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Clari, how you feeling after watching Sukuna slick his hair back and have three people instantly bowing? 🤭
uGH ANON LIKE I WAS ALSO ON THE FUCKING FLOOR FOREHEAD PRESSED TO THE TILES (or his toesies hehehe) oh my good god he is so insanely attractive i can barely handle it!!! i need him inside of me in some way, shape, or form NOW!!!!!!
#i need to suck his cock like#please#PLEASE#and he’s so fucking BIG in his true form you know????????????#oh my god#like i lose my sanity#anYWAY <3 i love u anon i hope u are well#pls have a fab day n stay safe!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.jjk
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I. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I’m okay I’m fine I’m okay I’m fine I’m oka
The fic I'm illustrating and losing my mind about 👉 Mistakes on mistakes until
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#momu fanart#fic fanart#LISTEN.#I DON'T THINK JAZZ IS GONNA DIE.#BUT I THINK HE M I G HT#Like.#I don't even know anymore#something in me tells me that everything will be fine#but! throughout this whole fic my inner voice was absolutely. completely#DRAMATICALLY fucking wrong 90% of the time#so it's not like I can't trust the tropes#I can't even trust myself anymore ahahahah#his 'see you on the other side' YOU SENSE IT TOO RIGHT?? ri g h t?#or Is it me just finally losing the last pieces of my sanity?#both ways - I fucking love this fic#I want to make it into a physical copy for myself once it's finished (despite printer ink costing like an airplane wing in my country lol)
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Lap Pillow
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic.#WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is.#We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple.#Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain.#Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it.#I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj!#Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for.#For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping)#He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about.#LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic.#My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this
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People in the comments of the Assassin's Creed: Shadows trailer becoming armchair historians trying to explain why Yasuke shouldn't be a protagonist actually are hilarious. Like besties this is a franchise where people can control eagles with their minds and a good 5% of the population are descended from evil psychic aliens. I THINK we can expand on a story of Japan's only-recorded African koshō without it jumping the shark.
#Assassin's Creed#Assassin's Creed Shadows#Actually losing my mind at gamer bros trying to logic a story that's LONG gone off the sanity rails#Like guys I get that Ubisoft 'prides itself' on historical accuracy but like#Ezio did not set Venice on fire Connor did not start the Boston Massacre and Shay didn't set off the 1755 Lisbon earthquake#Like we need to establish that this series follows historical details in some areas and then takes batshit crazy liberties in others#I hate giving credit to Ubisoft for their balls but.....yeah that took some nuts. Good job guys.#Absolutely wild that they're dropping preorders already. I will be eyeing this game's reviews but you're insane if you think I'm preorderin#Seta speaks
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Artway To Arc 3 #1: Photoshoot!
Commision I did in december for @mistwatchestdp, it was really fun. Getting a rayllum commision added 10 years to my life span, thanks Mist!
Artway To Arc 3 (name idea by kati-corn) will be a TDP drawing challenge where I post weekly until Arc 3 is confirmed, (you can join and use the tag if you want to, no need to be deranged like moi and post weekly tho lol)
#if arc 3 isnt confirmed in july I guess i will keep going and lose my sanity#this drawing was based on a photoshoot with mist and her partner#thank you!!#also the challenge is to help myself and tdp at the same time like thats cool right#artway to arc 3#rayllum#rayla#callum#tdp#the dragon prince#tategaminu art#continue the saga#give us the saga
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#also a gem song WOHOOO#I thought I was done w their pics BUT IM NOTTTT#lowkey wanted to use these for the bloopers thingy RWHAGA but maybe later#out of these my favorite clear shot is axel & ursula LIKE LORD WHY THEY BE LOOKIN SO GOOD…#also them being 7 ppl is actually makin me lose my sanity I CANT DO DUOS PICS AT ALL….#your origin#your origin: bar buddies#theo wood#max villareal#axel case#sean prescott#bloom harper#ursula coronado#blake marshall#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#Spotify
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Apparently the Imp and Skizz podcast with Iskall85 has also gone down. I can't believe any of the Hermits would take this path without good reason. I am devastated. I personally have to have faith in the community I love or I'm going to lose my threads of sanity I have left.
Edit: reminder to please be kind and not interrogate or harass the Hermits for making choices about their livelihood that we have no context for.
#iskall85#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#stressmonster#Hermitcraft is my safe space in all the horrible fuckery of the world#this sounds like resignation was a choice#please let the rest of the hermits stay together#I will actually lose my sanity without them#and STRESS ;_;#I want to believe they've just got such a history that she couldn't imagine going on without him#I want to believe she's not enbroiled in anything#omg#I'm so stressed#and I know yhe hermits wouldn't have done this without good reason#which is MORE STRESS#stressmonster101
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excuse me but what the fuck
#kpop#nct#nct u#nct 127#nct dream#haechan#lee donghyuck#lee haechan#i need him#i want him#so many thoughts#crazy thoughts#i am losing it#actually losing it#jenle why would you guys do that#what about my sanity#going crazy over lee haechan is just a daily thing#a morning heart attack is just what i needed#lee haechan you beautiful human being i love you like crazy#czennie#💚
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Me anytime Asagiri talks about Kunikida and Dazai
#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#bsd dazai#kunikidazai#if you guys couldn't tell I'm losing my sanity#I've been crying so long for a kuni backstory and it might actually happen??#I'm crying tears of joy#I KNEW IT#ASAGIRI IS NOT ONLY A KUNIKIDA TRUTHER BUT ALSO A KNKDZ TRUTHER#this is the best day of my life#framing this and putting it on my wall#also it's so funny to me that asagiri is like their scenes are gradually disappearing#when we actually haven't even seen them interact since the cannibalism arc#they wrote the best partnership duo of all time in ln1 and never did it again#expect me to rant over this more lmaooo
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Little Kid With A Big Death Wish changed my brain, so I typeset it. And then @remedyturtles indicated they're okay with me sharing it. So there's also a link to the Google Drive files if anyone wants it:
Note: There are FOUR versions in the folder. This is because (due to the way I designed the pages, mostly; I wanted it to be pretty, okay? I wanted it to be thematic) the full book is almost 900 pages long. So if you want it as an electronic file to read, or if you are actually ambitious enough to bind a 900-page 5x8 book, you want the 'Deathwish Full' files. Otherwise, if you are sane, I broke it up into three 300-page-ish sections, which are Part 01, Part 02, and Part 03.
Regular .pdf files are the individual pages in order. These are the files you want if you (a) are downloading this to read electronically, or (b) intend to pass the file through your own imposition software. (Like if you want to print on paper that isn't letter-sized, for example.)
Bookbinder folders have the imposed PDFs. Meaning: the files you want if you're going to print and bind this thing. Within those folders, the 'typeset' files are aggregate (the whole book, with ALL the signatures, are in the one single PDF). Signature folders have (you guessed it!) individual signatures. These are good for test prints (four pieces of paper is a cheaper test print than, you know, 70-something), or just making sure your printer doesn't run out of juice as you go.
All of the book is in color. But it's also all (mostly all) blues and greys, and I did a test print on my blank and white printer at home. So if you don't have access to a color printer (or the money), I promise it still looks nice in black and white. :)
A second note, on margins and bleed: the artwork does extend into the bleed (or at least, it's supposed to). Please keep that in mind when choosing a printer and your print settings. Please also do a test print. Please please please.
#book design#deathwish#turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#typesetting#bookbinding#fanart of fanart#I'm actually really proud of this one#Sister said it was almost an illuminated manuscript#almost only because it's not hand-painted after printing#so if someone prints and then does some painting#like gold filigree in the leaves would be insane#could you send a picture#so I can lose what's left of my sanity#to the worthiest of causes
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Thinking about OUAW and the Episode where Mikey describes Baby Gricko as this Feral thing in rags that looks to scrawny for his features 😭
Gricko is such a gem of a character to me!
Uncolored version under the cut
#gricko grimgrin#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#ouaw gricko#ouaw fanart#I started watching like two days ago HOW am I at Episode 24#they made me laugh so loudly and often in the middle of the night I think Ive woken my neighbours#if I hear “my fucking legs Gricko” again I might just lose my sanity
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Last night I managed to detangle the beginning scene of this chapter from something that felt almost impossible to finish to something actually reasonable. Which feels amazing--I've been throwing myself at that scene over and over and it felt like chipping away at an iceberg.
I just moved the argument/conversation section from before going into the gas station to back at the funeral home. Significantly less branching, and I didn't like the Ravi or Jay individual scenes nearly as much as I like the combined ones anyway.
Less amazing is the amount of the chapter I had to remove/I'll be reworking to do it, but wordcount doesn't matter if the chapter never gets finished 😔
#author posting#i was just like#i need to figure out how to make it actually possible#to finish this chapter next month#and still keep my sanity#literally going from 6-9 separate scenes#to 2#while losing out on almost no content that I actually felt good about#just rambling about my process today ig#but im so relieved lmao#it was the first thing i thought about this morning
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By the way, did we ever talk about how stupid it is that they made Silco the reason Felicia died? I don't mean that he killed her personally, but that he jumpstarted violence on a peaceful protest. Because that's sooo who Silco is, right? A character who makes impulsive and poorly thought out decisions, right? A character who goes into a fight headstrong without carefully planning his moves and strategy and just YOLO-ing it, right? Right?? ......sigh
And don't even THINK about giving me the whole "wElL hE cHaNgEd SiNcE tHeN dUh" crap. Even s2 is smart enough to show us him writing something in a notebook in a flashback, which implies that he was the brains behind the Lanes' creation/revolution as a whole. And if he was he would never sabotage his own plans with something so stupid as throwing a single molotov at enforcers. Literally who does that???? Silco we know would probably organize an attack under the guise of a peaceful protest, but not just. Straight-up ruining just a regular peaceful protest. That's stupid. And Silco is the last character in arcane that would do something stupid. Literally the whole plot of season 1 relies on him being intelligent and sneaky with his plans are you kidding me.
#i mean. silco DID do something stupid. that being his attempt to kill vi and cait near the water tower#but i'll actually close my eyes on this one because writers just couldn't allow him to kill them because they're part of the main cast. but#if he wanted he would've killed them then#with the rifle cait gave to the pharmacist for example *twirls hair* yeah you get it#stop assassinating him for the love of god he's already dead#silco arcane#arcane critical#arcane season 2#arcane#also i remember a post comparing him to jinx like. they accidentally killed their family when they only wanted to help#but that doesn't work for several reasons. first is ofc silco's character as i wrote above. and not only he is a different character he's#much older too. jinx was what? 9? when she blew up the cannery. while silco was in his mid-late 20s. you don't think the same in this age a#a nine year old. second is the circumstances. jinx only built a bomb with whatever she had at her hands at the time because she needed to#act fast. otherwise silco would kill her entire family. silco on the other hand started the whole thing. it would make a little bit more#sense if he threw a molotov as a reaction to enforcers beating someone up/arresting someone but we don't have this implication iirc#so. please please please don't try to find reason in bad writing i literally lose my sanity
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the Sully kids' reaction to Jake saying Spider "knew everything" breaks my heart.
they knew him better than anyone else, better than their parents. they knew his love for Eywa, for Pandora, for The People, for the clan, for their family. they knew he would never tell the RDA anything... not willingly at least.
they knew they were leaving because Spider would be tortured for information, he'd be forced to reveal their home, their plans, their numbers, their weaknesses. their brother would be tortured and they were being forced to leave him behind.
they knew they were being forced to find a new home, without their brother, because their dad knew he would be tortured.
#I like to think. for the sake of my sanity. Jake knew Spider would be loyal to them. that he would only blab once broken by torture.#anything else would kill me. the level of anger would be lethal.#but regardless. I think the kids would also need to believe the same thing. they *need* to think their dad has faith in their brother.#but back to the reactions themselves. the heartbreak and confusion on Kiri and Tuk's face. the way Lo'ak looks dissociated.#we can barely even see his face. but even Neteyam looks surprised and painted. even if its kept under a calm guise#(I will never let anyone convince me 'tey didn't love Spi. James. give us more about them please. more than these little crumbs)#they were just little kids and he was their big brother#he was Lo'ak and Kiri's best friend#Tuk was his baby#I feel it in my bones that Spi and 'tey were brothers with a complicated history. I know 'tey was scared to lose him.#I don't have proof but I know James is cooking up something with them#they would never believe Spider would just give them up. but that opens up their minds to so many things to think about#they had to be so scared for him and angry he was being left behind#(especially since in the comics Kiri. Lo'ak. and Tuk risk their lives to save him when he was kidnapped by Nash)#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#kiri sully#lo'ak sully#tuk sully#tuktirey sully#neteyam sully#lo'ak#kiri#tuk#tuk tuk#tuktirey#neteyam
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Sketchbook Friday #23
Alternate Title: OH GOD HE’S GOT ME SOMEONE HELP M
Alright so it’s been over a year since I posted one of these (HOW) but I have been trying to draw regularly again so here we go
Vehicon practice for an upcoming AU sketch :)
Read through almost the entirety of IDW and I cannot stress enough how fast I’d die for Nickel if she asked me to
And speaking of IDW
GET HIM OUT OF MY BRAIN OH MY GODD
IT’S OVERLORD HOUR 24/7 MAKE HIM STOP
#tfp vehicons#idw nickel#transformers nickel#idw overlord#transformers overlord#tf overlord#transformers prime#tfp#transformers idw#transformers#maccadam#my art#sketchbook friday#legitimately cannot stop thinking about the big blue bastard it’s a PROBLEMM#he’s so good for condescending facial expressions tho#he’s not even living rent free in my head anymore#he’s making ME pay rent to HIM#rewiring shit in there as we speak#hyperfixation hit so hard I’m having to resist the urge to gnaw on furniture#RRGRHRHRGRHRHGRHRHTGRGTHTHTHTHTGGRGRGRHRGFRGRGR#RFRGRHRGHTGRHTHRGTHRHHRGRGRHRHRGRGGR#anyway.#it’s finals week and I’ve gotten 7 hours of sleep total in the last 48 hours#and it looks like I have two more all nighters ahead of me#so losing touch with my sanity a bit here lol
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Thinking about how out of all rc routes with immortals/deities, it's only Cain's that emphasizes his immortality and otherworldness so much.
When Lane meets him, she's instantly mesmerized by the perfection of his appearance and his aura/charisma while Cain is mostly bored and indifferent to her. He even goes as far as seducing and driving her mad in the church in 1x03, acting like "a child breaking a toy, eager to see what's inside". It's only after Lane proves her competency at deciphering the Book (and not only she's competent, she's actually better than him), he recognizes her worth and offers her alliance ("I understand you and the squad doesn't" — there's so much to this phrase now, huh). And their deal doesn't make Cain Lane's pet guardian angel. In fact, he accidentally drops her during their first flight together. And this makes Lane see very clear she can't trust him. And yet she longs for someone to trust, to rely on, she reaches out for Cain because he's a blind spot but there's something about him that makes her feel alive (she doesn't know yet. Will she ever find out?). She's scared of developing feelings for an immortal because she sees that this will get her hurt ("I wanted to get to know her better, but, to be honest, I shouldn't have") and at the same time she begs him not to disappear in her thoughts. She wants him to be kind but selfishly, be kind only to her. When Lane tries to get through to Cain when he's in his Seraph form, it's her body that remembers fear he evoked in her. And there's no miraculous awakening in the end — she's almost got killed by him.
Cain and my safety are two contradicting things, Lane thinks bitterly in 2x01 and yet on that roof she feels she should be next to Cain. When Cain touches her thighs after they land, it seems he tests both his and her sensations; but on that roof he doesn't caress Lane, he studies a human being, just one of her kind, a thing to dissect.
There's this constant ambiguity of reaching out and stepping back between then but divinity is inhuman. and we're yet to find out will it be enough for Cain and Lane even if something is missing
#heaven's secret: requiem#rc lane#rc spoilers#cainlane#rc cain#when all the pieces of the puzzle are put together I'll lose my sanity I swear#shout out to alexandra the unhinged queen#no one doing it like her
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