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hey soof who's your favorite character introduced in dragons rising
i dont know what the first guys problem is but he pisses me OFF
#waves my fist in the air#and euphrasia makes me believe in the youth#like finally... we're getting somewhere
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Thing: *signs* "Ok, I'm going to ask a very serious question that will determine whether you like Enid or not"
Wednesday: *suscipious*
Thing: *signs* "If Enid were to go out with Ajax romantically, how would you feel?"
Wednesday: "That she is making a mistake"
Thing: *overly ecstatic*
Wednesday: "She could do so much better than him"
Thing: *signs* "Then who would be the right person suit for Enid"
Wednesday: "Someone who is able to protect her. Able to ensure she is safe. I believe Ajax is too afraid of his own shadow, let alone what lies outside of Nevermore's gates."
Thing: *signs* "Do you believe you are able to protect Enid?"
Wednesday: "Redundant question, but yes"
Thing: *signs* "So why don't you just admit that you like Enid then?"
Wednesday: "... because I wouldn't want to lose her like I did with my pet scorpion"
#ok now we're getting somewhere#wednesday is actually admitting#that she likes enid#FINALLY#took her time#thing hung in there though#dragging the confession out of wednesday#and for that#thing is amazing#wednesday#wednesday addams#thing#wenclair#wenclair cult#i love wenclair#it is mandatory#that wenclair be canon
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oough u know ur truly an adult when ur greatest dream in life is simply to have at least a little disposable income
#vree chatter#oough having money issues is literally so stressful and im tired of itttt#thankfully we're like OKAY this is not anywhere close to like situations ive been in before#i am somewhere so much better both physically and mentally#but its like man i am so sick of this always being such a Thing#things are not like they used to be but that doesnt mean i dont still get that same anxiety#like i have a job!!! i should be able to make enough to live u would think#theyre finally giving me more hours at least but oough
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'Trapped in the end!' said Sam bitterly, his anger rising again above weariness and despair. 'Gnats in a net. May the curse of Faramir bite that Gollum and bite him quick!' 'That would not help us now,' said Frodo.
Sword in hand Sam went after him. For the moment he had forgotten everything else but the red fury in his brain and the desire to kill Gollum. But before he could overtake him, Gollum was gone. Then as the dark hole stood before him and the stench came out to meet him, like a clap of thunder the thought of Frodo and the monster smote upon Sam's mind.
Now he tried to find strength to tear himself away and go on a lonely journey – for vengeance. If once he could go, his anger would bear him down all the roads of the world, pursuing, until he had him at last: Gollum. Then Gollum would die in a corner. But that was not what he had set out to do. It would not be worth while to leave his master for that. It would not bring him back. Nothing would.
Sam and vengeance in today's entry
#idk i have Thoughts about this... rambles ahead...#there's an interesting arc here with how sam approaches his feelings of vengeance in this entry#starting with the first quote. frodo's response to sam is so brief and doesn't get much time to sit with all the action going on#but i feel like it speaks volumes#at least in showcasing the different points they stand on#sam centers his resentment and feelings of revenge... he's quick to get frustrated and immediately goes for threatening gollum#meanwhile frodo is focused on getting out. he doesn't have time to nurse anger nor does he want to#it feels like he's advising sam to move past it because he knows it's futile to stay stuck in those feelings#then there's sam's fight with gollum#after days and weeks of building tension from his mistrust towards gollum... this is where the dam finally breaks#sam's been feeding into his resentment for SO LONG it's no wonder he gets into this state of blind fury towards the end#he set himself up to seek vengeance the moment he gets the opportunity#which in some way i'm sure does help him in fending off gollum... that strength had to come from somewhere#but once he's staved him off he continues to fixate that anger on gollum and forgets what he originally set out to do-- protect frodo#and then we're left with the final quote...#it isn't until sam has (perceived to have) lost everything that he is able to come to the conclusion that vengeance won't serve him#...a lesson learned a little too late?? maybe?? no?? it feels cruel to say that#i definitely do not want to take the position that sam was responsible for what happened to frodo#he was pinned in a horribly desperate situation and couldn't do much once gollum attacked#i don't think much would've changed if he hadn't had his moment of fury with chasing gollum#anyways newbie here-- i haven't read anything ahead from here so idk what character arcs await sam#but i'm interested to see if this is later built upon or acknowledged#end of rambles skdfjgkdjsfg#lotr newsletter#lotr newsletter march 13th#EDIT: I forgot to space the quotes out 😭#not a crime but they can get confusing to read when scrunched together hrnnnn
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this is the information that we had about D dog. that's the info on her page (put through a translator, but its accurate) regarding how she is with other animals, and during the interview reactivity was only mentioned as a possibility not as a known fact about this dog. only dog? no problem. no cats? even less of a problem. potential for reactivity? sure. it can happen with any dog. known aggression towards other dogs? why the hell are you waiting for people to apply and go through a fucking interview before letting them know a week later that they're not fit for this dog and that that's the reason why. all that does is give people false hopes and upset that could be avoided by clear, direct, honest communication of a dog's issues/challenges. i heard about the specific language/way of wording things shelters and rescues use but i had hoped it wouldnt be a universal thing, at least not something i'd experience myself. turns out i was wrong!
maybe im being immature and unfair to these people, they probably dont all have the same amount of knowledge of the dogs and communicating all that inbetween volunteers/workers/and us can be difficult. but im angry and im allowed to express that ffs.
#mine#back to puppy plans and not terribly happy about it and not optimistic either#(more than)half expecting every breeder we get in touch with to assume we're in it for the looks or cool factor#or that we wont be active or involved enough and basically tell us to fuck off in polite terms#idk if im resilient enough to have to explain how invested and enamored i am with those breeds over and over only to be rejected -#- because i wasnt born doing 50 diffferent sports with a dog#maybe im wrong and it'll be a great and supportive experience. find that hard to imagine at this point though#which is also why im trying and mostly failing to think about other things right now. bc ik this isnt a good mindset to be in.#i just want a dog. why does it have to be so fucking complicated#it seemed like we were finally going somewhere and we werent and this whole deal was pretty much all for nothing
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Knock on wood, but I think this has been one of the most peaceful and pleasant birthdays I've had
Too hot to go to the outlet mall like usual and I don't feel like going anywhere really so we're just chilling at home and I gotta be honest, it's pretty great
#marquilla#ill take a tacky 20s pic later this week bc im not feeling like getting up really but yeah it's nice#it's like i think my 23rd? bday whichever one was the one where we went to the creek and explored under the bridge for a while#that was really nice we took a really nice selfie together and it was just genuinely such a nice time really relaxing no expectations no#fuss just hanging out in the creek looking for little fishies or these tiny shells (some kind of mussel i think)#anyways usually we go somewhere but im just not feeling it this time#Friday we went to steak and shake to finally celebrate moms bday meal (neither of us felt like going out day off and s&s is in the opposite#direction of where we usually go out so it's like either a 'we're soley going for food' or 'we're going for food and shopping out there'#treat. we used to go all the time when there was one closer by us but it shut down :( still sad ab that im ngl it's now some shitty chicken#place that is so narsty :(( i only know bc we had it catered at work once ... someone exploded theirs reheating it in the microwave#which was really funny bc it was only in for 90 sec and it was apparently 60 too much#anyway we went there and the grocery store over there thats pricey for ice cream and cake mix (and we got wine coolers and some baked goods)#and we went to a local store that sells like home decor and garden stuff? lots of seasonal stuff#i always take my wheelchair there bc it's a huge warehouse type place but we got more garden decorations we dont need#and mom picked up some fake flowers for stuff she needed and i got some ugly clothes that were like $3#gddgdgdg oh and we got our cat a cat couch (a chaise to be exact) that we went halfsies on with the excuse that it's my cats bday today as#well as mine bc thats when we adopted her and shes 17 ❤ my little old lady#anyway anyways we did that friday then Saturday we tie dyed which was a lot of fun and today we're just chilling 🥰
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honestly the one piece worldbuilding lore is so so so fascinating but the problem is that you only ever get crumbs of it for 1070 episodes you get nothing but crumbs 1070 episodes in and there's still only like one slice of breads worth of crumbs forget the whole loaf this is maddening im opperating on theories and assumptions here im in platos cave looking at shadows you cant do this to meeeeeeeee
#chewing my wrist off honestly#there was quite literally a character who could time travel but only forwards and she traveled 800 years into the future#to witness the fullfillment of a prophecy but then changed her mind and decided her priority was actually getting married and having kids#and then she died and we got absolutely zero lore info from her despite the fact that she could have blown this whole thing open#her character shows up and you think 'oh! she's from the lost century! the century in one piece lore where there are no surviving#archeological records and it coincidentally happens immediately after the formation of the world government!#surely she will tell us something!' and then.. nothing#never been more frustrated with a story IN MY LIFE#watching 900 episodes of an anime and thinking we're finally getting somewhere but then she just exists in the story to be a dead mom 😭#the lore in one piece is like a giant leviathan swimming deep in the ocean beneath your boat#you Know its there and you can SEE the great big shadow but it remains elusive mysterious and unknowable#you cannot see the details and are left to guess and what its incomprehensible bulk could mean#anyways im eating glass
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Willa really goes from
“Shame.” She watches them for a second, watches the realization wash over their face. Their muffled yell gets cut short when she smashes the butt of the gun against their temple, sending them to the ground. She knows she should have pulled the trigger—it was them or her after all—but she just… couldn’t do it. What did that make her? Weak? A traitor? What would she do when it was them or her?
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The sound of gunshots, screams, and curses echo behind her and there’s a twinge in her stomach. Guilt. She pushes it down, down, way down, until it’s nothing but a passing flutter. She can't look back and she sure as hell can never get caught. Not again. Not even if it meant throwing someone else under the bus to save her own ass.
Goes from not even killing peggies to throwing civs under the bus in order to buy a few minutes of time to escape
#tbd#dnrb#thats growth babyyy!#we're at chapter 4 and she still has a hard time but shes finally doing it folks! shes officially killin peggies.even if she frows up after#first passage is chapter 2 and second passage is somewhere between the middle and end of pt.1 of the dark au#just been writing away and ugh i really love that im getting to the better parts where willa's char is now changing#shes still herself but a bit more hardened now & this is only scratching the surface of the stuff im about to put her through >:)#struggling to participate in wip wednesdays and yet i can post shit like this... le sigh#eventually she'll have to slake the thirst of the beast inside her that craves the kill ahaaaa (not foreshadowing or anything)#except she defo still has a panic attack here or there i mean the girl isnt perfect 🤷🏻♀️ but by part 2... yeah she craves it
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#you ever just not feel great ???#ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months#( mostly work just fully draining my life-force )#but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual???#it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage#which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN#not feeling my best!!!#BUT#it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh#really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time#and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy#you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here!#i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!!#here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break#but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all#just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖#idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere#00. // OUT OF AMMO ��( OOC POST. )
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Chapters: 20/? Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender Rating: Mature Warnings: Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron), Keith (Voltron) & Everyone, Keith & Shiro (Voltron), Allura & Keith (Voltron), Keith & Lance (Voltron), Coran & Keith (Voltron) Characters: Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk (Voltron), Coran (Voltron), Original Characters, Original Galran Character(s), Original Child Character(s) Additional Tags: Depression, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Angst, Suicidal Thoughts, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Keith (Voltron)-centric, Black Paladin Keith (Voltron), Team as Family, Hurt/Comfort, Lance (Voltron) is a Good Friend, Keith (Voltron) Angst, Past Child Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Anxiety Disorder, Nightmares, Flashbacks, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Protective Lance (Voltron), Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alcohol, Vomiting, Crying, so much crying im so sorry, Keith (Voltron) Has Abandonment Issues, Trust Issues, Panic Attacks, Accidental Child Acquisition, Trauma, i cannot underline that one enough, this entire fic is nothing but trauma, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Lance (Voltron) is a Good Boyfriend, Keith (Voltron) is a Mess, it gets better eventually Series: Part 1 of echoes in the dark 'verse
Summary:
Keith tries to navigate leadership and the messy concept of love in all of its forms—all while trying to keep the darkest, buried secrets from his past from bubbling back to the surface. It doesn’t go as well as you might expect.
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CHAPTER 20 IS FINALLY HERE LOVELIES, LMK IF YOURE STILL HERE AND GO READ THE CHAPTER AND YELL AT ME ABOUT IT, THANKS ILY
#ao3#klance#keith kogane#lance mcclain#lance/keith#angst#angst with a happy ending#guys we're finally getting to the COMFORT part of hurt/comfort#it only took us like twenty years but hey we're finally getting somewhere#fic update
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Considering their IRL counterparts, we think there's a very good chance that since Heart was Rad God's previous host, while she got transmitted to Mad Rat via bits of her in the heart tissue. There's not a whole lot else going on in that operation besides the heart transplant, after all, and we doubt that the doctor had any extra contamination around to potentially transmit her. We know that she says she lives in rats, specifically, but there's One Specific Protozoan she's based off of, and cats are the definitive host o f Toxoplasmosis Gondii.
Given the givens, it's entirely possible she simply doesn't present the same symptoms cross-species, and a symbiotic host that offers more benefits to her just... won't experience the same trip, especially since trying to feed your cat host to a cat doesn't really offer any benefit to either of you. With Heart, he's probably either asymptomatic or just only experiencing symptoms that don't particularly affect his day-to-day life, possibly in a way where he wouldn't have even known he was playing host to a parasite if it wasn't for the situation with Mad Rat.
Would it be weird for him to be... aware of that, postgame? To know that he's carrying a parasite with the potential to majorly fuck up any rats that might contract it? Is there a proper way to react to the knowledge that you're carrying a hallucinogenic parasite in you that'll cause major issues for any rat you might infect? Would he even, like... figure out the whole "asymptomic/mostly asymptomic carrier" thing before later? These are the questions we really need to ask.
#mad rat dead spoilers#mad rat dead#we speak#MRD is a beautifully crafted game with an incredibly compelling narrative about death and life and making something of it all#and also we are going to talk about it like “hey yknow how rat god might live in heart's guts before being evicted via heart surgery”#we are certain someone else has said this considering we're just restating canon facts but we haven't seen it so we're making it again#please do imagine discovering you have a parasite because you died#and came back in a state where you could see the very strongly presenting symptoms in an intermediate host#this is also our theory as to why final cutscene heart uses rat god's voice btw#she's in there hanging out somewhere in his digestive tract and possibly offering mild rat-related perks#depending on how Weird mechanics are might be part of the reason he can talk to rat when the black cat doesn't share a language#gondii is a beneficial symbiote for cats after all#just not for rats#mad rat dead's plot from rat god's pov is just “you get evicted from your old apartment because someone ripped it asunder”#“and then stuck one chair from your living room into this guy's van with you still in it”#“and now you're trying to backseat driver your way into finding a new apartment. the guy will die if you do this but this is fine you think#and then she gets beaten up by the guy whose car she's using#and then from heart's pov it's just discovering you have some guy living in you like five years after she takes up residence#when she starts trying to kill the guy you were an organ donor for who you are currently haunting#and then mad rat is here with “god is real and she wants me dead”#maybe if we get the motivation we will make joke aus based on these at some point#maybe.#we rarely return to MRD so#maybe itll just float#this is one a them “once every three years��� fandoms we might be back later but we don't guarantee it.#we'll see how it goes
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There's something called the SoCal Challenge, where you go to the beach in the morning, the mountains in the afternoon, and the desert at night. Totally doable apparently, and people make it a tradition to do it every year.
Huh, that sounds cool as hell!! the desert at night sounds really pretty, idk how bad the light pollution is out there but it sounds like somewhere you'd be able to see the milky way fr.
also a big fan of the beach at night, its otherworldly if it's dark enough and you're not from the coast. i went to the beach last summer and made a point of going to see the crabs come out at night and BOY HOWDY it was almost impossible to avoid stepping on them bc it was like. almost too dark to see our own feet and they really blend in with the sand. ANYWAYS the point is the beach is really something else at night.
#asks <3#ty for the ask!!#i want to go somewhere with zero light pollution so i can see the stars finally. someday... 🫡#also want to go back to the beach. and fishing i want to go fishing. society when i get off my ass and drag my dad to go fishing with me#it was really funny my dad did Not want to go to the beach and swim bc we're really introverted but he discovered you can#swim laps in the ocean and he was like wow this beach thing is great! that trip was really fun i caught some hermit crabs#wow u can really tell i have zero focus and lots of procrastinating today my bad this ask was about californians
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S2E7... Was that a frown of recognition on Shadows face at Nine? 👀 Does he, maybe, see some of his old self in him?? 👀👀👀
#finally i feel like we're getting somewhere#shame its only happening in the last three episodes lol#merri watches sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers
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i've seen the theory that fyodor's essentially going to "possess" sigma so to speak in varying different places now and i am so scared. and kind of excited.
#ooc#like seeing multiple people independently reaching the same conclusion makes it feel much more likely to be true to me...#part of me would prefer if it doesn't happen and fyodor keeps his own body#but part of me thinks it would be the coolest thing ever. like as long as sigma is still in there somewhere and isn't properly gone.#i'll be delighted either way as long as sigma gets his moment to shine tbh#finally overcoming his manipulation at the hands of others (particularly fyodor) and being vital to the ada's success...#i know we're gonna get it at some point and i just have to be patient but. aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA#though i do hope sigma and fyodor have separate bodies by the end of the series if this theory is true because how else will i ship them??#ajfdsfdjkgfd#just gib sigma more screen time & fyodor too pls........ both as their own people ideally but the lines becoming blurred could be super fun#too!!#( also if fyodors want to plot with me i am SO down btw. hint hint. )
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OBSESSED with this scene between them. 🥺🫶
Also, she is Sooo beautiful.
And side noteee - ezekiel out here calling his full ex-wife and mother of his adopted child and woman who he "will never stop loving" his friend. Bc you don't have to be one or the other - someone tell the spinoff showrunner.
I have to admit, though. It feels special. After all we’ve been through, as close as I came. I got a fresh start. And it was important to me that my friend know just how much I appreciate her. It must feel really really good.
#been in this fandom 3 months now and im finally starting to re-learn/feel I dont need to justify how I feel about minute aspects of the show#it seems like in this fandom if you seem like maybe you like carol too much or you dont hate ezekiel or connie or something something you..#get insta blocked by various people#i dont know if people in this fandom are just traumatised or what#but im new so I wasnt and I just did not know what was happening when I first joined#I've made friends now w people who have varying opinions on the show so now I know not everyone is like that#we dont have to auto assume we're at war 🙃#but when I first joined I had no reason to think bad of anyone and I went in super open but I honestly got bullied??#and you know who the worst people were for it#- the very people I got enticed to join the fandom by bc of their positive seemingly friendly attitudes and content#the way they made me feel was as bad as the anti-caryl fans that I think most people know about#but I definitely want to shout out to the friends ive made who have been able to stay more positive#positive doesnt mean toxic by any stretch but the most hurtful fans I've come across have claimed to be positive#please it definitely isnt everyone I just really trusted the people and the spaces I was in and that made it hurt so much worse#but I also found some lovely people in those same spaces#anyway clogging a post with drama tags that doesnt deserve them bc I want to say it but somewhere these people hopefully wont see it#they seem to hate that I love carol and enjoy her dynamic with ezekiel#please just let me be#shes just a baby and he loves her it ok#no I still dont like darabelle and thats ok too#yes shes nearly 60 and what#if you dont like it just dont read my posts please??#I would call it gatekeeping tbh
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I spent quite literally one [1] hour with my father and now feel like absolute shit. Unironically how does he do this [i am impressed]
#AvieRant#now mind you i am writing this from “weh weh weh huff puff” attitude so it is probably biased like a motherfucker#but whatever i'll feel bad for it later#so before we even get anywhere [walgreens] I talk about how someone on the discord got a full ride to yale and he goes on his#“You think you don't have to do things if you don't want to...” speech yada yada yada shut up please you're the reason why#I couldn't apply to college because you fucking refused to help me get my immunization records until like august [too late]#anyways I show concern for him as he says his ankle has been hurting especially on the EXTRA LONG WALK he CHOSE to take#and he fucking. slaps my stomach and says “yeah well I ain't got a pussy so I ain't a bitch”#i. are you fucking kidding me . one - don't touch me . two - fuck you. three - don't fucking touch me#then we GET to walgreens and he makes sure to inform me how stupid I am for... looking at the price of things before buying them#and actively gives me a side eye or sucks his teeth when I suggest making decisions based off of cost [idgaf if you have cash be smart >:(]#anyways he also just basically decides shit for me. I asked for one [1] thing and he informed me that I simply don't need it#before promptly ignoring any even suggestions of me getting something I'd actually want other than what he soyjaks at#so anyways as we go to pay ? fucker demands I go wait outside while he pays . for no reason. just. fuck me ig okay#anyways we seem to FINALLY be getting my phone turned on on the way home!!!! like we're AT T-Mobile!#then he has to wait 5 minutes and decides we'll just do it tomorrow. like he's been saying for 11 months#then basically tells me to go home alone while I carry everything bc he wants to go somewhere#like . fuck you fuck off i am tired of your bullshit#ugh . i. like again. can't ocmplain. free food and housing and what not. but do you HAVE to be a dick whenever you can? >:/#whatever i'm gonna go cope somehow see y'all around
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