#like idek if they exist

[moldypandas]

[c-a-s-s-i-s]

In a world full of darkness and hopelessness you created something beautiful. People who can do that live forever.

[1am-yan]

Lazy redraw of a drawing (that I deleted you dont need to see it) from whenever the pregnancy update came out ... (+ full)

Also it's been officially a year now since I first played DoL!! Milestone or something !

[pepperpixel]

- IM A MAGIC MAN -

Betty and magic man art!!!! Cuz!!!! Look me in the eyes and fuckin TELL me these two were not a fucked up / death spiral / make each other worse duo… you CANNOT!!! THEY ARE THE SAME!!! THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER!! IN A WAY NO ONE ELSE POSSIBLY COULD… and! I just rlly wanted to draw them ghghg- cuz! I think there whole thing is interesting! Complicated as hell! Yes! But also interesting! Also made an extra meme thing w em too:

[spacedlexi]

Kenny and Violet anon here YES.

Violet is upset because someone she defended against her found family of 8 years let her get taken by brainwashing adults for 2 seconds and everyone flips their lid.

But Kenny refuses to stop a train, and gets into a whole fight with Lee over it (AND REFUSES TO HELP YOU FIND A LOST LITTLE GIRL WHILE YOU’RE FIGHTING OFF AN INFECTION, where as Violet always defends you in Episode 1 regardless of whether you ignored and/or antagonized her or not), and gets mad at an 11 year old for not being able to handle helping someone in labor by herself and everybody’s like “Nah it’s okay, his family died years ago so he gets to do whatever he wants.” as if Violet didn’t witness one of the only consistent family members in her life die in front of her 💀

There’s so many comparisons I could make and one day I’ll make a Venn Diagram about all of their similarities but for now I’m glad someone pointed this out.

there are some things kenny does that have No excuse (like refusing to help bitten lee look for missing clem all because hes mad you didnt side with him enough. leaving lee to singlehandedly save himself in the pharmacy because he got scared. threatening to slap clem for blaming herself for lees death. off the top of my head). but his behavior on the train is annoying yet understandable. he doesnt want to admit his son is dying and he feels like duck dying in the first place is his fault for not saving shawn. you can convince him to stop without things getting physical

the Problem comes in when people can understand and sympathize with kennys annoying/shitty actions, but when it comes to violet (who has the same "my family is dead and its made me bitter and closed off" backstory (and her whole arc is about learning to love and care again)), suddenly all understanding goes out the window. even tho shes not even a FRACTION as annoying and shitty as kenny can get 😭😭

violet is mean to clem for the One scene where youre introduced to her (ignoring your first moment with her in the courtyard where shes smiling at clem so you already know her shitty attitude later is a lie. louis even defends her. wingman lol. and depending on what you say in response to her you can Immediately see the regret on her face LOL). but before the scene even Ends shes complimenting clem and clem loves it. then youre forced to talk to her and tenn about the twins, you have a nice card game where you can joke around with her, then she shows up at the dorm and they have a nice heart to heart about how theyre BOTH struggling with the loss of people theyve loved, and they can sympathize about both being harsher than they intend (THEY GET EACH OTHER CANONICALLY)

and vi not being "a people person" is a huge part of her arc?? she doesnt like that shes like this 😭 but shes also better with people than she gives herself credit for and its why she makes a good leader. (and even if you pick the "came off strong" option clem is OBVIOUSLY teasing about it but vi cant tell and gets defensive ("its not like im trying to be bffs or whatever. sorry" is so "you want to kiss me so bad it makes you look stupid" of her)

and then after this shes never mean to clem again?? (unless you antagonize her but even then its mostly just about her standing her ground and not taking shit she doesnt deserve. which is fair). shes only mean to brody while fishing (and shes mean to brody because deep down she blames HERSELF) and the whole POINT of that scene is to try and mend their broken relationship which immediately makes vi a happier/nicer person if you do (also interesting how louis doesnt get any shit for His behavior while hunting 🤨 no hes just cool and fun). violet also apologizes for being "weird" in the dorms the previous night as well (bby girl why are you afraid that everything you do is weird 😭 she says that word a lot)

violet will Always have clems back (in EP1 and 2!!) No Matter What you do or say to her. i think people take her loyalty for granted. so if you dont save her in EP2 and expect to continue to have her unwavering loyalty in EP3? thats a You problem. she is Fucked Up mentally on that boat by lilly and her not-exactly-ex, and then gets caught in the explosion she didnt want anything to do with. AND THEN SHE APOLOGIZES because she recognizes she was WRONG

(not her literally trying to make a joke about it to ease the tension 😭 people dont give her credit for also having a sense of humor. like louis is the only one who cracks jokes around here) but again when it comes to kenny his actions are understandable and defendable even without an apology 🙄 i literally side with kenny on Everything except the larry thing and if you dont make the right dialogue choice with him? he will not help you look for clem. because of larry 😐 i killed your son for you bro and then took care of his walker doppelganger so you didnt have to. and this isnt even touching his behavior in S2. and yet despite everything he does hes still one of the most beloved characters in the fandom 🤨

i just have to remind myself sometimes that all vi options were made 53-61% and the vi haters are a loud minority. her always being above 50% is so interesting to me because i love when choices are split perfectly 50/50. but the way the fandom talks about her (and the women in general) you wouldnt think shes technically the more popular option (and i Hate playing the popularity card its so annoying, but im only doing it bc people also say shit like "maybe if vi wasnt so mean more people would pick her" they DO pick her!!! you just got mad she was mean for 5 seconds, never payed attention to her again, and used her determinate reaction on the boat as justification for not liking her 😑) (also ignores how mean louis gets in EP2 regardless of choice?? but like kenny His actions are defendable and sympathetic and hers arent 🙄)

[notyourmoon4528]

Osha, 2nd day of being in Qimir's cave:.. I wanna go home

The teacher: this is your home now

Qimir: home is where the heart is

Darth Plagueis peeking through the entrance: stay a little longer, you've barely touched your Qimir.

Osha: this s**t is exactly why I wanna go home

The teacher mentally blocking out Plagueis: eat your soup, you can't train on a empty stomach

Osha: .... I'm going crazy ain't I?

[pastelpousay]

Hi chat ignore the old piece of art idek if I ever posted that but I have nothing else to post I just wanted to pop back in

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while please do not forget I exist I was taking a break from drawing for a bit (a mistake if you ask me because now the art is ass💀) but yea I’ll try and be back to my normal everyday/bi-daily posting by tomorrow I’ve been lazy as I said before and also been like chronically online so yea- (ALSO EVERYONE SAY HI TO KOKICHI MY LATEST OBSESSION OBVIOUSLY OMGG sorry I’ll probably post abt him on main so look out there)

I don’t really feel like adding a taglist for this since I likely posted this before and also because this post is just me yapping so yea y’all are free from my clutches for today.

[robinsnest2111]

hmmm when will the constant feeling of "I did something wrong, people hate me, I should be so embarrassed and die about it" end? real tired of that tbh

[hercarisntyours]

hyperfixations are so fun because they either last years or a few weeks like when the elita-1 hyperfixation started I thought it was going to be some quick thing I'd move on from in like a month because "oh there's not a lot for her she's not really a character" but here I am like 3 years later and the hyperfixation is just getting stronger and stronger and frankly it's scary and the funnest ?? part is that it was out of left field and random like some fucking idk what the bird in rio ig came and bagged gagged me one day and is holding me hostage

[tojiscrack]

a such a fake tojiscrack fan omg i havent even read soano (ur levi fic i think thats what it is) 💔💔

KILL ME im so sorry i will read it once i WATCH aot, i promise its on my watchlist 😖🙏💔 ur writing is so peak, you write it, i read it

girl NO, we don’t do ‘fans’ around here, we do friends 😗

my biggest pet peeve ever: when fanfic authors or large editors act like celebrities when ppl appreciate their writing or content… whole time we’re all a bunch of losers part of the same fandom writing about or editing characters in stories that have already been made 🌝

but back to the main point — WDYM YOU HAVEN’T WATCHED AOT? 😭 GIRL 🤨

it’s literally the best anime — scrap that, even — best show i’ve ever encountered, ever. like ik i write a lot for jjk (mainly ‘cause the hype and popularity for it is still here) but jjk genuinely does not get close to aot in any way. aot is brain-chemistry-altering 😧

‘ur writing is so peak, you write it, i read it’ — first off: 🥹🫶🏽 ily, and i’m over the moon that you still compliment my writing when i’m sitting on my butt not writing rn (i’ll get to it i promise 🥴), but i have to stop you right there…

i love love love love LOVEEE soano. like as much as i love liar, liar, i love writing soano sm more (‘cause it’s mainly just crack and less plot 😋 excluding the canon parts ofc). it’s also my first piece of writing altogether, so no matter how many other pieces i work on after both fics, soano will always have a place in my heart my other works will never be able to touch (in the nicest way possible lmaoo 😟)

that being said, i must repeat… it was my first ever piece of work, so i HATEEE my writing when i look back and i’ve been putting off editing it for a whileeee now 🙁

so honestly, take ur time before choosing to read that story. it’s got a lot of editing to go under that i haven’t even begun yet.

but if you do choose to read it… er… read with caution for two reasons:

the writing is so ass and you can tell when you compare it to the quality and level of vocabulary used in the recent liar, liar chapters

y/n in soano is UNHINGED and will probably scare you ‘cause she scares me when i write her 💀

[voydhund]

Why aren't Milevens and Bylers on the same level of "May the best man win" as like, Elmax and Lumax/Mucas when it comes to shipping

yall are so peaceful you have ELUMAX.

[mondstalgia]

tie him up and don't let him go.

[felanndaris]

wanting to contribute to the fandom but not having any skills to do so feels like🧍‍♀️

[jujutsustraycats]

I have no idea why but Karasu thoughts are eating at my brain rn

@someprettyname a little help??

[j2zara]

I don’t want to go anywhere else I like it here. I like yall it’s so rare to feel any sense of community in fandom. I just always feel like I’m fucking up whenever I’m in discord it’s so overwhelming and I feel like I never say the right thing. My impulse is always the wrong one etc etc

[not-poignant]

Constellations - 01/? (FFS Sequel, Efnisien + Gwyn)

Title: Constellations (Falling Falling Stars sequel re: Gwyn + Efnisien)

Rating: Mature

Tags: Contemporary, trauma recovery, men in therapy, references to BDSM relationships, past trauma recovery, complex family relationships, hurt/comfort, angst, historical child abuse, historical familial abuse, reconciliation, Gwyn's a stalker for five seconds

Summary: (Will make little sense if you haven't read Falling Falling Stars) It's been around ten years since the events of Falling Falling Stars, and Efnisien and Gwyn are living their respective lives, and haven't really been in touch since. Over time, Gwyn becomes more curious about his cousin, especially after learning something he hopes isn't true, and after seeing him by chance in a park, kicks off a series of events that helps create new opportunities for reconciliation, and discovering what it really means to be family. 

Constellations - 01 - A Stalking Star (Gwyn + Efnisien reconciiliation) on Patreon ($10+ tiers)

In which Gwyn accidentally finds out that Efnisien may have been molested at Hillview, doesn't know how to deal with it, and then sees him by accident at a park and maybe just...keeps invisibly trying to watch him at that park during subsequent weekends, because he wants to get to know who his cousin really is and doesn't quite know how to be normal about it.

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Will eventually go onto AO3! Not sure when. Posting a chapter once a month currently, similar to The Nascent Diplomat