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text analysis is cool but only on MY terms
#i have to write a text analysis paper#and it's so easy and so hard at the same time#like i have a good portion of it done#it's the historical context section i'm having trouble with#and also kinda the “personal” section#i just wanna talk about how the characters exist and the stage direction :((#oh almost forgot actual tags lol#text analysis#play analysis#waddleschats
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hiii im rlly high rn and just realized that if bill loves physical sensations, he'd absolutely be into alcohol and drugs. even tho he's way too powerful to have an actual addiction. he just does it bc the high is fun to experience. anyways love love loooove your writing!!!! i get super absorbed when i read your stories!!! thank youuu wish you all the best!!!!!!
He sure does! Bill's a guy who likes to party, and that involves more than just some music.
Unfortunately Dipper hates it when he smokes, so Bill has to sneak around if he wants a cigarette and throw in an extra shower.
#answers#I feel like Bill's more of a drinker than a guy to get high but boy does he love a drink#Super likely to find him with a margarita or martini in the evening#It's also canon that he spent a good portion of their 'break' in Confessing It miserable and sloshed#Other things Bill enjoys that aren't those things#Manicures or pedicures and weird food and dancing and getting his hair done.#Back scratches and having his hair played with and backrubs#Dipper gets enlisted for that last set and frankly it's one of Bill's more enjoyable demands
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ALOS 200 DTIYS!!
@morrogatari HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM FINALLY DONE HERE IT IS CONGRATULATIONS ON 200 OKAY TIME TO YAP
its not as interesting or dynamic as the one i showed you earlier but okay let me explain this. so i have her holding her hands up to her eyes in the see no evil gesture right BUT you see how shes still looking through her fingers BECAUSE you also said she still sees everything. boom best of both worlds or whatever. i wanted to add the blindfold so i sorta have it covering her mouth alluding to the speak no evil gesture?? idk i just wanted the funky eye blindfold. i tried to make it look directly at you AND shes also looking directly at you cause she sees everything,, you see what i did there,, uuhuuhhh you see. i dont really have an explanation for the glowing eyes in the bg i just thought they would be cool and i did end up covering her dogs i aint learning how to draw bare dogs. i also tried to make it a sort of higher angle her robe and the hair behind her is spread out on the floor i hope that came through. one thing im unexplainably proud of is the chains LOOK AT THEM
AND THE FABRIC SHADING I THINK I CAME IN CLUTCH its a little messy cause i could not find a reference for the LIFE OF ME anyways more versions below of course
no shading and without the black hands and legs cause lowkey i forgot they were darker until the end
also look at what i was fucking doing with the rendering. i don’t know where i learned this from but i set it to overlay (the orangey one) and i just put more green over top
AND in true jello fashion
here’s my camera roll 💀
#IM SO SERIOUS WHEN I SAY I WAS JUMPING UP AND DOWN CAUSE I WAS DONE#GRAAHAHAHHHH ITS NOT EXACTLY THE VISION PERFECTLY BUT ITS STILL NOT BAD HEY#ive been working on this for. how long#a month maybe right when you posted it when was that#to be fair i hammered out a good portion of it in like two days and then didnt touch it for weeks#like last time lmao#i dont know anything about the fic so unfortunately i cant hide more references in there#i got nothing to say in the tags this time ive already yapped everything out#CONGRATS AGAIN ALO!! BIG TWO ZERO ZERO#i have another math quiz tomorrow lmao#ninjago#lego ninjago#the preeminent#ninjago the preeminent#ninjago dtiys#alo200dtiys#eyes cw#idk just in case#jellos scribbles
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So, I recently watched Helluva Boss and as always I've been prusing the tags for it on tumblr to see what other people think about the story and characters.
Something that stuck out to me is when people say Striker is a hypocrite because he hates the Royals, puts down Blitz and Fizz for being with Royals, but he, himself, works for one. Also that his pitch he gave to Blitz about teaming up to take down Royals was all a lie.
Now, I'm not going to say he's not being a bit of a hypocrite, especially given how much he hates Royals. What I will say is that I understand why Striker wouldn't see it that way (besides the fact he has a seemingly desperate need to feel superior to other imps).
Striker wants to kill Royals--that is very clear. A huge hurtle to that goal is that they are immortal. The only thing that can kill them is Angelic Steel--something that is rare and expensive. Yes, Striker is supposedly a well known assassin, but it's doubtful he'd ever make enough money to afford Angelic Weapons without taking on extremely wealthy clients. The wealthiest would be those at the top.
We don't know if Striker has worked with Royals before. If we assume Stella was the first Royal he was hired by, that makes his choice to work with her make far more sense. Particularly when we take into account who her target is--her equally Royal husband.
Unless stated otherwise later, Stella must have provided Striker with his Angelic Weapons so he could kill Stolas. She doesn't just give him a single weapon, either. She gets him a sniper rifle, pistols, a knife and a rope so he can incapacitate Stolas and take his vast magic abilities away, rendering him helpless. On top of that, she is also paying him money.
Given Stella never brings up the fact he lost the sniper rifle, or demands he return the weapons she provides, this deal he's making, although hypocritical, is only a benefit for Striker. He's getting paid to kill someone he wants to anyway, and a new arsenal that gives him the capability to kill Royals afterward.
This is why I don't think his offer to Blitz was a lie. I think what he told Blitz is his long term goal/plan, and was simply offering Blitz to join him since he found Blitz to be somewhat equal to him after Blitz did so well in the harvest games. Once they killed Stolas, got Stella's money, they would turn around and start using those funds and weapons to kill more Royals.
The reason Striker doesn't see himself as on the same level as Blitz and Fizz with their relationships with Royals is because he sees himself as using Stella, where he perceives Blitz and Fizz as being used. It's true that Blitz gets similar benefits from his relationship with Stolas (if Striker even knows about Blitz using Stolas's spell book for his business, I can't recall) but given what Striker saw of their relationship, he would see Stolas using silly pet names despite Blitz disliking it and see that as Blitz debasing himself publicly for Stolas. Yes, Stella doesn't treat him with the upmost respect, but it's over the phone, without witnesses. Nor does he give her anything in return except a dead husband--someone he would have targeted anyway.
He sees Fizz as even worse because, to him, it appears Fizz has given up his own autonomy to live a cushy lifestyle. Yes, Fizz gains many benefits from being with Ozzie, but Striker views it as letting Ozzie take advantage of him, to let Ozzie treat him like a pet (which some people do, do to some imps). He doesn't know Ozzie loves Fizz--franky I don't think he'd believe a Royal could love an imp at all anyway.
Yes, he may work for a Royal, and take her orders, but he does so to pilfer more and more Angelic Weapons from her as well as take her money, all of which I'm sure he tells himself he will later use against her and the rest of the upper class. It's a business transaction that he actually holds all the cards in. Unlike Blitz and Fizz he doesn't have to publicly debase himself to get the benefits he seeks. At least that's how he sees things.
#helluva boss#helluva striker#helluva boss striker#i'm sort of lost as to why he wanted to work for Crimson#idk if Stella didn't pay him because Stolas was rescued#and he needs the money to relocate his base since now the gang knows where it is#im not even sure if he's till working for Stella anymore#since she called off the hit#sure she wants to kill him later but we don't know if he dicking around until she gives him the signal#or if the job is considered done and she paid him#and he's just working with Crimson because he wanted an easy win after his last huge failure#also his pistol might be Angelic give it has some silver on it#but he did seem to lose a good portion of his shit after his base was raided#but if he has the money#his job with stella is done#and he still has an Angelic pistol#maybe hes not quite as full of himself as he pretends#is a bit of coward and putting off killing the upper class because he knows they're so powerful#also Stella and her brother are stupid for giving a fucking assassin weapons that could kill them!#they just made their lives way more dangerous#like I know Stella is to focused on killing Stolas to care#but her brother whose supposed to be smart should have been angry at her for that as well as not thinking about the inheritance
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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lil headshots of the boys bc i miss them
#i just spilled water all over my desk. absolute dumbass move.#n e way.#hi. good morning. i have not been on my pc in like 2 weeks#a lot has been happening over here.#i got accepted into university recently so i'll be going back to school in the fall to finish my bachelors :-)#i'm really excited about it ngl.#i'm also attempting my first garden this summer#i have absolutely zero clue how to grow vegetables. i think i already killed one ngl but. uh. it's fine.#um. i also bought a spider plant which is neat. it's my first like. non cacti/succulent#oh. well. besides my zz but that's practically a succulent to be fair#i've also been playing a lot of animal crossing. just finished the fish portion of the critterpedia this morning.#i've been playing ac since i was 6 & that's the first time i've ever done that#ALSO i went thrifting & i finally found the craft!!!!! i have been looking for that for SO long. also pom poko & howl's moving castle#i'm out of DVD space. it's. getting out of control.#that's p much it i think.#i'm maybe gonna draw today after i finish doing some school stuff.#maybe something for pride since it's june. happy pride month btw#ok. that's it for real.#rainyrambles
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me: there's no way i can write even a considerable amount of the taob chapter before the end of the month like i promised personal things have just got to me it's not happening no way
me regardless: *putting in my earphones. looping vogel im kafig. opening the doc*
#VOGEL IM KAFIG BEST WRITING MUSIC BTW!!!!#like yes i KNOW my mates are gonna be here in minimum 2 hours bc it's the last student night of the term and we're all going out#AND there's drama so everyone's a bit buzzed#(someone find analysis on the impacts of drama/gossip on the local female pack bc it's SO funny it's like we reach a higher state of being)#BUT STILL I FEEL I CAN STILL GET AT LEAST A GOOD PORTION DONE#AND IF I GET ENOUGH DONE I MIGHT BE ABLE TO FINISH IT TOMORROW WHEN I GET HOME#like i already (only) have 3k words written so it's not like im starting from scratch#hmmmm. we shall see#taob updates
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#this is the only plot i care about tbh#acgas 2020#all creatures great and small#tristan farnon#siegfried farnon#i do hate how much they (the writers) force these conversations but this portion of it does feel natural#THIS is showing and not telling#idk#it would feel better to me if more of their arguments were dancing around the subject#instead of directly saying it#like they are here when siegfried doesn't say what he would have done differently with tristan#but we all obviously know#if they had built up to the argument in the S3 christmas special it would have hit better#not that it doesn't hit#just#it would have been a release of tension#a real good catharsis#instead of just one fight among many#as it is there's nothing that really sets it apart other than siegfried telling tristan that he loves him and would die for him#the rest of it just feels like old hat#but this moment (since i'm getting off track) is really good#part of why the rest doesn't ring true i think is because tristan is like 30#like that shit should be properly internalized by now#'you like that kid better than me :(' shut up!! you should be getting pissy with him for unrelated reasons#and so repressed about it that you have no clue of the true cause!#until you reach this moment and it comes pouring out!#anyways i do have to go to work now#ignore literally everything i've said here
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I hate finally getting into the zone with writing only to be on a time restriction.
Like I don't wanna go back to work. I'd rather sit here and write than walk dogs. Granted, it's a really nice day out, so walking dogs won't be terrible and will feel pretty nice but still.
I wanna be writing
#i am a good portion through the second chapter for of earthly things#so maybe if i keep writing like this on my lunch breaks i will have it done sometime in the next couple of days#or in time to be able to type it all up on my days off either Tuesday or Wednesday#certified snootles moment
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Mmm you guys wanna hear me complain about the tired again~ hhhhmrmrnr
#naps please I take you to get rid of the eep not to wake up more out of it#also let me get out of bed ill rest a bit again after dinner but i need to eat cause I for sure have to do work at 5 and id very much like#*at 7#id like to get a good portion of one assignment done today. and stop complaining about not being able to game I know I get it but sadly#homework needs to be prioritized right now we can game again… friday. yeah I know thats the same as last week and we didn’t game enough but#blame the bad sleep schedule#this is a post i made#vent#not too bad of one but I sure annoyed at life about having things to do
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Friday night is gonna be lit
I have stir-fry plans and iguana marriage plans and I got a beer and we have cartoons to watch. Sick
#internalmelon#i like to buy the overpriced pint cans because if I buy a sixer then I either leave 5 in the fridge forever or drink them all in one go#but if i buy one drink then i can be done after it#because i guess im kind of all or nothing like that which sucks#my body doesnt tell me when to stop eating or drinking anymore for some reason so i need to make or buy reasonable portions#i went from not eating to not being able to tell when im full until i feel ill and vomit and it kind of sucks#even water. i either forget to drink water or i drink it until i start spitting it back out#my first year trying to get better i involuntarily threw up every day for 6-8 months and it sucked so bad tbh#i think something is broken but my last therapist said my body would remap the cues over time or something? idk it sounded reasonable enough#i still often forget and need a reminder if my meals aren't scheduled in advance. i still eat myself sick if the portion size is too big#idk it sucks#i said it sucks a lot and its true but im excited to officiate an iguana marriage and watch cartoons and have a beer!!!#i wanted a kirin but sapporo is good too
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lying to a kid about if theyre adopted should be classified as abuse and no j am not joking
#abused adoptee#adoption#adoptee voices#to clarify i was never lied to. i knew as early as i can remember#but i work with a kid who was raised thinking her mother was her older sister.#shes seemingly chill about it but you can tell#and even so thats just so fucked up#you hear of people finding out through dna tests#of the adopters waiting till (specific) birthday to tell them -- usually after 18.#im sure even people who arent adopted can sympathize with how awful that would be#to find out your entire life is a lie overnight#especially for medical concerns. all the medical history yourlve come to accept as fact (grandma has diabetes aunt judy has dementia etc)#is suddenly wrong. now you dont know what you are or arent predisposed to. you dont know what tests you shouldve taken#your ancestry and ethnicity could be wrong#i knew i was adopted but they never told me i was hispanic. they kept it from me.#i thought i was pure british like them because im not super tan and have blonde hair#sometimes it's done under the guise of 'keeping peace'or 'saving them from the burden of knowing'#but really--it's all about control#most people dont like to talk about it but a good portion of adoptive situations involve control freaks.#this is from my own personal experience#almost every adopter i know is a control freak.#half of the adopters i know personally adopted just for the manual labor and a scape goat.#this is what my adopters did#to completely take away someones truth and deny them their own history--even after youve taken their legal rights.#oftentimes youve taken their entire names#like that is so vile#it really is#adoptees deserve the right to know theyre adopted. to know their biological familys medica history (if possible)#to be able to contact their biological family if they choose so#to be able to denounce the adopters as their parents or family
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doing things outside of your usual is such a humbling experience...
#lizzy speaks#to those who are curious what prompted this: my friend and i are collaborating on a video essay together#we picked it back up a week and a half ago after it laid in limbo for a month or two#and we're currently in the phase of editing it together (scripting + recording the VO is done)#and MAN. my respect for people who work on scripted/informative content just shot up through the ROOF#most of my experience with editing comes from footage first and then edit down approach (rather than creating/gathering visuals to uplift-#a written script) and it's. well. they engage with very different skillsets i think#my friend who i am collaborating with is very amused at me because this is not her first rodeo. meanwhile me as a first-timer.#i am telling her about how i am losing my mind over my editing timeline having gaps of footage because i couldn't think of anything to put#for certain portions (or i just didnt feel like looking through preexisting footage on the internet and dl-ing it)#and she compared it to 'telling a kid whos going thru puberty that its normal' EKLHFGLHH#im ngl the way i have spent like maybe 10 hours today off and on looking up footage and fact checking the splat artbook is so. explodes#it makes sifting through an 11 hour batch of footage of me playing big run sound like a cakewalk in comparison LMAOO#anyway if you read this far thank you :D i hope that in 2024 i can continue to be humbled in trying new things#and i highly encourage others 2 do so too! try a new method of approaching something or do smthn slightly adjacent to what you do!#tis a good learning experience and also makes u very appreciative of the things that are out there methinks#im literally only editing an 11 minute segment or so idfk how people make those 1+ hr video essays LIKE HELLO??? ESP IF ITS LICENSED MEDIA#HOW DO U GET ALL THE FOOTAGE FOR THAT. U MUST BE REALLY HYPERFIXATED AND DEDICATED TO THAT. DAMN. anyway. have a good 2023 everyone!
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I said I might do this in the tags on the first post of last week's Chill Valicer Save update -- here's the full-sized images from the in-game photoshoot I had my trio do right before said update so I'd have at least one shot of them in the correct order and wearing the correct clothes for my "OT3 Math" Valicertine's Day post. And then I ended up using all three anyway because I couldn't decide which one I liked best. XD Did I really need to do this for a single silly tumblr post about how much I love my Valicer OT3? No. Am I glad I did it anyway? Yes. XD
#sims 4#the lazy save#valicertine's day#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler alton#smiler always#technically I took more than these three shots#but as it turned out I accidentally had them do the 'thinking' pose in the second picture again at the end#without realizing I'd already done that pose a bit earlier#so yeah no need to include that one#already here!#as I explained in the OT3 Math post#I didn't have a good shot of Alice Victor and Smiler in THAT ORDER#wearing appropriate clothes to match the posters/logos I was using in in the 'times' portion of the image#so I fired up the game for the sole purpose of putting Victor in the right CC outfit#and then having them do a photoshoot so I could get a proper picture or three with them in fun poses in the right order#I mean yes it was probably more work than the picture warranted#but at the same time I'm glad I did it#as it was fun AND prompted me to change Victor's everyday outfit to that cool CC one I'd found for him#that actually looks kind of like the outfit he wears in the movie#so yeah all worked out nicely :)#more Chill Valicer Save shenanigans next week!#queued
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apparently i'm already halfway done my musicology degree??
#i wanna talk about me#between the course i did in undergrad and the frankly ridiculous number of courses i'm taking this semester#apparently i'm over halfway done already#i know the musicology portion is a smaller load than the library science portion but like#man it was weird walking into my advisor's office and him looking me in the eye and saying like 'oh you're almost done'#three courses is all i have left for a master's. Man#well i'm gonna spread those out over the next year and a half...and probably pick up an extra elective here or there while i can#cause idk man i like studying music history...even if i don't Have to i like taking the classes and learning#(esp if it's gonna be paid for by my fellowship as long as i'm still here)#well i need to figure out. how the hell to get in touch with a library science advisor now.#i emailed yesterday and haven't heard back#but i don't know what i'm doing for that degree going forward rn#other than. i guess taking 552. but i KNOW there's other specialty and elective courses i'll need to take too#and i want to take stock of what shit i'll have to take in summers too cause i know some of the courses are only offered in summer#(need to find out if any of my fellowship scholarship can go towards summer courses. i'm guessing not...)#weird. it's weird. i don't know what i'm doing here#anyway#meeting with my advisor went okay i at least know what i'm doing now re: the music stuff#didn't cry which is good but man i hate how my voice started to break more and more the longer i was in there#and when i talked about how i put too much on my plate this semester and am struggling to keep up with all the work#and he asked me if i've been reaching out to anyone for support. or if i had people to reach out to#and i just had to sit there like. uh#define. support?#i have a couple friends at least that i chat with about stuff like that sometimes but not always cause i don't want to bother them too much#but like. it's not like i can ask someone else to write a research paper For me#or it's not like i can control when my coworkers get sick and i have to cover their time in the office#and this didn't come up at all (and i'm glad for it) but jeez it's not like i can control global political conflicts!!#it's hard for me to focus on getting enough work done in small chunks of time in the best of times#let alone when my fucking hamster brain is on high alert for getting hate crimed in public if my necklace is too visible or something#idk. it's a lot man. i bit off more than i could chew this semester even before the world fell apart
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me when i think about vagabonds by scorpionoesit for too long
#zecori rambles#my art#services for vagabonds#realized that this is my blog and i can post whatever the hell i want here. you all have to suffer L /lh#idk if i've talked about this fic; like. a Lot here. but know i am so so so normal about it#(i am vibrating in place as i say that)#i wanna talk about it so so soooooooo fucking badly#i need to ramble to someone about this fic#i also feel the need to make more art for it#unfortunately a good portion of the characters don't actually have mentioned designs; and i am. bad at making them myself sknddknsks#mainly the outfits; the outfits is what trips me up#this goes double for superhero/villain outfits. and guess what fic is a superhero/villain fic;;; sksnwksjks#i'm also bad with poses. tried drawing that one scene where tommy finds masquerade on his couch and. it is Not Good.#shoving it in a closet and never speaking of it again.#(didn't know. how to draw karl on the couch 😔. tried looking up the pose he was mentioned to be in; but uhhh–#–let's just say there were no good reference pics;; fkdjksjs)#anyway. holding this fic so gently. it lives in my mind rent free#mx. scorpio if you're reading this. o/.#you know; next time i get motivation to draw; i should make digital art of v!michael. haven't done that yet;; dkdjsksj#or i could also continue drawing vagabonds dragons designs like i did yesterday;;; skdjskjsksjs
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