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maria design by mause523 on twt :3

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Wanpanmas day 4: Cookies

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you're not hypersexual you're just 18. hope this helps

(edited because i got too freaky) are 18 y/os not allowed to have trauma responses 🙏

me and u anon 💗 love you too pookie

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why i as a narc I'm less of an asshole than most self proclaimed "empaths" and "activist" or any people that yaps a lot about being a fucking good person every fucking time can y'all shut the fuck up I don't care about your moral insecurities stop making your shit everyone's else problem on the internet oh my fucking god.

this also goes to the "call out posts" when they show a artist drawing kinky shit OH NO WAY A FUCKING ADULT HAS SEXUAL DESIRES OH MY GOD THE WORLD IS ENDING! "gooner art" people used to not be allowed to draw nudes, are we going back to that?

why are they always at least two of those: gringos, white, cis, straight, ableist towards cluter b / certain trauma responses

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My energy is not spent taking every moment to check whether im following someone who did dumb shit as a teenager. Unless any one of you have actual verifiable information that prooves allegations beyond "they did stupid shit years ago" i do not care. Do you have any idea how much can fucking change in a year? Ive completely changed as a person like twice over the course of 18-23 especially in the midst of everything going on. Yeah what puppychan did was stupid and they need to own up to it DID or not but god am i supposed to take everything random strangers on the internet as fact. I was there when the puppychan shit happened and yeah it was cringy but if i were under similar circumstances while being harassed constantly and drawn being hung by a nazi id probably also crack and do stupid shit.

I do not know psychology but god forgive me i do not fucking care about the puppychan shit anymore. It seems theyve changed and are different, and on them being puppychan no one gave a shit until now even when proof was already there. Its possible people didnt know, i know i didnt.

I cannot speak on the mental state and sexuality of a complete stranger i only know through the internet okay.

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cishet youtube video guys ridiculing some horrible internet lolcow who also happens to be queer or autistic or something when they realize people like them are what made them so awful to begin with

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comm from twitter!

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about salem from my twitter

here are my thoughts, me and salem have been talking a lot in private about everything that has happened to him over the years, and just how much people act entitled to dehumanize salem as a person over rumors of him being a weird groomer pedophile, which he isn't and never has been, and I would not be defending a pedophile on my platform 👍

Salem is NOT faking any of his disabilities (another claim people love to make as if he is a psychotic person just for the fun of it and just to get out of this hot water, which you know is EXTREMELY ableist) and any time any of this would come up in the conversation he would just freak out and have a mental breakdown reliving these horrible fucking memories of being harassed by all his peers and friends. It is debilitating, not just funny haha neurospicy mental illness. But actually required to take medicine to function and struggling with not being delusional. Hearing all these things people said about him on the internet made him believe it and he has ended up in psych ward due to this harassment many times, not to mention countless nights i spent calming him down and keeping him company just so he isn't alone with these thoughts. When people we have never heard of claim he is some kind of machiavellian evil person who orchestrated all this shit just to manipulate people into liking him and somehow tricked his friends into liking him, it really is disheartening and disgusting thing to say about a disabled black queer person in need of support and help from his community. And believe me people tried their best to sever him from any kind of support over the years, doxxing, harassment, trying to shame his friends for helping him you name it he has went through this.

This isn't just a cautionary tale, this is life ruining controversy that the internet put the random irresponsible 19 year old he was through. He is not what people claim him to be, and i am sick and tired of just how people hijack queer ocmmunities against themselves to fight their representation in media and art online. A lot of these rumors spread from lots of right wing spaces through the queer community and people just ate this fascist meal up.

I am glad he is still here and kicking, if it was anybody else put through this shit i am afraid they wouldn't have made it. But salem is strong and awesome and an amazing person, who has survived and is thriving too.

anyways, fuck twitter and everyone who has harassed him

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Can y'all believe the type of straws these people are grasping? It feels so fucking gross to be called Salem's fetish considering the specific trans girls with trans bulge this person is referring to is based off of ME, A REAL PERSON.

ARTISTS DONT OWE YOU ANYTHING.

Sucks if you're a trans girl who doesn't like their girl bulge? Yeah I'm sorry other trans women make you uncomfortable in that case but that's not really an excuse to discredit his art because you feel like some people in your head might get uncomfortable with it. Also like look at these, you have to cherry pick his work to not see the actual diversity and willingly obfuscate the pieces he has made over the years.

These 2 are heavily referenced from my body, they actively represent ME and people like me, slightly chubby and tall trans girls. Trying to shame him for doing a good thing without doing ANOTHER good thing is SO PATHETIC and scummy. Also like what are you talking about he never draws men with top scars or fatter men/women.

You mean you're upset at this guy for representing himself in wider collective of the art space? Some trans dudes just got tits for whatever reason, him including his and his friend's body a lot more than others is not some kind of calculated fetishization and transphobic action.

If you truly care about representing the fat and passing transfems by all means, go ahead draw them all you want. But shaming trans people for depicting themselves and trying to call it as some kind of fetishization is VERY TRANSPHOBIC and designed to alienate the trans artists from drawing what they like, which scares more people from drawing trans people because what if I do it wrong and then I'll get called out and a stalker blog on my ass.

It's a calculated smear campaign ran by reactionary dickheads trying to hijack trans community against themselves.

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why are yall not talking about the information yall don’t know? yall fake

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEN

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long hair femdaan design because i always give her shorter hair + daarin yuri. ignore that i cant draw side profiles pls

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this is a controversial opinion and I’m not a gamer but I don’t need my graphics to be that good. I don’t need to see every individual feather on a bird. my poor computer doesn’t deserve to carry that weight either.

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I am not sure if it`s as funny as in my native language :"D

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What if wr kissed …in the saw bathroom..?

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Fear & Hunger version of this meme with Enki and Moonless 😫😫