#like genuinely i think there was so much set up for her at the beginning of the series and then they just went nowhere with it. screams
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My Veilguard review:
Note - I will be honest in saying this is very long and very negative. If you enjoy this game please don't let me be the one to ruin that for you and skip on this post. I will be discussing spoilers. This is just my opinion so please don't crucify me for it.
I think my thoughts about this game were shaky to begin with as I had been exposed to different spoilers and information before the launch. I wasnât actually expecting this game to be amazing but as someone whose favorite Dragon Age game is Dragon Age 2, which is arguably the weakest in the series (until now), I still went in with the impression I would have a good time regardless. I did not have that at all, in fact towards the end of Act 2 and the beginning of Act 3 all I wanted was for the game to be over.Â
The problems for me really started right in the beginning with the Inquisitor character choices and their characterization. No choices for your Warden, no choices for your Hawke, and only three choices for your Inquisitor out of the dozens you made in Inquisition. The romance option just felt like a very polite way of asking if you romanced Solas or not, especially after completing the game where your non-solas romance will only get one letter for you to read, outside of that, the Inquisitor will not even mention them. Disbanding the Inquisition meant basically nothing and vowing to stop Solas felt like it had little bearing on what my Inquisitor said when she showed up.Â
The time frame to make Dragon Age 2 was just over a year and somehow included more choices from Origins than Veilguard did with over ten years of production. That is the information that's been banging around in my head throughout this entire game. In Dragon Age 2, we get the consequences of our decisions with Alistairâs fate and we get extra dialogue concerning Isabela/Zevran/Leliana/Anders/Nathaniel + some sidequests. Veilguard couldnât even give us so much of a mention of our Inquisitorâs friendships and the consequences of those friendships outside of Solas. The Inquisitors themselves are locked into one personality type as well, and regardless if you choose to stop Solas or not, they are very amicable toward him.Â
During the second cut scene you get with the Inquisitor in Dock Town, they will go on to ask you about your progress and then go on about Solas. Mind you, my Inquisitor is extremely unsympathetic to Solas and I chose the option to stop him no matter what, so why is it that every time I speak to her, she keeps trying to ask me if Solas is being genuine and that he was her friend? That doesnât sound like someone who has vowed to stop him. They will also try to draw parallels between you, Rook, and Solas. Even at the end of the game, they will still try to appeal to you to see reason with him. That is essentially all the Inquisitor is there for. Incredibly frustrating.Â
Throughout the game you will get missives from the Inquisitor detailing the devastation that is being brought to southern Thedas and every letter feels like more and more of an insult. To keep it short: Southern Thedas as we know it has been essentially wiped out. I think that deserves more than a footnote in some missive most players arenât even going to see.
So the setting we spent all three games in, that we saved countless times, had our companions and protagonists die for, gets demolished in the background where we cannot see it. Skyhold had to be taken back from demons and whoops, that's not actually something you can do anything about. Nothing the Warden, Hawke, or the Inquisitor ever did mattered at all and it renders everything from the previous games absolutely irrelevant.Â
With that aside, the companions are also another issue for me. I found myself having trouble getting attached to any of them and every single time I recruited one I had the internal question âWhy are you even here?â None of their companion quests really tie into the story at large, save maybe Harding and Davrin, and they are incredibly boring save for a few cool moments.
The main appeal of Dragon Age for me is the companions, itâs why Dragon Age 2 is my favorite of the series. Despite the overused environments and the rushed production I still had a great time with it because of the companions. I was actually eager to do the companion quests and learn more about them and how they all fit into the main narrative. Even characters I didnât like, I still understood why they were important to the story. Like I canât stand Anders but I know why he is there, he has a purpose.
Every companion is painfully amicable towards you even if you decide to be âsternâ towards them. I found myself not caring what dialogue option I chose about them because it made absolutely no difference. There is nice, funny nice, and gentle parenting. That is really all you have to work with in terms of the dialogue wheel. It was more difficult to get disapproval than approval and I can probably count on my fingers every time in this game I actually got companion disapproval. There is only one companion in my playthrough that became hardened, Lucanis, and it had virtually no impact on his character other than the fact he leaves for a couple of saves and comes back to kissing your ass.Â
Something I actually really liked about BG3 and the previous Dragon Age games was working for your companion approval - this meant actually learning about your companion and what made them tick. If you don't understand them well enough you get disapproval, when you actually listen to their ideas and thoughts you get approval - there is an active effort to get these things. In Veilguard this does not exist and you are essentially promised approval no matter what, meaning there is no encouragement to know who these people are if they're just going to support you regardless.
I have to agree with the Skillup review they made about this game saying that every dialogue option feels like it was made with HR in the room and I one hundred percent agree. This is not how real people talk to each other. This is how teachers talk to toddlers when they want to explain the virtues of sharing toys with their classmates.
It felt honestly insulting at times to be treated like I donât understand the concept of bigotry, I still have no idea what they were trying to go for with this, like were they trying to appeal to a market of high school boys who hadnât discovered what empathy was yet? There is zero trust in the player and every dialogue and decision you make in these moments feels handhold-y and preachy. Like Pixar levels of life lessons you learn.
In the moments where I had to settle arguments over coffee and companions not respecting each other's interests, I could not honestly believe this is the same universe with Loghain Mac Tir, Meredith Stannard, fuck even Corypheus. Humor has always existed in Dragon Age and I love the comedic banter between the characters but it was always humor that served as an escape from the oppressive and dark situation around you, here the dark and oppressive situations feel like an escape from the unrelenting friendliness and tone deafness of your companions.Â
The companion I probably had the most issue with was Taash and the way they were handled. Iâm not going to get too deep into the Bharv scene because even thinking about it makes me cringe but If someone messed up my pronouns and then immediately dropped to do pushups I am most definitely killing us both. Isabelaâs explanation is extremely preachy and she proceeds to do the exact thing she says she hates about people messing up pronouns. Anyways. Moving on.Â
Taash I think is a good example of how to not write a multiethnic character. I donât expect a white person like Trick Weekes to understand the first thing that comes with being multiethnic or having strict parents that intersects with that identity but it is most definitely not whatever the hell this is.Â
The only thing I can offer here is that as a multiethnic person (my father is Palestinian and my mother is mainly Irish and Seminole) is that there has never been a point in my life where I felt like I had to choose what culture I am let alone give that choice to someone else in my life I just met.
Thatâs not what being multiethnic is. I do not have to choose between anything - I am whole and I don't need to cut myself into halves and quarters to be accepted.
It also feels subconsciously like you are supposed to choose Rivain as the Qunari are depicted as bigoted and oppressive as they always have been in this game. Knowing all of this really tainted my experiences with them as a character and I understand a lot of other non-binary individuals love the representation they brought on that level but personally, Iâm just tired of âqueer representationâ always coming with racist undertones. Again, this game feels like it always had white queer people in mind, not lgbt poc.Â
These kinds of comments are really only made worse knowing what the Qunari take inspiration from - primarily Black and Brown SWANA Muslims. Why should Trick Weekes have any authority over a questline like that is beyond me.Â
Also, this sucked. Especially because they said it to Neve too. I donât really want my non-binary representation sprinkled with Misogyny as well, especially since we canât really call Taash out on this comment unless youâre playing a woman (as far as I know).
Aside from Taash, I thought the writing around Harding was strange. Donât me wrong, I love Harding, but I do not remember her being this friendly and people-pleasing in the Inquisition. If you play as a Dalish elf the first thing she says is sheâs surprised that you would care about anyone else - there is absolutely no inclination of this kind of perspective in Veilguard. Additionally, despite knowing everything Solas has done and the consequences that had on her ancestors, she still tries to push you to reason with him?
All of her quests about learning about the Titans, experiencing and embracing their anger, and you still want to appeal to Solas? That was another thing I found so weird about this game, throughout the entire story you are being told again and again that Solas cannot be trusted, he is to blame for everything, and will stab you in the back and yet it seems like every companion tries to push back on you if you agree with this viewpoint?Â
Also, something I didn't know at this point of the game but I do now is that Solas had killed Varric and she does know this so why is she acting like this knowing Solas had killed her friend who she spent years with?
Genuinely this whole game felt like: Devs: Solas is a villain
Rook: okay understood
Devs: actually nvm you don't understand him if you think he's a villain
The only companion quests I was actually genuinely interested in were Emmrich and his thoughts around death and becoming a lich. Lucanis' quests had the best boss fights for sure. Outside of that, it felt like âGo here with Bellaraâ or âGo here with Taashâ and it got so grating I couldnât wait for these quests to be over so I could progress with the main story. It felt like an annoying back-and-forth game to finish a main quest just to finish all the companion quests and then go back to the main quest. Like a list of chores to get through before you can have any fun.Â
The inclusion of characters like Morrigan and Isabela in this universe was extremely hollow and they do not feel like the Morrigan and Isabela we know at all. With Morrigan there is a bit of an explanation to this with the essence of Mythal however she reiterates that it is still herself and it is only the memories of Mythal that remain inside of her.
In my canon playthroughs of Dragon Age, I romanced both Morrigan and Isabela, so I was curious to see how the developers would address their pasts with our Warden and Hawke. Unfortunately, the answer is that they donât address it at all. Morrigan hardly mentions her past, leaving us to wonder if Kieran even exists. The game implies that the relationship between Morrigan and the Warden is insignificant; a codex entry oddly suggests, in a very slut-shamey way, that Morrigan had more lovers than there are trees in the forest. Isabela doesn't reference Hawke either, as she fondly remembers Kirkwall for found family and friendship. It seems that if you romanced Isabela or Morrigan, congratulationsâyour canon doesnât exist.
I will echo the statement others have made about all the cameos feeling like mascots because that is really what they are. There is no substance to any of them, Isabela only feels like she is there to be a supportive voice for Taash, Morrigan will only really talk about Solas and Mythal-Dorian is the only one who actually gets a substantial quest related to him. I thought he was fine minus the "illegal slavery" bit because what is illegal slavery Dorian. Next up we will discuss legal murder.
Another thing that genuinely broke the immersion for me in this game is how awful the armor is. It is a Dragon Age game so I wasn't expecting Haute Couture but the design is all over the place and nothing looks right. Not to mention the extremely weird orientalist undertones that follow the Lords of Fortune everywhere. The outfit Isabela is wearing is even worse in person and I tried to give this game the benefit of the doubt by thinking we would be getting some underwater mission with her and that would be the explanation behind her bikini outfit - this did not happen.
The belly dancer-esque outfits with the coin-bedazzled turbans were pretty egregious and made me want to limit my time in Rivain as much as possible. For a game released in 2024, I am disappointed we are still dealing with the same Orientalist fantasy tropes. Even the Qunari are more naked in this game than I had ever seen previously. At least DA2 and DAI gave them pants. But hey the Antaam are all blighted and evil so who cares right.
Speaking of the Antaam, a lot of the antagonist motivations for this game genuinely did not make sense to me. The Antaam are suddenly giving up their fear of magic to pair up with...the Venatori? To fight for the elven gods? It honestly felt like they had no idea who to make fight for the Evanuris so they just pulled two of the baddies from the Inquisition and went "We can just use them and call it done". When you press for information on why this is the answer is always a mustache-twirling dialogue about power. Nothing much deeper from that than any of the villains besides Solas. All of the villains, especially Elgar'nan and Ghilan'nain, are extremely one-dimensional and have no motivations other than being evil and striving for power. At least Corypheus had cool lines.
I'm not going to get too deep into lore changes since I know a lot of things happened in the comics, books, and TV show (all of which I did not read or watch) but I honestly do think it's a bad idea to have a "soft reboot" while needing to read several books to understand everything. That's not being welcoming to new players that's homework. If you wanted a soft reboot probably don't start off with half your plot and characters coming from various comics and novels people need to catch up on.
The portrayal of the Dalish in this game is inconsistent. When we inform them that their gods are evil and planning to overthrow the world, they respond, "Okay, heard you." How can they accept this explanation so readily? In previous interactions, Solas shared that the Dalish did not listen to him and even threatened him when he revealed this truth. Yet, when we present the same information, they believe us almost immediately. Is there no pushback or skepticism? The Dalish accept everything about the evil elven gods meanwhile Andrasteâs followers remain completely unaffected by these revelations.
I think what frustrated me even more was watching our elven companions express grief and regret over the actions of the elven gods like they had something to do with it, painting the Dalish as adjacent to oppressors when they themselves are oppressed in every way. The only thing that remains consistent is the sad boy Solas act about it.
At the end of the game, two of my companions - Harding and Emmrich- were killed. Emmrich's death was unfortunately overshadowed by a zoom-in on a rock and I had no idea he had died until I got the popup. Still, all I can think about is just going "Rock moment" when he died. I don't really have anything negative to say about Harding's death other than the way she went out was fitting for her narrative. Bellara got blighted and there were no consequences for this and she walked away from it - forgive me but I am still under the DAO impression that if you get blighted that's game over but all the rules about the Blight have been changed in this.
I decided to trick Solas, and honestly, I donât have anything negative to say about it, except that Solas should have noticed me holding the fake dagger since it was clearly in his line of sight. I liked the idea of outsmarting the god of trickery. While it wasnât extremely satisfying, but Iâm okay with how it turned out.
Even as the credits began rolling I still have trouble believing rook's role in any of this. Just the persistent nagging idea that they really just have no place in this story at all. In the beginning I wanted to see how Rook is looped into all of this and how they become central to the fight against Solas but just like with most of the companions, I have no idea why they are here. This should've been the Inquisitor's story to finish.
I'm not going to pretend that everything about this game was irredeemable and terrible. There were genuinely parts I enjoyed and had a good time with. The romance ending scene with Neve was fantastic, even though it took a long time to get there. Davrin was an unexpected aspect of the game that I actually liked, as I never cared much for Grey Wardens before, but he changed my perspective. Harding's mention of the Inquisition was also very sweet. Although I wasn't particularly invested in Emmrich, I loved the conclusion to his quest when he became a lich lord.
While I'm not the biggest Solas fan, I actually really enjoyed the cutscenes between him and Rook because one of my aims with this game was the ability to be mean to Solas and kick him while he was down. They definitely delivered there even though everyone else kept disagreeing with me.
The worlds are beautiful and the CC is definitely the best we've gotten in any Dragon Age game, I spent probably a solid hour in there. The hairstyles are great and the four unibrow choices? Bioware you shouldn't have <3.
Overall I definitely didn't have the best time with this game and towards the end of act 2 I was incredibly bored and the combat became repetitive and stagnant enough that I turned down the difficulty to get through it faster. I can't see myself replaying this any time soon and I am unsure what my stance on Dragon Age is now, do I Ignore this game ever existed or do I carve out everything I liked and pretend this is the Dragon Age I love? I have no idea, I am disappointed at how this game leaves us off and I really wanted to sit here and say It's good but I can't.
I think this game will reach out to and resonate with a different group of Dragon Age fans than me, I just wish I could enjoy it as much as I see other people doing. I was originally going to give this game a 3/10 but knowing you can pet the cats I will give it a very generous 3.5/10.
#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#bioware critical#dragon age critical#veilguard critical#i didnt get to everything but this is long enough as it is
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thinking about the horimiya character arc potential friday....
#horimiya tag#^is thinking about hori again#like genuinely i think there was so much set up for her at the beginning of the series and then they just went nowhere with it. screams#like there was her balancing being a popular girl at high school with borderline being a stay at home mother bc her parents were never-#-there. and bc of that she could never do things with the friends she had at school. then there was the one ep where she was worried about-#-her career choice and then it just never got mentioned again iirc. and her anger issues and abandonment issues that get brushed off.#adachi fucking hiroki when i get my hands on you#and this is just hori. she was a main character for fucks sakeeeeeeeeee
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Banished
jason todd x fem!reader
aka jason misses his girlfriend
warnings: extremely mild angst, heâs just mopey (heâs fine)
Jason sits slumped over the kitchen island, head lying in his crossed arms. His now soggy cereal disregarded after barely a few bites.
Dickâs been rummaging through the cabinets for the better part of twenty minutes and Tim sits atop of the nook table shoving donuts in his mouth for the better part of thirty.
Damian trudges past them to the nook bench, taking out a knife and beginning to whittle away at a block of wood.
He glances at Jason with a scowl. âIf youâre going to be so miserable, canât you do it in your own home?â
Jason just grunts.
He wishes. You and Bruce had conspired to trap him at the mansion for the week so he could heal from injuries sustained during the last mission without risk of him suiting up and sneaking away from you in the middle of the night.
Itâs not even the fact that heâs basically being babysat thatâs got him so disgruntled. He wouldnât mind it at all if you were here too. But you were dead set that the manor was too far out of your way for work, so youâd stay behind. A lose-lose for Jason.
âHeâs just mad his girlfriend kicked him out,â Dick teases, swiping through the fridge.
Tim snorts from the doorway, âMe too. Heâs a lot more depressing on his own.â
Jason kept his head down as he blindly reached for the spoon in his cereal and chucked it at Timâs head.
Tim catches it without thought, continuing, âA lot more irritable, at least. Why isnât she here?â
âSheâs gotta work,â Dick says, scanning through the pantry.
Damian peeps his head up from his project. âBut Todd has a rather large supply of less than legally obtained money, does he not?â
âYeah, but she said she wants to pay her own rent, I think,â Dicks hums, finally giving up on his quest for a snack.
Damian pauses.
âSo she wants to live in a tiny apartment?â He asks, a mixture of confused and horrified.
âWatch your mouth,â Jason mumbles.
âIt was a genuine question!â Damian protests, face screwed up.
Jason finally lifts his head up, turning to his little brother with a raised brows. âAnd Iâm genuinely going to break your nose.â
Itâs an empty threat, maybe. But it was enough to shut Damian up anyways. Jason turns back to his cereal and swishes the bowl around.
Dick rests his arms on the counter across from Jason and speaks lowly. âYou know, it is just a few days. Sheâs coming back.â
âYeah, whatever.â
Jason was never one for showing his feelingsâlet alone talking about them.
He misses you, plain and simple. Dick could see that much clearly, though the longing looked unfamiliar on Jason.
Bruce lingers in the hallway, just past the island, listening.
Heâll admit (to himself) that heâs worried about Jason. Itâs been three days and Jason has yet to show a crack in this demeanor. And while itâs not uncommon for him to stow himself away, there is something quite wrong with the way he hasnât countered his brotherâs jabs at him or teased them.
And while he could do without the blatant threats, heâs proud to hear his son defending his girlfriend, even over trivial things. Itâs one of the few moments where he feels like he did right by him as a father.
And now hereâs his son, caring about someone else more than he cares about himself. Someone whoâs a good person, no less. It had been your idea to trick Jason into staying at the manor, you were scared that he would push his body past its limit when you couldnât do anything to help.
Bruce knew you didnât feel great about basically banishing him for the week but he could see that you just wanted what was best for Jason. He could see it so clearly. Maybe Bruce could never have been a perfect father, could never have given his son everything he needed despite having more money than he could ever use. Maybe he couldnât help him, even now.
But you could.
Bruce peers around the corner, leaning up against the doorframe.
He watches Damian give up on carving at his block and start into the leg of the table.
He watches the bickering that broke out after Tim grab the last glazed donut, which was apparently the only thing Dick could possibly fathom eating.
And he watches Jason.
As Jasonâs phone lights up on the counter next to him. He glances down at it with a frown before his face absolutely lights up.
He scrambles to pick the phone up and starts typing away. A quiet action that catches the attention of all of his brothers.
He types and types, waits for ten seconds for a response and types and types againâsmile on his face.
The Waynes didnât need to be the greatest detectives in the world to know who he was texting.
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#jason todd loves his gf#jason todd x reader#jason todd imagine#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd fanfic#red hood x reader#red hood imagine#red hood fanfiction#red hood fanfic#dc imagine#dc x reader#dc fanfic#dc fanfiction#batfam x reader#batfam imagine#batfam fanfic#batfam fanfiction#jason todd x you#red hood x you#batfam x you#batfamily x reader#batfamily imagine#batfamily fanfic#batfamily fanfiction
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okay now that i've slept on this episode (and watched the behind the scenes) i want to talk more about this idea of rhaenyra as a cult leader who has completely drunk her own kool-aid. it's an a+ development for her character and i truly hope the writers continue to lean into it further.
hotd has built up this idea of dragons being a conduit for the divine from the very beginning of season one, when viserys and rhaenyra talk about how the targaryen's perceived proximity to the gods comes via their control of dragons. earlier in season two we also heard the smallfolk describe the dragons as invulnerable gods during the parading of meleys's head. this is a deliberate narrative that the targaryens have cultivated (as jace pointed out) to provide themselves with a divine mandate to justify their rule.
this idea of the dragons as a divine mandate is beginning to intersect with the conqueror's dream for rhaenyra in a fascinating way. rhaenyra has always placed more importance on the conqueror's dream than, say, daemon or jace, but this episode goes much further, and is full of rhaenyra talking about being given signs and instructions from the gods. i think addam claiming seasmoke was a transformation for her- she was smiling and had this look of near elation once he claimed her as queen.
i think she genuinely believes that the gods broke the rules of dragon claiming in order to give her a loyal dragon rider right when she needed one. we then see this same elated smile again when she successfully brings vermithor to heel.
each of these little moments is something she takes as confirmation that she's being aided by the gods. this is why she is so convinced that the dragon seeds who claim vermithor and silverwing will be loyal to her- she has convinced herself that all of this is the gods signaling to her and that they will bring her loyal dragon riders the way they brought her addam. the dragon tamers point out what rhaenyra is not willing to acknowledge; these are not true signs from the gods, but things that rhaenyra herself is reading into and arranging for herself. she is seeing what she wants to see. and this will be proven true when hugh and ulf betray rhaenyra, likely due to rhaenyra's own actions in locking the dragonseeds in to die. they were not loyal believers sent from the gods to serve her; they were just men, and she's given them the fantasy equivalent of nuclear missiles.
a large part of this belief in divine validation is definitely due to rhaenyra's own deep seated insecurity due to viserys neglecting her in her childhood and her small council not taking her seriously enough, but i also think this is a coping mechanism on rhaenyra's part. she has no choice but to lean into this war as fully as she can now, to describe herself as helpless in the wake of what the gods have set before her, because she needs her losses to mean something. she needs visenya's death and luke's death to mean something. she needs the loss of her relationship with alicent to mean something.
but in doing this, she is already beginning to push others away from her. she has lost the support of the dragon tamers, and she has also pushed away jace; when he confronted her about a valid concern about how this would make his own ascension even more fraught, she just parroted more of that divine mandate nonsense back to him, which he is clearly not buying. i'll be curious to see how much deeper she falls into this cultish spiral and how much more it costs her.
#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenyra#addam velaryon#addam of hull#addam#seasmoke#vermithor#hugh hammer#ulf white#ulf#hugh#jacaerys velaryon#jacaerys#jace#jacaerys targaryen#jacaerys strong#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd s2#house of the dragon season 2#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon spoilers#hotd s2 spoilers#hotd s2 e7#house of the dragon season 2 episode 7
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dilf arlecchino stretching out a virgin reader on her fat cock
dom!dilf arlecchino x sub!fem reader
warnings: smut (minors/ageless blogs dni), wlw content, transfem!arlecchino, virgin!reader, age-gap (arle is in her late 30s, reader is in her early 20s), size kink, fingering, penetration, handjob
a/n: tagging my favorite silly @myfriendscallmebun who i hope enjoys this ⥠this is so long
she first hired you merely as a form of entertainment for her children. someone eager to please who wouldn't require such a large salary. someone who, at least, would never ask someone like her for more than she offered.
it's a surprising decision, on her end, to select a college girl to watch over her precious children. though, you presented yourself so nicely at the interview, and your references and resume did you well.
besides, it might be nice for the children to be around someone closer to their age for a change. they often spent time with arlecchino herself and occasionally her coworkers.
and, you had grown on her.
it's been nearly two months since you started working for her, and a few weeks since you began passing flirtatious remarks to one another.
the thing that finally melted her heart was an evening she worked late. she was already irritated her children would be asleep when she got home, but she felt guilty making you stay hours late at her home.
much to her surprise (and inner delight), when she came home, she found the children tucked into their beds, and you standing so sweetly at the door.
you had slipped her jacket off, hanging it up and tugging her into the kitchen. sure enough, you had saved her a plate of the spaghetti you made, along with a glass of her favorite red wine.
that was the day when she finally asked you to accompany her on a proper date.
and, now, here you are, standing in front of your mirror, fussing with your dress and jewelry. the dress she had bought for you special for tonight. it was black, falling just below your knees- rather classy for someone so young.
20 minutes. in 20 minutes she was picking you up.
nervous as you were, you couldn't believe you were going on a date with her. especially to somewhere so expensive and exclusive.
it was some sort of upscale bar with expensive alcohol and food. somewhere arlecchino claimed to frequent often when she needed alone time.
you almost broke out into laughter when she admitted she hired childe, her younger coworker, for the evening to watch her children.
"oh, i'm not concerned for my childrens' safety. if anything, he should be afraid for his own." was her reply, a small smirk on her lips that you nearly missed.
she lead you into the restaurant with confidence, turning heads, eliciting whispers as she kept her hand on the small of your back while the waiter brought you to your table.
"what do you think so far?" she asked, her wine glass already being filled, no need to speak her order.
"it's...definitely different than what i'm used to. but it's really nice. i like having an excuse to dress up a little." you smile at her and she raises her glass to her lips.
"i want to spoil you for the evening. for not only treating my children so well, but because you are an exceptional woman. i only hope my gestures come off as genuine as i intend." she sips her wine, setting it down to begin rambling to you about the menu.
but you're not quite listening, distracted by her hands, her lips, her eyes. how could someone be so perfect?
she's quite a bit older than you, probably much more experienced. does she truly feel the same way you do? and-
"sweetheart?" she breaks you from your thoughts and you stiffen up.
"i'm sorry- i'm listening!" you squeak, but she sees right through you.
although, she finds it rather cute. she's noticed before, obviously. your wandering eyes, the way you bite your lip when she picks up something heavy like it's nothing, or how your thighs press together when she takes a stern tone.
she simply wants to know the depths of your affection for her. after all, she has similar thoughts of you.
"which dish would you like then?" she asks pointedly, allowing you to hold the menu with shaky hands.
"ah...um..." the words blur together, not registering. "what do you recommend?"
she tilts her head, taking the menu back. "allow me to order for you then."
you like when she takes control. she knows what she wants, and she will have it. you wish it a quality you embodied more, though she fascinates you. it is almost natural to her.
dinner goes rather smoothly, and you get to taste test a few different wines, but not nearly enough to get you even remotely tipsy.
"i much prefer coherent company." her lips quirk up as she says this, and you laugh behind your hand.
she's funny, you admit. her dry humor is one of your favorite things about her.
it's a shame when dinner comes to an end, but you two mutually draw it out as long as you can. you share a dessert, and plenty of good conversation about yourselves. you learn things about her you never would've thought, and likewise for her.
the ride back to your place is just as pleasant, though you feel nervous inside. you want to make a move. you want to ask her to come inside. to stay...
but you couldn't possibly. that would be absurd... right?
regardless, she walks you in, ensuring you get into your place safely. she's a gentleman in how she holds your bags and all the doors at every stop.
the little bit of wine in your system has you feeling bold, stopping her in her tracks before she could put her shoes back on. "wait! why... don't you stay for a little? i could make us some tea. herbal! so you won't...uh... be awake all night."
she merely tilts her head, nodding either way. she listens to your rambling about the tea and the coffee mugs you have, her eyes wandering your walls when she sees familiar art.
"did the children draw these?" she interrupts, taking one off the wall.
it's a rather rudimentary stick-figure drawing, but she can tell who each one represents. this is one of lynette's drawings. she's drawn herself with pretty blue bows, along with her brothers, and, of course, their father.
and you.
there you are, standing on the other side as if you were the mother to complete their family portrait.
"oh- those? yeah, the kids drew them for me... i thought they were really cute, so i kept them." you smile and her heart flutters.
she skims her fingers over the papers, pausing when she sees one from freminet. he's drawn a flower field of green scribbles and rainbow dots, the children playing on a swingset while you and arlecchino watch.
with the words 'mom' and 'dad' written above your heads.
she can hear you nervously talking to fill the silence, and she turns to you. "they really do seem to enjoy having you around." she murmurs. "as do i."
you look up at her, feeling her lean in, gently holding your waist. "am i being too forward?" she asks, breath fanning over the side of your face as you shiver.
"not at all-" you breathe out, trembling as she lifts your chin gently. she can see your anticipation.
"you're not phased by our gap in experience?" she asks. "it's inevitable. i cannot change it, but i do not want you to feel forced."
"i actually like it. i really like it." you blurt, catching her off guard.
"oh?" her voice is low, sultry as she cups your jaw. "is this alright with you, then?"
"please-" and that's all she needs to connect your lips, kissing you so softly at first. her tongue gently prods for entrance, and she can instantly tell you truly are inexperienced.
she pulls away, gently swiping a thumb over your cheek. "is this your first time?"
"you could tell?" you groan, and she nearly melts.
"it is not shameful to wait. i only want you to be sure this is what you want." she explains, stroking your cheek as your eyes flutter shut.
"i want you. please? i want you to take it." you leave it open for interpretation, but she knows exactly what you're referring to.
"if you're certain, then i'd be honored, sweetheart." she says so gently you'd think she was someone else.
you bring her to your room, cringing at the mess. "i know it isn't what you're used to but mmph-!" you whimper when she kisses you, pulling you onto her lap on the bed.
she trails kisses down your neck, watching you tilt your head back instinctively. you pant, overwhelmed so quickly she almost feels guilty.
keyword: almost.
instead, it makes her twitch within the confines of her expensive suit slacks.
her hand tangles into the back of your hair, tugging you firmly so she can nip at your jaw. she takes it slow, easing you into things until you're practically begging her to go further.
your dress slides off slowly, a treat waiting when she sees the pretty matching lingerie set beneath. it's white and lacy, delicate, something she could easily tear right off, and it drives her mad.
"aren't you full of surprises? naughty ones at that." she tuts, squeezing your jaw as you gasp.
she unclips the bra, her gently squeezing your breasts as you moan for her.
she teases your nipples until they go pert, wrapping her tongue around them as you arch up into her.
you're being vulnerable with her; she knows this much. she holds you steady, ensuring you feel safe on her lap before pulling away with a soft 'pop.'
she unbuttons her shirt, tugging it off to match you. she watches your eyes go wide, eager yet embarrassed as she tosses her bra aside with the shirt.
"you're so...pretty." you gasp quietly, eyes wide.
"you can touch me, sweetheart." she pulls your hand to her chest, allowing you to explore. your fingers clumsily rub her nipples and she grunts, guiding them into place.
"does it feel good?" you ask her so hesitantly, and she kisses the top of your head.
"you're doing well." she watches your gaze slide down, eyeing the growing bulge in her pants. she dryly grunts, lifting your chin up. "something catch your eye?"
"i... i'm sorry- i didn't mean to stare-" your words are mumbled, your face hot as your mouth goes dry.
"you're curious. that's alright." she brushes a thumb over your lips, coaxing you to open up.
she slides her thumb over your tongue, gently easing it a little further until you gag, keeping you just like that. your eyes are so wide and pretty, glazed over with untapped lust.
she hums thoughtfully before withdrawing, using the thumb to brush over the front of your panties. you gasp, thighs snapping shut as she pushes them back apart.
she lightly smacks your thigh. "keep them open." she rubs gentle circles on your clothed clit, your body clearly unsure how to react. she can see it doesn't take much to bring you to the edge, and she lightens her touch, able to control her own desires with ease.
her hand comes back to your lips, sliding your wetness over your tongue while her free hand slides your panties to the side.
something you've missed before, but she's filed her nails down on this hand. just for you, though only she knew that.
she gently slides her fingers through your folds, hearing you whimper and squirm on her lap. she tucks your head under her chin while she eases a finger into you, feeling you squeeze so tight around just one digit.
she gives you time to adjust, feeling you clutch her wrist. you're such an angel, aren't you? holding so tightly to her, so cute, all while you fidget right above her confined cock, inevitably making her grow harder.
her second finger slides in slowly, with an intent to stretch you out enough to take her cock more comfortably. she curls them inside of you, hearing you whine loudly into her neck.
"ah- that feels-!" you squeal when she brushes against your g-spot. her finger pads rub into it, and you tremble, thighs clamping down on her hand.
"relax." she reminds you, pumping her fingers in and out, slick sounds filling the air. she stretches you out every so often, spreading her fingers slightly and hearing you whimper so sweetly.
your hand clumsily rests on her bulge and her fingers still as she inhales sharply.
"i... want to- try and make you feel good too..." you whisper, looking up at her.
and who is she to deny such a sweet girl?
she pops open the button, unzipping her pants and freeing her cock, allowing you to see her.
your eyes go comically wide, shocked by the size. "that's... i-"
she can feel your walls fluttering around her fingers and she nearly moans. "it's alright. don't be nervous." she practically reads your mind, soothing your concerns as her free hand unwraps itself from your body, collecting some of the messy slick from your thighs, sliding it over herself.
"you haven't done this before, i presume?" she's met with a shake of your head. she proceeds to guide your hand in wrapping around her cock. she hisses through her teeth. "archons-" she groans lowly, her fingers resuming their gentle in and out motions while she guides you to stroke her cock.
"tighter." she tells you, feeling your hand grip more firmly, her pre-cum oozing over your hand, spreading across her cock. "good girl-" she praises and you clench around her fingers once more.
she says nothing, but she knows exactly how her words affect you. such a sweet little thing you are, curled up on her lap, fingers stuffed inside of you while your hand wraps around her cock.
her hand covers yours still, dwarfing your hand and guiding you into her preferred rhythm. "that's it. you're doing well-" she tips her head back, hips grinding into your hand as she lets go.
she allows you to move your hand on your own, finger-fucking you faster. she knows you're losing focus, too overwhelmed by your own need to cum, though she doesn't mind too much. you're just so sweet with how your moans pick up in volume, your eyes closing as your hips chase her hand.
"go on." she tells you, her voice stern as you release around her digits like such a good girl for her.
she slides her fingers out, admiring the webbed slick coating them, cleaning them in her own mouth as you shyly hide in her chest.
she pulls you away, laying you on the bed. "wait! you didn't get to..."
she shakes her head, pushing her hair back. "hush." she simply says, spreading your thighs, pushing them up to your chest. it exposes you perfectly, allowing you to feel shy, yet unable to cover yourself as she studies your twitchy cunt.
arlecchino uses one hand to guide herself through your slick, sensitive folds, gathering the remnants of your orgasm. she is gentle when she slides into you for the first time, a thumb on your stiff, swollen clit to ease the stretch.
she watches your eyebrows furrow, nose crinkling as she stretches you out. "so big-" you whine, chest arching up against her own.
your moans are melodies to her, feeling you flutter around her was like heaven. she lifts you up to sit on her lap while she leans back, guiding you to slowly take more of her in.
"too much!" you whine, looking down.
"you haven't taken all of me yet." she hushes you, easing you down to swallow her all in your pussy until you're mewling incoherently.
"full-" your head falls back and she grabs your hips, her nails leaving sharp little indents as she guides you to shallowly fuck yourself on her cock.
"such a pretty little thing." she coos, slowly growing more harsh, grinding up into you.
and, oh, you sing for her the rougher she gets. you urge her to grow bolder, now using your body as a toy while you desperately try to match her tempo.
you're inexperienced, but oh, so eager to please, aren't you? what a good girl.
she grabs your ass, fucking you on her cock while you keep a vice grip, your tits bouncing with each thrust. "oh- archons!" you squeal.
arlecchino picks you up like you weigh nothing at all, settling you beneath her instead, fucking into you with boundless energy.
she knows the right spots to fuck, where and how to grind herself into a woman, she knows exactly when to speed up and slow down. yet it seems you don't even know your own body fully.
and the thought of helping you explore with her is enough to have her twitching inside of you.
your incessant mewling and moaning of her name is driving her mad for you. her hand wraps around your throat, earning her breathless gasps as she urges you to cum for her.
"be a good little pet and cum." she orders, slick sounds penetrating the air, the smell of sex coating you both. "cum for me."
she rubs your clit harshly, watching you shake as you do cum, tightening up around her cock, sending her eyes rolling back into her head.
the moment you loosen up, she pulls out, cumming onto your tummy, creating a filthy mess as she moans deeply for you.
"fuck..." she sighs, squeezing her cock to ease the rest of her cum onto your skin.
you pant, looking up at her. your eyes are blown wide, but you look exhausted as you lay limply beneath her.
and, well, you'll soon learn her cock may need time to recover, but her mouth and fingers certainly don't...
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â§.* #BABYVERSTAPPEN
synopsis: Max accidentally leaks the news of your pregnancy during an interview and he breaks the internet
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â§.* the interview
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â§.* Y/Nâs reaction
You hear the front door creak open, and your heart skips a beat. Glancing up from your phone, you see Max walk in with a cautious smile, holding a tub of your favourite ice cream like a peace offering. The house feels unusually quiet, a stark contrast to the bustling energy youâre used to when Max comes home.
âHey, love,â Max says, trying to sound cheerful despite the tension in the air. âI brought your favourite ice cream.â
You look at him, your eyes narrowing slightly. âOh, so now youâre trying to bribe me with ice cream?â
Max winces at your tone, setting the ice cream down on the coffee table. âI thought it might help smooth things over.â
You sigh, putting your phone aside. âMax, do you have any idea how many messages Iâve gotten today? Everyone knows now. Everyone.â
âI know, and Iâm really sorry,â Max replies earnestly, stepping closer to you. âIt just slipped out. I was excited, and I didnât thinkââ
âThatâs the problem, Max. You didnât think,â you cut in, crossing your arms and stepping back from him. âThis was supposed to be our special moment. Our announcement.â
Max reaches out for your hand, his expression pleading. You pull away, your disappointment palpable.
âYouâre in the dog house tonight, Verstappen.â
âCome on, Y/N, donât be like that,â Max urges, his eyes reflecting genuine regret. âI know I messed up, but I didnât mean to. I just couldnât help talking about how happy I am.â
Your resolve wavers for a moment, seeing the sincerity in his eyes. âItâs not just about the announcement, Max. Itâs about our privacy, our moment. You know how much this meant to me.â
âI do,â Max murmurs softly. âAnd Iâll make it up to you. I promise.â
You shake your head, though your expression softens just a bit. âYou better. But tonight, youâre sleeping on the sofa.â
Max nods solemnly, accepting his fate. âAlright, the sofa it is. But can we at least share the ice cream?â
You hesitate, then roll your eyes in resignation. âFine. But just the ice cream. Youâre still in trouble.â
Max smiles gratefully, relieved that youâre willing to share even this small moment with him. He retrieves two spoons from the kitchen and settles on the sofa beside you, careful to maintain a respectful distance, the mood swings were strong today. You sit together in silence, eating the ice cream slowly, each lost in your own thoughts.
As you near the bottom of the tub, Max suddenly has an idea. âHey, Y/N?â
You look at him, a spoonful of ice cream paused halfway to your mouth. âWhat?â
âI know I ruined our announcement, and I feel terrible about it,â Max begins earnestly. âBut how about thisâyou can be the one to announce the sex of the baby. However you want, whenever you want. Itâs your moment.â
Your gaze softens as you consider his suggestion. âI like that idea. But youâre still sleeping on the sofa tonight.â
Max chuckles softly. âFair enough. But at least weâre getting somewhere, right?â
You lean in and kiss his cheek gently. âYeah, we are. Thanks, Max. This means a lot to me.â
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â Formula One Star Max Verstappen Accidentally Reveals Wife Y/N Y/L/Nâs Pregnancy During Interview
By: Sasha, Rumour Radar
In a hilariously unexpected turn of events, Formula One champion Max Verstappen has found himself at the centre of a viral moment after inadvertently revealing his wife Y/N Y/L/Nâs pregnancy during a live interview. The impromptu announcement has taken the motorsport and influencer communities by storm, and Y/N later added her own delightful twist to the news.
The Accidental Reveal
The incident unfolded during a press conference following Verstappenâs practice session. When asked about his expectations and what he was looking forward to in the new season, Verstappen, with his characteristic charm and ease, responded, âAnd for the baby to come too, the next seasonâs going to be busy.â The interviewer, catching the slip, pressed further, âDid you say baby?â
Max, realising his gaffe, was momentarily speechless. His face turned a shade of crimson as he stammered, âUh, I meanâŚuh, no? Y/N is going to kill me.â This candid and unscripted moment sent ripples of excitement through the audience and quickly became the talk of the paddock.
Social Media Explosion
As soon as the clip aired, social media ignited. Fans, fellow racers, and celebrities alike flooded platforms like Twitter and Instagram with reactions, congratulations, and plenty of memes. The hashtag #VerstappenBaby soared to the top of the trending lists, making it clear that the news had captured everyoneâs attention.
Fans and media outlets were abuzz with the news. In a move that was as swift as it was sweet, Y/N took to Instagram to confirm the delightful news. She posted a picture of a cake with pink filling and an ultrasound picture, accompanied by the caption, âGuess the secretâs out! (Thanks Max) Baby Verstappen, we canât wait to meet you đ.â
Maxâs unintentional reveal and Y/Nâs charming confirmation on social media endeared the couple even more to their legion of fans. Verstappen, known for his fierce competitiveness and composed demeanour on the track, showed a softer, more relatable side that resonated with many. His initial reaction, followed by Y/Nâs sweet Instagram post, painted a picture of a couple who are navigating the journey to parenthood with humour and grace.
Messages of support
The Verstappen household, already bustling with the excitement of the F1 season, is now set for even more joy with the impending arrival of their baby girl. The couple, who have been private about their journey to parenthood, seemed to embrace the unexpected reveal with good humour. Max later took to social media, joking, âLesson learnt! Next time, I'll leave the announcements to Y/N.â
As the F1 season progresses, Max Verstappen will have more than just his racing commitments to look forward to. The prospect of becoming a father has added a new dimension to his life, bringing a balance between his high-octane career and his personal life. This blend of professional and personal excitement has further endeared him to fans who now feel even more connected to his journey.
Despite the unplanned nature of the announcement, Max and Y/N have embraced the outpouring of support. A close friend of the couple shared, âMax and Y/N are over the moon about the baby. It wasnât how they planned to share the news, but theyâre thrilled with the love and support theyâve received and now laugh over the accidental reveal.â
Maxâs teammates and rivals have also expressed their congratulations. Lewis Hamilton, Verstappenâs long-time competitor, commented on Y/Nâs post, âHuge congrats to both of you! Youâll be the best parents!â Daniel Ricciardo, known for his playful camaraderie with Verstappen, added, âCanât wait to meet Baby Verstappen! Sheâs going to be a little racer for sure.â
The new season
The unplanned revelation has certainly added a fresh layer of excitement to the season. Media outlets have been buzzing with speculation about how the impending fatherhood will impact Verstappenâs performance on the track. Analysts suggest that the new family milestone might provide him with an extra boost of motivation and focus.
For now, the spotlight remains on the happy news of Baby Verstappen. The coupleâs playful and endearing approach to this new chapter in their lives has won them even more admiration and affection from their fans. As the countdown to their baby girlâs arrival begins, Max and Y/N are set to experience a whirlwind of emotions, balancing the thrills of Formula 1 with the joys of parenthood.
In the grandstands, on social media, and in the hearts of their supporters, Max and Y/N Verstappen are celebrated not just as a racing power couple but also as soon-to-be parents. The racing world waits with bated breath for more updates, eagerly anticipating the arrival of the newest member of the Verstappen family.
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make you cry | part one
part two: beomgyu's ending | part three: hyuka's ending
pairing: beomgyu x you, huening kai x you in alternate ending
summary: beomgyu is your manwhore best friend who you've been secretly in love with for years. one night, he asks you to blur the lines between friendship and physical intimacy for his own convenience.
genre: ANGST, romance, smut (mdni), fwb
warnings: smut (mdni), unprotected sex, creampie, dom!gyu, eventual sub!gyu, fingering (vaginal), dacryphilia, dirty talk, praise, if i missed anything lmk!
word count: 4.2k
notes: hi friends! i'm not completely satisfied with this, but i'd rather it be done than sitting in my drafts. pls don't be mean ;_;
being in love with your best friend is not for the faint of heart, you think. in some cases, itâs the easiest thing in the world, but beomgyu makes it difficult. heâs not a bad guy, at least not deep down, but as you watch him break the heart of another notch in his belt, you canât help but shiver at the fact that heâd very easily do the same to you if you gave him that chance. not that you ever will, that is, but the thought still remains.
you met in grade school. for you, it was a classic case of love at first sight. you had just fallen off the swingset and the teacher had yet to notice you, so you were crying alone when he came up to you with a dinosaur bandaid in tow. he looked like an angel with the sun encircling him, and even as a child, you thought he was the most beautiful thing youâd ever seen as he held his little hand out for you to grasp. you had no chance to steel your heart when he asked you if you wanted to be friends, and after that, the rest is history.Â
that was years ago, but the image of him holding out his hand is engraved in your bones. you think about it even now as you watch him make the poor, unfortunate girl in front of you bawl like a baby. she asks him why he's doing this, what she did wrong, how she can fix it to make him stay. but he's dead set on breaking her heart tonight. and you'll be the one who takes his tipsy ass home after he's done ruining this girlâs perception of love. youâre nothing more than a glorified lackey and enabler, but that's just how it is.
âgod, i donât know why they can never just let go. they always have to make it so hard,â he grumbles in the passengerâs seat of your car. he seems more annoyed than genuinely upset and you canât help but to feel for the girl who he just unceremoniously dumped in the middle of a house party, so you speak up for once.
âitâs not her fault, beoms. she just really likes you,â you reason. not that it matters, anyway, but you feel better after speaking your mind.
âso itâs my fault? i just donât get it. i told her no strings attached from the beginning. the fact that she took it seriously is her own problem.â well, nevermind about feeling better. you feel even worse for her now.
âitâs hard not to get attached to you,â you mumble.
âwhat?â he asks, not even really paying attention to what youâre saying, but still asking for the sake of being (what he thinks is) polite.
âno, itâs nothing,â you reply quickly.
âmmm,â he nods, completely preoccupied with his own issues to really give a fuck about what you have to say. then, as if by a stroke of genius, he says his next words without much thought.
âi just thought of something! you would never act like that with me, would you?â you canât help but scowl. of course youâd act like that. youâre a normal human being with normal feelings. youâve already fallen for beomgyu without the physical intimacy, so you canât imagine how youâd act if you actually had sex with him. but you canât tell him that, or else heâd start suspecting something.
âi guess not,â you sigh.Â
âthen why donât we hook up instead?â he asks, genuinely earnest.Â
âno,â you say simply.
âwhy not?â he frowns, somewhat offended.
âiâm not interested,â you shrug. you donât realize that your indifference has the opposite effect on beomgyu. what he perceives as your disgust only interests him more.
âcâmon, iâd definitely show you a good time,â he argues.
âiâm fine, thanks.âÂ
âno, youâre not fine. you havenât slept with anybody in months. not since whatâs-his-name, right? itâs the perfect deal. iâll give you the time of your life and iâll get to fuck without any feelings involved.â you try your hardest not to say itâs too late for that. those words will never leave your mouth, though. or else heâd drop you like a hot potato.
âi said no and i mean no. besides, i kind of like somebody right now.â youâre not lying, really. you truly do like, even love, somebody right now, and heâs sitting right next to you.
âwho is he?â he asks. âactually, your taste in men is so shit, i don't even wanna know.â usually, that would hurt your feelings, but this whole situation is so fucked up you canât even find it in you to stifle your laugh.Â
âtrue.â he cocks an eyebrow at your answer. you should, in theory, vehemently deny this. just how shitty is this guy for you to not even put up a fight?Â
âokay, i lied. now i really wanna know. who is he? yeonjun?â he asks. you giggle even more.
âno. yeonjun is sweet, but no. and iâm not telling you, so you should give up.âÂ
âyou think yeonjun is sweet in comparison? damn, this guy must be fucking scum,â he laughs. you canât help but shake your head with an airy laugh of your own. yeah, heâs so awful he even makes yeonjun look sweet. at least it seems like yeonjun has a conscience when he fucks somebody over. beomgyu, for the most part, has none.
âheâs not all bad,â you say softly, still smiling and resting your head on the headrest of your car.Â
âbut still bad,â he argues.Â
âmhmm,â you hum. âstill bad.â
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beomgyu doesnât mention hooking up again after that, and for that you are thankful, you think. is there a part of you that regrets not saying yes? in a way, you do. who wouldnât want to be even closer to the one they love? but you know the closeness would be a lie. even if you were in closer proximity physically, heâd still be far away emotionally. too far to ever catch him. and so you sit at the counter of this shitty bar and watch him try to woo one of the prettiest girls youâve ever seen, and by the looks of it, itâs working. you smile bitterly and down another shot, making your stomach feel hotter and hotter. you know that by the end of the night, youâll feel sick, but youâd rather be physically sick and drunk rather than emotionally sick and sober.Â
âyou okay?â kai asks, sliding into the seat next to yours and cutting into your daze with ease.Â
âarenât i always?â you answer with a wry smile.
âitâs that bad, huh?â he asks. beomgyu is your best friend, sure, but kai is the only person in the world who knows about your feelings for him. he also feels like the only person in the world who would understand them.Â
âyeah, it is,â you mumble, downing yet another drink as you watch beomgyu grinding on the girl salaciously.Â
âwanna get out of here?â he asks sympathetically. you should say no. beomgyu will be angry that you left him, even if heâd ditch you in a heartbeat to get laid. but now, as you watch him shoving his tongue in the red-lipped mouth of the girl who will now be the impossible standard youâll hold yourself to from hereon out, you canât bring yourself to care.
âi do,â you smile, for real this time, and his grin matches yours.
youâre so drunk, you barely remember how you got home, but youâre here and so is hyuka. you donât cry, even if he kind of wishes you would just so you could let it all out. you laugh, even, as he tells his dorky jokes and beats your ass in mario kart. things are going so well, you donât even hear the pounding on your door until kai says something about it.
âiâll get it,â he says soothingly when you unsteadily try to stand up.
âthanks, hyuka,â you smile. and that smile stays planted on your face until you see whoâs at the door. beomgyu. and by the looks of it, heâs pissed.
âwhat the fuck is your problem?! how could you just leave me there alone?â he asks as soon as heâs let in. your face sinks and all prior happiness is washed away in an instant.
âyou werenât alone,â kai cuts in defensively. âshe was alone until i came and got her.â beomgyu is actually a little embarrassed by this blatant callout, but heâd sooner die than admit it.
âwell, she shouldâve said something, at least,â he counters, face still hot and voice still as loud as ever.
âi thought you were going home with that girl,â you reply meekly.Â
âand you couldnât just ask?!â he snaps.Â
âyouâre being an asshole,â kai argues. ânobody wants to watch you tonguing down some random girl, and sheâs not your babysitter.â the room is deathly quiet after this. beomgyu is fishing for words, but heâs too drunk to quite think of any at the moment. he wishes he were sober so he could put kai in his place, but the words never come. all he knows is heâs pissed beyond anything he can properly articulate and itâs driving him crazy.Â
âyouâre drunk,â kai adds sternly. âgo home.âÂ
âhyuka, it's okay,â you say gently. âhe's too drunk for that. he can crash on the couch.â beomgyu doesn't know why, but he scowls at the nickname.
âbut ââ
âit's okay,â you repeat. kaiâs face looks torn.Â
âalright, then i'll head out,â he relents after a few seconds. âthe both of you just need some sleep,â he says with a sharp glance towards beomgyu, who is still fuming, by the way.
âthank you,â you say with a terse smile. he returns it with a smile of his own and shuts the door behind him. beomgyu watches the entire interaction and somehow feels even worse.
âwhat the fuck was that? is he the guy youâre hung up on or something?âÂ
âno!â you exclaim incredulously. âhyuka is a nice guy, and heâs just⌠helping me with some things right now.â youâre not the most eloquent person on a good day, much less while drunk, so thatâs all you can really say at the moment.
âwhat âthingsâ could he possibly be helping you with?â he snaps before realization dawns on him. âyou told him about that guy, didnât you?! you can tell him but you canât tell me?âÂ
âhe⌠he just understands,â you say. you knew beomgyu wouldnât just let this shit go and be done with it. heâs like a child finding out his dog likes somebody better than he likes him, and itâs exhausting.
âare you sleeping with him?âÂ
âwhat, no!â Â you say firmly.Â
âyou are, arenât you?â he sneers. âyou wonât let me touch you, but youâre letting him?âÂ
âis it so hard to believe that a man just wants to be my friend without wanting to fuck me?â truthfully, yes. youâre good looking and his experience tells him that men always harbor those intentions. well, he does, at least. and for some reason, as he looks at you in your big t-shirt and sweatpants, those intentions are brewing even more.Â
âbeomgyu?â you ask tentatively. his eyes are so intense it seems like heâs even more pissed off, somehow. your innocent look stokes the flames of whatâs already been burning for you.
as if heâs possessed, he stalks his way over to you, grabs your face before you can even react, and plants a bruising kiss on your soft lips. you gasp when he meanly takes your bottom lip between his teeth and he canât help but chuckle. the kiss is cruel for so many reasons, but youâd be lying if you said it didnât knock you off of your feet. youâre usually so restrained around him for reasons only you and kai know, but you feel your inhibitions melt as his tongue enters your mouth. he tastes like alcohol, but then, so do you, and he doesnât seem to mind. in fact, if his hungry kiss in any indication, he seems to love it.Â
one of his hands travel under your big hoodie and he tweaks your already hardened nipple between his fingers.Â
âdoes that feel good, baby?â he asks lowly, and you feel yourself becoming even more wet. you're too embarrassed to respond, but judging from his tone, he already knows your answer.Â
his kisses are unrelenting and fierce, no gentleness or care to be seen, but youâre so sweet he canât control himself. heâs been wanting to do this ever since he hit puberty, but youâve never seemed interested in him for reasons he canât understand. but now, you seem more than interested as you let him lead you to your bedroom. he lays you down on your bed and takes off your sweatpants. when he sees you, naked and glistening just from a few touches, he licks his lips in anticipation.
âall this from a few kisses?â he teases, rubbing his fingers up and down your slit. you can do nothing but gasp in response as he pushes one of his long, calloused fingers into your heat.
âs-so tight, itâs sucking me in,â he moans. âi canât wait to see how you feel around my cock.â he adds a second finger and curls, hitting your sweet spot. all you can do is moan as he takes his thumb and rolls your clit. he watches your body rise and fall with the pleasure and it fascinates him like nothing heâs ever seen. your eyes are screwed shut, but he canât help but prod and tease to see the different facial expressions you show him. before long, heâs pounding into you. the sound of squelches mixed with your moans only goads him further and further until youâre clenching down mercilessly on his fingers.
âaww, does that feel good, baby?â he coos. âwanna feel even better?â post-release clarity should hit you right about now, but youâre only more eager when he removes his clothes. his lengthy cock, angry and reddened, springs up and slaps his stomach. you whimper at the sight and he smirks at how needy you are.
he hovers over you and slowly, agonizingly slowly, he begins to rub his stiffened length up and down your slit.Â
âgyu, you need a condom ââ you begin to protest.
âwhy? iâm clean. and i donât fuck just anyone raw,â he argues as the head of his cock comes dangerously close to hooking on your entrance. youâve never been able to say no to him for any meaningful amount of time, so relenting isnât out of the ordinary for you. but more than that, his words, though unromantic, spark a bit of hope in your heart. youâre special, you think.Â
âdo you trust me?â he asks.Â
no. not at all.
âof course.â and he pushes in. his arrogance falters as you take him in, inch by throbbing inch. itâs a tight fit, and the way you clench around the tip of his cock only drives him further and further into madness. how can you feel so good? how can this feel so perfect?Â
your poor pussy is equal parts trying to suck him in and trying to resist so the intrusion is forced out. to him, it feels like heaven.Â
ât-tight!â he hisses. ârelax, baby, or youâre gonna break me.â for some reason, his words comfort you, allowing him smooth entry until heâs completely sheathed in you. you both moan when he completely bottoms out, balls hitting your ass in the most lewd way. his precum mixed with the result of your release seep into the bedsheets. he stays there for just a moment, pushing your hair out of your face, and his next words are uncommonly tender.
âyou look so pretty like this,â he muses, and you donât even have time to blush before heâs unsteadily pulling out, pussy pulling him back in like it never wants him to leave, then thrusting back in again.Â
âoh m-my god,â he says as he begins to ram into you. âso good, baby. youâre taking me so well.âÂ
âb-big!â is all you can manage to say as he continues to fuck you open.
âoh baby, are you going dumb on my cock? canât even manage to get the words out, can you? itâs okay, donât think. iâll take care. of. you,â he says, punctuating each word with his mean thrusts.Â
youâre crying now, the pleasure too great to stifle your tears. beomgyu thinks you look absolutely lovely like this, lovelier than anyone heâs ever seen, especially when he looks at where you two are joined and watches himself enter and exit your puffy pussy. each gasp, each breathy whine you emit makes him feel crazier and crazier. he aches so much, he has no choice but to continue pounding into you until he's relieved. so he does. heâs gripping the plush of your thighs like he might die if he doesnât have something to hold onto.Â
he leans over to give you a nasty kiss, all tongue and teeth. when he parts from you, a lewd string of saliva falls from your mouths and he canât control the chuckle that escapes him when he sees your pupils are blown out as you flounder for his lips again.Â
âlook, baby. look at how good iâm fucking you.â you look down and see how his cock protrudes from your tummy as he rams in and out of you. ânobody else has fucked you right, but donât worry, iâll make sure to fix that.â your pussy involuntarily clenches at his filthy words and itâs enough to make you come.
âc-coming!â you manage to choke out as you spasm around him, back arching deliciously. he follows soon after, thrusts becoming uneven before you feel his cum shooting inside of you.
-
fucking beomgyu comes naturally, and often. he canât seem to keep his hands off of you. hooking up becomes almost a daily affair, but youâre so hungry for him you canât bring yourself to protest. you fuck in his car, on his couch, over the fucking kitchen counter, even. all plans to go out with anyone else are immediately dashed in favor of being with him, instead. you feel yourself falling deeper and deeper in love with him, and even if you know, know, know itâs fruitless, you canât help but relent when he looks at you like a man starved.Â
âthis canât be good for you,â kai tells you one evening in the comfort of your apartment. itâs a rare occurrence to have a free night from beomgyuâs clutches. kai hasnât seen you in weeks because youâve been too âbusyâ with beomgyu.Â
âwell, i know,â you sigh, too tired to argue with him.Â
âif you know, then why do you do it?â he asks tentatively. you canât help but give him a look.Â
âyou know why,â you say.Â
âhe's just messing with your head. you know this can't end well.â you flinch at the word âendâ. you know it, he knows it, beomgyu surely fucking knows it, but you canât help but give in every time. âwhat are you gonna do when he inevitably fucks you over? and he will, just like always.â
âi⌠iâll deal with it when the time comes,â you protest. he sees your defeated expression and lightly tilts your head so itâs resting on his shoulder. your retribution for your actions was always well on its way, but you didnât know it would come so soon.Â
you hear a key turning in the door. thereâs only one person in the world youâve given a spare to, so you arenât surprised in the slightest when beomgyu walks in with that signature smirk on his face. he scowls a bit when heâs greeted with the scene of you and kai sitting so intimately.
âam i interrupting something?â he scoffs as you raise your head from kaiâs shoulder.
âno,â kai replies before you can even fix your lips to respond. to your mild surprise, he doesn't push any further.
âwhatever,â he shrugs, plopping down next to the two of you and pulling out his phone.
âwanna see this girl whose number i got today?â he asks casually, swiping through his phone eagerly. so that's why he didn't wanna meet up. your heart feels like a holeâs been blown straight through it. you and kai share a deep look, which beomgyu completely misses as he pulls up a picture of a beautiful looking girl.Â
âthis is her,â he says with a triumphant smirk. you donât â canât â respond. you just have a blank look on your face.
âwhat?â he asks petulantly. âsheâs really pretty, look!â he insists, pulling up another picture. âsheâs one of the hottest girls iâve seen in a minute.â
any last shred of hope or dignity you have is strangled in its crib at his careless words. your eyes are hot and your stomach hurts so much you feel like youâre going to vomit. kai notices your discomfort and decides to put a stop to this once and for all.
âalright, thatâs enough,â kai snaps. ânobody wants to see that shit.â
âwhatâs your fucking problem?â beomgyu retorts.
âmy problem is that youâre a fucking moron. grow up.â beomgyuâs not one to get physical, at least not in a violent sense, but heâs on the precipice of breaking that streak at kaiâs harsh words.
âstop, hyuka. itâs okay,â you say softly. beomgyu is so furious, he almost forgot youâre here, but he's genuinely confused by kaiâs words.
âwhat's okay? what is it that you're not telling me?â beomgyu asks.Â
âit's not okay, actually. heâs fucking you but he comes around and pulls this shit right in front of you?! she wonât say it, but i will.âÂ
âkai, donât ââÂ
âshe doesnât care! no strings attached, thatâs always been the deal.â
âyou may be stupid as fuck, but surely youâre not that stupid,â kai sneers. âso if you say you donât already know, youâre just a fucking liar.â beomgyu pauses at this. is he saying what he thinks heâs saying? surely you didnât catch feelings, right? but one look at your face, and he knows kai is telling the truth.Â
but why? and when?
âsince when did youâŚâ
âsince always,â you say quietly.Â
âoh, fuck. look, i ââ
âitâs okay. i already know,â you cut in. and you do already know, but you canât bear to hear him say it. beomgyu, in all his glory, processes this and instead of regret, all he feels is anger.
âiâm the piece of shit guy you canât get over? are you fucking serious?â
âhyuka, you should go,â you say instead of letting him watch the melodrama unfolding before him. kai looks uncertainly between the both of you before relenting.Â
âcall me later, okay?â he says, wiping tears from your eyes that you didnât realize had fallen.
âokay,â you reply with a sad smile. he sends beomgyu one last scathing look before gathering his shit and slamming the door behind him.Â
âyou tricked me!â beomgyu exclaims as soon as the door shuts. âi wouldâve never fucked you if i knew youâd be like this.â just like everyone else. he doesnât need to voice the last part, but you already know he wants to say it, which just hurts you even more.
âdid you really not know, or were you just pretending not to know âcause itâd be inconvenient for you?â that shuts him up. kai was right, heâd be stupid not to know. maybe not at first, but surely along the way. surely when youâd look at him so longingly after sleeping with him, or the way youâd look so sad when he didn't stay after sex.
âlisten, iâm so sorry that youâre scared, or angry, or whatever it is youâre feeling. i really am. but are you so selfish that you really think nobody else is afraid to have their heart broken? and do you think that means youâre allowed to hurt everyone else instead?â you ask quietly. every new word pierces his heart like nothing he's ever felt before. he wants to say something, but for the life of him, he canât think of anything quite fitting.Â
âi think you should leave,â you say after what feels like an eternity of silence. he looks at you with watery eyes and you almost feel guilty, but youâre through with feeling things for him that heâd never have the courtesy to feel for you. âgo,â you repeat defeatedly, striding to the door and holding it open for him and he feels more and more like a rat you want to chase out of your home.
he looks like he wants to say something, but one look at you tells him youâre done listening. with heavy feet and an even heavier heart, he heads through the doorway, pausing only before heâs about to cross the threshold. he has a sinking feeling in his gut that tells him this is probably the last time heâll be here.Â
âare we still friends after this?â he asks lowly, eyes wide and more desperate than youâve ever seen them.Â
âno,â you say simply, and shut the door.
notes: not a ton of smut in this part, but i think the next part will have more i fear.
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Best Laid Plans
Carlos Sainz x Vasseur!Reader
Summary: you were just supposed to be a means to an end â a way for Carlos to get back at your father for dropping him â but the best laid plans often go awry and you quickly become so much more than that
Warnings: 18+ content and manipulation
Note: did I spend the whole day writing this to celebrate Carlosâ win? Maybe âŚ
So much love to @struggling-with-drivers for always giving me the best ideas
The warm Portuguese sun beats down on Carlos as he strolls through the luxurious resort grounds, trying and failing to shake the anger simmering inside him.
How could Ferrari do this to him? After all he has given to the team over the past few seasons? To be so unceremoniously dumped for Lewis fucking Hamilton is a slap in the face he can barely comprehend.
He kicks at the pebbled path, hands jammed in his pockets, catching the eye of a young woman lounging by the pool up ahead. She gives him a warm smile that does strange things to his insides for a moment before he recognizes her â Y/N Vasseur.
The reality of who she is hits Carlos like a truck. The daughter of the team principal who betrayed him.
An idea begins to form in Carlosâ mind, a cruel little seed taking root. If Ferrari wants to play hardball, he can play harder. And what better way to get back at Fred than through his precious daughter?
Putting on his most charming grin, Carlos changes course to approach you. âY/N, fancy running into you here,â he lies easily. âI didnât realize you were vacationing at this resort too.â
You sit up, shielding your eyes against the sunâs glare. âCarlos! What a pleasant surprise.â Your smile is bright and genuine, setting off warning bells in the back of Carlosâ mind. He quickly silences them â this is just collateral damage.
âI was just getting ready for a dip. Care to join me?â You gesture towards the welcoming blue waters.
Carlos pretends to consider it for a moment. âYou know what, I would love to.â
Stripping off his shirt, he canât help but sneak glances at your swimsuit-clad figure as you slide into the pool, telling himself itâs just for show. You really are stunning though, he has to admit. This might not be so difficult after all.
âSo whatâs a beautiful young woman like yourself doing all alone at a place like this?â Carlos asks once heâs waded in beside you.
You let out a tinkling laugh, sweeping wet hair away from your face. âTaking a much needed break from real life, I suppose. My job can be ⌠demanding at times.â
That piques Carlosâ interest â to be quite honest, he had just assumed you did nothing all day. âOh? Do tell, Iâm fascinated.â
With a bashful look, you launch into an explanation of your high-powered career that genuinely impresses Carlos despite himself. Youâre whip-smart, articulate, and passionate about your work in a way he can relate to.
âWow,â he finds himself saying once youâve finished. âI donât know why, but I wasnât expecting that from you. Not that Iâm judging a book by its cover or anything!â He adds quickly at your arched eyebrow.
You let out another of those bright laughs. âDonât worry, I get that a lot. People see a privileged girl and make all sorts of assumptions.â
Thereâs a hint of bitterness underlying the lightness of your tone that Carlos picks up on all too well. He knows what itâs like to be looked down on and underestimated.
âFor what itâs worth, I think what you do is really impressive,â he finds himself saying honestly. âAnd anyone who thinks less of you for it is a fool.â
The words seem to catch you off guard for a moment before your expression melts into a warm smile. âWhy Carlos Sainz, I do believe youâre flirting with me.â
He grins back unrepentantly. âIs it working?â
You pretend to consider it for a moment before laughing again. âMaybe a little.â
The flirtatious back-and-forth continues as you both float lazily in the pool, Carlos quickly getting caught up in the effortless fun of it. You match him quip for quip, parry for parry, in a way heâs not used to from women. Itâs exhilarating and unexpected.
In fact, heâs so caught up in your company that he nearly forgets his original intention entirely. Until a stray thought brings the memory crashing back down ⌠youâre Fred Vasseurâs daughter.
The realization is like a bucket of cold water being upended over Carlosâ head. What is he doing? This woman hasnât done anything to wrong him. Going after you just to get petty revenge on your father is ugly and uncalled for. He should just be the bigger man, swallow the insult Ferrari dealt him, and move on.
But then he thinks about the disrespect, the callousness of dumping him like dead weight after all he bled for the team. Perhaps a little payback is in order after all.
With a wicked grin, Carlos begins swimming slowly towards you, an unmistakable glint in his eye. You seem to pick up on it, cheeks flushing ever so slightly. âWhatâs that look for?â
âJust thinking,â he murmurs once heâs close enough for you to feel the warmth of his breath. âAbout how I could make this vacation even more ⌠memorable.â
His heavy-lidded gaze drops to your lips for just a moment, but you catch it. You bite your lower lip unconsciously as heat blazes between you. âIs that so?â
âMhmm,â Carlos all but purrs, reaching out to gently cup your jaw, thumb stroking over your cheekbone. You shiver despite the warmth of the day, eyelids fluttering. âIf youâll allow me?â
For a long stretch, you seem to be rendered speechless, pupils blown wide as you study his face intently. Then, so softly, âYes.â
Thatâs all the permission Carlos needs before heâs crashing his lips against yours in a searing kiss.
The moment your lips meet his, itâs like a jolt of electricity courses through Carlos. He kisses you deeply, urgently, all thoughts of revenge or ill-intent evaporating from his mind. This is pure want, unbridled desire singing through his veins.
You return the kiss with equal fervor, tangling your fingers in his hair and pulling him closer. Your mouth is warm, soft, pillowy â everything Carlos didnât know he was craving until this very moment. He skims his hands over the slick curves of your body beneath the poolâs surface, marveling at the gasps and sighs he pulls from you with each exploratory touch.
When you finally break apart, youâre both panting heavily, faces flushed. Carlos drinks in the sight of you â hair tousled, lips swollen, and eyes dark with wanting. Heâs never seen anything more beautiful.
âCarlos ...â You breathe his name like a prayer and something primal uncurls in his lower belly.
Instead of responding, he simply crushes his mouth to yours once more, walking you backward until your back gently hits the poolâs tiled edge. You let out a muffled moan as he settles between your parted thighs, the heated line of his body flush against yours.
One of his hands slides up over the soft skin of your ribs to cup your breast as you arch shamelessly into his touch. He drags his lips in hot, open-mouthed kisses along the line of your jaw and down the graceful column of your neck, relishing the way you keen beneath his attention.
âYou feel so good, cariĂąo,â he rumbles against the feverish skin just below your ear, punctuating the words with a deliberately slow roll of his hips that has you releasing a broken whimper. âSo fucking perfect ...â
In this moment, with you writhing and mewling in his arms, Carlos has never been more grateful for his commitment to physical fitness. He knows he can keep this up all day if need be, ravishing you over and over until youâre a limp, sated puddle.
He runs his tongue in a scorching path up the side of your neck before returning to that sinful mouth, swallowing your desperate little moans hungrily. You cling to him as if heâs the only thing keeping you tethered, nails raking deliciously over his back and shoulders in a way that will surely leave marks. Carlos loves it, loves the proof of your passion painted on his skin in thin red lines.
Trailing his lips across the hinge of your jaw, he murmurs âShould we take this somewhere more private, princesa?â
You let out a shuddering breath, hips canting up instinctively to meet each roll of his. âGod, yes ... please ...â
The sound of your needy whine sends a molten thrill straight to Carlosâ cock. Heâs fully hard and aching for you, straining against his swim trunks with every second that passes. If possible, he wants you even more.
With a grunt of effort, he hooks his hands beneath your thighs and hikes your legs up around his waist in one swift motion. You let out a startled squeak that quickly dissolves into a moan as he shifts against you just right, creating delicious friction. Your arms wind around his neck as you bury your face in the curve where his neck meets his shoulder.
âYou feel that, cariĂąo?â Carlos rumbles darkly. âI canât wait to be inside you. Stretching you so perfectly full of me. Will you be a good girl and take it? Every. Last. Inch?â
He emphasizes each of the final three words with a firm grind of his hips, rutting his rigid length against your clothed heat. Your back bows in response, mouth dropping open on a silent wail of pleasure. Carlos can feel your sticky wetness soaking through the thin material of your swimsuit bottoms and groans harshly.
âP-please ...â You keen, worrying his earlobe between your teeth. âI need you, Carlos. I need it so bad ...â
And just like that, the trance is broken. Carlos blinks, suddenly acutely aware that youâre grinding shamelessly against each other in the very public pool area of this high-end resort. A few pointed looks from other guests are enough to have a flush of embarrassment creeping up his neck.
Clearing his throat, he reluctantly pulls himself back and sets you on your feet. You let out a disappointed whimper that goes straight to his groin.
âP-perhaps we got a bit carried away, princesa,â Carlos huffs out a laugh, running a hand through his damp curls. âWhy donât we go somewhere a bit more ⌠private to continue this?â
You bite your plump lower lip and Carlos has to resist the urge to lean forward and free it with his teeth. Nodding eagerly, you cast a look around before tugging his hand and heading for the exit, leaving a trail of water droplets in your wake.
Carlos follows eagerly, openly ogling the way your soaked swimsuit hugs every tantalizing curve. Heâs never been so grateful for his decision to book one of the private beachfront villas at this resort â just a stoneâs throw from where youâre leading him, heâll finally be able to have you all to himself.
The thought has him semi-frantically fumbling for the keycard as you press urgent, open-mouthed kisses to any patch of bare skin you can find â his shoulder, his neck, the line of his jaw. By the time he gets the door open youâre both panting like youâve run a marathon, desire thrumming white-hot through your veins.
The second youâre inside, Carlos has you pressed back against the door, forearms braced on either side of your head as he towers over you. For the first time, a flicker of uncertainty crosses your features and heâs abruptly reminded of who you are.
âAre you sure about this?â He murmurs lowly, searching your eyes. âBecause if we do this, I can promise you thereâs no going back for me, cariĂąo.â
You visibly swallow hard but then give a small, determined nod. âI want this, Carlos. I want you.â
Thatâs all the confirmation he needs before heâs capturing your lips in another searing, desperate kiss that has you melting against him. He walks you backward, never breaking contact until the backs of your legs hit the edge of the plush bed. With a growl, he hooks his hands beneath your thighs and hitches your legs around his hips once more.
You let out a breathless giggle as he tumbles you both down onto the soft cotton sheets, immediately rolling until heâs blanketed by the gorgeous expanse of your body. God, youâre even more stunning like this â hair fanned out in a tousled riot, cheeks flushed and lips swollen, eyes glazed with naked wanting.
Carlos takes a moment just to appreciate the view, raking his eyes over every inch he can see. A tremor goes through you beneath his weighty gaze and he smirks, leaning down to trail open-mouthed kisses along the column of your slender throat.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted this, princesa,â he rumbles against your overheated skin. âHow many times Iâve thought about having you just like this, spread out beneath me and begging for it ...â
The truth is, he hasnât thought about it at all until this very day. But something about the way your breath hitches and your hips cant up instinctively at his words makes Carlos want to keep going.
âIâve watched you, you know,â he lies smoothly, relishing the full-body shiver that wracks your frame. He nips along the graceful line of your collarbone and you whine softly in the back of your throat. âCouldnât tear my eyes away whenever you were around. Imagining what delicious little sounds you might make with my cock buried inside you ...â
You moan then, loud and unabashed as you tug needily at his hair to bring his mouth back up to yours. Carlos chuckles darkly into the kiss, reveling in how utterly desperate heâs managed to make you for him so quickly.
âIs this what you want, princesa? You want me to fuck you?â He keeps his tone a low, filthy rasp against the plush of your lips. âHard and deep and ruthless until you canât remember anything but my name on your tongue?â
âYes!â The word rushes out in an urgent whine and Carlos lets out a feral growl, slamming his hips firmly against yours in one rough grind that has your mouth dropping open on a broken cry of ecstasy.
Moving with purposeful efficiency, he hooks his fingers in the waistband of your swimsuit bottoms and tugs them down over the swell of your hips and off completely. He shoves his own trunks down just far enough to free his throbbing length, giving it a few firm strokes to spread the pearling bead of precome over the swollen head.
With a low, heated look, Carlos hitches your legs over his shoulders and lines the blunt head of his cock up with your entrance. Just from this angle, he can see how slick and swollen you already are for him, glistening with arousal.
âLast chance, cariĂąo,â he rumbles, rubbing himself in one deliciously torturous swipe through your folds and back again. You moan loudly, back bowing off the bed. âAfter this, I wonât be able to stop until youâre utterly ruined for anyone elseâs touch ...â
The sound you make is practically inhuman, hand shooting out to grasp at his hip almost painfully hard. âCarlos ⌠Carlos, please!â
Never one to deny such a desperate plea, Carlos braces one hand beside your head and slowly, inexorably begins to sink into your welcoming heat.
The tight, slick heat of your core enveloping Carlos inch by agonizing inch is utterly sublime. He has to grit his teeth and squeeze his eyes shut to keep from embarrassing himself right then and there. Youâre impossibly tight, so perfectly molded to his shape â heâs never felt anything quite like it.
Beneath him, you keen softly as he stretches and fills you in one steady glide. Your fingernails bite crescent moons into the firm planes of his back as if youâll fall apart if not anchored to him. Carlos rumbles his approval low in his chest at the sweet sting.
Once heâs fully sheathed, hips flush with yours, he pauses to simply bask in the feeling for a long moment. You feel so indescribably good wrapped around his throbbing length â hot and snug and fluttering subtly like your body canât decide whether to grip him tighter or ease his way.
âFuck, cariĂąo ...â The words tear from Carlosâ throat in a ragged groan. âYou feel incredible. So perfect for me.â
You whimper wordlessly in response, flexing and releasing your inner muscles in a way that has him seeing stars behind his eyelids. He captures your mouth in a filthy, demanding kiss to swallow your desperate little noises. Itâs all he can do not to start pounding away with reckless abandon.
Pulling back slowly until just the thick head of his cock remains inside your clutching heat, Carlos locks eyes with you. Your pupils are blown wide, lips parted enticingly with each panting breath, the picture of wanton desire. Heâs never seen anything so erotic in his life.
You must read the promise in his expression because suddenly youâre nodding frantically and chasing his retreating hips with a needy whine.
âPlease, Carlos!â You keen desperately, nails scoring lines of fiery pleasure-pain down the rigid plane of his back. âI need it, I need you to-â
He doesnât let you finish, snapping his hips forward in one hard thrust that buries him to the hilt. The broken cry that tears from your perfect lips goes straight to his dick.
Carlos repeats the harsh, punishing rhythm over and over, relishing the snug drag of your velvet walls against his aching cock. He soon has you a mewling, mindless mess beneath him, whining his name like a holy mantra with each powerful stroke.
âThatâs it, princesa,â he rasps against the flushed curve of your neck, lips brushing saltily over your overheated skin. âTake it all for me. Every. Last. Fucking. Inch.â
As punctuation, he slams home with a sharp roll of his hips that has you keening shrilly and throwing your head back. You clutch at him desperately, meeting each heavy thrust in perfect counterpoint as he picks up the pace. The air is thick with the obscene sounds of skin sliding relentlessly together and your punched-out whimpers and moans.
Carlos has never felt so deliriously consumed by physicality before. Itâs like his whole world has narrowed down to this moment, this connection of your joined bodies moving as one. He wants to burn the memory of how you feel, how you sound, how you taste, into his mind forever.
âLook at me,â he growls against the sweat-slick curve of your jaw when your eyes start to drift shut in ecstasy. âI wanna see those pretty eyes when you fall apart on my cock, princesa.â
You force your lids open with obvious effort, irises wild and hazy with lust. Carlos feels a molten surge of possessive desire lash through his veins at the sight. He slams into you with renewed fervor, savoring the high, desperate whine it punches from your parted lips.
âThatâs it, cariĂąo ... fuck, youâre exquisite like this.â His praise comes out in a ruined rasp but it seems to spur you on. Your nails dig bruising furrows into his lower back as you meet him thrust for bruising thrust.
Carlos can feel the telltale tightening and fluttering in your inner walls that signals your impending release like a vise grip around his cock. He wants nothing more than for you to shatter apart on his length. Slipping one hand between your sweat-slicked bodies, he finds the swollen bundle of nerves and rolls it firmly between calloused fingertips.
You release a strangled scream, back bowing off the mattress as white-hot pleasure spikes through you. âCarlos! Oh my god, Carlos, Iâm ⌠I canât ...â
âCome for me, princesa,â Carlos encourages hoarsely against the side of your neck. He continues to work you over with nimble fingers in time with the punishing snap of his hips. âLet me feel you come apart all over my cock. Fucking soak it ...â
The guttural river of carnal filth coming from his lips seems to be the final straw, sending you crashing violently over the edge. You seize up around him with a shrill, sobbing wail, inner muscles clamping down in hot, pulsing waves. Carlos curses roughly, eyes squeezing shut against the unbelievable sensation of being massaged and milked for every drop.
If he thought the vice grip of your orgasm was intense, the aftermath is even more sublime. You lie utterly limp and boneless beneath him, still aflutter and fluttering in sweet, rhythmic clenches around his cock. He grits his jaw and fights to keep control, knowing he wonât last much longer buried in your intoxicating heat like this.
When you finally regain some coherency, eyes fluttering open with a dazed murmur of his name, Carlos pulls back slowly until just the throbbing crown remains inside. He intends to give you a brief respite before chasing his own thunderous release, but the moment he starts to withdraw your legs lock high around his hips.
âNo ...â You keen, nails raking pleadingly down his back. The desperate craving in your tone very nearly undoes him. âCarlos, please. Donât stop ...â
Growling low in his chest, Carlos immediately buries himself home once more â this time with a single, powerful thrust that has your brows shooting up as the air rushes from your lungs in a strangled cry. Clearly, you still need it as much as he does.
He fists one hand in the tousled hair at the nape of your neck, using the grip to tilt your head to one side as he lays a searing path of nips and sucking kisses along the exposed column. You shudder and whimper beneath him, utterly pliant and receptive to his claiming touches.
âTell me what you want, cariĂąo,â he rasps between rough drags of teeth over your thundering pulse point. He remains buried to the hilt, muscles bunched and quivering with the effort of holding himself rigid and still inside you. âUse your words and tell me.â
For a long moment, you seem too dazed and overwhelmed to reply. Then, in a small, wrecked voice, âI want ⌠I want you to fuck me, Carlos. Please ...â Your eyes are glazed yet earnest, boring into his from beneath sooty lashes. âDonât hold back. I need to feel you come too.â
A harsh groan is punched from Carlosâ lungs at your plea. Letting himself go and really taking you the way his body screams at him to would be heaven and hell all at once.
Thereâs likely no coming back from it â heâll ruin you for anyone elseâs touch, just as he warned. Once all is said and done, youâll be irrevocably his in a way that frightens and exhilarates him to his core.
For a heart-stopping moment, he hesitates. And then you moan again â a thin, keening sound of utter desperation â and itâs like the last thread of Carlosâ control snaps completely.
âHold on tight then, cariĂąo ... because I wonât be able to stop.â
Thatâs the only warning he gives before pulling almost fully out and slamming back home in one brutal thrust that drives the air from your lungs on a high, shocked cry. He doesnât let up from there â turning you over onto your belly and dragging your hips up onto his thighs so he can take you from behind in a series of ruthless, punishing strokes.
You quickly become an incoherent, sobbing mess beneath his onslaught, hands clawing uselessly at the sheets as he pounds into you again and again like heâs trying to split you apart. Carlos relishes the sharp smack of sweat-slick flesh on flesh, the strained crescendo of your hoarse wails, the drug-like delirium of being utterly surrounded and consumed by your scorching velvet grip.
Itâs too much and not enough all at once. He clutches you flush against him, one big hand spread over your lower stomach like he could somehow force his cock impossibly deeper. The other winds around to toy and tug almost cruelly at your taut, reddened nipples â drawing out a stream of broken, overwhelmed whimpers.
Carlos has never felt more powerful. Body and mind, he owns you utterly in this moment. The thought is nearly enough to send him skating right over the edge into oblivion.
Instead, he jerks you up onto your knees fully so he can plunge into your straining, overworked sex at a different angle â this one hitting something deep inside that has you screaming hoarsely. He captures the wild thrash of your head in the curve of one sweat-slick bicep to bare the elegant line of your throat to his hungry mouth.
âCould you possibly have taken any more of me, princesa?â Carlos husks against the side of your neck, relishing the way it makes you tremble and clench even harder around his pistoning length. âYou were made just to be split open on my cock ...â
You let out a garbled sound halfway between agreement and overwhelmed protest. Carlos snarls against your racing pulse, sucking a blatant mark of possession just below your jaw where everyone will be able to see before abruptly rolling you both back over.
He looms above you once more, grinding steadily into your core with deep, purposeful strokes that leave you writhing and wailing with over-stimulation. But Carlos isnât finished yet â isnât anywhere close to getting his fill.
âLook at me, cariĂąo,â he commands in a guttural rasp, waiting with molten, heavy-lidded eyes until your lust-drunk stare meets his. âI need to see that pretty face when I come inside you ...â
His words seem to energize you somewhat, your eyes snapping sharper with renewed awareness.
And then, incredibly, you cunt flutters and grips down around him again in the unmistakable clutch of another orgasm ripping through you like a livewire. Carlos has to use every ounce of stamina and control not to follow you right over that blinding edge as you thrash and shriek beautifully beneath him.
By the time you come back down, cheeks flushed and chest heaving, Carlos is practically vibrating with the force of his impending release. His movements have taken on a desperate edge, hips snapping in erratic, forceful jabs as he chases that final blissful oblivion.
When your sated, velvety heat squeezes rhythmically one final time, Carlos throws his head back with his own roar of release. White-hot rapture spikes through every nerve ending as his balls tighten in excruciating bliss. His world narrows down to the exquisite pulsing of your sheathed depths rippling and drawing every last drop from him in endless, blistering waves.
It seems to stretch on forever, Carlos unable and unwilling to move from his impaled position even once the final shudders have wrung him dry. He simply remains blanketed over you, lungs heaving and muscles quaking with the aftershocks of his orgasm.
When he finally regains enough presence of mind to open his eyes and look down at you, the devotion burning in your spent, glowing expression makes his breath catch. For a long, fragile moment, itâs like youâre the only two people in the world.
Eventually, your eyes drift shut on a contented sigh and your body goes lax and pliant against the sheets once more. Carefully, Carlos eases out of your swollen, used entrance and rolls to collapse in a sweaty heap beside you. He immediately tugs you into his embrace, savoring the feeling of your damp, feverish skin pressed to his.
As you drift off to slumber coiled against his chest, Carlos presses a lingering, tender kiss to your crown and tightens his arms around you. He can feel the words pressing at his lips, straining to be released into the silence of this moment.
For now, he keeps them locked behind his teeth. But already he knows this isnât simply lust or passion or a primal need for revenge that will fade with time. This was always meant to be more â something deeper âŚ. everything Carlos never even realized he was missing until you stormed into his life in a whirlwind of smiles and secrets and blinding desire.
Heâs in trouble now. Trouble of the very best kind.
***
Pale morning light filters in through the sheer curtains as Carlos blinks awake slowly. For a disoriented moment, heâs unsure of his surroundings â the rumpled white linens tangled around his naked body are certainly not what heâs used to waking up in.
Then the previous nightâs events come rushing back in a heated wave. The pool ⌠the frantic, desperate passion as he took you again and again until you were both hollowed out and sated ⌠finally collapsing into a sweaty pile together. Carlos feels his chest tighten with a complicated swirl of emotions.
He turns his head on the pillow to find the source of the delicious warmth pressed along his side. And just like that, everything else falls away.
Youâre tangled up with him still, one shapely leg hooked over his and an arm flung possessively across his torso. Loose riotous locks tickle Carlosâ skin where your face is half-buried in the curve of his neck.
He has to tamp down the overwhelming urge to pull you even closer, to wrap you in his arms and inhale the sweet, clean scent of your hair.
Like this â sleep-rumpled and soft in the morningâs buttery rays â you look almost unbearably lovely. An ache blossoms behind Carlosâ ribs as he studies the delicate fan of your lashes brushing flushed cheekbones and the gentle part of those full lips. Disheveled and without a stitch of make-up, youâre somehow even more breathtakingly beautiful.
Unconsciously, Carlosâ fingers find their way into your tangled tresses, lightly stroking and playing with the silken strands. You make a small, snuffling sound of contentment and burrow infinitesimally closer. He freezes, worried heâs disturbed your slumber, but your features remain smooth and serene.
He should get up. He should definitely get up and extract himself from this warm, addictive little bubble youâve created before things go any further. This was only ever supposed to be a fling â a deliciously vindictive way to get back at your father for how he so callously cast Carlos aside.
Yet even as Carlos turns the thought over in his head, it rings hollow. What happened between you last night transcended anything so petty and cruel as revenge.
When he was sheathed so deeply inside you, your bodies moving in perfect sync like they were made for each other, Carlos felt something far more profound than just physical gratification. It was spiritual ⌠cosmic, even, like every star in the universe had finally clicked into perfect alignment.
He should be disgusted with himself for having such saccharine notions. Carlos has always considered himself a realist â someone grounded in facts and figures, not given to romantic flights of fancy whatsoever. Yet here he is, helplessly mooning over a woman he barely knows all because of one night of incredible sex.
Except ⌠Carlos is self-aware enough to recognize there was more to it than that, even if he canât put words to the feeling yet. Some invisible cord has been lashed between you in a knot that feels unbreakable. Some intangible shift has occurred in his perspective that he canât seem to walk back from.
Perhaps you sensed it too in the way you gazed at him afterwards â not just satiated, but glowing with a sort of wondering, naked adoration far too profound for a mere fuck. Carlos knows he should have been unnerved by the depth of emotion in your spent, happy features. And yet, he only felt it mirrored and compounded tenfold within himself.
With a frustrated huff, he tugs you closer and burrows his face into your hair, allowing your warm, comforting scent to soothe his wildly spiraling thoughts. You make another soft sound and your fingers twitch where theyâre splayed over his ribs â reflexively trying to pull him in even tighter.
âWhat are you doing to me, princesa?â Carlos murmurs, low and graveled, against the crown of your head. âThis isnât how it was supposed to go at all ...â
Because the truth is, this was never meant to be anything more than a fleeting dalliance â an explosive joining of bodies and nothing more. But now that heâs had you, had this bone-deep connection to you, Carlos doesnât think he can let it go so easily. The prospect of never again feeling you wrapped so perfectly around him in every sense of the word is abruptly gut-wrenchingly awful.
Which leaves him at an impasse. Because you ⌠you are the daughter of the very man who unceremoniously discarded Carlos like an old rag after he gave everything to Ferrari. The offspring of the person who threw him away in a way that cut all the way to his core.
How could he possibly pursue anything real with you after that? It would be a horrific conflict of interests and constantly make things unbearably awkward, to say the very least. Not to mention Carlos has no idea if you even want more than just this one night of passion between you anyway. Perhaps to you he really was just an itch to scratch, a bout of impulsive lust to take the edge off before moving on.
The thought makes his stomach churn with jealousy so potent he has to physically swallow it back. Which ⌠is not great, all things considered.
Tilting your head back with the lightest touch beneath your chin, Carlos studies your soft features searchingly. Perhaps if he stares hard enough, heâll find some hint of deception or shallowness there. Some glaring evidence that this insane sense of yearning he feels is all one-sided â a misguided obsession brought on by the sort of euphoric sex one can never quite recapture once the high fades. He could use that as his cue to bow out now while youâre still tangled up together so prettily.
But even as he looks, really looks, all Carlos sees is the serene picture of a thoroughly satisfied, openly contented woman. Thereâs no shuttered gaze or pinched expression betraying any darker thoughts and feelings. Just blissed-out joy written in every relaxed line of those lovely features.
Something in Carlosâ chest cracks wide open at the realization that this is real for you too. Youâre not just some meaningless one-off fling, but a woman who seems to have had her entire world upended in the same way his has been over the span of one incredible night.
âCarlos?â You murmur then, voice husky and slurred with the remnants of sleep as your lashes flutter open. âWhatâs wrong, mon beau?â
Your endearment sends a shockwave of tenderness and want pulsing through him straight to the roots. Carlos shakes his head minutely, winding one hand into your hair to hold you steady so he can simply ⌠bask in your presence for a while.
âNothingâs wrong, princesa,â he assures you lowly, thumb stroking gently over the arch of your cheekbone. âI just woke up early and got a little lost in my head for a bit there, thatâs all.â
That small, secret smile heâs rapidly becoming addicted to tugs at your lips as your eyes rove languidly over his face. Your hand comes up to rest over his thundering heartbeat with surprising tenderness.
âWell then allow me to bring you back to the present. Right here with me.â
Your tone has taken on that rich sultriness from last night that shoots straight to his groin. Before Carlos can so much as draw breath to respond, youâre rising up to seal your mouth over his in a searingly passionate kiss.
He groans instantly, every atom of his being tuned to your frequency in a way thatâs swiftly becoming terrifyingly natural. Carlosâ hands roam hungrily over your naked curves of their own volition, relearning each dip and swell through the silken glide of skin on skin.
When you break apart at last, youâre both thoroughly breathless and aroused. Carlos splays one big hand over the small of your back and simply holds you flush against him, savoring the feeling of your racing heart thundering in tandem with his own. He brushes kiss-swollen lips along the line of your jaw, prompting a delicious shiver.
âDonât think for one second that Iâve had even a fraction of my fill of you yet, cariĂąo,â he rasps against the feverish skin just below your ear, using his free hand to tug your head back so he can access the soft column of your throat. âYouâve addicted me beyond any chance of recovery now.â
Your breath hitches as he latches his mouth just above your thundering pulse point and sucks a blatant mark. Carlos revels in the needy whimpers spilling from your lips with each pass of his tongue over the tender patch of skin. He needs to mark you, claim you, render you unmistakable as his in every possible way.
âCarlos ...â You keen, back arching like a drawn bow as he continues trailing open-mouthed kisses down the slope of your neck and over your collarbones. âWhat are you saying?â
He pulls back to meet your heavy-lidded gaze, searching intently for permission to continue with what he suspects youâre asking. And there it is â desire and hope and invitation burning brightly in your soulful eyes, practically begging him to put words to this singular thing blazing between you.
Cupping your face in both hands, Carlos holds your rapt stare as he slowly, reverently presses a soft, lingering kiss to your slightly parted lips. You melt into him, one hand coming up to clutch desperately at his bicep.
âIâm saying,â he murmurs against the plush give of your pretty mouth. âThat I canât simply let this be the end, princesa. Not anymore. Not after experiencing what it feels like to be so exquisitely connected with someone in every possible way.â
The smile you give him in answer is as incandescent and warm as a living flame. You donât attempt to contain the rush of emotion threatening to overwhelm you. Instead, you simply wind your arms around Carlosâ neck and pull him down into a molten kiss that somehow manages to convey every single infinite feeling ricocheting between your bodies.
He suddenly feels so overwhelmingly lucky in that moment. Lucky to have crossed paths with you by happenstance. Lucky that, by some miracle, he didnât allow bitterness or pain or preconceived notions to blind him to your kindness and warmth and inherent goodness despite how this whole crazy thing started in his mind.
Because yes, you are the daughter of the man who turned his life and career upside down. But here, pressed against you, Carlos can feel the truth resonating through his bones â you are so much more than any of that.
And for the first time in his life, Carlos cannot fathom the idea of anything frightening him away.
***
The frantic Melbourne nightlife whirls and pulsates around Carlos in a dizzying kaleidoscope of neon lights and pounding basslines. Normally he would revel in the thrum of energy and excess â drinking in the atmosphere and feeding off the infectious exhilaration. But tonight, seated alone in the VIP lounge of one of the cityâs most exclusive clubs, he finds his attention utterly undivided.
You stand out like a siren among the raucous crowd, every tilt of your hips and toss of your hair captivating Carlos completely.
He tracks the line of your body shamelessly as you sway and twist to the driving beat, that tantalizing little red dress riding up to reveal glimpses of toned, silky thighs that make his mouth water. A fine sheen of sweat glistens enticingly along your collarbones and in the hollow of your throat, no doubt making your overheated skin taste like salted caramel.
The urge to slide up behind you and drag his tongue along that slender, tempting slope is damn near overwhelming. He can vividly picture himself molding his larger frame against your softly undulating form, one hand spanning possessively across your lower belly to grind the rapidly stiffening ridge of his arousal against the lush swell of your rear.
He imagines precisely how you would react â arching back against him with a shuddering gasp, fingers threading into his hair to tug his mouth down upon yours in a frantic, needy kiss. How you would whimper and writhe against him, uncaring of the very public surroundings as desire rapidly whited everything else out ...
Almost as if sensing the scorching path of Carlosâ thoughts, you glance over your shoulder and catch his eye from beneath the veil of your lashes. That sly, inviting little smile immediately kicks his pulse into overdrive and lights a slow bloom of liquid heat unfurling in his lower belly.
With a crooked finger and a subtle uptilt of your chin you summon him to your side. And like the hopeless fool he is, Carlos rises instantly and crosses the small distance to enfold you in his arms from behind.
âHaving fun out here without me, cariĂąo?â He murmurs in your ear, lips brushing the sensitive shell so he feels the full-body shiver that wracks through you.
You lean back into his embrace, all soft curves and intoxicating jasmine scent. âIâm always having fun when Iâm with you, Mr. Race Winner,â you sigh as your fingers trail delicately down the solid line of his biceps. âEven if weâre just sitting around doing nothing.â
The words are simple â honest and unguarded in a way that makes Carlosâ heart seize in his chest. For two people who came together in a wild collision of lust and passion, itâs moments like these that continually remind him of how much deeper your connection truly runs. Far beyond mere physicality into some soul-binding and unbreakable place.
You must sense the shift in his energy because you turn in his arms, expression questioning but so openly caring it nearly steals Carlosâ breath away. Tenderly, you cup his jaw and search his eyes.
âWhatâs going on in that beautiful head of yours, hmm?â
He shakes his head minutely, leaning down to brush his lips across your forehead before pulling you snug against his chest. You settle easily into the circle of his arms like thatâs the most natural place in the world, cheek pillowed over his steadily thrumming heart.
âNothing to worry about, princesa,â Carlos assures you gruffly, stroking soothing circles over the warm bare skin of your back. âJust feeling ⌠lucky, I suppose. To have found someone like you.â
The words seem to catch you off guard and you pull back slightly to study his face, mouth curved in that secretive little smile that always makes Carlosâ stomach swoop.
âWell, I certainly feel the luckiest woman on Earth,â you tease lightly, booping his nose in a playful gesture that somehow serves to implant roots deep in Carlosâ soul rather than make him roll his eyes.
Instead, he just gazes at you for a long, weighted moment, allowing himself to simply bask in your presence. In the soft beauties that first drew him in â that delicate blush that finds its way across your nose and cheekbones, the little crinkles that bloom when your smile widens to that mega-watt, face-splitting beam, and those soulful eyes that never fail to pin Carlos helplessly in place.
Then there are the quieter, more intimate details heâs gradually uncovered the deeper he delves into your connection. The barely-there laugh lines at the corners of your eyes when youâre feeling particularly pleased about something. The trick of tugging on your lower lip with your teeth when youâre aroused and trying not to show it. The subtle furrow that appears between your brows when youâre concentrating intently on something.
Carlos knows them all now like geography he was born to navigate.
Without conscious thought, he smooths his thumbs over your jaw and guides you up into a slow, thorough kiss that has both your pulses kicking into overdrive. You whine quietly into his mouth, winding your arms around his neck and arching against him in ways that instantaneously have him hard and aching. But Carlos doesnât give in to the heated urgency coursing through his bloodstream.
Instead, he keeps the languid glide of his lips over yours unhurried and leisurely â savoring the sensation of you pliant and receptive beneath his seduction. You seem to shake off your initial fervor as well, melting further into the molten drag of his mouth claiming yours over and over.
This too is a geography Carlos has long since mastered. The precise angle he needs to tilt his head to slot your bodies effortlessly flush together. The soft, mewling noises he can coax out of you with carefully applied suction to your plush lower lip. The tiny shudders when he swipes his tongue in long, slick caresses over the roof of your mouth.
Youâre practically vibrating with restraint by the time he finally releases your mouth with an obscene, wet pop. Your lips are swollen and glistening, glistening with shared wanting. Carlos hums deep in his chest and brushes the pad of his thumb over the slick fullness reverently.
âSo impatient, cariĂąo,â he chides with a wolfish grin that has your nipples visibly peaking beneath the thin lace bodice. âYou know thatâs not what I had in mind for tonight.â
With an adorable little pout, you wind your arms around his neck once more. âAnd what, pray tell, did you have in mind?â
A dozen filthy scenarios immediately clamor for attention in Carlosâ head. Having you right here, up against the wall of this secluded VIP area. Bending you over the sleek lines of one of the low leather couches. Finding a shadowed alcove and sinking to his knees before you, nosing aside those delicate strips of lace to ...
He banishes each carnal thought before it can take root and produce visible effect. Tangling his fingers through the soft tresses at the nape of your neck, Carlos brings your foreheads together with a soft smile.
âI thought we might enjoy a moonlight stroll along the beach actually,â he murmurs, relishing the way your disappointed huff ruffles against his skin. âJust you and me under the stars, far away from the noise and crowds for a while.â
You regard him dubiously for a moment before seeming to melt at whatever expression Carlos doesnât realize heâs allowed to show through. As always, you give in far too easily to his indulgent whims.
With a soft, fond roll of your eyes, you press up on your toes to drop a lingering kiss to the corner of his mouth. âOf course, mon amour. Just you and me under the stars.â
Twenty minutes later finds you ambling hand in hand down a pristine stretch of beach in the Middle Park suburb. The warm, salty breeze gusts gently over your skin, carrying traces of coconut sunscreen and the briny musk of the sea. Foamy waves lap invitingly against the silvered sands as Carlos steers you towards a small, isolated cove.
He procures a large woven blanket from his bag and unfurls it in a clear spot before tugging you down into the plush nest of fabric. You immediately gravitate into his space â curling against his side and tucking yourself beneath his arm like thatâs where you were always meant to fit. For Carlosâ part, he cherishes the easy affection and careless intimacy of the simple gesture more than youâll ever know.
You spend what could be minutes or hours like that â exchanging lazy kisses and sipping from a shared bottle of wine as the moon rises ever higher overhead. After a while, Carlos sprawls onto his back and you quickly drape yourself half-atop him so he can leisurely card his fingers through your windswept tresses.
The soft, steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your ear combined with the soothing sounds of the lapping tide soon have your eyelids drooping. Carlos has never felt so at peace â this sublime bubble with you the single point around which the rest of the universe spins, perfectly in balance.
âHey,â you mumble against the warm, sleep-rumpled fabric of his shirt. âArenât you the one always saying we should be living in the present?â
He huffs a quiet laugh, stroking one hand down the dip of your spine to rest possessively at the base. âWhat brings that up all of a sudden?â
You shift enough to look up at him through your lashes, eyes molten with a familiar heat that shivers down Carlosâ spine.
âIâm just wondering whatâs got you stuck in your head so often these days,â you counter smoothly, punctuating the observation by swinging one leg over his hips so you can settle atop him fully, careful not to disturb his still-tender stitches. âWeâve barely been able to share ⌠intimate moments at all the last month or so.â
Carlos sucks in a sharp breath as your weight settles over the rapidly stiffening ridge of his arousal. His hands find your hips of their own volition, squeezing reflexively as you begin moving atop him in a slow, undulating rhythm.
âPerhaps Iâve been overtly romantic,â he allows through gritted teeth, letting his head thunk back against the blanket as desire rapidly thrums through his veins. âMissing out on more ⌠physical expressions of passion just because I wanted to remind both of us that this is built on so much more than lust.â
You hum thoughtfully, sitting up fully and swaying atop him in a way that has Carlos rapidly losing his tenuous grasp on reality beyond this blissful patch of the world containing just the two of you. Heâs fully hard and straining against the loose linen of his slacks within moments.
âThen maybe we should do something about that right now,â you breathe huskily, arching your back in an inhumanly graceful roll that leaves Carlosâ mouth dry as the Sahara. His hands track helplessly up the delicious curves of your waist, bunching the delicate material of your dress around your hips.
He sits up to meet you so suddenly your foreheads nearly crack together. You release a breathless giggle that Carlos hungrily swallows with his lips, trapping you in a searing kiss filled with all the smoldering hunger heâs been studiously keeping banked for weeks now.
Mindlessly, he chases the taste of you over and over â salty and sweet and everything heâs been desperately starving himself for. His fingers fumble at the tie closures along your ribs until the bodice finally falls away, baring your breasts to his gaze and seeking hands.
You gasp softly into the heated seal of his mouth when Carlosâ calloused palms close over your soft, pliant flesh. He cups and kneads with reverent, possessive strokes that have you quickly arching your chest further into his touch and throwing your head back on a wanton moan.
âCarlos ...â You breathe his name like a prayer, riding his lap with increasing urgency and bringing your mouths back together in a clash of teeth and tongues. Your fingers slide up beneath the hem of his shirt to map the shifting planes of his abdomen, nails raking over the taut, quivering muscles. âDonât hold back with me any longer. Not tonight ⌠need to feel all of you.â
A shudder wracks Carlosâ entire frame at your breathy plea. He knows youâre right, can feel that same desperate yearning driving you magnified inside himself. Every cell of his body is vibrating with the need to take you fully â heart, mind, and body aligning in euphoric harmony after so many weeks of well meaning denial.
Seizing your hips in a bruising grip, Carlos surges to his feet and simply holds you against him with easy strength. Your legs immediately wind around his waist as you giggle deliriously against his lips.
âIs this what you want, princesa?â He murmurs lowly, swaying subtly to grind his straining need over the lush juncture of your thighs in counterpoint. âFor me to finally have my way with you the way weâve both been craving?â
âYes,â you hiss out through clenched teeth, back arching as Carlos nips and sucks a path down the slender column of your neck. âGod, yes, Carlos. Will you just fuck me already? Here on the sand and beneath the open sky like something out of one of those romance novels you pretend not to love.â
The easy teasing breaks through whatever lingering threads of Carlosâ control were still intact and he growls low in his chest. In one deft motion, he divests you both of the rest of your clothes and spreads you out on the blanket before him in all your unabashed glory. His gaze tracks over your form hungrily, drinking in every dip and swell as you watch him with dark, wanting eyes.
âPrincesa ...â Carlos breathes, gratified to see his own desire and reverent longing reflected back at him tenfold in your heated stare. âNo more waiting, no more teasing.â
His meaning is clear even without the punctuation of sinking down to settle fully over your smaller form, blanketing you with his weight and forcing your thighs apart to cradle his hips. You immediately writhe beneath him, winding limber arms and legs around him in a vice grip that sears every point of contact between you.
âCarlos, mon cĹur ...â You keen breathily into the scant space separating your lips, every word punched from you in counterpoint to the sensual roll of his hips grinding his arousal through your slick folds. âPlease. I need you. Need to feel you all around me again after so long.â
He crushes his mouth to yours in answer, tongue instantly delving deep to taste the exquisite velvet heat of you. You clutch him closer even as Carlos shifts his weight to one forearm so his other hand can roam freely over every inch of bare, pebbled skin he can reach. When his calloused palm finally finds your breast and gives a rough squeeze, you shudder and cry out into his waiting lips.
Thereâs no more waiting after that. Carlos sheaths himself in one powerful, purposeful thrust that buries him to the hilt and your gasp dissolves into a broken moan. He stills for the briefest of moments, just reveling in the unbearably tight clutch of your molten sheath, every nerve ending alight and thrumming. Then he slowly withdraws until just the swollen head remains inside before immediately surging forward once more.
Your nails score lines of liquid fire down his back at the first deep, dragging stroke. But Carlos barely notices the delicious sting. Heâs utterly consumed by the feeling of finally being surrounded by you again â hot, snug, and so utterly perfect. Every sound and shudder and arch of your form against his own is like the sweetest plea washing over him.
He sets a demanding pace, relentlessly pounding into you from that first jarring thrust onward. The only sounds are your mingled cries and the wet, obscene smack of flesh on flesh echoing out over the lapping ocean waves. Carlos wants to make sure thereâs no doubt in your mind how much heâs craved every inch of you.
âThereâs my good girl,â he rasps hotly against the bullet-hard peak of your nipple before laving it soothingly with his tongue. You release a strangled cry, back bowing sharply off the blanket as you clench down on him in rippling, vice-like pulses. âFuck ⌠taking me just how you were made to. So damn perfect, cariĂąo.â
Your garbled whimpers and keens of his name drive Carlos to new levels of feverish intensity with each hitching breath. He snakes an arm beneath your sweat-slick lower back to position your hips at a slightly higher angle, seating himself even more deeply inside.
Every purposeful thrust now grinds against that tender cluster of nerves in a way that quickly has your eyes rolling back. You go boneless and whimpering, allowing Carlos to manhandle and use your plaint and plush form in whatever way he craves.
Pressure rapidly mounts within Carlos like an incoming tidal wave as your inner walls begin fluttering around him in telltale pulses. He can feel his own imminent release building in tandem at the base of his spine, that familiar molten curl of pleasure threatening to crest.
âThatâs it, princesa,â he grits out raggedly against the sweat-slick arch of your throat. He slides the hand not anchoring your hips down to toy with the engorged pearl at your apex â drawing out a stream of sobbing wails. âTake whatâs yours. Fucking milk me with that greedy little cunt. You were made for this cock, made to be split open and ruined on it over and over until youâve got no idea where you end and I begin.â
The filthy words seems to be your undoing. With a sobbing cry of Carlosâ name, you seize up â inner walls rippling and convulsing like theyâre taking him for everything heâs worth. Carlos hardens his jaw and summons the last threads of his control to keep himself from shattering apart at the very first fluttering pulse.
As the shattering waves of your release gradually crest and ebb, Carlos chases them down with powerful thrusts designed to prolong and intensify every aftershock. You writhe and whimper beneath him in overstimulated pleasure, rapidly going boneless and sated.
Thatâs when he finally surrenders to the smoldering inferno in his belly, hips snapping forward in a few final, erratic strokes before Carlos throws back his head and allows his own orgasm to rip through him. White-hot euphoria explodes across every nerve ending as he empties himself in heavy, throbbing pulses deep inside your spasming core.
âAh fuck ⌠just like that, cariĂąo,â he rasps out hoarsely, grinding himself as deeply inside you as physically possible and simply shuddering through each exquisite contraction. âTaking every last fucking drop of me right where you were made for it ...â
Utterly spent, Carlos collapses forward with the last dregs of his stamina â just barely managing to catch himself on shaking forearms so he doesnât crush you beneath his weight. You immediately latch onto him, peppering his flushed face with sweet kisses.
For several long moments, you simply hold each other through the aftershocks, chests heaving and bodies trembling. Carlos has never felt more peaceful or completely at ease in his entire life. His every sense is utterly surrounded and suffused by you in the most blissful of ways.
When his lashes finally flutter open, the first thing he sees is your adoring smile glowing up at him in the moonlight. It nearly steals what little breath remains in his lungs.
âHi,â you murmur shyly. Carlos huffs out a breathless chuckle and tugs you even closer until your overwarm bodies are aligned from navel to sternum.
âHi yourself, princesa,â he replies, just as softly against your lips before sinking into another deep, leisurely kiss that tastes equal parts salt and sex and forever.
When you part again, your eyes are sparkling with so much uncomplicated happiness that Carlos nearly melts into a useless puddle on the spot. Heâs drowning and heâs never felt more gloriously unmoored.
âI love you, yâknow? Like ⌠down to the depths of my soul,â your fingers trail over the sharp jaw and cheekbones you now know better than your own.
The words should terrify Carlos with their intensity and implication. Instead, they simply roll through him in a cresting wave of overwhelming tenderness and clarity.
Of course he loves you. How could he not, when his existence now seems to revolve around your presence as the only fixed point in a dizzying orbit?
So rather than balk or deflect or shove those emotions back down, Carlos allows every infinite but of love and adoration and soul-deep need to shine through unfettered. He cradles your face between his palms and simply stares, committing every minuscule detail of this moment to memory before leaning down to brush his lips over yours in the sweetest, most loaded caress.
âI love you too, princesa,â he murmurs the words directly into your mouth like a sacrament. âWith every fiber of my being. You are my everything.â
You tug him down into a heated, clinging embrace, holding him like you never intend to let go.
And at last, Carlos knows without a shadow of doubt that he never will either
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Post Outbreak! Joel Miller x Female Reader
summary: An afternoon at Bill and Frankâs place takes one hell of an unexpected turn for you and Joel when hidden feelings start coming to the surface.
warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, MINORS DNI. BOSTON QZ ERA JOEL. AGE GAP (reader is in her 20âs and Joel is in his early 50âs). mentions of reader having longer hair/her hair gets brushed, reader wears a dress, no specific mention of readerâs size, but there is a brief mention of the dress fitting loose on her, Frank is sweet and makes her feel pretty, Bill is a grump, Joel is kind of soft, hidden feelings. dashes of angst, fluff, and an abundance of Frank being an absolute angel.
MOODBOARD FOR AESTHETIC PURPOSES ONLY. NO MENTION OF RACE OR BODY TYPE.
word count: 5.7k
âCan you stop fidgeting for just one second, please?â Frank scolds you lightly, bringing down the palm of his hand onto your shoulder in a small, quick slap in an attempt to get you to stop squirming. He then moves his hands back up to your hair, which is out of its usual braid and towel dried after a much, much needed wash. The sickeningly sweet scent of the floral shampoo youâd used in the shower earlier that afternoon lingers deliciously in the air around you, a refreshing and welcome change from what your hair normally smells likeâgrime and smoke from hours of work detail in the Boston QZ. After coming out all of the stubborn tangles that he can find, Frank then picks up a boar hairbrush and he carefully begins to run it through your locks. He starts from the roots of your hair and brings the natural bristles down, all the way through to your ends. He chuckles and says, âYou know, I would be done a hell of a lot quicker if you would just sit still.â
You sigh softly, but impatiently, allowing yourself one final, uncomfortable little shuffle in the white wicker chair he has you perched on before finally giving into his request. âAlright, alright, Iâm sorry,â you mumble You bring your knees up against your chest and exhale another small sigh. You canât see his face, but you can picture the smug, satisfied smile on Frankeâs face as he continues brushing your hair. âSo, tell me again why weâre even doing this?â you question him just a minute later, as if he hasnât already explained it to you about a hundred timesâhe wants to do something special for you. âIt kind of seems like a complete waste of time, donât you think so?â
âWeâre doing this because you deserve to get dolled up for once in your adult life,â Frank states in a matter of fact tone. The world had ended when youâd been about seven years old, and heâd imagined that since then, youâd never done a single damn thing for your appearanceâbesides the occasional at home haircut you would give yourself every few months with an old pair of rusted shears. Heâd have been absolutely right about that. âAnd besides, itâs something of a special occasion today,â he adds. âItâs the first day of spring. The weather outside is stunning, our flowers are finally in full bloom, and we have a nice outdoor lunch planned to celebrate the new season.â
You canât help the way the corners of your mount turn upwards into a small smile. One might think it was all rather silly, given it was the end of the world and all, but you have to admit, you admire the way Frank manages to find genuine happiness and joy in the little things, like warm sunshine on the first day of spring. Or showing a friend what a proper hairbrush looks like. He has such a beautiful soul, something that very, very few people in this new world possess.Â
âYour hair is so healthy,â Frank observes a few minutes later, setting the hairbrush aside. Taking two handfuls of your hair from the front, he twists them gently and brings them around to the back of your head. He then secures them with a clear, elastic band and runs his fingers through your soft locks, maneuvering your hair until it cascades perfectly around your shoulders. Frank walks around your chair to face you, fussing until he makes sure that every stand is neatly in place. He smiles. âYou should wear your hair down more often, you know. It really suits you.â
âLong, loose hair and work detail are a recipe for disaster,â you laugh, shaking your head at him. âMost of the work sites in the zone require anyone who has longer hair to keep it tied back, anyway.â You push your legs out away from your chest and plant your feet firmly on the floor. âListen, Frank. I really do appreciate what youâre trying to do for me. I really do,â you swear. âItâs incredibly sweet, but thereâs really no point. In just a few hours, Joel and I are going to have to head back into Boston where my hair goes back into its braid and I have to change back into my normal clothes.â
âExactly. So how about you just zip it and enjoy this while it lasts?â he suggests with a tiny, cheeky grin.
âBut Frankââ
âHoney, this is a fight you simply arenât going to win, so hush. Now, come with me.â He takes your hand, pulling you out of the chair and up to your feet. âClose your eyes,â he instructs, and with a reluctant sigh, you do as youâre told. Frank leads you over towards the full length mirror in the far corner of his and Billâs bedroom. âOkay. One, two, threeâopen your eyes.â
Your eyes flutter open and your mouth parts slightly in surprise.Â
âWhat the fuck,â you murmur underneath your breath, taken aback by the reflection in the mirror. The young woman staring back at you, she looks absolutely nothing like you. The hair, the hint of blush on your cheekbonesâthe color heâd found was one one that flatters the tone of your skinâand the thin coat of decades old mascara that heâd applied to your eyelashes; the tube had been bone fucking dry, but Frank used a few drops of water to bring it back to life, swearing up and down it was fine to put near your eyes. And then there was the dress, the goddamn dressed heâd force you into. His favorite part of the makeover and your least favorite.Â
âWait until you see what I found for you to wear,â heâd told you, giddy as if it were him who would be donning a new outfit. âYouâre going to love it!â
Skeptical, you had asked, âAm I though?â
Frank had gone to the boutique and found you a dress to wear, and while it was just a tad loose on your frame, he insisted that it would look just fine on you with the help of a safety pin hidden at the back of it, pulling the fabric taut. It was simple enough, white with a subtle sweetheart neckline and thin straps that tied together at your shoulders. The delicate lace fell down in a flowing skirt to just a few inches above your knees and it itched like hell, especially at your sides. Wanting to add a finishing touch to the outfit, Frank had brought you a pair of brown, strappy sandals and heâd let you know that he had a couple of different color options for a cardigan in the event it became too chilly outside.Â
âYou look perfect,â he gushes. âLike a daydream!â
You look different. But that isnât what brought on the shock. More than anything, youâre completely taken aback by how fucking normal you look.Â
Sure, coming over to Bill and Frankâs always gave you a temporary sense of normalcy. They always allowed you to take a hot shower, gave you the opportunity to properly wash your hair and change out of your dirty shirt into a new clean one. They always provided you with a warm meal presented on porcelain dishware that wasnât stained or chipped like the shit you had back home in your crumbling apartment in Boston. Youâd had several tastes of normal thanks to those two, but this drastic change to your appearance was overwhelming. Too overwhelming.
Youâd never thought that you could look like this, not in this fucking lifetime.Â
Frank immediately picks up on your emotions, senses how youâre feeling. Standing behind you, he places his two hands on your shoulders and leans his head forward, pressing his cheek against yours as his kind eyes meet your tearful gaze in the mirror. âYou look absolutely beautiful,â he whispers, giving your shoulders a gentle squeeze. âI really hope you feel beautiful. You deserve it. You deserve so much more, but if I can at least give you this much, then my mission is accomplished.â
You open your mouth to speak, but words fall short. Afraid that you might burst into tears on the spot, you clamp your mouth shut and give him the tiniest little nod of your head accompanied by a quivering smile of gratitude.Â
Frank smiles back. âGood. Now, come on, letâs go out front and have lunch.â His hands fall from your shoulders and he ushers you out into the hallway and towards the staircase. Looking over his shoulder, he gives you a wink. âIâm really eager to see what your man thinks of your new look.â
âWhat?â you sputter, almost tripping over your own two feet. âWhoâyou mean, Joel?â
Shit. Youâd almost forgotten about Joel.
What the hell is he going to say when he sees you like this?
Whatâs he going to think?
Probably that you look utterly fucking ridiculous, thatâs what.
âWho else would I be talking about? Bill?â Frank snorts. âYes, Iâm talking about Joel.â
You glare at his back. This isnât the first time Frank has teased you about Joel Miller, and despite the countless times youâve sworn to him that there was nothing going on between the two of you, he insists on believing otherwise, adamant that there has to be something more there. âDonât start with this shit again. He is not my man, and you damn well know that.â
âHe might as well be,â Frank shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly as he leads you down the staircase.
âFrank, Iâm being serious,â you say. Normally, werenât so uptight about it all, but today, youâre not finding his antics amusing in the slightest, not while youâre wearing goop on your face and sporting a fucking dress. âIâve told you a million times that there is nothing going on between me and Joel. Heâs my partner.â You pause briefly, realizing how that must have sounded, and add in emphasis, âHeâs my work partner. We work together, Frank. We smuggle shit together. Thatâs it.â
Frank stops at the bottom of the staircase and turns to you, letting out a curious hum. âHmm. And if I remember correctly, you two also live together, you sleep in the same bed together, you spend every waking moment from sunrise to fucking sunset togetherâI have never heard of two work partners being that close, sweetheart.â
Stubborn, you shake your head. âHeâs like fifty!â
âThe world ended and thatâs your concern? An age gap?â he questions. âReally?â
âFrank,â you plead his name, groaning. âI swear it. Weâre nothing to each other. Joel isâwell, heâs Joel. Heâs not exactly the type of man who does that. You know, feelings and shit.â
He throws his head back slightly, letting out a loud laugh that echoes through the foyer of his home. âOh, trust me. I know that much. Between you and me, I have to say that he reminds me a whole lot of Bill,â he muses. He notices the horrified expression that crosses your face and laughs again, holding up his hands in defense. âWait a minute, just hear me out. Theyâre polar opposites in some ways, but in most ways, theyâre almost the same fucking person. Joel is just like Bill. Cranky. Grumpy. He hates everyone and everything. Kind of man whoâll stab someone if they so much as look at him the wrong way. Would you say thatâs pretty accurate?â
âYeah, sounds like Joel Miller,â you have to admit. As much as you did not want to think of Joel being the same person as Bill, Frank had a pretty good point.
âBut Joel also reminds me of Bill because heâs the kind of man who means well when it comes to the people that he cares about. The kind of man who will do whatever it takes to protect what is his,â he further explains. He pauses and then asks, âLet me ask you something. You trust him, right?â
You donât even miss a beat, answering, âOf course. With my life.â
He ticks his index finger at you. âAha! Exactly!â he exclaims. âYou know that Joel would never let anyone lay so much as a finger on you. Heâd never let anything bad happen to you. And why is that?â
You stare at him blankly, unsure of how to respond. âIs this a trick question?â
Huffing, Frank rolls his eyes and lets out a disappointed sigh, as if youâd missed the obvious. âItâs because you mean something to him, sweetheart. Whether you choose to let yourself believe it or not, you mean something to Joel Miller.â
For a moment, it feels like all the windâs been knocked out of you.Â
Could Frank actually be right?Â
Do you actually mean something to Joel?
No, that was impossible. Joel Miller doesnât give a shit about anyone or anythingâall he cares about is surviving long enough to find Tommy again one day, and even then, he never speaks of his younger brother too kindly. Heâs been hardened by this world, closed himself off, put up a barrier around himself that nothing can permeate. Not even you.
âUnder that tough, rugged exterior, thereâs a soft spot. Itâs there, for you and only for you.â Frankâs eyes glimmer, speaking a truth heâs been wanting to tell you for the better part of the last several months. âYou might need to do some digging to find it, but itâs there.â
âI just donât understand why you would think that,â you confess, shaking your head. âJoel has never said anything to me to indicate that I mean something to him. More often than not, I find myself wondering if even considering us to be friends is too generous.â You cross your arms over your chest, growing uncomfortable under his knowing stare. âYes, Joel looks out for me, but thatâs only because we work together so well. I know my way around. He needs me, especially if he plans on getting to Tommy.â
Frank bites his bottom lip, stifling another laugh.
âWhat? Whatâs so funny?â
âOh, sweetheart. You donât even realize it, do you?â
Your eyebrows knit together, confused. âWhat? Realize what?â
âYou are his weakness.â
Heâd said it so simply, and yet there goes the rest of your air leaving your lungs, an invisible first driving itself right into your gut.Â
âOf course Joel isnât going to tell you how he feels about you. Heâs afraid,â Frank remarks, sounding so sure as if he had been told that by Joel Miller himself.
âYouâre wrong. Joel isnât afraid of anything,â you counter in the steadiest voice you can muster. âYouâre wrong, Frank.â
âHeâs afraid because he knows how dangerous it is, having a weakness in the form of a person he cares about more than anything can be in a world like this.â Any trace of teasing or playfulness had disappeared from Frankâs expression. He speaks gently, but with purpose, with such seriousness that it makes your heart sink further and further down into the pits of your stomach.
When you speak again, your voice is strained, thick with emotions youâre trying so desperately to shove down. âFrank, you really need to put down the fucking romance novels.â Before he can say another word to you about it, you place a hand lightly on your stomach. âIâm really hungry. Can we go eat now? Please?â
Thankfully, he gets the hint to drop the subject.
âOf course. Come onâ Frank takes your hand. He opens the front door and leads you outside and onto the freshly landscaped front lawn. He had been right, the flowers were in full bloomâthe small, round table heâd set was positioned in a perfect spot so that no matter where anyone sat, they would have a view of the colorful roses and azaleas he and Bill had planted around the perimeter of the yard.
As soon as he sees you two approaching, Bill throws up his hands in a dramatic fashion. âItâs about goddamn time!â He grouches loudly. âJesus Christ, Frank. Iâm fucking starving!â
âSorry, got caught up inside.â Frank tosses his partner a sweet smile as he releases your hand. âBut look, I found myself something pretty!â
Heat floods your cheeks. You should have known better than to think he wasnât going to make a fuss about your new appearance. âFrank, please. Donât.â
âOh come now, you know I have to show you off!â
Joel, whose back had been turned towards you, furrows his eyebrows and he glances over his shoulder, looking to see what Frank was referring to. His dark brown eyes widen just ever so slightly, the grip around his glass of red wine tightening in complete surprise at the sight of you. Frank had failed, quite miserably, to convince him to dress up for the occasion, but at the very least, heâd talked him into wearing one of the nicer shirts he'd found at the boutique, a neatly pressed, sage green button up with long sleeves that, much to Frankâs chagrin, Joel had rolled up to his elbows. His graying, dark brown curls might have even had a comb run through them, but it;s difficult to tell if the way his thick locks were effortlessly disheveled was natural or the result of his efforts to tame them.
âWhat do you think, Joel?â Frank beams proudly, as if presenting the man with one of his painted art pieces.
Joel doesnât respond. His eyes remain glued on you, following as you walk around the table and take your usual place beside him.
âWay to put me on the spot, Frank,â you mutter, your face growing warmer and warmer with every second that ticks by. You silently urge yourself to get a grip as you reach for the crisp, white cloth napkin next to your plate and drape it over your lap. The smoked, wild rabbit Bill had cooked up for lunch smells heavenlyâFrank knows itâs your absolute favorite dish, and so he had made sure Bill put it on todayâs menu, bless his heart.Â
Joel still hasnât uttered a single word. Part of you hopes he wouldnât.
âJoel?â Frank prompts as he picks up his own cloth napkin. âDoesnât she look pretty?â
You glare daggers at him from across the table and hiss, âFrank!â
Finally, Joel sets down his glass of wine and turns slowly, angling his body towards yours. When he speaks, his voice is low, but clear as day as he looks at you, âYeah. She looks very pretty.â
His eyes flicker up to meet yours, causing your heart to skip a beat inside of your chest and a strange warmth to bloom in your belly.Â
Had he actually meant that?
âYou look real nice,â he adds, giving you a subtle nod of his head. He lets his sights linger on you for another moment before tearing his gaze away. He then turns back to the table, picking up his glass of wine once again, chugging whatâs left of it before reaching for the bottle to pour himself another.Â
Bill clears his throat roughly. âWell, if everyoneâs done playing dress up, Iâd really like to fucking eat now.â
Meals with Bill and Frank were always pleasant.Â
Well, meals with Frank were always pleasant.
 Although Bill had gotten used to having you and Joel over as guests and didnât see either of you as a threat anymore, he still preferred to keep you both at armâs length, a choice you two respected. He hardly ever said much and often chose to let his partner do all the talking unless the conversation had anything to do with trading supplies. Only then would he step in.Â
As youâd tucked into your meal of wild rabbit and garden vegetables, you could feel Joel throwing subtle glances your way every so often. It was half expected that he would, seeing as heâd never seen you like this before. He was so used to seeing you in tattered, dirty old clothes with dirt and grime caked onto your skin and in your hair.Â
Surely, he must have felt like he was sitting next to a complete stranger, not his smuggling partner.
About an hour later, once everyone has finished eating, you offer to help Frank clear and clean up the table and wash the dishes. He settles for letting you help him bring everything inside, but shoos you away before you can even think about lifting another finger. âDonât worry, Iâve got it,â he says, waving you away from the kitchen sink with his hands. âYou and Joel are taking off in just a couple hours, so go on and get some rest,â he suggests. âOh, by the way, we found some new books to add to the collection. Might find something you like. Go ahead and check them out.â
âBut I forgot my library card at home,â you joke lamely, although it earns you a sincere laugh from your friend. You pad out of the kitchen and into the living room, straight over towards a grand oak bookshelf that is packed tightly to the brim with dozens and dozens of books of various genres. You hadnât been all that much of a reader before, but thanks to Frank, who always sent you home with at least two or three works in your pack, reading had become one of your favorite hobbies over the last few months, a sweet little escape that took you out of your shoddy apartment in the zone and into another world. You start searching the titles for the new finds heâd mentioned. Spotting one of them, you pluck it from the shelf, a paperback titled, A Midsummer Nightâs Dream. Opening it up, you begin thumbing through the pages, quickly realizing that itâs playâyouâve never read a play before. Still not convinced if itâs one you would like to take home with you, you flip back to the first page and start reading with a curious little hum.Â
You had been so preoccupied with it that you hadnât noticed Joel standing behind you, leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed over his chest until he clears his throat, and asks, âFind somethinâ good?â
Startled, you whirl around, nearly dropping the book in your hands. âJesus Christ, Joel,â you breathe out, clutching it tightly against your chest as your heart rate slows. âDonât sneak up on me like that!â
âNot my fuckinâ fault you were too busy with your nose buried in a book,â he states, trying his hardest to fight the small smirk threatening to cross his lips. He uncrosses his arms and pushes himself away from the doorframe.
A chuckle escapes you, almost nervously, as he slowly starts walking over towards you, his brown boots heavy on the hardwood floor. He takes the book from your hands, humming as he reads the cover. âShakespeare, huh?â
âYou know Shakespeare?â you toss him a teeny, lopsided smile as you tease, âHe from your time?â
Joel lightly smacks your arm with the worn paperback. âYeah, I know Shakespeare and he was about four hundred fuckinâ years before my time, thank you very much.â He flips it over, eyes skimming the text on the back. âHad the world not gone to shit, you wouldâve grown up and spent your entire middle school career being forced by English teachers to read all his shit and write essays tryinâ to interpret it all.â He hands it back over to you. âHere.â
âSounds like a real fucking dream,â you deadpan. You glance down, running your index finger down the spine of the book. Youâre trying, almost painfully, to ignore how Joelâs eyes glaze over you from head to toe.Â
âYâknow, itâs kinda nice,â he remarks quietly, breaking the brief moment of silence that had fallen over the two of you. âSeeinâ you like this.â
You keep your eyes fixed on the book and scoff. âWhat? In a dress?â
âWhen weâre here, you let your guard down. Ainât always lookinâ over your shoulder. You smile a hell of a lot more.â He pauses, then adds, âYou look happy here. Sure, this dress looks nice on you. Your smile looks even fuckinâ better, though.â
Your breath hitches in your throat. More than his words, itâs the genuine tone in which he had said themâyouâd never even realized Joel noticed things like that. Whether you were happy or not, how often you smiled. Or didnât smile.
You force a small chuckle. âItâs the only sense of normalcy that we get. Of course I look happy when weâre here. Because I am happy when weâre here.â Still refusing to meet his gaze, you turn around and walk over to the couch towards your pack. Opening the top, you quickly shove the book inside.Â
When you hear Joelâs footsteps coming up behind you, you stiffen slightly.
âFrank, he adores the hell outta you,â Joel says. He seems to hesitate, but then continues, âYou ever think of askinâ him to stay here?â
âYou kidding?â You snort in response. âBill wouldnât allow that. Never.â
Joelâs hands go to his hips, knowing you had a point. âBut you know Frank can convince him of almost anythinâ, donât you? And besides, believe it or not, Bill actually likes you. He loves Frank more than anythinâ and you make Frank happy.â
You finally turn around to face and find yourself caught off guard by how close heâs standing to you. âJoel, what exactly are you getting at?â You raise an eyebrow before playfully asking, âAre you trying to get rid of me or something, Miller?â
Joel quickly shakes his head. âOf course not. All Iâm sayinâ is thatââ He stops and lowers his voice, just in case Bill or Frank happen to be wandering nearby. âI like seeinâ this side of you. The happy side. The normal side.â He shrugs his shoulders, the lean muscles of his upper body flexing with the movement against the smooth fabric of his shirt. âSeeinâ you all cleaned up, well fed and contentââ He trails off once again. âShouldnât be a rare occurrence, yâknow? Youâd clearly be better off here with them and you know that with Frankâs help, we could probably talk Bill into letting you stay.â
The second you realize heâs being serious, your smile fades.
âWhat? But what about you?â
âDarlinâ, Frankâs good, but heâs not a goddamn miracle worker. Even if he tried, thatâs not somethinâ Bill would ever go for,â Joel admits, lifting a hand and raking his fingers through his hair. âAnd even if he did, weâd fuckinâ kill each other by the end of the first week.â
Bill and Joel being neighbors?
Talk about a different kind of apocalypse, you think to yourself.
âI know that much,â you reply with a tiny eye roll. âWhat I mean is, do you honestly think that I would leave my life in Boston?â
âThat ainât no fuckinâ lifeââ
You hold up a hand, stopping him. âI know itâs not. But itâs my life with you, Joel.â
The rough creases on his forehead suddenly soften. That was the first time youâd ever seen that happen.
The scowl on his face wasnât permanent after all.
âYes, this is nice. This patch of town, this house, the running water, the food, the clothesâthis is a decent life. More than decent. In this world that weâre living in, this place is heaven. But without you, all of it would mean absolutely nothing to me. I wouldnât be happy here, not without you.â
Joel tilts his head back, shaking it lightly. âThink about what youâre sayinâ here.â
âI know what Iâm saying.â Before your brain and your body can even make the connection, you find yourself taking a step towards him, shrinking the gap between your bodies even further. You glance up at him, somehow finally finding the courage to have your eyes meet his. âI refuse to leave your side, Joel. Thatâs never going to happen. Not if I can fucking help it. Do you understand that?â
Joel exhales the breath heâd been holding, his warm breath tickling your face.
âI mean it, Joel. Weâre in this shitty ass fucking world, together. No little slice of heaven could ever get me to leave you behind, no matter how good it is,â you declare, silently wondering to yourself where the hell you were even finding the balls to confess all of this to him. âOkay?â
âYouâd be safer here than in the QZ, with all that shitâs that been goinâ downââ
âIâm the safest when Iâm with you, Joel. I know I am.â
You lift your hand to his face. At first, thereâs minor hesitation on your part, but you will yourself to place it on his cheek. Although your touch is gentle, Joel canât help but wince. Not because he doesnât want you to touch him, but because it had been so fucking long since anyone had ever touched him like that.Â
Since heâd let anyone touch him like that.Â
He closes his eyes and after a second or two of resisting, he finally allows himself to relax his tense muscles and he sinks into your touch.
Joel lets himself savor the feeling of your hand on his face. His bottom lip gives a subtle tremble when you softly start to graze your thumb down along his jawline. His beard, which you often playfully tease him about now that itâs beginning to gray just like his hair, feels rough and scratchy, and yet somehow still soft underneath your fingertips.
âHey,â you murmur, and he forces his eyes to snap open. âWeâre in this together. Thatâs how itâs been and thatâs how itâs going to stay,â you assure him. âMy place is with you, Joel.â
Joel manages to speak through tight lips, his voice strained. âYou really fuckinâ gotta stop talkinâ to me like that, darlinâ.â
You carefully move your hand away from his face, letting it drop back down to your side. âWhy?â
ââCause. Shit like that is dangerous.â
âDangerous,â you repeat, almost laughing. âOf all the thingsââ
Then, Frankâs words from earlier come to mind.
Heâs afraid because he knows how dangerous it is, having a weakness in the form of a person he cares about more than anything can be in a world like this.
Joelâs dark eyes flicker to the strap of your dress, noticing it had started sliding off your shoulder. Before he can even think to stop himself, he reaches out and pulls it up back into place, his rough, calloused fingers brushing against your smooth skin. âYouâre so soft,â he murmurs under his breath. All those fucking years of working with you, even sharing a bed together, and he had no idea of what it was like to touch you.
âJoelâŚâÂ
Your heart had all but climbed up into your throat.
âEverythinâ you just said a minute ago, âbout not wanting to stay here without me,â he starts to say, âI know that itâs fuckinâ selfish of me, but Iâm real glad you said it. âCause no way in hell do I want a life without you. I know itâs wrong butââ
Placing your hands delicately on his shoulders, you lift yourself up on your toes and cut him off mid-sentence by pressing your lips softly against his. The clean scent of the soap Frank had given him to shower with fills your senses and you yearn to have more of him, you nearly ache to get a real taste of himâbut your courage only went so far. Thankfully, Joel knows to take over from here. One of his arms snakes its way around your waist, pulling you flush against his chest while the other reaches up, the warm palm of his hand pressing against your cheek. His tongue swipes lightly across your bottom lip, silently asking for permission to explore your mouth just a little bit further.
You eagerly grant him access, half expecting his mouth to ravage yours.
Much to your surprise, Joel remains gentle.
The way that he kisses you, the way he holds your body against his, the way his large handâthe same hand that slits throats and breaks bonesâdelicately cradles the side of your face like youâre made of porcelain.Â
âJoel,â you nearly whimper his name when he breaks away.
His face remains just inches from yours.
âFuck,â he mutters, leaning his forehead against yours, fighting to catch his breath. âWeâll need to get goinâ soon.â
âI know.â You nod, hoping you donât sound as disappointed as you feel. You can sense that Joel, much like yourself, is at war with himself over what had just happened. Not that either of you regretted it, at least you certainly donât, but the realization that you two have just crossed a line youâll never come back from was daunting.
Joel lifts his head, lightly pressing his lips against your forehead. He then forces himself to release you from his arms and steps back, dropping them back down at his sides. âI need to, uh, I need to go get some things from Bill. Yâknow, get my pack ready before we take off.â
You nod again. âIâll start changing and get another pack of supplies ready as well.â You pause, clearing your throat awkwardly. âJoel, about what just happenedââ
He silently shakes his head before leaning down, capturing your mouth with his.
This kiss is short and quick, and when he pulls away, he says nothing. He turns on the heel of his boot and disappears, heading out to meet Bill in the garage.Â
Your hand flies to your mouth, your fingers lightly touching your lips.
âWell, well, well.â
Looking over your shoulder, your throat goes dry when you see Frank standing there, hands on his hips and a knowing, smug expression on his face.Â
âHow long have you been standing back there?â
âLong enough.â Even from a distance, you catch the amused twinkle in his eye. âWhat did I tell you?â
You turn away from him, biting your lower lip.
So maybe heâd been right after all.
Maybe you were Joelâs weakness.Â
But he was yours too.
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HIIII so I was wondering If you could pleaseee write a dad oscar piastri x daughter (like four y/o) where he teaches her how to play chess and turns our she's so good at it just like Oscar was as a kid!
checkmate! | oscar piastri
oscar sat cross-legged on the living room floor, the chessboard laid out between him and your daughter. the pieces were neatly arranged, ready for the first move. his little girl, barely four years old, was sitting opposite him, her tiny fingers hovering over the pawns, her eyes wide with curiosity.
âalright, sweetheart,â oscar said softly, smiling at her focused expression. âthis is how we start. the pawns move first, see?â he nudged one of the white pawns forward, showing her how it worked.
she nodded, her brow furrowed in concentration. her hands were still so small, but she mimicked his move perfectly, pushing one of her black pawns forward.
from the couch, you watched them with a warm smile, your heart swelling as you saw the bond they shared. oscarâs patience, his gentle guidance, and your daughterâs eager determinationâit was one of those simple, beautiful moments that made everything in life feel just right.
oscar chuckled softly, glancing up at you, his eyes twinkling with pride. âsheâs a quick learner, isnât she?â he said, admiration clear in his voice.
you nodded, your smile widening. âjust like her dad.â
they continued playing, and as the game went on, you couldnât help but notice how your daughter wasnât just following oscarâs instructionsâshe was thinking ahead, planning her moves with surprising skill for such a little girl. you watched closely, fascinated, as she carefully moved her pieces, her little face scrunched up in concentration.
âdaddy, look!â she suddenly exclaimed, her voice bursting with excitement. âcheckmate!â
oscar blinked in surprise, his expression shifting from shock to a proud smile. âwow, sweetheart,â he said, genuinely impressed. âyouâre really good at this.â
you couldnât contain your laughter as you saw the joy in your daughterâs eyes. âlooks like youâve got some serious competition, osc,â you teased.
it donât take more than a few minutes before âcheckmate!â once again was declared triumphantly, her little giggles filling the room as oscar slumped back dramatically, pretending to be utterly defeated.
âyou beat me!â oscar laughed, pulling her into his lap. âyouâre amazing, you know that?â
you watched them cuddle, your heart full to the brim. there they wereâyour two favorite people, sharing a special moment that you knew would be one of many. as they whispered about playing again tomorrow, you knew this was just the beginning of something beautiful.
âwe can play as much as you want, my little champion,â oscar promised, and you couldnât help but smile, knowing that your little girl was already following in her dadâs footsteps in more ways than one.
ââ
five years had passed since oscar piastri had first introduced his daughter to the game of chess on their living room floor. what had started as a fun bonding activity had quickly grown into a shared passion, and now, at nine years old, she was entering her first school chess competition.
the gymnasium buzzed with excitement as students and parents gathered around the rows of tables set up for the event. the air was thick with anticipation, and you could feel your own heart pounding as you watched her from the sidelines.
oscar stood next to you, his hand resting on your lower back affectionately, his face a picture of calm pride. âsheâs got this,â he whispered, more to himself than to you, though you could see the hint of nerves in his eyes.
âof course she does,â you replied with a reassuring smile, squeezing his hand. âjust like her dad.â
your daughter sat at her designated table, her chessboard in front of her, looking as poised and focused as you had ever seen her. she glanced over at the two of you and grinned, that same spark of determination in her eyes that sheâd had since she was little. you waved back, trying to send her all the confidence you could muster.
the first match began, and you watched as she moved her pieces with a precision and foresight that left you in awe. every lesson oscar had taught her, every late-night game they had played together, all of it was coming to life in this moment. she was no longer just playing for fun; she was competing, strategizing, and, most importantly, enjoying every second of it.
as the match progressed, it became clear that she wasnât just goodâshe was exceptional. one by one, her opponents fell, each match ending with a handshake and a smile, and each time, she looked over to the two of you with that same joyful grin. it was in those moments that you knew she was doing exactly what she was meant to do. and you couldnât be more happy that you had chosen oscar to be the father of your children, because the beaming smile he received as she stood and accepted her trophy made your cheeks hurt from smiling. and when she later found her way back to you and sprinted into his arms where he held her tight, whispering to her that he was proud of his little champion, you heart was close to exploding with joy.
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Steve sighs as Robin cackles and opens the door to the break room to add yet another tally to the âYou Suckâ side of her whiteboard. He hopes she lingers for a bit so he can get a break from the constant reminder that yes, he does suck. But the stupid hat and sailor uniform is enough of a reminder already.
And okay, maybe he enjoys Robinâs company a little bit, so maybe he doesnât want her to linger for too long.
But heâll never tell her that. Not in a million years.
Out of the corner of his eye, he spots someone walk into the entrance and he turns to give his âahoy thereâ speech that Robin refuses to utter a single word of. Only, he gets a little choked up when he realizes he knows the person.
Well, not exactly knows him. But itâs hard not to know of Eddie âThe Freakâ Munson. Especially if you go to high school with him and happen to be a jock, god forbid. Not that Steve ever disagreed with the things he said, although some of it went right over his head - okay, most of it did. But! All things said, Eddie had a habit of making himself known to people.
âAhoy there!â Steve announces louder than intended. âWould you like to set sail on this ocean of flavor with me? Iâll be your captain.â He leaves out his name because whatâs the point? Itâs not like Eddie isnât aware of his existence or at least his last name which sometimes made a feature in his tabletop speeches.
âSteve Harrington,â Eddie says for him, apparently knowing his first name. âI didnât expect to see you here.â Surprisingly, itâs not said in complete distaste. In fact, Eddie is smiling widely at him, eyes roaming over the uniform and landing on the hat.
Steve sighs, âTrust me, I know. So, what can I get for you today?â
Eddie smiles wickedly and asks, âWhy donât we set sail on this ocean of flavor and you can show me around, captain?â
A blush creeps its way up Steveâs neck and begins to burn at his cheeks. Probably from the humiliation. Nevertheless, he points out each different flavor and goes into detail about whatâs in each since Eddie seems to be enjoying the humiliation, but Steve doesnât mind it too much since he feels like heâs getting his undivided attention. And something about that makes Steve feel⌠less sucky.
He glances up at the end of his speech about the last flavor and catches Eddie staring at him with a small smile on his face, more genuine than before.
âWhat?â Steve canât help but ask.
Eddie shakes his head. âNothing,â he says, but the lie is clear to both of them. âIâll get the USS Butterscotch.â
Something about the flavor makes Steve hesitate.
âWhat?â Eddie asks this time, slightly defensive.
âNothing,â Steve says with a shake of his head. âCup or cone?â
Eddie laughs, âCome on, you canât do that.â
âDo what?â
Eddie gestures at him. âMake that face and then pretend like you werenât thinking anything.â
Steve raises his eyebrows at him. âAnd you can?â
Eddieâs mouth opens and closes a few times before he leans across the top of the glass dramatically and puts his head in his hands. âIâll get a cone please.â
Something about the image makes Steve laugh as he grabs a cone and scoop, making the order for Eddie. "You know." he says, wishing the ice cream was the slightest bit softer, "I was expecting you to get something like death by chocolate or coffee."
"Why's that?" Eddie asks curiously.
Steve glances up at him and shrugs. âThose flavors are moreâŚâ he struggles to find the right word.
âMetal?â Eddie asks, sounding almost hopeful.
âExactly.â
The smile on his face grows. âWell, Iâm glad you see me as someone metal, Steve. But what, just because youâre a jock, Iâm supposed to expect you to like some gross flavor like bubblegum?â
Steve frowns. âI like bubblegum ice cream.â
Eddie sighs and runs his hands over his face. âOf course you do.â He takes a moment to look over Steve again. âBut looking at you now, Iâd assume your favorite flavor would be the USS butterscotch.â
âBecause of the stupid hat, right?â Steve asks as he drizzles extra caramel on the top of the cone.
âI think the hat is cute,â Eddie replies.
The comment sends Steveâs heart into a bit of a frenzy for a moment before he collects himself and hands the cone over in exchange for the bill in Eddieâs hand. He counts the change two times, trying to make sure he doesnât make a mistake as a bunch of panicky thoughts go through his head. He hands the change over quickly but hesitates when Eddie stares at it and frowns. âSomething wrong?â Steve asks.
Eddie glances up at the menu, down at his change, and takes a moment before saying, âSorry, you just charged me for a single scoop when this is a double with an extra topping.â
Steve frowns and looks at the cone. âThe topping is on the house, but thatâs a single scoop.â
Eddie glances up at him and raises his eyebrows.
âA generous single scoop,â Steve corrects himself.
Thereâs a pause before Eddieâs smile widens, and the corners of his eyes crinkle up cutely. âI think i just found my new favorite ice cream place.â
Steve laughs, âBetter than Lindaâs Ice Cream Parlor?â
âLinda would call this a triple scoop and wouldnât give me a topping but she would still make me pay the extra just for asking,â Eddie complains with a smile.
âWell, I would never do that to you.â
âIs that so?â Eddie asks, leaning forward a bit.
Steveâs eyes glance down at Eddieâs lips momentarily as he tries to come up with a response.
âHey dingus, there was a horrible delivery you missedâŚâ Robin trails off as she looks between the two, effectively ruining the moment.
âSee you around, Harrington,â Eddie says with a wink, tongue darting out and gathering up a bit of white ice cream and letting it disappear into his mouth.
Steve feels a familiar heat in the pit of his stomach and nearly groans. Instead he hurriedly tells Robin, âIâm taking my break!â And effectively ignores the look sheâs giving him.
Back in the break room, Steve walks up to the board and stares at it, glancing at the âYou Ruleâ column and whispering, âAlmost,â before sighing and putting his head in his hands.
He canât believe that Eddie Munson is sending him into a sexuality crisis. Yet, he hopes he comes back often the rest of summer. And maybe heâll finally be able to get that âYou Ruleâ tally.
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the fake dating u did was so good, like, ate and left no crumbs?? and i feel like its so spot on?? you did amazing thank you so much for ur writing
could u do a follow up on it?? i need to see the angst and confusion of the reader and the fluff at the end đĽšđĽš
have a good day!!
OMG thank you for the shower of compliments đŤśđ
As i said in another ask, i wrote those HCs as a one shot thingy, and iâm still shocked so many wanted a part 2 so here it is!..FINALLY!
with a dash of misunderstandings, a sprinkling of pent-up desires and a spoonful of angst with a happy ending.
APOLOGIES FOR THE LONG WAIT. HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT! âĄ
Fake Dating the Love and Deepspace men but you catch feelings pt. 2
new readers make sure to read [PART 1] before you read this..
ZAYNE
âď¸ You know you crossed a line when you requested Zayne to kiss you.
âď¸ That one kiss led to the start of many more. Now Zayne kisses you whenever he drops you off at work and whenever he comes by to pick you up. And before you can even realize, they've become a part of your normal routine.
âď¸ Speaking of kisses, they aren't merely innocent pecks anymore. Now they feel passionate and longer, involve a little tease of the tongue here and there, and always leave you weak in the knees.
âď¸ But this controlled manner of feeding off of his generosity is proving to be quite difficult for you. If anything, the kisses have made you greedier. Every time his lips touch you, you hope that it doesn't simply end there. That he doesn't stop. You desire more than you should out of this fake relationship. You desire more than you deserve.
âď¸ But before this desire of yours can take over and make you do something you can never take back, you decide to end things with Zayne.
âď¸ It's a normal evening in his office. He's sorting through his patientsâ files when you call out to him.
âď¸ He looks up and patiently awaits whatever it is you have to tell him.
âď¸ You feel your lips quiver.
âď¸ Zayne may have agreed to be your fake boyfriend because you had practically begged him to but he isn't obligated to give you anything that isn't needed. Him picking and dropping you to and from work, sharing meals together and kissing you in front of others is already so generous of him.
âď¸ That is all it should've been. Only you ended up developing real feelings.
âď¸ But if you let this farce run any longer, you'll end up mistaking his kindness for genuine affection. You'll end up fooling yourself into thinking its real. Not just for you but him as well. That your feelings are reciprocated.
âď¸ Your mouth opens and shuts, as you try to muster the courage before softly murmuring. âI think we should stop.â
âď¸ For a moment, he stares at you, unmoving as ice. Then his mouth motions but you don't hear word. You run away.
âď¸ Days pass with you ignoring Zayne's calls and texts. You skip work as well in order to avoid him.
âď¸ Your doorbell rings one night and you almost jump. Dread instantly begins pooling in your belly. What if it's Zayne?
âď¸ With anxious limbs, you answer the door only to find your friend Tara.
âď¸ Tara tells you that she was only trying to set you up on dates because she hasn't seen you genuinely whole ever since you lost your family. That she wanted you to have someone who could complete you. But now that she's seen you with Zayne, her worries have faded into thin air. She is happy for you two. She is happy to see you happy after so long.
âď¸ Though her words may have been supportive and full of warmth, they only make you feel worse. You end up crying and spilling the truthâ the entire truth about the fake dating arrangement.
âď¸ To your surprise, Tara is as kind as Zayne and instantly empathizes with you. She understands. And she apologizes for being so forceful in her attempts to look out for you by finding you dates.
âď¸ Tara comforts you for a while but before departing, she suggests you come clean to Zayne and confess. She believes that it will all turn out fine in the end.
âď¸ Well, its easier for her to say that. You're the one who actually grew up with Zayne. You know he's always been an honest man and how much it will hurt him when he learns that you've been taking advantage of your arrangement to enjoy his affectionate gestures. That after a while, you began deliberately prolonging the kisses in hopes of getting something more..
âď¸ You wake up the next morning to incessant knocking at your door, and wonder if it's Tara again, come all this to check up on you.
âď¸ Sleepily you answer the door. And the drowsiness dissipates from your eyes the moment you find the familiar tall figure of your childhood friend clad in his tight black shirt and dark trousers.
âď¸ Dread seeps into your being once more and you lower your head in shame. If Zayne is here then it can only mean one thing. You knew this was bound to happen. But you are a coward nonetheless, and you can't bear to look at him as he breaks your heart.
âď¸ Zayne let's out a breath and speaks. âThat evening in my office..Iâm sorry if its because of something I did..â
âď¸ His apology makes you feel sick. You will not let him take the blame for your own misdeeds.
âď¸ âNo Zayne, Iâm the one who asked for your help. And I didn't even consider the fact that I might catch feelings for you.â You pause to collect your thoughts. âBut I know how wrong and stupid I was for it. And that is why I ended things between us. Before I could do something worse and spoil ourââ
âď¸ You stop abruptly as Zayne pushes the door further open and steps up on the threshold, hovering intimidatingly over you. He tilts his head low and speaks. âThe arrangement wasn't just yours. Any decisions related to it should be reached only after proper discussion between the parties involved.â
âď¸ His statement takes you by surprise and you finally move your lashes to hesitantly look up at his face. âI didn't think it mattered to you. I thought you were merely being kind and helpful..like always.â
âď¸ âOn the contrary, I was enjoying our little arrangement. After all,â Zayne inches even closer, his voice an octave lower. âit allowed me to spend more time in the company of the person I yearn for.â
âď¸ It isn't his statement but the intensity of his gaze that arouses a tiny flicker of hope within you. âZayne..you..I thought..I was the only one taking advantage of the situation..â
âď¸ He chuckles lightly. âApparently we both were. It seems our arrangement stopped being fake the moment we kissed.â
âď¸ That tiny flicker of hope bursts into a lively flame of desire. âThen, you also wanted it to be real?â
âď¸ He gives no verbal response but his lips quirk up into the barest hint of a smile as he nods.
âď¸ For a moment, you stare at each other, processing all the words exchanged; the next, Zayne takes off his glasses and and tucks them in his pocket. And your lips find his, like many times this past week. Only now, neither of you stop just there for this isnât pretense anymore. It's mutual, and it's real.
âď¸ His hands slip beneath your shirt, cold fingers leaving a trail of warmth along every inch they touch.
âď¸ And he kisses you harder, his tongue prying your lips apart as he pushes you inside the house and shuts the door behind him.
XAVIER
â Things have been going pretty well ever since that âincidentâ in front of your apartment door. The creepy resident has stopped showing up.
â You can freely enjoy the gym and pool in your apartment complex and everything else without the constant intrusion of that weirdo.
â And although Xavier still goes out for morning laps and evening walks with you, accompanies you for the exercise sessions and even checks up on you at your apartment, he has cut-down on everything else. He is holding your hand a lot less and doesn't slip his arms around your waist as much.
â Itâs only fair though. Since the strange man isn't hitting on you anymore, there isn't much need for Xavier to act either.
â You can live with it. Bear with him not engaging in any sort of skinship anymore. But your mind simply cannot forget the way his lips had felt against your own.
â In the loneliness of the moonlit nights, you often find your fingers tracing the same spot his lips had sucked on your neck. You close your eyes and revisit the memory of his lips pressed gently upon yours. The memory of him kissing you a second time but with much more impatience and fervor. And you wish he'd do it all again.
â It's not even surprising that you like Xavier. The guy has been nothing but helpful, protective and co-operative. And he indulges all your requestsâ from hanging out at the claw machine or playing kitty cards to something as unnecessary as a late night walkâ when he could be spending that time reading a book or dozing-off.
â You have found Xavier attractive ever since your first encounter. It's just that only now his searing kisses have left a mark upon your heart. Made you realise that you harbor an emotion far deeper than mere attraction for this man. And it's quite vexing how quickly he seems to have moved on from those shared kisses.
â How can he smile at you with the same lips that nearly stole your breath away? How can he simply go on with his life while you lie awake in bed at nights, reminiscing those moments over and over?
â Xavier has completely ruined you.
â You can neither focus on work nor are you interested in gossiping with Tara and Nero. And to make matters worse, you get assigned to a mission with the last person you wanna face right nowâ the eccentric, silver-haired neighbor who claims to have killed more than 70,000 wanderers. The same man who had you pinned against a door just a week ago.
â The mission starts smoothly. You and Xavier arrive at the location of a forest with high protofield fluctuations. You are synced as ever, efficiently taking down wave after wave of wanderers.
â But there's a tension radiating between the two of you. It distracts you momentarily, resulting in you almost getting struck by a wanderer swerving it's blade towards you.
â Fortunately, Xavier steps in at the last instant, slips an arm around your waist and pulls you closer. With his other arm, he effortlessly swings his blade and deflects the wanderer's blows.
â He is saying something now, his expression full of concern. But you can barely hear a thing due to the loud drumming of your heart. You are too lost in the sensation of his strong arm firmly holding you in place.
â When you give no response, he tilts his head adorably in confusion and stares at you. And for the briefest of moments, his eyelids lower, his gaze seemingly lingering upon your lips before he licks his own and lets go of your waist, flexing his gloved fingers as he does so.
â He clears his throat, tightens his grip around his sword and resumes his battle stance.
â By the time you've cleared out the wanderers, you want nothing more than to go home. However, Xavier is already approaching you.
â âYou seem a little preoccupied. Is that creep bothering you again? Do you need me to beat him up?â He asks.
â âWhat!?â No! I told you that you can't beat him up!â You wave your hands frantically.
â âThen,â He pauses, his eyes narrowing. âitâs that kiss, isn't it?â
â Your face instantly heats up at his direct mention of the kiss. You aren't good with confrontations, especially not when they involve the very man responsible for the sickness of your heart. So you bite your bottom lip and and try leaving again, hoping this is enough of a response.
â But if there's one thing you've come to learn about Xavier, its that he can be very assertive when he wants to be. And right now he's unrelenting. He grabs you by the wrist, gently making you face him again. âI went a little too far, didn't I? I should've asked you before doing something like that. Let me make up for it.â
â The sincerity in his eyes melts your heart. You're the one who had come to him with such an unusual request. You're the one who said he wasn't convincing enough, so he tried to make it feel more genuine. And yet here he is, not even questioning you for a second but already striving to make up for it.
â You can't let him punish himself for it, especially since he didn't hurt you at all. Only left you wanting for more. âXavier, you didn't go too far. And I don't want you to make up for it.â
â His thumb runs over the back of your hand. âWhat do you want then?â
â There's a conviction in his eyesâ the same one he has before promising he'll win all the plushies for you at the claw machine, the same one he has when slaying wanderers. And you can't help but be honest with him. âI..I want you to kiss me like that..again..â
â There! You've said it now. To hell with shame! And to hell with frustration! You're too tired to hide your feelings any longer.
â Yet at the same time, the anticipation of his response is stressful. You try to pry your hand free of his hold but it only grows tighter now.
â âYouâ You didn't mind it?â Xavier's eyes darken. So does his demeanor. He takes a step forward, and you take two back. âYouâve been wanting me..to do it again?â
â You nod slightly, and he exhales a breath.
â Xavier draws you closer, his eyes wordlessly asking permission this time. You nod again.
â The next moment, his lips press softly against yours. And for the first time this week, you feel a little sated. It's not all you have ever wished for. Barely anything at all. But it gives you enough strength to live with your feelings for him.
â The kiss deepens as he pushes you against the nearest tree branch, his lips parting your own. You gasp and turn your face away.
â âXavier, you don't need to do more.â You whisper breathily. âThis is enough.â
â He leans his face down, lips moving along your neck. âItâs hardly enough.â
â Even with the pleasure clouding your thoughts, you remind yourself that you can't keep taking his willingness for granted. You can't let him go on. âXavier, you don't need to pretend for my sake.â
â âIâm not pretending. I want this too.â His response is immediate. âIâve been wanting this for a very long time.â
â His words hold weight, unlike any declaration made in the heat of the moment. So you give in. Let his hand guide your thigh around his waist as he kisses you again, under the evening quite of the forest.
RAFAYEL
đ âKeep up the act for some more time?â Rafayel asks, surprised.
đ It's the day after you'd attended that fancy gala with him. You're both sitting on the couch in his studio and you're the one who give this lame suggestion.
đ He rests his chin on the back of his palm and smiles mischievously, a twinkle in his eyes. âDonât tell me, Miss Bodyguard..have you caught feelings for me?â
đ If you were drinking something, you would've probably sputtered it all over by now. But thankfully, there are no refreshments in your hands, and you will not embarass yourself by admitting how accurate he is in his guess (even if made only in jest).
đ You school your face into a stern expression as you look back at him. âDonât be ridiculous. If we break up right now, after you've been parading me around in everyone's faces, then people will talk. Critics will latch onto this opportunity to write think pieces in hopes of sullying your name. I'm only being cautious as your bodyguard.â
đ Rafayel puts a hand over his heart and feigns a hurt expression. âAnd here I thought you've finally fallen for my irresistible charm.â
đ You scoff and roll your eyes. âDonât think so highly of yourself.â
đ âI don't need to think so because its a fact. I am amazing.â He sits up straight. âAnyways I don't care much for critics. I don't care if people misunderstand or hate my art. But I know Thomas will be pulling his hair out if I get a bad name right now.â
đ âSo,â He pauses for effect as you edge closer to him in anticipation. âI guess we'll keep running this charade for some more time.â
đ Before you can even realize, your lips are stretching up into a small smile. You know this is a foolish arrangement. One that is bound to end in nothing but pure agony for you. Yet you insist on dragging this along because you are desperate for a little more time with him. You cannot imagine going back to simply being Rafayel the painter's âbodyguardâ.
đ You may have developed feelings for him a long time ago but its that kiss that made you realize how far gone you are for this man.
đ And you foolishly hope and believe that not all of it had been a mere act for him either. That there's a possibility of him liking you just a teensy bit. And this crazy belief has deluded you into entertaining fantasies you should not.
đ Now that you've had a taste of what it's like to have him as your lover, it's impossible for you to settle for anything less. You want him, and you wish for him to want you too.
đ The snap of a finger in front of your face draws you out of your juvenile daydreams. Rafayel is assessing your face. âWhere are you? Come back to the real world, Miss Bodyguard. We're discussing some important things here.â
đ Your cheeks heat up and you apologize for getting distracted. âYes, I'm listening. What is it?â
đ Rafayel shakes his head but begins explaining. âIâm saying that since we can't break up abruptly, then let's do it,â He pauses again, spreading his arms out and staring up at the high ceiling dramatically. âpublicly.â
đ Your hear a crumbling sound and feel an ache in your heart. âWhat does that mean?â
đ He grins excitedly. âIf we break up publicly, in the presence of a huge crowd with big names and paparazzis around, then surely it will leave little to no room for speculation and criticism.â
đ You feel fissures steadily forming on your heart. This isn't what you had expected when you had suggested him to continue on with this charade. A sinking feeling looms over you yet despite that you try your best to force a smile upon your face. âThat..seems like an interesting idea.â
đ From that point onwards, any time to you meet Rafayel, the passionate kiss you had shared at the gala plays in the back of your mind. And you wonder if you'll ever get to kiss him again, even if only for the sake of this temporary farce.
đ Now every time Rafayel steps even an inch closer to you or lowers his head, you find yourself expectingâ and hoping forâ a kiss. A kiss that sadly never comes.
đ And the worst part is that you can't get mad at him. He merely asked you to play pretend. He never asked you to catch feelings. If anything, you should've been just as professional as he is. At least it would've saved you from experiencing the heaviness you feel within your chest.
đ But lets ignore all that because today you are at Rafayelâs place to discuss how the two of you will publicly carry out a fake break-up of your fake relationship during an upcoming exhibition.
đ Rafayel explains how you are supposed to yell at him during the exhibition, and make sure everyone around hears how difficult it is for you to date someone well-known. That it is becoming impossible for the two of you to make time for each other.
đ You scoff. âAnd then what? You'll say how I've always been nothing but a gold digger, chasing after you for your money and fame?â
đ Rafayel claps his hands. âActually not bad. And then you can say how I am just as rotten as the rest of the celebrities.â
đ You can't help but laugh despite the ache in your heart. âThis is so trope-y and predictable. No one will buy it.â
đ âOh trust me they will. Everyone loves a little drama.â Rafayel tries convincing you. âYou can add a few more insults and break my heart. And I can dedicate my next art piece to you, my cute but cruel ex.â
đ You laugh some more and he laughs with you.
đ Rafayel may act a little arrogant and childish at times but he is a good person by nature. Whether intentional or not, he always makes you laugh. The time spent in his company may not always be relaxing but it is certainly always entertaining.
đ And you realize how these moments will be gone forever after this so-called âbreak-upâ, and how truly unprepared you are to endure it.
đ The eve of the exhibition finally arrives.
đ Rafayel keeps repeating the things you are supposed to say and do if you are to end this arrangement tonight. But you can only focus on the unease bubbling within your belly.
đ He quirks his chin, signaling for you to begin but you find yourself rooted in spot, unable to utter a single word. The unease in your belly grows and you take a deep breath before finally speaking.
đ âIâm..Iâm getting tired of this.â You mumble softly. You aren't sure if anyone heard that but you continue. âYouâre the one who asked me out yet now I feel as if you don't even care.â
đ Your voice is shaky now. You're taking in more breaths with every word you speak. Rafayel's calm expression falters as he watches the way you ball your palms into tight fists. âI..I don't think I can go on any longer!â
đ Your words resonate with your actual feelings. You really cannot go on like this much longer. You will miss the silly moments spent with him. You will be unable to genuinely smile with him after this. It will become impossible for you to even be his bodyguard. And you don't want that. You don't want any of it!
đ The unease in your belly spreads all over your skin like a wildfire. You feel tears streaming down your cheeks as you shake your head at him. âI can't do this.â You choke out before running off, the crowd of people around gasping in shock.
đ Rafayel follows right on your heels, grabbing you by the waist before you can trip on the stairs and fall.
đ âLet me go!â You yell but he's pulling you into a secluded room.
đ âHey..calm down.â He tucks the loose strands of your hair behind your ears and gently wipes your tears with his thumb.
đ But you can't do this. You can't tolerate him being so tender with you right before he mercilessly breaks your heart. You step away from him and his eyes widen, a hint of anguish now swimming in them.
đ âWhat's wrong, Y/N?â He asks, calling you by your actual name instead of the nickname he loves so much.
đ And you actually respond, words flooding out of your mouth like a crumbling damn. âRafayel, I can't do this. I am drowning in my feelings for you. And I know it's not your responsibility to feel the same way just cause I do but I..â You sob, unable to say anymore.
đ He stares at you for a moment, an unknown emotion alight in his eyes. Then he breaks into a shrill laugh, the sound of it echoing loudly in the silent room. And he wraps his arms around you in an embrace, his shoulders shaking as he laughs some more.
đ âLook at you, falling for me just when I try to distance myself from you.â He strokes soothing circles on your back. âWhen I try to end all this to run away from my own feelings for you..â
đ Your own eyes widen now and you pull away to look at him, waiting for him to affirm what he just said. He chuckles, wiping your tear-stained face before leaning in to rest his forehead against yours.
đ âYeah yeah I'm madly in love with. And it seems you did, after all, fall for my irresistible charms.â He drawls out as if talking about something insignificant.
đ Then he leans closer, his breath tickling your lips. âIf you wanted us to date for real, you should've simply asked. Instead you made me chase after you like some besotted prince in a fairy tale.â
đ You find yourself laughing at that and he lets out a breath.
đ âThereâs the laugh.â He murmurs, sealing his lips with yours, his fingers carding through your hair as he tilts your head and deepens the kiss.
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Warnings: mentions of unwelcome advances in Law's part Genre: fluff Characters: Luffy, Zoro, & Law Summary: How they realize they have feelings for you (words of affirmation edition) Author's Note: It's finally here! These keep getting longer and longer as I get more familiar with each character and the dynamic, especially Law's, but I don't think that's too much of an issue. I also kind of hate Luffy's but couldn't keep redoing it, so maybe I'll edit it later. Happy reading as I begin working on the next part!
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Luffy is great at giving compliments because he just says whatever he's thinking.
He gets complimented a lot as well. He's always running around and saving people, intentionally or not, so he's probably heard his fair share of compliments. I think hearing a compliment that's more deep and genuine, that comes from someone who knows him deeply, would be more meaningful than anything and would make him recognize his feelings.
~
Not every day on the Sunny was a fun adventure.
Setting out to sail across the whole world and strive for their individual goals there was bound to be hardship. Sometimes it came in the form of grueling battles with their latest enemy. Other times it was internal conflicts or disputes, simple disagreements or heated arguments.
This time, it was grief.
After so many months traveling together, the crew had learned how to tell when one of them was upset about something and needed space. Today, it had been Nami. For the past few days, her mood had been off. She'd been more quick to anger and had spent more time than was strictly necessary tending to her orange trees. Then today, she'd been even worse, snapping at Sanji's normal overbearing lovey behavior and brooding to herself under the shade of her grove.
It didn't take him long to realize what was bothering her.
Nami only ever got like this when she was thinking about Bellemere, which meant today must be the anniversary of when everything happened. The crew had spent most of the day giving her her space, allowing her to process what she was very clearly feeling. After a while, he took it upon himself to cheer her up. He made silly faces and played some of her favorite games on the deck, goading her into joining them by making bets he knew he would lose. He'd even secretly asked Sanji to incorporate oranges into their dinner. By the end of the night, Nami was laughing and she seemed a lot lighter, like whatever was weighing her down had lessened some.
Now, it was late at night, and the only sounds that could be heard on the Sunny were the lapping of waves against the ship and the snores of his crew as they slept. All except for him.
Sleep was avoiding him, so he decided that he would be much better off just joining whoever was on watch and maybe having some fun. He made his way up to the crow's nest and was happy to find you sitting on the bench, looking out across the sea.
"Oh, hi Luffy," you said, your voice quiet.
"Hi!" he said, sitting excitedly next to you on the bench as you looked out across the sea once more. "I couldn't sleep so I decided to come out and have some fun!"
You smiled, always amused by his antics.
"Well, unfortunately, there's no fun here. I'm on watch, remember?"
He pouted, knowing you were right but still disappointed anyways. You laughed at him as he whined and complained, but he didn't actually intend on distracting you, so after a while, he quieted down and let you focus.
"I hope Nami is feeling better," you said, resting your head on the arm you propped up on the window. You were frowning slightly, your eyes unfocused as your worry made itself visible on your face.
"She'll be ok, she's Nami! She's strong," he replied, no doubt in his mind that tomorrow she would be the same old Nami she had always been. "She might be sad now, but it's not forever. She has us to help her."
You hummed in agreement, a small smile on your face. He smiled himself, happy to see you smiling instead of with a frown on your face. He felt so lucky to have found a group who cared so deeply about each other.
"All that stuff you did today. It was to cheer her up, wasn't it."
You said it like a statement more than a question and he found himself smiling at how observant you were. "You figured it out. You're so smart!"
You laughed at him once again, his own laughter joining you as you said, "Of course I did. I know you wouldn't have made those bets under normal circumstances."
They had been stupidly dumb bets that left no chance for him to win and he found himself giggling as he remembered how Nami had perked up upon hearing him agree to them. He loved his crew more than anything, so what was a few beri down the drain? Your laughter subsided as you got lost in thought once more. You seemed like you were debating saying something and when you seemed to have made up your mind, he found himself sitting up straighter as you turned to look at him.
"You're a lot smarter than people give you credit for," you said, a small smile on your face and a playful admiration in your eyes.
He's not quite sure what to say to that. He's always been called stupid and to everyone's credit, he is. He doesn't think very often, preferring to act on instinct and figure out the rest of the plan later. He's been known to not read the room, to zone out during important world lessons, and to shout out the first thing that comes to mind. He doesn't think anyone has ever called him smart and for the first time in maybe his whole life, he's speechless.
"I guess that's probably not what you were expecting me to say, huh?" you teased, a light smile making its way onto your face.
He collects himself and asks, slightly incredulously, the question that's first in his mind. "Why do you think that?"
"Well, you just told me you did all that stuff to cheer Nami up, right? Someone stupid wouldn't be able to put together why she was upset and what would make her feel better. You pay attention when it counts and you're a lot more emotionally intelligent than people realize," you explain, relaxing slightly as you look out at the ocean once more. "Today it was Nami, but I've watched you help lots of people like that. Vivi, Robin, Sanji, even me. Maybe you don't say it out loud, but you pick up on people's emotions and what they need the most in that moment."
He listens as you talk and slowly realizes that you're right. He's always had a way of reading people and knowing what they really want or need, but he's never really connected it to intelligence. He always thought it was just his own special kind of stupid.
"I guess that makes me a genius!" he exclaimed, laughing heartily as your eyes widened in shock before laughing along with him.
"Maybe you are stupid after all," you say, but there's no malice in the words as you keep laughing at him.
Finally, your watch shift is over and the sun peeks up over the horizon. He'd stayed with you the entire time, just talking and goofing around until he realized how much time had passed and how tired he was. His dreams that night are filled with you and when he wakes up, your words are still floating around in his mind. Knowing that you think he's smart makes him feel funny and he thinks that maybe he should finally turn his ability to recognize people's feelings inward.
Zoro doesn't throw out compliments or encouragement left and right, he only says something if he really means it.
I think he's received his fair share of compliments, although I doubt he puts much stock in them unless they come from someone he respects. If he doesn't think there's any stock in the compliment, or on that same token an insult, why bother giving it attention? For this reason, I think getting a compliment or reassurance from you would rattle him a little and cause him to have an aha moment.
~
The town that the Sunny docked in isn't too interesting to Zoro, aside from the bar he's nestled into for the past few hours. He has a few empty glasses in front of him and he's almost done with his current one when he sees the door open.
He's not surprised when he sees multiple of the crew walk in, quickly noticing him in the corner and making their way to him. You're among them, talking to Robin about something that elicits a small laugh out of her. Begrudgingly, he scoots over and makes room for everyone in his booth as they smoosh in.
"I knew we'd find you here!" you say, the last to slide in so you're right across from him. "Already deep into your drinks, as expected."
"Shut it, woman," he grumbles, his brows furrowing as he finishes his drink and sets the cup down on the table. You laugh, looking at Robin as Usopp reluctantly hands Nami some beri. He feels his eye twitch in irritation as he notices the exchange. "Are you betting on me?"
Usopp gulps at the glare he sends his way and Nami simply smiles, dollar signs practically lighting up in her eyes as she answers, "Yep! I bet that you were already 3 drinks deep and I was right."
"We've barely even arrived! I thought-" Usopp protests, attempting to explain himself.
"You both are insufferable!"
His exclamation elicits another laugh out of you as Robin simply lifts a hand to her mouth to hide the amusement that is no doubt there. He wants to be annoyed, and he is, but he's been traveling with the lot of you for long enough that he can't really be upset, at least that genuinely. He simply huffs, waving down a server to ask for another glass.
The rest leap over each other to order their own drinks, some alcoholic, some not, and fall into easy chatter with each other. Periodically, he catches your eyes and you send him a smile, but he doesn't insert himself in the conversations, much preferring to listen. Eventually, Nami gets tired of just sitting in the bar and decides to go shopping. Usopp and Robin decide to accompany her, but you decide to stay behind. You wave, watching them go as he takes his previous spot in the booth back.
"Not in the shopping mood?" he asks, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye.
"No, I'd much rather stay here with my favorite swordsman," you tease. He bristles, knowing that you're just poking him for fun, but he can't stop himself from blushing, taking a long sip from his glass to hide the blush he can feel on his cheeks.
"You're worse than that damn cook," he mumbles, his glass now sufficiently empty.
You laugh at that.
"Now that's just a lie."
He can't deny that, the corner of his lips twisting up into a smile. He's spent enough time traveling with you to know that you don't act like that with everyone, just him. The notion that you reserve this behavior for just him is both agitating and yet satisfying. He feels something possessive lick at his heart but ignores it, waving at the server for yet another drink.
He asks you about what you've been up to on the island since they docked and you happily tell him all about it. It hasn't been long so you don't have much to say and it isn't long before the two of you fall into a comfortable silence. After a while, you finally talk again and it's not what he's expecting.
"I know you'll become the greatest swordsman, Zoro."
He sputters, the sip he was taking spilling all over himself as he coughs, trying to catch his breath. He can feel his ears heating up with embarrassment and sputters, "Where the hell did that come from?"
When you look at him, your face is set in firm determination, but your eyes are soft, filled with a fondness he wishes you would direct at him more often.
"Those pirates we fought yesterday," you explain.
He thinks for a moment before he's reminded of what you're referring to. On their way to this island, they had run into a rival ship following the same course. While they hadn't intended to battle them, the ship fired at them as soon as they were in range, so they had no other choice. He remembers the fight being fairly easy, each member of the crew handling their fair share of pirates.
He also remembers one of their crew having some rather nasty words to say to him.
"You're delusional if you think you can become the greatest swordsman," he had spat, struggling to breathe. "You'll see it eventually. Even if you won this battle, you'll never achieve your dream."
He hadn't paid much attention to the words. He was confident in his own abilities and his opponent had been defeated easily, so there wasn't any point in taking his words to heart. He hadn't thought anyone was close enough to hear it and he certainly hadn't brought it up, quickly forgetting about it.
He smirked then, letting the full force of his pride show in the grin as he said, "That loser wouldn't know what it takes to be the greatest swordsman even if it smacked him in the face."
"That doesn't make any sense," you say, your face wrinkling as you giggle at his statement.
He takes another sip as your laughter dies out.
"I'm not worried about what a crap swordsman has to say about me and my dream," he says, his voice a lot more serious now as he thinks about the promise he made all those years ago. "I will become the world's greatest swordsman or die trying."
"You'll do it. I know you will."
You don't say anything after that, seemingly having said everything you intended to, but your words linger with him. The thought that you had heard the man's words and felt it was important enough to dispute them made his heart feel weird. He had never doubted himself, even when he maybe should have. He'd always been sure that his will, determination, and hard work would take him to exactly where he was supposed to be. Still, hearing your words of encouragement, hearing your genuine belief in his ability, it affected him in a way he wasn't expecting.
"You will too," he says, his voice barely above a murmur.
A few seconds go by where you don't say anything and he wonders if you'd even heard him, but one glance at you tells him that you had. You're not looking at him, your eyes averted as if you're embarrassed and your lips are curved into a small, satisfied smile. The sight makes his heart stop and he almost goes to clutch his chest before the feeling quickly passes.
Before the moment can linger, you're shooting back into conversation with him. Despite his best efforts to pay attention, he finds that his attention is drawn back again and again to your words. He knows that the crew believes in his dreams just as much as he believes in theirs. It's part of why he's so willing to protect their dreams just as fiercely as his own, but for some reason knowing that you believe in him so much really sticks with him.
He thinks about it for the rest of the day as well as late into the night when they're all back on the Sunny and setting off for the next island. He doesn't like being distracted, so he mulls over why your compliment holds so much weight for him. He values your opinion, but you're also not a swordsman, so theoretically there shouldn't be that much weight to your words. When he finally realizes, it feels like everything clicks into place and so many things start to make sense.
He acts like nothing has changed, wanting time to sit with the feelings before he decides what to do about them, but he finds it hard now that he understands the full weight of his regard for you.
Law rarely ever gives out compliments, rather preferring to show how he feels with his actions.
I think he receives a few compliments here and there, but he's built an intimidating presence and image, so I think they're far and few between. However, I think if you took him off guard with a meaningful compliment, especially if its one that he hasn't heard before, it would make him start to think about his feelings towards you.
~
"Captain, we have a problem."
Law sighs, all of the worst-case scenarios running through his mind as he turns to face Sachi. They're docked at a port town so that they can restock the Polar Tang, preparing for another few weeks underwater. It's familiar and something that the crew should be familiar with by this point. They have a routine, a schedule that rarely changes, that details who goes with who to go get what. In theory, it should go perfectly smoothly.
It never does.
"What is it, Sachi?" he asks, his grip on Kikoku tightening slightly as Sachi walks up to him with the list of crewmates and jobs in hand.
"Well, you said that nobody is allowed to go alone into town right? For safety?" he asks, only resuming once Law has hummed in agreement. "Right, well uh, unfortunately, Penguin is sick today which means his partner doesn't have anyone to go with, which wouldn't be an issue since usually we have at least one group of three but, well, they're also sick so-"
Law grumbles under his breath about getting to the damn point, grabbing the sheet from Sachi's hands to just look at the issue himself. Sachi gulps, sensing his irritation, and nervously rubs the back of his neck. The problem becomes clear very easily. His beloved crew had partied a little too hard the last few nights and now two of them were sick, leaving no group of three to split up and someone unaccompanied. He looks for Penguin's name to see who's alone and feels his heart flutter slightly when he sees your name scrawled out next to it.
"Our only two options are to either make one group get two things, which would set us back at least an hour, or...," Sachi says, trailing off slightly. The unspoken second option is clear. Law always spend their restock days on the ship. The higher his bounty gets, the higher the chance that he gets recognized, so he always finds it easier and safer for him to stay behind.
"I'll go," he relents, watching as the tension in Sachi's shoulders dissipates.
"Great. Thanks, Captain!"
Sachi disappears before he can change his mind. He sighs, looking around the collection of his crew until he finally finds you in the mix. He makes his way over, watching as you converse with Bepo, catching the very end of your sentence.
"-seems like I'll be alone today. Sachi said he would look into it, but everyone already has their pairs so I don't know who could take his place."
"That would be me," he answers, watching as both Bepo and you finally notice his approach.
"Oh! Uh, are you sure? Don't you usually spend the day on the Tang doing research?" you ask.
He ignores your improper name for the Polar Tang as he explains the situation to you. You nod, smiling as you say, "I see. Well, I'm glad to have your company then, Captain!"
He's taken aback by your words but decides to just move forward instead of dwelling on them, so he turns around and shouts, "Let's go."
"Shouldn't you probably change?"
He stops, looking down at his attire as you add, "As much as it suits you, it doesn't really hide the fact that you're a pirate, let alone our Captain."
He can't really argue with that. The Heart Pirates logo is front and center on his shirt and Kikaku is certainly not doing him any favors either. He tells you to wait and then quickly shambles himself into his room to change. He has to dig really deep in his closet before he finds a shirt that doesn't have his symbol front and center, but once he does he leaves Kikaku leaning against his wall and shambles back up to you.
By the time he's changed and came back, most of his crew is gone. You're quicker to notice him this time as a result and the two of you finally head into town.
"What are we in charge of?" he asks, stuffing his hands into his pockets now that they're not holding his sword.
"We're in charge of the medicinal herbs, Captain," you answer.
"Just Law is fine," he says, his hand fidgeting slightly as he adds, "No use in me changing if you're just going to use my title."
He sees you smile softly out of the corner of his eyes. "Right. Law it is, then."
His ears burn slightly as you say his name so effortlessly, but he brushes it off quickly and continues into town. It's not hard to find the store you're looking for and he lets you take the lead as you begin listing off the various herbs you need. It's not long before the two of you are walking through town once more, heading towards the submarine.
"Oh, look! That art is gorgeous."
He stops walking as he turns to look at what you're pointing at. There's a small stall in the marketplace's square that's selling paintings of all different sizes and mediums. He sees your eyes light up as you look at them and isn't surprised when you say, "Wait here, I'm going to go buy one."
He huffs, leaning against the wall of a nearby building where he can see the stall. He'd like to pretend that today had purely been an inconvenience, but he can't find it in himself to be that upset. While it was inconvenient that he wasn't able to spend the time studying the most recent medical book he had been interested in, the day had been pleasant. You'd made pleasant conversation with him while walking in town and your bright demeanor always seems to calm him down.
He looks back over to the stall, curious about what painting had caught your eyes, but feels his heart jolt when he doesn't see any sign of you. He stands up to his full height, hoping to catch any glimpse of you, but he still doesn't see anything. He curses to himself for letting his guard down and allowing you to somehow slip away and starts searching for you with his observation haki.
He picks up your signature in an alleyway and feels his gut churning. Not wanting to draw attention to himself by using his devil fruit powers, he quickly makes his way to where you are. As he gets closer, he hears you pleading with someone.
"Look, I'm really not interested and I have someone waiting for me, so-"
"Surely I can show you a better time than them, hm?"
He doesn't recognize the second voice but he doesn't need to to know what's going on. He feels anger burn in him as he finally turns a corner and sees a guy caging your body against the wall with both of his arms.
"I already told you, I'm not looking for that. Please let me go," you say, your hands clutching the bag of herbs you'd bought earlier as well as what looks to be whatever painting you had bought at the stall. He also sees the man take a step closer and open his mouth to talk, so he takes the opportunity to interrupt.
"You heard them," he says, his voice like venom as he enunciates, "Let them go."
The man looks at him, sizing him up as he takes a step back and lets his arms drop. "What are you, a good samaritan? Buzz off," he scoffs, turning his head back to you, clearly intending to ignore him.
He doesn't know what comes over him as he finds himself stepping closer and punching the man square on the side of his face. The man, clearly caught off guard, stumbles slightly. He doesn't give him any time to recover as he steps forward, putting himself in between you and the man whose face was now swelling up.
"What the hell?" he shouts, cradling his face as he finally catches his balance.
He can see the punch coming but knows that you're standing right behind him, so he only shifts slightly so that the punch only hits him in the shoulder. A moment afterward, it dawns on him that he can just get rid of the man, so he does.
"You're lucky I don't have my sword, or you'd be getting much worse than this," he seethes, holding his hand out as he says his classic phrase and sends the man shambling into the ocean. In his place, a mossy stone drops to the ground, echoing in the now almost empty alleyway.
When he turns around, you're staring at him speechless. He frowns slightly as he gives you a once over, checking for any visible signs of harm.
"I'm ok," you finally say, your voice shaky before you cough slightly and repeat, voice calm, "I'm ok. Just unnerved."
He doesn't take his chances and calls another room, switching you both closer to the Polar Tang. His guilt at letting you out of his sight and allowing this guy to drag you off eats at him as the two of you approach the ship. Once inside, he shambles the two of you to his examination room, pointing to the table and saying, "Sit. I want to check for injuries with the proper equipment."
You don't fight him as you make your way towards the table. You're still holding the bag and the painting until he gently takes them from you, placing them next to you on the table.
"I'm really ok La- I mean Captain," you begin, correcting yourself back to his title now that it's just the two of you.
He finds himself missing his name from you but keeps the comment to himself. He's supposed to be checking you for injuries. He's supposed to be assessing your well-being, which is only in question because of his own negligence. He frowns to himself and continues to check you for injuries without answering.
You let him, still assuring him that you're fine, that he only grabbed your arm for a moment at the stall, but he doesn't stop until he's sure that there's nothing wrong.
He sighs, finally stepping back from the table. His guilt still eats at him regardless as he goes over everything he did wrong. "I'm sorry, I should have been watching more carefully. No, I should have just come with you."
You simply smile at him in response and say, "It's my fault. I was the one who stepped away."
He doesn't have anything to say to that. He knows it's true, you did step away despite it being an explicit rule not to, but he can't deny his part in it as well. He curls his fists as the silence continues.
"Why didn't you dodge his punch?" you ask, your voice quiet.
He's surprised by the question, but also by how quickly his cheeks warm up at his answer. He looks off to the side, hiding behind his hat as he says, "You were right behind me. If I moved, he would have just punched you."
You have the audacity to laugh, loud and full as if he had just told you the funniest joke you'd ever heard and he can't help but scowl.
"You know," you start, laughter still floating in your voice, "For someone with such a cold exterior, you sure are kind."
The compliment catches him off guard. His face whips towards you as his eyes open in shock, the faint blush now burning bright red across his whole face. He meets your eyes and he doesn't see any hint of a joke.
He's heard himself called a lot of things. Scary, cold, bitter, even downright malicious, but never kind. It sends shivers up his spine as the word settles somewhere under his skin. You think he's kind. Kind.
"You're my subordinate. I'm not being kind, I'm just doing my job as your Captain," he corrects, not wanting you to misunderstand his intentions.
Your laugh this time is softer, more full of fondness, but it rustles him all the same. "You really are kind though," you insist. He's not ready for you to continue, barely able to handle the few words you've said, but that's never stopped you before. "I think you care a lot more than you want us to think. You wouldn't worry so much otherwise. Besides, you're always going out of your way to protect us. I think that makes you kind."
He doesn't know what to say, so he tries to navigate back into familiar territory. He takes a deep breath and calms his nerves, grabbing the bag of medical herbs from your side and turning around to begin putting them away. "Well, since I've checked and you don't have any injuries, there's no reason for you to stay."
He hears you shuffling around as he begins unpacking the herbs from the bag and chances a glance over at you one more time. He regrets it immediately.
You're looking at him like you can see right through him. You have your painting tucked under your arm as you look over your shoulder at him in the doorway and you're still smiling at him as if he didn't just ignore your comment and dismiss you rather rudely. It makes his heart ache, wanting to prove you right. To prove that he is kind, that he's worthy of your opinion of him, that he's worthy of your praise.
"Thank you, Captain. I enjoyed your company today."
With that, you disappear down the hallway, presumably back to your shared room to hang up your new picture. He stares at the spot you left long after you've gone, your words echoing in his mind. They rattle around in his heart until they finally settle, leaving a warm comfort he didn't know he craved.
You think he's kind.
That thought plagues his mind for the rest of the day. His guilt is completely forgotten, his mind too consumed by your compliment to make any room for it. He finds himself unable to even focus on reading the medical book that night that he missed out on reading earlier. Your words and the simple fact that you truly believed them chip away at his resolve until he finally has to come to terms with why it affects him so much. He mumbles your name, his hand clutching his heart as it beats, solidifying what he'd been ignoring for a long, long time now.
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part 4 of folie Ă deux. Masterlist
male reader x kim minju (ex-iz*one) ft yujin, gaeul and rei of Ive
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6
words: 9.15k - a lot of set-up in here for future parts, sorry
BlasĂŠ - indifferent
Itâs a far cry from eleganceâthe way youâre both scooping up pieces of clothing from the ground.
"Trousers?" Youâre scanning wall to wall, behind stools and tables until your eyes rest on the woman across the room. "Where did they go?"
Minju's got her hands at her waist, fitting her own trousers. âOver there.â She simply tilts her head in a direction of vague guidance.
Aside from the distant voice from the flickering television in the corner, showing scenes of the news, and the soft sounds of jazz music, there's an uneasy amount of silence for a bar in the mid-afternoon. Another knock at the doorâWonyoung must be getting impatient. No surprise.
You're pulling on your trousers as Minju slides her arms into her blazer, settling it onto her shoulders. As she brushes down her clothes, fixes her hair and steps over to her shoes, she has shifted back into the unassuming young woman you first set your eyes on. Not a trace of the indecency remains. Not even a slight indication that, despite the attempt she made to clean up with a few napkins, there's likely still your cum running from her cunt.
She has spent the past couple of minutes explaining how this will goâhow you're going to sit back at the bar and Minju is going to re-open as if nothing happened. She didn't tell you exactly how she plans to deal with the Wonyoung problem, but, âjust let me handle itâ is somehow enough for you.
You sit where it all started, joining your drink at the bar. The last remnants greet you in a sorry state of neglect. You do what you can to straighten up, a hand through your hair, a smoothing down of the wrinkles in your shirt, and a tug on the sleeves to straighten the cuffs. It is when you start to think you've got yourself somewhat under control that you realise just how bad you must look. Thereâs the undeniable sign that you canât ignoreâthat rising tide of musk and sweat from your body and the discomfort it brings.
Another loud rattle of the door against the frame, vibrating across the hinges and into the metal fixings. A call of your name, but it's not quite how you think it should sound.
Minju flicks a series of locks on the door; three separate boltsâheavy-duty clunking metal. Finally, she drops the latch and unlocks the main lock. She has her hand on the handle of the door and she hesitates, looking over her shoulder to check on you once again. One last look.
Just smile.
She opens the door, standing in the opening, between you and the woman outside.
"Wonyoâ" Minju begins. "Sorry, who are you?"
You twist in your seat and watch the scene unfold. You expect anger, an outpouring of venom from a woman so full of ego, arrogance, vanity, and maybe even jealousy.
Reality is far from the expectation.
The woman asks Minju if you're here, and while you're still racking your mind to work out who she is, Minju lets her in and, in a way, you're grateful for seeing her walk into the room and folding her umbrella.
"Gaeul?"
"Finally, I was a minute away from leaving. What were youâ" She looks around the room, at the out-of-place stools, and then at you. She scrunches her nose and sniffs, confirming her suspicions through the scent of sex. "Oh."
She turns her eyes to Minju. Gaeul lingers, eyes fixed on the bartender's face.
"We... we were talking." Minju chuckles in amusement.
"With the door locked?" Gaeul is easy to read, even across the room, and you can see the genuine concern on her face. You hear it in her voice too. Suddenly, even being here feels wrong. Discomforting is the silence. Unnerving is the smile that stretches on Minju's faceâa much prouder look than you're giving.
"Relax darling, we were just talking, and thenâŚ" Minju dismisses and Gaeul rolls her eyes.
"No, no. Please. Don't say another word," Gaeul waves her hands in front of her, a gesture of surrender. "I don't want to know the details."
"You sure you don't want to hear about how he justâ?"
"No. Just no." Gaeul turns from the grinning woman and heads to you.
She struts in that same determined way she always does. Steady are her paces. Bag over her shoulder, short hair half-tied up and black jeans hugging her legs. As usual, she dons the casual grace that suits her so well.
âBro, what the hell happened?â
âYou seriously donât know?â you answer the question with a question.
âYou got called away. Wonyoung said she had somewhere to be and the rest of us were left waiting, but nothing ever happened. Then classes end and Wonyoung finally just tells me I could find you here.â
âIâm in a shit-storm, Gaeul.â You say, resigned to your seat.
Figuratively, of course. Though Gaeul looks like sheâs been in one herself as she throws her rain-drenched raincoat over a stool. The one outside probably isnât bad enough to require a name, but you know the one that youâre facing all too well. Storm Wonyoung.
You recount the abridged version for her. Of course, the details of you and Wonyoung and your benefits need little introduction. As for the rest, itâs difficult to explain the parts you still donât understand, like how this all comes down and you and you alone. It takes two to fuck.
"You can't just hide in here from it all."
You laugh a little and say, "not hiding." An obvious lie, and Gaeul gives you a forced smile that says she's not convinced.
"You had us worried."
âEven Wonyoung?â you ask; itâs a test more than a question. You know the answer. You know that she doesnât give a shit, but you want to see if Gaeul tries to sell the lie.
"Ha! That would be a first." Minju mocks with a scoff. She walks back to where you first found her, behind the bar, and she's still pulling and tugging at her shirt to get the fit back how she likes it.
"Iâm sure she does," Gaeul says, with little confidence in her words. She sits herself down next to you and drops her bag off her shoulder and onto the bar.
"Youâre still trying to convince yourself," Minju mutters with a shake of her head. "She really has you all around her little finger."
Gaeul is trying her best to ignore the interruptions. "Wony and Yujinâthey can fix this."
"Yujin, huh? Now that's a new name." Minju interjects yet again, looking at you with eyes sharp enough to cut. She has her back to the shelf of alcohol, her arms folded under her chest. The more you think about itâthe more the pieces seem to fall into placeâthe clearer it becomes that Yujin is the best friend who replaced Minju.
You scratch your ear. What a mess.
"Gaeul, there's no way the school let me back in."
"You don't know that."
Minju steps forward, a little closer. Her tongue dances across her lips as she readies herself to speak. "Oh, you think Wonyoung is going to get daddy's money and pay your way out of this mess? What's she going to tell her father? Hey daddy, please can you bribe the school to help this guy who's been fucking your princess silly? Seriously? Sheâs probably the one who got you kicked out in the first place."
That same laughter. That same mocking, belittling attitude that Minju had toward the idea of Wonyoung earlier. As if Minju sees nothing but weakness. Sure, Wonyoung has her fair share of faults, and sometimes she comes off too entitled, but right now, in this situation, her heart is actually in the right place. Or that's at least what Gaeul is saying.
âShe would never do that! Wonyoung takes care of her friends and Iâm sure sheâŚâ Gaeul gives up on her argument as Minju continues to laugh in the face of it.
Minju holds one elbow in the palm of the other hand and places her index finger on her cheek. She flicks it over to Gaeul and points. âWhere are my manners? Drink?â
"Coffee, I guess."
"Come on, we're in a bar, let me pour you aâ"
"No." Gaeul snaps. "All that stuff does is tear lives apart." An unexpected sternness in her toneânot one youâre accustomed to. There's a hardness that washes over her featuresâeven her hair seems to have stood up a bit on end.
"Gaeul, it's just a drinkâ"
"That's how it starts and before you know itâ" The door opens and a couple of men walk in, silencing her. They look to choose their seats and Gaeul seems to shrink into her stool.
"Alright. Coffee it is," Minju says before shifting her focus to you. "Anyway, Yujinâyou fucking her too?"
"No." It's not a lie. Close call? Sure. Want to? Of course. Fucking her? No.
With Minju it just seems like if you give her any opportunity to fan the flames and sheâs there. Sheâs the type to see you caught in a storm and perform a rain dance.
She laughs. She knows. Itâs written on your face. "Of course not. Maybe she will let you one day." Minju laughs again and turns to pour out a coffee from the machine on the back of the bar.
Gaeul leans in close, making sure Minju can't hear you over the sounds of the coffee machine whirring to life. She whispers, "bro, whatâs wrong with this girl? And how does she know Wonyoung?"
"High school or something. They go back. Way back."
Minju approaches you, drink in hand, and without a word, places the coffee in front of Gaeul. Her expression speaks a hundred mocking words, and she shows little remorse for how she only seems to have stirred the pot further. Her earlier words ring in your earsâhow you should be more selfish and that there's more to life than Wonyoung and Yujin.
But here's the hitch.
The problem.
You can't shake the feeling that you really like those girls. No matter how complex their games get or how hard they play with your emotions. There's some innate charm about the two of them; a kind of charisma that not only attracts but holds. No matter how impossible their demands are, you keep on wanting more.Â
You're attracted to their sheer arrogance. Drawn by the magnetism of their utter assurance. Entranced at the depth and certainty of their convictions. And if Minju could read your thoughts right now, she would tell you just how stupid you sound.
As Minju walks away and towards her new patrons, sitting at the other end of the bar, you can only admire her.
Not just physically, but who she is. She doesn't care what other people think. She lives for herself.
"Bro, you gonna keep staring her down like that or you gonna talk to me?"
"Gaeul, I have to ask: why are you here?"
"To save you from doing something stupid. Though I might be too late." Gaeul throws a side-eye down the bar to Minju while she takes a drink.
"Don't take it out on her." You shrug. "Sheâ"
"Hey, I get it, she's hot," Gaeul rests her cup back on the bar and brushes a hair away from her cheek and back behind her ear. "I could tell when I walked in. It wasn't hard to put the pieces together, but what I donât understand is you. Do you just enjoy being used by anyone with a nice body?" Gaeul put her hand up between you, palm showing, stopping you from replying. âActually, don't answer that. What I'm saying is, don't you want more?â
Gaeul takes another drink from her coffee, holding you in suspense. The truth is that you don't really have an answer and you're not in any state of mind right now to make one.
"Look, all I'm saying is that we girls talk. About love and relationships and sex and well... Just stop being so naĂŻve, will you? If you get caught up playing the game, you're the one that's going to end up played." She picks the cup up again, cradling the warm mug between her fingers, wrapping her slender digits around it, squeezing gently. A long inhale follows as the aroma rises, the scent strong and enticing.
"I didn't ask for any of this." It's a defence so weak that you don't even support yourself. It's a hard denial of the fact that you have been used. Wonyoung has had you under her thumb from the start. And maybe you have gotten a little too comfortable under there.
"Listen, stop thinking with your cock for one day, bro. Tomorrow morning, go pick Yujin up from her house and take her out to get a dress for the party." She's talking fast, laying out a plan you weren't prepared for.
"She asked you earlier, remember, and don't worry, I already picked out a few that I know she will like. I'll text you the photos and what stores they're in. And for the love of god, just enjoy her company without trying to cum on her."
You shouldnât feel insulted by that, but you do. These girls really share everything.
Gaeul continues her instructions, "and then you turn up at the party on time, take the opportunity to forget everything that's happened and have a fun evening with Yujin, okay?"
It sounds so logical that it's impossible not to followâeven if it's rarely ever that simple. You agree. A silent nod, but enough to assure her that her words have reached you.
"Oh, and one more thing."
"Yes?"
Gaeul places the coffee mug back down on the table, pushes it away, and turns to face you. "Please make sure you dress nice, too. None of this"âshe motions to your clothesâ"can make an appearance. Seriously.â She smiles to herself as she stands up from the stool.
"Did I hear something about a party?" Minju returns with a renewed smile.
Gaeul rolls her eyes and gives you a slight shake of her head. Her way of letting you know that she has already seen enough of the new addition to your life.
"I think I've spent enough time here already. You should probably get home, too.â
You glance toward your drink, and Gaeul rolls her eyes. She laid out the recipe to success so simply and left you in charge of your future.
She offers Minju no quarter, merely walking toward the door she came through without a word. And she gets none in return, Minju quickly forgetting she was ever here to spoil your fun.
Minju repeats her earlier question. "So, party? Tomorrow? Are you talking about Sakura's?" The name is somewhat familiar. The truth is that you don't know for certain whose party it is, or why it was happening, just a time and a place, but as Minju confirms the details with you, they match up. Not that you have ever met this girl in question, it's just another friend of Wonyoung's.
"I didn't plan to go, but if you're my chaperone, then I could be convinced." Minju's got a glint in her eye and a flirtatious lilt in her toneâthe kind a girl pulls out when they're trying to tempt you into doing exactly what you know you shouldn't.Â
Gaeul told you just minutes ago to stop thinking with your cock and itâs easier said than done as Minju stares down at you with those eyes that look oh-so-pretty and the desire floods into you once again.
Still, there's some semblance of resistance in you. "It's not a good idea, for more reasons than I can even explain right now."
She stares at you in silence, smiling as she tries to understand, but her hands reach across and her slender fingers stretch over the top of yours. Fingers brushing over your knuckles and her thumb tucking under your palm.
"Don't ruin the fun," she replies. That spark. Flash. That temptation for more is so hard to resist. Gaeulâs words melt away.
"It's just thatâ"
"Think about the message it will send: I'll wear my sexiest dress and turn up arm-in-arm with you and Wonyoung will never know how close you were to being broken when you turned up here." Itâs probably the worst message you could send, but it does sound exciting.
A momentary smileâlost to a sigh at the thought. "That's only going to stir up more trouble, Minju."
"All's fair in love and war. You ever heard of that? Your move.." She smiles at youâthe sly, playful smile of someone who's in complete control, and is too willing to show it. Her hand tightens on yours and her eyes are unrelenting, and despite every sensible part of you warning yourself of her dangers, there's a spark that keeps growing inside that draws you back in.
"Are you really getting all proverbial with me right now?" You try to avoid giving her the answer she wants, but the girl is too smart to let you do that.
"Are you really avoiding giving me an answer? Well, it's too late now. We're going. You can come by and pick me up at seven?"
"Seven," you repeat. A resigned affirmation. "Here?"
"Not here, stupid. My apartment. I put my address in your phone notes."
"My phone?" You pat at your pockets, not feeling it anywhere.
"Here." She pulls it from her back pocket and throws you a gentle wink. "Don't forget about me now."
***
Luckily, it seems that news of your expulsion is still under wraps for now. Not only has no one from the class sent you a text about it, being their usual prying selves, but if the news had gone beyond the school and someone like Yujin's father had found out, he wouldn't have let you anywhere near his daughter.
Actually, everything today just feels so... normal. Even Yujin has avoided mentioning it while you have been out with her.Â
You're still out now, sitting on one of those chairs outside the changing rooms. You know the onesâplaced there for a very specific set of people. The ones for the disgruntled boyfriends who hate this sort of thing and all it entails. With their various bags by their side full of clothes, jewellery and shoes.
That's a lot of guys anyway, but youâ
"What do you think?" Yujin calls out as she pulls back the curtain and steps out into the hallway. "It looks nice, right?"
âaren't in their ranks today. You appreciate this ritual for what it is. There is no exasperation. No annoyance. Nothing but the simple delight of watching a beautiful woman twirl in front of you before her reflection.
"Looks great, Yujin," you answer with an honest smile.
She gives you another twirl, arms out, her slim and toned legs shown by the dress's thigh-length cut, her arms bare and the rest of her dress is tight fitting across her flat stomach and rounding her breasts. She's playing gently with the strap on her shoulder, adjusting it against her skin. With another turn and twist, the backless nature of the dress catches your eye.
"You say that about every dress I try."
"Well, they're all gorgeous. It's hard for me to pick one."
Her laughter is sweet and musical, and it hits your heart with a dull thumping, like a heavy drum being struck inside your chest. "You're not as much help as I hoped. What do you really think?"
Yujin drops a hand to her hip, planting it there and posing with a soft pout on her lips. She has her hair held back into a ponytail. "Tell me, am I sexy?" She punctuates the question with a shake of her hips. "Pretty? Cute? Tell me, do I look good enough to eat?"
"Eat?"
Yujin does that thing she always does; where when she finishes laughing after teasing you and she bites her tongue and it pokes through her lips. She drags the curtain back across, obscuring your view again, and you're left with nothing but the plain white corridor. That and the sounds of her carefully undressing on the other side of the draped fabric. You can imagine how she undid the zipper. How it opens from her lower back. The sound the fabric will make as it slides over her naked curvesâ
Fuck. Stop. Don't fantasise now. Not here.
You rock your head back, resting it against the wall and staring up at the ceiling. The white tiles aren't exactly exciting, but they are preferable to imagining anything Yujin is or isn't currently wearing.
"Can you believe it?" Yujin calls from behind the curtain, wrangling your attention back. "Nine whole days. No warning at all."
"Did I miss something?"
"My dad. He's gone for nine whole days this time. Only one day after momma has gone to visit my aunt. The house is weird without them. It's just me and the staff. It's cold and quiet. You should come over more." It's all so nonchalant for her to ask that. No mention of what happened the last time you were in her house. How youâ
Yujin pulls the curtain and steps out. A new dress. It's hard to look away and even harder to look her in the eyes. This is an elegant red one, an alluring warm hue. The dress is cut high up on the thigh, close enough to the line of the panties you're actively not thinking about. Tight on her waist and a neckline that follows the collarbone and frames her neck and shoulders in soft fabric.
"Well?"
"Yes." It's the only word that comes to mind. She's the most beautiful thing. Your favourite image. She is like a perfect portrait, hung there just for your view.
"Yes what?" she asks.
"Yes to this dress. This is the one."
She pulls a look. One you're not exactly sure how to read. "And about coming over?"
"Um..." The old you would have leapt at the chance. Fuck, the current you wants to too, but you still haven't addressed the elephant in the room.
"What's going on with you?" Yujin quizzes. She knows you haven't been your usual self the whole day. Everything weighing on your mind, including a future where you quite literally have no idea what tomorrow will bring. You can feel itâhave felt itâholding you back.
"Look..." You run a hand through your hair. "The school thing has been playing on my mind." It's half the truth.
"Is that it? It's only school."
"Yujin. It's my life. I don't have money or assurances orâ"
"You have me." Yujin steps forward, looking down at you in your seat, smiling. "Right?"
You look at her all confused. How do you reply to that? What does she even mean by that?
"I've got your back, okay? Always," Yujin assures, her smile so calming and comforting and yet, her words leave something to be desired. "Trust me."
Yujin raises a delicate hand toward your cheek, hovering millimetres from touching, just close enough for you to feel her heat and her draw. For an agonising second, all is silent as the air hangs tense. Then the touch. The smoothness of fingers that have never worked a day in their life against your skin.
"I already called the school. Told them Daddy would cut his funding if they didn't brush it under the rug." It's all so easy for her. How casually she flaunts her money and influence. But as the fingers trace the edge of your jaw, graze across your cheeks and come to rest their pad beneath your chin, tilting your head upward and casting your vision toward the young woman's bright smile, you canât help but pin your hopes on her.
There's this moment you're stuck in, staring at her smile and wishing you could kiss it. Her fingertips threaten to draw you in but just as you let them, she slips them off you and pulls herself back. "Butâ" Yujin says with a wink, "you owe me."
She takes three steps back, slipping back into the cubby of a changing room across from you.
Yujin turns to the mirror, admiring the dress, her fingers running flat against her stomach. Her arms trail up along her side and around, stroking and smoothing down the fabric. Her shoulders shift, tugging on the fabric and perfecting the fit as she always does. "You're right. This is the one. You have good taste."
Yujin reaches her hands behind her back, fingers reaching her upper back and to the fabric of the dress. You watch, breathing steadily, as her fingertips begin to work the zipper, sliding it downward ever-so-slowly, exposing an inch of skin, then another, and anotherâŚ
She tilts her head and gives her hair a subtle shake, exposing the nape of her slender neck. With a gentle roll of her shoulders, the dress falls loose, slipping from the sharpness of her shoulders, and gathering up on her elbow and waist. Her back is bare to you, and when you can drag your eyes to the mirror, a lot more too. That's when you catch her gaze, looking back in the mirror, watching the effect she has as the dress falls further, fully from her arms and waist to the floor.
Now only her underwear hugs her hips, the soft lace of her panties a little sheer, framing her perfectly round ass. Her eyes are fixated on your own, her face almost twisted, so sadistically joyous, revelling in the sight of your torture. Yujin says nothingâhow could she say a word to ruin this tension? A laugh slips through her lips, and then she reaches behind her for the curtain. Drawing an end to the act as she conceals herself behind the fabric.
âTake this," she calls through the curtain and you're still trying to settle back into reality when out pops her hand, the dress draped over it. "You still have my card, right? You can go pay."
You take the dress, not knowing how to reply.
Yujin continues, "meet you by the door."
***
"Did you two justâ?"
"She's in the changing room, Rei. At the store."
"Oh." Rei sounds out of breath and fatigued, her words come heavy, laced with pants. "Fuck it. You can help me. You're the only person who answered."
"What's wrong Rei?" You're talking with your eyes fixed across the room, waiting to see Yujin emerge.
"What's the best excuse to get out of a guy's apartment?" Rei is hushed a little now.
"Wait. Are you in there right now?"
"In the bathroom, he can't hear me right now, but yeah. I need an out. This guy was texting me about how well he was going to fuck me and he blew in like a minute." There is some disgust in her tone, a clear sense of disillusion. "Dude ended up just watching me get off. Prick."
Trying to keep it on topic, and trying to not imagine Rei masturbating, you say, "family emergency is always a good one. Hang up. Walk back into the bedroom. Then I'll call you pretending to be your uncle."
"A sexy uncle or a creepy uncle?"
"Your choice?"
"I'd say you're more of a sexy uncle."
You try not to indulge her. "Rei. Go."
"Right."
She hangs up. And you give it a minute, counting back from sixty. You call her, and when she answers, you turn up your volume, which grabs the attention of a few people in the store. "Rei! Rei! Where are you?"
"Uncle? What's wrong? Calm down!" She even sounds slightly convincing.
"Your aunt. There's been an accident. You need to hurry." You're quieter now, and the eyes around you go back to whatever they were doing.
"Yes uncle. Right away! I'm on my way now." Then you barely hear her ad she's speaking to the mystery man in the room with her. "Sorry, I have to go. It's my uncle. My auntie... she..."
Wow. She even sounds so genuinely upset. There's probably even a fake tear in there somewhere. There's some more muffled conversation you can't make out, likely Rei's dropped the phone while she dresses. You can imagine it, even if you couldn't make out what's going on in the background. She's feigning a panic, apologising to the guy, quickly pulling on her panties while he's laid there all confused. She's grabbing a shirt, jeans, a coat, and then rushing out the door. All the while maintaining her worry.
"Uncle?" she calls down the phone after some sounds of commotion. "I'm on my way now." There's the sound of a door slamming in the background.
"Rei? You good?" you ask.
"I'm out now. Thank you. Ugh. At least one guy didn't let me down today. Why is it so hard to just get a good fuck?" She lets out the words with a sigh, her tone is annoyed, and the sound in the background has changed. Her steps. The outdoors. The sound of cars.
"Take it as a compliment. Maybe you're just too hot for him."
She laughs a little, "yeah or my pussy is too good. Some people aren't prepared for what my pussy can do." She laughs again, louder this time and it brings a chuckle from yourself.
"Got to go now, Rei. Text me when you're home," you tell her.
"Wait! Before you go, what are you doing in say... an hour?"
"You what now?"
"Come on." She whines in that exaggerated way she can't quite contain. "If you're not busy then..." She trails off and silence follows.
You're not even sure what to think. Not sure what to say. "Rei..."
"Just kidding. Thanks again." She speaks in a hurry and hangs up the phone quickly too, before you can even say goodbye. You bring the phone in front of you, to make sure the call ended. It did.
You look up from the screen just as Yujin appears across the store.
***
Yujin leads you through the mall as you trail just behind her, one arm draped in bags full of clothes worth more than triple the car you drove her here in.
"Trust me. If it's not in a cone, then it's just not right," Yujin insists. You're not sure how you've come down to arguing about the semantics of eating ice cream, but here you are.
"But what if it's in a glass and it has a wafer with it? It's the same taste. The same substance," you contend, trying to reason.
"That's a sundae and sundaes are a whole different thing altogether. Everyone knows that."
"Okay, so what's wrong with that, but in a plastic cup?"
"You mean in a disposable container with not much thought, nor flavour nor creativity?" She stops in place, turning to you and saying, "Ice cream is an experience." She raises her hand to her head, grabbing at it and feigning frustration.
"So, glass okay, cone okay, plastic cup, not okay? Even if it's the same ice cream in all three?"
"Exactly." That's her reasoning, for leading you all the way to the other side of the mall, to the place that puts ice cream in a cone, and not in a little tub.
You hold your tongue for a minute and follow. Waiting for that perfect moment to throw your next question out there. You're slipping through the crowds of people, cutting around groups as they browse and peruse the items on display at the front of each store, and occasionally avoiding the people mindlessly walking on their phones.
Yujin is looking ahead and she doesn't see it coming. Two kids running right across her path. You quickly reach for her arm and pull her out of the way just in time to avoid them running headlong into her.Â
"What are youâ"
"Careful." You tilt your head towards the kids as they run across in front of you.
"Oh." Yujin flicks her gaze after them and turns it up at you, smiling. "My hero," she says whimsically, almost to the point you feel she's mocking you. Yujin lifts her arm under your grasp until she meets your hand with her own, and then interlocks her fingers into yours. She continues leading as if nothing at all has changed. You're following her again, past countless stores, your hand bound with her all along.
"So, Yujin, soft-serve orâ"
"Don't even go there." Yujin laughs, turning to flash you a smile. She pulls on your hand to bring you to a stop. "Here we are."
"But, we didn't even discuss flavours..."
***
It's different, and not entirely comfortable. Usually, Yujin is buried in her phone, scrolling down her feed, flicking through stories or reading all those weird Instagram message requests she gets from her followers. Not this time. No, Yujin is sitting beside you in the passenger seat, her phone nowhere to be seenâenjoying life. Enjoying your company.
She still has her ice cream, in a cone just as she wanted, and she's sharing it with you as you drive. She reaches over between her licks to give you a taste.
It's not just that, it's how talkative she isânow more than ever. Never has she been so willing to discuss her family. She's just finished telling you all about her auntie and how her mother helped her set up a shop overseas, and how sheâs visiting her right now. All this talk has led her to her father, who she talks about with much less fervour.
You will never forget the first time you met him; the imposing aura the man commands and his rigorous standards for everything. Her stories though? They seem more like myths.
"He ran a whole rival company into the ground. Pricing them out of deals, cutting shady deals himself. It was ruthless. But effective," Yujin says, pausing before she gives her ice cream another lick. "Hundreds of people lost their jobs; it was all on the news. I was young, so I didn't really understand. Mother tells me it changed him. He was away for a long time. I went years without really spending time with him."
"Yujin... I don't understand. He always seems so..."
"Nice?" Yujin completes the statement for you with a sarcastic laugh. "When he's home, he puts on the act. But when he's away, sometimes mother just wishes he would stay there." She's looking straight ahead now, focusing on the view out the front window as you dip off the highway.
"Can I ask about the scar, then?" It's a topic you're unsure about broaching, but it feels like the kind of chance that won't come again if you leave it.
"Scar? The one on his neck? He wouldn't even tell me or mother how he got it. Probably some ex-employee, or... an ex-lover." That's the one thing you knew about him. Yujin told you before about how he barely even hides his trysts from his wife and the damage it has caused.
"Sometimes I wish the entire company would just burn, and we would all be left with nothing. Have a normal life."
âA normal life isnât any better, Yujin. Just a different shade of the same colour.â
There's a vulnerability to her now that always seemed so elusive. It's the softness of her tone and the almost timid smile that crosses her face when you look over. Then comes the quiet. The silence as she waitsâwaits for the world to answer all her unanswered questions. Waits for you to give the reassurance she needs, to know she's not alone.
With one hand still on the wheel, you reach the other over to her lap and find her hand.
"Don't." Yujin pushes back at first. But the harder she pushes, the tighter you squeeze and you let her know that you're going to be here. Her resistance crumbles and the fight subsides. And Yujin entwines her hand back with yours, locking her grip. "Thank you."
You turn the next corner and the molten orange afternoon sun burns ahead of you, threatening to fall below the horizon. Its warm rays burst with vivid colour.
"You never talk about your parents," Yujin asks with a soft curiosity.
"I don't know them. It's just my brother and me. Always has been. Always will be. He raised me," you explain so simply.
"Oh. I'm sorry. I sound so ungrateful now." This might be the first time you have ever heard Yujin utter that wordâsorry. She holds a little tighter onto your hand, a returned reassuring squeeze to tell you she cares.
You keep hold of her as you turn into the gated grounds of her house, pull up into her long-cobbled driveway and pull the car over in front of the door.
"You should come in, stay with me until the party," she offers, refusing to let go of your hand.
"I have to go home, I have to wash and change and..." You trail off, omitting the fact you also have to go to Minju's place before the party. Her hold on your hand loosens as you speak but you hold a little tighter and tell her, "but, I'll see you soon."
The warmth of her touch departs your grip. Her face seems more understanding. "You will." She smiles and behind her, through the window, you spot her staff approaching to help with her bags. "Don't be late, okay?"
You give her a firm single nod as she steps out of the car.
***
You're about to buzz for the third time, but you pause to check your phone. You read the address over and over. You're at the right place. Maybe Minju made a typo? Maybe she did this on purpose just to waste your time? You press the buzzer a third and final time. It rings and rings until eventually the screen lights up.
Minju's face is pressed to the camera. "You're early."
"Actually, I'm right on time."
She turns away from the camera to check the clock on the wall. She leans a little to get a better look, bringing more of her into view. More accurately, bringing her bare shoulders into the camera shot. "Fuck," she says as she turns back to the camera. "Okay, look, just come up."
"But I have a taxi here waiting."
"So wave them away." The camera cuts off and the door buzzes open.
You roll your eyes and open the door, turning to the taxi driver and lazily waving a hand before you enter.
When you make it to Minju's apartment, a surprise awaits. You find the door unlockedâthat's not the surprise. What's behind it is what is so unexpected. It looks like the aftermath of a localised apartment tornado.
There are shoes on the floor between strewn-out items of clothing as soon as you enter. There's a pair of her jeans right by the door and next to them a bra. You drag your eyes across the room and things don't get any better. You don't even want to know how that pair of tights ended up hung over her TV. Or why there's one of her bomber jackets hung from the fridge? And you especially don't want to question how the back of her sofa became her de facto underwear drawerâthere are six or seven pairs laid out along it.
"Minju, it's me," you call out.
Minju pokes her head from her bathroom door. "Take a seat."
"And where in the world am I supposed to find one?" Even her dining chairs hold two folded stacks of work clothes.
Minju shrugs and scrunches her nose before ducking back into the bathroom. A moment of silence is followed by the blaring of a hair dryer. You navigate the floor like a minefield until you close in on the door she just slipped into. You check your watch, just twenty-five minutes until when you told the girls you would be there. Until when Yujin is expecting youâalone.
"Minju!" You call over the sounds of her drying her hair..
She speaks from within, her voice almost completely muffled. "What's wrong?" The sounds cut to quiet.
"Ten minutes until we need toâ" Your voice is caught in your throat as Minju emerges from the bathroom. She's wearing nothing but the scent of her soap and the soft glisten of her damp skin. And, in true Minju style, she doesn't cover herself, she doesn't even shy away.
Itâs all so⌠blasĂŠ.
"My eyes are up here." Her giggling is playful and sultry, luring you to her, and there is no place else for your gaze to drift. All you have to do is watch. Follow every drop and curve, every exquisite angle. The wet, raven hair hangs heavy down her back.
"Youâ weâ clothesâ where are your clothes?"
"Ummm..." Minju raises her hands in a form of shrug as she twists and scans around the room. "They're somewhere here. Probably." She keeps walking, across your path and into the kitchen. You watch her as she struts all the way to the far counter. She stands for a moment or two in a pose, her weight on one leg and the other propped on her tiptoe.
She finally turns back to you, half a bottle of wine in her hand and a half-cocked smile on her lips.
"Minju, I need toâ"
"When was the last time you had a drink? Anything since yesterday afternoon?" she asks as she sweeps two glasses that don't even look clean from the countertop.
"No, nothing, butâ"
"How about sex? Fucked anyone else since me?" she's asking so casually as she places the two glasses on the small part of her table that isn't covered in books, papers and boxes. She uncorks the wine bottle and begins to pour.
"What? No, but Minju... it's almostâ" Your pointless protests are stilted by the young woman thrusting a glass of wine towards you, which you feel compelled to step closer and take. You stand across from her, glass in hand, staring at a face that's staring back.
"Me neither. Cheers," she says, tilting her glass toward you as an invitation. You clink them together and follow her lead, drinking the wine in one go. âThat's the drink out of the way. Now how about a fuck?"
Minju places her glass onto the table and then she approaches, sauntering one foot in front of the other until her bare chest presses against yours.
"Time is ticking, I know." Her mouth is beside your ear, whispering into it and brushing the tip of her nose across your cheek. âBut we can be quick."
She slides back a step, her hand taking hold of your collar, tugging you toward her as she takes another step. You pass by the table and you take the chance to place your glass alongside hers before she continues to draw you across the room.
You don't resist. Couldn't stop yourself even if you wanted. You step as she guides you. Follow as she leads until her hips rest against her kitchen counter. There you close the space, pressed together, looking into her dark eyesâtainted with want. There's something about Minju that makes everything simple. All the world, the noise, the games. All the expectations and pressures of normal life are foregone and stripped away, leaving only you, her, and basic instinct.
Your fingers cup her jaw, following the smoothness and warmth of her cheeks. It's a subtle action, a movement slow in motion yet so immediate in meaning. As you make your desires known, the sparkle that plays at the corners of her eyes draws your lips into hers.
You near a kiss until she turns away at the last moment, leaning herself forward and presenting her bare back to you. "What do you see?" she asks, looking back at you.
The soft curve of her spine paths her back all the way to the dimple at the base. You smooth the flat of your palm along her sides, touching gently across the silkiness of her warm, wet skin. Your lips come down, pressed to her shoulder and you brush the tip of your nose along her nape. And just like that, you're intoxicated by her. All sense and rationality abandoned. "You."
"Then fuck me." Her voice is sweetly coarse, a gentle whisper. You hear a faint noise escape, a gentle mewing of want.
And fuck you will. Your hands run over her, squeezing gently as you lower. All the while she presses and writhes herself against you, rubbing and stirring at your building lust, toying it further and further. Minju bends over more, backing herself against you until you're made to take a step back. She keeps her hands against the wood as she lowers her head further and slightly parts her legs.Â
You're quick to unbuckle your belt, pop the button, unfasten the zipper and slip your boxers low enough to take out your dick. Hard, ready, wanting, and there's an invitation in front of you. Bare and inviting, warm and moist, enticing and so perfect.
Minju turns to flash her eyes over her shoulder, holding the very image of invitation. So, with only that little cue needed, you slide inside her. One short stroke followed by a deep, stretching push, all the way, your hips crashing to meet her. Slow, sensual motions in and out as you grip her waist.
"Faster. Like you mean it." There it is. The thing you love and hate about Minjuâthe expectation, the challenge, the attitude, the need for more.
A few deep breaths and you grip a little tighter. Brace your legs a little firmer and with a shift of weight forward you drive harder into her and her mewl of approval spurs you onward. You hit a rhythm that suits you both. Her back arches. She sways forward with each motion before bucking her hips back, pushing you as hard as you're pulling, matching your want with hers.
As you both find comfort in your actions, a rhythm that doesn't chase a high but pleases wholly, Minju looks over her shoulder again with a question on her lips. "Who's Yujin?"
A quick answer leaves you. "Not now," you respond, while you pull at her hips and pull a whine from her.
Minju's voice is barely a whisper. She repeats the name, questioning it a second time and asking, "You didnât tell me yesterday. Who is she?"
"Can't you let it go?"
"You have your cock in me. Least you can do is answer my question." Minju is smiling when she says it, showing her teeth with a look that just dares you to not do as she says.
"Fine," you reply and then slide your hand up her body, reaching to cup one of her tits while you fuck her. "Yujin is a friend," you say, and you know how unsure you sound. "And she's a friend of Gaeul and Wonyoung too."
"So, really, have you fucked her too?" The question is as blunt as she can possibly make it and Minju emphasises it further with a deliberate shake of her ass into you, driving her hips back to make a point.
"Nope."
"But you want to." This time, a statement, not a question.
"Why do you think that?"
"As soon as I mentioned her name I could feel you twitch inside me. Fuck me a little bit harder. You wish I was her." Minju laughs, a hand moving behind her back, snaking around to grip her own ass.
"I didn't. I justâ It was you, Iâ"
"I don't care. Think about her if you want. As long as you fuck me." Minju is demanding, the statement becomes her prerogative. She bites her lip and plays with herself. She knows exactly the way to tease and taunt. "That's why you're even doing this? Did Yujin not show enough affection? Too high and mighty to put out? Or does she just not like you?"
"It's complicated." You slow your movements to a series of leisurely strokes. It gives you a moment to collect your thoughts and choose your words. "We've had... moments... but I don't really understand her. But fuck she drives me insane. She's this mystery and sometimes a contradiction and you know what, Minju? Sometimes she infuriates me with her teasing." You remember just earlier today, her little show in the changing room and how it led to nothing more. You hold Minju a little firmer with a tight grasp on her waist and her breast. The anger pushes your hips against hers with a little more force.
"Ooohh... someone is frustrated. It's fucking hot when girls play coy, isn't it? Seeing her and the power she has over you. Dangling the prize and not giving it to you." Minju arches her back and looks at you, a curl in the corner of her lips as she asks, "would you rather be inside her?"
"I'm inside you," is all the answer that comes. It is a grunting, panting whisper. You thrust a little deeper and a moan fills the air.
"Fuck me harder then, use me. Fuck me like I'm Yujin. Like I'm the fucking tease that's finally giving you what you want."
There's something about the way she's taunting and coaxing you that awakens this raw, carnal lust. How does she read you this well? She's got your thoughts down to the very emotion in such a perfect moment, in a time of emotional fragility, and in a way that's strangely flattering, a kind of praise in and of itself. And Minju is saying everything that excites you most about the way you think about Yujin. All of the want and the unfulfilled frustration. All of it validated.
So you fuck her. Truly fuck her.
And you try and bury into her how much Yujin affects you. You push Minju's hips against the counter, slamming her against it and she sends a couple of pots flying in her wake. "Yes, you want her like this," she says in between pants as your thrusts speed to new heights. Minju bucks her hips into you to meet your motions, but even as she braces herself as best she can, she cannot quite catch up.
"Take her as you take me," she cries, letting out the mewing moans with a chorus of gasps, one for every time you grind your cock deep within her, you feel a squeeze, the gripping of her walls, the milking, beckoning tightness. "Break her, like she's never been fucked."
"Ahhh Minju..." You grind in deeper.
"Yujin. You're fucking Yujin!" Minju calls.
You are driven to your deepest. One final stroke as Minju clamps her thighs together.
She yells her words in an abrupt, lustful explosion. "What does Yujin like? Does she like this?" Minju teases, trying to sound seductive despite the audible lack of air in her chest and the torrents of orgasmic energy flooding through.
"Fuck," you grunt, clapping your hips against Minju's ass. Your mind is a cocktail of reality and imagination. A beautiful girl in front of you. The image of Yujin taking off her dress in your mind. That fucking tease, showing you and playing with you and taunting you. She's smilingâthey're both smiling. Minju and Yujin. Looking back at you. Smiling, goading, taunting, playing.
"Harder! Fucking harder!" Minju squeals with excitement as she throws herself against the surface in front of her, sending more things flying out the way onto the floor. You have a hand in the centre of her back, pinning her down while you slam into her throbbing cunt. Again and again, the slaps and the wet smacks resound with every impact. "Let it out," she squeals.
Her words stir an inferno, building a flame inside and its warmth fans out, spreading and warming every part of you. Its fire melting and burning you in its powerful force. And then with one last plunge, you hold yourself, pressing as deep into her as possible, filling her up and sending yourself bursting and exploding through her.
The rushing wave. Flooding torrent. Thunderous release.
Everything let go.
In her, and held fast, still spasming, still releasing, spilling, and pouring everything. Everything spent, empty, drained. You try and catch the breath that evades your racing heart and heaving chest. Sweaty and slick. Warm and tender. The exhaustion settling in.
It's all so fucking cathartic. A long-suppressed and repressed fire finally unleashed and given its time to burn. Unhindered and unchained, and all under the watchful eye of your own personal confidant, coaxing out what's been buried, releasing its lock, freeing its bounds.
"Now tell me... how long have you wanted that?" Minju asks, and the satisfaction in her voice makes it clear that she already knows.
With your pulse pounding and breath racing, you're not ready to face her just yet. It takes another moment, holding her, pressed against her, feeling the closeness in a way that you could almost say is romantic. Minju wriggles under you and releases a laugh.
She shuffles and slides away from you, forcing your still sensitive, softening dick to slip from her. Now she is facing you and it's a sight worth appreciating, but at the same time, so, so dangerous. Her beauty is special, but your mind is a mess.
"So..." Minju pulls her bottom lip into her mouth, trapping it between her teeth for a second as she dips her head then she laughs. "Did you have any other fantasies with her?"
"Minju." It's the most exhausted warning you can muster as you sink to the floor, sitting back against a kitchen cupboard.
"If it's any consolation. She's missing out. You're a great fuck. Just what I needed."
"Right back at you," you say, leaning back your head, exhausted, to rest on the cold wood. You stare up at the white ceiling, in a strange reminisce. It isnât exciting but itâs preferable to your thoughts.
"Hmmm, that's cute." Minju is still standing beside you, using a piece of kitchen towel to awkwardly clean herself up. She wipes the thick, slick mess away and asks, "And look. What we just did, it's not weird. I get it. We're two friends just helping each other out. No strings."
You nod slowly, taking her sentiment.
"Don't worry. Yujin will know nothing. Our little secret," Minju says, patting your head. You sit for a moment in silence, Minju still by your side, she's getting herself a bottle of water now from the pack next to her.
"Minju?"
"Yeah?"
"Why is your place such a fucking mess?"
***
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love's gonna get you killed
alexia putellas x reader
summary: alexia is older, wiser, and trying to make you the best. in doing so, she loses sight of more important things.
words: 5.4k
warnings: itâs a little bit toxic and thereâs an age gap
notes: the request for this can be found here. genuinely never flinched more when writing something and this is only the beginning... NEW TRILOGY TIMEEEE
p.s. it's set in two timelines and i hope you clock otherwise this will not make sense
then again, this could've been a fever dream over the past few days soooo
Morning.Â
Like dawn; like the freshness of dew on the grass and a light breeze. A thousand suns and the bluest of skies.Â
How do you even begin to describe it?Â
A spark?Â
Yes. It starts with a spark.Â
Barcelona play Levante. An away match for the former, but hardly a challenge. Tough games are increasingly difficult to come by with the depth of their squad (and the failings of their league), but Alexia doesnât mind too much. The break is welcomed with open arms, and she loves nothing more than to crush her opponent.Â
She is merciless, but she is never unkind.Â
The goals come flowing like an unstoppable river; white-water rapids tearing up the shitty pitch and obliterating the Levante players. Alexia runs to stay afloat, to further prove the excellence of the club she adores, and her buoyancy is mimicked by those of equal skill.Â
Weirdly, an intruder survives the flood.Â
What was struck off as a clean sheet is flipped on its head; tainted, stained.Â
One goal.Â
One magic boot, one hero.Â
One player saves Levante from losing four to nil.Â
The small-ish crowd wildly shouts your name, well-acquainted with screaming those syllables after seeing the swoosh of the white net and the step towards victory.Â
Alexiaâs eyebrows furrow, although she knows they are not going to lose. Itâs frustrating for her, having failed to apprehend a pass somewhere down the line that had connected and connected until it found your feet and soared home. In her head, clouded with pride, it makes no sense.Â
Who the fuck thinks they can score against the greatest club in the world?Â
(Maybe, thinking about it now, Alexia is a little unkind.)Â
The rallying war-cry that she roars catches your smug attention. Youâre glad she thinks youâre a threat, even if your team is technically being thrashed.
Somehow, Alexia assigns herself to mark you. The fluidity of Barcelonaâs formation allows for the defence to press higher than their managerâs instructions, and, as you are clearly the best Levante has, you are all over the ball; drawn deeper into the action. You almost forget the definition of âstrikerâ, too engaged in the midfield.Â
Youâll be bollocked for it later, you think when thereâs a brief reprieve, the ball rolling out of play for a Barcelona throw-in. You look at the gap you have left in the front line and the chaos you have caused in the midfield, and you try to convince yourself to return to the game-plan. But then thereâs Alexia Putellas, her hand pressed against your back, fingers gripping your shirt to stop you from intercepting the bouncing ball as it hurtles towards one of her own.Â
Alexia Putellas has a decisive grip on you. She pulls you back, and she makes it seem easy.Â
You take one look at her expression, jaw clenched as she concentrates on ripping your team to shreds, and feel the need to roll your eyes.
Her determination to embarrass you is admirable enough. Itâs clear that Alexia canât handle losing in any capacity. Itâs clear that she cares.Â
She is worried, and that is obvious too.Â
She doesnât let you get very far from her, despite the shouts for extra coverage down the middle. Alexia is clever when it comes to football, and she can smell talent like a blood-thirsty shark. Preoccupying herself with defending meaningless passes that only wind the clock down would be useless; it will always be useless when you are on the pitch.Â
Because youâre good. Really good. Young, fresh, talented, and just what the Barcelona squad might need.Â
The ball comes to your feet and she is ready to quell the threat. She faces you, her closed defending designed to make you feel caged. However, when the ball slips between her open legs, she is left to catch smoke in the wind, and, though itâs at her own expense, she is impressed.Â
Just like that, something ignites.Â
...
Alexia wakes up with a low, determined groan. Her alarm is loud and you begin to move in your sleep, distressed by its intense, relentless mission to rouse the entire world. Alexia doesnât care if you want to sleep in. She thinks you should be foaming at the mouth to train with her today.Â
Itâs the day after the latest league match.Â
Together, Alexia and you scored three shared goals. The connection on the pitch is undeniable, and has been since Barcelona leapt at the chance to sign you at the start of last season.Â
Sheâs an impactful player and is lethal when her passes are fired towards you.Â
Days like these are tests. You hear the alarm and know you are waking up beside your captain, not your girlfriend.Â
The alarm might as well signify the start of another trial; another exam. Do you want to be good, or the best? Do you know that talent is not everything?Â
Whenever the questions appear, more in her eyes than on her sharp tongue, you hold back your remark. Itâs the same every time.Â
Maybe I donât want to be the best, Alexia.
Maybe I have more talent than you, Alexia.
Captain Alexia Putellas is easier to shout at than the woman you love.Â
...
Levante loses but you do not seem disheartened; youâre only twenty, and there will be many more matches to win in the future.Â
You wipe the sweat from your brow, laughing at how some of the Barcelona players grimace as you hold out the same hand for them to shake. They are mostly the younger ones; those you know from the national team.Â
They ask you whether youâre going to celebrate your goal later. Thereâs no real reputation of partying attached to your name, but there is a certain standard that comes with being a young and bright star. Kick-off was early, and it would be a good day to explore Valenciaâs nightlife.Â
âIâm going home tonight,â you explain pointedly, just to stop them from further taking the piss.Â
âNo way.âÂ
âYeah, weâre having dinner.âÂ
âYou and your family areâ?âÂ
âIâm trying to move past it,â you reply. Itâs curt and a clear end to the conversation. The crowd of players disperses soon after and you are following the victors back to Barcelona before you know it.Â
A sleek, black car picks you up from the station with more than the necessary fanfare. The driverâs window rolls down, revealing an unfamiliar face; dark sunglasses, starch-ironed shirt.Â
âYouâre new,â you mutter to the driver as you slide into the backseat. He remains silent. âWhere did the last one go? It hasnât been that long.â He couldnât have died or anything, youâre sure of it.Â
It has only been, what, four years since you were last here?Â
Your parents divorced when you were seven. Like most cases, you were caught in the crossfire, but that was hardly traumatic enough.Â
They were liberal and believed in your emotional capacity with slightly more vigour than it deserved. They told you all the gory details: who slept with whom; who should go to Hell.Â
The most gruesome part was the debate about who should keep you. It was a bloody battle, but not a choice a seven-year-old was able to make. And your father, the pathetic man he had become, bowed out after a month, fucking right off to Munich with a new job and bitterness in his heart that led him to vow to never, ever be in contact with you again. He lost and he chose to keep on losing.Â
Fatherless, it was easy to attach yourself to the man your mother began to rebuild her life with. He was caring and he made your spiralling mother happier, funding lavish shopping trips and holidays.Â
You moved into his house in the most affluent part of Barcelona â that was home, even if it didnât quite feel like it.Â
But you grew older, and so did the wonderfully in-love couple. Your fatherâs nose moulded itself onto your face, and his eyes grew more prominent whenever your mother tried to converse with you. It haunted her, your likeness, and it was unsettling to the man who wanted a family of his own.Â
There was an easy route to rid themselves of you: boarding school in the US. You cried, riddled with homesickness, every night for months, while they procreated as though they had no pre-existing child. Soon came twins; a mix of their own, a family of their own.Â
So they became four, and, at sixteen, you became one; emancipated and ready to train in the Wolfsburg academy, having progressed quite well through the years at school (earning your call-up to Spainâs youth teams, winning a few medals, showing off what you considered the talent that made your existence worthwhile â the usual).Â
âHi,â you say as the door to the mansion swings open. The marble floors are vaguely familiar, but the two boys peering at you behind the housekeeper are not. âIs, um, dinner ready yet?âÂ
...
With the alarm still blaring, Alexia runs a warm hand down your bare back, calloused fingers pressing into the divot of your spine. It is always like this with her: one thing said by her actions, another by her mouth. The nature of the message flips and switches as she pleases, but she never seems to be entirely able to make up her mind.Â
You sigh into the pillow, burnt by the flames left in the wake of her touch. âIâm tired.â The sound is muffled but clear enough to slowly tick down the seconds until the bomb explodes. âIâm tired from last night, Ale. From the match and, you knowâŚâÂ
She shuts the alarm off. Itâs an hour earlier than what it needs to be, but once upon a time, there was a reason for that.Â
You catch a glimpse of the past behind your closed eyes as you feel her weight shift on the bed, legs straddling your hips as the sheets are pulled down to expose more of your bare skin. Her hands traverse your body, pressing into the muscles of your back with too much pressure and none at all. She is a lead weight and she is a ghost.Â
She is full of contradictions.Â
âYou need to come with me today.â She grazes over a purpling bruise, inflicted by her own ravenous mouth. You hiss in pain, but it is forgotten the minute her lips kiss the crime scene with something almost apologetic.Â
âBaby, Iâm too tired to train.âÂ
âYour passes were sloppy.â Kisses trail across the backs of your shoulders, the base of your neck, the middle of a canvas she wants nothing more than to wreck over and over again. âAnd you were lucky to scrape your goal.â Her teeth sink into your flesh experimentally; the sharp pain gone before you begin to process it. âIt was a beautiful goal, though. You looked beautiful scoring it.âÂ
You groan, your body arching involuntarily into her touch, pulled in by something stronger than your will. Alexia is intoxicating; Alexia clouds your mind. âI missed that shot,â she continues, dangerously close to anger. âYour fault.âÂ
âHow was itââ You whimper as she targets the knots in your back. âHow was it my⌠my fault?âÂ
Her fingers dig into the tightness of your muscles, unaffected by how you tense beneath her. They are sore, but it is more than that.Â
Alexia has trapped you, and you are at her mercy.Â
It sends shivers down your spine.Â
âBecause,â she whispers, her breath hot against your ear, âI was too busy watching you. Youâre such a fucking distraction, you know.âÂ
âAleâŚâÂ
Her laughter is musical but plays a haunting melody that prickles the hairs at the back of your neck. âDonât be so desperate,â she purrs, her hands roaming lower with a searing heat behind them. âI missed a hattrick because of you, and it was pathetic.âÂ
You whine.Â
âTell me what you need, and maybe Iâll give it to you.âÂ
Your breath hitches, the words caught in your throat. She knows exactly what sheâs doing, how to unravel you piece by piece until youâre begging for her.Â
She loves it when you beg.Â
âIâŚâ Youâre not a stranger to demanding things. Youâre not pathetic, youâre not. âYou. I need you.âÂ
âGood girl,â she murmurs, rewarding you with a kiss that sears your skin. Her hand slips lower, teasing the sensitive flesh of your inner thighs, making you gasp. âBut you have to earn it. You canât afford to make the mistakes you made yesterday again.âÂ
Youâre no longer listening. Itâs not what you want to hear.
...
Unwelcome is the word that first springs to mind.
There is a long, mahogany trench table set, looking unnatural with the five places that throw the balance off. As though to emphasise your differences, you are ushered to the head of the table by the housekeeper, your half-brothers hesitating at the open doorway of the dining room, almost afraid to be alone with you.Â
You remember being told your mother had given birth by the housemistress at school. Sheâd offered to see if you could get on a flight home, but no request for your presence had come; the hint had been received loud and clear.Â
If they didnât want you, you didnât want them.Â
But you donât miss the shirt one of the boys is wearing.Â
âWhereâd you get that?â you ask curiously, encouraging them to approach with a tight-lipped smile. The one dressed in a Levante shirt looks at the other.Â
âItâs his,â they say at the same time. Itâs a little creepy.Â
âPapa wouldnât let us get your name, but thatâs what we wanted.âÂ
âYou guys like football?â you ask, forcing a casual tone.Â
They nod enthusiastically, thumbs poking into their chests as they state their positions and opinionated ranking on the local team. âWe get our teammates to watch your highlights. Weâre gonna see you at Barça next season!âÂ
âHow do you know Iâm going to Barça next season?â you tease. âBecause I didnât even know that.âÂ
âPapiâs friends with Sr. Laporta, tonta.â Frowning, you grow less amused of the tidbit. Maybe your stepfather feels guilty. Maybe he wants to give your career an unnecessary helping hand. But youâd rather be sent into the Queenâs League than sign because of your connections.
Despite the tension hanging in the air, you lean back in the chair, trying to ease the stiffness in your shoulders. The eyes of your half-brothers flicker between you and the table. Youâre a stranger to them, and their apprehension is understandable. It stings, but it isnât your fault.Â
The housekeeper returns, clearing her throat to interrupt the stilted silence. âDinner will be served shortly,â she announces, her eyes avoiding yours. You scrutinise her, trying to remember whether she was there when you were first sent away. Is she new? âBoys, why donât you fetch your father from his study?âÂ
Emboldened by the prospect of their escape, the one in a Levante shirt steps forward. âCan we play after dinner?âÂ
Before you can answer, a familiar voice interrupts. "Boys, give your sister some space." They are scurrying away in an instant.Â
You look up to see your mother standing in the doorway, her expression stern. There's an awkward pause as she takes a seat at the other end of the table, her eyes never meeting yours.
"Good to see you," she says, her tone clipped. You nod, acknowledging her presence without offering a response. âI was surprised to hear you were coming. Have you run out of money?âÂ
âI have money.âÂ
"Then why now?" she presses, her eyes still avoiding yours. The question hangs in the air as you take your time to answer it. Past arguments seep into the room, and, despite the large windows and high ceilings, you feel trapped.Â
You take a deep breath, trying to maintain your composure. "I wanted to see my family," you say, the words feeling foreign on your tongue.Â
Your mother's lips press into a thin line, and for a moment, you think she might actually say something kind. But instead, she shifts her gaze to the polished surface of the table. "Well, here we are," she says, her tone flat.
...
There is something about the soft way Alexia cares for you that keeps you by her side. Sheâs not a bad person, and she is sorry when she is mean. You can be worse, so, really whose fault is it? Sometimes you provoke her.Â
None of that matters now, though. Not in the airy space after sex and before the world begins to turn again. The sun is beginning to rise now, bathing the room in fresh light that must unsettle your girlfriend. She is trying to calm herself down, lying beside you to regain her strength before she will haul you both up.Â
If you hadnât wanted to train, you should never have spoken this morning.Â
Your fingers draw lazy patterns on her stomach, nails grazing up and down tanned skin as you trace out words you cannot bring yourself to say. In this moment, everything feels perfect. Youâre not sure whether your mind is still clouded with desire, but you have to close your eyes to stop tears from falling.Â
âI love you,â you whisper, voice barely audible.Â
âI love you too,â she replies.
Itâs easy to say it because itâs true.Â
Itâs true because Alexia has been there for you like no one else.Â
Your whole life has felt like a terminal at an airport. Everyone around you has their own emotions about their own adventures, and the crowd rushes to various gates â various destinations â with urgency you have never sought, nor found. You often stand in the middle of the bustling, bumbling mass of people, head in your hands, wondering why they seem to know where life is taking them.Â
When you signed for Barcelona, it was a surprise. You hadnât believed your little brothers when they had let it slip, and you were certain your worth was going to be exploited in another league â maybe youâd go back to Wolfsburg, maybe youâd explore abroad. Maybe your mother sending you away was a good thing, because it proved that Spain wasnât your home.Â
Sure, you held the passport and spoke the languages, but⌠but maybe you didnât belong.Â
Then came Alexia, who told you the opposite of what you were starting to live by.Â
Alexia â older, wiser, with a clear head on her shoulders and a drive like no other â wanted you to stay, wished youâd see yourself for what was so clearly in front of her eyes. You knew you were talented, but she knew you could be the best.Â
Just like she was.Â
Because Alexia was aware of the intricacies of ageing, of how experience was not going to be her saviour in the very end. She was focused on a legacy: her brilliance would live on in you.Â
She loved you for it.Â
She loves you still.Â
You can feel her heartbeat, steady and reassuring. Dawn casts shadows across Alexiaâs features, hiding the dark circles under her eyes in a bath of dim grey. She smiles, and the tenderness in her gaze is reserved for you, reserved for moments like these. She reaches out, fingers brushing your cheek gently.Â
âWe should get up,â she murmurs.Â
You nod, knowing sheâs right. Alexia is always right; youâve learnt that over the years you have been together. âJust a few more minutes,â you mumble back anyway.Â
Hands slide over your waist, pulling you into her body. Her laugh is quiet and giggly, full of love and fondness for a sentence she had predicted youâd say. âOkay,â she agrees. âSo weâll do three hours today, not two. Yeah?âÂ
...
The dinner doesnât last very long for you, although that may be because you make it painfully clear you want to leave after the first course. Your stepfather catches on â you question if he had been hoping for this â and jumps at the chance to drive you to a high-end restaurant in central Barcelona that he is sure you will enjoy.Â
He knows the chef, he says. Heâll wave money in your face and pretend that it makes these things forgivable.Â
Youâre hardly arguing though, so thereâs not much room for complaint.Â
The restaurant welcomes you into the cocktail bar, having awaited your arrival after being enticed by the name of the credit card attached to the tab. Your stepfather is well-known around these parts, and although the notion of a fifth member of his perfect family has been obscured for a long time, there is a shared surname between you and your little brothers that offers you half a place in this small shroud of gente rica.Â
Sitting alone at the bar, you order a martini. The glass is cold against your fingertips, and a shiver runs down your spine despite the warmth of the busy restaurant. Itâs loud here, with every table full of happy, wealthy patrons who do both business and pleasure all at once, but you feel distant, disconnected.Â
You donât belong here.Â
Itâs a struggle of yours.Â
You never seem to belong anywhere; always an afterthought, always an add-on.Â
There is no space that is moulded to fit your body, no path that has been carved out solely for you. (Or, if there is, it is really fucking hard to find.)Â
Football is sort of your thing, but the whole nature of professional sport is to fight hard so you donât get replaced â therefore implying that no one is inherently one-of-a-kind.Â
Sometimes, you convince yourself that that isnât what you want, but that is a lie. Everyone wants to be unique. Everyone wants to be loved for who they are.Â
A tap on your shoulder pulls you out of your self-damning thoughts.Â
âAre you alone?âÂ
You turn to find Alexia Putellas standing beside you, her eyes filled with a mix of curiosity and something else you canât quite place. It seems she is more surprised to see you here than you are to see her, but she swallows her comment to look you up and down.Â
Her scrutiny is intimidating. Maybe that is how you are supposed to feel, maybe that is what she wants. After all, the intensity of the match still lingers in your aching muscles, and seeing her now, out of the context of football kits and harsh tackles, is almost surreal.Â
âAlexia, hi,â you say, forcing a smile.Â
She repeats her question firmly, concern knitting her brows together. Sheâs wearing makeup, but you decide she doesnât need it.Â
Alexia is really pretty. You get lost on your way to answer her.Â
She places a hand on the same shoulder she tapped, unaware of how your skin sizzles because of her touch, fearing you will run away from her. You have a skittish look about you, sheâs noticed, and, for some reason, she wants you to stay put.Â
âCome, sit.â Her hand waves in the direction of her table, filled with women around her age who must be her friends. A part of you finds it unfair that Alexia appears to have friends because someone once said sacrifices are the bricks that pave the way to success, but you put it out of mind to deal with politely declining her invitation.
Your hesitation only seems to spur her on, however.Â
âYou remind me of me, you know.â Your martini glass is empty, and her nose wrinkles with disapproval.Â
âI do?â you ask, interested in what similarity she is going to draw between you.Â
She holds up two fingers to the bartender, mouthing her order with a small smirk, before looking down at you from where she stands and you sit, inspecting your face. Her fingers gently wrap around your chin, and she tilts your head upwards. âYou have that look in your eyes.âÂ
Laughter rings out from her table, followed quickly by calls for her to return to her meal. She ignores the noise, focused entirely on you.Â
Alexia tries to suppress her thoughts of how beautiful you look â how ruggedly captivating, how⌠enticing â and she is sure she is successful.Â
Until you lick your lips and ask her to elaborate.Â
She is silent for a moment.Â
Itâs the first time someone has made you feel like nothing and everything all at once; like the brightest star in the galaxy, like an unused lump of clay. Like you are both wondrous and plain. Exceptional and just like everyone else.Â
Alexiaâs and⌠not.Â
You are completely at her mercy.Â
You agree to join her and her friends for dinner.Â
As you approach the table, the group welcomes you with warm smiles and a polite interest in who you are. Alexiaâs introduction makes you blush as she details your goal and the success attributed to you at such a young age (she emphasises that part for her own conscience), and it is only a moment before you settle into an empty seat beside her, somehow put at ease.Â
The conversation resumes its flow, light and lively, but Alexia is distracted from the discussion of their next holiday. She has questions, many of them, and she figures you are detached from the Catalan they speak in and are silently begging for a language you do understand.Â
âI didnât expect to see you here,â Alexia murmurs in Spanish, leaning in a bit closer. âFigured youâd, you know, be licking your wounds in Valencia.âÂ
Two drinks are delivered to your table; one for you, one for Alexia. She watches your lips as they part to take a sip, pinching her own thigh when she catches herself.Â
âI used to play for Levante,â she continues as you stoically nurse your drink. âWhen I was younger, Barça sent me off to get some experience. They called me back soon enough.âÂ
âI never played for Barça.â She raises her eyebrows in surprise, more so for your assumption of her assumption than anything else. You notice her expression. You laugh and Alexia finds sheâs quite a fan of that sound. âIâm from Barcelona, Alexia. I speak Catalan and everything.âÂ
âYou donât soundââÂ
âMy stepfather has a house in SarriĂ and told me to fuck off to boarding school when I was younger. So I went to America and I had to do Spanish classes, and âcause Iâd renounced my family, it was like learning Castellano all over again.âÂ
âLike a madrileĂąa,â Alexia finishes off, amused. âBoarding school, eh?âÂ
âLost my parents, lost my accent. Childhood of dreams,â you respond sarcastically. âIâve just come from a family dinner, actually. I left after the starter because⌠well, it fucking sucked seeing my mother pretendââ You hold your tongue, embarrassed. âSorry, I donât mean to dump it all on you. The martiniâs loosened my lips.âÂ
Your laugh this time is self-deprecating and a little painful to hear. Alexia shakes her head and is about to encourage you to carry on, when she catches the heat rising to your cheeks and wonders whether that would be for the best. Instead, she thinks you might prefer to hear something else. âHow about another drink after youâre done with that?âÂ
The rest of the night is a blur.Â
Alexia is torn between wanting to impress you and wanting to protect you. She doesnât know which to follow: the reasonable responsibility drilled into her head, captain of Barcelona, captain of Spain⌠or the pulse between her legs that grows stronger every time her gaze falls to the low-cut top youâre wearing. Itâs this desire that must destroy her judgement, and, after you have insisted on paying for the meal with your stepfatherâs credit card, Alexia finds herself having to text the younger girls at Barça to see if any of them can come get you.Â
Pinaâs busy, Cataâs out with her friends, and Jana claims sheâs emetophobic.Â
Briefly, Alexia wonders if she imagined you being friends with any of them, but, at the end of the day (or beginning â as it is rapidly approaching tomorrow), she really does have to take you somewhere. She wonât let your half-catatonic body lie on the streets of Barcelona, and so she hauls you into a taxi and waves goodbye to her friends.Â
âInteresting recruitment method for the B team,â jokes one of them as they disperse. âWait, sorry. You waxed lyrical about her tonight enough for me to know that sheâd be on the first team with you.âÂ
âHer contract must be in the works,â Alexia agrees, choosing to ignore the saccharine tone such a compliment was voiced with. âI swear, sheâs going to be the best.âÂ
Youâre not paying attention to any of this, of course, too busy pressing your hand against the glass of the taxiâs window, giggling every time you imprint the shape of your palm. âAlexia!â you call out, wanting her to share your enjoyment. âAlexia, look!âÂ
She turns to look at you, her stern expression softening when she sees how your eyes have lit up. She canât help but smile at the innocence of your little game, and if the taxi driver raises his eyebrows in the rearview mirror, Alexia chooses not to notice.Â
âVery impressive,â she says, cringing at how she sounds like she is soothing a child. You seem even younger now, especially when your ears perk up as she speaks in Catalan, a picture of something you confessed to have lost years ago.Â
Itâs a horrible conflict to have brewing inside of her, and she shakes her head, trying to clear it. Her composure becomes harder to maintain with you being pressed up against her in the backseat, but all thoughts she has are thrown into a deep, dark ditch that she decides to deal with at a later date.Â
âWhere are we going?â you ask, your voice slurred and eyes wide with curiosity.
âMy place,â comes the simple reply. Itâs the only option left. She knows she can make sure youâre safe, and, besides, the idea of you at her place feels comforting, as though it were not supposed to be any other way.
When the taxi finally pulls up outside her apartment building, Alexia pays the driver and helps you out of the car. You falter like a newborn foal learning to walk, and she encourages you to lean heavily on her so that the journey inside will be quicker. The walk to her door feels longer, and each step is tentative as she continues to debate her decision.Â
But sheâs going to care for you. Thatâs all.Â
You marvel at her apartment, which shocks her after she has learnt about your childhood, but she takes the compliment and guides you to her bedroom under the guise of giving you a âtourâ. The spare bedroom is unusable, seeing as the bed has become the latest storage cupboard for her boxes of awards and PR packages, so, again, this is the only option.Â
You collapse unceremoniously onto her mattress with a loud sigh.Â
Alexia stands there for a moment, watching as you settle into her bed. As much as responsibility and protectiveness hangs over her head, she also feels something much deeper inside of her beginning to swirl into a storm. Sheâs not ready to acknowledge it yet.Â
Taking a deep breath, she glances at you once more. âYou need to rest.â Her voice carries the authority of the woman she is; a woman who is much older and wiser and who has more power than ethical to be feeling any kind of attraction towards you. Her hand hovers over you, brushing a stray hair from your forehead. The warmth of your skin under her fingertips sends a jolt through her, but she quickly pulls her hand back, focusing on her current task.
âThanks, Alexia,â you mumble, already half-asleep.Â
After that close-call, she rights herself, looking around her room for a moment before heading to the kitchen to fetch you a glass of water. She places it on the bedside table, knowing you'll need it in the morning, not wanting to wake you up to drink it now. She then finds a spare blanket and a pillow, setting up a makeshift bed for herself on the sofa in the living room.
Exhausted from the day, she expects to fall asleep quickly, but she is tortured by the same question, over and over again.Â
How the fuck did she get here?Â
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Hi cherry!! It's peachy-pie, I have to go on anon bc it's a sideblog lol
Anyways I was wondering if you'd be into writing a smut thing where reader is like a camgirl or onlyfans member or something similar đ¤ miguel is her top donor ofc, so she makes custom content for him or does requests for him when she goes live, I just think it would be fun
Ty so so much for opening requests again!! Love you â¤â¤â¤
Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x fem!reader
Warnings: 18+, NSFW, Recorded Masturbation, Use of Sex Toys
A/N: Here you are, love!!
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The smile you give the camera is genuine.
A stark contrast to the performative smile you put on for other customers or for your regular content. You're practically brimming with happiness as you stare into the camera, squirming in the red lingerie that he bought you a few months ago. One of your favorite sets to date. Another one of his packages, a new one, sits already open besides you. You put it into your lap, gently undoing the large bow and lifting the cover off of the sleek black box.
"Got your package this morning." You giggle, looking up at the camera. "I was very surprised."
You pull back the wrapping tissue, pausing before gently lifting the bulky object. One of your hands barely wraps around the circumference of it while the other holds it at the base as you present it to the camera. The dildo is a matte black color, the molding jutting out to mimic a thick vein running up the length. You blink innocently at the camera before you stick your tongue out, following the vein to the tip where you give it a noisy kiss. You giggle at yourself, hitting the tip against your tongue.You spit a glob of saliva to the tip, using your hands to massage it over the length as you look at the camera.
"Y'know," you trail off, tilting your head. "I searched up the company you bought it from."
You reach over to the camera, zooming it into your lower body. You hold the dildo against your body, the tip of it hitting just below your belly button. Your hand presses the tip deeper into your skin, and you bite your lip as you look down at it.
"Look how big it is," You whisper, your head lifting to adjust the camera. Your cheeks are slightly darker with color, a pleased flush covering your skin. "Look how big you are against me."
Your eyes sparkle with something mischievous as you change your position, your face hovering over the dildo before you fix the camera. The camera catches the shiny sheen that covers the toy from your spit, sticking out against the matte. Another glob of spit is directed at the tip, pooling until it runs down slowly. You make a show of licking it up, suckling at the tip before you start to take it deeper.
You let out a moan as you bob your head, gagging when you get over-eager and the toy hits the back of your throat. As you move you look up at the camera, catching the glossy look in your eyes as you shake your head around the toy and pull up with a gasp. Spit covers your chin, and you breathe heavily as you wipe it off. You're smiling again as you begin stroking the toy with your hands, once again changing your position until your glistening cunt is just over it. Your hand helps guide the toy in, and you gasp at the stretch as it begins to push in.
You let out a quiet curse as you sink down on it, mouth dropped open at the delicious stretch. You moan when you take it to the hilt, leaning back to show the bulge the toy creates. You giggle at the camera, biting your lip as your hand curiously presses down on it. Your laughter turns into a whine as it shoots pleasure up your spine, your hazy eyes meeting the camera. Slowly, you pull yourself up before sinking back down, pleased moans parting from your lips as the molded veins and grooves scratch at your gummy walls. Your face grows more and more flushed as you increase your pace, bouncing desperately on the toy as you chase your high.
Your hand pressing into the bulge again and you cry out Miguel's name as you come undone, body twitching on top of the toy as an intense orgasm washes over you. Your chest heaves with each breath as you come down, a white ring contrasting against the black base. You carefully lift yourself off, moaning as it drags against your sensitive walls until it escapes with a soft pop. Your body still hovers over it, and you whine when you feel your arousal drip from your entrance. It splatters against the toy, streaking it with more white. You sigh as you sit with the toy between your legs, your hands massaging the cum onto the toy. You give the toy one last lick, ignoring the taste of your own arousal as you smile at the camera.
"Thank you, Miggy."
You're a giddy mess when you get a DM from Miguel thirty minutes later, rewatching the video of him tugging at his cock- a perfect match to your new dildo- until he's staining his toned stomach with his pearly release. Under the video, three dots pop up until they form a message.
No. Thank you, princesa.
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