#i like to buy the overpriced pint cans because if I buy a sixer then I either leave 5 in the fridge forever or drink them all in one go
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Friday night is gonna be lit
I have stir-fry plans and iguana marriage plans and I got a beer and we have cartoons to watch. Sick
#internalmelon#i like to buy the overpriced pint cans because if I buy a sixer then I either leave 5 in the fridge forever or drink them all in one go#but if i buy one drink then i can be done after it#because i guess im kind of all or nothing like that which sucks#my body doesnt tell me when to stop eating or drinking anymore for some reason so i need to make or buy reasonable portions#i went from not eating to not being able to tell when im full until i feel ill and vomit and it kind of sucks#even water. i either forget to drink water or i drink it until i start spitting it back out#my first year trying to get better i involuntarily threw up every day for 6-8 months and it sucked so bad tbh#i think something is broken but my last therapist said my body would remap the cues over time or something? idk it sounded reasonable enough#i still often forget and need a reminder if my meals aren't scheduled in advance. i still eat myself sick if the portion size is too big#idk it sucks#i said it sucks a lot and its true but im excited to officiate an iguana marriage and watch cartoons and have a beer!!!#i wanted a kirin but sapporo is good too
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