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Clari, how you feeling after watching Sukuna slick his hair back and have three people instantly bowing? 🤭
uGH ANON LIKE I WAS ALSO ON THE FUCKING FLOOR FOREHEAD PRESSED TO THE TILES (or his toesies hehehe) oh my good god he is so insanely attractive i can barely handle it!!! i need him inside of me in some way, shape, or form NOW!!!!!!
#i need to suck his cock like#please#PLEASE#and he’s so fucking BIG in his true form you know????????????#oh my god#like i lose my sanity#anYWAY <3 i love u anon i hope u are well#pls have a fab day n stay safe!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.jjk
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I. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I’m okay I’m fine I’m okay I’m fine I’m oka
The fic I'm illustrating and losing my mind about 👉 Mistakes on mistakes until
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#momu fanart#fic fanart#LISTEN.#I DON'T THINK JAZZ IS GONNA DIE.#BUT I THINK HE M I G HT#Like.#I don't even know anymore#something in me tells me that everything will be fine#but! throughout this whole fic my inner voice was absolutely. completely#DRAMATICALLY fucking wrong 90% of the time#so it's not like I can't trust the tropes#I can't even trust myself anymore ahahahah#his 'see you on the other side' YOU SENSE IT TOO RIGHT?? ri g h t?#or Is it me just finally losing the last pieces of my sanity?#both ways - I fucking love this fic#I want to make it into a physical copy for myself once it's finished (despite printer ink costing like an airplane wing in my country lol)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic.#WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is.#We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple.#Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain.#Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it.#I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj!#Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for.#For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping)#He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about.#LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic.#My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this
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People in the comments of the Assassin's Creed: Shadows trailer becoming armchair historians trying to explain why Yasuke shouldn't be a protagonist actually are hilarious. Like besties this is a franchise where people can control eagles with their minds and a good 5% of the population are descended from evil psychic aliens. I THINK we can expand on a story of Japan's only-recorded African koshō without it jumping the shark.
#Assassin's Creed#Assassin's Creed Shadows#Actually losing my mind at gamer bros trying to logic a story that's LONG gone off the sanity rails#Like guys I get that Ubisoft 'prides itself' on historical accuracy but like#Ezio did not set Venice on fire Connor did not start the Boston Massacre and Shay didn't set off the 1755 Lisbon earthquake#Like we need to establish that this series follows historical details in some areas and then takes batshit crazy liberties in others#I hate giving credit to Ubisoft for their balls but.....yeah that took some nuts. Good job guys.#Absolutely wild that they're dropping preorders already. I will be eyeing this game's reviews but you're insane if you think I'm preorderin#Seta speaks
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Apparently the Imp and Skizz podcast with Iskall85 has also gone down. I can't believe any of the Hermits would take this path without good reason. I am devastated. I personally have to have faith in the community I love or I'm going to lose my threads of sanity I have left.
Edit: reminder to please be kind and not interrogate or harass the Hermits for making choices about their livelihood that we have no context for.
#iskall85#Hermitcraft#hermitblr#stressmonster#Hermitcraft is my safe space in all the horrible fuckery of the world#this sounds like resignation was a choice#please let the rest of the hermits stay together#I will actually lose my sanity without them#and STRESS ;_;#I want to believe they've just got such a history that she couldn't imagine going on without him#I want to believe she's not enbroiled in anything#omg#I'm so stressed#and I know yhe hermits wouldn't have done this without good reason#which is MORE STRESS#stressmonster101
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excuse me but what the fuck
#kpop#nct#nct u#nct 127#nct dream#haechan#lee donghyuck#lee haechan#i need him#i want him#so many thoughts#crazy thoughts#i am losing it#actually losing it#jenle why would you guys do that#what about my sanity#going crazy over lee haechan is just a daily thing#a morning heart attack is just what i needed#lee haechan you beautiful human being i love you like crazy#czennie#💚
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Little Kid With A Big Death Wish changed my brain, so I typeset it. And then @remedyturtles indicated they're okay with me sharing it. So there's also a link to the Google Drive files if anyone wants it:
Note: There are FOUR versions in the folder. This is because (due to the way I designed the pages, mostly; I wanted it to be pretty, okay? I wanted it to be thematic) the full book is almost 900 pages long. So if you want it as an electronic file to read, or if you are actually ambitious enough to bind a 900-page 5x8 book, you want the 'Deathwish Full' files. Otherwise, if you are sane, I broke it up into three 300-page-ish sections, which are Part 01, Part 02, and Part 03.
Regular .pdf files are the individual pages in order. These are the files you want if you (a) are downloading this to read electronically, or (b) intend to pass the file through your own imposition software. (Like if you want to print on paper that isn't letter-sized, for example.)
Bookbinder folders have the imposed PDFs. Meaning: the files you want if you're going to print and bind this thing. Within those folders, the 'typeset' files are aggregate (the whole book, with ALL the signatures, are in the one single PDF). Signature folders have (you guessed it!) individual signatures. These are good for test prints (four pieces of paper is a cheaper test print than, you know, 70-something), or just making sure your printer doesn't run out of juice as you go.
All of the book is in color. But it's also all (mostly all) blues and greys, and I did a test print on my blank and white printer at home. So if you don't have access to a color printer (or the money), I promise it still looks nice in black and white. :)
A second note, on margins and bleed: the artwork does extend into the bleed (or at least, it's supposed to). Please keep that in mind when choosing a printer and your print settings. Please also do a test print. Please please please.
#book design#deathwish#turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#typesetting#bookbinding#fanart of fanart#I'm actually really proud of this one#Sister said it was almost an illuminated manuscript#almost only because it's not hand-painted after printing#so if someone prints and then does some painting#like gold filigree in the leaves would be insane#could you send a picture#so I can lose what's left of my sanity#to the worthiest of causes
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Thinking about OUAW and the Episode where Mikey describes Baby Gricko as this Feral thing in rags that looks to scrawny for his features 😭
Gricko is such a gem of a character to me!
Uncolored version under the cut
#gricko grimgrin#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#ouaw gricko#ouaw fanart#I started watching like two days ago HOW am I at Episode 24#they made me laugh so loudly and often in the middle of the night I think Ive woken my neighbours#if I hear “my fucking legs Gricko” again I might just lose my sanity
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Me anytime Asagiri talks about Kunikida and Dazai
#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#bsd dazai#kunikidazai#if you guys couldn't tell I'm losing my sanity#I've been crying so long for a kuni backstory and it might actually happen??#I'm crying tears of joy#I KNEW IT#ASAGIRI IS NOT ONLY A KUNIKIDA TRUTHER BUT ALSO A KNKDZ TRUTHER#this is the best day of my life#framing this and putting it on my wall#also it's so funny to me that asagiri is like their scenes are gradually disappearing#when we actually haven't even seen them interact since the cannibalism arc#they wrote the best partnership duo of all time in ln1 and never did it again#expect me to rant over this more lmaooo
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the Sully kids' reaction to Jake saying Spider "knew everything" breaks my heart.
they knew him better than anyone else, better than their parents. they knew his love for Eywa, for Pandora, for The People, for the clan, for their family. they knew he would never tell the RDA anything... not willingly at least.
they knew they were leaving because Spider would be tortured for information, he'd be forced to reveal their home, their plans, their numbers, their weaknesses. their brother would be tortured and they were being forced to leave him behind.
they knew they were being forced to find a new home, without their brother, because their dad knew he would be tortured.
#I like to think. for the sake of my sanity. Jake knew Spider would be loyal to them. that he would only blab once broken by torture.#anything else would kill me. the level of anger would be lethal.#but regardless. I think the kids would also need to believe the same thing. they *need* to think their dad has faith in their brother.#but back to the reactions themselves. the heartbreak and confusion on Kiri and Tuk's face. the way Lo'ak looks dissociated.#we can barely even see his face. but even Neteyam looks surprised and painted. even if its kept under a calm guise#(I will never let anyone convince me 'tey didn't love Spi. James. give us more about them please. more than these little crumbs)#they were just little kids and he was their big brother#he was Lo'ak and Kiri's best friend#Tuk was his baby#I feel it in my bones that Spi and 'tey were brothers with a complicated history. I know 'tey was scared to lose him.#I don't have proof but I know James is cooking up something with them#they would never believe Spider would just give them up. but that opens up their minds to so many things to think about#they had to be so scared for him and angry he was being left behind#(especially since in the comics Kiri. Lo'ak. and Tuk risk their lives to save him when he was kidnapped by Nash)#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#kiri sully#lo'ak sully#tuk sully#tuktirey sully#neteyam sully#lo'ak#kiri#tuk#tuk tuk#tuktirey#neteyam
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Sketchbook Friday #23
Alternate Title: OH GOD HE’S GOT ME SOMEONE HELP M
Alright so it’s been over a year since I posted one of these (HOW) but I have been trying to draw regularly again so here we go
Vehicon practice for an upcoming AU sketch :)
Read through almost the entirety of IDW and I cannot stress enough how fast I’d die for Nickel if she asked me to
And speaking of IDW
GET HIM OUT OF MY BRAIN OH MY GODD
IT’S OVERLORD HOUR 24/7 MAKE HIM STOP
#tfp vehicons#idw nickel#transformers nickel#idw overlord#transformers overlord#tf overlord#transformers prime#tfp#transformers idw#transformers#maccadam#my art#sketchbook friday#legitimately cannot stop thinking about the big blue bastard it’s a PROBLEMM#he’s so good for condescending facial expressions tho#he’s not even living rent free in my head anymore#he’s making ME pay rent to HIM#rewiring shit in there as we speak#hyperfixation hit so hard I’m having to resist the urge to gnaw on furniture#RRGRHRHRGRHRHGRHRHTGRGTHTHTHTHTGGRGRGRHRGFRGRGR#RFRGRHRGHTGRHTHRGTHRHHRGRGRHRHRGRGGR#anyway.#it’s finals week and I’ve gotten 7 hours of sleep total in the last 48 hours#and it looks like I have two more all nighters ahead of me#so losing touch with my sanity a bit here lol
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Thinking about how out of all rc routes with immortals/deities, it's only Cain's that emphasizes his immortality and otherworldness so much.
When Lane meets him, she's instantly mesmerized by the perfection of his appearance and his aura/charisma while Cain is mostly bored and indifferent to her. He even goes as far as seducing and driving her mad in the church in 1x03, acting like "a child breaking a toy, eager to see what's inside". It's only after Lane proves her competency at deciphering the Book (and not only she's competent, she's actually better than him), he recognizes her worth and offers her alliance ("I understand you and the squad doesn't" — there's so much to this phrase now, huh). And their deal doesn't make Cain Lane's pet guardian angel. In fact, he accidentally drops her during their first flight together. And this makes Lane see very clear she can't trust him. And yet she longs for someone to trust, to rely on, she reaches out for Cain because he's a blind spot but there's something about him that makes her feel alive (she doesn't know yet. Will she ever find out?). She's scared of developing feelings for an immortal because she sees that this will get her hurt ("I wanted to get to know her better, but, to be honest, I shouldn't have") and at the same time she begs him not to disappear in her thoughts. She wants him to be kind but selfishly, be kind only to her. When Lane tries to get through to Cain when he's in his Seraph form, it's her body that remembers fear he evoked in her. And there's no miraculous awakening in the end — she's almost got killed by him.
Cain and my safety are two contradicting things, Lane thinks bitterly in 2x01 and yet on that roof she feels she should be next to Cain. When Cain touches her thighs after they land, it seems he tests both his and her sensations; but on that roof he doesn't caress Lane, he studies a human being, just one of her kind, a thing to dissect.
There's this constant ambiguity of reaching out and stepping back between then but divinity is inhuman. and we're yet to find out will it be enough for Cain and Lane even if something is missing
#heaven's secret: requiem#rc lane#rc spoilers#cainlane#rc cain#when all the pieces of the puzzle are put together I'll lose my sanity I swear#shout out to alexandra the unhinged queen#no one doing it like her
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Idk I'm tired
#i made this like a month ago and never posted it#idk i was bored and made a random au#pulled this one out of my ass#no you will not get an explanation for it#im so tired chat#school starts in four days ew#sobs#and cries#vex lbp#newton lbp#the collector lbp#little big planet#littlebigplanet#saba#sackboy a big adventure#im slowly losing my sanity
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weird how we’re not seeing samadani shooters telling everyone how he’s better than john
weird how no one wants francesca to settle for the guy who won’t make her happy in the end
weird how everyone knows she would be unhappy with anything less than love
wonder why it’s suddenly different for penelope 🤔
#polin#bridgerton#how are debling shooters fr#like the man rejected her bc he knows?#he’s gonna come to 4 brunette kids#and colin in his bed#like be fr fr#every time I see a take that#she should have settled actually#I lose a year off my sanity#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton
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Sometimes I think I'm okay and then I remember Trimax exists
#Trigun#Trigun Maximum#Trimax#I was just going about my business and got punched in the face#Figured I'd punch a few other people while I'm at it#It's like losing the game but instead you lose your sanity
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Warning: I'm about to be real crazy about Wandee Goodday's eighth episode.
BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING WITH THE COLORS?!
I knew love was coming because of pink = 💕love💕 but they are framed in purple
Because their colors are purple and yellow!*
Yak's color is yellow.
Not brown.
YELLOW!
And Dee's color is purple
So why do I keep getting attacked by this damn blue!
It's purple, Dee!
It's yellow, Yak!
So why can y'all not get your shit together?!
Why am I seeing these fake colors?!
Why can we not figure this out?!
WHAT IS WITH THIS FUCKING BLUE?!
And that damn brown?!
Next week, Dee is going to call out Yak for not being himself.
And they are going to end up in a space that fits both of them
So after that, can we please stop with these fake colors?
Yak already said that he loves Dee, so it is about damn time for him to put on Yak's purple!
If the colors do not color the exact way I think they should, I will not enjoy this show any less because I am greatly enjoying it so far, but . . . either I see purple on Yak's body the next time they kiss on the lips or in the finale because if not, I'm going to turn into Miley Ray Cyrus and come in like a motherfucking wrecking ball to destroy EVERYTHING!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!
*I could be wrong. Their colors could be brown and blue. They could be bi-colored. Yeah, and Bojangles Bo-Berry Biscuit could not be the best biscuit that ever existed at any chicken joint. I'm always open to the possibility that I'm wrong about stuff. I don't think I have everything right all the time. I've been wrong before. This could be another instance of that. But if I'm wrong, then the whole team is wrong, and that seems . . . wrong.
We can't ALL be wrong?
#wandee goodday#the colors mean things#and they mean I am losing it mi gente#I am on my last thread of sanity#I am *this* close to bursting like a water balloon on hot pavement#this is maddening#this is why I have to binge shows#I was a mess during Japan's My Love Mix-Up#I was a beast during GAP the series#My patience is nonexistence so this wait is physically hurting me#let me go day drink so I can calm down while drag queens earn their paychecks#color coded boys in love#but what are their colors?!#I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!
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