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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN MOREAU (and happy birthday to me too)
#aftg#jean moreau#jean moreau my beloved#all for the game#the sunshine court#tsc#the raven king#trk#the kings men#im so happy#i have the same bday as him#actually#like i genuinely smiled when i realized#also my name is french too??#coincedence#i think not
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Saw your Mishanks bodyswap art! Very cute and fun! (Mihawk with a genuine smile on his face so so fun)
I imagine Shanks whould have trouble fighting in Mihawk's body at first since it's been years since he's had two arms
yes absolutely, i imagine that too! conversely, i think mihawk would have a little bit of trouble adjusting his balance and reach with a body missing one arm, as well. it's interesting to think about how they both would be forced to change their fighting style, and whether or not they would exchange swords.
mihawk's been seen using yoru with just one hand so he could probably pull it off with shanks's body. also interesting to think about shanks tripping up on having two arms until he naturally slips into his old fighting style again--or would he? because there's also the question of muscle memory, right? would mihawk's body automatically do things that shanks isn't predisposed to doing, and vice versa?
the other thing i find intriguing about body swapping in one piece is the question of whether or not your haki powers would switch as well. they say haki is spiritual presence, so presumably your haki switches if your spirits switch, but if it's the kind of spirit that's tethered to the presence of the body? then consider mihawk having the strongest conqueror's haki out on the blues, or shanks being able to use observation haki at mihawk's level, practically being able to predict the future--or mihawk, able to counter with shanks's haki-kill technique. food for thought!
#rei replies#one piece#mishanks body swap au#mishanks#akataka#dracule mihawk#shanks#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#re: the genuine smiling#i also like to think shanks in mihawk's body would have this moment where he realizes his cheeks ache from all the smiling he's doing lol#bc mihawk's facial muscles arent used to doing it#and when they switch back shanks teases mihawk about it ('you exercise so many of your muscles hawky but your cheeks? they're weak!')#and he manages to get a smile out of mihawk that's mihawk's version of a genuine smile and it's softer and less wide but it's honest#and oh shanks is soooooo in love with him hahaha#BY THE WAY ALSO I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS OMG but in this body-swapped au mihawk-as-shanks would 100% shave for shanks#like hell is he gonna let shanks grow *stubble* on *his* face. dracule mihawk with STUBBLE? banish the thought!!!!!!#but shanks doesnt do it up to his standards so there's totally a scene where mihawk and shanks are body swapped in the bathroom#and mihawk is standing too close and shaving his lil pointy sideburns and mustache onto shanks's face#and shanks is having a crisis because that's his own face breathing too close and waaaay to intimately but that look of concentration#is ALL mihawk. shanks can practically his eyes--so familiar from the mirror and wrinkled with laugh lines--glow yellow with how#much mihawk looks like himself right now even in shanks's body.#it's all very strange. shanks has been attracted to mihawk for a long time but it's just blatantly unfair that the first time in YEARS#theyre this close again and it's shanks's own body that he has to look at. on the upside he supposes all he needs to do to ogle#mihawk is to look down. pros and cons pros and cons.#(mihawk isnt having a crisis. mihawk is annoyed that hia beard is easier to do in first person it is to do in the third person.#surely not having to do it reflected in a mirror should be easier and yet for some reason everything feels off! ugh.)#i digress
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yatoyota's dynamic is so fun when it comes to hatred. sometimes hatred isnt wanting someone to keel over and die. sometimes you want them to have everything they've ever reached for, even if you can't stand to be around them when they do. their dynamic is a lot more complicated than that but yeah yatoyota hate dynamic so real so awesome
#🍊fruit.posts🏀#blue period#yatoyota#pls when they were at the festival and yatora said 'i hate you too; takahashi' with a genuine smile and then apologizing after he realized#paraphrasing but oh my god. where will i get something like that tbh. absolutely thrilled about exploring hatred and love through a lens of#neutrality instead of good and evil
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yeah. anyways-
#i need smiling friends to pull a morel orel and slowly get... genuinely fucked and realistic#i need there to be a breaking point episode where pim finally is like:#“i did all of this cause i wanted to make you happy. you know after you died ive constantly been scared to death its gonna happen again? i#and he just leaves#i want a breaking point#i cant fucking wait. charlie i need you to finally hear pim tell you how much its hurting him to talk to someone who never gives a shit abo#i need the bandages youve been plastering onto every fight to finally come undone so everything bleeds out#i need it to force you to come to terms with your own thoughts and feelings- making you realize in an attempt to suffocate your own emotion#me when im sobbing throwing up and screaming over a dumbass adult swim show#colby rambles#adult swim#smiling friends#charlie dompler#pim pimling#charlie and pim
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Anyway I was thinking about Chris a lot lately and I wanted to draw Brent today so why not draw both!
(Angel is Chris' daughter who is like. 6 or 7. And she very happily has announced she will marry Mr. Right when she grows up and Right is just like "yes exactly, see, Chris? One person loves me enough to marry me I love my future wife" and it drives Chris up a wall. Brent normally calls her Angel but sometimes he has to push the button.)
#my characters#also just bc i think its fun to say bc its really old art#the original art of chris was actually the time brent realized he thought right was cute#it was just right sitting on chris' desk laughing at whatever they were talking about and brent was like oh god#hes so cute when hes genuinely happy what ???#that was the first time i drew chris lmao was him getting rights beaming smile which i think is nice for him#he deserves that tbh hes just a dad who accidentally dads his coworkers#chris is also one of the only ocs i have that doesnt spend the entire plot pining lmao#hes just divorced and now in a poly relationship but his daughter is from the divorce not one of the two hes dating#but he just is like hello there please look at my cute girlfriend and boyfriend#and right has to ask hey uh are you really dating two people and do they know you are dating two people#chris is just yup they sure do know considering they are also dating each other there are poly relationships buddy#and for what its worth i have not drawn either of the people he is dating yet they have names#and also both brent and right hate the boyfriend while karen is normally neutral but is swayed to dislike easily w him#oops i fell in love
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While my brain is on the topic: I genuinely cannot imagine a show like Quantum Leap being made and being what it was even ten years ago. And that is insane in the best way.
Hell, even five years ago feels possible, but like a stretch. Irl changes in actual rights are one thing:/ but I think it'd hard to overstate just how much the state of trans representation has changed, on every level, throughout the 2010s and early 2020s. Visibility isn't everything, but it truly does matter.
Like, this show has a nonbinary character, played by a nonbinary actor, in the main cast, and it's treated as the utterly normal thing it is. And Ian is not a side character brought in for brownie points with at most one character trait tops besides that. They're a genius and a clotheshorse and they're neurotic about Ziggy and too secretive sometimes and a workaholic and loyal and an alien true believer (apparently which. Honestly why NOT, this is a show where time travel and body swaps are canonically a reality. Aliens feel almost mundane in comparison) Ian is a person, not a PSA.
THAT, to me, is why, by the time the show does get around to its Big Damn Trans Episode it doesn't feel like "okay great time for Ian, or some one note trans character to get hate crimed to wring pity out of a clearly presumed cis audience because clearly nothing else will make you respect this poor unfortunate soul". It's not that feeling at ALL, even if Ian has an entire Moment talking about *spoilers* their past suicide attempt. Partly because they hired a trans writer who knew what she was doing, (that's the thing too!!! The fact that ANY trans writers are making it in should NOT be a big thing but unfortunately it is) and an actor with talent...but also the show itself had worked Ian organically into the cast, and the universe, without clearly resting the audiences entire presumed sympathy on that pain. It let us get to know them alongside the rest of the cast. Ian makes jokes about Ben exploring his gender while being in the body of a woman and nobody bats an eye.
Shows like Euphoria, whatever you want to say about it, just wouldn't have happened back when I was a kid. A trans lead character who's a romantic lead and played by an actress who's actually trans, not a cis man in drag who's praised for his Bravery for a Controversial role? And the show didn't immediately get axed after one season or less, and protested into oblivion?? And there are several others too!! Pose is so fucking good it honestly makes me sick, like we could and should have had shows like this ALL THE TIME. Even cartoons nowadays?? It feels like we're being spoiled even if it's really what should've been normal all the time, because I remember when it was a DESERT. And the tumbleweed would call passersby slurs. Like. I think if you did not grow up or see a lot of media from the 90s and even 2000s you DO NOT UNDERSTAND how bad it was. A nonbinary character much less one being treated seriously but as a human being in a show on NBC???? Most networks would've laughed that idea out of the office upon first pitch. Nevermind the question of if they would've been played by a cis man. Of course they fucking would've. More than likely anyway.
What we have now, even if there's a lot more that there could be, is something I genuinely cannot imagine ever getting greenlit this much even as far back as my childhood or young adulthood. Most trans characters if they even existed thru the 90s and even 2000s, were either playing outright into the Straight Cis Dude Got Trapped by the Eeeeevil Trans Villainess trope (who is not just a villainess for any actual wrong things she does, but specifically for Lying and Being Trans...which is given WAY more cinematic weight of disgust and outrage by the cast than her crimes lbr. Soap Dish, literally every other 90s comedy apparently for some fucking reason I'm looking at you fuckers) ...OR the Mentally Troubled villains of crime shows whose gender was mainly coding. They were well-meaning but poorly written side characters at best. And usually even those, were left unhappy and rejected, traumatized, or dead. Orange is the New Black at least let their trans woman survive and the depiction of her pain feels like it's coming from the right place. But that was still The one type of sympathetic portrayal you were likely to get. And I may not be trans, don't have my own skin in this game, but it's still so heartwarming to see. We've got to look for what good we can right now, and I'm so glad even this much has changed. It's for the best.
#quantum leap 2022#mason alexander park#ian wright#genuinely I think ppl do not realize how wild this is. Now that it's over I know ppl are sad#but also I think we need to appreciate the fact this was made at all#and was the way it was. Even two seasons? Before? Never would've happened#I was SO worried even when I was cautiously optimistic about the show and mason getting cast#like I knew she'd knock it out of the park most likely but. How would the writing be. And I was pleasantly surprised#this show is not Emmy award material#but goddamn it makes me smile for this. It's silly but it has a heart#i need to finish the show xD whoops
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girl help im writing an extra secrety secret thing and it may involve writing from the perspective of someone who has maybe the little beginnings of a crush on fluff and i am having so much trouble because i need to show that in a written physical description and i genuinely cannot think of a single thing about fluff that somebody would find physically attractive
#its not even a “all of my characters look average as hell to me” thing this time man#usually when im in the mindset of a character's pov i can pinpoint what that character would Enjoy#like edge Enjoys russ with his shirt off. for example. he also really likes his smile & how animated he can get when speaking#russ would like edge's Solidness if that makes sense. also his general clothing style and yeah also his ass#but now im being forced to realize that THIS pairing really was just the product of a “hey that would be fucked up” and now im SCREWED#SOBS. I GENUINELY THOUGHT THEY ALREADY HAD CHEMISTY I FORGOT I HAD TO REMEMBER TO PUT IT THERE /BEFORE/ THEY GET TOGETHER#I'M SORRY FLUFF YOU SUCK TOO MUCH. THERE'S A REASON YOU GET NO BITCHES YOU ARE LITERALLY TOO DEPRESSED TO SHOWER MORE THAN TWICE A MONTH#YOU SMELL LIKE CIGARETTES AND ALCOHOL AND WEED. YOU'VE WASHED THAT JACKET LIKE ONCE IN THREE YEARS#YOU SLOUCH SO HARD IT MAKES YOU LIKE A SOLID FOOT SHORTER AND DESCRIBING THE DEPTH OF YOUR EYEBAGS CAN BREAK THE IMMERSION#YOU DONT EVEN SMILE WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE THIS GUY LIKE ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to find one of those beautiful bi girls with lame as fuck bfs and just ask them. Why
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#hiiiiiiii just crying about how much i love my partner#realizing just how much he’s encouraged me to genuinely Be Myself#both explicitly and just by being himself#i like my hair a lot more than i used to. because his is similar and i realized i actually like how it looks#like if i hadn’t Done Anything to my hair i would usually just tie it back#now i’ll just brush it and it gets super poofy and i go yayy!! yippee!!!#because that’s what his looks like!! and i think it’s cute!!!#all the silly dances i catch him doing. oh and he Does Not Stop when someone sees. he just makes eye contact and smiles and keeps dancing#this is not even to mention the actual ‘just be yourself. they already love you!’ he gifted me with a few months ago#which i still repeat to myself not infrequently. i guess basically an affirmation#whatever this is long. i’m just really happy#they say when you know you know. well when you know they just keep giving you reminders#if any of this doesn’t make sense i plead intoxicated#personal
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I’m gonna fucking scream
#princess peach showtime#princess peach#EVERYTHING WAS FUCKING PERFECT#PEACH WAS BEING HER BEST GODDAMN SELF#But of COURSE#OF MOTHERFUCKING COURSE she has be more serious and masculine to be taken seriously!#Of course it has to be MOVIE Peach who has no personality outside of kicking ass ALLEGEDLY#But SHE’s the better Peach because she’s less feminine#SHE’s the better Peach because she’s more ExPrEsSiVe#Um#eck-FUCKING-scuse me? Since when is a genuine fucking smile not expressive?!#I’m sorry#I didn’t realize I needed to have a perpetual fucking DREAMWORKS FACE to be respected in society!#Guess I’ll just stop being cutesy and happy and nice to people#Guess I’ll stop liking frills and dresses and cute things#Guess I’ll stop liking the things I like because if a girl likes girly things she’s being sexist towards all other girls#GOD FORBID WOMEN DO ANYTHING#LIKE ACTUALLY#JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I HATE EVERYTHING
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I HAVE NEVER BEEN A HAPPIER GIRL. EVER.
#I FINALLY FUCKING ORGANIZED MY BOOKSHELVES#I HAVE STRUGGLED TO COMPLETE THIS FOR 4 DAYS#FEELING SO BEHIND WITH MY OTHER SETTLING IN#DO YOU KNOW HOW PARTICULAR I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#genuinely oh my goodness i am SO glad to have it done#and i actually am deciding to get rid of some books aksjsjdb#yes so that i can fit the books i do want on my shelves#but also just. realized some books i really have 0 interest in reading#and work is going well. it really really is.#i’m starting to understand it and i really like my boss#she decided to order pizza for lunch and so we all got something and when i asked her how much i owed her she said don’t worry about it :’)#and the one girl who is near my age she waved and smiled at me when i left 🥹#so excited to continue unpacking tomorrow!!! hopefully i can put up some posters#lindsay posts
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the one thing about toh is now i crave more kids that seem cool at first but they’re actually huge dorks. and this becomes progressively more apparent as the series goes on as it should be
#like COME ON FROM EP 1 AMITY WAS HASHTAG MEAN GIRL BUT WE ALL KNEW SHE WAS A BIG NERD AT HEART.#which is not automatically dork but w certain flags is dork adjacent and MY GIRL HAD THEM.#HUNTER WAS FUCKING SILLY MAN#we only got hints of it when he was golden guard but in ttt we got so many moments and i will be eternally grateful.#and by hints of it i do mean he was still hilarious but he still held himself to Absurdly Mature soldier standards#also ‘kids’ is used very loosely here just take it as characters in general. i love this trope#toh#i’m glad we got to see them grow from ppl who held themselves to super high standards that ultimately left them unfulfilled#and manipulated by their parental figures#to kids who felt secure enough to be silly and indulge in their interests and talk about their feelings out loud and see another purpose#for themselves#dude amity went from business tool to LOOK HOW GENUINELY HERSELF AND HAPPY SHE LOOKS IN THE END.#got her own career good relationship w her dad now dork ass girlfriend mutually supportive FRIENDSHIPS#hunter went from destined to be DEAD 💀 FEEDING BELOS PALISMEN TO LITERALLY CARVING PALISMEN + SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS ALSO +#HAVING THE GIRLFRIEND OF ALL TIME + SMILING!!! NO EYEBAGS!!! DO YOU SEE HIM LIKE ACTUALLY#oh ok we get it. i’m passionate#anyway yea. i’m passionate#the thing i like about amity is she seems like a coolkid but u realize she’s a dork. and she’s both#hunter is not a coolkid#hunter is a dork that can make excellent one liners#and kick your ass#‘one liners’ this is doing him an injustice btw#but he is not a coolkid#do i love them both? yea#the kids ever fr
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my partner cannot be more weird or more of a loser than me. and ik what ur thinking, jayme what are you talking about? well listen, we need to be on equal levels of weird like we need to be weird and loser-like together he cant be Worse than me what am i supposed to do then. and i dont mean that in scale of pathetic ness i just mean, we have to be on the same page here, matching pace yk. i guess what im trying to say is theres a power imbalance--
#i genuinely mean what im saying i added the power inbalance bit as a joke#bc like listen guy no1 is like same type of loserism as me and guy no2 was not ....#yk? like i dont think im above him but i think he stuck#in middle school meme mentality and iiii cant get around that#sorry i shouldnt wven be thinking about guy no1 because i dont like guy no2 because i like(d) guy no1 at the time but also bc he was weird#anyway#i definetely do not smile when i think about him .#👍🏼#im lying btw#edit realized i just started using he/him pronouns when i meant to keep ot gender neutral abs this really drives home the fact that im#speaking from the heart
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In your ask box because I'm happy your back
thank you
#me when I realize that somebody genuinely cares#glad to be back aswell :))#IM SMILING LIKE STUPID LOL#Pirate pops
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I've learned from my mistakes and grown from them. I've lent an ear to criticism, internalized it, evaluated it, put in the work required to do better. I'm on my way to a future where I don't have to worry about these problems anymore, because they've been dealt with and I have the tools to deal with them again. I'm learning to be kinder to myself, and that being kinder to myself involves admitting my flaws and working to improve them.
I truly believe that the best feeling in the world is knowing you've put in the work to get better ❤️❤️❤️
#i'm reflecting on the last time i went though a trauma like this#and how much the work i've been doing for months has prepared me to handle it better#i had a friend who abandoned me as a teenager to be closer friends with the person who assaulted me. knowing what had happened#he was the last person to abandon me. and that stung deeper than this. far deeper#but even though his judgement lapsed he still loved me. and he realized how he had hurt me.#and when he apologized i accepted it#and when i saw him at work a couple months back and i nervously said hi. and he didn't recognize me because of the testosterone#and i told him my name. full of trepidation#he gave me the most genuine smile i've ever seen. a smile that was full of so much love for someone who had become a stranger#and he told me i looked great. and i wanted to ask if the person with him was his partner and ask if he knew how much he meant to me#and i didn't. because he was at the grocery store with his partner and that would be inappropriate#but i think about it a lot. and i think about the effort he made for me.#i know what preceded it. i know the person who had hurt me hurt someone else. and i know that he might never have apologized otherwise.#but it still took him work. i know that. it was still difficult for him to admit to himself that he had treated me poorly.#and it's that work that means something. it's that willingness to change for someone that means something#he had to admit to himself that he had done something frankly... really fucked up#leaving someone to be friends with their abuser. after seeing the aftermath of what that assault and abuse had done to them#like that is. really fucked up#and i was in no way obligated to accept that apology of course. nothing could outweigh that action#but god i know how it feels and i knew then. the guilt i felt knowing that person had gone on to assault more people after me#and that maybe if i had said something then none of it would have happened#and i know that isn't true. because i did say something. and it accomplished nothing#but that guilt was something i had to use to heal. and he did the same. and i'm proud of him for being able to move forward#you just have to move forward and know that you might not always have done your best but you're doing your best now#maybe i'll tell him that next time i see him come in at work. pull him aside and say 'i'm still so proud of you for the way you grew'#'that apology meant the world to me then and means the world to me now'#'you've written an ending full of light into a chapter of my life with nothing but darkness and i'll never forget that'#but y'know. that would be inappropriate haha. he's grocery shopping
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Reblog and put in the tags what you mean when you say a hot villain will make you forget your morals
Bonus: tell me which villain!
#reblog and tag#in the tags#reblog and put in the tags#long time ago I thought it meant you could overlook shit for the opportunity to fuck them#more recently I have used it to mean that they’ve never done anything wrong in their entire life#and everything they have done was in fact correx#but today I realized i could use it to mean that I would commit crimes to see them smile#and that’s when I realized that not only am I no better than Hawks who pretended to kill to gain Dabi’s trust#I would actually kill just to see him smile#like genuinely smile#villain#villains#what if I gave money to tumblr to inflict this on others?
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me every day for the last month: i am better than literally everyone else on planet earth. i am the smartest and the prettiest and people are lucky to be in my presence.
me for the last 24 hours: i am a disgusting slobby monster who should never be allowed in public ever again. i am canceling all my plans forever because i can’t let anyone look at me. i have no value and should be euthanized before i waste any more air.
#post inspired by my workplace posting candid photos from a big event#and having me be one of the first people you see#while my face is doing the thing that makes me want to kill myself every time i see it#and then realizing how genuinely ugly i am when i smile like that#and then realizing people probably think im ugly all the time even i personally feel good#not even in a self deprecating way but just acknowledging that i am not considered objectively attractive#and then getting scared about seeing them next week because i know i’m not physically their type#historically speaking#and obviously the only other option is that i am disgusted#i have decided#anyway#i feel bad for all my friends and coworkers who have to see me make that face on a regular basis#sometimes i wonder if they ever look at me and think#‘thank god i don’t look like that’#or if they look at the way i take up space and silently feel grateful for their much smaller bodies#or if they internally make judgments about what kind of person i must be#i am feeling#genuinely sick now i think#goodbye#vent
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