FRIEND.
CLOWNIBOT @mentally-silly-medibot - HE'S... A BIT STRANGE? IN A GOOD WAY !!
PROTO @physically-bloody-medibot - ALSO KINDA STRANGE !! PLEASE DONT PUT HIM AND CLOWNI IN THE SAME ROOM TOGETHER. EVER. UNPLEASANT.
everything past 'keep reading' is ooc!
Otto, along with the other robots in his cpu, are medibots. Formed by the assembly lines that were once owned by Gray Mann, something from within caused him to gain the ability to feel, to think, to love, to become sentient.
Shortly after his 'awakening', he learned that they weren't the only one. So many more robots were alive, just like he was, and some have even been around for longer than they have! They were just the first to make themself known.
Otto is mentally around 14 years of age, and goes by he/him and they/them. He is the host.
Udo is the same age as Otto, and goes by exclusively they/them. They are the current co-host.
Oswald ranges from around 6 to 10 years, and goes by mostly they/them while occasionally using she/her.
Florian acts like one of the oldest of the system, despite being around 15. They generally enjoy taking a caretaker role for the system and others, and goes by he/him and they/them.
Klaus has the hottest temper out of anyone in the system, generally taking over when someone else gets angry enough, and exploding at whatever's gotten them riled up. Generally goes by only he/him.
#joyous! wondrous! - ottoâs talking tag
#happy to see you! - oswaldâs talking tag
#kannst du mich verstehen? - udo's talking tag
#at your service! - florian's talking tag
#quit bugging me. - klaus's talking tag
#blue pen ink - text post tag
#wondrous people - ask tag
#lookie!! - reblog tag
#gifts for otto - things made for otto
#hat collection - reblog chains/rps
thank you bunnysrph for the dividers!!!
#tf2 rp#joyous! wondrous!#happy to see you!#kannst du mich verstehen?#at your service!#quit bugging me.#wondrous people#lookie!!#gifts for otto#hat collection#physically xyz mercs#physically robotic medic
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Get to Know Your Moots Writeblr Interview
(Tagged by @scribe-of-stories :> the fact that "the scribes" is a thing sparks so much joy you don't even get it /pos)
On the Tumblr Writing Community
How long have you had your writing Tumblr/Writeblr?
Like approximately a year and 2 weeks. Ish
What led you to create it?
It started off as literally my main blog but I post so much about my characters that I just. It's basically just a writing blog now because I'm too insane about my own series
Whatâs your favorite thing about the Writeblr community?
PEOPLE RAAHHHHHHHHH
Also the fact that people here are normal about villains and like.. media that isn't scrubbed of any substance. Cancel culture and Hays code my detested <3
Whatâs one thing youâd like your mutuals to know about you?
Please talk to me about my characters please please please please ask me stuff I swear asks light up my mind and I don't bite no question is a dumb one
Also if you like couteau I'm eating you alive /affectionate /positive
If you're new here you'll see my obsession with cou knows no bounds. Being told to go write about him motivates me to no end. I will get you guys a book I just wanna write about him HORFUSHUFAHSHD
Is there anything youâd like to see more of on your dash?
OCS. GIVE ME YOUR OCS. I KNOW THIS IS WRITEBLR BUT I WANNA SEE THEM. IF YOU DONT HAVE ART OF THEM I'LL MAKE YOU ART OF THEM DAMNIT.
What tips/advice do you have for someone who made a Writeblr today?
Babe i don't know what I'm doing let alone advice for other people. Um I guess be insane about your projects. Don't be afraid to not take yourself seriously, and enjoy working on your WIPs. People talk about how oh writing is supposed to be self reflective writing is supposed to be about learning about others- my writing is a joke to me and everyone around. If it ends up being something else later on that's great but right now no its whatever i think would be funny rn.
WIP it Good
Which Works-in-Progress (WIPs) or writing projects are you noodling about, lately?
Blood is sweeter than silence my beloved....
How long have you been working on them?
6 years actually writing (2 drafts of mine were deleted by negligent roommates so I've had to completely restart) but about 10 since I started thinking about it
Do you remember what inspired them/what got you started?
Literally a million things. But also it mostly just kinda came from my own brain. Everything I've ever experienced has shaped it.
How much time, in your best estimation, do you spend thinking about them?
It never leaves my mind. Literally ever. Ask my wife it's literally all I talk about
When someone asks the dreaded, âWhat do you write about,â question, what do you usually say?
"Oh I'm really dabbling in slasher-comedy recently" /voice of a man who is so proud of the genre 'slasher-comedy'
What do you want to say (if itâs different from what you do say)?
Honestly slasher comedy is pretty accurate. It leaves out the rampant implications of demon horniness but that isn't technically relevant to the plot
Letâs Rotate Blorbos
Name any characters you created.
Amara (Ami), Seamus (Gambit), Couteau, Sally, Rix, Ally, Lainey, Varasha- the list goes on
Whoâs the most unhinged?
Rix when it comes to like being actually impaired in the brain but Couteau when we're talking just. Nuts. Like when a character just is that way because they can be.
Who comes the most naturally for you to write?
None of them ever /lh, it is ALWAYS a struggle
Do you ever cringe at them?
No I find them hilarious if I'm being honest. They do some cringefail shit and I just laugh
How much control do you feel you have over your characters?
They are writing this shit. I am just witnessing and occasionally figuring stuff out from subtext.
Do you enjoy people asking questions about your characters?
GOD YES. LITERALLY ANYTHING. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Literally even just like poking me on what WIPs I've got going on will spur me into it I love knowing there are people who want to see the scene im working on when it's done. Or sometimes I write fanfiction that's kinda canon adjacent? And if you also wanted to see that I'd kiss you on the mouth /pos
But God yes I love talking about them. I will explain stuff over and over again to every new person ever I love you questions about my characters
On Writeblr Engagement
What makes you want to follow another Writeblr account?
There is no criteria. If you post and I like the thing you posted, you get followed
What makes you decide against following?
... show me your stuff or I can't see it and know how cool it is and follow you. If you show me nothing then nothing you will receive
Do you interact with non-mutuals often?
Yes! But also no because I barely manage to interact on here at all sometimes /lh
Do your mutualsâ characters occupy space in your noodle?
Yeah I rotate Ela and Kei around in my head pretty regularly
And every Michael ever made by @sandranetta13
I interact with ink and myth on a daily basis tho /lh
Anyways open tag other than for you two fuckers I'm making it mandatory @daughter-of-inklings @mythie-and-mages
#castalk#bists#couteau my beloved go back into your box#blood is sweeter than silence#writeblr#tag game
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LAZEREYES YOU
they / he
art #Lei art /// rambles #lei talks?!? /// queued or scheduled #queue
kofi: ko-fi.com/leieryx
ONLY ART SIDEBLOG. if you turn on notifications here i am blessing you with 3 shiney pennies thank you
new disco elysium sideblog because im insane.
if you want to know I am a intersex trans guy but bi-gender about it and kinda aro ace ? but a little gay? :) we stay funky and strange
moving up here because itâs relevant I do not reblog donation posts from people I donât know or post asks from people I donât know asking for donations in my inbox. it kinda sucks thatâs how it has to be, but thereâs no way I could independently vet them all and it feels like the situation with scammers has gotten a lot worse lately. Iâm focusing on promoting the campaign of Salma, which you can see in my recent posts (here). Plus Iâll be honest Iâm not popular. on sideblogs I will occasionally but itâs made with the assumption I havenât done research. For this blog I make sure what I reblog is vetted. Please do not send me asks or messages about donation posts I will assume you are a scammer and block you. Please do your own research before donating especially when itâs on one of my side blogs. Ty
I donât fuck with TMA/TME but I wonât usually block based on that alone because I know usually itâs from a different experience than mine, and I do value that experience. However some of you are rancid about it and if you think that all of transphobia is redirected transmisogyny, or that you can easily categorize people individually as TMA/TME in every case (especially by going âwell no one but trans women are -actually- affected by this bigotry) just like. Donât bother.
always tagging unreality and flashing lights, and I don't reblog things that can be guilt trippy or superstitious about reblogging (when I do, it's with #reblog bait) I also don't reblog donation posts unless I know you :( I know a good portion are probably legit, but. 'probably legit' is kind of an issue..
Edit edit: does not apply to verified Palestinians fundraising because verified.
On top of that im not someone with many followers at all so it's very unlikely to help anyways.
I don't tag most fandoms (unless im drawing art) (i want to change that eventually though) because my laptop is a potato (lovingly) and the thought of tagging every post with it's fandom makes me vaporize into dust. other times it's because i don't know them ;; sometimes im just enjoying whatever my mutuals are reblogin :] even if id on't know what its from lol
also ill try and tag anything i think needs tagging for warnings but stuff not mentioned here may not be universal. #bugs is for bugs and spiders though. you can send me an ask if you need something else tagged
basically it's a mess :] thumbs up. oh yeah also if you're gonna get mad at people who do not understand pop culture things DO NOT FOLLOW ME I LIVE UNDER A ROCK. LIKE HIM
#oh yea and as for a dni. ill probably just block you#ill tag the things i mentioned for people to click :]#lei art#lei talks?!?#queue#things I would send to f#to watch later#posts fish would like#bless this post#!!!!#<â-important or great post#to use#promptoposting#<â- ffxv tag.#dungeonmeshi#posts that little guy would like#posts the triangle would approve of#ff7#artfight
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lori | she/her | AUDHD | sapphic aroace
current main fixation(s): outer wilds
previous/dormant fixations: hollow knight, celeste, cult of the lamb, slay the princess, the magnus archives, avatar the last airbender
I mostly just rb stuff and post my art here when there is any, really not that great at talking to people on here, tumblr is pretty much the worst place to reach me, if ya wanna chat go to my insta of the same name, or my discord server, you can indeed dm me for the link :>
I use the like button as a save button, so i donât really like stuff, doesnât mean I didnât see it, especially if you tag me!!
got rid of the dni bc I donât think they do much anyway, just be nice lol
I use mobile exclusively so if anything is formatted weirdly, thatâs why
my art contains bright colours and may be eyestrainy if youâre sensitive to that stuff, or very occasional body horror/mild gore, please be aware
my art is tagged with #my art , my hollow knight au stuff is tagged with #hk bleak sunrise au (discontinued for now since my hk fixation is long dead, but I might continue it someday) random ass text posts are tagged with #shut up lori
I DO NOT ALLOW REPOSTS, EVER. If you see any of my art NOT on here or Instagram with the 17magpiesinatrenchcoat username, please tell me. If you want to use one of my artworks as an icon or whatever, ASK. And I will only allow it for fanart, not any of my OCs/original designs (or art I made for someone else, even art of existing characters)
I think thatâs it!! I will update this as I go if I want to add any more :>
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Hello! I just made an account specifically to ask where the rest of your Babylon Berlin recaps are! They have been my lifeline watching this show for the first time on my own! đ I feel like Iâm reading my own brain itâs incredible! Although you know much more about German expressionism etc than I do (which is little to nothing but that will change bc I have a library and a half saved on Wikipedia right now!)
Oh yay!
But also, I am so sorry!
I need to figure out how to convey this information more reliably, because this keeps happening and every time Iâm like, oh noo. Could you please let me know how are you getting to my Babylon Berlin posts? Because I had thought anyone reading /chrono through my Babylon Berlin Blogging tag would just in natural progression see what happened, but you are certainly not, as you will see, the first person who has not. But it was Covid and I was having a very hard time.
May 1, 2020, someone asked when I was going to keep writing, and then again just a week later someone else asked, aannd then this was actually when I finally turned off anon on my inbox, because, and Iâve never mentioned this before because it feels very, you know, There Are Real Problems, but at the time this really sent me into a pit of mud: I then got another anonymous ask to my responses that I'd tried so hard to make as fun and breezy yet clear about my struggling as I could, while feeling very exposed and tender and distressed about it because I loved that show and the lockdown depression was taking it from me, that was like, inconsiderate of you to ask me to be considerate of you feeling bad when I feel bad too, except meaner, I specifically remember the message literally concluded with "whatever, have a nice life," and I was like, Wow. And somehow it felt even more demoralizing and unfair that I was having to deal with these sort of asks when before this, those S3 recaps had been so much quieter than my earlier Babylon Berlin writing, those posts were only getting all of 12 notes on average, and not even from these people, because I knew all 12 of them!
Not anonymously anymore, but I've then continued over the last couple years to keep intermittently getting innocently well-meaning questions from people still apparently not seeing the posts in my tag, and to confess, most of those asks I've just quietly deleted in despair, though occasionally I'll work up enough false optimism to make vague cheery promises, like most recently in April 2022. But the sorry fact is, I haven't been able to go back and finish writing about Season 3 because, and this depresses me so much, but whenever I think about picking back up again this show I love so deeply, I still recall all the guilt and sadness and resentment around when I had to stop writing about it partway into the third season, and I just feel, rather low again.
Sorry that this answer is so sad! :( Please try not to feel bad for asking, I've kept my own counsel on much of this specifically to avoid that, but this approach does not seem to be working, because people keep asking and my heart just keeps dropping.
#Babylon Berlin Blogging#replies#gereongraham#theseformerthings -- this is also why I haven't been able to follow you back; I'm sorry :(
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3, 12, 20 for the podfic meme!
Thank you so much for asking!! I'm always super excited to gush about podfic, and love it when people enable me đ€. (Hopefully you won't mind that this ended up more skewing towards Untamed than Guardian đ)
For the Podfic Wrapped meme, asks are enthusiastically welcomed!
3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?
That's definitely gotta be the Drowning in the Sun (MDZS/Untamed) written by the amazing @overzelos (who I swear has a tumblr, but for some reason I can't tag? I love you Tumblr). The premise is "what if Jiang Cheng was aware but paralyzed during the Golden Core transfer" and the heart of the story imo is basically wallowing in Jiang Cheng's Very Complicated feelings about his brother. I desperately wanted to have a dizi cover of Jiang Cheng's theme song because it would just be SO FUCKING PERFECT for this story, but do you know how hard that is to find??? Especially without vocals??? And then even when I did, there were background instrumentals that were too cheerful for the mood I was going for and the tempo was too fast and... and... and... Long story short I spent *hours* futzing with the music to get it to sound the way I wanted and I'm Very Proud of it! And it wasn't just the music that was a particular challenge either. Getting the right emotional tone was very difficultâJiang Cheng is having a Very Rough Time and his emotional state is Complicated and I really wanted to nail his emotional journey. Combine that with the part where everyone's favorite angry grape gets very shouty when he's emotional and blows out my mic and there were many more retakes than I usually end up with! But the end result was pretty much exactly what I was hoping for and I'm very proud.
12. What podfic plans do you have for next year?
Well I'm currently working on my longest-ever podfic which is definitely going to be something that travels with me into next year (although I do expect I'll be able to start posting this year)! That's another Untamed fic (build be no shrines by occultings). I definitely want to do more Guardian podfic (I've got a few I'm eyeballing). There's some fandom or podfic events I'm excited about (Mystery Box, Voiceteam, Guardian Bingo if it happens again this year, maybe Pod Together). I'm also luring my housemate into the wonderful world of podfic so hopefully some fun collaboration with them! And overall, just whatever strikes my fancy and continuing to learn and grow my skills and have fun!
20. Which work of yours have you listened to the most this year?
I actually don't really listen to my own podfic for the most part. There's one or two that I will listen to occasionally, but like less than once a year. Even for editing I don't always listen to my stuff the full way through, since I'm pretty good at marking my errors for later editing while I'm recording (yes, this definitely bites me in the ass occasionally, if anyone ever notices a repeat line or a section that's hard to hear or something in one of my pod fix, please let me know!). I dunno, I just can't enjoy listening to my own stuff as much as someone else's, partly because I'm listening more with an editors ear than a listeners so it's more stressful, and partly because I already made this, I know what it sounds like the way I read it, I want someone else's interpretation! Even fic I know really well in text form sounds different when someone else reads it to me than it does in my head (or when I read it out loud), and that's part of the joy! Seeing what someone *else* sees in the story, how *they* interpret it. The end result is that I listen to other people's podfic almost exclusively, rather than my own. So the podfic of my own that I've listened to most this year for sure is To Love What Is Mortal (Untamed), which was written by my amazingly talented, beautiful, and wonderful wife @treemaidengeek. She wanted to listen to it with me rather than on her own so I could see her reactions, and we've made the occasional date night out of it, and just cuddling and listening to it together. Which is definitely my preferred way to listen to my own work!!
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