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night-dazai · 11 months ago

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The Demon Never Died - 3

Dazai X Reader

Synopsis: You were rescued and now both you and Dazai are scared thinking that the other person hates the other only to find the truth and for Dazai to realise another fact about his pretty sweet soft gf. When she said she had her won share of madness and trauma she was not kidding .

Word count : 2008

It has been how long you had no idea but all you knew was that your hands hurt very badly and you are sure they would leave a mark “Finally “ you said removing the rope from your feet. The fear in you has not left but since no one has come into that room you were brave enough to remove the rope and look around. “Thank god I was not cuffed to bed or something .” you mumbled, the room was tiny the moment anyone opened the door they could see one big white bed one nightstand with a heart-shaped lamp on it and a door to the right “bathroom, “ you said closing it . The tiny screen near the door was now black and no voices were also heard so with nothing to listen you opened the nightstand near the bed the only other furniture in the room “ wh-” you turned to the sound of the door throwing open. “ This is kinda nice why not sell her?” one said coming in while the other man closed the door . The black-haired man walked towards you as you fell back on the bed and chuckled seeing the fear in your eyes “ we did not even tell him much he surrendered, why does he love you so much ?” he asked grabbing your chin in a harsh pull . His nasty breath was close to your nose “wha..” you mumbled thinking about what he could mean . “ what else Dazai said he will surrender and we let you go “ the other red hair said opening the door “ we said we will send her back intact and we should “ .The man holding your chin opened your mouth with force and popped a pill in as he dragged you out “ Dazai …why .why would he” you mumbled feeling tired and soon slumped as they dragged you .

Dazai stood in the warehouse for the past 20 minutes tapping his feet impaitinetly “ what is taking them so long “ he mumbled as his mind raced a million of things they could do to you . The sweet , innocent flower you were and he knew you had never faced anything like this ever . Naomi placed a hand on his shoulder “calm down we are just early “ . As she finished talking a car pulled up at the opening, Dazai and Naomi both turned to see 6 men come out of 2 cars and one held you mouth tied hands cuffed and red . Dazai’s blood boiled “ come here “ one of the man with black hair said looking like the leader he stood in the middle as the red hair behind him was removing the cloth from your mouth “DAZAI GET OUT !” you shouting making everyone look at you suprised. Dazai’s eyes widened “ get out and dont you dare surrender “ you shouted struggling from the man grasp. Before Dazai could get a word out SLAP! the leader-looking guy spoke “ shut up before it goes south “ he grabbed your hair and made you kneel putting a knife to your neck “ come here Dazai before this thing is dead “. You were still crying, you could not see much due to the tears and your head felt dizzy . You were sure your lips were bleeding. “No” was all you hear Dazai say , you looked up with hazy eyes and now saw many people dressed in black.

The men around you struggled to understand the situation. Taking their guns out the were ready , the guy tugged your hair harder making it hurt a lot more “ She is de-” A bullet hit his leg and hand making him fall to the said limp and scream. All you do was be still and shake in fear as bullets rained making all the men near you fall dead . Your taers was running like a river. Feeling a hand on your eyes you flinched “ y/n ..its me “ you opened your eyes to see you lover kneeling in front of you . You flung yourself on him “ whyy..whyyy” you shouted and kept crying as Dazai held you tightly running small circles on your back “ i am sorry y/n “ was the last thing you heard before fainting.

Jun'ichirō snapped his fingers and all the illusions of the military men was gone, Kunikida showed up with a sniper gun with Kenji next to him “The majority are injured very much “ he said giving his sunshine smile but the moment he saw you his face went blank . “can i take-” Dazai stopped him “ thanks but i would like to have alone time with them while the government comes here“ he said handing you gently to his partner whom he trusts with all his heart. Dazai pushed a strand of your hair behind your ear “Make sure she is alright i will be joining you people soon after Ango comes here” his voice was falt with no emotion other than his trembling hand on your face he watched as Kenji, Jun'ichirō and Kunikida walked out . “Now … i told you i would surrender without any problem and was honestly thinking about letting you guys to get your revenge on me “ he cracked his knuckles and neck.

Anger was visible in his face and his voice was strong and scary the 6 men trembled “ i left this all back years go i did but i nerve said i will not do it “ his head titled to the side looking like a psycho Dazai smiled at his prey he removed his brown trench coat , walking towards the corner in the warehouse he came back wearing a thick black coat “ Please allow me to show you my old tricks “ he said bowing dramatically smiling sending chills down the men on the floor already bleeding.

Ango stood outside the warehouse with his men for the past 40 mins mostly cause after 5 mins of his arrival he could hear horrified screams form the other side and knew “lets wait here “ he told his men and waited . Dazai opened the door after a few more mins “ Ya!! Ango , you are here early “ Dazai said back to his cheery voice and goofy aura but this appearance did not match them. A black coat replaced the brown coat he stood blood splashed all over him , pure white bandages soaked in blood “ yeah now you just gave me more work of treating them “ he said adjusting his specs.

Giggling Dazai patted Ango’s shoulder “ well you are good at it right , this is off record “ his voice suddenly went cold saying the last part . Before he got a reply Dazai’s phone rang “ y/n woke up and said she wanted to go back to your shared house she is treated but refused to stay the agency “ Dazai hummed in response hanging up walked back home , a place he thought he could never have .

It has been 2 hours since you woke up and cried for sold 30 mins on the agency couch you said you wanted to go home. Kunikida against it let you go with Athushi when Ranpo told it would be better for you that way. The moment you came back in you dropped to the floor crying hard your mind revolving all horrible images, “why Dazai was not next to you when you woke up , did he think they did something to you ? was his disgusted or was he hurt ? his hands were tied ….yet crying you walked into the room and practically pulled a bunch of his shirts and made a pile of out it to sit and cry till your lover came in . Soon it turned into little sobs while you thought about other things " what happened to those men ? is it alright for me to imagine them being hurt ? " and that's when your brain hit it . Dazai might do it but "his hands were tied and they might be high profile criminals what if samu gets hurt ?" and the thought just made you sob more

Dazai stood outside the apt door wondering in what stay would he find you , what can he say , will you wan to break up , will you hate him. His still opened the door uttering your name softly but found that all random lights were on but you were not in the hall or kitchen he walked worried and scared to the bedroom you both share. The sight in front of him made his heart and whole body clench in pain and guilt seeing your plight wearing one of his shirts and lying on the rest crying your heart out. “Y/n ?” his soft voice made you look at him in fear, more than anything else he hurt at the way you reacted “Any can just kill or torture me “ he thought and walked towards you seeing how you got up and opened your arms like a 5 years old asking for a hug but with bandaged wrists . “Sorry dear ..please…dont cryyy” he said hugging you while soothing your hair “pleasee you are making me cry too” he mumbled with wet eyes “Dazai…dont cry” you still mumbled hiding your face in his chest and there you both sat crying on each other for a while before both of you calm down and soon your rational minds started functioning.

“Here “ he said handing you a cup of white tea “Thank you “ you mumbled and pulled closer ot him as he sat down next to you . “Why would you shout something like that y/n ?” Dazai got right to point starting at you with dark eyes filled with nothing but worry “Cause its true “ you said pouting and sipping your tea “ dont ever i mean ever sacrifice yourself for me you never know i might be worth it “ you said sipping your tea and turned the tv for distcartion. “Why..” his voice broken making you turn to see his eyes getting wet again “ Osamu..” you mumbled and held his hand “Just like how you hate to see me hurt i also do not want to see you hurt i will say this again and again but please i want to be with you if you allow me . If you still like me..” your last sentence facing make the brunette look at you with the question “ why would i not like you ?” you fumbled with your hands “ well..i was kidnapped ..for a while you might know what they did ..” you said softly but panicked feeling his hand go hard “no..i mean they did not do anything to me please trust me!” you also said most begging him .

Dazai could not take anymore his heart and body felt tired “ why ..why in the world would i doubt you love, i know and even if they did something they would be dead and “ he held both your hands tightly getting down on his knees “ i am sorry sorry that you had to go through something like that “ sincerity filled his voice and eyes looking at you his hands trembled yet he held yours tightly. Smiling you bumped your foreheads “ Samu you recall what i told you when you asked why i chose you ?” your voice now normal and cheery, he nodded without blinking you “ you took the coat off ok but your shirt ? , you jaw “ you said tracing the staring and sharp bone “ see blood “ you said showing you finers. Embrassed he looked away but you forced his chin back to you “ i know they are off the hook “ your eyes dug deep into his smiling “ did they beg ?” you asked. Confused for a min Dazai looked at you and blinked understanding the meaning he giggled kissing your hands “ yes dear, they begged a lot to die “You kissed his forehead “ good , see this is why dont be sorry and get up i feel cold “ you said pulling him up .

You snuggled into his arms and that's when he realised you were not some innocent little flower who knew nothing about the world, he never took it seriously when Ranpo said the way you watched gore was different now he knew, you might be naive and foolish and sweet and kind but under them hid something and he also realised that you could see right into his soul from the first time he saw you he realised “ you saw that the demon never died right ?” he asked. You poped your head from his chest and smiled back the sweetest smile “ yes “

Thank you for reading this i was supposed to write a smut scene but will do it separately.

If you have any specific requests do send them to me.

If there are any mistakes please do mention them for me to correct them in the future.

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elvestoneanzelote1 · 1 year ago

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𝙰:𝚗- 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝙰𝚕𝚜𝚘, 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙰𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝙽𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚓𝚒𝚖𝚊.. 𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚘!

𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚙𝚊𝚍/𝚚𝚞𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚟 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝙰𝚕𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚞 𝙸 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎, 𝚍𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝!.

Atsushi Nakajima the well known white Reaper of the port Mafia, as he have massacre a lot of people protecting the port mafia leader.

He is often viewed as.. A someone like dead itself but.. No one know that he view one as his light.. The life.

He recalled that day.

The day when he was saved by the boss, Osamu Dazai..

He close his eyes for mere seconds in thought..

He still recalled that day when his eyes landed onto the e/c eyes that were talking to Dazai who at that time.. Was an executive.

-----𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗍--

The hallway seems to be dull walk as Atsushi stood beside Dazai who was talking to his sensei, the taller male who was staring at him then at Dazai.

"Dazai, Whom did you pick it up this time?" You said while massaging your forehead as Dazai chuckle slightly.

"Sensei! Meet Atsushi Nakajima, He is my new student!"

"Oh" you muttered out letting out a sighed then glance at him who, flinched by your stare.

"If, you ever need help regarding important stuff you can come to me or Boss Moro, especially if Dazai is acting like a (bitch) ..nuisance" you said almost said what you were thinking as Dazai pouted.

"Mo~! Sensei you said as if, I annoy you"

You just stare at him for a while as he pout more.

Atsushi stare at the small quarrel of Dzai pestering to you as you were just staring and sighing st his antics.

But it went silent when Atsushi felt a hand on his head. He gaze up and stare at the e/c eyes that's held warmness as you softly smile at him.

"Welcome to Port Mafia, Atsushi Nakajima" you said as his eyes stay staring at you as Dazai cling onto your arm saying to pat him to making you sighed yet softly smile and pat Dazai too.

All Atsushi was stare at the conversation of you and Dazai as it.. Look.. Like a cute moment as you were eventually smiling softly at Dazai who was telling you the story of how he found Atsushi.

But you quickly left when, the current Boss (past) of Port Mafia Mori called to you and eventually took you away making Dazai frowned as you seems to be okay to leave with Mori regarding whatever Mori wanted to discuss.

"Someday.. I will make sure Sensei, will have all attention on me" muttered Dazai to himself as Atsushi eyes widen a bit yet he kept quiet.

But he couldn't help but missed the touch of your gentleness on his head.

---end of past memories.

His thought were jumbled out as many things were of a blur yet he still recall some Of how you were around the port mafia.

That was until.. You suddenly left after the dead of Ougai Mori. You left..

He still recall that day..

The day he begs you not to leave.

Beg you to stay...

Beg you to at least stay more longer..

For the sake of Portmafia.. For the sake of Dazai.. Your student..

For the sake for him..

Yet, all you did was just blankly stare at him when he on the ground bleeding out unable to win a battle against you, as your spear was bloodied, so were your gloves.

Your eyes no longer held the warmness that he yearn as his Renerate taking slow pace to heal as his ability was not that strong compare to you.

"Please.. Don't leave.. Don't leave us.. Don't leave.. Dazai-san.. Don't.. Leave me.." He muttered out as he try to stand ready to fight you till he could no longer stand or breath.

Or as long as someone come to stop you.

Your eyes that used to be the light now was dulled as you stare at him.

"Why.. Why are you leavin?" He asked as you approach him and kneel to his formed that sat on the floor as his legs were crippled twisted in another way.

"I have no reason to stay here anymore" you simply said.. Like you sounded as if it was just that.

He stared at you with his eyes so red.

"There is a reason! Dazai-san will need you to be here.. The whole port mafia need you... Even I do please.. Stay.."

You gently shook head and pat his head as softly and gently which he almost forgot his pain.

"Nakajima, I know you will be able to control your ability through Dazai, and no he doesn't need me anymore"

He try to deny yet, you shook head as eyes look so dull and lifelessly stare back at his, you weren't smiling.. No.. Why weren't you smiling like you used to.. Why was your eyes so dull?

"Why..?" He muttered out as you stood up as he try to grasps your coat but failed to.

"Port Mafia.. Is no longer.. where I, belong to" you said as the footsteps of yours went dimmer by dimmer as he sat there staring at the floor feeling nothing but emptiness.

'Why.. Is Port.. Mafia.. No longer.. Where you belong?'

His mind of thought came to a halt as he picked up the incoming call as he took notice of Dazai.

"Hello? Dazai-san?" Muttered out Atsushi as the receiver coughed once.

"Hello.." Said a very familiar voice as his eyes lit up as he know who it was.

"Y/n-sensei!" He said almost to cry out in joy.

"Yeah..its me.. Um.. Your Nakajima.. Right?" You said unsurely on the phone as he said yes trying to know why you called and if.. It mean something good as maybe Dazai-san convince you? Or even better your coming to Port mafia?

"Yes it's me.. Sensei"

"..uh.. Well can you come.. At the B block (r/p) (random place area), with a car?" You asked as he was confused by your request.

"Is, Dazai-san with you?" He asked as you said yes confirming it as he was relief in a way.

"A-alright" he said quickly as he close the phone to quickly call anyone from port mafia who drives to come and pick up or sent a car for him to drive (though he is not a good driver)

After a while he reach the place with the driver (who fortunately came or else Nakajima might crash the car or sort).

"Sensei.. Dazai-san" said Atsushi as he took notice of you holding Dazai (I don't know how to explain it) as Dazai look kinda drunk muttering some stuff.

"Can I, rely on you to take him now?" you said as he quickly helped you to carry Dazai from you but Dazai hold your arm refusing to let go.

"If I, let you go, you will leave me again sensei!! You always do! Always! In every universe.. you do! You leave me! You leave me again and again!!" He whined.

Atsushi was having an existence crisis of what to do yet you eventually kept Dazai on the passenger seat and then face Atsushi.

"Here" you gave the Dazai phone to Atsushi while about to leave.

"Sensei.. Will you.." He stopped himself from speaking as he have lots to say yet, he paused himself to do so as its been years since he last saw you.

Your eyes and expression stayed the same like the day you left.

"No, and i, shall take my leave" you simply left without another word after as he stood silently as words seems stuck to his mind yet, he glance up determinedly as he watch you go.

'No matter what.. I will find a way for you to come back to port mafia!' He thought determinedly.

'And when that day comes, where you come back to Port mafia and if I know what leads you leave, I will do anything to know, for you.. Anything..'

A:n- that's all good day/night to you all! Hope you have a great day ahead.

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blueclownsworld · 10 months ago

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hello!! I was wondering if I can send in a request of reader (fem or gn up to you <3) who a few years before meeting dazai or ranpo had set out for revenge for someone they had really look up to but they have killed/hurt many people to do so and was left feeling even worse that they did before. (Ellie William kinda)

Sorry for the long request but I hope that you have a good day/night 🩷🩷

"Your saving angel." Dazai Osamu x gender neutral reader

Author's note: hi hi and thankyou for the request !! Hopefully you like it (& i understood it correctly-) <3

warnings: includes violence, the act of killing, death; describes depression, grief and guilt; angst (with hopeful ending)

Content: after the death of your best friend you started killing criminals to get revenge and deliver justice, until one day Dazai came to visit you

For three whole years there was only one word on your mind. Word that decided on every action you took.

Revenge.

Coming back home from a weekend away. Finding your house surrounded by people, everyone gathered around to see what had happened. Rushing through the crowd and polices to get to the ambulance. Heart almost beating out of your chest as the worry filled your body. 'Are they alright?'

But they weren't. Your best friend, the person you looked up to most in the whole world, was laying dead on the ambulance bed.

Eyes peacefully closed, as if simply sleeping. Long hair scattered all around their head, still looking gorgeous. It was all as if nothing had happened, until you looked at the bloody knife on their chest. A beautiful picture ruined by an unnecessary act of violence.

Soon you heard that they were killed by a thief who was breaking into the house, some of the property had been stolen.

The police were looking for the guilty, but it wasn't enough. Even if they caught the criminal and put them in jail, it wouldn't be enough. Nothing would bring your best friend back.

Yet you had to something, or you'd fall apart from the grieving and guilt. You weren't there on their last moments, you didn't know what they would have said to you if they had gotten the chance. You'd never get to see them again, but you promised to get revenge.

For the next three years, everything was grey. No matter the weather, no matter the surroundings, no matter the company. Even the sun looked cold and distant, even the flower fields looked gloomy and dead, even your closest family and friends made you feel lonely.

Days blending together, same things repeating day after day. Find a criminal, track them down, kill and clean up. The act of killing itself had turned meaningless, value of life turning vague in your mind.

You were sure of only one thing; the more bad people were dead, the less innocent people would have to die because of them. That was your justification, something you lived by and didn't question until you met him.

"Do you enjoy the life you're living?" an unfamiliar voice spoke from behind as another criminal was bleeding to death below you. "I doubt you do."

You turned to look at the tall stranger standing behind you, confident smirk on his face that gave you an image of him already knowing how everything would play out.

"Who are you?" you asked with cold and emotionless voice. 'What if he is just another criminal I have to kill?' you thought.

"I am Dazai Osamu", he simply answered and his smirk widened. "I'm someone you'd call a bad person."

'And there it is.. Again. Why is the world full of bad people?' You were truly tired.

"Guess you'll die then", you spoke with annoyed voice and pointed the gun at him.

"Oh?~ Go on, kill me then", the man encouraged and took couple of steps closer to you, as if he didn't care at all wether he lived or died. "Though, I'm sure someone will cry because of my death. Someone innocent."

You froze for a moment, and in that short moment of hesistation he managed to take your gun and point it back at you. He was skilled, you had to admit.

"Have you ever thought about it? How many tears have been shed because of the people you have killed?" Dazai asked, still wearing that same confident smirk. He was trying to get into your head, but his words weren't wrong either.

You had thought of it, of course. And every time it made you feel shitty, making you question your choices.

'Is it really right to kill this many people, even if they are bad?'

'What if there is people crying for the dead?'

And worst..

'What would they think?' Would your best friend really be okay with this amount of killing justified by their death?

"Why are you here?" you asked, ignoring the fact that a gun was pointed at your head. Surely he wouldn't kill you without some sort of talk first?

"I'm here to be your saving angel", Dazai spoke. "Join the Armed Detective Agency, and you get to catch criminals without all of.." his gaze traveled to the dead body of a criminal. "..this. And even if you have to kill someone, it is justified by the law."

'Saving angel..? Who the hell is this man?' you thought to yourself.

"Be my 'saving angel' then", you replied, challenging him. "I doubt you can drag me out of this hell."

"Join the ADA and I'll grant your wish", he said.

And so you did join the Armed Detective Agency, despite the bloody path behind you. Perhaps there was still hope.

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starlightshadowsworld · 10 months ago

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To be burned in light

(While Kouyou's in the Agency's clutches, she and Atsushi have an unexpected talk. Atsushi reveals he understands her situation better than Kouyou realises.

Tw for talking about child abuse.)

Atsushi hesitated, his hand hovering over the doorknob. He should leave, he was done here. Kouyou was doing well, she was updated on the plan with Dazai.

The peace between them was delicate. The whole time Atsushi felt like he was standing on ice. One wrong move and it would crack, sending him falling into the icy depths.

What Atsushi wanted to say would no doubt get him stabbed. He would deserve it too, because he would absolutely be crossing a line.

And yet, at the same time Atsushi felt it needed to be.

"Ozaki"

The Port Mafia Executive sighed, exasperated "what now boy?" She was certain he'd have ran the moment they were finished. The whole time he'd been civil but out of duty.

Much like herself.

Oh sure Kouyou wanted to attack him. But now wasn't the time for that, not when Kyouka's safety was on the line.

The Agency wouldn't take kindly too the weretiger showing up bleeding out. Besides, Dazai was the brains behind this operation and he'd taken the brat under his wing.

He'd always been protective over who he deemed as his people. Not that Kouyou could say much, she was the same.

"For what it's worth, I'm sorry." Said Atsushi. Kouyou smiled but it wasn't kind. "Whatever for? Taking my dear Kyouka from me?"

Atsushi held back a wince at at. It wasn't the words themselves, but the tone. Chilling, barely restrained rage that reminded Atsushi all to well of the Headmaster.

Atsushi had his back to her but that didn't mean he couldn't feel her sharp gaze on him. He took a deep breath and braced himself.

"I'm sorry that the light burned you."

The smile on Kouyou's face fell. Whatever she was expecting him to say, it wasn't that. Her mind went blank, she couldn't formulate a response. And even if she could, what do you say to that?

Atsushi took her silence and that he wasn't being stabbed, as a sign go continue.

"I don't know you, I won't pretend that I do. Or that we're anything but maybe allies but..." Atsushi takes a deep breath in "the light won't burn Kyouka."

Anger.

Anger like Kouyou had never felt in her life filled her veins. Her composure shattered.

"You know nothing! How dare you, you drag my Kyouka into this destructive light. And than you have the audacity to say that you can gurrantee her safety."

Atsushi didn't so much as flinch at her words. He turned around to face her. The look in his eyes was not one of fright or fear like Kouyou expected, but sadness.

"Because the light burned me too." His voice was soft but there was a strength to it that hadn't been there before. Kouyou was taken aback, she was still angry but curious.

"I was born into darkness. I'll spare you the details but my parents were awful people. One thing led to another and eventually they threw me out" He chuckled, but there was no humour in it.

"Literally, in a rubbish bag. But someone found me, let me out and took me back to his Orphanage." Atsushi wasn't looking at her.

His gaze was fixed on the wall behind her. But it felt like was looking at a person.

"He was the Headmaster. He gave me clean clothes to wear, a place to sleep. And even took the leftovers they had and cooked me some Chakuze. It was the best meal I ever had."

He shakes his head, a sad smile on his face.

"So I ended up staying, not like I had anywhere to go. And I was in debt to him. I'd be dead without him, so I did whatever he ordered me too like a servant to a king."

Atsushi looks at Kouyou. "You stabbed me when we met." It's not accusatory, there's no anger in it he just states it like a fact. "I did" confirms Kouyou, not sure where he's going with this.

"I stopped bleeding before Kunikida and Kenji showed up. Akutugawa cut off my leg off, it came back in minutes." Said Atsushi.

Kouyou nodded, unable to move her gaze away. It's true she stabbed the boy, anyone else would be left wailing in agony before suffering a slow death.

Even without Kyouka's intrusion. Kouyou was one of the best assassins in the Port Mafia for a reason.

She hadn't known Akutugawa had done that. And here it was, like nothing had ever happened.

The weretiger had an incredible healing factor, so to have scars that were clearly years old seemed impossible.

And yet here they were.

She'd have thought he was lying if she didn't know Akutugawa. Or of she hadn't fought the weretiger prior.

"I was mopping the bathroom, knocked over a bucket of water." Explained Atsushi, letting his shirt roll back into place. "I wasn't referring to a literal burn" Said Kouyou, regaining her composure.

But Atsushi just chuckled.

"Yeah, I know. But I figured it'd get my point across."

His smile fell "the man who saved my life turned into my own personal nightmare. That might be the only scar I have to show for it, but I should have so much more."

Kouyou found herself believing him. People like that never striked once, especially if it began over something so trivial."You're afraid we'll do the same to Kyouka."

Kouyou nodded "it's a fair assumption. Besides, how do I know this isn't all a rouse conjured up by your mentor to win me pity."

Even she knew that wasn't the case, but it was hard to accept this. That this boy on some level understood her, that he was trying to reach an understanding with her.

"No one in the Agency knows about my past." Said Atsushi. Kouyou raised an eyebrow in disbelief but Atsushi just shrugged.

"It's true. They know it was rough. But they don't know the details. It took Dazai so long to believe I got kicked out in the first place."

The kid was practically transparent. He was like an open book. A liar he was not and despite herself Kouyou deemed what he was saying truthful.

"Than why tell your enemy? I could easily use this against you."

Atsushi shook his head, amused "can't be any worse than I use it against myself. And if you do... Well it was for Kyouka anyway so it was worth it."

That suprised her.

Kouyou had noticed, she'd have to be blind not to see that the weretiger had a fondness for Kyouka. Almost like that of an older brother, but how? "Why would you go so far for her? You barely know her."

Because as much as Kouyou wanted to deny it, the lad did care. He had been alight with protective fury, so much so he'd been about to attack her before Dazai stepped in.

All because he deemed her a threat to Kyouka. He hadn't cared that she'd attacked him, only that she could hurt Kyouka. That's where his priorities lied, it was clear as day.

She expected the usual response, that it was because he was of the Armed Detective Agency. That he was on the good and just side that saved lives. But that was not the response she got.

"It sounds dumb but... When I saw her on the train with that bomb strapped to her chest. All I could think, was that she looked scared." He hugged his arms around himself.

"I've always been helpless, too powerless to do anything. No one was ever there to help me, no one wanted too. When I looked at Kyouka, I saw myself." Said Atsushi, a frown on his face as he recalled that fight.

"I didn't want to fight her, I had no choice. We found out the bomb was rigged. Kyouka, she said she didn't want to kill anyone else and jumped out the train. I went after her, destroyed the bomb and we fell into the water."

Kouyou absorbed this, and made several mental notes to have a word with Akutugawa... Because to strap a bomb on her Kyouka and rig it to explode no matter what.... He was going to pay for it.

"I see, I can't say I quite understand your reasonings... But I am glad you were there." Kouyou admitted, Atsushi blinked in suprise but than smiled.

"Of course."

Atsushi's gaze flickered to the wall again before looking at her. "The women who treated your wounds was Doctor Yosano. She once worked under your Boss, back when he was underground doctor."

But she wasn't content to let this end there.

"But you may care for her, reluctant as I am to admit it. But who's to say your fellow Agency members won't shun her away. That they won't do as your Headmaster once did to you."

Kouyou blinked in suprise, she hadn't known that. Though it made sense she supposed. Looking back the doctor was kind but she was quite sadistic for one living in the light.

"We didn't even know Dazai was former Port Mafia up until recently, and frankly no one cares." Said Atsushi with a small fond smile. "... I can't tell if that's endearing or stupid" replied Kouyou.

Somehow his confidence was infectious, because she felt her worry dim.

Atsushi shrugs "and well, the President was a former assassin. And between you and me, his ability might just be adopting strays. He wouldn't turn her away." He said, and it honestly suprised Kouyo to hear the unwavering confidence in his voice as he spoke of his boss.

It was still there, but it was less than before. Kouyou knew Fukuzawa, not personally but she'd heard enough to back that claim from Mori himself.

"Will I be able to see her?"

Atsushi looked at her in suprise and Kouyou scoffed. "You haven't won me over yet brat." But it was clear she was wavering. Atsushi didn't comment on it though.

"That'll be up to her. But I won't stop you, neither will anyone else unless Kyouka declines or you become a threat to her."

That, Kouyou would agree with. It didn't escape her that the weretiger specified if she became became a threat to Kyouka. Both of them knew once she returned to the Port Mafia, this alliance was over.

... But maybe this alliance could last just a little longer.

"Very well, I agree to those terms." Said Kouyou. Atsushi nodded, turning to the door. "We can talk when I get another update, but I've taken up too much of you're time. I should go."

He got up to leave but Kouyou stopped him. "Before you go, what is your name?." Atsushi paused, suprised and turned back to her. "It's Atsushi. Atsushi Nakajima."

Kouyou nodded, committing the name to memory. "Thank you, Nakajima." She waved her hand dismissively and Atsushi bid her goodbye and left.

She'd lied, she had another question but hadn't been prepared to ask. Probably because Kouyou had already figured out the answer.

'Why did he apologise?'

It was because Atsushi had looked at her, and he'd seen himself. His Headmaster had never apologised, the man probably never would. So Atsushi had apologised to her, just incase it helped.

Kouyou chuckled to herself, what a strange boy.

She looked out the window, watching the bright cloudless sky. 'I will take you out there and show you the radiant world.' Was what he'd said.

Before the ex Boss found out. And the very light she'd become entranced by, was the very same light that burned her.

Dazai had told her the same fate would not befall Kyouka. But it wasn't until now that Kouyou believed him.It will be kinder to Kyouka than it ever was to her.

'And I hope it this radiant light will he kind to you, Nakajima.'

(To clarify on Atsushi's past, because there's a lot of headcannons about it.

The only part that's confirmed in canon is the burn scars, but not the cause though it seems linked to punishment involving chores. And that yes Atsushi's parents threw him away in a bin in a rubbish bag.)

#atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #ozaki kouyou #bsd kouyou #bsd kyouka #bungou stray dogs #bsd #tw child abuse

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welp-back-on-my-bs · 2 months ago

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More period hcs! This time ikevamp!!

Also- as a little opener. Expect them to be a bit more feral and possessive of you. Especially around the others. Why? You're bleeding, and tate all the better. Why would you be shared so easily now?

Napolean: dosen't have a fraction of an idea of what the fuck to do and is worried. Deadass tries to ask Leonardo and Comte to turn you because he thinks you're dying and he doesn't want to be without you. Once everything is explained to him, he is very good with caring for you. He gets what you need, does what is needed of him, and is a little overprotective of you during this time.

Mozart: I think he would know what it is, he dosent have any idea how to care for you. But let's you vent to him and do what you ask for him. He will play the piano for you, too. Just let him know.

Leonardo: Naps. Him holding you close, his cat cuddled up. Absolute ideal image. Maybe some cockwarming too if you ask nicely

Arthur: King of care. He has the knowledge and skills to be able to look after you. Sure, it's under researched medically, but haveing two wives, and now you, he has a damn good idea of how to care for you.

Vincint: he didn't know what a period was. So, you get to teach him. He is receptive and does what is needed to care for you. If all you can do is lay down, then lay in his lap as he paints so he can randomly give you kisses as he does so

Theo: he is quick to catch on that you're on your period. You're his honjie. After all, he needs to care for you. So expect pancakes with your perfferd additions for breakfast. Random little treats throughout the day. No, you're not allowed to leave your room. Don't even dream about it.

Dazai: He is cooking for you, keeping you by his side the whole time. He takes amazing care of you, just doing small things in public spaces. If you can't be too mobile, that's ok, he doesn't mind cuddling with you in bed. You look so cute like that!

Isaac: he probably stays away from you since his bloodlust would probably worsen. But he does leave little things for you, just to be sure you're ok during this time

Jean: knows how to care for you. He won't explain it. He just does it. Quietly and with love. He gets what you need, and if you need a little extra, He will do it (you can pry trans Jean out of my cold, dead hands :>)

William: he knows. He knows how to care for you, when it starts, everything. He knows :>

Sebastian: You're not allowed to work on your period. He has about the best idea of how much pain you are/could be in (i feel like he volentarily, or someone in his life before had him experience simulated period cramps). So he absolutely cares for your needs, no matter what it is.

Comete: You're being spoiled tm. Time, affection, comfort, sweets, everything. He is spoiling the shit out of you. You just need to wait in his room as he and Sebastian care for you

Vlad: has no fuckin clue. My poor bby. Once he does know, he learns how to care for you. If needed, he will get Charles and Faust to help (a little more reluctantly, but you're comfort trump's all). Flowers, kisses, and cuddles.

Faust: he actually knows what to do. He has something to help you feel comfortable, and that shouldn't affect anything. Definateky more protective of you during this time as well. So, no going to church. You're both at home, where he is sure you're safe in his arms.

Charles: he has no idea what a period is. You and Faust had to teach him so he could get proper things for you. And does he ever go all out for you. Sweets? Yes. Cuddles? Yes. Sex? Allways.

#ikemen series #ikemen vampire #ikevamp

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sanest-bsd-delegate · 2 years ago

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Concert tickets

Headcanon: Where its you, them and the music taste. Ft Dazai, Chuuya, Tachihara and Lucy Masterlist Please look at the request rules in masterlist before requesting. Here is a lil headcanon for you (exams are shit, they decrease the writing creative power) bear with it AND THE GIF AM SORRY I CANT LMAO 😭

Dazai:

This man is 10/10 screaming the lyrics in the office.

Now he is a fan of Mitsiki too, but 'I wanna be yours' hits different.

Assuming your favorite band, he makes sure you least have a vintage case tape thingy even if it means Kunikida's bank account goes dead.

You both are broke babes,😭 cant even go to the concert.

But if you get to go into a concert, *cough* Kunikida's card *cough*, he makes sure you stay close to him

He 1000/10 gets lost in the concert, so pretty much you have to make sure his body aren't damaged. Twig like mf fr

WHY DO I IMAGINE HE MIGHT AS WELL AS CLIMB THE STAGE AND SING OUT-😭

If there are any fan meets, he makes sure you are with him cause there was this one time you beat him up just cause he didn't take you to a meetup. 💪💀 #saddazaicauseheisbroken

Dazai slays in the artist's t-shirts.

He secretly writes those artist x reader fanfiction on tumblr or smthg idk

I think he had a arctic monkey obsession phase.

It was a traumatic phase

I can feel like once you both only talked in I wanna be your lyrics, and oh boy the ADA was traumatized.

Once you refused to give him cuddles and bro really screams 505 lyrics.

He got a restraining order from the band when he sung at their concert.😭

The whole neighborhood got deaf by his singing.🤡

IMAGINE FIGHTING WITH PM AND THEN MF GOES LIKE "I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be" AND THE PM GOES WHO POSSESSED THIS MF NOW. (I need sleep)

Aww you love your boyfriend even when he is having broken bones and currently in hospital bed for going to a concert alone and getting crushed by sweaty people😭 <333

Chuuya:

"MILLANIUM KIDS THAT WANNA DIE" Bro might as well be a Dazai kinnie in music taste.

He had a Conan gray phase and still isn't over it.

Its a good thing you are his S/O.....YOU GET A FREE TICKET TO CONCERT WITH HIM.💪💀

can we appreciate this man? HE BUYS MERCHS FOR YOU <3333 WITHOUT STEALING OTHER'S MONEY UNLIKE SOME. 🤡

(well technically he steals their life so naturally the pay is for the life so he steals soul and money but he is a babygirl...he is forgiven.)

He has to use his gravity powers thingy. YOU BOTH ARE TO MUCH DEPRESSED IN THE CROWD.

"Woah, this place is just like my mind, messed up" "STFU Y/N 😭I AM TRYING TO BUY SOME MF TICKETS"

Awww he probably have you sit over his shoulder so that he can lowkey fly and you both can see the concert.

He cries if the song describes his life.🤠

Cause like one time you caught him listening to Mitski and he was crying. YKW YOU HUGGED HIM AND KISSED HIM CAUSE NO ONE LIKES A CRYING CHUUYA (maybe in bed thats different)

PLEASE I CAN IMAGINE THAT WE FORCE THIS MF

INTO

SINGING

LEVITATING

WHILE FLYING 😭

"I wish he levitates away forever, his singing makes my ear bleed" *Dazai proceeds to levitate to ADA hospital bed*

Chuuya supremacy

Tachihara:

Who knew this man got a music taste?

The same music taste as yours.

213420/10 the best music taste duo.

YOU CAUGHT THIS MAN RED HANDED LISTENING TO CPR. 🤡

His personality will be screaming Daddy Issues 😭

You still are suspicious how he got the concert tickets that too for TWO PEOPLE 💀

He will be those people who either will scream lyrics in someone's phone while they are recording or will those privileged people who get recognized by the band.

Why can I imagine him saying that the concert sucks?

YADADA YOU STILL DRAG HIM ANYWAYS.😭

*insert him doing funky dance on new rules by Dua Lipa*

Lowkey feels he listens to Spanish songs.

Imagine being along in room with this mf and he starts to sings Die for you??? While he spins you around dancing and laughing????

#blessed.

STFU. He had a Alan walker phase. No ifs and buts.🤡

Awww he brought your favorite artist's merch......WHERE IS THE HIDDEN MONEY BOY.

(Ill vibe with him on song 'this december')

EXTRA BUT HIM SINGING TELEPATH?? MY HEART CANT-😭

He brought a spotify premium for both of you <33 TAKE THAT ADS. 😭

Lucy:

She gives me girl in red vibes.

Pretty sure she is embarrassed to admit her music taste.

SHE IS THE REASON YOU LISTEN TO AMERICAN MUSIC ATM IDC.

You both will be sneaking in the concert using her ability.

LIKE FOR FREE??🎉🤠

You suggested that you should just have the door half ass open cause the crowd is just to much crowdy.🤡

She dragged you to follow her.

HELP SHE GOT CALLED ON THE STAGE TO SING WITH THE ARTIST. 10/10 she sings well.

Her music taste really is various but we love it.

She lowkey thinks you don't know she had a Justin Bieber phase, but you aren't confessing, it will hurt her ego.😭

You both watch those 2 hr concert video uploaded on Youtube (bless those uploaders)

"Y/N we can very well visit the concert venue you know?"

WAIT TILL THE COPS REALISE THAT💪💀

Awww look at you, just you both making Spotify playlist for each other.

"F-R-I-E-N-D-S" "Y/N please, you are acting worse then when you are drunk😭" "🤡 Haven't I made it obvious"

You brought her a little marshmallow keychain.

So like Atsushi accidently entered you both jamming to your favorites of all time and ummmm it left a traumatic picture in his mind that day. (Dw its just both of you jamming to much hard and the room is trashed out <3🤠

Fun fact: I was really confused on who to pick and wrote Tachihara thinking the poll cant change in 30 mins. (P.s it did and Lucy won)🤠 Fun Fact pt 2 : Requests are getting proceeded, stop spamming asking when they are finished 🤠 dw, am up for y'all love and appreciations and Ideas

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intheticklecloset · 1 year ago

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You Scared Us to Death! (Bungo Stray Dogs)

Primary Universe

Summary: Dazai plays dead to mess with Chuuya, Atsushi, and Akutagawa, but they don't find it as funny as he does.

A/N: I wrote this one a while ago for @ticklygiggles and am now sharing with you all. Dazai is such a loveable dork; he deserves all the tickles! I hope you enjoy. ^^

Word Count: 1,667

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By the time they got there, Chuuya looked almost frantic. Atsushi’s eyes darted to Dazai, who lay unmoving on the ground, out cold. He knew the punch he’d taken on the rooftop combined with his being thrown off of it moments later was probably enough to knock anyone out, but the way Chuuya’s eyes were wild now made him think something else was wrong.

“Chuuya!” he called as he and Akutagawa jogged to meet him.

The redhead looked up. “The idiot’s not responding!”

“Is he unconscious?” Atsushi asked, kneeling down on Dazai’s other side. The man looked pale; a small gash on his right cheek was bleeding a little and – as Chuuya had said – he wasn’t moving at all. “Dazai?”

Akutagawa stood over the three of them. “Did you catch him in time?” His voice was as detached as ever, but Atsushi could hear the tiniest hint of underlying concern in it.

“Of course I did,” Chuuya snapped, though his frustration clearly wasn’t aimed at Akutagawa specifically. He grabbed Dazai’s shoulders again and shook him a little. “I had him before he was even halfway down. The landing was smooth. He wasn’t even hit that hard up there!” He shook him again. “Dazai, wake up, you moron!”

Atsushi was beginning to panic now, too. Something was definitely off about Dazai’s condition; if he’d been caught long before hitting the ground he should be at least a little responsive, and it was obvious that he wasn’t. “Was he already unconscious when you got to him?”

“Yeah, but he was moaning and moving around. He should be awake by now.” Chuuya’s arms were trembling, but he tried to cover it up by shaking the unconscious detective once more. “Dazai!”

“I don’t think shaking him is going to help,” Atsushi said gently, reaching out to stop Chuuya from doing it again. “Let’s check for a pulse.”

Under normal circumstances, the weretiger would have thought to check his neck or wrist for a heartbeat, but Chuuya beat him to it, and it was obvious he wasn’t thinking quite straight, because he yanked open Dazai’s overcoat and pressed his ear right to his chest.

A split second later, Atsushi was startled by Dazai moving his hand to cup the back of Chuuya’s head and ruffle his hair gently. “Hey, chibi.”

Chuuya shot back up, eyes wide and glaring at the brunette on the ground. “You idiot!”

“I almost died just now, and you’re calling me names?” Dazai mumbled, smiling weakly. “How mean.”

Atsushi leaned forward. “Are you all right? What happened? You scared us to death!”

“I’m not sure. Maybe having my center of gravity changed so abruptly while I was falling to my demise made me pass out.” Dazai hummed contemplatively, darted his gaze to Chuuya, and smirked. “Or maybe I just wanted to mess with you a little. I’ll never tell.”

The weretiger let out a frustrated and relieved huff of air, sitting back. He glanced up at Akutagawa, who looked irritated, then back at Chuuya, who was busy wrapping his hands around Dazai’s throat.

“Chuuya!” Atsushi cried, but the redhead was already retracting his hands, visibly shaking from the desire to do something with all that nervous energy he’d built up in the last few minutes.

“I – you – argh!” The redhead plunged his fingers into Dazai’s ribs and tickled harshly, earning a loud squawk and subsequent giggles from the brunette. “You asshole! I hate you!”

“You…you know he likes being tickled, right?” Atsushi asked cautiously, thrown off by the sudden change in revenge tactic.

“I know!” Chuuya yelled angrily, fighting off Dazai’s flailing limbs. “But this is the only way I won’t kill him! Bastard!”

“Chuhuhuhuhuhuuya was wohohohohorried about me,” Dazai squealed, wincing a little as the cut on his cheek began to burn from his sudden activity. “How cuhuhuhuhuhute~”

At this point, Atsushi’s fear had begun to fade as well, replaced with just as much frustration that he felt the need to take out somehow. Following the redhead’s example, he shifted his arms into their half-weretiger form and grabbed Dazai’s wrists, yanking them above his head to expose his armpits.

Chuuya didn’t need any prompting.

“GAH!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!” Dazai screeched, legs scrabbling against the ground as he arched his back and laughed harder than ever, tugging uselessly at his trapped limbs. “MEHEHEHEHEHEHEANIES!!”

“Meanies?! You scared us to death and all you can do is laugh about it,” Atsushi growled, holding him down even tighter. “You’re the meanie here!”

“Weretiger.” Akutagawa’s voice joined the fray for the first time since Dazai’s awakening, and the white-haired man glanced up at him, confused at first by the grim determination in his features. Then Rashomon appeared in two claw-like tendrils from behind him, and Akutagawa said, “Allow me.”

Atsushi blinked, then realized what he wanted to do and nodded, retracting his hands from Dazai’s wrists just in time for Rashomon to take their place, pinning Dazai and leaving Atsushi free to join in another way. He wasted no time, scooting down to grab the brunette’s hips and squeeze, making his boss throw his head back and scream with more frantic laughter now that he had two people tickling the crap out of him.

“GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! OKAY, OKAHAHAHAHAY, I’M SOHOHOHOHOHORRY!!” he cried, arching and twisting his body as much as he could.

“Don’t lie,” Chuuya snapped. “You’d do it again in a heartbeat if you could.”

Dazai didn’t try to deny it, but he still let out a loud whine and cackled out, “WHAHAHAHAT DO YOU WAHAHAHAHANT ME TO SAHAHAHAHAY?!”

Atsushi glanced up at the redhead, who looked back at him with a firm set to his mouth, and they nodded their agreement.

“Promise you’ll never do that again,” Atsushi demanded, drilling his thumbs into the squishy bits of flesh just above Dazai’s waistline.

“AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! WHIHIHIHIHIHICH PART?!”

“Playing dead!” Atsushi and Chuuya shouted at the same time.

“BUHUHUHUHUHUT IT’S SO FUHUHUHUHUHUN!!” Dazai retorted, suddenly activating his ability to dispel Rashomon’s hold on him, but before he could even think about bringing his arms down, Akutagawa had dropped to his knees and latched onto his wrists with his bare hands, keeping him pinned right where he was. Dazai glanced back at him through his laughter, surprise clearly written on his features.

Akutagawa snorted. “I’m sorry to say you can’t cancel me out, Dazai. Did you really think I’d let you get out of this so easily?”

“AKUTAGAWA YOU TRAHAHAHAHAHAITOR!!” the brunette screeched, laughter going silent for a moment when Chuuya found the hypersensitive spots in the center of his armpits and dug in there with everything he had. He kicked the air uselessly, gasping for breath, the cut on his cheek bleeding more profusely now that he’d been exercising his cheek muscles so thoroughly.

“Promise us, Dazai,” Atsushi warned, swinging a leg over to straddle his boss so he couldn’t even squirm anymore.

Chuuya reached one hand up to scribble against his neck as well as his armpit, and Dazai let out a loud, feminine squeal.

“OKAHAHAY I PROHOHOHOMISE!! I WOHOHOHON’T DO IT AGAHAHAHAHAIN!!” he cried, a snort slipping out of him as he laughed helplessly, tears springing to his eyes. “I SWEAR!! PLEHEHEHEHEHEHEASE!!”

Atsushi hummed his acceptance of his boss’ words, letting up on his attack and climbing off of him. It took Chuuya a few moments longer, but eventually he stopped as well, getting to his feet with a huff. Akutagawa released him and stood back up calmly, stuffing his hands in his pockets as though nothing had happened.

Dazai lay on the ground catching his breath for several moments, a few stray chuckles escaping him. Then he moved to sit up and groaned.

Chuuya rolled his eyes, offering him a hand. “Stop being so dramatic, you idiot—” Then he watched as Dazai seemed to notice he was bleeding for the first time, swiping a hand across his cheek and observing the red droplets that came away on his fingertips before reaching up to take the redhead’s offer of help. Chuuya snatched his hand away. “Ugh, forget it! Get up yourself, stupid Dazai.”

“So mean,” Dazai mumbled, but he was grinning as he got up and brushed himself off. “Hey, chibi?”

“Quit calling me that, you—!” Chuuya stopped his rant when Dazai’s clean hand brushed his cheek softly.

“I am sorry,” the brunette told him sincerely, brushing a thumb along his cheekbone. “Thank you for saving me.”

Chuuya blinked, then swatted his hand away and turned his back in a huff. “Back off! Quit getting yourself into trouble and I won’t have to keep saving your ass.” Then he stomped away, never once looking back, though the red flush on his neck gave him away regardless.

For a long moment, the three remaining men stood watching him leave. Atsushi glanced at Akutagawa at the same time Akutagawa glanced at him. He opened his mouth to thank him for his assistance on the mission, but before any words could escape Rashomon shot out and slammed into his chest, knocking him onto his back before he could blink.

“Hey! What was that for, Akutagawa?!” Atsushi yelped, scrambling to sit up. He watched Akutagawa sauntering away without a word and yelled, “Fine! I’ll keep my thanks, you jerk!”

Dazai laughed, offering his hand to the weretiger, who cringed at the blood smearing the fingertips before his boss realized his mistake and offered the other hand instead, which Atsushi accepted.

“You really are such a pain,” the younger man grumbled under his breath.

Dazai beamed. “Just keeping you on your toes, Atsushi. Now, let’s head back to the agency. Apparently I need to see the good doctor.”

“For a little cut like that?” Atsushi asked as they began to walk the opposite direction from Chuuya and Akutagawa.

“Of course. I figure if I get lucky, one of these days she might actually kill me while trying to save my life. It would be so poetic, don’t you think?”

Atsushi punched him, and Dazai laughed again.

#fanfiction #tickle fic #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #soukoku #skk #tickling #ticklish #tickle

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dazachi · 9 months ago

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Ok, I spent some time to think on it. Here are more thoughts from me:

-Dazai is definitely set on not letting Chuuya go near Fyodor. Even when presumed dead, it was Dazai who was willing to go near Fyodor while Chuuya is at a distance (Chuuya could just be enjoying seeing Dazai put some effort, but also, Chuuya could have offered to touch the boulder to lift it up, but Dazai just didn't let him). This was because Dazai assumed it was touch-activated BUT knows there is something more to it

-It is more likely that it is blood-activated instead. Karma had to touch his blood after the blow to the head by Ace. That's how it immediately worked on that knight that stabbed him as well.

- If it really is blood-activated, then I have some thoughts on when he could have gotten Chuuya somehow. It was when Dazai injured Fyodor's hand. A simple flick of the blood would be enough to get Chuuya. HOWEVER, I'd also argue that he wasn't able to get Chuuya at all. I think the blood has to touch skin, and Chuuya was very covered up. The only available space is on Chuuya's face and neck. Im 95% sure Chuuya is safe tbh. The other 5% being the remaining exposed skin of Chuuya's (firm believer that Chuuya is actually safer compared to Dazai's and Sigma's odds)

-The thing is, even if Fyodor tried anything on Chuuya, Arahabaki would simply come out... unless that is what Fyodor intended - activating corruption for something.

-I still don't think anything irreversible will happen to Chuuya though, if that really is the case. Seems like an odd period in the series to permanently kill him. Also, Asagiri has a habit of making Dazai go first and Chuuya will follow when it comes to death/ near death (Dead Apple, Beast). Not sure if he would change the formula for this tbh? He might surprise me, but otherwise, this just means that someone has to get Dazai to die first.

-The people who did touch Fyodor's blood are Dazai and Nikolai...but was that even actually Fyodor's arm? Was that even Fyodor's blood? That leaves us with no one

-What are the odds of Nikolai and Fyodor making a run for it because they have other things to do? So maybe the real problem is how Dazai, Chuuya, and Sigma will catch up to where those 2 are when Nikolai exists. At the end of the day, this is still a race to get the book after all.

-Basically, what I understood is that Crimes against Fyodor (making him bleed) will give Fyodor the ability to dole out Punishment

#lots of thoughts #yep still a firm believer that chuuya is fine unless the blood flicking theory is right lmao #bsd theory #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd chapter 114 spoilers #bsd ch 114

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fyodcrs · 1 year ago

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I’ve got a somewhat delusional theory. So in the anime Fyodor is seen wearing a bandage on his right (?) hand because of the injury, which is how he ended up being defeated since he was forced to let the vampires operate the helicopter.

I looked back at the manga….and he’s not seen wearing a bandage on either hand at all, he doesn’t even seem to have that injury.

Does this mean the manga will be different?? Because how will the manga explain Fyodor losing because of the injury when it was never depicted in the manga? I highly doubt asagiri and harukawa would forget a detail like that. But this could just be me being delusional and hoping for something different

I've been wondering about that, too, because you're right: he doesn't have the hand injury in the manga. I thought it was kind of odd that they gave him that injury in the anime, and put so much focus on it. Obviously now we know why - it was the key to his defeat. Which, by the way, is actually kind of stupid, because the hand injury clearly doesn't bother him all that much:

Sure, operating a helicopter is going to be a lot more involved than pressing a button or holding someone's hand, but the injury clearly isn't so severe that he can't use it at all. It's kind of a dumb (and super random) thing to be what gets him in the end.

I actually thought that his bleeding hand was a hint at something completely different, because remember how the anime also added this scene in Fitzgerald Rising, which isn't in the manga?:

So I was like: "Hmm. Maybe they have been hinting at something important about his character involving blood? Something related to his Ability, even his anemia?"

But no, I was overthinking, it was just so he could make a dumb decision and get himself killed. Okay then. Honestly? I felt that whole scene was a little OOC for Fyodor. I feel like he'd want to pilot the helicopter himself, injured hand or not. Isn't the whole point supposed to be that he doesn't have implicit trust in his "allies"? Wasn't that the whole point of Dazai's victory speech? Well, it actually was trusting his allies that got him, because he apparently trusted that Fukuchi had control of Bram and that the vampires were wholly his pawns to control. I am confuzzled.

But I digress. Maybe it is slightly delusional, anon, but I'm also assuming that things have to go differently in the manga, because the hand injury didn't happen, so that can't be a major plot point. Or maybe he's going to injure his hand before escaping the prison, and the anime just put it in sooner to do some cool foreshadowing? It's either that or his death won't play out the same way.

*sigh* I'm hoping it goes differently, because in my opinion, his death was the sloppiest writing I've seen in this series. If this is what Asagiri has planned, I have been giving him way too much credit as a writer up to this point. Granted I'm very biased, and I've had my own ideas of how I would like Fyodor's character to end up, but I know I'm not alone in thinking this was just plain bad from a writing standpoint.

Unless, of course, everyone saying that he isn't really dead are right. I'm praying ;.; I'll forgive everything if that turns out to be the case ;.;

#Fyodor #Bungou Stray Dogs #anon you have no idea my head has been spinning trying to come up with theories #delusional or otherwise #I'm trying to take a deep breath and wait to see what happens in the manga #and just focus on the fyosig and fyozai fanfics I'm working on to pretend none of this happened sdfghjghj #BSD

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doukeshi-kun · 9 months ago

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Soooo I spent the day thinking about how Fyodor's ability actually works, because as we all see the whole 'kill someone with a touch' is all a lie.

At this point I can say about 90% sure that his ability allows him to 'switch' between bodies, his mind remains intact, he's just switching vessels. That explained the flashback scene in the castle and the helicopter scene.

Personally, I think his ability is a little complicated, as it needs two requirements for activation, one being he has to be in a near-death state, and two is his blood has to make contact with someone else. He was stabbed by the vampire in the helicopter and impaled by the guard in the castle, both where his blood make contact with them. For the guard it got on him through the hole of his helmet amd it was dripping on his face. For the vampire I would say that it's due to the wound bleeding out and dripping down the weapon, thus making contact with the guy.

In the panel where we see the corpse's face, it has the characteristics of the vampire (nose, eye shape, etc) and since the hair is a part of the body, he couldn't switch out the hair, so Fyodor might trim that later on probably?

This ability is somewhat like Dazai's, aka an automatically activated ability. To Dazai, the requirements is he has to make physical contact with someone, and to Fyodor it was blood making contact plus near-death state. It can't be activated when he's dead because if an ability user dies, their ability would disappear alongside them. (Except for some irregular cases like Kyouka, it's inheritance)

Also I did think about the arm that Dazai handed Nikolai. It is true that it has the body's blood on it, but at that time where the helicopter crashed he had switched with the vampire to get out already, thus making the blood on the body belongs to the vampire guy.

And if by any chances he decided to leave an arm to be a trap, it would have his blood on it right? But Dazai would be safe because he can nullify it. As for Nikolai, I would doubt he's the target for the whole body switching, since at the time Fyodor has to get out before the explosion already, meaning that he had switched with the vampire. So if he wants to choose Nikolai as his next target he has to let his current body's blood make contact with the jester in order to activate his ability-

Also, it doesn't mean that Fyodor can't die. He can't die via murder method. Because his ability would automatically activated as long as the requirements are fulfilled. Murdering usually cause bleeding so yeah, not really a good idea. He can die via poisoning or diseases that does not fulfill the requirements of having his blood made contact with the victim by the time he's at his near-death state.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk hehe

ooooh great theory! i too think his ability has something to do with blood and bodies (or atleast, consciousness/conscience). perhaps his ability does have something to do with near-death state too, considering we see the instances in the newest chapter. i saw someone said on twt... that's why fyodor isn't afraid of ace pointing a knife at him or anything. probably because he could get away with dying somehow.

also, according to your theory, if fyodor's just changing vessels but not mind, wouldn't that make fyodor just a... concept?? does he have original body? or when he takes over another body/vessel, he can alter the appearance to look like himself too? idk man😩

i wonder if his ability is his blood itself. what if he himself is affected by his own blood? is he a singularity like jules verne (the one who had his own ability consuming him in 55 minutes)? baa bam, new theory.

#bsd theories #bsd thoughts #道化師-says❃ུ۪

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Soooo I spent the day thinking about how Fyodor's ability actually works, because as we all see the whole 'kill someone with a touch' is all a lie.

Thank you Niki for coming to my ted talk lolll

PLS theory about fyodor's ability makes so much sense, especially with the blood requirement and switching. it makes me think how's kind of like dazai's mirror in a way, considering the way they think, and now the requirement of contact in regards to ability :o

#ꪆৎ ˚⋅ love letters #from yoha ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

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night-dazai · 9 months ago

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requesting an ango x reader where reader gets hostage and ango just flips the hell out because he hasn't realize his s/o has been kidnapped for 2 days and his ass is so overworked he didn't know 😭

In the end he gets back to his s/o safe and sound 💕

Note: Sorry took a lot longer almost a month, was not feeling so good for the past weeks.

Let's Go Home :

Tags: angst, kidnapping, comfort and fluff

Heavy eye bags, dead eyes, messy hair sweating in an air-conditioned room. Ango stood staring at the big screen in front of him, people near him froze seeing the hacked screen where you lay on the floor beaten and bruised. Dress torn, bleeding from your lips and a little from the head and unconscious your body lay while someone angled the camera to your puffy face strained with tears and blood “Release him, Jay whom you arrested a week ago if not she is done for good “ a voice said showing your face and chuckling another voice spoke .” Hey hey she is such a beauty lets not let it go to waste “ hearing that voice few more voices broken into laughter as the screen went black.

Coughing and wheezing you slowly open your eyes, which hurt. Your entire body hurt but your head hurt even more and so did your hands which were tied behind your back as you sat in the chair trying to look up at the men looking at you. “Your bf sure loves you I think he looked so horrified, “ one said. Words were heard but it was hard to process “Ango….” you thought “Sa….me” you mumbled before fainting once again recalling that night ……………………………….

“It is my fault …it is my fault “ he mumbled to himself holding his head and almost tearing his hair out. Ranpo was looking at the files he had shown about Jay while the director of ADA was talking with Mori “It has been 2 days, it is very risky now but since they showed she is alive …we can try I guess” he said while the director just listened staring at Ango.

His heart was beating fast, very fast for the past few hours and all he could imagine were the worst possible things those men could do to someone like you. A normal person who has no idea what about the cruel underground world.”If only I took her calls, if only…..I was there …”

“I should have never fought, even if I did I should have gone and said sorry. I should have not left her alone … She is not involved in this world at all ……” he thought his nails scrapping his scalp when a bandaged hand yanked it from his hair “Enough we found a location if Ranpo’s guess is the right its to best to go fast, “ he said.

Ango could hardly process what was happening, he tried searching for you for hours but had no clue but the moment the mafia and ADA joined hands it was in 4 hours they found your location, was he too tired to search, was he angry at himself for not taking your calls ? he did not know but he knew one thing “ they are going to regret it “ he said following Dazai and Ranpo out.

“Please take it I am sorry “ you kept thinking clutching the phone as if it were your life you kept calling your lover “Please ango I am sorry “ you mumbled keeping it close to your ear as the ring went and went and said the person had not taken the call. Tears ran down your face, you both fought yesterday night when he came home late for the 1000th time according to you “I was forced to work okay “ he said rubbing his temples indicating he was annoyed “If you do not want me in the house.... fine “ he said in a low tone and before you could react he had left the house and did not come home in the morning also.

In the morning when the doorbell rang, you ran to it thinking about how to say sorry, but something told you to take a look at the window near it and there stood 5 men one with a gun talking to the others.

Running inside you hid in your closet and called your lover but he did not take the phone, and it did not take long for the kidnappers to find you and here you were fainted all bloody and beaten up thinking how you shouted at your already overworked boyfriend “ I am sorry …” was all you could think.

“No more ..it hurts ….” when your whole body pain was felt again as you slowly started to gain conciseness you just wanted to rest. But no people were screaming and shouting, there were some harsh words “What was…was it…..” you paid a little closer attention “ Chuuya!” said a loud voice “she is in that room “.

The voice sounded familiar but you could not place it on anyone and instant gunshots were heard, but you could not move or do anything and at this point, your body was on the verge of collapse “ Ango…..be safe….” you thought and fainted as you a bright light in front of you.

The room door which burst open had Ango rushing into you while destruction and chaos were behind him. His hands skilled but trembling untied you from the chair, and he slapped your face gently “Wake up…wake up…y/n….” he said but you did not wake up.

Ranpo came in and stood at the entrance, he knew Ango for reasons and many knew him for various reasons but none were good. They have seen him smile and laugh but not one person has seen him this devastated. Dazai smiled a little standing next to Ranpo “ he found some he truly loves I guess “ he said.

Ango was rocking your cold body mumbling “You are safe …please see me y/n ..open your eyes please” his eyes were wet with tears “Let's take her to the office and get her treated “ Dazai said placing a hand on hso shoulder .

Your head had a sharp sting “Again….” you thought “Voice…just voc-Ango ?” you mumbled slowly opening your eyes. The room was brightly lit it took your eyes a few seconds to adjust but once it did you saw your lover.

Ango was talking to the director or ADA and Mori while the doctor lady from ADA was adjusting your IV “Ango..” you mumbled again a bit louder gaining all their attention.

He rushed to you, holding your hand “Y/n..yes me I am here ….i am here “ he said. His voice broke as he kept saying sorry, his hands were trembling. You have never seen your boyfriend like this and you also did not like this. You wanted to tell him it's okay and it's not this fault, you wanted to comfort him but your throat hurt at the thought of speaking loud.

Collecting any strength you had you pulled him closer by his shirt, hugging his neck you kissed his cheek “ I love you …” cough ..” home.. let's go home “you said. Your words made the man lose all kind of control and sob in your weak little arms but it felt so strong and warm as everyone left the room.

#bsd x y/n #bsd x you #bsd fanart #bsd #bsd x reader #bsd x female reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #ango sakaguchi #bsd ango #bungou stray dogs dazai #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs x you #bungo stray dogs ango #ango x reader #ango x y/n #night dazai

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femboykyo · 1 year ago

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I Pulled The Trigger

Skk fic

⚠️Chuuya does attempt suicide so if you are sensitive about that I'd suggest proceed with caution or don't read.⚠️

Tags: hurt with comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, reincarnation/alternate universe, Suicide Attempt, Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort

Chuuya didn't dream.

Or rather he did dream but he never remembered. Except for one. A torturous nightmare that would haunt him for days. He killed Dazai. Everytime it would be a different scenario and end the same way, with Dazai dead. He couldn't understand why. They weren't angry with each other, they weren't cheating or harmful with each other. Chuuya just couldn't wrap his head around why he would hurt the only person, besides Akutagawa and Atsushi, who treated him like another person. He tried to bring it up with Dazai but he just said that it could be stress from work. Chuuya wasn't so sure but he was afraid. He didn't want to lose Dazai, his only reason he felt real. Once again he had a nightmare but this time it was reoccurring. He was pointing a gun at Dazai who was bleeding from previous gunshot wounds. Chuuya didn't want to watch but his body refused to respond to him at all. Dazai was saying something to him, something so Dazai that he was getting embarrassed. But his finger pulled the trigger and Dazai went silent. It was only then he had control over himself and went to Dazai, slipping on the blood that had pooled on the floor. His shaking hands touched his dear Dazai's face but no hand covered his. No words came from his smiling lips. Chuuya's cry was filled with so much pain and sorrow that could never be replicated.

"Dazai!" Was the first thing the Brunette heard from his heavy sleep and he was instantly on his feet. He glanced around the dark room and saw that his partner was screaming in his sleep again. Dazai turned on the table side light and wrapped the smaller man into his arms. He tried calling out to Chuuya and tell him he was okay, it's just a dream, while stroking his head. Eventually the screaming stopped and the redhead woke up with tears rolling down his face, his blue eyes were red and puffy. Chuuya glanced around the now lit up room and snuggled deeper into his blanket.

"There you go, Chuuya. It's okay now."

"Dazai... I hate it."

"I know, Slug."

"I'm so tired."

"I know, Shortie."

"I miss you so much." Dazai rubbed Chuuya's back but he never felt it. He could never feel Dazai. Dazai got a pained smile.

"I know, Chuuya. I miss you too."

"It's all my fault. It's all my fault, if only I could've broken free sooner."

"It was never your fault, Chuuya." Chuuya looked over to his bedside. Due to his night terrors his doctor had prescribed sleeping medication. Dazai knew that look, he knew what that long and glossy gaze meant.

"I miss you... I miss you too much." Chuuya reached for the bottle and poured the entire contents into his hand. Dazai knew he couldn't stop anything but he didn't want Chuuya to think for forever it was his fault, he didn't want him to have that guilt. So he tried anyway. He reached out and hit Chuuya's hand and the medication actually left his hand! Dazai then grabbed Chuuya's wrist and pulled him closer.

"It wasn't your fault." Chuuya's eyes widened.

"Dazai?"

"I'm here." It was almost like a whisper but he heard it, he could hear Dazai. Fresh tears fell and Chuuya was a mess all over again.

"Dazai... Dazai, I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

"I can't do this anymore."

"I know you're tired."

"Dazai..." Chuuya could still feel Dazai's touch on his wrist. He used his free hand to feel the coolness on his wrist.

"Please, Dazai, let me be with you." There was a long pause and he could see Chuuya's heart shatter in his gaze, he was already dying.

"Go to sleep, Chuuya... I'll see you soon." Chuuya's eyes suddenly felt heavy and his body slumped onto the bed. Chuuya Nakahara had died from heart break. Blackness was what Chuuya floated through. No pain, no sadness, just black.

"Chuuya!" Well only for a little while. The redhead opened his eyes, his body felt like it had been hit by a truck.

"Chuuya, you're gonna be late! I'm gonna get coffee without you!" Chuuya hopped out of bed and ran down the stairs, tackling Dazai at the door.

"Don't you dare." Dazai laughed and kissed Chuuya's head.

"You're finally up. How'd you sleep?" Chuuya sat up. How did he sleep? He couldn't remember.

"Good, I guess."

"Good. Hurry up and get dressed. We're gonna be late for the Guardian/Teacher conference for the boys."

"I'm going, I'm going." Chuuya smiled and went back to get ready. Whatever he dreamt about must not have been important. After all what was more important than his Dazai?

This fic is also on Ao3 if you would like to leave a comment or kudos there☺️

#Skk #skk fic #angst #angst with happy ending #hurt #hurt with comfort #bungou stray dogs dazai #chuuya nakahara #bungou stray dogs chuuya #soukoku #dazai x chuuya #dazai osamu

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feralshadowdemon · 9 months ago

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peeks in

3, 24, 25?

vi!!! always a joy to see you hii <3 3 - that encompasses my style okay. i'm not quite sure which one would encompass my style, but i'll choose my favorite part from thus with a kiss i die that i am proud of and think fits

If Chuuya had the energy, if his own skin wasn’t threatening to rip apart at the seams, he would’ve started strangling Dazai as catharsis. But the strain in his body couldn’t hold on any longer, as if he were the ground and Chuuya was an empty glass hurling towards it chained by gravity, his glass body almost shattering as it collapsed on top of Dazai. He had bite, he had poison, but none of it spilled out like he expected it to, not even a curse directed at the skies. Dazai seemed stunned that Chuuya didn’t say anything, and he clearly had no idea what to say either, as if silenced by chains wrapped around his neck, ones that Chuuya could not see. He was fighting against his own body to not let himself fracture any further, he would not let himself shatter, especially not with his foe right there. Neither of them dared to show the other even a sign of weakness, it’d seal both their fates, no matter how hard they tried to fight it. Chuuya knew he was weak right now, the only thing possibly preventing Dazai from killing him was his own wounds. If they were both in perfect condition right now, they’d be dead. …That made him wonder. Chuuya decided to be the first to break the silence, to see if he could break the invisible chains wrapped around his foe’s throat. “I don’t get it.” “What?” Dazai played dumb.

(full scene is in the fic i don't want to spoil it)

24 - that makes me go "huh... i wrote that?!" my knuckles bleed for you

Chuuya rolled his eyes, purposely coughing to interrupt Dazai, who just gasped at the interruption. He then pouted at Chuuya, starting to slowly wrap his hand up in the bandages, which made Chuuya unknowingly shift his gaze to watch Dazai do so, his body letting itself relax. Dazai was efficient at it; but that was expected with how many bandages he himself was wrapped up in. Somehow though, while also being quick, he managed to make it fit comfortably almost always the first time. It was so interesting to watch the white, pristine bandages slowly cover the rough red and pink scrapes, seeing it absorb some remaining droplets of blood that tried to bloom out of the injuries. Oddly enough, despite the fact Chuuya usually hated any kind of unwelcome touch; Dazai gently holding his hand as he slowly wrapped his hand in the bandages was… comforting, in some way. He wasn’t sure why or how. Even the way Dazai secured the bandages was comforting, gently pulling at the end of the bandage to make sure all of it was tight and wouldn’t slip off as soon as he let go of it. Chuuya did flinch while Dazai did this, but that was mostly from the bandage touching the scrapes.

25 - that i consider a favorite from a wip i haven't posted yet

Chuuya shakily lifts up his hand, and he can almost hear one of the Sheep—Yuan, Shirase, he can’t fully hear their voices—shout his name. He’s something that the Sheep don’t think Chuuya is; Chuuya is not a king, but Fukuchi would be a better one, surely. Despite the protests, the yells, the cries, Chuuya takes the commander’s hand, and Fukuchi pulls him to his feet. He feels a cloak be placed over his shoulders, and for once, he feels… safety. Maybe he’ll be a worthy king one day, but not to the Sheep, he learnt.

(not the full scene)

#tyty for the ask. i forgot to get to this sooner i woke up just abit ago #mutual tag #ask game #ask #bsd

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